Trust me bro, if you think you’re lukewarm, it’s incomparable to me. I’m such a terrible human being. I’m now finally trying to get my life together and be repentant for my sins.
@@joana_sweetnesstrue repentance will come with tears straight from your heart. When your are choking out your sins and trying to hold back sobbing. You are in my prayers. God be with you ✨☦️✨♥️✨
I am given yearning of heart and tears by the first 7:57. Glory to God! Thank you for sharing this. Somehow, listening to you read this is more impactful than my reading a book to myself, although I will be purchasing the book. Christ is Risen!
0:17 St Silouan Writes 1st: Beguiled by Inexperience, which God was swift to forgive. 0:33 2nd: Beguiled by Pride, followed by a long struggle. 0:43 Silouan had accepted a vision from the enemy. 0:58 Silouan’s soul suffered for many years seeing devils at night and during the day. 1:14 ☦️🙏🏼 Glory to God and The Most Pure Lady Theotokos 💕 1:27 My Deeds -> deserve Torment 1:39 What had befallen Silouan? Where is the error? 2:18 And Lo, one night, Silouan’s cell was filled with devils. 2:48 What must Silouan do, Lord? “The Proud always suffer thus from Devils.” 3:05 Lord. What must I do to remain Humble?” 3:13 _“Keep thy mind in Hell and Despair Not.”_ 3:40 Since then I have stayed my mind in hell. 4:20 _”Low, I am with you always, unto the end of the world.”_ 4:29 The Lord lays His Hands on the soul, and the soul becomes a new being. 4:49 _There is nothing more precious than to Know God. And nothing worse to Not to Know Him. __5:05__ But he too is Blessed who, though he does not know, yet believes._ (❤) 5:13 Revelation of Jesus Christ. The Ascetic beholds Uncommunicatable Mystery. He has a great challenge of communicating this to other people. 5:30 _A language of human words and concepts is able only to a very limited extent to convey one man’s sense to another.”_ 5:53 _Common/Identical Experience. Without it there cannot be understanding. Because behind our every word lies our whole life._
Interesting. I thought that, before coming to faith, I had explored the depths of hell when I went as deep as I could into nihilistic atheism and came to understand the eternal void of existential dread that was there. But if I try to follow this saint's advice and go back there, I notice I do not experience anything like hell's intolerable burning in the way these saints describe it. Perhaps I've been sorely underestimating the terrors of hell, and perhaps that is why I haven't really been able to leave my life behind, with the sort of unstoppable dedication that appears to be required to become like the saints. Update, one month later: I've come to realize that the empty void that I experienced was not a foretaste of hell, but of sheol. Having realized that hell is God's very Being, filling the entirety of creation, just as the great flood engulfed the entire Earth, burning all that is sinful with an unimaginably sacred and Holy Fire, which is not a mere created thing, but the very Presence of God Himself, I now understand how badly I've underestimated what hell is. Having realized this, I now have a much better understanding of the immeasurable seriousness of my salvation.
Do not try this practice without the guidance of an advanced spiritual father - Probably us will never advance to a stage of such spiritual height and battle but even then we must not despair since our Lord said "In my Fathers house are many mansions." - For now we will actually stay more humble by not thinking that we are able to take on this kind of labor but should diligently fight the immediate passions of the flesh (as stated in the reading itself). Only much later will we hopefully be able to actually meaningfully fight the last passion which is pride without deceiving ourselves.
@@user-tp7wi4lt2b Update, one month later: I've come to realize that the empty void that I experienced was not a foretaste of hell, but of sheol. Having realized that hell is God's very Being, filling the entirety of creation, just as the great flood engulfed the entire Earth, burning all that is sinful with an unimaginably sacred and Holy Fire, which is not a mere created thing, but the very Presence of God Himself, I now understand how badly I've underestimated what hell is. Having realized this, I now have a much better understanding of the immeasurable seriousness of my salvation.
