Madilyn Mei - Partner in Crime (Official Lyric Video)

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  • Опубликовано: 30 сен 2024
  • My 'Promise You Won't Scream' (EP) is out now → linktr.ee/madil...
    'Promise You Won't Scream' Merch → www.hellomerch...
    video by madilyn mei
    written and composed by madilyn mei
    produced and mixed by ‪@ScrawnyMusic‬
    mastered by joe hutchinson
    artwork by kris putter
    www.madilynmei.com
    / madilynmei
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    Other links: linktr.ee/madil...
    Lyrics:
    When you’re gone I feel alone again
    The voices cannot hold my hand
    They keep me company at very best
    Distract me from my loneliness
    Maybe I’m just an anomaly
    Even my demons have their families
    Truly something must be wrong with me
    To need you as much as I do
    I was never meant to win
    I was never meant to win
    I was never meant to win
    Shut up!
    Here’s the reigns
    Take ahold of me
    Please don’t let me go
    You do the talking
    Sew up my mouth if I can’t keep it closed
    There’s a dog barking right around the block
    And a big ol’ whistle blow
    Run for it
    I’ll keep em occupied for you
    Cause I love you, I love you so
    Left me hangin at the station
    But you’ll be back for me soon
    I’m ‘bout to die
    Yet the only thing I find i'm worried about is you
    Something tells me you aren’t coming
    Guess that I’m truly doomed
    I’m 'bout to die
    Yet the only thing I find I’m worried about is you
    I’m 'bout to die
    Yet the thing on my mind seems to nearly be nothing but you
    I overhear your brain when it’s close to mine
    Oh, I know that we’re not the same
    My heart’s on the line
    I’m just a pawn in your game
    Not your partner in crime
    And you’re slowly killing me
    Taking your time
    You’re slowly killing me
    Taking your time
    You’re slowly killing me
    Taking your- (I was never meant to win)
    You’re slowly killing me
    Taking your- (I was never meant to win)
    You’re slowly killing me
    And yet I don’t mind (You were never meant to win)
    You’re slowly killing me
    But please take your time
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  • @Chloe0965
    @Chloe0965 6 месяцев назад +833

    I listen to this when i shit 🫶🏻🫶🏻

    • @julian20134
      @julian20134 5 месяцев назад +34

      Same😍🥰

    • @Chloe0965
      @Chloe0965 5 месяцев назад +18

      @@julian20134 YESS

    • @parrotblossom
      @parrotblossom 4 месяца назад +22

      Real 😊😊😊 (I need therapy)

    • @cookie_catzz
      @cookie_catzz 4 месяца назад +53

      HELP I SAW THIS WHIEL ON THE TOILET MID SHIT IM GONNA CR

    • @Ra-InSoulsChaloompa
      @Ra-InSoulsChaloompa 4 месяца назад +18

      @@cookie_catzzCR 😨😨😨😨

  • @Alex_Lune
    @Alex_Lune 10 месяцев назад +5605

    The screams, especially the "SHUT UP!" were filled with such emotion i got chills. Truly an amazing song with real heart in it. Absolutely stunning

  • @emmetttowinit2191
    @emmetttowinit2191 9 месяцев назад +2256

    “What’s your favorite music genre?”
    “Mental breakdown :)”

    • @A_Freak_Named_Gem
      @A_Freak_Named_Gem 9 месяцев назад +33

      Yes

    • @Leaffyleaff
      @Leaffyleaff 8 месяцев назад +91

      I swear, there's something about this kind of music that calms me. Or rather, stabilizes my emotions.
      I'm glad these kind of songs exist
      Maybe the fact I know how the song goes, or maybe how it puts what I'm feeling in music and lyrics

    • @sbglover2000
      @sbglover2000 8 месяцев назад +28

      Yup that’s it literally my playlist has so many genres all about heart break or suicide

    • @Katiesworld20
      @Katiesworld20 8 месяцев назад +7

      Correct

    • @galaxyfoxepic27
      @galaxyfoxepic27 8 месяцев назад +6

      lol

  • @RodjeSan
    @RodjeSan 10 месяцев назад +3415

    "I'm just a pawn in your game, not your partner in crime" is such a strong line, and i relate so hard to it it hurts

    • @kiv3745
      @kiv3745 10 месяцев назад +32

      hurts to know that you two were never equal huh 🥲

    • @seaweedbrainsss
      @seaweedbrainsss 9 месяцев назад +18

      fr it gives harley quinn

    • @Xoolerz
      @Xoolerz 9 месяцев назад +1

      Banger line.

    • @seaweedbrainsss
      @seaweedbrainsss 9 месяцев назад +1

      @@Xoolerz bang as in gun

    • @Xoolerz
      @Xoolerz 9 месяцев назад

      @@seaweedbrainsss why not 😎

  • @ImTired17
    @ImTired17 10 месяцев назад +3151

    0:58 - 1:41
    THIS. THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I'M LOOKING FOR IN MUSIC. The RAW EMOTION, you can really just feel it!! Not to mention, the chord progression FITS SO WELL. It is absolute PERFECTION.

