I think you can love others, but it's dangerous because if you love someone so much and don't love yourself, the person can treat you badly, take advantage of you, abuse you, and you don't even care because you don't see yourself as the main priority, as someone worthy of respectful behavior.
It's not that you can't, it's that it makes you bad at it and can lead to a parasitic relationship because your relying on another to make up for your own self loathing which from personal experience, never works out
From my experience its hard to love someone while still not being able to love yourself. I remember in 8th grade I was pushing away my first ever girlfriend because I didn't felt like I was good enough for her and in the end I hurt her and myself which still messes me up.
@Sherbet Tea thats one part, yeah. It can be simpler than that too. You can just feel like youre worthless unless you have others around you - loving their attention more than loving yourself. Always having a girlfriend otherwise you feel unnattractive, having lots of friends (even if they're not that great) otherwise you feel unlikable, trying to gain fans and random attention otherwisw you feel invisible and lonely... That sort of stuff.
this song sounds like someone trying to get all their feelings down on paper during a panic attack or mental breakdown where it doesn't make a lot of comprehensive sense but you understand what theyre trying to say from the tone of their words and the frantic sprawling of their writing
(might be triggering for people dealing with depression and i'm in no way saying this kind of thing should be encouraged, it's just my interpretation of the song) My theory is that the song is about a depressed guy witnessing a person commit suicide by jumping in front of a train and having a mental breakdown realizing how cruel life really is. ("Ever since that day, I lack determination, or perhaps my deepest desire clings to that place") That the life of a human being amongst millions is insignificant and no one is as special as they think they are. ("Scenery that the metal boxes called trains simply carries, runs over and steps on organic material called people") He keeps thinking of that scene, his sense of identity getting more blurry each time. ("Out of billions of sperm, I happened to be the one brought to life. It must be a mistake, right?") At some point, he even stops thinking of himself as the main character of his own life. ("First person perspective but the protagonist is missing, it's a no win situation") Engaging in social situations gets harder and harder because of his anxiety & lack of self respect and he decides to commit suicide by jumping in front of a train like he saw a person doing it in the beginning. He views death as a stage play, a show that will bring him recognition as a human being and thinks that instead of hearing the news of him dying, commiting suicide this way will make him unforgettable for the people witnessing it, thus truly making him the protagonist which is probably why he sounds almost excited at the end. "The train is coming towards me"
@@ghostthespookyhuman8447 Why? That kind of stuff is very bad for you. If it's because your depressed, I'd recommend therapy, talking about your problems with someone can really help. Idk what your going through but just know there is always someone there.
My depressed ass: watches a vocaloid music video because they make me happy RUclips recommendations: hey since u watched that vocaloid video heres 30 animated Japanese songs about suicide :)
0:01 Silence 0:03 Warning 0:10 I can’t get out from the Summer of 2005. 0:11 My dignity as a human was taken that day. 0:12 I felt strange as a child. 0:13 When I became a junior high school student, that feeling turned out to be certain. 0:14 I really wanted to die. 0:15 You’re abnormal 0:16 To shake off those hallucinations, 0:19 Random letters? 0:250:40 Letters that says “kill”, “sadness”, “loneliness” and “live” 1:17 Censor 1:57 Warning 3:00 I wonder what do you consider as “normal” 3:05 To as many people as possible “who can’t be normal” 3:20 - 3:26 Express train 3:28 Blood 3:44 On-the-spot investigation I forgot to mention it, but I also hear voice saying things like “Doors closing, please stand clear.”, “It’s dangerous” and “Please step back” at around 3:20 - 3:30.
Thank you for the translations! I wonder what they're referring to with the summer of 2005..? Maybe that day the boy saw someone else die by throwing themselves in front of a train, based on the image.. Something I find interesting is that 独 (loneliness) has the same pronunciation as 毒 (poison) in both Chinese and Japanese
Ano hi kara nakanaka fungiri ga tsukazu ni iru Soretomo honshin ga koko ni itai to dada wo koneru no ka Ugokanu ryōashi tsubusenu mizubukure Hodōkyō no ue densha to nadzukerareta tetsu no hako ga Hito to nadzuke rareta yūkibutsu o hakon dari hii tari fun dari soredake no kōkei Nan-ben fukidashita ketsueki marude yoku ureta zakuro no mi mitai ne Anata ni wa anata no jinsei ga aru sokkara nekkara boku to wa chigau Ichininshō shiten keredo shuyaku wa fuzai buai nashi no shōka shiai “Takami o mezasu” to wa hoka naranu jibun no tame no kōi de Dakara boku ni wa ikiru tekisei ga nai nda ha~a bakarashī Nan oku mo no seishi no hoketsu no hitotsu konoyo ni uma reta no jitai Techigai nan datte sō nan datte kotae wa mō de teru Gamutēpu de urusai kuchiwofusagu Hakaba e motte ku tame no konpō sagyō sorya kessaku warau kiryoku mo naku Rettō senbō dōzo haiki o Rettō senbō dōzo haiki o -- Sekai toka izen ni jibun kara tōhi shitai Rōhi no kagiri o tsukushi chirakatte iku isshitsu Kore wa kitto byōki sorede ī konomama okashite hoshī Uzutakaku tsuma reta manga hata kara mirya gendai no fūshi-ga Soto ni wa nigiyakana gakudō HEADPHONE dangan no ame o shinogu to shiyou Jibun o aisenakya hito mo aisenai nanda sono hetana uso wa Ko chito ra AUTOMODE no soshage kidō shita jinsei to wa betsu no nanika o mi teru Sore ga horeta hareta no ruinara futari ga hitotsu ni natta toki Shuyaku wa boku de narasa reru kane… yumeyume kanawanai yume --- Shi shite hajimete kagayaku kuchisaki dake to iwa reru no wa shaku Dakara aruku oto no nai dōkoku boku wa nanbātsū Ima ni mi tero to niramitsukete fensu ni te o kaketara kauntodaun `Boku no gen ni densha ga mairimasu’ ā kondokoso yume ochidenai yō… Nan oku mo no seishi no hoketsu no hitotsu konoyo ni uma reta no jitai Techigai nan datte sō nan datte kotae wa mō de teru Gamutēpu de urusai kuchiwofusagu Hakaba e motte ku tame no konpō sagyō sorya kessaku warau kiryoku mo naku Rettō senbō dōzo haiki o Rettō senbō dōzo haiki o Rettō senbō dōzo haiki o Rettō senbō dōzo haiki o
Woah thanks for this amazing lyrics, only mistake i found was'Boku no moto ni densha ga mairimasu' , instead of gen its moto. Have a good day U-U ◇ good sir, this was just what i was looking for. Again thanks for the lyrics. ^-^
I love how you can hear how troubled he is. Even without knowing the translation the listener knows that he is torn and kinda broken. (But I recommend looking at the lyrics tho) Thank for that masterpiece!
