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  • @Auren23
    @Auren23 Месяц назад +3590

    I never expected it would be like this when i grew up. I was promised so much as a kid, none of it mattered.

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 Месяц назад +114

      create the reality you want through hard work and force of will

    • @transformersrevenge9
      @transformersrevenge9 Месяц назад +66

      I agree. It was all a lie.

    • @sky_aim2648
      @sky_aim2648 Месяц назад +32

      Yeah same real world and society are dark

    • @justsomedudeidunnoman5421
      @justsomedudeidunnoman5421 Месяц назад +23

      Hey man, I don't know if this matters to you and I don't know what your circumstances are, but I feel what you're saying and I hope things start turning out better for you.

    • @THECHAOSEMPEROR
      @THECHAOSEMPEROR Месяц назад +45

      @@mlongpre100 Yeah that`s bullshit, hardwork and sheer will force will not pay for inflated prices on rent and food especially when the minimum wage has`nt increased for years to match inflation.

  • @SennaDzo
    @SennaDzo Месяц назад +1503

    "Surviving ain't living, brother."

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 Месяц назад +7

      yes it is

    • @StuffedBearSus
      @StuffedBearSus Месяц назад +39

      @@mlongpre100nah it isn’t

    • @SakakiSyndrome
      @SakakiSyndrome Месяц назад +3

      ​@@StuffedBearSus What about dem australians i've heard so much about

    • @kaiiheenjik1668
      @kaiiheenjik1668 Месяц назад

      In this economy the only choice you have is survival.

    • @X-tR3j
      @X-tR3j Месяц назад +9

      ​@@mlongpre100 you dont get it. Look into this more deep.

  • @G23417
    @G23417 25 дней назад +777

    “I don’t want to die, not really. I just want a restart button”

    • @pinkpanther0001
      @pinkpanther0001 22 дня назад +3

      😢

    • @KyleFrameEdit
      @KyleFrameEdit 20 дней назад +6

      I want my second chance too

    • @Clevelandbrowns27
      @Clevelandbrowns27 19 дней назад +14

      yea sometimes it just feels like u messed up and u just want to make things better

    • @Ninjazcole
      @Ninjazcole 14 дней назад +4

      Yeah agreed, but unfortunately that's how we learn and adapt

    • @assass7012
      @assass7012 14 дней назад

      This is how I feel. I pretty much died 3 years ago. Since then I can't keep a job, I haven't worked in 2 years. I can't get myself out of this depression paralysis state. I'm pretty sure I'm so desperate to cling onto something that I've bordered on delusion. I have a document on my phone mapping out how I wished my life could have gone, it's like a hundred pages long, and I've started comforting myself by saying when I finally succeed at ending it, maybe I'll get lucky and get to live the life I feel I was owed. Because none of us deserve the external struggle we're forced through. I didn't do anything to deserve the pains in life I can't control. So it's nice to maladaptively daydream the life I wished I could have and lie to myself that I'll eventually get it despite external forces making it impossible, all while my family berates me calling me a lazy piece of shit, selfish loser. I don't even interact with them. I keep to myself, I stay out of their way and I help when they ask me to. But they only ever call me a lazy loser and make me feel so much worse. They act as it they understand depression but they literally tell me getting a job or just getting up and making my bed will fix it. It won't. I've had a job, I made my bed. Those things didn't suddenly cure my suicidal ideation or make my regrets disappear. They think depression is just short term sadness and an excuse to watch TV. I can't even pay attention to my own life anymore, my own self. Every second I'm living through the same regrets on repeat like an endless looping footage reel in my brain. I dissociate and space out and what feels like 5 minutes of internal suffering, regret and embarrassment ended up being 5 hours straight and it went by like that. They act like they understand and act like they're willing to understand, but any time I try to explain, they just yell at me and talk down to me. I'm just a loser piece of shit, they have all the answers, and the second I get a dead-end job, every bad thing that's ever happened to me will suddenly disappear according to them, even though the last 2 times I had a job, none of that went away. Life for me is torture. I never got a normal childhood, and all the people with great lives just tell you "its in the past just move on" but the past directly effects the now, and whether you realize it consciously, or it's subconscious, the past absolutely positively directs your future as well, even if you directly try to push against that. So how can I not be disappointed in my past? How can I live a normal adult life when I had a peculiar and depressing childhood? Even "successful" people with shitty childhoods still end up somewhat unhappy and it effects the rest of their lives. Look at Charles Dickens- one of the most famous and accomplished authors in world history. He grew up with an abusive, absent alcoholic father, and spent half his childhood in an orphanage. What are basically *all* of his books about? Kids being abused by their guardians and ending up in boarding schools and/or orphanages. How did he treat his children and wife? Supposedly like complete shit. It's not nature vs nurture vs environment. It's all 3. Your environment determines what you seek for, your nurturement determines how you seek it, and your nature determines how you emotionally respond to such events. I'm fucking alone, and hurting, and completely unaware of and lacking answers. And instead of getting attempts for answer, I get bullied by my own family. I've been in such a spiral that I've lost 80lbs, gained 120lbs, and then lost 65lbs all in the last 3.5 years. I don't know what to do. Or at least that's what's easier to say, but whats in my head is that I *do* know what to do, and it's the only genuine answer to all of this, all other answers are DNE, the only real answer is just to end it and pray that there is a God that will give me that rest button without half of the bad things I've been faced with that are uncontrollable. But that's delusion. So the only real answer is just to accept fate, accept oblivion, or hope God forgives me. Either outcome is better than continuing on in "life".

