This story has been so much fun to share with you! Can’t wait for Thursday! Let me know any questions you have so far, I definitely found that I have more to talk about after recent conversations in the comments of the last video 💜
@@dawnlovescouture2644 Yes, I have the choice to be a part of any community I want. I do need to live close to the shul so I can walk whenever I choose to attend services. But I also enjoy visiting other communities when I travel. I have never felt unwelcome in any community.
Your story is fantastic .I was a catholic till the age of 16 .I felt just like you did I left ,and 5 years latter became an orthodox jew ,well that was over 40 years ago and thank g-d I married have 8 children, and 12 beautiful Jewish grandchildren .I live in Jerusalem and I am still studying and growing growing every day .keep well .and your story is inspiring
Great video, really informative. As I've mentioned in the comments in the first video, I'm a Protestant Christian who would like to convert to Judaism, whether it's Orthodox, Conservative, Masorti, Reform, Liberal or Kabbalah. One question. I've always felt I have a Jewish Soul. Have you found that other converts to Judaism feel this way ? Shalom ✡️🕎
I love this story - I am a cradle catholic just starting my journey towards Judaism. Thank you so much for sharing your story. What you said in Part1 is exactly how I feel.
What a great story. In many ways, it's like mine. I am happy in the Reform Movement because it completes me. I do go to Orthodox services off and of, but it's not for me. Judaism is so broad that there is room for all of us. On Shabbat, I usually don't text or use media. I don't shop. My life, too, is amazing. I'm glad you added to the rest of your way. Mazel tov on your conversion. I don't keep completely kosher, but I support you on your decision to follow it closely. I'm proud of your choice. I'm happy in Reform and don't plan to change that, but for those who want more Schmier on the bagel, I say: Go for it. Thanks so much for your post. You are a true light for so many!
Amazing story…and very inspirational! I love these types of stories, where you feel connected to Judaism! Even though I’m Jewish, you can take it for granted at times. My father became Chabad (orthodox) when I was 7, and married my stepmother, while my mother stayed non-orthodox; but very Jewish. I had a real pull towards being observant at the age of 9. Even more than 42 years later I still remember the connection and desire I had with Judaism And now I realize that it’s inborn, it’s a part of our souls! Thank you for your story!
I love this! I am a reform convert but I do think that someday, when I am able to move to a community that will allow it, I might pursue an orthodox conversion. I'm much more traditionally observant than most of my fellow Reform Jews already. Love your channel so much
This is the video that inspired me to hit the subscribe button; it’s incredibly inspiring to hear this story. Your commitment and resilience is so heartwarming. You fought your way forward. I’m a Jewish person who has always believed but I haven’t quite found my permanent home. Meaning, I was raised in a conservative community that at the time leaned towards conservadox, we are kosher at home but kosher style out, and we observed all holidays and Shabbat. As an adult I haven’t yet reconciled my beliefs as a woman and my belief in hashem. But I haven’t worked half as a hard to you to find my place. Inspiring story. Thank you for sharing it.
@@jaroffireflies I learn so much and I hope it is not rude that some of my friends and I have started trying to recognize some holidays. We have felt called to not celebrate certain mainstream holidays, but want to enjoy traditions and honor God for all He’s done and does for us. My great great grandfather was Jewish but did not get to raise his son (long, messy story) so no Jewish traditions or educations were passed down. My great grandfather moved his wife and only daughter to america from Germany and my grandmother learned to speak English when she started kindergarten- going home and teach her parents.
Hello, Chana, I hope you are well. I loved the part when you were talking about how different levels of observance can impact relationships, especially when it comes to food, and tying that in with people thinking your are questioning or criticising their Jewish-ness. I can certainly relate to that from both sides. The way I personally see it is that every Jew I meet, regardless of level of observance, is 100% Jewish in my eyes and welcome around my table. Their Judaism may not be a right fit for me but if it is for them and makes them feel closer to G-d, happy, and spiritually fulfilled then who am I to judge?
This is so wonderful to hear your story and for you to share with us this journey. I’m a Catholic and have always held a strong interest in Judaism and have often dipped my toes into what it might take to convert but I always shy away. So happy for you that you have found where you feel meant to be!
It really is amazing what happens when G-d guides us. Everything just falls into place. I am so very sorry you encountered difficult people and upsetting situations. I also know how conversion can be so difficult and emotional. Thank you again for sharing your wonderful story!
Thank you for sharing your frustration, difficulties. I have been on my own journey alone too. Refreshing to hear your story. Really helps me. I have a long way to go in a formal way. 🤗
Love this! Moving is often the biggest stumbling block for folks. I don’t know anyone that converted without moving a couple times. I love that you are going over this!
I respect you & your dual journeys towards religious Judaism!! My mom was raised as a conserva-dox Jew but married my Roman Catholic father who got himself excommunicated by the Church for not raising us as Catholic! My dad converted to Reform Judaism first then followed by conserva-dox second conversion! He made Shabbat after my mom passed away so it was not for her or us alone that he converted twice! Follow your Neshema always! Love Getl Leia KasperKaplan
I also have been gradually taking on more observances over the past few years. Thanks so much for part 2, I love hearing your story. I have issues with anyone saying you’re not really Jewish if your not Orthodox. I think since Judaism is a minority religion we need to support each other the best we can, which you do here in part 2. I think if any comment needs to be made it should just be “she’s not Orthodox” should be clear enough and we certainly don’t want to cause emotional turmoil for others.
Well if you're born Jewish then of course all Jews are equal......if you're a convert (which is a wonderful thing to be, like Rus, Onkelus, Avraham ben Avraham) you are only Jewish is Orthodox just Bec other conversions are not valid .....NOT bec YOU are not valid.
@Tarot & Talmud a person is either Jewish or not Jewish. All good intentions are wonderful but one must be a Jew first. If one thinks they are Jewish can't make it so. Unfortunately all those bodies that are putting forth their brand of Judaism are just rebranding a system they've made up. The foundation beliefs of Judaism are clear cut for millennium. The, other revised versions don't recognize those basis of the religion and have reconstructed things to their liking. All those who have fallen under their guidance are not to be blamed of course, but their conversions are not seen as valid. As you heard chana, this one doesn't think you need to kasher, that one says there's no such thing as mikvah......to pick and choose by what one is in the mood for is not the basis of any Jewish religion or thought.
@Tarot & Talmud you can think what you want and you are always welcome to increase your knowledge and learn about and embrace your heritage, but Judaism only evolves in its interpretation of technology of course, as of it's values, morals, and instrinsic beliefs it never evolves.....that the beauty of heritage and knowing that people before you even died for what the my believed WHEN THEY HAD TO.....even though the true fulfillment of Judaism is to LIVE for it. All other 'sects' unfortunately just adjust what they want to fit their mood......every 40 yr old leader decides how Judaism fits into his schedule and on we go.....how many times have their moods just changed .....with no consistency......just regarding the siddur and just regarding their belief in Israel.
