I actually really appreciate the serious tone of this video. like, i love the characters you and drew have created but people tend to forget that you are also entirely normal. it really felt like we were talking and it’s honestly a good change of pace. thank you for opening up to us
i cried when u started talking about how it feels when ur pet just isn't around, its so sad and i even get to feel guilty when i think they didn't exist, like they are completely gone, my first cat passed away 3 years ago and u really made me feel about it in a way i never thought i could again, with animals its all about the emotional connection and only u know about it, there's no way to prove it to anyone, its really intimate. id hope u get to feel better about it soon and enjoy azuls company the most,,, luv u bestie꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡
It’s not that it’s insensitive to make it seem like she has it hard compared to a lot of others but yes I agree she’s entitled to her feelings but she has made the decision to not make it public
I feel for Enya's like emotional rants I can't imagine what its like to have struggles and then feel like your struggles aren't valid enough especially as like a 'public figure' enya this vid was the slay of the century we love you always you are my favourite woman in comedy
I feel like all youtubers these days have awful editing and that’s the only thing that makes there videos funny but with Enya it’s just pure comedy and just her. I love it
enya is such a role model for me. i look up to her and feel like she doesnt even know how much she's a part of my life. she influences me in every way possible. the way i dress, talk, act is because of how bold she is. she takes such time out of her life and shows us who she is. i'm so grateful that she continues to make content even when she doesnt feel the best and her sitting down and talking was a breath of fresh air that i think was very needed. enya brings such an unusual taste to comedy that we all love. she is such a well rounded person, a literal icon. enya, thank you for continuing to make content, even when its hard. we love and appreciate all that you do.
the part where u said women can’t enjoy things cause they’re afraid ppl will think they’re doing it to be perceived... me asf and i’ll convince myself everything i like is faked for men and then in like bitch you’ve been interested in these things for 10 years now LOL
or when you finally except you genuinely want to contribute but men treat you as if your doing it to be perceived and have no real importance in the matter
we gotta stop letting them into our brain. I feel like some men are always trying to discredit us and trying to reduce us to a human body without a soul when it's like "mf my soul, tastes, likes and experiences is real and it does not exist to please you. take several seats"
holy shit the woman experience men telling you that you’re a poser for having interests yet simultaneously having to explain why you like things and then being told you don’t like those things enough
Drew and enya literally give me the energy to get my ass off my bed and do stuff to feel better. Truly these 2 make depression just alittle more bearable. Luv y’all
dude you gave eddy the best little life any cat could’ve asked for, when you adopt a pet with an unclear past you can only do what you think is best in the moment, hindsight is shitty thing but you really did the best you could for eddy
i really relate to the feeling corny about liking certain things and caring about what others think about my interest? or like thinking that people i think are super cool i don’t want them to think like- i’m stupid for the things i like i don’t know 😭 i feel like if i say i like something people aren’t gonna think i know what i’m talking about so i over compensate and like over do it
sometimes I feel like my interest in something is not that deep but im trying to do whatever makes me happy even if I just dwell on the surface. a big "f you" to everyone that judges others tbh, they're probably projecting anyways so..
Enya is saving the world with this video. By posting she’s increased the worlds happiness by 100 percent. According to my calculations by increasing happiness she’s making so many people that’s sad happy, enya is the cure to all evil. Enya is very powerful. Enya is an icon. Love enya forever
I love you enya, your vulnerability means sooo much. My cat just died too, he got hit by a car & my boyfriend found him :( Praying our babies are in a way better place than here🥺 You helped me feel less stupid for taking it so serious, and how deep it really is to lose a pet.