  • @paulrojas2109
    @paulrojas2109 9 месяцев назад +2916

    Sometimes we all want to let go

  • @justsomeguy4536
    @justsomeguy4536 21 день назад +99

    “Your past is like pieces of a broken mirror. You try to pick them up, but you only end up cutting yourself” - Max Payne

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 21 день назад +6

      your past is like a foreign country , people do strange things there - morpheus

    • @leandroperon2604
      @leandroperon2604 День назад +1

      What does picking them up mean?

    • @justsomeguy4536
      @justsomeguy4536 День назад +2

      @@leandroperon2604 It means if you return to the past, you end up hurting yourself emotionally or even physically.

  • @gasparm2195
    @gasparm2195 Месяц назад +1128

    Worry only about what's under your control. Nothing else.
    Quit scrolling and be active phisically or mentally. Inactivity generates depression.
    Wash yourself, bursh your teeth. Smeel good. Put on clothes that you like and accomplish something in your day even if it's the smallest thing. These will boost your self-esteem and confidence.
    Laugh, eat healthier, go walking or jogging, receive sun and talk to people.
    Stop overthinking and be shameless. Don't allow yourself to care about what other people will say.
    Appreciate the things you have and ignore those you don't.
    Do things that are greater than yourself. The best example is helping other people.
    Everyone can beat depression. You have the power.
    I believe in you. In all of you.

    • @gasparm2195
      @gasparm2195 Месяц назад +39

      By the way, these are things you MUST remember throughout the day, all your days.
      Write all of these down and keep remembering them frequently.
      Have no problem sharing your problems.
      If you'd like to, we could chat, but by all means, don't keep things for yourself

    • @lookwhatyoudidtomyfish4453
      @lookwhatyoudidtomyfish4453 Месяц назад

      @@gasparm2195none of the advice you gave helped me through depression. The only person that helped me was God.
      And I only trust him to believe in me.

    • @IIIllllIlllIIIIllllllIIIIII
      @IIIllllIlllIIIIllllllIIIIII Месяц назад

      Poetry, this is just empty, vain poetry. You want to do good but it's just puny virtue signaling.
      You don't want depression? Set yourself a goal and accomplish it. You won't be having no depressive thoughts when you chase that goal let me tell you.
      Depression surges when you don't have a goal. When you just live the days with no idea of what to do of it, where to head. When you finish high school you end up finishing your basic goal of finishing high school, and then you need to set yourself another goal.
      Because if you don't, you get depression.
      Set a goal, and get it the best way possible. And once you got to that goal, make another one and keep going until you die.
      To not have goals is to play a game with no way of winning. Like playing tetris with no bricks or playing pacman with no ghosts, and no dots either.
      And you're a human. Do you even know how much every animal on earth envies the privilege you got from just being human?

    • @drewgreen7303
      @drewgreen7303 Месяц назад +19

      U right man , We all can achieve greatness

    • @Dreamzoner
      @Dreamzoner Месяц назад

      ​@@gasparm2195your a real one i wish nothing but the best for you bud 💯💜

  • @kurokit5005
    @kurokit5005 Месяц назад +371

    the only thing really holding me back is knowing the pain i’ll cause to those around me. thats it. i’m not even alive currently because i want to live, but for the sale of others. it doesn’t feel like i’m living at all if that makes sense. i have no direction in this life. i just stumble my way through it tired and alone

    • @bagingospringo4396
      @bagingospringo4396 Месяц назад +5

      So...like out of spite?

    • @natashabrooks4188
      @natashabrooks4188 Месяц назад +1

      💯

    • @atakisenoname9006
      @atakisenoname9006 Месяц назад +7

      Same here... I don't even know why.

    • @ChillinWill
      @ChillinWill Месяц назад +2

      Just remember that there are people doing terrible things out there and you have to try and find them and stop them. Even if you don't think you're capable of really living there are things you can do with the life that you've been given. Keep your eyes up bro 💪

    • @LeticiaSarabia-yb8dm
      @LeticiaSarabia-yb8dm Месяц назад +3

      Don't Feel Alone!! I Think a Lot of People Live This Way!! Live One day at a Time!! My Friend likes to Pretend Everyday is her last Day!! She likes to have some fun and she likes to do good things for people or for little animals!! 🤷🙋🌻💜🙏

  • @MrLockeSocke
    @MrLockeSocke Месяц назад +128

    That movie really hit home. If anyone ever asks how depression looks just show them this movie. If they went through it they will understand.

    • @phantom9x24
      @phantom9x24 Месяц назад +6

      Whats the movie called?

    • @TheNek1
      @TheNek1 Месяц назад +5

      Ye, whats the name of this film?

    • @rsm389
      @rsm389 Месяц назад +15

      Film: Manchester by the sea

    • @myfarts
      @myfarts 22 дня назад

      ​@@rsm389ofc hes british

    • @littlegeekchess
      @littlegeekchess 21 день назад

      @@rsm389thanks

  • @Decap-bs4fc
    @Decap-bs4fc 2 месяца назад +539

    Man time really flies but god is still with me

    • @willbaker8505
      @willbaker8505 Месяц назад +21

      Fucking based

    • @DrdrGames
      @DrdrGames Месяц назад +25

      Christ is the only one who never lets you down

    • @GodisGreat.8942
      @GodisGreat.8942 Месяц назад +9

      It’s amazing how we give god credit for the little happiness we get and call his name when death is near. Amazing to me how it makes no difference in the world to have faith, makes one think that god does not have a heart like we do. He’s just an entity that we worship not knowing why even though I do believe that we just need something better us to follow and respect like an omnipotent figure… or just parent.

