SUCKER 🧛🏼♀️
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- Опубликовано: 18 сен 2021
- Hello,,
It's been a while, hasn't it?
I guess I've wanted to do a lil "WHERE THE HECK HAVE I BEEN" explanation for quite a while, but I didn't know...how. I made this short video for a school project, so I took this not only as an opportunity to share, but also to fill the description box for y'all.
Firstly, I haven't been on RUclips as much, as a viewer, and really only hopped on for the occasional educational video, like when I was doing Shakespearean sonnets in English and desperately needed analysis help. Or perhaps a 'how to run faster' video the day before my athletics carnival cough cough~
Anyways, I just thought it'd be weird if I was producing content, but not supporting other content creators. It'd be like...working at a boba store but never drinking bubble tea yourself. I mean, there's probably people like that but you get the idea.
Overall, I think this year, I was more drawn to other applications on my phone. Some notable ones being: Instagram (to connect with people, especially those I know in real life), Snap (because that's where I have long video convos with my cousin who lives in another country), Pinterest (It's so damn addictive to save things to boards) and Covet Fashion (a fashion game I've been playing daily since 2018).
Secondly, it would be a lie if I said I was busy with studies. I mean, I was, and still am, but not to the extent that I had no time to create videos, because there were definitely days where I had opportunities to, and instead just stayed in bed and ate snacks.
I guess I was a mixture of being a bit lazy, and a bit confused on what to post. What do I want to do on my channel? What am I interested in? What are YOU guys interested in? One could say I was feeling a bit insecure about my channel, if that makes sense. If any of you guys noticed, yes I did archive some of my videos.
It was inevitable that RUclips was still at the back of my mind, because making videos has always been such a passion of mine; getting rid of it forever would be like heartbreak. So, to any of you guys who asked if I quit, I would always assure that I hadn't.
Over this 7 month "break", I have gotten some answers, not by pondering or anything, but solely because of giving myself space to breathe.
I've been spending a lot of time with my friends-going with them to the city, cafes, their house to chill. I've spent some time with my brother too-watching anime and building lego with him. I've also refocused on God and what He has to say. Things like that make me happy and grateful in life, so that's the type of content I would like to share.
I've also explored some hobbies whilst being by myself, which is mostly creative stuff, like fashion and art. That was a journey in itself because I've always been unsure if I was a more creative person or a more logical type. I do ok in both performance-wise, but I've realised I like the idea of logical thinking more than actually doing it. This is compared to creativity, which I apply more in everyday life, even without even thinking.
Over the past few weeks, I've been watching a few select RUclipsrs again, and in a way, they made me miss sharing on this platform. So uh, shoutout to emma chamberlain, simonesquared, mina le, jackie liu and feline san for giving a boost of inspiration and motivation.
But (dramatic gasp) that is NOT all. There is still the question of what YOU guys want to see. After all, I want to make videos that we both like. A compromise. I don't wanna force-feed my videos to you.
So, if you've actually read this, please let me know what you think ::)
I've missed you guys so much. You are the sweetest group of people around, like, lots of my friends always remark how everyone is always so encouraging and supportive in my comment sections. What have I done to deserve you guys-aggghh (wipes away a tear).
🧛🏼♀️🫖
Of course here are the credits for the little stop-motion animation:
☞ m u s i c
6 Violin Sonatas, Op. 10b No. 2 in G Major, J. 100: II. Adagio · Nino Gvetadze
☞ f o n t s
Curse of the Zombie (ironic because the vid is more vampiresque)
www.dafont.com/curse-of-the-z...
Snell Roundhand (predownloaded)
☞ o t h e r
Thanks to Willow Armitstead for being the course tutor, my school's art department for providing the filming/drawing equipment, and Greta for doing the course with me. 