A potential convert must be prepared to accept Torah fully, according to Halacha, or they must not ''convert''. Judaism is not a proselytising religion, it does not seek converts. Nobody needs to become Jewish to ''be saved''. This is why orthodox rabbis initially discourage potential converts because they don't want people converting who are not absolutely serious about being Jewish and living an observant Jewish life. Non-Jews can become Noahides (Righteous Gentiles) and live according to the seven laws of Noah and have a place in the world to come, (Heaven). Noahides are not obliged to keep Shabbos or the Kashrut laws. However, if a non-Jew wishes to become Jewish, then they must do so properly by converting orthodox. One is either Jewish because your mother is Jewish, or because you convert orthodox (Halachically). Anything else does not count, no matter how one feels.
the one Rabbi I’ve ever chatted with was Rabbi Green in Winnipeg. I was 18 when my grandpa passed away, and was so curious about Judaism. Rabbi green spent at least an hour (most likely 2 or 3) answering ALL the questions I had. Being raised Christian, Judaism was an entire new realm to me. But after that conversation, I realized how beautiful Judaism, and really all religions, are in their own way. But especially with Judaism I found everything was/is done with a pure intention. And it is so beautiful. Thank you for sharing your story with us! The more I watch the more I love you hahah. Hope your Sunday is amazing! ❤️❤️
your story is AMAZING! thank you so much for sharing. i could identify so much with what you shared. bless your heart for doing this and helping me on my conversion process too love from Brazil❤
I’ve been waiting for episode 2. What an amazing story. Not something that was easy to do, but so rewarding! I can’t wait for episode 3. Have a great week 🌞
Chana, one thing that struck me is that you had a teachable spirit. You were willing to uproot your life and move into the community as your rabbi suggested. So many people want to have things "their way". I look forward to hearing about your big day. I do see parallels between your journey and mine. As a life long Protestant I felt I was missing something...the Eucharist. Also we had a year long period of study and we were at mass but could not take the Eucharist because we were not Catholic yet. That was hard. Every time I take the Eucharist now I am so grateful for it. It was hard sitting in the pew and watching the "real" Catholics and feeling so left out. But waiting is good, it helps to cement those beliefs.
Loved this part of your story! It's similar to when I first returned to Jewish practice and went to a Conservative shul for a few years. During that time, I was hungry for more. I also started taking on more observances one at a time. Then, I decided to go to the only Orthodox shul in our area, Chabad, and everything started falling into place! It's amazing that you are sharing your journey! You give confidence to those on their own journey. And, of course, it helps us to know you better! Thank you for sharing! Looking forward to part 3!
Your conversion is within you. Not who or around you . The world can fall apart and you don't ,because you stand by the creator law and your relationship with him. Im happy you found your way to be happy. Your very lovely.
When you said about how folks take it personal when you make a choice different from them: as a vegan that is a MOOD. Folks get bent out of shape about me being vegan and I just want to eat in peace. I have no idea why I like your videos so much (not Jewish, no plans to convert, but your videos make me happy).
Love your channel Chana! And your conversion videos are so honest and I'm sure a great help to others thinking of converting.The joy that you've found as a Jew in so infectious! Welcome to the tribe! ♥️
Hi Chana, this journey with you has been so interesting... I have always tried to observe any traditions that my father wanted as he grew up in a Jewish household...he was fostered in the late 1920s in London by a Jewish family... so we had a very different upbringing to many of our friends, he always explained why things were done a certain way and loved the Jewish aspect of his life.this was helpful when I did my Dental training as I worked in a mainly Jewish staffed Dental School(then in the 1970s) as I understood why things were done a certain way... When he passed I contacted the local Rabbi to ask what to do for him, and followed his suggestions, which I found very comforting. I'm looking forward to hearing part 3...
Thank you so much for sharing part of your story with us! SO interesting! I am glad you find peace in getting advice from the rabbi. May your father's memory be a blessing.
I'm so glad you found such a level of support. I left catholicism in my teens, and tried really hard to be an xtian in other sects, which didn't work. I feel you. I did not go your path, but went my own, and it's been a path.
Thank you! To answer your question… most Hasidic women tend to wear colors kore like black or navy. It’s traditional / customary though as far as I know and not a prohibition (ie against Jewish law).
Thank you for this series of videos Chana! You’re very good at putting words on your emotions and describing your journey, which I know from experience is not the easiest thing to do! I recognize so many of the emotions I felt throughout my own conversion (to Islam for me), the enthusiasm and eagerness to learn, the frustration of not progressing as fast as we would have liked, and especially the happiness and warmth you feel in your heart as you get closer to God and find your way. As you say, the conversion process is definitely a very hard thing emotionally speaking but it is SO worth it, I can see from your bright smile and radiant face that you definitely are where you belong, and that could not make me happier for you 🥰
Thank you so much for your kind words! You are such a lovely person :) Is it hard to convert to Islam? Is it a whole process like in Judaism? For some reason, I thought it would be easier. But I don't know :)
@@jaroffireflies thank you very much! No you are right it is far from being as hard (as far as converting to Sunni Islam is concerned at least), the only thing you have to do is pronounce your shahada (a phrase that says that you attest there is no god but Allah and that Muhammad - peace be upon him - is His Messenger) in front of two witnesses, and it doesn’t have to take place in a mosque and an imam doesn’t have to be involved (that’s the religious opinion I follow, some think you don’t even need witnesses). Then you take a ritual bath we call ghusl to be considered fully converted. It’s just that at some point I know that I will have to confirm that in front of an imam so I can get a certificate attesting that I am now a Muslim who can be buried as such and can go to Hajj (the « big » pilgrimage which is one of the 5 pillars of Islam), but my conversion is valid even if I don’t get the certificate, that part is administrative basically. The technical process is far from being as long and hard as converting to Judaism but the emotional process is similar for most people I guess, at least it was to me! It took me years to learn about Islam, about how to practice my religion correctly (and I will be learning my whole life), I did it a bit like you, one step at a time to really get the meaning of things, and it took me 2 whole years to even be ready to pronounce my shahada 😅 It’s also very hard to enter a new community and leave your old one behind as you know, even though thank God my family was very supportive. Getting to know more Muslims was actually the hardest part for me, as we tend not to be so organized as a community as Jews are, which is something I love about the Jewish community, this cohesion is really beautiful to see! Thank you very much for asking, I hope my answer wasn’t too much 😂😭
Wow that was a lot but very interesting. Thank goodness that you found what you were looking for. I will be watching the third part next time. Take care.
It's fascinating how little they taught you about certain mitzvot during your reform conversion. It makes me wonder what were they teaching you? Glad you ended up finding what is right for you and Rabbis that could actually answer your questions. I am converting conservative right now in NYC and it's great. Wonder if the reform conversion is any different nowadays.
Your story is amazing! I converted Conservative 2 & a half years ago. I took on a similar path of observance. I recently came to the realization not unlike yourself. Yes it is devastating. My husband won't convert Orthodox and so I am essentially "stuck". I love the way you decided to "fix" this. You and your family, and channel have been such a blessing to me. Thank you for sharing!💖
I am so sorry about your situation! That sounds like a very difficult place to be. I love that you are putting family first though! Thank you so much for your kind words!
@@MartianInDisguise The Othordox think they are holy because of all the laws they keep. Conservatives keep some laws but not to the extent of the Orthodox. Just my observation.
@Tarot & Talmud I agree with you. I'm sort of semi secular at the moment, and it saddens me that we aren't more united as a people, you know? Why should I be more accepted than someone who is very observant but was born into a non Jewish family? The matrilineal vs patrilineal thing really isolates people as well, which is sad: I've been thinking about that a lot because I've been reading a book called "Jew(ish) by Matt Greene, about his experiences as a Jewish father of a "non Jewish" son. It's written with quite dry humour, but I have a feeling it wouldn't be considered a kosher book. I don't agree with the reasons usually given why a person who converted through Reform (or equivalents) isn't Jewish: they're just a different kind of Jewish and often a convert will be way more observant than someone like me, who has had long periods in my life of not seeing the inside of a shul and feeling bad for forgetting it's Shabbes .. like right now...so I'd better go as I've had a sudden urge to at least take a break and enjoy the peace that will bring. It's a personal choice how observant anyone decides to be and although I have found a lot of comfort during very difficult times through strict observance, I was never under any illusion that it made me a better person, or any more Jewish than people who were secular, for example. It's a weird one, absolutely: some people get so riled up about things, don't they, but isn't that loshen hora? More recently I heard that the Reform movement in the UK have had some success in helping Reform converts make Aliyah, so that's good to hear. Anyway wishing all who read this a good Shabbes, no matter how observant you are 💜
Your story is so awesome! I also left the Catholic Church but for a more evangelical/orthodox Christian view. I know we’re all on our own faith journeys and I love everyone where they are, but I find so much respect for those who are orthodox. I’ve always felt in my heart that if I’m to believe in something I want to believe it all to the best of my ability (we’ll never be perfect) and not settle for some milk toast version of it. When we open our hearts to God’s desires he will shape and mold us in such beautiful ways. ❤️🙏🏻
Chana! Thank you so much for sharing your story ❤. I finished my conservative conversion this year and I definitely understand the pull to deeper observance. I started dressing more modestly and experimenting with head covering.
