lyrics :> Awake, I opened my eyes to see A hospital, so white and clean I was walking up to the roof, I think Then can't recall at all a single thing Held a hand for me, you were there I know, but couldn't reach The me that would fall down all the time But stand and reach my hand to see "Have you tried crossing over yet?" I wanna die, wanna die But don't really wanna die You were there, you would care Making me aware Every scar, all the blood More and more, they're never done Not enough, not enough I wanna die, wanna die But don't really wanna die If I die, you would cry And I don't know why Every scar, all the blood More and more, they're never done Not enough, not enough When I forget you, I'm all alone without a place to go But then played a mirror like a show, the past I used to know A dream, 'til I see every part of me, eyes of red following and I wanna live, wanna live Deep inside I've always been Reaching out for a hand, so don't let this be the end Mushrooms growing on my head Still remember even then Where you are when I'm dead I wanna die, wanna die But don't really wanna die You were there, you would care You know it really isn't fair Every time I forgot You remain inside my thoughts Not enough, not enough I wanna die, wanna die Wanna die, but I still couldn't die With you by my side Behind the days I spent alone, afraid Now you're here to stay La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la And the scars never fade Memories that replay Rewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day
This song is really beautiful, my interpretation of it is a person who doesn’t kill themselves because of their friend. The lyric “behind the days I spent alone afraid,” is relatable to me. When I was dealing with more heavier wanting to kill myself thoughts, I was so afraid I was going to actually do it. Keep on going you’re not alone ❤
Mmm...reminds me of not only my gacha phase, but also reminds me of a dear friend who has passed because of suicide. Alsooo... Don't forget to take care of yourself and that you're loved
@LexiWei-uq4zyMy friend cut herself, when I found out about it it was very hard for me. I can’t imagine what it’s like to lose someone so close, especially knowing that he committed suicide...
This reminds me of Someone wanting to end themselves but really don't want to because they have loved ones ☹️. Edit:it is a honor you gave my comments alot of likes 😘✌️
Awake , i open my eyes to see A hospital so white and clean I was walking up to the roof , i think Then can't recall at all a single thing Held a hand for me , you were there I know . But couldn't reach The me that would fall down all the time But stand. And reach my hand to see Have you tried Crossing over yet? I wanna die Wanna die But don't really wanna die You were there , you would care Making me aware Every scar , all the blood More and more they're never done Not Enough , not enough I wanna die , wanna die But don't really wanna die If i died , you would cry And I don't know why Every scar , all the blood More and more they're never done Not enough , Not enough When , i forget you I'm all alone Without a place to go But then played a mirror like a show The past i used to know A dream , till i see every part of me Eyes of red following I wanna live. Wanna live Deep inside I've always been. Reacing out for a hand So don't let this be the end Mushrooms growing on my head Still remember even then Where you are when I'm dead. I wanna die , wanna die... But don't really wanna die You were there , you would care You know it really isn't fair Everytime i forgot You remain inside my thoughts Not Enough , Not Enough. I wanna die , wanna die , wanna die But i still couldn't die with you by my side Behind the days , i spent , afraid Now you're here , TO STAY... Lala lala lala lala And the scars never fade Memories that replay Rewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day.
Reminds me of like when my mom said I can't have an extra piece of candy so I came to this song and looped it, the nostalgia just makes me laugh ngl lol
I used to make fun of this song kinda it was more like a meme now that I’m going through this, I listen to it everyday so it’s a reminder I’m still alive when I stop listening to this song well that’s on me but I will listen to this forever
A message for people think about suicide (read every word I typed.) I know at times I really felt there was no point, and that I just want to disappear. Honestly I wished I could just pass peacefully. Something deep down made me feel like I wasn't supposed to be born, that life would've been better for my family if I wasn't. I was told things that drove me to believe this, and I still kind of do. I always looked at other's people's life, and wish I had it like that. I wish I had my old life. BUT, one day I was sitting with my friends and my mind calmed down. The future came up in a convo, and I started thinking of all the possibilities, of all I could become. And I added on to what I want to work hard to try to be in the future. (A mother, a fashion designer, movie writer. Ect.) The thought of life getting better for me just made me feel better. And even though I still have challenges I can't take all those opportunities from myself, I can't leave my friends behind, cuz if they did it we would have issues. I wouldn't be able to make some friends at all. I don't know if this will help someone, but i know it will be on someones mind. Theres so many amazing things we become from living, but we can't become or leave our horrible feelings by dying.
