Basically it's triggering. I was actually triggered and I'm not saying that jokingly. There's mentions of child abuse and rape. There's mental health issues and suicide.
Josh's lighter is lying by Tyler's shoe, and he slowly picks it up, flicks it on. The flame glows in the darkness, and Tyler watches himself press the flame to the wall.He holds it there, watching the wood grow darker as it chars. For a while nothing else happens, but Tyler suddenly sees the wood catch fire. He flicks the lighter off and watches, transfixed, as the flame grows larger and larger, climbing up to the ceiling.Tyler lies on his back and watches as fire slowly engulfs the roof. The treehouse is starting to fill with smoke.Something inside him is pulling, insisting that he has to get out, get out before he suffocates or burns. He ignores it. He doesn't care anymore.Tyler falls asleep as everything around him burns.He doesn't care.
I honestly wish I could forget the Forest Fic so this song wouldn't make me feel the way it does now. I want it to go back to how it used to make me feel! ;-;
The fic was good, but I wasn't really affected by it emotionally. It made me think, and I liked it (and all the subfics that followed) enough to appreciate the references and animatics.
I read the fic and yes, it's sad, I ranted about it once in a while about how josh is real but his actions were weird and stuff, but tbh I cant relate with people who get triggered when someone mentioned about it. like if I see anywhere "josh isnt real" "mocha eyes" etc I'm like 'oh it's a forest fic reference...again' while other people be like 'NO STOP IM SOBBING', don't take it in a bad way, but I'm just confused because I dont get emotional when someone reminds me of the fic. about the song, I get emotional most of the time listening to it because of the song, not because of the fanfic. I think I almost never thought about the fanfic at all when listening to the song, I only get sad because of the song. and although I know forest fic is the clique's thing, tbh I think people making references of it at the most random times has become pretty overrated.
the part where both of the parts are rapping at the same time reminds me of my brain going "nonononononONONONONONO" when I got to the climax of the forest fic
me: this is actually beautiful... hmm I wonder what the people have to say **scrolls down to read comments** **the legit first one is about the forest fic** JUsT sToP NoW mY HeArT CaNNoT nO i HaD JuST fORgoTTeN WhY
"I scream you scream" bit over 'does it bother anyone else that someone else has your name" is so good also the ending ahh and even the rap sounds pretty good tho its a little messy
"Josh," he gasps. "Tyler," Josh says, warm and low in his throat, honey and birdsong and dark, sweet orange. Tyler's a mess of gasps and moans as Josh gently moves his fingers inside him. He can taste something, like metal but not quite, and he's so so desperate for something, but he doesn't know what. "Please," Tyler whispers, not even sure of what he's pleading for. Josh's fingers press up, and the not-metal taste becomes so overwhelming that a sob is startled out of him. "Hey," Josh says, pausing. He cups Tyler's cheek with soft, blue-sky hands. "You okay?" "Yeah," Tyler says shakily. "Yeah, I'm okay." Josh presses a gentle kiss to his forehead. "Tell me if it becomes too much, okay?"
HONESTLY I WAS LIKE "is this part (the rap) supposed to be the amazing part? if its not, i dont think the ending will be THAT great but okay" and then 3:55 hit and I FELT LIKE I WAS IN HEAVEN I LITERALLY LEANED BACK IN MY CHAIR PUT MY HAND OVER MY HEART AND MY JAW DROPPED
THIS IS NOT WHAT I HAD PLANNED!!! AHHHHHHH!! I ACTUALLY STARTED CRYING DURING THE RAP BECAUSE I GOT LOST AND IT WAS SO AMAZING AND I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!
*Tissues* , *Every* pillow in my house , *Reaching* for blankets , *Running* out of tissues , *Icecream* , *Finding* more blankets , *Isolated* in my bedroom , *every* tear , *Dying* inside. T-E-R-R-F-I-E-D
This. Is. Too. Good. i'm dead Tyler. why are you doing this to me! emotions are unexplainable. |-/ thanks for helping me; you saved my life with this song and album. this makes the song better.
Guys, I just read the forest fic... Sadness aside, it's actually like beautifully written in my opinion. Anything that makes you feel emotion is good in my book
OKAY THIS NEEDS TO STOP THESE PEOPLE COMMENTING STUFF LIKE "josh isn't real" "a boy with blue hair mocha eyes (and c major lips stands up" STOP SOME PEOPLE ARE STILL HEALING LIKE EXCUSE ME COULD YOU PLEASE LEAVE.
