his trauma makes him push people out because if he doesn't let people in he doesn't have to feel pain or anything for that matter. that's why he has trouble communicating in any way other than being perfectly direct. as a result he is static in life unable to move on. i think that the scene at the end is him dissociating and realizing despite how much pain he's in, he's ultimately in his own head and needs to let himself feel again and actually move on hence the title "if not now, when?" the title suggests that he needs to move on and actually feel things again because that's the only way to grow. if you don't move on and let yourself feel again now, then when? edit: truly an amazing short film i loved every second of it. i have the feeling im missing some bigger idea that you're alluding to but maybe not lol
i really hope Netflix finds this and gives Brandon a budget for a series or sum, the only bad thing about this short film is that it ends. we need more!!!
foreal! not even to categorize brandon's work but this top tier netflix material, it literally feels as if i signed into netflix and was watching a movie
So he is struggling to be vulnerable and keeps running from his emotions not being able to open up and when challenged to open up he feels incredibly unsafe and attacked so he runs from vulnerability and the things that are painful I think this was so beautifully told captured and made props I think it’s a lesson many men are struggling to understand so you showing this in such a poignant and thoughtful way big props ❤️💫🌹
isn't that proof that ADHD is just mind made? Anything interesting enough takes all your attention, how can you still have ADHD? Maybe all you need to find is an interesting/challenging hobby which requires all your attention. Let's see if you still got "ADHD" (I personally thinks it's a man made disease, inflicted by short video [short time span], and just the whole direction the majority of this world is moving -> superficial > depth and details, etc.);
So I'm a Film student. We are taught how to analyze any film before we decide on whether we enjoyed it or not. I put the criticism aside and I THOROUGHLY enjoyed watching this ❤
This deserves 100M views. I’m so grateful for RUclips to showcase this artwork on my feed. Wow wow wow. The acting. The story. The deepens. The awareness. The message so visible for those blind to words
I am so confused, this short film was breath taking, i am really grateful i discovered your channel man, but i gotta understand what you wanted me to understand, i have so much pain in me in this period, and this video rappresented it at a thousand percent, i love it
It’s easier to push people out rather than letting them in. And sometimes once you do allow yourself to open up, it’s often too late and the damage has been done. Algorithms are freaky accurate when recommending things like this to people that experience the same thing.
One of the best EP's I've ever listened to. Already had some songs saved on spotify, but after this video? Imma save the entire album. I love your music because it really slaps, and i hope we get more masterpieces in the future
I just watched the whole thing. Even the credits. I absolutely loved it. I’am not trying to glaze or whatever, but this guy needs recognition more than some people in that industry. I hope he understands that he has talent, and i hope that he has a will. This guy is genius music wise and now he proved himself in film making industry. He has all of my respect, can’t believe he put this short movie that well together. With all respect, congratulations man🙏🏼
I'm crying ... this is beautiful ❤❤ I had a similar concept for a short film 4 weeks ago... I shot the therapy session but my group fell out and couldn't finish the flashbacks ... it's crazy how someone across the world had a similar idea but executed it better than I could've ... again beautiful work man
This is a great piece of art. Combining your music, to the little stories building up to this climatique short film. Amazing marketing, to amazing music, to amazing script, amazing cinematography, amazing editing, amazing acting, and all around, just amazing. Patiently waiting for more as I take more notes on your line of work!
This is talent, no not talent this is something better. Everyone always assumes that people that can make pieces like this are just born with it no one ever wants to acknowledge the work that goes into getting to this level. I'm impressed like really impressed. No cap you are the goal my guy better things are definitely coming for you.
This is powerful, man you need to be on Netflix or something this is brilliant, forgot I was on RUclips for a sec! Would love a full series like this, its so raw
think i needed this man. as someone who makes independant videos, short films, music etc. your come up this year has inspired me so much, also being from south london, something about this just kind hit me man idek. felt connected to it bro. please continue you expand your creativity into the world. thank you man. big fan
I'm so happy I clicked on this recommended video. I didn't think I could connect this deeply with a RUclips video. Thank you for sharing your work. From the bottom of my heart, thank you. I needed this and I appreciate you.
This got me on a chokehold! The entire thing! Amazing acting and a realistic representation of the desires of the subconscious mind and the conscious being, i feel identified and it's almost brought me to tears, the fear of opening up, the desire of tranquility and also the feeling of loss plaguing your thoughts repeatedly. The presentation is immaculate, i love it. For me its a sub, a share and a like.
