Girl is the 25 brain kicking in! I swear something literally changes in your brain and you see your life a whole different way! Hope everything keeps getting better for you ❤✨️
I felt myself become a different person on my 27th birthday. I wonder if it's just me (and my brother I talked to about this) the older you get the more sure you are of who you are? I know it makes sense, but it was still surprising to me 😅
You’re so fucking real for this and a breath of fresh air. I was in a similar position as you a few years ago where I was freelancing and basically making no money because I was too depressed to make myself work. I made the decision to get a 9-5 when I thought I’d never do it. Starting that job honestly saved me, I needed that stability! I did the 9-5 for about a year until I started getting the itch for a job with a bigger purpose and started selling my art at markets and teaching art at a local studio and as a travel art teacher in schools. I never would have gotten to this point if I didn’t get that job to get me back on stable ground. So hold on, keep doing what you’re doing and find your footing. There’s no rush. Your higher purpose is forming right in front of you and you are following each step exactly as intended 🤍🤍🤍 so proud of you!!!! I thought of you last week &, I checked your channel and hoped you were doing okay, so I am relieved to see this video.
I'm in such a similar position right now! I have a great 9-5 and supportive bosses as well as a crochet business that I bring to local markets. I feel so fulfilled and life finally is starting to feel stable. I'm so glad she posted this and gave us all a glimpse into a normal life.
I think it’s great that you got a full-time job! Working full time has been really good for my mental health and I hope that’s the same case for you! ☺️
i've been going through a depressive episode and if it weren't for my full time job, i would have absolutely crumbled. having that job and pay consistency and security sincerely saved me. congrats!
to be honest after dropping out of college i was stuck in a consistent 3 year long depressive episode, literally rotting away and getting a 9-5 literally saved my life and my mental health !! it seems counterintuitive, because i was used to having like a 3 month long periods of doing practically nothing but the structure, routine and real responsibility keeps my head above the ground. hopefully it helps you as well !! wishing the best for you and hopefully you will still make videos on here or tiktok too !!
i love my 9-5. It has saved me in every possible way. It gets me out of bed, forces to take care of myself and be responsible. Ppl who hate on 9-5 just dont get it sometimes.
I honestly feel this video so much. I struggle with depression and anxiety a lot and I personally feel like my 9-5 is such a good distraction most of the time and it forces me to keep a routine and it’s honestly keeping me above water most days. So your video is so real and relatable. I absolutely love that you have a job that you love with people that you like! ❤
i can honestly say that my 9-5 helps me so much. it gives me a set schedule and i can freely know how it’s going to go and when to play all my fun time. you’re such a fresh breath of air for being so raw and honest. i am so incredibly proud of you.
I’m so happy for you!!! Now content creation can be your creative outlet and can be more of a fulfillment/relax thing instead of something you HAVE to do to survive. I feel like following trends and having to track views/revenue must be so exhausting for creators.
yeah i have a hard time following trends that i'm not interested in and it's hard to get videos out into the algorithm that aren't following what's popular - i love making videos, but my own style is not what's gonna bring in the full time income lol
I'm so glad you're doing better! Congrats on the full-time job, that's super awesome! I've had a similar realization in the past that my job, for better or worse, is a really important structure for keeping me anchored to live the rest of my life. I'm proud of you for the steps you've taken and I hope things stay good for you!
Thank you for showing us the other side of influencing. I feel like a lot of us 9-5ers are being sold this “dream” of being your own boss, but it’s not necessarily for everyone. Especially those who struggle with mental health where structure is beneficial 😊
i’ve been watching you since you were living at your parents and shipt shopping and i am so proud of you :) i also deal with depression and it’s so comforting to watch an “influencer” who is so real and deals with the same struggles ❤
I've missed your content but so glad you were able to take some time for yourself and are feeling a bit better! I'm a huge mental health advocate and I love how open and vulnerable you are (not that you owe anyone your story). I'm proud of you and happy for you that you are enjoying your job!
