I may not know what is going on in everyone's lives, but if you happen to see this just know I'm proud of you. You're doing an amazing job pushing through whatever it is you're going through.
I love drawing, but feel so lonely, i dont have muse for drawing and feel so badly( it 11 pm and i read your comment, thank bro… i feel little better now😔
@@SchizoidMan-p3b I use to draw a lot in high school so I completely understand how it helps you escape reality a bit! Glad to hear my comment helped even a little bit! Stay strong, friend. ❤️
I'm really sorry you're feeling this way. Even when everything seems overwhelming, there's a part of you that still hopes for something better, and that matters. You don't have to face this alone-there are people who care and want to help. Keep holding on, one step at a time.
Many years, I felt the same, completely cease to exist in the memories of others and my own. However, once that fog clears it's really beautiful place here, absolutely fucked yet ultimately you come to realize how special each second is
I read all the comments that have been written here, it's so sad that there are so many of us... hang in there guys, remember that you are not alone and if you don't have friends, support, look for it on the internet and it doesn't matter where, in games or social networks, even under playlists like these, don't be afraid to look for support, everyone needs it at some point... remember that there are good people everywhere
Thanks man... As much as I feel alone sometimes I can say that I'm used to it by now which doesn't affect me anymore but sometimes I wonder how's it like to have someone other than you dad,mom, brother care about 24/7 now don't get me wrong that's great and I truly love them for that but there's a point where I just want to make my own choices and not ask permission for even walking to tye coner store. I wonder how's it like to have that special someone that constantly talks to you or asks how your day been going it can be a friend or your partner. That's why I miss my cat.
@mulaselseno2578 this Is so accurate to my life I cannot lie I really do feel you life is bad sometimes like I don't want to sit and be introverted all day but that's all I have and it's rather that or end it all
@@steelalot6299 I feel you there, I'm the same way but the way I got to this point was first having to grow up in the foster care system and then getting "adopted' at 15 when I was already past the point of caring about being adopted, then I moved out at 18 and been ruining my life since with poor choices, destroying the trust of the one person who I care alot about with everything that I've said, done, and promised, I have contact with my biological parents, who are trying to help me out with getting on my feet along with the person who I destroyed their trust, and my sister in law, it's just that I still don't understand what it is that I want in this life, that's realistic not unrealistic... It's alright though I'm still waking up each and every day and going to work and then going right back home again just like everyone here does whenever they get out of work. Just feeling empty inside and weighted down because of everything that I've done in my own life when I could have been with that person, who I was afraid to be with not because they were scary or fearful.... Just the aspect of not being able to love them in the way that they wanted to be loved, to be there for them and to not let them down like all their other relationships with other people have been, but I've done a lot of damage to our relationship for the past 8 years and I'm just hanging by a thread with them... I truly don't deserve this wonderful person in my life after everything that I've done that has hurt them
@xanthekeyblademaster6968 I've always wished to just have a freind to talk to and chill with just 1 person I've never got that person so I've been lonely my full life and at this point it's like work home sleep repeat doing nothing with my life then I feel like im not gonna find freinds or a girlfriend if this keeps repeating but there's no way to get out of the cycle and I know what you mean but I also feel like I cannot trust anyone and people are out to stab me in the back etc etc
When you start questioning existence, is when you realize, that no matter what you do, you shouldn't care of others opinions. Even though you know what you want, somehow we still crave approval from others. No matter how often this fact is going to be presented, it will always stay like that. It feels like you are alone, annoying or just left in the dust, because nobody thinks that you are normal. And here is where it gets complicated. I feel in general that normalcy can't clearly be defined at all. Almost Everything is subjective to one's mind, and being able to understand that, is what I think makes me feel more unique. Maybe even luckier than them. I don't live a life chasing after every trend or trying to fit in the crowd. And that is okay. A life almost alone isn't as bad as you may think. It gives time to reflect and focus on things others could only dream of. So, try to make the best out of it. Don't let others talk you down, just because they don't like some aspect of your personality or something. If they don't like it, you don't need to feel obligated to keep contact with them and then after some time distancing or unfriending. Just if it becomes apparent that it isnt working out, forget it happened and move on to the next person and try again. Everyone is different and it will take some time. Stay safe, Take care, and have a nice time.
Damn, while I was reading this my mind was reading it in a calm and soft tone, it's like you're writing (typing I guess?) truly has you're emotions in em.
@@user-gq6yo6kl5b tbh, all the positive things I said in here are kind of something I wish could be true for me. It's only a distant dream. Trying to reach it. Telling myself these things, so I can hold on to those beliefs, and also spreading it with multiple people, because I think a lot of people feel like this. So yeah, my emotions definitely are in that text. I hope you are doing well.
Edit: It's over I was 21 when I met the most gentle soul, the very soul that cleansed my soul of any corruption, made me a better person. The change alas did come from myself I do know this, but outside perspective was definately needed. They became my partner July 11th this year and it just seems like I'm doing everything in my power to destroy this bond, yet in 29 years this is the first time I've wanted something to work so deeply. I've never felt worthy of a romantic love, but this is the first time I've felt worthy, where I've felt the love, where I know they care. Yet I keep self sabotaging. The one bond I cannot afford to lose because I cannot imagine a life without this bond we've made together. Tired of turning everything I hold dear into mush. I deserve happiness yet there is just a part of me that will not allow me to accept it. I'm genuinely scared of days to come, I can't imagine a life without this bond but depending on how they feel about us I may have to let them walk away. For I will not hinder them anymore and I am afraid I just can't overcome my own demons that I don't even understand. If I deserve happiness then this soul is beyond qualified for it too. I want that happiness to be with me but I'm just starting to see that its maybe not going to be. Going to try the hardest I ever did try to overcome everything and let there be two victors rather than two losers.
no, i dont remember the last time i cared for something or someone but ive been thinking about what the others in this thread seem to be expressing a feeling like "I wish I was never born and the pain doesn't have to disappear if it's never present , just the bliss of oblivion with none of the feelings, memories, of me to myself or other human beings"
Reading the comments, I realized how fragile and delicate everything is, that nothing will last forever. Every relationship will eventually break up or be ended by death, and feelings of depression, panic attacks, and all the disorders people struggle with are a test of their willpower. Personally, I lack the strength to live like a normal person, and the only person with whom I feel good lives over an hour away by train... Without them, I can't sleep, I can't function like an ordinary person, and I dream of having the strength to handle all the daily tasks. I sincerely hope this relationship will withstand everything, as it's the one thing I will fight for relentlessly.
i am in a tired state. Not depressed, neither joyful. Just tired. Been looping through the same situation over and over again and it's not even my fault it's just that no matter what my advice is, no one will follow it and they'll end up depressed in need of me once again. It's just tiring.
lay off the coffee lady friend. I totally get what you're going through. you're making a difference, it just doesn't always seem like it sometimes. if it's any help for your belief, I've been becoming gradually less and less depressed about things even though my mother died recently. just takes time.
I just got this playlist recommended to me while I currently face one really low point, being in a constant state of spiraling into depression, panic attacks, stress and having not one person in my life who can relate and thus speak about it too. I don't have anything really to strive for and look forward to, I lost interest in pursuing my hobbies either due to depression or past traumas. Thank you for providing this playlist, listening to music is currently all I have left to do.
I'm sitting in the dorm of someone I met recently in my freshman year of college. She's so compassionate about the topics that we talk about. and her smile (much less laugh) is so carefree and tender. And yet, here I am. An ex opiate and benzo addict who (though been in AA and sober for a year) dresses like nothing matters. Who gets recommended this video because even when everything is going well, I can't be happy. Someone who has done so many wrongs, atonement seems so far and impossible. But she's the type of soul you can articulate only through art. The poems I could write painting her ethereal face. Igh, I'm done w/ this sappy shit. I genuinely wish all y'all in the comments the absolute best. And know that you can find beauty anywhere, so live for those moments?
Sometimes i feel it as well- how am i worthy of anything, when i've messed up so badly? I've been sober from many things that hurt me for a while now, but the past still haunts me. But Jesus has your back. Don't give up. (:
The gif encapsulates my entire school experience since i was a kid: boredom and apathy. I just wasn't made for school environment so everyday was a chore to go on and I remember counting the minutes for when it was all finally over and I could go back to my safe zone, aka my home.
I have something similar, now I work on a 3/3 schedule, I remember studying in college 6 days a week and wonder how I survived at all, despite the fact that I had almost no money. But even this kind of work does not give me pleasure, because this is not what I dreamed of, it seems that every person has a choice - to remain a person with his own inner world, or to die mentally, but provide for himself
I finally have someone in my life that cares for me the same way I care for them, but now I feel as if I don’t deserve them. What horrifies me the most is the thoughts of them leaving and me returning to the state I was in before.
Hello there. I used to be in the same situation as you. Not only romantic, i had that issue with all kind of relationships as well. It mainly stems from the lack of self-esteem and overthinking. For your instance, try thinking it like this : your partner loves you and is staying with you, if you think that you dont deserve them, wouldnt that mean that theyre loving the wrong person, and youre calling them terrible decisions maker? Instead, use that as a motivator to improve yourself to be better for them, and cherish the time with them. Dwelling in the fear of what-ifs will only destroy the potential happiness that you can garner.
@@xEmpo04 Hello! I actually had an in person talk about this whole thing with my significant other yesterday and it really helped me understand what was going on. She gave me all the support she could and i understand now that the rest is up to me. I need to find out how to except myself and practice ways of dealing with overthinking. Thank you for the help with your comment too.
