*VENT* i’m headed with all advanced classes with algebra 1 (high school honors) at the age of 12 and i want to just stop. i know damn well in less than 2 weeks the bullshit school year will start again and i’ll burn myself out again. i absolutely cannot drop any of my classes as it will bring dishonor to my family filled with engineers who run powerplants, doctors, scientists, and famous lawyers. and to top it off, i am developing social anxiety which makes things a whole lot worse. i’m 12 years old and having to go through all this bullshit. the education system needs to improve.
I relate to this song 100%. Ive always been a high achiever, ive always been the top of my class and gotten straight A's. But in middle school my dad said if i dont keep my grades up he'll move me to another school, and i didnt wanna move. So i pushed all my friends away and studied every time i could. Given, i had very smart parents so even if i didnt study, i would still be very smart. But i wanted to keep that gap between the average kids at my school and me. I spent my lunch break in the library, i did projects alone and i mostly talked to people in my theater or band class.
This song represents this much of me : 'Insomnia' 'Eating disorder' 'Keep eating' 'Try vomiting' 'Study more' 'Make everyone proud' 'Stress' 'anxiety' I actually can't stop crying -
you shouldn't have to try so hard just for those who think you're not good enough, your perfect and don't let anyone say otherwise. dont let them bring you down, your perfect no matter what😊
@@toast5108 you should focus more on the things that make you happy then the things that will make others happy, you can worry about that later, but your health, physical and mental, is what you should care about right now, and if those people actually care then they should understand.
@@JoharaleenSTahil my mother isn't letting me go and keeps making me do more. My sister's were rude enough to the point i can making lunch and breakfast for myself .
i can relate this so much. the lyrics "it's my problem" is literally me. i always wanted good grades and everything. my parents never pressured me. it's my problem if i have stress and addiction to success. my problem if i don't have friends. my life problems is just bc of me.
I have always been on the top of my class. I was always a straight A student, and always happy. But anxiety and just overall bad emotions have been going up, making my grades go down. But I’ve started to work on myself, and put the same amount of effort I put into school in to my own health. It’s hard, but it’s helping.
UPDATE: I GOT INTO HIGH HONORS I wasn't the best in school. I'm currently in grade 8 and I did horrible in the first two semesters. I obviously passed and got B's and C's (honor roll idk I got rounded in) but I remember the day where i saw my highschool courses/electives. I was mortified and started crying (they were ok now thinking about it but I felt so ashamed of myself) So I made a pact to myself that I will better myself in school so I can prove everyone wrong. It worked actually, for the third semester I put my effort in everything school related to do better than before. It turned out great. I got noticed by all of my teachers (I GOT ON A BOARD LOL) and passed the third semester with an 84 in english, 87 in ur mom (sorry but its a class, not actually named ur mom) , 90 in history, 91 in science, and an 83 in math. But this semester (the final one) i think is probably my best, i studied hard and tried my best in everything. I now have... - a 95 in english - a 93 in ur mom! (joke but the grade isn't) - 90 in history - 90 in science - 91 in math (was originally a 96) hopefully i can get into high honors, i'll update! just comment underneath to remind me :)
actually i just started school three weeks ago and I already got a bad grade (85, ik is not a bad grade but for me it is), im trying to not think about cuz a have a test tomorrow, but is impossible i need to have my grades at least 90, I have to success in all of my classes (have to get an A+ in all of my classes), and it feels sick cuz if u don't do it u think u can't have a good future.
" high achievers don't you see? Baby nothing comes for free they say i'm a control freak driven by greed to suceed nobody can stop me " bro i like this sm
I can relate so much to the song even when I'm not a "high achiver" i try to study so hard and only get average scores- I hope one day....this will change
I relate to this song sm. Whenever I got a B - C in my grades, I would get upset. Especially since my parents pressured me to getting good grades. It's as if they only cared if I got a high grade. They never listened to what I had to say, only they would listen if they were *satisfied.* I hope that everyone who also relates to this song are doing well now. Don't pressure yourself into getting good grades. Do what makes you happy.
Actually finished last year (7th grade) with straight A's, got into my dream school, and now because of the perfect grades last year they're going to give out 40$ per month to me. I overworked myself and still do not because of my parents wanting me to be a lawyer or a doctor, no, they'll be proud of me no matter what, but I have very high expectations for myself that I feel like I have to achieve them or else I'll fail. Expecting too much from yourself and overworking yourself because of that is just as bad as laying in bed all day not doing anything to help your future life.
to me this song is like all those people (myself included) who used to get straight A's and now are falling behind with the stress. also finding out more about yourself and stress and lonelyness :(
Why is this me. "work harder!" I'm trying my best. "Don't overwork yourself!" You just fucking told me to work harder and the next moment you're all "ohh i'm sowwy". Just because you have the power to do that doesn't mean you should. (oh lord i feel so good venting on youtube)
I feel bad for those people who think they arent "good enough" YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH! YOUR AMAZING! SAY THAT YOUR GREAT OR I WILL VIRTUALLY SLAP YOU! no but srsly you are perfect the way you are! Dont beat yourself up!