    • @stolas.goetia__is_hungry
      @stolas.goetia__is_hungry 10 месяцев назад +90

      IF YOU KNOW ANY OTHER SONGS LIKE THIS THEN PLEASE SHARE 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

    • @ImTired17
      @ImTired17 10 месяцев назад +30

      @@stolas.goetia__is_hungry I wish I did 😔😔😔

    • @kiv9880
      @kiv9880 10 месяцев назад +108

      Also my body's made of crushed little stars, drunk walk home by mitski is very similar in screaming emotion at your ears

    • @kiv9880
      @kiv9880 10 месяцев назад +1

      ​​@@stolas.goetia__is_hungry i believe you may like saint bernard by lincoln, birth of venus by banshee, how to be me ren x chinchilla, fireworks by mitski, villian/tenihowa self cover(not exactly the same vibe but it still slaps and the lyrics are amazing, japanese), usseewa(both ado and syudou's, japanese), katasza by hey (polish), como é que eu vou dizer que acabou by clarice falcão(portuguese), mar by bea duarte(portuguese), medo by obinrin(portuguese), no tengo hambre tengo ansiedade by Alan sutton (spanish) oh and a rodar mi vida the 2023 version by fito paez may be a reach but i would recomend it anyway(spanish)

    • @-TinyPotato-
      @-TinyPotato- 10 месяцев назад +7

      THIS IS SO TRUE!

  • @HerobrineProplayerXtreme0015
    @HerobrineProplayerXtreme0015 9 месяцев назад +379

    Madilyn Mei doesn't make music for fame, but for teenagers who dye their hair instead of going to therapy and problematic characters from indie games

  • @yttrium5202
    @yttrium5202 11 месяцев назад +5880

    WE MAKING IT OUT OF THE CEMETERY WITH THIS ONE ‼️🗣️

  • @CarrieLooLoo
    @CarrieLooLoo 11 месяцев назад +2354

    God DAMN! Madilyn, you're out here curing everyone's seasonal depression with this EP.

  • @secesh7184
    @secesh7184 11 месяцев назад +1668

    My daughter just suggested I give this a listen. I must admit, I’ve never heard anything like this. It’s own genre. Unique to definition. Very cool

    • @HonestlyOSC
      @HonestlyOSC 9 месяцев назад +10

      I agree.

    • @Lunni-toonies
      @Lunni-toonies 9 месяцев назад +10

      i suggested my mom listen to this, she likes it

    • @dani_drawzz
      @dani_drawzz 9 месяцев назад +6

      even madilyn theirself says it 😭💀

    • @Mars_betterbanna
      @Mars_betterbanna 9 месяцев назад +18

      I showed it to my mom and she asked if was a call for help, and no it wasn't I just rly like the song

    • @moiouimoi3858
      @moiouimoi3858 8 месяцев назад +9

      @@Mars_betterbannagood mom.

  • @Dhsdh
    @Dhsdh 9 месяцев назад +1245

    “I'm 'bout to die”
    “Yet the only thing I find I'm worried about is you”
    “I'm 'bout to die”
    “Yet the thing on my mind seems to nearly be nothing but you”
    That hits HARD.
    This song reminds me of someone I miss dearly to my heart and I find so much comfort in a song that reminds me of me and them.
    I love you Henry and don’t you forget that.

    • @SummerR-gi8li
      @SummerR-gi8li 9 месяцев назад +7

      I’m so sorry for your loss.

    • @Vran4743
      @Vran4743 9 месяцев назад +1

      It's relatable

  • @PotatoIsNotCute
    @PotatoIsNotCute 11 месяцев назад +1083

    Goosebumps. Manic singing Madilyn was *not* what I was expecting. I love that middle part so so much, like a panic attack, then followed by that super serene "taking your time" bit. You're seriously killing it!

    • @jupe.on.the_m0vie.m00n
      @jupe.on.the_m0vie.m00n 10 месяцев назад +20

      her sister who i think is a thetere major did the screams

    • @rayreynold
      @rayreynold 9 месяцев назад +6

      ​@@jupe.on.the_m0vie.m00n I think it was just the "Shut up" though

    • @mykittenisaferociousnugget
      @mykittenisaferociousnugget 7 месяцев назад +4

      As someone who gets panic attacks, this is the perfect description for it! The build up, the attack, and then the calm but eerie after-effect.

  • @WeWhoGuardTheTemple
    @WeWhoGuardTheTemple 9 месяцев назад +476

    I love how as the song becomes more frantic, the font goes from orderly and small to huge, constantly moving scribbles that reflect the state of mind of the singer.