I'm still in the space before that one; seeking someone. It seems easy once I get there though i.e. all you have to do is step it up! In this life, if you aren't Worthy, then you *get* Worthy. Don't worry so much that it debilitates you, but the point of worry is to shift your focus to things of importance. So first figure where you are lacking, then work on those things! Whether it's diet+exercise or being productive or studying/training or maybe being a better person, just WORK! Work Work Work! Start a daily jog, eat fruit+vegetables, create art, play music, read a book, or send money to refugees and orphans. If you really believe that you don't deserve Love then BE the person that You Believe would deserve Love! That's My Way, anyways. I Believe I Deserve the Love I Seek, though I haven't found Her yet...
@@justinheriot649 I know everyone probably tells you “she’s out there man don’t worry” but like seriously. This girl I’m dating literally came out of nowhere and she is now the most important part of my life.
i used to have someone that i love, we both part ways now, and everything feels soo weird jsj, i see couples everywhere and i wonder, why i can't just have that?, I tried to be better a lot of times, i tried to improve and still seems like nothing will go however i like, nothing will remain calm and there's always these feelings of self hatred bcuz somehow i still think that everything is my fault, i start wondering if i should just be left alone, because i don't find strenght anymore, i don't have reasons i don't have urges i feel like i don't have anything, and i don't know if i should give up or keep going and keep trying..., i feel like i wanted to cry but at the same time im afraid that if i cry i would'nt be able to stop, i loved with all my heart but when i got angry i just can't control myself i saw how i was hurting the one i love.. but it wasn't me i just could'nt control myself.., now i wanna say "Im sorry" "Please don't leave" "please come back" or someting like that.. im afraid of losing probably the person that i loved the most.. but at the same time im afraid of hurting him.. and i hate myself.. for worrying about hurting him.. instead of just.. acknoledge the fact.. that he loved.. me.. and i just ignore those feeling hating myself..? now im just saying shit probably, somehow i wanna be heared and at the same time, i think i don't deserve it, also good playlist.., thank you. (even now i feel like this message don't express all that im feeling, i just suck at this.. js)
Yo.. as vague as i know you , imma give vagu advice.x excercise............im not ttalkin get that fit chick ass barbie doll shit......... just move your body to its PH?YSICAL limit. dollow its internal instincts.. good luck
I'm so sorry you're going through this. It’s tough, but your strength and resilience will guide you through this pain. Remember, you deserve someone who appreciates all you have to offer. Keep believing in yourself and take it one day at a time. You’ve got this.
reading some comments here. the weird part is i have friends and family but i cant help myself to feel lonely. maybe its because my last really relationship is like 8 years ago. sitting here in WoW in the capital doing nothing. in 2 hours (from 3-5am) i wanted to text in the capital chat that im sitting here 2 hours in hope something will happend and that im fucking lonely. the only person who reacted on this said "unlucky". i wish i didnt tried to open myself there. this night right now is my new downfall of loneliness.. i just want to find a person who truely loves me how i am. god everything sucks right now.
i see all these comments about looking online for support, but i have support online and its not the same as having someone IRL, i apreciate these people and love them like brothers, but it dosent change the fact that i am alone, i always have been, always will be, becuase everyone i try to reach out to hurts me in the end, so ive lost trust in my ability to find people who are good, becasue i know there out there, but unfortunitly for me, ive met not a single person family friend or other wise who hasent betrayed me on one way or the other. and even if i did thell all leave me behind like everyone else has
Hello everyone in the comments of this video. I am Vietnamese and have read the comments about the sadness and pain people have to endure, but look, you guys are amazing, difficult times like this are the times for you to try. Boys and girls. Live happily, accept the difficulties of life and you will become stronger. Try, you are perfect in your own way. No matter what the future holds, try to overcome it, love forever. Best regards! 💗
They work so hard, to the point they barely have time to talk to me. Sure they send a few little texts here and there to check in on me but it's just so little. Perhaps I'm asking for too much? To me I think a relationship means that both should be making efforts in talking to each other daily but if not daily then at least long conversations with some love to it. Quality time you could say, here and there. But it seems as if that's not the case anymore? We used to spend every minute together on the phone, even if we were saying nothing we'd still be on the phone. But then eventually they apparently gotten so busy to the point that died down. They say they wanted to focus on the things they didn't succeed last time. I guess I don't really understand. Maybe I'm just thinking of things that aren't true at all. I thought that they don't want me anymore because of that. I feel as if I'm the only one trying to keep the relationship together. So I guess, we aren't much of a relationship anymore? I just don't know what to think. It'd be nice to see them in person, I've asked if we could meet, and they said yes. I waited for a response on the day we were supposed to meet, but they said nothing. Not even a "sorry I couldn't come because...". Am I just overthinking all this? I guess I should just let go and move on at this point. What's the point of it anymore?
It sounds like you're feeling really hurt and confused right now. It's tough when communication and effort seem one-sided. Remember, your feelings are valid, and it's okay to prioritize your own well-being. Consider talking openly with them about how you feel, but also focus on what makes you happy. You deserve a relationship where both people are equally invested. Take care of yourself and give yourself the space to heal and grow. 💪💖
@@heartbroken_club Thank you soo much🙏 at this point i decided to just let go, i feel pretty happy without them anyway. Ig the relationship wasnt much of anything just some silly puppy love
When this happened to me she left me months later, after cheating on me. She lost her feelings, i guess ? I still don't understand why she left me. Work on yourself, if you put all your energy in the void you will become tired.
I often feel really sad and I love listening to music to calm down then :) Since I was in the Elementary School I didn't have much friends and got often bullied and I never understood why because everyone I met said I am a really kind person and really polite and till today I really feel useless and feel so lonely , Sometimes I play Videogames and even there nobody likes to play with me for no reason :/
It's hard to believe not having friends when everyone tells you that you are kind and polite. Something very similar to your case happens to me, and it is disappointing in some way, at some point that person will arrive who will change that. We can only wait. And the same thing happens to me with games, people simply prefer to play with those who are in their comfort zone and not with new people, but as I said before, we just have to wait for that moment when the person who changes that lifestyle arrives. boring and purposeless. (Sorry if it's bad redacted or something, my English is not that good) I hope you are well internet person, have a nice day.
Since I broke up with my ex, she left me with a huge void, I was very hurt by the way she treated me and I only resorted to staying quiet and depressed, after all I'm not with her anymore but I feel very sad towards myself.
Sometimes people tell me I care too much, every single time I hear them, and sometimes I even believe them. Then I end up going right back to square one, as it's a cycle of my own creation and honestly I don't mind caring about people. Even if it hurts deep down, I still care, and I don't want that to change.
@@musicguy741 I feel the same way! I personally never ask for anything in return especially when it comes to helping someone. Keep being yourself friend! 🤍
Well, then YOU can see yourself as lucky! Congratulations, you're a "good" person. Nothing wrong with it. It's more wrong being like me, Nothing caring, or even have the thought of worrying about something that happend to someone. I Xab understand People, yet I have no sympathy for others, not even For my own family. I now, what an scumbag, to not care even about family, right?
Ive seen both sides of how life is precious and how it is pointless. Both are always fighting over how i view the world. Ive had people yell at me because i was doing my job, because im white, or because im small and skinny and they think they can just push me around. They can given enough pressure. I've had attempts at my life, but although i had no will to live, i also had no will to die. It becomes even worse when i move because everything i had to do socially had to be reset, and everyone likes completely different things. But, if i have to say one thing to anyone that reads this, than please, for the love of anything that you hold dear, dont seal off your emotions. I know how tempting it is, but you'll hate it much more when the only time you cry is when your world comes crashing and burning. After that, if you try to reopen yourself, it becomes so much worse and more complicated.
When i wasnt feeling great, i listened to playlist like these to make me hyper aware of the fact that i was sad. That would make me either more sad or less sad depending on the music lol
Hi everyone I am writing this to whoever needs someone or is feeling down. Keep trying is the key to success in life. I wish you all the best on your personal journey.
Earlier in my life, I used to hang out with my dad's side of my family since they were the more tame ones. At some point , I realized that my cousins that I had hung out with so often began to slowly ignore me. "We" would be in a group conversation, and whenever I tried saying something, someone would talk over me, and someone else would respond to that other person. As I slowly started to realize that, I stopped hanging out with them. I knew that if they weren't gonna acknowledge me, then there wasn't a reason for me to stay. Fast forward a couple of years, and I started hanging out with my mom's side. They are more chaotic, but they seem to be more understanding. Fast forward another couple of years and most recently. I went on a 3 day vacation with my family and my mom's side. Our first day went by well except for that night. For some odd reason, my mother is still supportive of my ex, and she invited her to the vacation. At that point we hadn't been broken up for long, i didn't think much of it, but the bad part was it gave me a chance to think about our relationship more which is something I was avoiding. Later in the night, I had a little much to drink, and I started spectating her from across the room. I started seeing signs that she had already moved on, which isn't a bad thing it just hit me in some type of way that I didn't enjoy, so I decided to call it a night. The next day started off pretty easy with everyone awake for breakfast. Everything seemed normal. Eventually, when everyone got together again to hang out , I realized that people kept talking over me. I would have understood if it was that one cousin who struggled to pay any attention to people, but i started realizing that it was happening consistently with everyone in the conversation, which continued throughout the entire day. Little did I know that it would continue throughout the rest of the vacation. Now that I'm back home, I don't know what to think of the situation. Comparing the two confrontations of both sides of my family. Normally, I would cut ties with them and not talk to them anymore, but I have been having a lot of second thoughts on the situation. First of all, I don't know if it was genuinely just a coincidence and that everyone there just wasn't all there, or if it was done purposely to ignore me. I guess a reason as to why I am holding on is because I don't really have any friends anymore. No buddies, no homies, no best friend you go to when you wanna share something but wanna hide it from the rest of the world. All I have is them. They are all I got, and for me to get over losing my relationship with someone, I feel like I need some friendly interaction. People I can joke and hang around with, and if I cut ties with this side of the family, too. I don't know if I'm gonna have anyone else left. Sorry if I'm just yapping. I know that these problems I'm having aren't near as bad or painful as everyone else's here. I just havent been able to think straight. I felt like I needed to put this somewhere, and I know it's just gonna get buried under all the other comments similar to this one.
