As someone who’s depressed and contemplates suicide….this changes my perspective. I can tell that they really wanna live. At least, to not leave their families behind.
I've felt like that too, and you're right, this does give life a different perspective. I'm going to stick around. I hope you do too! Love, from Michigan 💛
My sister had a brain cancer. When she was 10, the doctors told that she has had less than 1 year of life left. She died at the age of 26. I wish all of them as long life as possible!
Hey! That is soo inspiring to know that your sister went on to live 15 more years! Someone close to me has recently been diagnosed with final stage brain tumour. The doctor has told us that the tumour is very aggressive and that they possibly have less than a year left in them. Any advice from you on how your sister managed to push death for so long would be very helpful. Thank you! :)
My brother died of cancer at the age of 20. I’m 28 now, and it’s difficult for me to imagine what he went through. All I could say is that it must’ve been really hard.
I'm sorry you had to go through this. God is all forgiving and I'm sure he is with all of his loved ones. Continue to be the person who he can be proud of. Shalom my brother
Nope, we get VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED Imagine living your whole life running from death, panicked at the thought of your mortality, and one day death falls upon you unexpectedly. It would be the most horrifying moment. "This wasn't supposed to happen" Yes. Yes, it was, and you pretended otherwise every single day you were alive. Death can come any day, for anyone. The very best thing you can do for yourself to prepare is come to terms with mortality. It's with you from day 1. You start pushing it away and pretending around 12+. That bad habit can result in a horrifying end, full of undue terror and regret.
“I’m not dying I’m just losing my ability to live”- Brian Hill. Jesus that line hurt. Life is too fragile we have to be grateful for every breath even when it’s hard.
made me cry man, i cant even imagine the words to say to someone like him, i couldnt find the words to tell my mom who was dying with cancer either, just that i love her, wish i said it more
My aunt died last week on monday 18th sept, she was diagnosed with Parkinson at the age of 26 and she died at 86, guess what she died of an accident not the Parkinson, the guy really affected me i hope he lives much fuller life like my auntie and get to see his kid, much love to all of them ❤
My aunt died on the sixth of September and i am crying my soul out as i write this 😭😭she raised me from birth i am 19 now 😭😭😭i am so sorry I couldn’t save your life
i was diagnosed with brain cancer literal days after my 17th birthday. i was looking for way to cope because i was told i have a less than 7% to live. i dont want to give up hope because theres still a chance. i just feel hopeless really. i was supposed to be close to the end of this and it all just came crashing down. im not scared to die, id feel content. i just dont want to leave the ones i love. i know my mom is going to have a really hard time and i just want to be here for her. i still want to grow up and experience life with my family and start one of my own and i just want to do the things that ive always wanted to do. so many dreams have been crushed. i want to live
@@ktxtenskz7441 your comment leads me to believe that you’ve never thought deeply about death. Why would you want to be conscious of your past life? That would be more painful than death
@@bodilly6221not sure about the not remembering part. When I was about 4 or 5 years old I kept looking in the mirror and asking myself why I'm in this body and then looked at my mom and again Wondering why Im her child. I also felt unhappy about being "back here". And I had trouble adjusting to the "new" identity and life. Maybe I'm a very old soul that's been here many times. I've yet to meet another person who feels the same way as me. It's very isolating and lonely
@@kitdacrazephillythekraze7561 for ppl like u it's same thing as dying but for ppl who r depressed in their lives know how it feels like to just exist .....its like you know that u r gonna die in some years/months/weeks/days so u overthink that and u just want to die the moment to think abt death......so it's very depressing. Because yk ur death is near you.
Jesus loves all of you and died for you so we can go to heaven after we die. It's not a fairy tale it's real. Death is a real thing. Heaven and hell are actually real even if people don't want to accept it. Realty stays the same. Trust in Jesus Christ
@drudown7628, same as you, 2x... now diagn osed with a 3rd. Crap. I feel like you do on watching these... A few days ago my Best Friend passed away too early in his life... It's all overwhelming.
the way Brian’s symptoms ceased for a full few seconds after repeating that extremely heavy message of, “I’m not dying, I’m losing my ability to live”, shows how truly in tune our minds / bodies truly are. It’s almost like, he knows this disease will take him, and his verbal acknowledgment of that fact caused him objective relief from the symptoms for that split second in time. I’d call it ‘fascinatingly heartbreaking”. Parkinson’s runs in my family, and I began having seizures / neurological trouble for years, culminating in a violent grand mal seizure in my kitchen that involved me falling & lacerating my skull. EMT’s said I’d have been dead if my father hadn’t been there. The point of my message isn’t for sympathy, it’s merely to explain how hard this hit me. I’ve been single for 7 years, haven’t had sexual intercourse during that time, stopped all my hobbies I loved, and have become a shell of myself. I now know I can turn this around, I can have my life back, and I just need to change my ways of thinking. Thank you for giving me hope…. -Kent, 34 years old
"Are you scared about dying? I'm not scared about dying, I'm scared to leave my family." I can totally agree with that! (Cronic disease for more than 20 years, 2 times almost died.)
@@meariba The Prophet Job " Ayoub " , peace B upon him.... ALLAH Test him 4 many years with illness... Yet he didn't despair and didn't say any word that angered ALLAH. Because he knows that all life is a test, whether ( Rich or Poor - health or disease ). And after the test, there is the Judgment and the penalty Peace B upon the messengers and praise B 2 God, Lord of the worlds
That young man with cancer is so positive that he believes if someone out there is happy he passed, at least he made that guy's day. I wish I could have that positive mindset.
The guy with Parkinsons, its not over yet😢. You will live longer than expected. My dad has parkinsons and he has been managing the symptoms for 20years now. Though its not easy as the disease will take over the control of your body, you have to stay strong. You got this.
@@sneksteppy you interpreted this in a completely different way dude.. He is more scared of losing his family than dying.. that's what the bald guy literally said and it's very sad.. everybody feels compassionate towards him
@@sneksteppyAGREED, wholeheartedly!!! Also, that person probably doesn't know a lot about Parkinson's disease either, this poor guy in the video doesn't seem to be holding back on his emotions, except for leaving his loved ones. Michael J. Fox has Parkinson's as well. It would be nice if they had a cure, so sad.
"I will feel like I'm being set free from a body that had failed me." As someone with an autoimmune disease that makes every day very difficult and painful, this really hits home
I have Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome, I totally understand you. It's so painful, I can't do a lot of things I was able to in the past. I've even looked into Death with Dignity before just to escape this body and be done suffering. Ultimately I decided not to open a case, although if my life ever becomes not worth living, or if I become a burden to my family or friends, I will not hesitate to free myself and everyone around me from this horrible disease
Me too. Being in horrific, crippling pain basically every day feels like your body is just a failed specimen. I hope I get to live as long as possible, despite the pain, but my quality of life will most likely worsen the older I get, so at some point I think I will get euthanasia done for me. Let’s live the best life we can, until we can’t anymore💗
My mom has one too and I am in the process of getting a diagnosis for one. It’s so hard to know there are so many things that my mind wants to do and create and experience, but my body won’t let me. I have watched my mother struggle tremendously with her mental and physical health and she says the same thing. Thank you for sharing!
It hit for me too I have Lupus, Autoimmune Liver Disease, Sjrogen's Syndrome and Arthritis in my spine...I thank God everyday for where I have come from and wherever I go to next I just have hope that my daughter will do fine if I ever leave here early 🤍🙏🏽
my mom died a couple months ago, her illness came on sudden and she died within a week. it was an excruciating experience and i wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy. i like to think she had a moment of peace when she took her last breath, and i hope she’s free now.
My heart goes out to these beautiful young people. My mom is dying now, she has Parkinson's. Yesterday she said her work is finished here, she raised her family as well as her grandchildren. She's was always the one who loved to cook, care for anyone in need or just be there to spread her love. As I visit her daily I see the progression of her slowly fading away. She's pretty much alone and no one takes the time to visit her, not even my two brothers except maybe twice a month. It breaks my heart after having given so much to so many throughout her life! She's always had deep faith in our Lord and knows her Savior is waiting for her. Yesterday while half asleep she said God spoke to her and told her not just yet, HE was preparing a place for her. She then woke up to see the most beautiful cardinal she's ever seen on the window sill. I love her so much and she's been the most amazing mom I could ever ask for. That is why I am there with her daily. I've heard people who've experienced NDE's state it was the best day of their life when they passed. Obviously they were brought back but everyone of them wanted to stay because the love was so immense. Her attitude and faith is incredible and awe inspiring. Tell the people in your life you love them, tell them daily as one day, they too will be gone. ❤️🙏❤️ Shalom
You love your Mum and that is enough one person's love especially a daughter ❤️ like you means so much to a mother. My mother died of Gall bladder cancer I was holding her hand when she died. Before she passed on the Holy Spirit inspired me to lead her through an examination of consciousness ( she was non verbal and in ICU) so that she forgives all who have wronged her ( she did easily forgive). She'd respond be squeezing my hand to tell me she forgiven person X We took about 2 hrs and once we were done with the last person and the last person was the one she found hardest to forgive she went to be with the Lord Jesus Christ. About a month before Mum passed on she told her children she'd been to heaven and her house is ready and extremely beautiful and The Lord Jesus Christ had given her extremely beautiful bathrooms and superb linen and towels ( the things she loved) and heaven is very beautiful and she'd met three happy women and they were laughing until their ribs ached. I dream sometimes about her and she is so beautiful and happy and once in a while in my dreams she consoles me and I feel able to continue with life. Take heart The Lord God Almighty has picked you to console your mother and you will one day be with your wonder loving mother in heaven. You will visit her in her mansion and she will cook for you and your family just like she used to on earth Hugs from Kenya 🇰🇪
I once heard this and it makes me feel so much better about dying. “You were somewhere before you were born, and you were content. You’re going to go to the same place when you die and you will be content.” It doesn’t imply heaven or an afterlife or oblivion but just peace like in the before. I love it.
As someone who strongly fears death to the point that I'll overthink it everyday, seeing it in this perspective calms my anxiety a bit. Since I was a kid, I always had overwhelming anxiety about one day dying knowing that it could be tomorrow or years from now, or the fear that when that day comes I'll be forgotten. Idk what triggered this anxiety in me as a kid, being 5 years old, but reading this made me feel a type of way.
Jesus loves all of you and died for you so we can go to heaven after we die. It's not a fairy tale it's real. Death is a real thing. Heaven and hell are actually real even if people don't want to accept it. Realty stays the same. Trust in Jesus Christ
I feel that line very deeply. Its exhausting and very demoralizing when you wanted to do so much things but your body hinders you from doing so. Plenty of times when my enthusiasm and hope to achieve even the most mundane chores turn into immediate frustration and disappointment.
I know the feeling, I have felt the same many times. However, many things changed when I became non existent for a few days just to see who misses. Apparently, no one does. Only parents and one kind soul who has been a dear friend for 20 years. No one else will miss me and I’m kinda ok with it
The guy with Parkinson's broke my heart! You can tell he's fighting & I've seen what that disease does to ppl & it doesn't hold back, I pray he can see his son grow up😭
Yes but he’s a millionaire and can afford all types of treatment. The avg person even high middle class-upper just can’t afford the treatments that may keep them alive that long. I hope he makes it but it’s different
My mother was diagnosed with stage 4 (terminal) colon cancer June 2021, doctors told us she will only last 6 months due to her age but she fought to the bitter end proved the doctors wrong, she lost her life February 2023 she was 59 yrs old She wasn’t scared of dying, she was scared of leaving her 3 sons. She passed away worrying about us because she knows we’re not okay, like all mothers are. Miss you mom
hi, i don’t know but i know what you mean. my mom was diagnosed with stage 4 pancreatic cancer. it was so sudden for my family. she was so young. i was so young. my siblings were so young. she wasn’t even able to travel back to her hometown to visit the grave of my older brother. she was scared to leave us yet she would always put on a strong face. we were all too young for her to just leave. i know she made peace with her fate, but leaving behind children so young and a husband who relied on her scared her. it’s been so long but it still hurts.
@@10969sb To speak about what's happened to you so openly shows real strength man, it made me tear up to hear your story but also made me happy that you are still thriving, helping others and talking about it.
