miss wanna die (shinitai chan) - jubyphonic (sped up & pitched)

please support the original artist @JubyPhonic
Lyrics:
Awake, I opened my eyes to see
A hospital, so white and clean
I was walking up to the roof, I think
Then can't recall at all a single thing
Held a hand for me, you were there
I know, but couldn't reach
The me that would fall down all the time
But stand and reach my hand to see
"Have you tried crossing over yet?"
Ah wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
Making me aware
Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they're never done
Not enough, not enough
Ah wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
If I died, you would cry
And I don't know why
Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they're never done
Not enough, not enough
When I forget you
I'm all alone without a place to go
But then played a mirror like a show
The past I used to know
A dream, 'til I see every part of me
Eyes of red following and
I wanna live, wanna live
Deep inside I've always been
Reaching out for a hand, so don't let this be the end
Mushrooms growing on my head
Still remember even then
Where you are when I'm dead
Ah wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
You know it really isn't fair
Every time I forgot
You remain inside my thoughts
Not enough, not enough
Ah wanna die, wanna die
Wanna die, but I still couldn't die
With you by my side
Behind the days I spent alone, afraid
Now you're here to stay
Lalala lalala lalala lalala
And the scars never fade
Memories that replay
Rewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day
#spedup #spedupsongs #speedup #speduptiktok #tiktok #tiktokaudios #jubyphonic #nightcore #bambi #gacha #ghostogreandsnowrabbit #yugioh #anime #girl #animegirl #hatsunemiku #englishcover

[@nightcorebambi]

reminder for everyone watching to stay hydrated, eat something and take care of themselves! you are all loved

[@sasha_sashax]

Thank you :)

[@nightcorebambi]

@@sasha_sashax

[@LemmonBomb]

I will! :)
Thank you ❤️

[@nightcorebambi]

@@LemmonBomb ❤❤❤

[@Barbara63731]

I love your vids and stay hydrated too luv u :3

[@loersson450]

The warning in the beginning is iconic

[@Mochii.Moshii]

Mmm, iconic.

[@sin_carson]

frr

[@D3athbys1r3ns]

Literally

[@uvitaa_]

Bro fr

[@kolorrey]

It scared me at first tbh

[@OMO04]

used to listen to this as a kid💀 now i get butterflies hearing it

[@Pomeranc-fw3us]

FR

[@Izzythebunny755]

Fr

[@AlexandraDonnell-xg1nd]

Fr!!

[@IAMKEL654]

FR

[@Mahyakarim1943]

Fr

[@Svcca0]

The iconic suicidal lifeline number be like:😍😍

[@AlexandraDonnell-xg1nd]

Honestly should be using it but yolo!!

[@namionherfourpaws]

​@AlexandraDonnell-xg1nd same

[@-squishyskies-]

This song reminds me of that one really traumatized and emo oc we all had tbh

[@DIZZYDIZZYDIZZY]

Yeah 😨😨

[@shoguntamu]

Im that oc in real life but not emo

[@leaf143]

RIGHT?!?!

[@Jay.f4v]

YEA.

[@odessawales]

I still have her. But she isn't stereotypical. She's just an Asian young girl that lost her parents. Her name is Olivia

[@Andreazsz]

I remember those nights when i used to replay this song 😭

[@queen3333___]

SAME

[@_me_124]

same!!!!!

[@bibblekibble]

Same!

[@sofiaflores2967]

Same

[@cloeyharris3821]

Happening rn

[@loersson450]

This song brings me back to my gacha phase as a 8 year old 🤩🤩

[@Pulvrk1n-ti5hp]

No fr

[@HAPPYNESSU]

It’s true lmao

[@OMO04]

NAHH SAME

[@HarmonEdits]

No don't even remind me of that
Please

[@Zipxa_Raya142]

still in it

[@xzlynnxexe]

It's just a song, until you can relate..

[@Pinkyy_loves_japan]

Yes..

[@heyurcool_234]

Real

[@Rose_The_Artist201]

Real

[@butterflyyy677]

Its all fun in games till you can relate to the song

[@IdkwhoIAmAnymore__]

Fr

[@fiefiee]

real

[@MuhammadAkhtar-zu8we]

Ture

[@xzlynnxexe]

true..

