Poor lady. It only dawned on me why she drank so much slimfast after that mean comment by Lydia. I’m sure she’s beautiful sigh it makes me a little sad for her
Can someone start a series or a documentary where they buy these random journals from all over the US from varying time periods and analyze them? Like have a psychologist or a behavioral specialist analyze them?
I cried haha. It was so touching because there were years of “I didn’t sleep well” and I just felt happy for the person that they got a good nights rest :)
I think that maybe the person that wrote it had depression. Because she didn't sleep well and lydia gave her some mean comments Edit: lol I wrote this over a year ago and I'm still getting replies. My mindset isn't even the same anymore and I probably worded this badly tbh. Thanks for 5.5k likes anyways lol.
Just because you get a mean comment and can't sleep doesn't mean your depressed, just sensetive. I barely sleep well like 6h a day and i get picked on a lot but i ain't depressed neither does that affect me.
yes. i agree. depression comes in a package: sadness, anxiety, insecurity and insomnia. i believe she has deep depression caused by insecurity and anxiety.
citrus Not really, but most emo people are cranky, dark and depressed based on every emo person I've met. Also I know and have heard of lots of emos that have eating disorders so...
the woman seemed to have insomnia. Poor thing, I'm glad she slept well at last in her last entry. Lydia's comment about the her not looking good must have resulted in the heavy slim fast drinking. She might have developed an eating disorder. It's so interesting how many dimension an individual person can have. There's a story behind us all.
I write a lot of diaries and I love your respect for this woman. You could have gone down the road of laughing at her life but you chose not to. That says a lot about you..And you’re right. We can learn from every person we meet.
So true. I'm surprised by the comments under this video.. glib and missing the deep loving point of this whole thing in the end, and even a surprise for me as well as that great person doing this... It made me cry twice.. and people are making daft 'hey i luv to sleep and eat too!' jokes smh lol anyway thanks for your comment
Yes, that makes absolutely no sense. You know the funny thing is that the one bringing up the price is the one trying to get rid of it. You can have 2 eBay accounts. So this killed me.
Imagine writing in a diary, putting all your personal thought and then years later a stranger reads them on their RUclips channel for everyone to hear 😂
I've kept a diary since I was 7. My hope is that I'll stay alive even after my death through my writing. I would love for something like this to happen with my thoughts.
I feel like she was anorexic, she drank slimfast almost everyday and she was hurt by the lady who said she doesnt dress well and that her stomach sticks out
maybe not as obsessed as most anorexics (mostly bc there isn't calorie counting/food logs/weight mentions, etc.) but that could be stuff not mentioned in the video or she had a separate diary for that which she probably threw away or burned if she was recovering *source: i have anorexia*
They should make a movie about people buying these Diaries and then it goes into sort of a flashback whenever you read them. and you get to see their life. all interesting things sad heartbreaking happy funny. I think it would make a really good movie. and at the end it's like you learned A Life Lesson and it helps you with the hard times in your life by reading about others throughout the years.
might get into legal trouble if the person is still alive and found out their diary was on sale and made into a movie without their permission. good idea but not without it's risk.
You should really read A Tale for the Time Being. It's one of my favourite books and it's pretty much how you described the movie. "It's a novel by Ruth Ozeki narrated by two characters, a sixteen-year-old Japanese American girl in Tokyo who keeps a diary, and a Japanese American writer living on an island off British Columbia who finds the diary washed up on shore some time after the 2011 tsunami that devastated Japan." You basically get to read the girl's diary together with the writer as she's trying to figure out who that girl was and if she's okay and alive. It gets pretty deep and sad at some point but also has some heartwarming moments.
I'm 19 now, I started writing so many things down since I was 13 ish something, because I had absolutely no friends...I started to feel deeply depressed at the age of 14 and it went on for more than four years...I could not write anything about myself but I wrote wierd stuff about madness and the way our universe isn't more than an illusion we've created ourselves... I ,then, stopped writing but still expressed the THING by drawing (mostly scrawling) ... And this still continues. To anyone who reads this,please start writing in a diary,no matter whatever you write will turn into a really precious source of self awareness in 3 years ..start today.
Krispy Kwangsoo bro same. If you read my diary you're gonna think I am emo...when in reality I am not :p Ugh so much dam emotions, I wish I had none at times...
It sounds like the woman goes to Mcdonalds a lot, and then drinks Slimfast for the rest of the day. That does not sound very healthy. She could possibly have severe anxiety as well, and has trouble sleeping and eating. I know this is what happens when I'm anxious.
I kinda feel like this lady was depressed because of Lidya and her comments about her weight To ALL of those struggling with weight... You are beautiful just the way you are I may not not know you but still...
Yeah that's what I thought as well. Maybe that's also why she was struggling with her sleeping.. She could of possibly been battling with an eating disorder too. Just a theory..
Instead of buying McDonald's and watching The Price is Right, she should make something out of her boring and uneventful days and hit the gym instead of guzzling down "slim fast" if she cares so much about her weight.
i think it was just a middle aged lady who thought the slimfast would help her figure, but ofc she got diarrhea bc she had too much of it, or maybe her body just didn't take it well. nothing in the journal really indicates anorexia at all
I scrolled down too much until I found a comment that brought it up. I wasn't thinking anorexia, but this person seems to have had an eating disorder and also possibly insomnia. Whoever Lydia was, she was not helping her.
Matilda Kennedy I would imagine it's just to keep it a bit more interesting for her to be writing it. The doctor would tell her to make a log in a diary, and to feel free writing about her day along with it. When my mom was in a car accident and had to take the insurance company to court she was advised to keep a diary of her pain and how it effected her everyday life.