The mirror thing sounds like depersonalisation which I first started having during my first depressive episode. It is very uncomfortable but there are some rare but good resources out there that really helped me. Sending love 🧡
I’ve been watching your videos for so many years now, you are my comfort youtuber. Glad you are feeling better, missed you very much! So excited you’re posting again! 💜
Hey ! I’m 16 and i’ve been watching you for a few years. Your so relatable and comforting for me to watch im such a big fan, whenever i say the word basically at home my mom says reese because she knows how much i watch you 😭 You always make me feel like i want to post on youtube because of how much i appreciate you sharing your story. We will always watch anything you put out and will always be here when you post but i’m so glad your mental health is getting better and whenever you feel like posting i’m sure all of us will appreciate it ❤️❤️
Yayyyy!! Finally Finally After a Long Long time Reese is back with a another new vlog and I really really missed your vlogs so so much and I wish you have a blessed weekend🥹🥹💖
I can relate to what you're saying about things like depression and anxiety and the insomnia and the burnout from posting videos on a regular basis. I have taken a step back from posting videos for a little bit. But come September I will have been working at my job for a year and i also like my job and the people I work with. It does me good to get out of the house and break up the monotony of things. Anyway sorry for the long rant but I felt like sharing my thoughts and I'm glad that you have found something that helps you deal with everything and I'm glad you found something that makes you happy and keep up the good work 👍🙂.
girl, we're literally in the same damn timeline. i felt like absolute shit in the months leading up to my 25th birthday in december and the last 6 months since then have probably been THE months in which my whole outlook on life just.. changed. i always just though "yah, right", whenever I heard people talk about the changes you go through mentally when you're around 25, but damn. it's so true.
Glad you're doing ok (i was worrying a bit). You're so strong sharing this! I go through episodes also but yes work is a constant structure i need (although i hate it sometimes). It gives me the incentives i need to sleep good. So i get you. You go girl! 💪✨🙏 You express it so good.
Congrats on the new job! miss you and your content, so glad that you found something you love and you’re getting back on the grind! So excited you’re posting again💕
Feels very good to see and hear you again! Always feel very understood because i‘ve gone through similar periods and i always feel like we are growing together
In college when I was depressed for a few months, I called it my "depressemester" and I still call it that when I think back. It helps me give it a certain time frame of a few months! A depressemester is what you had! And now that semester is over and you got through it!😄
Missed you so much Reese! Omg yes I’ve been feeling the ick from other RUclipsrs recently lol. Im glad your back and how realistic you are and posting when you feel like it is perfect 👍 we’ll watch your vids when your ready to post!
I suffer from the same issue…. I’m still struggling with it even after getting into a new manager job too……. It’s stressful and sometimes I dread it….. I may have made a mistake 😬
@basicallyreese holy shit how much our mental brains are the same fuckery! I either have days with optimism and stupidly smiling and happy, or literally bed rotting wondering what the point of anything is. Also the face dismorphia: i cant believe you also experience that, i tbought i was the only one! I literally look at my face sometimes and trip out that it's me, my face. Your videos have WORTH especially when you share so candidly. You make mental gals like me feel less alone. I appreciate you and know that you are contributing to the world in a positive way.
I personally could never work from home even though I have social anxiety and am introverted. I need to be around other people and have some sort of structure forced upon me by other people. I don’t know how people can work from home and make their own schedules. My brain just doesn’t work that way, lol.
hiiii i miss you reese !!!! it’s so good to hear your voice and see your face again i can’t wait to see more content from you!! i feel like im in one big rut as well but im working on getting myself out and you have helped me with this video ◡̈ thank you for posting and being here reese
I’ve been following along your journey since high school/college and I love how you always keep it real 🤍 I totally agree with everything you said about content creation! I think it’s best to have it as a creative outlet bc when it becomes full time it feels like so much pressure and drains the fun out of it! I’m so glad you’re enjoying your new full time job, and hope we see many more videos to come soon! 🫶🏼
i just found your channel and your so real! your mental health is more important than anything! but omg i get body dysmorphia and think i look like the most disgusting ugly person ever 😢 or i think im so fat. it's horrible. glad you're doing better ❤
Great for you joining a structured work schedule ❤ If you still want to do RUclips I’d love to see more videos of when you paint! You got me back into my painting era I have a 40 hr Job plus a side gig but the moment I have time To paint is when I’m alive would love to see more of your creative moments! As content ❤
No idea who you are but you describing my sleep schedule makes me mad as I am sipping a natural energy drink and I am a coffee person... I wake every hour or so most nights, it's so irritating. ;A; Glad your job is giving you stability! I had to quit my bad job a month ago, I'm taking some time to study but I definitely miss making money so I'm thinking of trying to find a part time job to keep me going.