I've started having what I call a digital detox on Shabbat. No internet, no whatsapp etc...I take the time to relax, read, maybe watch a dvd I wanted to see without distraction. I really enjoy it, in fact I look forward to it all week. I've even started lighting candles on a Menorah on a Friday night and using them as a meditation aid.
This is such a cool story. I’m not Jewish at all but my friends growing up were all Jewish, I’m fascinated by Judaism and always have been and I really just love hearing about how this all unfolded for you. I lived in a suburb where it was possibly Hasidic Jew, if not very orthodox, and every Saturday morning I would see loads of Jewish men walking towards the synagogue. The strange thing is… I often got asked when I was out and about if I was Jewish and it would happen A LOT! people would ask me in both Hebrew and Russian all the time if I am and I of course would say no. I have no idea if it was because it was just that side of town that they would ask or if it was something about me. Thanks for sharing your story.
I can hear the pain and frustration in your voice as you talk about some of your experiences. It’s so clear how devoted you were to becoming/being Jewish. I did not know that a reform conversion wasn’t an actual conversion. 💜
Yes, unfortunately Reform conversion is not Halachic conversion so many people end up converting again, or their children need to convert later in life because they became more religious and then found out that they weren’t actually Jewish. It’s very sad.
I have to strongly disagree with this statement. Reform conversion definitely makes you Jewish. I converted Reform in the UK. I am every bit as Jewish as you are. It really annoys and upsets me when I hear this attitude towards other forms of Judaism. Orthodox may be your path. It does not make you a better Jew than those of us who chose a different one.
Loving this series. Wow your conversion journey is an epic adventure. As soon as you mentioned the rabbi who listened to your needs and made a new plan I was cheering for joy for you. Looking forward to the next installment of your journey. How did your non-Jewish friends and family take to everything you were going through during that time or did you mainly have Jewish friends at this point? Great video always :) Thank you for sharing.
Thank you!!! Yes, I definitely had Jewish friends at this point. I still had friends from before I started this journey as well as friends from the Reform synagogue. One things my friends told me, is that even though I changed this huge thing about my life and the way I eat and dress etc, I was still me, meaning my essence / personality / self whatever you want to call it, had not changed. I thought that was a really good thing :)
I am listening to your story and identifying so much but I’m also in my mid 60s so I’m not changing at this point plus my husband is also a non-practicing Catholic so conversion is not for us but I love your story. I watched another video with your husband in it and you 2 seem like a well-matched couple, who happen to be in love ❤
I completely related it I was born Jewish but grow up non religious. I did Teshuva and the process is like you very hard very emotional.noting easy,have to change my all life.the moving,kosher, Tzinut,ect ...But nothing impossible for Hashem.🥰🙏
What an amazing stort. I need to find your video where you discuss your decision to become Jewish initially. Just a parenthetical statement. You discuss the impact of changing your food choices. I have long felt that the laws of kashrut have this tremendous power that is not acknowledged by less observant Jews. They are much more than picayune details!
its great story . congration . l convert to judaism since 2010 but Unfortunately there is no rabbi or jewish comunity in my region . thanks for share your beatiful conversion .
Oh wow, makes perfect sense now! That's what is also steering me towards orthodoxy rather than reform. I feel like i need that structure of the orthodox observance, does that make sense?
Thank you for these videos! I’ve been questioning my faith for so long now. Born and raised Baptist but there is so much that doesn’t feel right. I’ve always struggled with the horrible things people do to each other in the name of religion (homophobia is a big one!) and have felt wrong for a while now. I’ve considered just dropping religion entirely and go the atheist route, but that seems wrong too. I’m considering conversion to Reform Judaism but still uncertain because I don’t want to do it for the wrong reasons. The whole “this looks cool” kind of thing. I’ve been fascinated with Jewish culture for a while too (explains why I’m binge watching your channel lol) but still hesitant. Anyway, sorry this is going on too long but I really appreciate your videos! I didn’t know that there were different “denominations” of Judaism and had found Orthodox not my cup of tea, so I had been even more hesitant, but your videos have definitely encouraged me to do more research!
I’m so glad you’re enjoying my videos and it’s helping you to see a side of Judaism you hadn’t thought was there :) I hope you are able to find your spiritual home soon!
@@jaroffireflies thank you 🙏 no matter what route I go down it is always so enlightening to expand my knowledge on other people’s faiths. If people took the time to do that I think the world would be a better place.
Hi Chana, what a wonderful second part, I can’t wait for part three! Being a non-Jew and enjoying social events with my Orthodox friends has never been a problem, fortunately! I am happy to eat at a Kosher restaurant, and luckily there are several in my area. If one of my friends comes to my house, they will drink my bottled water or eat something that’s kosher and wrapped, like a piece of chocolate, but if I go to their house, I will share their food! Sometimes I will take a dessert to them if I can. Do you eat normal kosher dairy or Chalav Yisrael?
I’m really sorry that you had to go through hard times because of insensitive people. I want to tell you that, to me, most converts I know are incredible people. I think you guys are better Jews than Jews. I also realize that it can be very hard to “join” the Jewish people, because there are cultural differences that have nothing to do with Judaism. My heart goes out to all struggling converts, if you can hear me, I want to say, I get your struggles.
Really interesting. Orthodox conversion here is very hard. Friends of mine had to go live with a Jewish family for 6 months. In London. That is so expensive and impossible if you have kids or are disabled. I'm told it takes about 3-4 years.
Britain definitely has the most stringent conversion standards. Europe is difficult. However, the Rav I worked with in the US also required me to live with a family. I cannot stress the importance of this. It is where you learn that Judaism is not just a religion, it’s a way of life and the Jewish home is very different.
Friends with children have found this requirement very hard, especially with disabilities. And adults with disabilities. I don't know how the LBD solved it
May I ask what books did you read, other than "The Secret of Jewish Feminity," or could you recommend some books that helped you along the path you were on? One of my favorites has been, "Living Judaism," by Rabbi Wayne Dosick (this book has remained with me since I was a teenager and when I started to explore Judaism). Thank you!
If you are asking about my orthodox conversion, I remember studying the 13 principles, the Gates of Repentance, and a book about how to keep kosher. It’s been a while, sorry I don’t remember much!
Shalom, and welcome to the tribe, a few years to late. I see you are out of Dallas, I would love to know what Shul you are associated with. I am looking for a Jewish home and only find he reform temples, and that is not what I am looking for. I am Orthodox, but my education was Orthodox.
Hi Mara! There are many choices for a shul in Dallas. Ohr Hatorah is the biggest. There is also Toras Chaim and Ohev Shalom. Young Israel is the Sephardi shul. Shaare Tefilla is the modern orthodox shul. There’s also Chabad of Dallas as well. Hope that helps!
U have such an amazing story, I am waiting to watch the last video then I want to share it with my teen daughters. There is so much that people can learn from u. loving the ger (convert) is one of the big mitzvot in the torah, so I was upset to hear that not everyone showed u all the love that u truly deserve 💜💜💜
The attitudes of some Reform clergy is so frustrating and I am so sad for that part of your journey. When I was in high school I wanted to go with my friend to prom my junior year but it was on Shavuot. When my father asked about why they scheduled such a big event on an observant Jewish holiday he was told they had called a local Reform Rabbi who told them it wasn’t a big deal. My dad is a Cantor/Hazzan raised in the Traditional/Modern Orthodox movement. He gave them his business card and told them to call him next time they have questions about Judaism.