    • @dani_drawzz
      @dani_drawzz 9 месяцев назад +10

      all of Madilyn’s official lyric videos are SO. GOOD

  • @OnionRainTheSilliest
    @OnionRainTheSilliest 9 месяцев назад +914

    WERE MAKING IT OUT OF THE ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP WITH THIS ONE 🗣‼️

    • @TaterTotEdits
      @TaterTotEdits 8 месяцев назад +28

      stop because i have never related to a comment more

    • @TaterTotEdits
      @TaterTotEdits 8 месяцев назад +18

      i just realized im on my editing acc ignore that

    • @Aperson11028
      @Aperson11028 8 месяцев назад +14

      @@TaterTotEditsLOL I once got put on a stupid discord users video and responded with this account but this is my vent account and immediately deleted the comment and remade it with my main account

    • @TaterTotEdits
      @TaterTotEdits 8 месяцев назад

      @@Aperson11028 REMAKING IT ON THE MAIN ACC IS GENIUSS

    • @velistigalaxis793
      @velistigalaxis793 8 месяцев назад +4

      @@TaterTotEditsLMAO

  • @sleepysoup4321
    @sleepysoup4321 10 месяцев назад +611

    if i could make animatics and didn’t abandon projects so frequently, i would so make an animatic of this

    • @onebelle
      @onebelle 9 месяцев назад +16

      THIS EXACTLY!!!!

    • @clemmintime
      @clemmintime 9 месяцев назад +11

      THIS

    • @Lunni-toonies
      @Lunni-toonies 9 месяцев назад +7

      FR
      when i finish my current animatics i know exactly what im doing

    • @airbornemelody6156
      @airbornemelody6156 9 месяцев назад +2

      DUDE SAME

    • @flowerchildvoid
      @flowerchildvoid 9 месяцев назад +2

      I just had an idea for an animatic for this song and then I come across this comment 😭😭
      Nice to know I'm not alone

  • @amultitudeofpeppers938
    @amultitudeofpeppers938 11 месяцев назад +705

    The part from 1:00 until 1:41 makes my brain go "YES"

    • @eveeT007
      @eveeT007 11 месяцев назад +40

      Using this as a repeat button

    • @terzos.boyfriend
      @terzos.boyfriend 10 месяцев назад +12

      @@eveeT007HELP SAME

    • @eveeT007
      @eveeT007 9 месяцев назад +4

      @scoopsropes6628 That part does the same thing to mee 😭

    • @dani_drawzz
      @dani_drawzz 9 месяцев назад

      SERIOUSLY

    • @vatrea2143
      @vatrea2143 8 месяцев назад +2

      also the only part i can listen to bc of misophonia :(

  • @Winter-nr6gb
    @Winter-nr6gb 10 месяцев назад +219

    My favorite part is probably from 2:25 on. Because firstly the font of the "killing me" changing is just genius. Because it isn't reflected in the singing, it feels like a thought that isn't spoken out loud. It's the violent screams that aren't allowed to leave your head. And then when the tension already is building because of that, the "I was never meant to win" comes in at 2:29. And the dissonance of it is just perfect. It feels so defeated. And then at 2:39 it's getting taken on the next level. The tune takes over. It's not just a thought anymore, not just a random realisation, but now you truly understand with all your being. And during that turmoil, that hurt in your head you just look at the hand hitting you repeatedly, almost apathetically. It's perfection, even though it's about such negative emotions.

  • @bananabro1010
    @bananabro1010 9 месяцев назад +125

    Everyone's talking about that middle part, and yes it's good. But I feel like 2:25 to the end of the song is really the gem of this. The defeat in the "I was never meant to win" being repeated over the song while the goofy music plays in the background to juxtapose it paints a sharp picture - sharp in the way a slap to the face would be. I also like the imagery of a clown with the somewhat circus-esque music to show how much of a clown she felt for letting herself be so close to this person.

  • @LilSulfite
    @LilSulfite 11 месяцев назад +294

    You know I could have lived never knowing madilyn mei's songs and that would have been a tragedy. How many talented people do I not know???

    • @dani_drawzz
      @dani_drawzz 9 месяцев назад +12

      One of my biggest fears ngl
      what are some hidden talents you know

    • @SweetiieHeartZ
      @SweetiieHeartZ 2 месяца назад

      I think about this a lot

  • @dedgabriel944
    @dedgabriel944 4 месяца назад +57

    Sorry a Minecraft egg dedicated this one to his grandma

    • @Azalea_Yippee
      @Azalea_Yippee 4 месяца назад +6

      That’s a way to put it 😭❤️❤️

  • @teal9679
    @teal9679 10 месяцев назад +198

    The part from 0:59 and 1:40 is such a raw section, the music, the build up, the lyrics the screams slowly but surely taking center stage of the main voice. Its incredible an perfectly executed, the first time i listened to it I felt such an overflow of emotions that it left be completely stuned.
    It reminds me of a moment where a person you thought that you were close, and connected with, says something so shocking it stops you for a second trying to process what they said...
    Well done, it's a good song, it's raw, strong, and catchy. And i guess I now became a new enjoyer of your songs, keep it up

  • @sugoi694
    @sugoi694 8 месяцев назад +109

    This better blow up, this is literally one of those songs the animators will eat up.

  • @popstar232
    @popstar232 8 месяцев назад +120

    Any people watching in 2024?