@@ttkth7 Same... I love a lot of his songs and I've been wondering where he went :( I hope he's alright, as the last time I checked his twitter (when it was still active) his tweets seemed a bit sad
@@GuroFantasy Hi, a few weeks ago I found out that he has another channel and changed his artistic name, it is "Sato Nantoka", unfortunately he went on hiatus again, since 2021 he has not uploaded anything and his twt account is private :(
Remember listening to this when it first came out a few years back, finally found it through a reddit post. This song always got to me, the chorus part moves me every time! Really feel for the protagonist though.
This song is fucking scary. It's also absolutely fucking brilliant in every aspect of composition. The verses and prechorus give off such an intense feeling of anxiety and impending doom, while the chorus with the beautiful orchestra combined with the artists amazingly expressive voice, provides such a huge relief. This plus those little sort of hardcore EDM, feels so ethereal coming off of the end of the first chorus, while when put after the second verse it feels entirely like just a break from reality, I don't know how to describe it properly, but surreal is the best word that comes to mind. The singers voice alone is amazingly expressive, perfectly conveying tense, abhorrent, fear and anxiety in the verses, while providing a beautifully powerful, but relieving chorus. I've listened to this song many times, and never realised just the depth of the composition alone. I think the radical change in artistic direction in his music further amplifies the intensity of the song. Amazing in every possible way.
Yesss!! Totally agreed, incredibly surreal sounds. There's a March tune throughout which induces the feeling of needing to March on despite everything, sounds of shattering glass at some parts, the metronome playing in the quieter parts so that the song doesn't even give you a moment of peace, almost all the sounds were used to in a song has some level of distortion added, the singing sounds like it's a cry for help. The song is a masterpiece to me.
Read the TL;DR if the first paragraph is too long As far as I can tell the video from the surface seems to be about the singer wanting to commit suicide especially when they sing in first person most of the time, but the part where they sing about the train coming and counting down 3:14. They were talking about another person having been on the train tracks and the singer presumably the boy depicted in the video telling them to "watch out" and "put my hands on the fence, the countdown starts". There's even a reply in quotations saying, "The train comes for me" then the singer says, "I hope the plot isn't resolved as a dream". The person we see possibly jumping/intentionally falling onto the train tracks have a different eye color being black Vs. the singer's red swirling eyes, giving me the belief that there are two main characters rather than one in this music video. When the singer says "Inferiority, envy, please abandon" 1:19. Those happen to sound like the words of someone (broken as they are) who is/was trying to help and since they're not in quotations in the song with the closed captions on, I can say that the singer is the one who said it rather than the second person. TL;DR: My theory/reasoning is that the singer witnessed one of his friends, family members, or someone else close to them commit suicide by train do to their own inferiority complex and the whole song is singer regretting things they said to try to help out of their situation. The singer now having an inferiority complex of their own and descending into a kind of madness as a result of not being able to save/stop the person on the tracks and being traumatized as they watched the victim's gruesome scene .
Or that they witnessed an event like that, and now has like nightmares and flashbacks of it. That the flashbacks and emotional trauma is getting so bad they don't even have the energy to joke around. To the point where they have dreams/nightmares about killing themselves....or have already died and are trapped as a ghost or something undead... (A line in the song suggests they used, or thought about using a stack of their comic books as a stand instead of a chair, for potential or actual hanging)...the "tape that loud mouth shut" might be something they've either been told repeatedly, or say to themselves internally....
Starting at 2:14 and ending at 2:28, if you pause at the moment his figure is facing your direction, you can see that he has the same hairstyle, hair color, uniform and proportions (the big eyes + head shape). They're the same person. Only thing different is the "danganronpa despair eyes" that the boy has appears to not be real. Something like a reflection of his madness in an easier way to see.
I love this song, I think many can relate to it, and I am one of them that can. I think the part around 2:30 where he just melts into the colors really represent the feeling of being scared of the future and the scary thoughts about the present. It just melts into this mess that you get sucked into and don't know how to control it
1:19 i can feel like his pain in that part, is like letting the pain overwhelm you and thinking of life and never stop till you go insane... i went threw that and it was horrible
im pretty sure some of the subs are mistimed, he's still saying the "could consider it a mistake, but the answer is obvious" part during that. im still learning japanese but im p sure the sentence _afterwards_ is the “tape that loud mouth shut” part, bc u hear him say "tape" and "urusai (noisy/loud)"
Translation in English Ever since that day, my resolve has only strengthened Otherwise my thoughts will get worse and my fretting will only continue My shifting feet, the frays in my seams On top of the bridge that train is beckoning to me When I answer its calls, it'll be carrying cargo and hitting me and then running me all over that much would be a sight, huh? The incessant squirting of blood not unlike the gushing of a ripe pomegranate… right? You are alive, yes you are alive, you have been all along, that's where you and I differ From my point of view it appears as though the leader is missing and at this rate, it's all for nothing-- a throwaway match "Aim for the stars!" But I can't. I can't allow myself good deeds or peace of mind See? I'm not even good at existing, I know, it's weird… Out of all the billions of candidates, I was the one given life, I was brought into this living world It was a mistake. Wasn't it? It was! I just need to answer the train's call and leave this place The annoying chewing of that gum occupies the noisy mouth And fatiguing yourself is just a wish for death it's a masterpiece and as you laugh, your willpower shines… Inferiority, jealousy, erase me Inferiority, jealousy, erase me And ever since my existence, life itself has begun to flee I think a messy, excessive end is in order Because this sickness is definite and so the conclusion reached is an end that is needed And nowadays, the building pile of comics in the corner is quite representative of our lives Outside is a crowd of bustling students, headphones are a gift to keep out the sound of bullets and rain I force myself to love, and the stranger doesn't love... Ah, isn't it such a stupid lie? in this automated social game you can watch as all the human lives boot up The swelling hearts couples share can quickly become broken and lonely The leader inside of me heard that bell chime... It's definitely a dream come true Only when I die will I finally shine, all this nonsense being spoken, all the time is annoying That's why I'm walking to the station, the sound of nonexistence is my wailing. I'm still just number two Now I'm staring and scowling and the hand pulling me over the fence is a countdown "My only purpose in life is to be hit by this train!" Oh, this dream isn't what it seemed to be… Out of all the billions of candidates, I was the one given life, I was brought into this living world It was a mistake. Wasn't it? It was! I just need to answer the train's call and leave this place The annoying chewing of that gum occupies the noisy mouth And fatiguing yourself is just a wish for death it's a masterpiece and as you laugh, your willpower shines… Inferiority, jealousy, erase me Inferiority, jealousy, erase me Inferiority, jealousy, erase me Inferiority, jealousy, erase me
I remember watching this when it had 200k views and thinking how underrated this song was. Now that I come back I am glad to see that it finally has the recognition it has always deserved.