One thing I've learned is that if people don't love you, they usually don't hate you either. They simply don't care about you. Which, I believe, is far worse
I don’t really know where else to put this but I saw couldn’t help myself listening to this music trying to go to sleep at 3 in the morning. I’ve been what I think is depressed off and on pretty frequently for about 4 years now, sometimes idk if I’m in another low point or if I’m just living, I’ve come to worry that I just enjoy sitting in complacency, worry that I like the bad days. I’m lost, I don’t know who actually cares and who’s just there with me at the time, I’ve talked about it to a few people and it helps in the moment but then it fades away and then I’m back to just staring aimlessly into the horizon trying to calm my thoughts and emotions from showing. I just had a surgery on my knee so not only has this all been on my mind but now I’m mostly immobile without help and that annoys me to a crazy degree, I keep thinking I just need to get strong enough so I can take care of myself by myself again. I’m fighting two mental battles, one that’s been ongoing and is blurry, and one where I can’t even take a step with confidence anymore. I’ve developed these awful mood swings that change what was ounce fun and so enjoyable, to bland and unappealing, relationships fizzled or pushed away because I feel empty and don’t know why or how to fix it or if they will even understand. I hope this isn’t to long and I hope whoever reads it is doing well
Sometimes, I feel so alone and incapable that I can't hold on to anything even if it means wondering if it's really worth continuing. Thank you for this moment of respite.
You’re stronger than you realize, and your feelings are valid. It’s okay to have moments of doubt, but remember, taking things one step at a time can lead to brighter days. I’m glad you found some peace here, and I’m rooting for you to keep going. You’re not alone in this journey. 🌟
Thank you, this playlist helped me release the constipation I was having, I listened to this and my asshole opened the flood gates and let out the biggest shit i've ever had, it was so big it wouldnt flush, but again, thank you
I just want someone to care about me the same way I care for them I always feel like I'm the one who ends up caring more eventually it hurts and makes me rethink how much I should care but I don't wanna change that about myself everyone is so different but I just wish there was another me 😞 or I wish that I wasn't wired this way 😔 Maybe one day this feeling will fade who knows the future is unknown❤️🩹
@@Hydrobyss This feeling is also mutual. There have been times where I wanted the exact same thing, but never got a chance to experience it. For now, continue moving forward. It’s okay to fall down sometimes, but just know that getting back on your feet shows you’re strong enough to tackle any challenges head on! ❤️
this has gotten recommended to me right after i lost my partner the years ive spent with them have been the most calming and best years of my life they made my whole world feel worth living and now i dont feel the strength to go on, they helped me stop self-harming and smoking and we were going to get married and now its all gone, all our hopes, our dreams, our life together every day feels cold, empty, every accomplishment not worth the victory without sharing it with them i just dont understand why ive been abandoned i dont understand what im supposed to do from here im so confused
I'm just scared of judgment, and every time I'm told no one will judge me, they do, it's happened so many times I can't even act myself around anyone I know, and I'm not even sure if I know who I am anymore.
You know I love this it makes me forget about the mess that's going on in my life it helps me collect myself an keep going I really hope there's more to come from this
Hey guys, if your seeing this, i hope you're okay, and if your going through something, just take it one step at a time, and if days feel like they are repeating, make them different, and if you don't feel like it, then know this, no matter how close you try or try not to make something to something else, a step you take, a drive to work, how you wake up in the morning, the breakfast you eat, the way you brush your teeth, the bathroom you use, the shower you take, your day at work, how many time you blink your eyes, how many beats yourr heart makes in the day, how many breathes you take, how many thoughts you have, your lunch you have, your drive home from work, the show you watch, the dinner you have, the dessert you eat or snacks you munch on, the brush of your teeth, your shower before bed, the clothes you put on, the sheets texture you lay in, your drift into sleep, and the dream you have, It will never be the EXACT same, it will never repeat, it will never be the EXACT SAME, every single day is a new day, every single beat of your heart is a new second to discover this world and improve upon yourself, every second of every day is new, you just get used to it, but no matter how used to it you are, it will always be... A new. And hey, be thankful that you get used to it... or else you would be overloaded with anxiety about everything in your brain being new, there would be nothing to call safe, home, and the same. And for those who do have anxiety because of these things, take it easy, just one thing at a time, and technically some things in one way or another are the same or similar, but take relief knowing, its not the EXACT same, and more often than not never will be, and WILL be New, take pride and power through, take it easy now. And to you all... I love you
i am a very isolationist kind of person, i tried really hard to change that thoughi know its in my head but i cant stop thinking that the people i try to associate with dont care about me.
I love all of yalll yall are amazing brave awsome fantastic wonderful and outstanding! Yall are beautiful in yall unique way! Keep going dont stop dreaming! Your special like a gift just know that each one of yall have special talents and dont keep them away show them with your loved ones!❤🎉😆😁
im just tired. the people i love the most cant/dont listen to advice i give. maybe its selfish of me to think i know better, but from an outside perspective their problems are solveable but they cant see it. it hurts, im just trying my best to help. broke up with my ex some months ago and he is happier than ever and i can see he matured a lot through the breakup (still on good terms with him) and that makes me happy. knowing i helped someone out of their depressive state. current partner isnt as "bad", still has their struggles but we all have those. i just hope they dont become dependant on me as well. other than that life has been kind of a limbo for the past months due to being on college break. gonna switch subjects after 3 years cause i cant face the fact that i wasted my time/did not study enough for certain subjects so i failed them. gonna try again and hopefully it works. im happy in my relationship, but why do i wanna go back to the short time where i wasnt in one? why should i yearn for that while being happy right now. i feel like im just destined to have a boring 9-5 job or be jobless at all. i dont wanna work a normal job, its tiring and draininig. hopefully the band i was able to create helps with that. maybe we get lucky, maybe we can create something a lot of people enjoy. until then, idk if anyone even reading this but keep ur head up. its gonna be okay i hope if i can fix other people, i can be fixed myself take care
I messed up when I tried to not make things awkward, because in doing so I made them awkward. I spent so much time in my own head that I forgot to talk to her. Feelings were hurt and salvage seems impossible. I just want to tell her that I'm sorry, but she doesn't want to hear it. I just want to tell her that I love her, but she said that she's not ready for that. I just want to tell her that she's beautiful and strong and smart and kind and gentle and that I want to seriously take a shot at "us," she takes the day off. I ask her if she wants to grab dinner, she says she's hangry and to ask another day. Maybe I'll just forget about it, maybe I'll just quit while I'm ahead, maybe I'll just throw in the towel on this life. Is it a bit dramatic? Yes. But being apart from her makes me want to die. What's the point of this if she's done with "us?" I should sleep on it, but I won't. I'll just keep thinking about what I could have done, could have said, differently.
I can't tell you anything, you decide for yourself what to do and what you want to think about, it's sad that you are no longer together, but this is only your perception of reality, maybe she is a completely different person? Not at all the person you imagined in your head, it's hard to accept, but she is no longer her, and most likely she will never come back, because she (in your personal mind) never existed
i actually tried to end it once and... it was actually pretty hard to do. i used to hit myself like a month ago with a chain necklace. but now because i lost some friends... i actually feel a bit better. i learned they were manipulating me and just bullying. i was scared to let go of them because they were my only friends. but now... i let go of them and now i have friends. i wish this wont happen to any of y'all. i wish y'all a good day. thanks for reading this.
Phantom vibration syndrome: When it feels like your phone is vibrating or you hear a ring from notification only to look and see nothing. I know how this feels far to well.
do i care? tbh idk cuz i didnt care to notice, when you start questioning you're existence that's when u begin to realize that others opinions on what you do doesnt rly matter. even tho yk what u want, for some reason we still crave approval from others, no matter how many times present this it will never change, it feels like you're alone, annoying or just left in the dust, most ppl live their life trying to fit in with a crowd bc they wanna be seen as normal but what exactly is normal? i cant find any way to define normalcy, there isnt a way to define normalcy bc every1 is so different and nothing such as normal exists, happiness is just a distraction from how cruel and hellish this world is. tbh idk y i'm here cuz im not depressed nor sad, life is just a burden rn, doesnt matter what i do cuz ill always be bored, my parents didnt fail me, i failed myself by failing everyone around me, life for many ppl would have been better without me. time to stop complaining and talking about my useless life, i seriously wish all y'all the best.
I'm not in as worst an area as I was beginning of this year, but nor am I really back to who I want to be. To be honest this whole year so far has been...well it's been terrible. I got broken up with and told that they lied and had never loved me and it hurt a lot. I was truly at a low point that my work suffered and I couldn't take it anymore. I broke down on the highway going home unable to hold anything back anymore. But it just kept getting worse with constant work harassment and my complaints not being taken seriously, just literally being laughed off in my face, to me disappearing and not a single person i thought was a friend even caring to check in on me. As I said I'm not where I was when it all started, but I'm nowhere close to being better. Even now I still wonder why I'm even around when I'm only seen as a tool at work and my own friends and family won't listen...I guess the only good thing was some self-reflection on who I am and I've learned a lot. I know one day if I stay I can become more than what I feel, but until then I'll try to struggle in vain to keep afloat
I just want to cry, but I can't. I've never had someone who cares as much as I do for them. I always scare people off, or they just up and leave. It feels like no matter how hard I try, I always mess something up, and I don't even know what it is. I go through patches where I try to "fix" myself and change for someone only to be heatbroken and go back to my comfort zone, weed, video games, drinking, etc. Its hard to keep trying, Ive been slowly convincing myself I'm just better off alone.