I love hearing rant videos like this esp from creators like you. It's engaging and makes me feel like I'm listening to a friend. Sometimes hearing about other people's problems and strife is calming to me bc it makes me feel less alone
Her video has no edit background noises or all the extra stuff to make it funny, but I was literally still entertained and laughed and also got sad for her. Literally no one makes me genuinely laugh and she also made me feel sadness for her and her cat. It wasn’t even my cat. She literally has the capability to make people feel all the emotions. AND I DIDNT EVEN REALIZE IT WAS 35 MIN LONG. Wow. Fav RUclipsr. All I gotta say🚶♀️
i had such clear skin after years of acne issues and then did a mf face mask that burned my face and made me break out so badly and it took like 5 months to fully clear i was so close to buying a ski mask i understand what you’re saying
it felt weird when my cat Paco died, i was out of town and my neighbours had to bury him and when i got home it's like he was never here. but a few month later im in a yoga class and i find one of his whiskers in my leggings and i broke down man, pet relationships are so incredible
Coming back to this bc enya’s words about the passing of a pet really resonated with me and about three months after my 15 year old dog passed and it was so rough, those words really helped
I so agree with that thing about people assuming women aren't genuinely interested in things, it sucks so much and I feel like I internalise it too and don't think the things I like have any value. Loved the video, it's so nice to have you talking one on one again and catch up a little bit :)
vid idea for u: at home open mic night skit w/ the ppl u live with and just be funny like u already are hehe. Also, regardless of how "lucky" u are it's OK to still have issues bc we all do boo el o el.
i can't even explain how much i relate to the idea of being corny/not knowing about what i'm interested. always feeling on the periphery of the worlds/interests i want to be a part of
dude enya always apologizes for not "being funny enough" or if the video gets "too ranty" but like... sometimes that openness is so precious and helps me remember im real and that other people r real n life feels a little more bearable knowing even ur fav creators on the internet rly go thru it/ that people social media dont have it together as much as we think they do n idk ty enya! for reminding us we dont have to be perfect
i getchu on the pet part. my dog had seizures and shit, and obv we took her to the vet. we thought it was just age, and how lately shes just been sitting there and hanging out. and they kept her overnight and we had to give her 3 different meds that i was in charge of. but the week when texas had the huge power out, she passed on the rocking chair. i wasnt there when my family found her dead but i remember breaking down at my friends place at midnight because my first dog since the fuckin 4th grade passed. i had this guilt bc i didnt give her meds on time, or gave her enough blankets in the cold. the next day i held her body to the hospital, and it looked like she was just sleeping. it was so sudden, and i expected for her to live longer but she was a stray and we didnt know her pass life before me. it does feel like it never happened and shes still here. :/ + thank u for these kind of videos
The way I cried when enya talked about her pet passing really hit me Bc I went through the same experience and my pet died last month and honestly it is the worst feeling to feel
I honestly love these type of raw just chatting to the camera vids. Like I would definitely watch more vids of just Enya chatting, daily vlogs, or even just more chill vids like this.
i love you girl. don’t listen to any of your fear or other peoples perceptions. watching you grow into the woman you are today is so inspiring to so many people who love your content. you are already enough! take it day by day bestie 💖💖💖 so excited for you and proud of you always!
thank you for sharing enya. i dont comment a lot but this video really touched me. my dog passed away around the same time, we got him right before the pandemic, and it was also very sudden. I'm at school so i couldn't be home for his last few days, and i haven't seen him for weeks. I've been so distraught since, and i empathize with feeling like i could have done more and wanting to just sense his presence. i feel everything ur saying. sometimes i feel crazy because no one I've talked to understands that it feels like i lost a person. i'm grieving a member of my family and everyone expects me to recover like that. i don't even know what I'm trying to say but basically it was so cathartic to just hear someone talk about everything i'm feeling. thank you
that part about eddie hit me real hard since i also had a cat that died at the start of this year :( it’s even more painful thinking about what more could i have done since i myself am a veterinarian... i don’t even have the heart to do like a dedication post on my socials bc it hurts to remember.. that cat was also the first pet that was truly my own :(
I was crying with you around the 30 minute mark. I’m so sorry for your loss. Returning home after losing a pet, the strongest feelings is just the emptiness and the absence of their presence. It’s so heartbreaking
the life update and just relaxed vibes were much appreciated i feel like we haven't seen her do just a sit down vid in a minute but its so refreshing to hear her talk about how she's doing and everything
Normally when the dermatologist gives u anything, ur skin will go through “purging” where it gets worse before it gets better, but it is totally worth it in the long run
ik I'm late to this video lol but I just lost my childhood dog and my other dog in the space of three months, so hearing u discuss exactly what I was thinking about my own pets felt rlly good to hear
I relate with enya talking about eddy. I also had a cat who I thought had fip. We knew about it late too but my cat was with me for the longest time and she died when I was away at university. When I got back from university, it felt like she was never there. There's so much memories of her at that house but she was just gone when I got back and she left nothing behind. It felt empty and I wish I could spend more time with her :(
We love you!!!! This year has been really hard and it’s ok to feel shitty about whatever hardships you have to face, even if others may have it worse. U deserve to take care of yourself and u deserve all of the good things that are in your life!!