Regarding the 11:20 “shoemaker” I’ve always heard the holy man greater than St. Anthony was a doctor in Alexandria. Either way, doctor or shoemaker, there should be icons of him with St. Anthony and/or just himself if there aren’t already (never seen one). I’ve thought to pray to this “doctor or shoemaker” for intercession because if he was greater than St. Anthony, then he must be a saint of profound holiness yet often overlooked as merely part of St. Anthony’s testimony/story. I don’t think God revealed this man through the life of St. Anthony just as a lesson on humility and understanding that such holiness could also be found in the cities…if he is greater than St. Anthony, then he’s also a saint revealed to the Church and if he was a doctor, I’d imagine an unmercenary… Does anyone know if there are icons or prayers regarding this overlooked saint or has he just remained a mere lesson through the life of St. Anthony… The “doctor or shoemaker’s” icon scroll is already set… “I don’t do anything special…only, when I am working, I look at passers-by and think, they’ll all be saved…only I shall perish.” …which is so profound in it’s humility and is a desperately needed call of Christian enlightenment for the prevailing egotistic and individualistically-driven mentality of today’s society and workforce. It’s also the active response of a saint who “kept their mind in hell and despaired not.” The doctor/shoemaker would’ve had to have this mindset in order to provide St. Anthony with that response/wisdom…by continuously perceiving himself as the one perishing, in hell, in light of the salvation of all others/who he encountered - and in order to see people this way, the doctor/shoemaker would’ve had to love them all deeply, as saintly, to experience such a drastic living-contrast of himself as “perishing/hellish/full sight into his sin” which could only occur through pure selflessness and humility in Spirit. The doctor/shoemaker could not have despaired in any way of his “perishing or hell” for had he despaired of that condition, he could not have loved others salvifically for his despair would have ripped his heart of love due to it’s hardened state of self-centeredness and self-loathing pride…which are the roots of despair and a wretched place at heart absent of love and incapable of perceiving the salvation of anyone in it’s sheer hopelessness and bitterness. Lastly, the doctor/shoemaker’s scroll-wisdom would also sum up these two Blessed Fr. Seraphim Rose quotes in one… "Don't criticize or judge other people - regard everyone else as an angel, justify their mistakes and weaknesses, and condemn only yourself as the worst sinner. This is step one in any kind of spiritual life." “Only struggle a little more. Carry your cross without complaining. Don’t think you are anything special. Don’t justify your sins and weaknesses, but see yourself as you really are. And, especially, love one another.” +Blessed Fr. Seraphim Rose
You make an excellent point. I have not seen an icon of the doctor/shoemaker not heard anyone discuss it. Please let us know if you come across something. You could even consider asking your spiritual father and/or bishop about having an icon commissioned.
What you need to know. [ABOUT SALVATION: I Cor. 15:1-4 Moreover, brethren (fellow Christians), I declare to you the gospel which I preached to you, which also you have received, and wherein you stand: By which also you are saved, if you keep in memory what I preached to you, unless you have believed in vain (don't really care). For I delivered to you first of all that which I received, how that Christ died for our sins according to the scriptures; and that he was buried, and that he rose again the third day according to the scriptures: Acts 4:12 Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is no other name under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved. Eph. 2:8-9 For by grace (from God) are you saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast. Rom. 10:9-13 That if you shall confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus, and shall believe in your heart that God has raised him from the dead, you shall be saved. For with the heart man believes to righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made to salvation. For scripture says, Whosoever believes on him shall not be ashamed. For there is no difference between Jew and the Greek (Gentiles): for the same Lord over all is rich to all that call upon him. For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved. Joh. 3:16 For God so loved the world (us), that he gave his only begotten Son (Jesus), that whosoever believes in him should not perish (in hell), but have everlasting life (with God). Joh. 14:6 Jesus said to him (us), I am the way (salvation), the truth (trustworthy), and the life (eternal): no man comes to the Father (God), but by me (God the Son). Rom. 10:17 So then faith comes by hearing (studying), and hearing by (studying) the Word of God. Rom. 3:24 Being justified freely by his grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus. Rom. 5:1 Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ:]