@@jaroffireflies I am glad you were able to find the place where you feel comfortable. I enjoy your watching your videos as a homeschooling Jewish mom always striving for "more".
I have been trying to learn more about koshering the kitchen etc. as well, would love to know more about some of your sources and if there are scriptures that support the details too?
I have a few videos about my kitchen, here is a kitchen tour: ruclips.net/video/4jAL4JP9E0I/видео.html and here is a video of us kashering our kitchen for Passover: ruclips.net/video/uwRJkjbYGKE/видео.html Enjoy!
Hey Chana, your story is so interesting and beautiful, I was actually wondering if you've ever reconnected with that six year old Jewish friend you had mentioned in the last video
I have not. We moved away from that house a couple years later, and it was over a decade before I started my conversion process with pursuing a Reform Jewish conversion.
Hi, thank you so much, can you maybe collaborate a bit more on what subjects you had to study for conversion? Like the 13 attributes of....? How long did the orthodox conversion from start to finish lasted?
I’m going to talk a bit about this in a video next week, but I was learning fundamentals like the 13 principles as well as practical like how to keep kosher and Shabbat. My conversion was just over a year, from the time I started to finished. Maybe like a year and a few months? But the process started years before as I learned on my own. It’s different for everyone.
Wow!! Your story is so amazing!! How were your parents doing with all of this? Just curious do you remember what the name of the rabbi from Detroit was?
Thank you so much! Great questions! My parents were fine with me becoming more religious (as fine as they could be with me not being Catholic of course), it was such a slow gradual process over so many years. I do remember the name of the rabbi from Detroit, but out of respect for his privacy (and others I talk about in this story) I am not mentioning any names.
@@jaroffireflies I understand just was curious if it was one of the Rabbi's on my bet din😍 I really appreciate all your videos you really brighten my week!!
I have started the process but during covid in Canada things have come to a halt except emails and calls. Been very hard but I keep moving along. I was born and raised a Christian but didn't like the way the faith was going. A long story with my family but my Dad was amazing pushing me along. My Great Grandmother, my Grandfather and my Dad were Jewish but no one talked about it until I told Dad what I was doing. He said he knew I didn't want to follow my Mother's faith. Dad was a very religious person but practiced with my Grandfather. The Jewish faith as there were few Jews where we lived when I was young. He hoped I would feel closer to G-d following my Great Grandmothers faith. He passed during this process and I made sure he has a star with him when we sent him to G-d. Now that I look back our house was a duality. Friday was a day for family and certain dishes and was mostly Jewish but Sunday was a Christian Day.
Thank you for sharing more of your story. May I ask though: How did you come to not believe anymore what you had grown up believing (or had been raised with)? Rather, how did you decide to not believe in the New Testament, and the central tenet of Christianity? (I apologize if this is an insensitive question. I am truly wondering about how someone un-believes, or shifts their whole belief system.)
Not Jewish but certainly religious. Your conversion story sounds like many others I have heard. I always think they are beautiful stories. It is always exciting to me when someone finds what brings them closer to God.
Chana, I watched one of your older videos about making doughnuts and I was just wondering of you know anything about the Katz Co. It is a jewish bakery out of Mountainville NY and they have the best doughnut I have ever tasted that is gluten free. I have been gluten free for about 25 yrs. And back then it was hard to find anything that was gluten free and if you did it cost two arms and a leg. And lets not go into the taste. It was BAD!!! This bakery has VERY GOOD doughnut and bakery items that are not bad in cost. And they do have two day shipping with freezer packs to keep everything frozen and good. If you order so much, shipping is free. You might want to give them a look, they are online. GOD Bless.
Wonderful! I have a question, if you want to share, what did you do about leaving the Reform community? Did you have a discussion with your Rabbi or anyone? Or did you just leave?
Great question! I did sit down with my rabbi (the one who did my Reform conversion) and have a discussion with him about it. He said he saw it coming from day one LOL
This story has been so much fun to share with you! Can’t wait for Thursday! Let me know any questions you have so far, I definitely found that I have more to talk about after recent conversations in the comments of the last video 💜
One question, for now! 😁. Did you have a choice of Orthodox synagogues to be a part of, and how did you come to your specific community?
@@dawnlovescouture2644 Yes, I have the choice to be a part of any community I want. I do need to live close to the shul so I can walk whenever I choose to attend services. But I also enjoy visiting other communities when I travel. I have never felt unwelcome in any community.
Your story is fantastic .I was a catholic till the age of 16 .I felt just like you did I left ,and 5 years latter became an orthodox jew ,well that was over 40 years ago and thank g-d I married have 8 children, and 12 beautiful Jewish grandchildren .I live in Jerusalem and I am still studying and growing growing every day .keep well .and your story is inspiring
@@peterdalyy3542 amazing! Thank you so much for sharing your story! Wow!
Great video, really informative. As I've mentioned in the comments in the first video, I'm a Protestant Christian who would like to convert to Judaism, whether it's Orthodox, Conservative, Masorti, Reform, Liberal or Kabbalah. One question. I've always felt I have a Jewish Soul. Have you found that other converts to Judaism feel this way ? Shalom ✡️🕎
I love this story - I am a cradle catholic just starting my journey towards Judaism. Thank you so much for sharing your story. What you said in Part1 is exactly how I feel.
I’m so glad you enjoyed this! Good luck on your journey!
What a great story. In many ways, it's like mine. I am happy in the Reform Movement because it completes me. I do go to Orthodox services off and of, but it's not for me. Judaism is so broad that there is room for all of us. On Shabbat, I usually don't text or use media. I don't shop. My life, too, is amazing. I'm glad you added to the rest of your way. Mazel tov on your conversion. I don't keep completely kosher, but I support you on your decision to follow it closely. I'm proud of your choice. I'm happy in Reform and don't plan to change that, but for those who want more Schmier on the bagel, I say: Go for it. Thanks so much for your post. You are a true light for so many!
Amazing story…and very inspirational! I love these types of stories, where you feel connected to Judaism! Even though I’m Jewish, you can take it for granted at times. My father became Chabad (orthodox) when I was 7, and married my stepmother, while my mother stayed non-orthodox; but very Jewish. I had a real pull towards being observant at the age of 9. Even more than 42 years later I still remember the connection and desire I had with Judaism And now I realize that it’s inborn, it’s a part of our souls! Thank you for your story!
Oh wow Chanie thank you so much for sharing part of your story!
I love this! I am a reform convert but I do think that someday, when I am able to move to a community that will allow it, I might pursue an orthodox conversion. I'm much more traditionally observant than most of my fellow Reform Jews already. Love your channel so much
Thank you for sharing part of your story! Wishing you all the best on your journey! Sounds similar to mine :)
This is the video that inspired me to hit the subscribe button; it’s incredibly inspiring to hear this story. Your commitment and resilience is so heartwarming. You fought your way forward. I’m a Jewish person who has always believed but I haven’t quite found my permanent home. Meaning, I was raised in a conservative community that at the time leaned towards conservadox, we are kosher at home but kosher style out, and we observed all holidays and Shabbat. As an adult I haven’t yet reconciled my beliefs as a woman and my belief in hashem. But I haven’t worked half as a hard to you to find my place. Inspiring story. Thank you for sharing it.
Thank you for your lovely comment and for subscribing ❤️❤️❤️
Looking forward to hearing the rest of your conversion story… so exciting
Thank you!
I’m a follower of Jesus the Christ but I love following your journey, and your family through RUclips. Thank you for openly sharing your life with us.
You are so welcome 💜 thanks for being here
@@jaroffireflies I learn so much and I hope it is not rude that some of my friends and I have started trying to recognize some holidays. We have felt called to not celebrate certain mainstream holidays, but want to enjoy traditions and honor God for all He’s done and does for us. My great great grandfather was Jewish but did not get to raise his son (long, messy story) so no Jewish traditions or educations were passed down. My great grandfather moved his wife and only daughter to america from Germany and my grandmother learned to speak English when she started kindergarten- going home and teach her parents.