hey reese! hi, im a suscriber since about two years and you’ve been one of my favourite content creators of all time you’ve been with me in my mental health journey all along! i really feel conected with your journey and i have felt the same things so many times i think you are such a creative person and i relate maybe too much😅 i feel THE SAME about coffee, i really felt that i needed it to exist and do the bare minimum i’ve been recently diagnosed with inattentive adhd and i feel so much freedom now and i feel like maybe many of us as a comunity, may be neurodivergent… whats makes me wonder… maybe you could be too? im sorry because i think that maybe is a rough aproach, im argentinan and my english is not very good so im not very good at making a point🙃 you are SUCH a nice and amazing person and your content inspires me thank you reese for sharing little bits of your life and i wish you always the best❤️
I am always so jealous about the people I watch who are influencers and it makes me want to start, but I also don’t really like social media either so I’m kinda torn if I want to even start.
I totally get the mirror thing, it’s horrible I often don’t recognise myself but i have prosopagnosia so I don’t recognise people including family and friends
no fr. i had a bad depressive episode during high school and when i graduated i got a full time job for a year and going to work and therapy were the only things i did. had i not needed to go to work every day i would have actually rotted away in bed every day. that dumbass job that required very little skill and thinking might have actually saved my life lmfao
Just have a half cup of coffee like me. My blood sugar and energy are better when I do not drink coffee. So now I drink a baby cup that has less creamer. Eventually I may cut it out all together but not now. 🤣
I recommend you look into depersonalization and derealization, makes you feel more “normal” and real to know that there’s a name and more people that feel what you mentioned as dysmorphia.
I understand that content creating is starting to give you an ick, but I would really miss you if you ever left RUclips. You're the only RUclipsr that I find truly relatable and feel like I can relate to in tons and tons of ways I love your content ❤🩹❤
So proud of you and so glad you’re doing better now 🤍 Not sure if it’s the same thing as what you’re experiencing but the body dysmorphia sounds a lot like depersonalisation/derealisation which I struggle with and it’s rough
Honestly getting a 9 to 5 pretty much saved me. It got me the daily structure my life desperately needed.
Working a 9-5 over the last several years is probably one of the few things that has kept. me from falling into a deep deep depression.
Girl is the 25 brain kicking in! I swear something literally changes in your brain and you see your life a whole different way! Hope everything keeps getting better for you ❤✨️
yeahh!! The pre frontal cortex is likely finished developing which explains the change :)
I’m still waiting for it to kick in😅. I’m turning 26 this September and I’ve been spiraling since I turned 25 last year. Send help lol
@@itssabrinaaaaaa 25 is the youngest age. But for some people, especially men, it won’t stop until age 30ish or something in between 25-30.
I felt myself become a different person on my 27th birthday. I wonder if it's just me (and my brother I talked to about this) the older you get the more sure you are of who you are? I know it makes sense, but it was still surprising to me 😅
You’re so fucking real for this and a breath of fresh air. I was in a similar position as you a few years ago where I was freelancing and basically making no money because I was too depressed to make myself work. I made the decision to get a 9-5 when I thought I’d never do it. Starting that job honestly saved me, I needed that stability! I did the 9-5 for about a year until I started getting the itch for a job with a bigger purpose and started selling my art at markets and teaching art at a local studio and as a travel art teacher in schools.
I never would have gotten to this point if I didn’t get that job to get me back on stable ground. So hold on, keep doing what you’re doing and find your footing. There’s no rush. Your higher purpose is forming right in front of you and you are following each step exactly as intended 🤍🤍🤍 so proud of you!!!! I thought of you last week &,
I checked your channel and hoped you were doing okay, so I am relieved to see this video.
I'm in such a similar position right now! I have a great 9-5 and supportive bosses as well as a crochet business that I bring to local markets. I feel so fulfilled and life finally is starting to feel stable. I'm so glad she posted this and gave us all a glimpse into a normal life.
thank u 🥹💗
Curious are you still ina. 9-5 or back to being your own boss
I think it’s great that you got a full-time job! Working full time has been really good for my mental health and I hope that’s the same case for you! ☺️
i've been going through a depressive episode and if it weren't for my full time job, i would have absolutely crumbled. having that job and pay consistency and security sincerely saved me. congrats!
to be honest after dropping out of college i was stuck in a consistent 3 year long depressive episode, literally rotting away and getting a 9-5 literally saved my life and my mental health !! it seems counterintuitive, because i was used to having like a 3 month long periods of doing practically nothing but the structure, routine and real responsibility keeps my head above the ground.
hopefully it helps you as well !! wishing the best for you and hopefully you will still make videos on here or tiktok too !!
i love my 9-5. It has saved me in every possible way. It gets me out of bed, forces to take care of myself and be responsible. Ppl who hate on 9-5 just dont get it sometimes.
