Why I Disappeared
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- Опубликовано: 12 сен 2024
- Hello my dearest ones!
What a pleasure to be here once again like old times. Truthfully, I'm quite nervous heh...
This channel ignited my passion & dreams and then opened up many doors for me and yet for a while, I dreaded being here. It stopped feeding me spiritually. Today, I explain open up on why I “left” and why I suddenly had a change of heart.
In a nutshell, I lost my purpose and then felt like I lost my sense of belonging.
Even though I often did feel guilty for abandoning you guys, I never regretted how things turned out. My kids needed me. My mantra I kept repeating to myself was that my children won't be little for long. Now that Isaac is about to start Primary school after Summer and Ayla about to start daycare, I cannot believe I'm actually about to have a little more time to myself. The timing is perfect. The season has come for me to step forward again.
Today I’m putting it out there into the universe that I am making a comeback with zero expectations. I'm happy to start from square one again except this time, I'm starting with experience.
I was just going to start posting here more but figured if I'm going to really start things off again, I'm going to be honest with you all first and start with a nice clean slate.
I'm just happy to be able to chill with you guys all over again and pick up where we left off. Zero expectations. Just love.
New video will be up THIS WEEK! Got lots of new videos to come.
Thank you.
I missed you.
I love you.
All my love,
Bubz xo
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Your girl is BACK. The season has come and if you're still up for it, I'm ready to pick up from where we left. I'm going to be seeing you a LOT more so don't forget to click the bell to turn notifications on so you don't miss a video. NEW VIDEO WILL BE UP IN A COUPLE DAYS!!!
bubzbeauty thank you for coming back 😭❤️
honestly girl u just had two babies basically, if u need time until the kids are in school then I‘m cool with waiting 🤣👌🏼
I'm excited ! Thank you for coming back to this channel
YAY!! Welcome back ❤
@@jasminesjourney9318 I've been with you since I was 15! I'm now 26 and still follow you!
You and Michelle are the reason why I got addicted to makeup! I've been watching you since 2009.
Carel Sacramento yes they were the reason we bought our first makeup products 🥳🥳🥳🥳
Same here !!
Same!
Another same!
Yes this!!!
Bubz and Michelle Phan are (not were) the original BEAUTY gurus! Honestly they paved the way for many youtubers! I missed the both of them a lot, it’s great to see you guys are coming back 💙
Totally agree
Agree!
100% agree with you!!
Lol if marlena stell read this she would explode
K never heard of her. Bubz and Michelle always kept their keyboards to themselves. They created DIY, home made, natural, frugal etc tutorials for those who were looking into beauty (hint that I said beauty not make-up) yes they did make up vids but I honestly was drawn to their creativity on self image
Welcome back! We love you so much!! I’ll never forget watching you in high school! ❤️❤️❤️
PatrickStarrr 💛💛💛
I have been watching you since I was 15 now I am 25. The Bubblebraids and stuff.
LisiLisichan same!
Same.
Same!!!
SAME! OMG the BUBBLEBRAIDS were everything and her strawberry nails
omg i totally forgot about them but I loved those braids and wore them every day !! Is it time to bring them back??
I am so glad, as a teen. I was blessed to have bubz and michelle teach us how to be beautiful inside and out. No drama. Just spread love and positivity
So true ❤️
YAAAASSS
seriously!!
Low-key wanna tear up. Bubz was one of the first few RUclipsrs I started watching when I first got my iPod touch
Kxrrin literally one of the first youtubers I watched when I started learning about makeup
As everyone is stating below, Bubz and Michelle Phan are the OG beauty gurus to me and countless others. Both of you gave us advice and memorable moments that have been imprinted in our minds. I adore both of you!
I watched you religiously in high school. I'm nearly 24 now, and i still do the skin patting technique with skincare i learned from you! My skin still looks great thanks to you.
Omgsh! I watch some skincare videos now, when they smear it on, I cringe so much!
What technique is that?
@@carinachen3950 Normally with moisturizer or serum it's better to pat the product onto your face. You won't tug at the skin.
