vent tiktoks . [pt. 8 | TW⚠️‼️ | Read Description]
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- Опубликовано: 24 ноя 2023
- ⚠️ This video includes topics of SA (S3xual a$$ault) do not watch if this topic is triggering for you⚠️
Sorry for the late upload…. 8 months late. I thought it was getting better, but unsurprisingly it is not. I should’ve still been uploading, though. I still want to make you all feel safe. Thank you for being patient.
If you are in this compliation and feel uncomfortable please tell me in the comments or on instagram (luvspunn) and i will cut you out or delete this video!💕
when they don’t understand
Are you ok? Do you need to talk? I’m here to listen and even help.
No nobody help cuz nobody cares
@@HobislittlePersona I will not force you to talk but I want you to know that you matter and I care about you. I may not know you but I really do care about you. Now if you would like to talk let me know or if you would like some advice I can give that as well. No pressure and no force.
My reply to the where do u wanna be right now would be ‘6ft down or 12ft under a dead animal’ so no one will find my body (:
I wanna die so badd 🙂
The pain in that first girl is so understood.... I wonder where her parents/guardians are to comfort her.
or anyone, like anyone to help her and comfort her
my friend killed himself yesterday. i was crying like the first video, worse, even. i miss him.
i'm so sorry for your loss. I know how it is, and i know how it hurts. but please, please, don't lose hope in yourself. it will be okay, trust me. if you need a comfort playlist, i have one on spotify if you want.
im so sorry for your loss. i may not understand your relationship with him or the extent of your emotions or feelings but i know that certain feeling, the one when you lose someone. you need to stay strong, because everything will be okay. use the past with your friend as your strength for the future. everything will be okay ❤
I’m so sorry I hope he’s in a better place now, my friend is also suicidal and he hasn’t been responding to my texts and I’m worried I can’t even visit him and it’s killing me
Bro... the first one honestly made me cry. I feel so bad for whatever she's going through. She cried so fast bro, you could tell you wanted to cry like that all day..
I want to hug the first girl so bad
There’s nothing worse than having/wanting to cry but can’t no matter how hard you try…
Worst feeling is when you mentally wanna cry but you physically don’t want to
To anyone who does SH.
It's ok, I did it too, what helped me was to fill up a little bottle that had a nozzle so I could direct the flow of the water, I filled it up with tap water and dyed it red, whenever I feel like doing it, I just grab the bottle instead of a razor or anything that could be replaced. It was difficult at first but it helped a ton, and it only leaves scars for so long and goes away like it never happened so when you do heal you don't need to look back on the things you've done in the past, look at the positive things instead like a new movie you're looking forward to or going somewhere or seeing someone like a friend or family member. I love you and you're cared for by me, and a bunch of other people. Things may be hard but things can be possible. I'm proud of you and I believe in you. You can do this! ❤️☺️🍀
Ty i needed that
Guys, I go to my first therapy session on Tuesday! Wish me luck! I love you all and i'm so proud of you. You can do this
I’m so proud of you for going to therapy!! I wish you luck and the best on your journey to recovery
Good luck and I hope things go well for you
Good luck!!! I had mine a few weeks ago and at first it's scary, but it actually helps and I hope all goes well💕💕😊
I’m so proud of you! I hope you have an amazing life! ❤ 💕
Thats first one hit me hard. I feel her/him
what happened in the first one? i don’t get it? i see something. on the floor but idk what it is can u explain plz
Me getting out of bed and my legs feeling like giving out, that dizzy feeling, and being sick to your stomach
Me after having a literal break down: that wasn't real I just faked it for attention
My empty ass room: for W H A T?
deadass that was me last week after i had the worst panic attack ive ever had 💀
the power of being able to cry on command bro, i faked sick so many times
That first person made me tear up.
"Why don't you tell anyone"
"You could get help if you told someone"
But then I tell them and it's all
"Ugh you such a pick me"
"No one cares"
"That sucks. Well... "
"Stop lying."
i dont want help. people dont understand the pain i feel. ive had depression zince i was 10 and its worse and worse lately. i havent told anyone.