@@PrayerfullyBlessedMamawhy wouldn't you just convert? I can't really celebrate Jewish holidays and not be Jewish that's cultural appropriation.
Hello, Chana, I hope you are well. I loved the part when you were talking about how different levels of observance can impact relationships, especially when it comes to food, and tying that in with people thinking your are questioning or criticising their Jewish-ness. I can certainly relate to that from both sides. The way I personally see it is that every Jew I meet, regardless of level of observance, is 100% Jewish in my eyes and welcome around my table. Their Judaism may not be a right fit for me but if it is for them and makes them feel closer to G-d, happy, and spiritually fulfilled then who am I to judge?
I totally agree with you! No one is less Jewish or more Jewish because of anything they do or don't do. We are all just Jews :)
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@@jaroffireflies would you doven in a non-Orthodox shul? would you eat in a non-Orthodox house Would you let your child marry a R or C convert?
“I’m pretty sure there’s more involved there … like a blowtorch” 🤣 I love your sense of humor in your videos!
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This is so wonderful to hear your story and for you to share with us this journey. I’m a Catholic and have always held a strong interest in Judaism and have often dipped my toes into what it might take to convert but I always shy away. So happy for you that you have found where you feel meant to be!
It really is amazing what happens when G-d guides us. Everything just falls into place. I am so very sorry you encountered difficult people and upsetting situations. I also know how conversion can be so difficult and emotional. Thank you again for sharing your wonderful story!
Thank you so much for your kind and encouraging words! You are so welcome :) Thank you for watching!
You are an amazing storyteller. I am binge watching your videos. So informative and entertaining. Thank you!
Thank you for sharing your frustration, difficulties.
I have been on my own journey alone too.
Refreshing to hear your story. Really helps me. I have a long way to go in a formal way. 🤗
Love this! Moving is often the biggest stumbling block for folks. I don’t know anyone that converted without moving a couple times. I love that you are going over this!
Being in a community is definitely an important part of it! Thanks for the encouraging words!
A really beautiful video and an amazing journey. I love how you moved into Orthodox Judaism so gradually and organically. :)
Thank you 😊
I have lived my life quietly as a Jew. I at a later stage of life, want to express myself more openly. KEEP UP THE EXCELLENT PRESENTATIONS!!!
So you have not converted? You're not a Jew then.
I want to apologize. I did practice Judaism but did not convert. I am now jin the process of a Reform conversion.
So Interesting and shared with such clarity - a joy to watch. Really looking forward to Part 3👌🌟😍
Thank you so much! So glad you are enjoying!
I respect you & your dual journeys towards religious Judaism!! My mom was raised as a conserva-dox Jew but married my Roman Catholic father who got himself excommunicated by the Church for not raising us as Catholic! My dad converted to Reform Judaism first then followed by conserva-dox second conversion! He made Shabbat after my mom passed away so it was not for her or us alone that he converted twice! Follow your Neshema always!
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I also have been gradually taking on more observances over the past few years. Thanks so much for part 2, I love hearing your story. I have issues with anyone saying you’re not really Jewish if your not Orthodox. I think since Judaism is a minority religion we need to support each other the best we can, which you do here in part 2. I think if any comment needs to be made it should just be “she’s not Orthodox” should be clear enough and we certainly don’t want to cause emotional turmoil for others.
There are many different kinds of Jews and no one is less or more Jewish based on observance :) That’s my two cents :)
Well if you're born Jewish then of course all Jews are equal......if you're a convert (which is a wonderful thing to be, like Rus, Onkelus, Avraham ben Avraham) you are only Jewish is Orthodox just Bec other conversions are not valid .....NOT bec YOU are not valid.
@Tarot & Talmud a person is either Jewish or not Jewish. All good intentions are wonderful but one must be a Jew first. If one thinks they are Jewish can't make it so. Unfortunately all those bodies that are putting forth their brand of Judaism are just rebranding a system they've made up. The foundation beliefs of Judaism are clear cut for millennium. The, other revised versions don't recognize those basis of the religion and have reconstructed things to their liking. All those who have fallen under their guidance are not to be blamed of course, but their conversions are not seen as valid. As you heard chana, this one doesn't think you need to kasher, that one says there's no such thing as mikvah......to pick and choose by what one is in the mood for is not the basis of any Jewish religion or thought.
@Tarot & Talmud you can think what you want and you are always welcome to increase your knowledge and learn about and embrace your heritage, but Judaism only evolves in its interpretation of technology of course, as of it's values, morals, and instrinsic beliefs it never evolves.....that the beauty of heritage and knowing that people before you even died for what the my believed WHEN THEY HAD TO.....even though the true fulfillment of Judaism is to LIVE for it. All other 'sects' unfortunately just adjust what they want to fit their mood......every 40 yr old leader decides how Judaism fits into his schedule and on we go.....how many times have their moods just changed .....with no consistency......just regarding the siddur and just regarding their belief in Israel.
A potential convert must be prepared to accept Torah fully, according to Halacha, or they must not ''convert''. Judaism is not a proselytising religion, it does not seek converts. Nobody needs to become Jewish to ''be saved''. This is why orthodox rabbis initially discourage potential converts because they don't want people converting who are not absolutely serious about being Jewish and living an observant Jewish life. Non-Jews can become Noahides (Righteous Gentiles) and live according to the seven laws of Noah and have a place in the world to come, (Heaven). Noahides are not obliged to keep Shabbos or the Kashrut laws. However, if a non-Jew wishes to become Jewish, then they must do so properly by converting orthodox. One is either Jewish because your mother is Jewish, or because you convert orthodox (Halachically). Anything else does not count, no matter how one feels.
the one Rabbi I’ve ever chatted with was Rabbi Green in Winnipeg. I was 18 when my grandpa passed away, and was so curious about Judaism. Rabbi green spent at least an hour (most likely 2 or 3) answering ALL the questions I had. Being raised Christian, Judaism was an entire new realm to me. But after that conversation, I realized how beautiful Judaism, and really all religions, are in their own way. But especially with Judaism I found everything was/is done with a pure intention. And it is so beautiful. Thank you for sharing your story with us! The more I watch the more I love you hahah. Hope your Sunday is amazing! ❤️❤️
your story is AMAZING! thank you so much for sharing. i could identify so much with what you shared. bless your heart for doing this and helping me on my conversion process too love from Brazil❤
I absolutely love your videos. I'm doing the exact same way of converting.
So glad you are enjoying!
I’ve been waiting for episode 2. What an amazing story. Not something that was easy to do, but so rewarding! I can’t wait for episode 3. Have a great week 🌞
So glad you enjoyed this! I am really enjoying getting to share it with y'all :)
Chana, one thing that struck me is that you had a teachable spirit. You were willing to uproot your life and move into the community as your rabbi suggested. So many people want to have things "their way". I look forward to hearing about your big day. I do see parallels between your journey and mine. As a life long Protestant I felt I was missing something...the Eucharist. Also we had a year long period of study and we were at mass but could not take the Eucharist because we were not Catholic yet. That was hard. Every time I take the Eucharist now I am so grateful for it. It was hard sitting in the pew and watching the "real" Catholics and feeling so left out. But waiting is good, it helps to cement those beliefs.
I love that! You are so right, we have many parallels! Thank you for sharing more of your beautiful story with me!
What a beautiful story, can’t wait for part 3.
Thank you!
Thank you so much for sharing your process. From just keeping the holidays, I am moving towards an orthodox life style and again, you are inspiring.
Thank you and good luck in your journey!
Loved this part of your story! It's similar to when I first returned to Jewish practice and went to a Conservative shul for a few years. During that time, I was hungry for more. I also started taking on more observances one at a time. Then, I decided to go to the only Orthodox shul in our area, Chabad, and everything started falling into place!
