Some sad music, vent tiktoks ofc. Maybe a candy, or an icecream. Drawing too + opening new stickers. I know its nothing special but for me its relaxing. If im happy probably I watch Stranger Things, play some games and watch My favorite RUclipsr to laugh a bit. Lately im not that happy so just some music. :)
I tried making an account for venting on youtube a while ago, but I had to take it down almost immediately because I was getting harassed and bullied in the comments and when I showed my mom the comments she just got mad at me because the vent was about her, even though I only referred to her as my mom so literally no-one would know it was her anyway
she's still your mom, and everyone would know it's YOUR mom. they don't know either of you in real life, though. and your mom shouldn't take her anger out on you, or even be angry about this! you're clearly being cyberbullied for venting. some people are absolutely insane, thinking they're being funny by "roasting" the suffering. i hope you're okay. if you need to vent, feel free to. i hope you can remake another account and you're not harassed anymore. just know deep down your mother loves you. ♥♥ 😁
0:28 why did they assume somebody for their birth gender? they said cis like its a minority THATS OFFENSIVE and there are 98% of people in the world with their birth gender and that's the only normal thing and there should be 100%.!!
@@gachamax2316 im sorry, what? are you saying transgenders, nonbinaries, genderfluids, agenders, genderqueers, pangenders, and genderless shouldn't exist?
OH NO! Once i made a vent but i made it in gacha and people called me cringe and was saying “this is why we have a do not recommend channel button” JUST BECAUSE THEY SAW A FRAME OF GACHA. If you dont want this comment here, you can tell me to delete it (idk why, but i feel like some people wouldnt want this comment here)
Just a small vent. So, my little sister had come to me today and asked for me to help her with singing (I've been in many musicals and I believe I'm decent at singing). I agreed to help her. We worked for about 20 minutes before she went to look at her phone. I really thought she was having fun. She left. So there I was, sitting in my room, feeling like crap.
0:28 why did they assume somebody for their birth gender? they said cis like its a minority THATS OFFENSIVE and there are 98% of people in the world with their birth gender and that's the only normal thing and there should be 100%....
3:31 been doing it since i was 8, 12-14 now (not saying age). And it still hurts, how an 8 year old child had to learn it the hard way as their friends slowly drop like flies. One by one... No matter how hard the little child tried... not a single one could be saved... an 8 year old... forced to be as mature as a 20 year old therapist... Now look at me! I'm in the same state as what my friends were. Of course I had to learn the hard way, I had to lose them, the ones i considered family... Oh boy, how i miss them. Oh well, Time flies by and things change...
0:28 why did they assume somebody for their birth gender? they said cis like its a minority THATS OFFENSIVE and there are 98% of people in the world with their birth gender and that's the only normal thing and there should be 100%....
all my freinds hated me i really only had one in 4th grade everybody just left me then in 5th grdae i was doing better then got sent death threats who was form someone who i thought i was freinds with
I'm lucky none of my friends have died But one of them hurts herself and I try to help but I don't make much of a difference and I try to be funny but sometimes I cant
i was ten things went down hill my parents don't know and when i vent to my friends they make it about them selves and even lie..one of my friends pretended to attempt the XXX and came to school with a bandaid on paint. idk why she wanted to make the whole section think like that. i...how can i put this in to words? i treat my skin like paper..no mercy and im sorry because there is someone in a worse...situation than me and if you don't bother, can you tell me some advise, im pretty young
0:28 why did they assume somebody for their birth gender? they said cis like its a minority THATS OFFENSIVE and there are 98% of people in the world with their birth gender and that's the only normal thing and there should be 100%..
wall of text/vent sometimes i still think back to middle school. even though I had friends then, I didn't feel like I was a good one, or that I deserved them, since my dad had a lovely habit of saying that i was better than them because i was his. he even disregarded the fact that my friend coming for my birthday had a specific diet. said that my friend could just eat the chips or something. i was wondering why i was alive. desperately obsessing over the existing people in my life to keep myself alive. it was actually some of the worst years of my life. I hate asking for help. the first time I went to the middle school's counselor, because I just had a breakdown upon see that something about my math percentile or something was lower than last year and it all just. spilled out. and all that happened was that he called my mom. i felt so guilty so making her worried, for scaring her. but at least he didn't call my dad instead. the school required that i see a therapist. i went, but i didn't know what i was supposed to be doing and she wasn't great. i stop going. later i get a new one who knows what shes doing. i have to stop seeing her because of covid. i get a different one. she doesn't pay attention, misgenders me, makes uncomfortable comments. i stop doing her zoom calls. i realized that i relate a bit *too* much to neurodivergent people. but my dad just happened to make a shitty and ableist joke, so i didn't ask for anything. just like how after the first time i came out as trans to him, and he said shitty things, i never updated or talked to him about it again. i am so used to doubting myself it took almost a year before i started talking to my high schools social worker about the fact that i thought i may be neurodivergent. i am so glad and so lucky to have such a wonderful social worker and psychologist working at my school. it was during last school year that two things happened. i had a meltdown in front of my dad, my stepmom, her parents. i just couldn't handle the pressure of a 5 min time constraint. my dad said i scared them. her parents. it turns out i took "5 minutes" too literally. months later, on the drive home from school. alone in the car with my dad. i refuse to talk to him about "what my problem is with him." he insults my self soothing stim. i yell at him. i scream at him. and then i stop myself. we're almost home. we're in the neighborhood. he parks the car on the street until i talk to him. i feel trapped. i gave in, i told him so many things. too much. i told, him things i have never told anyone. things i thought i would only ever admit to a professional or my grave. all the things he's done. and he just says that he's sorry. of course i don't forgive him. i don't trust him. he doesn't take responsibility for his actions and doesn't like being corrected. he hasn't earned my respect. i bring up the way he insulted my stims before? and he just says that he was "tired" and "wasn't thinking clearly." i was so angry. i am so angry. I'm mad at him for manipulating me to get me to talk to him like that. but I'm angrier that i caved. that i fell for it. i let myself be vulnerable around him when i promised myself that i never would again. and now. i finished the forms, the adhd, the gars-3 asd, the anxiety disorder one, i just have to bring them to my next appointment. just looking at my honest answers, it's so clear that i am not neurotypical. i have needed help, and hated asking for it, i have struggled for so long, i have felt so alien for all my life. the happiness of knowing that i wasn't wrong. the absolute joy of knowing that i am one step closer to getting a diagnosis, and later, accommodations. the way i'm falling apart at the realization that i spent so long doubting myself, him making me doubt myself, letting myself struggle instead of reaching out. i rarely cry. i rarely let myself cry. i'm going to let myself cry me to sleep tonight. i deserve it for being too strong, too "mature for my age", for so long. thank you for reading this stranger.
I am so sorry you had to deal with this, I know it’s very hard to open up like that, I really hope you’re doing better rn you can cry all you want, you deserve so much better. *comfort virtual hug* remember to stay hydrated and eat many, okay?
I find it really comforting to watch these videos and I can relate to a lot of them. Especially with all the shit that I a have to deal with currently, it’s nice to just get a break
0:28 why did they assume somebody for their birth gender? they said cis like its a minority THATS OFFENSIVE and there are 98% of people in the world with their birth gender and that's the only normal thing and there should be 100%.ughhhh
Hey y’all. I want you to listen to me real close alright? I am proud of you. I don’t care if no one else is. I am so proud of you, and you are so insanely strong for getting through what you did. No your problems may not be as big as someone else’s, but they are still a struggle for you. And you made it through. It doesn’t matter how small your issues feel, they are hard for you to deal with, and they are valid and important. You are loved by so many, and you make so many peoples days and lives better just by being in them. You might be going through a hard time, and y’know what? That’s okay. If you’re doing SH? That’s okay. I know it’s hard to stop, and you are so strong. I know it’s hard to get help, and even realizing you have an issue is and extremely big step in the right direction. Now remember to eat and drink water, that you are beautiful (this is coming from a chubby person with body dysmorphia, trust me, you are absolutely stunning and gorgeous) it’s okay that you need help, and that you matter
Hi! I’m the creator of one of the TikToks in this video (at 2:40) One of my friends notified me of this compilation, and I just came by to check it out. I hope you and everyone in the comments are doing okay. ❤️
To anyone going through any of these (events in the videos), remember someone will always be there for you. You might not know it yet but someone is thinking about you right now. To anyone reading this have a great day/afternoon/night ♥️
I subbed to you at 294, simply because I wanted it to be 295. But I started actually watching your videos, and I have no regrets. You grew so fast! You deserve every last sub you get
0:28 why did they assume somebody for their birth gender? they said cis like its a minority THATS OFFENSIVE and there are 98% of people in the world with their birth gender and that's the only normal thing and there should be 100%.nwwjw
finally one that doesnt the same 5 videos used in every one of these comps. those ones always make it feel like my feelings are just recycled scrap material.
I like vent vids cuz I relate so much to them, but I think I might relate to them to much. I don't know if I'm hurting myself by watching these things. But anyway hope you're doing well. ❤
if you’re unsure, take a break for a day. then compare the previous day to the break day. see how it has affected your physical/mental health. these videos are meant to be relatable. we’re trying to help each other out. we’re a huge loving family. :)
Minor TW: addiction to s/h It’s hard when friends and family don’t understand addiction. Taking away things without helping me is just going to give me more ways to do it.
The 6th vent hit me hard. When that video popped up, I couldn’t help but pause the video. I just thought about my absent father, and the fact I wish he was better and could be my dad. The fact that I’m so mad at him, for everything he’s done. He never tried to be there for me or my brother, and now my brothers taking his side. It makes me feel so stuck and upset.
I want to make vent art but I'm worried I'll forget to put my sketchbook away when someone is visiting. I trust my parents, but other people don't seem to understand sketch book boundaries
I have had a vent art as my iPad home screen for YEARS (At least 4). Now, I don't think I realized at the time it was vent art, but Woo-Hee, was it awkward when I was in the process of getting grounded and my mom would be going through my iPad and starring at the home screen. Luckily, she didn't open the sketchbook app, were there would have been more.