@@Bell-kv8fb I'm so sorry
W’s in the chat and respect for our pillow that caught our tears when nobody else would.
0:00-17:42 was so relatable lol ! (im abt to give up) 😂
Im so sorry. Im so proud of you for waking up everyday. Keep it up, even when you think you cant anymore. I may be a random person on the internet but hang in there it's going to be okay
Im so sorry. Im so proud of you for waking up everyday. Keep it up, even when you think you cant anymore. I may be a random person on the internet but hang in there it's going to be okay
Anxiety is ruining my whole fucking live
I have never read anything more relatable
"Just until Friday :("
"Just until Friday"
Just until Friday
Just until Friday
I don't think I can make it to Friday anymore
Hey.. hey.. I’m here for you. You can do this. I know this won’t change your mind.. bc trust me I’m there too. But please. Know that I’m here. ISTG I’m here
@@elexiawalker thank you, thank you so much, and im so sorry but I read the reply a lil to late, idk who you are, but you seem like a cool dude, keep thuging it out for me homie 👋 see ya around
amongus
Be strong and so many random strangers are here for you as weird as it sounds but stay strong and I'm here for you! (Sorry It's late)💕💕💕
Hey dude. I don’t know you but.. I don’t want you to go :( please, so many people want you here! I’m here for you :)
The first one is so real
Relatable af
when i got really mad when i was younger i used to bite myself and scratch myself and cry and bang my head into the floor. now i always have extreme migrains, scars from biting and scratching myself.
reading these comments makes me so sad bc i remember when this was me. i remember when i was sad and angry and alone and felt like there was no point to life. but please, please believe me when i say it does get better. and i don’t necessarily mean that in the “the situation will change” sense, although that might be the case. it might also be the case that you get stronger. it might be the case that you live and you live and you get hurt and you heal and love again because humans have a way of being strong as fuck when we need to be. maybe it’s not all gonna magically be better one day, but you’ll get up one morning and smile at how the sun makes a pretty pattern on your bedroom wall. and the next morning you’ll go for a walk and stop to enjoy the morning breeze. and your friend’s laugh will make your chest feel light, and a little kid at the supermarket will tell you they love your shirt, and the small things in life will make it worth living. trust me when i say it’s not the end. you’ve got too much love to give to the world for that. and in case nobody’s told you in a while, you are beautiful and strong and smart and brave and kind and i love you. be well
the first one is the realest
Yeah
POV: No one ever asks if your okay or worried about how you feel, but you constantly avoid saying things in fear of being judged or ignored because of it and always let people vent to you because your that kind of friend.
How are you doing today?
..... Thank you. I really do go through these periods where I'll start watching these videos, and they put me in an even worse place than I was before...... And today was okay, but stressful because I'm behind on schoolwork and still procrastinating. But hbu? 🫂❤️
@@SonyaWolfe-pb9gq that's great to hear! school is rlly stressful-- i have a procrastination problem too-- but i believe in you💕 i'm doing ok. it sort of feels like all my friends are closer to each other than me rn, but it's ok bc i have taylor swift
Taylor's Swift's such a great artist and such a nice person ❤️❤️ Also, it's okay to feel distant from your friends sometimes, you just need to find your favorite person who also sees you as their favorite person. 🫂❤️❤️
@@SonyaWolfe-pb9gq That's all so true! I have my best friend who just recently moved away, and though I miss her, I still text her almost every day, and she makes everything better💕
the first one made me think about that one day when nobody cared (sorry if it doesn't make sense)
The first tiktok really hit me bro :( I hope that person will recover.
That first one.. That just broke my heart..😭
Its strange that certain things make us feel certain ways, and that feeling corresponds to your eyes releasing a watery substance and makes us breathe weirdly and makes us want to curl up into a ball.