This is my second comment on YT ever, I had to tell you that I fell for your genius marketing scheme & went SEARCHING for your music. I wanted more. Hella inspiring
Got randomly recommended this, this was so good. Cinematography was wonderful and the story was incredibly captivating; before I knew it it was over, well done! I'm listening to the EP right now I wish you the best man
the way this video was produced, the story told, everything, simply everything was perfect. Random recommendation from RUclips but it was perfect at the perfect time. thanks, bro.
Not many short films pulls me in during my work hours, this one punched me in the face and told me to stfu and just watch... so I did... every 18m 07s of it until the suggested videos popped up to assure it's all the way over.
Many do not seek out to find their uncomfortably, and those whom do aren’t then cured , The “good” of finding is the understanding of mood switch and change the ability to realize and somewhat combat/connect with emotional state, the “negative” is a embedded work towards a trying best to “fix” a uncomfort and knowing a reason for why doesn’t just answer the feeling , many greats speak on using uncomfort to fuel , those of which can, the awareness nonetheless plays a key role , and to those who suffer within it can share that experience along side their growth , This was a great short as someone who didn’t get to say their goodbyes and I’m thankful for the message shared, wish everyone the best and their beginning
The acting is like really good, the dialogues too, the cinematic look of the footages are very enjoyable, I loved and recommend it to everyone ! congrats !!
i got this video recommended to me. i am so glad i did. this was truly a work of art and groundbreaking form of story telling. keep pursuing and making amazing projects.
The Idea: Unique & Innovative The Film: Well Paced, Engaging & Intriguing Plot The Music: Well Produced, Signs Of A Seasoned Artist Overall I'm going to give this project as a whole an 8/10. This is my first time hearing of you and I am utterly impressed. This direction can amass great momentum in the independent music scene. Acting, Music, Writing, Production & Directing are all skills that upcoming artists will need to have or adopt in order to stand out amongst the many that come & go. You are on a journey of longevity my brotha. I honor not only your creativity, but the immense effort it took to take this from idea to a finished product. This will go on & feed the creativity of many after you. You've just opened the eyes & expanded the mind of searching creatives. God bless you, much love & prosperity on your journey.
just watched the first 5 minutes, and already love it. This is art. You are so talented and brilliant my brother, please keep going and never let ego take a hold of you. We are here to bring positive growth into this universe, and you're doing a great job at it. Thank you!
Dude, this is sooo good. Kinda thing that I have been saving so much to try and execute. But the production quality is sooo good man, just got inspired to finish writing a script I was working on. Keep up 👌🏿👌🏿
WOOOOOOOOW, this is solid. the script, editing, color, angles, pacing. i love this! thank you for sharing this art and to everyone involved!!! very inspiring
This the true definition of a masterpiece, how the hell did 18-minutes pass like that, and why did i feel like i went on a 3-hour movie journey. Keep it Up!
This is really great. Very engaging…storytelling, cinematography, acting, pulls you into the story, lines were punchy and precise. It was all simply awesome. Great storytelling, great film!!! 🔥🔥🔥
This video was randomly suggested to me and I'm so glad it was. Like another commenter said, it reminds me of Kendrick's 'Count Me Out' music video and a movie. I love the cinematography, colors, the story, everything. Great job to you and your team Brandon!!
holy crap! This is amazing, everyone’s acting is incredible and so pronounced like it was a first time take every time. It broke me and im ok with that 🤭
I use to suppress feelings a lot this resonated with me on a deep level. This short film was so good. I loved the ending. I'm happy I randomly found you RUclips
So, how are we feeling about this?
Also, here's the musical element of the project as an EP of the same name: brandon.ffm.to/ifnotnow-when
cinematic masterpiece
I have like 3 brain cells of course I will struggle to figure it out.
just amazing man, u like Felicia the Goat
Only ♡
this is amazing.
The first minute reminded me of count me out by kendrick
righttt??
Life...
Exactly
I'm pretty sure that's everyone's thoughts! Probably a huge inspiration for the filmmaker
The color grading for the therapist office scenes is like dead on mr morale
My thought exactly
This has the video quality of an apple commercial but the heart of indie rock😭😭😭
This is perfect
So random RUclips recommended this but I’m glad very dope. Could watch a whole series of this!
Hahaha, thank you! I’ll make a note 🏃🏾
My thoughts exactly…Probably one of the best contents I’ve seen in a while on RUclips
@@BrandonNembhard yes please a series of this would be awesome
@@BrandonNembhard you are dope gang s/o
Its very rare that I can watch a 18-minute short film on youtube with so much level of anticipation. Bigger things coming to this guy fr
Exactly the same for me! Beautiful film Brandon!