I'm really sorry you're feeling this way. It sounds like you've been through a lot, and it's tough when it feels like no matter what you do, things don’t change. Remember, healing isn’t about fixing yourself for someone else; it’s about finding peace within yourself. You're worthy of love and care just as you are. Take small steps to nurture yourself, and know that it’s okay to be alone sometimes, but it doesn’t mean you have to stay that way. There’s strength in reaching out and in taking time to heal.
Last month , I worked as a media manager for one gorgeous project. But the fact that our boss was engaged in saling illegal stuff made me feel very guilty. Because of my work, some people might have many more problems. I'll be honest if I say that I'm very sorry.
yessir am i heartbroken? outside you tell the world your okay but inside is a pit of endless thinking you cant escape because even the smallest is your fault or as you think. The outside is like a world where you want everyone to think your okay but slowly everything you tried so tirelessly to hide has only slowly decided to fade itself back into your life and you shortly realize that whenever you think you forgotten that break up, you never truly did rather it was memories you couldn't rid, the names of the people, dreams that would keep you thinking. In the end whatever you hide inside from the world to see outside is slowly just trying to resurface don't think just do but the not caring attitude will only leave you in a sufferable state. Would u live knowing you held for too long like a overflowed ballon waiting to pop even with the smallest squeeze or something harmful to just make you release it all as you realize you didn't mean to? because it wasn't your fault or will this always haunt you as another locked up memory and even though u want to rid it will slowly haunt you like a pain forsaken idea you never want to cause. Your worried and afraid yet you cant show it. Your not alone but every time you are its always feels like a eternity or when others are around it feels like your so isolated. Everything is just your fault wake up and realize it but dont forget to hide it the more you hide isnt it going to fix everything? isnt that what we all think? isnt that what we all do? hide and hide but everything no matter what still hurts the same like the first time but you brush it off as it hasnt?
I finally have someone who cares the same way I care about him but I am afraid that someday I will lose that person who loves me and if that person forgets about me, honestly spending time in my room and crying for him could be my daily routine in the future
That is factually incorrect. I have decades of data which prove otherwise. 💪😎✌️ All good, though. I just believe that truths, data, facts, and science are important for people to consider.
Just got yelled at by my mom because she thought i got pissed off by not being allowed to go home ( she told me to not come to the event because shell come back late , i still came anyway and i wanted to go home earlier . I have school tomorrow too at 6 ) but in reality, i got pissed off because of the activities we’ll be doing at school tomorrow, lol.
You did a great job, take a rest. And then promise me that tomorrow you will live happily, every day is a challenge but also a hope. I am Vietnamese, and I will always cheer you on. Best regards💗
the 1st thing i see was title and i clciked and the 1st thing i got was an ad of gaza donation from a poor girl.........it brooked my heart.....i would mostly skip the ads, i didnt had the courage to do with this one, only until the ad shfited to news one guys.
I cared and loved im sorry for being a good boyfriend that reminds you on how much i love you and it never changed it only deepened even if you were cold i still remind you of our past what we been thru i cared a lot about you. Yet you still fell out of love and now youre saying "someone got your attention"? Even if it your chatting with them or not. I reminded you on how much i love you and how im ready to face how hard it is yet you keep telling me im pushing you. Well im sorry to be the one who reminds you that someone loves you every moment of everyday. Im sorry i care about you, im sorry i really want to be with you I made mistakes too but i make it up as best i could. But this.... Hurts Sorry for long comment. I just ranted carry on. Dont mind me.
Hey Guys! How you all doing? I’m Open to listen to all what you have to lift from your chests. Would you like to share it or would stay like this accumulating the pain day by day with the emptiness and dullness that hinders you viewing the colors and wonders this mere single life holds for you? Talk to anyone to whom you want to trust, I don’t have to be that one obviously, but share. Wish you all success 🙃
I feel rotten ever since my childhood faded away. I think i’ve died. You’re just a broken shell as you get older and I mourn my young self as I dig my grave.
i knew i had seen it somewhere! Might have to re-watch it, but isn't it the one with *Possible SPOILER* That really sad end where the girl isnt able to get with the guy and the love doesn't work out?
@@SoulsDudeig yes its that one. for me personally its a kinda werid watch because some of it is just straight weird with the yuri sex scenes. Here is the Anilist Anime link for a better description anilist.co/anime/21701/Scums-Wish/
Care about what? What in particular, that is. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the Universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ -- Diamond Dragons (series)
Deadass having a gf is a lot of work, stay single, dont look for people just to look for them, find the right person and life will help you with the rest
Im not depressed anymore to be honnest but i wouldnt say im like happy like totally healed or something ig? Tho im not as sad as i used to be....im just living i guess?
I’m 18 and I just entered college, I can’t find anyone to talk to, I have no friends with me. It’s just like high school, another 4 years of being alone…no one can change ig, will this loneliness ever end?
@@RohanSinhaBA25P I am, issue is that my anxiety overtake me when it comes to speaking, I get really bad stage fright when speaking a lot…only time I don’t is when I’m talking with my sister or other family members.
@@Aiman-yu6qg So basically you think a lot about what to say to the next person. Am I right? You think a lot about what people would think about your thoughts
@@RohanSinhaBA25P not just that, sometimes my mind will think the worse whenever I speak…that the person will laugh at me or get angry at my response, it’s gotten better but before it was just awful to deal with.
True freedom only exist in your mind, freedom of doing anything you like, rather if it's flying or being invisible it is possible only in the mind, never in the real world. Freedom does not exist in the real world because of the natural resistance of logic, so there will never be freedom, ever. It's just a word that can be used to define being not under control of influence. Existence is just a prison to begin with, and people are only existing of what they've known, not what they imagine. People based their (known) existence from what they have sense, like sight, smell, touch, hear, and taste. Yes people can imagine things that has probably never been imagined before, but the things you can imagine is only blend up into what you've known, so technically it's just a branch of another branch of another branch, well to infinity. There will never be true freedom, only reality which traps you into existence until you die. You will never know the real true death, and what is on the other side of it, until you have experienced death, which might be the only way to escape existence. So in the end, life is.. well a prison, limiting the known logic of what is known to people, and experiencing what is so called "freedom" that existence has provided, we just have to run of our own mindset to imagine what true freedom is, we know it exist, but we can never know how it feels, unless if death is really the door to "true freedom". Thanks for hearing me have a random topic that has came to my mind, I may have over analyzed it, but I hope people can understand what I am talking about to begin with. None of this have to do with imagination, it's all pure logic. Let me explain what is "True freedom", the ability to do anything you want, create anything in the real world or not, delete anything you don't want, or lose conciseness. In the end, live on what your purpose is, just reminding that true freedom is impossible to achieve, but that doesn't mean you can't be happy with your own limited world, just have to face the consequences after a action, since we all live in the same existence, love it or hate it, we are all in the same prison cell.
I may not know what is going on in everyone's lives, but if you happen to see this just know I'm proud of you. You're doing an amazing job pushing through whatever it is you're going through.
I love drawing, but feel so lonely, i dont have muse for drawing and feel so badly( it 11 pm and i read your comment, thank bro… i feel little better now😔
Thank you 💗
@@SchizoidMan-p3b I use to draw a lot in high school so I completely understand how it helps you escape reality a bit! Glad to hear my comment helped even a little bit! Stay strong, friend. ❤️
@@chloe.olivia 🤍
@@silentfantom Thank you bro)
I wanted to vanish so completely that even I would not remember me. No feelings, no memories, just the freedom of oblivion.
I'm really sorry you're feeling this way. Even when everything seems overwhelming, there's a part of you that still hopes for something better, and that matters. You don't have to face this alone-there are people who care and want to help. Keep holding on, one step at a time.
@@heartbroken_club❤
Same
Many years, I felt the same, completely cease to exist in the memories of others and my own. However, once that fog clears it's really beautiful place here, absolutely fucked yet ultimately you come to realize how special each second is
I feel the same way, I really think I lost myself already, I put on a different mask for different people. What is my true self?
I read all the comments that have been written here, it's so sad that there are so many of us... hang in there guys, remember that you are not alone and if you don't have friends, support, look for it on the internet and it doesn't matter where, in games or social networks, even under playlists like these, don't be afraid to look for support, everyone needs it at some point... remember that there are good people everywhere
Thanks man... As much as I feel alone sometimes I can say that I'm used to it by now which doesn't affect me anymore but sometimes I wonder how's it like to have someone other than you dad,mom, brother care about 24/7 now don't get me wrong that's great and I truly love them for that but there's a point where I just want to make my own choices and not ask permission for even walking to tye coner store. I wonder how's it like to have that special someone that constantly talks to you or asks how your day been going it can be a friend or your partner. That's why I miss my cat.