[@lillythefennec]

real

[@gothicindia4052]

lyrics :>
Awake, I opened my eyes to see
A hospital, so white and clean
I was walking up to the roof, I think
Then can't recall at all a single thing
Held a hand for me, you were there
I know, but couldn't reach
The me that would fall down all the time
But stand and reach my hand to see
"Have you tried crossing over yet?"
I wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
Making me aware
Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they're never done
Not enough, not enough
I wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
If I die, you would cry
And I don't know why
Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they're never done
Not enough, not enough
When I forget you, I'm all alone without a place to go
But then played a mirror like a show, the past I used to know
A dream, 'til I see every part of me, eyes of red following and
I wanna live, wanna live
Deep inside I've always been
Reaching out for a hand, so don't let this be the end
Mushrooms growing on my head
Still remember even then
Where you are when I'm dead
I wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
You know it really isn't fair
Every time I forgot
You remain inside my thoughts
Not enough, not enough
I wanna die, wanna die
Wanna die, but I still couldn't die
With you by my side
Behind the days I spent alone, afraid
Now you're here to stay
La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la
And the scars never fade
Memories that replay
Rewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day

[@topiola1239]

why??

[@Itz_VXZZ]

​@@topiola1239 wdym why 😭🙏

[@caroline_lovesddlc]

OML NATSUKI FAN! ( i love you!!!!!!!, its been so long, we need to bring the doki doki com back together :> )

[@milesluna1040]

@@caroline_lovesddlc DDLC FANS SPOTTED !? (im a yuri fan btw)

[@caroline_lovesddlc]

@milesluna1040 OMG YES! i was Yuri for Halloween. it sucks how its barely popular anymore, but its still my all time favorite.

[@Mariaaaaaaaaa6969]

This reminds me of Someone wanting to end themselves but really don't want to because they have loved ones ☹️.
Edit:it is a honor you gave my comments alot of likes 😘✌️

[@madssinyourwalls]

me lmao

[@itsov5033]

dang, that person either me, or just like me fr

[@topiola1239]

me- 😂

[@belkat5666]

literally 8th grade me

[@mazoxxi]

me fr

[@The_GamingTrio]

when your happy and young it's just a song. As you get older you relate.

[@user-zy5dt1rj7j]

when I was younger I related.

[@The_GamingTrio]

@@user-zy5dt1rj7j same ngl.

[@Stargirl-dx5mv]

REAL..

[@user-hc8uo3wc6w]

I do wanna die

[@The_GamingTrio]

@@user-zy5dt1rj7j same Ngl?.

[@Mochii.Moshii]

Mmm...reminds me of not only my gacha phase, but also reminds me of a dear friend who has passed because of suicide.
Alsooo...
Don't forget to take care of yourself and that you're loved

[@ayesha657]

thank you so much

[@rxs1e127]

rip beautiful im sorry shes looking over you

[@LexiWei-uq4zy]

my friend's dad commited suicide and i think she saw him no the floor.. im so sorry for her. it must be really tough. just imagine your own father dead

[@sou9169]

This bring back traumatizing memories lmao

[@nightcorebambi]

lmfaoooo true

[@korkomm1918]

Truuue XD

[@ihearticarly]

Gacha phase 😉🥰

[@ihearticarly]

Omg tysm for pinning my comment 😇

[@TomititoTomato]

Me....

[@nightcorebambi]

@@ihearticarly 🥰🥰

[@jasminegreentea5226]

@@TomititoTomato same

[@Licorice_iyx]

Fr

[@stinkylink1981]

I know the lyrics. I’m proud

[@carwolf913]

This brings my depressed state while i was 💔 💔 broken .....but now she is with me ..............................this song is a whole vibeeee

[@albertweskerfan]

This song is so relatable

[@AAAAAAAUUUGGGGHHHHH]

Dave Miller pfp hiii 🤭🤭

[@mistfulvoid]

i hate the fact that i still relate to this. its been 7 years.

[@Mochii.Moshii]

I've had a friend die to suicide, if you need someone to talk to, I'll be willing to listen

[@mistfulvoid]

@@Mochii.Moshii im so sorry you had to go through that, but thank you 🙏

[@jay-fh6gx]

@@mistfulvoid Youll get thru this love! i promise

[@mistfulvoid]

@@jay-fh6gx im actively trying, thank you for motivating me more 💗

[@jioni861]

​@@Mochii.Moshii I need one,my family don't understand and I don't have "kind" friends.

[@sweetfrog1275]

This song scares me. But comforts me. Maybe cuz i relate to it. Idk

[@mariaeduardacabral3456]

Essa letra eu sei e não me orgulho de saber..
Saber q eu já tive a vibe dessa música me deixa muito triste...

[@nightcorebambi]

[@WhatisReality]

Me too:(

[@topiola1239]

yall wanna translate?