@@WoodchuckNorris.8o What we need to know about ourselves from God's Word and our only hope of being justified before God: [WHY WE HAVE NO HOPE IN OURSELVES: Mk. 7:20-23 And he (Jesus) said, That which comes out of the man, that defiles the man. For from within, out of the heart of men, proceed evil thoughts, adulteries, fornications, murders, thefts, covetousness, wickedness, deceit, lasciviousness, an evil eye, blasphemy, pride, foolishness: All these evil things (sins) come from within, and defile the man.] [WHY WE NEED A SAVIOR: Rom. 3:10-28 As it is written, There is none righteous, no, not one: There is none that understands, there is none that seeks after God. They are all gone out of the way, they are together become unprofitable; there is none that does good, no, not one. Their throat is an open sepulchre; with their tongues they have used deceit; the poison of asps is under their lips: Whose mouth is full of cursing and bitterness: Their feet are swift to shed blood: Destruction and misery are in their ways: And the way of peace have they not known: There is no fear of God before their eyes. Now we know that what things so ever the law says, it says to them who are under the law: that every mouth may be stopped, and all the world may become guilty before God. Therefore by the deeds of the law there shall no flesh be justified in his (God's) sight: for by the law is the knowledge of sin. But now the righteousness of God without the law is manifested, being witnessed by the law and the prophets; Even the righteousness of God which is by faith of Jesus Christ to all and upon all them that believe: for there is no difference: For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God; Being justified freely by his grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus: Whom God has set forth to be a propitiation through faith in his blood, to declare his righteousness for the remission of sins that are past, through the forbearance of God; To declare, I say, at this time his righteousness: that he might be just, and the justifier of him which believes in Jesus. Where is boasting then? It is excluded. By what law? Of works? Nay: but by the law of faith. Therefore we conclude that man is justified by faith without the deeds of the law. Joh. 3:16 For God so loved the world (us), that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. Joh. 14:6 Jesus said to him (us), I am the way (salvation), the truth (assurance), and the life (eternal): no man comes to (God) the Father, but by me (God the Son). Rom. 5:1 Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ:]
I like your voice and the readings you do but always, halfway through I close the video because you don't know how to quietly take a breath, its very profound, its loud "inhale huhhh" and often shorter ones but its all the way through. I don't mean to offend truly I don't but maybe you should seek advice on how to overcome it. Even on other channels.
It’s an interesting subject. To me, when I listen to audiobooks where the breath has been intentionally removed so there isn’t a single sound of a breath in it feels so unnatural to me that I don’t want to listen. I’m happy to try and reduce the intensity of the breaths but removing them altogether is very unnatural and is bothersome to me and some others. I understand if my style isn’t suitable for your ears.
I don’t agree with @fran, your voice is very tranquil. People who are bilingual have a special way in communicating there talents, it will not cater to all.
@@barkobunga2276 no need for rudeness, I said I don't mean to offend. I'm stating an opinion. I like his voice, its very nice, and the readings are great stories are spoken clearly. Peace ❤️☦️
@@OrthodoxWisdom I love your tranquil voice and have not even noticed your breathing, as it is the words you read that grab my attention and that is all I hear, your reading ability is a gift from God.
An excellent commentary. I wish my lukewarm heart was as emblazoned with the fire of faith as these Holy men
Trust me bro, if you think you’re lukewarm, it’s incomparable to me. I’m such a terrible human being. I’m now finally trying to get my life together and be repentant for my sins.
@@joana_sweetnesstrue repentance will come with tears straight from your heart. When your are choking out your sins and trying to hold back sobbing.
You are in my prayers.
God be with you ✨☦️✨♥️✨
Amen
Mine, too. Lord have mercy.
I agree I pray it will for us all
St. Silouan, pray to God for us.
Though all be saved, only I shall perish.
