I leave this message for the future . For me and for you guys. I considered doing it 5 years ago. I was 22 yo. University was going bad , my parents were harsh on me for Uni and situation with the ex gf was like “ yeah you are not enough , or something like I don’t “feel it “anymore “. It was hard . It felt hard. In 5 years I built myself back with gym , quitting bad habits like drinking occasionally to “ not think” , and got my first phd , now I’m going and almost done for my second. I know it’s hard . I know. But you gotta believe that if YOU are not gonna do something nobody is gonna do it for you. Lift , eat , develop your career, believe in true love and pray and be grateful for the chance you still have to change things. 🔱❤️ per aspera , ad astra.
I hurt someone very special to my heart, and now the person no longer sees me with the same eyes, but I'm not bad, I never was, I just spoke without thinking and didn't realize, but I always loved and I have always strived to improve and be good, and now my heart hurts, I blame myself, I hate myself, I feel constant pain in my chest and a sadness that never ends, I feel empty and very sad, I feel so tired that not even sleeping takes away this tiredness, I feel alone and I blame myself all the time, I feel horrible for being incomprehensible For someone so good, I sometimes think about dying and killing myself so the crying stops and the pain goes away, and I can't show how good I am because I made too many mistakes, and now she doesn't believe anymore, she is everything to me, but I was an idiot, but I always tried, but it wasn't enough to overcome my bad side, now I feel alone and there's no way to go back and change, I'm anxious and I'm going to blame myself for always, I just wanted to be by her side, because I imagined a lot, I loved her a lot, I wanted to call her my girlfriend and even my wife, because I know she's not just anyone, she'll always be my Snowflake, That's her nickname, I truly love her and I always will, because she's part of my soul, but now I'm empty, my butterfly is gone because of stupidity, I don't know how long the pain will last, I just know that will haunt me forever, and is already in my dreams, I will never forgive myself for being so bad, I'm not like that, I just made a lot of mistakes without realizing it, I love her and she will always be everything to me😔😖😭🖤 ♊♉... I love you so much Michele Silva, I always will, you will always have a part in my heart😭😞♥️...
You took the words directly out of my mind. I just did the same. She pushed me away because of a mistake I made. Now I will pay for it mentally, forever.
look I don't know what kind of mindset you are in right now but you should probably contact someone and talk things out. if you're in crisis, there is a list of hotlines linked in the description. whatever is happening in your life, you need to give yourself more time. nobody wants you to get harmed.
Hey, I have no idea who you are and I might be too late, but I hope you’re ok. I hope you sought help and are still here. If not, I hope you are resting and at peace. You didn’t deserve what may have happened in your life 🩷
Брат, все будет хорошо рано или поздно. У нас у мусульман в Коране есть аят: "Воистину, за каждой тягостью наступает облегчение"), просто верьте в себя! У вас обязательно всё получится!
Брат, все будет хорошо рано или поздно. У нас у мусульман в Коране есть аят: "Воистину, за каждой тягостью наступает облегчение"), просто верьте в себя! У вас обязательно всё получится!
I am tired, i feel like nothing even changed all this time and i want to cry but i can't. I guess I am out of tears. I want to experience everything and i am not even ready for the real world
Hey guy's, life is hard. It always has been hard on us and it always will. But if you believe in something or someone that exact thing or person will save you at the right time when you need it. Don't lose hope kids. I lost hope too and already have but in the end I'll have kids and a beautiful wife to look after. I only keep living on to see that day come true. Make sense of what I am saying❤
Its hard but you have chance right now to focus on your own goals. Good tase of life doesnt come from women - most are the same. Try to fill that empty in your heart. That's the only way. I have started training material arts, doing some drums, taking care about my family, and try to do some.
People hurting me and leaving me after I give all my love to them and then they are gone and I never got that love back from no one not even my own family I am all on my own
@@Sevory_type_beatAs I understand you, the same thing was done to me, but we must not lose faith and must not give up. Believe me, sooner or later everything will be fine. We Muslims have a verse in the Koran: “Indeed, with every burden comes relief”), just believe in yourself! You will definitely succeed.
I went past it so I’m not gonna say it . Let’s just say guys it took me time , gym, work and education improvement. But yes , the solution was never to be with her , but to be with you.
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I lost. Im tired. I lost.
Are you ok? If you need to to someone I’m here❤🙏🏻
Me too❤❤❤
We are two now
@@nayelinavarro2822 Dont give up❤️
Bro is lost. Bro is tired. Bro is lost.
Even if I doesn't feel like it Jesus is with u always amen
I leave this message for the future . For me and for you guys. I considered doing it 5 years ago. I was 22 yo. University was going bad , my parents were harsh on me for Uni and situation with the ex gf was like “ yeah you are not enough , or something like I don’t “feel it “anymore “. It was hard . It felt hard. In 5 years I built myself back with gym , quitting bad habits like drinking occasionally to “ not think” , and got my first phd , now I’m going and almost done for my second. I know it’s hard . I know. But you gotta believe that if YOU are not gonna do something nobody is gonna do it for you. Lift , eat , develop your career, believe in true love and pray and be grateful for the chance you still have to change things. 🔱❤️ per aspera , ad astra.