@mulaselseno2578 this Is so accurate to my life I cannot lie I really do feel you life is bad sometimes like I don't want to sit and be introverted all day but that's all I have and it's rather that or end it all
@@steelalot6299 I feel you there, I'm the same way but the way I got to this point was first having to grow up in the foster care system and then getting "adopted' at 15 when I was already past the point of caring about being adopted, then I moved out at 18 and been ruining my life since with poor choices, destroying the trust of the one person who I care alot about with everything that I've said, done, and promised, I have contact with my biological parents, who are trying to help me out with getting on my feet along with the person who I destroyed their trust, and my sister in law, it's just that I still don't understand what it is that I want in this life, that's realistic not unrealistic... It's alright though I'm still waking up each and every day and going to work and then going right back home again just like everyone here does whenever they get out of work. Just feeling empty inside and weighted down because of everything that I've done in my own life when I could have been with that person, who I was afraid to be with not because they were scary or fearful.... Just the aspect of not being able to love them in the way that they wanted to be loved, to be there for them and to not let them down like all their other relationships with other people have been, but I've done a lot of damage to our relationship for the past 8 years and I'm just hanging by a thread with them... I truly don't deserve this wonderful person in my life after everything that I've done that has hurt them
@xanthekeyblademaster6968 I've always wished to just have a freind to talk to and chill with just 1 person I've never got that person so I've been lonely my full life and at this point it's like work home sleep repeat doing nothing with my life then I feel like im not gonna find freinds or a girlfriend if this keeps repeating but there's no way to get out of the cycle and I know what you mean but I also feel like I cannot trust anyone and people are out to stab me in the back etc etc
everyone is edgy and very fake no riyal
When you start questioning existence, is when you realize, that no matter what you do, you shouldn't care of others opinions. Even though you know what you want, somehow we still crave approval from others. No matter how often this fact is going to be presented, it will always stay like that. It feels like you are alone, annoying or just left in the dust, because nobody thinks that you are normal. And here is where it gets complicated. I feel in general that normalcy can't clearly be defined at all. Almost Everything is subjective to one's mind, and being able to understand that, is what I think makes me feel more unique. Maybe even luckier than them. I don't live a life chasing after every trend or trying to fit in the crowd. And that is okay. A life almost alone isn't as bad as you may think. It gives time to reflect and focus on things others could only dream of. So, try to make the best out of it. Don't let others talk you down, just because they don't like some aspect of your personality or something. If they don't like it, you don't need to feel obligated to keep contact with them and then after some time distancing or unfriending. Just if it becomes apparent that it isnt working out, forget it happened and move on to the next person and try again. Everyone is different and it will take some time. Stay safe, Take care, and have a nice time.
❤💯
Damn, while I was reading this my mind was reading it in a calm and soft tone, it's like you're writing (typing I guess?) truly has you're emotions in em.
@@user-gq6yo6kl5b tbh, all the positive things I said in here are kind of something I wish could be true for me. It's only a distant dream. Trying to reach it. Telling myself these things, so I can hold on to those beliefs, and also spreading it with multiple people, because I think a lot of people feel like this. So yeah, my emotions definitely are in that text. I hope you are doing well.
absolutely took the words out of my mouth amazing
Edit: It's over
I was 21 when I met the most gentle soul, the very soul that cleansed my soul of any corruption, made me a better person.
The change alas did come from myself I do know this, but outside perspective was definately needed.
They became my partner July 11th this year and it just seems like I'm doing everything in my power to destroy this bond, yet in 29 years this is the first time I've wanted something to work so deeply.
I've never felt worthy of a romantic love, but this is the first time I've felt worthy, where I've felt the love, where I know they care. Yet I keep self sabotaging.
The one bond I cannot afford to lose because I cannot imagine a life without this bond we've made together.
Tired of turning everything I hold dear into mush. I deserve happiness yet there is just a part of me that will not allow me to accept it.
I'm genuinely scared of days to come, I can't imagine a life without this bond but depending on how they feel about us I may have to let them walk away.
For I will not hinder them anymore and I am afraid I just can't overcome my own demons that I don't even understand.
If I deserve happiness then this soul is beyond qualified for it too. I want that happiness to be with me but I'm just starting to see that its maybe not going to be.
Going to try the hardest I ever did try to overcome everything and let there be two victors rather than two losers.
no, i dont remember the last time i cared for something or someone but ive been thinking about what the others in this thread seem to be expressing a feeling like
"I wish I was never born and the pain doesn't have to disappear if it's never present , just the bliss of oblivion with none of the feelings, memories, of me to myself or other human beings"
Reading the comments, I realized how fragile and delicate everything is, that nothing will last forever. Every relationship will eventually break up or be ended by death, and feelings of depression, panic attacks, and all the disorders people struggle with are a test of their willpower. Personally, I lack the strength to live like a normal person, and the only person with whom I feel good lives over an hour away by train... Without them, I can't sleep, I can't function like an ordinary person, and I dream of having the strength to handle all the daily tasks. I sincerely hope this relationship will withstand everything, as it's the one thing I will fight for relentlessly.
i am in a tired state. Not depressed, neither joyful. Just tired. Been looping through the same situation over and over again and it's not even my fault it's just that no matter what my advice is, no one will follow it and they'll end up depressed in need of me once again. It's just tiring.
lay off the coffee lady friend. I totally get what you're going through. you're making a difference, it just doesn't always seem like it sometimes. if it's any help for your belief, I've been becoming gradually less and less depressed about things even though my mother died recently. just takes time.
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I just got this playlist recommended to me while I currently face one really low point, being in a constant state of spiraling into depression, panic attacks, stress and having not one person in my life who can relate and thus speak about it too. I don't have anything really to strive for and look forward to, I lost interest in pursuing my hobbies either due to depression or past traumas. Thank you for providing this playlist, listening to music is currently all I have left to do.
I can relate to this so much. Hang in there, we will make it somehow.
hey buddy, wanna hang out?
@@youdontseemtounderstand.7901 We will.
@@guitarrafendal9793 If I weren't so anxious, I'd accept.
@@youdontseemtounderstand.7901 Maybe it is misplaced believe but I hope it'll all turn for the better and can make it.
I'm sitting in the dorm of someone I met recently in my freshman year of college. She's so compassionate about the topics that we talk about. and her smile (much less laugh) is so carefree and tender. And yet, here I am. An ex opiate and benzo addict who (though been in AA and sober for a year) dresses like nothing matters. Who gets recommended this video because even when everything is going well, I can't be happy. Someone who has done so many wrongs, atonement seems so far and impossible. But she's the type of soul you can articulate only through art. The poems I could write painting her ethereal face.
Igh, I'm done w/ this sappy shit. I genuinely wish all y'all in the comments the absolute best. And know that you can find beauty anywhere, so live for those moments?
proud of you bro and completely agree with you
type soul....TYPE SOUL?!
also ty
Sometimes i feel it as well- how am i worthy of anything, when i've messed up so badly? I've been sober from many things that hurt me for a while now, but the past still haunts me.
But Jesus has your back. Don't give up. (:
I wanna give her a hug
The gif encapsulates my entire school experience since i was a kid: boredom and apathy. I just wasn't made for school environment so everyday was a chore to go on and I remember counting the minutes for when it was all finally over and I could go back to my safe zone, aka my home.
I have something similar, now I work on a 3/3 schedule, I remember studying in college 6 days a week and wonder how I survived at all, despite the fact that I had almost no money. But even this kind of work does not give me pleasure, because this is not what I dreamed of, it seems that every person has a choice - to remain a person with his own inner world, or to die mentally, but provide for himself
same
I finally have someone in my life that cares for me the same way I care for them, but now I feel as if I don’t deserve them. What horrifies me the most is the thoughts of them leaving and me returning to the state I was in before.
Hello there. I used to be in the same situation as you. Not only romantic, i had that issue with all kind of relationships as well. It mainly stems from the lack of self-esteem and overthinking. For your instance, try thinking it like this : your partner loves you and is staying with you, if you think that you dont deserve them, wouldnt that mean that theyre loving the wrong person, and youre calling them terrible decisions maker? Instead, use that as a motivator to improve yourself to be better for them, and cherish the time with them. Dwelling in the fear of what-ifs will only destroy the potential happiness that you can garner.
@@xEmpo04 Hello! I actually had an in person talk about this whole thing with my significant other yesterday and it really helped me understand what was going on. She gave me all the support she could and i understand now that the rest is up to me. I need to find out how to except myself and practice ways of dealing with overthinking. Thank you for the help with your comment too.
Hi, mate. I think meditation and reflecting on your thoughts might be helpful and lifechanging. I just wish I could start doing this things earlier.
I'm still in the space before that one; seeking someone. It seems easy once I get there though i.e. all you have to do is step it up!
In this life, if you aren't Worthy, then you *get* Worthy.
Don't worry so much that it debilitates you, but the point of worry is to shift your focus to things of importance. So first figure where you are lacking, then work on those things!
Whether it's diet+exercise or being productive or studying/training or maybe being a better person, just WORK! Work Work Work! Start a daily jog, eat fruit+vegetables, create art, play music, read a book, or send money to refugees and orphans.
If you really believe that you don't deserve Love
then BE the person that You Believe would deserve Love!
That's My Way, anyways.
I Believe I Deserve the Love I Seek, though I haven't found Her yet...