This sounds like a large women going through depression and insomnia ☹️ who’s taking care of her elderly dad and dog... poor thing I️ hope she’s doing well now because this sounds a lot like stuff a therapist would suggest keeping track of your day
dina.nb I didnt say she had an eating disorder *because* she had lack of sleep, I said her therapist probably knew that she had insomnia, but she didnt know about the eating disorder as Im sure no therapist that knew about an eating disorder would allow their patient to continuously drink slimfast. 🙃
It sounds to me like she had a eating disorder. Drinking slim fast everyday. Claudia saying she’s fat. Not sleeping well. But the biggest clue was that when she said all she wanted to do was sleep and eat. I think that because of the feelings I have for myself
Sounds partly like a health journal. She seems to be trying to get healthy or something if she always drank slimfast plus writing down your sleeping and eating habits is a thing people do when they want to improve their lifestyle and health and see if there’s an improvement etc.
princessxiaou Noting how you sleep and excessively speaking of pets is a depression thing, and it makes more sense that she only mentions consuming mcdonalds and slimfast if that Lydia character is essentially telling her that shes too fat to wear clothes well.
System 2419 I mean personally I don’t write my sleeping habits or obsess over my dog (as much as I do love him) in my diary but I suppose everyone responds differently to depression. I also got that idea too that she seemed pretty concerned with her self image and the Lydia woman contributed to that. The bad sleeping habits and overall loneliness feeling could relate to depression as well. It could also just be that the journal didn’t have any sort of theme in particular and that she just wrote whatever she felt important to write. Feels kind of strange to analyze a stranger’s lifestyle and mental health to be honest lol
I've been writing in a journal EVERY. SINGLE. DAY for about 3 years now and I am so glad that I'm not the only one that writes about the most boring things lol. My journal is pretty much the same on most days. Every now and then something juicy will happen, but anyone who reads my journal would have to dig in to find that stuff.
Heather Cutright I only write in my Diary when I have a period or if something big happened.. I just felt like counting how many periods I've ever had in my life, so.. :P I know I'll stop writing that down some day lmfao
I mean, it might not be the most riveting or influential thing, but.... I think what made her emotional is that this person is still managing to do the little things and just live and breathe, which can be really hard if you live with depression.
While it is sad that she had no one from her family or friends that wanted to keep these, you read them respectfully and I think she would appreciate that you now feel connected to her. It doesn't sound like she lived an incredibly vibrant life so this might be pretty exciting to her "on the other side". Edit: Dear God, I hope no one ever reads my diaries on youtube....
Actually, it sure can. There are studies that have been done to prove this. Handwriting can tell a lot about a person, it's actually really neat. Maybe look up the studies sometime! :)
I write in diary every day but looking back ive only really talked endlessly about my crush, but its a great comfort to me since i cant really talk to anyone about a lot of things so its nice to get it off my chest
The really question is who wasted the more time : - the lady who wrote her life for 5 years - the buzzfeed girl who read the diaries - us who watched it for more than 7 min ?
I think this diary girl was on her 30-40's. (And she has a old father.) If she were younger she'd be more social. Or because she's depressed. She probably had a sleep problem, or had to change her bed. 😅 And i don't think J.J was her relative but her b.f. - ex- husband. If it was her son, she'd love to mention his name opposite of saying J.J. She mentions that J.J didn't call, which made me feel that she's pretty disappointed about it and felt in need to write it down. She lives alone with Micki. If she was living with someone, there'd be a name for sure. Lydia is someone- maybe her sister- she's NOT in good terms with. Because as Lydia taunts her, she defenses herself back quite good.She probably doesn't like Lydia, but seems like she can avoid to be with her easily. -she mentions about her for once.- I even got far and looked for her handwriting says about her personality. Looped L's: having big hopes &dreams for future. Italic to the right side: Heart-centered personality. Values friends & family. (She cared about his father's newspaper for God's sake! 😅😅) Heavy pressure: Strong emotions and able to feel things intensely. Can be quick to react. Retracted t's: disciplined, good worker and self controlled. Connections of letters: connected. Logical, methodical.
Wera Reanleas Asher Very interesting! Handwriting (and the words written in it) can tell you sooo much about the life and personality of a total stranger. I find that completely fascinating.
this vlog is so old but i literally searched for it again. its so satisfying for one person to appreciate what a stranger has gone through even though its not that eventful based on what was written on the diary. thank you.
Would love to see this turned into a series looking at different diaries (maybe from around the world if you can get your hands on them)! and/or comparing two diaries from the same area
Maja Plateis doubt it cause the mention of other characters and dog. Diary is a very personal thing so she Obv feel things and thus the need to write them down. Such as JJ not calling her - she sounds disappointed. Or the dad's newspaper!! like she cared about that lol. so it could be that she have an eating disorder, sleep issues and so on and mental disorders are known to affect daily functioning so like it made sense that this would be what's on her mind most of the time & thus feel the need to write it down. I mean if your day and thoughts consist mostly of your mental disorders, you wouldn't otherwise have much to write about isn't it? It's not like she goes out a ton or had parties and all. and for her, that's just how her life is.
I have digestive problems and it does affect your mental health. It can be very draining. If I write in a journal I sometimes talk about what's going on and how I feel emotionally. It's possible this was a journal with dual purpose.
I hope I don't sound like a downer but it sounds like she might have had an eating disorder (and probably depression along with that). I really hope that she's okay and well though.
I was thinking the same because that Lydia made a comment about her stomacha nd she kept drinking slimfast and not sleeping. I felt so bad for her, I hope she's doing well
The girl who bought the diary or the one who wrote? Because who ever wrote it had just the most boring standard sucking life with nothing exciting and rash about it.
Eh, I think it was the way she read it. Believe me, I'd know if she had depression 😉 but i think her anxiety plays such a role that in the way she acts in a average life, she's only analyzing everything to an extent, keeping her awake at night which makes her constantly tired, showing little but some symptoms of depression but mostly in need of bed rest and a companion 🙃
Everybody's depression is different. Saying "I'd know if she had depression" is a little far-fetched, especially considering the limited amount of information about the person we were given. Though, with the information we were given, it isn't wrong to be inclined to say she DID have depression. The (what seems to be) insomnia, how we really only hear about her eating (drinking) Slimfast, and her reliance on her companion (in this case a dog) especially if she was having to take care of an elderly, or possibly sickly father. All signs would point to having depression (though, again, we can't be sure because of how little info we have). I also don't see many signs of anxiety considering how often she went out. I suppose it is up for interpretation, though.