It's amazing that you are sharing your journey! You give confidence to those on their own journey. And, of course, it helps us to know you better! Thank you for sharing!
Looking forward to part 3!
Thank you so much for your kind words (as always!). I love this part of your story, about finding your place :) Thank you for sharing!
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Your conversion is within you. Not who or around you . The world can fall apart and you don't ,because you stand by the creator law and your relationship with him. Im happy you found your way to be happy. Your very lovely.
When you said about how folks take it personal when you make a choice different from them: as a vegan that is a MOOD. Folks get bent out of shape about me being vegan and I just want to eat in peace.
I have no idea why I like your videos so much (not Jewish, no plans to convert, but your videos make me happy).
Love your channel Chana! And your conversion videos are so honest and I'm sure a great help to others thinking of converting.The joy that you've found as a Jew in so infectious! Welcome to the tribe! ♥️
Thank you so much Judy! 💜
Hi Chana, this journey with you has been so interesting... I have always tried to observe any traditions that my father wanted as he grew up in a Jewish household...he was fostered in the late 1920s in London by a Jewish family... so we had a very different upbringing to many of our friends, he always explained why things were done a certain way and loved the Jewish aspect of his life.this was helpful when I did my Dental training as I worked in a mainly Jewish staffed Dental School(then in the 1970s) as I understood why things were done a certain way... When he passed I contacted the local Rabbi to ask what to do for him, and followed his suggestions, which I found very comforting. I'm looking forward to hearing part 3...
Thank you so much for sharing part of your story with us! SO interesting! I am glad you find peace in getting advice from the rabbi. May your father's memory be a blessing.
I was watching this for the 2nd time I have decided, to convert takes bravery. I salute you. You have no idea how much you videos means to me.
Thank you so much, that means so much!
I am loving this short series about your conversion! You give me hope! ❤️
Thank you so much for your kind and uplifting words! I am so glad you are enjoying this series :)
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@@sarahgreene1448 No, I do not.
This video has made me so emotional 😭. I guess I know the feeling even though I’m not there yet. I’m happy for you. BH’
Thank you!
"Like a blow torch". Love it. xo
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I'm so glad you found such a level of support. I left catholicism in my teens, and tried really hard to be an xtian in other sects, which didn't work. I feel you. I did not go your path, but went my own, and it's been a path.
Loving your journey
I'm not an anything in particular but just love to know what people do. Can strickt Jewish ladies wear bright colours❤
Thank you! To answer your question… most Hasidic women tend to wear colors kore like black or navy. It’s traditional / customary though as far as I know and not a prohibition (ie against Jewish law).
Thank you for this series of videos Chana! You’re very good at putting words on your emotions and describing your journey, which I know from experience is not the easiest thing to do!
I recognize so many of the emotions I felt throughout my own conversion (to Islam for me), the enthusiasm and eagerness to learn, the frustration of not progressing as fast as we would have liked, and especially the happiness and warmth you feel in your heart as you get closer to God and find your way.
As you say, the conversion process is definitely a very hard thing emotionally speaking but it is SO worth it, I can see from your bright smile and radiant face that you definitely are where you belong, and that could not make me happier for you 🥰
Thank you so much for your kind words! You are such a lovely person :) Is it hard to convert to Islam? Is it a whole process like in Judaism? For some reason, I thought it would be easier. But I don't know :)
@@jaroffireflies thank you very much! No you are right it is far from being as hard (as far as converting to Sunni Islam is concerned at least), the only thing you have to do is pronounce your shahada (a phrase that says that you attest there is no god but Allah and that Muhammad - peace be upon him - is His Messenger) in front of two witnesses, and it doesn’t have to take place in a mosque and an imam doesn’t have to be involved (that’s the religious opinion I follow, some think you don’t even need witnesses). Then you take a ritual bath we call ghusl to be considered fully converted.
It’s just that at some point I know that I will have to confirm that in front of an imam so I can get a certificate attesting that I am now a Muslim who can be buried as such and can go to Hajj (the « big » pilgrimage which is one of the 5 pillars of Islam), but my conversion is valid even if I don’t get the certificate, that part is administrative basically.
The technical process is far from being as long and hard as converting to Judaism but the emotional process is similar for most people I guess, at least it was to me! It took me years to learn about Islam, about how to practice my religion correctly (and I will be learning my whole life), I did it a bit like you, one step at a time to really get the meaning of things, and it took me 2 whole years to even be ready to pronounce my shahada 😅
It’s also very hard to enter a new community and leave your old one behind as you know, even though thank God my family was very supportive. Getting to know more Muslims was actually the hardest part for me, as we tend not to be so organized as a community as Jews are, which is something I love about the Jewish community, this cohesion is really beautiful to see!
Thank you very much for asking, I hope my answer wasn’t too much 😂😭
@@camillelcr1553 your answer was awesome! Thank you! That is so cool to know the differences and the similarities :) Thank you so much for that!
@@jaroffirefliesyou’re welcome! It’s always a pleasure to discuss religion with a fellow believer 🥰
@@camillelcr1553 💜😊I agree!
Wow that was a lot but very interesting. Thank goodness that you found what you were looking for. I will be watching the third part next time. Take care.
Thanks for watching! So glad you are enjoying these so far :)
It's fascinating how little they taught you about certain mitzvot during your reform conversion. It makes me wonder what were they teaching you? Glad you ended up finding what is right for you and Rabbis that could actually answer your questions. I am converting conservative right now in NYC and it's great. Wonder if the reform conversion is any different nowadays.
Thank you for your honesty. I realize it’s a while ago but congratulations on your conversion
Thank you!!!
Thank you so much for sharing your story!! This was fantastic!!
Your story is amazing! I converted Conservative 2 & a half years ago. I took on a similar path of observance. I recently came to the realization not unlike yourself. Yes it is devastating. My husband won't convert Orthodox and so I am essentially "stuck". I love the way you decided to "fix" this. You and your family, and channel have been such a blessing to me. Thank you for sharing!💖
I am so sorry about your situation! That sounds like a very difficult place to be. I love that you are putting family first though! Thank you so much for your kind words!
Why can't you be Orthodox and your husband be Conservative at the same time?
@@MartianInDisguise The Othordox think they are holy because of all the laws they keep. Conservatives keep some laws but not to the extent of the Orthodox. Just my observation.
@Tarot & Talmud I agree with you. I'm sort of semi secular at the moment, and it saddens me that we aren't more united as a people, you know? Why should I be more accepted than someone who is very observant but was born into a non Jewish family? The matrilineal vs patrilineal thing really isolates people as well, which is sad: I've been thinking about that a lot because I've been reading a book called "Jew(ish) by Matt Greene, about his experiences as a Jewish father of a "non Jewish" son. It's written with quite dry humour, but I have a feeling it wouldn't be considered a kosher book. I don't agree with the reasons usually given why a person who converted through Reform (or equivalents) isn't Jewish: they're just a different kind of Jewish and often a convert will be way more observant than someone like me, who has had long periods in my life of not seeing the inside of a shul and feeling bad for forgetting it's Shabbes .. like right now...so I'd better go as I've had a sudden urge to at least take a break and enjoy the peace that will bring.
It's a personal choice how observant anyone decides to be and although I have found a lot of comfort during very difficult times through strict observance, I was never under any illusion that it made me a better person, or any more Jewish than people who were secular, for example. It's a weird one, absolutely: some people get so riled up about things, don't they, but isn't that loshen hora?
More recently I heard that the Reform movement in the UK have had some success in helping Reform converts make Aliyah, so that's good to hear. Anyway wishing all who read this a good Shabbes, no matter how observant you are 💜
@Tarot & Talmud only orthodox is real Judaism!