This video was incredible. You’re incredible. Seeing you so raw like this really humanized you apart from your usual wacky character and helped me feel less alone. So much love to Enya.
I haven't seen you since vine but thanks for the laughs you gave younger me. I'm 21 now and feel like we're going through similar emotions so I hope you feel better. Keep staying you
I hate it when ppl give advice on acne bc everyone's skin is different, but last year i realized that my acne was tied to my hair products especially because of my color-treated hair products. putting that out there for anyone who needs it
I definitely feel this, the year has been a STUGGLE. My dog died a month ago, my best friends mom died too like a week later, my other friends mom is getting deported, I ended a 6 year relationship with an emotional abuser, I had to take an extra year of school because I was abusing psychedelics and neglected my work to be with my abuser, i’m graduating into the worst job market since the depression with a degree that requires me to move to one of the most expensive cities in the world, that i’m slowly saving to move to, I’m transitioning publicly into my true identity, all the while I’m struggling to be productive and make music and clothes and other creative projects I’ve been working on. It has been fucking real and all these people are out here pretending like covid isn’t real and are living their lives and enjoying themselves and being productive. I get so angry and then i get upset with myself for being so jealous of people appearing to have their shit together. I just appreciate how honest you guys have been throughout this year and it’s made me feel less alone. I hope things will get better for everyone struggling in this time. We’re all in this together even if we have different problems. No matter who you are, things could be worse but that doesn’t mean we aren’t allowed to share and explain what we’ve been going through. Everyone who reads this is beautiful, thank you
bro at like 33:50 when you said the viewers were cute and shit i smiled mad hard for no reason. love you so much enya i hope youre having a good day. ur everything
I'm so glad you talked abt ur cat, it makes me feel like I'm not alone. I lost my dog a year ago to cancer, she looked like shit and I knew she was hurting but I couldn't do anything about it. Finally came the day where she had to go to the vet, she stayed over night and the next day my mom tells me she passed away. I was in complete shock but then it hit me so hard that my baby died, I still remember her wagging her tail as she walked out the door, she knew she was dying. I didn't even get to say goodbye but I'll always remember the good times with her and sometimes ill look at pictures of her, at least ik she's not suffering and is in doggie heaven
Enya, I relate 100% on the acne situation. People who have never suffered from acne don’t understand how much it impacts self esteem but I’m here to tell you that you are so beautiful and acne is literally normal!! Don’t be so hard on yourself you are such an angel
I've heard that every pet comes into your life for a reason, Eddie came in yours to help you through that time. She was such a great cat and I'm so sorry for your loss
Awww my love I’m so sorry you lost a pet. Losing a pet is so so hard I know you really cared for your kitty. Wishing you lots of healing and sending lots of love as well.
my dog passed last year and you put exactly into words what i was feeling back then, its difficult because you cant say goodbye or explain whats happening to them. sending good vibes :))
i literally adore you like this . you don’t need to always have this personality that you think we need . i love listening to you just talk about what u really like . do what make u happy we love u regardless :)
i’m so sorry to hear about your cat. the grief of losing a pet doesn’t go away fully i think. i still keep the toy my bunny had cuddled up next to when she died.
