she grew up in a toxic household. anyone who has been abused for a huge part of their lives will constantly apologize because that's what their abuses do to them. it's a manipulation tactic
you tend to apologize a lot. no ones mad or upset with you. we understand that you’re still adjusting and it’s okay if you change your plans last minute in a vlog or whatever. your supporters understand
Yea I have the same thing too with being told I shouldnt cry or asked why I was always upset so I always apologize for everything, even crying or having any emotion because growing up I was always judged by how I react to things, my mom would get over protective anf yell because she never understood my emotions and now I have anxiety everytime I get a little bit upset.
People also used to bully her BAD in her videos and streams, telling her to kill herself and stuff. I don't think she is used to the positive fans she has now. Hope it continues that way. Love her videos.
I feel so bad every time Eugenia says “I’m sorry if I look bad” because she’s the most beautiful woman and is just so sweet. No need to apologize Eugenia, you’re fine the way you are and we love you just as you are♥️
I love how positive her comment section now is! and how her likes have gone way way up and her dislikes way way down! keep it up, you inspired loads of people to get help.
My daughter had almost died 4 times due to an eating disorder. Be kind, be supportive and that is what will help this amazing human. My girl fluctuates, all we can do is love her through it. Please no one bully this beautiful girl.
Thanks so much you guys ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜 I have a vlog about it if you guys would like to see more about my girl and our life... It's not real great yet but I'ma trying 😅
@@gh0stp0rtal09 Monica it's an Italian name too. A beautiful one. It has greek's origins but the root of it means 'only one' that can also be interpreted as: "there's just one like this", or "unique" :) The 'alone' translation is an interpretation, I guess.
I think She is worried about her influence. She is responsible about her image and the message of her body for people in RUclips. It's nice see how she is conscientious about being a public person and responsible for her the influence. She is a hero. She survived. Eating disorders can kill people and Eugenia is doing a great job.
I used to have this thing where I would apologize unnecessarily for things all the time, and I would get really worked up and feel bad about things that were not a big deal at all. And it would make me feel worse when people told me to stop apologizing and to not feel bad because I couldn't just "not feel bad" or make my guilty or inconveniencing feelings GO AWAY just because someone told me I shouldn't feel bad, but I worked on it and this is the technique that I found worked out for me. I take a deep breath and hold it in for a while(usually 15 sec) and I think about how huge the universe is and how I am s alive, in that moment, just alive. And take in the sounds and the feeling around me, like the fabric on my skin, and the breeze across my face, and how the air feels going into my lungs. It reassures me that everything is okay, because the only thing that matters is the moment. Nobody is going to attack you for the lighting, or because the plan didn't go accordingly, or because someone gave you a gift. And on the off chance that they did attack you for something so stupid, IT DOES NOT MATTER because they can't affect you unless you let them into your heart and you don't try to prevent it from affecting you. Physically, its not gonna effect you at all, nobody will shoot you if the lighting is wrong, if your hair is out of place, if you hold the camera weird. So there is no reason to feel that like mental pressure to have everything be perfect. I don't know if that is exactly how you feel, but I can only compare what I see to what I have experienced in the past, and thats how my brain used to work and how sometimes it still does. If I feel like I do something wrong I feel like I have to FIX IT like right then and there, even if its a minute detail, but I have learned how to weed out what I should actually worry about and what things don't need that sort of attention. I don't know if you will read this, and I don't know if you read this that it will help, but if it does help anyone I think its worth it to put this out there. Thank you to anyone if you read this. :)
Thank you for writing this comment. I am exactly the same and i try doing mindfulness techniques and find they help a lot too. I Eugenia will learn not to worry so much but its just part of growing in confidence which she is already doing, that will naturally become easier when she focuses on improving her mental health. 😊
Nice people showed her good products that she liked and gave her a great facial that she loved, which also made for awesome content for the vlog. How any moron could think that’s taking advantage bewilders me.
I think She is worried about her influence. She is responsible about her image and the message of her body for people in RUclips. It's nice see how she is conscientious about being a public person and responsible for her the influence. She is a hero. She survived. Eating disorders can kill people and Eugenia is doing a great job.
Roberto Lucio She is literally just being her own worst critic, I don’t think it has anything to do with her being an influencer. Because I think even off camera she if constantly bashing herself, or feels like she can’t go anywhere without a full face of makeup on because she doesn’t realize her beauty. Even if what you say is true she still shouldn’t be apologizing for every little thing she does or try to look perfect at all times. Imagine how tiring that is.
@@ma_ddyyy1382 It's called anxiety, recovering from an eating disorder and body image issues.. Maybe even depression too. And it is very tiring, I'm recovering from an eating disorder myself. Those with the biggest smiles, have the biggest demons.
70% of the comments: "You have such a pure soul" 20% of the comments: "You do NOT have to apologize for anything!" 10% of the comments: "You looks like a disco girl"
@@degenerationz9284 I know, I hate seeing her how she is now compared to here. She was so close to being OK. At least physically. This should be considered criminal on her family's part.
I think She is worried about her influence. She is responsible about her image and the message of her body for people in RUclips. It's nice see how she is conscientious about being a public person and responsible for her the influence. She is a hero. She survived. Eating disorders can kill people and Eugenia is doing a great job.
@@emmacarolinacovers because she's going to be using that same product on someone else's face, how many times did she do this before. That jar must be filled with many different face cooties lol. Whatever, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger or, gives you herpes. Who knows 🤣😂
charlotte apostel I used to be like this and never wanted to leave my mum because of MY ISSUES not my mothers issues. I have OCD and anorexia amongst other things. My ocd told me I had to protect my mum at all times and I would feel so guilty if I went out and did stuff on my own because my thoughts told me if I wasn’t there to watch over my mum she would die and it’d be my fault. It was completely all me - my mother had cancer when I was a child and since that my obsessive thoughts and rituals really surrounded my mother and this feeling of needing to always be close to her to ‘protect’ her. I have that now with my partner, same sort of thoughts but it’s shifted as I’ve gotten older. The ocd seeped into my anorexia and I would think that eating would cause bad things to happen to my mum. So I think we shouldn’t be so quick to assume that her mother is the ONLY PROBLEM.
charlotte apostel also if she’s in recovery for her ED then she probably has a meal plan she is supposed to stick to and needs to be home to do that especially since in early recovery eating out can be terrifying. Just idk everyone seems to be just looking for the worst reasons
Love, you are allowed to say “No thank you” to stuff you were not plan on doing or paying for. People just want the money. It’s nice & all but you’re not going to hurt nobody’s feelings so please dont worry too much.
