I’m Dying

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  • Опубликовано: 28 окт 2023

Комментарии • 26 тыс.

  • @selmaalva9031
    @selmaalva9031 7 месяцев назад +8481

    Kyle, I did this for my Mom. When the machines were going to be turned off, I pulled her up a bit enogh to wrapped my arms tightly under her and right before the nurse was going to shut the machine off, I started singing her song she had sung to all of us including her grandchildren (You are my Sunshine). She struggled a bit after the machine was off so I kept holding her, singing over & over until I felt it was ok that she was gone. I did this so she wasn’t afraid or felt alone. This may seem weird to some but I needed her to not go alone. She held me when I was born so I held her at her last breath. It was my gift to her❤️. I love you Jenny! Thank you for always being so beautiful! ❤️🙏🏼💐

    • @fififirestone3787
      @fififirestone3787 7 месяцев назад +542

      That's beautiful. How wonderful that you did that for your mother.

    • @trudyramgren8817
      @trudyramgren8817 7 месяцев назад +167

      ❤😢

    • @Lisa.Halloran
      @Lisa.Halloran 7 месяцев назад +213

      Yes that's so beautiful to do for your mom. ❤

    • @UnseenOct
      @UnseenOct 7 месяцев назад +309

      I can only hope my child loves me enough to do this one day ❤️

    • @melissaparrish1870
      @melissaparrish1870 7 месяцев назад +267

      I'm crying as I read your post and thinking about my own precious Mom. Being able to hold her was not only a gift for her, but for you as well.

  • @gracepataky3402
    @gracepataky3402 7 месяцев назад +4118

    Kyle, as you help Jenny through this final phase, remember, it will be your finest hour. Its been an honor to watch you care for her.

    • @lolitagrant6751
      @lolitagrant6751 7 месяцев назад +161

      It sure has! Kyle is the best husband I've ever seen, including my own!

    • @bbgirl6741
      @bbgirl6741 7 месяцев назад +112

      May God strengthen Kyle he’s had so much on his shoulders, so much stress But he wouldn’t have it any other way. His Love fir wife n caring is what every wife needs n wants in a husband their Love was so real we all could see n admire. WE will never forget this journey n courage n Jenny will be greatly missed.

    • @SusanLlewellyn-pp2xn
      @SusanLlewellyn-pp2xn 7 месяцев назад +88

      Ellis ❤...wonderful, loving son...❤ grow up to be like daddy...'like father. Like.son.'

    • @SusanLlewellyn-pp2xn
      @SusanLlewellyn-pp2xn 7 месяцев назад +107

      Sweet Winnie, ❤...Mummy in Heaven soon, marry a man like Daddy when u grow up. Don't settle for anything less. All Mummy's goodness and strength shall be yours, sweet girl

    • @user-ze3sf9qk7x
      @user-ze3sf9qk7x 7 месяцев назад +79

      Jenny I pray that you can have a pain free journey to the most beautiful place you’ll ever know. I pray that Kyle, Ellis and winner will get through this knowing that you are now going to be their Angel in the sky, and that very bright star in the night sky is you. Much Love to you all ❤❤🙏🙏

  • @plantpants3746
    @plantpants3746 2 месяца назад +136

    I can't imagine the anxiety and terror she must have felt. Dying is never easy. This was so unfair....my heart aches

  • @AKE-rw2ly
    @AKE-rw2ly 4 месяца назад +257

    What a girl. Humour in her final days and such a beautiful loving couple.

    • @trteeerryfse-wy2ww
      @trteeerryfse-wy2ww 4 месяца назад +4

      Coping with death in style. Dhes such a rilepmodel

  • @silversecret82
    @silversecret82 7 месяцев назад +1033

    The most touching words Jenny said were "He's allowed to be married, he's allowed to fall in love. I want him to be happy." She's the strongest person I've ever seen in my life.

    • @tarcisiasiniscalchi6641
      @tarcisiasiniscalchi6641 7 месяцев назад +8

      He cannot wait for her to be gone so he will get a younger woman

    • @AlexandarShmex
      @AlexandarShmex 7 месяцев назад +149

      @@tarcisiasiniscalchi6641 You're a sociopath, if you're writing seriously, or an edgy kid if joking. Hopefully it's the latter.

    • @melanybest6489
      @melanybest6489 7 месяцев назад +31

      What Jenny said.. was true love. Bless this family dear lord 🙏 ❤️

    • @User79344
      @User79344 7 месяцев назад +37

      That’s how much she loves him…sweetest love I’ve seen in a long time!

    • @kimbibbs5700
      @kimbibbs5700 7 месяцев назад

      @@tarcisiasiniscalchi6641 you are sick in the head!!! How dare you write something like that about a very young Woman who is dying way before her time!!! And a Man that has put his gut wrenching heartache to the side, so that he can care for her in her final hours of need!!! Your comment is truly despicable and you should be ashamed of yourself!!! You obviously have never ever experienced true Love, so you are ignorant to how special her words truly were. It’s very obvious why!!! I’m sure your Mother is real proud of you!!!

  • @quittintime33
    @quittintime33 7 месяцев назад +1510

    "He's allowed to remarry, he's allowed to fall in love"
    That broke me. What an amazing gift to leave your husband. Your blessing for his future happiness.
    God bless you all. ♥️

    • @onemuckypup9823
      @onemuckypup9823 7 месяцев назад +87

      It broke me, too - Jenny is one unique woman!

    • @billj4525
      @billj4525 7 месяцев назад +41

      Yeah, good for her, she's so so kind. I would not want to even be talking about that or thinking about that during a time like this. They also have kids together too, so they will always be linked. So sad that she passed away the other day, RIP Jenny, and love and prayers to the rest of the family.

    • @quittintime33
      @quittintime33 7 месяцев назад +48

      @@billj4525 I'm married, been with my husband for 25 years, married for 21. We have 2 kids together - this conversation would be at the TOP of my list. In this moment, it wouldn't be about me and how I feel, but how he will feel after I'm gone. I would NEVER want him to doubt if it's ok to "move on" after I go.

    • @quittintime33
      @quittintime33 7 месяцев назад +6

      @@billj4525 I'm married, been with my husband for 25 years, married for 21. We have 2 kids together - this conversation would be at the TOP of my list. In this moment, it wouldn't be about me and how I feel, but how he will feel after I'm gone. I would NEVER want him to doubt if it's ok to "move on" after I go.
      Editing to add:
      We've already had •this• conversation, and praise God, neither of us are terminally ill. But if the day comes, we know where we stand on this topic and wouldn't need to discuss it.

    • @snowwhite2709
      @snowwhite2709 7 месяцев назад +69

      ​@@Brad_Pittstopsome may not choose to move on because they feel their spouse would not want to be with someone else. It's just clearing the air, not giving the spouse permission.

  • @brianbingham7524
    @brianbingham7524 4 месяца назад +205

    My dear wife Vesna died of liver cancer on. January 30, 2023. I miss Vesna so very much.

    • @donnacollins4511
      @donnacollins4511 4 месяца назад +6

      I’m so very sorry that you’ve lost your wife😔✝️🙏❤️

    • @woodlander9634
      @woodlander9634 4 месяца назад +3

    • @F_U23
      @F_U23 3 месяца назад +11

      My friend Rick died Nov 9 2023...liver cancer, too 😢😭 He told me the vaccines killed him 🤤

    • @brianbingham7524
      @brianbingham7524 3 месяца назад

      @@F_U23 My wife took two jabs of vaccine during 2022. Doctors told her that the vaccines could not result in cancer and she believed them. I did not believe the doctors.

    • @mc02zb
      @mc02zb 3 месяца назад +1

  • @nickybaker1338
    @nickybaker1338 Месяц назад +59

    I'm re watching this April 15th 2024.
    What a beautiful, wonderful, graceful lady.
    I remember seeing this for the first time-it has lost none of its impact.
    God bless you Kyle, Ellis & Winnie 💞🐞🌹

  • @penni6432
    @penni6432 7 месяцев назад +755

    Jenny, as a nurse of 23 years including hospice, and my own personal experience with a near death event, there is more. I believe it. There is a calm that will shoulder you, and at that time, you will be released of all pain, worry, and sadness. This is your transition, not the end. Bless you in a peaceful journey to your final home.

    • @penni6432
      @penni6432 7 месяцев назад +46

      An added note, I hated being on the ventilator just as you stated your friend did. It was uncomfortable and you do not need added distress. Hospice, despite what many people will say negatively, is a blessing and offers many benefits to help you and your family.

    • @daisy7141
      @daisy7141 7 месяцев назад +34

      I totally agree. I see stories by people that passed away but came back. They did not want to come back because it was so beautiful on the other side.

    • @NsTheName
      @NsTheName 7 месяцев назад +38

      100% agree. I have not had a near death experience (though I do also have cancer) but I HAVE been visited by loved ones who are on the other side. This life is just a transition period for our real life after we're done here. We will be together again.