@@Jesus_IsKing11Amen❤. I was thinking the same thing. Because of Jesus I look forward to the day I pass as the day that I pass is the day I go to be with my Lord, my King.
I had no idea people could die from Parkinson’s disease. This interview hits home for a lot of us, it sort of gives us this reality check. Really hits hard home.
I'm 59 and my body is slowly falling apart. It feels like I loose more and more function everyday. I don't fear death...I fear not being able to take care of myself. The gentleman said "I'm losing my ability to live" that is exactly how I feel.
UPDATE: My daughter passed away December 1st 2022 at 10:20 pm. I am so LOST without her. Please pray for my family. We truly PRAYED she'd make it but God called her home. 🙏 😢 She passed away on my sister's birthday I lost my sister in 2009. I felt some comfort knowing her Auntie came and got her favorite niece 💕 God be with us. 😢 1 month and 1 day before her brothers passing to the day. I don't ask why? I just know as a Mom I am BROKEN with heartache. I cry every morning I wake then I try to go on with my day. My daughter was a FIGHTER she fought until the end. That morning she said... I think I'm going Mom. I started to cry and said baby you LET GO and don't you hold on for nobody... Not me your dad brother you LET GO. I think those were the hardest words I've ever had to say but I could see the change and she was SO sick everyday. I couldn't handle watching her suffering and how selfish would that be for me as a Mom. I chose to say that to end her pain. My BEST FRIEND is now gone forever 😭 UPDATE: My daughter called me last night to tell me there is nothing more they can do for her. Her liver is full of cancer and her lung is now full of cancer. I got her up at OHSU hoping but it was too late in my own research I should have done that immediately maybe then she'd have a chance. Now it's days or MAYBE a few months but as we stand here today it's done and I am now facing the loss of another child. The only thing I said is at least she will be with her brother. Idk why that brings me comfort but it does in a sense. We did everything humanly possible in the end God has the final say. With my eyes full of tears 😢 I am still in disbelief shock denial. I begged God please don't take another but who am I but just another Mother losing my only daughter 💔 I am shattered and BROKEN into PIECES. Thank you ALL for you're prayers 🙏 ❤️ My daughter was just diagnosed with stage 4 liver cancer matasazied to her lung. I am in SHOCK and disbelief she had ovarian cancer at 26yrs old. We THOUGHT we had it under control then I lost my son tragically at 23yrs old in 2021. I THINK her brothers death has something to do with this new diagnosis. Thank you for showing this I wanna be strong for her although I find myself crying more now then ever. The FEAR of losing another child is unbearable 💔 😢 I ask everyone PLEASE pray for my daughter 🙏 my mind cannot go there. 😢
Hey Dena. Thank you so much for sharing. I know it was not easy to do so. Keep you all in my prayers. Please keep us updated on your daughter’s condition.
@@fatimasouane5323 She had her appointment today they said it's in her lung as well. I'm sitting with her now TRYING not to BREAKDOWN 😢 God please don't take my daughter PLEASE.
As someone who struggles with depression and has thought about suicide soooo many times , thank you to all 3 of you for giving me new perspective i needed this video
Don't do it man you will wake up in a place that'll be a thousand times worse then what you're going through only there was no escape try to hang in I know it's easier said than done I'm in your shoes everyday chronic pain and the bodies getting worse I feel you man
Ever since I got pregnant with my second kid I have been terrified of dying. I absolutely understand this feeling of being scared of leaving family behind. I think about how much my son and daughter need me-my husband works very long hours basically all day so they spend all their time with me and when I go out for some me time I come home to them just not okay and I just take care of it then easy but if I weren’t able to it hurts my heart.
I think it's important to remember that we're all technically dying. Even if we're not suffering from a chronic disease, we're all on death row, every second getting a little bit closer to our inevitable death that could happen at any moment. We need to cherish every day we're given as it could be our last. And this applies to our loved ones too.
Your so right! I let dear, anxiety and depression get in the way of truly living. I was given a second chance to live after my accident at 13. I’m going to try and enjoy each day and live life to the fullest
@@annacrunkleton4711 cringe. Teach your children to not fear death, but to look at it as the ending to an epic story that only they got to experience and that they played a role in humanities existence.
Are there any updates on these people? Leaving my kids, husband and family terrify me. I lost my mom to cancer stage 4 metastatic breast cancer back in November. She was 47. My whole world changed. A little bit of me died with her.
"Knowing what's going on with your body is better than not knowing". So true. I've had a chronic health condition for 22 years and no doctor has been able to diagnose or help with it. I've seen over 40 different doctors for the issue, had hundreds of tests and treatments done, and still no answers. Not knowing on top of my chronic symptoms, is torture. I still keep searching, but I've exhausted almost all options I can think of.
Wow, you're really strong. I have been having symptoms that have worsened within four years. Not knowing what exactly is wrong with your body or when your last day is can be terrifying.
That smile never left JJ’s face man. He’s a fighter, you can see his optimism and will to live. Damn near made me tear up bro. Im rooting that all 3 of these people live life to their fullest extent.
Even the people that are crying through the pain are strong. As long as they’re living, they’re fighting. No one wants to smile when they know they’ll leave their family.
Thank you so much for your comment trust me it takes heart to say it 💜💚💛 I trust you with Al Islam brother in humanity. I really hope you will find your peace and serenity with this religion that really solves it all. I pray you take all your time to study it perfectly as ALLAH (GOD/THE PERFECT) loves most 🌸💐💐💐
Think I needed to hear these stories today, recently I felt down and just generally struggling with day to day life throws at me. But this video reminded me I'm lucky to able to have those day to day problems, so many of us don't have that privilege. Thank you for sharing your stories. X
I feel same as you. Ive been struggling for years with chronic depression as well as alot of trauma, financial probs, and anxiety. Been barely making it, but their stories put things back in perspective for me. Im truely blessed.
I didn’t realise when i got into depression. But its the worst thing I’ve experienced in my life so far. Depression ate me up. My thoughts got negative for each and every thing. I was a talkative person and now i dont talk much. The thought of attempting suicide occurred multiple times, because i couldn’t control my depression my sufferings all alone. Its a feeling you cant explain, and nobody can understand unless they go through the same shit. The fear of leaving my family behind has kept me alive till now. I hope we all try a lil harder to live and get out of any negativity in our lives ❤
I always wonder how people with terminal illnesses such as cancer perceive death versus those with chronic depression who actively seek death. It would be interesting to have them both talk about their experiences with death and the thought of it
Hi, I don't know if you got an answer but I went through depression & attempted s* when I was a child/teenager and I now have a fatal illness (I'm 22). In short, I'd say I have never seen death as a taboo thing or as the “worst thing” or the “end” and I still don't, but being on life support made me much more aware of my privilege to be alive and I am infinitely grateful to be living. My anxiety, intrusive thoughts and self harm behavior disappeared when my condition became critical and right now I don't want to die because I think I'm not “done” with life but I do not perceive my death as the worst thing to happen in my life. I became a really spiritual person so I do believe everything happens for a reason and I trust God or whoever that is for you. My biggest dreams are Love/Family based so sometimes I do cry when I realize I probably won't build a family, get married, have kids or even have my first kiss, and I do compare myself a lot with other girls and my brain still has these “you suck” thoughts but it doesn't escalate into a state of mind if that makes sense. I also do not regret my s* attempt (I was 13). I am obviously grateful I survived but I do not look back and think “what a waste of time” or invalidate my past feelings because it's nonsense. Mental health is as serious as physical health and when I compare myself to my past self.. I'm happy now and I'm living. My past self was agonizing and the pain was worse than my actual physical pain. I 100% do not regret a single thing that happened in my life and I think I'm going to end my loooong rant with that. Thank you for letting me share my story haha ! Take care xxx
I guess when you have a terminal illness you no longer have a choice when and how you die, which makes the thought of death a little harder. It’s easier when you feel like you have control over your own fate.
My friend committed suicide. She ran to death with joy. She would joke about how she would do it. She believed the pain would end by dying so she loved the thought of it. She didn’t wonder about friends and family. Just relief in death was all that mattered. I could no longer deal with our conversations and needed a break. A few weeks later she was gone.
Hi. I am both. Before cancer I had chronic depression, I wanted to die. But after finding that I have cancer, I never wanted to live more than I want now. My perspective totally changed. I dont Take life for granted anymore, I want to travel, I want to help people, little things make me happy( like a sunrise, the beach, a nice gesture, a beautiful flower or moments when I laugh with family or friends). And now im scared of dying. I think that we all are but we want to seem tough.
Im greatful i found this. Im also in end stage Renal failure, and i was recently taken off the donor list because of liver cancer. I resonate with all 3 of you. Im 52, and will be the 1st to die in my immediate family. My biggest fear is my Mom. Shes been the absolute 1 person in my life who has loved me no matter what, im terrified what its going to do to her. At 72 im scared she wont be strong enough. I also want to have an end of life party. For years i bartended and made many many close friends. Only a few know. Im scared to be treated different, but im at the stage where its time to tell people because my time is short. And my time being mobile is even shorter. Again just thank all 3 of you for being so open and geniune.
Jesus can save you my friend. I don’t say this as being “holier than thou,” but my life completely changed when I came to Him when I needed help. He gave me His Holy Spirit to comfort and counsel me. He can also for you…
For someone that had a brush with death more than twice, this hurts. Gall cancer, breast cancer and complications. This really hits home. You really don´t appreciate life and health until its taken away from you.
@@SunilKumar-zs5vh Quite good actually. Working full time again but of course less energy and get tired much quicker. Dont think I´ll ever be back to what I was before but who am I to complain...
This is such a great reality check for me. We can’t take things for granted, we can’t procrastinate, and there’s no time on this earth for being selfish, or mean, or starting fights. Who knows when our journey ends. We should all work on being the better human
Honestly I felt deeply moved by this video. Made me realize how much I take for granted. As a parent I couldn't imagine how that man felt knowing he will never get to see his kid grow up 😭😭 between this and technoblade passing away RUclips has me in tears today.
I got diagnosed with ovarian cancer last 2020, i was 19 at that time and i never would've thought it would change my life drastically. I was always focused on my grades, and i always restrict my self with buying the foods i crave because i would rather save it than spend it... until cancer slapped me so hard i couldn't even drank a sip of water without me just puking it right out. Every problem that i had back then, was wiped out by the fear of death. My fear wasn't dying, it was about not being able to live at all. Looking back, all the medals and certificates i have that proves my hard work is all nothing in the face of death. I regret the things i wasn't able to do so much but i saw the only few people that truly cared about me. I had to dropped out of college, and i had to stop my chemo because i just felt like i wasn't going to make it if i push through it any further plus we were lacking financially, i didn't wanna push through chemo anymore knowing i could've possibly didn't make it and every money that my parents sacrificed will go to waste... as of now, i got a lot better than i ever was, we're still hoping that cancer won't grow back anymore because i truly, sincerely wanna live this life, this very second chance i have... I'm pursuing an art career too, something that my inner child would be proud of😊 you guys can check out my art account in instagram and fb page - the art of celestine . The thing is, cancer made me live... It made me look at life in a very different but beautiful way.. i hope none of us would take our time for granted and just live with everything we have
That's was far too deep, it's a really good reminder to be grateful for what you have.. Simply waking up and not having to think about what these people do.. 😢
This made me realise we’re not really living life until we know we’re about to pass.. I hope these 3 are still w us today. If not, I hope it was nothing but a beautiful send off.
@@BlancaEstella4837your never healed from cancer. Once you get it, your just preying that it goes back into resubmission. Unfortunately a lot of the times when this happens you think your fine until years later it comes back way worse than before. This happened to my father last year. He had stage 4 breast cancer and died literally 2 months later. The medication he was on(pill form of chemo) literally made my dad into a zombie that wanted to die. It was the saddest thing I ever seen and made me want to take my own life after seeing a man looked up too go through such pain. I believe in god and god has a plan for all of us.
As someone who has had cancer twice and lost my mom, both sets of grandparents and many cousins to it, I cannot explain how awful it is to know your body is dying
@elisheva9957 I'm in remission, though having had it my body has developed some other disorders since then that require meds. Still I use my writing and dance to keep me going.