Big ups
Facts this was a magnificent short film. Keep it up brother!!
I agree it’s so good
Same
his trauma makes him push people out because if he doesn't let people in he doesn't have to feel pain or anything for that matter. that's why he has trouble communicating in any way other than being perfectly direct. as a result he is static in life unable to move on. i think that the scene at the end is him dissociating and realizing despite how much pain he's in, he's ultimately in his own head and needs to let himself feel again and actually move on hence the title "if not now, when?" the title suggests that he needs to move on and actually feel things again because that's the only way to grow. if you don't move on and let yourself feel again now, then when?
edit: truly an amazing short film i loved every second of it. i have the feeling im missing some bigger idea that you're alluding to but maybe not lol
Relating to this
Totally agree.
This describes my situation and i came to realize that but action needs to be taken, which follows with regret for not doing that earlier...
i really hope Netflix finds this and gives Brandon a budget for a series or sum, the only bad thing about this short film is that it ends. we need more!!!
foreal! not even to categorize brandon's work but this top tier netflix material, it literally feels as if i signed into netflix and was watching a movie
please NOT netflix
@@eliamilanaccio5842where would you suggest oh wise one?
So he is struggling to be vulnerable and keeps running from his emotions not being able to open up and when challenged to open up he feels incredibly unsafe and attacked so he runs from vulnerability and the things that are painful I think this was so beautifully told captured and made props I think it’s a lesson many men are struggling to understand so you showing this in such a poignant and thoughtful way big props ❤️💫🌹
bro wtf - how am I just finding you now?
Sir, there’s no way. I’ve been a sub of yours for years now and I’ve taken so much inspiration from the stuff you make. Thank you so much.
Criminally underrated.
So good, damn, im adhd and usually do 1000 things in the middle of watching a video but not this one, eyes locked the entire time 😂😂😂
@@999kitsune7 As someone who also has ADHD, just know I designed it for us hahaha. Glad you enjoyed it!
Bruh I was sooo locked in😂
isn't that proof that ADHD is just mind made? Anything interesting enough takes all your attention, how can you still have ADHD? Maybe all you need to find is an interesting/challenging hobby which requires all your attention. Let's see if you still got "ADHD" (I personally thinks it's a man made disease, inflicted by short video [short time span], and just the whole direction the majority of this world is moving -> superficial > depth and details, etc.);
Facts❤🎉🎉🎉
seriouslyyy that's how yk something is top tier
So I'm a Film student. We are taught how to analyze any film before we decide on whether we enjoyed it or not.
I put the criticism aside and I THOROUGHLY enjoyed watching this ❤
This deserves 100M views. I’m so grateful for RUclips to showcase this artwork on my feed. Wow wow wow. The acting. The story. The deepens. The awareness. The message so visible for those blind to words
This is some of the tuffest acting, sound design, editing and cinematography that I’ve seen in a while. This project is a piece of art man
Crazy ass youtube recommendation pull. That was amazing. The color, the shots, the acting.
the acting, the story, the visuals, all on point
The structure of the timeline and how this is edited, serves the story so well! Amazing.
Agreed
man this guy is underrated fr, absolute cinema
illegaly underrated
Only 1 day brother. It’s finding me and so many others randomly. RUclips doing wonders for this true artist
amazing work fam
Love your stuff man! Thank you
I am so confused, this short film was breath taking, i am really grateful i discovered your channel man, but i gotta understand what you wanted me to understand, i have so much pain in me in this period, and this video rappresented it at a thousand percent, i love it
plz tag me when you understand
You can’t really explain it, overcoming your past and living in the present is the ultimate thing you can do for yourself.
When will you realizing you are running away from every good thing out of fear? Fear of getting hurt again. Fear of disappointment.
It’s easier to push people out rather than letting them in. And sometimes once you do allow yourself to open up, it’s often too late and the damage has been done. Algorithms are freaky accurate when recommending things like this to people that experience the same thing.
You can see that this film was made possible by a lot effort. Everything is incredible. Script, visuals everything
i don’t have words fam. this is revolutionary man fr. truly unbelievable work, damn.
love your work man "if youre here, youre early"
The best RUclips recommendation I've ever got. Thank you for this masterpiece!
One of the best EP's I've ever listened to. Already had some songs saved on spotify, but after this video? Imma save the entire album. I love your music because it really slaps, and i hope we get more masterpieces in the future
I just watched the whole thing. Even the credits. I absolutely loved it. I’am not trying to glaze or whatever, but this guy needs recognition more than some people in that industry. I hope he understands that he has talent, and i hope that he has a will. This guy is genius music wise and now he proved himself in film making industry. He has all of my respect, can’t believe he put this short movie that well together.