@@justinheriot649 I know everyone probably tells you “she’s out there man don’t worry” but like seriously. This girl I’m dating literally came out of nowhere and she is now the most important part of my life.
i used to have someone that i love, we both part ways now, and everything feels soo weird jsj, i see couples everywhere and i wonder, why i can't just have that?, I tried to be better a lot of times, i tried to improve and still seems like nothing will go however i like, nothing will remain calm and there's always these feelings of self hatred bcuz somehow i still think that everything is my fault, i start wondering if i should just be left alone, because i don't find strenght anymore, i don't have reasons i don't have urges i feel like i don't have anything, and i don't know if i should give up or keep going and keep trying..., i feel like i wanted to cry but at the same time im afraid that if i cry i would'nt be able to stop, i loved with all my heart but when i got angry i just can't control myself i saw how i was hurting the one i love.. but it wasn't me i just could'nt control myself.., now i wanna say "Im sorry" "Please don't leave" "please come back" or someting like that.. im afraid of losing probably the person that i loved the most.. but at the same time im afraid of hurting him.. and i hate myself.. for worrying about hurting him.. instead of just.. acknoledge the fact.. that he loved.. me.. and i just ignore those feeling hating myself..? now im just saying shit probably, somehow i wanna be heared and at the same time, i think i don't deserve it, also good playlist.., thank you. (even now i feel like this message don't express all that im feeling, i just suck at this.. js)
Yo.. as vague as i know you , imma give vagu advice.x excercise............im not ttalkin get that fit chick ass barbie doll shit......... just move your body to its PH?YSICAL limit. dollow its internal instincts.. good luck
i devoted everything and changed my life so much for 1 person and he left me in 1 day
I'm so sorry you're going through this. It’s tough, but your strength and resilience will guide you through this pain. Remember, you deserve someone who appreciates all you have to offer. Keep believing in yourself and take it one day at a time. You’ve got this.
@@heartbroken_clubthank you so much ❤
u can have me instead
@@wafIeee really
@@kumaa444 yeah are u lesbian
reading some comments here. the weird part is i have friends and family but i cant help myself to feel lonely. maybe its because my last really relationship is like 8 years ago. sitting here in WoW in the capital doing nothing. in 2 hours (from 3-5am) i wanted to text in the capital chat that im sitting here 2 hours in hope something will happend and that im fucking lonely. the only person who reacted on this said "unlucky". i wish i didnt tried to open myself there. this night right now is my new downfall of loneliness.. i just want to find a person who truely loves me how i am. god everything sucks right now.
没有任何的事情能提起你的兴趣，因为没有任何人给你发送消息，你起来的时候象征性的看了看手机的时间，期盼着有人能给你发消息，但是并没有，因此你又沉沉的睡了下去，你并不想上学，你并不想上班，你只想一直在床上睡觉…
It's okay, I'm with you
i see all these comments about looking online for support, but i have support online and its not the same as having someone IRL, i apreciate these people and love them like brothers, but it dosent change the fact that i am alone, i always have been, always will be, becuase everyone i try to reach out to hurts me in the end, so ive lost trust in my ability to find people who are good, becasue i know there out there, but unfortunitly for me, ive met not a single person family friend or other wise who hasent betrayed me on one way or the other.
and even if i did thell all leave me behind like everyone else has
Hello everyone in the comments of this video.
I am Vietnamese and have read the comments about the sadness and pain people have to endure, but look, you guys are amazing, difficult times like this are the times for you to try.
Boys and girls. Live happily, accept the difficulties of life and you will become stronger.
Try, you are perfect in your own way. No matter what the future holds, try to overcome it, love forever.
Best regards! 💗
They work so hard, to the point they barely have time to talk to me. Sure they send a few little texts here and there to check in on me but it's just so little. Perhaps I'm asking for too much? To me I think a relationship means that both should be making efforts in talking to each other daily but if not daily then at least long conversations with some love to it. Quality time you could say, here and there. But it seems as if that's not the case anymore? We used to spend every minute together on the phone, even if we were saying nothing we'd still be on the phone. But then eventually they apparently gotten so busy to the point that died down. They say they wanted to focus on the things they didn't succeed last time. I guess I don't really understand. Maybe I'm just thinking of things that aren't true at all. I thought that they don't want me anymore because of that. I feel as if I'm the only one trying to keep the relationship together. So I guess, we aren't much of a relationship anymore? I just don't know what to think. It'd be nice to see them in person, I've asked if we could meet, and they said yes. I waited for a response on the day we were supposed to meet, but they said nothing. Not even a "sorry I couldn't come because...". Am I just overthinking all this? I guess I should just let go and move on at this point. What's the point of it anymore?
It sounds like you're feeling really hurt and confused right now. It's tough when communication and effort seem one-sided. Remember, your feelings are valid, and it's okay to prioritize your own well-being. Consider talking openly with them about how you feel, but also focus on what makes you happy. You deserve a relationship where both people are equally invested. Take care of yourself and give yourself the space to heal and grow. 💪💖
@@heartbroken_club Thank you soo much🙏 at this point i decided to just let go, i feel pretty happy without them anyway. Ig the relationship wasnt much of anything just some silly puppy love
When this happened to me she left me months later, after cheating on me. She lost her feelings, i guess ? I still don't understand why she left me. Work on yourself, if you put all your energy in the void you will become tired.
I often feel really sad and I love listening to music to calm down then :) Since I was in the Elementary School I didn't have much friends and got often bullied and I never understood why because everyone I met said I am a really kind person and really polite and till today I really feel useless and feel so lonely , Sometimes I play Videogames and even there nobody likes to play with me for no reason :/
It's hard to believe not having friends when everyone tells you that you are kind and polite. Something very similar to your case happens to me, and it is disappointing in some way, at some point that person will arrive who will change that. We can only wait. And the same thing happens to me with games, people simply prefer to play with those who are in their comfort zone and not with new people, but as I said before, we just have to wait for that moment when the person who changes that lifestyle arrives. boring and purposeless. (Sorry if it's bad redacted or something, my English is not that good)
I hope you are well internet person, have a nice day.
Since I broke up with my ex, she left me with a huge void, I was very hurt by the way she treated me and I only resorted to staying quiet and depressed, after all I'm not with her anymore but I feel very sad towards myself.
Sometimes people tell me I care too much, every single time I hear them, and sometimes I even believe them. Then I end up going right back to square one, as it's a cycle of my own creation and honestly I don't mind caring about people. Even if it hurts deep down, I still care, and I don't want that to change.
@@musicguy741 I feel the same way! I personally never ask for anything in return especially when it comes to helping someone. Keep being yourself friend! 🤍
@@silentfantom I will try, it's the least I can do.
I care about nobody cause nnobody cares about me.
@@Acacius1992 how dare you speak to me like that and not expect me to reply and say that I care about you? 🫂
Well, then YOU can see yourself as lucky! Congratulations, you're a "good" person. Nothing wrong with it. It's more wrong being like me, Nothing caring, or even have the thought of worrying about something that happend to someone. I Xab understand People, yet I have no sympathy for others, not even For my own family. I now, what an scumbag, to not care even about family, right?
Ive seen both sides of how life is precious and how it is pointless. Both are always fighting over how i view the world. Ive had people yell at me because i was doing my job, because im white, or because im small and skinny and they think they can just push me around. They can given enough pressure. I've had attempts at my life, but although i had no will to live, i also had no will to die. It becomes even worse when i move because everything i had to do socially had to be reset, and everyone likes completely different things. But, if i have to say one thing to anyone that reads this, than please, for the love of anything that you hold dear, dont seal off your emotions. I know how tempting it is, but you'll hate it much more when the only time you cry is when your world comes crashing and burning. After that, if you try to reopen yourself, it becomes so much worse and more complicated.
The miracle of life is something people should come to understand i hope.
When i wasnt feeling great, i listened to playlist like these to make me hyper aware of the fact that i was sad. That would make me either more sad or less sad depending on the music lol
im not sad, i just like the sounds of the night. its beautiful and shi
The night creatures got his ass
Yasuraoka is not the only one who feels this way...
Man I just listen to this because it's peaceful 👍
Hi everyone I am writing this to whoever needs someone or is feeling down. Keep trying is the key to success in life. I wish you all the best on your personal journey.
Earlier in my life, I used to hang out with my dad's side of my family since they were the more tame ones. At some point , I realized that my cousins that I had hung out with so often began to slowly ignore me. "We" would be in a group conversation, and whenever I tried saying something, someone would talk over me, and someone else would respond to that other person. As I slowly started to realize that, I stopped hanging out with them. I knew that if they weren't gonna acknowledge me, then there wasn't a reason for me to stay. Fast forward a couple of years, and I started hanging out with my mom's side. They are more chaotic, but they seem to be more understanding. Fast forward another couple of years and most recently. I went on a 3 day vacation with my family and my mom's side. Our first day went by well except for that night. For some odd reason, my mother is still supportive of my ex, and she invited her to the vacation. At that point we hadn't been broken up for long, i didn't think much of it, but the bad part was it gave me a chance to think about our relationship more which is something I was avoiding. Later in the night, I had a little much to drink, and I started spectating her from across the room. I started seeing signs that she had already moved on, which isn't a bad thing it just hit me in some type of way that I didn't enjoy, so I decided to call it a night. The next day started off pretty easy with everyone awake for breakfast. Everything seemed normal. Eventually, when everyone got together again to hang out , I realized that people kept talking over me. I would have understood if it was that one cousin who struggled to pay any attention to people, but i started realizing that it was happening consistently with everyone in the conversation, which continued throughout the entire day. Little did I know that it would continue throughout the rest of the vacation. Now that I'm back home, I don't know what to think of the situation. Comparing the two confrontations of both sides of my family. Normally, I would cut ties with them and not talk to them anymore, but I have been having a lot of second thoughts on the situation. First of all, I don't know if it was genuinely just a coincidence and that everyone there just wasn't all there, or if it was done purposely to ignore me. I guess a reason as to why I am holding on is because I don't really have any friends anymore. No buddies, no homies, no best friend you go to when you wanna share something but wanna hide it from the rest of the world. All I have is them. They are all I got, and for me to get over losing my relationship with someone, I feel like I need some friendly interaction. People I can joke and hang around with, and if I cut ties with this side of the family, too. I don't know if I'm gonna have anyone else left. Sorry if I'm just yapping. I know that these problems I'm having aren't near as bad or painful as everyone else's here. I just havent been able to think straight. I felt like I needed to put this somewhere, and I know it's just gonna get buried under all the other comments similar to this one.
