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"Neon Genesis Evangelion Helped My Depression, Doubled it, And Gave it To The Next Person"
The show was originally about the dangers of escapism but in the end it managed to garner a fanbase of the exact same people that Anno despised, ironic.
There is a huge fan base of people who don't understand Evangelion, but those that do are doing the opposite of escapism when watching Eva: introspection
I like to call it the Cobain effect.
Which I define reaching the exact thing you hate most.
OK, but consider; merchandise makes a lot of money, and we (the studio) REALLY like money...
Gendo Ikari bathtowels? NERV oven mitts? Ramiel dildos?! Let's do all of them
It’s not hate. It’s sympathetic but with a tinge of “time to grow up, pal.” In that sense it’s a pretty straightforward coming of age story. What made it unique was that the character who was coming of age was very, very troubled indeed.
You're all thinking too much about something that isn't there. It's just a gay anime about giant robots
Anno is the living embodiment of “I'm In This Photo and I Don't Like It”.
Perfect way of describing it dude
Who is anno
@hydrablaze36912
Hideaki Anno is an anime director, whose most well-known work is the series 'Neon Genesis Evangelion.'
I haven't watched it, but from what I understand, a chunk of his personal depression can be seen in the series.
Except he's literally the one who took the photo
"My brother in Christ, you took the photo"
The more you hate yourself, the more you’ll like Neon Genesis Evangelion.
Damn... Boutta be NGE #1 fan
Err...no...
If this is true no wonder i fucking hate it.
I find I like the series more when I love myself. But I have experience with hating myself and the world
Why can't I like it solely because it's interesting?
Same thing, except the parts I can relate to are the Eva fights. I remember back in the day when my father forced me to fight an angel and I got my ass kicked. Good times
Did you get impaled by a spear or did you explode or did your robot go ape shit?
@@sanjivinsmoke1602 robot went ape shit, had to be impaled with a spear to be stopped, and then exploded.
@@bepisman1193 I bet your last name is Ikari
Good for you, I can relate it when visiting my friend in hospital (she is a girl)
@@bintangantares709I had almost same experience.
I pranked that girl in the hospital, then an adult woman kissed me. After that I said "it's evangelising time" and I evangelised everyone, don't know why they turned into fanta.
I relate to Shinji, so I love Shinji.
Because if I didn’t love him, I’d have no chance of loving myself.
Still kinda putting the cart before the horse there.
@@VintageBalderdash yeah probably lol
Anyway, do you think that fiction is a good way to examine reality?
@@CalvinWiersumI'm obviously not the person you asked, but there's something fascinating about examining reality through fiction. Navel-gazing doesn't really get you anywhere (or at least in my case it doesn't), but we can often be more objective and even empathetic when we examine fictional characters. Something about the abstraction of fantasy helps us be kinder to them than real people.
@@jordanjoestar-turniptruck some call it navel gazing, some call it introspection.
@@CalvinWiersum whatever it is called, I think I severely overdo it
Neon Genesis Evangelion helped my depression at one point. Don’t want to go into details but I saw myself in Shinji and thought I should help myself. So for that I’m entirely grateful for Evangelion!
True. So due i..people said evangelion is causing depression but the truth i think its not..its just like a mirror,evangelion just make you reflect on yourself from the thing you always runaway from, this anime is so mature and realistic(the character development) so it will relate to many of us especially nowdays where in the world we living now if we can keep our sanity its was already a big achievement
If me..i was see myself in shinji,gendo and in misato katsuragi a lot! Especially her loneliness, she act like she want fix everyone around her(in the scene where shinji depreseed in his room and she trying to comfort him, and shinji reject her,and she goes to pen2 and ignore her too) she realize the one who need fix is just herself,,from her loneliness..but in that situation so,she act she was the one who could fix other people even the fact she was the one too who really need one..if gendo, somehow i relate to him where i feel i dont deserve love so i just often withdrawn from people even sometimes i hurt them without intention because of my self hatred i become not trust people
Neon Genesis Evangelion nearly drove me to suicide.