The boy is weirdly really cute, though, for being essentially a slightly twisted caricature. I'd give him a hug if I could, not that he'd seem to want it.
Going back to this now, feel like this was genuinely one of the songs I listened to when I was at my breaking point. Glad I didn't listen to it when I actually was depressed enough that I was trying to end things, cause this likely would've actually been one of the reasons why I would
I have no sense of time whatsoever so I can't remember if I listened to this for the first time before or after my attempt but I remember reading the lyrics and thinking "huh, that sums it up" and finding solace in the fact that I wasn't alone in those feelings. I wonder how the singer is doing today, I haven't checked his songs in a while.
Maggie Butterfly same! somehow, i feel like the song suits nagito a lot. i am mostly talking about the lyrics and the singer, nagito’s japanese voice was similar to the singer and i find it hilarious
When you hand in subtitles you can decide wether or not you want to get credit in the description. Maybe he really made them himself or it was someone else not wanting to get credit
@@konan8182 I went to check the "Add Translations" option and subtitles can't be added by other users, so it's very probable TAKUTO did the translation himself! :D Edit: found this translation on lyricstranslate :v But now there's no real way to know how that translation ended up in the captions. Either TAKUTO added them himself or after the captions were approved he locked them??
2:30
me in math class when i dont understand whats going on
Cookie K oml mood
"This project is due friday"
Me:
first time?
Cookie mood
Cookie K Teacher when they see you
*I'm about to ruin this man's whole career*
The "What kind of lame lie is it that if you can't love yourself you can't love anybody" part got me
Who cares? Oh, you two.
I think you can love others, but it's dangerous because if you love someone so much and don't love yourself, the person can treat you badly, take advantage of you, abuse you, and you don't even care because you don't see yourself as the main priority, as someone worthy of respectful behavior.
It's not that you can't, it's that it makes you bad at it and can lead to a parasitic relationship because your relying on another to make up for your own self loathing which from personal experience, never works out
From my experience its hard to love someone while still not being able to love yourself. I remember in 8th grade I was pushing away my first ever girlfriend because I didn't felt like I was good enough for her and in the end I hurt her and myself which still messes me up.
@Sherbet Tea thats one part, yeah. It can be simpler than that too.
You can just feel like youre worthless unless you have others around you - loving their attention more than loving yourself.
Always having a girlfriend otherwise you feel unnattractive, having lots of friends (even if they're not that great) otherwise you feel unlikable, trying to gain fans and random attention otherwisw you feel invisible and lonely...
That sort of stuff.
You know what would be hilarious is if RUclips considered this video for kids because it was animated
Bright colors, animation
*YEP. SeEmS LiKe itS fOr KiDS tO mE*
That's not at all how youtube works
@@m.deoliveira5106 its a joke k?
@@m.deoliveira5106 .... its a joke 🤣
@@m.deoliveira5106 Actually..it does work like that sometimes.
「電車と名付けられた鉄の箱」
「人と名付けられた有機物」
ってゆうワードが僕の好みに突き刺さってます(？)
首筋にユッケ それな！マジわかりみ深すぎて温泉掘れるわ
@@のん-z8p8x じゃあ掘ってみてください(ん？)
この子は結局死ねずに、苦しみながら墓場まで生き続けてるんだろうなって思う、、。
Ryo * 劣等や羨望とか人と比べる考えを墓場まで捨てて、自分の人生を頑張って生きるってことなんだろうね。
"Could have been any of the million sperm, but I happened to be born"
That line resonated with me.
Same...
Same
Same
But isn't it something to be proud of?
@@Solanin-t23z In the context of this song, it's nothing to be happy about. It depends how you're looking at it, really.
I just came here for the cool art style but now I found an amazing song
Same, the boy looked interesting
Samee I thought well this seems like something edgy, better check it out and YT recommendations didn't disappoint.
@NecroMelodia I thought this was an unused dangaronpa execution but what I got was better
Mood
LMAO SEYM
0:28 ら辺の笑いながら歌う所がとても好き
めちゃめちゃわかるわ……なんかほかの歌とかでもそうやけど、ちょっと笑いながら(？)歌うシーンが焚吐さんらしくて独特な歌い方なの好き……。
普通に動画とかでも常に息吐きながら喋ってるの好き((語彙力
めっっっちゃかっこいい✨
this song sounds like someone trying to get all their feelings down on paper during a panic attack or mental breakdown where it doesn't make a lot of comprehensive sense but you understand what theyre trying to say from the tone of their words and the frantic sprawling of their writing
*As a person who tried doing that one time, I agree completely with this theory
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Personally I just type everything so that I can write stuff almost as fast as I think.