1:37-2:21 ,, 4 years ago when i was 8, (in my gacha phase i wasnt deppressed) i used to replay that part so much and i havent heard it in like over 2 years. I EVEN SANG IT LYRIC FOR LYRIC. omg,and when i heard that i got literal butterflies and goosebumps and SO MUCH nostolgia of when i was in my gacha phase. BUT NO BC THAT WAS LITERALLY MY FAVORITE GACHA SONG!! i missed this.
I listened to this when I was 5 and I stopped listening to this when I was around 10 and started listening to it this year before my birthday which was kinda the start of school after the first holidays and still knew the lyrics then and here I am still listening to it...hah
I have kown this song since im 8. Its so comforting to hear. every time i hear this it feels like im floating away from everything.Its my comfort song :)
Lyric: "Awake I open my eyes to see" "A hospital so white and clean" "I was walking up to the roof I think" "Then cant recall at all a single thing" "Held a hand for me" "You were there" "I know" "But couldn't reach the me" "That would fall down all the time" "But stand and reach my hand to see" Have you tried crossing over yet?" "Ah wanna die, wanna die" "But don't really wanna die" "You were there you would care" "Keeping me aware" "All the scars all the blood more and more" "Their never done" "Not enough not enough" "Ah wanna die, wanna die" "If I died you would cry" "And I don't know why" "Every scar all the blood more and more" "Their never done" "Not enough not enough" ... "When I forget you I'm all alone" Without a place to go but then" Played a mirror like a show" "The past I use to know" "Till I see every part of me" "Eyes of red follow me" "I wanna live, wanna live" "Deep inside I've always been" "Reaching out for a hand" "So don't let this be the end" "Mushrooms growing on my head" "Still remember even then" "Where you are when I'm dead" "Ah wanna die, wanna die" "But don't really wanna die" "You were there you would care" "You know this really isn't fair" "Everytime I forgot" "You remain inside my thoughts" "Not enough not enough" "Ah wanna die wanna die wanna die" "But i still couldn't die with you by my side" " Behind the days I spent alone afraid" "Now your hear to stay" "Lalalalalala" "Now the scars never fade" "Memories the replay" "Rewind yet again to the pain we felt" "On that day.." Sorry if I made any mistakes 😭
js dont everything has a meaning there’s always a time and place for it to happen even if it dosent seem possible anything is possible if you put the effort in to change it
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reminder for everyone watching to stay hydrated, eat something and take care of themselves! you are all loved
Thank you :)
@@sasha_sashax
I will! :)
Thank you ❤️
@@LemmonBomb ❤❤❤
I love your vids and stay hydrated too luv u :3
The warning in the beginning is iconic
Mmm, iconic.
frr
Literally
Bro fr
It scared me at first tbh
The iconic suicidal lifeline number be like:😍😍
Honestly should be using it but yolo!!
@AlexandraDonnell-xg1nd same
988 🔥🔥🔥🔥⁉⁉⁉⁉⁉⁉
I should do it !! (song meaning)
@@Iluvsupercalifragilisticexpial 💀💀💀💀😭
used to listen to this as a kid💀 now i get butterflies hearing it
FR
Fr
Fr!!
FR
Fr
This song reminds me of that one really traumatized and emo oc we all had tbh
Yeah 😨😨
Im that oc in real life but not emo
RIGHT?!?!
YEA.
I still have her. But she isn't stereotypical. She's just an Asian young girl that lost her parents. Her name is Olivia
I remember those nights when i used to replay this song 😭
SAME
same!!!!!
Same!
Same
Happening rn
This song brings me back to my gacha phase as a 8 year old 🤩🤩
No fr
It’s true lmao
NAHH SAME
No don't even remind me of that
Please
still in it
lyrics :>
Awake, I opened my eyes to see
A hospital, so white and clean
I was walking up to the roof, I think
Then can't recall at all a single thing
Held a hand for me, you were there
I know, but couldn't reach
The me that would fall down all the time
But stand and reach my hand to see
"Have you tried crossing over yet?"
I wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
Making me aware
Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they're never done
Not enough, not enough
I wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
If I die, you would cry
And I don't know why
Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they're never done
Not enough, not enough
When I forget you, I'm all alone without a place to go
But then played a mirror like a show, the past I used to know
A dream, 'til I see every part of me, eyes of red following and
I wanna live, wanna live
Deep inside I've always been
Reaching out for a hand, so don't let this be the end
Mushrooms growing on my head
Still remember even then
Where you are when I'm dead
I wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
You know it really isn't fair
Every time I forgot
You remain inside my thoughts
Not enough, not enough
I wanna die, wanna die
Wanna die, but I still couldn't die
With you by my side
Behind the days I spent alone, afraid
Now you're here to stay
La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la
And the scars never fade
Memories that replay
Rewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day
why??