Saaaammmeee
I do the skin patting to because of her!!! So funny!
You and Michelle Phan taught me the beauty of make up 🙂💓
Been watching since I was 14/16ish and I'm 24 now. It's been so cool to watch you change 🖤🌈
gur0chan OMG SAME
exact same, she taught me to do cute makeup and hair when i was 15, i had no girlfriends or sisters to teach me so bubbi was there for me :)
Me too ! I love her !
She gave me a huge boost of self-confidence .. and Michelle Phan too ! I miss the old days ♥️🥺
Kadabra K Yes back then the OG gurus were Bubz and Michelle Phan and they really influenced my teenage years!
Omg I was in highschool when I subscribed to you! I now am a nurse, married with 2 kids and this “comeback” made me smile ❤️ I “grew “with you. 🙂
Raise your hand if the term, "bubbiosity" means anything to you 🙋♀️ welcome back to this side of YT!
YASSS. You guys tolerated my craziness. That's true love!!! I cry.
I follow your vlog channel, but the beauty community could do with more Lindy IMHO! So excited for this resurgence of OG beauty gurus recently 😍 we have missed you!!
hi
With 2 small children, u have every right to take a hiatus.
When I saw the blonde wig, the first thing that popped up into my mind was Granny Bubz turning around and saying “Hi.” to the camera. Bubbiosity is such a masterpiece.🙌🏻
Pearlescent Omega Hahah yes!! Omg I thought the same, granny bubs is a legend!!
You’re ten years older, but so are we!! I’m 26 now but I still remember when you started your bubbiosity skits and how much fun it was spending time with you! I’m so glad you’re back, me and my older sister love you and are so excited to catch up!! 🥰😊🤗
I remember the Bubbiosity days and I have loved watching you and your family grow with us, the audience! Xx
Omg... You love me despite my crazy bubbiosity days. This must be true love. Thank you!
I'm rewatching them now, never forget XD
Haha some of the funniest videos I can remember from childhood were made on that channel
@@bubzbeauty Some of us subscribed because of those "crazy" bubbiosity days! Dork meets RUclips :D
@@bubzbeauty how could we not love those videos!! classic asian humor ahaha
How do you look the same as years ago!!??? You don’t age
Asian powers
Rice stays nice, black don't crack etc. Sadly we white folk don't have eternal youth power 😢
Asians :)
Joanna Guthrie but u tend to look better in ur prime years. There’s pros and cons everywhere lol
You can see that she's aged... But still looks good. lol
The OGs are coming back to save the beauty community!
Thank goodness!
Right?! So excited!
Lol ya!
Who else came back?
I've been watching you since literally 9 years old when i was in primary school, I'm 18 and in uni now. so much has changed for me and for your in this time. I'm so glad you're still making videos!! I feel like I literally grew up with you. Thank you for everything x
I was here back in the bubbiosity and bubbi t-shirt days, all those years ago, I've seen you get married, have 2 babies and grow into such a smart and well developed woman while growing up myself and I learned a lot from you as a teenager. I remember being 11 years old watching your videos, now I've graduated from university. Time flies
First of all, YAY!
A couple requests: more about your relationship, how to run a household with balanced responsibilities, and teach us some Cantonese and Cantonese cooking!! LOVE YOU 💕
The best part of your makeup videos especially, was that they felt doable!!! No overcomplex techniques or £1000 palettes. Your videos felt accessible for ‘normal’ people
Watched you since I was 12, I'm turning 22 in a few days! Your channel will always have a special warm place in my heart. Thank you Bubz ❤️
triana bonanno same here
I love you bubz because you have grown with your audience. It's evident in your vlog channel. At your meet and greet almost every person said they'd watched you for almost a decade. Your audience will grow up and follow along with you wherever you go and whatever you do
It's amazing to have an online "older sister" and after all these years there is no way our love for you will go away, Bubz❤❤❤❤
Even though it's weird to say, but you've been like a big sister to me for the last 8 years! Your girl talk episodes helped me through awkward teenager phases, you taught me how to put on makeup and watching your journey on your vlog channel always felt so special! So thank you so much for sharing it with us and for helping a lot of us with your positive, funny and lovely self 💕 Wow it sounds so cheesy but I really mean it 😂
We love you too Lindy!
