I know so many hetrosexuals who are so unhappy and not in peace and married for years. I have been in a beautiful loving relationship with my Husband for over 20 years. Incredibly Happy and so at peace so you may need to mention that to your wonderful Dad x
I'm in my sixties. My father disowned me, and told my brothers to forget about me. My mother stood with my father. It is so hard, being gay i remember the suffering, and the fear i had of being found out. Today I live on my own, which I prefer. I'm not in a relationship which is how I want to be. And I'm celibate. Sober and clean. The dealers don't care about your life. They only want your money. They are scum. Please take responsibility of your life. Get a higher power in your life. Take it one day at a time. You are a good person, and don't beat yourself up.
Hi. I think your name might be Carl. I know, I should have played Jessica Fletcher! :-) Firstly, I'm so sorry that happened to you. It was much more difficult to be gay when you and I were in our teens. Casual, even overt homophobia was everywhere. And our dads were from a completely different era. My dad was tough and other men respected him. He took part in some of the worst fighting in North Africa and Italy in the Second World War. I imagine your dad fought in the war too. They were braver than I am. At 18 I was convinced my dad already knew I was gay and just wanted me to say it, as he would often tell me how pretty I was, never asked me about girlfriends etc. However, when I wanted to tell him, I just couldn't and would clam up. He fooled me when he said, "Believe me, son, there's NOTHING I haven't done." Well, it turned out that having sex with another man was something he hadn't done after all! He was devastated and walked out. We got together again a few weeks later but he was different. After a while he said, "That thing you told me... Don't ever mention it again." And that was it. He behaved like "the conversation" never happened. That really hurt me. Stay well, Carl. I'm more than happy to be in touch if you'd like that. I've just realised... today would have been my dad's 100th birthday. Hopefully he sees the bigger picture now and is very happy at the way my life has turned out. I've been with my partner for 24 years and we've been married for 11. Happy heavenly birthday, dad. Harry Roberts, 1924-1994 🕯
This feels like when you’re reading a really good book, and the author decides to leave the biggest cliffhanger at the last page at the end of a chapter. Really enjoying listening to your life. Hope everything is well. Xoxo
I used to be a truck driver, semi truck, and there were any occasions I got my truck stuck, but never under water...lol. That's one of the few things I've never had to experience in life.
Nick you really should write a book about addiction and your life struggles. I feel you sharing definitely will help others that are struggling. PS do audio book as well and you narrate it. You have a great speaking voice. I was on edge of my seat
Boy you sure were fortunate your brother came through for you. Glad you got rid of the bag off your car seat too. Could of been in jail. Thank goodness.
Yes, you are so right! Being Gay is not a choice, no more than being left handed is a "choice", trying to be right handed. Same thing! Thank God it's so much easier to come out today as opposed to a few decades ago. When I was 18, I had a crush on a friend, 16. I knew he wanted it as much as I did, but we were both too scared to act it out, since we all had the same circle of straight friends and our families all knew each other. This was back in 1966. I'm 74 now. Recently I found out that he had been in the military in Vietnam in the early 1970s, contracted that Agent Orange, which eventually took his life. I could've, should've, would've, but didn't. I know if I weren't so scared back then (afraid of all the vicious gossip, harassment, bullying, and worse!), I could've changed that scenario where he could have still been alive and we could have had a long loving life together. That "what if" haunts me till this very day! I look back and ask myself why should I worry about what other people think, many of whom I don't even know? Even though it was much more dangerous to come out in public back then for obvious reasons, I should have done it anyway. Why should I sacrifice my own happiness just to please someone else? I came out to more long time straight friends and family this past year than I did all the years since I was born put together! And I must say, for the first time I can actually breathe! Thank God I look much younger than I actually am, due to my healthy eating, active lifestyle (hiking, mountain biking, etc.,) that there is still a chance for me to find that special someone. I also would like someone much younger than I am, because with few exceptions, most guys my age look like they came right out of a nursing home. And thank you for the tip (from one of your other videos) about going on to the Silver Daddies website. I'm relatively new to Internet dating so still trying to navigate through that site. God bless you; you're an angel sent from up above to help so many of us.
