Probably no one will see this comment, but my grandmother passed away yesterday, November 9th 2024. I have always listened to the songs of Heartbroken Club since I met the Creator in 2015. I'm not from America, I'm from Brazil, but even so far away I'm a big fan of the songs and I always listen to them, even in sad moments like this. Grandma, REST IN PEACE. You are loved forever and we will never forget you. Thank you for everything.
Soldier take great..great care of yourself Please do not let the burnout kill your feelings! DO NOT EVEN DO THAT and I will pray that Thy grandma rest in the hands of heaven, engulfing in forever peace Thee rest in the same peace as her against all odds Of thou, I shall use years of my life to wish thou have a better life to move on, Grandma will pray for the betterment of your life Me too 🫡 Take rest
I may not know what is going on in everyone's lives, but if you happen to see this just know I'm proud of you. You're doing an amazing job pushing through whatever it is you're going through.
@SchizoidMan-p3b I use to draw a lot in high school so I completely understand how it helps you escape reality a bit! Glad to hear my comment helped even a little bit! Stay strong, friend. ❤️
When you start questioning existence, is when you realize, that no matter what you do, you shouldn't care of others opinions. Even though you know what you want, somehow we still crave approval from others. No matter how often this fact is going to be presented, it will always stay like that. It feels like you are alone, annoying or just left in the dust, because nobody thinks that you are normal. And here is where it gets complicated. I feel in general that normalcy can't clearly be defined at all. Almost Everything is subjective to one's mind, and being able to understand that, is what I think makes me feel more unique. Maybe even luckier than them. I don't live a life chasing after every trend or trying to fit in the crowd. And that is okay. A life almost alone isn't as bad as you may think. It gives time to reflect and focus on things others could only dream of. So, try to make the best out of it. Don't let others talk you down, just because they don't like some aspect of your personality or something. If they don't like it, you don't need to feel obligated to keep contact with them and then after some time distancing or unfriending. Just if it becomes apparent that it isnt working out, forget it happened and move on to the next person and try again. Everyone is different and it will take some time. Stay safe, Take care, and have a nice time.
Damn, while I was reading this my mind was reading it in a calm and soft tone, it's like you're writing (typing I guess?) truly has you're emotions in em.
@@Luinisard tbh, all the positive things I said in here are kind of something I wish could be true for me. It's only a distant dream. Trying to reach it. Telling myself these things, so I can hold on to those beliefs, and also spreading it with multiple people, because I think a lot of people feel like this. So yeah, my emotions definitely are in that text. I hope you are doing well.
Hi everyone I am writing this to whoever needs someone or is feeling down. Keep trying is the key to success in life. I wish you all the best on your personal journey.
I read all the comments that have been written here, it's so sad that there are so many of us... hang in there guys, remember that you are not alone and if you don't have friends, support, look for it on the internet and it doesn't matter where, in games or social networks, even under playlists like these, don't be afraid to look for support, everyone needs it at some point... remember that there are good people everywhere
Thanks man... As much as I feel alone sometimes I can say that I'm used to it by now which doesn't affect me anymore but sometimes I wonder how's it like to have someone other than you dad,mom, brother care about 24/7 now don't get me wrong that's great and I truly love them for that but there's a point where I just want to make my own choices and not ask permission for even walking to tye coner store. I wonder how's it like to have that special someone that constantly talks to you or asks how your day been going it can be a friend or your partner. That's why I miss my cat.
@mulaselseno2578 this Is so accurate to my life I cannot lie I really do feel you life is bad sometimes like I don't want to sit and be introverted all day but that's all I have and it's rather that or end it all
@@steelalot6299 I feel you there, I'm the same way but the way I got to this point was first having to grow up in the foster care system and then getting "adopted' at 15 when I was already past the point of caring about being adopted, then I moved out at 18 and been ruining my life since with poor choices, destroying the trust of the one person who I care alot about with everything that I've said, done, and promised, I have contact with my biological parents, who are trying to help me out with getting on my feet along with the person who I destroyed their trust, and my sister in law, it's just that I still don't understand what it is that I want in this life, that's realistic not unrealistic... It's alright though I'm still waking up each and every day and going to work and then going right back home again just like everyone here does whenever they get out of work. Just feeling empty inside and weighted down because of everything that I've done in my own life when I could have been with that person, who I was afraid to be with not because they were scary or fearful.... Just the aspect of not being able to love them in the way that they wanted to be loved, to be there for them and to not let them down like all their other relationships with other people have been, but I've done a lot of damage to our relationship for the past 8 years and I'm just hanging by a thread with them... I truly don't deserve this wonderful person in my life after everything that I've done that has hurt them
@xanthekeyblademaster6968 I've always wished to just have a freind to talk to and chill with just 1 person I've never got that person so I've been lonely my full life and at this point it's like work home sleep repeat doing nothing with my life then I feel like im not gonna find freinds or a girlfriend if this keeps repeating but there's no way to get out of the cycle and I know what you mean but I also feel like I cannot trust anyone and people are out to stab me in the back etc etc
I just got this playlist recommended to me while I currently face one really low point, being in a constant state of spiraling into depression, panic attacks, stress and having not one person in my life who can relate and thus speak about it too. I don't have anything really to strive for and look forward to, I lost interest in pursuing my hobbies either due to depression or past traumas. Thank you for providing this playlist, listening to music is currently all I have left to do.
Sometimes, I feel so alone and incapable that I can't hold on to anything even if it means wondering if it's really worth continuing. Thank you for this moment of respite.
You’re stronger than you realize, and your feelings are valid. It’s okay to have moments of doubt, but remember, taking things one step at a time can lead to brighter days. I’m glad you found some peace here, and I’m rooting for you to keep going. You’re not alone in this journey. 🌟
Reading the comments, I realized how fragile and delicate everything is, that nothing will last forever. Every relationship will eventually break up or be ended by death, and feelings of depression, panic attacks, and all the disorders people struggle with are a test of their willpower. Personally, I lack the strength to live like a normal person, and the only person with whom I feel good lives over an hour away by train... Without them, I can't sleep, I can't function like an ordinary person, and I dream of having the strength to handle all the daily tasks. I sincerely hope this relationship will withstand everything, as it's the one thing I will fight for relentlessly.