My cat passed 5 days after Christmas & it was so random & sudden, she was healthy & only 2 years old. I always feel guilty for not taking her deceased body to the vet to try & figure out HOW she died. We can never blame ourselves or be hard on ourselves.. as long as YOU know you was an amazing cat mom that’s all that matters. RIP to her tho 😔 I can definitely relate to you 100% with this, she was my first cat I created my own bond with instead of her just being a FAMILY CAT. Now I walk into my room & literally it’s like she was never here... but I’ll always remember her 🥺. -Also getting a tattoo of her, I feel like that makes me feel better as her cat mom lol✨
bestie we literally just love watching u talk like u don’t have to feel forced to say anything.... also ur not complaining ur just expressing how u feel about ur life...! just cus people have it worse doesn’t mean u have to force urself to be happy with shit.....!!!!!!!!!!!! ur a whole human being, b kinder to urself ^-^
and when the world needed her the most, she returned
Indeed
Hi baby how phat is it?
@@Diego-oe7fy LMAOO?
Finally.
@@Diego-oe7fy whatdidhesayyy?
“we’ll talk about it on the podc-“[GUNSHOTS]
Drew and enya could sit and talk about absolutely nothing and id still listen for 20 minutes.
Id watch that video
same that’s why i love her twitch streams
same
that's literally what most of these videos are
Isn’t that this video
I actually really appreciate the serious tone of this video. like, i love the characters you and drew have created but people tend to forget that you are also entirely normal. it really felt like we were talking and it’s honestly a good change of pace. thank you for opening up to us
exactly
This
Idk guys at this point i think we need a third camera so we can see drew filming
PLS I CAN JUST IMAGINE HIM STANDING LIKE 🧍🏻♂️📷
360 camera 🤔🤔🤔
Third?
i agree
i support this
we luv a multifaceted woman
Truly
my queen
these girls been talking about the podcast since 2019
Yea is it even out yet I’m so confused?
@Angelica Ruiz YO. respect the grind
i need it so bad
drew said on live the other day that they finally got a deal so it should b coming soon frfr
@@dn-li7ww !!!
i cried when u started talking about how it feels when ur pet just isn't around, its so sad and i even get to feel guilty when i think they didn't exist, like they are completely gone, my first cat passed away 3 years ago and u really made me feel about it in a way i never thought i could again, with animals its all about the emotional connection and only u know about it, there's no way to prove it to anyone, its really intimate. id hope u get to feel better about it soon and enjoy azuls company the most,,, luv u bestie꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡
perfectly said ... i had to pause the video :( it was so sad
YEEEEEEES OH MY GOD YES
😔
i cried too omg
Literally same
Azul’s gender changes every 5 seconds we stan a genderfluid monarch
LMFAOOO I KNOW AT FIRST TIME I GOT CONFUSED CUZ THEY KEEP CALLING AZUL AND EDI 2 DIFFERENT PRONOUNS AND IT SRSLY CONFUSES ME OUT FOR A MONTH
@@paledangels WAIT SO WHAT GENDER ARE/WAS THEY?
@@jealelouarvenfelt254 azul’s a boy, enya likes to call azul ‘she’. azul is bae
@@jealelouarvenfelt254 AZUL IS A BOY, AND EDI IS A GIRL LOL
I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT REALIZED THIS
GIRL WE DON’T ALWAYS NEED SOMETHING FUNNY! post whateverrr
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I could hear her talk of whatever for an hour straight and I would be fine with it tbh
don’t be afraid to say the downs of ur year, other people’s problems don’t cancel out yours bab & become pescatarian if u don’t wanna stop eating fish
It’s not that it’s insensitive to make it seem like she has it hard compared to a lot of others but yes I agree she’s entitled to her feelings but she has made the decision to not make it public
!!!
becoming pescatarian is a start, but you should watch seaspiracy on netflix. no such thing as ethical fishing/fish-sourcing. do what u can tho
I feel for Enya's like emotional rants I can't imagine what its like to have struggles and then feel like your struggles aren't valid enough especially as like a 'public figure' enya this vid was the slay of the century we love you always you are my favourite woman in comedy
Enya's room always gives me "cool older cousin" vibes
More like, the cool friend I wish I had
YEAHHH
her room is socute i wish i had that room
Omg YESSSSS
I feel like all youtubers these days have awful editing and that’s the only thing that makes there videos funny but with Enya it’s just pure comedy and just her. I love it
I admire her so much
SAME
Same
QUEEN IS MAKING HER MONTHLY APPEARANCE
YUP
OMG NADIA IS THAT YOU
enya is such a role model for me. i look up to her and feel like she doesnt even know how much she's a part of my life. she influences me in every way possible. the way i dress, talk, act is because of how bold she is. she takes such time out of her life and shows us who she is. i'm so grateful that she continues to make content even when she doesnt feel the best and her sitting down and talking was a breath of fresh air that i think was very needed. enya brings such an unusual taste to comedy that we all love. she is such a well rounded person, a literal icon.