With all respect, congratulations man🙏🏼
I'm crying ... this is beautiful ❤❤
I had a similar concept for a short film 4 weeks ago... I shot the therapy session but my group fell out and couldn't finish the flashbacks ... it's crazy how someone across the world had a similar idea but executed it better than I could've ... again beautiful work man
This is a great piece of art. Combining your music, to the little stories building up to this climatique short film.
Amazing marketing, to amazing music, to amazing script, amazing cinematography, amazing editing, amazing acting, and all around, just amazing.
Patiently waiting for more as I take more notes on your line of work!
This is talent, no not talent this is something better. Everyone always assumes that people that can make pieces like this are just born with it no one ever wants to acknowledge the work that goes into getting to this level. I'm impressed like really impressed. No cap you are the goal my guy better things are definitely coming for you.
This is powerful, man you need to be on Netflix or something this is brilliant, forgot I was on RUclips for a sec! Would love a full series like this, its so raw
A black lampshade as a bedside light is kinda mad tbf.
think i needed this man. as someone who makes independant videos, short films, music etc. your come up this year has inspired me so much, also being from south london, something about this just kind hit me man idek. felt connected to it bro. please continue you expand your creativity into the world. thank you man. big fan
"We aren't responsible for what happens to us. We are responsible for what we become" >>>
I'm so happy I clicked on this recommended video. I didn't think I could connect this deeply with a RUclips video. Thank you for sharing your work. From the bottom of my heart, thank you. I needed this and I appreciate you.
Thanks again to RUclips for recommending me this gem. Absolute masterpiece of a short film.
I cant believe i just watched this on youtube. this is incredible, i felt like I was inside my laptop
This got me on a chokehold! The entire thing! Amazing acting and a realistic representation of the desires of the subconscious mind and the conscious being, i feel identified and it's almost brought me to tears, the fear of opening up, the desire of tranquility and also the feeling of loss plaguing your thoughts repeatedly. The presentation is immaculate, i love it. For me its a sub, a share and a like.
This is my second comment on YT ever, I had to tell you that I fell for your genius marketing scheme & went SEARCHING for your music. I wanted more. Hella inspiring
THIS IS INSANE!!!! The writing… the acting performances… the shots… editing…. Omg.
All of you came through like you’ll never believe 😭👏🏾
Brandon, dude you can't just do that man. You can't just leave it like that. You HAVE to do a part 2 or 3 even PLEASE 😭😭
RUclips recommended saves the day again
Got randomly recommended this, this was so good. Cinematography was wonderful and the story was incredibly captivating; before I knew it it was over, well done! I'm listening to the EP right now I wish you the best man
the way this video was produced, the story told, everything, simply everything was perfect. Random recommendation from RUclips but it was perfect at the perfect time. thanks, bro.
Best thing I’ve seen on RUclips in time captured my attention for the whole video and really could relate
Let's go King!! Let the world see your vision and beautiful creations🎉
Not many short films pulls me in during my work hours, this one punched me in the face and told me to stfu and just watch... so I did... every 18m 07s of it until the suggested videos popped up to assure it's all the way over.
"I don't think standing up for yourself makes you inherently violent though"
The screenplay in this 😮💨🤧❤️🔥
Many do not seek out to find their uncomfortably, and those whom do aren’t then cured , The “good” of finding is the understanding of mood switch and change the ability to realize and somewhat combat/connect with emotional state, the “negative” is a embedded work towards a trying best to “fix” a uncomfort and knowing a reason for why doesn’t just answer the feeling , many greats speak on using uncomfort to fuel , those of which can, the awareness nonetheless plays a key role , and to those who suffer within it can share that experience along side their growth ,
This was a great short as someone who didn’t get to say their goodbyes and I’m thankful for the message shared, wish everyone the best and their beginning
this hit, the visual storytelling and dialogue is crazy this is hella underrated
phenomenal work. honestly. pacing, locations, quality, script, acting, emotion, framing. 10/10.
dang this was like watching someone else think my thoughts while living their life...
Your music got me through some of my darkest times and inspired about some of the highest. I love you man 🙏🏾💙.
The acting is like really good, the dialogues too, the cinematic look of the footages are very enjoyable, I loved and recommend it to everyone ! congrats !!
This video was recommended to me three times, glad I finally clicked on it the 3rd time. Great work!
Insane visuals,story and sound design.We need more of these!