I've kept journals since I was 7 or 8, I've always given tons of context in my entries about everything I talk about, my writing has only gotten more detailed over time, so its interesting to see someone write with almost no context. I feel like if someone read my journals they'd easily be able to figure out my name, general age, profession and location after a couple entries. From the way she writes it almost feels like her journal was something she was suggested to do by a psychologist or doctor.
I've been a diary-keeper for a long time also. In the front of my diaries I write my name and the beginning and ending dates. Even if my name weren't in the front, as with your diaries, there's detail and context, a lot of information about myself. If someone really wanted to, they could probably find out who I am/was even without the name in front.
holy crap this girl doesn't know how to bid. you don't wanna bid until the last minute as most people don't wanna get outbid so they will up the price just to screw over the other person. wait till the last minute and just pay a dollar more to win
eBay has new settings where you can place a maximum bid and eBay will automatically outbid the other person if it's under your maximum. yes, you put in a high maximum bid within the last few seconds, but you don't just enter 'one dollar more' because the maximum bid of the other person may be higher than that one dollar up and you'll lose.
There’s often a bid war at the last minute with multiple people all using that strategy so it ends up coming down to either who gets their big in last or how much the maximum bid was set for and if the last minute bidders are willing to keep bidding to surpass it. In this case she big so high that everyone else gave up.
I always really want to write in one just because I love the idea of having a written book with my thought of a certain day but I never can, I find it pointless. I still have a journal addiction, I wish one day I can fill at least one journal from front to back
Its just like the immense sadness you feel when you finish a beautiful novel with all characters are at peace with their life and they just left you there all alone. You are no longer in their life. It hurts, it really does.
maybe the person that wrote the diary had depression due to lydia and wanted to be skinny so she drank slim fast. her body probably couldn’t react well to slim fast so she had diarrhea
listen one person saying something mean one time doesnt give you depression or insomnia thats not how mental illness works and if she had been drinking slim fast a lot then no thats not why she had diarrhea because she would've mentioned it earlier smh
man she must have been depressed or had insomnia or a disorder or something gosh that ladies life is sad I just want to give her a hug
Also some eating disorder with all the slim fasts and the rude comments about her body
Havana Sita Johansson wait for 666 likes
Havana oh nana
Havana Sita Johansson same
I felt she was reading my diary tbh :(
Poor lady. It only dawned on me why she drank so much slimfast after that mean comment by Lydia. I’m sure she’s beautiful sigh it makes me a little sad for her
Lx A sorry :(
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"All i wanted to do was sleep and eat"
mood.
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I subscribed just because of your name.
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I have read a stranger’s diary. The writer was named Greg.
🤣
*_NANI_*
Indeed
I've read a dork's diary
@@lenaofthevalley Sameeee
Can someone start a series or a documentary where they buy these random journals from all over the US from varying time periods and analyze them? Like have a psychologist or a behavioral specialist analyze them?
Sauce yess boi yass
PEOPLE SHOULD DO THIS
Sauce yes! I'd love to see that
Agreed!!!
Yeah people should. That would be awesome!
“All I wanted to do was sleep and eat”
Well damn is this my diary?
Natalie group woah I read your comment just as she said this in the video
Well Damn, relatable much??
😂😂😂😂
Natalie group same
Meee
I wonder if the lady who wrote this ever imagined her diary would be read and posted on the internet for the whole world to see.
Osiel Escalante chopin !!!
Osiel Escalante well people wouldn't know it's her and also it's quite old so
She would have probably burnt it if she knew
😄🤔 Yeah, I wonder too.
@@Lgisas you mean cremation?
I dont have a diary and even if I did I would forget to write in it and it would slowly collect dust in the closet
people r sick SAMEEE
Lol same I attempted it a few times but gave up cuz im lazy
I have more of a journal where I rant about my thoughts.
I can't write for a constant times like that, I will easily forget it somehow😂
Same
"Slept pretty good“ - that is such a nice and hopeful ending ahhh
DarkAsRavens I was born on that day lol
I cried haha. It was so touching because there were years of “I didn’t sleep well” and I just felt happy for the person that they got a good nights rest :)
i think lydias comments about her weight is the reason she drinks so many slim fasts
Hesitant User Yes. Isn‘t that sad? Some people need to learn when to shut up.
Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky he meant sad, he was agreeing with OP :)
Evil Pagan did you mean sad?
That’s probably why she has diarrhea
I’m-a-mistake diarrhoea
“...she makes her bed everyday *cries* “ same.
1000 likes
U don’t??
Charlotte Harrington I never make my bed
I think that maybe the person that wrote it had depression.
Because she didn't sleep well and lydia gave her some mean comments
Edit: lol I wrote this over a year ago and I'm still getting replies. My mindset isn't even the same anymore and I probably worded this badly tbh. Thanks for 5.5k likes anyways lol.
That's what I'm thinking too. I suspect some depression/anxiety might have been giving her insomnia.
Just because you get a mean comment and can't sleep doesn't mean your depressed, just sensetive. I barely sleep well like 6h a day and i get picked on a lot but i ain't depressed neither does that affect me.
yes. i agree. depression comes in a package: sadness, anxiety, insecurity and insomnia. i believe she has deep depression caused by insecurity and anxiety.
Yh I agree I think she would've
Ok I have depression I am slowly recovering. She may have an annoying enemy. And didn't sleep well for conditional reasons.
Imagine watching this and realising that it is your diary XD
Exactly what I was thinking 😂😂😂
Lexy A that'll be such a nightmare and not to mention humiliating.
Lexy A that’s why I was scrolling cause I wanted someone to have seen this and it was them.
Lexy A its my sisters dairies
yeah right
*J.J. GET IT TOGETHER!*
_i think she has anxiety but she’s a very positive person_
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I wonder how much a depressed suicidal diary of a teen is worth
ECO I could sell mine. But that’s never gonna happen. Their is literally a blood stain on one of the pages.
If it is worth alot i might as well sell all of mine. I been writing in diaries since i was 6 or 7 years old im currently 14
ECO 🤨🤔🧐
If I could get a lot of money then I would sell mine, there's a bunch of dark stuff in it.