We are all dying ( after we reach a saturation point of growth ), only certain diseases faster the process of cellular death. Fear cuts deeper than swords. My heart goes with everyone, who's in need of some courage and some peace 🌷💕.
To hear that someone hasn’t done all that they’ve wanted in the little time they have left in this realm broke my heart. It’s videos like this that reminds the rest of us that we cannot take life for granted or get upset at the little stuff.
I have severe health anxiety because of a horrible fear of death. Leaving my kids, not being, not knowing about the after. I believe in God im just scared. And i know thats not living...... Im 49 and been suffering aince 1990. So theres no resolve and nothing will help. Ive tried literally everything. These people are better people than ill ever be.
as someone who’s has multiple failed suicide attempts, this just made me think about how much life has for me. i know it sounds selfish especially commenting on this video yet i still take life for granted & this video was just a reality check i needed. i really hope everyone in this video can accomplish what they want to do before they pass.
If you were to die right now, are you 100% sure that you would have a home in heaven? What are you basing that on? If you are basing it on anything other than your faith in the finished work of Jesus on the cross, you do not understand God's way to heaven. The Bible says that we are all sinners. When God created Adam and Eve, He made them perfect without sin, but they chose to disobey God and became sinful in nature. This sin nature was passed down to all humanity. Romans 5:12 Wherefore, as by one man sin entered into the world, and death by sin; and so death passed upon all men, for that all have sinned: Our sin separates us from God. Romans 3:23 For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God; A holy, righteous God cannot allow sin into heaven. Sin must be paid for and God's price for sin is death, but not just a physical death, but a spiritual death which means separation from God forever in hell. Revelation 21:8 But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death. In the Old Testament when man sinned, God required the sacrifice of a perfectly spotless lamb as a substitute in the place of the sinner. The blood of that lamb was only a temporary payment for their sin and so this had to be done often. Jesus Christ, God's Son took on flesh, was born of a virgin, lived a sinless life and offered Himself as that perfect, spotless Lamb and shed His blood as payment for the sins of the whole world. John 1:29 The next day John seeth Jesus coming unto him, and saith, Behold the Lamb of God, which taketh away the sin of the world. Jesus loved us so much He WILLINGLY came and allowed wicked men to spit on Him, mock Him and scourge Him until He was unrecognizable. They stripped him naked, thrust a crown of thorns on His head and nailed His hands and feet to a cross. He hung in agony for hours bleeding, thirsting, struggling for every breath. He died innocently in our place so that we could be saved from going to hell. It was His blood that satisfied the just demands of a holy God. God will not accept anything else. There is no greater love than that! John 3:16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. The good news is that Jesus didn't stay dead in the grave. He came back to life 3 days later just like He promised and He still lives today! Matthew 28:5 And the angel answered and said unto the women, Fear not ye: for I know that ye seek Jesus, which was crucified. 6. He is not here: for he is risen, as he said. Come, see the place where the Lord lay. Jesus did all this because He wants to give you the FREE gift of eternal life in heaven with Him! You cannot do anything to earn your own way into heaven. You can't work for it, be baptized for it, go to church for it or try to be good enough for it. It is a FREE gift that God is offering to anyone who will simply receive it by faith. Romans 6:23 For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord. Ephesians 2:8 For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: 9. Not of works, lest any man should boast. God said there is only one way to get to heaven, but it is not hard. You must repent, change your mind and admit you are a sinner headed for hell. You must believe that Jesus died and paid for your sin with His own blood on the cross, was buried and 3 days later rose from the dead. Then you must simply call on Him and ask Him to save you. Romans 10:9 that if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. 10 For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. 13. For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved. None of us deserve God's mercy and grace, but let me warn you that if you reject His FREE gift, you are already condemned and when you die, you will suffer the torment of burning in hell for eternity in a lake of fire where you will be forever separated from God and all that is loving and good. John 3:18 He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God. Revelation 20:15 And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into the lake of fire. Please don't wait. Don't take the risk of putting it off until another day, repent, turn to Christ NOW wherever you are at because you aren't guaranteed to live another day on this Earth. Believe God's Word, ask Him to save you and He will! ---------------------------------------------------------------- If you would like more information or don't have a church to attend, we livestream our services and would love for you to join us. God bless you. facebook.com/regkelly.table/ www.libertyfaith.net/contact-us
I am happy that this video has given you a reason to live, I pray and hope that whatever causes you to have those thoughts to the point where you have attempted taking your own life will be conquered in the mighty name of Jesus.
Noah: see you are still here for a reason: hang in there please...try to find your REASON...I'm 73 and lost myself a few times but I'm trying to hang on for my family...I know they need me...so good luck to u ...there r always happier days ahead of us...look up to nature: the beautiful sky...clouds...gorgeous flowers and the amazing little things that make us 😃 smile!!!
Really wish that there was a way to look up and find out how Layla is doing and if she's still here with us. It seems the dudes are still alive as of October 2023 (I simply looked up their full names as they mentioned here alongside their condition; plus JJ has a RUclips & an IG page).
That’s painful to say goodbye to your son especially if he still needs help from you. Sharing this video is helping the dying people feel better, knowing that their not alone waiting for death. Thanks for this video, it comforts (dying) sick people.
Seriously, congrats to the interviewer. He kept his composure and asks genuine questions. Kudos to Cut!! I saw my uncle struggle with physical disability after having broken his spine from neck down that the only function he had left was eating and talking. Couldn't control stool or bladder. He was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer after fifteen years of being bedridden and died seven months later. It was hard. My mum took care of her brother in her own house for all that time. His room is still intact,his wheelchair was donated last year.
My boyfriend was diagnosed with Parkinson’s in 2020 and watching his condition progress so fast is so scary! Some days he get so mad cause he want to play with our kids but he can’t. All 3 stories made me cry but Brian’s story is ours.
This broke my heart million times. May we all find reasons to live and have a chance to live ❤️Thanks to all people who were a part of this video and helped us to wake up. We are so busy in our daily lives, and sometimes we forget that we are living. We are here, at this moment which will never come back. We are so lost in the flow of life. But what really matter is us and our loved ones. Because at the end we all will die and never have a second chance to share this life with our loved ones.
I remember when a very good friend of mine waa dying from cancer he was so strong you could see him visibly in pain and he would always say im fine how are you his biggest concern was always you when it was getting near the end i asked if there was anything i could do for him and he started to crying which was very rare and he said just make sure nothing happens to my family i did what i could until his wife passed away i miss them both very much.
I think the saddest part about being terminally ill is not so much about them dying, but it’s the part where you watch the light slowly go out of their eyes, and the will to live slowly wane away. My dad passed away April 2022 and that was the hardest part for me. I still cry every time i think about it.
I’m sorry to hear that, but I can relate with what you’ve said. My father passed 15 years ago and am still crying even up to now. God , I miss him. His laughs, his funny jokes, him being protective to me. I hope they found peace and light now that they’re in heaven. 🙏🏻 Keep safe always
I agree with that I watched my dad slowly lose that spark in his eyes and watched him wither away as well now I'm watching my mom go through it as well but she still got that spark still fighting she's got lung cancer and other lung diseases from smoking I am sorry about your dad
I'm 15 and found out my mom has terminal blood cancer along with multiple other diseases, when I asked her how she felt about it she also said "It was almost a relief to know that it wasn't just in my head when doctors told me there was nothing wrong.". Honestly, it's very hard to see her slowly die and take care of her when she's sick because my parents are divorced, and being sick has affected her love life she doesn't have anyone else to help her but me. It is just the 2 of us and I hope she is happy during whatever amount of time she has left. watching this helped me try to understand her situation more so thank you to the people who participated in this.
I'm really sorry to hear that..... I can't imagine losing my mom... I really love her.... I always wish to die instead of her No one deserve to live without a mom My mom is also suffering from health issues and alot of diseases One day she won't be able to walk because of her extreme diseases
My mum died of brain cancer last year, my family and me took care of her. Enjoy every little moment with her. I wish your mum and you all the best, what you do is amazing. I know it's hard.
Hey, my mom also had terminal cancer and died when I was 19 years old. She was also a single parent and I was the only person beside her except some exceptions. Don’t forget to remember that you are a teenager and you are a child, that burden is way too heavy and you’re still going through it. You can’t do everything perfectly. I wish you all the best, it will not be easy, but you’ll come through. Three years have passed since my mother died and I still miss her, but it does get better. I hope you have people around you, who can support you. Don’t hesitate to ask friends and family for help, it makes all the difference. I wish I had. Also it would be wise for your mom to plan what she wants to happen after her death.
Hi Hannah, sending hugs, strength and Love your way. Please look after yourself as well as enjoying the time you have with your mom. Please reach out to friends and family for support don't do this all by yourself... All the best my love
My second pancreas transplant failed. All my treatment options are done. I'm deteriorating, either slowly or quickly, but it's inevitable. I'm on limited time. Thanks for sharing, I feel comfort knowing I'm not alone. There's so much I can't express to my family because I can't bear seeing their pain.
This video couldn't have come at a better time for me. I am a medicine student and today was one of my weakest days. Ive tried to commit suicide twice and not even my family or my friends know this. I wanted to do it today but seeing this literally made me breakdown and i couldn't do it. Ive learned to appreciate what i have and that i do have a purpose. Thank you Cut❤️
I’m so glad this video helped you ❤️ Please know that you are not alone in this, there are people who care about you and want you in this world. this video helped you to realise that you have a life to live ❤️ Stay strong and keep fighting ❤️
Hey I’m so happy this video has helped you. Know that you’re not alone in this. The world is going through a crisis. And there are others who feel like giving up. But things always do get better. If you ever wanna talk to someone, I’m here 🖤
Please reach out to anyone when feeling that way. I've battled with it for years, attempted it several times. Last month my mom took her life and it was the biggest shock to all of us. Left with so many questions why. What could we have done different, or something that we missed that may have helped. It's just so not worth it cuz while you are gone, the ones who love you are left to pick up the pieces. Even in times of anger and deep sadness there are people who love you and want you to live!
Hi Ferdinand, mental health conditions can suck the life out of your until you think there is nothing worth to live for. I have experienced that myself for several years. But no matter what the illness (Depression, Bipolar, ...) in your head keeps saying to you or make you think and feel, you always have to know that you have to keep on fighting against it. Keep fighting for your family and friends but most importantly keep fighting for yourself because you have a right to live and deserve it! Don't blame yourself for any of this but you have to stand up against the enemy in your head because you decide if you let it control you or if you control it. Don't let it win! I know you are strong! Be open about it and let other people help you. It is not weak to seek help! It is a sign of true strength! Being open to family and friends is a good start. I also recommend professional help like a psychiatrist or therapist!. Wish you all the best and keep fighting!
My mother had a stroke 8 years ago and suffers greatly with the progression of the disease. The person she once was is no longer, so I am getting to know a new person before she departs this world. I can only imagine letting go off all the pain she has…I can relate to these individuals and their journey. Thank you so much for sharing your story.
I always think of a peaceful death, but deep inside I know nothing... Dying affects everyone around the person, not just the dying person. Maybe when you're so depressed, you always thought that death is way better than living, but when that time comes you wouldn't really know what to do just like these 3 beautiful people.
“I’m not dying, I’m just losing my ability to live” That is an incredibly profound and moving statement. One that I think more can relate to then they’d care to admit
“It's essential to acknowledge that if you resonate with this statement, it may be a sign that you're going through a difficult time emotionally. It can be helpful to reach out to a trusted friend, family member, or mental health professional who can provide support and help you navigate these feelings.” - cGPT
My dad slipped away from us, but came back. He said it was the most wonderful feeling. Better then any feeling he had felt before. He always told me death itself is nothing to be afraid of.
It’s a crazy thought about death. Two of my favourite topics that I wish we could just know more about is death and space. I’m 23 and we’re just getting first images next month from the James Webb telescope - which is just peering deep into the past when we do, we aren’t there yet in technology to travel space which is the one thing I’d love to see happen eventually. But death is one of those small little inevitable things that will happen, but it’s crazy to think where our consciousness goes if there even is a place there in any form whatsoever. I say I am not too afraid of dying myself but when it does come I do hope I’m ready!