  • @weirdnerdygoat
    @weirdnerdygoat 11 месяцев назад +209

    My first premier from Madilyn Mei and so glad this is the one, it's a MASTERPIECE. Especially the contrast of the huge messy writing and flashing colours in this video compared to the earlier songs in the album, it just makes it hit ten times harder

  • @beesymybeloved
    @beesymybeloved 6 месяцев назад +44

    wait can someone every few months remind me this song exists pls and ty

    • @Hermesisacoolgod
      @Hermesisacoolgod 4 месяца назад +4

      It’s only been a month, but you should come back and listen to this song again

    • @TelevisionNTheatre
      @TelevisionNTheatre 4 месяца назад +3

      Hello, presumably a fellow bee enjoyer! It's been two months since this comment has been posted, I hope your notifs are working to see this.

    • @veronica3662
      @veronica3662 4 месяца назад +2

      I know the other notification has already told you but it's been 2 months.

    • @fireworksforme2
      @fireworksforme2 3 месяца назад +3

      Three months friend!!

    • @rycvr8440
      @rycvr8440 Месяц назад +2

      4 months :D

  • @nightmare_68
    @nightmare_68 9 месяцев назад +108

    Id love a song with the energy from 00:45 to the end of the chorus the whole way through. Raw, screaming emotion and loudness.

    • @hotchocoa535
      @hotchocoa535 9 месяцев назад +1

      Have you heard of heart heart head by meg Myers it has screaming in it like this

    • @nightmare_68
      @nightmare_68 9 месяцев назад

      @@hotchocoa535 ive not, ill be sure to check it out! Thank you!!

    • @Lunni-toonies
      @Lunni-toonies 9 месяцев назад

      sorry sarah by raccoon tour is like this, near the end it screams in your ears and i love it

  • @AoiUsagiOtoko
    @AoiUsagiOtoko 10 месяцев назад +117

    the manic bit here speaks to me like few other songs ever have. the sound, the lyrics, the whole energy...this song GETS me, and it sounds amazing too

  • @LunaBound
    @LunaBound 9 месяцев назад +44

    Hearing this song for the first time took me back to a specific point in time. The short story is that I ended up in the psych ward after the ending of an extremely toxic relationship. If I'm being honest, I was fully delusional. I placed him on a pedestal. I told myself he was perfect. I put my self worth in his hands. He was the only thing I lived for. My dramatic sensitive ass had told him that I wanted to capture his beauty in marble. I'd written poetry about how he was my butterfly effect, and dedicated the image of a butterfly in his favorite color to him in my mind. When I was in the ward, every single scrap of paper I used had doodles of blue butterflies. It was an infestation, really. He was all I thought about. I called my EX from the PSYCH WARD to tell him that I've never been "so sure" about anyone before. I was convinced I wanted to MARRY him.
    I was hospitalized in March. I don't think I've had a clear head until recently. I'm just now seeing the relationship for what it was. While I don't want to relive memories just to share them, the fact that I was in the psych ward for the first time because of this relationship - and the horrified gasps from my friends as I told the story - should say more than enough.
    If I could send my past self a message, I wouldn't just tell them to run, because I know they'd run into the arms of someone else who would take advantage of them. I'd squeeze them real tight and tell them I love them. I'd remind them that he's just a human, like anyone else. Flawed. I'd tell them that they don't need to justify their existence. They don't need someone else's love as proof that they have value. I'd tell them I'm glad they survived that whole mess. I'd scold them and remind them that they have a brilliant mind they should be using to make decisions rather than blindly following feelings. Feelings, as big and real as they feel, can sometimes lead us astray. They're not always rational. It's okay to feel them, but we don't always have to act on them.
    Anyway, I'm glad I've grown from the experience, but never again. Fuck that noise.

    • @marguegarcia
      @marguegarcia 9 месяцев назад +4

      Damn I feel bad. How are you?

    • @LunaBound
      @LunaBound 9 месяцев назад +7

      ​@@marguegarcia Thank you for asking, that's so kind of you💖 There's no need to feel bad, I'm doing a lot better now! I'm taking my meds and I'm in a healthier casual relationship with someone that's helping build me up. I'm so much less anxious and stressed out and I'm really excited to start the next chapter of my life

  • @lunamyarts
    @lunamyarts 10 месяцев назад +198

    Lyrics:
    When you’re gone I feel alone again
    The voices cannot hold my hand
    They keep me company at very best
    Distract me from my loneliness
    Maybe I’m just an anomaly
    Even my demons have their families
    Truly something must be wrong with me
    To need you as much as I do
    I was never meant to win
    I was never meant to win
    I was never meant to win
    Shut up!
    Here’s the reigns
    Take ahold of me
    Please don’t let me go
    You do the talking
    Sеw up my mouth if I can’t keep it closed
    There’s a dog barking right around thе block
    And a big ol’ whistle blow
    Run for it
    I’ll keep em occupied for you
    Cause I love you, I love you so
    Left me hangin at the station
    But you’ll be back for me soon
    I’m ‘bout to die
    Yet the only thing I find i'm worried about is you
    Something tells me you aren’t coming
    Guess that I’m truly doomed
    I’m 'bout to die
    Yet the only thing I find I’m worried about is you
    I’m 'bout to die
    Yet the thing on my mind seems to nearly be nothing but you
    I overhear your brain when it’s close to mine
    Oh, I know that we’re not the same
    My heart’s on the line
    I’m just a pawn in your game
    Not your partner in crime
    And you’re slowly killing me
    Taking your time
    You’re slowly killing me
    Taking your time
    You’re slowly killing me
    Taking your- (I was never meant to win)
    You’re slowly killing me
    Taking your- (I was never meant to win)
    You’re slowly killing me
    And yet I don’t mind (You were never meant to win)
    You’re slowly killing me
    But please take your time

    • @Beatzzay
      @Beatzzay 9 месяцев назад +3

      It already shows all the lyrics??