enya, thank you for continuing to make content, even when its hard. we love and appreciate all that you do.
I look up to her too omg
she’s so amazing fr.
i love her so much omg
Oh stfu
@@rubin2200 y u mad
I will never understand how she still has hair on her head, shes an inspiration
💀💀💀💀
Keep evolving as a comedian, don’t limit yourself to a single “character“ or “act” . 💌 can’t wait for the podcast 🗣
Azul going by any pronouns is the slay of the decade
YALL BETTER NOT SKIP ANY ADS SHE JUST GAVE US AN AFTER SCHOOL SPECIAL!!!
when this podcast finally drop the world will heal
Most def
the part where u said women can’t enjoy things cause they’re afraid ppl will think they’re doing it to be perceived... me asf and i’ll convince myself everything i like is faked for men and then in like bitch you’ve been interested in these things for 10 years now LOL
or when you finally except you genuinely want to contribute but men treat you as if your doing it to be perceived and have no real importance in the matter
the male gaze 😔
we gotta stop letting them into our brain. I feel like some men are always trying to discredit us and trying to reduce us to a human body without a soul when it's like "mf my soul, tastes, likes and experiences is real and it does not exist to please you. take several seats"
holy shit the woman experience men telling you that you’re a poser for having interests yet simultaneously having to explain why you like things and then being told you don’t like those things enough
why does no one talk about drew’s “mmmm” it’s like one of my fav parts of enya’s vids lolol
yess I literally love it lmaoo
dude seriously i’ve been subconsciously doing it throughout the day
My cat died a few weeks ago and this made me feel less alone. Thank you
Same this is literally the first time I feel like someone has been on the same wave length as me since my cat died.
I felt so much comfort hearing her sit down and talk
Drew and enya literally give me the energy to get my ass off my bed and do stuff to feel better. Truly these 2 make depression just alittle more bearable. Luv y’all
I love the tone of Enyas videos. It's not overthought and overproduced. It just feels honest and fun and like I'm listening to a friend talk.
you’re already beautiful, queen
the rei icon... i love it
dude you gave eddy the best little life any cat could’ve asked for, when you adopt a pet with an unclear past you can only do what you think is best in the moment, hindsight is shitty thing but you really did the best you could for eddy
i really relate to the feeling corny about liking certain things and caring about what others think about my interest? or like thinking that people i think are super cool i don’t want them to think like- i’m stupid for the things i like i don’t know 😭 i feel like if i say i like something people aren’t gonna think i know what i’m talking about so i over compensate and like over do it
same. Basically fuck everyone's opinions (especially male opinions) and just enjoy what you enjoy :)
that’s exactly how i feel its rlly annoying but im also insecure abt everything abt me 😭 but im glad theres sm other people who think the same
sometimes I feel like my interest in something is not that deep but im trying to do whatever makes me happy even if I just dwell on the surface. a big "f you" to everyone that judges others tbh, they're probably projecting anyways so..
@@Laura-in9kg facts ✌🏽
Enya is saving the world with this video. By posting she’s increased the worlds happiness by 100 percent. According to my calculations by increasing happiness she’s making so many people that’s sad happy, enya is the cure to all evil. Enya is very powerful. Enya is an icon. Love enya forever
breaking bad is so underground omg 💔 please don’t tell the locals 😒
enya man you do not have to apologise for being serious and talking about how you feel we are here for you bæ
watch everyone become obsessed with breaking bad now that enya said she watches it
@@star13745 that’s the joke
@@star13745 its a running joke bc enya gets a lot of hate for shit she does but months later they become trends
@@kahlyn4157 exactly
@@kahlyn4157 she gets like 200k views at most i doubt she’s rly influenced our generation that much. y’all giving white girls too much credit.