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 Месяц назад +9

      I have an imaginary friend too, his name is harvey, he's a 6 foot tall white rabbit

    • @hmasSoldier17568
      @hmasSoldier17568 Месяц назад

      ​@@mlongpre100vah

  • @Riketi
    @Riketi Месяц назад +414

    "Caer esta permitido, levantarse es una obligación"

    • @joaquindandru7315
      @joaquindandru7315 Месяц назад +3

      Esa frase deja de ser bonita si ya caiste demasiado.
      Pero mantengo la esperanza en mi mismo y poder sentirme feliz conmigo mismo y conseguír más amigos. Total que ya estoy acá, mucho no puedo hacer.

    • @nightcrawler5409
      @nightcrawler5409 Месяц назад +1

      You can't make me do anything

    • @Riketi
      @Riketi Месяц назад +3

      @@nightcrawler5409 Keep your head up, my friend, finish watching the movie before leaving the theater.

    • @captain_whiteice
      @captain_whiteice 27 дней назад

      @@nightcrawler5409then you are weak

    • @d0u796
      @d0u796 23 дня назад

      Quien sos vs para decir o obligar a hacer? O solo copiaste xq te parecía una frase "piola"?

  • @Kal-El207
    @Kal-El207 Месяц назад +37

    Manchester By The Sea. Great film.

  • @Sylvarith
    @Sylvarith 4 месяца назад +111

    Molchat doma really taking off

  • @donprovolone1425
    @donprovolone1425 Месяц назад +50

    I wish I even had supportive people in my life. Dude's lucky.

    • @jwoz8517
      @jwoz8517 Месяц назад +7

      Sometimes we dont realize how much support we have, our depression makes us think they hate us but in reality they love us. But it doesnt matter , nothing but our selves can rid us of this feeling, either overcome or end it all, the ladder looks promising and less painful and agonizing everyday we wake up and I wish it was over. Worked so hard in life only to fall victim to my own mind, for what? For nothing? Fucking hell

    • @donprovolone1425
      @donprovolone1425 Месяц назад

      @@jwoz8517 I believe in you, homedawg. You aren't alone! ❤️❤️

    • @finger5748
      @finger5748 Месяц назад

      ​@@jwoz8517 i feel the same way brother

    • @IbukiClean
      @IbukiClean Месяц назад +1

      Hold this L buddy

    • @pinkpanther0001
      @pinkpanther0001 22 дня назад

      Come on bro man. Be your own Supporter

  • @theperfectburger9892
    @theperfectburger9892 6 дней назад +4

    I don’t want to die, I want to try again.

  • @ktefccre
    @ktefccre Месяц назад +119

    In this cruel world, they have robbed us of our freedom: enslaved by our jobs, robbed of our health, deprived of our chance for love.
    Sometimes, it feels like the only real choice we have left is our exit 😢
    The future appears so bleak and hopeless.

    • @iletyouwin561
      @iletyouwin561 Месяц назад +6

      With that attitude "THEY" sure have

    • @LeticiaSarabia-yb8dm
      @LeticiaSarabia-yb8dm Месяц назад +2

      I Know Exactly What You Mean!! That Why We Feel like 💩 Sometimes!! I Understand!! I Get it!!

    • @U-PN-BI-IBW
      @U-PN-BI-IBW Месяц назад +4

      mhm, bc life outside of civilization is so free and clear of obligation and work… womp womp

    • @LeticiaSarabia-yb8dm
      @LeticiaSarabia-yb8dm Месяц назад +1

      @@U-PN-BI-IBW YOU Know Exactly What He Means!! 😠😠😠

    • @U-PN-BI-IBW
      @U-PN-BI-IBW Месяц назад +3

      @@LeticiaSarabia-yb8dm yeah and he’s being a silly billy

  • @jburger8090
    @jburger8090 2 часа назад

    You never understand depression until you have it. It never makes sense that you just feel sad and unmotivated, but then you get it, and it all makes sende

  • @erdenebatjugder3050
    @erdenebatjugder3050 Месяц назад +13

    In the darkest times light can appear at any moment so don’t cut your life short just wait and let the road take you. A wise man.

  • @Stillasleep53
    @Stillasleep53 9 дней назад +4

    People get depressed when they realise that it doesn’t get better. It Never Gets Better.

  • @iDloper
    @iDloper Месяц назад +13

    For anyone who wants the song it’s called Molchat doma - sudna

  • @ClashmanTV948
    @ClashmanTV948 15 дней назад +3

    When I was younger I used to smile

  • @arminiuscherusci4410
    @arminiuscherusci4410 Месяц назад +35

    I feel good actually. Since Covid I immensely suffered from panic attacks and heart rhythm issues, which prevented me from nearly all kind of enjoyable activities, however, now since a few months I have this under control and these attacks don’t dictate my life anymore. Although I’m a lot on my own and I still have problems socially connecting to others, but I’m so happy man, it’s unbelievable.
    When you are truly at the bottom, and you can’t even walk around the block or have s3x without having a bpm of 170 combined with a panic attack, you really appreciate a normal life, even if it’s a lonely normal life. Just be glad that you are alive guys and make the best of it.