Thank you so much for all the kind words and encouragement I can’t believe I was able to help someone and make him feel better by sharing ❤️❤️❤️🙏 Love you guys 😃 and thank you for sharing all the info with me
I was out to my family when I was 19. My Mother was upset and wanted me to see a Psychiatrist. I said no, this is who and what I am. My parents were always accepting of my partners. My Mother wld give me the yay or nay...Mothers are always right. ♥️
That's quite a harrowing story. Makes my coming out seem like a day in the park. Kudos to you for being able to get it together and face your demons. I take my hat off to you, man.
@@AuthenNick Indeed. Keep at it. You're very relatable and your channel will grow. Random curiosity. Are you a Libra or Scorpio by chance? You remind me so much of a friend of mine, actually
@@AuthenNick haha. right on. I just wondered because you could pass for this guy's twin brother. I'm convinced there's something to that. Anyway. Keep up the good work. I'm actually your 100th subscriber, so I'll send out positive vibes your way. Much success to you on your RUclips journey.
You are one amazing, young man. You're voice is so resonant and relaxing to listen to even when you're telling us about the most horrendous parts of your life. Please keep posting. Love from Manchester, England ❤
I did not need to cry today but I did. Thank you for sharing your story. Just know that you are who you are for a reason. Stay strong and always stay positive. I was disowned by my father and many family members. I married a wonderful guy and my life is pretty great now. :-)
Hi Nick. My heart goes out to you. For some reason, I hit your video. I have to confess, at the beginning I thought you were another ordinary all american boy turning gay with a coming out story, and I was about to shut it off. But I couldn't , you kept motivating me by the second, oand n and on...(like a movie when you are exhausted, and it gotta be good to keep you awake) jThen I began to like first your name, then your story, and most importantly your authenticity. Right now(I started watching your video just 2 hours ago) I just have become addicted(metaphorically) to your videos. I have never tried any substance before, not interested either. I grew up in a different country, different world, and I have always loathed junkies, considering them disdainfully despicable. You just changed my mindset, improved my spirituality, and I am so glad your excerpts changed my views on addicts. I am someone new in this regard from this second on. Thanks, thanks galore, the connection I am feeling now is ineffable (cant put it into words). My HEART goes out to you, literally. Blessings.
Dude this comment right here!!!! I don’t even know what to say except thank you so much for writing this !!! The fact that my story could help you see it from a different perspective is amazing that just blows my mind 🤯 thank you for the love and support ❤️😊✊🙏 I hope you come along for this journey and become part of the gang ❤️ have an amazing day!!!
Thank you Nick for sharing your story . I guarantee that you are helping lots of men who are going through hell right now . I only wish you were around when I came out at age 35. I have no doubt that hearing your story back then would have helped me feel less alone and provide me with the added support and inspiration that I needed to come out . Fast forward to today ,,, it’s the best decision I ever made in my life . I can just be me now … and I get to do it with the the love of my life💕👬 Job well done Nick & congratulations in choosing to live your authentic life !! ❤️ - Paul
Nick I just watched the series. Are you in therapy? You have had some serious stress as a child and young adult. You were self medicating in the worst way possible. You need to love yourself and learn how to do that so you can move past the self abuse. Hopefully you have.... Your partner has to understand what you are dealing with and be super supportive. Lots of gay guys really never get over being hated by society for something they have no control over. Therapy is critical because it puts things in perspective. You seem like a great guy with lots of potential. You are a great story teller.
Hey bud thanks for watching and commenting ❤️🙏 yes I actually am in therapy and trying to work the best 12 step program I can 😃 thank you for asking and looking out for me that means a lot!!!!!
@@AuthenNick I watched the whole story and it brought tears to my eyes. Dude you're a walking miracle, coming out is one mountain in itself but battling addiction is another bigger mountain, I admire your inner courage and strength for walking through that. Thanks for being so vulnerable and transparent. I hope that you are able to be at peace with who you are and secure with yourself now that you don't have to use drugs and addiction to cope. Also God loves you no matter what, people always come against faith and Christianity. It is still possible. Anyway, looking forward to hearing more and congratulations on your engagement and super happy that things are better for you buddy!!!
@@Someguy493 wow this comment means a lot to me 🙏🙏❤️ thank you so much for that !! I can’t believe the channel and these videos are actually reaching people hahaha I really appreciate the love and support I hope you have a great day and I’ll be uploading more soon!!! Work has me crazy busy
Wow I can’t believe people are enjoying them 🙃 I’m excited to do the next video I’m thinking Tuesday will be the day!!! I appreciate all the love and support
Hey Nick, love your coming out stories. At first, I'm thinking just go ahead and do an hour show. But, you've made these like a TV series where each episode ends in a cliffhanger so you can't wait to see what's going on next time. Netflix should call you about doing a show about all the stuff you've been through. You're so good at telling your story you could star in the series. Without question, you have the most interesting coming out story ever. Can't wait to finish.