    • @iSheree
      @iSheree 7 месяцев назад

      @@NsTheName I too have cancer and I have been visited by loved ones on the other side also.

    • @glennacordill8028
      @glennacordill8028 7 месяцев назад +25

      I experienced this calm when my mother transitioned. It was so sweet and soothing. I believe that angels are around the bed of the long suffering ones, ministering to them.

  • @glenda.thegoodwitch
    @glenda.thegoodwitch 7 месяцев назад +817

    I am an artist I would be honored to do any illustrations for a book Kyle and Jenny for free. My heart and prayers are with you.

    • @heatherbukowski2102
      @heatherbukowski2102 7 месяцев назад +39

      Such kindness makes my eyes water. "Look for the helpers." Thank you.

    • @wendyouellette
      @wendyouellette 7 месяцев назад +27

      How sweet of you! I hope he gets a chance to read the comments. Some aren’t very nice and it’s horrible. Poor Kyle had to delete a video with all the comments due to most were people bullying him. He said it hurt his feelings very badly.😢

    • @caribcarib4337
      @caribcarib4337 7 месяцев назад +14

      Jenny is so strong and brave

    • @janetyee6727
      @janetyee6727 7 месяцев назад +23

      What an awesome offer...I hope Kyle can take you up on that offer. Would be wonderful. Bless you lass.

    • @sunflowerbrown5823
      @sunflowerbrown5823 7 месяцев назад +25

      Please keep posting your offer so that Kyle may see it one day. Just keep posting it, please. You are so kind and generous!

  • @beeshippiemusica3164
    @beeshippiemusica3164 6 месяцев назад +284

    Such a selfless person. Thinking about everyone else before herself. Making sure her husband, kids and family are ok without her. I admire her bravery.

    • @susanbaker46
      @susanbaker46 5 месяцев назад +9

      She is lovely.

    • @ruthsmith3448
      @ruthsmith3448 5 месяцев назад +6

      My mom passed from cancer but that disease ravaged her, this sweet lady looks so lovely and serene. My mom literally looked like death and couldn't talk.

    • @beshellagant
      @beshellagant 4 месяца назад +5

      There's something special in Jenny that soothes me when I am struggling with anxiety. Her calm demeanor and the love she possessed was, and still is abundant and real. I'm glad she's out of pain that broke my heart to see the pain, she was so eloquent and amazing in the end. 💗 Kyle you're doing a great job keep it up and hug that pillow! 💗

    • @tracyshelton5599
      @tracyshelton5599 4 месяца назад +3

      🙏hugs, if you have children, grand children, , write letters , for each stage in life, if you have Jesus or God in your life, look to 😢 Him for help, take tons of pictures, enjoy life as it is now, love , laugh , live!

    • @sciencenotsrigma
      @sciencenotsrigma 4 месяца назад +1

      So do I! I go in for diagnostic surgery in a few days and am freaking out. Thanks for sharing this. It’s an amazing example of grace. ❤

  • @HospitalBed
    @HospitalBed 5 месяцев назад +265

    It broke my heart to hear her say shes scared.

    • @beshellagant
      @beshellagant 4 месяца назад +10

      😢 me too. She was so scared but she looked for Kyle and he could always calm her. I'm so happy she didn't have to stay there.🙏😇

    • @BellabooItaly22
      @BellabooItaly22 3 месяца назад +12

      It is so sad, especially Jenny saying how afraid she is. It sucks the air out of me seeing this. Life is so fragile.....
      We never know God's plan for our life. Our days are measured by God's plan.
      Rest softly in heaven Jenny ...🙏✨

    • @beshellagant
      @beshellagant 3 месяца назад +4

      @@BellabooItaly22 My family looked at me sobbing when she died and asked if I knew her, I unfortunately didn't, but she felt like a friend 💗 her voice calms me 💗 Such an amazing family and Kyle is doing good, better than I would be. God love them 💗

    • @rxsweaty6461
      @rxsweaty6461 2 месяца назад

      Me tooo 🙏🏻❤

    • @D1editzs
      @D1editzs Месяц назад

      me too

  • @TrishaThompson-wd7xp
    @TrishaThompson-wd7xp 7 месяцев назад +987

    Jenny and Kyle,
    I worked hospice as a nurse for 30+ years. I have been a silent observer but feel compelled to let the two of you know what an honor it has been to follow this journey about you and your family.
    There are teddy bears sold on Etsy(and maybe Amazon) that will hold a recording or heartbeat from Jenny.
    I watch the love between the 2 of you and it is something that cancer cannot EVER take away.
    God promises us that we will be united again, never forget that promise.
    Thank you for sharing your journey with all of us. It HAS been an HONOR💕🙏😇. Trisha Thompson

    • @normaotts2260
      @normaotts2260 7 месяцев назад +18

      Feel so sorry for you. I just found out I have bladder cancer.

    • @savagefrombirth1304
      @savagefrombirth1304 7 месяцев назад +7

      @@normaotts2260 so sorry to hear that may i suggest barbara oneil or dr robert morse

    • @jdjenny
      @jdjenny 7 месяцев назад +3

      Well said. Same here.

    • @jdjenny
      @jdjenny 7 месяцев назад +17

      @@normaotts2260I will pray for you. 🙏🏼I promise. With God all things are possible. I hope you’re not suffering.

    • @Rebecca-1111
      @Rebecca-1111 7 месяцев назад +13

      Stage 3 metastatic 10 yrs tomorrow. I'm scared because it's the unknown.i thinks it's normal to have some fear. Sending prayers for you.

  • @kellyoconnell1295
    @kellyoconnell1295 7 месяцев назад +706

    Jenny, you’ve already written a book. It’s a video book and it’s been the most selfless and beautiful book I’ve ever read. Thank you ❤

    • @brokenwings2971
      @brokenwings2971 7 месяцев назад +16

      Watching on replay. Jenny and Kyle, you have and continue to be so brave through this journey. You have been an inspiration to so many. Jenny, you have done something much more important than a book, you have videoed your journey. Your children, your husband, and your family and friends will always have this to look back on, to be reminded of your bravery, your love, your personality. You have given them a gift and you have given us a gift.
      Sending up prayers for you, Kyle, the kiddos, and your family.

    • @stephm4349
      @stephm4349 7 месяцев назад +11

      So beautifully said.

    • @robyn220
      @robyn220 7 месяцев назад +6

      great point!!! ❤

    • @janinemaxwell4297
      @janinemaxwell4297 7 месяцев назад +3

      I have only just found your channel it was recommended by RUclips. I just want to say you are so very brave and thank you for giving your blessings to Kyle if he does one day fall in love again. I love how you said if they see a light or twinkle in their eyes it’s you just sending your love. I had to be there for my best friend when she was going through this because she had no family in Australia and only a couple of friends it was my absolute pleasure to be able to care for her in her final days. It was heartbreaking to see her suffer but I was there for whatever she needed. I see this video was 7 days ago I wonder if you have passed or how you are going if your still here sending my love to you both and your children and families

    • @kae23232
      @kae23232 7 месяцев назад +2

  • @Matthouin
    @Matthouin 5 месяцев назад +109

    I’m sorry Kyle , I’m sorry Jenny ❤. I live with one lung and someday I’ll have to go through this too . I’m 44 years old I have one lung 🫁 doctors Removed my left lung two and a half years ago . Thymoma b1 cancer stage four .
    Dear lord be there for us when we cross over , please be there for us when we need you lord .

    • @debbiebrannon8874
      @debbiebrannon8874 5 месяцев назад

      Praying for a healing for you amen try cannabis oil and THC and worm medicine for animals to kill cancer amen

    • @annamariaercoli6940
      @annamariaercoli6940 4 месяца назад +6

      Il Signore non ti lascia e non ti abbandonerà mai.. Egli sarà sempre al tuo fianco fino alla fine..non temere .. nel suo regno dove andremo non ci sarà né più lacrime né più dolore.. ma ci sarà gioia eterna alla sua presenza ❤💪

    • @sajidabanofaizi6854
      @sajidabanofaizi6854 3 месяца назад +3

      I pray from the core of my heart may you get healed, may you live long with health,may you don't have to go through any pain, ameen

    • @carolnorton6143
      @carolnorton6143 2 месяца назад +3

      My mother in law lived with one lung for 35 years!!

  • @cindyjones3216
    @cindyjones3216 6 месяцев назад +53

    Jenny was just the sweetest thing even as she was dying. I hate that she is gone, never forgotten, and certainly always loved.

  • @vikiijohnson2975
    @vikiijohnson2975 7 месяцев назад +543

    Kiss your family as much as you can, hold them and let them say their goodbyes. Tears are okay, and laughter is okay. You are loved. You're RUclips family loves you, and we will miss seeing your beautiful face. A book is a great idea.
    Thank you for allowing us to go on your journey. Kyle, our hearts are breaking for you.