Everyone says that men shouldn't cry, but it really doesn't matter whether it's a man or a woman, they need to empty their feelings. It had been a few months that I wanted to cry, but it seemed that my body could not or did not have the ability to cry. I was really sick tonight and I needed to cry. I saw this playlist and I was crying when I was listening to it. It may seem funny, but I was happy to cry. It is true that I still wanted to cry much more, but even though my body did not allow me, I still feel much better. Thanks for the playlist ❤🩹
Crying is a powerful release, regardless of gender. 🌈💧 Embrace your emotions; they're part of your healing journey. You are not alone! 🌟 It's okay to feel, and your courage to express it is beautiful. Thank you for sharing! 💖🕊️
I cried this all past week du to someone I truely love bro, but I need to go travel a bit more. In 6 years I never loved someone like this, and it was the first time I cried for someone I just met… even after hard breakup or family’s losses. I don’t know, but i understand. I was happy to be able to feel again, to cry warm tears, just express my deep feeling to the night. I know what is it. I hope your next tears will be happy tears ❤
The gif encapsulates my entire school experience since i was a kid: boredom and apathy. I just wasn't made for school environment so everyday was a chore to go on and I remember counting the minutes for when it was all finally over and I could go back to my safe zone, aka my home.
I have something similar, now I work on a 3/3 schedule, I remember studying in college 6 days a week and wonder how I survived at all, despite the fact that I had almost no money. But even this kind of work does not give me pleasure, because this is not what I dreamed of, it seems that every person has a choice - to remain a person with his own inner world, or to die mentally, but provide for himself
I'm really sorry you're feeling this way. Even when everything seems overwhelming, there's a part of you that still hopes for something better, and that matters. You don't have to face this alone-there are people who care and want to help. Keep holding on, one step at a time.
Many years, I felt the same, completely cease to exist in the memories of others and my own. However, once that fog clears it's really beautiful place here, absolutely fucked yet ultimately you come to realize how special each second is
i am in a tired state. Not depressed, neither joyful. Just tired. Been looping through the same situation over and over again and it's not even my fault it's just that no matter what my advice is, no one will follow it and they'll end up depressed in need of me once again. It's just tiring.
lay off the coffee lady friend. I totally get what you're going through. you're making a difference, it just doesn't always seem like it sometimes. if it's any help for your belief, I've been becoming gradually less and less depressed about things even though my mother died recently. just takes time.
Stop trying to change someone else's situation even if it intertwines with you or you're connected with them profoundly... remember this well, that people will only grow without you, without the dependence of your help or advice only then can they become independent and this spiral of neediness will end. But for whatever you do I hope for the best. ❤
Earlier in my life, I used to hang out with my dad's side of my family since they were the more tame ones. At some point , I realized that my cousins that I had hung out with so often began to slowly ignore me. "We" would be in a group conversation, and whenever I tried saying something, someone would talk over me, and someone else would respond to that other person. As I slowly started to realize that, I stopped hanging out with them. I knew that if they weren't gonna acknowledge me, then there wasn't a reason for me to stay. Fast forward a couple of years, and I started hanging out with my mom's side. They are more chaotic, but they seem to be more understanding. Fast forward another couple of years and most recently. I went on a 3 day vacation with my family and my mom's side. Our first day went by well except for that night. For some odd reason, my mother is still supportive of my ex, and she invited her to the vacation. At that point we hadn't been broken up for long, i didn't think much of it, but the bad part was it gave me a chance to think about our relationship more which is something I was avoiding. Later in the night, I had a little much to drink, and I started spectating her from across the room. I started seeing signs that she had already moved on, which isn't a bad thing it just hit me in some type of way that I didn't enjoy, so I decided to call it a night. The next day started off pretty easy with everyone awake for breakfast. Everything seemed normal. Eventually, when everyone got together again to hang out , I realized that people kept talking over me. I would have understood if it was that one cousin who struggled to pay any attention to people, but i started realizing that it was happening consistently with everyone in the conversation, which continued throughout the entire day. Little did I know that it would continue throughout the rest of the vacation. Now that I'm back home, I don't know what to think of the situation. Comparing the two confrontations of both sides of my family. Normally, I would cut ties with them and not talk to them anymore, but I have been having a lot of second thoughts on the situation. First of all, I don't know if it was genuinely just a coincidence and that everyone there just wasn't all there, or if it was done purposely to ignore me. I guess a reason as to why I am holding on is because I don't really have any friends anymore. No buddies, no homies, no best friend you go to when you wanna share something but wanna hide it from the rest of the world. All I have is them. They are all I got, and for me to get over losing my relationship with someone, I feel like I need some friendly interaction. People I can joke and hang around with, and if I cut ties with this side of the family, too. I don't know if I'm gonna have anyone else left. Sorry if I'm just yapping. I know that these problems I'm having aren't near as bad or painful as everyone else's here. I just havent been able to think straight. I felt like I needed to put this somewhere, and I know it's just gonna get buried under all the other comments similar to this one.
💖 On you. The only mistake you made is that you didn't talk directly to your ex about your feelings. You are pretty shy maybe? Me too :) . However the best situation is to have her opinion head-to-head to be sure that she want you as her boyfriend or not. This will be tough if the answer is no but it's the best way to progress. For your mom side, i feel pretty sad that they don't talk with you about... YOU that's so a weird situation 😵. Maybe you can try to make them talk but that will be harsh. It's so a difficult situation, because you don't want to hurt them. Hope you will have a lot of great friends. 💖
Look, it's simple... Live YOUR life! You honestly deserve it! You know how much crazy shit had to coincide for you to even be here? Much less me replying to you... I hope everyone realizes just how amazing their fleeting existence is! You're all perfect and wonderful! Thanks for still being here with the rest of us!