    • @julianwarren__
      @julianwarren__ 21 день назад

      I'm happy for you. May I ask how you got your panic attacks under control?

    • @YoungStoic45
      @YoungStoic45 19 дней назад

      I hope you didn't get the jab.

    • @adamg574
      @adamg574 11 дней назад

      covid was a hell of a time for me. I didn’t get vaccinated but it was the sickest I’d ever been and I didn’t feel right for a month. I’m grateful I didn’t have lingering effects. The turnaround for me was when I started taking nattoserra.

    • @arminiuscherusci4410
      @arminiuscherusci4410 10 дней назад

      @@julianwarren__stopped taking benzodiazepines and all kind of other drugs, started going out as much as possible, being active and meet people. But I still suffer from them time to time with an elevated heart rate for hours. You need good psychotherapy and a stabile social environment to manage the anxiety

    • @arminiuscherusci4410
      @arminiuscherusci4410 10 дней назад

      @@YoungStoic45no, thanks to my trainer back then who said it wouldn’t be mandatory for my job

  • @chendrix7333
    @chendrix7333 14 дней назад +5

    Truly losing people you care about who's the hardest thing to go through. but there will always be people that understand and will be there for you. We are never truly alone I say this if you need to hear this you matter.

  • @hoangbop
    @hoangbop Месяц назад +9

    feel this every single day

  • @VijayKumar_Boss
    @VijayKumar_Boss Месяц назад +6

    I'd recommend this to someone who is as depressed to the core and being lonely most of the times. Please take a walk for at least one hour before taking any major decision and have a full meal though its hard to have at this time. Though the problem might not get solved immediately yet we should try to ease the pain in some way.

  • @yulb.allwright
    @yulb.allwright Месяц назад +3

    Great edit! 👏 🥲

  • @FatherMcKenzie66
    @FatherMcKenzie66 8 дней назад +4

    A man’s own mind can be his worst enemy

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 5 дней назад

      your mind lies to you constantly

  • @ShiverMeTimbers_NVS
    @ShiverMeTimbers_NVS 5 дней назад +2

    "Too afraid to die but too tired to live."

  • @arandomuser3098
    @arandomuser3098 Месяц назад +8

    I have been so kind, so supportive so ready to be there when they needed it, i was a tool to them

    • @drecaine646
      @drecaine646 Месяц назад +2

      Been there too, helped a bit to remind myself really I didn’t do anything wrong there that’s on them. Won’t fix it but it is the truth, don’t go puttin’ someone else’s blame and wrong doing on yourself because you were lied to. You won’t forget how to see through this kinda shit after you know, won’t be a second time.

    • @arandomuser3098
      @arandomuser3098 Месяц назад

      @@drecaine646 thank you, brother!
      They will one day see how wrong they were to use me, they will one day crawl back only for me to use them as a road tile like they used me.

  • @subhagatachowdhury5039
    @subhagatachowdhury5039 10 дней назад +3

    Thank god I got out of that slump... Brothers please dont give up. I know it can be hard at times, and tbvh i still suffer a bit from anxiety and overthinking makes it worse but i am at least doing better than i was doing a few months ago. Please dont give up on yourselves. Not for the world but for your own self. Don't do anything drastic... YOU are needed in this world❤

  • @mustoku1184
    @mustoku1184 Месяц назад +3

    When i was younger i never expected this loneliness .

  • @Denji-xc3cy
    @Denji-xc3cy 4 месяца назад +195

    You, you , yes, you , hang in there bud , it'll be alright💖

  • @RiverCosine-wv3ry
    @RiverCosine-wv3ry Месяц назад +224

    When I was younger, I'd always being depressed and lonely was cool. Until I found its not and it hurts..
    Edit: I'm not lonely anymore :D

    • @bayareasportsfan04
      @bayareasportsfan04 Месяц назад +4

      Congrats

    • @gavlanthedwarf7544
      @gavlanthedwarf7544 Месяц назад +2

      The good ending

    • @torquetheprisoner
      @torquetheprisoner Месяц назад

      pam and her five sister treating you right i hope🤞

    • @jacktimefilms5824
      @jacktimefilms5824 Месяц назад

      You will be soon.

    • @Focus2.46
      @Focus2.46 Месяц назад +1

      Glorified through social media as being different and “quirky” 🤷‍♂️ ironic seeing as a vast majority suffer from it

  • @altarhantecir1482
    @altarhantecir1482 7 месяцев назад +22

    fascinating

  • @Xsrust1
    @Xsrust1 8 дней назад +1

    one of the greatest movies I've ever watched

  • @Carl_Johnson75
    @Carl_Johnson75 19 дней назад +3

    Mens mental health month ♥️

  • @mr.atomic2970
    @mr.atomic2970 19 дней назад +3

    This is literally my life. Everyone I knew is dead.

  • @iyadr0chu
    @iyadr0chu 5 дней назад +5

    I do want to die, to disappear, to be nothing, to feel no pain, no joy either, I want not to be

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 2 дня назад

      you are half way there

    • @squidwardfromua
      @squidwardfromua 2 дня назад +2

      "Sleep is good, death is better, but, of course, the best thing would have never been born at all" - Heinrich Heine

  • @sielsm3743
    @sielsm3743 Месяц назад +2

    I can’t believe i thought life was bad when i was younger. If i could talk to my younger self id say enjoy where you are now because it’s about to get worse than you would’ve ever imagined.