0:19 that one part... "people like to tell you what ur gonna be its not my problem if u dont see what i see?and i do not give a damn if u dont BELIEVE!"
I always related to this song When I got in kindergarten, they didn't give us grades, they also didn't in preschool, but for 1rst grade I started getting grades. I always was the best student on all my classes, all of my notes were a 100%, and straight A+ in all of my tests. I also do ballet, I can paint and draw, I have violin lessons and singing lessons. I'm also the best on all of the extracurricular classes, but the thing is that I hate it. Everyone always said I was a high achiever, I'm the exemplary girl of my family, I'm the favorite of all my teachers, I get all the soloists on the orchest I'm in, in the competitions of my ballet. But that makes me mad and sad. It's all because my mom is forcing me to do all the things I'm currently doing because she wanted to do those things when she was my age. She thinks I have to be perfect, she doesn't admit me to have a simple error as a human. I'm currently in 8th grade and I'm in the roll of honour as the best student of the year, all of my dear ones are so happy and proud of me, but I'm not. Because what's the matter of being it if it doesn't make me any happy?... I just want to throw all of my 1rst place medals to the garbage, burn down my grades and be an normal person. I'm really sick of having to be forced to be a golden child. If you read this entirely, I'm thankful for you to read all of this long comment. I hope you don't relate and if you do, remember that you are a human with an important life, capable of making mistakes, so don't let that make you less of smart or important as you really are! 💞
Must feel annoying and peer pressuring… you’re just a human. Just a child (under 18). Just you. I mean, what else can your mom ask for??- you’re already doing so good in things you don’t even like.
"'Cause it's my problem if I want to pack up and run away" "It's my business if I feel the need to smoke and drink and sway" "It's my problem, it's my problem if I feel the need to hide" "And it's my problem if I have no friends and feel I want to die" this is me honestly. especially those lines.
High achiever, top of my classes, best student in the whole school, valedictorian, perfect child, loads of activities, but still my parents get mad at me for trying to not do my homework for a few minutes. Being perfect and having loads of mental illnesses come with its own territories.
I've never been. An high achiever, but I've always had the want to make people happy and prefer their feelings and emotions over mine. So although I can't completely relate to this song I still enjoy listening to it💕
“people like to tell you what you’re gonna be its not my problem if you don’t see what i see and i do not give a damn if you don’t believe” SO RELATABLE
They didn’t notice how sweet you are They didn’t notice how you love to make everyone smile They didn’t notice you needed a shoulder to cry on… They didn’t notice how you put everyone/everything before you They didn’t notice you were all alone They didn’t notice that you try your best not to cry just because someone else needs attention They did notice your failing grades They did notice the mean side of you They did notice that you’re not good enough for them They did notice all the bad thing abt u They did notice how unattractive you are They did notice that you are very talkative But that didn’t stop you That’s what makes you…yourself Your strong and your beautiful And you are worthy 3>
This song just reminds me of school when i was younger but then going grade after grade feeling exhausted because it gets harder every grade. Now im at 6th grade and i still hear this song. I have lost my rl friends they betray me . but this song just reminds me the good times.
It's funny because this is my favorite song and yet I don't relate to it in the slightest bit. I am satisfied with everything I can do because I know I can't trust myself to go further if that makes any sense. I'm so scared to fail that I just won't push myself to do the things I want to do. I have no confidence in myself whatsoever. The last time I tried to push myself was when my track coach asked if I was okay with doing the 4x100 relay as well as my jumps, and I said yes. It was supposed to be an easy relay, but I was shaking like a maniac. I had never practiced passing the baton or anything. When it got to me (I was in the 6th lane, turning the curve), I grabbed the baton and I accidentally swerved and slammed into the fence, going at my fasted possible speed with the help of an excessive amount of adrenaline. I passed out. Most embarrassing thing that's ever happened to me. Some mean girls were watching too and they made fun of me for the rest of the year. I made fun of myself too. I remember looking around at everyone thinking 'no one else did that. No one else is that clumsy. Why am I here?' So I didn't join track the next year. I hate my confidence in my abilities and I hate how I can't do them either. Later that day I was actually watching Olympic relays on youtube and thinking to myself 'aren't they scared to death, like I was?' Then I realized, 'no, of course not. They're in the Olympics for a reason. They can actually do what they need to do! They're not like me' And sometimes, I want to do more. I don't want my goals to be 'don't get last place' all the time. I want to be first, or second or third. Just sometimes.