@@eclipse0003 same
Bro I’m not gonna lie but diaries with a lock used to be every girls dream🤣🤷🏼♀️
Avery Ep I brought my “locked” diary to school when I was like seven and kids read it and found out I had a crush on some boy. So scarred for life
Only problem is when you lose the key.
Diaries with a lock STILL are every girl's dream.I love those diaries.
i had one and you could open the lock without the key if you pulled really hard
Avery Ep tbh
Awww she was drinking slim fast because of Lydia!!!!😩😭
Emerald Eye that is my name
That made me so sad
My name's Lydia and i felt guilty 😭😭
Probably got diarrhea because of drinking Slim Fast too.
Reeen that comment 😂😂😂😂
To me it sounds like this person has depression and even an eating disorder based on how much she has slimfast
MIssSpaceCadette Yeah, it seems to be between SlimFast and McDonald‘s. Sounds sad.
Pretty obvious
Yeaaa
Also what grown woman eats only a happy meal?
I feel so sorry for the person who wrote this, sounds like she's depressed and has an eating disorder. 😔
Al C lol they were written in 2001, emo days.
phan trash ?? that somehow makes depression or an ed less valid ??
citrus Not really, but most emo people are cranky, dark and depressed based on every emo person I've met. Also I know and have heard of lots of emos that have eating disorders so...
Jayna Warrel this person seemed older and most emos aren't older
citrus
He's just making it more likely.
Just proving the point
this video: *been on my recommendations for a year*
me: JEsuS ChrISt, OKAY, I’ll watch you.
SAMEEE! Always coming up in my recommendation and now I am watching it lol.
Lmaoo same- its just sitting there...and i was bored sooo
Same tho. Finally, the day has come. It’s.. interesting
Same oh my gOD😂
HAHHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAH
the woman seemed to have insomnia. Poor thing, I'm glad she slept well at last in her last entry. Lydia's comment about the her not looking good must have resulted in the heavy slim fast drinking. She might have developed an eating disorder. It's so interesting how many dimension an individual person can have. There's a story behind us all.
Areina that’s what I was thinking! :(
Areina I
Areina That’s a pretty big leap from drinking SlimFast to having an eating disorder.
GingerCat23 not really. Eating disorders can take many forms.
I write a lot of diaries and I love your respect for this woman. You could have gone down the road of laughing at her life but you chose not to. That says a lot about you..And you’re right. We can learn from every person we meet.
try out this if you write a lot of diaries play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.Daydip
Charlotte Dashwood. Best comment.
Charlotte Dashw,ood
So true. I'm surprised by the comments under this video.. glib and missing the deep loving point of this whole thing in the end, and even a surprise for me as well as that great person doing this... It made me cry twice.. and people are making daft 'hey i luv to sleep and eat too!' jokes smh lol anyway thanks for your comment
WHO IS THE RUclipsR? DOES ANYONE KNOW?
I've read a stranger's diary, It was the diary of Anne Frank.
Ethan Clark i read the first pages but it isn't my sort of books so i stopped.
Not technically a stranger.... you know who it is
The only diary ive bought from ebay
.🤣🤣🤣
There’s a book. Why are ya’ll surprised. We had to read it in school.
diary: "went to Walmart, watched the price is right"
her: "i didn't know this was going to be such an emotional roller coaster"
Basically Holly *Starts to cry*
That is how I felt. They had this idea for a video and the diaries were not juicy enough...
**wipes tears**
@@coledelong427 jdkajaj i read this when she said this
Lmaoo
Diary worth 4.95 "im bidding 200$"
Yes, that makes absolutely no sense. You know the funny thing is that the one bringing up the price is the one trying to get rid of it. You can have 2 eBay accounts. So this killed me.
Sorry but it's not 200$ it's $200
Then you can get it easily XD
Jackya Collins um who cares?
*rawr* XD u don’t understand other people were bidding on it and it was $160 not $200
Imagine writing in a diary, putting all your personal thought and then years later a stranger reads them on their RUclips channel for everyone to hear 😂
Sophie Sheffield "I have diarrhea again" lol
I farted in class today in front of my crush and he sniffed it. XD
I've kept a diary since I was 7. My hope is that I'll stay alive even after my death through my writing. I would love for something like this to happen with my thoughts.
Sophie Sheffield that is why i don't write diaries
Sophie Sheffield ikr lmao
*my diary is so dramatic, I'm yelling half the time. Like who dO THEY THINK THEY ARE TAKING MY CORN FLAKES???*
Wilting Rose Same
Same
Wilting Rose marry me please 😂😂
Wilting Rose *T h O s E a R e M y C o R n F l A k E s*
When I was seven I once wrote in my diary saying "OH MY GOSH I CANT BELIEVE HOW MUCH MONEY I HAVE! $1.45!!" And honesty it's still relatable
"slept pretty good on the couch by the fire."
That's so deep somehow. I may start crying.
I thought that line was very powerful somehow.
_Sounds like a moment of peace after a hectic life full of silent suffering…_ to me, at least---
what gives it an extra punch is that it's the last line and we don't know what happened to her after that
I feel like she was anorexic, she drank slimfast almost everyday and she was hurt by the lady who said she doesnt dress well and that her stomach sticks out
wow! inspector sees hint!
Feel like she's a woman
maybe not as obsessed as most anorexics (mostly bc there isn't calorie counting/food logs/weight mentions, etc.) but that could be stuff not mentioned in the video or she had a separate diary for that which she probably threw away or burned if she was recovering
*source: i have anorexia*
Alisa Ascension that's what I thought too
Alisa Ascension ikr
They should make a movie about people buying these Diaries and then it goes into sort of a flashback whenever you read them. and you get to see their life. all interesting things sad heartbreaking happy funny. I think it would make a really good movie. and at the end it's like you learned A Life Lesson and it helps you with the hard times in your life by reading about others throughout the years.
Yes please
In the Philippines (my country)
There is a movie like that but
The owner of the diaries are
The main character's friend
Dorothy Zipprian that would be cool
might get into legal trouble if the person is still alive and found out their diary was on sale and made into a movie without their permission. good idea but not without it's risk.