I've nearly died twice and I'm grateful for those experiences. Like your dad I realized that death was nothing to fear. I was peaceful and blissful for that moment that everything was gone. I'm not suicidal, I am 20 years old and I have a lot of life left to live if I'm lucky. But part of me is looking forward to death. When it comes around, I won't be afraid.
No one alive has actually died. Near-death experiences are exactly that: near death. I’ve read that something in the brain creates the peacefulness, light, tunnel, etc., before a person dies. It’s not death itself, however. I believe that when the brain dies, the person is gone. There’s no “soul,” no afterlife. I wish I believed otherwise.
Brian is such a chill guy, love his sense of humor, wishing him and the other people there lots of comfort and peace, really hope you guys can make the best out of your time here, thanks for the raw and pure interview
I already knew I’d cry while watching this video in the middle of the night and I still did it. I always thought I am afraid of dying but I guess I am just afraid of not existing to the lives of the people I care for. It’s the same feeling I get whenever I think about the day I will lose the people who are very special to me because of some reasons. I mean, we always thought about preparing for our future but we never really prepare ourselves on dealing with the fact that we could die unexpectedly. We also never prepare ourselves with how should we settle things if ever our loved ones goes with an instant. Really, the only thing that makes our life worth living is knowing our purpose, and knowing that we have other people that cares for us that we also care about. Yet still we spend our whole lives trying to focus on the things we do not have and the things we need to have.
My Brother was diagnosed with End Stage Kidney Failure just a few years ago. I was devastated when he told me. I stepped in and donated my kidney to him because I love him so god damn much. He has 2 kids and I couldn't bare the weight of watching them grow up without a father. I know my kidney is only temporary and won't last forever but I'd do anything to give my brother a chance at this life. Love You Kris. And I truly am appreciative for this video. This is a heavy topic but its touching to see these people be real about coming to the end of their lives.
This made me cry so much. My dad was my best friend. He died a year ago from NSC lung cancer and i miss him so much the steaks he always made he was the best chef. And he wasnt my biological dad but he sure made himself that figure he was so amazing. Dont take anything for granted he had just turned 50. I miss you so much daddy. This made me so sad.🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞
My heart breaks and tears fill my eyes seeing my fellow humans endure this kind of pain. If these fine people are still existing on this plain I truly hope they can gain access to intense psychedelics and hopefully relieve what must be the most intense version of anxiety one can experience. Don't go quietly into the night, go with a full heart and know we'll meet again.
I hope the guy with Parkinson’s somehow sees my message. I work with the elderly and have for the last 8 years and a lot of them with Parkinson’s are living long, beautiful lives still. This isn’t the end or anyhwere close to it. You’re amazing and I know ALLL of you guys will be here and strong for a long time. Keep your hope or faith strong and I promise you will make it. Our minds are such powerful things.
I needed this kick in the ass to remember to cherish every moment of my life, with my kids, and with my husband. Life is short and we all too often forget that.
Regardless of where these people are or if they have passed away or not, their words are really insightful to me. As someone with clinical depression, it is really easy for me to get caught up in the smallest of inconveniences and forget what really matters. Videos like this helps me look at the bigger picture. Life didn't end when I got bad on that one test or when I broke up with the person I thought would someday be my wife. It's so much more than the small things that made me cry at night. Life is a blessing❤
Wow this is such a moving video. I lost my dad 3 years ago. It makes me miss him even more now. I try not think of how he must have felt in his final days but it breaks my heart everyday that i didn't know what was going and i couldn't be there for him. 😢💔 My sincerest condolences to everyone who's lost a loved one.
I had a near death experience and my body felt so at peace. My body no longer felt pain. It was so silent, I couldn’t hear anything. My body felt so light as a feather. The only fear I had was leaving my children. I came back to life knowing I couldn’t leave yet. I literally felt my blood go through my veins. My first breath was the hardest just as a newborn baby takes his/hers. 😢😢 I want to make sure my kids are good in life, I wanna get to see my grandchildren. My mom died when I was 6yrs old and my dad died when I was 4yrs old. All I ask God is to grant me my wish to see my children grow. Life humbles you in ways you could never imagine. Love people loveeeee.!!!!!! Be kind to one another 🫶🏻❤️ we take life for granted too many times.
I dont know if im scared anymore. These people are brave, but i dont know if i would be scared or what id feel. You guys are legends, you guys are brave, you guys are inspiration
I’ve medically died 6 times and they prevented the 7th… The first time it happened, all I can say is that it was the most Beautiful, calm, tranquil, indescribably amazing peace that came over me.. nothing was bad and I was fine with it.. it was just.. perfect..
@@OMGVoiceKenya I honestly can’t explain it. A better choice of words would be I felt the physical pain of drowning and then a level of peace I have never felt before. The ONLY reason I kept fighting to get out of that ocean was because of my son. It was strange, not what I expected to feel at all while staring death in the face.
Watching this is just different. It changes you! I have lost a loved on about 10 years ago, today. This video reminded me of those days. The uncertainty of the whole situation and the coming to terms with it. Damn! Life's short for all of us though.
On the verg of tears thank you so much for sharing your stories and to cut for making it possible to see these. Im not dying but i worry about dying since losing my morher in law and because of this is puts fear through me especially with how she did pass away. This puts my mind at ease to take one day at a time cherish every day take nothing for granted even when your health is strong. ❤
Thank you cut for giving me the chance to tell my story and talk about this
Thank you for sharing your story🤍
Sending love your way❤️
Thank you for sharing your story :)
You definitely made an impact on all of us watching this video❤️
Sending so much love your way
Thank you so much for sharing your story JJ, I will be praying for you.
Thank you for sharing your story with us JJ. You’re a wonderful human being 🤍
As for an update on JJ, he took part in a clinical trial, and it saved his life.
Is this real or you making a bad joke?
seriously? That's a great news i've heard in sometime😍
So glad to hear that, bless him
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Amen! That's a blessing.
"I'll Feel Like I'm Being Set Free From A Body That Failed Me" 😢 That Just Shattered Me.
Am so sick and this is exactly what I want,to not be here and free from pain,I won't even know am not here,am exhausted
@@annetnabuyondo7607God bless you I hope you find peace.
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@@annetnabuyondo7607 watch Death's Game, a Korean series.
That’s how I felt when my mother died of stage four cancer, that her body finally set her free because it had failed her. She was now free.
As someone who’s depressed and contemplates suicide….this changes my perspective.
I can tell that they really wanna live. At least, to not leave their families behind.
I've felt like that too, and you're right, this does give life a different perspective. I'm going to stick around. I hope you do too! Love, from Michigan 💛
Give life a chance, it will give many to you!!
Push through maybe Its growth taking place in your life
Don't give up! I've been on that path, but let me say it, time does heal everything eventually. Stay strong!
Man I can not believe how much I hated myself for it too.
the way they are all scared of leaving their families is heartbreaking. i wish them and their family well
Let's be Honest We knew it
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@rebecca girault nice profile picture🙈
Me noticing the polo g profile picture from Pinterest. 🔥🔥
Indeed yes.
My sister had a brain cancer. When she was 10, the doctors told that she has had less than 1 year of life left.
She died at the age of 26.
I wish all of them as long life as possible!
Wow… 15 more years. I’m glad you had a little more time w/ her even if it still isn’t enough. I’m so sorry for your loss hope u r doing well
Hey! That is soo inspiring to know that your sister went on to live 15 more years!
Someone close to me has recently been diagnosed with final stage brain tumour. The doctor has told us that the tumour is very aggressive and that they possibly have less than a year left in them. Any advice from you on how your sister managed to push death for so long would be very helpful. Thank you! :)
I'm sorry for your loss.
it must have been traumatic then to hear the diagnosis, how could someone got cancer at 10?
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My brother died of cancer at the age of 20. I’m 28 now, and it’s difficult for me to imagine what he went through. All I could say is that it must’ve been really hard.
Which cancer your brother had?
@@priyamondal7601 synovial sarcoma
I'm sorry you had to go through this. God is all forgiving and I'm sure he is with all of his loved ones. Continue to be the person who he can be proud of.
Shalom my brother
My condolences 💐
Oh I am very sorry God bless you and your parents with long life.
This was real and raw. We really need to have more open discussions about death.
Have you read Plato's Phaedo ?
Yes, please! We so much more of this.
Right? Because we're all gonna do it anyway!
Nope, we get VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED
Imagine living your whole life running from death, panicked at the thought of your mortality, and one day death falls upon you unexpectedly. It would be the most horrifying moment. "This wasn't supposed to happen"
Yes. Yes, it was, and you pretended otherwise every single day you were alive. Death can come any day, for anyone. The very best thing you can do for yourself to prepare is come to terms with mortality. It's with you from day 1. You start pushing it away and pretending around 12+. That bad habit can result in a horrifying end, full of undue terror and regret.
@@GhostShip94 what do you think happens after someone dies?
“ I’m not dying, I’m just losing my ability to live.” That is deep. Wow.
thats exactly what i’m feeling now, i feel like i’m losing myself.. i can’t keep going
Not deep just stupid 😂
Same shit
@@laguerita289 that makes several of us... maybe, just not today...
@@laguerita289 Hey. Are you still with us?
“I’m not dying I’m just losing my ability to live”- Brian Hill. Jesus that line hurt. Life is too fragile we have to be grateful for every breath even when it’s hard.
made me cry man, i cant even imagine the words to say to someone like him, i couldnt find the words to tell my mom who was dying with cancer either, just that i love her, wish i said it more
@@DecimoTrixx dw, she knows 🤍
Love that line.
As someone with a chronic illness, this line resonates with me so much. It's absolutely the way I've been feeling the last couple of months.
So touching
My aunt died last week on monday 18th sept, she was diagnosed with Parkinson at the age of 26 and she died at 86, guess what she died of an accident not the Parkinson, the guy really affected me i hope he lives much fuller life like my auntie and get to see his kid, much love to all of them ❤
My aunt died on the sixth of September and i am crying my soul out as i write this 😭😭she raised me from birth i am 19 now 😭😭😭i am so sorry I couldn’t save your life
i was diagnosed with brain cancer literal days after my 17th birthday. i was looking for way to cope because i was told i have a less than 7% to live. i dont want to give up hope because theres still a chance. i just feel hopeless really. i was supposed to be close to the end of this and it all just came crashing down. im not scared to die, id feel content. i just dont want to leave the ones i love. i know my mom is going to have a really hard time and i just want to be here for her. i still want to grow up and experience life with my family and start one of my own and i just want to do the things that ive always wanted to do. so many dreams have been crushed. i want to live
i’m sorry :(
you can beat this, you're sm stronger than you think
find that reason to live and hold onto it dearly
jesus fucking christ i cant even imagine what your going through
Stay Strong 💪
We don't fear death, we fear the unknown after death. We also fear leaving all behind and not being able to experience life again.
So true
Spot on… I really believe in reincarnation though. You won’t have knowledge of your past life but you will be born again
@@bodilly6221there’s no point in that then. You are basically dead and nothings there if you don’t remember and are not conscious.
@@ktxtenskz7441 your comment leads me to believe that you’ve never thought deeply about death. Why would you want to be conscious of your past life? That would be more painful than death
@@bodilly6221not sure about the not remembering part. When I was about 4 or 5 years old I kept looking in the mirror and asking myself why I'm in this body and then looked at my mom and again Wondering why Im her child. I also felt unhappy about being "back here". And I had trouble adjusting to the "new" identity and life. Maybe I'm a very old soul that's been here many times. I've yet to meet another person who feels the same way as me. It's very isolating and lonely
"I'm not dying, I'm losing my ability to live"
Heartbreaking
Literally same thing
@@AoiTsuki_ u don't know the pain behind that line ;(
Same thing as dying don't get it twisted
@@kitdacrazephillythekraze7561 for ppl like u it's same thing as dying but for ppl who r depressed in their lives know how it feels like to just exist .....its like you know that u r gonna die in some years/months/weeks/days so u overthink that and u just want to die the moment to think abt death......so it's very depressing. Because yk ur death is near you.