@@chanelghostin6060 not you calling her a white girl LMFAO and you’d be surprised as to how much she DOES influence people’s style
I love you enya, your vulnerability means sooo much. My cat just died too, he got hit by a car & my boyfriend found him :( Praying our babies are in a way better place than here🥺 You helped me feel less stupid for taking it so serious, and how deep it really is to lose a pet.
Enya: I wanna get cute and post an IG picture
Drew: girl u’re already cute
Enya: should I just post in this outfit🤨
Drew: no😐 (STOP THE ENYA SLANDER)
Enya sitting in front of her camera and doing her makeup while talking about anything is so nostalgic
i feel reborn when enya uploads
so sorry for your loss :( pet losses hurt so much. You're right, it's strange because they just seem to be gone and don't leave anything behind
enya umanzor blessing our timeline again with a new video
I love hearing rant videos like this esp from creators like you. It's engaging and makes me feel like I'm listening to a friend. Sometimes hearing about other people's problems and strife is calming to me bc it makes me feel less alone
Her video has no edit background noises or all the extra stuff to make it funny, but I was literally still entertained and laughed and also got sad for her. Literally no one makes me genuinely laugh and she also made me feel sadness for her and her cat. It wasn’t even my cat. She literally has the capability to make people feel all the emotions. AND I DIDNT EVEN REALIZE IT WAS 35 MIN LONG. Wow. Fav RUclipsr. All I gotta say🚶♀️
i had such clear skin after years of acne issues and then did a mf face mask that burned my face and made me break out so badly and it took like 5 months to fully clear i was so close to buying a ski mask i understand what you’re saying
brahh this reminds me of when i accidentally put hair spray on my face :| not a good look. took me a year to recover my skin was f’d up!
ur pretty asf
@@bunnym.2414 thank you sm🤍
you and drew are the only ones that i can actually sit through talking about sponsors bc you guys make it so entertaining
it felt weird when my cat Paco died, i was out of town and my neighbours had to bury him and when i got home it's like he was never here. but a few month later im in a yoga class and i find one of his whiskers in my leggings and i broke down man, pet relationships are so incredible
Coming back to this bc enya’s words about the passing of a pet really resonated with me and about three months after my 15 year old dog passed and it was so rough, those words really helped
I so agree with that thing about people assuming women aren't genuinely interested in things, it sucks so much and I feel like I internalise it too and don't think the things I like have any value. Loved the video, it's so nice to have you talking one on one again and catch up a little bit :)
vid idea for u: at home open mic night skit w/ the ppl u live with and just be funny like u already are hehe. Also, regardless of how "lucky" u are it's OK to still have issues bc we all do boo el o el.
i can't even explain how much i relate to the idea of being corny/not knowing about what i'm interested. always feeling on the periphery of the worlds/interests i want to be a part of
35 minutes of enya content? LUV
Please make more videos where u just talk and open up like this, it’s so comforting.
dude enya always apologizes for not "being funny enough" or if the video gets "too ranty" but like... sometimes that openness is so precious and helps me remember im real and that other people r real n life feels a little more bearable knowing even ur fav creators on the internet rly go thru it/ that people social media dont have it together as much as we think they do n idk ty enya! for reminding us we dont have to be perfect
i getchu on the pet part. my dog had seizures and shit, and obv we took her to the vet. we thought it was just age, and how lately shes just been sitting there and hanging out. and they kept her overnight and we had to give her 3 different meds that i was in charge of. but the week when texas had the huge power out, she passed on the rocking chair. i wasnt there when my family found her dead but i remember breaking down at my friends place at midnight because my first dog since the fuckin 4th grade passed. i had this guilt bc i didnt give her meds on time, or gave her enough blankets in the cold. the next day i held her body to the hospital, and it looked like she was just sleeping. it was so sudden, and i expected for her to live longer but she was a stray and we didnt know her pass life before me. it does feel like it never happened and shes still here. :/
+ thank u for these kind of videos
THE PODCAST!! listened to the hey incident yesterday then came back to this vid
what episode?