@@topiola1239 wdym why 😭🙏
OML NATSUKI FAN! ( i love you!!!!!!!, its been so long, we need to bring the doki doki com back together :> )
@@caroline_lovesddlc DDLC FANS SPOTTED !? (im a yuri fan btw)
@milesluna1040 OMG YES! i was Yuri for Halloween. it sucks how its barely popular anymore, but its still my all time favorite.
This song is really beautiful, my interpretation of it is a person who doesn’t kill themselves because of their friend. The lyric “behind the days I spent alone afraid,” is relatable to me. When I was dealing with more heavier wanting to kill myself thoughts, I was so afraid I was going to actually do it. Keep on going you’re not alone ❤
Mmm...reminds me of not only my gacha phase, but also reminds me of a dear friend who has passed because of suicide.
Alsooo...
Don't forget to take care of yourself and that you're loved
thank you so much
rip beautiful im sorry shes looking over you
@LexiWei-uq4zyMy friend cut herself, when I found out about it it was very hard for me. I can’t imagine what it’s like to lose someone so close, especially knowing that he committed suicide...
may they fly high
"if i died you would cry and i dont know why" that shi hits hard
frr
Fr
r u ok
No ♥︎@@FoxyDub-i1m
@@idk_whyi want a virtual hug and bible verse?
This bring back traumatizing memories lmao
lmfaoooo true
Truuue XD
ru ok
Real
@Elle_Aymeria r u okay
Its all fun in games till you can relate to the song
Fr
real
Ture
true..
real
It's just a song, until you can relate..
Yes..
Real
real!!
Real
Fr
This reminds me of Someone wanting to end themselves but really don't want to because they have loved ones ☹️.
Edit:it is a honor you gave my comments alot of likes 😘✌️
me lmao
dang, that person either me, or just like me fr
me- 😂
literally 8th grade me
me fr
i hate the fact that i still relate to this. its been 7 years.
I've had a friend die to suicide, if you need someone to talk to, I'll be willing to listen
@@Mochii.Moshii im so sorry you had to go through that, but thank you 🙏
@@mistfulvoid Youll get thru this love! i promise
@@jay-fh6gx im actively trying, thank you for motivating me more 💗
@@Mochii.Moshii I need one,my family don't understand and I don't have "kind" friends.
anyone else get that "talk to a crisis lifeline 988" or is it just me?
I got it too
Same
How did u get the loading thing beside ur name😭
me too
Not me
I know the lyrics. I’m proud
r uok
@@FoxyDub-i1m HOW?!!?!?!!? ITS IMPOSIBLE
Gacha phase 😉🥰
Omg tysm for pinning my comment 😇
Me....
@@ihearticarly 🥰🥰
@@TomititoTomato same
Fr
1:52 Stop 😭 I remember this from the poppy playtime edits 😭😭😭
OMG!! SAMEEEE
This song is so relatable
Dave Miller pfp hiii 🤭🤭
this song always makes me cry
r uo k
This song scares me. But comforts me. Maybe cuz i relate to it. Idk
are u ok
Awake , i open my eyes to see
A hospital so white and clean
I was walking up to the roof , i think
Then can't recall at all a single thing
Held a hand for me , you were there
I know . But couldn't reach
The me that would fall down all the time
But stand. And reach my hand to see
Have you tried Crossing over yet?
I wanna die
Wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there , you would care
Making me aware
Every scar , all the blood
More and more they're never done
Not Enough , not enough
I wanna die , wanna die
But don't really wanna die
If i died , you would cry
And I don't know why
Every scar , all the blood
More and more they're never done
Not enough , Not enough
When , i forget you I'm all alone
Without a place to go
But then played a mirror like a show
The past i used to know
A dream , till i see every part of me
Eyes of red following
I wanna live. Wanna live
Deep inside I've always been.
Reacing out for a hand
So don't let this be the end
Mushrooms growing on my head
Still remember even then
Where you are when I'm dead.
I wanna die , wanna die...
But don't really wanna die
You were there , you would care
You know it really isn't fair
Everytime i forgot
You remain inside my thoughts
Not Enough , Not Enough.