15:50.....very few are able ❤
Lord have mercy! 📖 ☦️ 🔥🕊️🌐
Most Holy Theotokos save us....
I am given yearning of heart and tears by the first 7:57. Glory to God! Thank you for sharing this. Somehow, listening to you read this is more impactful than my reading a book to myself, although I will be purchasing the book. Christ is Risen!
All will be saved but i shall perish.
Don’t say such a thing brother. I don’t think you’ll perish.
Life changing wisdom from Athos.
St Silouan and St Sorphrony please please pray for us
Great channel ! tranquil voice and very clear pronunciation . God bless your work.
Listening to this in the morning right before going to church. This channel is such a gift.
Thank you ☦
0:17 St Silouan Writes
1st: Beguiled by Inexperience, which God was swift to forgive.
0:33 2nd: Beguiled by Pride, followed by a long struggle.
0:43 Silouan had accepted a vision from the enemy.
0:58 Silouan’s soul suffered for many years seeing devils at night and during the day.
1:14 ☦️🙏🏼 Glory to God and The Most Pure Lady Theotokos 💕
1:27
My Deeds -> deserve Torment
1:39 What had befallen Silouan? Where is the error?
2:18 And Lo, one night, Silouan’s cell was filled with devils.
2:48 What must Silouan do, Lord? “The Proud always suffer thus from Devils.”
3:05 Lord. What must I do to remain Humble?”
3:13 _“Keep thy mind in Hell and Despair Not.”_
3:40 Since then I have stayed my mind in hell.
4:20 _”Low, I am with you always, unto the end of the world.”_
4:29 The Lord lays His Hands on the soul, and the soul becomes a new being.
4:49 _There is nothing more precious than to Know God. And nothing worse to Not to Know Him. __5:05__ But he too is Blessed who, though he does not know, yet believes._ (❤)
5:13 Revelation of Jesus Christ.
The Ascetic beholds Uncommunicatable Mystery.
He has a great challenge of communicating this to other people.
5:30 _A language of human words and concepts is able only to a very limited extent to convey one man’s sense to another.”_
5:53 _Common/Identical Experience. Without it there cannot be understanding. Because behind our every word lies our whole life._
Thank you
Spectacular reading Brother. Glory to Jesus Christ ❤️☦️
Thank You for this amazing video and channel, the commentary nearly moved me to tears
Thank you it is so deep.
Interesting. I thought that, before coming to faith, I had explored the depths of hell when I went as deep as I could into nihilistic atheism and came to understand the eternal void of existential dread that was there. But if I try to follow this saint's advice and go back there, I notice I do not experience anything like hell's intolerable burning in the way these saints describe it. Perhaps I've been sorely underestimating the terrors of hell, and perhaps that is why I haven't really been able to leave my life behind, with the sort of unstoppable dedication that appears to be required to become like the saints.
Update, one month later: I've come to realize that the empty void that I experienced was not a foretaste of hell, but of sheol. Having realized that hell is God's very Being, filling the entirety of creation, just as the great flood engulfed the entire Earth, burning all that is sinful with an unimaginably sacred and Holy Fire, which is not a mere created thing, but the very Presence of God Himself, I now understand how badly I've underestimated what hell is. Having realized this, I now have a much better understanding of the immeasurable seriousness of my salvation.
Do not try this practice without the guidance of an advanced spiritual father - Probably us will never advance to a stage of such spiritual height and battle but even then we must not despair since our Lord said "In my Fathers house are many mansions." - For now we will actually stay more humble by not thinking that we are able to take on this kind of labor but should diligently fight the immediate passions of the flesh (as stated in the reading itself). Only much later will we hopefully be able to actually meaningfully fight the last passion which is pride without deceiving ourselves.
@@user-tp7wi4lt2b Thank you. That is good advice.