Хобби
This girl is not only good at editing,she's... A WHOLE QUEEN IN SHADING AND ANIMATING🍦🥞
🥴🤍🤍
YAY YOU'RE BACK THAT ANIMATION WAS FIRE OML
IM BLUSHING🙊
i cant tell which amazes me more: the animation or the fact you made content out of school
you're a genius
I think I just got a heart attack in a good way
lmao ima go grab a defibrillator
you missed drsabc !! did you not pay attention in health
Nah, I just don't know the alphabet
OMG I WAS ONLY JUST THINKING ABOUT YOU YESTERDAY!!!! this is so amazing 😭
REALLY?? thats so heartwarming to hear ❤️🔥
@@issytjandra_ yes!! WELCOME BACK WE MISSED YOU
I would love to see the content you talked about in the description box (like the time with your friends). And I would also love to see some of your art, if you feel like sharing that. And of course I loved the content you created before your break. 😊
But overall, girl, just do what you feel like doing and passioned about! This is YOUR channel and I am sure all of the others that stayed here while you had your break just want you back, the actual content is only the second most important thing.
I'm just happy you're here again. 🥰
Now this is a thoughtful comment aww 🥰 I would love to share different things on here :)
Also your channel is cool ❣️
Finally the queen 👸 is back! 😭❤️
❤️❤️❤️
Issssyyy you're back, missed you love
Thanks vidu
@@issytjandra_ LMSOOAO LEMON SPOON? anyways, your new thumbnails look awesome !!❤️❤️
hehe thanks they're just random scenes from the videos
woah, i love the style of this animation. the fact that it was done traditionally makes it so much better because it must have taken a while.
thank you!! ☕️
why are you so good at animation 😭
it took a long time hahaha
BRO THIS IS LEGITNESS
c:
period, and that’s on courtreezy
r u back??? i missed ur vids sm!
ur animation skills are bomb
missed u too! what videos do u want to see?
thanks ☺️
Omg I was just;thinking about you the other day! I was looking at the channels I’m subscribed to, and I saw your channel and thought, where did she go? I missed her videos!
I’m so happy your back bella!
awh glad you were thinking of me xx
omg your back, i really really love ur videos!!♡♡♡
This is so good I can’t- I just can’t, the shading the pictures- everything
Tysm :)
OKAY THE QUEEN IS BACK!! 😫❤️
oh gosh you are talented 🙇🏻♀️
Ayaaa your back !!
I missed your uploads!!!♡♡♡
AHAHH I AM SO HAPPY RN ☺💕 I MISSED YOUR VIDEOS SO MUCH AHAH
AGH MY HEART 💖💖
GIRL U NEVER CEASE TO AMAZE MEE OMG I LOVE U 💖💗💞💓💞💖😍😍😍😍😍
I LOVE YOU TOO BEEBS
Loved it sm!! I really missed your videos and literally became so happy when I got the notification 💞 have a great day 💞✨
Your comments are so memorable that I remember you even 7 months later 💗
@@issytjandra_ aww I'm so glad to hear that 🥺
omg I'm so glad to see you back!! that animation was SO GOOD!! as an animator myself (digital) i don't think I could ever pull off a paper animation as beautiful and fluid as that one.
And don't worry about anything!! I love all the videos you post, and will always watch and support what ever you want to create. And I'm happy for you that you were able to get some time away from youtube and focus on yourself, and your friends and family. Everybody deserves a break, and as you put an insane amount of effort into your videos, your break was well-deserved for sure. I can't wait to see what videos you come up with in the future, and WELCOME BACK!!
thank you so much! means a lot especially since your animations on ur second channel are rlly good ❤️❤️
ILYSMMM
@@issytjandra_ aww tysm!! i dont like my animations that much tbh but thank you :D ILYSM
I missed youuuu btw the animation is just
*weeew*
weeew I’m dead its you my favourite alice twin
*why yes it is I* 👸
Wow that is amazing!! I missed your videos so much
GIRLIE THIS IS AMAZING
The queen of aesthetic is back 🤯♥️
:))
FINALLY, YOU ARE BACK 💗
i can kind of relate to your relationship with youtube 😭i got so bored of what i was doing i stopped posting and started doing animation
such a complicated relationship I swearrr
finally you're back!! i miss you videos a lot! + The animation is so nice!
missed you + you’re too kind
I'VE BEEN WAITING WELCOME BACK!!!
dang you’re patient ❤️❤️
Oml! This is amazing!