  • @JdDoesEditz
    @JdDoesEditz 21 день назад

    “ Although you might be going through something, the bravest thing that you can do is love yourself.” - A Wise Man

  • @bayareasportsfan04
    @bayareasportsfan04 Месяц назад +12

    I've never attempted suicide, but sometimes I'll think about what would happen if I did go through with it. And then I think about how my parents would react, and how heartbroken they'd be. I guess what I'm trying to say here is, is that yeah life sucks, but I just gotta soldier through

  • @kikidoy
    @kikidoy Месяц назад +11

    We all don't wanna die we just want our problem to go away

  • @DogeRider985
    @DogeRider985 16 часов назад +2

    Mama, ooh~~
    I don't wanna die~~
    I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all~~

  • @bigempty777
    @bigempty777 18 дней назад +2

    This is life, constantly being balanced between too alive and too dead inside

  • @transformersrevenge9
    @transformersrevenge9 Месяц назад +4

    Every day the voices tell me to end it all, so I can get a bit of peace and quiet. And every day I live my life in hedonistic ways, to get even a bit of enjoyment out of it. But should things get worse, I don't think I could go on.

  • @DFR55921
    @DFR55921 Месяц назад +6

    "There's Nothing There."😔

  • @Dab0cmt
    @Dab0cmt 5 дней назад +2

    Not me looking at my hunting guns while watching this in my garage

  • @appalachianoperator
    @appalachianoperator Месяц назад +2

    Manchester by the sea is such a great movie

  • @hybrid_9933
    @hybrid_9933 Месяц назад +55

    To all those who are depressed pls do not be afraid to reach out to someone and talk about it you guys are not alone for Jesus is with you and if your thinking of doing it don’t it’s not worth it and I know this message will not instantly heal you but I just wanna say to all you guys are who is struggling with depression that everything will get better have a blessed day 🙏🏼🙏🏼 and always keep your head up❤❤

    • @lookwhatyoudidtomyfish4453
      @lookwhatyoudidtomyfish4453 Месяц назад +3

      I’d never do it, cause I know exactly where I’d go if I did

    • @user-he5lc8mo6d
      @user-he5lc8mo6d Месяц назад +1

      “Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus!..” No offends, dude, but why should I worry about some Jewish dude, if he loves me or not. This dude must be cruel if he like to see how millions op people die becomes of wars, hunger and etc, so why should people do not be afraid if Jesus with them

    • @drecaine646
      @drecaine646 Месяц назад +1

      Nice to see a genuine, heartfelt support comment that wasn’t riddled with “just don’t let things depress you” and the like.

    • @lookwhatyoudidtomyfish4453
      @lookwhatyoudidtomyfish4453 Месяц назад +2

      @@user-he5lc8mo6d ah yes, the classic argument of “if God exist why bad thing happen!!!” Wow, what an original perspective! No theologian has ever thought of an answer to this question before! As for what you said earlier, which despite saying “no offense” was completely contrasted with your callous comment, the reason you should care is because he died for you and you owe your life to him. Jesus was flayed down to the bone so YOU could have salvation. He endured unimaginable torment so YOU could reconcile with God. How could you not be grateful? How could you be so insulting to the greatest man in the world? You baffle me.

    • @user-he5lc8mo6d
      @user-he5lc8mo6d Месяц назад +1

      @@lookwhatyoudidtomyfish4453 I have never asked him to die for me. And why did you say that I offended him? Did he said to you that he was upset by my comment?

  • @OkIsAPerfectResponse
    @OkIsAPerfectResponse Месяц назад +11

    One of the best lead performances in film in the past 24 years it’s a shame the actor is a real life c word.

    • @tofoo1
      @tofoo1 Месяц назад

      C Word?

    • @OkIsAPerfectResponse
      @OkIsAPerfectResponse Месяц назад

      @@tofoo1 you can’t deduce what I mean?

    • @tofoo1
      @tofoo1 Месяц назад

      @@OkIsAPerfectResponse no cause idk what the guy did in real life

    • @OkIsAPerfectResponse
      @OkIsAPerfectResponse Месяц назад +1

      @@tofoo1 some allegations about misconduct against women

  • @warriorxd2847
    @warriorxd2847 15 дней назад

    Trust me guys, I recently visited my native village and everyone there was so happy and excited about everything, never looked like any kind of pain there. What i learned that all you need is good relationship with your people and all the problems will be faced with a smile❤😊

  • @poptartz3544
    @poptartz3544 Месяц назад

    The worst thing about it is knowing that you don’t really want to end your life..deep down you know the only thing you want, is to end your pain and suffering.

  • @adamadam358
    @adamadam358 Месяц назад +7

    Don't give up please. Life can be better, just give it a chance.

  • @bigjhon8475
    @bigjhon8475 11 дней назад +5

    I stay alive mostly these days by reminding myself that I cannot die before my dad. That’s just not an option and I couldn’t bear to put him through that. I do however spend a lot of nights drinking. The symptoms I guess you could call them come at night. The drink helps but I know it will kill me. Sometimes I guess I feel lost. I hope and pray I make it. I know what I’m doing is bad but it has been hard to get out of this slump lately

  • @WickedGonza
    @WickedGonza Месяц назад +8

    Im dating someone for two years and im more lonely than ever

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 Месяц назад

      tell her to toss your salad, it will put a smile on your face

  • @james67111
    @james67111 Месяц назад

    Yeah I could only watch this once. A great movie just hits so close to home.