Jesus loves all of you and died for you so we can go to heaven after we die. It's not a fairy tale it's real. Death is a real thing. Heaven and hell are actually real even if people don't want to accept it. Realty stays the same. Trust in Jesus Christ
I’ve survived cancer 2X and idk why I watch these but I do bc it makes me appreciate life, God bless these people sharing their story 🙏🏼❤️
I hope you are safe and sound now. Stay strong. I pray for you
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God bless you bro
@drudown7628, same as you, 2x... now diagn osed with a 3rd. Crap. I feel like you do on watching these...
A few days ago my Best Friend passed away too early in his life... It's all overwhelming.
@@tiff5997 hope you're doing well. fight on and you'll make it through
the way Brian’s symptoms ceased for a full few seconds after repeating that extremely heavy message of, “I’m not dying, I’m losing my ability to live”, shows how truly in tune our minds / bodies truly are. It’s almost like, he knows this disease will take him, and his verbal acknowledgment of that fact caused him objective relief from the symptoms for that split second in time. I’d call it ‘fascinatingly heartbreaking”. Parkinson’s runs in my family, and I began having seizures / neurological trouble for years, culminating in a violent grand mal seizure in my kitchen that involved me falling & lacerating my skull. EMT’s said I’d have been dead if my father hadn’t been there. The point of my message isn’t for sympathy, it’s merely to explain how hard this hit me. I’ve been single for 7 years, haven’t had sexual intercourse during that time, stopped all my hobbies I loved, and have become a shell of myself. I now know I can turn this around, I can have my life back, and I just need to change my ways of thinking. Thank you for giving me hope….
-Kent, 34 years old
I love you Kent
"Are you scared about dying? I'm not scared about dying, I'm scared to leave my family." I can totally agree with that! (Cronic disease for more than 20 years, 2 times almost died.)
May Allah bless you with a miraculous cure
@@meariba The Prophet Job " Ayoub " , peace B upon him.... ALLAH Test him 4 many years with illness... Yet he didn't despair and didn't say any word that angered ALLAH.
Because he knows that all life is a test, whether ( Rich or Poor - health or disease ).
And after the test, there is the Judgment and the penalty
Peace B upon the messengers and praise B 2 God, Lord of the worlds
No one asked
I hope your ok now 🙏💙
@@o.ramirez1534 I did you’re wrong as usual
That young man with cancer is so positive that he believes if someone out there is happy he passed, at least he made that guy's day. I wish I could have that positive mindset.
You can. Don’t think you can’t
Anyone that would be happy someone like him dying must have a black hole as a heart. The man is a saint
Read the Power of Now
What good does it do? It didn’t save him
@@cherp5837 but it makes him forever alive in our hearts.
The guy with Parkinsons, its not over yet😢. You will live longer than expected. My dad has parkinsons and he has been managing the symptoms for 20years now. Though its not easy as the disease will take over the control of your body, you have to stay strong. You got this.
That bald guy is really holding back emotion. I completely feel this scared of losing my family rather then dying in it’s self.
Pretty disrespectful way to refer to someone. Maybe have more compassion? Sociopathy isn't cute. (No surprise from someone with a motorcycle avatar).
@@sneksteppywhat..? What was sociopathic about him?? What was incompationate about what he said?
@@sneksteppy you interpreted this in a completely different way dude.. He is more scared of losing his family than dying.. that's what the bald guy literally said and it's very sad.. everybody feels compassionate towards him
@@sneksteppyAGREED, wholeheartedly!!! Also, that person probably doesn't know a lot about Parkinson's disease either, this poor guy in the video doesn't seem to be holding back on his emotions, except for leaving his loved ones. Michael J. Fox has Parkinson's as well. It would be nice if they had a cure, so sad.
@@DANIELCHUKWUKEREHe means calling the guy a "bald guy". They all have names is basically what he meant.
"I will feel like I'm being set free from a body that had failed me." As someone with an autoimmune disease that makes every day very difficult and painful, this really hits home
I have Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome, I totally understand you. It's so painful, I can't do a lot of things I was able to in the past. I've even looked into Death with Dignity before just to escape this body and be done suffering. Ultimately I decided not to open a case, although if my life ever becomes not worth living, or if I become a burden to my family or friends, I will not hesitate to free myself and everyone around me from this horrible disease
All of what they said hit hard as a fellow spoonie, I feel like I’m in a failed meat sack. I’m so grateful to hear some beautiful words.
Me too. Being in horrific, crippling pain basically every day feels like your body is just a failed specimen. I hope I get to live as long as possible, despite the pain, but my quality of life will most likely worsen the older I get, so at some point I think I will get euthanasia done for me. Let’s live the best life we can, until we can’t anymore💗
My mom has one too and I am in the process of getting a diagnosis for one. It’s so hard to know there are so many things that my mind wants to do and create and experience, but my body won’t let me. I have watched my mother struggle tremendously with her mental and physical health and she says the same thing. Thank you for sharing!
It hit for me too I have Lupus, Autoimmune Liver Disease, Sjrogen's Syndrome and Arthritis in my spine...I thank God everyday for where I have come from and wherever I go to next I just have hope that my daughter will do fine if I ever leave here early 🤍🙏🏽
my mom died a couple months ago, her illness came on sudden and she died within a week. it was an excruciating experience and i wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy. i like to think she had a moment of peace when she took her last breath, and i hope she’s free now.
I’m sorry for your loss
Hope she is in heaven right now sorry for your lose
🙏🏾❤️🙏🏾❤️
My heart goes out to these beautiful young people. My mom is dying now, she has Parkinson's. Yesterday she said her work is finished here, she raised her family as well as her grandchildren. She's was always the one who loved to cook, care for anyone in need or just be there to spread her love. As I visit her daily I see the progression of her slowly fading away. She's pretty much alone and no one takes the time to visit her, not even my two brothers except maybe twice a month. It breaks my heart after having given so much to so many throughout her life! She's always had deep faith in our Lord and knows her Savior is waiting for her. Yesterday while half asleep she said God spoke to her and told her not just yet, HE was preparing a place for her. She then woke up to see the most beautiful cardinal she's ever seen on the window sill. I love her so much and she's been the most amazing mom I could ever ask for. That is why I am there with her daily. I've heard people who've experienced NDE's state it was the best day of their life when they passed. Obviously they were brought back but everyone of them wanted to stay because the love was so immense. Her attitude and faith is incredible and awe inspiring. Tell the people in your life you love them, tell them daily as one day, they too will be gone.
❤️🙏❤️
Shalom
Praise the Lord! Such a wonderful testimony!
You love your Mum and that is enough one person's love especially a daughter ❤️ like you means so much to a mother.
My mother died of Gall bladder cancer I was holding her hand when she died.
Before she passed on the Holy Spirit inspired me to lead her through an examination of consciousness ( she was non verbal and in ICU) so that she forgives all who have wronged her ( she did easily forgive).
She'd respond be squeezing my hand to tell me she forgiven person X
We took about 2 hrs and once we were done with the last person and the last person was the one she found hardest to forgive she went to be with the Lord Jesus Christ.
About a month before Mum passed on she told her children she'd been to heaven and her house is ready and extremely beautiful and The Lord Jesus Christ had given her extremely beautiful bathrooms and superb linen and towels ( the things she loved) and heaven is very beautiful and she'd met three happy women and they were laughing until their ribs ached.
I dream sometimes about her and she is so beautiful and happy and once in a while in my dreams she consoles me and I feel able to continue with life.
Take heart
The Lord God Almighty has picked you to console your mother and you will one day be with your wonder loving mother in heaven.
You will visit her in her mansion and she will cook for you and your family just like she used to on earth
Hugs from Kenya 🇰🇪
@evakoi2104 How beautiful for your mother to have a kind, loving daughter like you. This literally has me in tears. I pray God bless you❤
I once heard this and it makes me feel so much better about dying. “You were somewhere before you were born, and you were content. You’re going to go to the same place when you die and you will be content.”
It doesn’t imply heaven or an afterlife or oblivion but just peace like in the before. I love it.
I love this. ❤
needed this
I love this. I’m terrified of death but what you said really brought me so much peace. I really was fine before haha, I know I’ll be fine after.
As someone who strongly fears death to the point that I'll overthink it everyday, seeing it in this perspective calms my anxiety a bit. Since I was a kid, I always had overwhelming anxiety about one day dying knowing that it could be tomorrow or years from now, or the fear that when that day comes I'll be forgotten. Idk what triggered this anxiety in me as a kid, being 5 years old, but reading this made me feel a type of way.
Nonsense. We weren’t “content” before birth. We were simply nonexistent.
“Set free from a body that failed me” damn that hits. Thoughts to all of you ❤
is jj still there¿
@@bikramaditya8316yesirrrr
Jesus loves all of you and died for you so we can go to heaven after we die. It's not a fairy tale it's real. Death is a real thing. Heaven and hell are actually real even if people don't want to accept it. Realty stays the same. Trust in Jesus Christ
I feel that line very deeply. Its exhausting and very demoralizing when you wanted to do so much things but your body hinders you from doing so. Plenty of times when my enthusiasm and hope to achieve even the most mundane chores turn into immediate frustration and disappointment.
Io liberata dalla gente che mi ha altro vhe delusa
I am not afraid of dying, I am afraid of tasks unfinished and dreams unfulfilled
I know the feeling, I have felt the same many times. However, many things changed when I became non existent for a few days just to see who misses. Apparently, no one does. Only parents and one kind soul who has been a dear friend for 20 years. No one else will miss me and I’m kinda ok with it
Living is a death sentence. We're all dying in a sense.
The guy with Parkinson's broke my heart! You can tell he's fighting & I've seen what that disease does to ppl & it doesn't hold back, I pray he can see his son grow up😭
I agree so much I watched Parkinson’s take over my grandma and it’s insane how basically that person just changes all of a sudden sometimes
@@katiemariana2190 I'm sorry you had to go through that & I'm sorry for your grandma 🥺
Doesn’t Michael j fox have Parkinson’s? He’s still alive
@@EE-ie9gm diagnosed at 30, still going strong at 61!
Yes but he’s a millionaire and can afford all types of treatment. The avg person even high middle class-upper just can’t afford the treatments that may keep them alive that long. I hope he makes it but it’s different
My mother was diagnosed with stage 4 (terminal) colon cancer June 2021, doctors told us she will only last 6 months due to her age but she fought to the bitter end proved the doctors wrong, she lost her life February 2023 she was 59 yrs old
She wasn’t scared of dying, she was scared of leaving her 3 sons. She passed away worrying about us because she knows we’re not okay,
like all mothers are. Miss you mom
hi, i don’t know but i know what you mean. my mom was diagnosed with stage 4 pancreatic cancer. it was so sudden for my family. she was so young. i was so young. my siblings were so young. she wasn’t even able to travel back to her hometown to visit the grave of my older brother.
she was scared to leave us yet she would always put on a strong face. we were all too young for her to just leave. i know she made peace with her fate, but leaving behind children so young and a husband who relied on her scared her.
it’s been so long but it still hurts.
@@10969sb To speak about what's happened to you so openly shows real strength man, it made me tear up to hear your story but also made me happy that you are still thriving, helping others and talking about it.
So sorry for your loss she’s watching over you always❤️🙏🏻
It was moving to see these three special and loving persons. I hope they will receive all the strengh they need .
My mom died 3 weeks ago and i feel like dying
We're all dying. Some of us will die before these people...
Some of us will die today
I think its more of knowing you sre actively dying that is what makes it different
I'm not afraid to die. What I'm afraid of is feeling pain before I die.
I can see the sadness in their eyes. I hope they will have a painless death. We all fear that day. My heart is with you guys.
I'm curious about death I don't know about you
You don’t need to fear death when knowing you can have a life with Jesus in heaven. You just have to accept him as your lord and savior.
Not everyone.
@@Jesus_IsKing11Amen❤. I was thinking the same thing. Because of Jesus I look forward to the day I pass as the day that I pass is the day I go to be with my Lord, my King.
@@ChristcentredNaturalgee sorry to say that if you worshipping Jesus Christ as a God and you die on this believe you people never enter in heaven.
