Chanda Lynn- "Soon" (Full Song)
HTML-код
- Опубликовано: 9 сен 2024
- So I know that many of you struggle with having to be separate from your children. I know that many of you have lost custody and are fighting to get it back or you have split custody and it's really hard on you.
As many of you may know, I went through a difficult divorce and have 50/50 custody with my ex. I always wanted him to be a big part of their lives as my father never was in mine and my ex is a very present father. But it doesn't make it any less difficult to be separate from them, it doesn't feel natural and it's really, really hard. I have almost non-stop anxiety when I'm not with them. It's lonely, it hurts and I know that their lives changed drastically and it's still hard for them to understand.
In the beginning of all of my divorce, it was a whirlwind. I was publicly attacked, wicked lies were told about me and I was slandered. I never once attacked back, but it was really rough. That wasn't the most difficult part though, the most difficult part was knowing that because I chose to leave my ex, I took my kids' lives and flipped them upside down. They'd never been separate from him or me before. I left because I knew my relationship would never be healthy, but I still carry the guilt of separating my kids from their parents.
I wrote a song called "Soon", describing how it feels to be separate from your children. I write constantly when they're not with me. I wrote it not only from my perspective, but also what I imagine it's like for people who are permanently separated from their children. It's an underrepresented topic and I know many of you feel alone in this. I may not understand full separation, but I do understand some of the feelings associated with this.
I hope that the vulnerability in this song helps you heal in some way. I'll be putting it out soon ❤
#chandalynnsong #soon #custodybattle #separation
What kind of song do you want me to write next? ❤
Gospel song for the 👑❤️
Changing Family traditions
What ever you need to heal u
Self conflict
I've been a producer for 17 years we work with ALL THE TOP ARTISTS and it's sad to see so many people try by themselves and waste years without getting signed because they are not being guided properly.I wish I could give people advice and save them heartache please ask yourself#1 is this what is topping charts? #2 . Is this sound what is selling? #3 Am I marketable ? #4. Its not good to reveal my personal hang ups, addictions , or anything that will stop the record labels insurance company from signing me, or hold anything against me being an addict is not good in the eyes of any major label because it is a ticking time bomb in the eyes of the labels as well as marketing ex. #5 TELLING YOU'RE BUSINESS TO PEOPLE!!!! THIS IS NOT GOOD THIS WILL COME BACK TO BITE YOU. We tried to watch a live with this artist but we never watch "FB lives" because of the AD"s and ad revenue generated by FB we normally try to get the artist. "press packet" but this artist didn't have one is there management team allowing them to go live? Also why leak all of you're material? Who is managing this woman? This person a christian artist? This sounds EXACTLY like a religious type I think she should stick to that .
This song means more to me than you know. I don't have my oldest 3 girls. It makes me cry every time I listen to it. This is a song for them. I sent it to my oldest. Unfortunately, I am not able to send it to my twins. Angela, (my oldest) Izabella, & Serenity (my identical twins) Mama loves and misses you every day. I hope you have happy fulfilling lives and I get to see y'all again someday. I hope y'all find this song and read this comment. 💔😢 I can't express how much this hurts. Not being part of your lives is the worst thing in the world. I'll explain everything when I see you two again. Angela knows a lot but not everything. I'm glad to get to have her all the time. Unfortunately, the people that adopted Izabella and Serenity won't allow me any contact despite promises that they made to me about yearly visits and pics. None of that ever happened. In fact, I keep getting blocked on FB by the adoptive parents. It's so hard. On our last visit, the twins were 3 and now they are 9 and will be 10 in October. I'm sorry I did the best I could. I'm just glad I was able to keep my twins together. ❤️💜 💔💔 👯♀️👭🏻👩👧👧 Thank you, Chanda Lynn, for this song. You have no clue how much this means to me. You are amazing.
I am a child of an addict. Needed this today. Thanks Chanda. Your such a beautiful soul.
You're so welcome ❤
Same!
This is absolutely beautiful I have a friend that's going through this now and I have gone through it in the past and it is definitely the hardest thing ever to be away from the children
My entire being feels this song... I sent it to my daughter. It brought tears to me for many reasons
You got me through today. I love you! You're a good mom. ❤
You're not alone either, Chanda!
Thank you, so much ❤
Through my addiction and a hormonal psychosis, I lost custody of my oldest two kids...I feel every word of this song! You're such a blessing to me Chanda Lynn!
You are one of the strongest-and REALEST women I have ever had the pleasure of knowing u are there constantly fighting the good fight, and fighting to be the bestest mum u can, and I would like u to know, u have changed my life!
In the past few years since I've been watching u and ur life with Richie and the kids..its been a very pleasurable and uplifting experience.
I'm not clean, but. I watch all that I can. I'm late usually a catch up.
Lde
Thank you so so much!!