I wanna die , wanna die , wanna die
But i still couldn't die with you by my side
Behind the days , i spent , afraid
Now you're here , TO STAY...
Lala lala lala lala
And the scars never fade
Memories that replay
Rewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day.
Essa letra eu sei e não me orgulho de saber..
Saber q eu já tive a vibe dessa música me deixa muito triste...
Me too:(
yall wanna translate?
When I was little in the street I sang the song and everyone looked at me badly because I didn't know the meaning so I kept saying "I wanna die" 😭
lmao
Bruhhhh lmao
I was used to listen to this every night now I am back and it gives me a weird feeling about life and my memories...
ru okay
@@FoxyDub-i1m yah, recovering slowly, ty for asking^^
0:57 damn. Hits hard. 😬
i love this
thank you!
Reminds me of like when my mom said I can't have an extra piece of candy so I came to this song and looped it, the nostalgia just makes me laugh ngl lol
Omg 😂
LFMMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO IM GONNA CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY READING THAT
THE POOR CANDY LMFAO
The shivers I got from the nostalgia....I relate to the song so hard
HELP THE HUGGY WUGGY EDITS-
the fact that i relate is painful. tbh this song feels comforting bc i feel like the singer is trying to tell everyone that they’re not alone
This is so good!!
When relating to something doesn't make you feel good
I love it! Sooooo good. 😍
I used to make fun of this song kinda it was more like a meme now that I’m going through this, I listen to it everyday so it’s a reminder I’m still alive when I stop listening to this song well that’s on me but I will listen to this forever
“ I wanna die wanna die but don’t really wanna die” that line hits hard when you can relate
I remember hearing somewhere that mushrooms on the head in Japanese culture means like suicidal thoughts or something 2:03 (correct me if I'm wrong)
I made an OC where i made her to be Japanese, Depressed, and have a mushroom growing from her head. I didn't know it meant that.
A message for people think about suicide (read every word I typed.) I know at times I really felt there was no point, and that I just want to disappear. Honestly I wished I could just pass peacefully. Something deep down made me feel like I wasn't supposed to be born, that life would've been better for my family if I wasn't. I was told things that drove me to believe this, and I still kind of do. I always looked at other's people's life, and wish I had it like that. I wish I had my old life. BUT, one day I was sitting with my friends and my mind calmed down. The future came up in a convo, and I started thinking of all the possibilities, of all I could become. And I added on to what I want to work hard to try to be in the future. (A mother, a fashion designer, movie writer. Ect.) The thought of life getting better for me just made me feel better. And even though I still have challenges I can't take all those opportunities from myself, I can't leave my friends behind, cuz if they did it we would have issues. I wouldn't be able to make some friends at all.
I don't know if this will help someone, but i know it will be on someones mind.
Theres so many amazing things we become from living, but we can't become or leave our horrible feelings by dying.
"Till i see every part of me" Kinda hit me hard- ngl
bro i love this song brings back memories
The video I was watching before this was "My R sped up" 😭😭 This fits the story so well for some reason?
Same?!?!- tf??
1:37-2:21 ,, 4 years ago when i was 8, (in my gacha phase i wasnt deppressed) i used to replay that part so much and i havent heard it in like over 2 years. I EVEN SANG IT LYRIC FOR LYRIC. omg,and when i heard that i got literal butterflies and goosebumps and SO MUCH nostolgia of when i was in my gacha phase. BUT NO BC THAT WAS LITERALLY MY FAVORITE GACHA SONG!! i missed this.
It's gorgeous!!! 1:50
I listened to this when I was 5 and I stopped listening to this when I was around 10 and started listening to it this year before my birthday which was kinda the start of school after the first holidays and still knew the lyrics then and here I am still listening to it...hah
I have kown this song since im 8. Its so comforting to hear. every time i hear this it feels like im floating away from everything.Its my comfort song :)
Not enough not enough.... 0:55
STOOOOP Not me crying now cause I used to replay this when I was actually wanting to die-
I watched this with the poppy playtime video it sooo good
Listening to this when your older it just hits different
This song brings back so many memories!! (And is kinda relatable.)
Lyric:
"Awake I open my eyes to see"
"A hospital so white and clean"
"I was walking up to the roof I think"
"Then cant recall at all a single thing"
"Held a hand for me"
"You were there"
"I know"
"But couldn't reach the me"
"That would fall down all the time"
"But stand and reach my hand to see"
Have you tried crossing over yet?"