I hope y’all stay safe and have a good day/night. I’m proud of y’all and I care about all of you no matter what. You are valid no matter what. You are enough. You are loved. You are beautiful. How was you day/night? (Feel free to vent)
good, i do have something i would like to vent about, though. but first, how are you? be honest, you don't have to lie all the same and say you're doing great. we all have something going on. you always take the time to check up on others like a therapist friend, now let me help YOU in return. are you doing alright?:)
@ A very sad pizza You are an amazing person. You are kind, you are smart, you are trustworthy, you are capable of wonderful things, and you matter. Don’t forget that.
(Also lil vent) Last year I had a panic attack outside of the school and the people walking by just yelled “HEY SHE’S CRYING” and walked away laughing Yeah other kids suck
I haven't fully vented to a real person ever, so here we go. I have so many problems and literally nobody cares. Starting with my parents, I have always been the gifted, overachiever child, and it's really hard on me. Like I read an old diary from when I was 7 where I pretended that my stuffed animal was in school and got an 89% and that I was incredibly disappointed bc thats how my parents always were with me. My grades have always been so good, but as I grew it became harder and harder to keep up to the standard that my parents wanted from me. Like I once came home with a 92% in math and my mom told me that that was disappointing. My parents yell at me when I get grades lower than a 90%, especially my mom. My dad sometimes jokes and tells me "where did the extra 3% go" when I get a 97%. Like why can't they just be happy for me? I'm so tired of it. It has led to my anxiety. I literally cried the entire way home from school to my dad about how my mom was going to kill me because I got a bad grade in school. Spoiler alert: she yelled at me and told me that that was disappointing. I just want her to stop yelling at me. She yells at me not only for school, but for other things too. Especially if she's in a bad mood. Sometimes, she might be having a horrible day and I just say one word like hi and then she yells at me and calls me useless I'm not even kidding. She calls me useless like all the time. And it hurts so bad each time lol. Also, she started telling me when I was 3 that if I ate sweets I would get fat, and now I have gone through 2 eating disorders (binge-eating and early satiety due to anxiety). I told her when I was about 11 that I hate when she talks about my weight and she proceeded to call me "fatty" as a joke at literally every family gathering. Sometimes, we would argue and she would bring up my acne, telling me that my face looks really red and stuff like that. She also calls me fat. I told that to one of my friends, who laughed at me telling me that that's ok bc i'm skinny, and that it's all just a joke. For me, it isn't a joke. I look in the mirror and want to rip off my skin. And then when I told my mom about my early satiety, she told me that it's good that i don't want so much food anymore because I would eat more than her and my dad combined, and that if she had seen me actually gaining weight she would have stopped feeding me. My mother literally told me she would force me into an eating disorder!!! Also, she put a scale in the middle of our hallway for me to "use whenever I need". She also told me that she doesn't understand how I weigh just a kilo more than her when I'm taller and fatter than her (these are her own words). She laughs at me when I cry from my anxiety, and during my depression last year she told me to just suck it up and be happy, because I'm so privileged. She also calls me stupid all the time, which has contributed to my low self confidence. I also love to draw, and my mother hates it, so I can't do art. When I do, she criticizes my art, usually ending up with me crying. She criticizes both my father and i's every move, and it's so hard. I feel bad for my dad, but at the same time, he also calls me fat. But she calls him fat too, and I can see it get to his head. Plus, my dad is ACTUALLY joking, unlike my mom. My dad has a temper, but my mom relentlessly pushes his buttons. They argue constantly. And I can't take my dad's side ever because then my mom will get mad at me. My mom literally talks about all her marital problems with me, and it's so hard because my dad makes so much sense and I feel bad for him. Like every argument is my mom being really mean to my dad and my dad just yelling once at her, and then she guilt trips, gaslights, and manipulates. It's the same with me. Because of this, I say sorry about literally everything. I think everything is always my fault. It's so hard on me. I remember once, when I was twelve, my mom criticized my art or something I did and I exploded. She got so mad. She told me that she would rather not have a daughter than have a daughter like me. I got really sad and started hitting myself and pulling out my hair. My mom proceeded to yell at me bc apparently i should stop crying before she gives me a reason to cry. I'm also biromantic asexual, and she's a bit homophobic. She also has the highest standards for everything I do, including dating, and literally made a list about exactly how the guy should be. A few days ago she told me she hopes I never get a wife and i'm still closeted lmao and have a crush on a non-binary person. So yeah that's great. My mom also really wants me to become a doctor, and I literally hate biology. Like if there's one branch of science that I hate it's biology. And I want to do physics, astrophysics, or chemistry. And both my dad and my mom are super adamant about me becoming a doctor. They literally told me that they would be really upset if I didn't become a doctor. And I really dislike biology. My mom's also in denial about my anxiety, because she's seen me have so many panic attacks and still tells people that I love taking tests. No I don't!!!! They make me want to vomit and make me shake!!! Why can't you understand that????? Don't get me wrong, my parents love me. They tell me that they're proud of me and tell me that I'm beautiful. The only problem is that they also tell me that I'm disappointing and they compare me to others, including themselves. This makes me love them with all my heart, but also hate them for causing my depression. They can't even comprehend how sad I used to be, how my arm used to look, and they continue making comments to make me feel worthless. But they also make me feel like I deserve the world. On top of my parents, I have also been bullied in the past. And that started other insecurities. Instead of comforting me on my insecurities, my parents would joke about them, or mention them telling me I was stupid for not having confidence. BRO YOU'RE THE REASON I DON'T HAVE CONFIDENCE!!!!!!!! Anyway, that's most of my problems. I'm really stressed with school right now, and my anxiety's acting up. I love my parents, but it's hard. Also, people keep on telling me that my life is perfect. Is my life perfect??? Because according to this, it's not. Today my friend told me that the two hardest lives to live would be being the "smart kid" and being the "smart kid's sibling". THANK GOD my parents didn't have another child. That would have been awful. For both me and the child. Anyway, that's my rant. Sorry for writing so much. I love you all and btw, I survived my depression and am clean from both my eds and sh. I survived it and I swear, so can you. Listen to music and relax a bit, it's going to be ok :)
I’m super stressed for literally no reason rn like oml- I’m just gonna put this (not really) vent here cause I just wanna pass time yk- I’m currently on my summer break rn and I feel like I’ve been doing nothing productive. Just reading or doing any homework is an accomplishment for me. Im thankful that I can get up in the morning, and actually feel like doing something like drawing but I just haven’t been doing anything with my life. I’m anti-social af and going outside is super scary for me, but whenever I do go outside I’m always so happy- But the past two weeks have been dreadful. The only thing I’d call being productive as is me going to mosque, but when I come back it’s always the same flipping thing over again. I hate knowing that I’m wasting my life by not going outside or at least trying to have some fun. As I’m writing this, all of my family is outside in different shops and stuff having fun and I’m just here doing nothing. Whenever I wake up I always feel my stomach turn because of this never ending cycle of pain that I have to endure. Tbh this paragraph means nothing to me, or probably to you, and I’m absolutely crap at explaining things and I’m really sorry. I just feel like garbage. I just hope you reading this has a great day, and can drink and eat something. Idk what my point of writing this comment was, but hey I passed a good 30 minutes. :,)
0:28 why did they assume somebody for their birth gender? they said cis like its a minority THATS OFFENSIVE and there are 98% of people in the world with their birth gender and that's the only normal thing and there should be 100%..........
your a**hole of an ex didn’t deserve you. it’s like 2 abominations in one. 2 birds one stone. of course the brats get together. sorry that happened to you. must’ve hurt a lot. hope you feel better about it now. :)
TW SUICIDE Today a RUclipsr I watch killed herself. It feels kinda stupid to be upset since they were a fairly small gacha club channel and I didn't even know the person, but I still feel guilty. Yesterday she posted her suicide letter, essentially, on her community tab, and I scrolled past it. I assumed she'd fail and I'd wake up to see she posted something about how she was depressed and quitting yt. She didn't. She drowned herself in her family's pool. I know nothing I would've said could've convinced her but I feel terrible. It feels really insensitive ME venting about this, I didn't know her, I didn't know her family, I didn't know any of her friends, and they're the ones who are affected. I still really hope it's a prank or a fake or something.
TW as well I’m pretty sure you’re talking about Tweek, and I would watch all the videos people made about her and see these bots comment these absolutely horrible things with links to their “banger content” and the whole thing just makes me so mad
Here’s a vent: I’ve always wanted to have a girlfriend (I’m lesbian) since I was 10. Yea, I know. I knew I was lesbian since 10. I never came out to my dad, as he would be the one to say, “It’s a phase”. What made my heart break even more is that everyone else got to date in middle school and i had to wait till 16. Everyone got to have sleepovers at 12, when I can’t even today. My parents always told me to be grateful, but the only thing I’ve EVER wanted was to have a cat, have a partner, have a bestie I can go out with, have a crop top, have a healthy body and not be fat (I’ve always had a big belly). U know how hard it is to be “more mature for ur age”? It’s not fun, it’s exhausting. I never got to do teenage things, since I was only 10. U know how hard it was to go to school, seeing everyone being so skinny, while being the only fat one in 400 entire students. 400! I’ve never felt good about my body besides my freckles and a little payphone thing on my wrist. That’s all I like about my body. A stupid payphone on my wrist and dots on my face. I’ve had to go through years of torture because I had social anxiety since I was 5. I only had one bestie in my entire childhood. One. Just one. I always look back at the game I made as an innocent child….”Agent Kati” (my name was Kati but I go by Charlie cause yea, I even hated my name) I would pretend I was a spy and I would do things. I was the only player in that game..the only player. I remember how I’d say it..”A-gent Ka-tI!😎” Those where the good days…then I got traumatized, Went through some torture, and here I am now, just a random person off the internet ur prob thinking is weird and gross and cringe
You are not wierd, gross, and cringe. You are valid and amazing. You can vent all you want. I’m sorry for what all you have to go through.(I’m a big person among lots of skinny ppl too) no one should go through any of that. It’s amazing that you are still here typing this. You went through stuff and are still going through stuff and yet you’re here breathing, typing, exsiting. That shows how just amazing you are. Cheesy I know but if you need someone to vent to. I’m here❤
Remember if ur parents dont like you. If ur friends don't like you. If the 400 students don't like you Remember. There are about 7'9 billion people on this planet so statistically. At least 100 would adore to be ur friend
I just relized a few days ago how abusive my mom is, when i was young she used to lock me in my bed and only feed me bread and water. I was 5. If i left my bed she whopped my ass with a spoon, and made me go back to my bed and didnt give me my next bread and water. She doesn’t physically harm me and my siblings now bc she relized we would relize shes fucking abusing us so she just manupulates us and tells us she loves us and would so anything for us and we make her so happy and that we make her heart stop from joy everytime she gets near but in reality she only cares about herself and dumps all her problems on us and doesn’t think to ask if anyone is ok doesn’t think to ask why ive been locked in my room all day why i stop eating for weeks why ive broken it off with most of my friends and when i dont do smth how she wants or how she likes she takes my phone wich is the only want for me to talk with the only person who i can talk to and be myself around and when i ask for it back or tell her she took it for no reason she takes it for longer says im being the victom tells me im just being a moody teen and that she sacrifices sm for us but in reality she does nothing. Oh and the only reason shes with my dad is bc if she divorces him shes gonna b on the streeets.