Remember the only 2 things that can stop you from doing that is 1. ur lack of ability, now this one you can scare it away everyone can do everything, but the 2nd one is, ur lazy, this one is hard to remove. The only thing that makes you different from them, is that they do more of what you do often, they had accidents too, like the ones you said you had, uncountable ones. They were all ones like you But the difference between you and them, is that they came back, stronger and worked hard for it, you can't just expect yourself to be great at anything if you don't try. Lack of ability can be scared away, but laziness and fear, isn't so simple, it runs deep and your the only one who can fix that, your the only one who can bring your killer instinct in, because everyone needs to do that, no one is born with it. And if everyone can, you can to, you just need to push yourself until ur off the cliff and the only concern you have in your head is to land on your legs.
@@adrijachakraborty8252 tysm, i really needed to hear that. Im doing track rn again and i am actually doing better. im a very scared and paranoid person but yes im also lazy so u literally got everything right. it really helps to just stop and notice that we're all human and to a certain degree can do the same things. :)
I know I’m not a perfect child, I know I can do things wrong, but If you as a parent had your own child have multiple panic attacks in front of you and not do anything about and still continue to scream at them until they feel the need to cvt themselves and actually want to commit because of a number, you shouldn’t be a parent.
i relate to this so much , Although I'm not a nerd but I always pushed myself to study , and fr , I get high grades and shit , but now , I'm obsessed with studying , I even panic thinking that I haven't done enough even If I studied 3 hours straight for one subject , it's just I fail failing , especially that last year I almost lost my sanity for getting 98% and I went crazy and cried so hard , Now , I'm not even interested in going out anymore , In schooldays , I study and don't even think about school trips , going out with friends , I don't even have close friends anymore , in holidays , I prefer Studying something I'm interested in like "Psychology" so I could improve my skills , I also learn languages , I do that without even thinking about smelling some fresh air or make close friends , even my ex best friend was always like "Don't make all your schooldays about studying" , that's before We stopped texting each other , Friends , going out and meeting new people are just a waste of time when there's studies I have to do...... That's why I feel empty inside but I chose to improve myself than improving my social life , I'm scared that I would have an average IQ , I just wanna be on the top of every other average person my age but I feel like everything I do is useless , I'm literally scared about everything , about failing , about My IQ as I don't know if it's low or high , worried about my skills , worried about everything and I fear someone being better than me...
I was one of the top students since i was around the age 6, my grades remained the same. Studying is the only thing im "good" to, had to study well for my future, for my parents to be happy and proud, and for my teachers to be proud. I didnt know it would be really hard, i was so happy to be a valedictorian when i was 6,i thought to myself, "I should stay like this until i became older." But i don't think i can keep it up still, lessons getting harder and harder, teachers expecting me to have good grades, forced to have good grades. I dont want to let go, i understand its for my future but dont assume its easy. It really hurts, whenever i have a low grade my teachers would say, "i expect better from you." "What happened?" "Did something happen?" They would expect a really good grade, this not only goes for the teachers but also ny classmates. Im tired, im really tired. I cant vent to anyone i know about this, except for one person which is also a top student. Reading, studying and drawing are the only things im good to. No other talents indeed, but they may ask, "If youre tired then why not let go?" As i said its because i want my future to be a successful one, i cant just let go without graduating with such high grades, i want to improve my grades, i want to improve more. I started to starve myself just to study for our incoming exams, it sucks that most students also do this just to ace their exams. I have to admit it, i love having high scores. One mistake, two or three is okay. 39/40, 20/20, 38/40 is enough. But i wonder, will my grades stay the same as i grow older?
i am late but hey, you're doing great okay. I feel kinda the same way so we're in this together ❤️. Listen please don't starve yourself and please please please prioritize your mental health. I know it's hard but try to balance and take care of yourself 💗
i was always really smart. the first time i got an 88% in math class i beat myself up so bad for it because i thought i didn't deserve love because i was stupid. the first time i got a 73% on a test i cried i front of the teacher and the whole class. the year after that i stopped caring and my mom has just accepted me as a mostly b student but she doesn't stop with the "you used to be so smart." and the "you just need to apply yourself!" etc. it's kinda just hard to try as much know ya know.
My mom never forced me to study she always said to do what i can but seeing her work really hard for me, i just can't can't let her fail us. I wanna make her proud and also due to fam probs i feel like an putcast in my own fam so i just wanna go far away and this somg really keeps me reminded of my goal
I feel trapped. And I am the only responsible. I trapped myself and I don't know how to set myself free. My parents care about me. They care more about my health than my grade. Actually, they don't care about my grades at all. But I do. I have +130 IQ, and I skipped a grade. However, I've always felt like my IQ was just making my life more complicated. At first, I even thought it was a mental illness or some sort of handicap. After skipping that grade, I always felt like I had to be first. "I am the smart kid, I skipped a grade AND I have +130 IQ, how can I be behind someone? I have to be the best, there is no other way." I had good grades without even trying, but at the same time, I was too uninterested in school to actually revise. 80/100 was bad, 85/100 was acceptable, 90/100 was good, 95/100 was very good and 100/100 was perfect. I always want to be perfect. I feel truly satisfied of my grade when no one has a higher one than me. So I'm almost never truly satisfied. Sometimes I just want to be normal, but I know that if I was, I wouldn't be happy, I'd work harder to prove that I am better than just normal. I developed tics because of stress, because of school. My parents are trying their best to heal me, they tell me I don't have to stress myself because of my exams or my grades, but they don't understand. I don't want to let go, I don't want to stop. I just can't.