You should really read A Tale for the Time Being. It's one of my favourite books and it's pretty much how you described the movie. "It's a novel by Ruth Ozeki narrated by two characters, a sixteen-year-old Japanese American girl in Tokyo who keeps a diary, and a Japanese American writer living on an island off British Columbia who finds the diary washed up on shore some time after the 2011 tsunami that devastated Japan." You basically get to read the girl's diary together with the writer as she's trying to figure out who that girl was and if she's okay and alive. It gets pretty deep and sad at some point but also has some heartwarming moments.
It’s Tom Riddle’s diary all over again 😂
Omg yes XD
Yes yes yes yes yes!!!
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Yes!!!
I'm 19 now, I started writing so many things down since I was 13 ish something, because I had absolutely no friends...I started to feel deeply depressed at the age of 14 and it went on for more than four years...I could not write anything about myself but I wrote wierd stuff about madness and the way our universe isn't more than an illusion we've created ourselves...
I ,then, stopped writing but still expressed the THING by drawing (mostly scrawling) ...
And this still continues.
To anyone who reads this,please start writing in a diary,no matter whatever you write will turn into a really precious source of self awareness in 3 years ..start today.
Zi Jing
Completely agree
@@chickpea734 so , do you write?
Btw your username is so cool
Zi Jing
yes i do :)
your not wrong looking back at my old journals is so fun and fulfilling
I've been writing a diary for 26 years. It's quite cathartic to read back.
I think a new trend has just started
Ishan Ali I think its creepy a bit tho.that's personal stuff
Ishan Ali Lets wait for Grav3YardGirl and her aUtHeNtIc 90s DiArY
i see you everywhere
From Trisha's video to this, dude you are everywhere.
Ishan Ali i hope so
I would have liked to see what she wrote on September 11, 2001 just to get her perspective on what happened would be interesting
Kit Kat1215 yes
Kit Kat1215 OMG yes. That would be interesting.
That's my birthday. 2002 though.
Kelli I feel ya. Born the day after.
my mom had labor pains when she heard about 9/11. i wasn't born, but I almost was because she was so stressed and shocked
Imagine if the owner of the diary is watching this
Jetdog thats my sisters diaries.
Sara Baez ya sure
Plot twist: it’s my diary😱😱😱
Sara Baez lmao keep on lying baby
Right? Mine are actually somewhat interesting too...xD
There is murdering in The first diary
Time murdering
Oooffff that person who wrote the diary got roasted
OOOOOF
Big oof
I don’t get it... 😞
Says the person who watches videos like this
her voice is so calming
Vocal fry is not calming.
Kristen Hinde was that worth 160 dollars
She should do a podcast
Freaking annoying shrill u out of ur mind boi
Kristen Hinde ikr
My diary is like an emotional wreck.... she would be in a puddle of tears... 💀 if she shed a few tears just because the woman slept well.
Krispy Kwangsoo bro same. If you read my diary you're gonna think I am emo...when in reality I am not :p
Ugh so much dam emotions, I wish I had none at times...
hi my fellow igot7
honestly sammmeeee
I was thinking the same thing...
Didn’t sleep well again. Watched too much kpop related stuff + any kind of other problems? She would be in tears indeed
makes me wanna write a diary
same
Same
use this app play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.Daydip
Lol I thought your name and pic looked familiar. I like the Life is Strange thing xD
Same
imagine if the person who wrote these watched this
Remember she dieeed
bts' trashcan I really hope they would
BTS YES.....
ARMY!!!!!
Army
was anyone else waiting to hear the lady's thought's on 9/11 or is it just me?
I WAS WAITING FOR THAT
Aayesha Shaik same. I was about to skip forward
Aayesha Shaik me too like everytime she said 2001
Maybe they didn't wanna include the opinion in this vid, because it was somehow controversial
MEEE TOOO
The lady sounds very depressed
S k y exactly or she has a Fatigue disorder!
SassyMegan 101 I was thinking just that too🤧
S k y yah lol
It sounds like the woman goes to Mcdonalds a lot, and then drinks Slimfast for the rest of the day. That does not sound very healthy. She could possibly have severe anxiety as well, and has trouble sleeping and eating. I know this is what happens when I'm anxious.
Rikoe A yeah exactly or she has a fatigue disorder because it didn’t seem like she did much 😢🤔
Those other bidders were probably alternate accounts of the owner just trying to get you to bid higher
Scott Lee yea probably
that’s smart
Scott Lee how can you tell? Just trying to avoid getting scammed!
I would also like to know that!
I can't tell, which is why I said "probably"
*I tried to write in a diary, but I get so much anxiety that someone will read it, even got a lock diary, someone broke the lock*
Lollipop123 its a killer in the house
Dravell Isaac it’s my mom. SHE TOOK MY DOORKNOB OFF
@@dahlballelizabeth7935 That's invading your privacy
I write everyday and I’m completely honest and I learned if someone reads it oh well there now disturbed
Please read more strangers' diary. Its so interesting
Andrea Natanegara good
I kinda feel like this lady was depressed because of Lidya and her comments about her weight
To ALL of those struggling with weight...
You are beautiful just the way you are
I may not not know you but still...
Cuddle Cat thanks so much💖
Your welcome😊😊😊
Thank you so so much ❤️
Thank you
Cuddle Cat im a little overweight and get bullied harshly...thank you♥️♥️
Aw maybe she bought slim fast to be skinnier because Lydia and other people comment on her weight... :(
That’s what I was thinking as well ☹️ especially that one entry that mentions that it’s all she had for breakfast while Lydia had oatmeal.
Yeah that's what I thought as well.
Maybe that's also why she was struggling with her sleeping.. She could of possibly been battling with an eating disorder too.
Just a theory..
:(
Instead of buying McDonald's and watching The Price is Right, she should make something out of her boring and uneventful days and hit the gym instead of guzzling down "slim fast" if she cares so much about her weight.
-tyrese- hitting the gym is expensive. Maybe a little workout at home or something.
but who knows. I won't judge her.