@@user-tp7wi4lt2b Update, one month later: I've come to realize that the empty void that I experienced was not a foretaste of hell, but of sheol. Having realized that hell is God's very Being, filling the entirety of creation, just as the great flood engulfed the entire Earth, burning all that is sinful with an unimaginably sacred and Holy Fire, which is not a mere created thing, but the very Presence of God Himself, I now understand how badly I've underestimated what hell is. Having realized this, I now have a much better understanding of the immeasurable seriousness of my salvation.
Thanks for this brother! Needed this.
Paterikon brought me here 🎶🎸
♡
Regarding the 11:20 “shoemaker”
I’ve always heard the holy man greater than St. Anthony was a doctor in Alexandria. Either way, doctor or shoemaker, there should be icons of him with St. Anthony and/or just himself if there aren’t already (never seen one). I’ve thought to pray to this “doctor or shoemaker” for intercession because if he was greater than St. Anthony, then he must be a saint of profound holiness yet often overlooked as merely part of St. Anthony’s testimony/story. I don’t think God revealed this man through the life of St. Anthony just as a lesson on humility and understanding that such holiness could also be found in the cities…if he is greater than St. Anthony, then he’s also a saint revealed to the Church and if he was a doctor, I’d imagine an unmercenary…
Does anyone know if there are icons or prayers regarding this overlooked saint or has he just remained a mere lesson through the life of St. Anthony…
The “doctor or shoemaker’s” icon scroll is already set…
“I don’t do anything special…only, when I am working, I look at passers-by and think, they’ll all be saved…only I shall perish.”
…which is so profound in it’s humility and is a desperately needed call of Christian enlightenment for the prevailing egotistic and individualistically-driven mentality of today’s society and workforce. It’s also the active response of a saint who “kept their mind in hell and despaired not.” The doctor/shoemaker would’ve had to have this mindset in order to provide St. Anthony with that response/wisdom…by continuously perceiving himself as the one perishing, in hell, in light of the salvation of all others/who he encountered - and in order to see people this way, the doctor/shoemaker would’ve had to love them all deeply, as saintly, to experience such a drastic living-contrast of himself as “perishing/hellish/full sight into his sin” which could only occur through pure selflessness and humility in Spirit. The doctor/shoemaker could not have despaired in any way of his “perishing or hell” for had he despaired of that condition, he could not have loved others salvifically for his despair would have ripped his heart of love due to it’s hardened state of self-centeredness and self-loathing pride…which are the roots of despair and a wretched place at heart absent of love and incapable of perceiving the salvation of anyone in it’s sheer hopelessness and bitterness. Lastly, the doctor/shoemaker’s scroll-wisdom would also sum up these two Blessed Fr. Seraphim Rose quotes in one…
"Don't criticize or judge other people - regard everyone else as an angel, justify their mistakes and weaknesses, and condemn only yourself as the worst sinner. This is step one in any kind of spiritual life."
“Only struggle a little more. Carry your cross without complaining. Don’t think you are anything special. Don’t justify your sins and weaknesses, but see yourself as you really are. And, especially, love one another.”
+Blessed Fr. Seraphim Rose
You make an excellent point. I have not seen an icon of the doctor/shoemaker not heard anyone discuss it. Please let us know if you come across something. You could even consider asking your spiritual father and/or bishop about having an icon commissioned.
What you need to know. [ABOUT SALVATION: I Cor. 15:1-4 Moreover, brethren (fellow Christians), I declare to you the gospel which I preached to you, which also you have received, and wherein you stand: By which also you are saved, if you keep in memory what I preached to you, unless you have believed in vain (don't really care). For I delivered to you first of all that which I received, how that Christ died for our sins according to the scriptures; and that he was buried, and that he rose again the third day according to the scriptures: Acts 4:12 Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is no other name under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved. Eph. 2:8-9 For by grace (from God) are you saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast. Rom. 10:9-13 That if you shall confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus, and shall believe in your heart that God has raised him from the dead, you shall be saved. For with the heart man believes to righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made to salvation. For scripture says, Whosoever believes on him shall not be ashamed. For there is no difference between Jew and the Greek (Gentiles): for the same Lord over all is rich to all that call upon him. For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved. Joh. 3:16 For God so loved the world (us), that he gave his only begotten Son (Jesus), that whosoever believes in him should not perish (in hell), but have everlasting life (with God). Joh. 14:6 Jesus said to him (us), I am the way (salvation), the truth (trustworthy), and the life (eternal): no man comes to the Father (God), but by me (God the Son). Rom. 10:17 So then faith comes by hearing (studying), and hearing by (studying) the Word of God. Rom. 3:24 Being justified freely by his grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus. Rom. 5:1 Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ:]
Do you think Orthodox Christians don't read the scriptures also?