Fabian Toxxic you know that golden face mask from la parfait cost $995.95 USD. God only knows how much they scammed from this poor girl. You can go on their website and see their outrageous prices. That eye cream they tried to sell her cost $460 USD. FFS just use a little coconut oil for $10, I guarantee it’ll do just as good a job.
chimbits timbits everyone says I have really good skin and they ask what I do and all I do is put 100% natural coconut oil on my face/body and nothing has happened so....
Right!! And how u do a facial on her w all the makeup she had on her skin? That's a little too desperate....they heard her say im a youtuber n their dollar signs alarms went off....so sad that people r like that n then Eugenia is so nice about it..
drl lrd the OP suggested that Eugenia take an art class since she might enjoy it and as a way to meet other creative people. What part of that do you find the most triggering? What part of that is BS? Or are you just projecting your anger and insecurities on Eugenia?
It’s so nice to look back and watch these videos when you just got out of treatment you look amazing and are telling us about your thoughts and feelings and hobby’s ! When I was getting over my drug addiction drawing and painting helped me get through things to ! You should start drawing again :)
You seem like the sweetest person on the planet. Your area looks so nice and that donkey is so cool. Also i think your skin looks great without foundation. You are beautiful.
As someone who's getting their Esthetics license currently.... I CRINGED SO HARD when she double dipped the spatula in the mask 😭 and I personally use gloves when doing anything on the skin.... Idk man but I'm glad you had a good time Eugenia!
@@socialwreck6953 Basically, the face has bacteria and once touched with the spatula, the bacteria is on the spatula. Then by redipping the spatula, it spreads the bacteria to the container of the face mask. (And then bacteria will grow in the container).
@@speedygonzalez1590 generally, you use a spatula to get out a good amount of product on a palette, then use a seperate spatula to transfer the product from the palette to your hands, spread onto face with hands. No need for multiple dipping
no more apologizing!! everyone is here to watch you do your thang because we love you and you are genuinely interesting, kind and beautiful. SO many people are looking up to you right now! feel confident in your opinions and decisions, it’s your life, you have the power to do and feel and have and say and want whatever you please! take advantage of that girly ❤️ stay strong !!
Eugenia Cooney you are an absolute light in this world. Your genuine kindness is absolutely amazing!! Never change that about yourself. You’ve got such a beautiful heart, and I’m so beyond proud of you!! 😘💜
PSA to all women: You do NOT need to apologize for not having makeup on. You do NOT need to apologize for not being 'beautiful enough' or 'looking like a mess'. The world is not owed your beauty. Your natural existence is not an offense to anyone, and if it is, those people are trash and their opinions don't matter. STOP APOLOGIZING FOR EXISTING AS YOU ARE!
Seeing her in a healthier and happier place motivates me to keep trying and to continue staying strong during recovery from my EDs. I’m proud of her for admitting that she struggled too and opened up, it made things less scary and lonely. Never give up on your journey to recovery even when you’ve convinced yourself it’s easier or better. Being healthy is honestly scary at first because it’s a big change and it’s a lot to adjust to but it feels so good to have energy and feel more comfortable in my body.
I think there's no problem about her apologise. She knows what she is doing. She is a responsible woman and a conscientious person. Let's respect if she wants apologise.
She doesnt need to do anything! Shes gorgeous without makeup but telling her she needs to stop worrying can actually upset people. If makeup gives her confidence I see no problem in her wearing it.
@@hailey8796 I'm talking about the 25 times she says she looks bad .. she doesn't shes beautiful. She just seemed negative about herself a lot and I was just saying shes a beauty and has 0 to say sorry for
Agree Life is tough. Ive been mostly bed ridden and not doing well for a year, might be an old lady but honestly Eugenia reminds me so much of my daughter, her smile is indeed contagious!
@@jexmarro9 for some people it helps to ease their anxiety, almost like a reflex, so I've learned to say: apologize if it gives you relief, but know you've done nothing wrong and don't have to. :)
Most RUclipsrs get salty when they get kicked out of a store they were going to vlog in. Eugenia makes a PSA about how great their stuff is - because she is the soul of kindness.
@@augustaleblanc4286 Not true. I've been trained in this and the massage is around the eyes and eyebrows. Also you're supposed to steam the face before a scrub so all make up needs to be removed.
@@nodoubtaboutit oh ya thats true, i forgot about that, the spa that i usually go too puts a towel over my eyes when they steam so i assumed that the makeup would be ok
Even if her recovery isn't 100% smooth, I'm glad that she finally got help. It's hard, but I'm honestly so proud of her! Eugenia is so nice and deserves only the best!
*i understand it might be anxiety, but you don't need to apologize, for anything* ❤ *nobody is upset or angry with you* ❤🙂 edit : I don't have anxiety but I get that it's hard to control, sorry if that came across as rude to anyone ❤💁
Still messes with my head how bad people treated Eugenia, she is literally the most genuinely nice person ever. I notice how her confidence has been shaken because of how she was treated, how often she says sorry, how worried she is to put out her best work even for those people who were so mean. But most importantly I notice how brave she is to put herself out there once again. You are a true inspiration Eugenia, I love you, never stop being you.
Eugenia is the most proper, humble and sweet person alive. She never wishes bad to anybody and she is always positive and polite. We should learn from her how to treat each other's.
Hunny you are GORGEOUS no matter what..with or without makeup...your hair always looks amazing! I know i am a little harsh on myself too so i understand how easy it is to apologize for the flaws we think we have..when in actuality people dont see those flaws on us at all...maybe because they arent flaws at all..or maybe cuz our inner beauty shines thru and completely blurs out all our self noticed flaws... I know that wasn't explained perfectly but basically you are always gorgeous no matter what...on the outside and ESPECIALLY on the inside :) You are the kindest most sweetest person ive ever seen. Any person that gets to be around you is so incredibly lucky :) You deserve nothing but the best in life, dont be afraid to stand your ground though sometimes...dont let anyone take you for granted or abuse your kindness or mistake it for weakness....because you are FAR from weak. You are so incredibly strong and you must understand this. ILY Eugenia, i hope you are having an amazing day/week/month! And i will continue to check in with ur channel to see any amazing progress you have made! Loving this new content btw!!! :)
@@wowhoudini ok im sorry but what proof they got? We all thought tati was tellin the truth abt james Charles but like....nah sis was lyin im just saying you really dont know
You seem so sweet and kind. It breaks my heart that you apologized so many times through this video. You have nothing to apologize for! Hold your head up high and be proud of yourself. Don't apologize for anything unless you've actually done something wrong and hurt someone. You never need to apologize for the way you look, even if you think you look like a mess.