Seeing Shinji suffering is like seeing myself suffer, because at one point in time I was almost exactly like him, especially back in 10th grade when I was bullied to the brink of suicide. I simply cannot tolerate watching Eva. I felt forced to relive my trauma upon viewing it. I’m deathly afraid of it. Twice I had a nightmare where I saw myself as Shinji choking Asuka and starting the Third Impact. I’ve been struggling with this newfound depression ever since.
I was obsessed with the series for over a year to try and outwit the isolation of the Coronavirus pandemic. It only increased the burden, and kept the memory of my friend’s recent suicide alive.
Watching the End of Evangelion was like peering into a broken mirror, and I was viewing the hell I would’ve put myself through had things turned out differently, had I decided to give up.
Sometimes I hate myself because I fail to appreciate what so many have claimed to idolize, and I beat myself further for failing to worship what they call praiseworthy, I forced myself to watch a show that reminded me of nothing but pain just so I wouldn’t be alone anymore, I was willing to sacrifice my individuality for some company amidst the isolation of the pandemic.
I sought emotional refuge in the Evangelion fandom on social media, hoping they’d understand me and provide me with answers that would grant me peace of mind. Instead, they downplayed my trauma, going so far as to spread a rumor of my past to shame me of my mental illness, spiraling me deeper into depression, which I’ve been struggling with for over a year now.
I just want Shinji to be happy, so this past self of mine can be laid to rest once more. I’m afraid to decouple myself from him after losing my friend to suicide, which Eva made me feel responsible for, especially when I saw Shinji kill Kaworu, of which I fail to understand how anyone can call it praiseworthy. Until then, I feel nothing else matters.
There’s a reason why I keep coming back to Evangelion; something that reminds me of nothing but pain.
I want to prove to myself I’m not crazy for feeling this way, that Evangelion really did force me to relive my trauma, that my depression is not just a figment of my imagination or another anime plot point. I want to feel that my fear and resentment towards Eva is justified.
But the fact I’m the only one I know in existence who’s been traumatized by an anime makes me feel like I really am crazy.
But finally, with 3.0+1.0 released, I can rest easy knowing that Shinji has finally reached the light at the end of the tunnel. Evangelion is finished, and I want it to remain that way.
But if things hadn’t turned out that way, I wouldn’t be here today.
evanfelion cured my depression and gave me a new one Lol
Exactly, I was at my lowest when I first saw evangelion, but it helped me realize some things about myself bc of my reflection with Shinji.
It also taught me to embrace what I am and love myself and accept the griefs of life.
i liked eva cause I didn't relate to just one perticular character but little bits and pieces of all of them. This kept me at a safe enough distance from going batshit crazy everytime something relatable happened because I could relate to only parts of it. Evangelion made me realise I am nothing but a bunch of memories. I am made of memories.
greatest eva edit ever made. the way it connects anno’s self hate and making of evangelion, and the song portraying the helplessness and despair shown throughout evangelion perfectly. this is the clip that made start watching evangelion and now it has become my absolute fav anime
What does he hate himself for
Neon genesis fans on their way to over-analyse the anime but actually it's just teenagers fighting aliens in big robots.
Sorry to tell you, but self pity is not that deep.
Get better soon 👍
@@user-cs4su3ng9l
Making the worst anime
@@blobpoop457 those “robots” are actually made from aliens themselves
This is probably why it's still talked about. He spilled his guts and people can connect with that.
For anyone wondering the song is amend by j^p^n
Thanks.
The uploader puts the program he used to make this edit in the description but DOESN'T PUT THE NAME OF THE SONG!
amend jpn is just remix of the original 60's music i think
Thanks.
We need more wizards like you
thank you
madame lulu amedeo tommasi is the original song, amend by j^p^n is just title of video using the said song.
This 32-second video led me to watch the entire series. I'm in awe.
How was it?
Incredible. It's one of my favorites now.@@OscarGarcia93
@@OscarGarcia93this is an anime I like to watch when I feel trapped in life and in a little bit of a funk.. Eva helps me snap out of the funk
@spidey677 Name?
@@rjun152 name what?