I won’t be the type of person that says “I relate” however I can actually understand you. Though I am a person that you don’t know, do know that I feel pretty similar (I also stress, so much that it is actually unhealthy to the point where it might cause health issues. And my parents are also trying to help) if that makes anything better
"I was told when get older all my fear would shrink, but now im insecure and i care what people think." And "We used to play pretend, give each other different names, and we would fly far away, used to dream about the space, but now they're laughing at the face sayin Wake up you need to make money!" Those hit different once you get older
I relate so much to this song. I feel like my parents have higher standards for me than my brother. And one would think being the “golden child” is great, but it’s so much pressure. I’m only halfway through the school year and I’m already feeling exhausted and burned out. Frankly I don’t know how I’m going to survive the rest of the year and still keep my GPA above 95 like I strive to do.
what songs should i do next?
Dur diyemem-Melis Fis
İf you write on youtube or google you'll find
wasup- wait you're here after a year :O
Can you do "NEVER MET!'" from Glitch gum please??
@@woobedaman working on it!!
I like the way a Kiss me
listening to this while studying>>>>
finding out that 1.1 million people can relate to you is so comforting tho
edit: How did this get so many likes? I forgot i wrote this until now lol
Not really, it means 1 million people want to be number 1 as much as i do
But we cant all be number 1
@@kaw_the_pigeon but I don't wanna be number 1
@@saturnsrheax then others have less combetition
went to 1.4m in a month so
yes
listening to this song knowing that I dont get straight A's
:((
this is sad, cause when i got a 43 in math because my teacher didnt help me learn i got grounded for 5 months.
@@Killvts thats unfair, teachers are supposed to help us and not ignore us for not understanding the problem:(
@@Killvts I finished this year with a D+ and I felt mad bc I had help but never listened
Same.
As a introverted and rational person, who always wants more and that thinks that is never enough and that i can always improve, this is such a vibe
I feel like no matter what you're feeling, you can just relate to this song
Even w supportive parents u can relate
fr
i get a+
I always wanted to get 100s but now I’m just to tired
mhm
*Are you satisfied...?*
My favorite song ever...because it resumes my life,literally!!!
No I'm not😂
0:44
Is the best part no one can change my mind
that's my fav aswell
same
Same❤
*VENT*
i’m headed with all advanced classes with algebra 1 (high school honors) at the age of 12 and i want to just stop. i know damn well in less than 2 weeks the bullshit school year will start again and i’ll burn myself out again. i absolutely cannot drop any of my classes as it will bring dishonor to my family filled with engineers who run powerplants, doctors, scientists, and famous lawyers. and to top it off, i am developing social anxiety which makes things a whole lot worse. i’m 12 years old and having to go through all this bullshit. the education system needs to improve.
aww its gona be okay
i hope you're doing okay right now.. you're so young.. im 17 and its exhausting sometimes ik. remember that its all soon gonna pass
"Do i need to lie to make my way in life?"
is the thing i really wanted to do but i'm scared.
I relate to this song 100%. Ive always been a high achiever, ive always been the top of my class and gotten straight A's. But in middle school my dad said if i dont keep my grades up he'll move me to another school, and i didnt wanna move. So i pushed all my friends away and studied every time i could. Given, i had very smart parents so even if i didnt study, i would still be very smart. But i wanted to keep that gap between the average kids at my school and me. I spent my lunch break in the library, i did projects alone and i mostly talked to people in my theater or band class.
how are you?
@@kris-qy4yq im doing fine for now, how about you?
I love how ur username is so relatable
Are you showing off your intelligence...?
@@Tooglamtogiveadamn14064 no-sorry if it game off that way
-hello depressed/anxious people
-hello gifted/former gifted kids
-hello burnouts
-hello overachievers
-hello perfectionists
Hello to you too
@@stary1night thank you
Hello ml how are you today ????
hiiii,how are you doing? 🩶
@@Willow_ml tired, but aren’t we all. How about you
Me listening to this song 24/7 while being that student who only studies a day before a test:
yep
me fr
my exam is like 7 hours away lmao doing nothing
@@zaikami. ooof good luck anyway maybe the power of friendship will help u who knows
@@cherryandtheberries yea the exam went rlly good ^^ was mid term btw ty
Lyrics
Thank you and God bless 💓
Thx❤
Thx
relatable for my life 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗
this was a mistake cause yeah they appear on every video and theyre annoying
they just want likes so please stop these comments
This song represents this much of me :
'Insomnia'
'Eating disorder'
'Keep eating'
'Try vomiting'
'Study more'
'Make everyone proud'
'Stress'
'anxiety'
I actually can't stop crying -
you shouldn't have to try so hard just for those who think you're not good enough, your perfect and don't let anyone say otherwise.
dont let them bring you down, your perfect no matter what😊
@@JoharaleenSTahil that true
@@JoharaleenSTahil just as much as i love your comment but its hard right now . .