Popped up in my recomended and glad I clicked, amazing visuals.
+ the EP goes hardddd
Absolute goosebumps from a video I expected to have a casual breakfast to - cinematic masterpiece
Loved every bit of it
yo man been listening to the music for timmeeee, this was mad. Thought it was for the new ep, but instead was another breath taking experience.
AWARD WINNING 🏆
I think i have to take 5 cuz this was truly great, congratulations to you and the crew and the actors and everyone, amazing work
i got this video recommended to me. i am so glad i did. this was truly a work of art and groundbreaking form of story telling. keep pursuing and making amazing projects.
Honestly, this is one of the best videos I’ve seen in a while, great acting, great visuals, great sounds, great work.💪🏾
Great !
Therapy this good, for free? Insane. Feeling blessed
The Idea: Unique & Innovative
The Film: Well Paced, Engaging & Intriguing Plot
The Music: Well Produced, Signs Of A Seasoned Artist
Overall I'm going to give this project as a whole an 8/10. This is my first time hearing of you and I am utterly impressed. This direction can amass great momentum in the independent music scene. Acting, Music, Writing, Production & Directing are all skills that upcoming artists will need to have or adopt in order to stand out amongst the many that come & go. You are on a journey of longevity my brotha. I honor not only your creativity, but the immense effort it took to take this from idea to a finished product. This will go on & feed the creativity of many after you. You've just opened the eyes & expanded the mind of searching creatives. God bless you, much love & prosperity on your journey.
3:56 Anyone that can see all this within someone needs to BE THE THERAPIST! He dropped 70 gems in his mind lol.
This is art. beautifully produced man. deserves so much more attention.
no
yes
I clicked because I love the title. If I ever get a tat, that would be what I'd get
Bro, straight from Brazil, it's been a while since a video caught my attention like this, it's spectacular.
.bro this is the hardest thing I’ve watched all year👑🔥🔥 just the inspiration I needed, this is beautiful, picture perfect
Please keep making these
just watched the first 5 minutes, and already love it. This is art. You are so talented and brilliant my brother, please keep going and never let ego take a hold of you. We are here to bring positive growth into this universe, and you're doing a great job at it. Thank you!
4:17 amazing!
fav shot!!
just wow, that's an amazing short film, you're very talented
This deserves a short film award, maybe two.
As a videographer and upcoming RUclipsr, this is A MASSIVE INSPIRATION
The coolest RUclips film I have ever seen, Serious storytelling!!!!
Dude, this is sooo good. Kinda thing that I have been saving so much to try and execute. But the production quality is sooo good man, just got inspired to finish writing a script I was working on. Keep up 👌🏿👌🏿
WOOOOOOOOW, this is solid. the script, editing, color, angles, pacing. i love this! thank you for sharing this art and to everyone involved!!! very inspiring
*adds to watch later*
Brandon wtf this was so unexpected , haven't seen another uk artist promote this well. love ur passion , amazing film for an amazing ep.
Bro you criminally underrated. Super grateful for youtubes recommendation since thats how i got here but man this was so amazing! Keep it up man
Absolute masterpiece right here🙏🏽
This the true definition of a masterpiece, how the hell did 18-minutes pass like that, and why did i feel like i went on a 3-hour movie journey. Keep it Up!
so so talented. production is amazing
Absolutely incredible, ty RUclips for that recommendation, keep the good stuff man 🤯
Really makes you reflect. Keep it up!
This is really great. Very engaging…storytelling, cinematography, acting, pulls you into the story, lines were punchy and precise. It was all simply awesome. Great storytelling, great film!!! 🔥🔥🔥
This is the best recommendation RUclips has made in while. Loved every second of this.
This video was randomly suggested to me and I'm so glad it was. Like another commenter said, it reminds me of Kendrick's 'Count Me Out' music video and a movie. I love the cinematography, colors, the story, everything.
Great job to you and your team Brandon!!
This is an amazing work of art and I can’t wait to see what else comes from you in the future!
This gave me shivers
holy crap! This is amazing, everyone’s acting is incredible and so pronounced like it was a first time take every time. It broke me and im ok with that 🤭
Me also. I sincerely hope
RUclips recommendations did its thing with this one👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾
I use to suppress feelings a lot this resonated with me on a deep level. This short film was so good. I loved the ending. I'm happy I randomly found you RUclips
This reminds me of Kendrick Lemar: Count Me Out. Were you inspired by that? Amazing work
Wow, what a well made film. I’m so happy I was recommended this, and I’m so happy I had the attention span to watch till the end🙏