Sofia Reumert She will learn. I used to be like that too. It takes time to changr your way of thinking, especially when you’ve had the same thought patterns for many years.
I thought you were gonna say 'eating disorder'. Weird how there are no more people that are being 'mean' to her, once she got the treatment. What I think they were doing it for, is to make her want to improve herself, the way she looks, to seek solutions to the obvious issue.
Would like to urge anyone in the comments to refrain from tellin Eugenia to stop apologizing so much. I have had a similar problem and when people told me that It would make me feel worse, like something was wrong with me. It's better to just be comforting and understanding and help her to feel comfortable and like this is a safe place, not a judgmental place.
@Misiu Maja I appreciate your point of view. I didn't think about it from the other side. I guess the real truth is we can never know for sure how she truly feels about it, I just about how I felt when I had that sort of issue and how the attention just made it worse. I thought you know, it doesn't necessarily help her and maybe people should consider that. Maybe she doesn't like people telling her what to do you know? Like there are other ways to show its a safe space that are less.... judgmental sounding. Maybe it makes her feel worse the way it did to me you know. Anyway, I wish the best to her and to you @Misui Maja and anyone else out there struggling. :)
vip5hawol I hate asking for the bus driver to put the ramp down for me when I’ve got my pram cos I feel like saying ‘can I have the ramp please’ is TOO LONG TO SAY and saying just ‘ramp please’ sounds rude af and I can’t get the words out anyway ew anxiety sucks.
@@dkfkfkfkfsleeldldl22 don't waste your time looking him up. He isn't worth your energy and frustration and he doesn't need the views. Good for you for not knowing.
That struck me as odd too. I'm afraid for her to live on her own. She seems easily manipulated and very insecure still. Bad. Combination. I hope she can find some counseling and therapy to become more confident and live a healthy, happy, and independent life!
Honey stop apologizing you don't owe any of us anything
🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
she grew up in a toxic household. anyone who has been abused for a huge part of their lives will constantly apologize because that's what their abuses do to them. it's a manipulation tactic
@@CassandraCuppyCake So sad... :(
@@CassandraCuppyCake i do that, constantly apologize for everything
Jade Voyles yeah i kinda do too lol
My eating disorder doesn't let me go out, makes me feel pretty bad
But Eugenia did it.
So, i will try
You can do it! Baby steps!
Aww I’m so proud of you!! 😭❤️❤️
I’m in the same camp, but can’t stress more that your eating disorder is a LIAR
ahh proud of you!!! we believe in you!!!
You can do it!!! Baby steps and you will get there!! Remember that you are not alone!!!! ♥️
Eugenia: “sorry guys I look like a mess cause I don’t have foundation or anything”
Also Eugenia: *looks like a literal angel*
logan4231 wholesome :,)
Came here to say the same thing. She looks beautiful without foundation!
@@heatherk8589 Yes! She is so beautiful 😄
I was thinking the same! Like she is so cute and beautiful
Dude I know!!!
You're not "weird" or "awkward " AT ALL.
You're so cute and nice. Keep being you.
Lara Clausen how rude! she is actually WEIRD, AWKWARD, FUN, AND CUTE! she's all of them! edit your post.
@@oddity2735 you must be fun at parties.
Kira KN i'm the gay one at parties
@@oddity2735 Of course you are
She is gorgeous here, comment on these old videos
you tend to apologize a lot. no ones mad or upset with you. we understand that you’re still adjusting and it’s okay if you change your plans last minute in a vlog or whatever. your supporters understand
Felicia PTSD from being judged in school. I have the same issue
Yea I have the same thing too with being told I shouldnt cry or asked why I was always upset so I always apologize for everything, even crying or having any emotion because growing up I was always judged by how I react to things, my mom would get over protective anf yell because she never understood my emotions and now I have anxiety everytime I get a little bit upset.
People also used to bully her BAD in her videos and streams, telling her to kill herself and stuff. I don't think she is used to the positive fans she has now. Hope it continues that way. Love her videos.
So true! You should be proud of yourself. You seem like a kind and genuine person. Plus, your hair and skin looks good!
I think its normal lol maybe cuz I've seen stuff since forever..💕 I stan
I feel so bad every time Eugenia says “I’m sorry if I look bad” because she’s the most beautiful woman and is just so sweet. No need to apologize Eugenia, you’re fine the way you are and we love you just as you are♥️
Tori Brown she is freakin beautiful!
Right sometimes i wanna cry
Beauty is irrelevant.
It’s always the sweetest people who are so hard on themselves.
Anyone: *compliments Eugenia*
Eugenia: **pulls out uno reverse card**
This is fr me though 😂😂😂 i love her
Dr pelvic thrust I hope your joking.
@@trex116 nobody wants your negativity so go somewhere where it's welcome
Y E S
@Regina George she's just come out of rehab and she's slowly getting there. Give her time
It absolutely breaks my heart how much she apologizes for "looking a mess" it makes me so sad she's so worried about what people think.
kacie owens Ya, she looks great!
Girl everyone is self conscious
Def how she was raised. Sad but true.
I love how positive her comment section now is! and how her likes have gone way way up and her dislikes way way down! keep it up, you inspired loads of people to get help.
437 now!!
Does anyone else think Eugenia looks like Violet from the incredibles? So adorableeee 💕
I've never thought of it but now that you say it I can see it a little!!!♡
I see more of an Anna Kendrick
Oh sh*t, she does😦
Shorter bangs fit her very well!
Queen Rapunzel she gives me Angelina Jolie vibes
Eugenia: *Apologizes multiple times for looking like a mess an not having foundation*
Me: ..girl you have beautiful skin
Fan “I look like a vsco girl”
Her “you do look like a disco girl”
I had to google vsco.
shush
I actually did also hear the fan say "disco".
@@terenarosa4790 mmmmmk then
@@SpankyTheTanky she said VSCO. Do you know what a VSCO girl is? Cuz if not, feel free to Google it and it'll make a LOT more sense 🤗🤗🤗
My daughter had almost died 4 times due to an eating disorder. Be kind, be supportive and that is what will help this amazing human. My girl fluctuates, all we can do is love her through it. Please no one bully this beautiful girl.