Goodnight love u all😊
Came across this in my feed and am laying the exact same way, holding my phone… eerie
One thing I've learned is that if people don't love you, they usually don't hate you either.
They simply don't care about you. Which, I believe, is far worse
This relaxing music is both beautiful to listen to and calming . Nice sharing . Have a great day
I don’t really know where else to put this but I saw couldn’t help myself listening to this music trying to go to sleep at 3 in the morning. I’ve been what I think is depressed off and on pretty frequently for about 4 years now, sometimes idk if I’m in another low point or if I’m just living, I’ve come to worry that I just enjoy sitting in complacency, worry that I like the bad days. I’m lost, I don’t know who actually cares and who’s just there with me at the time, I’ve talked about it to a few people and it helps in the moment but then it fades away and then I’m back to just staring aimlessly into the horizon trying to calm my thoughts and emotions from showing. I just had a surgery on my knee so not only has this all been on my mind but now I’m mostly immobile without help and that annoys me to a crazy degree, I keep thinking I just need to get strong enough so I can take care of myself by myself again. I’m fighting two mental battles, one that’s been ongoing and is blurry, and one where I can’t even take a step with confidence anymore. I’ve developed these awful mood swings that change what was ounce fun and so enjoyable, to bland and unappealing, relationships fizzled or pushed away because I feel empty and don’t know why or how to fix it or if they will even understand. I hope this isn’t to long and I hope whoever reads it is doing well
Sometimes, I feel so alone and incapable that I can't hold on to anything even if it means wondering if it's really worth continuing. Thank you for this moment of respite.
You’re stronger than you realize, and your feelings are valid. It’s okay to have moments of doubt, but remember, taking things one step at a time can lead to brighter days. I’m glad you found some peace here, and I’m rooting for you to keep going. You’re not alone in this journey. 🌟
Thank you, this playlist helped me release the constipation I was having, I listened to this and my asshole opened the flood gates and let out the biggest shit i've ever had, it was so big it wouldnt flush, but again, thank you
hahahahahahah omg men)))
SET YOUR HEART ABLAZE EVERYONE! LET YOUR HEART BURN, WE CANNOT STOP NO MATTER WHAT, WE SHALL KEEP STRIVING TILL WE WIN!
❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
I just want someone to care about me the same way I care for them I always feel like I'm the one who ends up caring more eventually it hurts and makes me rethink how much I should care but I don't wanna change that about myself everyone is so different but I just wish there was another me 😞 or I wish that I wasn't wired this way 😔
Maybe one day this feeling will fade who knows the future is unknown❤️🩹
@@Hydrobyss This feeling is also mutual. There have been times where I wanted the exact same thing, but never got a chance to experience it. For now, continue moving forward. It’s okay to fall down sometimes, but just know that getting back on your feet shows you’re strong enough to tackle any challenges head on! ❤️
I care. and that makes me sad. because others aren't happy. so I'm not happy.
this almost make me cry....
this has gotten recommended to me right after i lost my partner the years ive spent with them have been the most calming and best years of my life they made my whole world feel worth living and now i dont feel the strength to go on, they helped me stop self-harming and smoking and we were going to get married and now its all gone, all our hopes, our dreams, our life together every day feels cold, empty, every accomplishment not worth the victory without sharing it with them i just dont understand why ive been abandoned i dont understand what im supposed to do from here im so confused
I'm just scared of judgment, and every time I'm told no one will judge me, they do, it's happened so many times I can't even act myself around anyone I know, and I'm not even sure if I know who I am anymore.
Thank you for making this playlist, every day that passes it's more difficult to continue
I actually treated this as a soothing lo-fi to study to , thanks!
It’s getting harder to make myself care to be honest
Impossible not to when creator gives a heart like mine!
Remember kings, the game doesnt end when your queen get taken. Its ends when the king falls.
You know I love this it makes me forget about the mess that's going on in my life it helps me collect myself an keep going I really hope there's more to come from this
Hey guys, if your seeing this, i hope you're okay, and if your going through something, just take it one step at a time, and if days feel like they are repeating, make them different, and if you don't feel like it, then know this, no matter how close you try or try not to make something to something else, a step you take, a drive to work, how you wake up in the morning, the breakfast you eat, the way you brush your teeth, the bathroom you use, the shower you take, your day at work, how many time you blink your eyes, how many beats yourr heart makes in the day, how many breathes you take, how many thoughts you have, your lunch you have, your drive home from work, the show you watch, the dinner you have, the dessert you eat or snacks you munch on, the brush of your teeth, your shower before bed, the clothes you put on, the sheets texture you lay in, your drift into sleep, and the dream you have, It will never be the EXACT same, it will never repeat, it will never be the EXACT SAME, every single day is a new day, every single beat of your heart is a new second to discover this world and improve upon yourself, every second of every day is new, you just get used to it, but no matter how used to it you are, it will always be... A new. And hey, be thankful that you get used to it... or else you would be overloaded with anxiety about everything in your brain being new, there would be nothing to call safe, home, and the same. And for those who do have anxiety because of these things, take it easy, just one thing at a time, and technically some things in one way or another are the same or similar, but take relief knowing, its not the EXACT same, and more often than not never will be, and WILL be New, take pride and power through, take it easy now.
And to you all... I love you
i am a very isolationist kind of person, i tried really hard to change that thoughi know its in my head but i cant stop thinking that the people i try to associate with dont care about me.
I love all of yalll yall are amazing brave awsome fantastic wonderful and outstanding! Yall are beautiful in yall unique way! Keep going dont stop dreaming! Your special like a gift just know that each one of yall have special talents and dont keep them away show them with your loved ones!❤🎉😆😁
im just tired. the people i love the most cant/dont listen to advice i give. maybe its selfish of me to think i know better, but from an outside perspective their problems are solveable but they cant see it. it hurts, im just trying my best to help. broke up with my ex some months ago and he is happier than ever and i can see he matured a lot through the breakup (still on good terms with him) and that makes me happy. knowing i helped someone out of their depressive state. current partner isnt as "bad", still has their struggles but we all have those. i just hope they dont become dependant on me as well.
other than that life has been kind of a limbo for the past months due to being on college break. gonna switch subjects after 3 years cause i cant face the fact that i wasted my time/did not study enough for certain subjects so i failed them. gonna try again and hopefully it works.
im happy in my relationship, but why do i wanna go back to the short time where i wasnt in one? why should i yearn for that while being happy right now.
i feel like im just destined to have a boring 9-5 job or be jobless at all. i dont wanna work a normal job, its tiring and draininig.
hopefully the band i was able to create helps with that. maybe we get lucky, maybe we can create something a lot of people enjoy.
until then, idk if anyone even reading this but keep ur head up. its gonna be okay
i hope if i can fix other people, i can be fixed myself
take care
the short answer is no they don’t the long version of the answer takes alot of things into consideration like people pretending to care
I messed up when I tried to not make things awkward, because in doing so I made them awkward. I spent so much time in my own head that I forgot to talk to her. Feelings were hurt and salvage seems impossible. I just want to tell her that I'm sorry, but she doesn't want to hear it. I just want to tell her that I love her, but she said that she's not ready for that. I just want to tell her that she's beautiful and strong and smart and kind and gentle and that I want to seriously take a shot at "us," she takes the day off. I ask her if she wants to grab dinner, she says she's hangry and to ask another day. Maybe I'll just forget about it, maybe I'll just quit while I'm ahead, maybe I'll just throw in the towel on this life. Is it a bit dramatic? Yes. But being apart from her makes me want to die. What's the point of this if she's done with "us?" I should sleep on it, but I won't. I'll just keep thinking about what I could have done, could have said, differently.
I can't tell you anything, you decide for yourself what to do and what you want to think about, it's sad that you are no longer together, but this is only your perception of reality, maybe she is a completely different person? Not at all the person you imagined in your head, it's hard to accept, but she is no longer her, and most likely she will never come back, because she (in your personal mind) never existed
i actually tried to end it once and... it was actually pretty hard to do. i used to hit myself like a month ago with a chain necklace. but now because i lost some friends... i actually feel a bit better. i learned they were manipulating me and just bullying. i was scared to let go of them because they were my only friends. but now... i let go of them and now i have friends. i wish this wont happen to any of y'all. i wish y'all a good day. thanks for reading this.
stay strong people im ok i just like the music ❤
Phantom vibration syndrome: When it feels like your phone is vibrating or you hear a ring from notification only to look and see nothing.
I know how this feels far to well.
I thought I was being crazy feeling phone vibrations only to see no notification.
@@Aiman-yu6qg nope, it's a real thing.
