I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START
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- Опубликовано: 27 ноя 2023
- Partizan Films presents
“I Don't Know Where To Start”
Music: Sevdaliza - Who Are You Running From lnkfi.re/SEVRunning
Starring
Josef Altin, Sasha Behar & Sevdaliza
Written & Directed by
Sharif Abd El Mawla
Story by: Sharif Abd El Mawla, Sevdaliza
Produced by: Sara Nix, Joseph Browne
Executive Producers: Georges Bermann, Julie Fong, Jenny Beckett, Li-Wei Chu
Production Company: Partizan Films
Director of Photography: Daan Bukman
Production Designer: Eleni Isolini
Body Sculptor: Esmay Wagemans
Wardrobe Stylist: Lorena Maza
Hair Artist: Ali Pirzadeh
Make-up Artist: Mathilda Mace
Editor: Brian Ent
Casting Director: Charlotte Chapman
First Assistant Director: Paolo de Battista
Second Assistant Director: Ben Gomm
Focus Puller: Justin McGillivrey
Camera Trainee: Tanith Rosenberg
Grip: Anthony Adejaiye-Clinton
Gaffer: Romaine Foster
Electricians: Matt Lawes, Aidren Atkinson, Archie Carter, Isabella Di Giulio
Construction: Paul Simpson
Art Assistants: Gabriel Chao, Tracy Sada, Ciara Reddy
Hair Assistant: Thomas Stayton
Make-up Assistant: Christoph Suckow
Sound Recordist: Will Langdale
Boom Operator: Joel Kram
Stunt Coordinator: Nick Chopping
Paramedic: Jai Massey
Production Assistants: Will Cousins, Ella Kander
Runners: Kane Austin, Jen Addo, Kailey Doku, Louis Morris, Larah Foter
Post Production Services: Ambassadors
VFX Supervisor: Stijn Waterman
Colorist: Amy Besate
Head of Production: Michelle Kruger
Title Design: Horah, Inc.
Sound Production Services: Amp. Amsterdam
Sound Design & Mix: Bertus Pelser
Foley: Martin Snel
Audio Post Producer: Sindy Kuipers
Post Production Coordinator: Bogui Adjorlolo
Music: “Who Are You Running From”
Performed by: Sevdaliza
Written by: Sevdaliza, Joel Dieleman
Produced by: Sevdaliza, Mucky
Published by: Believe Digital
Special Thanks: Arri, Cinelab, Christel Hofstee, Pegah Farahmand, Red Girl FX, Headfirst Music 
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And then it hit me... Suicide is not always a dark path down a lonely tunnel... Sometimes it can look like a window of opportunity, a bright light shining to wards freedom, the answer to dealing with things no one else seems to understand. In that moment, it can seem like a moment of realization, and aha moment, a "how could i have missed that the answer was so simple" moment. The problem is that most campaigns trying to reduce suicide rates don't really understand what it looks like from the perspective of the people they are trying to save.
THIS.
100%
AND the taboo of saying what you just said, there's so much stigma around it.
It's the irony of systems and systemic methods in general, professionalism rarely works when it comes to people's matters yet it often expects to be the one and only go to for "proper help".
👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
What a brilliant play on the term "seeing someone". Really thought-provoking film.
idk wtf that was supposed to be, but that dude's acting was superb.
He looks like this guy who was in the movie eastern promises. I think it’s him but I could be wrong
The flexibility and fluidity of your style is absolutely unreal. You never miss
This one missed for me, sorry
@@JaydenLawson Okay Jayden
yess! this brings me back to her ISON era
@@JaydenLawsonmust be a new fan
"I don't know where to start" is the epitome of my LIFE. I try everyday to muster the thoughts, to reach out to those for what I need, to figure out what it is. But I just don't know where to start.....the trauma is everywhere in my life, and since I became disabled with a broken chest/spine and chronic pain, it's everyday.... I'll always be here tho, so I hope eventually I can find that starting point.