EVERYONE IS TALKING ABOUT THE FIC, I AM SOBBING
AHHQ USERNAME GOALS
all i hear at 1:21 is "down town forest, we'll sing on fire" lolol
I love singing on fire in the down town forest.
Hannah Smith LMAO
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Hannah Smith same here
Hannah Smith omg yes 😂
I DIDN'T READ THE FOREST FIC I JUST REALLY LIKE THIS
DON'T IT WILL DEPRESS U like my soul went hollow not worth it
Matea Lovrenović IT RUINS YOU
I was a good fic its not THAT bad... like the plot is good lol
Basically it's triggering. I was actually triggered and I'm not saying that jokingly. There's mentions of child abuse and rape. There's mental health issues and suicide.
I'd say read it because it's actually really good, but it will ruin your life.
My friend told me to read the Forest Fic the day I joined the clique.
The first day.
Yeah, I listened to Forest.
Once.
Still cried, hard.
Cailin The Fangirl DUDE! What a fucking frien does something like that?! Who does some thing that evil, and fucked up ?!What the FUCK!?
A boy with bright blue hair and mocha eyes (and C major lips and blue-sky hands and tiger-growl teeth) stands up.
NO MY HEART😭😭😭
Lani Matilsky NØ STOOOOOOOOPPPP
Lani Matilsky IM CRYING NO
leave
Lani Matilsky STOP STOP STOP STOP
the rap gave me anxiety because i had no idea which part to sing😂
left ear: kdidmeosmalsmwoxmsk right ear: xkrkfofmelalaofnyaoxoem
+Epic_stuff did you mean fall out boy
Savannah Stevens same
By fall out boy
Xx TwentyOnePilots xX I congrat u for that
My favorite lyric is "I don't wanna be heard I wanna be listened to" idk it just has such a deep meaning and i love it
Josh's lighter is lying by Tyler's shoe, and he slowly picks it up, flicks it on. The flame glows in the darkness, and Tyler watches himself press the flame to the wall.He holds it there, watching the wood grow darker as it chars. For a while nothing else happens, but Tyler suddenly sees the wood catch fire. He flicks the lighter off and watches, transfixed, as the flame grows larger and larger, climbing up to the ceiling.Tyler lies on his back and watches as fire slowly engulfs the roof. The treehouse is starting to fill with smoke.Something inside him is pulling, insisting that he has to get out, get out before he suffocates or burns. He ignores it. He doesn't care anymore.Tyler falls asleep as everything around him burns.He doesn't care.
disenchantedafterall 😭😭😭
YOU'RE WELCOME
disenchantedafterall NO NOOO
disenchantedafterall thank you
disenchantedafterall ya dun killed my heavy dirty sole
3:14 HOLY CRAP THATS BEAUTIFUL????
changed channels Literally saw this the moment it got there
I honestly wish I could forget the Forest Fic so this song wouldn't make me feel the way it does now. I want it to go back to how it used to make me feel! ;-;
I DONT KNOW WHAT PART TO SING ITS SO TRIPPY
Cayse S. this good sir or madam is how to loose your mind
THE COMMENTS ABOUT THE FOREST FIC ARE THE BEST THING
This song wasn't in C major, it was actually in F major, so stop talking about lips please.
Joke
Tylerisnotaesthetic this is me with my music theory loving self
Tylerisnotaesthetic It's a forest fic joke......
Anathema Ruby no one gives an ever loving fuck about the damn fic
NotGrey I do.
Am I the only one who has read the forest fic and can still enjoy the song because it's not that sad?
The Gotham Guardian no
The Gotham Guardian R u ok
The Gotham Guardian I can.
The fic was good, but I wasn't really affected by it emotionally. It made me think, and I liked it (and all the subfics that followed) enough to appreciate the references and animatics.
I read the fic and yes, it's sad, I ranted about it once in a while about how josh is real but his actions were weird and stuff, but tbh I cant relate with people who get triggered when someone mentioned about it. like if I see anywhere "josh isnt real" "mocha eyes" etc I'm like 'oh it's a forest fic reference...again' while other people be like 'NO STOP IM SOBBING', don't take it in a bad way, but I'm just confused because I dont get emotional when someone reminds me of the fic. about the song, I get emotional most of the time listening to it because of the song, not because of the fanfic. I think I almost never thought about the fanfic at all when listening to the song, I only get sad because of the song. and although I know forest fic is the clique's thing, tbh I think people making references of it at the most random times has become pretty overrated.