I had no idea people could die from Parkinson’s disease. This interview hits home for a lot of us, it sort of gives us this reality check. Really hits hard home.
Let's be Honest We knew it
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Let's be Honest We knew it
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Let's be Honest We knew it
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My great uncle is dying from Parkinsons, i didn't get to say goodbye and covid separated us
They're all so brave, the fact that they're able to talk in so detail while also being in so much pain, I can't imagine how it must feel like.
I'm 59 and my body is slowly falling apart. It feels like I loose more and more function everyday. I don't fear death...I fear not being able to take care of myself. The gentleman said "I'm losing my ability to live" that is exactly how I feel.
No you are not that old you are still 20-25 years to live
UPDATE:
My daughter passed away December 1st 2022 at 10:20 pm. I am so LOST without her. Please pray for my family. We truly PRAYED she'd make it but God called her home. 🙏 😢 She passed away on my sister's birthday I lost my sister in 2009. I felt some comfort knowing her Auntie came and got her favorite niece 💕 God be with us. 😢 1 month and 1 day before her brothers passing to the day. I don't ask why? I just know as a Mom I am BROKEN with heartache. I cry every morning I wake then I try to go on with my day. My daughter was a FIGHTER she fought until the end. That morning she said... I think I'm going Mom. I started to cry and said baby you LET GO and don't you hold on for nobody... Not me your dad brother you LET GO. I think those were the hardest words I've ever had to say but I could see the change and she was SO sick everyday. I couldn't handle watching her suffering and how selfish would that be for me as a Mom. I chose to say that to end her pain. My BEST FRIEND is now gone forever 😭
UPDATE: My daughter called me last night to tell me there is nothing more they can do for her. Her liver is full of cancer and her lung is now full of cancer. I got her up at OHSU hoping but it was too late in my own research I should have done that immediately maybe then she'd have a chance. Now it's days or MAYBE a few months but as we stand here today it's done and I am now facing the loss of another child. The only thing I said is at least she will be with her brother. Idk why that brings me comfort but it does in a sense. We did everything humanly possible in the end God has the final say. With my eyes full of tears 😢 I am still in disbelief shock denial. I begged God please don't take another but who am I but just another Mother losing my only daughter 💔 I am shattered and BROKEN into PIECES. Thank you ALL for you're prayers 🙏 ❤️
My daughter was just diagnosed with stage 4 liver cancer matasazied to her lung. I am in SHOCK and disbelief she had ovarian cancer at 26yrs old. We THOUGHT we had it under control then I lost my son tragically at 23yrs old in 2021. I THINK her brothers death has something to do with this new diagnosis. Thank you for showing this I wanna be strong for her although I find myself crying more now then ever. The FEAR of losing another child is unbearable 💔 😢 I ask everyone PLEASE pray for my daughter 🙏 my mind cannot go there. 😢
Hey Dena. Thank you so much for sharing. I know it was not easy to do so. Keep you all in my prayers. Please keep us updated on your daughter’s condition.
Please stay strong dear. My prayers are with you all 🙏🏻
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Thank you so very much sweetheart 💗
@@avoado1015
Yes! We are strong in our faith. I have to give this to God I cannot carry this. Thank you for your prayers. ❤
@@fatimasouane5323
She had her appointment today they said it's in her lung as well. I'm sitting with her now TRYING not to BREAKDOWN 😢 God please don't take my daughter PLEASE.
As someone who struggles with depression and has thought about suicide soooo many times , thank you to all 3 of you for giving me new perspective i needed this video
You’re not alone❤ You can do this
Everyone lives forever. It’s our choice where. With Jesus. Or eternally separated from him.
Don't do it man you will wake up in a place that'll be a thousand times worse then what you're going through only there was no escape try to hang in I know it's easier said than done I'm in your shoes everyday chronic pain and the bodies getting worse I feel you man
You are very special
Everyone has a purpose in this world. You are not alone❤️God is there with you and all of us.
Me too!!
I was told I have 5 to 8 years. Just worried bout my kids. Hope to see 50.
Ever since I got pregnant with my second kid I have been terrified of dying. I absolutely understand this feeling of being scared of leaving family behind. I think about how much my son and daughter need me-my husband works very long hours basically all day so they spend all their time with me and when I go out for some me time I come home to them just not okay and I just take care of it then easy but if I weren’t able to it hurts my heart.
Pray ❤❤
@@jessicaanguiano4979 thank you 💗
I'm out of words. I just want to hug the 3 of them.
lots of love
Me too, my heart is breaking.
@@khonkhosilelihle7414 i cried - omg. life is just so unfair (but still fair)
If you cannot hug them, hug your family, your friends and the people you love. This'll be a pleasure to you.
I’m literally crying over here like this hurts so much!
I think it's important to remember that we're all technically dying. Even if we're not suffering from a chronic disease, we're all on death row, every second getting a little bit closer to our inevitable death that could happen at any moment. We need to cherish every day we're given as it could be our last. And this applies to our loved ones too.
Yes, but our minds fool us into small issues and we live miserably
“We’re all on death row” facts and it’s another reason to no pro create and put someone else through this part of suffering as well
@@rbyourfriend09 there's a lot of large issues in this world that makes it hard to live
Your so right! I let dear, anxiety and depression get in the way of truly living. I was given a second chance to live after my accident at 13. I’m going to try and enjoy each day and live life to the fullest
@@annacrunkleton4711 cringe. Teach your children to not fear death, but to look at it as the ending to an epic story that only they got to experience and that they played a role in humanities existence.
Are there any updates on these people? Leaving my kids, husband and family terrify me. I lost my mom to cancer stage 4 metastatic breast cancer back in November. She was 47. My whole world changed. A little bit of me died with her.
"Knowing what's going on with your body is better than not knowing". So true.
I've had a chronic health condition for 22 years and no doctor has been able to diagnose or help with it. I've seen over 40 different doctors for the issue, had hundreds of tests and treatments done, and still no answers.
Not knowing on top of my chronic symptoms, is torture. I still keep searching, but I've exhausted almost all options I can think of.
Wow, you're really strong. I have been having symptoms that have worsened within four years. Not knowing what exactly is wrong with your body or when your last day is can be terrifying.
@puppykittyyo I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope you find some relief from whatever ails you, or at the very least, some answers.
That smile never left JJ’s face man. He’s a fighter, you can see his optimism and will to live. Damn near made me tear up bro. Im rooting that all 3 of these people live life to their fullest extent.
Even the people that are crying through the pain are strong. As long as they’re living, they’re fighting. No one wants to smile when they know they’ll leave their family.
Thank you so much for your comment trust me it takes heart to say it 💜💚💛 I trust you with Al Islam brother in humanity. I really hope you will find your peace and serenity with this religion that really solves it all. I pray you take all your time to study it perfectly as ALLAH (GOD/THE PERFECT) loves most 🌸💐💐💐
"I'm not dying, I'm just losing my ability to live"
Can imagine this feels even more painful than being gone
I felt that and it hurt
It’s true. Take it from me a 23yr old with only a few months left and living in total unbelievable pain 24/7, there’s no point in living anymore
@@bailey3276 😢
@bailey3276 you still kicking fam?
Think I needed to hear these stories today, recently I felt down and just generally struggling with day to day life throws at me. But this video reminded me I'm lucky to able to have those day to day problems, so many of us don't have that privilege. Thank you for sharing your stories. X
I feel same as you. Ive been struggling for years with chronic depression as well as alot of trauma, financial probs, and anxiety. Been barely making it, but their stories put things back in perspective for me. Im truely blessed.
Translation: "Thank GAWD I'm not them!".
I didn’t realise when i got into depression. But its the worst thing I’ve experienced in my life so far. Depression ate me up. My thoughts got negative for each and every thing. I was a talkative person and now i dont talk much. The thought of attempting suicide occurred multiple times, because i couldn’t control my depression my sufferings all alone. Its a feeling you cant explain, and nobody can understand unless they go through the same shit. The fear of leaving my family behind has kept me alive till now. I hope we all try a lil harder to live and get out of any negativity in our lives ❤
"I'm not dying, I'm just losing my abilities do live" that was such an perspective... Wow!!
That was beautiful in a way...
Hauntingly beautiful
As someone with multiple sclerosis, I understand this statement. You have zero control of what your body is doing and can feel helpless.
I don't know about beautiful, it's just sad,
Dying seems more beautiful than being trapped in your own body
that is dying….
True.
I always wonder how people with terminal illnesses such as cancer perceive death versus those with chronic depression who actively seek death. It would be interesting to have them both talk about their experiences with death and the thought of it
Hi, I don't know if you got an answer but I went through depression & attempted s* when I was a child/teenager and I now have a fatal illness (I'm 22). In short, I'd say I have never seen death as a taboo thing or as the “worst thing” or the “end” and I still don't, but being on life support made me much more aware of my privilege to be alive and I am infinitely grateful to be living. My anxiety, intrusive thoughts and self harm behavior disappeared when my condition became critical and right now I don't want to die because I think I'm not “done” with life but I do not perceive my death as the worst thing to happen in my life. I became a really spiritual person so I do believe everything happens for a reason and I trust God or whoever that is for you. My biggest dreams are Love/Family based so sometimes I do cry when I realize I probably won't build a family, get married, have kids or even have my first kiss, and I do compare myself a lot with other girls and my brain still has these “you suck” thoughts but it doesn't escalate into a state of mind if that makes sense. I also do not regret my s* attempt (I was 13). I am obviously grateful I survived but I do not look back and think “what a waste of time” or invalidate my past feelings because it's nonsense. Mental health is as serious as physical health and when I compare myself to my past self.. I'm happy now and I'm living. My past self was agonizing and the pain was worse than my actual physical pain. I 100% do not regret a single thing that happened in my life and I think I'm going to end my loooong rant with that. Thank you for letting me share my story haha ! Take care xxx
I guess when you have a terminal illness you no longer have a choice when and how you die, which makes the thought of death a little harder. It’s easier when you feel like you have control over your own fate.
My friend committed suicide. She ran to death with joy. She would joke about how she would do it. She believed the pain would end by dying so she loved the thought of it. She didn’t wonder about friends and family. Just relief in death was all that mattered. I could no longer deal with our conversations and needed a break. A few weeks later she was gone.
@@cataline1274Thank you so much for sharing your story. I wish nothing but the best.
Hi. I am both. Before cancer I had chronic depression, I wanted to die. But after finding that I have cancer, I never wanted to live more than I want now. My perspective totally changed. I dont Take life for granted anymore, I want to travel, I want to help people, little things make me happy( like a sunrise, the beach, a nice gesture, a beautiful flower or moments when I laugh with family or friends). And now im scared of dying. I think that we all are but we want to seem tough.
Im greatful i found this. Im also in end stage Renal failure, and i was recently taken off the donor list because of liver cancer. I resonate with all 3 of you. Im 52, and will be the 1st to die in my immediate family. My biggest fear is my Mom. Shes been the absolute 1 person in my life who has loved me no matter what, im terrified what its going to do to her. At 72 im scared she wont be strong enough. I also want to have an end of life party. For years i bartended and made many many close friends. Only a few know. Im scared to be treated different, but im at the stage where its time to tell people because my time is short. And my time being mobile is even shorter. Again just thank all 3 of you for being so open and geniune.
More strength to you
Jesus can save you my friend. I don’t say this as being “holier than thou,” but my life completely changed when I came to Him when I needed help. He gave me His Holy Spirit to comfort and counsel me. He can also for you…
For someone that had a brush with death more than twice, this hurts.
Gall cancer, breast cancer and complications. This really hits home. You really don´t appreciate life and health until its taken away from you.
How are you doing now ?
@@SunilKumar-zs5vh Quite good actually. Working full time again but of course less energy and get tired much quicker. Dont think I´ll ever be back to what I was before but who am I to complain...