    • @shirleyvalentine2794
      @shirleyvalentine2794 7 месяцев назад +19

      Perfect words.It’s all so sad

    • @carolynlind7872
      @carolynlind7872 7 месяцев назад +19

      So well said!!! So much love to this family

    • @janetsutter5430
      @janetsutter5430 7 месяцев назад +9

      Your in my prayers!! Jesus loves you and will be there for you and your family!!

    • @barbiekandle6659
      @barbiekandle6659 7 месяцев назад

      Hey, I know u said you were scared. The unknown is.But Jesus said he was the truth and the life . There is a way you don't have to be afraid . Romans Road tell us how to be born again . Jesus paid our debt foe us on the cross , he shed his perfect blood . He took that fear for us ! All he have to do is believe and ask . Goggle plan of salvation !

    • @marisaperkins5158
      @marisaperkins5158 7 месяцев назад +6

      😢😢😢

  • @kaylahD_ford
    @kaylahD_ford 7 месяцев назад +422

    “I want Kyle to fall in love and remarry. I want Kyle to be happy”
    that is just pure love ❤️

    • @Roseeeee11
      @Roseeeee11 7 месяцев назад +9

      Love and light♾️♾️♾️🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽and peace and life fore ❤ever whit god

    • @onemuckypup9823
      @onemuckypup9823 7 месяцев назад +18

      That killed me - what an amazing woman! Real soul mates. Safe passage to Jenny - your wings await you.

    • @Klop8989ii
      @Klop8989ii 7 месяцев назад +17

      Man I hate this. Life is unfair!

    • @Ania-cd2sh
      @Ania-cd2sh 7 месяцев назад +9

      I’m so happy she said that, so he can live his life without feeling guilt. She’s an amazing woman! And yes that’s true love 💕 ❤️

    • @purpleviolet2058
      @purpleviolet2058 7 месяцев назад

      ​@@Klop8989iiI fully agree!

  • @epluribusbigly1354
    @epluribusbigly1354 6 месяцев назад +75

    Two absolutely wonderful and brave people. You have provided inspiration for all your viewers (friends). Rest in peace dear Jenny. We are with you Kyle. God bless you both.

  • @tarasumner
    @tarasumner 6 месяцев назад +42

    GOD WILL HOLD YOU TIGHT SISTER,I LOVE YOU.KYLE YOU ARE A OUTSTANDING HUMAN. ❤

  • @suemoo22
    @suemoo22 7 месяцев назад +271

    Dear Jenny, don’t be afraid. I heard something beautiful, “When you take your last breath on earth, your next breath will be in heaven.” We all love you and your family.

    • @deborahsmith4557
      @deborahsmith4557 7 месяцев назад +6

      amen

    • @gracejohnston2692
      @gracejohnston2692 7 месяцев назад +4

    • @JMCass-bp3sb
      @JMCass-bp3sb 7 месяцев назад

      Testimony of Dr Reggie Anderson a Dr who was an atheist had a real vision of Jesus after a tragedy his 4 or 5 friends were murdered. Jesus revealed to him he would marry his girlfriend have 4 children live & work in a certain city. This all came true, but his real life purpose was to be with the dying, he has witnessed thousands of his patients pass away & he witnesses the door of Heaven opening, the scent of lilac & lemon fill the room & a light beam glow down, when the dear loved ones passes the light goes & the door closes. He says our last breath here is our first in Heaven & he is the midwife of the soul he prays with, helping it be birthed into Heaven.

  • @jinxterpinxter
    @jinxterpinxter 7 месяцев назад +2314

    Jenny is such a strong and courageous woman, facing death with her head up, and still cracking jokes. We will pray for you.

    • @yoop177
      @yoop177 7 месяцев назад +32

      Love you Jenny

    • @dianerobertson4894
      @dianerobertson4894 7 месяцев назад +80

      Turn your eyes upon Jesus
      look full in His wonderful face
      and the things of earth will grow strangely diin
      In the light of His glory and grace
      Remember, you are only changing your living location. When you take your last breath on earth, you will immediately inhale heavenly air! You will see your Savior face to face. Keep your thoughts on Him.

    • @Karlee05-xs4jo
      @Karlee05-xs4jo 7 месяцев назад +37

      Jenny is such an amazing person and Kyle is an amazing Man, I feel so bad for her and her precious children. Life can seem so unfair at times!🙏💗

    • @cay5919
      @cay5919 7 месяцев назад +12

      I so agree. Your way with words is beautiful.

    • @silenttears4966
      @silenttears4966 7 месяцев назад +20

      Jenny Du bist eine so starke Frau und Kyle Dir wünsche ich soooo viel Kraft.

  • @angelagreen3642
    @angelagreen3642 Месяц назад +16

    Her humor is so uplifting. This beautiful strong woman. ❤

  • @joannemurray3384
    @joannemurray3384 5 месяцев назад +52

    This is the most emotional video yet! I cry every time I replay and hear Jenny say, “I’m dying!” Seeing Kyle cry breaks my heart! God loves you and is with you forever! Jenny will be free from pain and will feel glorious in the presence of our Lord!

    • @jodeming5088
      @jodeming5088 2 месяца назад

      Jenny is special to all of us that followed her. As well as Kyle and the children. I miss her so much but know she’s healed and no more pain. She’s watching over everyone and sending her signs. Jenny will forever be in our hearts.

  • @Ailuj234
    @Ailuj234 7 месяцев назад +286

    I am a terminal care nurse. My advice ( for what it is worth) is to remember that you are NOT DEAD YET! You are still alive and you are preparing for your next adventure. Birth is the start of a great adventure so is death. I have been with many people who have passed on. Enjoy all this love. Know that you are loved.
    I am sure that you have all your ducks in a row so please enjoy this time and reach out to the hospice staff to ensure that you are comfortable.
    Love you guys.

    • @jeanniehamilton6302
      @jeanniehamilton6302 7 месяцев назад +13

      😢May you feel the love of Jesus. He will be there to put His arms around you. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

    • @debbiehebert5185
      @debbiehebert5185 7 месяцев назад +7

      You are the bravest person I know Jenny ❤ Have the family near you, let your end be a peaceful one....Kyle will never lose support neither your beautiful kids. They will always have family, friends far and near still surrounded them. Your brightness will never dim! We love you sweet Jenny 😊

    • @ritagoldstein6870
      @ritagoldstein6870 7 месяцев назад

      ​@@debbiehebert5185❤

    • @carollucey111
      @carollucey111 7 месяцев назад

    • @annewatkins1434
      @annewatkins1434 7 месяцев назад +5

      Thank you, beautiful soul, for sharing yourself with all of us. We will never forget you and you'll live on in so, so many hearts! Much love to you, Jenny and love and prayers for Kyle, Winnie, Ellis and little Flower. ❤❤

  • @carolmclean7159
    @carolmclean7159 7 месяцев назад +129

    Goodbyes are only for those who see with the eyes... for those who see with the heart, there are no goodbyes. 🙏Fly high sweet girl. 💫🍀

  • @mbg140897
    @mbg140897 6 месяцев назад +62

    Seeing things like this make me, in my own turmoil with mental illness, be grateful for the time I have to turn things around. You never know what will happen in your life. Kyle seems like such an outstanding man. I am so sorry for your loss, Jenny seemed like an amazing person.

    • @revelgirl1742
      @revelgirl1742 4 месяца назад +5

      You deserve to turn things around and I am sending you positive energy for healing!!!💕💕💕

    • @mbg140897
      @mbg140897 4 месяца назад

      @@revelgirl1742 Thank you so much, genuinely. Even us connecting and exchanging energies as strangers on the internet should not be taken for granted. I whole heartedly accept the energy you’re sending me and I hope your life is filled with love and light❤️

  • @VenomousMinds
    @VenomousMinds 5 месяцев назад +62

    One of the tragedies that comes with being human with an evolved cortex is also, sadly, the ability to comprehend our own death. Life itself is a double edged sword. Prayers to her, her family, and close ones. My heart goes out to you.

    • @gamingbutter5768
      @gamingbutter5768 5 месяцев назад +14

      Yes, I sometimes look at my cats playing and think how lucky they are. They enjoy life to the very end and really worry about nothing.

    • @elainecaudill2173
      @elainecaudill2173 Месяц назад

      God help her through in Jesus name amen

    • @pythondrink
      @pythondrink 29 дней назад +1

      ​@@elainecaudill2173 doesn't seem God cares if you have to beg him to save her

  • @sonshinetres4541
    @sonshinetres4541 7 месяцев назад +301

    Jenny this channel is your book. You've done everything, you haven't forgotten anything. Rest now. Create a peaceful, quiet environment filled with light and love for yourself and those closest to you. Put the phone down and no more worries. We got you. We got all of you. We aren't going anywhere. Thank you a million times for sharing yourself, your family and your journey with all of us. What a gift its been. You are a bright, sparkly, glittery angel, you are the warm sunshine, you are the gentle breeze, you are the sweet scent, you are the melodic notes...Godspeed

    • @onelove609
      @onelove609 7 месяцев назад +12

      ❤️ beautifully said 🥺

    • @tomsellersjr2170
      @tomsellersjr2170 7 месяцев назад +6

      We Lvu keep up pray stay alive 🤟

    • @maryann7775
      @maryann7775 7 месяцев назад +8

      Beautiful words..