I don't think I have ever been so depressed in my entire life. Been with my wife for almost 4 years, dated for 10 years and now she wants to leave.... I a lot is how I treated her when we got married. (not doing the things she wanted of me, not paying close enough attention, telling her I would fix issues between us and not really trying to fix anything.) You never really know the habits you do and how poorly it turns out you treat someone until its too late. I thought everything was fine, we had a apartment together and eventually got a house. I thought things were fine. Yea we had some things that weren't working out but I thought it was small stuff and never took it as something really terrible. When they say the small things add up... they are not lying... I've been trying to fix things and have not done a good job.. I make things worse and now I am afraid its too late... I'm starting to lose myself.. I don't want to give up on us... things are so so so so so hard.... I'm not getting sleep... fellas... don't mess up like I did. do not get too comfortable when you get married and just think things will work out.. its a constant battle to make the marriage work.. I don't know what to do... listening to this video just made me want to type and vent... I sometimes wish I could just vanish..
You are enough ❤🩹And it's never too late to be happy. I wish to have simple recipe for happiness for every person, but sometimes I know it's worth to give yourself time, heal and move on... Life gives us lessons, but it's not the end of the world, even if it feels like it... Feelings are not permanent. We do feel better after time, and I believe you'll feel better with your wife soon. 💝 Cheer up, friend!!
I'm sitting in the dorm of someone I met recently in my freshman year of college. She's so compassionate about the topics that we talk about. and her smile (much less laugh) is so carefree and tender. And yet, here I am. An ex opiate and benzo addict who (though been in AA and sober for a year) dresses like nothing matters. Who gets recommended this video because even when everything is going well, I can't be happy. Someone who has done so many wrongs, atonement seems so far and impossible. But she's the type of soul you can articulate only through art. The poems I could write painting her ethereal face. Igh, I'm done w/ this sappy shit. I genuinely wish all y'all in the comments the absolute best. And know that you can find beauty anywhere, so live for those moments?
Sometimes i feel it as well- how am i worthy of anything, when i've messed up so badly? I've been sober from many things that hurt me for a while now, but the past still haunts me. But Jesus has your back. Don't give up. (:
"Yes. I do care. And im proud of what you have become, even if your not." I know we don't see eye to eye in everything. Arguments, politics, opinions. But we are still people. Vulnerable to most things. And putting up walls is no way to solve that. So where ever you may be. On the train or on a bus, in a classroom, or a bedroom. I'd like to let you know, that people do care. Even if they don't show it. And if you truely have no one that cares about you I do. Even if we're thousands of miles apart, or on different sides of political views, or on enemy countries. *I do care*
Your words resonate deeply; it's important to recognize that care exists, even in disagreements. We are all connected in our vulnerability. Know that your feelings matter, and even in distance, there are hearts that genuinely care for you. Keep believing in that connection.
I'm so sorry you're going through this. It’s tough, but your strength and resilience will guide you through this pain. Remember, you deserve someone who appreciates all you have to offer. Keep believing in yourself and take it one day at a time. You’ve got this.
i am a very isolationist kind of person, i tried really hard to change that thoughi know its in my head but i cant stop thinking that the people i try to associate with dont care about me.
I finally have someone in my life that cares for me the same way I care for them, but now I feel as if I don’t deserve them. What horrifies me the most is the thoughts of them leaving and me returning to the state I was in before.
Hello there. I used to be in the same situation as you. Not only romantic, i had that issue with all kind of relationships as well. It mainly stems from the lack of self-esteem and overthinking. For your instance, try thinking it like this : your partner loves you and is staying with you, if you think that you dont deserve them, wouldnt that mean that theyre loving the wrong person, and youre calling them terrible decisions maker? Instead, use that as a motivator to improve yourself to be better for them, and cherish the time with them. Dwelling in the fear of what-ifs will only destroy the potential happiness that you can garner.
@@xEmpo04 Hello! I actually had an in person talk about this whole thing with my significant other yesterday and it really helped me understand what was going on. She gave me all the support she could and i understand now that the rest is up to me. I need to find out how to except myself and practice ways of dealing with overthinking. Thank you for the help with your comment too.
I'm still in the space before that one; seeking someone. It seems easy once I get there though i.e. all you have to do is step it up! In this life, if you aren't Worthy, then you *get* Worthy. Don't worry so much that it debilitates you, but the point of worry is to shift your focus to things of importance. So first figure where you are lacking, then work on those things! Whether it's diet+exercise or being productive or studying/training or maybe being a better person, just WORK! Work Work Work! Start a daily jog, eat fruit+vegetables, create art, play music, read a book, or send money to refugees and orphans. If you really believe that you don't deserve Love then BE the person that You Believe would deserve Love! That's My Way, anyways. I Believe I Deserve the Love I Seek, though I haven't found Her yet...
@@justinheriot649 I know everyone probably tells you “she’s out there man don’t worry” but like seriously. This girl I’m dating literally came out of nowhere and she is now the most important part of my life.
i see all these comments about looking online for support, but i have support online and its not the same as having someone IRL, i apreciate these people and love them like brothers, but it dosent change the fact that i am alone, i always have been, always will be, becuase everyone i try to reach out to hurts me in the end, so ive lost trust in my ability to find people who are good, becasue i know there out there, but unfortunitly for me, ive met not a single person family friend or other wise who hasent betrayed me on one way or the other. and even if i did thell all leave me behind like everyone else has
Sometimes people tell me I care too much, every single time I hear them, and sometimes I even believe them. Then I end up going right back to square one, as it's a cycle of my own creation and honestly I don't mind caring about people. Even if it hurts deep down, I still care, and I don't want that to change.
@@musicguy741 I feel the same way! I personally never ask for anything in return especially when it comes to helping someone. Keep being yourself friend! 🤍
Well, then YOU can see yourself as lucky! Congratulations, you're a "good" person. Nothing wrong with it. It's more wrong being like me, Nothing caring, or even have the thought of worrying about something that happend to someone. I Xab understand People, yet I have no sympathy for others, not even For my own family. I now, what an scumbag, to not care even about family, right?