Daily reminder
1. Your skin is not paper, so don’t cut it.
2. Your neck is not a coat, so don’t hang it.
3. Your body is not a book, so don’t judge it.
4. Your heart is not a door, so don’t lock it.
5. Your life is not a movie, so don’t end it.
Remember to love yourself, because you’re a little star for me❤
(Not my words, but just spreading. Now it’s your turn)
I always just want to hug someone and just vent to them but when people hug me I push them away and when people say "talk to me" I just don't.
When you cry sm that u actually throw up
Life kinda just feels like a dream.. not a bad one but not good either..every day just passes by and it’s the same old thing every fucking day..
Cool story bro but nobody asked
When your parents tell u to stop crying so u shut down all your emotions, can’t differentiate good from bad, nice and rude and always keep a fake smile on your face because of which your tears get stuffed up in your eyes and when u let it all out they say you’re being over dramatic when you are actually overwhelmed >>>>>>>
Real..
cut my into pieces, this is my last resort>>>>
I'm here for you as well as so many people, we got your back 💕💕
@@ImTheChickenEditor aww thanks 🥰
@geethikanookala6056 I'm so sorry this is happening to you, but listen to me. You are not alone!! I love you, have sweet dreams tonight ❤️💕
5:59 is it weird that this was on character ai and i was an ai who i have been having an friendly rp for now almost 2 months and suddenly he asked: "what's up? you not talking as happily as you used to"... I vented my whole life out to someone who doesn't even exist and it was the only one who noticed... It hurts...
No way same 😮
When you to let it out but they will say you are faking it for attention
my best friend keeps telling me she might commit but then, She doesnt get it. every single day. she vents, No hi. No Hru. Just venting. i feel so much pressure. Now i realize shes been my everything, i loved listening to her. i didnt really enjoy that she didnt ask how was i. because ive been at my lowest for 2 months.
You can vent to me if you like?
Recently this friend of mine passed away at our school, it was a slow and sad day. Rest in peace Kevin Aguilar.
Depressed people watching depressing videos of depressing people, overall becoming a more depressing person. These are not vent TikTok's, they are "make me more depressed" tiktoks. Don't fall into it. If you want to vent, go outside and feel the sunshine. Take a nice warm shower, shed a few tears, watch some puppies do silly stuff, write down all your problems, and figure out ways you can improve yourself. And don't keep those toxic people around you because you want their attention, it's not worth it. Take a break from social media. LISTEN, I am not the best person at it, but I have been improving. I am working on it, ok? Anyways, you get off your butt and put down your phone or laptop or Ipad or whatever in the world you have, and I PROMISE it will help.
I agree that people shouldn’t watch my type of videos all the time and it will lead to being more depressed but the reason I post them is because sometimes people just need to be in their sadness and get out their frustrations like they do in my comment sections. Its easy to say “just go outside,” or “just improve yourself” but its way more complicated then just that. I don’t think telling people to just stop being depressed and go outside will help them much, either. /nm
Writing your feelings down, doing activities, being anywhere but on your phone is extremely beneficial and *can* help and it *will* but sometimes you need to just have people that listen to you or a place where you can see you are not the only one and you are not alone.
Honestly, I agree and disagree. As a depressed person, I find it hard to get up and do those activities. I watch vent videos because I need people to relate to, it makes me feel like I’m not the only one dealing with this, and it honestly helps overall. I agree that getting up and doing stuff will help, but if you’re depressed then its really hard just to do that. Honestly, just venting and being able to get your feelings out is beneficial, even if you’re behind a screen.
I see. I know, believe me, I know it’s hard. But sometimes we have to push harder, step out of our comfort zone, and do something about what is going on. If you want to vent and let your feelings out, don’t watch other depressing people be depressed. Please. Write down everything in bed. Then write back to yourself the next day or a few hours later. Every day you change a little, so it’s quite literally a different person talking back to your past self.