I started watching you in 2007, no matter what type of video, I just enjoy listening to you. 💖 welcome back!
You have always been the most real RUclipsr, I’ve always felt like you have been so easy to connect with. I remember once I did a high school project on you about 8 years ago and emailed you and was so shocked that you replied. I still have that email too ❤️ keep on doing you bubz!
Aww bless! I'm so honoured you chose to write about me out of all the incredible people here on RUclips. Thank you so much, Cinnomorll!
I love you BUBZ and will love you forever! 💜 You are the reason why I am here on RUclips. You inspired me to follow my dreams. Thank you for all the video you made for all the efforts you gave. You are my greatest role model in life. Hugs and prayers for you. I love you!
Omg, watching you giving me flashback about my purberty. I've been watching you since I was 13 and now I'm 22 ⭐️⭐️
The butterfly hair tutorial was iconic 😩👌
LITERALLY SAME. Been watching bubz since 13 & I’ll be 22 in October
Yes bubz we need vanilla!!❤️miss your funny vids too. I’ve been watching you since middle school now i’m 21
Bubz your priority should always be your family first. We understand and respect your decision! Glad to hear that you're coming back :) I love that this channel isn't just about makeup. I grew up watching you and I've learned so many valuable lessons.
Omg I remember watching you when I was in high school like 10 years ago. I was going through depression and was being bullied so I would just lock up myself in my room and watch your videos to scape from reality! I grew up with you, now I’m almost 26 and I still love you!!
Thank you for everything and every smile you got out of me ❤️❤️❤️
I still remember when the only kids in the house were tim and the doggies... It's been such a journey!
Bubbi, I started watching your videos when I was 15, and I'm now 23. I used to watch your everyday makeup looks, hairstyles, etc (I remember your dance cover of Gee by SNSD. So cute!). I always knew that once you got married and became a mom, you would have less time for this channel, if you continued it at all. There is really no reason for you to feel guilt. You have been living your life, and we are happy to see your family healthy & happy. Even if you only create videos once in a while, or if you were to stop all together, your videos here on YT have positively affected so many people's (young girls especially) lives, and you should be proud of that. :)
I missed this channel. I remember til this day, you were the first beauty "guru" I have ever watched. I think the first video I watched from you was a nail art tutorial on how to draw strawberries or something, I could be wrong but that's as far as I could remember. Anyways, what I want to say is that this channel and the audience feels like a family to me.
And I'm happy that we have you as well. Thank you :)
I been watching you when I was 15 and now I’m 26. You were my happy pill. 🥰🥰
A self-care series would be great! I also really love your girl talk videos :)
‘We don’t lose ourselves, we just gain more versions of ourselves’ loved that!
Remember when Bubz was dealing with that scammer and this parody videos (sighs) throwback memories
omg I was just thinking about that you know. Back then, that was an actual controversy and now it's peanuts compared to before lol!!
@@bubzbeauty I loved that raunchy Asian shop
You and Michelle are the ones that I first ever watched on RUclips back when I was 15. I am 26 now. I lived in the US as an exchange student, graduated school, college, worked as an engineer, change major and studying again, got married and planning my family now. But you two were my escape through and through.
You are the OG’s. You stayed true to yourselves just sharing your passions and staying classy. And I loved that. So glad you are back here now.
You guys were the ones to teach me how to deal with my monolid asian eyes, which then changed to be double-lids and I struggled with them again 🤣
You really are like big sisters to all of us. And we are happy to welcome you home 😘
Love you ! Amazing how time flies !!! Isaac is already 5!! And Ayla is 2. We will support u no matter what. Don’t worry be happy 🥰
Lindy for so many years I watched you since I was young and didn't know anything. I watched you move out of your parents house, move to HK and then back to Ireland to prioritize your family. I feel SO blessed to be able to continue this journey (not just on your vlog channel!) with you. Thank you for always being a light in the world. You will always have my support!