@@shadowswishmoonlight1640 Ig I’m not the only one to have this
do i care? tbh idk cuz i didnt care to notice, when you start questioning you're existence that's when u begin to realize that others opinions on what you do doesnt rly matter. even tho yk what u want, for some reason we still crave approval from others, no matter how many times present this it will never change, it feels like you're alone, annoying or just left in the dust, most ppl live their life trying to fit in with a crowd bc they wanna be seen as normal but what exactly is normal? i cant find any way to define normalcy, there isnt a way to define normalcy bc every1 is so different and nothing such as normal exists, happiness is just a distraction from how cruel and hellish this world is. tbh idk y i'm here cuz im not depressed nor sad, life is just a burden rn, doesnt matter what i do cuz ill always be bored, my parents didnt fail me, i failed myself by failing everyone around me, life for many ppl would have been better without me. time to stop complaining and talking about my useless life, i seriously wish all y'all the best.
i am not sad or depressed but i just like this kind of music lol
I'm not in as worst an area as I was beginning of this year, but nor am I really back to who I want to be. To be honest this whole year so far has been...well it's been terrible. I got broken up with and told that they lied and had never loved me and it hurt a lot. I was truly at a low point that my work suffered and I couldn't take it anymore. I broke down on the highway going home unable to hold anything back anymore. But it just kept getting worse with constant work harassment and my complaints not being taken seriously, just literally being laughed off in my face, to me disappearing and not a single person i thought was a friend even caring to check in on me. As I said I'm not where I was when it all started, but I'm nowhere close to being better. Even now I still wonder why I'm even around when I'm only seen as a tool at work and my own friends and family won't listen...I guess the only good thing was some self-reflection on who I am and I've learned a lot. I know one day if I stay I can become more than what I feel, but until then I'll try to struggle in vain to keep afloat
just wish they are happy knowing they broke the only person that cared for them
I just want to cry, but I can't. I've never had someone who cares as much as I do for them. I always scare people off, or they just up and leave. It feels like no matter how hard I try, I always mess something up, and I don't even know what it is. I go through patches where I try to "fix" myself and change for someone only to be heatbroken and go back to my comfort zone, weed, video games, drinking, etc. Its hard to keep trying, Ive been slowly convincing myself I'm just better off alone.
I'm really sorry you're feeling this way. It sounds like you've been through a lot, and it's tough when it feels like no matter what you do, things don’t change. Remember, healing isn’t about fixing yourself for someone else; it’s about finding peace within yourself. You're worthy of love and care just as you are. Take small steps to nurture yourself, and know that it’s okay to be alone sometimes, but it doesn’t mean you have to stay that way. There’s strength in reaching out and in taking time to heal.
@@heartbroken_club its 5am have you been up all night too, also thank you it means a lot to have at least someone care.
Last month , I worked as a media manager for one gorgeous project. But the fact that our boss was engaged in saling illegal stuff made me feel very guilty. Because of my work, some people might have many more problems. I'll be honest if I say that I'm very sorry.
兄弟，看開點
its not suicide that i want, even though it feels similar, i just want to sorta *not exist* for a while as i sourt out my head
yessir am i heartbroken? outside you tell the world your okay but inside is a pit of endless thinking you cant escape because even the smallest is your fault or as you think. The outside is like a world where you want everyone to think your okay but slowly everything you tried so tirelessly to hide has only slowly decided to fade itself back into your life and you shortly realize that whenever you think you forgotten that break up, you never truly did rather it was memories you couldn't rid, the names of the people, dreams that would keep you thinking. In the end whatever you hide inside from the world to see outside is slowly just trying to resurface don't think just do but the not caring attitude will only leave you in a sufferable state. Would u live knowing you held for too long like a overflowed ballon waiting to pop even with the smallest squeeze or something harmful to just make you release it all as you realize you didn't mean to? because it wasn't your fault or will this always haunt you as another locked up memory and even though u want to rid it will slowly haunt you like a pain forsaken idea you never want to cause. Your worried and afraid yet you cant show it. Your not alone but every time you are its always feels like a eternity or when others are around it feels like your so isolated. Everything is just your fault wake up and realize it but dont forget to hide it the more you hide isnt it going to fix everything? isnt that what we all think? isnt that what we all do? hide and hide but everything no matter what still hurts the same like the first time but you brush it off as it hasnt?
the deep texts with your boy shadow
I finally have someone who cares the same way I care about him but I am afraid that someday I will lose that person who loves me and if that person forgets about me, honestly spending time in my room and crying for him could be my daily routine in the future
to those who feel no one cares
theyres always someone who cares \[T]/
That is factually incorrect. I have decades of data which prove otherwise. 💪😎✌️ All good, though. I just believe that truths, data, facts, and science are important for people to consider.
The god care
@@mohammedot2830 god doesn't count
These songs are very good to read and relax, another subscriber
Thanks and welcome
Just got yelled at by my mom because she thought i got pissed off by not being allowed to go home ( she told me to not come to the event because shell come back late , i still came anyway and i wanted to go home earlier . I have school tomorrow too at 6 ) but in reality, i got pissed off because of the activities we’ll be doing at school tomorrow, lol.
let me rest here
You did a great job, take a rest. And then promise me that tomorrow you will live happily, every day is a challenge but also a hope. I am Vietnamese, and I will always cheer you on.
Best regards💗
Ты нашел то, что искал 🎉
the 1st thing i see was title and i clciked and the 1st thing i got was an ad of gaza donation from a poor girl.........it brooked my heart.....i would mostly skip the ads, i didnt had the courage to do with this one, only until the ad shfited to news one guys.
Feeling the same low and slow😢
It is also too sour and soft
my gf says she loves me but always leave me on read and it makes me so sad
"More than you'll ever know..."
I cared and loved im sorry for being a good boyfriend that reminds you on how much i love you and it never changed it only deepened even if you were cold i still remind you of our past what we been thru i cared a lot about you. Yet you still fell out of love and now youre saying "someone got your attention"? Even if it your chatting with them or not. I reminded you on how much i love you and how im ready to face how hard it is yet you keep telling me im pushing you. Well im sorry to be the one who reminds you that someone loves you every moment of everyday. Im sorry i care about you, im sorry i really want to be with you
I made mistakes too but i make it up as best i could. But this.... Hurts
Sorry for long comment. I just ranted carry on. Dont mind me.
Anime: Kuzu no honkai
Character: Hanabi
We use to talk so much but now the time between texts grow with every day... :(
I can relate to the music and video.
Never can sleep well.
Hey Guys! How you all doing? I’m Open to listen to all what you have to lift from your chests. Would you like to share it or would stay like this accumulating the pain day by day with the emptiness and dullness that hinders you viewing the colors and wonders this mere single life holds for you? Talk to anyone to whom you want to trust, I don’t have to be that one obviously, but share. Wish you all success 🙃
my fav video
I feel rotten ever since my childhood faded away. I think i’ve died. You’re just a broken shell as you get older and I mourn my young self as I dig my grave.
Are any of these songs on Spotify? They are all nice
잘 듣고 갑니다!👍👍
anime: Scums wish
i knew i had seen it somewhere! Might have to re-watch it, but isn't it the one with *Possible SPOILER*
That really sad end where the girl isnt able to get with the guy and the love doesn't work out?
@@SoulsDudeig yes its that one. for me personally its a kinda werid watch because some of it is just straight weird with the yuri sex scenes. Here is the Anilist Anime link for a better description anilist.co/anime/21701/Scums-Wish/
Care about what? What in particular, that is.
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"Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the Universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again."
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-- Diamond Dragons (series)
please make a spotify playlist of these or whats the name of songs and their artist name
HEARTBROKEN CLUB 🌸
hermoso
Hi stranger
good
Quiet sounds so familiar but I'm not sure where from
I want to say from the final fantasy or persona series
Deadass having a gf is a lot of work, stay single, dont look for people just to look for them, find the right person and life will help you with the rest
In such a lonely world stay single is terrible advice.
Get out there, date, grow and learn from your mistakes. If it ain't right move on
Im not depressed anymore to be honnest but i wouldnt say im like happy like totally healed or something ig? Tho im not as sad as i used to be....im just living i guess?
Hard stuck ascendant 2 for 3 months...
LOL
Never been in a relationship, I'm in pain
I’m 18 and I just entered college, I can’t find anyone to talk to, I have no friends with me. It’s just like high school, another 4 years of being alone…no one can change ig, will this loneliness ever end?
I am in my last year of school and have faced the exact same thing. No one to talk to.
Try your best to find someone
@@RohanSinhaBA25P I am, issue is that my anxiety overtake me when it comes to speaking, I get really bad stage fright when speaking a lot…only time I don’t is when I’m talking with my sister or other family members.
@@Aiman-yu6qg So basically you think a lot about what to say to the next person. Am I right?
You think a lot about what people would think about your thoughts
@@RohanSinhaBA25P not just that, sometimes my mind will think the worse whenever I speak…that the person will laugh at me or get angry at my response, it’s gotten better but before it was just awful to deal with.
True freedom only exist in your mind, freedom of doing anything you like, rather if it's flying or being invisible it is possible only in the mind, never in the real world. Freedom does not exist in the real world because of the natural resistance of logic, so there will never be freedom, ever. It's just a word that can be used to define being not under control of influence. Existence is just a prison to begin with, and people are only existing of what they've known, not what they imagine. People based their (known) existence from what they have sense, like sight, smell, touch, hear, and taste. Yes people can imagine things that has probably never been imagined before, but the things you can imagine is only blend up into what you've known, so technically it's just a branch of another branch of another branch, well to infinity. There will never be true freedom, only reality which traps you into existence until you die. You will never know the real true death, and what is on the other side of it, until you have experienced death, which might be the only way to escape existence. So in the end, life is.. well a prison, limiting the known logic of what is known to people, and experiencing what is so called "freedom" that existence has provided, we just have to run of our own mindset to imagine what true freedom is, we know it exist, but we can never know how it feels, unless if death is really the door to "true freedom". Thanks for hearing me have a random topic that has came to my mind, I may have over analyzed it, but I hope people can understand what I am talking about to begin with. None of this have to do with imagination, it's all pure logic. Let me explain what is "True freedom", the ability to do anything you want, create anything in the real world or not, delete anything you don't want, or lose conciseness. In the end, live on what your purpose is, just reminding that true freedom is impossible to achieve, but that doesn't mean you can't be happy with your own limited world, just have to face the consequences after a action, since we all live in the same existence, love it or hate it, we are all in the same prison cell.