Hope your daughter is well❤️
Indeed and it sounds like she has a wonderful Mum in you. I hope your daughter does well in her recovery too x
So simple, yet so beautiful⚘❤⚘
Thanks so much you guys ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜 I have a vlog about it if you guys would like to see more about my girl and our life... It's not real great yet but I'ma trying 😅
Fun fact Eugenia actually means polite/kind in greek and the name suits you so well !!
i am greek yessss
This made me wanna know what mine ment in Greek I wish i didn't look it up lol because it means alone (but its true tho)
@@gh0stp0rtal09 Monica it's an Italian name too. A beautiful one. It has greek's origins but the root of it means 'only one' that can also be interpreted as: "there's just one like this", or "unique" :) The 'alone' translation is an interpretation, I guess.
Huh it fits lol
@@mermaidcattt I think so as well!! I think being Greek it's the first thing I notice when I hear a greek derived name or when I meet new people here.
Girl i don’t think you understand just how pretty you are. You’re naturally stunning. Even without makeup.
Impossible to make her look bad
@Corey Fisher Wtf dude, you disgust me 🤮
Stop being a fucking creep and have some common decency and self control.
@Corey Fisher First of all I'm a cis woman and no I will never do that. 😡
@Corey Fisher Dumbass homophobic
Honey, stop apologizing for nothing! You're beautiful with or without makeup and your hair looks fine. Get that confidence! 😊
She is gorgeous here, comment on these old videos
Noo, it breaks my heart when you apologize like that, Eugenia you are stunningly beautiful ❤️ we love you
I think She is worried about her influence. She is responsible about her image and the message of her body for people in RUclips. It's nice see how she is conscientious about being a public person and responsible for her the influence. She is a hero. She survived. Eating disorders can kill people and Eugenia is doing a great job.
@@Roberto_Lucio I'm not talking about her ED.
Awww I love you guys so much!!! 😭❤️
Omg she’s so innocent she can’t say no 😭♥️ honey even if they say they’re giving you a discount it’s just a selling stratégie
kpop stan
Fan: *I look like a vsco girl.*
Eugenia: *You do look like a disco girl!*
She's so precious
hahaha i feel so dumb omg!!! 😂
@@eugeniacooney LOL I heard it as disco girl too. No worries!!!
@@eugeniacooney I heard disco girl as well 😌
Eugenia Cooney no I’m just like you! I always interpret people wrong and hear the wrong things! 😂
Eugenia Cooney I’d bet like 90% of us heard disco girl! Don’t feel dumb! Easy mistake to make!
I used to have this thing where I would apologize unnecessarily for things all the time, and I would get really worked up and feel bad about things that were not a big deal at all. And it would make me feel worse when people told me to stop apologizing and to not feel bad because I couldn't just "not feel bad" or make my guilty or inconveniencing feelings GO AWAY just because someone told me I shouldn't feel bad, but I worked on it and this is the technique that I found worked out for me.
I take a deep breath and hold it in for a while(usually 15 sec) and I think about how huge the universe is and how I am s alive, in that moment, just alive. And take in the sounds and the feeling around me, like the fabric on my skin, and the breeze across my face, and how the air feels going into my lungs.
It reassures me that everything is okay, because the only thing that matters is the moment.
Nobody is going to attack you for the lighting, or because the plan didn't go accordingly, or because someone gave you a gift. And on the off chance that they did attack you for something so stupid, IT DOES NOT MATTER because they can't affect you unless you let them into your heart and you don't try to prevent it from affecting you. Physically, its not gonna effect you at all, nobody will shoot you if the lighting is wrong, if your hair is out of place, if you hold the camera weird. So there is no reason to feel that like mental pressure to have everything be perfect.
I don't know if that is exactly how you feel, but I can only compare what I see to what I have experienced in the past, and thats how my brain used to work and how sometimes it still does. If I feel like I do something wrong I feel like I have to FIX IT like right then and there, even if its a minute detail, but I have learned how to weed out what I should actually worry about and what things don't need that sort of attention. I don't know if you will read this, and I don't know if you read this that it will help, but if it does help anyone I think its worth it to put this out there.
Thank you to anyone if you read this. :)
T Elmo i love this thank you ❤️❤️ deserve way more likes so Eugenia can see
Thank you for writing this comment. I am exactly the same and i try doing mindfulness techniques and find they help a lot too. I Eugenia will learn not to worry so much but its just part of growing in confidence which she is already doing, that will naturally become easier when she focuses on improving her mental health. 😊
Girl stop apologizing for how you look! We’re not watching you based on your appearance my goodnessss
Truuuuuu omggg😂
DS I was just going to say this!!!!!
You are so ignorant...
DS I feel like she’s traumatized by all the bullying before she went to rehab. It’s just going to take time.
.... yeah you are?
Everyone here is.
Very hypocritical of everyone to change their mind all of the sudden
Eugenia we all love you but please don't let people take advantage of your kindness (EDIT: HOLY SH!! I WASN'T EXPECTING SO MANY LIKES 😂)
It's a hard part to change in recovery. I was very nice and giving and I still am but not to where I'm giving myself until I'm exhausted.
@HULK HOGAN She needs to say fuck off to anyone approaching her, even to the girls if she didn't felt like talking a selfie
Nice people showed her good products that she liked and gave her a great facial that she loved, which also made for awesome content for the vlog. How any moron could think that’s taking advantage bewilders me.
You’re literally so sweet! I love watching ur videos it really is amazing to see that there’s still positivity in the world❤️
@HULK HOGAN that's right brother
It breaks my heart she apologizes so much.. stop baby :(
Nope. There's being nice and then there's being naive. No offense but her niceness has become kinda pathetic. Gotta stand your ground at some point.
It's crazy how NOT ONLY do you see change in her mentally and physically but also in her content. Thriving 🌸
She is gorgeous here, comment on these old videos
I would love to see her with her hair up. She’d look so pretty
Yesssss
She would!
She looks pretty either way :)
You're so right!
Yes omg 🥺
Eugeina apologizing and bashing herself for 19 minutes straight. Girl, it’s your life and your body, don’t apologize for being you.
I think She is worried about her influence. She is responsible about her image and the message of her body for people in RUclips. It's nice see how she is conscientious about being a public person and responsible for her the influence. She is a hero. She survived. Eating disorders can kill people and Eugenia is doing a great job.
Roberto Lucio She is literally just being her own worst critic, I don’t think it has anything to do with her being an influencer. Because I think even off camera she if constantly bashing herself, or feels like she can’t go anywhere without a full face of makeup on because she doesn’t realize her beauty. Even if what you say is true she still shouldn’t be apologizing for every little thing she does or try to look perfect at all times. Imagine how tiring that is.