    • @C0ttonEyes
      @C0ttonEyes 9 месяцев назад +19

      @@BeatzzayI was thinking that too but considering all the flashing and messy writing it can still be helpful for others:) (plus some people like just stationary lyrics)

    • @lunamyarts
      @lunamyarts 9 месяцев назад +3

      Oh yap, it's just i wanted for sing the lyrics, in the video are too fast and i can't read it so well :v xD@@Beatzzay

    • @iristhething9910
      @iristhething9910 9 месяцев назад +4

      ​@@Beatzzaythe way it's shown/animated probably isn't the best for people with dyslexia though

    • @AlreadyUsed
      @AlreadyUsed 9 месяцев назад

      @@C0ttonEyes The lyrics are also in the description.

  • @31iseo
    @31iseo 11 месяцев назад +113

    This song has only 5 days here and still I think it's gonna be my favourite of the entire year

  • @Akarionpawz
    @Akarionpawz 6 месяцев назад +69

    Its so annoying how people obsess over how Olivia Rodrigo screamed in one of her songs but no one talks abt this song.

  • @leiaanderson8859
    @leiaanderson8859 10 месяцев назад +36

    1:27 omg, the crying in the background is so good, it shows that if you care about someone you would kill someone or yourself for them.

  • @julianal.6393
    @julianal.6393 11 месяцев назад +246

    idk how you took my brain juice and made it into a song but fantastic work on doing so

    • @anngee2189
      @anngee2189 10 месяцев назад +9

      This!!!

    • @ykluhs
      @ykluhs 9 месяцев назад +5

      this might sound super weird but when you said brain juice, my own brain said, "hhhhhhhhhhhhhh"

  • @tenshiyes760
    @tenshiyes760 10 месяцев назад +13

    THIS IS 3 MIN WHY DOES IT FEEL LIKE ITS ONLY 1 MINUTE

  • @sadicycandle3226
    @sadicycandle3226 11 месяцев назад +140

    I am begging you release the sheet music. This is phenomenal

  • @doublame
    @doublame 9 месяцев назад +6

    I don't know why this immediately popped into my head when listening to this but-
    Fluttercord core?
    Like this is such a discord song? Like his perspective of both him and fluttershy?
    Im not even an avid mlp fan thats just immediately what I thought of
    Edit: I am going to make an animatic of this t some point, dont steal this idea please lol

  • @Camren-vs4ye
    @Camren-vs4ye 6 месяцев назад +7

    This is the only thing that will make me wake up from a coma

  • @sxillanne
    @sxillanne 4 месяца назад +12

    I was here because of a little egg called “pepito” 😢❤ see you when i see you o7

    • @Koda_alterhuman
      @Koda_alterhuman 4 месяца назад

      What is Pepito?

    • @SungSoupBisque0
      @SungSoupBisque0 4 месяца назад +2

      @@Koda_alterhumanpepito is an egg from the mincraft sever qsmp, pepito sadly passed away so thats why everyone is talking about him(not a real person just roleplay)

    • @Koda_alterhuman
      @Koda_alterhuman 4 месяца назад

      @@SungSoupBisque0 Thx but can you explain how it's related to the song

    • @DevinSant
      @DevinSant 4 месяца назад +5

      ​​@@Koda_alterhuman it's related to their goodbye because of the end of the server, he send this in a book to his "abuela" (grandmother) Foolish (it's a streamer and his character goes by "...mother" sometimes, don't take too seriously), and being serious now, this was the song Pepito (his admin, actually) recommended before leaving the project; because they were "partners in crime", which is actually just fooling around and almost causing the little one's canon death once in a while in the server.
      Good (not so) ol' times...

  • @euphoria127
    @euphoria127 9 месяцев назад +25

    This song reminds me of a villains henchman who definitely has a crush on the villain and obeys their every word but then realize that they were being used just for their plans and the villain actually doesn't care about them at all.

    • @indg0205
      @indg0205 21 день назад +1

      Huh, literally Harley Quinn

  • @aquifern
    @aquifern 3 месяца назад +6

    When you guys realize that despite the metaphor, its in the pov of an abandoned dog waiting for its owner.... 😢

  • @clovesplace7740
    @clovesplace7740 10 месяцев назад +52

    The way the song is paced reminds me of what it’s like when you feel this way, feeling alone without them, the manic energy and feeling when they are around and the sadness when they are gone. The build is absolutely beautiful! Amazing song as always ❤

  • @successful4740
    @successful4740 10 месяцев назад +33

    please I NEED an hour loop of that middle part!!! literally begging

  • @BRITISHmate-ny4ly
    @BRITISHmate-ny4ly 9 месяцев назад +15

    Harley Quinn vibes.