  • @neviofahndrich
    @neviofahndrich 6 дней назад +1

    Some people want to untderstand your pain but you dont let them cause you know the only thing you will gain trough that is more pain.

  • @stonecoldwarrior5223
    @stonecoldwarrior5223 Месяц назад +8

    I'm so done with my life......

  • @soysaltysauce
    @soysaltysauce Месяц назад +4

    my mom showed me a letter from
    My father, it was an old paper. And he’s still here thankfully I hope better, but it he wrote it like he knew he might do something he’d regret. For all

  • @BustaBunny3045
    @BustaBunny3045 Месяц назад

    I feel this everyday.

  • @xGorgeousMonsterx
    @xGorgeousMonsterx Месяц назад

    I’m 12 and sometimes I have times like these, what really calms me down is music like 90s hits or 50s.

    • @vreemdeling2003
      @vreemdeling2003 25 дней назад

      Not to be rude kid, but you dont know shit

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 20 дней назад

      me 5 year old and me like itsy bitsy spider it calms me down

  • @pritish210
    @pritish210 Месяц назад +17

    Movie:- Manchester by the sea !!!

  • @JustaDood857
    @JustaDood857 Месяц назад +2

    Is what it is, just.. Keep going..

  • @FaviGamingWF
    @FaviGamingWF Месяц назад +2

    Crazy man, I’m 16…and I never thought I’d be this alone and suffering in silence…in the night. I don’t like crying. But there is a moment once a year where I breakdown in alone or in silence. Once I do I’m good for another 12 months

  • @assass7012
    @assass7012 14 дней назад +1

    This movie broke me. Especially since I was lead to believe it was one of those feel-good movies where something bad happens but the protagonist overcomes it all in the end. It was anything but, it was a realistic take on guilt and grief where the protagonist gains pretty much nothing except a much needed discussion with his ex-wife and the *better* understanding of his peers, but in the end he's literally incapable of moving on and ends up basically exactly where he started minus those 2 things. Realistic, great movie. But incredibly, incredibly sad, and nothing like what was advertised to me.

  • @LaveniaRavouvou-yz8sr
    @LaveniaRavouvou-yz8sr Месяц назад +5

    "Come to me all weary and heavy laden , l will give you rest" JESUS

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 Месяц назад

      and make sure my priests have a lot of kids to diddle

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 11 дней назад

      I want to feel jesus inside me ! come into me jesus fill me with your love !

    • @CrunchyFinn
      @CrunchyFinn 7 дней назад

      ​@@mlongpre100 Pause

  • @joseigo9057
    @joseigo9057 Месяц назад +3

    Cant take it anymore

    • @flynnaussie1271
      @flynnaussie1271 Месяц назад +4

      Hang in there brother

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 Месяц назад

      I say this every morning , then laugh cause I said it all before

  • @user-en7ll3og6c
    @user-en7ll3og6c Месяц назад

    Yeah, I feel that too.

  • @keltonford4486
    @keltonford4486 Месяц назад

    To anyone out there I hope you will find happiness. I care about you and the world is better with you in it.

  • @John7per
    @John7per 14 дней назад +4

    Why is it illegal to discontinue yourself? Thats because its illegal to damage government property..

    • @squidwardfromua
      @squidwardfromua 2 дня назад

      😂 really good one.
      Except leaving isn't illegal in most countries. They sure don't legalise assisted leaving though, the right to die in our society barely exist, hopefully it'll be taken into account in the future, along with other basic human rights.

  • @crimsonmaddog4486
    @crimsonmaddog4486 Месяц назад +4

    Omg he’s literally me…
    wait hold up

  • @Nescau-gl5xf
    @Nescau-gl5xf Месяц назад +1

    E This film is so beautiful and so tragic, how the characters deal with grief is so real

    • @tower-eu6wn
      @tower-eu6wn Месяц назад

      What's the movie

    • @Nescau-gl5xf
      @Nescau-gl5xf Месяц назад

      @@tower-eu6wn Manchester by The Sea
      I definitely recommend watching it, but it's a Drama film... if you're sensitive, think before watching it then

  • @fulturk4306
    @fulturk4306 Месяц назад +2

    I still remember my 8th grade in middle school, I was in such a deepressing state, I still recall the dreadfull feeling of drowing in sorrow, it was odd how much I enjoyed the feeling, it was like a drug and I longed for it.
    Eventually I just sucked it up and realized how close I was to letting go, now im 17 and hitting 18 and honestly sometimes when things dont go well the feeling comes back, not as strong but it makes want to just listen to music and lay in bed for hours. Im hoping that the military will allow me to just forget all of it and turn me into a different person because im still the same kid I was when I was 15 and I dont want to let my mom down again like I did back then.

    • @sphinx2077
      @sphinx2077 4 дня назад

      Don't go into the military dude it's gonna make it so much worse. I'm saying this bc i have my best interest in you. There's a reason why veterans struggle so much post deployment. I wanna ask you though, do you feel like you have any purpose in life? Perhaps this lack of purpose/meaning could be contributing to your feelings

    • @fulturk4306
      @fulturk4306 4 дня назад

      @@sphinx2077 I'm afraid it's a little late for that, but yes I agree that the lack of purpose highly contributed to my depression along side a heavy break up and abuse.
      I have always liked the idea of joining the armed forces, and now that I really don't have anything else I want to do, the military seems like the perfect option for me, I am not depressed at the moment or at least not as badly as before so I'm thinking clearly, and this is the only option I have and I don't mind it.