T-E-R-R-I-F-I-E-D
nOnOnOnOShUTO UP
you need to leave right fucking now ok
Excuse me, could you please leave
20% of the comments: the forest fic😭
10% of the comments "im here for this not the fics
The other: OMSHSBZHZJZJZJSJ 3:14
Like around @1:55 I started giggling cuz all I was hearing was "naaaaaaaaaaame, naaaaaaaaaaaame,naaaaaaaaaaame" omg
AND THE END I HAVE LITERAL TEARS NO JOKE
3:15 - 3:23 gave me chills
yunikon 0:00 to 4:18 gave me chills
Quinn Howell same
the part where both of the parts are rapping at the same time reminds me of my brain going "nonononononONONONONONO" when I got to the climax of the forest fic
EVERYONES TALKING ABOUT THE FOREST FIC AND IM LITERALLY SOBBING ON MY BED HUGGING MY CAT (in c major)
videos like this no joke actually give me mild anxiety, but i watch them anyway, because tøp.
me: this is actually beautiful... hmm I wonder what the people have to say
**scrolls down to read comments**
**the legit first one is about the forest fic**
JUsT sToP NoW mY HeArT CaNNoT nO i HaD JuST fORgoTTeN WhY
It says the end is amazing. Wanna know what ending isn't amazing?
Razmáda I wonder
+Lrhs Hush a *cough* Forest Fic *cough*
Razmáda 'Scuse me, could you please leave?
Razmáda PLEASE STOP NO
tHis
I got excited for this before i even heard it!!!
tHIS IS TRIPPY
"I scream you scream" bit over
'does it bother anyone else that someone else has your name" is so good also the ending ahh and even the rap sounds pretty good tho its a little messy
Its like having the forest fic being told and read twice this is great it’s not like I’m crying or anything
Tagbootsies Xox aww omg thank you!
jishwasoreos 🖤
I have 3 words that will probably make you cry: the forest fic
Excuse me, could you please leave?
T-E-R-R-I-F-I-E-D
nO
leaVE AND NEVER RETURN
+General Alex didnt tyler say that to josh before he bruned the tree house along with himself? 😁😊
THE END IS SO GOOD IM CRYING
3:14 oml bliss in the form of sound
Just remember frens
he's not real
RedJacketProduction1 jUsT sToP
RedJacketProduction1 stop pls just stop
FRICK
you need to leave right fucking now young man
TRIGGERED
Even before reading the fic, this song makes me feel attacked.
Sky blue hands
Mocha eyes
C major lips
Bright blue hair
you sir need to exit the room right now
'scuse me, could you please leave?
+asteroid latte THI S COMMENT IS THE BEST THING EVE RWHAT
GET OUT
iTs TiME TO sTOP
The rap gave me really bad anxiety and then the rest of the song calmed me down again lol
"WE'LL SING ON FIRE"
i choked on my apple juice
1:21
"down town forest, we'll sing on fire"
this kills me. honestly. this is so soothing, it makes me really happy and really sad at the same time.
"down in the fire we'll all get higher"
"Josh," he gasps.
"Tyler," Josh says, warm and low in his throat, honey and birdsong and dark, sweet orange.
Tyler's a mess of gasps and moans as Josh gently moves his fingers inside him. He can taste something, like metal but not quite, and he's so so desperate for something, but he doesn't know what.
"Please," Tyler whispers, not even sure of what he's pleading for. Josh's fingers press up, and the not-metal taste becomes so overwhelming that a sob is startled out of him.
"Hey," Josh says, pausing. He cups Tyler's cheek with soft, blue-sky hands. "You okay?"
"Yeah," Tyler says shakily. "Yeah, I'm okay."
Josh presses a gentle kiss to his forehead. "Tell me if it becomes too much, okay?"
thank you so much for this, i love the rap and the bit after it so much! (:
Me: okay, I'll only try to sing one version of rap
Also me: I don't know why I feed on emotion listened to I don't wanna be anyone else has your name
it's beautiful
someone listen to this high and tell me what it's like
Sophie G I'll let ya know 😋 But the really funny thing is that this was uploaded on 4-20 lolol
its trippy, trust me. I am mialdly confused
HONESTLY I WAS LIKE "is this part (the rap) supposed to be the amazing part? if its not, i dont think the ending will be THAT great but okay" and then 3:55 hit and I FELT LIKE I WAS IN HEAVEN I LITERALLY LEANED BACK IN MY CHAIR PUT MY HAND OVER MY HEART AND MY JAW DROPPED
Fun fact: you actually don't need headphones, it sounds just as amazing
3:34 “we’ll sing a virus” 😂
"down in the firest we'll sing a firest"
wtf am i hearing
03:54 is so beautiful wtf
THIS IS NOT WHAT I HAD PLANNED!!! AHHHHHHH!! I ACTUALLY STARTED CRYING DURING THE RAP BECAUSE I GOT LOST AND IT WAS SO AMAZING AND I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!