@Brooks Matthew don't go it steals your data
YES, EXACTLY
this is what being in a manic and depressive episode at three AM while dissociating sounds like
MysticRyn me, right now
Huh, I guess I may be experiencing some symptoms
Yes lmao
Yup
But while also tripping on acid-
This is actually the greatest recommendation from youtube I've ever gotten and I'm crying
1SadNoodle same :,)
Sammmme :'3
Same😍
same
Omg yes-
おすすめにあったからきたけどコメント欄見て洋楽間違えて押したんかと思ったけど普通に日本語の歌やしめちゃくちゃかっこいい歌やん
日本人が居て安心しました
Créanme que en latinoamerica también hay mucha gente que escucha este tipo de canciones (incluyéndome)
@@iWolfCupSwweeetyyy yep
1:00
はぁ馬鹿らしい…
そこ好きｗｗｗ
僕も！
浮上しないだけで考えすぎなのかもしれないけど、もしかしたらと考えてしまう。お願いだから焚吐としての生を終えないでほしい。
焚吐の世界観にもっと魅せられたい
考えてしまいますよね、、
もし迷惑だったら、知っていたら申し訳ないのですが別名で活動してますよ……！！
@@かずさんば んええ、なんてお名前か教えていただいても߹𖥦߹
ティラノサウルスですが。何か?ん?
『佐藤ナントカ』です！！🙏🏻
@@かずさんば 了解です߹𖥦߹ありがとうございます！
「病み曲なんだろうけど、ここまで感動したのは初めて」っていう曲です
やっぱ焚吐さんの曲には魅力がありすぎる
i only knew him for 4 minutes and 15 seconds but i've never been more upset about a death than i was at his.
Hes a cute baby
I want to hug him
@@andwithinme yes
HE DIED?
@@Ishaeni yeah he was hit by the train
When you're rapping the madness in your head while in class, staring out into space and internally screaming with a straight face.
Luminon 41 I can relate 😂
Yes. Abd wrapping my mind around my own inferior life.
Then you realize you're back in the same boring reality, and goes back into a vicious circle.
i do this but with snobbism bbby mafumafu aha
@@xarahhh lmao fr
(might be triggering for people dealing with depression and i'm in no way saying this kind of thing should be encouraged, it's just my interpretation of the song)
My theory is that the song is about a depressed guy witnessing a person commit suicide by jumping in front of a train and having a mental breakdown realizing how cruel life really is. ("Ever since that day, I lack determination, or perhaps my deepest desire clings to that place") That the life of a human being amongst millions is insignificant and no one is as special as they think they are. ("Scenery that the metal boxes called trains simply carries, runs over and steps on organic material called people")
He keeps thinking of that scene, his sense of identity getting more blurry each time. ("Out of billions of sperm, I happened to be the one brought to life. It must be a mistake, right?") At some point, he even stops thinking of himself as the main character of his own life. ("First person perspective but the protagonist is missing, it's a no win situation")
Engaging in social situations gets harder and harder because of his anxiety & lack of self respect and he decides to commit suicide by jumping in front of a train like he saw a person doing it in the beginning. He views death as a stage play, a show that will bring him recognition as a human being and thinks that instead of hearing the news of him dying, commiting suicide this way will make him unforgettable for the people witnessing it, thus truly making him the protagonist which is probably why he sounds almost excited at the end.
"The train is coming towards me"
Damn.
That was deep.
Merve Alkan This song litterly describes how I feel 24/7
coriek99 Luky I wanna smoke and do alcohol and drug but I’m broke af because I’m in middle school.
@@ghostthespookyhuman8447 if you're thinking like this already then you're kinda fucked
@@ghostthespookyhuman8447 Why? That kind of stuff is very bad for you. If it's because your depressed, I'd recommend therapy, talking about your problems with someone can really help. Idk what your going through but just know there is always someone there.
こういう曲って、何書いても曲の伝えたいことを理解していない糞みたいなコメントになりそうな気がする...
めっちゃ心に響くし、凄い好きなのに何も書けない自分の語彙力を埋めたい。
Я тоже тронут этой песней. Я так не хочу чтоб он умирал. Я хочу обнять его.
りゅーせーさんのイラストすごいあってる、、トラウマになります好きです(褒めてる)
OMG es nintendo :v
that's ryuuseee from twitter, right? I don't think the unemotional face matches the voice.
高校生の時に聞いたこの曲のことを急に思い出してまた聴こうと思ったら、雰囲気しか思い出せなくて諦めかけてたけど
精 子 歌詞で調べてやっと見つけた笑
意外と見つかるもんやなぁ
久しぶりに聴いたけどやっぱり好きやわ
りゅうせーさんのMV毎回流石としか言えない……
サムネでビクってなったのは俺だけではないはず……
でもこの曲めっちゃ好き……
あと一生懸命コメント欄で歌詞探したら
概要欄にあった
しーたんマジか…………わしこのサムネ好きだわ
あと動画見る時は毎回毎回説明欄見た方がいいゾえo(`･ω´･+o) ﾄﾞﾔｧ…！
シアンさんが居る!!
ってシアンさんのコメ見た瞬間心の中で叫んだ
それなですシアンさんんんんん┏( .-. ┏ ) ┓
シアンさんんんんんんんんんんんんんん(ﾟ∀三ﾟ三∀ﾟ) ｳﾎｰ!←うっさい
なんかいたっ！( ˙꒳˙ᐢ )
たくさんの海外の方が焚吐さんのこの曲を聞いてくれていると思うと本人じゃないのに嬉しくなる...