  • @StayHappyDanny
    @StayHappyDanny 8 месяцев назад +26

    WERE MAKING IT INTO THE ANIMATICS WITH THIS ONE BOIIISSS

  • @KosmosDragonz
    @KosmosDragonz 6 месяцев назад +12

    *Takes masterpiece and runs*

  • @ExiledChunk456-dx3lr
    @ExiledChunk456-dx3lr 3 месяца назад +7

    “I was never meant to win…” 0:55
    “I’m ‘bout to die yet the only thing I’m worried about is *You* “ 1:24
    “Left me hanging at the station, But you’ll be back for me soon!” 1:19
    “Something tells me you’re not coming, Guess that I’m truely doomed!” 1:28
    Why can I relate to these so much?
    Like “I was never meant too win” I relate to bc I can’t win anything, “I’m ‘bout to die yet the only thing I can think about is *you* “ I relate to bc I can be in agony and only be able to think about how my mother wouldn’t care, “Left me hanging at the station, But you’ll be back for me soon!” Is like how my friend leaves me but I believe she cares and “Something tells me you’re not coming, Guess I’m truly doomed!” Is when I realise my friend just doesn’t care and my mother doesn’t care.

  • @CantaloupeSlaaayyy
    @CantaloupeSlaaayyy 8 месяцев назад +5

    My favorite music genre?? easy, Madilyn Mei. Obviously 🙄

  • @bripocalypse
    @bripocalypse 4 месяца назад +19

    pepito 🙁🫶

    • @Tostadas323
      @Tostadas323 4 месяца назад +5

      :'( can't believe leonarda gone too.

    • @Azalea_Yippee
      @Azalea_Yippee 4 месяца назад +2

      Pepito ❤️

  • @TheGiyuuTomioka
    @TheGiyuuTomioka 9 месяцев назад +25

    Omg it’s giving Harley Quinn and Joker vibes, and I absolutely ADORE it.

  • @Criss283
    @Criss283 4 месяца назад +9

    See u when i see u🍿🥚

  • @suportive.
    @suportive. 11 месяцев назад +39

    this is an amazing song about moving on, and loneliness as a whole. everyone needs someone else behind them to hold them up, someone who actually cares and doesn’t give you a brain injury by dropping you on the sidewalk. (or atleast cares in their heart, but it’s hard to show on a silver platter to yours truly.) there’s a million more things i can say, but nobody will care, has cared, or will ever care. just felt wacky so i dropped this here. hopefully someone can relate. anyways, happy to have you back madilyn

  • @Royal.Koda-Dean
    @Royal.Koda-Dean 9 месяцев назад +4

    Are you ok with people covering your songs if they credit you? Sorry I'm just literally out of breath listening to this song and one of the only things I really enjoy doing is singing covers of songs lately.

  • @rowanwilliams5522
    @rowanwilliams5522 11 месяцев назад +55

    So nice to hear such an original song. They’re very few and far between in our world these days 🥹

  • @DanWithNoPlan490
    @DanWithNoPlan490 10 месяцев назад +55

    First time Listening to it, shattering in tears honestly.
    I find it very relatable, especially at 0:45 since I know what these voices can do to you. I myself suffer from DID and have to share a body with 3 more people who are constantly against me. And I gotta be honest, the rest fits so much and- urgh I don't know!

    • @RaynNotRyan
      @RaynNotRyan 10 месяцев назад +4

      I have DID too and I have no idea what I’d do if the others were against me. I got really lucky with all of us getting along well enough

    • @histranger5808
      @histranger5808 10 месяцев назад +5

      This is a very sweet comment but i read the first line as “sharting tears” and i’d be lying if i said it didn’t give me whiplash lmao

    • @emofurryboyfriendasmr
      @emofurryboyfriendasmr 9 месяцев назад +3

      honestly when it comes to DID music relating to people arguing i find a LOT of chonny jashs work speaks to us

  • @Kayinit-jd7jd
    @Kayinit-jd7jd 10 месяцев назад +20

    Omfg I love this song so much. WE MAKING IT OUT OF THE MENTAL HOSPITAL WITH THIS SONG🗣🗣❗❗❗❗❗❗

  • @QuokkaB3rry
    @QuokkaB3rry 9 месяцев назад +4

    If this song isn't popular by the time I die,
    I will crawl out of my grave and force everyone to listen to this song

  • @bareminimum15
    @bareminimum15 9 месяцев назад +24

    This song genuinely encouraged me to start writing again, the song reminded me so much of a character that I had made when I was like thirteen, and brought back so many memories, thank you.

  • @SHREK_IS_LIFE-
    @SHREK_IS_LIFE- 7 месяцев назад +6

    This song is exactly what Bpd feels like. It's hard to explain but yeah. It's pleasantly overwhelming.