I’ve been rocking with ya since I was 17. I’ve loved your personality and how peaceful your videos make me feel, how authentic you are. I’m 26 now, and let me tell you the beauty community needs you sooo badly, RUclips in general could benefit from your pure gold content. When I watch you it’s like having coffee with a good friend. Your realness, your comedy, your creativity, your Bubz! I’m happy you’re well and happy to see you here. Thank you for all you are and all you’ve been for us. 💕😭😭
I was gonna say the same thing! I started watching Bubz when I was 16/17 too.
Only thing is that I'll admit I've fallen rather behind on the vlogs. Time really does fly.
I love you❣️ You are apart of my childhood growing up from a middle schooler to a high schooler 🥺 Continue doing what you love & do it bc it’s something you find joy in. Not what we want.
BUBZ IS BACK. TELL A FRIEND.
bubzbeauty 💓💓
It’s nice to see you post, with all the drama in the beauty community. Something real and simple. Thank you!
I’m sorry but what happened to her husband!!???????
Damn still can't believe I've been with u since the beginning of high school and now I'm in uni...
WOW. Isaac is already turning 5 years old!!! Time heckin' FLIES. Whatever you choose to do here, Bubz, I'll be watching!
I started watching you when I was starting junior high (2013) to now about to start my second year of college (2019). You were one of the first youtubers I subscribed to and always looked forward to your videos because of your positivity.
Many of us had hard childhoods and you gave us the consistency and kindness we couldn’t get at home. Thank you.
I actually really enjoyed the videos you did which were art or craft related like needle felting and painting and chatted over it.
I LOVED those!!
Yessss, I especially loved her painting videos! When bubz was talking during her painting sessions, it bought so much peace and mindfulness! I'd love to see her do more artworks!
I never thought you disappeared, you are always on your vlog channel
😭😭😭 this made me so nostalgic! Been watching you for 9 years! And have kept up on your blog channel. I cant wait to see your new content on here 🤗
Welcome back!!!! Miss you so much!!!!! I first watched you from 2010. I went through loads of things in my life during these 9 years. Finished Uni, got married, have 2 boys (7 and 5 yo) , moved to UK from HK etc. I am so happy that you are coming back!!!! Xxx
You and Michelle were my first RUclipsrs. I remember the first of yours that I watched was how to reduce dark circles with popsicles😅
I have seen you since you were a student then saw you getting married and having kids 😭 it was a beautiful journey ❤
We all love you Bubs! You are just so genuine and sincere! Many people (esp the beauty community) is all about “look what I have.” But you just enjoy life and what matters the most.
WOW I MISSED ACCESS TO THE COMMENTS SECTIONNNN
We were all made to grow, even if it’s scary and uncomfortable. Thanks for being vulnerable
You might not be “relevant” to the world, but your videos mean the world to me. Been watching you since 2009 and will stay and grow with you for many years to come
Family comes first as well as you/your mind body and soul. That deserves no apology. I'm so glad you are doing okay and that your children are healthily growing and are happy. We missed you too!!!! Love you forever and always Bubz! Excited for your new videos!
Bubz, I've been watching you since I was a little girl I'm 24 now and I'm so glad you're back on youtube. Your videos were part of my happy place.
Glad your back to making videos here! I've been watching you since I was like 14 and I'm 26 now. You and so many other OG's ( not just in beauty) got me through those hard teenage years and some have/ are now helping me through college. I haven't meet any of you yet hope I do one day.. even if I'm old and gray lolol
I started watching your channel when I was 14, and now I’m 23. To me you are the original beauty guru. I wish you the best bubz. ❤️
Welcome back! I appreciate you being so honest. Me being a 26 year old now you literally taught me how to wear makeup and do hair styles. I remember vividly purchasing products from your monthly favorites videos and loving them. I can honestly say you are a breathe of fresh air as much as those gossip tea channels are entertaining. I miss the simplicity that the beauty community once had because of gurus like you and Michelle. I love your honesty and positive energy. I wish you nothing but the very best.