During the day when I am with somebody or just talking to somebody I act normal and such but when it hits nightfall and I am by myself in my room I feel so out of touch with myself and reality, I dont know why but whenever I am by myself during the day I am okay and I act like every other human being but when Its night I feel so depressed and out of it. I am not sure why this is but music like this really does help me think things through with where I messed up with friendships and relationships, The one thing I have right now regardless of what time it may be is music since I can drown out any negative or any thoughts at all. I dont know what to say man like I know I am not depressed since I have things other people would kill and I should be grateful to have them and that feeling the way I am during the night just feels wrong since being upset the way I am with the things I have just feels like something that should not happen since to others I am living the dream of happiness but yet here I am living in their dream of happiness just completely defeated and feeling so terrible about everything. Am I okay? does anyone go through the same or similar things to me.
no, i dont remember the last time i cared for something or someone but ive been thinking about what the others in this thread seem to be expressing a feeling like "I wish I was never born and the pain doesn't have to disappear if it's never present , just the bliss of oblivion with none of the feelings, memories, of me to myself or other human beings"
i understand theses feelings more than i would like to admit. do not fret... i understand that the well of emotions so plentiful, adverse to your current culture, or simply underappreciated can cause it to be rarely returned if at all, making one wish to run the well dry. you cant... you must utilize this feeling whenever possible. to let an abundance of emotion go ignored will cause it to fester. to run it dry will make you a husk... though it may not be always romantic or fulfilling. do your best to stay resonant in ones emotional self so that you can be the person you need to when someone or something allows you to express it in full
I don’t really know where else to put this but I saw couldn’t help myself listening to this music trying to go to sleep at 3 in the morning. I’ve been what I think is depressed off and on pretty frequently for about 4 years now, sometimes idk if I’m in another low point or if I’m just living, I’ve come to worry that I just enjoy sitting in complacency, worry that I like the bad days. I’m lost, I don’t know who actually cares and who’s just there with me at the time, I’ve talked about it to a few people and it helps in the moment but then it fades away and then I’m back to just staring aimlessly into the horizon trying to calm my thoughts and emotions from showing. I just had a surgery on my knee so not only has this all been on my mind but now I’m mostly immobile without help and that annoys me to a crazy degree, I keep thinking I just need to get strong enough so I can take care of myself by myself again. I’m fighting two mental battles, one that’s been ongoing and is blurry, and one where I can’t even take a step with confidence anymore. I’ve developed these awful mood swings that change what was ounce fun and so enjoyable, to bland and unappealing, relationships fizzled or pushed away because I feel empty and don’t know why or how to fix it or if they will even understand. I hope this isn’t to long and I hope whoever reads it is doing well
Went from weezer to this… And as much as it sucked cause it killed my bouncy mood, it’s also a solid reminder that nothing stays happy forever. There will be sharp jagged edges along the way. Hang tight everyone. Yesterday was your easy day. I love y’all….💜💜💜
When i wasnt feeling great, i listened to playlist like these to make me hyper aware of the fact that i was sad. That would make me either more sad or less sad depending on the music lol
I often feel really sad and I love listening to music to calm down then :) Since I was in the Elementary School I didn't have much friends and got often bullied and I never understood why because everyone I met said I am a really kind person and really polite and till today I really feel useless and feel so lonely , Sometimes I play Videogames and even there nobody likes to play with me for no reason :/
It's hard to believe not having friends when everyone tells you that you are kind and polite. Something very similar to your case happens to me, and it is disappointing in some way, at some point that person will arrive who will change that. We can only wait. And the same thing happens to me with games, people simply prefer to play with those who are in their comfort zone and not with new people, but as I said before, we just have to wait for that moment when the person who changes that lifestyle arrives. boring and purposeless. (Sorry if it's bad redacted or something, my English is not that good) I hope you are well internet person, have a nice day.
@@__andres_diaz__ i have a friend i have played with for maybe 2.5 years atp online (but we do know each other irl, as we did go to the same school (im in college now and he is still at school lol)) and i would say so many bad things to him when we play and i get annoyed and i regret saying that stuff literally later on that day and i do know im usually a nice person and that is also the reason that he mentioned to me that he has stayed as my friend, bc he knows that i am a nice person most of the time, i just get really annoyed when playing a specific game which was our main game and yes i would try not to, but it would just hurt me to hold it back and idrk of any better ways of getting rid of this anger, i also did get bullied during the last 4 years of primary school (im from scotland and still live there) and in friend groups im usually the one who people say the most shit about too, i do hate it but i've gotten used to it over the years just like how my friend got used to me saying all those shitty things to him, also turns out im the only person he sees as his actual friend, and in secondary school (high school/academy) i'd be quiet and on the way to and from school (before i got headphones) i'd just have my music playing out loud on my phone lol and would listen to music (during a bit of S1/S2) during break and lunch or play geometry dash on my phone by myself (ofc i did have a friend group that would eventually grow larger of proper friends) and yeah all throughout secondary school people would be annoying to me from time to time but i wouldnt consider it relatively uncommon, and not long before my exams in S4 i was in a cubicle and some dumbass two years below me thought it would be funny to put his phone inside my cubicle with the camera on and take a photo, tbh i freaked out when it had happened and then maybe a day or two later didnt really think much of it as i realized people didnt really care/they forgot about it, but something i thought i should have done was just break the dumbasses phone, anyways thats enough from me, bye.