So imma leave this vent here bc I literally have no where else to put it since this is a somewhat sensitive topic with the person I trust most- trigger warning of potential sh, mental disorders, abandonment, and eating So my step mom finally moved out about a week ago. Just went through a second divorce within not even 10 years. It made my trust issues worse and now I feel like I can barely trust someone new in my life even if I want to trust them- this has caused me to eat less and I barely ate today- the only thing I ate was a small meal at dinner- I even picked at my skin and that’s one of the habits I formed while going through this- I’m pretty sure I had a hair pulling mental disorder back in 5th grade during the first divorce but it was never confirmed bc my mom doesn’t believe in mental illness and therapy- I’ve been showing so many signs and she barely does shit. She’s a nurse and can’t even tell when her own child is mentally unstable? How ironic. I just want my step mom to come back and tell me this was all a giant prank she pulled on us, but as much as I want to believe it, I know it’s not true. She’s never coming back. She claims that she loved my sister and I but it doesn’t feel like it after she left. I want to take down all of the things in my room that remind me of her but I just can’t. I just want to be told that everything is fine and I’m still loved even if I’ve been abandoned by more than one parental figure-
0:28 why did they assume somebody for their birth gender? they said cis like its a minority THATS OFFENSIVE and there are 98% of people in the world with their birth gender and that's the only normal thing and there should be 100%.
0:28 why did they assume somebody for their birth gender? they said cis like its a minority THATS OFFENSIVE and there are 98% of people in the world with their birth gender and that's the only normal thing and there should be 100%.naajkq
1:35 I went through that when I was younger before finding I'm genderfluid. Even though I can't come out as pan or genderfluid because I know my mom won't accept it. So I have to be bi and a girl, so yeah. Feels great!
You’re allowed to be bi but not pan and genderfluid? Doesn’t sound fair to me. Parents are supposed to accept and love their children. Your mom is wrong for not supporting you.
@@2weird2be My dad does, but my mom she will send me to a mental hospital if I tell her that because she is a Christian and she says God doesn't want that. I just don't know what to do because my dad has to tolerate abuse from my step mom while me and him are verbally abused by my step sister because she is manipulating my step mom because she is her sweet little angle. So it is better to live with my mom than my dad but I just can't tell her those two things.
@@yourlocalclown8394 God is an angel. remember that he'll love you no matter what, as long as your heart is good and personality is kind. im sorry about your dad. him and your stepmom need to divorce. kick both step-family members out of the house. they dont deserve either of you. dont force yourself to live with your mom because of your dad. she cant send you to a mental hospital. just convince your dad to divorce your stepmom and you can live in peace with him. he supports you for who you are, unlike your mom.
I hang onto my friends because I fear that if I try and let go I’ll feel even worse even though all they ever do is pull me along into their stupid little games that I’ve been pulled into and been forced to act like them just so they wouldn’t call me ‘Weird’ ‘Freak’ or ‘Stupid bully’ and I only understand people that are older then me but they end up dumping me too so all I’m left with again is those stupid fake friends.
The only thing that kept me from depression I realized was friends and my older brother , Not my parents, My older brother because when I didn’t know I was depressed but I very much was he didn’t make fun of me for getting bad grades.I wasn’t depressed when I actually came to school and had friends.But one toxic friend who didn’t stand up for me I now cut off .And they keep asking me to be friends even though they took (almost) my entire friend group to the guidance counselor because she was crying for no reason cause I talked to a friend alone and she was “being left out” and the sub just has to be involved and that could’ve gone on my permanent record apparently for “bullying” .I just need help if I should tell her the truth or not.I’m struggling and this is a small petty thing but I don’t need the drama and headaches and guidance counselor
Watching this after a stressful day of decisions about my mental health :') i have to decide if I want to go to therapy, which I definitely do want, but also I was told to decide a year and a half ago, agreed and then proceeded to get lied to that I was on the waiting list for 6 or 7 months. Now I basically have to decide if I want to go and see this neurologist I hate whos going to tell me the same bullshit she did last time but might manage to push me forwards on the list, or if I want to stick with my schools crappy councillors who tell me what I'm worrying about is "Normal" even though it definitely is not, normal people don't have psychotic breakdowns over exams that mean nothing so... Basically, my choices aren't great, I've been crying all day, I am so mental tired of trying to get help for 2 years straight because every time I ask for help I get some bullshit answer like "well we have more important people with worse issues to help with". I asked my friend how they got into therapy and they had to attempt sewerslide to get help, but got kicked off the programme after 3 months because "they were feeling better" UK mental health organisations are pretty shitty, all I want is someone to stop the constant anxiety that prevents me from living my life, because its pretty shitty feeling scared of every little thing.
I would say to go to the therapist. Its the better option of the 2. If you have a therapist friend or sibling. Vent to them. Although make sure to be friends with them outside of venting. I hope it helped
3:31 since I was 14-15ish I had to talk so many people down from suicide thoughts. My own friends... They are younger than me. Some of them would only talk to me to vent, only that... But they never were there for me. I have to fend for myself. Am I too young for this?
I had to deal with that too but I hope you're doing okay. One thing that's helped me recover from my depression was thinking that "I may have lost a lot of my childhood to acting like an adult but I have to move on and make the most of what I have." I know it's really hard but if you can find the right help things can get a lot better. Another thing that helps me is knowing that I can't get better if I don't try. Also, you don't have to tell me if you don't want, are you okay and how have you been feeling? If you want to vent to anyone you can let me know if you want! I know what it feels like to not have anyone that will listen so you can talk to me. Again you don't have to if you're not comfortable but I won't judge you. Have a nice day/night
@@sound8244 that means a lot, thank you so much. I try to do what you say, but sometimes is hard cuz I wanted to be a child so badly. I hope you get to heal, you are a really nice person and you deserve happiness. Reading this really helped me, today was a specially bad day and this made me feel better, thank you so much. Sending many hugs your way, I hope you doing good, or close to.
I wanna vent so bad but nobody ever wants to listen and they get mad at ME but I cant control it and I don’t wanna seem like an attention seeker and I feel like I’m putting pressure on the person I’m venting to so I just talk to my dog or draw those are my only escapes
I love these (Tw for the next section: mentions of S/H, ED, SA,a nd relating subjects) I have alot of problems relating to my trauma from my abusive dad,I'm constantly pressured by everyone to 'eat healthy' I have to force myself to eat, it's hard to remeber to, sometimes I don't let myself, I'm getting better, sometimes I USED to s/h, I'm luckily ok from that stage, I've been clean for a while, last time was when I was last SA'D, sometimes I overs3xuqlize myself, because I see it as normal from what happened to me, I'm 8n a better 0lace then I was, and I wish you the best!
glad youre not doing sh anymore. i’m sorry about your abusive dad. pressuring someone to eat healthy is the wrong way to teach someone to. and over3e/ualizing yourself may seem normal for you, but it’s not. trust me, don’t do that. i hope your day is going well. or night. :)
My sister committed suicide on September 5th... This is her old youtube acc. I miss her so much. Don't kill yourself It just moves on the pain. I'm also suicidal and was before her death. I might do it tonight. But I know how painful that was for me. And I don't want our brother to go through what me and lia have/did. I won't commit Just don't do it. I'm proud of you S t a y. I C a r e A b o u t Y o u Fly High Sis
VENT TW mentions of SH and scars I’m really close to relapsing I told My best friend I liked her She told me she only thinks of me as a friend and she isn’t gay and I’m suffering alone rn I’m moving out of my home of 3 yrs longest I’ve been in a house since foster care and I haven’t SH in bout a month and my scars are fading I’m yelled at constantly for being tired and barely doing work of cleaning and packing and I’m losing all my friends and myself. :(
People yelling at you for being too tired do stuff is so stupid. God forbid you lack energy. I hope your doing better today, I’m here to talk if you’d like
you’re not losing yourself. you’re growing. you’re changing yourself. once all this screaming is over, your life will get better. Nero is right, people screaming at you because you’re tired is so idiotic. that’s a human feeling? i’m sorry your best friend rejected you. mine did as well. i’m not gay but transgender, so i can relate. just stick with them. they haven’t left your side yet, have they?
Sometimes sad people make the pretties of art I do art when am sad or having a break down cams me dawn so I just draw and draw and draw every day for hours people ask why I draw so much I say I just like to I draw most of my character happy but give them a sad life idk why PS if anyone feels sad just remember that someone loves you and if you say or think no one loves you remember God will always be by your side and when you need a hug he will always be there if you need a talk listen to you hope you all feel better 😊❤
Vent: I sometimes spend hours of artwork that I never post because I have adhd, if I try, it ethier 1. Gets no views or likes cause it’s not my usual content 2. Gets more dislikes then likes Why must people be overrated?
I either come here to feel something because i litteraly am numb or to just feel guilty and remenbering trauma to (torture in a way) myself for things i have done.
I want to give every single person in the comments and in the video a hug, I’m more of a happy person so I cannot relate to anything at all but that screws with me so idk anymore. I might just go around hugging people now- I love every single one of you guys and I hope you have a better life starting from this day forward, I’ll help! Just come talk to me, I can give a way to contact me if you are willing to vent to someone in the comments! Love y’all!!