Hey bud thank you so much 😊 that is so cool to hear someone say that lol 😂 I guess it’s weird to me as why someone would want to see it cause I’ve already been thru it and a lot of it wasn’t fun hahaha but I think it would be cool if they hit me up !! Thanks for the comment and love and support it means so much to me 🙏❤️😊
Your journey is exactly that....it is great/wonderful when one can live/thrive beyond bad choices/decisions...especially when those decisions were a direct result of emotional/psychological fear and doubtful trust....glad you're here to share life lessons...keep moving and love yourself always.
So many times i sensed you questioned your worth...its hard to find/see in a sea naysayers and negativity....but you found you everytime...bruised ...battered ...but not broken....stay strong...BE YOU!!!
Nick, first I wanna congratulate you on your journey to sobriety. I know it’s not an easy journey, my brother died indirectly from drug and alcohol addiction. In telling your story you’re very good at giving the day to day details of the sequence of events. But what’s lacking is the deeper details of what is in your mind and what is motivating you. For example, how did you rationalize betraying your fiancé’s trust by going back to taking drugs again? what exactly were you thinking? What were the triggers? These details can be very helpful for people struggling with addiction. Best wishes.
I was blessed my parents accepted the fact, my sexuality, also my sister a lesbian as well. It's was hard with my church accept being southeastern Baptist. I used all the dope you have. I released after my husband of 25years to covid on Sept 3rd 21. It's been one of not the hardest things I've dialed with. I was hospital for thinking bad thoughts. In Oct of last year. Bet blessed and strong.
Ya man he’s a good dad just has different views on everything but he has come a long way and that’s all I can ask for is for him to try and be open minded 😃❤️🙏
I can't help but ask you, Nick, where was your fiance/partner when you were doing all these drugs and self-destructing? You say you were in a committed relationship. Did he not intervene?
Hey bud very good question ❤️ I was not letting him know that I was relapsing I was very good at hiding it until the end when my physical appearance started to change but I didn’t want to tell him and be honest because I didn’t want to lose him !!!! He did ask me a couple times and of course I denied everything until I couldn’t lie anymore 😢 also he was up north and I was living down south for work so sometimes we wouldn’t see each other for a week or two !!! Thanks for the comment and question that was a good one
People are constantly conditioned about conformity.You must fit this idea so others can feel "normal". Anything else means a loss of control and their life is a "lie"
“I sunk a car before. That’ll be another story.”
And that’s the exact moment I subbed. 😅
I know so many hetrosexuals who are so unhappy and not in peace and married for years. I have been in a beautiful loving relationship with my Husband for over 20 years. Incredibly Happy and so at peace so you may need to mention that to your wonderful Dad x
I'm in my sixties. My father disowned me, and told my brothers to forget about me. My mother stood with my father. It is so hard, being gay i remember the suffering, and the fear i had of being found out. Today I live on my own, which I prefer. I'm not in a relationship which is how I want to be. And I'm celibate. Sober and clean. The dealers don't care about your life. They only want your money. They are scum. Please take responsibility of your life. Get a higher power in your life. Take it one day at a time. You are a good person, and don't beat yourself up.
Hi. I think your name might be Carl. I know, I should have played Jessica Fletcher! :-)
Firstly, I'm so sorry that happened to you. It was much more difficult to be gay when you and I were in our teens. Casual, even overt homophobia was everywhere. And our dads were from a completely different era. My dad was tough and other men respected him. He took part in some of the worst fighting in North Africa and Italy in the Second World War. I imagine your dad fought in the war too. They were braver than I am.
At 18 I was convinced my dad already knew I was gay and just wanted me to say it, as he would often tell me how pretty I was, never asked me about girlfriends etc. However, when I wanted to tell him, I just couldn't and would clam up. He fooled me when he said, "Believe me, son, there's NOTHING I haven't done." Well, it turned out that having sex with another man was something he hadn't done after all! He was devastated and walked out. We got together again a few weeks later but he was different. After a while he said, "That thing you told me... Don't ever mention it again." And that was it. He behaved like "the conversation" never happened. That really hurt me.