@@ma_ddyyy1382 It's called anxiety, recovering from an eating disorder and body image issues.. Maybe even depression too. And it is very tiring, I'm recovering from an eating disorder myself. Those with the biggest smiles, have the biggest demons.
Elisabeth S-Mathisen she’s still 10 years from her recovery yet she’s back to the same place that enabled her.
Eugenia has got to be the sweetest ,kindest, and most humble person in the world! I swear she doesn't have a bad bone in her body.
This is why i love her. I could be wrong but i honestly feel like she could have a million dollars and still be humble
70% of the comments: "You have such a pure soul"
20% of the comments: "You do NOT have to apologize for anything!"
10% of the comments: "You looks like a disco girl"
Don't forget the double dipping with the spatula
2:02 “i look like a vsco girl”
eugenia: “you do look like a disco girl”
lol eugenia is so unaware of the trendy teen stuff i love it 🤣
Same Haha
@desy same haha
What's that mean?
Awe. I hate to look up things...
Vsco girl be like: sksksksk
I did not even notice that your foundation was gone. You look the same without it, which means your skin is naturally near perfect!
I agree! She was saying she looked bad and all I could see was how beautiful and GLOWING her skin was!!!
Awh 🥰
Well, the camera makes everyone's skin look good.
@@1am636 not yours
@@gayestbaby Actually, it does make mine look good. Quit being so offended for no reason.
Don’t be afraid to say no when people are pressuring you to buy and test their products!!! Your skin already looks beautiful
She was doing so good here...
@@degenerationz9284 I know, I hate seeing her how she is now compared to here. She was so close to being OK. At least physically. This should be considered criminal on her family's part.
Her family has nothing to do with it, fucktard.
“Animals are really nice” -Eugenia Cooney 2019
Badbishamals _ they really are
When Hanna said “I look like a vsco girl” Eugenia said “Yeah! A disco girl!” I laughed SOOO HARD. 😂😂😂
THANK YOU FOR LIKING EUGENIA ILYSM ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Harper W. I thought the girl said disco too 😭😂😂 omg that makes more sense now lol
i was looking for this comment for SO LONG XD
@@ariannagarcia9840 same 😂
To be fair, vsco girls aren't exactly common knowledge. I just looked them up haha
@@user89076 I have no clue what it is...i thought she said disco too? I'm old :-/ (40)
Her jacket is so cute!!
Eugenia's outfits are always on point
For real, I want her jacket!
Absolutely
Me too! Her style is perfect I really love it. I’d love a closet tour! Good call
Me too! Seems like she has so many cute things.
Omg she looks sooooo beautiful with her hair pull out of her face!! Her eyes are gorgeous and her face is so symmetrical 💗
You're doing amazing but slow down on the self-defeating talk. You don't have to apologize so much. You're wonderful and I love you!❤
I think She is worried about her influence. She is responsible about her image and the message of her body for people in RUclips. It's nice see how she is conscientious about being a public person and responsible for her the influence. She is a hero. She survived. Eating disorders can kill people and Eugenia is doing a great job.
@@Roberto_Lucio I totally agree. I'm not trying to put her down in any way, just made a suggestion. Like I said she's amazing.
Stop apologizing girl, you’re such a sweet human being and so beautiful!
I feel like you could do voice acting for Disney princesses
THAT'S CUTE I LOVE HER
Imagine a sweet Disney princess with a alternative aesthetic! That would be perfect 😢
She definitely could!
omg that’s soo true
omg that's a huge compliment thank you!!!
She had so much energy then. It’s all gone now. 😟
She’s literally complimenting the animals 🥺❤️ SHE IS TOO PURE FOR US
HAHA ANIMALS ARE AMAZING!! :D
where? timestamp pls
Sibutramine 3T462767 around 30-40
Shes like a cute lil' emo disney princess
The fact that you’re so self conscious breaks my heart, you’re so beautiful inside and out 💖
I'm so happy she's comfortable getting out of the house! Her skin is so beautiful
I wanna slap that “esthetician” for double dipping into her product with her disposable spatula.
Thank you! I was looking for this comment it was giving me anxiety!
Omg me too! how gross; I just left a comment like that and was reading the comments trying to see if anyone else caught that.
Mistressmorte Morte what’s gross about it? Just asking because I don’t understand
Emma Shackelford it's unsanitary
@@emmacarolinacovers because she's going to be using that same product on someone else's face, how many times did she do this before. That jar must be filled with many different face cooties lol. Whatever, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger or, gives you herpes. Who knows 🤣😂
Girl, stop stressing about being out all day. You're allowed to, you should be able to stay out as long as you want from your own home. 💖
squishy booty I didn’t get why she felt bad for being out so long, kinda makes me think her mum or someone is not wanting her go out for long.
Yeah..you're in your 20s and can't go out all day? I just keep seeing all these warning signs.
charlotte apostel I used to be like this and never wanted to leave my mum because of MY ISSUES not my mothers issues. I have OCD and anorexia amongst other things. My ocd told me I had to protect my mum at all times and I would feel so guilty if I went out and did stuff on my own because my thoughts told me if I wasn’t there to watch over my mum she would die and it’d be my fault. It was completely all me - my mother had cancer when I was a child and since that my obsessive thoughts and rituals really surrounded my mother and this feeling of needing to always be close to her to ‘protect’ her. I have that now with my partner, same sort of thoughts but it’s shifted as I’ve gotten older. The ocd seeped into my anorexia and I would think that eating would cause bad things to happen to my mum. So I think we shouldn’t be so quick to assume that her mother is the ONLY PROBLEM.
charlotte apostel also if she’s in recovery for her ED then she probably has a meal plan she is supposed to stick to and needs to be home to do that especially since in early recovery eating out can be terrifying. Just idk everyone seems to be just looking for the worst reasons
Love, you are allowed to say “No thank you” to stuff you were not plan on doing or paying for. People just want the money. It’s nice & all but you’re not going to hurt nobody’s feelings so please dont worry too much.
Fabian Toxxic you know that golden face mask from la parfait cost $995.95 USD. God only knows how much they scammed from this poor girl.
You can go on their website and see their outrageous prices. That eye cream they tried to sell her cost $460 USD. FFS just use a little coconut oil for $10, I guarantee it’ll do just as good a job.