0:28 why did they assume somebody for their birth gender? they said cis like its a minority THATS OFFENSIVE and there are 98% of people in the world with their birth gender and that's the only normal thing and there should be 100%.!!!!!!!
So today was my birthday and my parents didn’t even notice me and that it was my birthday they also treated me like poop and they praised my sister I also always get bullied at school and I have no friend I can’t take it anymore so I’ve just been sitting in my room watching tts and yts 👇
i forgot to close the youtube vent tiktok tab on my laptop when i went to my friend house and my mom went trough my laptop and found this complation ive been watching and now i think im dead tho she hasnt talked to me for a while
@@Wall.Wall_Wall probably like three years ago (woah typing that out makes me feel old), when I realized i wasn't straight and cis, and i had a crush on someone who i knew didn't like me back and then i also realized how alone i was (it was the start of the pandemic, and everyone was stressing about staying inside and stuff) and then my crush got a girlfriend two years later, after a lot of stuff happened at home and I realized I most likely wasn't okay (like, mentally) and then recently my partner (i moved on from my old crush after a while) broke up with me, even though I still loved them, and I had to pretend like everything was fine even though it wasn't :( a lot of other stuff happened in the middle of the events I talked about, those are just the major ones I can remember off the top of my head
TW: sh I don’t understand that about sh when you talk to somebody and you tell them that when you did it you actually felt something. After being numb for so long you actually feel something. So you keep doing it. Then the person ask “why?” Did you just not listen to what I said before?? I literally told you why but instead you tell them “I don’t know” because no matter how many times you tell them they’ll always ask “why?”
VENT: TW: ABUSE, TEASING (ig), CUSSING My parents are absolutely TERRIBLE. They love and care for me sure, but they make fun of my insecurities and opinions. And whenever I cry because their making FUN of their own child, they always say “OMG ARE YOU CRYING!? WE WERE JUST TEASING YOU [weird nickname].” And whenever I cry normally, they tell me to stop. My real dad isn’t any better. He gets drunk at night, and if I’m up at night (10 or later) he usually beats me up. They’ve told me how “InTeRnEt” is dangerous and they will bully you, when most of my friends are actually virtual. They’ve been ABSOULUTE bitches for my WHOLE life.
TW: Daddy Issues, Sm0king, Fighting families, favoriting Even when I was born he was gone, he was sm0king outside of the hospital room. He got a wife and didn't tell me till they were already married and had their wedding. He favors my step siblings more than me. He always called my mom to pay for stuff or my grandpa on his side. Now what he does is pay for my step siblings, How about pay child-support.
I’m not sure of what this version of the song is called but the original is Fallen down from undertale. It’s a bit different but it’s really good and calming in my opinion 💜
@@vijaykrishnanchandramohan7603 thank you! i actually found the song a while before this comment and i’ve never played undertale so there’s no nostalgia that i really feel but yeah its good, glad i found it :)), thanks again.
hope everyone is doing well! make sure you get something to drink, and something to eat. take care of yourself remember, you’re beautiful, you are loved, and it’s gonna get better, trust me. if you need to talk, i’m here to listen ♡ love you all! have a good day/night. sleep well, and have a new start tomorrow replying to @PencilMan! they’re right, you may be ugly, annoying, stupid, and every bad thought you have about yourself may be true, but, those traits are what make you 𝚢𝚘𝚞. you need to own what you have cause it’s not gonna change. stop trying to change cause your friend has a flatter stomach than you, nobody cares. you may think everyone is going to look at you but guess what? you’re 1 person out of the BILLIONS of people in the world, nobody’s gonna walk down the street and judge you, you’re not the most important person in the world. you only live once so stop wasting you’re time trying to be something you’re not.
I have a question. Important. There is this girl I know from extra classes i take. I sit behind her. She's quite cheerful, nice, but the thing is i saw cuts on her hands. I don't know what to do. I hope she's ok, I haven't talked to her much and i didn't know how to react but this was before summer holidays. I hope I'll meet her at the beginning of the year, but even if i don't I'd love to know what to do in such situation. So here's question to everyone who knows and wants to help: what should I do? As I said, we don't talk much so i don't want to just start by asking about it and I was thinking, maybe i should Ask her friend? And to people who cut themselfs (now or before): what would you want to hear in a such moment? Would you accept and kind of support from person you know just from extra classes? I really need to know, i know there's lots of people with this problem and i want to be able to show support if i meet Someone like that. If you can, please help 💖 Love yall ❤️ i Hope if you're struggling, you'll get better ❤️
hug her.. tell her everything is going to be alright.. and tell her that you care and that you are there for her if she needs anyone to talk to.. well.. just hug her.. the rest is optional but that is what i would do..
Become friends with her first or atleast try She a cheery type as you said and people like that normally are open to new friends. Form enough of a emotional bond for her to be comfortable around you and then ask her if shes ok
Well I don’t know how to vent…because I don’t have anyone to vent to.. I lost my grandma when I was young it was really hard for me because a few days before that I lost my dog and I get bullied for a lot of stuff and it’s hard you know? People just bullying you for nothing… it’s annoying! And I cant tell anyone because I’m scared that they will tell my parents and what if my parents get mad at me for not telling them…
I think I just lost one of my closest friends and idk what to do they have started to kinda be mean to me but I didn’t tell them bc I was scared so a few days later we start to argue and I yell at her and hang up the phone now she won’t reply to my text and I’m trying to apologize we have school tomorrow and I sit next to her and I’m scared what she’s gonna say I feel I can’t fix this but I wanna bc we have been friends since preschool but I feel so bad and this is the second time I have ruined a friendship like this and idk what to do
I feel you, and ik I'm late, but if it happens again, I have a few ways to stop it and rest your brain. 1. sense test- you can close your eyes, lit 3 things you hear, 2 things you feel, and 1 thing you smell. you then can just try sense around your surroundings. 2. empty head songs- find a few nice lyricless calming songs and putthem on loop, while trying to remember good memories. hope this helps, hope you're doing good, and hope you have a nice day.
*How do you like to calm down after a long day?*
Cry and then forget everything/stay in my room and rewatch vent TikTok’s
Cry, then watch funny/vent yt, cry some more, and tell my stuffed animal about my day
I cry
Watching this💖
Some sad music, vent tiktoks ofc. Maybe a candy, or an icecream. Drawing too + opening new stickers. I know its nothing special but for me its relaxing. If im happy probably I watch Stranger Things, play some games and watch My favorite RUclipsr to laugh a bit. Lately im not that happy so just some music. :)
I tried making an account for venting on youtube a while ago, but I had to take it down almost immediately because I was getting harassed and bullied in the comments and when I showed my mom the comments she just got mad at me because the vent was about her, even though I only referred to her as my mom so literally no-one would know it was her anyway
she's still your mom, and everyone would know it's YOUR mom. they don't know either of you in real life, though. and your mom shouldn't take her anger out on you, or even be angry about this! you're clearly being cyberbullied for venting. some people are absolutely insane, thinking they're being funny by "roasting" the suffering.
i hope you're okay. if you need to vent, feel free to. i hope you can remake another account and you're not harassed anymore. just know deep down your mother loves you. ♥♥
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@ Me, duh I’m so sorry! If you need to talk, I’m here ❤️
0:28 why did they assume somebody for their birth gender? they said cis like its a minority THATS OFFENSIVE and there are 98% of people in the world with their birth gender and that's the only normal thing and there should be 100%.!!
@@gachamax2316 im sorry, what? are you saying transgenders, nonbinaries, genderfluids, agenders, genderqueers, pangenders, and genderless shouldn't exist?
OH NO! Once i made a vent but i made it in gacha and people called me cringe and was saying “this is why we have a do not recommend channel button” JUST BECAUSE THEY SAW A FRAME OF GACHA. If you dont want this comment here, you can tell me to delete it (idk why, but i feel like some people wouldnt want this comment here)
Just a small vent.
So, my little sister had come to me today and asked for me to help her with singing (I've been in many musicals and I believe I'm decent at singing). I agreed to help her. We worked for about 20 minutes before she went to look at her phone. I really thought she was having fun. She left. So there I was, sitting in my room, feeling like crap.
@ GenshinPleb I’m sorry! If you need to talk, I’m here ❤️
@@Mvlt1 Thank you. As of now, I'm doing fine. Mt sister just kinda blocks me out sometimes, but I tell myself it isn't my fault.
@GenshinPleb You’re welcome! ☺️
0:28 why did they assume somebody for their birth gender? they said cis like its a minority THATS OFFENSIVE and there are 98% of people in the world with their birth gender and that's the only normal thing and there should be 100%....
Oh wow that is terrible 😞 man I'm so sorry I hope you're doing well-
3:31 been doing it since i was 8, 12-14 now (not saying age). And it still hurts, how an 8 year old child had to learn it the hard way as their friends slowly drop like flies. One by one... No matter how hard the little child tried... not a single one could be saved... an 8 year old... forced to be as mature as a 20 year old therapist...
Now look at me! I'm in the same state as what my friends were. Of course I had to learn the hard way, I had to lose them, the ones i considered family... Oh boy, how i miss them. Oh well, Time flies by and things change...
0:28 why did they assume somebody for their birth gender? they said cis like its a minority THATS OFFENSIVE and there are 98% of people in the world with their birth gender and that's the only normal thing and there should be 100%....
all my freinds hated me i really only had one in 4th grade everybody just left me then in 5th grdae i was doing better then got sent death threats who was form someone who i thought i was freinds with
I'm lucky none of my friends have died
But one of them hurts herself and I try to help but I don't make much of a difference and I try to be funny but sometimes I cant
i was ten things went down hill
my parents don't know and when i vent to my friends they make it about them selves and even lie..one of my friends pretended to attempt the XXX and came to school with a bandaid on paint. idk why she wanted to make the whole section think like that. i...how can i put this in to words? i treat my skin like paper..no mercy and im sorry because there is someone in a worse...situation than me and if you don't bother, can you tell me some advise, im pretty young
I always look forward to when you post, it's very comforting to watch these videos and relate
I’m glad they comfort you ❤️
0:28 why did they assume somebody for their birth gender? they said cis like its a minority THATS OFFENSIVE and there are 98% of people in the world with their birth gender and that's the only normal thing and there should be 100%..