  • @dinodoeseditz
    @dinodoeseditz 7 месяцев назад +8

    0:01 fan name: froggies!
    what do u think?
    👇

  • @funfettifroggy
    @funfettifroggy 11 месяцев назад +21

    1:39 That scream🤩

  • @yongbokkaee
    @yongbokkaee 8 месяцев назад +13

    this has been stuck in my head forever 💀

  • @Lesbofroggy
    @Lesbofroggy 9 месяцев назад +15

    1:01 don't mind me

  • @Nori_Editzz
    @Nori_Editzz 3 месяца назад +8

    I swear I've only heard two of your songs and they both make me cry

  • @markymarkluva
    @markymarkluva 4 месяца назад +9

    Song added to my favs just for Pepito!

  • @Fizzy_on_pawzzz
    @Fizzy_on_pawzzz 9 месяцев назад +16

    For me this song describes the relationship between my sister and I, I’ve always been super clingy but she has never wanted me to really depend on her and sort of left me a lot of the times. Same thing for a lot of my friends, guess I’m just super clingy

  • @mikimartines874
    @mikimartines874 9 месяцев назад +15

    i clicked expecting generic tiktok song tbh but THIS IS GENUINELY SO GOOD INMEDIATELY NEW FAV SONG

  • @dontaskdontdo6153
    @dontaskdontdo6153 6 месяцев назад +19

    I find it interesting that during the freakout part with the scribbled words, each time the word “die” or something related is said, there’s lots of sharp scribbles surrounding it. No other words do this other than “die” and “doomed.”
    Until the final “you.”
    When the singer finally makes the connection between “you” and death.

  • @Livelaughpreppylorax
    @Livelaughpreppylorax 4 месяца назад +9

    Instructions unclear, I listened to this song too many times and now i can smell sound. All i smell is perfection-😭😭😭

  • @_-Rico-_
    @_-Rico-_ 5 месяцев назад +4

    I'm sorry but 1:05 to 1:18 matches SwiftPaw from warrior cats so perfectly it's amazing

  • @Oreo_Animates
    @Oreo_Animates 6 месяцев назад +5

    I seriously felt the "I was never meant to win."
    It's called, sibling abuse and I can never win 😀

  • @llKITTYCOREll
    @llKITTYCOREll 4 месяца назад +4

    I can’t be the only one who thinks about Harley Quinn and joker when I hear this-

  • @the_lakes
    @the_lakes 8 месяцев назад +9

    “Left me hanging at the station but you’ll be back for me soon.. I’m bout to die yet the only thing I find I’m worried about is you”
    Wow. That line really hits hard. It’s like having a friend you really care about ghost you, yet you still love them since they gained your trust.
    “Something tells me you aren’t coming guess that I’m really doomed”
    Realized that they ghosted you and really aren’t your friend, just fake and you still want them, portrayed as “doomed”.
    “You’re slowly killing me, but I don’t mind.”
    Like I said earlier, they ghosted you, but you still love them. The evil reality of having a fake friend who gained your trust, but you still love them, after what they had done to you.

  • @The.Arctic_cat
    @The.Arctic_cat 7 месяцев назад +5

    WE SHUTTING UP WITH THIS ONE 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🥶🥶🥶🥶

  • @T0ASTIITV
    @T0ASTIITV 9 месяцев назад +14

    One of the things i love in songs are Manic singing, and theres definetly alot of Manic parts in this song. I relate alot to this song. I was once in an abusive friendship. the girl that i was in a abusive friendship with wasnt physically abusive towards me but she manipulated me, tricked me and controlled me. Like i was just a piece in her game. I relate to the Manic screams. Thank you Madilyn.

  • @tadisstrange
    @tadisstrange 4 месяца назад +7

    I just noticed, this song could fit a dog that has been neglected and abandoned.
    That’s kinda sad 😢

  • @0kra0nPawz
    @0kra0nPawz 6 месяцев назад +3

    Ok…. But this song gives off major Angel Dust and Valentino energy……. Or is it Husker and Alastair energy? The choice is yours!

  • @loisbowis2024
    @loisbowis2024 9 месяцев назад +18

    Holy Jesus I’ve never related to a song so much. Truly wonderfully made.

  • @callmemillie9959
    @callmemillie9959 6 месяцев назад +6

    *EXCUSE ME* IT'S ALREADY BEEN FIVE MONTHS SINCE THIS SONG REALEASED!?

  • @LafayetteOnABaguette
    @LafayetteOnABaguette 6 месяцев назад +4

    I was summoned via Hazbin Hotel

  • @xXEclipse_studiosXx
    @xXEclipse_studiosXx 6 месяцев назад +4

    OKAY- SO- i want to play this on violin so bad for my solo and ensemble performance, but my teacher said to play something on media i beed ACTUAL PERMISSION FROM WHOEVER MADE IT. So now this me begging. ON MY HANDS AND KNEES BEGGING for permission to play this- please 😭😭
    Edit: also i would like to point out i am a middle school animator with colored hair working on an animatic to this song. Please consider me.

    • @qwartz_01
      @qwartz_01 6 месяцев назад

      I HOPE SHE SEES THIS

    • @xXEclipse_studiosXx
      @xXEclipse_studiosXx 6 месяцев назад

      @@qwartz_01 SAME- 😭

    • @madilynmei
      @madilynmei  6 месяцев назад +5

      go for it!! tag me if u post anywhere i wanna see!