@@elizadoolittle23 I agree that there are better alternatives for cheaper prices but don't use coconut oil on your skin .-.
chimbits timbits
everyone says I have really good skin and they ask what I do and all I do is put 100% natural coconut oil on my face/body and nothing has happened so....
Right!! And how u do a facial on her w all the makeup she had on her skin? That's a little too desperate....they heard her say im a youtuber n their dollar signs alarms went off....so sad that people r like that n then Eugenia is so nice about it..
@@elizadoolittle23 Is it really that much? Oh no :(
Eugenia, I do see an artist in you. Or a fashion designer. You might like to take a class for fun and to groove with other creative types.
Kat Covina tbh I see her doing that!
Even as a stylist i would say
drl lrd you need Jesus, my friend.
drl lrd the OP suggested that Eugenia take an art class since she might enjoy it and as a way to meet other creative people. What part of that do you find the most triggering? What part of that is BS? Or are you just projecting your anger and insecurities on Eugenia?
drl lrd art classes are a degradation of the arts then I guess. Mmmk
It’s so nice to look back and watch these videos when you just got out of treatment you look amazing and are telling us about your thoughts and feelings and hobby’s ! When I was getting over my drug addiction drawing and painting helped me get through things to ! You should start drawing again :)
She is gorgeous here, comment on these old videos
Could you do a video trying different hairstyles? High pony - space buns - etc?
sailor moon hair!!!!!!!!
@@jackiewisdom6345 YES! She needs to do this
That would be a
So cute. She is so cute anyway. Awe i love this idea
Oh my goodness! I Would love that! 😁
desy she just prefers to have anime bangs, as shown in the last video. It made a lot of sense 😊
You seem like the sweetest person on the planet. Your area looks so nice and that donkey is so cool. Also i think your skin looks great without foundation. You are beautiful.
I agree. She has amazing Beautiful skin! Wish my skin were as beautiful.
I know it’s probably nerves and anxiety, but you don’t have to apologize for anything, sweet girl! Also, I’m so proud of you! ❤️❤️
Heather Marie yes! Same!
As someone who's getting their Esthetics license currently.... I CRINGED SO HARD when she double dipped the spatula in the mask 😭 and I personally use gloves when doing anything on the skin.... Idk man but I'm glad you had a good time Eugenia!
I thought I was the only one who cringed about it!
I dont get why its a bad thing can you please explain?
@@socialwreck6953 Basically, the face has bacteria and once touched with the spatula, the bacteria is on the spatula. Then by redipping the spatula, it spreads the bacteria to the container of the face mask. (And then bacteria will grow in the container).
So was she supposed to get a new spatula every new swipe?
@@speedygonzalez1590 generally, you use a spatula to get out a good amount of product on a palette, then use a seperate spatula to transfer the product from the palette to your hands, spread onto face with hands. No need for multiple dipping
it hurts my heart when she says "i look so bad" or "my hair looks so bad" because she's so gorgeous with and without her makeup or hair done ☹️☹️💓
no more apologizing!! everyone is here to watch you do your thang because we love you and you are genuinely interesting, kind and beautiful. SO many people are looking up to you right now! feel confident in your opinions and decisions, it’s your life, you have the power to do and feel and have and say and want whatever you please! take advantage of that girly ❤️ stay strong !!
This means so much to me!!! Thank you! 😭💖
Eugenia Cooney you are an absolute light in this world. Your genuine kindness is absolutely amazing!! Never change that about yourself. You’ve got such a beautiful heart, and I’m so beyond proud of you!! 😘💜
PSA to all women:
You do NOT need to apologize for not having makeup on. You do NOT need to apologize for not being 'beautiful enough' or 'looking like a mess'. The world is not owed your beauty. Your natural existence is not an offense to anyone, and if it is, those people are trash and their opinions don't matter.
STOP APOLOGIZING FOR EXISTING AS YOU ARE!
Thank you for saying this!
👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾🙌🏾
Actually this can go for anyone guys and girls
I had no idea how much I needed to read this. Thank you ❤️
@@BubbleBunnyy Never heard a guy apologize for not wearing makeup.
Seeing her in a healthier and happier place motivates me to keep trying and to continue staying strong during recovery from my EDs. I’m proud of her for admitting that she struggled too and opened up, it made things less scary and lonely. Never give up on your journey to recovery even when you’ve convinced yourself it’s easier or better. Being healthy is honestly scary at first because it’s a big change and it’s a lot to adjust to but it feels so good to have energy and feel more comfortable in my body.
Would you consider giving us a closet tour one day? I love your style ! Only if you’re comfortable with that. It would be awesome
Every outfit is already shown on her channel..
I would love that too... plus the girl does go shopping... maybe we’d see some new stuff. 🤷🏼♀️💕
Yees
Doesn't necessarily have to be try-on either!
BombDame no it isn’t.
She called ponies baby horses, my heart ❤ Love you Eugenia!
Usually I would be triggered but not when its her
....I really don't want to say this, but I've got a feeling she's going back to her old ways.....I PRAY TO GOD THAT I'M WRONG....PLEASE PLEASE.......
Mortician's Daughter Your heart?...Lol....It’s called “being a 25yo woman with the IQ of a boiled cabbage”.
666th like 😂😈
@@mattstevens4192 a lot of people think that ponies are baby horses. It's incorrect but doesn't mean they aren't smart
Us: Eugenia you don’t have to apologize for everything!
Her: omg I’m so sorry guys I’ll try to stop sorry😭
I think there's no problem about her apologise. She knows what she is doing. She is a responsible woman and a conscientious person. Let's respect if she wants apologise.
Roberto Lucio it’s anxiety XD
Roberto Lucio it’s okay I’m Canadian I get it💀
hahaha so true
Natalie Harrison-Lim I feel ya there fellow Canadian
No need to apologize about the way you look or the way you hold the camera or anything for that matter, youre doing amazing sweetie
That moment when I saw your hair pull back & both of your eyes were shown, I was like iconic queen! So beautiful when both of your eyes are shown.
I cant wait to see!!!!
I’m a an old lady mom and love seeing both her eyes😊😂
She’s got AMAZING eyes
Saw
You need to stop worrying about how you look . You look beautiful even with 0 makeup . Gotta love yourself more girl !!!
She doesnt need to do anything! Shes gorgeous without makeup but telling her she needs to stop worrying can actually upset people. If makeup gives her confidence I see no problem in her wearing it.
@@hailey8796 I'm talking about the 25 times she says she looks bad .. she doesn't shes beautiful. She just seemed negative about herself a lot and I was just saying shes a beauty and has 0 to say sorry for
people: doing their job
eugenia, being the sweetest: omg, that's so nice!