Respect, brother. I hope the best for you. And always go forward no matter what, cause you can do it. ❤
Man. I'm just not like you.
per aspera ad astra ❤
"It's too lat to apologize. It's too late-e-e-e!"
I hurt someone very special to my heart, and now the person no longer sees me with the same eyes, but I'm not bad, I never was, I just spoke without thinking and didn't realize, but I always loved and I have always strived to improve and be good, and now my heart hurts, I blame myself, I hate myself, I feel constant pain in my chest and a sadness that never ends, I feel empty and very sad, I feel so tired that not even sleeping takes away this tiredness, I feel alone and I blame myself all the time, I feel horrible for being incomprehensible For someone so good, I sometimes think about dying and killing myself so the crying stops and the pain goes away, and I can't show how good I am because I made too many mistakes, and now she doesn't believe anymore, she is everything to me, but I was an idiot, but I always tried, but it wasn't enough to overcome my bad side, now I feel alone and there's no way to go back and change, I'm anxious and I'm going to blame myself for always, I just wanted to be by her side, because I imagined a lot, I loved her a lot, I wanted to call her my girlfriend and even my wife, because I know she's not just anyone, she'll always be my Snowflake, That's her nickname, I truly love her and I always will, because she's part of my soul, but now I'm empty, my butterfly is gone because of stupidity, I don't know how long the pain will last, I just know that will haunt me forever, and is already in my dreams, I will never forgive myself for being so bad, I'm not like that, I just made a lot of mistakes without realizing it, I love her and she will always be everything to me😔😖😭🖤 ♊♉...
I love you so much Michele Silva, I always will, you will always have a part in my heart😭😞♥️...
You took the words directly out of my mind. I just did the same. She pushed me away because of a mistake I made. Now I will pay for it mentally, forever.
Please don't give up. :(
Zajebiste ;)
I have tried for long enough. I have been awake for too long, now I will rest. Even though I’ve lost everything, in the end I feel at peace.
look I don't know what kind of mindset you are in right now but you should probably contact someone and talk things out. if you're in crisis, there is a list of hotlines linked in the description. whatever is happening in your life, you need to give yourself more time. nobody wants you to get harmed.
Right, thank you. But you don’t know my situation - it’s fine, I’ll be okay..Maybe in another life - thank you though.
I know exactly what you mean. If it means anything...you're not alone. Don't give up. Good luck friend
Hey, I have no idea who you are and I might be too late, but I hope you’re ok. I hope you sought help and are still here. If not, I hope you are resting and at peace. You didn’t deserve what may have happened in your life 🩷
@@justaperson4242 hei you ok bro?
i just can't do it anymore, life is too hard, maybe it wasn't meant for me.
Брат, все будет хорошо рано или поздно.
У нас у мусульман в Коране есть аят: "Воистину, за каждой тягостью наступает облегчение"), просто верьте в себя! У вас обязательно всё получится!
I wanna give up, I’m lost my mental health, I'm not the same person I was before, I can't even look people in the eyes
Брат, все будет хорошо рано или поздно.
У нас у мусульман в Коране есть аят: "Воистину, за каждой тягостью наступает облегчение"), просто верьте в себя! У вас обязательно всё получится!
I am tired, i feel like nothing even changed all this time and i want to cry but i can't. I guess I am out of tears. I want to experience everything and i am not even ready for the real world
Think I lost myself.
Hey guy's, life is hard. It always has been hard on us and it always will. But if you believe in something or someone that exact thing or person will save you at the right time when you need it. Don't lose hope kids. I lost hope too and already have but in the end I'll have kids and a beautiful wife to look after. I only keep living on to see that day come true. Make sense of what I am saying❤
She left me guys
Its hard but you have chance right now to focus on your own goals. Good tase of life doesnt come from women - most are the same.
Try to fill that empty in your heart. That's the only way.
I have started training material arts, doing some drums, taking care about my family, and try to do some.
Whats your wound? I'm here to listen.
People hurting me and leaving me after I give all my love to them and then they are gone and I never got that love back from no one not even my own family I am all on my own
@@Sevory_type_beatAs I understand you, the same thing was done to me, but we must not lose faith and must not give up. Believe me, sooner or later everything will be fine. We Muslims have a verse in the Koran: “Indeed, with every burden comes relief”), just believe in yourself! You will definitely succeed.
this song reminds me of my dad, its his fave song
I give up
please don't give up
You can't give up 💪😊
Me to
What was her name, soldier ?
@@Makrovitch Me Erine force to you I know how hard it is, I’m starting to get by thanks to sport and time.
Michelle...
Nikkie. 😔
I went past it so I’m not gonna say it . Let’s just say guys it took me time , gym, work and education improvement. But yes , the solution was never to be with her , but to be with you.
Mia.
all i deserve is to be hurt.
Don't say that
It’s not like that . And you know it .
Wonderful.
Is anyone else here for having suicidal thoughts?