Congrats Reese. Finding a job that you love with people you love, that is living the dream. 😊
I honestly feel this video so much. I struggle with depression and anxiety a lot and I personally feel like my 9-5 is such a good distraction most of the time and it forces me to keep a routine and it’s honestly keeping me above water most days. So your video is so real and relatable. I absolutely love that you have a job that you love with people that you like! ❤
i can honestly say that my 9-5 helps me so much. it gives me a set schedule and i can freely know how it’s going to go and when to play all my fun time.
you’re such a fresh breath of air for being so raw and honest. i am so incredibly proud of you.
I’m so happy for you!!! Now content creation can be your creative outlet and can be more of a fulfillment/relax thing instead of something you HAVE to do to survive. I feel like following trends and having to track views/revenue must be so exhausting for creators.
yeah i have a hard time following trends that i'm not interested in and it's hard to get videos out into the algorithm that aren't following what's popular - i love making videos, but my own style is not what's gonna bring in the full time income lol
Girl, good for you!!! I am proud of you for making this lifestyle change and being vulnerable enough to share. You’re doing great, friend!
I'm so glad you're doing better! Congrats on the full-time job, that's super awesome! I've had a similar realization in the past that my job, for better or worse, is a really important structure for keeping me anchored to live the rest of my life. I'm proud of you for the steps you've taken and I hope things stay good for you!
Thank you for showing us the other side of influencing. I feel like a lot of us 9-5ers are being sold this “dream” of being your own boss, but it’s not necessarily for everyone. Especially those who struggle with mental health where structure is beneficial 😊
i’ve been watching you since you were living at your parents and shipt shopping and i am so proud of you :) i also deal with depression and it’s so comforting to watch an “influencer” who is so real and deals with the same struggles ❤
Omg Reese !!!! I MISSED YOUUU ❤ Always coming to ur channel to check whether a video is up 🥹❤
I'm glad you're doing better right now and I hope it continues! I always come by and check so it's so nice to see you in my feed today.
So happy to hear this update! I’m glad things are looking up for you! Happy early birthday🎉.
I've missed your content but so glad you were able to take some time for yourself and are feeling a bit better! I'm a huge mental health advocate and I love how open and vulnerable you are (not that you owe anyone your story). I'm proud of you and happy for you that you are enjoying your job!
The mirror thing sounds like depersonalisation which I first started having during my first depressive episode. It is very uncomfortable but there are some rare but good resources out there that really helped me. Sending love 🧡
I got a 9-5 after going through a rough depression as well. The routine was needed!
I’ve been watching your videos for so many years now, you are my comfort youtuber. Glad you are feeling better, missed you very much! So excited you’re posting again! 💜
oh girl there’s so much I wanna say! What a lovely surprise to see a new video! Thank you for sharing this
thank you for sharing your experience and being vulnerable on the internet. you cant believe how much it helps
Feel better reese! Congrats on both getting through your depression and believing in yourself! Don’t feel too ashamed to seek help. We ❤ you
People don’t understand when I say my brain runs too fast so my 9-5 gives me a sense of peace. The autopilot dulls my brain and it’s incredible.
Ahhhh it’s so nice to see you again! I’m glad you are doing better remember to always give yourself grace we’ll be cheering for you no matter what ❤
i have been a silent viewer for years but i wanted to say that i am proud of you reese! so happy for u ♥ you got this
Hey ! I’m 16 and i’ve been watching you for a few years. Your so relatable and comforting for me to watch im such a big fan, whenever i say the word basically at home my mom says reese because she knows how much i watch you 😭
You always make me feel like i want to post on youtube because of how much i appreciate you sharing your story.