@@toast5108 you should focus more on the things that make you happy then the things that will make others happy, you can worry about that later, but your health, physical and mental, is what you should care about right now, and if those people actually care then they should understand.
@@JoharaleenSTahil my mother isn't letting me go and keeps making me do more. My sister's were rude enough to the point i can making lunch and breakfast for myself .
i can relate this so much. the lyrics "it's my problem" is literally me. i always wanted good grades and everything. my parents never pressured me. it's my problem if i have stress and addiction to success. my problem if i don't have friends. my life problems is just bc of me.
I have always been on the top of my class. I was always a straight A student, and always happy. But anxiety and just overall bad emotions have been going up, making my grades go down. But I’ve started to work on myself, and put the same amount of effort I put into school in to my own health. It’s hard, but it’s helping.
Same 😔
UPDATE: I GOT INTO HIGH HONORS
I wasn't the best in school. I'm currently in grade 8 and I did horrible in the first two semesters. I obviously passed and got B's and C's (honor roll idk I got rounded in) but I remember the day where i saw my highschool courses/electives. I was mortified and started crying (they were ok now thinking about it but I felt so ashamed of myself) So I made a pact to myself that I will better myself in school so I can prove everyone wrong. It worked actually, for the third semester I put my effort in everything school related to do better than before. It turned out great. I got noticed by all of my teachers (I GOT ON A BOARD LOL) and passed the third semester with an 84 in english, 87 in ur mom (sorry but its a class, not actually named ur mom) , 90 in history, 91 in science, and an 83 in math. But this semester (the final one) i think is probably my best, i studied hard and tried my best in everything. I now have...
- a 95 in english
- a 93 in ur mom! (joke but the grade isn't)
- 90 in history
- 90 in science
- 91 in math (was originally a 96)
hopefully i can get into high honors, i'll update! just comment underneath to remind me :)
THE UR MOM HELP?/
also great job !!
did you make to high honors?
congratz
Congrats 🎉
actually i just started school three weeks ago and I already got a bad grade (85, ik is not a bad grade but for me it is), im trying to not think about cuz a have a test tomorrow, but is impossible i need to have my grades at least 90, I have to success in all of my classes (have to get an A+ in all of my classes), and it feels sick cuz if u don't do it u think u can't have a good future.
Real :/
" high achievers don't you see? Baby nothing comes for free they say i'm a control freak driven by greed to suceed nobody can stop me " bro i like this sm
I can relate so much to the song even when I'm not a "high achiver" i try to study so hard and only get average scores-
I hope one day....this will change
same no matter how much I work I end up with average grades :((
same...
Real
It's overflown with sounds of excitement and courage, I love that
this song literally is the description of my life.
I relate to this song sm. Whenever I got a B - C in my grades, I would get upset. Especially since my parents pressured me to getting good grades. It's as if they only cared if I got a high grade. They never listened to what I had to say, only they would listen if they were *satisfied.*
I hope that everyone who also relates to this song are doing well now. Don't pressure yourself into getting good grades. Do what makes you happy.
my parents are nice to me because my teacher is mad about something and doesent give me the right grades
real... i'm in my post burnout era and don't want to do anything except entertainments and relaxing hahs
I relate to this. Tho.. I'm the one who's pressuring myself. Not my teachers nor my parents. Idk what's wrong with me.
@@suki-grrSame..
You know this song is really good when you nonstop listen to it every day.
I get chills down my spine listening to this but in a good way like-
Nothing feels better than people in the internet relating and comforting you
Actually finished last year (7th grade) with straight A's, got into my dream school, and now because of the perfect grades last year they're going to give out 40$ per month to me. I overworked myself and still do not because of my parents wanting me to be a lawyer or a doctor, no, they'll be proud of me no matter what, but I have very high expectations for myself that I feel like I have to achieve them or else I'll fail. Expecting too much from yourself and overworking yourself because of that is just as bad as laying in bed all day not doing anything to help your future life.
I am inlove with this song
It's insane that I relate to this song 101% It's literally me telling about my life.
Nobody can stop me omg i love it
i love this part so much
me too!! that part i started imagined animation :D
*Burnt Out Gifted Anthem* ✊✊✊
I FORGOT I WROTE THIS 💀
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Listening to this after getting into my dream uni hit different cuz I used to listen to this every day to prepare for it
CONGRATULATIONS!!❤
@@_Nobuntu_Maphosa_thank you ❤❤
to me this song is like all those people (myself included) who used to get straight A's and now are falling behind with the stress.
also finding out more about yourself and stress and lonelyness :(
My definition
listening to this knowing i get into the top 5 every year : 👯♀️👯♀️💃💃
yet i still somehow relate to this in a way 🥺
Why is this me.