I got chills watching this. Evangelion was such an emotional experience for me because I’ve hated myself for as long as I can remember, and seeing Shinji hate himself so much has made me relate so damn much to him. It was like looking in a mirror
All the comments like this just further prove to me why 3.0+1.0 is such a perfect ending. I sincerely hope everyone who feels like this watched the complete series, because the final movie is an incredible climax of optimism and positive messaging for everyone that relates to Shinji, because the whole point of the original Eva is that you're _not_ supposed to relate to Shinji.
it was so sad 😢
You didn't do anything inappropriate in a hospital ward did you? 🤔
@@Kevin_Anderson I mean in the original EoE Shinji also accept the fact that he's the only one that can take care of himself and he also accept others interaction. It doesn't matter to much because the world end but is there. I agree that is nice seeing Shinji in rebuild becoming a man but I don't like in generals some of the execution of the rebuilds. I think it was kind of a waste of potential
is this what they call catharsis ?
That’s it
I’m watching this from start to finish for the first time starting today.
I'm expecting a full report.
Did you finish it yet
Probably needs time to recover.
@@minicle426 Yep. Took a few weeks for me after my first time.
Oh well
I got fucking goosebumps
I got goosing fuckbumps
One of my favourite Eva edits, shows the connection between Anno and Evangelion which has always been a core part of eva for me. Also keeping that J^p^n soundtrack.
Quick question how does that work with copyright?
Best wishes:
Someone working on a Eva video and wanting to make a edit with J^p^n but chickened out due to fear of copyright.
Just do it.
Actually J^p^n is not original creator he just remixed it I guess. Original creator is Amedeo Tomnassi and the song is called Madame Lulu.
@@rasutorea who remixed it?
@@rasutoreaour savior
Meanwhile, Anno was actually speaking about Pen²
Lol that makes so much sense
And whats amazing is how even in its darkest parts Eva always manages to have an uplifting message
There were people in Japan who bullied director Hideaki Anno, who was so honest and always faced himself, on the internet. I can't forgive that, but instead of blaming the person who was tormenting him, I believe it's wise to praise director Hideaki Anno and continue watching his works. Thank you everyone for loving Director Anno's work! He is the pride of Japan 🇯🇵
"It's strange that Evangelion has been a hit. Everyone in it is sick!"
thats life, we dont like it, we just relate to it. that is the point of the show. to show you your flaws
@@DeadManWalking-ym1oowho in the world sees themselves in shinji? Hopefully if they do, it is more about what he went through and not what he himself actually does.
@@DeadManWalking-ym1oo right, I completely understand that. I can certainly relate to the emotional turmoil he has been through, but I still can't relate to the actions he chooses as a result of these experiences.
Evangelion is a very high quality anime but I can't help myself to hate it. It's one of the biggest exponents, if not the greatest, of wimpiness.
I researched him and found out he created "Nadia: The Secret of the Blue Water". I used to watch that anime when I was a kid. It was called "Blue Diamond" in my country.
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I watched that too as a kid, i had a crush for Nadia lol
I didnt like that show,, the one thing that annoyed me was Nadia, she was so annoyingly dumb. shes a vegetarian, gets upset if someone eats meat and all around just stupid. my favorite was Mari.
I guess you could say Shinji is "literally me"
Anno and the team really did make something special with Evangelion.
Both through the excitement/hardships of each episode you were not just watching a show. You were FEELING every bit of it. From the characters, music, environments, all of it
god bless this tortured soul
i only wish that Anno could truly understand how grateful we all are that he share these parts of his soul with us
why's he talking to lain
😂😂
Lmao 😂😂😂😂
That’s just normal Japanese child. Not everything is anime, kid.
@_N7 Oh fuuuuuuck you showed him! Dayuuum. 🤡
@@__N7he made a joke. Its childish to make the effort to mock him for that
This is way too deep , I pray for anyone who is going through struggle
This post sounds like "I'm 14 and a smidgen of any character not wanting or not being able to change is the most depth I've ever seen"
@@cptncutleg bro what 💀
@@cptncutlegwhy are you crying😮
It's incredible that 32 second video can make me cry.
