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“I’m fine but I’m not going anywhere with my life” yup.

0:23 this kinda triggered me honestly…

Goofy

2:18 what's march abt?

7:38 whats the website or app?

Boo

6:13 what apps is this??

9:00 lol I do the same thing! Idk why tho 😅

If y’all are thinking about starting a vent book, I would recommend getting one o d those locked ones.

Just found out that children as young as five are SH.. what has this life come to..

I’m scared I’m faking stuff that’s currently wrong with me. The past couple years I’ve been working with a therapist and my mom to try to figure out what stuff is wrong with me, since Id already gotten diagnosed with ADHD and depression and anxiety. Me and my therapist went through a few “phases” of trying different disorders that could be relevant, and whatever label she was using at the time I kinda molded myself into- when she thought it was autism, I suppressed all my other symptoms. When she thought it was DID, I suppressed the adhd stimming and would zone out for hours at a time- completely involuntarily. That’s the weird thing- it did seem to my mom like I was just cycling through faking different disorders, but it felt very fucking real to me and affected my life seriously. I’ve gotten close to suicide several times now and she seems to think I’m doing it for attention, which is really scary because I’m starting to think that too. When I was nine, I had body image issues and started eating less. I wouldn’t go days without food, but my parents would have to force me to eat all of my meals and stuff. Not an eating disorder, probably just a picky eater. Those habits never really went away, and the past six months or so have been really rough with convincing myself to go downstairs to eat dinner. My mom yells at me and I feel horrible and usually do try to eat but I genuinely feel like the idea of eating anything under that sort of pressure makes me want to spontaneously combust. I don’t have body image issues anymore, I just don’t like eating. My mom thinks I’m trying to fake an eating disorder for attention now. I think it’s fair that she thinks that, but that doesn’t change how fucking scary it is for me or how suicidal I am. Please tell me what’s going on?? I don’t want a disorder but I also don’t want to have somehow accidentally been faking various disorders for the past couple years, yk?

1:42 bouta be me fr

0:11 this gives me absolute sr pelo vibes, I love it

Can anyone help me im so overwhelmed i don't wanna be here i dont know like who i am or what i am

Have you ever been paired with the same guy who sexually assaulted you and you go to tell the teacher but but they don’t let you talk to them and just yell at you to go back to your seat? Cuz I have 😅

What does switching door mats mean??????

Just something I need to let out, but I remember that when I was around 8 or 9, I used to cry a lot because I have anxiety over everything and would panic when something bad happened. It got worse when my stepdad would ask why I cried, and I would respond with "I don't know" because I didn't know why. When I said that, he would half the time tell me to calm down. But the other half of the time, he would tell me "Stop crying or I'll give you something to cry about" and if you were like me, you would know how hard it is to stop crying while panicking and then being threated. So I would continue, knowing what the outcome would be. I would be hit by his hands and belts because I wasn't able to keep it under control. Now, at the age of 14, I am physically unable to cry, even when I'm alone, and along with this, I am mentally breaking down and trying my best to hide it with my low amount of energy to do anything. I watch these as an escape, as a way to distract myself from my thoughts of SH that I use to punish myself for not being good enough for myself, and for being a self proclaimed failure. I am so tired of my life.

No one needs to read this. I hate it. Life. What's the meaning of it anyway? Just to die? It's like a punishment, being a human, I feel deep connections to cats, it hurts, knowing I'll never be normal. It's hard for me to love my gf, I've always had problems with love. I've done SH, I'm not even 13 yet. I'm 11. Turning 12, I shouldn't be dealing with panic and anxiety attacks. I had a mental breakdown yesterday and the day before. I'm always so tired. My body feels wrong. Sometimes I look through the mirror and think "who is that?" I don't even have a real personality. I have anger issues. I have trust issues. I have father problems. I can barely trust men seems my biological father SA me. I forget to eat. I'm always dizzy. I'm called lazy, fat, useless, annoying by my mother, but around my grandparents she acts like she 'loves' me. I need an escape from here. I can't take much more. School makes everything worse. It hurts...

Womp womp 🤪🫥

I’m fine but I’m just trying not too hard on myself to get it out and get my mind right so I’m just going through my own thing right here I guess and I’m not sure how much of an impact I can have in terms with my life right now

People used to tell me that I had a lot of friends but at that time, I hated being around my friends, and it never helped that it felt my best friend had replaced me. I had never felt more alone.

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It just set in that I’m actually not good at anything

8:06……….. My friends do this too often and don’t even know how that effects people(like me) and that just cuz were in 6th grade doesn’t mean those words don’t mean anything.

GUYS GUYS GUYS. (or ladies or people whatever you want) IF YOU HAVEN'T HEARD THIS TODAY YOU NEED TO.. I just want you to know that you are trying your best and its making me proud. Please stay safe and reach out for acceptance or help when you need it, you are great. YOU are doing great. People shouldn't just say, "Same", "REAL!", or " Sorry.." When you vent. Its just not right.. I'm proud of you for you, your doing great. And please don't push yourself just take breaks, its always gonna feel horrible. But don't push yourself. Reach out for help when you need it. Don't be afraid to stick up for yourself or other people. Be you. I don't know you but I'm proud, and you deserve people who love you for you. Not just for what your good at.