[@samenumb]

i listened to this all the time as a kid. explains a bunch tbh👽👽

[@notbutters]

Ikr

[@mahi7518]

this song always makes me cry

[@topiola1239]

anyone else get that "talk to a crisis lifeline 988" or is it just me?

[@Mee5634]

I got it too

[@AdamDagion-bs2nz]

Same

[@AlexandraDonnell-xg1nd]

How did u get the loading thing beside ur name😭

[@Alastor_666_OwO]

me too

[@Sleepibanzuu]

Not me

[@ribbonstwist]

0:57 damn. Hits hard. 😬

[@vi0_vio.]

I was used to listen to this every night now I am back and it gives me a weird feeling about life and my memories...

[@NJ_ETA]

When I was little in the street I sang the song and everyone looked at me badly because I didn't know the meaning so I kept saying "I wanna die" 😭

[@Drogasexuall_exo]

2021 AND gacha vibes OMGGGGGG

[@jaylenkeith6493]

Reminds me of like when my mom said I can't have an extra piece of candy so I came to this song and looped it, the nostalgia just makes me laugh ngl lol

[@RuSeriousRightNow]

Omg 😂

[@ayesha657]

LFMMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO IM GONNA CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY READING THAT

[@R-O-R-O-Y-I-N]

Awake , i open my eyes to see
A hospital so white and clean
I was walking up to the roof , i think
Then can't recall at all a single thing
Held a hand for me , you were there
I know . But couldn't reach
The me that would fall down all the time
But stand. And reach my hand to see
Have you tried Crossing over yet?
I wanna die
Wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there , you would care
Making me aware
Every scar , all the blood
More and more they're never done
Not Enough , not enough
I wanna die , wanna die
But don't really wanna die
If i died , you would cry
And I don't know why
Every scar , all the blood
More and more they're never done
Not enough , Not enough
When , i forget you I'm all alone
Without a place to go
But then played a mirror like a show
The past i used to know
A dream , till i see every part of me
Eyes of red following
I wanna live. Wanna live
Deep inside I've always been.
Reacing out for a hand
So don't let this be the end
Mushrooms growing on my head
Still remember even then
Where you are when I'm dead.
I wanna die , wanna die...
But don't really wanna die
You were there , you would care
You know it really isn't fair
Everytime i forgot
You remain inside my thoughts
Not Enough , Not Enough.
I wanna die , wanna die , wanna die
But i still couldn't die with you by my side
Behind the days , i spent , afraid
Now you're here , TO STAY...
Lala lala lala lala
And the scars never fade
Memories that replay
Rewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day.

[@plutommm1]

I used to make fun of this song kinda it was more like a meme now that I’m going through this, I listen to it everyday so it’s a reminder I’m still alive when I stop listening to this song well that’s on me but I will listen to this forever

[@uwucookies2134]

The fact youtube asked do I need to talk to someone 🙃

[@Alex_5790]

Listening to this when your older it just hits different

[@gaganmp03]

When relating to something doesn't make you feel good

[@ymirstan]

i love this

[@nightcorebambi]

thank you!

[@ROVER_0N_P4WS]

"i wanna die, wanna die, but i still couldnt die with you by my side" hits hard :(

[@fenechkaqwq]

2018 |3
Я ещё помню

[@Muheheheheh]

Помню как слушала эту песню в гаче😖

[@fenechkaqwq]

@@Muheheheheh помню те самые клипы

[@Muheheheheh]

@@fenechkaqwq Они останутся в моём сердце😢

[@fenechkaqwq]

@@Muheheheheh и в моём. Наткнулся на видео, прошибло ностальгией

[@KatL0VE]

The video I was watching before this was "My R sped up" 😭😭 This fits the story so well for some reason?

[@x.basil.starz._.]

Same?!?!- tf??

[@Auroraette]

My childhood song,now listening it whenever i want to do it

[@mirabellastudios4621]

September 2021 squid game vibesssss

[@zlqqs]

Nah , 2018 gacha

[@curespicy_]

more like 2018 gacha

[@katxiia5573]

Yez

[@Luv4gael]

No.

[@orsx456]

Some of yall in these replies need to let people have opinions

[@xx_life_is_boring_xx6594]

The shivers I got from the nostalgia....I relate to the song so hard

[@thedumbtrio251]

This is so good!!

[@deardear334]

BRO ALL THE GACHA KIDS REUNITED!

[@Ash0nPaws3]

YESSSS!!