The idea of the slimfast (a protein weight loss product) plus diarrhea in my mind equals anorexia
Idk but it kinda lines up......
i think it was just a middle aged lady who thought the slimfast would help her figure, but ofc she got diarrhea bc she had too much of it, or maybe her body just didn't take it well. nothing in the journal really indicates anorexia at all
I scrolled down too much until I found a comment that brought it up. I wasn't thinking anorexia, but this person seems to have had an eating disorder and also possibly insomnia. Whoever Lydia was, she was not helping her.
Or non-purgative bulimia
@@stonersiren it could be because the girl bodyshaming her too
and also the mean comments about her body
This reminds me of a diary her doctor told her to keep to track her health and sleep patterns.
Tessa That's good thinking!
Why would she write down about somebody telling her she doesnt wear clothes well. Thats not really health related
Matilda Kennedy I would imagine it's just to keep it a bit more interesting for her to be writing it. The doctor would tell her to make a log in a diary, and to feel free writing about her day along with it. When my mom was in a car accident and had to take the insurance company to court she was advised to keep a diary of her pain and how it effected her everyday life.
That’s what I was thinking I think you are right
Tessa probably she sounded kinda depressed or something
This sounds like a large women going through depression and insomnia ☹️ who’s taking care of her elderly dad and dog... poor thing I️ hope she’s doing well now because this sounds a lot like stuff a therapist would suggest keeping track of your day
Tjrmjmc .Hamilton !! Yay
Exactly, I think the therapist only knows she has insomnia but she has the eating disorder too, most of it revolved around her lack of sleep
FinTheHuman i almost never sleep well either, but I don’t have an eating disorder.
dina.nb I didnt say she had an eating disorder *because* she had lack of sleep, I said her therapist probably knew that she had insomnia, but she didnt know about the eating disorder as Im sure no therapist that knew about an eating disorder would allow their patient to continuously drink slimfast. 🙃
"Never once says something mean about someone else."
*thinks of my diary*
my diary from when i was like 7 never had anything nice about anyone. my friends would have been extremely offended if they had read my old diary.
the only times I really write in my diary is for arguments or dreams.
@@n4rutosb4llz loving the profile pic broski
Make this a series*
YEEES!!
YES
Yasss
YESSSS
YASSSSS
It sounds to me like she had a eating disorder. Drinking slim fast everyday. Claudia saying she’s fat. Not sleeping well. But the biggest clue was that when she said all she wanted to do was sleep and eat. I think that because of the feelings I have for myself
Legit Depressed that's what I thought
I didn't think of that but I did find myself asking if she was okay, and thinking she seemed kind of depressed. I hope she's alright.
Diarrhea too, she may have been taking laxatives and stuff like that.
I thought that too
Legit Depressed its Lydia
Can you make reading diaries a series
YES PLEASE.
I AGREE THIS WAS EVERYTHING
C yeesssssssss
Would love this but if it happened eBay would get overrun with super expensive / fake diaries
Watch Bailey Sarians videos of her reading her middle school diary. It’s flippin hilarious
Other people: *writes diary everyday*
Me: *writes diary for a few days* Also me: *forgets to write diary*
Sounds partly like a health journal. She seems to be trying to get healthy or something if she always drank slimfast plus writing down your sleeping and eating habits is a thing people do when they want to improve their lifestyle and health and see if there’s an improvement etc.
explains the diarrhea thing too
Truuu
princessxiaou Noting how you sleep and excessively speaking of pets is a depression thing, and it makes more sense that she only mentions consuming mcdonalds and slimfast if that Lydia character is essentially telling her that shes too fat to wear clothes well.
System 2419 I mean personally I don’t write my sleeping habits or obsess over my dog (as much as I do love him) in my diary but I suppose everyone responds differently to depression. I also got that idea too that she seemed pretty concerned with her self image and the Lydia woman contributed to that. The bad sleeping habits and overall loneliness feeling could relate to depression as well. It could also just be that the journal didn’t have any sort of theme in particular and that she just wrote whatever she felt important to write. Feels kind of strange to analyze a stranger’s lifestyle and mental health to be honest lol
yeah thats so true
“$6 time to up my price” me: go to $8 her: “$60” *spits out tea*
Ariana Skylight the other person probably went higher than 8
buzz feed probably gave her the money anyway lol
Ariana Skylight istg😂😂😂
Ariana Skylight I thought of the same thing
Ends up paying $160 like god damnnn
I've been writing in a journal EVERY. SINGLE. DAY for about 3 years now and I am so glad that I'm not the only one that writes about the most boring things lol. My journal is pretty much the same on most days. Every now and then something juicy will happen, but anyone who reads my journal would have to dig in to find that stuff.
Same. My things are like:
I got a tree in Our school play.
Next day:
I fell off my bike and sh** like that
ive been writing on a diary for 7 years. now i write on the notes app on my phone.
Heather Cutright sell it to me on ebay for 10000000$
Deal?
Can I buy it? lmao
Heather Cutright I only write in my Diary when I have a period or if something big happened.. I just felt like counting how many periods I've ever had in my life, so.. :P I know I'll stop writing that down some day lmfao
“She makes her bed”
*starts crying*
Me: tf 😑
Like really man😂😂
Omg *sniff* how could you not *sniff* get emotional at tha- that part? *sniff* SHE MADE HER BED YOU PEOPLE, THAT👏IS👏AMAZING👏
I mean, it might not be the most riveting or influential thing, but.... I think what made her emotional is that this person is still managing to do the little things and just live and breathe, which can be really hard if you live with depression.
@@ryu1142 i know right. Bunch if retards who don't get it
Ifritoz i
My parents: you better use your own money in a good way
Me:
im shook
69th like here.
While it is sad that she had no one from her family or friends that wanted to keep these, you read them respectfully and I think she would appreciate that you now feel connected to her. It doesn't sound like she lived an incredibly vibrant life so this might be pretty exciting to her "on the other side". Edit: Dear God, I hope no one ever reads my diaries on youtube....
I hope they're *waaaaay* more interesting and worth reading/listening to🙄.