If you ever want help you know I'm here for you ❤
Wow Chanda, that was so deep... Unfortunately I am not a mom - 37 yrs old, still in &out of active addiction, probably won't ever become a mom...But still, it was so emotional, almost felt like I could ve been in your shoes. Great talent, u r such an inspiration, always!
You write and sing from experience and that’s why it’s so good! Ur rawness is my favorite quality of urs!!!! So many of us can relate!!!!!
Thank you!!
I couldn't agree more that's what I love is that she's writing from experience and it helps knowing that someone else is going through the same thing love her and her music
Thank you. Amazing song!!! My heart feels every word. 10 years I've been feeling the heartache. My son is almost 18. I can't wait. The moment I've dreamt of everyday for 10 years is coming!!! And for everyone who is going through this. Your time is coming when you will hold your babies again❤ We all will. Hold on to hope. Praying for you all!!🙏🙏🙏 And thank you for letting me know Im not alone. Its a lonely place where not many can relate to the situation.
❤️
Bless you, my Sis. I relate...10 years for me too. My son is 22 now.♡♡
I love it! My youngest daughter died and the state temporarily removed my older 3 from my custody... I fight everyday doing everything i can to get them home! Im 5 1/2 months into a 1 yr case plan i cannot wait for my babies to come home
I am the daughter, sister, Aunt and the mother of addicts. The biggest tragedy is as a mother, watching your babies sink into the abyss of addiction. My two daughters both struggled with heroin and meth. One is in recovery for 2 years and the other I don't know that she will ever recover. Your music has helped me so much. Thank you. Addiction, this epidemic running across the United States, our young people, and children losing their parents, grandparents losing their grandchildren, it's almost all too much to bear sometimes. It's living in constant fear. I know as long as there's life there is always hope but this has been the most difficult pathway I have ever gone down. As much as it is hard and devastating to the addict the family, the mothers and fathers, were left holding the dreams that we had for our children. This song in particular really really hit me hard. I I've lost grandchildren to the system and I don't know that my heart will ever be whole again. I have medical issues I was unable to adopt my grandchildren. I have to believe that things will come full circle and I will know them again soon.
As a child that was separated from her mother and trapped in the foster care system because of my mother's addiction, and loosing her when I was 17. This song hit me so hard and I cried and healed in ways I didn't realize I needed. It was like I was hearing from her finally and how she felt when we were apart. She had 6 years of sobriety, but left too soon and never got that closure or have that talk. Thank you, this song has helped more then the mothers that are struggling, it also is helping those of us that are and were the children affected!! ❤️
😘🥰😉
I do to no that pain. My boys are now 31 30.
And I am blessed to be able to help my oldest son with his house. My friends say I spoil him. And don't get that I didn't raise him I wasn't part of his life except every other weekend. From 1st grade till he was a Jr.
He let me come live with him. So I work hard to help him. He is a paramedic works as a wild land firefighter.
And is the Fire Chief of our town. So he is busy. So I try. To earn my rent doing anything I can plus making up for not being there. He's not married or does he have a girl friend. So I'm not interfering like my friends think .
I'm just blessed
Thank you much for this song. I am an addict and my girls were taken from me in September 2019. My oldest is 19 and my wee one is 9. So they were 17 and 7 at the time. I miss my time with them so so bad. I don't even get to see my youngest. Breaks my heart
I am struggling something horrible right now and I love your vids. And this song especially touched me
Absolutely beautiful chanda ♥️♥️♥️
As a recovering addict, a mother that gave her child up, this hits home.
Blessed to hear this, blessed that I can recover. I've been following your page for a year, because I knew one day I'd be ready to be sober
Thank you for this 🥺😭💖 children & I are still healing 3 years later.
Praying you all continue to ❤
This song has helped me so much, going through a time at the moment my beautiful baby girl turning two on Tuesday is with her granny, i miss her so much and it feels like i cant breathe without her. Been clean for 2 and half years and really struggling to fight the thoughts of hoplessness and the feeling that ill never have my baby girl home. But thank you Chanda Lynn for being the light at the end of the tunnel and strength through these hard times. I cant thank you enough for your beautiful music ❤ fan of you years, from Ireland ❤
I've been through hell in my life, child abuse, a mother who never (and still doesn't believe ) 14 junior schools with being on the run from DV all over England. We was children that was snatched away from ages 2-6 years old (myself & siblings).. *abuse started on return at 6 yrs old to 9 years old...
I followed the same path as my mother, picking the wrong guys.
I now have 5 beautiful babies that make my life worth living..
I'd be destroyed if someone came along and snatched them away. But I also understand why this happens. The Drugs don't work, they just make you worse but I know I'll see your face again . ♥️
This made me cry because it hit me hard in the feelings, everything I do is for my son. This song is gonna help me so much on my rough days. Your amazing Chanda and thank you for all your helpful music❤
I'm a mama looking after my baby's babies. Till my daughter decides enough is enough, they are safe with me till that day comes. Love to you and your babies and pray you will be together under the same roof❣x
My mother is an addict and she sent me this she is in rehab and she’s trying for me thank u !❤
This song made me break down in tears. I feel the words to this HARD.