"work harder!"
I'm trying my best.
"Don't overwork yourself!"
You just fucking told me to work harder and the next moment you're all "ohh i'm sowwy". Just because you have the power to do that doesn't mean you should.
(oh lord i feel so good venting on youtube)
Bro this song slaps and nobody can tell me otherwise
This is what I needed in my life
I feel bad for those people who think they arent "good enough"
YOU ARE GOOD ENOUGH! YOUR AMAZING! SAY THAT YOUR GREAT OR I WILL VIRTUALLY SLAP YOU!
no but srsly you are perfect the way you are! Dont beat yourself up!
Most relatable song ever
0:19 that one part... "people like to tell you what ur gonna be its not my problem if u dont see what i see?and i do not give a damn if u dont BELIEVE!"
This song is literally my life 😭😭
I always related to this song
When I got in kindergarten, they didn't give us grades, they also didn't in preschool, but for 1rst grade I started getting grades. I always was the best student on all my classes, all of my notes were a 100%, and straight A+ in all of my tests. I also do ballet, I can paint and draw, I have violin lessons and singing lessons. I'm also the best on all of the extracurricular classes, but the thing is that I hate it. Everyone always said I was a high achiever, I'm the exemplary girl of my family, I'm the favorite of all my teachers, I get all the soloists on the orchest I'm in, in the competitions of my ballet. But that makes me mad and sad. It's all because my mom is forcing me to do all the things I'm currently doing because she wanted to do those things when she was my age. She thinks I have to be perfect, she doesn't admit me to have a simple error as a human. I'm currently in 8th grade and I'm in the roll of honour as the best student of the year, all of my dear ones are so happy and proud of me, but I'm not. Because what's the matter of being it if it doesn't make me any happy?...
I just want to throw all of my 1rst place medals to the garbage, burn down my grades and be an normal person.
I'm really sick of having to be forced to be a golden child.
If you read this entirely, I'm thankful for you to read all of this long comment. I hope you don't relate and if you do, remember that you are a human with an important life, capable of making mistakes, so don't let that make you less of smart or important as you really are! 💞
there's other people at the top, but they don't like you, so you're still lonely at the top
Must feel annoying and peer pressuring… you’re just a human. Just a child (under 18). Just you. I mean, what else can your mom ask for??- you’re already doing so good in things you don’t even like.
i'm in love with this sped up version this hits different
"'Cause it's my problem if I want to pack up and run away"
"It's my business if I feel the need to smoke and drink and sway"
"It's my problem, it's my problem if I feel the need to hide"
"And it's my problem if I have no friends and feel I want to die"
this is me honestly.
especially those lines.
fr.i relate sm istg
For me it's
"One life pretending to be the cat who got the cream"
"high achiever don't you see"
"They say i'm a control freak"
For me it's "do I need to lie... To find my way in life" and "it's my problem if I have no friends and feel I want to die"
@@Katytheanimeloverxx ye
Same
Can we just appreciate how she liked every comment
This song is so catchy
Are you okay people? Don't overwork yourself, you can do this. I believe in you. 💗
Thank you
Thank u... I needed this but for u Jay! IF. U need this ur amazing and js by u trying to help children and adults WE thank u!
❤❤
Thank you so much my love! Uu take care too!
I can relate to this song sm I love it
i relate to this song sm help
same 😭
its okkkk
i always come second in everything so i cant really say i fully relate but it breaks my heart bc i know ill never be top at anything
i relate to this sm
High achiever, top of my classes, best student in the whole school, valedictorian, perfect child, loads of activities, but still my parents get mad at me for trying to not do my homework for a few minutes. Being perfect and having loads of mental illnesses come with its own territories.
me too, me too, high achiever, top of my class, “best at everything” “smart kid”
Perfect No matter what time
So underrated ❤
listening to this in loop this year bc i have a looot of exams
This song describes my life perfectly
My toxic trait is thinking that no one can relate to this song as much as I do
Honestly same, I keep thinking someone’s going to edit me with this song and show all my suffering
“It’s my problem if I feel the need to hide..”
REAL ASF
I've never been. An high achiever, but I've always had the want to make people happy and prefer their feelings and emotions over mine. So although I can't completely relate to this song I still enjoy listening to it💕
This song sums up my whole life. 💔
This relates to my life a little to much..
“people like to tell you what you’re gonna be its not my problem if you don’t see what i see and i do not give a damn if you don’t believe” SO RELATABLE
They didn’t notice how sweet you are
They didn’t notice how you love to make everyone smile
They didn’t notice you needed a shoulder to cry on…
They didn’t notice how you put everyone/everything before you
They didn’t notice you were all alone
They didn’t notice that you try your best not to cry just because someone else needs attention
They did notice your failing grades
They did notice the mean side of you
They did notice that you’re not good enough for them
They did notice all the bad thing abt u
They did notice how unattractive you are
They did notice that you are very talkative
But that didn’t stop you
That’s what makes you…yourself
Your strong and your beautiful
And you are worthy
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My exams start from tomorrow and this is just the motivation I needed!