Appreciated 💜
For the first time I didn't feel bad relating to a character.
I was able to fully understand Evangelion over the course of 4 years, and it’s greatly helped my recovery
Neon Genesis Evangelion has an dramatic story that’s about existential deficit and reclaiming it in the most tripped out and hyperbolic way possible. They all revolve around choice of what you should do versus what you want to do.
But those in depression have been conditioned by their society or community, religion whatever that their choices don’t really matter and lead to an hopeless end till your biology believes it but you can overcome it. Not overnight or easily but it can be done with persistent action and achievable steps where you are, in faith.
If you got into a pit, you can slowly, bit by bit climb out but it will take a chance and a decision: choice.
Shinji is forced to fight chaotic demons including his father. Even the Eva sometimes acts on its own, I’ve seen at times. It’s only after the end of the world that he has a decision and it’s not to join the coalescence of humanity in a dream/escapism but embrace the potential brutality but also potential beauty of living as a human in faithful trying.
Honestly, this is the best edit I've ever seen.
Don t you know the name of the edit song?
@@dadanetjpn-amend
@@dadanet amend by j^p^n
Same
I wasn't waiting for that answer to hit me on the first video I watched in the morning.
the slight look at the Eva merch direction when he says "hate others" 💀
i know hating on Shinji has become pretty popular lately and a bit of a meme, but honest to God there are very few characters i find as relatable as Shinji.
pretty much every way that i deal with problems (or rather how i don’t) is reflected in Shinji, which is a huge part of why i love this series so much
if u relate to him. then u d,umb f,uck improve ur life. thats a wake up call.
I don’t hate Shinji but I can definitely see why people do.
@@QWERTY-gp8fdAndrew Tate fan
who is that@@umbrella3096
He just didnt need to jerk off on his friend
This gave me chills for some reason.
Truly a Shinji moment, Anno-san...
Thank you for making this.
Thanks for watching this 💚
Man went "aware" real quick
Bro thats like the entire series though
I like how the thumbnail answers the question in the title
The asuka hospital scene is wild
This video made me feel.
Song name- j^p^n-amend
THANK YOU
If Shinji is Anno. Mari is Moyoko, Anno's wife.
can't believe this guy is not a virgin
ya those remakes are not canon :)
@@SnausageVonBrathearst why
@@SnausageVonBrathearst They are
I too would hate to see myself get grabbed by a giant mecha's hand.
This anime changed people who doesn't had depression to have ones
He created one of the greatest anime of all time
Funnily enough I've had this exact experience in my own writing, though certainly not to the sophistication that Anno managed. It's a hell of a thing to face when you put a character you create through hell, thinking they deserved it only to realize what parts of that person came from you
He was so real for that
He was real for that
The parts in which he saw himself are the ones in which derived this beautiful history. He should love those parts of himself.
NOT THE HOSPITAL SCENE THO
I just want to return to the boy I was before it all happened but I keep getting lost
this got existential. tho its cool to see how the makers convey their life crisis in their art.
cool edit btw. hope this gets a million views
Sometimes I also see myself in Evangelion. But if author chose is hate his creation, I choose to hate myself
Goosebumps for real
well, the man really owned himself
Anno needs a hug
So he hate Evangelion...
Me too master, me too
Can't you blame him? He got death threat for that anime. He falling into depression, even his wife admits she almost can't save him back then. The reason he accept Rebuild of Eva? His trusted friend from collage cheat and scam him for anime license thanks to Evangelion. Man can't catch a break.
@@MrStupidarmy Didn't he really go through that?
Life is cruel.
@@rawdasalmataman7908 If you watch End of Evangelion movie, they show the clip of old Gainax building getying vandalized with words like "Please die already" , "Die", etc.
@@rawdasalmataman7908 Oh yeah, thats why FLCL get a sequel out of nowhere. Basically Anno lending his money to Gainax but some anime license (FLCL, Panty Stocking, etc) will be the guarantee. But when Gainax can't return his money, instead giving the license to Anno, they sold FLCL license to Adult Swim.