日本語の曲だけど、同じような感情を抱いたことがある人には国籍を問わず聞いてほしいなって思う。
私はロシア出身で、2年ほど前にこの曲を聞いたのですが、外国人だけでなく日本人もこの曲に親しんでいると思います。私は友達を捨てました、そして彼らはそれを本当に好きでした！彼らは翻訳さえ知りませんでしたが:)
私は今、自分の言葉を日本語からロシア語に翻訳しましたが、自分が書いたものがまったくないことに気づきました:(
しかし、私は一つのことを言うことができます-日本人と外国人だけがこの歌に精通しているだけではありません :з
Reportandose 😩✋
聴いたことない感じすぎてフリーズした
聞いてる間好きとか嫌い以前になんか石につまづいたりとか後ろから急に肩叩かれたりした時の｢ｽｯ｣ってちょっと考えられなくなる感じ。怖いとかでもなくなんかこうびっくりしました。語彙力がない
コメ欄から歌詞を探しているそこのあなた
概要欄に載ってるよ
あっ……←
教えてくれてありがとうございます(*･ω･)*_ _)ﾍﾟｺﾘ
助かったw w w w w w w
好きです(唐突)
@@MAX-supercupCYAN
唐突すぎw
My depressed ass: watches a vocaloid music video because they make me happy
RUclips recommendations: hey since u watched that vocaloid video heres 30 animated Japanese songs about suicide :)
GOD DAMN THAT HIT HARD, DIDN'T IT
the ones about suicide make me happy lol
@@peachtea6302 They make me realize the value of life. So they don't really make me sad. I can't explain
@@peachtea6302 Yeah sometimes they sound super happy. And if you don't think about it they make me happy, too xD
@@PomegranatePomPom it does the opposite for me. instead of valuing my own life, it makes me want to die
damn this looked like a danganronpa execution
That was my first thought too
KSJFJAJDJSC
All ryuusei's animation look like Danganronpa, thats why I love them xd
now that i think about it...
Pregame Kokichi-ouma-if-he-had-black-short-hair's execution
0:01 Silence
0:03 Warning
0:10 I can’t get out from the Summer of 2005.
0:11 My dignity as a human was taken that day.
0:12 I felt strange as a child.
0:13 When I became a junior high school student, that feeling turned out to be certain.
0:14 I really wanted to die.
0:15 You’re abnormal
0:16 To shake off those hallucinations,
0:19 Random letters?
0:25 0:40 Letters that says “kill”, “sadness”,
“loneliness” and “live”
1:17 Censor
1:57 Warning
3:00 I wonder what do you consider as “normal”
3:05 To as many people as possible “who can’t be normal”
3:20 - 3:26 Express train
3:28 Blood
3:44 On-the-spot investigation
I forgot to mention it, but I also hear voice saying things like “Doors closing, please stand clear.”, “It’s dangerous” and “Please step back” at around 3:20 - 3:30.
Thanksss💕
bruhh
Thank you for the translations! I wonder what they're referring to with the summer of 2005..? Maybe that day the boy saw someone else die by throwing themselves in front of a train, based on the image..
Something I find interesting is that 独 (loneliness) has the same pronunciation as 毒 (poison) in both Chinese and Japanese
Ah, so it's about commiting suicide via train.
@@sweetcisteen it’s a little bit more than just jumping in front of a train.
Ano hi kara
nakanaka fungiri ga tsukazu ni iru
Soretomo honshin ga
koko ni itai to dada wo koneru no ka
Ugokanu ryōashi tsubusenu mizubukure
Hodōkyō no ue
densha to nadzukerareta tetsu no hako ga
Hito to nadzuke rareta yūkibutsu o
hakon dari hii tari fun dari
soredake no kōkei
Nan-ben fukidashita ketsueki
marude yoku ureta zakuro no mi mitai ne
Anata ni wa anata no jinsei ga aru
sokkara nekkara boku to wa chigau
Ichininshō shiten keredo shuyaku wa
fuzai buai nashi no shōka shiai
“Takami o mezasu” to wa
hoka naranu jibun no tame no kōi de
Dakara boku ni wa
ikiru tekisei ga nai nda
ha~a bakarashī
Nan oku mo no seishi no
hoketsu no hitotsu
konoyo ni uma reta no jitai
Techigai nan datte sō nan datte
kotae wa mō de teru
Gamutēpu de urusai kuchiwofusagu
Hakaba e motte ku tame no
konpō sagyō sorya kessaku
warau kiryoku mo naku
Rettō senbō dōzo haiki o
Rettō senbō dōzo haiki o
--
Sekai toka izen ni
jibun kara tōhi shitai
Rōhi no kagiri o tsukushi
chirakatte iku isshitsu
Kore wa kitto byōki sorede ī
konomama okashite hoshī
Uzutakaku tsuma reta manga hata kara
mirya gendai no fūshi-ga
Soto ni wa nigiyakana gakudō
HEADPHONE
dangan no ame o shinogu to shiyou
Jibun o aisenakya hito mo aisenai
nanda sono hetana uso wa
Ko chito ra AUTOMODE no soshage
kidō shita jinsei to
wa betsu no nanika o mi teru
Sore ga horeta hareta no ruinara
futari ga hitotsu ni natta toki
Shuyaku wa boku de narasa reru kane…
yumeyume kanawanai
yume
---
Shi shite hajimete kagayaku
kuchisaki dake to iwa reru no wa shaku
Dakara aruku
oto no nai dōkoku boku wa nanbātsū
Ima ni mi tero to niramitsukete
fensu ni te o kaketara kauntodaun
`Boku no gen ni densha ga mairimasu’
ā kondokoso yume ochidenai yō…
Nan oku mo no seishi no
hoketsu no hitotsu
konoyo ni uma reta no jitai
Techigai nan datte sō nan datte
kotae wa mō de teru
Gamutēpu de urusai kuchiwofusagu
Hakaba e motte ku tame no
konpō sagyō sorya kessaku
warau kiryoku mo naku
Rettō senbō dōzo haiki o
Rettō senbō dōzo haiki o
Rettō senbō dōzo haiki o
Rettō senbō dōzo haiki o
you need more likes:(
Woah thanks for this amazing lyrics, only mistake i found was'Boku no moto ni densha ga mairimasu' , instead of gen its moto. Have a good day U-U ◇ good sir, this was just what i was looking for. Again thanks for the lyrics. ^-^
Replying so I can find it later.