TYSM Sev for singing your thoughts to the world and putting so much love and energy into your art.
that umbilical cord,
wow!! chills when you see that image of her standing, when he turns to her..
when a pain, an issue becomes so personal and you just can't talk about it with anyone , you can't open up..
even when it hurts, you find beauty and reverence in it. you get strangled by those connections and privacy that you've attached.
"I am the dust that dances in the light
I am the sun that chases out the night
I bid the particles of dust to stay
I beg the sun, “Continue on your way!”
I am that veil of earth, the morning mist
I am the twilight flock of birds that twist
And turn and wheel and return to the nest.
The surf that gives the rocky cliff no rest
And turns again to waves to lash the hull
Of shipwrecked vessels. And I am the skull
Of the body washed up on the coral reef
Time makes no difference between priest and thief
I am the parrot captive in the cage
The silence, word, the whisper, and the rage
Or melody that pours out of the flute
The spark of flint, the candle flame and soot
I am the moth destined for suicide
I am the rose and its fragrance astride
The garden breeze. I am the galaxy
The logic of the evolutionary Drift.
So Jalal ad-Din identify Yourself as
One who says that You are I."
- Rumi, translated by Farrukh Dhondy
I am so glad Sevdaliza decided to speak on this topic through her art, it's important and really brave. Thank you ❤
I have goosebumps. Thank you for touching on these sensitive topics. A masterpiece ♥️
amazing, atmospheric, mysterious. the things that caused I fell love with sevdaliza's works. 🖤
I draw a lot to your music and sometimes I get so lost in the music and my work that I draw til my arms hurt and my eyes water. My viseral reaction to the choking and running was an odd sort of comfort in misery. It's a little unexpected when you hold up the mirror with the line "Who are you running from?", my body tensed and theres a deep tension in my core that aches for that end. I really love that you evoke so many feelings because most of the time I don't feel enough, I ignore my feelings a lot. Anyways this was wonderful and i can't wait for whatever you come up with
this couldn't have found me at a better time, the holidays are rough on my mental health, since it reminds me of one of my darkest hours, and i fund myself saying the exact words of this title in my mind when people ask me what's wrong
thank you for this
I wish I could tell you comforting words
Sevda should be noticed
She is
That piano melody hits hard
she's...magnificent.
Today, the release date of this video and my 39th birthday.
The character's name also same as mine, Daniel. Diagnosed anxiety.
The question "what are you running from?" haunts me everyday.
Sometimes I feel like I'm running from my future. Afraid of becoming a pile of nothing. At most, a burden to others. And although I know I'm loved, I fell I'm fooling everyone around me.
Been unemployed for a few years pre pandemic, then got the starting point to my dream job, now, unenployed again. Feeling like Im not good enough,gone back to studing, and should really not conplain, as I have close help and I'm not starving or fearing not having a place to stay. But the thought keeps coming through, I'm a burden. Cant carry my own wheight. And seens I never will. Thats waht Im afraid, thats what I run from and that's what freezes me to death, turning it into a loop of these thoughts.
I have no will of doing anything to myself, as my youger brother already did to hinself and I know how it impacts others.
The only blessings I have are my parents and other brother and friends. My luck is to have so many and such wonderful friends.
Yet again conplainging about life. Sorry being a burden.
Happy Birthday!!! Instead of telling yourself "I'm a burden" tell yourself "I have potential. I can take this discomfort I feel and use it to make positive change". Everyone goes through periods where it's difficult to work, it's not guaranteed to last forever, I believe in you! Hope you have a good birthday!
When did you stop dancing?
When did you stop singing?
Move your body to something that is light, harmonious, and bright in its qualities.
You are in charge of how you want to feel brother, Daniel, you HAVE got this and the world needs your voice, talents, and wisdom.