    • @xXEclipse_studiosXx
      @xXEclipse_studiosXx 6 месяцев назад +1

      @@madilynmei HOLY MUFFIN-
      thank you!! Thank you so much this is literally the best day of my entire life you have no idea!

  • @Patchesn0x
    @Patchesn0x 8 месяцев назад +10

    WE MAKING INTO A ANAMATIC WITH THIS ONE 🗣️🔥🔥🗣️🗣️🗣️

  • @Trollingmmast
    @Trollingmmast 11 месяцев назад +25

    Just recently found your stuff, and OMG it is so good

  • @Tostadas323
    @Tostadas323 4 месяца назад +6

    Pepito dont leave me :'(

  • @Your-local-les3-du7ls
    @Your-local-les3-du7ls 9 месяцев назад +4

    "IM BOUT TO DIE YET THE THING ON MY MIND SEEMS TO NEARLY BE NOTHING BUT YOU" Its giving Stolas in Western Energy (Helluva Boss fans'll know)

  • @harpeowl
    @harpeowl 11 месяцев назад +4

    Flashing lights warning ⚠️
    1:19---1:41
    2:42---2:55

  • @TiredFroggyPawz
    @TiredFroggyPawz 8 месяцев назад +10

    3:06 i got confused and thought it said josh hutcherson and got confused

  • @Totallysleepingrn
    @Totallysleepingrn 3 месяца назад +2

    WE THINKING ABOUT OUR PAST TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS AND RELIVING OUR GACHA PHASE WITH THIS ONE 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @spencer_normal_guy
    @spencer_normal_guy 9 месяцев назад +12

    I listened to this and thought to myself, "That sounds like the Milk Carton singer!" Turns out it IS you! You make such beautiful songs!

  • @MORONIC_official
    @MORONIC_official 4 месяца назад +5

    We need an official video for this! BANGER!

  • @miiimuu622
    @miiimuu622 6 месяцев назад +5

    im not crying ur crying

  • @xXshadow_droneXx
    @xXshadow_droneXx 5 месяцев назад +10

    dont you think 0:24 feals good

  • @rexycowmc
    @rexycowmc 4 месяца назад +5

    The best part: 0:00 - 3:07

  • @roachsprouts
    @roachsprouts 11 месяцев назад +7

    This reminds me of my ex, I was codependent on him for my happiness and in response he neglected, guilt tripped, and abused me for months. Thankfully I’ve healed, but the scars are still there. I wish I could forget.

  • @ImTired17
    @ImTired17 10 месяцев назад +14

    This will be FIRE as an OC animatic 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @Lia_is_crazy
    @Lia_is_crazy 4 месяца назад +6

    I left this in loop for 6 hours😅

  • @-Callan..
    @-Callan.. 2 месяца назад +3

    I found this song while trying to search up Partners In Crime by Set It Off. Safe to say that I don't regret finding this beautiful song.

  • @FluffyRadio374
    @FluffyRadio374 6 месяцев назад +4

    The 2nd love interest be like:

  • @AlexOnPaws3
    @AlexOnPaws3 9 месяцев назад +7

    Lyrics for y'all❤️
    When you're gone I feel alone again
    The voices cannot hold my hand
    They keep me company at very best
    Distract me from my loneliness
    Maybe I'm just an anomaly
    Even my demons have their families
    Truly something must be wrong with me
    To need you as much as I do
    I was never meant to win
    I was never meant to win
    I was never meant to win
    Shut up!
    Here's the reigns
    Take ahold of me
    Please don't let me go
    You do the talking
    Sew up my mouth if I can't keep it closed
    There's a dog barking right around the block
    And a big ol' whistle blow
    Run for it
    I'll keep em occupied for you
    Cause I love you, I love you so
    Left me hangin at the station
    But you'll be back for me soon
    I'm 'bout to die
    Yet the only thing I find i'm worried about is you
    Something tells me you aren't coming
    Guess that I'm truly doomed
    I'm 'bout to die
    Yet the only thing I find I'm worried about is you
    I'm 'bout to die
    Yet the thing on my mind seems to nearly be nothing but you
    I overhear your brain when it's close to mine
    Oh, I know that we're not the same
    My heart's on the line
    I'm just a pawn in your game
    Not your partner in crime
    And you're slowly killing me
    Taking your time
    You're slowly killing me
    Taking your time
    You're slowly killing me
    Taking your- (I was never meant to win)
    You're slowly killing me
    Taking your- (I was never meant to win)
    You're slowly killing me
    And yet I don't mind (You were never meant to win)
    You're slowly killing me
    But please take your time

  • @fukushuu_bara
    @fukushuu_bara 8 месяцев назад +8

    at 1:47, i thought it was "I open up the safe"... still good line lol

  • @ic1cles-
    @ic1cles- 9 месяцев назад +13

    1:06 why did it remind me of Robin from stranger things lol

  • @NicoleBe
    @NicoleBe 9 месяцев назад +4

    As a person who gets all consuming fixations, I see a lot of that in the lyrics of this song, I know that it’s not intentional, but it’s easy to project this problem of mine on the lyrics of this song