I'm so glad you are back I would love to see more animations take care ❤️
thank uu ❤️❤️
Yayyyy finally you uploaded!! ~
SHE IS BACK OMGG
she's back ;))
P.S THE ANIMATIONS THO- THAT'S FIRE
THANK UUU
OMG, I DON'T BELIEVE YOU ARE BACK THAT I WAS MISSING!
this gives me chills ngl 😳
❄️
i missed you! btw love this music and animation reminds me of over the garden wall
aww thanks!! 🐸🐦
It’s been so long 😭 btw that animation is amazing
It has been a while! Thank u :)
YOUR BACK!!!!!
YES ONG YOURE BACK THIS IS ANAZIBG AH
AYY YOU'RE BACK
You're back!
..Also I'm not quite sure what to suggest for content right now, but I'll be here when you upload (Reply to the description)! The animation is 🤌✨
I look forward to seeing u again then! Thanks for staying
Shes back and cooler then ever
YES YOURE BACK
Omg your finally backkkkkkk I love your videos
❤️❤️ ily
OHMYGODDDD this is Genius !! ❤️❤️
❤️❤️
YAY YOUR BACKK
OMG THIS IS AMAZING
OMGGG THIS IS AMAZINGG MWAH BEAUTIFUL😍😍
NOT AS GOOD AS IPAD KID STOPMOTION
@@issytjandra_ HAJDBSKSNRJSN😩😩AMAZING DANCING AND SPLITS🔥🔥
YESS YOU’RE BACK AAAH :D
:DDD
YO WHAT THAT WAS AMAZINGG
THANKSSS AAA
she's back, but with animation skills
LOVE THIS SM
❤️❤️
You're back, I was tired when I got this notification and didn't see that it was you! Glad you're back! Also, nice edit
Thanks! Also get some rest 😊
@@issytjandra_ Thanks, I'm well rested now.
THAT ANIMATION IS FIRE
❤️🔥❤️🔥 ilyyy
This is amazing 😟😟
AAA EARLY THIS IS AMAZING!
you’re amazing :)
@@issytjandra_ wait what- YOU ACTUALLY REPLIED! also, no you you’re amazing 👀
OMG I love ittttt 💖🌷🌷🌷🌷
MISSED YOU BESTIE 😭😭
idk but judging from ur instagram you have so much potential to be a vlogger or like make vlogs and i think a lot of people would love to see vlogs from uu ! btw its totally your choice on what content you want to put out, but i just want to recommend ya know. anyways i’m so glad ur back disjmsnsjsjsk 💗💞
thank you raeee! I mean, your videos rlly inspire me to vlog 🙊 anyways I was so happy to see comments from you 💖💖
SHES BACK LES GO
👻💓
woww !
AMAIZNG
THANKS 🤍
ILY 😭
ILY MORE ANGIE
Okay just got done with reading the desc
Firstly i MUST say the animation thingy¿ in the video is realllllllll good ✨
and secondly we love everything and ANYTHING you post ;) Do not stress yourself much on what to post and just do what you like and i'm sure we're all gonna love them
end note : i feel you so much damn i've been too lazy to even collect my cyber life back together again :') but cheers to you ! ✊
Thank you for the encouragement ahhh! I missed you and I hope we both get our cyber and real lives back on track ❤️
@@issytjandra_ I missed you tooo 💖 and i seriously hope we do
We missed you
OMG THIS IS SO GOOD
THANK YOU! Also is your name bella too?
@@issytjandra_ ofc! and yes it is!
@@issytjandra_ my name is isabella like you, but i go by belle or bella 💗
@@heyitsbella948 hi bella! I just watched one of your videos and you're very well spoken and funny and honestly I like how you sometimes get side tracked hahaha anyways you got a new sub
@@issytjandra_ Omg thank you so much!! you just made my day!
I read the description, and I must say I relate to that way too much.
I haven't uploaded in 8 months now.. I am pretty much in the same situation.. I am busy, but not that I don't have time to upload, mixture of lack of motivation, and confusion.
That being said though, Im not an established creator, nor monetised yet, so it is very much a hobby still..