Your story is so awesome! I also left the Catholic Church but for a more evangelical/orthodox Christian view. I know we’re all on our own faith journeys and I love everyone where they are, but I find so much respect for those who are orthodox. I’ve always felt in my heart that if I’m to believe in something I want to believe it all to the best of my ability (we’ll never be perfect) and not settle for some milk toast version of it. When we open our hearts to God’s desires he will shape and mold us in such beautiful ways. ❤️🙏🏻
I love that! You totally get where I am coming from :) I am so happy for you that you found your religious home :)
Chana! Thank you so much for sharing your story ❤. I finished my conservative conversion this year and I definitely understand the pull to deeper observance. I started dressing more modestly and experimenting with head covering.
That's awesome! Thank yo use much for watching and sharing part of your story with us :)
As a baalas teshuvah I went through a similar process especially emotionally and slowly keeping Shabbos.
I love your enthusiasm,,,Mazel Tov!!!
Thank you!
I've started having what I call a digital detox on Shabbat. No internet, no whatsapp etc...I take the time to relax, read, maybe watch a dvd I wanted to see without distraction. I really enjoy it, in fact I look forward to it all week. I've even started lighting candles on a Menorah on a Friday night and using them as a meditation aid.
I like the fact that you took things slowly.
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You truly have neshamah that guided you thru uneasy conversion process! BH U MADE IT!!
Thank you for sharing! I appreciate your openness!
Thank you for watching!
This is such a cool story. I’m not Jewish at all but my friends growing up were all Jewish, I’m fascinated by Judaism and always have been and I really just love hearing about how this all unfolded for you. I lived in a suburb where it was possibly Hasidic Jew, if not very orthodox, and every Saturday morning I would see loads of Jewish men walking towards the synagogue. The strange thing is… I often got asked when I was out and about if I was Jewish and it would happen A LOT! people would ask me in both Hebrew and Russian all the time if I am and I of course would say no. I have no idea if it was because it was just that side of town that they would ask or if it was something about me. Thanks for sharing your story.
That's cool! Thanks for sharing some of your story :)
beautiful story, thanks for sharing.
Thank you!
I can hear the pain and frustration in your voice as you talk about some of your experiences. It’s so clear how devoted you were to becoming/being Jewish. I did not know that a reform conversion wasn’t an actual conversion. 💜
Yes, unfortunately Reform conversion is not Halachic conversion so many people end up converting again, or their children need to convert later in life because they became more religious and then found out that they weren’t actually Jewish. It’s very sad.
I have to strongly disagree with this statement. Reform conversion definitely makes you Jewish. I converted Reform in the UK. I am every bit as Jewish as you are. It really annoys and upsets me when I hear this attitude towards other forms of Judaism. Orthodox may be your path. It does not make you a better Jew than those of us who chose a different one.
Loving this series. Wow your conversion journey is an epic adventure. As soon as you mentioned the rabbi who listened to your needs and made a new plan I was cheering for joy for you. Looking forward to the next installment of your journey.
How did your non-Jewish friends and family take to everything you were going through during that time or did you mainly have Jewish friends at this point?
Great video always :) Thank you for sharing.
Thank you!!! Yes, I definitely had Jewish friends at this point. I still had friends from before I started this journey as well as friends from the Reform synagogue. One things my friends told me, is that even though I changed this huge thing about my life and the way I eat and dress etc, I was still me, meaning my essence / personality / self whatever you want to call it, had not changed. I thought that was a really good thing :)
I am so taken by your story. I can't wait for the next part.
Thank you so much for watching! So glad you are enjoying!
I am listening to your story and identifying so much but I’m also in my mid 60s so I’m not changing at this point plus my husband is also a non-practicing Catholic so conversion is not for us but I love your story. I watched another video with your husband in it and you 2 seem like a well-matched couple, who happen to be in love ❤
Thank you :)
I completely related it
I was born Jewish but grow up non religious. I did Teshuva and the process is like you very hard very emotional.noting easy,have to change my all life.the moving,kosher, Tzinut,ect ...But nothing impossible for Hashem.🥰🙏
Amazing!!!! :)
What an amazing stort. I need to find your video where you discuss your decision to become Jewish initially. Just a parenthetical statement. You discuss the impact of changing your food choices. I have long felt that the laws of kashrut have this tremendous power that is not acknowledged by less observant Jews. They are much more than picayune details!
Hi Libby! Did you see part 1? It’s linked in the description
Inspired by your story, thanks.
You’re so welcome! Thank you for watching and for your kind comment 😊
its great story . congration . l convert to judaism since 2010 but Unfortunately there is no rabbi or jewish comunity in my region . thanks for share your beatiful conversion .
Oh wow, makes perfect sense now! That's what is also steering me towards orthodoxy rather than reform. I feel like i need that structure of the orthodox observance, does that make sense?
Totally makes sense! :)
Finding this so interesting and informative, really enjoying 🤗
Glad you enjoy it! Thank you!
Thank you for these videos! I’ve been questioning my faith for so long now. Born and raised Baptist but there is so much that doesn’t feel right. I’ve always struggled with the horrible things people do to each other in the name of religion (homophobia is a big one!) and have felt wrong for a while now. I’ve considered just dropping religion entirely and go the atheist route, but that seems wrong too. I’m considering conversion to Reform Judaism but still uncertain because I don’t want to do it for the wrong reasons. The whole “this looks cool” kind of thing. I’ve been fascinated with Jewish culture for a while too (explains why I’m binge watching your channel lol) but still hesitant. Anyway, sorry this is going on too long but I really appreciate your videos! I didn’t know that there were different “denominations” of Judaism and had found Orthodox not my cup of tea, so I had been even more hesitant, but your videos have definitely encouraged me to do more research!
I’m so glad you’re enjoying my videos and it’s helping you to see a side of Judaism you hadn’t thought was there :) I hope you are able to find your spiritual home soon!
@@jaroffireflies thank you 🙏 no matter what route I go down it is always so enlightening to expand my knowledge on other people’s faiths. If people took the time to do that I think the world would be a better place.
@@jomac841 I agree :)
Hi Chana, what a wonderful second part, I can’t wait for part three! Being a non-Jew and enjoying social events with my Orthodox friends has never been a problem, fortunately! I am happy to eat at a Kosher restaurant, and luckily there are several in my area. If one of my friends comes to my house, they will drink my bottled water or eat something that’s kosher and wrapped, like a piece of chocolate, but if I go to their house, I will share their food! Sometimes I will take a dessert to them if I can. Do you eat normal kosher dairy or Chalav Yisrael?
Thank you so much for your kind words! I keep chalav yisroel but my family does not, so you’ll see a mix of dairy products in my videos :)
@@jaroffireflies ooh and another question, you said you were going to be Miriam, how did you choose Chana? I think it’s a beautiful name, btw.
@@dawnlovescouture2644 I explain that one in my next video!
Thank you for sharing your story!
Thank you so much for watching!
I’m really sorry that you had to go through hard times because of insensitive people. I want to tell you that, to me, most converts I know are incredible people. I think you guys are better Jews than Jews. I also realize that it can be very hard to “join” the Jewish people, because there are cultural differences that have nothing to do with Judaism. My heart goes out to all struggling converts, if you can hear me, I want to say, I get your struggles.
Thank you for your beautiful comment :) I really appreciate you!
Thank you!! ❤
You're welcome 😊
Really interesting. Orthodox conversion here is very hard. Friends of mine had to go live with a Jewish family for 6 months. In London. That is so expensive and impossible if you have kids or are disabled. I'm told it takes about 3-4 years.
Conversion process definitely varies from place to place. I’ve known people to move across America to convert.
Britain definitely has the most stringent conversion standards. Europe is difficult. However, the Rav I worked with in the US also required me to live with a family. I cannot stress the importance of this. It is where you learn that Judaism is not just a religion, it’s a way of life and the Jewish home is very different.
Friends with children have found this requirement very hard, especially with disabilities. And adults with disabilities. I don't know how the LBD solved it
living in an Orthodox community is very expensive. Period !