Stay well, Carl. I'm more than happy to be in touch if you'd like that.
I've just realised... today would have been my dad's 100th birthday. Hopefully he sees the bigger picture now and is very happy at the way my life has turned out. I've been with my partner for 24 years and we've been married for 11. Happy heavenly birthday, dad.
Harry Roberts, 1924-1994
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I am so glad you didn't hurt anyone when you crashed your car. You were blessed that night
This feels like when you’re reading a really good book, and the author decides to leave the biggest cliffhanger at the last page at the end of a chapter. Really enjoying listening to your life. Hope everything is well. Xoxo
Hey LISA 😊❤️🙏 That makes me feel so good thank you for that!!! Hope your doing well LUV YA
I used to be a truck driver, semi truck, and there were any occasions I got my truck stuck, but never under water...lol. That's one of the few things I've never had to experience in life.
Ya man it was crazy lol 😂truly blessed to still be here
Nick you really should write a book about addiction and your life struggles. I feel you sharing definitely will help others that are struggling. PS do audio book as well and you narrate it. You have a great speaking voice. I was on edge of my seat
Man, I just want to give you a massive hug.
Double coverage and congrats
Boy you sure were fortunate your brother came through for you. Glad you got rid of the bag off your car seat too. Could of been in jail. Thank goodness.
Wow man, this deserves a lot more subscribers.
Hey thank you 😊 that means a lot ❤️ I appreciate that and the support
@@AuthenNick More subscribers is a function of time, collaborations and frequency of posts. What you put into the channel is what you will get out.
I shed tears listening to your story. You are a good man. God has blessed 🙌 you to be honest. You are so fortunate to still be on this planet 🙄.
Yes, you are so right! Being Gay is not a choice, no more than being left handed is a "choice", trying to be right handed. Same thing! Thank God it's so much easier to come out today as opposed to a few decades ago.
When I was 18, I had a crush on a friend, 16. I knew he wanted it as much as I did, but we were both too scared to act it out, since we all had the same circle of straight friends and our families all knew each other. This was back in 1966. I'm 74 now. Recently I found out that he had been in the military in Vietnam in the early 1970s, contracted that Agent Orange, which eventually took his life. I could've, should've, would've, but didn't. I know if I weren't so scared back then (afraid of all the vicious gossip, harassment, bullying, and worse!), I could've changed that scenario where he could have still been alive and we could have had a long loving life together. That "what if" haunts me till this very day! I look back and ask myself why should I worry about what other people think, many of whom I don't even know? Even though it was much more dangerous to come out in public back then for obvious reasons, I should have done it anyway. Why should I sacrifice my own happiness just to please someone else? I came out to more long time straight friends and family this past year than I did all the years since I was born put together! And I must say, for the first time I can actually breathe!
Thank God I look much younger than I actually am, due to my healthy eating, active lifestyle (hiking, mountain biking, etc.,) that there is still a chance for me to find that special someone. I also would like someone much younger than I am, because with few exceptions, most guys my age look like they came right out of a nursing home. And thank you for the tip (from one of your other videos) about going on to the Silver Daddies website. I'm relatively new to Internet dating so still trying to navigate through that site. God bless you; you're an angel sent from up above to help so many of us.
Again, thanks for sharing your story!
Nick-Write a book-This will help a lot of folks going through addiction! 🍃💜🍃👵🏽👋🏾
Thank you so much for all the kind words and encouragement I can’t believe I was able to help someone and make him feel better by sharing ❤️❤️❤️🙏 Love you guys 😃 and thank you for sharing all the info with me
@@AuthenNick Keep on Keeping on ✨💜✨🤍✨👵🏽👋🏾🦅☀️🦅
I was out to my family when I was 19. My Mother was upset and wanted me to see a Psychiatrist. I said no, this is who and what I am. My parents were always accepting of my partners. My Mother wld give me the yay or nay...Mothers are always right. ♥️
"Oh what a tangled web we weave, when first we practice to deceive."
That's quite a harrowing story. Makes my coming out seem like a day in the park. Kudos to you for being able to get it together and face your demons. I take my hat off to you, man.
Hey thanks for the comment!!! I’m still working on myself but it’s a true blessing to even be able to make these videos !!!!
@@AuthenNick Indeed. Keep at it. You're very relatable and your channel will grow.