I'd don't relate to many of them but I still love these
wall of text/vent
sometimes i still think back to middle school. even though I had friends then, I didn't feel like I was a good one, or that I deserved them, since my dad had a lovely habit of saying that i was better than them because i was his. he even disregarded the fact that my friend coming for my birthday had a specific diet. said that my friend could just eat the chips or something. i was wondering why i was alive. desperately obsessing over the existing people in my life to keep myself alive. it was actually some of the worst years of my life.
I hate asking for help. the first time I went to the middle school's counselor, because I just had a breakdown upon see that something about my math percentile or something was lower than last year and it all just. spilled out. and all that happened was that he called my mom. i felt so guilty so making her worried, for scaring her. but at least he didn't call my dad instead. the school required that i see a therapist. i went, but i didn't know what i was supposed to be doing and she wasn't great. i stop going. later i get a new one who knows what shes doing. i have to stop seeing her because of covid. i get a different one. she doesn't pay attention, misgenders me, makes uncomfortable comments. i stop doing her zoom calls.
i realized that i relate a bit *too* much to neurodivergent people. but my dad just happened to make a shitty and ableist joke, so i didn't ask for anything. just like how after the first time i came out as trans to him, and he said shitty things, i never updated or talked to him about it again. i am so used to doubting myself it took almost a year before i started talking to my high schools social worker about the fact that i thought i may be neurodivergent. i am so glad and so lucky to have such a wonderful social worker and psychologist working at my school.
it was during last school year that two things happened. i had a meltdown in front of my dad, my stepmom, her parents. i just couldn't handle the pressure of a 5 min time constraint. my dad said i scared them. her parents. it turns out i took "5 minutes" too literally. months later, on the drive home from school. alone in the car with my dad. i refuse to talk to him about "what my problem is with him." he insults my self soothing stim. i yell at him. i scream at him. and then i stop myself. we're almost home. we're in the neighborhood. he parks the car on the street until i talk to him. i feel trapped. i gave in, i told him so many things. too much. i told, him things i have never told anyone. things i thought i would only ever admit to a professional or my grave. all the things he's done. and he just says that he's sorry. of course i don't forgive him. i don't trust him. he doesn't take responsibility for his actions and doesn't like being corrected. he hasn't earned my respect. i bring up the way he insulted my stims before? and he just says that he was "tired" and "wasn't thinking clearly."
i was so angry. i am so angry. I'm mad at him for manipulating me to get me to talk to him like that. but I'm angrier that i caved. that i fell for it. i let myself be vulnerable around him when i promised myself that i never would again.
and now. i finished the forms, the adhd, the gars-3 asd, the anxiety disorder one, i just have to bring them to my next appointment. just looking at my honest answers, it's so clear that i am not neurotypical. i have needed help, and hated asking for it, i have struggled for so long, i have felt so alien for all my life. the happiness of knowing that i wasn't wrong. the absolute joy of knowing that i am one step closer to getting a diagnosis, and later, accommodations. the way i'm falling apart at the realization that i spent so long doubting myself, him making me doubt myself, letting myself struggle instead of reaching out.
i rarely cry. i rarely let myself cry. i'm going to let myself cry me to sleep tonight. i deserve it for being too strong, too "mature for my age", for so long. thank you for reading this stranger.
I hope your doing ok, please get better
I am so sorry you had to deal with this, I know it’s very hard to open up like that, I really hope you’re doing better rn you can cry all you want, you deserve so much better. *comfort virtual hug* remember to stay hydrated and eat many, okay?
I find it really comforting to watch these videos and I can relate to a lot of them. Especially with all the shit that I a have to deal with currently, it’s nice to just get a break
0:28 why did they assume somebody for their birth gender? they said cis like its a minority THATS OFFENSIVE and there are 98% of people in the world with their birth gender and that's the only normal thing and there should be 100%.ughhhh
Hey y’all. I want you to listen to me real close alright? I am proud of you. I don’t care if no one else is. I am so proud of you, and you are so insanely strong for getting through what you did. No your problems may not be as big as someone else’s, but they are still a struggle for you. And you made it through. It doesn’t matter how small your issues feel, they are hard for you to deal with, and they are valid and important. You are loved by so many, and you make so many peoples days and lives better just by being in them. You might be going through a hard time, and y’know what? That’s okay. If you’re doing SH? That’s okay. I know it’s hard to stop, and you are so strong. I know it’s hard to get help, and even realizing you have an issue is and extremely big step in the right direction. Now remember to eat and drink water, that you are beautiful (this is coming from a chubby person with body dysmorphia, trust me, you are absolutely stunning and gorgeous) it’s okay that you need help, and that you matter
Someone please make this comment blow up
@@ryuistired thank you so much for replying 😊
Hi! I’m the creator of one of the TikToks in this video (at 2:40) One of my friends notified me of this compilation, and I just came by to check it out. I hope you and everyone in the comments are doing okay. ❤️
I love your content! keep it up 💕
I’m not doing so good at the momtent but this helps cheer me up, thank you and I hope you’re doing okay as well
@@G0RL TYSM! I will!
im so sorry this happened to you m8.
Thank you I hope you are doing well too
To anyone going through any of these (events in the videos), remember someone will always be there for you. You might not know it yet but someone is thinking about you right now. To anyone reading this have a great day/afternoon/night ♥️
I subbed to you at 294, simply because I wanted it to be 295. But I started actually watching your videos, and I have no regrets. You grew so fast! You deserve every last sub you get
Thank you so much 🥺🥺
@@G0RL you’re so welcome
0:28 why did they assume somebody for their birth gender? they said cis like its a minority THATS OFFENSIVE and there are 98% of people in the world with their birth gender and that's the only normal thing and there should be 100%.nwwjw
@@gachamax2316 I actually didn’t notice that, but I think it’s showing them what it’s like to NOT be a cis man, instead trans or masculine nonbinary
finally one that doesnt the same 5 videos used in every one of these comps. those ones always make it feel like my feelings are just recycled scrap material.
the flowers one is relatable for me..
these are one of my strategies to vent out. just watch vent videos and relate to them
I hope everyone is ok you are an amazing person and I am here for you
2:29 Hey, quick question? Do you know the song for this one? Gotta admit it’s nostalgic. Btw thanks for making us feel better in the intro 😊😊😊
I like vent vids cuz I relate so much to them, but I think I might relate to them to much. I don't know if I'm hurting myself by watching these things. But anyway hope you're doing well. ❤
if you’re unsure, take a break for a day. then compare the previous day to the break day. see how it has affected your physical/mental health.
these videos are meant to be relatable. we’re trying to help each other out. we’re a huge loving family.
:)
It’s kinda sad how I trust the comment section more than my own parents.
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Ikr🥲
Minor TW: addiction to s/h
It’s hard when friends and family don’t understand addiction. Taking away things without helping me is just going to give me more ways to do it.
The 6th vent hit me hard. When that video popped up, I couldn’t help but pause the video. I just thought about my absent father, and the fact I wish he was better and could be my dad. The fact that I’m so mad at him, for everything he’s done. He never tried to be there for me or my brother, and now my brothers taking his side. It makes me feel so stuck and upset.
I want to make vent art but I'm worried I'll forget to put my sketchbook away when someone is visiting. I trust my parents, but other people don't seem to understand sketch book boundaries
same
I have had a vent art as my iPad home screen for YEARS (At least 4). Now, I don't think I realized at the time it was vent art, but Woo-Hee, was it awkward when I was in the process of getting grounded and my mom would be going through my iPad and starring at the home screen. Luckily, she didn't open the sketchbook app, were there would have been more.
Idk why but I am absolutely in LOVE with the intro, it’s just so ✨Calming✨🥰🥰
3:55 this hit way too hard
Hiiiii ur at 2k now congrats!!
I hope y’all stay safe and have a good day/night. I’m proud of y’all and I care about all of you no matter what. You are valid no matter what. You are enough. You are loved. You are beautiful. How was you day/night? (Feel free to vent)
good, i do have something i would like to vent about, though. but first, how are you? be honest, you don't have to lie all the same and say you're doing great. we all have something going on. you always take the time to check up on others like a therapist friend, now let me help YOU in return. are you doing alright?:)
i hate myself
@ venthome Thanks. I have been going through a rough time, but I’ll be fine. Thanks for looking for me^^
@ A very sad pizza You are an amazing person. You are kind, you are smart, you are trustworthy, you are capable of wonderful things, and you matter. Don’t forget that.
@ venthome if you look through the comments, I vented. It’s a really long vent so I don’t expect anyone to read it all the way through or to reply
1:45 hit me like a semi-truck and I have no idea why
Not even after school it calms me knowing I’m not the only one feeling like this.I’ve related to nearly everyone.