0:45 is the best part!
I LOVE THIS SONG SMMMM
Edit: Hi!
This song just reminds me of school when i was younger but then going grade after grade feeling exhausted
because it gets harder every grade.
Now im at 6th grade and i still hear this song.
I have lost my rl friends they betray me . but this song just reminds me the good times.
I love how the song starts out with no music and then after a few lines they added music, it gives it a great sound that I love
It's funny because this is my favorite song and yet I don't relate to it in the slightest bit. I am satisfied with everything I can do because I know I can't trust myself to go further if that makes any sense. I'm so scared to fail that I just won't push myself to do the things I want to do. I have no confidence in myself whatsoever. The last time I tried to push myself was when my track coach asked if I was okay with doing the 4x100 relay as well as my jumps, and I said yes. It was supposed to be an easy relay, but I was shaking like a maniac. I had never practiced passing the baton or anything. When it got to me (I was in the 6th lane, turning the curve), I grabbed the baton and I accidentally swerved and slammed into the fence, going at my fasted possible speed with the help of an excessive amount of adrenaline. I passed out. Most embarrassing thing that's ever happened to me. Some mean girls were watching too and they made fun of me for the rest of the year. I made fun of myself too. I remember looking around at everyone thinking 'no one else did that. No one else is that clumsy. Why am I here?' So I didn't join track the next year. I hate my confidence in my abilities and I hate how I can't do them either. Later that day I was actually watching Olympic relays on youtube and thinking to myself 'aren't they scared to death, like I was?' Then I realized, 'no, of course not. They're in the Olympics for a reason. They can actually do what they need to do! They're not like me' And sometimes, I want to do more. I don't want my goals to be 'don't get last place' all the time. I want to be first, or second or third. Just sometimes.
Finally, a comment I can relate to
Remember the only 2 things that can stop you from doing that is 1. ur lack of ability, now this one you can scare it away everyone can do everything, but the 2nd one is, ur lazy, this one is hard to remove. The only thing that makes you different from them, is that they do more of what you do often, they had accidents too, like the ones you said you had, uncountable ones. They were all ones like you But the difference between you and them, is that they came back, stronger and worked hard for it, you can't just expect yourself to be great at anything if you don't try. Lack of ability can be scared away, but laziness and fear, isn't so simple, it runs deep and your the only one who can fix that, your the only one who can bring your killer instinct in, because everyone needs to do that, no one is born with it. And if everyone can, you can to, you just need to push yourself until ur off the cliff and the only concern you have in your head is to land on your legs.
@@adrijachakraborty8252 tysm, i really needed to hear that. Im doing track rn again and i am actually doing better. im a very scared and paranoid person but yes im also lazy so u literally got everything right. it really helps to just stop and notice that we're all human and to a certain degree can do the same things. :)
the most real song ever
I've got bad grade for the last 2 years of online school and I'm sick of it, this is my motivation song :))
The song discribe my life last 2 years
I know I’m not a perfect child, I know I can do things wrong, but If you as a parent had your own child have multiple panic attacks in front of you and not do anything about and still continue to scream at them until they feel the need to cvt themselves and actually want to commit because of a number, you shouldn’t be a parent.
yes! as a parent you should make them happy
i love this so much, this song is now one of my fav songs ! :3
i relate to this so much , Although I'm not a nerd but I always pushed myself to study , and fr , I get high grades and shit , but now , I'm obsessed with studying , I even panic thinking that I haven't done enough even If I studied 3 hours straight for one subject , it's just I fail failing , especially that last year I almost lost my sanity for getting 98% and I went crazy and cried so hard , Now , I'm not even interested in going out anymore , In schooldays , I study and don't even think about school trips , going out with friends , I don't even have close friends anymore , in holidays , I prefer Studying something I'm interested in like "Psychology" so I could improve my skills , I also learn languages , I do that without even thinking about smelling some fresh air or make close friends , even my ex best friend was always like "Don't make all your schooldays about studying" , that's before We stopped texting each other , Friends , going out and meeting new people are just a waste of time when there's studies I have to do...... That's why I feel empty inside but I chose to improve myself than improving my social life , I'm scared that I would have an average IQ , I just wanna be on the top of every other average person my age but I feel like everything I do is useless , I'm literally scared about everything , about failing , about My IQ as I don't know if it's low or high , worried about my skills , worried about everything and I fear someone being better than me...
“Was I meant to feel happy that my life was just about to change?”