THANK YOU
He says “Gamu TAPE” not “gamutepe”, unless that’s an actual word, then I’m just stupid
But is in the English lyrics in the captions
サムネ見て「ウッ⁈」って声出たひといない？
私は、「( 'ω')ﾌｧｯ!?」って声出た
( 'ω')ふぁってなったｗ
なんか、すげぇ再生したくなる。
りゅうせーさんすげぇなと思った。
俺なんかｳﾌｧ!?って出たw
なんか歌っているというよりも呪いが解けた日みたいに自分の思ってることをぶつける感じがメッチャ好き。
いい意味で吐きそうになる…
中毒感えげつない…
焚吐さんがいろいろとつぎ込んだ気がする。
聞いてて歌詞が心に刺さる。
どの曲もだけど、心臓がギュッと締め付けられるような感覚がある。
リリース1日前。ありがとうございます。
My Jesus I also love his voice in the beginning, it sounds so nervous and worried, it fits the character so much!
Sawa ASMR sme 😂
Sameee
Is dat... Sallyface?
Honestly he seems to be on drugs to me
XEA the song is literally about something other than that
初めて聞いた時にこんなにも感動したのは、心を揺さぶられたのは、圧倒されたのは、この曲が初めてでした。ずっと好きです。忘れません。
脳にﾄﾞｩﾝﾄﾞｩﾝくる最高ｩっ(語彙力の死)
歌詞『生死』だと思ってたら『精子』だったんだ
それなw
それなw
@@mrhtnosyumibeya
自殺を望んでいる人の思考を題材に作られた歌なんだろうから（もしくは焚吐さん自身の一時期の思考）新鮮という表現は少しやめた方がいいかと…作詞作曲したの焚吐さん本人だし…
荒。
精子が下ネタの部類はもう想像力ビックバン級だな
@@ぽんぽろろりん ビックバンの定理(伝われ)
外には賑やかな学童 ヘッドフォン 弾丸の雨を凌ぐとしよう
…分かりみが深いわ
奥が深すぎる…
なるほどナンバーツーってそういうことか…
一番最初にたどり着いたモノしか命宿せないもんね、
私の解釈が合ってればだけど…笑
焚吐さんのこと今日知った…。
沼にハマりそう…。
本当にチャンネル残してくれてありがとうございます。
I love how you can hear how troubled he is. Even without knowing the translation the listener knows that he is torn and kinda broken. (But I recommend looking at the lyrics tho)
Thank for that masterpiece!
ourloey I just gave you your 1000th like exactly!
I just want to give him a warm hug
なんだこれ…いい曲すぎてトラウマになる…初めてだ
やっぱり天才だ
これ聞いた時すごく印象に残ったの覚えてる
神曲
チャンネル残してくれてるおかげで焚吐さんが存在してたこと確認できる…ずっと好きです今までもこれからも
Hi, did something happen to him? I've been wanting to know if it's still active for a while
@@ttkth7 Same... I love a lot of his songs and I've been wondering where he went :( I hope he's alright, as the last time I checked his twitter (when it was still active) his tweets seemed a bit sad
@@GuroFantasy Hi, a few weeks ago I found out that he has another channel and changed his artistic name, it is "Sato Nantoka", unfortunately he went on hiatus again, since 2021 he has not uploaded anything and his twt account is private :(
この曲、ヘッドフォンして爆音で聴くの好き
ほんと最高…
同じことしてますw
02:13 no one talks about it that's the best part
And 0:47
True
1:56
best part is whole song
Fr I have been looking for comments for 2:13
Remember listening to this when it first came out a few years back, finally found it through a reddit post. This song always got to me, the chorus part moves me every time! Really feel for the protagonist though.
なんかスゲェ感情揺さぶられる……
こういう心にクる曲好きだぜ
This song is fucking scary. It's also absolutely fucking brilliant in every aspect of composition. The verses and prechorus give off such an intense feeling of anxiety and impending doom, while the chorus with the beautiful orchestra combined with the artists amazingly expressive voice, provides such a huge relief. This plus those little sort of hardcore EDM, feels so ethereal coming off of the end of the first chorus, while when put after the second verse it feels entirely like just a break from reality, I don't know how to describe it properly, but surreal is the best word that comes to mind. The singers voice alone is amazingly expressive, perfectly conveying tense, abhorrent, fear and anxiety in the verses, while providing a beautifully powerful, but relieving chorus. I've listened to this song many times, and never realised just the depth of the composition alone. I think the radical change in artistic direction in his music further amplifies the intensity of the song. Amazing in every possible way.
Beautifully expressed!
Yesss!! Totally agreed, incredibly surreal sounds. There's a March tune throughout which induces the feeling of needing to March on despite everything, sounds of shattering glass at some parts, the metronome playing in the quieter parts so that the song doesn't even give you a moment of peace, almost all the sounds were used to in a song has some level of distortion added, the singing sounds like it's a cry for help. The song is a masterpiece to me.
@ray Just let us be edgy people. Leave us be, "sassy" user.
@ray ok
@ray I think you're one of them ehehe sorry
これ聴きたかったんだよ！！！
大新年祭で聴いてからずっと！！！！
ありがとう！！！
おかし
私も大新年祭いきました～♪ いい曲ですよね！
1回目 なんやカラフルな曲だな
2回目 まぁ？絵柄が可愛いから
３回目以降
すげぇいい曲なんだよな。
言葉選びがめっちゃ大好きだな。
その後何億回も聞くのであった。
I've spent nearly 2 hours searching for rhis song and am about to cry tears of joy. The search was so worth it
this generic epic japanese song about mental issues
新年祭で聴いてからずっと頭離れなかった...
中毒性がすごい...