Blessings for you to be exactly who you are because, that, is enough.
happy birthday!! :) 🤍🪴
Happy birthday my friend ❤
happy birthday, daniel! we share a very similar situation.
and you're not a burden. and if anyone were to think that, they would be the one who is wrong. finding someone to be a burden is to struggle to feel compassion for anothers suffering. it is so so important for you to know that. you will never be a burden. 💖
The way I started healing was through writing my thoughts and observing my negative mind patterns. After that I tried giving to others whatever love and affection I still had inside of me, mainly through volunteering. Slowly I started connecting with people and myself more, to the point that I am now seeking discomfort to better myself. However, I am luckier than others and I am grateful that Sevdaliza is actually addressing this matter through her art. People need to feel seen and to find community and I think she helps with that.
Once in a lifetime legend.
Humans run from their creator God, but God is where we should start.
Eu não acredito que a Sevdaliza virou um espírito obsessor 😱
Icon. We are not ready for this masterpiece.
I love Sevdaliza's work... I don't mean to be a buzzkiller, but you don't send the patient home during an acute psychotic episode, you get them admitted to a hospital.....
Exactly. You don't wait till Friday. Friday might not ever come.
In overstretched underfunded medical systems it does happen frequently unfortunately, sadly often with preventable similar results.
That was exactly my thought 😅
Es imposible ver o escuchar a Sevdaliza sin sentir profundamente algo. Esta vez me voy con lagrimas asomando y un nudo que habla mas de mis silencios que de mis fortalezas. Gracias!!
😌
@@juliemartin934❤❤❤❤❤ Running
I love you Mother. Ison literally saved my life from the darkest times. Thank you
It’s the unsettling feeling of the realization that life is one big schizophrenic trip and all of us are participating. Some gets labeled (diagnosed) and some goes undetected. But life is one big schizophrenic trip. Sevdaliza, your art is deep and provocative. It’s the definition of ART❤
Yea ok
I GOT GOOSEBUMPS WHILE WATCHING THIS!!! WOW... WHAT A MASTERPIECE!!!!!!!!!!!!
Eu tento não assistir essas coisas ligadas à depressão, porque eu eu tenho e serve como gatilhos pra mim. Tento ao máximo me distanciar e focar em assuntos mais "leves". Mas é importante alertar as pessoas e não ignorar o "elefante que está na sala". Esse preview está bem feito, delicado e tenho certeza que virá algo esplendido para nós.
This piece is about why would you go to a psychologist when you need an exorcist
Sevdaliza is such a rock star, her work is so meaningful! This video is amazing, strong and touchable, but I wish to have more of the song in it. Thank you for your creativity ❤
Esto está tremendo Sev, ya escuché la canción y está increíble, la atmósfera, la oscuridad, la transición, tu voz, ojalá podamos seguir viendo más de esto❤
Conceptual videos are the best...
Stunning. Very Severance vibes, incredible.
Interesting facts:
Sevda (სევდა) in Georgian Language means: "Sadness".
Sevda in Turkish means: "Passionate Love".
It's so beautiful, and so engaging and so unreal. I am in love with your music. Everything about you is perfection.
as someone who went to therapy for years, that therapist and her office give off the foulest vibes lmao
This is the Sevda who I felt in love with, Pleasee I need this ancient / witchy vibes back in her music instead of the A.I thing
beautiful
Went to your show recently in London which was an incredible experience, highs and lows, and have been having some mental health issues and hit a wall this week completely, signed off from work to heal for the first time ever, so theres something about the timing of this that feels so special to me. Thank you 💕
I hope you recover soon❤
i love this ... reminds me of ison
He is addicted to abuse. He doesn’t know how to attract a healthy partner. Whatever shame he has he can’t resolve it. She was a manifestation of his shame as many partners can reflect our own unresolved traumas. Some part of him I can understand. The part of me that feels undeserving of love has alway attracted me to fellow tortured souls … damn o love this video, and no I won’t jump out the window, but in some other world in already jumped.
Она открывает самые тёмные женские углы, скрытые от глаз оптимизма. Она открывает глаза на правду. ❤
Always stunning
Damn, this is so powerful, sad and brilliant at the same time.... 😢❤
She never misses, I’m so obsessed
Thank you for creating more art. You are such an influential part of my soul, and your expression of existence always feeds me with fuel to embody existence even more.