Random curiosity. Are you a Libra or Scorpio by chance? You remind me so much of a friend of mine, actually
@@alexweiss388 hey thank you Im actually a Aries ♈️ I don’t know anything about the signs !!!! 😂 does that mean something good ?
@@AuthenNick haha. right on. I just wondered because you could pass for this guy's twin brother. I'm convinced there's something to that. Anyway. Keep up the good work. I'm actually your 100th subscriber, so I'll send out positive vibes your way. Much success to you on your RUclips journey.
Nick, great story!!! I am really getting a lot out of your coming out story!!!!❤
Your life is an eye opener
You are one amazing, young man. You're voice is so resonant and relaxing to listen to even when you're telling us about the most horrendous parts of your life. Please keep posting. Love from Manchester, England ❤
I wish I could have come out to my dad. You are great.
I did not need to cry today but I did. Thank you for sharing your story. Just know that you are who you are for a reason. Stay strong and always stay positive. I was disowned by my father and many family members. I married a wonderful guy and my life is pretty great now. :-)
Hi Nick. My heart goes out to you. For some reason, I hit your video. I have to confess, at the beginning I thought you were another ordinary all american boy turning gay with a coming out story, and I was about to shut it off. But I couldn't , you kept motivating me by the second, oand n and on...(like a movie when you are exhausted, and it gotta be good to keep you awake) jThen I began to like first your name, then your story, and most importantly your authenticity. Right now(I started watching your video just 2 hours ago) I just have become addicted(metaphorically) to your videos. I have never tried any substance before, not interested either. I grew up in a different country, different world, and I have always loathed junkies, considering them disdainfully despicable. You just changed my mindset, improved my spirituality, and I am so glad your excerpts changed my views on addicts. I am someone new in this regard from this second on. Thanks, thanks galore, the connection I am feeling now is ineffable (cant put it into words). My HEART goes out to you, literally. Blessings.
Dude this comment right here!!!! I don’t even know what to say except thank you so much for writing this !!! The fact that my story could help you see it from a different perspective is amazing that just blows my mind 🤯 thank you for the love and support ❤️😊✊🙏 I hope you come along for this journey and become part of the gang ❤️ have an amazing day!!!
Thank you Nick for sharing your story . I guarantee that you are helping lots of men who are going through hell right now . I only wish you were around when I came out at age 35. I have no doubt that hearing your story back then would have helped me feel less
alone and provide me with the added support and inspiration that I needed to come out . Fast forward to today ,,, it’s the best decision I ever made in my life . I can just be me now … and I get to do it with the the love of my life💕👬
Job well done Nick & congratulations in choosing to live your authentic life !! ❤️ - Paul
I commend you for being so open.
Nick I just watched the series. Are you in therapy? You have had some serious stress as a child and young adult. You were self medicating in the worst way possible. You need to love yourself and learn how to do that so you can move past the self abuse. Hopefully you have.... Your partner has to understand what you are dealing with and be super supportive. Lots of gay guys really never get over being hated by society for something they have no control over. Therapy is critical because it puts things in perspective. You seem like a great guy with lots of potential. You are a great story teller.
Hey bud thanks for watching and commenting ❤️🙏 yes I actually am in therapy and trying to work the best 12 step program I can 😃 thank you for asking and looking out for me that means a lot!!!!!
@@AuthenNick I watched the whole story and it brought tears to my eyes. Dude you're a walking miracle, coming out is one mountain in itself but battling addiction is another bigger mountain, I admire your inner courage and strength for walking through that. Thanks for being so vulnerable and transparent. I hope that you are able to be at peace with who you are and secure with yourself now that you don't have to use drugs and addiction to cope. Also God loves you no matter what, people always come against faith and Christianity. It is still possible. Anyway, looking forward to hearing more and congratulations on your engagement and super happy that things are better for you buddy!!!
@@Someguy493 wow this comment means a lot to me 🙏🙏❤️ thank you so much for that !! I can’t believe the channel and these videos are actually reaching people hahaha I really appreciate the love and support I hope you have a great day and I’ll be uploading more soon!!! Work has me crazy busy
Just became a subscriber. You are an inspiration to young people.