    • @PresleysMom
      @PresleysMom 7 месяцев назад +5

      Thank you for writing what was in my heart to say.❤💔

    • @la-km_3828
      @la-km_3828 7 месяцев назад +1

      In a nutshell. ~🤍~

  • @BossMan302
    @BossMan302 7 месяцев назад +403

    Kyle, man from one husband and father to another. You are a fucking super hero, I know it may not feel like it right now, but you have been 1000000000 times stronger than I could have ever wish to be if put in that terrible terrible situation. I will pray for you my man.

    • @patrisha3
      @patrisha3 7 месяцев назад +5

      He is🙏❤️🇨🇦

    • @stephaniekrug5594
      @stephaniekrug5594 7 месяцев назад +5

      ❤️

    • @brychel62009
      @brychel62009 7 месяцев назад +9

      He truly is a tough man

    • @sandybillmeier2796
      @sandybillmeier2796 7 месяцев назад +16

      He is the kindest man/husband I've EVER seen!! God Bless this beautiful family!!❤🙏

    • @coachschwab53
      @coachschwab53 7 месяцев назад +5

      Amazing man

  • @jesseniavargas6969
    @jesseniavargas6969 5 месяцев назад +20

    🥺This was the most beautiful yet heart shattering moments between soul mates I've ever seen. I selfishly miss Jenny & come back often.😔 She had 1 week till she gained her wings.🕊Rest in heavenly peace sweet angel.🙏🏻

    • @jesseniavargas6969
      @jesseniavargas6969 4 месяца назад

      We miss you so much Jenny thankful you're free from suffering.
      💔So sad without you.💔

  • @jaylinemonroe6480
    @jaylinemonroe6480 Месяц назад +10

    You wrote your book Jenny. Its not a paperback but it is an online book!!!!And the world around you loved it❤❤❤ You left memories and touched our hearts.

  • @sarahcrain8083
    @sarahcrain8083 7 месяцев назад +451

    Jenny, I think it is okay for me to say this for the vast majority of your extended family here on RUclips. Our love, prayers, and support will remain unwavering. While we may have never met in person, we have grown to love you, Kyle, Ellis, and Winnie so very much.
    I just finished watching this video. As a woman old enough to be your mom, I just wanted to say that I love you. My prayer is for God to send his angels of peace, comfort, serenity, and loving light to your bedside. To navigate the remainder of your journey from now throughout all of eternity. While your physical body has failed you, your soul never will. God bless you, sweet lady.
    Love you,
    Sarah Crain
    Vestavia Hills, Alabama

    • @avarismimi
      @avarismimi 7 месяцев назад +18

      Very sweet. Bless your heart @Sarah❤❤❤❤❤❤

    • @Sandra-pm3it
      @Sandra-pm3it 7 месяцев назад +6

    • @fionablack7573
      @fionablack7573 7 месяцев назад +10

      Such a lovely comment 💞💞💞

    • @lliselsolis4456
      @lliselsolis4456 7 месяцев назад +17

      Thank you for finding the words Sarah, as I am unable to articulate, I concur ❤

    • @karyncasey9363
      @karyncasey9363 7 месяцев назад +6

      Beautifully said. God bless your sweet kind words.❤

  • @lc8117
    @lc8117 7 месяцев назад +245

    Sweet Jenny. I am a hospice chaplain and I have been witness to the journey and the sacred moment when someone takes that step from this world to the next. There will be a time, probably, when you become very still and are no longer communicating with those who are waiting with you. You will have one foot here, and one in Heaven. I do believe, with all my heart, that this is the time when the Lord is communicating directly to you- Spirit to spirit and you will feel so loved and so at peace. Your ultimate healing will begin to occur as you straddle the line from this world to the next and you will speak peace and love to your loved ones without saying a word. What a gift you are giving Kyle and the children in your words, the video legacy, your courage, your fight to stay, and the expressed desire of your heart that they be happy. Put some music on that you love, enjoy the touch and voices of your family and closest friends or just sit in silence if that is what you prefer. If you have a small fan have it blowing over you(not on you).clise your eyes and think of gentle breezes. Ask someone to pray with you.Have your caregivers keep your lips and mouth moist. ❤You will be missed this side of Heaven and we will remember you. We love you all. 1:14

    • @user-xc9ew2ih3e
      @user-xc9ew2ih3e 7 месяцев назад +9

      So eloquently said❤ please don’t be scared 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻♥️🤟🤟🤟🤟

    • @ennyschlaghecke4516
      @ennyschlaghecke4516 7 месяцев назад +8

      Thank you, dear Ic8117. I am in tears.

    • @paullyrenee
      @paullyrenee 7 месяцев назад +4

      How very beautiful ❤️

    • @marshaphipps9303
      @marshaphipps9303 7 месяцев назад +3

      All you need to do is to say your I love yous to your kids Kyle and family and Ll pray ND you will be in heaven and there angel for life wTching over them we love and admire you we Re prying with you and for you you won't be forgotten ❤❤❤❤😂😂😅😂❤

    • @thinkforyourselfjohn3167
      @thinkforyourselfjohn3167 7 месяцев назад +3

      God Bless you for this post 🙏💕

  • @rakeenan3
    @rakeenan3 4 месяца назад +9

    My GOD what a limitlessly strong and wonderful woman she was. I think about her all the time. SO much love to you and your family Kyle.

  • @lesleymimmack7296
    @lesleymimmack7296 11 дней назад +3

    She needed to be home she did it!!! Our Jenny never gave up fly high beautiful girl Lesley England

  • @jenniferseeger5853
    @jenniferseeger5853 7 месяцев назад +227

    Jenny, You fought such a good fight. Damn cancer is just relentless. I wish you a peaceful and beautiful passage through God's gates. We love you forever.

    • @Corgimom4life1001
      @Corgimom4life1001 7 месяцев назад

      God doesn’t exist. Stop pushing your falsehood.

  • @sheralynfeeney-smith4451
    @sheralynfeeney-smith4451 7 месяцев назад +263

    As a respiratory therapist I'm very sorry. The choice you're making to not go on the ventilator is the best one. Wrap yourself in family and love!! ❤

    • @zencat55
      @zencat55 7 месяцев назад +20

      Yes, I was a respiratory therapist and I also thought that was a great decision.

    • @franny4147yoursandmysecrets
      @franny4147yoursandmysecrets 7 месяцев назад +3

      But you haven't experienced it yourself what it does to you, I mean emotionally 😢

    • @charlesswiger2260
      @charlesswiger2260 7 месяцев назад +1

      God bless you all sorry for this news but God has her and she is in the good hands of our lord 🙏

    • @kevinleonard8234
      @kevinleonard8234 7 месяцев назад +2

      My heart is broke 💔😢

    • @trteeerryfse-wy2ww
      @trteeerryfse-wy2ww 7 месяцев назад

      Jesus christ. I'm just taken back. I'm average dummy and I'm putting two and two together with what you said and what she said and wow. Tough call. I can't imagine. I hope she goes in peace. We're all praying for you

  • @bigbbloxberg2805
    @bigbbloxberg2805 21 день назад +4

    I can't imagine what that time must have been like for you as a family, but I can imagine that no matter where your beautiful wife may be now, love will always connect you. Rest in peace.

  • @tristinerobberts4737
    @tristinerobberts4737 6 месяцев назад +14

    Kyle, have faith. I watched my mom die in front of my eyes. Jenny fly high with the angels 💓🙏💓🙏

  • @SharlaBoBarla
    @SharlaBoBarla 7 месяцев назад +256

    This hurt my entire heart. The fact that she is still smiling and making jokes in spite of this news, shows how beautiful of a human being Jenny is.

    • @43greengirl
      @43greengirl 7 месяцев назад +14

      Jenny is a beautiful person it’s so sad

    • @kyra3483
      @kyra3483 7 месяцев назад +9

      Selfless and beautiful.

    • @nickywilks7928
      @nickywilks7928 7 месяцев назад +5

      Yep, Jenny is one heck of a gal.

  • @plantbasedprepper
    @plantbasedprepper 7 месяцев назад +723

    We have been following you through this journey. We are so sorry. My wife said to record your heartbeat and message or song and put the recording in a build a bear for your children. When they squeeze the bear, they will hear you and feel your presence. She did this when her Dad passed and holds it very dear to her heart. Sending love and prayers to you and your family.