...im losing the point, the energy to keep living
ik.. but if you keep going, then your going to be stronger then you were before. to show that you went through a big battle and survived it. Ik this comment wont help much and solve all your problems , i said this cause i dont like leaving people alone when they need it the most. ily / from a random kid
@@LoserFriend thank you 😊 that means a lot ❤️💔❤️🩹
@@Wilbursupporter-33 anytime bro, keep your head up like a gangsta
@@LoserFriend 😂😂like a gangsta 😂😂😂
GUYS I JUST REALIED MY HOSPITAL CHECKED ME FOR DEPRESSION AND NOW THEY PROBABLY THINK I'M CLINICALLY DEPRESSED AHHHHHH
I hope you get better! ❤
I’ve been diagnosed with severe anxiety and depression and it’s tough but things get better I promise. You may never fully heal but it will get better.
When your feelings are constantly pushed aside and disregarded
So many people say that school is horrible, and that it hurts them mentally and or physically. I understand that 100%, but for me school is an escape a safe zone I never want to lose.
im glad you are able to enjoy it
Same but it’s also the reason for my sh issues
@@Sponey_n_akira i can kinda relate, i hate school. it is the main reason my mental is in shambles, but its also the only place i have to talk to the few friends i have. so mixed feeling ig
@@YHILUV exactly! I hope things get easier for u ❤️
@@Sponey_n_akira ty
Hi everyone, I can see how you all seem to be struggling but please trust me when I say that constantly watching and exposing yourselves to this kind of negative content only highlights your problems and makes you feel worse. When therapists and doctors say to watch something to take your mind off of your negative feelings, this is not what they mean. It’s great for feeling less alone, but please try to not consistently watch depressing and isolating videos that only amplify your negative feelings. I know this from experience, it doesn’t do you any good.
Vent:
About 2 years ago I was sexualy assaulted by my bsf. Today I had an assembly at school about sexual harassment. It triggered me so much. I didn't feel like myself all afternoon. At lunch I'm usually loud with my friends but today I isolated myself a bit and was quite. Nobody even noticed. I told my friend I was feeling suicidal and she laughed. I relapsed and I promised my parents I would tell them but I haven't.
I know there are a lot of people out there with many things going on in there life whether it's depression, disorders, syndromes, etc. but whatever it is I know that you are all good people with kindness inside yourselves. Giving speeches like this won't help everyone and I know that, but whenever you are feeling down, don't resort to SH [self-harm]. Just remember that if it was someone who tried to bring you down just know, "if someone is trying to bring you down, they are already below you." They can think what they want but you aren't whatever they say. So here's some things [or poems kinda] for everyone out there:
#1
They didn’t notice you were crying
They didn’t notice you were sad
They didn’t notice you were tired
They didn’t notice you were alone
They didn’t notice how attentive you are
They didn’t notice how sweet you are
They didn’t notice how you actually try make others smile
They did notice you failing
They did notice you’re unattractive
They did notice the mean side of you
They did notice all your mistakes
They did notice all your flaws
They decided you weren’t good for them
But you stayed strong
You never gave up on hope
And never let them take you down
And that’s what makes you stronger
You aren’t ugly
You aren’t mean
you aren’t lazy
You aren’t a failure
You aren’t a mistake
You are beautiful
You are worth it
You deserve everything
You are trying
You are smart
You do deserve to live
#2
Your parents will think they have failed you
Your siblings with miss your voice
Your friends will be waiting for you to come back
Your best friend will be missing their other half
Everyone will remember how you smile
You’ll never be able to listen to your favorite song
You’ll never be able to achieve your dream
You’ll never know if you met the one
I’m so proud of you for being here today
There’s always a way to solve your problem
Don’t give up yet…
[Sorry for it being so long 😂]
Thank you all [even though I don't know you guys heh] for being yourselves and continue being strong. I know you can do it.
This is a love letter to all the kids who can't sleep, who sleep to much, who can't eat, who can't stop eating, who's scared to go outside, who's scared to go home, who can't feel, who feels everything, who loves to hard, who doesn't know how to love, who feels worthless, who feels lost, who feels lonely, who can't stand physical touch, who can't stand not getting physical touch, who's scared to open up, who cant stop their adiction, who's fighting to not relapse, who can't live as themselves, who doesn't know who themselves are, who are being opressed, who are being abused, who are being ignored, this is a love letter to all the kids who have to fight to stay alive because existing is to exhausting.