@@martarosavelazquez3255 ep 15!!
The way I cried when enya talked about her pet passing really hit me Bc I went through the same experience and my pet died last month and honestly it is the worst feeling to feel
my grandma's cat passed right after quarantine started and it really felt so surreal, it doesnt feel real to this day.. :( it's a lot
I honestly love these type of raw just chatting to the camera vids. Like I would definitely watch more vids of just Enya chatting, daily vlogs, or even just more chill vids like this.
i love you girl. don’t listen to any of your fear or other peoples perceptions. watching you grow into the woman you are today is so inspiring to so many people who love your content. you are already enough! take it day by day bestie 💖💖💖 so excited for you and proud of you always!
thank you for sharing enya. i dont comment a lot but this video really touched me. my dog passed away around the same time, we got him right before the pandemic, and it was also very sudden. I'm at school so i couldn't be home for his last few days, and i haven't seen him for weeks. I've been so distraught since, and i empathize with feeling like i could have done more and wanting to just sense his presence. i feel everything ur saying. sometimes i feel crazy because no one I've talked to understands that it feels like i lost a person. i'm grieving a member of my family and everyone expects me to recover like that. i don't even know what I'm trying to say but basically it was so cathartic to just hear someone talk about everything i'm feeling. thank you
that part about eddie hit me real hard since i also had a cat that died at the start of this year :( it’s even more painful thinking about what more could i have done since i myself am a veterinarian... i don’t even have the heart to do like a dedication post on my socials bc it hurts to remember.. that cat was also the first pet that was truly my own :(
I was crying with you around the 30 minute mark. I’m so sorry for your loss. Returning home after losing a pet, the strongest feelings is just the emptiness and the absence of their presence. It’s so heartbreaking
i love these longer videos. makes me feel like i have friends 😁😁😁
the life update and just relaxed vibes were much appreciated i feel like we haven't seen her do just a sit down vid in a minute but its so refreshing to hear her talk about how she's doing and everything
YOU ALWAYS HAVE BEEN BEAUTIFUL
Normally when the dermatologist gives u anything, ur skin will go through “purging” where it gets worse before it gets better, but it is totally worth it in the long run
NO FUCKING WAYYY YAYYYY. I LOVE U ENYA. CANT WAIT TO WATCH THIS MASTER PIECE.
ik I'm late to this video lol but I just lost my childhood dog and my other dog in the space of three months, so hearing u discuss exactly what I was thinking about my own pets felt rlly good to hear
you are not corney!! you are authentic :) thanks for being you, we need more genuine people
i really enjoy videos like this, sometimes i don't have the energy to be invested in a joke or skit so this is super comforting.
I relate with enya talking about eddy. I also had a cat who I thought had fip. We knew about it late too but my cat was with me for the longest time and she died when I was away at university. When I got back from university, it felt like she was never there. There's so much memories of her at that house but she was just gone when I got back and she left nothing behind. It felt empty and I wish I could spend more time with her :(
Thank u for your honesty, my skin is crazy too and now i feel less alone!
i love how emotionally open you’ve become. the change and growth over the years is so obvious :,)
We love you!!!! This year has been really hard and it’s ok to feel shitty about whatever hardships you have to face, even if others may have it worse. U deserve to take care of yourself and u deserve all of the good things that are in your life!!
QUEEN I NEEDED THIS TODAY THANK YOU SIS
I can listen to enya talk and rant all day
i love how she was so open in this video!
This video was incredible. You’re incredible. Seeing you so raw like this really humanized you apart from your usual wacky character and helped me feel less alone. So much love to Enya.