This is such a great reality check for me. We can’t take things for granted, we can’t procrastinate, and there’s no time on this earth for being selfish, or mean, or starting fights. Who knows when our journey ends. We should all work on being the better human
This. I needed this ! I been putting off so much and holding grudges
It’s very hard to keep those resolutions as we live on. I don’t even try to never do any of those things.
took the words right out of my mouth
Honestly I felt deeply moved by this video. Made me realize how much I take for granted. As a parent I couldn't imagine how that man felt knowing he will never get to see his kid grow up 😭😭 between this and technoblade passing away RUclips has me in tears today.
hate = a total waste of time
I got diagnosed with ovarian cancer last 2020, i was 19 at that time and i never would've thought it would change my life drastically. I was always focused on my grades, and i always restrict my self with buying the foods i crave because i would rather save it than spend it... until cancer slapped me so hard i couldn't even drank a sip of water without me just puking it right out. Every problem that i had back then, was wiped out by the fear of death. My fear wasn't dying, it was about not being able to live at all. Looking back, all the medals and certificates i have that proves my hard work is all nothing in the face of death. I regret the things i wasn't able to do so much but i saw the only few people that truly cared about me.
I had to dropped out of college, and i had to stop my chemo because i just felt like i wasn't going to make it if i push through it any further plus we were lacking financially, i didn't wanna push through chemo anymore knowing i could've possibly didn't make it and every money that my parents sacrificed will go to waste... as of now, i got a lot better than i ever was, we're still hoping that cancer won't grow back anymore because i truly, sincerely wanna live this life, this very second chance i have... I'm pursuing an art career too, something that my inner child would be proud of😊 you guys can check out my art account in instagram and fb page - the art of celestine .
The thing is, cancer made me live... It made me look at life in a very different but beautiful way.. i hope none of us would take our time for granted and just live with everything we have
Wow thanks for sharing! Sending you love and strength 💗
Hope you're doing well
Thank you 🙏 for making bad beautiful,,, life is about making your life beautiful and peaceful
Hey how are you doing now
I hope she’s well 😇
That's was far too deep, it's a really good reminder to be grateful for what you have.. Simply waking up and not having to think about what these people do.. 😢
wow this really is a wake up call
This made me realise we’re not really living life until we know we’re about to pass.. I hope these 3 are still w us today. If not, I hope it was nothing but a beautiful send off.
JJ survived cancer and helps for fundraisers. I dont know for the others tho
@@ulysse6825 he is healed ?? 😢😍
@@BlancaEstella4837your never healed from cancer. Once you get it, your just preying that it goes back into resubmission. Unfortunately a lot of the times when this happens you think your fine until years later it comes back way worse than before. This happened to my father last year. He had stage 4 breast cancer and died literally 2 months later. The medication he was on(pill form of chemo) literally made my dad into a zombie that wanted to die. It was the saddest thing I ever seen and made me want to take my own life after seeing a man looked up too go through such pain. I believe in god and god has a plan for all of us.
@@ulysse6825Do u know anything about the other twos??
@@BlancaEstella4837 no but cáncer treatment has come a long way
As someone who has had cancer twice and lost my mom, both sets of grandparents and many cousins to it, I cannot explain how awful it is to know your body is dying
How are you now? Hope you're doing well
@elisheva9957 I'm in remission, though having had it my body has developed some other disorders since then that require meds. Still I use my writing and dance to keep me going.
We are all dying ( after we reach a saturation point of growth ), only certain diseases faster the process of cellular death. Fear cuts deeper than swords. My heart goes with everyone, who's in need of some courage and some peace 🌷💕.
I know you've heard this multiple times but it's gonna be alright
Jesus loves you!!
To hear that someone hasn’t done all that they’ve wanted in the little time they have left in this realm broke my heart. It’s videos like this that reminds the rest of us that we cannot take life for granted or get upset at the little stuff.
I have severe health anxiety because of a horrible fear of death. Leaving my kids, not being, not knowing about the after. I believe in God im just scared. And i know thats not living...... Im 49 and been suffering aince 1990. So theres no resolve and nothing will help. Ive tried literally everything. These people are better people than ill ever be.
I also have extreme worries about my health and life! I feel you!
My doctors are very optimistic but I'm scared of this cancer. I pray I can fight like these people do 😥
I’ll pray for you ❤
How are you doing?
Stay Strong...
You will do Great
I just know it
❤❤❤❤❤
Keep fighting and always know that you are loved!
You got this 🙏🏽🙏🏽❤️
as someone who’s has multiple failed suicide attempts, this just made me think about how much life has for me. i know it sounds selfish especially commenting on this video yet i still take life for granted & this video was just a reality check i needed. i really hope everyone in this video can accomplish what they want to do before they pass.
You already failed at life, how do you fail at suicide 🤣?
me too, wanting to go to the doctor now for a checkup, big reality check
If you were to die right now, are you 100% sure that you would have a home in heaven? What are you basing that on? If you are basing it on anything other than your faith in the finished work of Jesus on the cross, you do not understand God's way to heaven.
The Bible says that we are all sinners. When God created Adam and Eve, He made them perfect without sin, but they chose to disobey God and became sinful in nature. This sin nature was passed down to all humanity.
Romans 5:12 Wherefore, as by one man sin entered into the world, and death by sin; and so death passed upon all men, for that all have sinned:
Our sin separates us from God.
Romans 3:23 For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;
A holy, righteous God cannot allow sin into heaven. Sin must be paid for and God's price for sin is death, but not just a physical death, but a spiritual death which means separation from God forever in hell.
Revelation 21:8 But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death.
In the Old Testament when man sinned, God required the sacrifice of a perfectly spotless lamb as a substitute in the place of the sinner. The blood of that lamb was only a temporary payment for their sin and so this had to be done often. Jesus Christ, God's Son took on flesh, was born of a virgin, lived a sinless life and offered Himself as that perfect, spotless Lamb and shed His blood as payment for the sins of the whole world.
John 1:29 The next day John seeth Jesus coming unto him, and saith, Behold the Lamb of God, which taketh away the sin of the world.
Jesus loved us so much He WILLINGLY came and allowed wicked men to spit on Him, mock Him and scourge Him until He was unrecognizable. They stripped him naked, thrust a crown of thorns on His head and nailed His hands and feet to a cross. He hung in agony for hours bleeding, thirsting, struggling for every breath. He died innocently in our place so that we could be saved from going to hell. It was His blood that satisfied the just demands of a holy God. God will not accept anything else.
There is no greater love than that!
John 3:16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
The good news is that Jesus didn't stay dead in the grave. He came back to life 3 days later just like He promised and He still lives today!
Matthew 28:5 And the angel answered and said unto the women, Fear not ye: for I know that ye seek Jesus, which was crucified.
6. He is not here: for he is risen, as he said. Come, see the place where the Lord lay.
Jesus did all this because He wants to give you the FREE gift of eternal life in heaven with Him!
You cannot do anything to earn your own way into heaven. You can't work for it, be baptized for it, go to church for it or try to be good enough for it. It is a FREE gift that God is offering to anyone who will simply receive it by faith.
Romans 6:23 For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.
Ephesians 2:8 For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God:
9. Not of works, lest any man should boast.
God said there is only one way to get to heaven, but it is not hard. You must repent, change your mind and admit you are a sinner headed for hell. You must believe that Jesus died and paid for your sin with His own blood on the cross, was buried and 3 days later rose from the dead. Then you must simply call on Him and ask Him to save you.
Romans 10:9 that if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.
10 For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.
13. For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.
None of us deserve God's mercy and grace, but let me warn you that if you reject His FREE gift, you are already condemned and when you die, you will suffer the torment of burning in hell for eternity in a lake of fire where you will be forever separated from God and all that is loving and good.
John 3:18 He that believeth on him is not condemned: but he that believeth not is condemned already, because he hath not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God.
Revelation 20:15 And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into the lake of fire.
Please don't wait. Don't take the risk of putting it off until another day, repent, turn to Christ NOW wherever you are at because you aren't guaranteed to live another day on this Earth. Believe God's Word, ask Him to save you and He will!
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I am happy that this video has given you a reason to live, I pray and hope that whatever causes you to have those thoughts to the point where you have attempted taking your own life will be conquered in the mighty name of Jesus.
Noah: see you are still here for a reason: hang in there please...try to find your REASON...I'm 73 and lost myself a few times but I'm trying to hang on for my family...I know they need me...so good luck to u ...there r always happier days ahead of us...look up to nature: the beautiful sky...clouds...gorgeous flowers and the amazing little things that make us 😃 smile!!!
Really wish that there was a way to look up and find out how Layla is doing and if she's still here with us. It seems the dudes are still alive as of October 2023 (I simply looked up their full names as they mentioned here alongside their condition; plus JJ has a RUclips & an IG page).
That’s painful to say goodbye to your son especially if he still needs help from you. Sharing this video is helping the dying people feel better, knowing that their not alone waiting for death. Thanks for this video, it comforts (dying) sick people.
Seriously, congrats to the interviewer. He kept his composure and asks genuine questions. Kudos to Cut!!
I saw my uncle struggle with physical disability after having broken his spine from neck down that the only function he had left was eating and talking. Couldn't control stool or bladder. He was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer after fifteen years of being bedridden and died seven months later. It was hard.
My mum took care of her brother in her own house for all that time. His room is still intact,his wheelchair was donated last year.
pancreatic cancer is a bitch. my grandfather died of it. Watching him fade away was brutal. I'm sorry man.
@@ovig8917 thank you 😊,sorry for your loss as well.
Your mom sounds like an incredible woman. Dedicating so much of her life to caring for her brother. Very honorable.
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Wow such a great sister👏👏
My boyfriend was diagnosed with Parkinson’s in 2020 and watching his condition progress so fast is so scary! Some days he get so mad cause he want to play with our kids but he can’t. All 3 stories made me cry but Brian’s story is ours.
Reach out anytime.
The best part of his story is you! Please don’t ever leave his side or betray that sense of relief and comfort he has woth you
Praying for your family 🙏🏾
I’m praying for your family!! Please be strong!!🙏🏾🖤🙏🏾🖤🙏🏾
@@bryanhill2937you're not alone, millions are with you. Thank you so much for your story and point of view sending love to your strong heart 💝
This broke my heart million times. May we all find reasons to live and have a chance to live ❤️Thanks to all people who were a part of this video and helped us to wake up. We are so busy in our daily lives, and sometimes we forget that we are living. We are here, at this moment which will never come back. We are so lost in the flow of life. But what really matter is us and our loved ones. Because at the end we all will die and never have a second chance to share this life with our loved ones.
I remember when a very good friend of mine waa dying from cancer he was so strong you could see him visibly in pain and he would always say im fine how are you his biggest concern was always you when it was getting near the end i asked if there was anything i could do for him and he started to crying which was very rare and he said just make sure nothing happens to my family i did what i could until his wife passed away i miss them both very much.
I think the saddest part about being terminally ill is not so much about them dying, but it’s the part where you watch the light slowly go out of their eyes, and the will to live slowly wane away.
My dad passed away April 2022 and that was the hardest part for me. I still cry every time i think about it.
I’m sorry to hear that, but I can relate with what you’ve said. My father passed 15 years ago and am still crying even up to now. God , I miss him. His laughs, his funny jokes, him being protective to me.
I hope they found peace and light now that they’re in heaven. 🙏🏻 Keep safe always
I agree with that I watched my dad slowly lose that spark in his eyes and watched him wither away as well now I'm watching my mom go through it as well but she still got that spark still fighting she's got lung cancer and other lung diseases from smoking I am sorry about your dad
Oh brother. Im so sorry for your loss!
I too lost my dad on April 2020 since my life is hell
"Im not dying. Im losing my ability to live". Thats about it in a nut shell. Incredible quote.
I'm 15 and found out my mom has terminal blood cancer along with multiple other diseases, when I asked her how she felt about it she also said "It was almost a relief to know that it wasn't just in my head when doctors told me there was nothing wrong.". Honestly, it's very hard to see her slowly die and take care of her when she's sick because my parents are divorced, and being sick has affected her love life she doesn't have anyone else to help her but me. It is just the 2 of us and I hope she is happy during whatever amount of time she has left. watching this helped me try to understand her situation more so thank you to the people who participated in this.
I'm really sorry to hear that.....
I can't imagine losing my mom... I really love her.... I always wish to die instead of her
No one deserve to live without a mom
My mom is also suffering from health issues and alot of diseases
One day she won't be able to walk because of her extreme diseases
My mum died of brain cancer last year, my family and me took care of her. Enjoy every little moment with her. I wish your mum and you all the best, what you do is amazing. I know it's hard.