This song has touched me to the core, im dealing with the system and fighting for my 2 little girls back, newborn and 1yr old, already lost custody of my 8year old and 5 year old boys years ago, but this song gives me strength to keep fighting for my babies to come back home ... I thank u so much.. 😭😭😓🙏🙏 #iwillnotloose #imcomingforyouu
I miss my children more then every breathe I take
I feel the exact same my kids were adopted at 2 6 and 9 because of drugs
This is a great song I have been struggling with depression and addiction my whole life. I had to sign power of attorney of both my daughters to their gpa and gma when they where 8 and ten yrs old because I was a terrible mess and I found myself with no place to go again. I did want to keep hurting them and I wanted them to have everything they needed and more and I couldn't do it at the time. I always wanted them to be with me and felt like I had lost my limbs. I never stopped trying to be better and get them back under the same roof but it never felt good enough for them and they didn't want to change schools to live with me. I tried to get places in their district and to be stable enough to get them back but I was afraid to take them from their stability and mess up again or something so I never did. Now they are 19 and almost 21, they are both graduated now and my oldest has a 8 mth old baby boy. They will probably never love withe again and I still trying to get it together but I am on methadone now and I am doing better.
This is absolutely amazing! Great Job girl! I felt this in my soul! I can 100% relate to your feelings in this song...
Thank you! ❤❤
Beautiful song I just listened to it. Now its stuck in my head. I love it!!
I sent it to my friend. I love children
They are my main focus because they are the future. My mission statement is about children. Thank You for being my beautiful sister in Jesus Christ.
I really can relate im gonna get my baby girl home soon. Thank you for you words I love this
Great job!!!!
Thank you!!
I am enjoying your song 🎵
It’s so sad that people don’t understand what’s happening. Chanda’s music literally saved my life. Unless u go through it u can’t understand. If u go through it you’re lucky.
I never did comment all the months ago I stumbled across your song to say thank you for making this and putting it out there. I have been without my babies for 16 months and still fighting to get te home. This song has helped me so much on my bad days and I plan on sending this to my sons also as they are slowly shutting down from me because of parental Alienation. Thankyou for been the strong honest women you are ❤ xxx
Just wanted to say thank you for the music that you put out and the message that you put out into the world I just joined your RUclips I've been watching you for just a little bit on Facebook and in your latest video you had mentioned your RUclips and I was excited to find it on here and get to join anyway thank you for all that you do and the help and Hope that you give people 🥰🥰🥰
Beautiful Chanda thanks for helping me deal with my feelings I feel you momma x
I miss my daughter. She passed away at 16yrs old. I miss her like crazy. But I feel like I'm lost without her. I don't think I can hold on much longer. I'm lost and lonely. My family has not been any kind of support system. It has tore our family apart. They won't even talk about my daughter. Regardless whether it's the good or the bad parts. I feel like giving up🌹❤️🩹🖤
This is my favorite. I can relate 100% most hurt & pain 💔 I have ever experienced. Your gonna
become BIG girl, your music gets better just when I think this ones ot, you come out with another #1 congrats
Brought tears to my eyes... beautiful song
I felt every word you sang I also had to feel these feelings separated from my children 4/2/2018-08/18/2019 walked this hell came out the winning side! Thank you for this song!! Touched my heart!! Love a new subscriber…❤️
This song made me cry because I've lost 3 children because of drugs and I hope to see them one day soon!
I'm Fighting Right Now For My Kids This Song On Repeat Five Months Sober ❣️
Beautiful thing to hear and see you pour out your heart n Soul in those intimate places that we all can have a connection with, simply being simple.show her the money.
❣💣💥
I needed this.
About the angels and how they connect to us Christians most believers dont acknowledge angels as a channel of communication to our heavenly father
Amazing chandz 🙏🏼💜
music therapy
I know what it feels like Chanda. My daughter is addicted to # and the state took her son and he's been in a foster home for almost a year due to COVID and how the courts are handling parental classes and assorted programs that she has to complete. They aren't having visits or classes due to COVID. She can't do what they tell her she has to! Thing is... She's already passed these classes and ECT. It's crazy! As a grandparent I have NO RIGHTS! NONE!
Be thankful that you get to be with your children and spend time with them. I know it hurts when you aren't but you can find comfort in knowing where they are & who their with and that you'll be together again soon. It's so hard for my little 5 year old Brantley to just be gone until the government decided to let things happen. You know how much of a hurry they're in. 😣
my son gotten taken from me. dcf took him . I did everything they wanted and they just hated me cuz I was an addict I even got clean for 3 years. now he's adopted by some guy I don't know and I never see him. I relapsed instantly. this song brought me to my knees my heart hurts.