These are so good! I’m very happy for you. Can’t wait to watch the next one!!! 💪❤️
Wow I can’t believe people are enjoying them 🙃 I’m excited to do the next video I’m thinking Tuesday will be the day!!! I appreciate all the love and support
Hey Nick, love your coming out stories. At first, I'm thinking just go ahead and do an hour show. But, you've made these like a TV series where each episode ends in a cliffhanger so you can't wait to see what's going on next time. Netflix should call you about doing a show about all the stuff you've been through. You're so good at telling your story you could star in the series. Without question, you have the most interesting coming out story ever. Can't wait to finish.
Hey bud thank you so much 😊 that is so cool to hear someone say that lol 😂 I guess it’s weird to me as why someone would want to see it cause I’ve already been thru it and a lot of it wasn’t fun hahaha but I think it would be cool if they hit me up !! Thanks for the comment and love and support it means so much to me 🙏❤️😊
NIck..it so much courage to tell your story! Hopefully you are on your rod to' a complete recovery......Your story will help so' many
Thank you that’s what I hope to accomplish even just one person ❤️🏳️🌈🙏
I like your clean shaven look in the last video!!! You are very handsome clean shaven!!!!
Your journey is exactly that....it is great/wonderful when one can live/thrive beyond bad choices/decisions...especially when those decisions were a direct result of emotional/psychological fear and doubtful trust....glad you're here to share life lessons...keep moving and love yourself always.
Yes 🙌🏼 thank you so much for those words 🙏❤️ have a great day and thanks for commenting really means a lot to me!!!
So many times i sensed you questioned your worth...its hard to find/see in a sea naysayers and negativity....but you found you everytime...bruised ...battered ...but not broken....stay strong...BE YOU!!!
Nick, first I wanna congratulate you on your journey to sobriety. I know it’s not an easy journey, my brother died indirectly from drug and alcohol addiction.
In telling your story you’re very good at giving the day to day details of the sequence of events. But what’s lacking is the deeper details of what is in your mind and what is motivating you.
For example, how did you rationalize betraying your fiancé’s trust by going back to taking drugs again? what exactly were you thinking? What were the triggers?
These details can be very helpful for people struggling with addiction.
Best wishes.
great story
Thanks Leon ✊🙌🏼❤️ I really appreciate that
There is no right or wrong being gay, it just the way we are
I hope you always be happy in your life
Thank you 🙏 you too ❤️😊✌️
I was blessed my parents accepted the fact, my sexuality, also my sister a lesbian as well. It's was hard with my church accept being southeastern Baptist. I used all the dope you have. I released after my husband of 25years to covid on Sept 3rd 21. It's been one of not the hardest things I've dialed with. I was hospital for thinking bad thoughts. In Oct of last year. Bet blessed and strong.
I think it's right. Obviously your father was never married to my mother or father. Then he would understand that it's so right!
Well done to you for doing what you did
Thanks Tom I appreciate that bud your the best ❤️🙌🏼
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My mother and brother was the same way
My friends was different anwer
I lost sum good friends but feel it was their lost
youre a very nice person
Well thank you 😊
... beautiful 💗
So handsome
We love ya nick
Love ya too
I'm probably closer to your fiance's age but my dad and I have the same relationship except that we don't talk cos...asian father. So I feel you..
It seems your just a normal America who just happens to be gay I wish you all the best I an an asexual from England
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I would hope Dad is far more concerned about being an addict vs being gay. If he's not, misplaced priorities.
Ya man he’s a good dad just has different views on everything but he has come a long way and that’s all I can ask for is for him to try and be open minded 😃❤️🙏
@@AuthenNick I can relate to the dad situation. They have their own coming out process. Thanks for sharing your story. Stay sober and healthy!
You cant change it
Hey hey hey 👋you
I can't help but ask you, Nick, where was your fiance/partner when you were doing all these drugs and self-destructing? You say you were in a committed relationship. Did he not intervene?
Hey bud very good question ❤️ I was not letting him know that I was relapsing I was very good at hiding it until the end when my physical appearance started to change but I didn’t want to tell him and be honest because I didn’t want to lose him !!!! He did ask me a couple times and of course I denied everything until I couldn’t lie anymore 😢 also he was up north and I was living down south for work so sometimes we wouldn’t see each other for a week or two !!! Thanks for the comment and question that was a good one
People are constantly conditioned about conformity.You must fit this idea so others can feel "normal". Anything else means a loss of control and their life is a "lie"
How was your fiancé durning this time?
He was ok he understood and was very understanding
Racial preferences are taught
Nah.