You have to be the best friend a person could have! Strong, sweet, know what you want person. ❤❤❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉
That’s very kind of you to say 😊 thank you
May I ask what books did you read, other than "The Secret of Jewish Feminity," or could you recommend some books that helped you along the path you were on? One of my favorites has been, "Living Judaism," by Rabbi Wayne Dosick (this book has remained with me since I was a teenager and when I started to explore Judaism). Thank you!
If you are asking about my orthodox conversion, I remember studying the 13 principles, the Gates of Repentance, and a book about how to keep kosher. It’s been a while, sorry I don’t remember much!
Part 2 check😊
do you have pictures from the early days? it would have cool to see how far your came since the beginning.
I do, but I don't think I will be sharing them. It's not something I would display at home, so I wouldn't feel comfortable putting them out here.
@@jaroffireflies i was just wondering. you don’t have to share them if you don’t want to.
@@Belushi87 totally makes sense :)
I very much appreciate your videos and your content. You are a fantastic women.God bless you
Thank you Alice 💜
Shalom, and welcome to the tribe, a few years to late. I see you are out of Dallas, I would love to know what Shul you are associated with. I am looking for a Jewish home and only find he reform temples, and that is not what I am looking for. I am Orthodox, but my education was Orthodox.
Hi Mara! There are many choices for a shul in Dallas. Ohr Hatorah is the biggest. There is also Toras Chaim and Ohev Shalom. Young Israel is the Sephardi shul. Shaare Tefilla is the modern orthodox shul. There’s also Chabad of Dallas as well. Hope that helps!
I am so enjoying your channel! Do you, by chance, have a video in which you discuss what prompted you to convert?
I’m so glad you’re enjoying! I talk a bit about that in part one of this series. The link is in the description of this video 💜
U have such an amazing story, I am waiting to watch the last video then I want to share it with my teen daughters. There is so much that people can learn from u. loving the ger (convert) is one of the big mitzvot in the torah, so I was upset to hear that not everyone showed u all the love that u truly deserve 💜💜💜
You are so kind! Thank you for your kind words and I hope your daughters enjoy it too!
I love your story!!!
Thank you so much!
The attitudes of some Reform clergy is so frustrating and I am so sad for that part of your journey. When I was in high school I wanted to go with my friend to prom my junior year but it was on Shavuot. When my father asked about why they scheduled such a big event on an observant Jewish holiday he was told they had called a local Reform Rabbi who told them it wasn’t a big deal. My dad is a Cantor/Hazzan raised in the Traditional/Modern Orthodox movement. He gave them his business card and told them to call him next time they have questions about Judaism.
It was hard as I became more religious, but I learned a lot and am grateful for the experience:)
@@jaroffireflies I am glad you were able to find the place where you feel comfortable. I enjoy your watching your videos as a homeschooling Jewish mom always striving for "more".
@@doronvergun5488 thank you for your kind words! So glad that you are enjoying my videos!
So interesting.
You are amazing.. love your videos you have taught me so much simply amazing!
Thank you so much!
Thank you for your Video Shalom.
So happy I found your channel , your journey look alot like my journey , I am converting to conservative but I know ai will convert also Ortodox .
Wow! Best of luck! Very excited for you :)
I love your story ❤
Thank you!
I have been trying to learn more about koshering the kitchen etc. as well, would love to know more about some of your sources and if there are scriptures that support the details too?
I have a few videos about my kitchen, here is a kitchen tour: ruclips.net/video/4jAL4JP9E0I/видео.html and here is a video of us kashering our kitchen for Passover: ruclips.net/video/uwRJkjbYGKE/видео.html Enjoy!
What a journey! And obviously it was meant to be. Can`t wait for part 3 today. :-) Have a great day and lots of love from Switzerland.
Thank you so much! I hope you enjoyed part 3 also!
@@jaroffireflies I did :-)
@@miriamkoch5151 yay!
@@jaroffireflies by the way, we tried your Mafroum and carrot cake recipe this weekend. It was super delicious!
Hey Chana, your story is so interesting and beautiful, I was actually wondering if you've ever reconnected with that six year old Jewish friend you had mentioned in the last video
I have not. We moved away from that house a couple years later, and it was over a decade before I started my conversion process with pursuing a Reform Jewish conversion.
Loved your video.
Thank you!
When your personal choices feel like an indictment to someone else, that is more about them then you.
Hi, thank you so much, can you maybe collaborate a bit more on what subjects you had to study for conversion? Like the 13 attributes of....? How long did the orthodox conversion from start to finish lasted?
I’m going to talk a bit about this in a video next week, but I was learning fundamentals like the 13 principles as well as practical like how to keep kosher and Shabbat. My conversion was just over a year, from the time I started to finished. Maybe like a year and a few months? But the process started years before as I learned on my own. It’s different for everyone.
Was the orthodox community Sephardic or Ashkenazi?
I’m loving hearing your story.
How did you choose?
Wow!! Your story is so amazing!! How were your parents doing with all of this? Just curious do you remember what the name of the rabbi from Detroit was?
Thank you so much! Great questions! My parents were fine with me becoming more religious (as fine as they could be with me not being Catholic of course), it was such a slow gradual process over so many years. I do remember the name of the rabbi from Detroit, but out of respect for his privacy (and others I talk about in this story) I am not mentioning any names.
@@jaroffireflies I understand just was curious if it was one of the Rabbi's on my bet din😍 I really appreciate all your videos you really brighten my week!!
@@miriamleavitt9131 totally understand! I’m not sure if he’s still in Detroit.
I have started the process but during covid in Canada things have come to a halt except emails and calls. Been very hard but I keep moving along. I was born and raised a Christian but didn't like the way the faith was going. A long story with my family but my Dad was amazing pushing me along. My Great Grandmother, my Grandfather and my Dad were Jewish but no one talked about it until I told Dad what I was doing. He said he knew I didn't want to follow my Mother's faith. Dad was a very religious person but practiced with my Grandfather. The Jewish faith as there were few Jews where we lived when I was young. He hoped I would feel closer to G-d following my Great Grandmothers faith. He passed during this process and I made sure he has a star with him when we sent him to G-d. Now that I look back our house was a duality. Friday was a day for family and certain dishes and was mostly Jewish but Sunday was a Christian Day.
I’ve heard how it is in Canada, that must be so hard! And wow what a story! Thank you so much for sharing! Good luck and keep me posted! 💜 Shana tova!
You’re such a good narrator!
Thank you so much Orly!
Thank you for sharing more of your story. May I ask though: How did you come to not believe anymore what you had grown up believing (or had been raised with)? Rather, how did you decide to not believe in the New Testament, and the central tenet of Christianity? (I apologize if this is an insensitive question. I am truly wondering about how someone un-believes, or shifts their whole belief system.)
I learned more and it shifted my beliefs.
Loved this!
Not Jewish but certainly religious. Your conversion story sounds like many others I have heard. I always think they are beautiful stories. It is always exciting to me when someone finds what brings them closer to God.
Thank you for your kind and understanding comment :) I feel the same way when someone finds what brings them closer to G-d 💜
Chana, I watched one of your older videos about making doughnuts and I was just wondering of you know anything about the Katz Co. It is a jewish bakery out of Mountainville NY and they have the best doughnut I have ever tasted that is gluten free. I have been gluten free for about 25 yrs. And back then it was hard to find anything that was gluten free and if you did it cost two arms and a leg. And lets not go into the taste. It was BAD!!! This bakery has VERY GOOD doughnut and bakery items that are not bad in cost. And they do have two day shipping with freezer packs to keep everything frozen and good. If you order so much, shipping is free. You might want to give them a look, they are online. GOD Bless.
Thank you for the tip about the donuts! I’ll check them out! 💜
G-D bless
Wonderful!
I have a question, if you want to share, what did you do about leaving the Reform community? Did you have a discussion with your Rabbi or anyone? Or did you just leave?
Great question! I did sit down with my rabbi (the one who did my Reform conversion) and have a discussion with him about it. He said he saw it coming from day one LOL