  • @midlajleo1066
    @midlajleo1066 Месяц назад +4

    This movie really said 🗣️:-Let go

  • @verspin
    @verspin 21 день назад +15

    0:18 Skill issue

    • @SweeTeasGarbageDump
      @SweeTeasGarbageDump 7 дней назад

      Lil bro forgot the safety was on ☠️☠️ L+Skill issue
      But actually that scene was misery 😢

    • @ButchersNailsEnjoyer
      @ButchersNailsEnjoyer 7 дней назад

      I think it’s a glock too which doesn’t even have a safety switch 😂. They pretty much have a double trigger you have to pull for a round to come out

  • @bebrasmachnaya3399
    @bebrasmachnaya3399 3 дня назад

    People, don't commit suicide, you all deserve happiness and sooner or later you will get it. Even if life has beaten you down, don’t be upset and move on. You are not alone, even
    if no one believes in you, I believe in you. You can

  • @sumner7114
    @sumner7114 Месяц назад +4

    Jesus!

  • @EfymirTheTransient23
    @EfymirTheTransient23 20 дней назад +9

    The most unrealistic thing here is that the cops actually tried to help him when he grabbed the gun and didn't just load him up with ammunition

  • @KristoffEmlano
    @KristoffEmlano 4 дня назад

    I was nervous to be a dad when i was 13, my dad said his heart has been stabbed, and so was mine. I like how is this relatable about my friends betraying, my friend got lung cancer, and my dad said, if he died, I'd protect my mom and my brother, my 2 sisters, everything I've ever had in my life.

  • @zhnwn
    @zhnwn 10 дней назад +2

    Guys,be strong mentally, cause this is the key

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 2 дня назад

      guys be strong physically cause this is the key

    • @zhnwn
      @zhnwn 2 дня назад +1

      @@mlongpre100 you know the quote healthy mind in a healthy body,this is the reason I am saying this

  • @narg666satan
    @narg666satan Месяц назад +6

    И никогда не умереть..

    • @Artemkass45
      @Artemkass45 13 дней назад

      Как фильм называется?

    • @narg666satan
      @narg666satan 13 дней назад

      @@Artemkass45 Манчестер у моря

  • @alfiebriangibbons3867
    @alfiebriangibbons3867 6 дней назад +3

    "Why die when you can live"-Me

  • @zaynevanday142
    @zaynevanday142 Месяц назад +1

    Life is a game you play it to the end no matter the cards you are dealt 🔥

    • @madduxnagel6935
      @madduxnagel6935 4 дня назад +1

      I never asked to play

    • @squidwardfromua
      @squidwardfromua 2 дня назад

      You sure play to the end. The point is you can choose when to end.

  • @v0kum
    @v0kum Месяц назад +1

    I hope that all the people who left a comment under this video will receive the necessary support and help and will be able to find themselves

  • @Caseohsbellyrolllint
    @Caseohsbellyrolllint Месяц назад +3

    I’ve never said this to anyone but. To everyone here. I’m 15 and Depressed, I have no emotion in me, feel hopeless, just pain, done bad things, sinned so much, and have had suicidal thoughts. If you’re reading this I want you to keep going. there’s always gonna be bad days. You have to have bad days to have good days. You can never feel good forever. But know matter What your going through. There’s Always Light at the end of the tunnel. Keep your head up💙

    • @kaylatapley2094
      @kaylatapley2094 Месяц назад +1

      "It's not the first step, or the last step that's the hardest. It's the next step." Just focus on your next step. It will get easier. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow. The thing is, you have to do it every day. Keep moving forward. I love you.

    • @orca1557
      @orca1557 Месяц назад

      I don’t mean to sound rude bit it’s somewhat funny for a 15 yr old to be giving advice on depression. Some people have been in the hole for longer than you have existed, not that I want to discredit your experiences, it sucks either way. Give it another decade to two and see if your the same person then. I’m still pretty young myself, nearly 25 now, and I can somewhat relate to what you’re saying. I too feel like I am a sinner and I am to blame for all of my own misfortune. I’ve been feeling pretty numb lately, almost sociopathic really. My mother just had to get on oxygen, idk why but I don’t really care. Maybe I’ve been unconsciously preparing myself for this for a while; she’s brought up her mortality a handful of times in the last couple of years, but I can hardly withstand such heavy conversations. I think at some point I started seeing life as inconsequential in order to cope with feeling of helplessness. I’ve been trying to convince myself that there is merit in working towards goals, but there is a logical part of my mind that knows I am just sand on a beach.

    • @Caseohsbellyrolllint
      @Caseohsbellyrolllint Месяц назад

      ⁠​⁠@@orca1557Yes I understand. Even though I’m 15 years of age, i am not actually giving advice on depression. I’m simply telling people that coming from a person who has Suicidal thoughts, depression, etc, that know matter what they are going through, to keep there head up and they will make it even if they don’t believe it’s true. I can relate to how you talked about your mother being on oxygen aswell. My mom has been on oxygen for some time because of her terrible lungs from all of the things she’s allergic to. I don’t really understand how if I Was giving depression advice to people that would be funny? I guess Younger people with bad depression doesn’t matter as much and they can’t speak on it.