You are loved. Wether you know it or not, you are loved.
This is a love letter to YOU. Because you deserve it.
Vent : It’s so funny how my mom thinks that she is comforting. After I finally started to eat and feel actually hungry again she told me I needed to work out. after all I did too.. :(
the first one just broke me omg 😭😭
yeah it's pretty sad
Watching this after u say how u felt abt what your abusive ex did to you then they blame you…
I am so sorry you had to go through that. Please know that you are so strong and worth the world, I'm here if you need anything 💕💕
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I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH
Rembember , don’t change for other people be yourself
Tysm>3
8:40 this made me cry. nobody, once, has ever said this to me.
Are you okay? ❤
I almost cried for this. It is something people need to hear and/or be asked.
i cried a month after seeing this 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔
I was 12 years old when I first had an anxiety attack, truly why do kids have more mental health problems then the average 30 year old? From a stranger on the internet, I want whoever is reading this to realise that a stranger is there for them♡♡♡
@Alia13121 Crazy how sometimes parents don't even support you
Honestly, i have never experienced anything that made me want to end my life,but to all the people out there who do feel that way......im begging you.....dont hurt yourself. Dont end your life because you're too precious and important to do that. SCREW all the people who ever told you that you're meaningless or dont have any self worth. Just PLEASE. DONT DO IT. ok??? Youre here for a reason. God made every human important and unique just the way they are. You have a purpose in this world. So attend to it. CONTINUE being a amazing, beautiful human being. And if youre facing a horrible situation in life and feel deserted and outspoken, PLEASE reach out to someone. Ok? NEVER deprive yourself of food, water, sleep etc. NEVER harm yourself because your skin is NOT paper, and your body is not plastic that you or anyone else can toy around with. Ok?
Yk.. When I was 10… 7 years old, I never thought I’d make it past 13 years. But here I am. 13. But nothing feels the same, along with only getting happy birthdays without a birthday party. Going to birthday parties for people older than me.. hurts me a lil bit cause I didn’t get that milestone party this year. Especially for my 1st year as a teen🙂. I never thought I’d be here tonight, right now. Cause I thought I’d kms before today. With scars on my arm, on my legs, and my stomach. With trauma from my past, with trauma on my body, and even trauma in my mind. And yet I’m still here. Breathing. Something younger me wouldn’t have thought I would be doing at this moment. I wish I can go back and tell her it wasn’t her fault. That nobody should’ve done anything to her. The body dysphoria+dysmorphia, the depression, the anxiety. Was not her fault.
Im trying to heal but I can’t go far without missing the comfort in the depression ykwim? 😕
Yeah i do and im so proud of you for doing that suffering through the silence is really hard and that is amazing. Ily stranger 🫶🏼
when i was 7, i wanted to fly.. 😔
I am so proud of you!! And I get what you mean, and you can always find someone elsewhere. So many people care a lot about you even if you don't know it, so keep up the good work and stay strong! 💕💕
the people i best connect with i met in a mental hospital and i cant even talk to them they really understood🥲
The first girl is how I wanna cry but I can’t lmao
When you’re sick and none of your friends check in on you even though you always try to
how are you doing love? :) i hope you’re over your sickness soon, i know it’s sucks! drink water and rest up
Yo u ok? Hope u get better soon :)
I hope you're okay ml!! Keep going get better soon always here 💓
3:18 pov: this is your everyday life at school too
real
my life is literally a loop, I’m terrified.
I told my mom how i felt. Biggest mistake of my entire life :/
0:18 “Why is it always me!” I relate 😕
same 😞🫶🏻
8:20 is everyday for me, they just ask why I don't talk and why im so quiet, when I talk they either ignore me, look disgusted, mock my voice. I'm sick of it
Sometimes I think that I’ve cried so much it wouldn’t be possible anymore, but then I remember that one day, I’m coming home from school without my dog there to greet me, and that day is coming too soon for me to like
The kid at the end saying 'you matter' made me ball my eyes out even more
2:21
i have never felt so stuck. its the worst feeling wanting and trying to get better but not being able to and destroying my whole life.