It would be so cool to take these to a handwriting analyzer to find out more about the writer's personality traits. Would LOVE to see that
Meagen Ellis handwriting says nothing about personality ..
Actually, it sure can. There are studies that have been done to prove this. Handwriting can tell a lot about a person, it's actually really neat. Maybe look up the studies sometime! :)
・:*:・゚odessa it also can reflect your current emotional state, if you’re lying, and some Heath problems it’s pretty cool stuff
Meagen Ellis well if handwriting can be analysed to show personality traits I guess it would say I’m one big, disorganised mess.
Aimee Gardner Same! 😂
I write in diary every day but looking back ive only really talked endlessly about my crush, but its a great comfort to me since i cant really talk to anyone about a lot of things so its nice to get it off my chest
The really question is who wasted the more time :
- the lady who wrote her life for 5 years
- the buzzfeed girl who read the diaries
- us who watched it for more than 7 min ?
Sas Sou The girl
Good question
Sas Sou or you who wrote this comment? Or me replying to this comment?? Lol
all of us wasted our time
Sas Sou we all are victims of those words
I can’t believe there aren’t more videos like this out there. Please make more of these! It’s reeeeeally interesting to read
damnit lydia
I'm sorry. I just don't want you guys to make questionable fashion choices, nor get bullied for having them.
Wtf im Lydia 😂🤦♀️
:(
Every Skyrim fan ever
I’m Lydia!
Friday February 9 2001
“All I wanted to do was sleep and eat”
That’s my birthday and that’s what I do
Ummm Ummm my moms too
My birthday is a day before yours! .O.
that’s my birthday too!!
OMG that's my b day also!
18 years old?
Cool
This should be a series, something like....
Strange Ebay Finds or something like that
It's already a series
Is it?
Yeah she's bought other stuff
I think this diary girl was on her 30-40's. (And she has a old father.) If she were younger she'd be more social. Or because she's depressed. She probably had a sleep problem, or had to change her bed. 😅 And i don't think J.J was her relative but her b.f. - ex- husband. If it was her son, she'd love to mention his name opposite of saying J.J. She mentions that J.J didn't call, which made me feel that she's pretty disappointed about it and felt in need to write it down. She lives alone with Micki. If she was living with someone, there'd be a name for sure.
Lydia is someone- maybe her sister- she's NOT in good terms with. Because as Lydia taunts her, she defenses herself back quite good.She probably doesn't like Lydia, but seems like she can avoid to be with her easily. -she mentions about her for once.-
I even got far and looked for her handwriting says about her personality.
Looped L's: having big hopes &dreams for future.
Italic to the right side: Heart-centered personality. Values friends & family. (She cared about his father's newspaper for God's sake! 😅😅)
Heavy pressure: Strong emotions and able to feel things intensely. Can be quick to react.
Retracted t's: disciplined, good worker and self controlled.
Connections of letters: connected. Logical, methodical.
Wera Reanleas Asher
Very interesting! Handwriting (and the words written in it) can tell you sooo much about the life and personality of a total stranger. I find that completely fascinating.
PixieNova yeah i know right? It is an amazing way to discover a person's character
Someone's handwriting has no correlation to personality. RIP
I'm 26 and barely leave the house, never to socialize. Also, both my parents are 68.
Damn you’re good
Dude she was clearly depressed!
I have read two strangers diary’s. One was named Nikki, and the other was named Greg
its a journal not a diary 😤
What about that girl called Anne?
I read a diary by a girl names Georgia
I read a diary about a girl named Nikki too
She's like the new mysterious detective from Buzzfeed
Keep Smile what about the Buzzfeed Unsolved dudes
Boston Terrier ..I think they're not as mysterious as this woman LOL😅
I kinda think she was depressed. :
oxAuthor Alicexo JIMIIINIE
Kim Namjoon NAMJOON-AAHHHH!♡
oxAuthor Alicexo Definitely depressed.
Scthomas Joe Yeah, it's kinda eerie. I don't know what she's like today. Maybe better maybe worse...
ARMYYYYYY
Diary from 100 years must be interesting
Yes
I would buy it.
Exynouz yep
yas
The diary of anne frank is a good read
this vlog is so old but i literally searched for it again. its so satisfying for one person to appreciate what a stranger has gone through even though its not that eventful based on what was written on the diary. thank you.
this makes me wanna start writing fake diaries and sell them online XD
Kat. I like the way u think ;) nah jk
I thought the same thing. Could be a creative writing exercise.
Stop giving me ideas 😂😂😂😂
Kat. That’s what I was thinking
tempted to do this
Would love to see this turned into a series looking at different diaries (maybe from around the world if you can get your hands on them)! and/or comparing two diaries from the same area
Let's hope people from around the world all write their diaries in English, then
Please omg
Ragnhild Larsen Øverli 😂😂😂But true Lol
Yes!! I love that idea
would be dope if people had like ~2 weeks to send their old ones in and it became a series!
This was the best ebay purchase you’ve made! Can you please make this a series?
"and she makes her bed everyday" *starts tearing up*
i don't make my bed ever, so i would also tear up if i managed to do that
I’m pretty sure the bidders are the seller
Reibeiccka Z how can you tell? Just trying to avoid getting scammed!
I mean, in some cases that would make sense, but not every time...
Hannah Banana no one would pay$100 for a diary
There was like 6 diaries
What if this is a health diary
I doubt she would mention her dog and father if it was
Maja Plateis doubt it cause the mention of other characters and dog. Diary is a very personal thing so she Obv feel things and thus the need to write them down. Such as JJ not calling her - she sounds disappointed. Or the dad's newspaper!! like she cared about that lol. so it could be that she have an eating disorder, sleep issues and so on and mental disorders are known to affect daily functioning so like it made sense that this would be what's on her mind most of the time & thus feel the need to write it down. I mean if your day and thoughts consist mostly of your mental disorders, you wouldn't otherwise have much to write about isn't it? It's not like she goes out a ton or had parties and all. and for her, that's just how her life is.
she payed 160$ for a health diary thats so sad
I have digestive problems and it does affect your mental health. It can be very draining. If I write in a journal I sometimes talk about what's going on and how I feel emotionally. It's possible this was a journal with dual purpose.