small vent
I had a panic attack today in school in front of the entire class and I think everyone saw... so that's fun
(Also lil vent)
Last year I had a panic attack outside of the school and the people walking by just yelled “HEY SHE’S CRYING” and walked away laughing
Yeah other kids suck
i know im not alone in this but seeing everyone live their best life while i struggle is hard
any piece of advice
I haven't fully vented to a real person ever, so here we go. I have so many problems and literally nobody cares. Starting with my parents, I have always been the gifted, overachiever child, and it's really hard on me. Like I read an old diary from when I was 7 where I pretended that my stuffed animal was in school and got an 89% and that I was incredibly disappointed bc thats how my parents always were with me. My grades have always been so good, but as I grew it became harder and harder to keep up to the standard that my parents wanted from me. Like I once came home with a 92% in math and my mom told me that that was disappointing. My parents yell at me when I get grades lower than a 90%, especially my mom. My dad sometimes jokes and tells me "where did the extra 3% go" when I get a 97%. Like why can't they just be happy for me? I'm so tired of it. It has led to my anxiety. I literally cried the entire way home from school to my dad about how my mom was going to kill me because I got a bad grade in school. Spoiler alert: she yelled at me and told me that that was disappointing. I just want her to stop yelling at me. She yells at me not only for school, but for other things too. Especially if she's in a bad mood. Sometimes, she might be having a horrible day and I just say one word like hi and then she yells at me and calls me useless I'm not even kidding. She calls me useless like all the time. And it hurts so bad each time lol. Also, she started telling me when I was 3 that if I ate sweets I would get fat, and now I have gone through 2 eating disorders (binge-eating and early satiety due to anxiety). I told her when I was about 11 that I hate when she talks about my weight and she proceeded to call me "fatty" as a joke at literally every family gathering. Sometimes, we would argue and she would bring up my acne, telling me that my face looks really red and stuff like that. She also calls me fat. I told that to one of my friends, who laughed at me telling me that that's ok bc i'm skinny, and that it's all just a joke. For me, it isn't a joke. I look in the mirror and want to rip off my skin. And then when I told my mom about my early satiety, she told me that it's good that i don't want so much food anymore because I would eat more than her and my dad combined, and that if she had seen me actually gaining weight she would have stopped feeding me. My mother literally told me she would force me into an eating disorder!!! Also, she put a scale in the middle of our hallway for me to "use whenever I need". She also told me that she doesn't understand how I weigh just a kilo more than her when I'm taller and fatter than her (these are her own words). She laughs at me when I cry from my anxiety, and during my depression last year she told me to just suck it up and be happy, because I'm so privileged. She also calls me stupid all the time, which has contributed to my low self confidence. I also love to draw, and my mother hates it, so I can't do art. When I do, she criticizes my art, usually ending up with me crying. She criticizes both my father and i's every move, and it's so hard. I feel bad for my dad, but at the same time, he also calls me fat. But she calls him fat too, and I can see it get to his head. Plus, my dad is ACTUALLY joking, unlike my mom. My dad has a temper, but my mom relentlessly pushes his buttons. They argue constantly. And I can't take my dad's side ever because then my mom will get mad at me. My mom literally talks about all her marital problems with me, and it's so hard because my dad makes so much sense and I feel bad for him. Like every argument is my mom being really mean to my dad and my dad just yelling once at her, and then she guilt trips, gaslights, and manipulates. It's the same with me. Because of this, I say sorry about literally everything. I think everything is always my fault. It's so hard on me. I remember once, when I was twelve, my mom criticized my art or something I did and I exploded. She got so mad. She told me that she would rather not have a daughter than have a daughter like me. I got really sad and started hitting myself and pulling out my hair. My mom proceeded to yell at me bc apparently i should stop crying before she gives me a reason to cry. I'm also biromantic asexual, and she's a bit homophobic. She also has the highest standards for everything I do, including dating, and literally made a list about exactly how the guy should be. A few days ago she told me she hopes I never get a wife and i'm still closeted lmao and have a crush on a non-binary person. So yeah that's great. My mom also really wants me to become a doctor, and I literally hate biology. Like if there's one branch of science that I hate it's biology. And I want to do physics, astrophysics, or chemistry. And both my dad and my mom are super adamant about me becoming a doctor. They literally told me that they would be really upset if I didn't become a doctor. And I really dislike biology. My mom's also in denial about my anxiety, because she's seen me have so many panic attacks and still tells people that I love taking tests. No I don't!!!! They make me want to vomit and make me shake!!! Why can't you understand that????? Don't get me wrong, my parents love me. They tell me that they're proud of me and tell me that I'm beautiful. The only problem is that they also tell me that I'm disappointing and they compare me to others, including themselves. This makes me love them with all my heart, but also hate them for causing my depression. They can't even comprehend how sad I used to be, how my arm used to look, and they continue making comments to make me feel worthless. But they also make me feel like I deserve the world. On top of my parents, I have also been bullied in the past. And that started other insecurities. Instead of comforting me on my insecurities, my parents would joke about them, or mention them telling me I was stupid for not having confidence. BRO YOU'RE THE REASON I DON'T HAVE CONFIDENCE!!!!!!!! Anyway, that's most of my problems. I'm really stressed with school right now, and my anxiety's acting up. I love my parents, but it's hard. Also, people keep on telling me that my life is perfect. Is my life perfect??? Because according to this, it's not. Today my friend told me that the two hardest lives to live would be being the "smart kid" and being the "smart kid's sibling". THANK GOD my parents didn't have another child. That would have been awful. For both me and the child. Anyway, that's my rant. Sorry for writing so much. I love you all and btw, I survived my depression and am clean from both my eds and sh. I survived it and I swear, so can you. Listen to music and relax a bit, it's going to be ok :)
That’s terrible. I hope things get better and you get out of there asap.
I’m super stressed for literally no reason rn like oml-
I’m just gonna put this (not really) vent here cause I just wanna pass time yk-
I’m currently on my summer break rn and I feel like I’ve been doing nothing productive. Just reading or doing any homework is an accomplishment for me. Im thankful that I can get up in the morning, and actually feel like doing something like drawing but I just haven’t been doing anything with my life. I’m anti-social af and going outside is super scary for me, but whenever I do go outside I’m always so happy- But the past two weeks have been dreadful. The only thing I’d call being productive as is me going to mosque, but when I come back it’s always the same flipping thing over again. I hate knowing that I’m wasting my life by not going outside or at least trying to have some fun. As I’m writing this, all of my family is outside in different shops and stuff having fun and I’m just here doing nothing. Whenever I wake up I always feel my stomach turn because of this never ending cycle of pain that I have to endure.
Tbh this paragraph means nothing to me, or probably to you, and I’m absolutely crap at explaining things and I’m really sorry. I just feel like garbage.
I just hope you reading this has a great day, and can drink and eat something. Idk what my point of writing this comment was, but hey I passed a good 30 minutes. :,)
@ theirlmess I’m sorry! I hope you feel better soon! If you need someone to talk to, I’m here❤️
0:28 why did they assume somebody for their birth gender? they said cis like its a minority THATS OFFENSIVE and there are 98% of people in the world with their birth gender and that's the only normal thing and there should be 100%..........
I’m so sorry, but don’t worry! Always keep your eyes open, if if your in the darkest moments
I relate to this comment. I feel like my life is on repeat
3:35
This is a painful moment. Truly painful.
JUST FOUND OUT MY EX GOT TOGETHER WITH MY ENEMY AND THEN BEFRIENDED ME TO RUIN MY LIFE so I thank you for this post helped me block out everything
your a**hole of an ex didn’t deserve you. it’s like 2 abominations in one. 2 birds one stone. of course the brats get together. sorry that happened to you. must’ve hurt a lot. hope you feel better about it now.
:)
It’s going to be ok you will find and love someone
HOW DARE THEY THAT'S SO WRONG OF THEM. they don't deserve you and neither does your enemy, you're too beautiful for them, they're just jealouss
TW SUICIDE
Today a RUclipsr I watch killed herself. It feels kinda stupid to be upset since they were a fairly small gacha club channel and I didn't even know the person, but I still feel guilty. Yesterday she posted her suicide letter, essentially, on her community tab, and I scrolled past it. I assumed she'd fail and I'd wake up to see she posted something about how she was depressed and quitting yt. She didn't. She drowned herself in her family's pool. I know nothing I would've said could've convinced her but I feel terrible. It feels really insensitive ME venting about this, I didn't know her, I didn't know her family, I didn't know any of her friends, and they're the ones who are affected.
I still really hope it's a prank or a fake or something.
You're talking about coffee right dont feel bad death is hard its been what 5yrs now and the scars still feel new
TW as well
I’m pretty sure you’re talking about Tweek, and I would watch all the videos people made about her and see these bots comment these absolutely horrible things with links to their “banger content” and the whole thing just makes me so mad
I’m really sad, since I was with Tweek since 1k. They were my biggest inspiration.
im so sorry, i hope tweek flies high.
TW
I am panicking rn because I can’t find my vent/ suicide note book and there is a chance that my family saw it
Here’s a vent:
I’ve always wanted to have a girlfriend (I’m lesbian) since I was 10. Yea, I know. I knew I was lesbian since 10. I never came out to my dad, as he would be the one to say, “It’s a phase”. What made my heart break even more is that everyone else got to date in middle school and i had to wait till 16. Everyone got to have sleepovers at 12, when I can’t even today. My parents always told me to be grateful, but the only thing I’ve EVER wanted was to have a cat, have a partner, have a bestie I can go out with, have a crop top, have a healthy body and not be fat (I’ve always had a big belly). U know how hard it is to be “more mature for ur age”? It’s not fun, it’s exhausting. I never got to do teenage things, since I was only 10. U know how hard it was to go to school, seeing everyone being so skinny, while being the only fat one in 400 entire students. 400! I’ve never felt good about my body besides my freckles and a little payphone thing on my wrist. That’s all I like about my body. A stupid payphone on my wrist and dots on my face. I’ve had to go through years of torture because I had social anxiety since I was 5. I only had one bestie in my entire childhood. One. Just one. I always look back at the game I made as an innocent child….”Agent Kati” (my name was Kati but I go by Charlie cause yea, I even hated my name) I would pretend I was a spy and I would do things. I was the only player in that game..the only player. I remember how I’d say it..”A-gent Ka-tI!😎” Those where the good days…then I got traumatized, Went through some torture, and here I am now, just a random person off the internet ur prob thinking is weird and gross and cringe
Oh I forgot. I did s/h since I was 6 and my parents never told me till I found out when I was 10
You are not wierd, gross, and cringe. You are valid and amazing. You can vent all you want. I’m sorry for what all you have to go through.(I’m a big person among lots of skinny ppl too) no one should go through any of that. It’s amazing that you are still here typing this. You went through stuff and are still going through stuff and yet you’re here breathing, typing, exsiting. That shows how just amazing you are.
Cheesy I know but if you need someone to vent to. I’m here❤
you literally are just like me (except i'm not lesbian, i'm straight)
Remember if ur parents dont like you.
If ur friends don't like you.
If the 400 students don't like you
Remember.
There are about 7'9 billion people on this planet so statistically.
At least 100 would adore to be ur friend
I posted a vent a minute ago this makes me happy
Man. It sucks when your therapist advice (good) is to take sleeping medicine to avoid urges at night because we both know my parents won’t do sh*t.