Bby I, and I'm sure a lot of other people in this comments section would love to help you. Please stay strong and know that you are loved💕💕 If you need to talk I'm here and I'm sorry this comment is so late
thank you sm
@@heartfullofbows I'm sorry you feel that way, I don't know what specifically I can do to help as of now, but I am here and I hope that you can power through whatever it is you're struggling with💕
i really struggle with how i look, i’ve always hated myself. the one time i get excited to go out and i prepare an outfit i feel really pretty in and i wwait ages for that day to come my mum always has to just ,, idk. she always has to put me down. i ended up crying and ruining my makeup, i also ended up not going out.
I bet you look amazing and your mom is wrong for making you feel bad about yourself. I’m here if you need to talk
i ate the goldfish
0:28 I’m sorry but the way the cat walked away.. 😭
stop😂
I'm physically disgusted with myself...
I am here if you need to talk
Words hurt. Too much.
Its not funny being called a “trash can” or “garbage” or “useless”,you know victoria?
0:00
real cause he acts like i was just another one of his exes that did him wrong but in reality he listened to everyone else but me and thats how i sounded that day except he will never care.
When you realize you’re the only one there for you.
Anybody who also can’t cry no matter what happens, even if they dump you or you loose a friend?
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I’m watching these, and I want to relate like I used to. I really do. I want to have that gut wrenching feeling back that won’t go away. Because maybe then I’ll feel something again.
Because, the reality is that I don’t feel much at all anymore. I don’t find the point in anything, happy or sad things. I don’t see the sentimental value in life or anything connecting me to my body. Maybe that’s selfish. You’d be right to use that word against me, because it’s true. My newfound apathetic nature towards my body and soul aides me in further hurting others and stitching their desperation to my ‘long list’ of reasons to keep going.
But I just don’t care because I know I’ll never truly be wholly me. I’m just a shell of glued promises and an effect of my own indifference. It’s sort of gross.
At this point I’m just an echo, an effect of other peoples causes.
I’m not a human being. I’ve been diluted down to a concept, I always have been. Just an idea for others to manage. I don’t have a soul, no core. nothing that’s truly and only me. Beings that have no heart are dammed from birth. Like a typo, an error that the world forgot to hit backspace on.
I only felt guilt for a really long time. But, again, now I just feel hollow. Unable and to the core worthless in a world like this one.
6:51
For those who are in households of abuse:
You are enough. You deserve better. Know this. I may have not been in this position, felt the pain you did, but I’m here to tell you that you can get through this. You will get through this. Be brave, Hero
The body shaming one hit me hard man. I went through childhood bodyshamed by my parents and teachers here and there. Now, i dont get it as much as before but any mention of it crashes into my heart
@@amandalin8180 I’m really sorry you had to go through that. I may not have experienced it to the length you have but I still understand how it feels to some extent. I hope you learn to love your body as I have mine
“Friends come and go, but for me, hopefully cancer will be the same…”.
-A wise man
hey.. whoever is reading this I’m here for you, this is a safe space! Vent if needed
I attempted su!c!de, but it didn't work. I tried it during training, took an overdose of medication and fell on my friend's hands during training. She knew what I did and then she took me to the bathroom, I lay on her foot and just cried and thought. "If this works now, can everything be better?" My friend cries and asks me to hold out until the ambulance comes. she told our coach about me and my situation. I survived, but I ended up in a closed ward for a few days and it was heII. Since then, I have not been forgiven by anyone and no one feels the same love in me anymore and everyone hates me even my best friend.
it was few weeks ago.