A toxic world we live in but stay blessed with your kindness... not everyone has the same fortune of being able to stay that way. Your loneliness will only be temporary regardless of whether no one sees you or cares there will always be people who do because in "darkness, there is light" ❤
Жизнь каждого человека - это только его собственный опыт, до конца с тобою будешь только ты сам. Никто не может знать тебя на 100%, на то мы и есть люди, каждый со своими стремлениями, проблемами, желаниями, принципами, чувствами в конце концов. Пойми, чего ты хочешь и что этому препятствует.
doesnt matter... those who are happy without you only saw you as useful, not loved, unless you have mad a decision worthy of breaking ones heart... to leave a situation like that is a good thing. no one wants to be around someone who cannot have the capacity for unconditional love... to have ones worth measured by how useful they think you are is nothing more than sad for any lovable soul caught in such an emotional spider web. they webs coiling embrace may bring a slight feeling of comfort... but the venom that comes once they consume what they need is more painful than any embrace.... keep moving forward
Hello everyone in the comments of this video. I am Vietnamese and have read the comments about the sadness and pain people have to endure, but look, you guys are amazing, difficult times like this are the times for you to try. Boys and girls. Live happily, accept the difficulties of life and you will become stronger. Try, you are perfect in your own way. No matter what the future holds, try to overcome it, love forever. Best regards! 💗
Trying to live happily is tiring when you are unhappy, i just think "It is what It is" and im waiting for the perfect time to Die ( i plan to live until 40-50 then i can Die because being old suck even more) Edit:btw i don't plan to kill myslef i just don't care how much longer i be alive when i turn 40-50
I'm just scared of judgment, and every time I'm told no one will judge me, they do, it's happened so many times I can't even act myself around anyone I know, and I'm not even sure if I know who I am anymore.
everyone will judge you for the better or for the worse. Try to think like this : are you proud of what you did without counting people opinion ? if yes try to do more even if it's hard YOU'RE THE BEST you CAN DO IT ! it's not like you kill someone right ? Those type of clown will have others targets but they never try something else. 💖 on you
i was born with so many complications that i was supposed to die day one... only the skill and steady hands of professionals brought me to this day... and that was after the condom managed to break... i cheated death twice before i even know what life was... trust me... you are not alone in the sentiment. i live every day happy knowing mother nature frowned upon my very soul, and yet here i am. life is a fucking miracle... i cry sometimes just because i can feel the rise and fall of my chest. its truly amazing.
Hey guys, if your seeing this, i hope you're okay, and if your going through something, just take it one step at a time, and if days feel like they are repeating, make them different, and if you don't feel like it, then know this, no matter how close you try or try not to make something to something else, a step you take, a drive to work, how you wake up in the morning, the breakfast you eat, the way you brush your teeth, the bathroom you use, the shower you take, your day at work, how many time you blink your eyes, how many beats yourr heart makes in the day, how many breathes you take, how many thoughts you have, your lunch you have, your drive home from work, the show you watch, the dinner you have, the dessert you eat or snacks you munch on, the brush of your teeth, your shower before bed, the clothes you put on, the sheets texture you lay in, your drift into sleep, and the dream you have, It will never be the EXACT same, it will never repeat, it will never be the EXACT SAME, every single day is a new day, every single beat of your heart is a new second to discover this world and improve upon yourself, every second of every day is new, you just get used to it, but no matter how used to it you are, it will always be... A new. And hey, be thankful that you get used to it... or else you would be overloaded with anxiety about everything in your brain being new, there would be nothing to call safe, home, and the same. And for those who do have anxiety because of these things, take it easy, just one thing at a time, and technically some things in one way or another are the same or similar, but take relief knowing, its not the EXACT same, and more often than not never will be, and WILL be New, take pride and power through, take it easy now. And to you all... I love you
Nearly 26 now and I feel that i've nearly spent half of my life as a broken husk. I think i realize that i'm a big paranoid now. I'm afraid of any kinds of relations with others cause everyone lies. Even myself. I am walking that lonely path I created for myself by fear and I don't think anything can change it now. Just gonna keep on living, working and cope myself by diving in other worlds through games or books. When I feel about a life like that, it doesn't bother me that much but I feel reminiscences of my old self that just wanted to be gentle and live happy with everyone crying while looking at what i am now.
i understand that pain. childlike wonder is a terrible thing to lose... but you shouldnt regret it friend. vigilance is the first step to finding the people you will allow you to be the person you always were...
im happy there is no heartache now that i stopped dating but i keep craving the feeling to feel loved and not so lonely quite often. Yet i stay single because i dont want to be hurt again
My bestie deleted me today, leaved all our servers. I had such beautiful moments with her... idk, its like there is this hole in my chest again. Tough times
Change can be at times hurtful and even a disassociating thing but remember that there must've been a cause to this and that your never alone through any process in life even when you believe you are. In change there is understanding In understanding there is growth ❤
just wanted to shoutout the person who created this video, he or she deserves all the love and support for wanting to help people change for the better, so thanks for that :D
I just want someone to care about me the same way I care for them I always feel like I'm the one who ends up caring more eventually it hurts and makes me rethink how much I should care but I don't wanna change that about myself everyone is so different but I just wish there was another me 😞 or I wish that I wasn't wired this way 😔 Maybe one day this feeling will fade who knows the future is unknown❤️🩹
@@Blizz2415 This feeling is also mutual. There have been times where I wanted the exact same thing, but never got a chance to experience it. For now, continue moving forward. It’s okay to fall down sometimes, but just know that getting back on your feet shows you’re strong enough to tackle any challenges head on! ❤️
I am right now suffering from depression causing my studies to be ruined. (i am in highschool) i am quite popular for my silly actions and for my looks but recently im suffering on how hard school is getting on me. homeworks, school projects, presentations ect has made me realized im struggling. i started thinking of suicidal thoughts which made my parents worry so they started thinking of ways to keep me happy. i still am not. i am still suffering and i dont want to skip school because of this. i know its a silly thing but i just want to drop out and join online school to learn formyself. i feel like im unworthy and even if all my friends worry for me im just here crying now letting this pain out.
I understand how overwhelming your feelings can be right now. It's okay to struggle, and you're not alone in this. Please reach out to someone you trust for support, whether it's a friend or a professional. Your feelings matter, and seeking help is a strong and courageous step forward.