Joooooooon
i hate amii- tae on weply ey-
@@invaderrash There's no need to be a dickhead, she literally just mentioned that it was him. Geez.
@@sanjusansanjana yall just annoying lmao
@@invaderrash calm urself.
Literally the purest soul :( she deserves nothing but happiness!
Teenager: "I look like a VSCO girl"
All of us feeling our age: "you do look like a disco girl"
Thanks for clarifying...I totally thought she said disco!! I had to look up VSCO...I'm so uncool...:(
Oh boy... Totally thought she said disco. But I am also a *~33 year old lady~*
Stephanie I heard Jenna marbles voice when I read that
Tyler M I did too
I'm 25 years old and don't know what VSCO is lol
Life is really tough but your channel feels safe and I feel better when watching you you’re like my only friend xdd
Awww this makes me so happy!!! You are never alone
@@eugeniacooney I love you so much Eugenia, you remind me a lot of myself
Exactly, safe corner.
Agree Life is tough. Ive been mostly bed ridden and not doing well for a year, might be an old lady but honestly Eugenia reminds me so much of my daughter, her smile is indeed contagious!
Proof Eugenia reads the comments
STOP APOLOGIZING! You are AMAZING 💚
Victoria Morrison is she Canadian?
@@jexmarro9 for some people it helps to ease their anxiety, almost like a reflex, so I've learned to say: apologize if it gives you relief, but know you've done nothing wrong and don't have to. :)
@ Katie C , oh I know, I have anxiety too. I was just being silly 🤣
Victoria Morrison FACTS but it so cute😁
For really, Eugenia is a ray of sunshine on a cloudy day!!!
UGH i love learning about you!!! Im so happy you are describing and showing more of yourself and your hobbies
Seriously, you are gorgeous with your hair pulled back. Your face is snatched!!!!!
Thinking the same. She has a lovely face!
I agree! I mean, I have no idea what snatched means, but she's beautiful with her hair pulled back.
Yeah you get to see the full eyeshadow look ☺️
Most RUclipsrs get salty when they get kicked out of a store they were going to vlog in. Eugenia makes a PSA about how great their stuff is - because she is the soul of kindness.
I honestly don’t understand why stores wouldn’t allow filming when RUclipsrs come in, all that lost free publicity!
Angie Ritchie well, they were clearly going out of business, so... 🤷🏻♀️
Ashley Bourgeois nah they aren’t. They are really popular and only have 1 sale a year
...but it’s available for lease?
@@Ashley-qe3ec could've been somewhere attached to the store?
You should go foundation free more often (obviously only if you are comfortable) . You have gorgeous skin and can totally pull that off
samantha jones Right, if I could pull off no foundation I would):
You can wear no makeup at all. Ideas people.
@@williamr8058 But some people feel more comfortable out in public with it on :)
William R I usually don’t, but if it’s something important or I’m not feeling confident about my scars I like to wear makeup for normalcy.
it bothers me that she did your facial with eye makeup on hehe idk why
Eugiene probably requested they left her eye makeup on
true but like during facials they rarely touch around your eyes so it shouldn't disturb the facial
@@augustaleblanc4286 Not true. I've been trained in this and the massage is around the eyes and eyebrows. Also you're supposed to steam the face before a scrub so all make up needs to be removed.
@@nodoubtaboutit oh ya thats true, i forgot about that, the spa that i usually go too puts a towel over my eyes when they steam so i assumed that the makeup would be ok
Also the way she double dipped the spatula in to the mask (after touching the spatula on Eugenia's face).
You say ‘sorry’ aaaalmost as often as I do. Anxiety is a hell of a drug.
Same....
take a shot every time Eugenia says sorry
Amy Lee omg you’d get soooo drunk
I hate my anxeity its such a ball and chain it feels like im fighting a battle with myself
forreal
Even if her recovery isn't 100% smooth, I'm glad that she finally got help. It's hard, but I'm honestly so proud of her! Eugenia is so nice and deserves only the best!
I agree with the person above, no recovery is ever 100% smooth.
She didn’t get help for herself, her friends did. I think it was Jaclyn Glenn?
*i understand it might be anxiety, but you don't need to apologize, for anything* ❤ *nobody is upset or angry with you* ❤🙂
edit : I don't have anxiety but I get that it's hard to control, sorry if that came across as rude to anyone ❤💁
r a n t That’s part of anxiety, though. She feels like she HAS to apologise for everything and so she has little control over it. 🤷🏼♀️
I do it sometimes... anxiety!
@@myalteregoandi yeah that's true I guess
She should be sorry because I'm fucking pissed.
@@goatwarrior3570 not her fault
Still messes with my head how bad people treated Eugenia, she is literally the most genuinely nice person ever. I notice how her confidence has been shaken because of how she was treated, how often she says sorry, how worried she is to put out her best work even for those people who were so mean. But most importantly I notice how brave she is to put herself out there once again.
You are a true inspiration Eugenia, I love you, never stop being you.
Eugenia is the most proper, humble and sweet person alive. She never wishes bad to anybody and she is always positive and polite. We should learn from her how to treat each other's.
STOP APOLOGIZING FOR EVERYTHING WE LOVE YOU
I definitely didn't screech when I saw the notification. No sir. Maybe your hearing things. Shh.
hahaha ily!!! 💖
@@eugeniacooney thank you I wasn't expecting a reply ily to x 💖
Hannah- “I look like a vsco girl”
Eugenia- “ yOu dO lOoK liKE a dIscO gIrL” IM DYING I LOVE EUGENIA😭😂💖
Oh I thought she said disco too hahaha oops
She kinda did look like a disco girl doe
MaggieOnline haha what does a disco girl look like?
@@gullysteph Big afro, flared jeans? Lol idk
Mimi Murdaa yeah she does not look like that at all😂
Hunny you are GORGEOUS no matter what..with or without makeup...your hair always looks amazing! I know i am a little harsh on myself too so i understand how easy it is to apologize for the flaws we think we have..when in actuality people dont see those flaws on us at all...maybe because they arent flaws at all..or maybe cuz our inner beauty shines thru and completely blurs out all our self noticed flaws... I know that wasn't explained perfectly but basically you are always gorgeous no matter what...on the outside and ESPECIALLY on the inside :) You are the kindest most sweetest person ive ever seen. Any person that gets to be around you is so incredibly lucky :) You deserve nothing but the best in life, dont be afraid to stand your ground though sometimes...dont let anyone take you for granted or abuse your kindness or mistake it for weakness....because you are FAR from weak. You are so incredibly strong and you must understand this. ILY Eugenia, i hope you are having an amazing day/week/month! And i will continue to check in with ur channel to see any amazing progress you have made! Loving this new content btw!!! :)
Eugenia has a sweet aura. She is a kind and a loving person inside and out!! Your skin looks flawless without makeup 💕
She draws so good.