[@yaoischica_still_ta]

Hahahahahaha and not just joking bro :)

[@the_realshrekishere]

I listened to this when I was 5 and I stopped listening to this when I was around 10 and started listening to it this year before my birthday which was kinda the start of school after the first holidays and still knew the lyrics then and here I am still listening to it...hah

[@-GIRLIE-]

Bro I almost cried listening to this song. I haven't listened to it in years but it brought back some bad memories for me. :(

[@Katsuki_bakugo-re1et]

Same 😢

[@missmarple4261]

I love it! Sooooo good. 😍

[@erikagarcia2169]

My gacha phase 😭😭

[@fan_miyagi-sb4he]

песня.. >>🐾

[@dursu_x]

bro i love this song brings back memories

[@ariana4393]

this song is so relatable idk why...

[@layladennis4853]

Lyric:
"Awake I open my eyes to see"
"A hospital so white and clean"
"I was walking up to the roof I think"
"Then cant recall at all a single thing"
"Held a hand for me"
"You were there"
"I know"
"But couldn't reach the me"
"That would fall down all the time"
"But stand and reach my hand to see"
Have you tried crossing over yet?"
"Ah wanna die, wanna die"
"But don't really wanna die"
"You were there you would care"
"Keeping me aware"
"All the scars all the blood more and more"
"Their never done"
"Not enough not enough"
"Ah wanna die, wanna die"
"If I died you would cry"
"And I don't know why"
"Every scar all the blood more and more"
"Their never done"
"Not enough not enough"
...
"When I forget you I'm all alone"
Without a place to go but then"
Played a mirror like a show"
"The past I use to know"
"Till I see every part of me"
"Eyes of red follow me"
"I wanna live, wanna live"
"Deep inside I've always been"
"Reaching out for a hand"
"So don't let this be the end"
"Mushrooms growing on my head"
"Still remember even then"
"Where you are when I'm dead"
"Ah wanna die, wanna die"
"But don't really wanna die"
"You were there you would care"
"You know this really isn't fair"
"Everytime I forgot"
"You remain inside my thoughts"
"Not enough not enough"
"Ah wanna die wanna die wanna die"
"But i still couldn't die with you by my side"
" Behind the days I spent alone afraid"
"Now your hear to stay"
"Lalalalalala"
"Now the scars never fade"
"Memories the replay"
"Rewind yet again to the pain we felt"
"On that day.."
Sorry if I made any mistakes 😭

[@tussskk]

Жизнерадостная песня 😊❤

[@Ranpo_54]

NO IT IS NOT- 😭 ITS ABOUT SUICIDE, AND SELF HARM BRO😭😭

[@hayakhalifa7147]

"Till i see every part of me" Kinda hit me hard- ngl

[@Suga63656]

I love it ❤❤❤

[@mercury_xc]

the timing is ABSOLUTELY crazy..

[@user-dn3ff7rz5b]

It's gorgeous!!! 1:50

[@SadiaAbbas0511]

Amazing

[@Life..To..Malloryy]

Everything else is age restricted help💀💀

[@Clemmy.mp3]

i used to listen to this when i was 9, now that im older and have actually experienced everything this song talks about, i cant help but cry to it

[@DesireeBerutti]

I ❤ THIS AONG 😢😢❤❤

[@minah8smilk]

Cool , keep on

[@theloserclub3379]

this song is nostalgia and a masterpiece

[@Killerdecheetosofficiel]

Vibe❤

[@adi_dollette]

I can relate to this song so much. I wanna die, but what if hes right there? Him. He would be so sad..

[@user-ox5sm9lw5y]

after all of the years this is still a banger song

[@angelajetskie2980]

This song brings back so many memories!! (And is kinda relatable.)

[@lorenzogollodallegrave7498]

THIS SONG IS SOOO NOSTALIG 😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@lillilli1]

I have kown this song since im 8. Its so comforting to hear. every time i hear this it feels like im floating away from everything.Its my comfort song :)

[@myth_mayb3]

This song is really beautiful, my interpretation of it is a person who doesn’t kill themselves because of their friend. The lyric “behind the days I spent alone afraid,” is relatable to me. When I was dealing with more heavier wanting to kill myself thoughts, I was so afraid I was going to actually do it. Keep on going you’re not alone ❤

[@oshithecow7864]

Crossing busy road and listening to this >>

[@faerie.powder]

holyyyyyy i forgot how good this song is-

[@barbarellalira1122]

Im not crying you are

[@nneonsprite]

Why does this song kinda hit different now

[@Those_therian_pawz]

I love this song

[@Komoeiii5]

Iconic song ever!!
Related

[@Pastelgothgutz]

this song is so relatable 🥰🥰🥰😘😘😍😍

[@2424beyhude]

are u okay

[@Pastelgothgutz]

@@2424beyhude nope :D
(thanks for checking in tho)

[@Nostagiafornoreason]

This is literally the one song that can explain me.