I haven't seen you since vine but thanks for the laughs you gave younger me. I'm 21 now and feel like we're going through similar emotions so I hope you feel better. Keep staying you
I hate it when ppl give advice on acne bc everyone's skin is different, but last year i realized that my acne was tied to my hair products especially because of my color-treated hair products. putting that out there for anyone who needs it
I definitely feel this, the year has been a STUGGLE. My dog died a month ago, my best friends mom died too like a week later, my other friends mom is getting deported, I ended a 6 year relationship with an emotional abuser, I had to take an extra year of school because I was abusing psychedelics and neglected my work to be with my abuser, i’m graduating into the worst job market since the depression with a degree that requires me to move to one of the most expensive cities in the world, that i’m slowly saving to move to, I’m transitioning publicly into my true identity, all the while I’m struggling to be productive and make music and clothes and other creative projects I’ve been working on. It has been fucking real and all these people are out here pretending like covid isn’t real and are living their lives and enjoying themselves and being productive. I get so angry and then i get upset with myself for being so jealous of people appearing to have their shit together. I just appreciate how honest you guys have been throughout this year and it’s made me feel less alone. I hope things will get better for everyone struggling in this time. We’re all in this together even if we have different problems. No matter who you are, things could be worse but that doesn’t mean we aren’t allowed to share and explain what we’ve been going through. Everyone who reads this is beautiful, thank you
love u
bro at like 33:50 when you said the viewers were cute and shit i smiled mad hard for no reason. love you so much enya i hope youre having a good day. ur everything
I'm so glad you talked abt ur cat, it makes me feel like I'm not alone. I lost my dog a year ago to cancer, she looked like shit and I knew she was hurting but I couldn't do anything about it. Finally came the day where she had to go to the vet, she stayed over night and the next day my mom tells me she passed away. I was in complete shock but then it hit me so hard that my baby died, I still remember her wagging her tail as she walked out the door, she knew she was dying. I didn't even get to say goodbye but I'll always remember the good times with her and sometimes ill look at pictures of her, at least ik she's not suffering and is in doggie heaven
Enya, I relate 100% on the acne situation. People who have never suffered from acne don’t understand how much it impacts self esteem but I’m here to tell you that you are so beautiful and acne is literally normal!! Don’t be so hard on yourself you are such an angel
love the real enya just chilling, not in bit mode. this is why i look forward to the podcast. hope they record a video version for youtube.
this video was so powerful i could literally feel the emotion thru the video i luv u so much enya
Enya talking about breaking bad was literally me when I started watching breaking bad, like that was all I would talk about
so happy u talked about how you've actually been feeling
I've heard that every pet comes into your life for a reason, Eddie came in yours to help you through that time. She was such a great cat and I'm so sorry for your loss
Awww my love I’m so sorry you lost a pet. Losing a pet is so so hard I know you really cared for your kitty. Wishing you lots of healing and sending lots of love as well.
enya was been my childhood crush on vine and still is period
my dog passed last year and you put exactly into words what i was feeling back then, its difficult because you cant say goodbye or explain whats happening to them. sending good vibes :))
I’m quite literally in loveeee with this woman
i literally adore you like this . you don’t need to always have this personality that you think we need . i love listening to you just talk about what u really like . do what make u happy we love u regardless :)
enya always looks like a really cool daria character
Your big bright smile helps me forget about my brother. Enya. Thanks man.
i’m so sorry to hear about your cat. the grief of losing a pet doesn’t go away fully i think. i still keep the toy my bunny had cuddled up next to when she died.
within this video you pushed me in a sense to paint my nails and do homework, i love you bro
My cat passed 5 days after Christmas & it was so random & sudden, she was healthy & only 2 years old. I always feel guilty for not taking her deceased body to the vet to try & figure out HOW she died. We can never blame ourselves or be hard on ourselves.. as long as YOU know you was an amazing cat mom that’s all that matters. RIP to her tho 😔 I can definitely relate to you 100% with this, she was my first cat I created my own bond with instead of her just being a FAMILY CAT. Now I walk into my room & literally it’s like she was never here... but I’ll always remember her 🥺.
-Also getting a tattoo of her, I feel like that makes me feel better as her cat mom lol✨
bestie we literally just love watching u talk like u don’t have to feel forced to say anything.... also ur not complaining ur just expressing how u feel about ur life...! just cus people have it worse doesn’t mean u have to force urself to be happy with shit.....!!!!!!!!!!!! ur a whole human being, b kinder to urself ^-^