Girl you have no kids to get home to, don’t apologize for being out so long🤔
But she has a controling mother
CatchUp Channel how do you know her life🤦🏼♀️
Ally Cabs lol watch jaclyn’s video
@@wowhoudini ok im sorry but what proof they got? We all thought tati was tellin the truth abt james Charles but like....nah sis was lyin im just saying you really dont know
You seem so sweet and kind. It breaks my heart that you apologized so many times through this video. You have nothing to apologize for! Hold your head up high and be proud of yourself. Don't apologize for anything unless you've actually done something wrong and hurt someone. You never need to apologize for the way you look, even if you think you look like a mess.
Sofia Reumert She will learn. I used to be like that too. It takes time to changr your way of thinking, especially when you’ve had the same thought patterns for many years.
Eugenia: *Breathes*
Me: YOU WONDERFUL, BEAUTIFUL, KIND, AMAZING WOMAN-
Eugenia has such a beautiful personality, my heart 🥺
BAHAHAHHAHA
girl:”omg i look like a vsco girl”
eugenia:”yeah you do look like a disco girl”
Hahaha
That's so cute omg
I thought they both said disco 😅
SHES SO CUTE
@@dono2267 basic white girl, vsco itself is a photo editing app that stereotypical'quirky' basic white girls use
“i look like a vsco girl”
“yeah you do look like a disco girl!”
@Hannah Schober Are you the girl in the video?
pup chubs hahah no
10:50, giiirl, what chu talking about!? Your skin looks radiant and glowing!!! That facial brought out some natural high light. You look GORGEOUS! 😍
You don’t ever have to apologize for angles or how you look! You’re beautiful at any angle, with/without makeup and hair done!
Nobody:
Eugenia: there’s baby horses :)
Ponies: 😠 I’m 10 years old
😂😂😂😂😂
So watch someone else 😶
@@crispjon I think it was meant to be funny... which it was...😂
Hahah yeah😂😂😂
This made my whole damn day lol
I'm so jealous of your skin! Its so flawless! I have severe acne and nothing seems to be treating it. You're so pretty.
“ i look like a vsco girl”
“u do look like a disco girl”
haha love youuu!!
omg hahaha
I had to look up what that meant but that's real silly.😂 eugenia you are a cute girl
LochBess Monsta That’s funny, she probably thought Eugenia said “vsco” instead of “disco” so it’s not exactly a compliment XD
Girl: I look like a VSCO girl
Eugenia: YOU do look like Disco girl!
Lmfao i also thought she said disco girl. Never heard of VSCO girl ever 😂
What is a vsco girl? Lol I thought she said disco too. 💕🤣
@@venusxxblue go to instagram....gals with colorful themes
Rosendo Hernandez sksksksk annaoop
I thought she said disco too! 😅
Eugenia has something
That many youtubers don’t
Have and that’s ....
Her nice pure soul 🤩😇
aww that's so true
and, ppl in general
the world needs more ppl like her
she inspires me 2 b a better person ,':-)
I thought you were gonna say 'eating disorder'. Weird how there are no more people that are being 'mean' to her, once she got the treatment. What I think they were doing it for, is to make her want to improve herself, the way she looks, to seek solutions to the obvious issue.
Would like to urge anyone in the comments to refrain from tellin Eugenia to stop apologizing so much. I have had a similar problem and when people told me that It would make me feel worse, like something was wrong with me. It's better to just be comforting and understanding and help her to feel comfortable and like this is a safe place, not a judgmental place.
Thiiiis^
@Misiu Maja I appreciate your point of view. I didn't think about it from the other side. I guess the real truth is we can never know for sure how she truly feels about it, I just about how I felt when I had that sort of issue and how the attention just made it worse. I thought you know, it doesn't necessarily help her and maybe people should consider that.
Maybe she doesn't like people telling her what to do you know? Like there are other ways to show its a safe space that are less.... judgmental sounding. Maybe it makes her feel worse the way it did to me you know.
Anyway, I wish the best to her and to you @Misui Maja and anyone else out there struggling. :)
*Man, I could feel the anxiety seeping through the screen* haha
She handled that sales situation a _hell_ of a lot better than I would have
She is 100% me. I ALWAYS get pulled in by those ppl because I don't wanna be rude
@@kells4315 :'L It's absolutely ridiculous that mental health can make us feel like we're being terrible people when it's not even that deep smh
vip5hawol I hate asking for the bus driver to put the ramp down for me when I’ve got my pram cos I feel like saying ‘can I have the ramp please’ is TOO LONG TO SAY and saying just ‘ramp please’ sounds rude af and I can’t get the words out anyway ew anxiety sucks.
@@milkglassfairy7641 aww I feel ya tho.
Eugenia please BLOCK ONISION from all your social media.
Sadly, he'd probably create a new account knowing how he can be
she probably already did
@@dkfkfkfkfsleeldldl22 don't waste your time looking him up. He isn't worth your energy and frustration and he doesn't need the views. Good for you for not knowing.
@@lake9203 This is pretty much accurate. Definitely deeply narcissistic, ironically he's the one who needs help.
She’s to nice to do that plus he’d just make fun of her
im not even 10 seconds into this video and i just need to say that that pink jacket is EVERYTHING
KillStar carries a bunch of cute jackets like that one! ^-^
An armor it is 🥺
Heidi it’s the cutest!!
Yeah in the middle of the summer
It really is!
this makes me sad... she was doing better
ikr.. it hurts :(
Why did she feel bad for being away from home for a couple hours? Girl your a adult stay out all day if you want lol
That struck me as odd too. I'm afraid for her to live on her own. She seems easily manipulated and very insecure still. Bad. Combination. I hope she can find some counseling and therapy to become more confident and live a healthy, happy, and independent life!
I think she was saying sorry to us that the facial took so long because it took away from other things she wanted to vlog.
We don’t know what she’s going through behind closed doors and without a camera rolling
Halo lowkey we do, her mom is super controlling and abusive and probably why she can’t stay out too long.
Jennifer Lopez ya but that’s just the surface of it.