[@Technoblina]

2:21

[@katerinapapathanakou9086]

This song brings me nostalgia i used to listen to it all the time when i was 10

[@k4wa11_x0x0]

the fact that i relate is painful. tbh this song feels comforting bc i feel like the singer is trying to tell everyone that they’re not alone

[@Zipxa_Raya142]

used to listen to this song when I was seven. SEVEN.

[@Aagh0st]

I’ve been listening to this song since I was 8😭omg

[@Nssjf_official]

I finally found the music 😭😭😭

[@Hopethewoke]

This song is so me

[@BrianAbielDellosa]

2:29 I Like This Part Of Song

[@Pursaiz-if9tk]

Bro the nostalgia I got from this shouldn’t be there 😭😭😭😭

[@Destiny69XD]

I love this song:") l'm not okay

[@RIVER_TAIL]

relating to this when i was 6 goes hard 🔥🔥🔥

[@l1zzie]

this song is so real 🤗

[@DetriotBecomeHuman]

Bruh not the “Warning! Viewer discretion is advised” caught me off-guard 😂

[@vickyz8135]

Mama has identified me and much more

[@internet44ngel]

[@almirjuan8562]

Not enough not enough.... 0:55

[@TomititoTomato]

my dark past 😨

[@bethanybuck3205]

this song is so real cuz like I wanna die but I don't wanna get killed or kill myself.

[@Killerdecheetosofficiel]

😍

[@vixenvvanity]

if i try to listen on my phone, it wont let me listen. the stupid SCL warning just stays there. maybe they know what Wallet was searching.. last thing i heard from him was "yeah im making a noose. bye"
it doesnt want me to follow in his footsteps. I cant even figure out what happened to 'im. maybe he did die. considering he was acting like bendy the bunny towards me, c.c, and mother, I could imagine he's sorry for it and is killing himself so he doesnt make the mistake again.. I wish i could just tell him "Dont make the same mistake all those people did. don't die." I miss him already, but he wasnt any good for me. Even if he was good for me, he'd keep doing what he was doing. and Local says that he's gonna tell him off.. I don't wanna interfere with them, but It'd be nice if maybe Wallet came back.. I just wanna see him again. and ever since he 'died,' everyone in our gc (we dont like william,) except for mother, just went silent. everythings been.. how do i put it? ..falling apart. this was one of our conversations;
Digital - Yesterday at 10:01 AM
i might as well rip my heart out
♡♡MISUNDERSTANDINGS♡♡ - Yesterday at 10:01 AM
Dont.
Digital - Yesterday at 10:01 AM
why
♡♡MISUNDERSTANDINGS♡♡ - Yesterday at 10:01 AM
Becauseeer
Digital - Yesterday at 11:07 AM
ok ill stop
tell me you're joking
♡♡MISUNDERSTANDINGS♡♡ - Yesterday at 11:11 AM
I didn't do anything@
Digital - Yesterday at 11:12 AM
i was about to make a noose and delete my account.
♡♡MISUNDERSTANDINGS♡♡ - Yesterday at 11:12 AM
I didn't do anything
Digital - Yesterday at 11:12 AM
stop lying
♡♡MISUNDERSTANDINGS♡♡ - Yesterday at 11:12 AM
I swear
I did nothing
Digital - Yesterday at 11:13 AM
sure
♡♡MISUNDERSTANDINGS♡♡ - Yesterday at 11:13 AM
IM FR I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING
(end)
I feel like ive taken enough time up about Wallet.. so i'll just sliver it down to what he did. Wallet tried to online f__k me, mother, and c.c
Im sorry for wasting your time. you can continue watching your video.. I swear, im very sorry..

[@vixenvvanity]

Digital: Wallet
♡♡MISUNDERSTANDINGS♡♡: Me

[@Nil_iste150]

2:25 the best part
(Opinion)

[@ishipkyman]

why does this song describe my life

[@lacemybowss]

cs u jus weird

[@ishipkyman]

@@lacemybowss I mean your not wrong 😭

[@Allforqueenliv]

@@lacemybowssbeing suicidal isn’t weird it’s traumatizing get your head checked

[@har1ku]

WHY DO I KIN THIS