@@MrStupidarmy what is Gainax , flcl?
Someone sent the word " die" to the viewers or anno?
Over twelve thousand of you liked hearing a man say he doesn’t like seeing himself in anime
Therapy the anime
Evangelion is amazing, although its characters are dramatised for entertainment purposes, it also uphold a level of realism within each character. As for me, I don't just see myself in Shinji, also it feels like Gendo, Asuka, and Kaji is part of me too. EVA is certainly a masterpiece
It’s not about you or other viewers though. Rei, Shinji, Asuka were written as aspects of himself that were constantly in conflict with each other. Shinji’s relationship with his father is also directly correspondents with Anno’s relationship with his own father. So while it’s possible for people to share aspects of their lives with Anno that they can sympathize with, the characters were uniquely representations of Anno’s internal dilemmas and external relationships.
I don't see how they're dramatized tbh
@@bevvvy1374go outside
It's a piece of something alright.
They are not dramatized. Maybe you have not dealt with the same types of dilemmas that characters went through which are very real in life as well. Asuka,for example, having hyper independence and then feeling left out when she is no longer at the top of the game was honestly an insanely accurate representation of emotions of the same type of person that goes through a similar mental issue
this is too philosophically deep for a child to understand lol
Nicola
Happyy birthday goat
reading nge and listening to linkin parks hybrid theory on my discman while lying in bed late night with a small lightlamp was such a mood.
This is so deep... chungus reanu sad... 😢
When somebody asks me “what are you afraid of?” I play it safe and say spiders, snakes, or even the classic DARK. You wanna know what I’m really afraid of….. if someone sees me the same way I do.
So relatable
wait so that's why Luffy is so happy
NOT THE HOSPITAL SCENE NOOOOO
so glad i waited to wait and watch neon genesis
The end of Evangelion gave me depression
Evangelion is a show secretly about depression
evangelion is a show secretly about giant robots
Very secret 😂
Secretly huh?😂
Secretly?!?!
@@kmvr6046Who secretly aren't robots.
Ok, this went so dark so fast
dont tell em what happened in the hospital scene
The parts where I see myself are the best sometimes it hurts sometimes it reminds me what matters
Basically what he means too
Thank you so much❤
When he literally IS you but you don’t like it
chills
Soo basically "all of Evangelion"
Sinji..crank that soldier boy.
Saying that shit to a child is so funny.
Same, Anno. Same.
Music: "Amend" by J^P^N
thank you bro
Thanks.
No problem...It only took a few hours to realize it was already on my music playlist ☠️
Very good editing.
i hate and love evangelion cuz it made me realize im just like shinji except from the fact that i didnt use a eva idk how to feel about that.
Respect.
Poor tormented soul. Life really doesn't get better sometimes
You don't even know him bro😭
Like Robert Downey Jr said, "It's a blanket statement to say "That guy's really sharp and amicable and nice," because there's a little bit of asshole in every nice guy, and there's a little bit of genius in every moron."
What is wrong with this anime?
I don't know if its the music, city, characters, dialogues
i don't fkin know.
This anime feels like...
the photo you feel like you have seen before,
the music you have heard before,
the flavour you have taste before,
This anime is like the memories that have never happened before...
i just finished the anime :)
very true. i tend to stay away from things that hit me personally. unless its really good. thats what anime is, escapism
That's kinda funny becuase that's precisely why I love Evangelion so much; Becuase I see/saw my own struggles represented/reflected in those of the characters.(In other words it gave me undeniable proof that I was/am not alone in my struggles)
I guess when Anno looks (back) at Eva he must feel something similar to what I feel when I look (back) at something I said/wrote years ago and can't help but cringe.
at first i thought the guy in the thumbnail was young david suzuki
This is goooood
Goddam that hits deep
I just hope he likes the part where Shinji was in the hospital😂
what kind of things happened to bro to be able to write the story of evangalion we're never getting another show like this again fr
Thats why ai can never be the same as a human. They don't live.
A broken a walking time bomb, an awakening that causes psychosis are yellow insane who wrote this story whos mangling this universe?