Hey, my mom also had terminal cancer and died when I was 19 years old. She was also a single parent and I was the only person beside her except some exceptions. Don’t forget to remember that you are a teenager and you are a child, that burden is way too heavy and you’re still going through it. You can’t do everything perfectly. I wish you all the best, it will not be easy, but you’ll come through.
Three years have passed since my mother died and I still miss her, but it does get better.
I hope you have people around you, who can support you. Don’t hesitate to ask friends and family for help, it makes all the difference. I wish I had.
Also it would be wise for your mom to plan what she wants to happen after her death.
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Hi Hannah, sending hugs, strength and Love your way. Please look after yourself as well as enjoying the time you have with your mom. Please reach out to friends and family for support don't do this all by yourself... All the best my love
i’m a year late but i really, truly fucking hope they’re still with us and doing okay.
Man these interviews are great. Good, open ended question with people unafraid to share. I’ll live my day just a bit more appreciative for them…
My second pancreas transplant failed. All my treatment options are done. I'm deteriorating, either slowly or quickly, but it's inevitable. I'm on limited time. Thanks for sharing, I feel comfort knowing I'm not alone. There's so much I can't express to my family because I can't bear seeing their pain.
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keeping you in my thought ❤
praying for you and your family ❤
Pray 🙏 for an with you
hugs and prayers ❤❤
"There's a lot left to do, and a lot of people I believe I can help" pure soul right there!
This is so profound.
Thanks to everyone of the people that made this possible.
I wish the uncut version of this was available. There’s so much to learn from all of them.
Within 10 minutes I fell in love with these three people 😭❤️
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Same theyre so awesome as individuals
@@maxzytaruk8558 is the school shooter a awesome individual... or is he just spilled milk because you don't care about him
My heart shattered
This video couldn't have come at a better time for me. I am a medicine student and today was one of my weakest days. Ive tried to commit suicide twice and not even my family or my friends know this. I wanted to do it today but seeing this literally made me breakdown and i couldn't do it. Ive learned to appreciate what i have and that i do have a purpose. Thank you Cut❤️
I’m so glad this video helped you ❤️ Please know that you are not alone in this, there are people who care about you and want you in this world. this video helped you to realise that you have a life to live ❤️ Stay strong and keep fighting ❤️
Hey I’m so happy this video has helped you. Know that you’re not alone in this. The world is going through a crisis. And there are others who feel like giving up. But things always do get better. If you ever wanna talk to someone, I’m here 🖤
I'm happy you decided to stay. We need you here🖤
Please reach out to anyone when feeling that way. I've battled with it for years, attempted it several times. Last month my mom took her life and it was the biggest shock to all of us. Left with so many questions why. What could we have done different, or something that we missed that may have helped. It's just so not worth it cuz while you are gone, the ones who love you are left to pick up the pieces. Even in times of anger and deep sadness there are people who love you and want you to live!
Hi Ferdinand,
mental health conditions can suck the life out of your until you think there is nothing worth to live for. I have experienced that myself for several years. But no matter what the illness (Depression, Bipolar, ...) in your head keeps saying to you or make you think and feel, you always have to know that you have to keep on fighting against it. Keep fighting for your family and friends but most importantly keep fighting for yourself because you have a right to live and deserve it! Don't blame yourself for any of this but you have to stand up against the enemy in your head because you decide if you let it control you or if you control it. Don't let it win! I know you are strong! Be open about it and let other people help you. It is not weak to seek help! It is a sign of true strength! Being open to family and friends is a good start. I also recommend professional help like a psychiatrist or therapist!.
Wish you all the best and keep fighting!
My mother had a stroke 8 years ago and suffers greatly with the progression of the disease. The person she once was is no longer, so I am getting to know a new person before she departs this world. I can only imagine letting go off all the pain she has…I can relate to these individuals and their journey. Thank you so much for sharing your story.
I always think of a peaceful death, but deep inside I know nothing... Dying affects everyone around the person, not just the dying person.
Maybe when you're so depressed, you always thought that death is way better than living, but when that time comes you wouldn't really know what to do just like these 3 beautiful people.
“I’m not dying, I’m just losing my ability to live”
That is an incredibly profound and moving statement. One that I think more can relate to then they’d care to admit
Absolutely agree!!
“It's essential to acknowledge that if you resonate with this statement, it may be a sign that you're going through a difficult time emotionally. It can be helpful to reach out to a trusted friend, family member, or mental health professional who can provide support and help you navigate these feelings.” - cGPT
My dad slipped away from us, but came back. He said it was the most wonderful feeling. Better then any feeling he had felt before. He always told me death itself is nothing to be afraid of.
It’s a crazy thought about death. Two of my favourite topics that I wish we could just know more about is death and space. I’m 23 and we’re just getting first images next month from the James Webb telescope - which is just peering deep into the past when we do, we aren’t there yet in technology to travel space which is the one thing I’d love to see happen eventually.
But death is one of those small little inevitable things that will happen, but it’s crazy to think where our consciousness goes if there even is a place there in any form whatsoever. I say I am not too afraid of dying myself but when it does come I do hope I’m ready!
I've nearly died twice and I'm grateful for those experiences. Like your dad I realized that death was nothing to fear. I was peaceful and blissful for that moment that everything was gone. I'm not suicidal, I am 20 years old and I have a lot of life left to live if I'm lucky. But part of me is looking forward to death. When it comes around, I won't be afraid.
@gayfancy I really appreciate that sentiment. I hope you live long and happy, genuinely.
No one alive has actually died. Near-death experiences are exactly that: near death. I’ve read that something in the brain creates the peacefulness, light, tunnel, etc., before a person dies. It’s not death itself, however. I believe that when the brain dies, the person is gone. There’s no “soul,” no afterlife. I wish I believed otherwise.
@@Ceerads your are correct yeah the brain makes you feel that way
Brian is such a chill guy, love his sense of humor, wishing him and the other people there lots of comfort and peace, really hope you guys can make the best out of your time here, thanks for the raw and pure interview
I already knew I’d cry while watching this video in the middle of the night and I still did it.
I always thought I am afraid of dying but I guess I am just afraid of not existing to the lives of the people I care for. It’s the same feeling I get whenever I think about the day I will lose the people who are very special to me because of some reasons.
I mean, we always thought about preparing for our future but we never really prepare ourselves on dealing with the fact that we could die unexpectedly. We also never prepare ourselves with how should we settle things if ever our loved ones goes with an instant.
Really, the only thing that makes our life worth living is knowing our purpose, and knowing that we have other people that cares for us that we also care about. Yet still we spend our whole lives trying to focus on the things we do not have and the things we need to have.
My Brother was diagnosed with End Stage Kidney Failure just a few years ago. I was devastated when he told me. I stepped in and donated my kidney to him because I love him so god damn much. He has 2 kids and I couldn't bare the weight of watching them grow up without a father. I know my kidney is only temporary and won't last forever but I'd do anything to give my brother a chance at this life.
Love You Kris.
And I truly am appreciative for this video. This is a heavy topic but its touching to see these people be real about coming to the end of their lives.
That’s amazing! Good luck to ur brother!!!! I would do the same for any of my siblings! ❤❤❤❤
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God bless you you had a chance to do what I wanted to do for my younger brother but never got to
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God bless you and your family. 😢
I am not dying, I am loosing my ability to live. This hits so deep. Thank you so much for this deep eye opening conversation. 🙏
I hope you are doing great.. ❤❤
No you just die and vanish
Like you have never been in this beautiful world
I hope there is an after live
Even heal is better then just vanish
Same but sometimes i just wish i am dying so ill have an excuse to die
Fast and pray
As someone with serious depression, I really resonate with that quote. It's not in the same context but relatable nonetheless.
This made me cry so much. My dad was my best friend. He died a year ago from NSC lung cancer and i miss him so much the steaks he always made he was the best chef. And he wasnt my biological dad but he sure made himself that figure he was so amazing. Dont take anything for granted he had just turned 50. I miss you so much daddy. This made me so sad.🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞
My heart breaks and tears fill my eyes seeing my fellow humans endure this kind of pain. If these fine people are still existing on this plain I truly hope they can gain access to intense psychedelics and hopefully relieve what must be the most intense version of anxiety one can experience. Don't go quietly into the night, go with a full heart and know we'll meet again.
I hope the guy with Parkinson’s somehow sees my message. I work with the elderly and have for the last 8 years and a lot of them with Parkinson’s are living long, beautiful lives still. This isn’t the end or anyhwere close to it. You’re amazing and I know ALLL of you guys will be here and strong for a long time. Keep your hope or faith strong and I promise you will make it. Our minds are such powerful things.
Like your comment so he can see it
God bless you
@Simeken why are you just copy pasting?
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I just want to hug him 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
I needed this kick in the ass to remember to cherish every moment of my life, with my kids, and with my husband. Life is short and we all too often forget that.
Pray to god at first
You’re SO lucky to have a family.
Regardless of where these people are or if they have passed away or not, their words are really insightful to me. As someone with clinical depression, it is really easy for me to get caught up in the smallest of inconveniences and forget what really matters. Videos like this helps me look at the bigger picture. Life didn't end when I got bad on that one test or when I broke up with the person I thought would someday be my wife. It's so much more than the small things that made me cry at night. Life is a blessing❤
Wow this is such a moving video. I lost my dad 3 years ago. It makes me miss him even more now. I try not think of how he must have felt in his final days but it breaks my heart everyday that i didn't know what was going and i couldn't be there for him. 😢💔
My sincerest condolences to everyone who's lost a loved one.
As a hospice nurse, this touches me & I can't express my appreciation for these 3 beautiful souls.
Thank you for the work you do, you're so important to your patients and their families during the worst days of their lives.
Thank you for your service, we appreciate you despite everything
I had a near death experience and my body felt so at peace. My body no longer felt pain. It was so silent, I couldn’t hear anything. My body felt so light as a feather. The only fear I had was leaving my children. I came back to life knowing I couldn’t leave yet. I literally felt my blood go through my veins. My first breath was the hardest just as a newborn baby takes his/hers. 😢😢 I want to make sure my kids are good in life, I wanna get to see my grandchildren. My mom died when I was 6yrs old and my dad died when I was 4yrs old. All I ask God is to grant me my wish to see my children grow. Life humbles you in ways you could never imagine. Love people loveeeee.!!!!!! Be kind to one another 🫶🏻❤️ we take life for granted too many times.
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I hope you’re doing good now. ❤
Why did that happened to you
Can you tell us more about your NDE? Sorry if it's too personal. I am glad that you're okay.
Thank all 3 of you for sharing. I’m crying, but hearing your stories is so powerful. You’re all so beautiful inside and out.
I dont know if im scared anymore. These people are brave, but i dont know if i would be scared or what id feel. You guys are legends, you guys are brave, you guys are inspiration
This is heartbreaking man such young,lovely souls
Let's be Honest We knew it
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Let's be Honest We knew it
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Let's be Honest We knew it
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I’ve medically died 6 times and they prevented the 7th…
The first time it happened, all I can say is that it was the most Beautiful, calm, tranquil, indescribably amazing peace that came over me.. nothing was bad and I was fine with it.. it was just.. perfect..
what was the reason if i may ask? you okay now?
Same! I was drowning and it felt so good.
@@Goddessofloveeee really?
@@OMGVoiceKenya I honestly can’t explain it. A better choice of words would be I felt the physical pain of drowning and then a level of peace I have never felt before. The ONLY reason I kept fighting to get out of that ocean was because of my son. It was strange, not what I expected to feel at all while staring death in the face.
@@Goddessofloveeeewtf? Lol
Watching this is just different. It changes you!
I have lost a loved on about 10 years ago, today. This video reminded me of those days. The uncertainty of the whole situation and the coming to terms with it. Damn! Life's short for all of us though.
On the verg of tears thank you so much for sharing your stories and to cut for making it possible to see these. Im not dying but i worry about dying since losing my morher in law and because of this is puts fear through me especially with how she did pass away. This puts my mind at ease to take one day at a time cherish every day take nothing for granted even when your health is strong. ❤