    • @yasmindellemonache6601
      @yasmindellemonache6601 7 месяцев назад +31

      My daughter’s MIL sang Happy Birthday to her son and we put that in a build a bear for him so he could hear his mom whenever he squeezed the bear.

    • @debrahayes5802
      @debrahayes5802 7 месяцев назад +26

      That’s a beautiful idea.

    • @debrahayes5802
      @debrahayes5802 7 месяцев назад +19

      @@yasmindellemonache6601 the song I love you a bushel and a peck would be a good one also. Or You Are My Sunshine.

    • @Karlee05-xs4jo
      @Karlee05-xs4jo 7 месяцев назад +38

      Recording Jenny's heartbeat is an amazing idea I hope Jenny or Kyle see this message!

    • @annemarquis2552
      @annemarquis2552 7 месяцев назад +7

      I love youuuu ❤️❤️❤️

  • @VioletSurley
    @VioletSurley 29 дней назад +4

    What an amazing couple. It was amazing when she said he can fall in love and get remarried. God Bless you both.

  • @jamiedees8223
    @jamiedees8223 5 месяцев назад +18

    I don’t know your whole story, only seeing this video, but I hope your transition was painless and as fearless as possible!! Amazing job Kyle!! Both of U will be in my prayers!! I’m terribly sorry that you’re both having to go through this!! I truly believe the best is yet to come for both of U!! I don’t believe death is the end of our story!’

  • @lindamcconnell9441
    @lindamcconnell9441 7 месяцев назад +240

    I can't imagine having a husband that loved me this much. Jenny has been so brave and gracious to share her journey but without Kyle her journey would not have been as easy on her and her family. Thank you Kyle. You are a real man.

    • @malloryandanthonyclark5870
      @malloryandanthonyclark5870 7 месяцев назад +1

    • @kelly-ul9bh
      @kelly-ul9bh 7 месяцев назад +1

      U Ghoul. Get a kick out of watching him exploiting his wife's illness &, in Ur warped mind call it love.

    • @mbod2gigi
      @mbod2gigi 7 месяцев назад +3

      I can't imagine having another person love me this much. Heartbreaking journey ❤

    • @johnwick3269
      @johnwick3269 7 месяцев назад +1

      Man 😢my heart is breaking for him and her I'm praying for you both your so brave jenny I will be praying for you today I don't know you but I'm sending you a giant hug and lots and lots of love and hugs

    • @kelly-ul9bh
      @kelly-ul9bh 7 месяцев назад +2

      @@mbod2gigi good, then Ur partner won't market Ur illness

  • @soniamottram3510
    @soniamottram3510 7 месяцев назад +208

    Hi Jenny and Kyle . Please don't be scared I am a nurse in England. I have watched many people die and not one appeared uncomfortable . They seem so peaceful and smile . I feel you will go into a long dream and dream of your beautiful family . No more pain .
    You are an inspiration to all and your legacy will be your book that Kylie will write when he is strong enough on your behalf and for your kids .
    You are beautiful Jenny and you are both a true love story . Sending love and strength to you all xxxxxxx

    • @suzanneknepp849
      @suzanneknepp849 7 месяцев назад +7

      I am also a nurse who has experienced death many times. I agree that death is not uncomfortable. It is a relief of suffering. Don’t be afraid.

    • @denisejeffery3602
      @denisejeffery3602 7 месяцев назад +2

      Thank you ❤ for your words ❤

    • @N0N4M30
      @N0N4M30 7 месяцев назад +4

      I know y’all just try to be nice but death isn’t nice I hate that people keep saying this like wtf

    • @gemmacook1753
      @gemmacook1753 6 месяцев назад

      ​​@@N0N4M30Because when someone is dying because of cancer, their daily life is pure HELL, without the insane cocktail of drugs they can get at end of life, they would in no way die peacefully OR without pain, and even WITH a masskive cocktail of drugs, it can still be incredibly painful despite the best effort of the hospice staff. Dying is scary, but death is just the end, nothing more. Does that mean we enjoy or want it? No, but at the same time in a situation like this, with how awful dying to cancer is, when it is over, there is relief there.
      Unless you have been in this situation or similar, it's hard to understand, no one is celebrating death, just accepting that death will come for us all and it's OK to feel relieved when someone's suffering is over.

    • @Teddy-5733
      @Teddy-5733 3 месяца назад

      I get that people want to sugar coat death but if you are in the medical field, stop lying to people. Death isn’t a smooth happy journey for most people unless you are lucky enough to be on a morphine drip.

  • @specialk7663
    @specialk7663 6 месяцев назад +21

    😔 I'm deeply sorry for everyone's loss. I wish you all comfort and ease during this time.

  • @liamsnana473
    @liamsnana473 2 месяца назад +4

    This was the sweetest video of Jenny ! She was so strong ❤❤❤

  • @thelegendofhisown1762
    @thelegendofhisown1762 7 месяцев назад +163

    I don’t think I’ve ever witnessed such strength and courage. What an incredible person you are, Jenny Appleford.

  • @KBjurassicworldtoys
    @KBjurassicworldtoys 7 месяцев назад +296

    This is a true definition of how a man is to treat a woman, he’s loyal in by her side kind calm in positive, Jenny is so blessed to have such a wonderful supportive husband. Praying for Jenny.

    • @marymendyka1997
      @marymendyka1997 7 месяцев назад +2

      OMG you are hilarious! More importantly you are wonderful!!! I’m so sad this is what is happening. Please know you are loved. Lastly thank you for sharing this most difficult journey😘😘😘

    • @joro241
      @joro241 7 месяцев назад

      ​@@marymendyka1997well said

    • @FlickeringEmber
      @FlickeringEmber 7 месяцев назад +2

      I totally agree. I hope that Kyle and the children will continue to have a strong support network around them at the other side of what's currently happening. Josh Pog is at that stage just now.

    • @margaret4807
      @margaret4807 7 месяцев назад +1

      Amen 🙏

    • @daisysmith983
      @daisysmith983 7 месяцев назад +5

      He is one in a million.❤️

  • @stephaniecook1093
    @stephaniecook1093 5 месяцев назад +13

    This video came across my feed on Christmas Evening. Kyle, I want to say first of all, I am so sorry for your families loss. I lost a husband 15 years ago, suddenly. I was left with 3 kids to raise by myself, and a future that I couldn't have even imagined. It has indeed been the worst thing I have ever been through. My heart goes out to you. I was sad to learn of the loss of Jenny. I applaud her for her determination and kind soul. I had a biopsy of my lymph nodes scheduled for the day after Christmas, and watching Jenny's video on that helped calm me. I have another biopsy this Friday as well. She's still reaching people with these videos!! She was lucky to have you, and you her.

  • @lyndarollins2248
    @lyndarollins2248 5 месяцев назад +10

    Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. You have become that little sister or family member if you will. I have so much love and respect for you. It sure isn't the same without you. You sure made an impact on so many lives. You are a selfless angel. Your love for your family and friends speaks volumes. You will never be forgotten. Love and miss you girl 😢❤🙏

  • @MariaVargas-yh2uk
    @MariaVargas-yh2uk 7 месяцев назад +130

    To be honest you did better than to write a book , you wrote you own story, you are oready a star in your kids and husbands eyes and your family too.
    We came along with you while you were writing your story and for that I'm grateful.
    I and many others are praying for you all right now 💗💕

  • @IanRob2011
    @IanRob2011 7 месяцев назад +172

    Darling Jenny. I was an RN. There are worse things than dying. Nobody wants to die or see there loved ones to pass either. I have seen diseases that are so disturbing and debilitating. You are moving ahead in your journey and the rest of us will follow when our time comes. You will always be in our hearts and our souls will follow Kyle and your beautiful children. Love and big hugs that are gentle. Prayers for you lovely lady and your family

    • @tammytammyr
      @tammytammyr 7 месяцев назад +6

      ❤beautiful words.

    • @blessed8114
      @blessed8114 7 месяцев назад +12

      Jesus is the way the truth and the life. No one can come to the father except through him. Repent of your sins and believe on the only Lord and Savior , Jesus, who died on the cross for you.

    • @Paigedh1776
      @Paigedh1776 7 месяцев назад +2

      I wholeheartedly agree with these sentiments and find a lot of comfort in them. We will remember you and your beautiful family and your husband who loves you so well. We love you, Jenny. We are with you. ❤❤❤

    • @raquelreich3650
      @raquelreich3650 7 месяцев назад +1

      I can only say God Loves you, and know there are so many People out here following your Journey and it is heartbreaking, but following you guys gave me such a different outlook in and of Life. I was soooooo hoping that this would all turn out differently. I pray that you will never be in pain or having to suffer. You are an amazing Person Jenny.. ❤😢

    • @sarahpettinger2824
      @sarahpettinger2824 7 месяцев назад +1

      You don’t need to be afraid. It’s peaceful and no pain.

