a map that scares reading players (heat abnormal ezhd fc)

i was surprised to hear a couple very good reading players thought this map was unfun and a hellish grind. i thought it was very fun myself.
this should've been a liveplay, but my camera was giving me trouble. maybe reupload if i set a good HD only play
map: osu.ppy.sh/bea...
skin: gn.s-ul.eu/52X... (new variant optimized for hd)
me: osu.ppy.sh/use...
one of very few ar0 hd 6* fcs. quite proud