@@WoodchuckNorris.8o What we need to know about ourselves from God's Word and our only hope of being justified before God: [WHY WE HAVE NO HOPE IN OURSELVES: Mk. 7:20-23 And he (Jesus) said, That which comes out of the man, that defiles the man. For from within, out of the heart of men, proceed evil thoughts, adulteries, fornications, murders, thefts, covetousness, wickedness, deceit, lasciviousness, an evil eye, blasphemy, pride, foolishness: All these evil things (sins) come from within, and defile the man.] [WHY WE NEED A SAVIOR: Rom. 3:10-28 As it is written, There is none righteous, no, not one: There is none that understands, there is none that seeks after God. They are all gone out of the way, they are together become unprofitable; there is none that does good, no, not one. Their throat is an open sepulchre; with their tongues they have used deceit; the poison of asps is under their lips: Whose mouth is full of cursing and bitterness: Their feet are swift to shed blood: Destruction and misery are in their ways: And the way of peace have they not known: There is no fear of God before their eyes. Now we know that what things so ever the law says, it says to them who are under the law: that every mouth may be stopped, and all the world may become guilty before God. Therefore by the deeds of the law there shall no flesh be justified in his (God's) sight: for by the law is the knowledge of sin. But now the righteousness of God without the law is manifested, being witnessed by the law and the prophets; Even the righteousness of God which is by faith of Jesus Christ to all and upon all them that believe: for there is no difference: For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God; Being justified freely by his grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus: Whom God has set forth to be a propitiation through faith in his blood, to declare his righteousness for the remission of sins that are past, through the forbearance of God; To declare, I say, at this time his righteousness: that he might be just, and the justifier of him which believes in Jesus. Where is boasting then? It is excluded. By what law? Of works? Nay: but by the law of faith. Therefore we conclude that man is justified by faith without the deeds of the law. Joh. 3:16 For God so loved the world (us), that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. Joh. 14:6 Jesus said to him (us), I am the way (salvation), the truth (assurance), and the life (eternal): no man comes to (God) the Father, but by me (God the Son). Rom. 5:1 Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ:]
I like your voice and the readings you do but always, halfway through I close the video because you don't know how to quietly take a breath, its very profound, its loud "inhale huhhh" and often shorter ones but its all the way through. I don't mean to offend truly I don't but maybe you should seek advice on how to overcome it. Even on other channels.
It’s an interesting subject. To me, when I listen to audiobooks where the breath has been intentionally removed so there isn’t a single sound of a breath in it feels so unnatural to me that I don’t want to listen. I’m happy to try and reduce the intensity of the breaths but removing them altogether is very unnatural and is bothersome to me and some others. I understand if my style isn’t suitable for your ears.
I don’t agree with @fran, your voice is very tranquil. People who are bilingual have a special way in communicating there talents, it will not cater to all.
Yes it is very clear, I try listen to at least one of your videos daily. I learn a lot from your wisdom. Which country are you from?
@@barkobunga2276 no need for rudeness, I said I don't mean to offend. I'm stating an opinion. I like his voice, its very nice, and the readings are great stories are spoken clearly. Peace ❤️☦️
@@OrthodoxWisdom I love your tranquil voice and have not even noticed your breathing, as it is the words you read that grab my attention and that is all I hear, your reading ability is a gift from God.