Im fine.. but I don't know what to do with it but I don't think I can get it to go away...

Is it weird that I watch these while I eat?

I love the cute love yourself messages at the beginning you wrote knowing full well most of us are depressed, traumatized or self harming.

2:14 Me knowing what show the audio is from: 😮😮

6:49 Jesus christ thats hits too much, that made me start to tear up which doesnt usually happen

can someone please help me: im trans-masc, but my parents r extremely transphobic, so i am terrified to come out to them, idk what to do an i wanna run away, i am planning to soon. should i go through with it or should i tell them idk what to do!?

No one generally cares about me. I fucking push everything to the max and end up making everything worse than it already was

2:29 because i failed my attempt

hope you’re ok you haven’t posted in ages

I’m fine but I don’t want to be in the hospital anymore.

There's this kid in my school who is/was super popular, i thought so too, but i recently realized he is a toxic, manipulative jerk and also he was in my friend group, and they also realized the same thing, so we tried to talk to him about it and he ran away and flipped us off so we of course were mad at him so he started spreading rumors that we were bullying him and we got in trouble, the stuff he did to me were, not inviting me to anything, keeping secrets from me but not the rest of the friend group, not telling me when he did stuff with the whole friend group and not me, spreading rumors about me, telling me i didn't have trauma even though he knew i did but i didn't know i did, just being mean in general, trying to kick me out of the friend group for no reason, talking about me behind my back, convinced me that i was being mean to him, caused most of my depression and sh.

5:00 what does this mean??

3:52 DAWG WHAT

Vent tw self harm Just be normal It’s my fault Stop giving up Everyone has it worse then u Just stop Your not valid BE NORMAL your giving up Your putting your problems on others STOP JUST STOP people have it worse It’s your fault Im not funny I should just shut up I am so annoying Everyone just pity’s you Just shut up ITS YOUR FAULT WHY DID YOU DO THAT I should shut up I should just stop I never shut up Stop putting your problems on others People have it worse Don’t ask for help Just portend You mess everything up JUST STOP You messed it up You could just be happy BE NORMAL just smile There’s no point JUST STOP They don’t like you You’re just the annoying one Your just nosy You have no point You always give up Stop giving up It’s not fair Why me I need people to much Don’t tell them It’s your fault You messed up again Just stop Why just why Why did you relapse You were fine It was 2 weeks WHY eat more Why did I do that WTF IS WRONG WITH ME I push everyone away Im a jerk You’re always loud Don’t cry SMILE you make everyone blame themselves Blame yourself You do it for attention Attention seeker I brought it appon myself Don’t vent DONT JUST DONT I’m just quiting It’s your fault You make people hate themselves YOur useless You have no point Just be normal Act like you don’t care Don’t tell them Hide your feelings They don’t care do they Everyone hates me You suck No one likes me You messed up again JUST STOP it’s not fair Stop Ahhhhh Just do something Just be someone Be happy Pretend You cant stop This is what you deserve Don’t tell them Why did I do that It hurts but I deserve it Be better Disappointment Just do stuff It’s not that hard WHY WHY WHY if I left would anyone care Why am I private Just help Help everyone and not yourself Fix it yourself You don’t need help Do it yourself Don’t ask for help Fix yourself Don’t let people know Don’t show it Your feelings don’t exist You don’t deserve it There’s a reason you don’t like people It’s your fault Just blame yourself It’s not anyone else It’s you Who am I You alwa6s make people worry You never think You never shut up Wtf is wrong with you Your weird Don’t cry You have no purpose It’s my fault I can’t believe you Wtf is wrong with me BE NORMAL don’t tell them Don’t let it show Hide your feelings Don’t tell them STOP Your not funny No one likes you Attention seeker Spoiled brat My art sucks I’ll never be good at anything What’s wrong with me Shut up Don’t be you HIDE DONT SHOW YOURSELF lock yourself away Lock swat your heart You always make it about you You messed it up again It’s your fault You suck at sports Your sh isn’t valid Everyone has it worse They hate you Don’t make it about u Oh look you did it again Don’t cry SHUT UP Why don’t they understand Why am I cupioromantic Over thinker You push everyone away Why am i so ugly If you read this thx

these vids are odly comferting

my parents have given up on me and had a WHOLE other child because i am not good enough, like mind you i have a lot of siblings and i'm the most useless...i dont care for school, just passing the class is good enough idrc :)

3:40 Sup, I’m a whole bottle of allergy pills.

2:34 My bestfriend<3

I'm honestly too done to care anymore. I'm at the lowest point in my life, I'm hiding literally everything, I've made realizations about myself that I didn't want to make, and it's just not going...great. Yeah. :/

this is cringe af

Me who be seeing all these TikTok’s about being a perfectionist and I feel so bad for them but then there’s just me, lack of motivation but has loads of energy, overthinking why they doesn’t care a lot about the school work and everything that’s out in front of them and how they really want to try harder and like try and make her family happy but it just don’t work, it’s great 👍

10:07 hi I’m hawks. The thing I want most is freedom

Idk what I’m feeling right now. I’m angry but I don’t remember what for. Everything feels fake and made up and feels like I’m lying but at the same time I know something’s wrong but I can’t remember what. I’m so lost in my feelings and I’m fucking terrified

2:30 I NEED THE SONG NAME.