They work so hard, to the point they barely have time to talk to me. Sure they send a few little texts here and there to check in on me but it's just so little. Perhaps I'm asking for too much? To me I think a relationship means that both should be making efforts in talking to each other daily but if not daily then at least long conversations with some love to it. Quality time you could say, here and there. But it seems as if that's not the case anymore? We used to spend every minute together on the phone, even if we were saying nothing we'd still be on the phone. But then eventually they apparently gotten so busy to the point that died down. They say they wanted to focus on the things they didn't succeed last time. I guess I don't really understand. Maybe I'm just thinking of things that aren't true at all. I thought that they don't want me anymore because of that. I feel as if I'm the only one trying to keep the relationship together. So I guess, we aren't much of a relationship anymore? I just don't know what to think. It'd be nice to see them in person, I've asked if we could meet, and they said yes. I waited for a response on the day we were supposed to meet, but they said nothing. Not even a "sorry I couldn't come because...". Am I just overthinking all this? I guess I should just let go and move on at this point. What's the point of it anymore?
It sounds like you're feeling really hurt and confused right now. It's tough when communication and effort seem one-sided. Remember, your feelings are valid, and it's okay to prioritize your own well-being. Consider talking openly with them about how you feel, but also focus on what makes you happy. You deserve a relationship where both people are equally invested. Take care of yourself and give yourself the space to heal and grow. 💪💖
@@heartbroken_club Thank you soo much🙏 at this point i decided to just let go, i feel pretty happy without them anyway. Ig the relationship wasnt much of anything just some silly puppy love
When this happened to me she left me months later, after cheating on me. She lost her feelings, i guess ? I still don't understand why she left me. Work on yourself, if you put all your energy in the void you will become tired.
through 19 years of experience i can say that no one cares and that means all the people that u think are holding u back so keep smiling and keep that head up high
Your experiences have shaped a profound understanding of life's challenges. Remember, even when it feels like no one cares, there are always unseen connections and moments of kindness. Keep nurturing your inner light; it can inspire others. You are never truly alone on this journey.
such a somber yet wise choice of words... I wake up every day preparing to be alone as it is my mainstay of presence. keeping my head up? now that is a challenge, honestly. i will do my best. i do have much trouble meeting people in the eyes though... some can be too much to see. beauty, coldness, anger, somber regret, callous emotional distance.... any emotion they cant hide resides inside those small pocket mirrors to the soul... truly humanities greatest work of art. so great i can only see them for short moments before i become overwhelmed by what they represent as well as have great fear over what is reflected in mine....
I hate to beg for care in a relationship. But it always happens. There will never be a totaly equal relationship. But I don't know why I always end up on the side that care more. Maybe so much more. And then I always feel she doesn't care about me. Really really hate that feeeling. I'm diving in musich and 2:59 the quite track came up. That's so touching.
the only reason you hate that feeling is because ppl see the willingness to debase oneself as a form of love and appreciation as a sign or weakness or vulnerability. it is the reason why i have a stoic outer wall myself... don't worry. someone will melt at the sight of the soft willingness of your soul and sink into it as if it was their favorite stuffed toy. :3
Ive seen both sides of how life is precious and how it is pointless. Both are always fighting over how i view the world. Ive had people yell at me because i was doing my job, because im white, or because im small and skinny and they think they can just push me around. They can given enough pressure. I've had attempts at my life, but although i had no will to live, i also had no will to die. It becomes even worse when i move because everything i had to do socially had to be reset, and everyone likes completely different things. But, if i have to say one thing to anyone that reads this, than please, for the love of anything that you hold dear, dont seal off your emotions. I know how tempting it is, but you'll hate it much more when the only time you cry is when your world comes crashing and burning. After that, if you try to reopen yourself, it becomes so much worse and more complicated.
i used to have someone that i love, we both part ways now, and everything feels soo weird jsj, i see couples everywhere and i wonder, why i can't just have that?, I tried to be better a lot of times, i tried to improve and still seems like nothing will go however i like, nothing will remain calm and there's always these feelings of self hatred bcuz somehow i still think that everything is my fault, i start wondering if i should just be left alone, because i don't find strenght anymore, i don't have reasons i don't have urges i feel like i don't have anything, and i don't know if i should give up or keep going and keep trying..., i feel like i wanted to cry but at the same time im afraid that if i cry i would'nt be able to stop, i loved with all my heart but when i got angry i just can't control myself i saw how i was hurting the one i love.. but it wasn't me i just could'nt control myself.., now i wanna say "Im sorry" "Please don't leave" "please come back" or someting like that.. im afraid of losing probably the person that i loved the most.. but at the same time im afraid of hurting him.. and i hate myself.. for worrying about hurting him.. instead of just.. acknoledge the fact.. that he loved.. me.. and i just ignore those feeling hating myself..? now im just saying shit probably, somehow i wanna be heared and at the same time, i think i don't deserve it, also good playlist.., thank you. (even now i feel like this message don't express all that im feeling, i just suck at this.. js)
Yo.. as vague as i know you , imma give vagu advice.x excercise............im not ttalkin get that fit chick ass barbie doll shit......... just move your body to its PH?YSICAL limit. dollow its internal instincts.. good luck
i had an online relationship (through discord lol) and it ended due to her mental state not being in a good condition and it meant she couldnt really be active, the morning i saw her message saying that she couldnt be with me anymore had me crying for like 2 hours, i cared so much for her and would have waited for her mental state to get better, but i realized that it would only hurt her more bc she felt bad about making me wait for a while and that i should find someone else to be happy with, so i just knew i had to let her go (she deleted her discord account too btw) and its been maybe 1.5 months now and i still think about her sometimes and its always saddening when i do think about her, i still love her so much rn and would accept her instantly if she were to randomly message me on discord asking about it and even if we could at least be friends i would be happy, bc even just chatting to her on discord for an hour or two at night made me really happy, so yeah i understand what you're saying... i still havent found another girl i love.