OMG IM BLESSED! THE ENDING MADE ME SCREAM
me: the comments cant be that bad!
*looks at comments*
me: oh fuck its bad
*sobs*
Ava Adams ...*gives u a hug, and an virtual cookie *
Here.
Beginning: Seems normal.
0:34 oh nice- layering..
0:43 wHERE IS TYLER? H E ' S E V E R Y W H E R E .
"tyler josh isn't real"
Xanime LoverX WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME
Xanime LoverX there isn't a comma so it messed me up. I was like "tyler josh??? who the heck is that?" it's okay though, it just messed me up
Xanime LoverX NOT FRICKING TODAY
Xanime LoverX no
EXCUSE ME, COULD YOU PLEASE LEAVE?!
Is it foggy because of the smoke from the tree house or is it foggy because of the weather
Piinkiepie AJ.
sTOp
the part where they match up perfectly saved my life
this was a goddamn rollercoaster I LOVE IT PUT IT ON ITUNES
Im crying this is beautiful
the last minute gives me life
Not where I'm from, it's all blue black there.
Tyler, josh isn't real ok?
Morgan Parker STTTOOOOOPPPPP
Morgan Parker I CHOKED ON MY GUM
iTS TiMe tO sTop
STOP NOOOOOOOO MY ALREADY LOST SOUL
CHILD NO
*Tissues* , *Every* pillow in my house , *Reaching* for blankets , *Running* out of tissues , *Icecream* , *Finding* more blankets , *Isolated* in my bedroom , *every* tear , *Dying* inside.
T-E-R-R-F-I-E-D
Julia S T-E-R-R-I-F-I-e-D
I read the forest fic last night because of this comment section and I cried for three and a half hours
this made me smile so much
I'm crying this is so good
I haven't read the forest fic
Wolfblood! Dimension I don't recommend it unless you want to be emotionally traumatized for the remainder of your life
Wolfblood! Dimension don't do it man
Wolfblood! Dimension Do it, it's a good story (and not that sad tbh)
DONT....DO....IT.....IT'S A TRAP....YOU WON'T EVER THINK OF THIS SONG THE SAME WAY AGAIN...
this gave me chills
Bless your soul i need this very much right now
OK BUT THE RAP HAS ME IN TEARS
I love how it ends all together but it scares me and I'm crying I don't know I need to stop listening to 3d and double layers help
im screaming this is amazing
joshua dun why don't you have a username
This. Is. Too. Good. i'm dead Tyler. why are you doing this to me! emotions are unexplainable. |-/ thanks for helping me; you saved my life with this song and album. this makes the song better.
THIS IS SO AMAZING THANK GOD FOR HEADPHONES
You're right, the ending is pretty cool
Overwhelming.
This is great. I am crying.
Can I just say that this is t-e-r-r-i-f-y-i-n-g
a boy with sky blue hands, mocha eyes, c major lips and bright blue hair stands up
I don't know how I feel about this
i love this!!
The ending was beautiful.
okay except this isnt layered correctly with your headphones so what is the point of saying use headphones
i think just because it sounds better tbh
3:14 omg
3:14 - 3:23 my ears have been blessed
this is amazing
FUCK...........
THE END OMGGGGGGGG SO AMAZING
Here come the feels
Guys, I just read the forest fic...
Sadness aside, it's actually like beautifully written in my opinion. Anything that makes you feel emotion is good in my book
OKAY THIS NEEDS TO STOP THESE PEOPLE COMMENTING STUFF LIKE "josh isn't real" "a boy with blue hair mocha eyes (and c major lips stands up" STOP SOME PEOPLE ARE STILL HEALING LIKE EXCUSE ME COULD YOU PLEASE LEAVE.
This is AMAZING!!!! ;D
“down town forest, we’ll sing on fire”
this is not what i had planned.
MY NEW FAVOURITE THING IS LAYERED SONGS
the rap literally sounds like my mind
3:25 - 3:45 IS FUCKING BEAUTIFUL IM CRYING
THIS SONG MAKES ME CRY EVERYTIME I STG
that's was really cool😂
2:50 - 3:15 is what tylers mind sounds like
1:13 starts my favorite part ahhhh
1:21
t-e-r-r-i-f-i-e-d
This is trippy
kill me pls this is so confusingly trippy and its great okay