I can’t believe I’ve been watching you since high school and now I’ve been out of University for a while! Your vlog channel is wonderful, but it is so nice to see you on this one! You always had a special way of being so positive and lifting my spirits. We will love you no matter what kind of videos you do, but I do have a couple requests!
1) Could you do a video about taking care of your skin in your late 20’s/early 30’s? I’m approaching that age, and I don’t know what to change in my skincare routing.
2) Could you do a budget/time saving skincare video? I would love to have a 16 step skincare routine, but I don’t have the time or money for that. I would like your recommendations on the bare minimum to do.
Thank you for being you!!
I can't believe how I've seen you grow, seen the doggies grow, see Isaac and Ayla being born and growing to the liddle angels and devil that they are today!
We understand! I've been watching you since high school and now I'm 26! I completely understand and sometimes life really gets in the way. Anyway so happy to see that you're back :)
I definitely miss watching your DIY videos! (Nail, Art, etc..) can't wait to see what's to come
I miss this , this brings back memories because I was watching you since I was in middle school/high school and I’m 24 now ! You and Michelle Phan were my two RUclipsrs that helped me Know about makeup ! This is special ❤️
Now she can see our messages via RUclips 🤗
Dear Bubz, I have been following you for almost ten years now and recently I kind of lost contact because of not watching your vlogs as much as your older videos but now I am really happy that you are back on this channel and moreover with more diversified content! Welcome back! Time flies but you are always amazing!
You mentioned that your skin care routine has changed. What are you doing now? I would love to see some fitness montages here. I ALWAYS want to comment about how well you're doing but cause the comments are disabled, I am not able to. How about 'Mum on the Go' looks, or 'When I just want to be me, not a mum' looks
Bubz, you are the reason I started studying cosmetology back in a day. Your videos always made my day, and inspired me to move forward. You don't know that, but you actually pulled me from VERY dark place in life, and I will be forever grateful for that. Seeing you saying that you're not relevant anymore, breaks my heart.. I personally don't even follow other beauty gurus (accept you, and MIchelle), because everything is just not the same as it used to be. I always preferred your content.
I am sooo stoked for your upcoming videos! Take your time, and I want you to know that it's good to have you back! Love you!
Welcome back!!! ❤️ I definitely want down-to-earth beauty routines for busy people! Everything from skincare to simple makeup routines! 🙌🏻
I was still in school when I discover your channel and now I'm back in school again but this time as a teacher. I truly enjoy the days of watching your makeup tutorials and am looking forward for more great content. We'll all be here rooting for you. Just take your time, Bubz. We love you and we miss you too. 🌸
Same! *hi5
This is one of the things that comes with having kids. We change and along the way sometimes forget the roots we loved so much because the lil ones become our world.
I used to watch you and Michelle Phan in 2013-2015 and life got busy. But I’m so glad you are coming back!!
I was a messy teenager when I subscribed you. I'm in my 20's now...... Time flies... I'm excited 😻
OMG! when I saw you come up on my feed, I suddenly was hit with a wave of nostalgia. welcome back!
PRIMARY ONE!! ..wha....how, when...It was just yesterday you announced you were pregnant with Issac. 😭😭 time flies!!!
Well now im going to cry. Been watching your vids since i was like 9 bubz (im 17 now)! I still love you just as much as I did back then, though I dont keep up as much anymore. This made me look back as well, since your old videos connect with a certain nostalgic part of my life. You're one of the first youtubers I've ever watched, along with Michelle. I remember watching the same 5 vids like everyday for months bc they were my favorite xdd. I'm so happy to see you back. Life is busy now for many of us, who used to make time for each other easily back then, but it's amazing how we can still come together again and reconnect like this
Julia Graf, another youtuber I grew up watching, went through a similar situation. She decided to join her vlog channel with her beauty one. And now she posts whatever she is passionate at the moment. Feel free to continue to Express yourself in your videos and share you current "obsessions"...