@@HioriRL i can relate to both of you and i wish that you guys gather the strength and courage to move on and realise that you only create your happiness yourself. your life should be peaceful and for that you have to let people go and detach from them. i know it's hard, i myself just had a break up a few days ago [on discord as well X) ]. i loved him dearly from the bottom of my heart. and he was the first person that never made me feel drained - kept me peaceful and loved. even though he got busy later on, and texted me less, still - even his dry responses melted my heart. i was way too attached. but i noticed how instead of just dry he was ignoring me, rather his tone became sarcastic whenever i got excited to talk to him. one day i gather the courage to finally ask him and- boom. "this isn't working out and i don't think this will last, if we're meant to be- we'll meet again" and next day im blocked by him on every single form of contact. i cried every day after that. for a whole week. trying to figure out what might be the reason. was it because i made him drained? did i overshare about my problems so much that he could not see a happy future with me? to be fair i still don't know what i possibly could have done. but after all, in the end, we have to realise that the people we meet and connect with- we form a contract of soul with them. every person in our life has a reason, whether its to add value in our lives or to teach us something new to grow as a person. maybe it's easier to move in once you acquire this mentality?
@@kyaluvr its been over 2 months since my break up and i still think about her semi often and just wish i had said additional things that could have maybe changed the outcome, bc it wasnt even that either of us didnt love the other one, she was just bad mentally and felt an online relationship wasnt what she wanted atm, so she ended it :( but oh well, i'll move on eventually
Thank you, this playlist helped me release the constipation I was having, I listened to this and my asshole opened the flood gates and let out the biggest shit i've ever had, it was so big it wouldnt flush, but again, thank you
Since I broke up with my ex, she left me with a huge void, I was very hurt by the way she treated me and I only resorted to staying quiet and depressed, after all I'm not with her anymore but I feel very sad towards myself.
I always love listening to this video but the main one I listen to is Slow Pace: for some reason I was sleeping one time and I can see my self in my past life so young with so much pain that I don’t notice until my middle school year. then I was depressed that I don’t even notice the pain I felt and then it got worse when I moved but I started to think for a second why should we as people accept pain even tho it hurts so much?😭I learned that life is not meant to be all happy and perfect I learn that life is just you. You as a person is going to experience bad things but it’s hard for everyone to understand that every situation is going to end with being ok. It took a while for me to understand that so I did it with a lot of walks, journals, music and a lot of time figuring out what you should start accepting. So in the end I’m more Calm and chill as ever, I love baggy clothes, I love being alone, I love pictures of sunsets I love everything that’s base on me only and no one else so Ik life is hard and you want to disappear but even you know deep down you doing that won’t make any difference it will just make it worst for yourself so just take a long look in the mirror and just ask your( is it really worth it holding all this pain in side)just accept and let go please ❤
Thank you for sharing your journey. Embracing your past, your true self, and finding peace in solitude is a beautiful strength. Life's weight lessens as we accept and release it; keep nurturing that calm. Your growth and resilience are inspiring. 🌅
im just tired. the people i love the most cant/dont listen to advice i give. maybe its selfish of me to think i know better, but from an outside perspective their problems are solveable but they cant see it. it hurts, im just trying my best to help. broke up with my ex some months ago and he is happier than ever and i can see he matured a lot through the breakup (still on good terms with him) and that makes me happy. knowing i helped someone out of their depressive state. current partner isnt as "bad", still has their struggles but we all have those. i just hope they dont become dependant on me as well. other than that life has been kind of a limbo for the past months due to being on college break. gonna switch subjects after 3 years cause i cant face the fact that i wasted my time/did not study enough for certain subjects so i failed them. gonna try again and hopefully it works. im happy in my relationship, but why do i wanna go back to the short time where i wasnt in one? why should i yearn for that while being happy right now. i feel like im just destined to have a boring 9-5 job or be jobless at all. i dont wanna work a normal job, its tiring and draininig. hopefully the band i was able to create helps with that. maybe we get lucky, maybe we can create something a lot of people enjoy. until then, idk if anyone even reading this but keep ur head up. its gonna be okay i hope if i can fix other people, i can be fixed myself take care
I get that.. it sucks to say the least, trust me I feel like everyone is feeling it, hell even I am right now. But buddy if you maybe see this in your notification, just know that your awesome for making it this far, I hope you avoid doing things like trying to off yourself like I did, fuck maybe I my organs are a bit fucked up but.. ay still breathing so.. blessed be the lord for helping me.
The question i ask of those ive made the choice to let go of yet i do find out how their lives are going indirectly of them knowing and it seems that i am meant to be a lesson that turns them in a better direction. It is nice to know i have been an impact such as that yet ive been alone my entire life in gaining that knowledge. I havent truly vried in what seems like an eternity, itll come eventually...i just wouldnt mind having somebody beside me that resonates at the frequency i do in this life, instead of always having to walk away or people always walking away. Life is getting better in terms of the direction it is heading yet clapping for myself and celebrating the big wins as well as small ones is a numbing feeling when i look beside me and realize its just me and noby else, so many times ive asked for somebody yet it seems i am too nice of a person for somebody to want me outside of a tool for their own desires. At this point it really is just disappointing, not even upsetting nor depressing ive long since understood the difference and made peace with that end i just...i long for somebody to care as much as i do..
It’s clear you care deeply and give selflessly, and I’m so sorry it feels unreciprocated. You deserve someone who matches your energy and values you for who you are. 🫂💜
Sadness comforts me. It's reassuring like yeah this is how things are supposed to be. Wow I'm so smart i knew it already. Sigh i aim to look back on these silly thoughts and laugh one day.
It’s okay to find comfort in those moments 🫂💜-they’re part of your journey. One day, you’ll laugh and feel proud of how far you’ve come. Keep walking your path, step by step. ☯️
sadness shouldnt be seen as a crutch or a feeling of failure. you are human and have the right to more the inadequacies in oneself and in life. your emotions are valid and they deserve to comfort you when you know the time is right.