歌詞も曲調もイラストも動画の編集も全てが見て聞くドラッグって感じだった…。
すごい。
この歌詞はどうやって生み出したんだろう。
コンプレックスや吐き出したい衝動がある程度無いと捻出出来なさそう。
吐血しながら生み出す芸術って感じ。
短命な天才にならないで欲しいなって一曲聞いただけなのに思っちゃった。
entendible
この曲が大好きです!! とても共感できます
焚吐の精子は補欠じゃないから帰ってきてほしい
Read the TL;DR if the first paragraph is too long
As far as I can tell the video from the surface seems to be about the singer wanting to commit suicide especially when they sing in first person most of the time, but the part where they sing about the train coming and counting down 3:14. They were talking about another person having been on the train tracks and the singer presumably the boy depicted in the video telling them to "watch out" and "put my hands on the fence, the countdown starts". There's even a reply in quotations saying, "The train comes for me" then the singer says, "I hope the plot isn't resolved as a dream". The person we see possibly jumping/intentionally falling onto the train tracks have a different eye color being black Vs. the singer's red swirling eyes, giving me the belief that there are two main characters rather than one in this music video. When the singer says "Inferiority, envy, please abandon" 1:19. Those happen to sound like the words of someone (broken as they are) who is/was trying to help and since they're not in quotations in the song with the closed captions on, I can say that the singer is the one who said it rather than the second person.
TL;DR:
My theory/reasoning is that the singer witnessed one of his friends, family members, or someone else close to them commit suicide by train do to their own inferiority complex and the whole song is singer regretting things they said to try to help out of their situation. The singer now having an inferiority complex of their own and descending into a kind of madness as a result of not being able to save/stop the person on the tracks and being traumatized as they watched the victim's gruesome scene .
Nice one.
Genuineness
Or that they witnessed an event like that, and now has like nightmares and flashbacks of it. That the flashbacks and emotional trauma is getting so bad they don't even have the energy to joke around. To the point where they have dreams/nightmares about killing themselves....or have already died and are trapped as a ghost or something undead...
(A line in the song suggests they used, or thought about using a stack of their comic books as a stand instead of a chair, for potential or actual hanging)...the "tape that loud mouth shut" might be something they've either been told repeatedly, or say to themselves internally....
Starting at 2:14 and ending at 2:28, if you pause at the moment his figure is facing your direction, you can see that he has the same hairstyle, hair color, uniform and proportions (the big eyes + head shape).
They're the same person.
Only thing different is the "danganronpa despair eyes" that the boy has appears to not be real. Something like a reflection of his madness in an easier way to see.
This sounds like how an existential crisis feels.
Without translation: wow, what a trip.
With translation: man, that's sad.
I love this song, I think many can relate to it, and I am one of them that can. I think the part around 2:30 where he just melts into the colors really represent the feeling of being scared of the future and the scary thoughts about the present. It just melts into this mess that you get sucked into and don't know how to control it
Angelina U. agree! and i think at last the shape which the figure has melted to kinda looks like splash of liquid
I like how the last word he says before that its 'dreams'. Like that word really hit him deep inside, and from 2:30 forward he starts breaking.
1:19 i can feel like his pain in that part, is like letting the pain overwhelm you and thinking of life and never stop till you go insane... i went threw that and it was horrible
because you can't and it's not your fault. if you are alone, you know.
Ngl, this portays the spiral into insanity leading to suicide really well. Especially at 1:24 where the screen breaks.
the raw emotion in his voice...this is amazing
3:36 OOOOO I love the falter of his voice when he says, “tape that loud mouth shut,”
im pretty sure some of the subs are mistimed, he's still saying the "could consider it a mistake, but the answer is obvious" part during that. im still learning japanese but im p sure the sentence _afterwards_ is the “tape that loud mouth shut” part, bc u hear him say "tape" and "urusai (noisy/loud)"
MeowMilk | i speak both and yeah lol,,, the subs are really good but mistimed in places
200万回再生おめでとうございます！
何度聞いても大好きな曲です。自分の心に刺さってくれる、自分が叫べないことを叫んで頂いているように感じて、救われます。本当にありがとうございます。おめでとうございます。
やっと、やっと見つけた…！！ずっと探していた、、😫😭
this song is so fucking good wtf. like my favorite part is when they start chanting "inferiority, envy, please abandon."
I agree so much with you !!
I came here from Ruru's Suicide show in a livestream
and I found another gem
F for roro chan
Me too
Roro died like, years ago.
@@m.5684 yeah we know
No, like, why do we have to say "Rip ruru" when she's already resting in peace]] It's been years. She's already in peace.
3:20 ここの ああ、 がすきです
Translation in English
Ever since that day, my resolve has only strengthened
Otherwise my thoughts will get worse and my fretting will only continue
My shifting feet, the frays in my seams
On top of the bridge that train is beckoning to me
When I answer its calls, it'll be carrying cargo and hitting me and then running me all over that much would be a sight, huh?
The incessant squirting of blood not unlike the gushing of a ripe pomegranate… right?
You are alive, yes you are alive, you have been all along, that's where you and I differ
From my point of view it appears as though the leader is missing and at this rate, it's all for nothing-- a throwaway match
"Aim for the stars!" But I can't. I can't allow myself good deeds or peace of mind
See? I'm not even good at existing, I know, it's weird…
Out of all the billions of candidates, I was the one given life, I was brought into this living world
It was a mistake. Wasn't it? It was! I just need to answer the train's call and leave this place
The annoying chewing of that gum occupies the noisy mouth
And fatiguing yourself is just a wish for death it's a masterpiece and as you laugh, your willpower shines…
Inferiority, jealousy, erase me
Inferiority, jealousy, erase me
And ever since my existence, life itself has begun to flee
I think a messy, excessive end is in order
Because this sickness is definite and so the conclusion reached is an end that is needed
And nowadays, the building pile of comics in the corner is quite representative of our lives
Outside is a crowd of bustling students, headphones are a gift to keep out the sound of bullets and rain
I force myself to love, and the stranger doesn't love... Ah, isn't it such a stupid lie?
in this automated social game you can watch as all the human lives boot up
The swelling hearts couples share can quickly become broken and lonely
The leader inside of me heard that bell chime... It's definitely a dream come true
Only when I die will I finally shine, all this nonsense being spoken, all the time is annoying
That's why I'm walking to the station, the sound of nonexistence is my wailing. I'm still just number two
Now I'm staring and scowling and the hand pulling me over the fence is a countdown
"My only purpose in life is to be hit by this train!" Oh, this dream isn't what it seemed to be…
Out of all the billions of candidates, I was the one given life, I was brought into this living world
It was a mistake. Wasn't it? It was! I just need to answer the train's call and leave this place
The annoying chewing of that gum occupies the noisy mouth
And fatiguing yourself is just a wish for death it's a masterpiece and as you laugh, your willpower shines…
Inferiority, jealousy, erase me
Inferiority, jealousy, erase me
Inferiority, jealousy, erase me
Inferiority, jealousy, erase me
Omg thank youuu 💜💜💜
May you tell the name these song?