I love you so much ❤
Omg, i’ve been watching you for like 6 years now. I literally grew up with you, i’m 14 now. I remember how my sister would watch you and i would ask her to translate what you were saying (we are from Bulgaria) since back then i didn’t know english. We would sit together on her bed, late at night, and watch your videos trying not to be too loud so that we don’t wake up our parents. Now my sister is in Beijing studying and i miss her a lot, but every time i watch your videos i remember all of the beautiful memories that we’ve made thanks to you! ❤️
Yesss gimme them makeup tutorials with copyrighted Kpop and Kdrama music in the backgroundddd ;A;
LOL!!!! THOSE WERE THE GOOD DAYS!!
Glad to see your back Bubz. Been a subscriber at least 10 years. Have not been in youtube lately but sorry about your divorce. But I am glad your back and picking up yourself and not dwelling on the past. Take care of yourself. ❤️
not sure what content I want. I watch mostly korean skincare and your vlogs. Your jokes and happiness there really lifts me up
im watching you before you married and now you have two kids and they are all gonna be at schools. u were with me throughout my tough times. and im glad u appear again muah
This video was awesome. I remember Bubbiosity. I got a bubbiosity T-shirt! How long have you been on youtube? I feel as if I've watched you for 10 years at least, maybe more, and I'm 23. I grew up watching your videos. My mom didn't know anything really about hair or makeup, so I learned everything from watching your videos and others like them... braiding then french braiding, highlighting the inner corner of the eye, how to use eyeliner, etc. And then moving on to Bubzvlogz and watching you and Tim get married, then baby Isaac and finally baby Ayla coming along. I've always loved your videos and how real you keep it with us - unafraid to talk about personal things like relationship problems, how you were managing with your book and having writer's block with it at times, embarrassing moments, or this video. Thank you for staying real with us and making us feel like you're not showing us your life but sharing it with us.
Bubz, you were the first youtuber I watched. Back when you filmed 2 minute hair do messy bun. I lost your channel for a few years and then rediscovered u and it was the best thing ever!! You made/make my day.
You don't need to apologize for being away, it happens sometimes. Just remember your amazing! Love u bubz!!
It's okay Lindy! I'm definitely not the same person I was 10 years ago, so I know that applies to everyone. Those days when you did beauty and parody videos were fun, but I also like the person you've grown to become now :) You show a lot of wisdom through your vlogs and your book. If you're looking into creating more content on this channel again, maybe you can start doing more self-care/motivational/inspirational videos like some others have suggested in the comments. I just find your advice/thoughts on different life topics to be really helpful, and I know many others feel the same way. Of course, you're free to put whatever on your channel! Maybe you can do a fun video with Tim again!
Anyways, I hope you and your family have a wonderful day!
Just do your thing bubz! Put out what YOU want to put out. The views will follow. That’s why I started watching you and Michelle in 2009 anyway. You guys truly love what you guys did and that translated through the camera. Here for YOUR content sis!
I’ve been watching you since 2008/2009, you and Michelle were my favorite two ❤️ happy to see you might be back
oh man bubz, my mind drifts back to you every now and then and i can't bring myself to unsub on my other account. thank you for being one of the first gurus who helped me feel confidant in being able to do new things with my image. always appreciate you!!
you're the only beauty channel i have followed for a decade now and i wouldn't change it! don't feel guilty because we still get to see you in your vlogs!
Same as everyone else, Michelle and you were the reason why I starting watching RUclips videos. I used to love the girl talk videos on this channel, l watched them over and over like over ten times of each. Your videos truly got me through difficult times. Love you Lindy!
In the end she said "It's just RUclips! Whats there to be scared/worried about~" in canto :D!!
Thank you!!
@@aimeevang3145 ya welcome :D
You’re amazing. Don’t feel bad because life happens. It’s so refreshing to see your face again! I’ve been watching your videos since the beginning!
who else is so excited for bubz to be back?!
I used to watch you so much throughout my teen years that when I first moved to the UK people told me I have a slight Norther Irish accent having never spoken English day to day before as I'm originally from Eastern Europe. Very happy to see you so motivated to come back! ❤️❤️❤️❤️