I strongly felt that one
I was one of the top students since i was around the age 6, my grades remained the same. Studying is the only thing im "good" to, had to study well for my future, for my parents to be happy and proud, and for my teachers to be proud. I didnt know it would be really hard, i was so happy to be a valedictorian when i was 6,i thought to myself, "I should stay like this until i became older." But i don't think i can keep it up still, lessons getting harder and harder, teachers expecting me to have good grades, forced to have good grades. I dont want to let go, i understand its for my future but dont assume its easy. It really hurts, whenever i have a low grade my teachers would say, "i expect better from you." "What happened?" "Did something happen?" They would expect a really good grade, this not only goes for the teachers but also ny classmates. Im tired, im really tired. I cant vent to anyone i know about this, except for one person which is also a top student. Reading, studying and drawing are the only things im good to. No other talents indeed, but they may ask, "If youre tired then why not let go?" As i said its because i want my future to be a successful one, i cant just let go without graduating with such high grades, i want to improve my grades, i want to improve more. I started to starve myself just to study for our incoming exams, it sucks that most students also do this just to ace their exams. I have to admit it, i love having high scores. One mistake, two or three is okay. 39/40, 20/20, 38/40 is enough. But i wonder, will my grades stay the same as i grow older?
i am late but hey, you're doing great okay. I feel kinda the same way so we're in this together ❤️. Listen please don't starve yourself and please please please prioritize your mental health. I know it's hard but try to balance and take care of yourself 💗
Her high notes hit different
i was always really smart. the first time i got an 88% in math class i beat myself up so bad for it because i thought i didn't deserve love because i was stupid. the first time i got a 73% on a test i cried i front of the teacher and the whole class. the year after that i stopped caring and my mom has just accepted me as a mostly b student but she doesn't stop with the "you used to be so smart." and the "you just need to apply yourself!" etc. it's kinda just hard to try as much know ya know.
This is my theme song 💋💞
I love this song
My mom never forced me to study she always said to do what i can but seeing her work really hard for me, i just can't can't let her fail us. I wanna make her proud and also due to fam probs i feel like an putcast in my own fam so i just wanna go far away and this somg really keeps me reminded of my goal
Amo esta canción
A I LOVED THIS SONG
The most relatable song ever in my playlist.
wow, this music is me fr
I personally don’t related to this song at all, but the family jewels album is a frocking BANGER !
You unlocked a childhood memory of mine
"High achiever don't u see? Baby, nothing comes for free. They say im a control freak." I relate sm.
“High Achiever Don’t You See”
Fits me perfectly
I feel trapped. And I am the only responsible. I trapped myself and I don't know how to set myself free.
My parents care about me. They care more about my health than my grade. Actually, they don't care about my grades at all.
But I do.
I have +130 IQ, and I skipped a grade. However, I've always felt like my IQ was just making my life more complicated. At first, I even thought it was a mental illness or some sort of handicap.
After skipping that grade, I always felt like I had to be first.
"I am the smart kid, I skipped a grade AND I have +130 IQ, how can I be behind someone? I have to be the best, there is no other way."
I had good grades without even trying, but at the same time, I was too uninterested in school to actually revise.
80/100 was bad, 85/100 was acceptable, 90/100 was good, 95/100 was very good and 100/100 was perfect. I always want to be perfect. I feel truly satisfied of my grade when no one has a higher one than me. So I'm almost never truly satisfied. Sometimes I just want to be normal, but I know that if I was, I wouldn't be happy, I'd work harder to prove that I am better than just normal. I developed tics because of stress, because of school. My parents are trying their best to heal me, they tell me I don't have to stress myself because of my exams or my grades, but they don't understand. I don't want to let go, I don't want to stop. I just can't.
I won’t be the type of person that says “I relate” however I can actually understand you. Though I am a person that you don’t know, do know that I feel pretty similar (I also stress, so much that it is actually unhealthy to the point where it might cause health issues. And my parents are also trying to help) if that makes anything better
Bro how is this person so smart i sware i am literally like so stupid 😢
Nope Just study nobody is smart
the fact that i relate to song sm.
This song explains my whole life
This song is so true, "are you satisfied" made my heart break. with an average life...
"I was told when get older all my fear would shrink, but now im insecure and i care what people think."
And
"We used to play pretend, give each other different names, and we would fly far away, used to dream about the space, but now they're laughing at the face sayin Wake up you need to make money!"
Those hit different once you get older
Vibes
This is the song i blast in my headphones before starting my finals studying routine :3
I relate so much to this song. I feel like my parents have higher standards for me than my brother. And one would think being the “golden child” is great, but it’s so much pressure. I’m only halfway through the school year and I’m already feeling exhausted and burned out. Frankly I don’t know how I’m going to survive the rest of the year and still keep my GPA above 95 like I strive to do.
Hey I know I'm late but you're doing great
@@alexandra5540 thank you so much!
@@weird_art_kid np!!!take care of yourself and try to prioritize your mental health ^^
@@alexandra5540 thank you, I will! I hope you do too!