  • @dtmfab7728
    @dtmfab7728 4 месяца назад +10

    I lost my wife in 2017 and my daughter lost her mother. She fought for 4 years. I'm so sorry. I wish I had more to say but when you experience this in person and you are personally involved with this fight, there are no words. There are no good words to describe the way you feel, what she went through, and the pain. I'm so sorry.

  • @Isaiah_Chand
    @Isaiah_Chand 4 месяца назад +8

    This is my first time re watching again since the original posting. I can’t believe it’s been 3 months. I cried again. I can’t believe I care this much about a person/family I’ve never met. I first typed person/family I don’t know but realized that would not be accurate - we DO know you guys. You all have shared the most intimate, the most innocent thoughts/ideas/fears/feelings etc with us. Thank you for that. Always thinking of you Jenni and your family. I hope you are happy whenever you are. We will take care of Kyle, Ellis and Winnie for you ❤

  • @ds7900
    @ds7900 7 месяцев назад +83

    Listen love. You don't know me, but I'm a random dude saying how I feel. You have inspired us with your resilience, courage, and transparency. You are leaving an inspiring and beautiful legacy for many thousands of us. Everythíng is safe and secure in Kyle's hands. Quality of life is not measured in time, but in achievements and fulfillments. 🌠💫💖

    • @anne-mariemcinnis9143
      @anne-mariemcinnis9143 7 месяцев назад +2

      Mr Random Dude. Thank you for what you wrote! Salutations from Texas 🌵🐎🤠

  • @cinm9565
    @cinm9565 7 месяцев назад +186

    10 years ago I became septic with multiple organ failure I lost consciousness on the way to the hospital and experienced an ‘event’. As I was being wheeled out to the ambulance, a sudden peace overcame me. I felt the warmth of the summer sun on my face and a bright light all around me. Flowers grew up around my guerney as far as I could see. I felt such overwhelming peace, calm and happiness. All I can say is please don’t be afraid. I am no longer afraid to die, I just await the other side. I was never a religious person and can’t say that I am now. What I am, is unafraid. I wish that for you.

    • @beth6288
      @beth6288 7 месяцев назад +21

      Beautiful words to share ,very comforting💙

    • @UnseenOct
      @UnseenOct 7 месяцев назад +16

      I also barely survived sepsis years ago, and there is a calming peace that washes over you near the end. Death is the end of everything, including all pain and sorrow. We will all know it someday

    • @michelandre8106
      @michelandre8106 7 месяцев назад

      Where can I get a sepsis?😊

    • @angiegrace5973
      @angiegrace5973 7 месяцев назад +7

      When my grandmother passed she came to me in a dream sometime later ,she said there were beautiful gardens everywhere in Heaven with children laughing and playing,beautiful rivers and she said the Love there was not like the love on earth,indescribable,like a feeling of Home ❤

    • @lo5951
      @lo5951 7 месяцев назад

      ​@@michelandre8106... and bye yourself a brain

  • @tristanmason7405
    @tristanmason7405 Месяц назад +2

    ....and she wanted him to talk 😆😆. Came on my feed so I re-visited. I still get a good laugh with her "Mario" burst. She was very sweet. Take care Kyle and family.

  • @jenniferfrazierlpc7171
    @jenniferfrazierlpc7171 6 месяцев назад +5

    Not sure how I got here but you seem like an angel Jenny -and such a fighter! What a lovely smile and sense of humor. 💕🙏🏾 prayers for the family!

  • @peterbamford2811
    @peterbamford2811 6 месяцев назад +728

    I am dying too from cancer ,the hardest part for me is leaving my family knowing i can no longer be there to help them in their life see their children grow up and get married and to stay positive until my time is up ,this is probably the same story for many people out there!!

    • @hannahjolene3333
      @hannahjolene3333 6 месяцев назад +26

      you are in my prayers and just know that god always has answers ❤

    • @Crazychihuahualady
      @Crazychihuahualady 6 месяцев назад +25

      I’m so sorry 😞 I will pray 🙏 that you go peacefully in your sleep… I will also pray for your family ❤️

    • @dl7281
      @dl7281 6 месяцев назад +10

      Sorry to hear - but you’re heard. And that’s good. And we’re all in this together. ☮️

    • @adamshervey173
      @adamshervey173 6 месяцев назад +9

      Bro I will pray for u, right now man

    • @jclark5077
      @jclark5077 6 месяцев назад +22

      I came across this post and my heart was touched at what you and many others with this horrible condition are going through. My dear do you know Jesus Christ are you saved? Do you love him and obey his comands ? Give your Life to him while you're still on this earth and if you do, you can have eternal everlasting life in heaven with our Creator. He's making a last call for the ALL THE LOST. WILL YOU ANSWER? Lord Jesus bless you all.❤🙏 Prayers and hugs🕊️🙏

  • @nmr2491
    @nmr2491 7 месяцев назад +338

    Dear lord please hold jenny in your arms as she journeys home. I pray for her family and friends as they transition through this difficult time.

  • @katierose365
    @katierose365 6 месяцев назад +19

    Rest in peace, Jenny🙏 I'll be praying for your wonderful family.

    • @emtcyn
      @emtcyn 5 месяцев назад

      @@dreamsagaofficialyikes! Don’t be a jerk .. death is kinda awkward

  • @nancychamberlin6520
    @nancychamberlin6520 5 месяцев назад +8

    Jenny you are so brave. I don’t think I could have done this if i was in your shoes. I am so amazed that you can joke at a moment like this. God rest your beautiful soul. Love you Jenny. You were truly a special human being.

  • @loripeaceandlove6391
    @loripeaceandlove6391 7 месяцев назад +517

    “‘He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death’ or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.””
    ‭‭Revelation‬ ‭21‬:‭4‬ ‭NIV‬‬
    PeaceAndLove
    Lori

  • @theflhowes1
    @theflhowes1 7 месяцев назад +239

    I am a hospice RN. I have followed you for a long time. You and your family have handled your illness with such grace and love. I am so sorry for your terminal diagnosis and that your journey is coming to an end. I pray you have a peaceful passing. I know Kyle, your kids and your family will be incredibly sad but hopefully comforted by your grace and beauty while you were earth side. Much love and prayers to you all.

    • @mimibvo
      @mimibvo 7 месяцев назад +4

      Your comment is so preciously written!

    • @JulieR73
      @JulieR73 7 месяцев назад +4

      Beautifully said

    • @kellyreilly-robinson2130
      @kellyreilly-robinson2130 7 месяцев назад +4

      Thank you for hospice work

  • @JaimeReiter
    @JaimeReiter 5 месяцев назад +9

    I’m terminally Ill too with a condition called CTEPH it’s rare so when it’s my time to to heaven I’ll say hi to you Jenny ❤ but I’m still doing ok 👍🏻 for now ❤😊❤😊❤

    • @debrabaron1909
      @debrabaron1909 13 дней назад

      Jamie, I hope you are okay . Prayers.

  • @edithvierck9342
    @edithvierck9342 4 месяца назад +6

    I so miss you and the strength you had sharing your journey ❤️

  • @booboobear5710
    @booboobear5710 7 месяцев назад +115

    Jenny, you have "written a book"...you've given us a 2023 version of sharing your journey with us. Sending loving energy to cover you and your family as you transition.

    • @Sapphio
      @Sapphio 7 месяцев назад +2

      Yes,she has and it’s been a masterpiece. Jenny has shown us how to be hopeful and press forward even when things get extremely tough.

    • @Rebecca-1111
      @Rebecca-1111 7 месяцев назад

      And has helped so many with her video's. This has captured the far more than any book.❤

  • @Leighannsayswhat
    @Leighannsayswhat 7 месяцев назад +137

    I’m a registered respiratory therapist. Rest to save your energy…remain on highflow oxygen, what you are on now. If you get intubated I hate to say it but you probably won’t come off… My heart breaks for you and your family at this time… you are all in my prayers. Enjoy your family time together and don’t worry about anything else. We love you.

    • @jackelinejimenez6894
      @jackelinejimenez6894 7 месяцев назад +1

      Oh dear Jenny I’m so sorry to learn this news, life is so unfair. I’ll be praying for your lovely family.

    • @moondoveblueskys8560
      @moondoveblueskys8560 7 месяцев назад +1

      God bless you Jenny. I have followed your story from the start and hoped it would never come to this. You are such a fighter and a very brave young woman, Kyle, you are also amazing and strong, we all say "why us", this is so so cruel, I'm sending blessings and prayers with strength and tons of love to you both and the children. God bless you and your family, love from Karen in the UK. 🇬🇧❤️🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️🙏

    • @itsprimetime9865
      @itsprimetime9865 7 месяцев назад +2

      @@moondoveblueskys8560 god ?? god??