    • @Caseohsbellyrolllint
      @Caseohsbellyrolllint Месяц назад

      @@kaylatapley2094Thank you. 💙

    • @orca1557
      @orca1557 Месяц назад

      @@Caseohsbellyrolllint sorry man, I was a few beers in and ranting. Best of luck in your future endeavors.

  • @JonGonzales-sd1xk
    @JonGonzales-sd1xk Месяц назад +4

    I have no friends at all. None. Zero. When I told my therapist he just looked at me stunned and couldn't believe it. And you know what? It sucks. I mean it really sucks. Constantly i see people on this subreddit talk about being depressed with the SO or hanging out with their friends and i just get so painfully jealous. When I go with my mom somewhere and see other people together just crushes me and I physically feel a pain in my chest. But then who would want to be with me? I have no interests and as an obese blob and I'm not very good at most physical activities. There are far better people to be friends with so naturally I'm left alone. At this point I'm too fucked up personality wise and I don't know how to be around people and am always on edge. Even around my family I'm on edge. And I just suck at being a human so I long for friends but am terrified around people. So is there actually any thing that can really help because the only thing that I can come up with involves rope.
    I should also add that I of course do not have a girlfriend. People my age are getting married I have not even been on a date. Jesus just typing that makes me want to cry. Damn I wish I was dead.

    • @Wolf-vr3nw
      @Wolf-vr3nw Месяц назад

      Are you on Instagram?

    • @DantePizzaLover
      @DantePizzaLover Месяц назад +2

      Today i had an anxiety attack and destroyed some places in my house because my cousin invited a couple and they started kissing in front of me,making me incredible jealous...
      I am an alone 28 years old virgin with -10000000 social skills.
      I dont know if this helps 🤷

    • @Wolf-vr3nw
      @Wolf-vr3nw Месяц назад

      @DantePizzaLover understand. For me it's better not to live with family or roommates. And if then only with people that are free like me. No rules. Everyone can do everything together. I 😊

  • @yqhlr
    @yqhlr Месяц назад +1

    i come from a hispanic household, majority of the world views my kind as the “hardest workers” but honestly i can’t bare to spend another minute here. believe me, i am grateful for my family and my siblings and what friends i have. but there’s this saying that parents give when you need encouragement or need to work harder which is “echale ganas”. i hated hearing those words because i gave life EVERYTHING that i had. i am clinically depressed and have tried and tried to overlook it and find things that make me happy. but those are only distractions from what’s infront of me. i’m just tired

  • @chunkymonkey9616
    @chunkymonkey9616 7 дней назад +1

    I might tbh. Seems nice

  • @intestineluteralodanagar6616
    @intestineluteralodanagar6616 Месяц назад +7

    Bye guys….I’m done with this shit…..hope I will be here again soon 🎉

  • @Striker_USA
    @Striker_USA Месяц назад +4

    I was told the world is beautiful, now im serving Russia in the front of Ukraine, Chesiv Yar as a volunteer.

  • @yetseniarodriguez3271
    @yetseniarodriguez3271 Месяц назад +2

    Dam this is real deep bro

    • @kn_halo
      @kn_halo 12 дней назад

      Said like a true normGOD

  • @tony_time5892
    @tony_time5892 Месяц назад

    Oh yeah feeling motivated

  • @user-oo7rf8of4x
    @user-oo7rf8of4x Месяц назад +16

    Don’t take your life, take other’s

  • @asishrai6761
    @asishrai6761 Месяц назад +6

    Wat is that movie name?

    • @StevOR9
      @StevOR9 Месяц назад +1

      “Manchester by the sea”

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 Месяц назад

      sound of music

  • @solomoncrowe887
    @solomoncrowe887 Месяц назад +1

    I just wanna declare this place an internet checkpoint. Let's all take a minute to heal up and chill together. Talk about our stories and save our progress. Because we made it here together. No matter how lonely we may "think" we are, we're here together.

  • @Yovry
    @Yovry Месяц назад +3

    Movie?

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 Месяц назад +2

      earth vs the flying saucers

  • @user-ug7gw2qi2d
    @user-ug7gw2qi2d Месяц назад +4

    what is the name of the movie

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 Месяц назад +4

      godzilla vs king kong

    • @user-tv2ny7jc1k
      @user-tv2ny7jc1k Месяц назад +2

      @@mlongpre100 Actually it's Avengers: Endgame

  • @EvilLeRoy
    @EvilLeRoy 26 дней назад +2

    I have a duty to my loved ones to live, just live enjoy the things life sends your way cut out the bad. Remember it really isn’t that long you just have to wait a little.

  • @captainmcmelon4001
    @captainmcmelon4001 6 дней назад +1

    The best of us are never meant for happy endings...

  • @Phillipgraves869
    @Phillipgraves869 Месяц назад +3

    Suicide is for the weak. Tackle what makes you suffer and let it turn you into something more

    • @mlongpre100
      @mlongpre100 5 дней назад

      but that would require effort

    • @squidwardfromua
      @squidwardfromua 2 дня назад

      That's pseudomotivational bs, you clearly don't imagine what state human must be in to leave, or how strong human has to be to do it.

  • @tyman8888
    @tyman8888 Месяц назад +3

    Никогда не умереть...