I just relized a few days ago how abusive my mom is, when i was young she used to lock me in my bed and only feed me bread and water. I was 5. If i left my bed she whopped my ass with a spoon, and made me go back to my bed and didnt give me my next bread and water. She doesn’t physically harm me and my siblings now bc she relized we would relize shes fucking abusing us so she just manupulates us and tells us she loves us and would so anything for us and we make her so happy and that we make her heart stop from joy everytime she gets near but in reality she only cares about herself and dumps all her problems on us and doesn’t think to ask if anyone is ok doesn’t think to ask why ive been locked in my room all day why i stop eating for weeks why ive broken it off with most of my friends and when i dont do smth how she wants or how she likes she takes my phone wich is the only want for me to talk with the only person who i can talk to and be myself around and when i ask for it back or tell her she took it for no reason she takes it for longer says im being the victom tells me im just being a moody teen and that she sacrifices sm for us but in reality she does nothing. Oh and the only reason shes with my dad is bc if she divorces him shes gonna b on the streeets.
So imma leave this vent here bc I literally have no where else to put it since this is a somewhat sensitive topic with the person I trust most- trigger warning of potential sh, mental disorders, abandonment, and eating
So my step mom finally moved out about a week ago. Just went through a second divorce within not even 10 years. It made my trust issues worse and now I feel like I can barely trust someone new in my life even if I want to trust them- this has caused me to eat less and I barely ate today- the only thing I ate was a small meal at dinner- I even picked at my skin and that’s one of the habits I formed while going through this- I’m pretty sure I had a hair pulling mental disorder back in 5th grade during the first divorce but it was never confirmed bc my mom doesn’t believe in mental illness and therapy- I’ve been showing so many signs and she barely does shit. She’s a nurse and can’t even tell when her own child is mentally unstable? How ironic. I just want my step mom to come back and tell me this was all a giant prank she pulled on us, but as much as I want to believe it, I know it’s not true. She’s never coming back. She claims that she loved my sister and I but it doesn’t feel like it after she left. I want to take down all of the things in my room that remind me of her but I just can’t. I just want to be told that everything is fine and I’m still loved even if I’ve been abandoned by more than one parental figure-
@ SoggyFroggy I’m so sorry! It sucks to go through these kinds of things! If you need to talk, I’m here ❤️
0:28 why did they assume somebody for their birth gender? they said cis like its a minority THATS OFFENSIVE and there are 98% of people in the world with their birth gender and that's the only normal thing and there should be 100%.
0:28 why did they assume somebody for their birth gender? they said cis like its a minority THATS OFFENSIVE and there are 98% of people in the world with their birth gender and that's the only normal thing and there should be 100%.naajkq
I was here only bc I wanted to see one of those compilations again, but oh boy,
3:31 is hitting hard
it’s true. you can’t save everyone. you don’t truly know what they think. but you can still be kind. give them hope at least.
3:44 I personally like this artstyle
love u gorl 😻😻
1:35 I went through that when I was younger before finding I'm genderfluid. Even though I can't come out as pan or genderfluid because I know my mom won't accept it. So I have to be bi and a girl, so yeah. Feels great!
You’re allowed to be bi but not pan and genderfluid? Doesn’t sound fair to me. Parents are supposed to accept and love their children. Your mom is wrong for not supporting you.
@@2weird2be My dad does, but my mom she will send me to a mental hospital if I tell her that because she is a Christian and she says God doesn't want that. I just don't know what to do because my dad has to tolerate abuse from my step mom while me and him are verbally abused by my step sister because she is manipulating my step mom because she is her sweet little angle.
So it is better to live with my mom than my dad but I just can't tell her those two things.
@@2weird2be thank you for supporting me tho :)
@@yourlocalclown8394 God is an angel. remember that he'll love you no matter what, as long as your heart is good and personality is kind.
im sorry about your dad. him and your stepmom need to divorce. kick both step-family members out of the house. they dont deserve either of you.
dont force yourself to live with your mom because of your dad. she cant send you to a mental hospital. just convince your dad to divorce your stepmom and you can live in peace with him. he supports you for who you are, unlike your mom.
Oml another kid in this phase
What is the intro song called? I absolutely love it-
Also I love your vids!
I hang onto my friends because I fear that if I try and let go I’ll feel even worse even though all they ever do is pull me along into their stupid little games that I’ve been pulled into and been forced to act like them just so they wouldn’t call me ‘Weird’ ‘Freak’ or ‘Stupid bully’ and I only understand people that are older then me but they end up dumping me too so all I’m left with again is those stupid fake friends.
I go to school to 7:00 to 3:30 so I been tired
h-hahaha!! Jokes on u I’m not even going back to school yet!-
**me looking intensely at my calendar**
2:10 THAT HIT LIKE A FREIGHT TRAIN… I hope their doing ok now :((
thank you.
The only thing that kept me from depression I realized was friends and my older brother , Not my parents, My older brother because when I didn’t know I was depressed but I very much was he didn’t make fun of me for getting bad grades.I wasn’t depressed when I actually came to school and had friends.But one toxic friend who didn’t stand up for me I now cut off .And they keep asking me to be friends even though they took (almost) my entire friend group to the guidance counselor because she was crying for no reason cause I talked to a friend alone and she was “being left out” and the sub just has to be involved and that could’ve gone on my permanent record apparently for “bullying” .I just need help if I should tell her the truth or not.I’m struggling and this is a small petty thing but I don’t need the drama and headaches and guidance counselor
Watching this after a stressful day of decisions about my mental health :')
i have to decide if I want to go to therapy, which I definitely do want, but also I was told to decide a year and a half ago, agreed and then proceeded to get lied to that I was on the waiting list for 6 or 7 months. Now I basically have to decide if I want to go and see this neurologist I hate whos going to tell me the same bullshit she did last time but might manage to push me forwards on the list, or if I want to stick with my schools crappy councillors who tell me what I'm worrying about is "Normal" even though it definitely is not, normal people don't have psychotic breakdowns over exams that mean nothing so...
Basically, my choices aren't great, I've been crying all day, I am so mental tired of trying to get help for 2 years straight because every time I ask for help I get some bullshit answer like "well we have more important people with worse issues to help with". I asked my friend how they got into therapy and they had to attempt sewerslide to get help, but got kicked off the programme after 3 months because "they were feeling better"
UK mental health organisations are pretty shitty, all I want is someone to stop the constant anxiety that prevents me from living my life, because its pretty shitty feeling scared of every little thing.
I would say to go to the therapist.
Its the better option of the 2.
If you have a therapist friend or sibling.
Vent to them.
Although make sure to be friends with them outside of venting.
I hope it helped
Nah all of these are *too* relatable
3:31
since I was 14-15ish I had to talk so many people down from suicide thoughts. My own friends... They are younger than me. Some of them would only talk to me to vent, only that... But they never were there for me. I have to fend for myself.
Am I too young for this?
I had to deal with that too but I hope you're doing okay. One thing that's helped me recover from my depression was thinking that "I may have lost a lot of my childhood to acting like an adult but I have to move on and make the most of what I have." I know it's really hard but if you can find the right help things can get a lot better. Another thing that helps me is knowing that I can't get better if I don't try.
Also, you don't have to tell me if you don't want, are you okay and how have you been feeling? If you want to vent to anyone you can let me know if you want! I know what it feels like to not have anyone that will listen so you can talk to me. Again you don't have to if you're not comfortable but I won't judge you. Have a nice day/night
@@sound8244 that means a lot, thank you so much. I try to do what you say, but sometimes is hard cuz I wanted to be a child so badly. I hope you get to heal, you are a really nice person and you deserve happiness.
Reading this really helped me, today was a specially bad day and this made me feel better, thank you so much. Sending many hugs your way, I hope you doing good, or close to.
I wanna vent so bad but nobody ever wants to listen and they get mad at ME but I cant control it and I don’t wanna seem like an attention seeker and I feel like I’m putting pressure on the person I’m venting to so I just talk to my dog or draw those are my only escapes
I love these (Tw for the next section: mentions of S/H, ED, SA,a nd relating subjects) I have alot of problems relating to my trauma from my abusive dad,I'm constantly pressured by everyone to 'eat healthy' I have to force myself to eat, it's hard to remeber to, sometimes I don't let myself, I'm getting better, sometimes I USED to s/h, I'm luckily ok from that stage, I've been clean for a while, last time was when I was last SA'D, sometimes I overs3xuqlize myself, because I see it as normal from what happened to me, I'm 8n a better 0lace then I was, and I wish you the best!
glad youre not doing sh anymore. i’m sorry about your abusive dad. pressuring someone to eat healthy is the wrong way to teach someone to. and over3e/ualizing yourself may seem normal for you, but it’s not. trust me, don’t do that.
i hope your day is going well. or night.
:)
@@2weird2be thanks, I'm gonna try to get therapy when I'm old enough and have enough money
@@corasidel561i wish you good luck in earning enough money.
@@2weird2be thank you, I wish you the best aswell and to get help if you need it
@@corasidel561 i appreciate that.
Ik the intro song is pure imagination but what cover is it?
ruclips.net/video/x1zFSLZlSxc/видео.html
My sister committed suicide on September 5th... This is her old youtube acc. I miss her so much.
Don't kill yourself
It just moves on the pain.
I'm also suicidal and was before her death.
I might do it tonight.
But I know how painful that was for me.
And I don't want our brother to go through what me and lia have/did.
I won't commit
Just don't do it.
I'm proud of you
S t a y.
I
C a r e
A b o u t
Y o u
Fly High Sis
Don’t do it. She’s in a better place now. Don’t worry, she’s okay now.
VENT
TW mentions of SH and scars
I’m really close to relapsing
I told My best friend I liked her
She told me she only thinks of me as a friend and she isn’t gay and I’m suffering alone rn I’m moving out of my home of 3 yrs longest I’ve been in a house since foster care and I haven’t SH in bout a month and my scars are fading I’m yelled at constantly for being tired and barely doing work of cleaning and packing and I’m losing all my friends and myself. :(
Trying too help dont read if you dont wanna
People yelling at you for being too tired do stuff is so stupid. God forbid you lack energy. I hope your doing better today, I’m here to talk if you’d like
you’re not losing yourself. you’re growing. you’re changing yourself. once all this screaming is over, your life will get better. Nero is right, people screaming at you because you’re tired is so idiotic. that’s a human feeling? i’m sorry your best friend rejected you. mine did as well. i’m not gay but transgender, so i can relate. just stick with them. they haven’t left your side yet, have they?