We will always watch anything you put out and will always be here when you post but i’m so glad your mental health is getting better and whenever you feel like posting i’m sure all of us will appreciate it ❤️❤️
its good to hear your voice again. i've been feeling pretty low in the past couple of months and you kinda cheered me up !! thanks
As someone just coming out of a 8 month long depressive episode, thank you. I'm so proud of us
Yayyyy!! Finally Finally After a Long Long time Reese is back with a another new vlog and I really really missed your vlogs so so much and I wish you have a blessed weekend🥹🥹💖
I can relate to what you're saying about things like depression and anxiety and the insomnia and the burnout from posting videos on a regular basis. I have taken a step back from posting videos for a little bit. But come September I will have been working at my job for a year and i also like my job and the people I work with. It does me good to get out of the house and break up the monotony of things.
Anyway sorry for the long rant but I felt like sharing my thoughts and I'm glad that you have found something that helps you deal with everything and I'm glad you found something that makes you happy and keep up the good work 👍🙂.
so happy to see you, and so happy to hear that you’re doing well 🫶💓 sending love always
girl, we're literally in the same damn timeline. i felt like absolute shit in the months leading up to my 25th birthday in december and the last 6 months since then have probably been THE months in which my whole outlook on life just.. changed. i always just though "yah, right", whenever I heard people talk about the changes you go through mentally when you're around 25, but damn. it's so true.
Glad you're doing ok (i was worrying a bit). You're so strong sharing this! I go through episodes also but yes work is a constant structure i need (although i hate it sometimes). It gives me the incentives i need to sleep good. So i get you. You go girl! 💪✨🙏 You express it so good.
OH YOU'RE BACK OMG We missed you soooo much ❤
Congrats on the new job! miss you and your content, so glad that you found something you love and you’re getting back on the grind! So excited you’re posting again💕
Feels very good to see and hear you again! Always feel very understood because i‘ve gone through similar periods and i always feel like we are growing together
In college when I was depressed for a few months, I called it my "depressemester" and I still call it that when I think back. It helps me give it a certain time frame of a few months! A depressemester is what you had! And now that semester is over and you got through it!😄
She's alive!
Missed you so much Reese! Omg yes I’ve been feeling the ick from other RUclipsrs recently lol. Im glad your back and how realistic you are and posting when you feel like it is perfect 👍 we’ll watch your vids when your ready to post!
I am so proud of you and so happy you're back (whatever that looks like! keep doing what's best for you)
needing time to miss it is soooo realll
thank you so much for sharing and for taking the time you needed
lots of love from berlin
I suffer from the same issue…. I’m still struggling with it even after getting into a new manager job too……. It’s stressful and sometimes I dread it….. I may have made a mistake 😬
@basicallyreese holy shit how much our mental brains are the same fuckery! I either have days with optimism and stupidly smiling and happy, or literally bed rotting wondering what the point of anything is.
Also the face dismorphia: i cant believe you also experience that, i tbought i was the only one! I literally look at my face sometimes and trip out that it's me, my face.
Your videos have WORTH especially when you share so candidly. You make mental gals like me feel less alone. I appreciate you and know that you are contributing to the world in a positive way.
I personally could never work from home even though I have social anxiety and am introverted. I need to be around other people and have some sort of structure forced upon me by other people. I don’t know how people can work from home and make their own schedules. My brain just doesn’t work that way, lol.
hiiii i miss you reese !!!! it’s so good to hear your voice and see your face again i can’t wait to see more content from you!! i feel like im in one big rut as well but im working on getting myself out and you have helped me with this video ◡̈ thank you for posting and being here reese
So happy to see you’re doing well! I was just thinking about you recently and hoping everything was okay.
I AM SO GLAD YOU POSTED YOU GOT ME WORRYING!! so glad your okay and i can't wait to watch reese
I'm so glad you're doing a bit better, I missed you!❤🔥❤🔥🍀
I’ve been following along your journey since high school/college and I love how you always keep it real 🤍 I totally agree with everything you said about content creation! I think it’s best to have it as a creative outlet bc when it becomes full time it feels like so much pressure and drains the fun out of it! I’m so glad you’re enjoying your new full time job, and hope we see many more videos to come soon! 🫶🏼
i just found your channel and your so real! your mental health is more important than anything! but omg i get body dysmorphia and think i look like the most disgusting ugly person ever 😢 or i think im so fat. it's horrible. glad you're doing better ❤
Hi!!! I’ve really missed you! I’m happy to see that you’re trying something new to help your mental health and I hope that the new job goes well
I HIGHLY recommend the Maximum Ride series if you’d like to branch out with reading, books not the manga
Great for you joining a structured work schedule ❤
If you still want to do RUclips I’d love to see more videos of when you paint! You got me back into my painting era I have a 40 hr Job plus a side gig but the moment I have time
To paint is when I’m alive would love to see more of your creative moments! As content ❤
So happy to see you bestie! 💖
Please post vlogs and routines like you use to do back in the day. Have been watching you since u were in high school 🏫😊.