I hope I don't sound like a downer but it sounds like she might have had an eating disorder (and probably depression along with that). I really hope that she's okay and well though.
Yes it seemed like it
I thought it said she probably passed away
I was thinking the same because that Lydia made a comment about her stomacha nd she kept drinking slimfast and not sleeping. I felt so bad for her, I hope she's doing well
Ary I was the 300th like! Appreciate me.
maybe the reason she got diarrhea was because of her un healthy eating habits and mal-nourishment due to her eating disorder
“I’m starting to get the sense that there will be no murder in this diary.”
This girl is the definition of rash decisions
Too true
The girl who bought the diary or the one who wrote? Because who ever wrote it had just the most boring standard sucking life with nothing exciting and rash about it.
Skrillanosaurus W-Rex I obviously meant the diary writer
Skrillanosaurus W-Rex he's being sarcastic
spritz Berry haha your profile pic goes well to your comment
SHE GOT A HAPPY MEAL-FOR HER DOG **WHEEZE**
Can this be a series now? "I buy random things off EBAY!"
Frenchfriesx there are a couple more vids like this, but I agree they should do a lot more.
It kinda is a series. She bought fart jars, mystery boxes
Frenchfriesx it can be called "Ebay Shenanigans" lmao idk
lol
I think it kind of is.
5:15
Diary: had diarrhea
Her: I’m inspired by this
*wUt?*
Me : Writes about Warriors.
Mom : *Sells it*
Also me : *Uh-*
Reader : *Wat the hecc is wa-*
I think she had depression and that Lydia girl made her drink all of that slimfast but calling her fat and stuff
Maybe she committed suicide it’s just a thought
i was just thinking the same thing, it sounds as if she's having some real problems - i feel really sorry for her.
It kind of sounds like she has depression a little
Magnolia Starr I think the same thing 😕
Magnolia Starr yeah
Yup
Eh, I think it was the way she read it. Believe me, I'd know if she had depression 😉 but i think her anxiety plays such a role that in the way she acts in a average life, she's only analyzing everything to an extent, keeping her awake at night which makes her constantly tired, showing little but some symptoms of depression but mostly in need of bed rest and a companion 🙃
Everybody's depression is different. Saying "I'd know if she had depression" is a little far-fetched, especially considering the limited amount of information about the person we were given. Though, with the information we were given, it isn't wrong to be inclined to say she DID have depression. The (what seems to be) insomnia, how we really only hear about her eating (drinking) Slimfast, and her reliance on her companion (in this case a dog) especially if she was having to take care of an elderly, or possibly sickly father. All signs would point to having depression (though, again, we can't be sure because of how little info we have). I also don't see many signs of anxiety considering how often she went out. I suppose it is up for interpretation, though.
If we can buy this u can buy anything
Let's get Started shall we yeah
you can buy a fart in a jar so
Let's get Started shall we except shane Dawson's underwear
You can buy nothing literally
Let's get Started shall we fart together
This girl is super nice and doesn’t judge she is nice!
I've kept journals since I was 7 or 8, I've always given tons of context in my entries about everything I talk about, my writing has only gotten more detailed over time, so its interesting to see someone write with almost no context. I feel like if someone read my journals they'd easily be able to figure out my name, general age, profession and location after a couple entries. From the way she writes it almost feels like her journal was something she was suggested to do by a psychologist or doctor.
I've been a diary-keeper for a long time also. In the front of my diaries I write my name and the beginning and ending dates. Even if my name weren't in the front, as with your diaries, there's detail and context, a lot of information about myself. If someone really wanted to, they could probably find out who I am/was even without the name in front.
Oh, and I date almost every entry.
holy crap this girl doesn't know how to bid. you don't wanna bid until the last minute as most people don't wanna get outbid so they will up the price just to screw over the other person. wait till the last minute and just pay a dollar more to win
right
Everybody here is concerned with the girls issues but good sir I applaud you for seeing the real issue
So the real issue is the girl's that we don't know problems? Nice one?
eBay has new settings where you can place a maximum bid and eBay will automatically outbid the other person if it's under your maximum.
yes, you put in a high maximum bid within the last few seconds, but you don't just enter 'one dollar more' because the maximum bid of the other person may be higher than that one dollar up and you'll lose.
There’s often a bid war at the last minute with multiple people all using that strategy so it ends up coming down to either who gets their big in last or how much the maximum bid was set for and if the last minute bidders are willing to keep bidding to surpass it. In this case she big so high that everyone else gave up.
THIS SHOULD BE A SERIES
"Hope there are murders in these diaries"
yea tots
“Finally murdered Lydia. Wasn’t caught. Killed her with my car.”
I have a diary. But i always forget to write.
Edit: whoa 50 likes
Edit: 1.5 k like whoa.....
FeatherWhiskers Lmao same
FeatherWhiskers Same 😅😂
I wrote it like once a year lol
I always really want to write in one just because I love the idea of having a written book with my thought of a certain day but I never can, I find it pointless. I still have a journal addiction, I wish one day I can fill at least one journal from front to back
Same :)
had diarrhea again
Didn't sleep well that night. Micky was a pain
I cackled
Drank too much SlimFast. Had diarrhea again.
DonYelle and Diana Omg😭😂😂
Dear Diarrhea,
Makes me want to write in a diary lol. Please have a series of reading diaries!
Casey Hey good idea
yes this aha
Same
Its just like the immense sadness you feel when you finish a beautiful novel with all characters are at peace with their life and they just left you there all alone. You are no longer in their life. It hurts, it really does.
maybe the person that wrote the diary had depression due to lydia and wanted to be skinny so she drank slim fast. her body probably couldn’t react well to slim fast so she had diarrhea
Annie Loves Sherbet my names Lydia 😂😂
and maybe has insomnia because of her depression
listen one person saying something mean one time doesnt give you depression or insomnia thats not how mental illness works and if she had been drinking slim fast a lot then no thats not why she had diarrhea because she would've mentioned it earlier smh
Or what about she just can't sleep very well and likes slim fast? Not everyone has an exciting life
it's just a theory guys