    • @rosesafimatta1246
      @rosesafimatta1246 7 месяцев назад

      Thank you 😢😢😢😢

    • @longocke946
      @longocke946 7 месяцев назад +1

      God's Blessings 🙏 Jenny 😢 extremely sad 😢 thank you for making these videos for your husband and your kids and your family and for giving people strength watching these videos lots of prayers 🙏 your a very courageous kind woman

  • @kim.4100
    @kim.4100 6 месяцев назад +4

    I can still hear her
    voice. Prays to all of you. Jen is watching you and the kids. Have a blessed Christmas 🎄 ❤

  • @user-js9gn2hw9s
    @user-js9gn2hw9s 5 месяцев назад +5

    That sense of humour....man....love this woman xoxooxx

  • @pamnemer8836
    @pamnemer8836 7 месяцев назад +123

    I love you Jenny,Kyle, and the babies. I am 76 years old Jen and you have taught me bravery courage, patience and Hope. You are tattooed on my heart and I will always remember you as having integrity
    Also you are the most wonderful mother and wife. You have made life fun for your husband and children. Love you love you. Nurse Pam in Michigan

    • @Incognito_90
      @Incognito_90 7 месяцев назад +2

      Love you, Nurse Pam

    • @janetyee6727
      @janetyee6727 7 месяцев назад +1

      Pam...nicely put. I am up their with you age wise. I agree with what you said. ❤

  • @Icaughtthebouquet
    @Icaughtthebouquet 7 месяцев назад +136

    Hey guys, I'm struggling through tears to even write this. PLEASE read this comment as I'm an R.N. and of course confirm with your medical team as to if this applies to your situation. Once comfort care is started it's very likely that Jenny will be in a very deep sleep most of the time that she has left so I strongly advise finding out the best course to make use of the limited time she has left where she's aware and can make the most of every moment left. Praying!

    • @maryannshinn6369
      @maryannshinn6369 7 месяцев назад +3

      We are praying for you!! You are both remarkable people. Before you switch to comfort care, jenny may want to write a note to her sweet kids for in the future. My neice lost her mom when she was 13 & so wanted a letter from her mom when she was older. It's hard to think about but you are so brave Jenny. You will be cancer free & in Heaven❤

    • @tammytammyr
      @tammytammyr 7 месяцев назад +1

      🙏🙏🙏

    • @tedthompson7476
      @tedthompson7476 7 месяцев назад +5

      Jenny, write a letter to each of your children, in your own hand, if possible. They will cherish it. Also try to make a plaster mold of your hands/ holding their hands/ holding Kyle’s hand. They will have a bit of your with them always.

  • @mnmssss21
    @mnmssss21 6 месяцев назад +6

    I’m so sorry she passed. Such a beautiful soul. God and Jenny look after the rest of her family. For Kyle to be the best he can be to take care of those to precious children keep doing a great job Kyle sending love to everyone. May you all have peace and good health. 🙏🏾❤️💐

  • @jenniferlopez3554
    @jenniferlopez3554 2 месяца назад +9

    She really was beautiful ❤

  • @mlew6566
    @mlew6566 7 месяцев назад +232

    I’m a pretty cold hearted cynical person, but I have to say that you guys have awoken compassion and sympathy that I thought was dead. I wish you all the best. May Jenny’s journey be full of peace.

    • @yvonnetengen158
      @yvonnetengen158 7 месяцев назад +14

      All I can say is blessings and prayers to you and your family! Much love!

    • @ontherocks8712
      @ontherocks8712 7 месяцев назад +3

    • @sunshine9122
      @sunshine9122 7 месяцев назад +3

      Sending you a smile and a big, warm hug.🙂❤

    • @Cheesecakeyo
      @Cheesecakeyo 7 месяцев назад +4

      I feel you with this comment. I normally compartmentalize all emotion and have been callused by life, but Jenny and Kyle will forever love on together in my heart. 😢 Sending love to you mlew

    • @bbgirl6741
      @bbgirl6741 7 месяцев назад +4

      I’m so glad u have woken from now on that ur heart has softened towards the pts that go thru this devastating part of their life it’s so sad not fair Cancer , compassion is very needed in ur line of work.
      Empathy is needed in everyone,Because somebody out there is going thru something worse than u.

  • @DannyGautama
    @DannyGautama 7 месяцев назад +225

    This woman is beyond courageous. She has accepted what is happening and she knows she is going to a beautiful place. Amazing woman.

    • @dinkusmcgee1015
      @dinkusmcgee1015 7 месяцев назад +4

      Sorry but did that nurse just really argue a dying person's fentanyl done!?@@

    • @John-rk2bl
      @John-rk2bl 7 месяцев назад +1

      I dont think shes impressed by life anymore

    • @deborahstrickland9845
      @deborahstrickland9845 7 месяцев назад +1

      @dincus I’m very upset about that too. HORRIBLE thing to be doing in my opinion. She sounds so mean talking to a dying woman and her husband.

    • @DannyGautama
      @DannyGautama 7 месяцев назад +2

      @@dinkusmcgee1015 Yeah, it was uncalled for.

    • @DannyGautama
      @DannyGautama 7 месяцев назад +4

      @@John-rk2bl She has struggled so much. I just want her to be happier now.

  • @michaeleencurtin9479
    @michaeleencurtin9479 3 месяца назад +2

    Kyle, you gently and gracefully eased Jenny along the way. You were her angel. How kind she was in her future wishes for you and the children to be happy.

  • @rockk973
    @rockk973 4 месяца назад +5

    We Love you Jenny. You are at piece with our lord Jesus. Please hug my beautiful wife, she past away last year of Cancer as well at age of 42.

  • @CraftMavenDeb
    @CraftMavenDeb 7 месяцев назад +125

    In Judaism when a person dies we say ‘May their memory be a blessing’. You have been a blessing to all who know and love you and those who don’t know you personally but love you still. Kyle and the kids are blessed to have you as their wife/mommy and in time the beautiful memories of you will shine brightly and hopefully lighten the grief. You shared this process with us in ways I have never seen or imagined and I thank you for showing your beautiful soul to this world. Your life has been a gift to so many. I wish you nothing but peace and love Jenny. Know your RUclips family will continue to send all our love to Kyle, the kids, your family and friends. You’ve been a living angel and you will be a heavenly angel.

    • @mrsdiana324
      @mrsdiana324 7 месяцев назад +5

      I have never heard that before May your memory be a blessing that's a.lovely sentiment xx

    • @fififirestone3787
      @fififirestone3787 7 месяцев назад +2

      @@mrsdiana324 It's said to the surviving family members so its "their" not "your". May their memory be a blessing.

    • @ddajani45
      @ddajani45 7 месяцев назад +2

      In Islam we believe we all die even the ones we left behind will follow its a fleeting life only our actions b4 God matter...this world is a test

    • @stevenclark5682
      @stevenclark5682 7 месяцев назад +3

      The flesh dies ,the Spirit cannot die!!!

    • @lindsayholden5959
      @lindsayholden5959 7 месяцев назад +1

      Oh craftMavenDeb....your words are beautiful and comforted me as i am crying for a very special, darling young lady. We love you to bits little Miss Jenny Apple. See you on the Other Side . God bless you, your family and your world family xxxxxx

  • @tonismith5945
    @tonismith5945 7 месяцев назад +584

    How can she be so close to the end and STILL be so beautiful, selfless, compassionate, and funny ❤❤❤ You are an amazing soul Jenny Apple ❤❤❤

    • @sleepyshaw278
      @sleepyshaw278 7 месяцев назад +7

      The end? 😂she’s just beginning

    • @AlCatSplat
      @AlCatSplat 7 месяцев назад +1

      @@sleepyshaw278 what

    • @sinistersin1976
      @sinistersin1976 6 месяцев назад

      Thank you for sharing your life with us. You are my new hero.

    • @Marco_My_Words
      @Marco_My_Words 6 месяцев назад

      @@AlCatSplat Paradise, reincarnation, afterlife, religion in general.

  • @user-hg7xz6ir3l
    @user-hg7xz6ir3l 4 месяца назад +6

    Jenny lm right behind you in a few months.❤ Yes I had high flow in ICCU FOR A MONTH. JUST CAME HOME. I WONT MAKE IT IT THROUGH ANOTHER WINTER. DONT BE AFRAID YOU ARE GOING TO BEAUTIFUL REALM OF SPIRIT. YOULL BE WITH THE LORD. HE GAS ANOTHER PURPOSE FOR YOU. THIS IS WHAT I KNOW. I AM WITH YOU UNTIL Your LAST BREATH. LOVE TO YOU N FAMILY

  • @crystalinabacteria3430
    @crystalinabacteria3430 3 месяца назад +4

    This came back up on my phone. Jenny was amazing & kind right up to her last breath💔Jenny you were an angel on earth & an angel now❤❤❤

    • @DRG2517
      @DRG2517 3 месяца назад

      Same for me

  • @DReardon-hq2vb
    @DReardon-hq2vb 7 месяцев назад +94

    I'll never forget you, Jenny. You're a beautiful person.