@🖤𝕯𝖔𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖊𝖛𝖘𝖐𝖞🖤 we can be friends
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•Angel• I’m so sorry you’re going through these things! If you need to talk, I’m here❤️
Sometimes sad people make the pretties of art I do art when am sad or having a break down cams me dawn so I just draw and draw and draw every day for hours people ask why I draw so much I say I just like to I draw most of my character happy but give them a sad life idk why
PS if anyone feels sad just remember that someone loves you and if you say or think no one loves you remember God will always be by your side and when you need a hug he will always be there if you need a talk listen to you hope you all feel better 😊❤
Vent:
I sometimes spend hours of artwork that I never post because I have adhd, if I try, it ethier
1. Gets no views or likes cause it’s not my usual content
2. Gets more dislikes then likes
Why must people be overrated?
dont feel the need for likes just post what makes you happy
@@puffsweird110 :)
@@oliverstudios8831 also ayyy another aroace
@@puffsweird110 ayyyy!
0:29 literally reminded me of draco and that one iconic bathroom scene
I know im not the only one whos parents yell at them and say "YOU NEVER TRY" and then get mad when you reacted to them straight up bullying you right?
6:50 okay but....BAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAAA
I recently broke up with my S/O after realizing I was aroace. This made me feel better in a twisted sense. Ty!!
I either come here to feel something because i litteraly am numb or to just feel guilty and remenbering trauma to (torture in a way) myself for things i have done.
I want to give every single person in the comments and in the video a hug, I’m more of a happy person so I cannot relate to anything at all but that screws with me so idk anymore. I might just go around hugging people now- I love every single one of you guys and I hope you have a better life starting from this day forward, I’ll help! Just come talk to me, I can give a way to contact me if you are willing to vent to someone in the comments! Love y’all!!
0:53 so do any of you guys know the name of the song that’s playing in this TikTok? If so please let me know 🥲
the song is called fallen down but i believe that version is being played on an old/broken piano! i highly reccomend the song it’s v soothing
9:12 this one …
10:48 anybody know the song?
It's Alien Blues by Vundabar, but this is a slowed version :)
@@haroldlovestodraw4891 thanks!
Am i the only one who watches these and cries bc i relate to them ?
0:28 why did they assume somebody for their birth gender? they said cis like its a minority THATS OFFENSIVE and there are 98% of people in the world with their birth gender and that's the only normal thing and there should be 100%.!!!!!!!
wdym??
@@gachamax2316 dude idk. look dont comment if ur gonna get mad at me. i relate to ALOT of these
not misgendering ppl. but still
Me too...
So today was my birthday and my parents didn’t even notice me and that it was my birthday they also treated me like poop and they praised my sister I also always get bullied at school and I have no friend I can’t take it anymore so I’ve just been sitting in my room watching tts and yts
👇
Happy birthday to you.
Even if it was miserable its still a special day.
@@Wall.Wall_Wall thank you so much
You have just made me feel a lot better
@@xo.mialily.x
Np.
Remember if a talking golfball appreciates you then they don't have a reason not to
5:58 this song, officer it’s him.
i forgot to close the youtube vent tiktok tab on my laptop when i went to my friend house and my mom went trough my laptop and found this complation ive been watching and now i think im dead tho she hasnt talked to me for a while
I want to vent but there’s so much going on I don’t even know where to begin
ikr
Try to find a start
When did it begin?
@@Wall.Wall_Wall probably like three years ago (woah typing that out makes me feel old), when I realized i wasn't straight and cis, and i had a crush on someone who i knew didn't like me back
and then i also realized how alone i was (it was the start of the pandemic, and everyone was stressing about staying inside and stuff)
and then my crush got a girlfriend two years later, after a lot of stuff happened at home and I realized I most likely wasn't okay (like, mentally)
and then recently my partner (i moved on from my old crush after a while) broke up with me, even though I still loved them, and I had to pretend like everything was fine even though it wasn't :(
a lot of other stuff happened in the middle of the events I talked about, those are just the major ones I can remember off the top of my head
TW: sh
I don’t understand that about sh when you talk to somebody and you tell them that when you did it you actually felt something. After being numb for so long you actually feel something. So you keep doing it. Then the person ask “why?” Did you just not listen to what I said before?? I literally told you why but instead you tell them “I don’t know” because no matter how many times you tell them they’ll always ask “why?”
VENT:
TW: ABUSE, TEASING (ig), CUSSING
My parents are absolutely TERRIBLE. They love and care for me sure, but they make fun of my insecurities and opinions. And whenever I cry because their making FUN of their own child, they always say “OMG ARE YOU CRYING!? WE WERE JUST TEASING YOU [weird nickname].” And whenever I cry normally, they tell me to stop. My real dad isn’t any better. He gets drunk at night, and if I’m up at night (10 or later) he usually beats me up. They’ve told me how “InTeRnEt” is dangerous and they will bully you, when most of my friends are actually virtual. They’ve been ABSOULUTE bitches for my WHOLE life.
TW: Daddy Issues, Sm0king, Fighting families, favoriting
Even when I was born he was gone, he was sm0king outside of the hospital room.
He got a wife and didn't tell me till they were already married and had their wedding.
He favors my step siblings more than me.
He always called my mom to pay for stuff or my grandpa on his side.
Now what he does is pay for my step siblings, How about pay child-support.
does anyone know the song at 0:53 ? i feel so good listening to it and want to add it my playlist :) take care lovelies
I’m not sure of what this version of the song is called but the original is Fallen down from undertale. It’s a bit different but it’s really good and calming in my opinion 💜
@@vijaykrishnanchandramohan7603 thank you! i actually found the song a while before this comment and i’ve never played undertale so there’s no nostalgia that i really feel but yeah its good, glad i found it :)), thanks again.
It’s a slower version of Fallen Down.
Fallen down but on an old piano
2:50 whats the name of the song?
It’s this song but a certain clip sped up!
ruclips.net/video/9MbFlKDvhYY/видео.html
hope everyone is doing well! make sure you get something to drink, and something to eat. take care of yourself
remember, you’re beautiful, you are loved, and it’s gonna get better, trust me.
if you need to talk, i’m here to listen ♡
love you all! have a good day/night.
sleep well, and have a new start tomorrow
replying to @PencilMan!
they’re right, you may be ugly, annoying, stupid, and every bad thought you have about yourself may be true, but, those traits are what make you 𝚢𝚘𝚞. you need to own what you have cause it’s not gonna change. stop trying to change cause your friend has a flatter stomach than you, nobody cares. you may think everyone is going to look at you but guess what? you’re 1 person out of the BILLIONS of people in the world, nobody’s gonna walk down the street and judge you, you’re not the most important person in the world.
you only live once so stop wasting you’re time trying to be something you’re not.
Nah that's too nice it makes them soft, why does everyone try and help someone like this? It's so ugh comforting.
Dont give them comfort, give them struggle to give them purpose.
I have a question. Important. There is this girl I know from extra classes i take. I sit behind her. She's quite cheerful, nice, but the thing is i saw cuts on her hands. I don't know what to do. I hope she's ok, I haven't talked to her much and i didn't know how to react but this was before summer holidays. I hope I'll meet her at the beginning of the year, but even if i don't I'd love to know what to do in such situation. So here's question to everyone who knows and wants to help: what should I do? As I said, we don't talk much so i don't want to just start by asking about it and I was thinking, maybe i should Ask her friend? And to people who cut themselfs (now or before): what would you want to hear in a such moment? Would you accept and kind of support from person you know just from extra classes? I really need to know, i know there's lots of people with this problem and i want to be able to show support if i meet Someone like that. If you can, please help 💖
Love yall ❤️ i Hope if you're struggling, you'll get better ❤️
hug her.. tell her everything is going to be alright.. and tell her that you care and that you are there for her if she needs anyone to talk to..
well.. just hug her.. the rest is optional but that is what i would do..
Become friends with her first or atleast try
She a cheery type as you said and people like that normally are open to new friends.
Form enough of a emotional bond for her to be comfortable around you and then ask her if shes ok
hoooo yeah buddy time to make vent art to this videooo
What song is at the time stamp 11:01?
@Alastor thanks
The song is from gaster : 11:00
8:04 I have an autistic and non-verbal brother and just thinking about losing him I
cry
Not me watching this after school
God bless you!
Where’s the one for “how to hide a vent journal”? I cant find it ☹️
Yeah I was looking through the video a few times looking and I can’t find it either
Well I don’t know how to vent…because I don’t have anyone to vent to..
I lost my grandma when I was young it was really hard for me because a few days before that I lost my dog and I get bullied for a lot of stuff and it’s hard you know? People just bullying you for nothing… it’s annoying! And I cant tell anyone because I’m scared that they will tell my parents and what if my parents get mad at me for not telling them…
3:00 song?
Sweet Hibiscus Tea
0:55 someone please tell me this song's name- I've been looking for it for so long .,.
Fallen Down from undertale on an out of tune piano
0:46
TATAKAE
IYKYK😂😂
I think I just lost one of my closest friends and idk what to do they have started to kinda be mean to me but I didn’t tell them bc I was scared so a few days later we start to argue and I yell at her and hang up the phone now she won’t reply to my text and I’m trying to apologize we have school tomorrow and I sit next to her and I’m scared what she’s gonna say I feel I can’t fix this but I wanna bc we have been friends since preschool but I feel so bad and this is the second time I have ruined a friendship like this and idk what to do
if they treat you poorly.. that friendship is not worth fighting for..
This tiktok always makes me cry 4:53 does anyone know this song? if you do please tell me! :3
A small vent
It’s 1:57am I cannot sleep I have way too many thought in my head and I wanna get them all out all I hear is tik tock tik tock
I feel you, and ik I'm late, but if it happens again, I have a few ways to stop it and rest your brain.
1. sense test- you can close your eyes, lit 3 things you hear, 2 things you feel, and 1 thing you smell. you then can just try sense around your surroundings.
2. empty head songs- find a few nice lyricless calming songs and putthem on loop, while trying to remember good memories.
hope this helps, hope you're doing good, and hope you have a nice day.
I have been staying up all night for the past 2 weeks
school starts in 3 days
I have to go to a gathering today
yaaaaaaaaay
2:26 Song name?
1:45 - Song? ^-^
2:50 my life in a video.
more parts pls i beg you