@@zzklznfyzzz7336 it's called "number two"
Gabbie Mccoll thank you!
Purple Nazli you’re welcome 🖤🖤🖤
3:20の｢あぁ｣で、臆病さとやっとしねる感と色んなものが混じってて好き
初めて聞いた時から、ただならぬ雰囲気を感じていました。
このアルバムで、一番好きかもしれない……
I remember watching this when it had 200k views and thinking how underrated this song was. Now that I come back I am glad to see that it finally has the recognition it has always deserved.
but the problem is now he has a new channel, and he has just 1,4k subs and no one knows about it lol.
ruclips.net/channel/UCqKQIiRGGg-3mVlK2UIkAUA
@@Naoki_Kato does he have a Spotify?
@@July... yes
オススメであったから聴いてみたら…
中毒になった((
わかる(´・д・｀)
3:06 からの感情のこめ方が半端ない。
有名になって欲しいけど知られたくない曲だわ
The boy is weirdly really cute, though, for being essentially a slightly twisted caricature. I'd give him a hug if I could, not that he'd seem to want it.
この不安感を煽る曲とそれにとても合う焚吐さんの歌声が癖になってだいすきでずっと聴いてる
Me and the boys trying to find TAKUTO No.1
LMAO, NOOOOO- THIS HAS NO RIGHT TO BE THIS FUNNY-
@@user-td1ou1bu7o The song's called No.2, that's why I found it funny- But then again, my humor's broken-
I laughed.
*This isn't good, i can't just laugh in a video about suicide.*
@@d3ltazer0judgement We have sinned, guess it's time to -go see daddy Satany watany UwU- atone for our sins
Me: 👀 still looking
バイトで疲れきった時に爆音で聞きながら帰るのが日課
好きという言葉1つでまとめてはいけないと思うけど、すごく好きです。私の語彙力じゃ追いつけないくらい好きです
神曲過ぎませんか？
For people that don't know
Takuto came back with the name sato nantoka and has a channel with that name where he uploads
ああ、馬鹿らしい。と小声で言うところが心にどんっと来ました
自分が生きてる人生も今まで歩んできた道も全て馬鹿らしいと不覚にも思ってしまいました
「死にながら生きたい」。
本当に矛盾だらけのアルバムですが、そこに焚吐くんの沢山の意思が詰まっていると思うといい意味で泣けてきました。
全曲聞きました。全ての曲がタイトルとは打って変わってポップな感じで呆気に取られつつもそれがいい意味で中毒となりました。
素敵な楽曲をありがとうございます。
もっともっと再生数も伸びてほしいし焚吐くんも歌も有名になってほしい☆彡.。
ものすごく久しぶりにやってきた
とっても遠くに来てしまった
2:36 the fun dip I just snorted isn’t helping
Doot
中毒性が高くて、何回も聞きに来てしまう。同じ人居ます？
将軍アウトレット いるよ|ω・｀)ﾁﾗｯ
改めて補欠って言葉に衝撃を受けた気がする。要は自分よりも優れてる人がいるなら自分なんかいらない存在だって言われてる気がして気持ち悪い。でも鬱の自分からしたらそこがこの曲のテーマと相まってものすごく聞いてて気持ちいい。
3:13
L O N G C H I N
Lancer no
@@cerealandchoccymilk yes
proportional chin
thanks i hate it
Mooooood 👌
大新年祭を思い出すな...
たっくんの影エモかったな...
Going back to this now, feel like this was genuinely one of the songs I listened to when I was at my breaking point. Glad I didn't listen to it when I actually was depressed enough that I was trying to end things, cause this likely would've actually been one of the reasons why I would
I have no sense of time whatsoever so I can't remember if I listened to this for the first time before or after my attempt but I remember reading the lyrics and thinking "huh, that sums it up" and finding solace in the fact that I wasn't alone in those feelings. I wonder how the singer is doing today, I haven't checked his songs in a while.
記憶力が無さすぎる私、大新年祭のことですら割と覚えてないことが多くて...
それでもこの歌は聞いたことあるって言うか頭に残ってるから、相当な中毒性があるんだろうなって思った
i came here cuz i thought the guy in the thumbnail was just a stylized shuichi but i ended up discovering an amazing song, props to you dude!
Maggie Butterfly lmao glad I wasn’t the only person who thought the dude looked like Saihara
Bro that’s a big mood
Maggie Butterfly same! somehow, i feel like the song suits nagito a lot. i am mostly talking about the lyrics and the singer, nagito’s japanese voice was similar to the singer and i find it hilarious
Glad I'm not the only one thinking this was our baby boi from v3
Really?! I thought it was pregame-Kokichi ouma. I was like “ oh boy,here come the waterworks!” Which still, I. Guess I was right😂
3:20 will forever be my favorite part
yessir
oh damn he translated it? it's not a fan translation because there is no credit in the description so i think he added subtitles himself. Thank you!
When you hand in subtitles you can decide wether or not you want to get credit in the description. Maybe he really made them himself or it was someone else not wanting to get credit
@@konan8182 I went to check the "Add Translations" option and subtitles can't be added by other users, so it's very probable TAKUTO did the translation himself! :D
Edit: found this translation on lyricstranslate :v But now there's no real way to know how that translation ended up in the captions. Either TAKUTO added them himself or after the captions were approved he locked them??
歌詞も歌い方もほんと好き
どうぞ廃棄をのとこ鳥肌半端ない、何回もリピートしてます……
これ。これ。焚吐ワールド。
大新年祭のとき沸いたわ。。。
何回リピッたことやら。
りゅーせさんのイラストも…
はぁよき。