  • @jharvey6993
    @jharvey6993 7 месяцев назад +61

    My husband saw and spoke with Angels. So many beautiful things happened. But he told the angels he needed 3 more days. He actually lived 3 more days. I know God is good. My husband was healed into Heaven.
    I am praying for you all.❤

    • @janepejsar1216
      @janepejsar1216 7 месяцев назад +1

      Amen

    • @tammytammyr
      @tammytammyr 7 месяцев назад +2

      ❤as I lay here next to my husband batteling severe pain from head and neck cancer I cry looking at your comment I cried looking at jenny and kyle.I know I will be alone. My poor husband will go soon.drs said nothing working .six chemos 50 radiation treatment..nothing more Dr's can do.its so heartbreaking ❤

    • @tammytammyr
      @tammytammyr 7 месяцев назад

      I'm so very sorry 🙏

    • @jharvey6993
      @jharvey6993 6 месяцев назад

      I am so sorry. As a wife he is our life, our love. I hate you are having to go through this. ❤️ So many times we are so lost without them, life can be hard then. My thoughts and prayers are with you.❤️

  • @wudugat3761
    @wudugat3761 2 месяца назад +4

    My entire feed has been cancer and dying videos of such beautiful people who didn’t deserve to leave so soon.

  • @janellestuckey8477
    @janellestuckey8477 9 дней назад +1

    Kyle, so brave and said this so comfortably for Jenny. Jenny had such bad anxiety and panic attacks. I understand she was scared

  • @V3ganBr33
    @V3ganBr33 7 месяцев назад +230

    Kyle's been such an advocate for Jenny. We all know Jenny wanted to video and chronicle this for her children. She wanted them to be able to have this. And Kyle has made that happen for her. No "should have have been on hospice" or "Kyle should have done that" is helpful. Kyle has 100% done everything for Jenny. He has moved heaven and earth to keep her in good spirits, to keep her happy, to keep her comfortable. I don't believe even one ounce that he's not done every little thing he's capable of to help Jenny. I believe he did not feel it was time for hospice due to the improvement he saw last week. Her sister also agreed. This was a very drastic decline and no one could have seen this coming. Kyle, you've been an amazing husband and you have done everything to keep Jenny happy. She could not have asked for a better husband in this. ❤

    • @liztosh740
      @liztosh740 7 месяцев назад +7

      Amen!

    • @YTCancerCommunity
      @YTCancerCommunity 7 месяцев назад +6

      Beautifully said.

    • @margaret4807
      @margaret4807 7 месяцев назад +4

      I Remember this exact same thing happened to my Mom when she was severely sick and in the hospital. All of a sudden out of nowhere she wanted to get out of her bed (which she was bedridden in for a month) and go out of her room to the window just to be able to look out the window. And she did just that. Instantly, my mind went into happy mode and said to myself OMG she’s getting better and will be making it back home. But, sadly a week later she passed. A nurse told me that that usually will happen right before they are going to pass. They get a ‘burst’ of energy and act and feel like their normal self again because it means that their end is near. And I saw this very same thing happen to my Father in law too who was in hospice. Apparently, it’s a real thing. I’m guessing that maybe that’s why our sweet Jenny was feeling a lot better last week?

    • @sarahbarclay1650
      @sarahbarclay1650 7 месяцев назад +12

      Kyle has been a warrior through it all. What an amazing guy. Breaks my heart knowing his is breaking. Everyone needs to have that kind of love in their life!!!

    • @V3ganBr33
      @V3ganBr33 7 месяцев назад +1

      @@margaret4807 yes that is incredibly common 💛

  • @andreagraham296
    @andreagraham296 7 месяцев назад +183

    No body will ever hate Kyle! He has really been a rockstar through this! Jenny thank you for your strength sharing your journey with us!

    • @tammytammyr
      @tammytammyr 7 месяцев назад +11

      ❤so very well said..Kyle has been amazing to jenny..

    • @RustyShakleford1
      @RustyShakleford1 7 месяцев назад +6

      yea this guy is a trooper

    • @zhaviyah84
      @zhaviyah84 7 месяцев назад +1

      Lol he already has a gf so they might 😅

    • @melanieolson1319
      @melanieolson1319 7 месяцев назад +8

      @@zhaviyah84 He doesn't have a girlfriend. He loves his wife!!! 😡😡😡

    • @RustyShakleford1
      @RustyShakleford1 7 месяцев назад

      no way wtf? lol how do you know@@zhaviyah84

  • @deblynn8178
    @deblynn8178 5 месяцев назад +5

    God bless you Jenny 🙏 ❤️ 😊 I pray you never feel any pain 🙏
    Your real strong 💪
    Prayers from Florida
    Debbie 🌹

  • @angelahayden9665
    @angelahayden9665 5 месяцев назад +4

    I will be going through the same. I am just starting my journey with cancer and have chronic respiratory failure. Jenny is my inspiratiom.

  • @patrickrobertson7290
    @patrickrobertson7290 7 месяцев назад +187

    Kyle: You are the epitome of what a loving husband should be. You’ve done this with love, compassion, grace and immense dedication to Jenny. I cannot tell you how much I admire you, man. I hope, if I am ever in a similar predicament, that I can be like you. …. Jenny: It’s clear that you’ll always be around Kyle and your children. You’ve fought a great fight and you are a special woman and it’s been an honor of ours to be able to witness your journey, which we hoped would be different. However, you will be in our thoughts and prayers not only now, but forever. We will continue to be here for Kyle and the kids. You are one of a kind and an angel to so many of us. We’ll wait to hear from you or Kyle moving forward, when you can. In the meantime, we send our love and prayers. Rest easy.

  • @daniellebrown8497
    @daniellebrown8497 7 месяцев назад +69

    You’re one of the strongest people I have ever seen in my life. You don’t need to do anything now, Jenny. Just cuddle, kiss, and cuddle more, and then kiss some more. Just cuddle.

  • @TheRook-td4fn
    @TheRook-td4fn 2 месяца назад +1

    Such beautiful hearts. Continued prayers for all who knew and still love her.

  • @shockwave1126
    @shockwave1126 4 месяца назад +1

    Thank you for sharing these touching moments as well as your journey. Be at peace, Jenny.

  • @alaskawanderings8518
    @alaskawanderings8518 7 месяцев назад +81

    My first time posting after following you all year. I’m in tears…Rest easy…my prayers to you both. I care for bald eagles here in Alaska…which made me think of this scripture….
    “But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.” 💚🦅💚

    • @suzybailey-koubti8342
      @suzybailey-koubti8342 7 месяцев назад +5

      Amen! This blessed me so much. Thank you for posting this verse. 😢

    • @alaskawanderings8518
      @alaskawanderings8518 7 месяцев назад +1

      @@suzybailey-koubti8342 I’m glad it had meaning to you. 🥰🦅

  • @jimmiepatrum
    @jimmiepatrum 7 месяцев назад +515

    Dear Sweet Jenny, as you take your last breath on earth, the next thing you will feel is to be in the arms of Jesus...He has promised that to all believers. My friend just died last week of lung cancer. He was smiling saying how vividly he could feel the Lord's presence. His family felt it too and everyone was blessed by that. There is nothing you need to do except rest and wait for the angels to carry you to Jesus. Your family already knows how much you love them. Of course they will miss you. God will give them the comfort only He can provide. It's been an honor to know you, Kyle and your children. Love from Diane in NC.

    • @robinjung2937
      @robinjung2937 7 месяцев назад +10

      Im so sorry to hear about Jenny! I was hoping that Jenny would live😢 im so sad.

    • @sandidee9360
      @sandidee9360 7 месяцев назад +5

      Very beautiful true words❤️

    • @janetbrown5679
      @janetbrown5679 7 месяцев назад +5

      Amen

    • @youdecide4709
      @youdecide4709 7 месяцев назад +5

      Beautifully said.

    • @margaretadmirand9825
      @margaretadmirand9825 7 месяцев назад +6

      Rest in His arms Jenny. You have fought for so long. You deserve calmness and peacefulness.
      God bless your wonderful Kyle.
      He too has suffered but a different kind of suffering, of course.
      Your children are wonderful and so precious.
      Ashley is the kind of sister we all should have. Beautiful, inside and out!
      My privilege to have found your
      site and shared in your journey.
      My love and prayers.
      Mags

  • @RumbleGuts
    @RumbleGuts 6 месяцев назад +5

    Much love and prayers to you and your families.❤ Also to any people in the comment section going thru anything like this. I love you all.❤

  • @MrG77
    @MrG77 4 месяца назад +4

    Wow i could not even begin to imagine what you're going through. But seeing how strong you are and have exepted whats coming. I understand your scared darling,i would be to. The only thing you can do is have all your loved ones round you on your journey. Peaceful journey darling and you certainly will be an angel sparkling in the sky.🙏