Wonderful much love 💗
Also I'm praying for you for your surgery and your aftercare of the surgery also
I am currently dealing with this.. I am crying this is beautiful thank you
This hit me thank u today is a big day for me I am going to court today for my youngest to get her back wish me luck
I love this song you wrote ❤️❤️❤️
❤ no words...this hit me hard ...my life
This song hits me cause of my daughter's father keeping her from me
I can feel the heart you have. You are so talented. I Love your song!!!
Thank you so much!!
I FOUND U IN FB AND NOW I AM IN YOUR RUclips.JUST LOVE YOUR WORDS AND VOICE
I'm literally going through this right now and my kids dont understand it, my wife is very bitter and makes seeing them difficult. I almost committed suicide 3 weeks ago, I struggle everyday but getting better. I got to see my kids this past weekend for the first time in 2 months and I definitely NEED them more than they need me! You made my cry damn it! 😅
You are the voice for so many
Yep I fought for my kids for 2.5yrs. they are sleeping in their beds now
😃😄😊😉🥰😅
I love your music the more I hear it Chanda. Would love to work with you soon if you'd be interested. 💯
I so relate to this beautiful girls song 🎵 😍
Your awesome and I miss my babies but I need to be able to keep sober before I get back to them.
I lost my kids to addiction and I never got them back cause I couldn’t get clean. My kids are now 13 and 16 my oldest is grown now and we see each other but my two youngest ones I don’t. This gives me hope.
Oh and I’ve been clean now for 2 years
Damn!!! record this in the studio!
I miss my boys
Hope you'll get them soon. Unfortunately I lost that battle 😔
🙌🏻❤️🙌🏻
Beautiful!
This hit on an entire nother level ... Ughhhh 😫😣 Lord Jesus. I dint understand some things. Shew. My heart is with u sis.
Why don’t you have your babies? Praying for unity. Your an inspiration ❤️
❤❤
Great singing voice. You're very talented. 👍🏽
I dont have a child i am still a child and never had a dad in my life and ask my mom why my dad wasn't in my life when i was a kid
So love 💕
Yes it’s helped me thank u so much
this make me cry
Love it
LYRICS 😊 😁
I know im not there now and you dont understand why its hard to comprehend when you feel alone but babies please dont cry there is stuff in life that is difficult to get youll know what i mean when you are grown just know that i love you more than anything Angels and i only want you home this is nocturnal im coming to get you its only a matter of time nothing on earth can seperate me from you you will always be mine there is not a mountain to high even when the valley seems so low ill be counting the days as they go by itll be soon that you come home you know how you feel like a part of you is missing i want you to know That i do too i need you even more than you need me and i promise i would never think of giving up on you the truth is i made some decisions now we all gotta figure how to heal the last thing i ever wanted was for you to feel the way that you feel
You will always be my babies ill be loving you like crazy i will see you soon im coming for You just hold on just hold on you will always be my babies ill be loving you like crazy i will see you sokn im coming for you jusy hold on hold on
Im really sorry that i Broke up our family i never meant to hurt you in the mist back then i was so unhappy i tried it all but it all could not be fixed i knew your life was going to change i wanted everything to get better i had to face my demons and confront the bonds that i had badly seffered ahh i treasure you in my heart without you i could not fight and it was because of you that made it through every really dark night im working hard to become the best that i can be and it is all for you so just know that ill never let you go my babies and i will be seeing you soon
You will always be My babies ill be loving you like crazy i will see you soon im coming for you just hold on hold on
You will always be my babies i be loving you like crazy i will see you soon im coming for you just hold on hold on hold onnn...
I always needed you and just didn't know it
I been there I need to hear this
I pray your babies are with you soon. In the name of Jesus!
I've lost my girls since 2020 they gone for 18 years due to domestic violence. I see them once a month for an hour
I lost my heart and soul when corrupt CPS wrongfully took my rights to my kids
AN alcoholic in Recovery.My addiction drove a wedge with my only son.
Lyrics in the description would be dope ❗❗recently found you via fb. Long time user first time sober. going on 3 years now and I was final able to get custody of my daughter. Wish I would've found you last year
I lost my children to child protection services
I love you so much💜🔥
No you're not alone
Did you ever get your baby’s? I lost my daughter to her dad and was alienated , check my song often rains out , I love this n hope u got them
Is there a full song to this? I'd love to listen to it??
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Been there
Omfg😭😭😭😭😭
Hey, aren't you the chick talking sense on that TikTok, sitting on your staircase?.. Talking about how Men and Women have different roles and responsibilities to make a relationship work and so on(to boil it down)...
❤❤❤
AN alcoholic in Recovery.My addiction drove a wedge with my only son.