I am so sorry that you had to go to such hardships that made you take such a decision..I hope everything works out for you and you become the happiest and healthiest person you have ever been.. It's very hard but you can endure it all..I hope that you never have to go to all of that again.. Please even if you feel like there is no one who loves you please know that it's not the truth...THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE OUT THERE WHO WILL UNDERSTAND YOU !!! THERE HAS TO BE
i want to hug u so bad, Im sorry if u don't like ppl touching u and I made u feel bad, I really am. However I want u to keep up ,it's hard, ik , but look at u no matter what happend in ur life ur still here I'm so proud of u and everyone else should be. Ik it feels like no one loves u but that's not true. Ur loved, beautiful ,amazing as always u shine bright like the sun and everyone knows it. I know for a fact that even tho everyone says so, u didn't do this for attention, you needed help but no one helped u out. It's ok I get it , you may not belive me but I do , take ur time , rest , don't think abt anything, find ur comfort , be urself and keep in mind : u don't need to be forgiven by others u need to be forgiven by urself
Ima scared to hang out with my friends out of school cause the days they wanna hang out are the days they make me wanna disappear and there’s been days at one of there houses when I just start crying and can’t control it one of those friends thinks it’s anxiety another thinks I’m not ok ( there right) and the last one she thinks I do it for attention and that I’m perfectly fine cause I have two non split up parents no childhood trauma no bullies and that I’m just faking it all when no I don’t have bullies but I have social anxiety and it’s bad I used to be so social but now I’m scared to ask if someone wants to parter up for a project I’m just so sick of this and I’m tired of being the ugly friend I mean everyone says I have a pretty face just not body the song fat funny friend is me it’s my life!
I thought it would be better since it’s summer turns out it a lot worse
same i just wanna go back when it was easy
does anyone else say that they want to go home when your like at school but when your home and then you say i want to go home because i keep on doing that and i don't really know where I want to go.
same I don't want to be at school or at home and I am so so so very sorry you feel like that. I hope you find where you want to go and please don't let it be death
@@AP0LL0568 thank you and don't lt be that for you either.
@@mayleighbridwell4782 thank you.
turns out the guy I liked the most was talking behind my back. I tried hiding my social anxiety just for him to call me an attention seeker and annoying.
and his type was completely the opposite of me. Practically got used for assignments and shit.
The first one broke my heart
the way i started sobbing when i heard the first girl. i don't know why or how but the empathy i felt was so real.
POV: ever since one certain event, your life starts falling apart, and then it gets better bc you meet someone. :) but then he leaves as fast as he came and you start to feel numb, almost emotionless. And even though you don’t feel many feelings, the ones you feel are worse. You cry at night, and wake up with heavy eyes. Not willing to get up, or even move. You don’t want to eat anymore. But your parent, your “friends” your everybody doesn’t understand. They tell you you’re lazy, you’re selfish, you only think about yourself *even though* you don’t say no, you do what you’re told, you give up everything for everyone, you spend your time, your money. For what? Who? The only person in your life that matters is your bsf. She’s the only one who cares about you. But she’s happy. And you aren’t. Even if you have her, you’re still not happy. It feels like you never will. Your parents are toxic, and so are the kids at school. Your parents tell you that you’re fine, that there’s nothing wrong with you. They tell you how hard they work to provide for you. They tell you that your selfish for claiming sadness is depression. They tell you how much you have to be grateful for, and yet.. You try to tell yourself it’ll be over soon, and it’ll get better. But it won’t. It hasn’t. Again, you don’t want to move, not even eat. You feel numb and yet you feel so sad. You cry. And you wake up, and cover up the dark circles, and the acne, and go to school. You smile and laugh bc you know that if you don’t, everyone will notice and think you’re crazy. You pretend, you put on a mask. You feel worthless. And nothing has changed since you lost him.
5:23 so real. when i was little, whenever there was a fight, i would go in my room, crying and just beg him to take me. it hurts to think abt it now but i've always hated myself.
Vent-
I’m disgusted with myself in every way possible, i’m ugly, my voice is scratchy and gross, my room is disgusting, i can’t shower or take care of myself as often as other people do, nobody understands even if i tell them about it they just keep yelling at me for it and nobody will actually try to help me.