"Ah wanna die, wanna die"
"But don't really wanna die"
"You were there you would care"
"Keeping me aware"
"All the scars all the blood more and more"
"Their never done"
"Not enough not enough"
"Ah wanna die, wanna die"
"If I died you would cry"
"And I don't know why"
"Every scar all the blood more and more"
"Their never done"
"Not enough not enough"
...
"When I forget you I'm all alone"
Without a place to go but then"
Played a mirror like a show"
"The past I use to know"
"Till I see every part of me"
"Eyes of red follow me"
"I wanna live, wanna live"
"Deep inside I've always been"
"Reaching out for a hand"
"So don't let this be the end"
"Mushrooms growing on my head"
"Still remember even then"
"Where you are when I'm dead"
"Ah wanna die, wanna die"
"But don't really wanna die"
"You were there you would care"
"You know this really isn't fair"
"Everytime I forgot"
"You remain inside my thoughts"
"Not enough not enough"
"Ah wanna die wanna die wanna die"
"But i still couldn't die with you by my side"
" Behind the days I spent alone afraid"
"Now your hear to stay"
"Lalalalalala"
"Now the scars never fade"
"Memories the replay"
"Rewind yet again to the pain we felt"
"On that day.."
Sorry if I made any mistakes 😭
hearing this makes me wanna cry bc i used to relate to this and now not so much. we all grow. stay strong 💕
I LISTEN TO THIS SONG DAILY. (with my gacha and crying playlist obvi)
This fr my comfort song
September 2021 squid game vibesssss
Nah , 2018 gacha
more like 2018 gacha
Yez
No.
Some of yall in these replies need to let people have opinions
after all of the years this is still a banger song
Why depressed song is always beautiful does this mean death=beautiful(?)
i listened to this all the time as a kid. explains a bunch tbh👽👽
Ikr
I can relate to this song so much. I wanna die, but what if hes right there? Him. He would be so sad..
i used to listen to this when i was 9, now that im older and have actually experienced everything this song talks about, i cant help but cry to it
this song is so relatable idk why...
2:29 I Like This Part Of Song
The scissors in my room : "YO YO YO DON'T PICK ME UP DON'T PICK ME UP-"
Crossing busy road and listening to this >>
This song brings back so many memories from my gacha phase. 😭
Bro I almost cried listening to this song. I haven't listened to it in years but it brought back some bad memories for me. :(
Same 😢
The fact youtube asked do I need to talk to someone 🙃
I instantly got chills. I didn’t think it was gonna be this song.. I old memories flow in lol
I love it ❤❤❤
Very relatable 10/10
BYE I remember those poppy playtime animations with this song 😭😭
NAH I REMEMBER THE HUGGY WUGGY ONES 💀
@@flutter_thejojosiwamoth HELPP REAL 💀💀🙏🙏
the timing is ABSOLUTELY crazy..
lets be real, we are all here years later after this song was released because we all just relate after so many years still-
Im not crying you are
Жизнерадостная песня 😊❤
NO IT IS NOT- 😭 ITS ABOUT SUICIDE, AND SELF HARM BRO😭😭
Amazing
0:44 There is one true thing in life then..
this song is nostalgia and a masterpiece
I used to listen to this when I was 9,
Now as a teenager I realize this is reality for someone I know… :/
I’ve listened to this so much to the point the warning doesn’t even show up for me anymore💀
miss wanna die *smokes cigar* havent heard that name in a while *exhales*🚬🚬
Cool , keep on
in my gacha phase, this was just a banger
now i feel the lyrics.
this song kinda fire 🔥🔥🔥
I’ve been listening to this song since I was 8😭omg
1:52
2018 |3
Я ещё помню
Помню как слушала эту песню в гаче😖
@@Muheheheheh помню те самые клипы
@@fenechkaqwq Они останутся в моём сердце😢
@@Muheheheheh и в моём. Наткнулся на видео, прошибло ностальгией
Gacha life mini movies: Snappity crappity this audio is now minety
Took me forever to find one of these that aren’t restricted 😅
This is literally the one song that can explain me.
Take me to 2021
even if someone has alr said this original version is in japanese… switch should be credited, jubyphonic only sang the english cover
My childhood song,now listening it whenever i want to do it
js dont everything has a meaning there’s always a time and place for it to happen even if it dosent seem possible anything is possible if you put the effort in to change it
This song make me feel , that time like 4 y.a, it's was so popular and even got fans
I love how this matches every one of my ocs
The fact that i relate to this
this song is so real cuz like I wanna die but I don't wanna get killed or kill myself.