OMG, I don’t know Why this kind of reminded me of Do You Feel Real from Ison. ABSOLUTELY BREATHTAKING!!
most underrated artist of the century
Now this is the Sevda I love
Thank God you have came back! I appreciate your art so much. It is like a treasure for me. This is the most thoughtful and deep art.
I know it's also cold, but im mesmerised with goosebumps all over my back
What a wonderful masterpiece. The symbols, the message, the atmosphere, the acting...that final question, from both inside, outside, and all around. Please, thank you for this. Thank you for sharing your journey with us, and we hope you know we love you always.
t's raw, it's rough, I love it. The impeccable performances.
I like that aura of mystery and occultism that makes me feel uncomfortable sometimes.
♥
why does it make you uncomfortable
@@sainttheresetaylor2054 because generally there is always a surprise factor that adds that dreamlike touch and it doesn't always have to make you feel "nice things." The first time I saw the Human video, when you see his goat legs, for example. Anyway, I didn't mean it in a negative way. It is the task of art to generate sensations in the viewer. I like it and that's why I'm still here ♥
From now on, my weeks will start on *TUESDAY*
🧛🏻♀️🖤
Did you see? This is what I'm talking about? This has a story I don't like when artists use IA to promote his music. It's so unreal and plastic with no life. I love Sevdaliza because she gave me lyrics with stories, pain, love, scars, movements, culture, and language. She has everything.
Sevdaliza for A24
Пять минут пробежали как одна секунда ❤
I love u Sevdaliza ❤️
Wow. Bumps be goosey.
This was so layered and beautifully executed.
Omg it got me shivers! So sensitive...loved it! Thanks for everything! 💘
This kinda looks like brazilian cinema. Love it 💚💛
manooooo, eu tive a mesma impressão kkkk
já imaginei a sonia braga como a terapeuta hahaha
can you recommend me any good films?
Really great video (or is that more of a short film?) I like when and how the music happens here. And I would have liked to know more about Daniel's story.
Hypnotisant ❤
genius
KA RA LHOOOO!!!
Love Joseph Altin's role. Sadly I dont recognize this actor from the bigger movies he's been in but from his first line I knew his voice and remembered his small role in one of many haunting scenes from the HBO mini series Chernobyl... helps that I've watched that amazing show no less than 5x
It's so great to follow all aspects of this woman's art. Incredible!!
this does something to me. Literally goosebumps.
Brilliant as ever 🖤🖤 Thank you Queen
This makes my soul melt in so many ways❤😢
thank you for your beautiful art always and forever
Im gonna quote an other comments ; i dont know where to start - trauma is everywhere all around me. Sevdaliza yet again transcending reality, time and space to deliver a classic sevdaliza masterpiece! this is probably one of my favourite ever.
Your music is everything
perfection, as always
what a great way to start the day
Хорошие актеры
Wow beautiful personification
Thank you for your art 💜
Sevdaliza is one of the most beautiful and real artists I’ve seen🖤
hauntingly beautiful
So excited
Today is Tuesday. Is that why I'm seeing her too?
This is pure art
Yeahhhh
truly beautiful piece
Thankyou sevdaliza for sharing your art with the world ❤️
As always, a masterpiece. No matter the topic.
AHHHH LInda cheguei na hora!
Севдализа! Ты великолепна!
I love your artistry and body of work. You are so very talented.
Amazing as always, thank you for sharing with us🌹
This perfection rips my soul apart. I can feel the whole thing inside me, painful and liberating. Sevda and her team are incredible. My dream would be to see her work together with David Lynch!
I rewatch this all the time
The end is always the beginning. For loved ones who feel cheated its beyond me .
Amazing
That was so dark & beautiful. The cinematography, the lyrics, the music 🎶 🤌🏾
wow sev!!!!thanks for all you do,me and my mom luv you.
I really really want to watch a full-length film
Yet another masterpiece , thanks Sevdaliza #Genius 🫶🌹 #Bravo
WOW! Thank you so much