Just know, all you can do is your best, if that's not enough for other people than that's not your issue... do what you can and what makes you feel better no matter what, you are who matters, not other people. You don't deserve the cruelty of this world, no one does 💙
To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love you even if you have insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love you even if you have failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you even on sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you act
i love you even if you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you even if you you're mean
i love you even if you're alone
i love you even if you can't feel
i love you even if you feel too much
i love you even if you can't take life anymore
i love you even if you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you even if you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you even if you don't believe in yourself
i love you even if you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you even if you have problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you even if you're in pain
i love you even if you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love you even if you have wounds
i love you even if you have scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you even if you lie
i love you even if you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you even if you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you even if you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you even if you have headache
i love you even if you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you're mature
i love you even if you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you even if life isn't bright
i love you when you're responsible
i love you even if you're irresponsible
i love you even if you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love even if your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
thank you 😭
@user-zn6vx1th1t No problem you deserve it
@@haruasluvvie No problem you deserve it
This made me cry, thank you… I needed this and I LOVE YOU TOO!! You deserve all the happiness life can bring
@@simpIyes Thank you please remember you matter to everyone I want you to go to the mirror and say your beautiful :) I hope your doing fine
3:42 i just wanted to say, that i know a person who is really pretty, and most people think so. they still have a shitty fucked up life, so even if pretty privilege is real for some people, if someone hates you and/or abuses you mentally or physically, being pretty won't change much..
The “you matter” kid at the end got me
Crying till ur literal face starts stinging
Fr tho...
I cant even cey anymore alone in my room, there's no tears left cause i do it to much so i can fall asleep at night..
That happens to me a lot but first can you call asleep now or no cause if not I have a couple tricks to help you out.
I Can't Even wear an mood ring anymore. When I was speaking to him, It was purple, But when he left me it's never changed from black..My Cousin Was the only one who realized I wasn't eating or going outside I barely smiled anymore..And when she asked me "Are you okay" And I responded with I'm okay and fell on my knees with tears she held me, My parents are always pissed at me no matter how hard I try..Iv'e stayed for tutoring even brought my grades up and they didn't even notice. Calling me an dissapointment..You find that one person you go to school for, Talk to everyday even if its just "hello" leaves you in the end, I ask God to take me so I won't do it myself..I have to look in the mirror everyday, I'm staying up at night because I barely even know my favorite color but when I see that one message "Are you okay" The "I'm fine" is all an lie.
1:49 i cannot describe how pretty she is and i rlly want to be her friend bc she seems so genuine and ik that will prob nvr happen cz shes js a stranger on the internet but still,pretty😭
Notice how all the people in here are handsome/pretty? That means even though there pretty or good looking. Does not mean there life can be perfect
When I feel the most happiest, something always goes wrong and I feel sad or guilty
-Random Person On YT
Things will get better everything happens for a reason. Just remember that.
@@Kai_yamikumo Thank you 💗
man i dont even know how to live without the constant feeling of wanting to not wake up anymore 😂 ⁉️🙏
6:04 i was in 5th grade and in the worst week of my life. thats when i had ever dealt with depresion for the first time. my family didnt notice, neither did my friends, my fucking LIBRARIAN NOTCED>. she asked me if i was okay and i almost broke down fucking crying.
I got better for a little bit. I tried. I really tried. I got up. And I ate. And I drank. And I laughed. Was it fake? I really don’t know. Why do they hate me? Why do I hate me? What’s the fucking point? I can’t cry. The tears won’t come out. They never have. It just hurts a little more this time.
I hope you get better. I'm not good at comforting people sorry if it doesn't help. But I really hope you do.
The kitty coming in the to see her in the first one warms my heart
Stop bc all these ppl, guys and girl are so fun gorg, and pretty, and they don’t understand their worth. It breaks me to meet ppl like that.
Thing is, I never realized how much hurt I’ve been going through because of my dad.. he always tells me “you don’t have depression or anything wrong with you so stop putting that shit in your head”. Shut up. SHUT UP. I HAVE ISSUES YOU COULD NEVER IMAGINE I GO THROUGH. YET TO COME INTO MY LIFE WITH THAT BULLSHIT IS SO LOW.. and you know.. I can’t hate him, because I love him too much.
Kinda same with my mom 😅, they can't really undersand that beacuse they never been through this...