No idea who you are but you describing my sleep schedule makes me mad as I am sipping a natural energy drink and I am a coffee person... I wake every hour or so most nights, it's so irritating. ;A; Glad your job is giving you stability! I had to quit my bad job a month ago, I'm taking some time to study but I definitely miss making money so I'm thinking of trying to find a part time job to keep me going.
Girl You were so Missed, Hope you do greater than ever💞💞
Feel you there 😂have the things you go through
So happy that life is getting a little bit easier on you !!
hey reese! hi, im a suscriber since about two years and you’ve been one of my favourite content creators of all time
you’ve been with me in my mental health journey all along!
i really feel conected with your journey and i have felt the same things so many times
i think you are such a creative person and i relate maybe too much😅 i feel THE SAME about coffee, i really felt that i needed it to exist and do the bare minimum
i’ve been recently diagnosed with inattentive adhd and i feel so much freedom now
and i feel like maybe many of us as a comunity, may be neurodivergent…
whats makes me wonder… maybe you could be too?
im sorry because i think that maybe is a rough aproach, im argentinan and my english is not very good so im not very good at making a point🙃
you are SUCH a nice and amazing person and your content inspires me
thank you reese for sharing little bits of your life and i wish you always the best❤️
I am always so jealous about the people I watch who are influencers and it makes me want to start, but I also don’t really like social media either so I’m kinda torn if I want to even start.
I was wondering how you was ! Glad to see you're doing good 🥰
so happy for you
came for the title, stayed for your personality :)
I totally get the mirror thing, it’s horrible I often don’t recognise myself but i have prosopagnosia so I don’t recognise people including family and friends
so exited to watch!!!
no fr. i had a bad depressive episode during high school and when i graduated i got a full time job for a year and going to work and therapy were the only things i did. had i not needed to go to work every day i would have actually rotted away in bed every day. that dumbass job that required very little skill and thinking might have actually saved my life lmfao
im in my second year of uni now and i‘m doing a lot better but it‘s still rough sometimes tbh
i‘m so happy for you!!
Omg how much did you make before u get a job?
Your black hair is the prettiest!!!
Glad to see you again bestie
Just have a half cup of coffee like me. My blood sugar and energy are better when I do not drink coffee. So now I drink a baby cup that has less creamer. Eventually I may cut it out all together but not now. 🤣
omg i'm so proud of you!!!!!!!
Did you need to sneeze? 😂 looked like you had to but you were trying so hard not to
GIRL I HAVE MISSED YOU!!
proud of you reese!
I recommend you look into depersonalization and derealization, makes you feel more “normal” and real to know that there’s a name and more people that feel what you mentioned as dysmorphia.
I love your hair color
OMG I was thinking about you yesterday "Where is Reese? Is she okay?" and you posted this video 😅😅
I missed your videos!! ❤
Come back 😢❤
You go girl ❤
Unfortunately so relatable 😢❤
This is so real
Hey what your talking about at 11:00 sounds like derealisation or depersonalization, its a mental health side effect worth researching!
yessss, thought the same, just commented it
I've missed your videos🥺
Loved the video❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I’m sat
Happy B🎉irthday (Dayone subscriber)
MISSED YOUUUUU
girl i'm 29 but feel like im 23 like it's weird i just can't accept im 29 lol
dog days are over 🗣️🗣️
I missed u so much🥹❤️
Would you ever do a 9 to 5 day in my life? i love realistic vlogs like that
i would consider it!
i miss u :(
I didn't even start watching the video yet but I'm so glad to see that you've posted sth! I was worried about you 🫶
I understand that content creating is starting to give you an ick, but I would really miss you if you ever left RUclips. You're the only RUclipsr that I find truly relatable and feel like I can relate to in tons and tons of ways I love your content ❤🩹❤
So proud of you and so glad you’re doing better now 🤍 Not sure if it’s the same thing as what you’re experiencing but the body dysmorphia sounds a lot like depersonalisation/derealisation which I struggle with and it’s rough