Cool animation by the way! That is really good
I’m glad someone else is in the same boat~and same, I’m not monetised anymore and RUclips is just a little secret side hobby.
Something else I might add to the confusion part (which you may or may not relate to) is the subconscious idea that every video I post on this channel needs to be a certain standard; I can’t just post a snippet, or a little experimental video. I just feel like there’s lots of people who’ll judge, which of course is my own internal fear, so I’m trying to get rid of that idea…
I did check out your channel and your content is really cool, both content wise and editing wise :) Anyways it’s back to the grind from the 31st. Good luck with school, presumably ATAR.
Also, I was wondering how you came across my channel as I don’t think this is a very algorithm driven video hahaha
@@issytjandra_ Most definitely, I don't know if I've ever seen anyone explain that idea about a subconscious standard that needs to be met so well.
I can't even bring myself to start a video, because I know that it "has to" be even better than the last.
I remember back in the early days of my channel, I didn't care what I posted, I just had fun making it, and there was no pressure to deliver. Maybe this is a phenomenon that all content creators must deal with after releasing the first few videos, getting better at creating content, and experiencing some initial success.
Oh and to answer your question, I actually wonder too.. I actually found your channels a couple of months ago, but I can't exactly remember from where, perhaps it was recommended.
All the best for the coming year of school. I don't think I have come to terms with the fact that I begin ATAR in 3 days..😅
ISA ISA IS BACK 😭😭😭😭
ELINE??? MY BESTIE
@@issytjandra_ HEYHEY🙆🏻♀️🙆🏻♀️
wow this is sick
IM SO HAPPY :((
THE SAD FACE HAHSHSHS
@@issytjandra_ LMAOO 😭
We missed you Izzy!
me: can’t even draw a single frame without getting unmotivated
issy: making a whole animation
hahhha here’s some motivation 💁🏻♀️💥💥❣️
STAN ISABELLA 🙆🏻♀️
OMG WOWWW
can you please do a username idea with only like pink and purple ideas
yes
Early 💞
💗💖💕
Cool 😟
Yay
I love your user
@@issytjandra_ ty
@@issytjandra_ I was thinking about how I missed you like a few days ago
waww 😳❣️
FINALLY I MISSED U BRO
AMAZING VIDEO ASWELL!!!
ALSO FALINE SAN SUPREMACY!?!?!!!!
BRO I MISSED YOU
HAHAHA EVEN THOUGH GREEN IS MY FAVE COLOUR 🥲🥲
@@issytjandra_ GREEN IS A TERRIBLE COLOUR. YOU NEED TIME TO REFLECT ON UR ACTIONS
YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
YO YO YO
WOW
nice palindrome
I LOVE IT REMEBER ME???🙃
SO COOL HELP
HELP BECAUSE YOU’RE TOO COOL
@@issytjandra_ LMAOLMAO
Hey mate...we missed you
I noticed how you changed most of the thumbnails.. why?
change of look I guess? and so the thumbnails aren’t so crowded with words
FIRST!
Edit: that’s really good, and I am so exitited 😌
AHHH I love uu thanks for being here
ngl i’d watch any content if its from u 😏😌
even if I made a video blinking at the camera?
@@issytjandra_ yup 😌
🙂😌🙂
What's the music name?
6 Violin Sonatas, Op. 10b No. 2 in G Major, J. 100: II. Adagio · Nino Gvetadze
Btw miss Isabella when will we learn our 2nd lesson (Victorian accent lol)
Maybe soon! What do u wanna learn hehe
@@issytjandra_ maybe an aesthetic???YOUR LAST LESSON WAS AMAZING♡(and ethereal was perfect for me )ilysm!!♡♡
ilysm too
I may or may not am rewatching the etherial guide over and over again😅😂
hahahah soon you won’t be able to get my voice out of your head-
hi issyyy hruuu
hii I’m chilling ! how are uu
bro what da faaaaawk /pos
🤯🤯
Help
Do you want me to send rescue services
@@issytjandra_ u are soo talented I need oxygen
@@anittateresa i could do CPR if you'd like ;)
🌳🌳🌳
@@issytjandra_ tysm 👹💀