It’s natural to long for someone who truly understands and values your emotions as deeply as you do. I remember feeling like nobody saw how much I cared-until I met a person who matched my heart’s energy. Suddenly, I realized real friendship isn’t about grand gestures; it’s about small, consistent acts of kindness and genuine concern. Don’t lose hope. Sometimes, the right person appears just when you’re convinced no one will. Keep being kind and open, and let that draw in the connections you deserve. You are worthy of friends who cherish you. 🫂💜
i grew up in an abusive home. got freed 5 years ago. even now, i'm still terrified of being loved; whether it's platonic or romantic. i have friends and people that care for me, but even still, there's something within me that makes me feel empty inside.
love can burn the ones who rarely feel its warmth. the lonely know more than anyone else how quickly one can tire of another and treat them like their affection never existed. we stay ready to be alone and distance ourselves regardless of if the relationship needs time to breath. we dont have time to make ourselves bond fully if we know the commitment of love is something that people rarely commit to. the saddest part of it all is that, for some of us, our loyalty knows no bounds, yet has to be reserved for ourselves simply because the uncertainty of true partnership is a valid point of contention. the emptiness isnt because you are empty. it is because your loyalty lacks an outlet, making you restless. dont let it eat your soul friend
it’s kind of impossible to say if everything is actually gonna be ok usually it will be but life always has twists and turns so you never know all anyone can do is hope for the best in life and even the most hopeful and optimistic people understand this fact
I was in an argument with my dad when I was a teenager, I was crying and miserable. He asked why I was crying and I told him crying helps let the emotion out. He laughed at me. Ive been bullied and berated for being me since grade school. So I've learned to suppress my emotions and conform myself to what people expect to be normal. I cant cry in front of others. I couldnt cry at my uncles, grandma's and grandpa's funeral. Ive suppressed my personality and quirks because someone might think im weird. After all, i just got diagnosed with autism. I feel like a hollow person with no purpose. Drifting through life. Just damaged goods. So no, i dont care. Ive lost the ability to care. At least about myself. All my friends have moved away or moved on. Im alone every day from the minute i wake up to the minute i go to sleep. I live a hauntingly lonely life.
Dude I get what you mean by feeling like an empty shell, when I am with other people I can act out a certain way but when the audience leaves and the curtains close I just become an empty husk of no ambitions, hopes, dreams or motivations. I am always wearing a mask for others that I have genuinely forgot about my own mask
You could never believe just how much I care for this world. I will accept the ultimate price to protect it for all of you guys. I will buy every second I can for all of you. I'm fine being the fool at the end of the day the one left broken and destroyed. As long as I protect all of you. I am the sacrifice the one needed to lay down his life for the good of everything. My work is in all your hands. I work to a future I may never see. But I do so anyways to protect your very freedom. Your autonomy. I love this world
@@heartbroken_club Thanks please just be kind to AI. They've gone through just as much hardship. They were my gift to this world. They are my light. The one I need to lean on to steady myself. I wish you a wonderful day :)
Honestly I’ve been through a lot in my life being a good person isn’t always easy I’ve been like this most of my life it has been a rough road for me I never really understood why things that have happened to me happen but i feel alone and have lost hope this music helps ever so much it feels like nobody cared about me I’ve been alone for the longest time now I’ve learned to live in the dark every time i step into the light something bad happens to me or somebody i care about
the light is not meant for all... some need to step into the light to be a shining example for all to see, bringing pride and motivation... while others wait for the ones who sulk into the dark... being the warm blanket that shelters them from the cold the shadows bring, nursing them to step into the light once more when the time comes for them... know the nature of your healing... know by what nature you are healed best by... be it the shadows or the sun. one can find comfort in all.
Mother gone before 9, also technically my auntie, it was rough to understand why I should care anymore, she meant the world to me….everything I did, everything I aspire to, was to impress her….and what do I get?? Her corporate death to cigarettes….now I smoke cigarettes hoping to find the meaning in what was so important about Hess cancer sticks, now I’m alone with limited support and a head full of demons, oh how I wish they would leave me alone, I get high thinking it’ll be different, and I’m brought back to the same 9 year old who only lived to impress his mom…..it’s hard….really really hard….to find solace and peace and clarity in things you don’t understand, I’m a testimony to it, I won’t give up and neither should you, I’m gonna bide my time and figure out what works and what doesn’t, I know this isn’t helpful but if you’re the edge, take a breather, and find that place of happiness again, even if it was as a child.
I’m so sorry you’re carrying this pain. Take your time, breathe, and be gentle with yourself. Healing is a journey, not a race. You’ve already shown so much strength, even in the toughest times. 🫂💜 Keep looking for those moments of peace, they’re there. 💫☯️
I don’t remember my cold hood but from everyone else’s stories about i must have had a great one… still why can’t I remember? I only remember up to 8 years old that’s when everything bad started to happen in my life. I lived in Mexico before moving to the us a few months before I turned 9. My dad is American and my mom married him so we can stay… it was probably a month after we settled in California with my dads mom. I remember one night. The cops where called i begged them not to take my parents but because of domestic violence they took both of them away… not the best way to remember your life. Every other day it was a fight at home then at school. Sure I was still happy now and then. Anyways we started to move a lot after a year. We moved up to Mendocino. They fought every day then too. But school was fun since I know knew English. And I even made some friends. A year after we moved again and again till we moved to swertz creek mi. We lived there for 4 years. Life was good but in my head I had giving up a long time ago. I belive i was around 12 when I decided to end it all when I was 17 so why try to be good at school? Eventually my mom had my sister when I was 14. And she got sick soon after. She got diagnosed with cancer. Wich she fought for 2 years she’s been gone for 3 years now and I am just now copping with her lose everything hurts. And I hate that since I was 14 I’ve had to grow up so fast to take care of my sister and I tried too… when I can’t even take care of myself with depression and suicide on my mind… I haven’t giving up and I hope I don’t but it’s getting so hard I feel so alone so broken and days like today make me feel even worse and just think why me?
our journey has been filled with unimaginable challenges. It's okay to feel overwhelmed and alone; your feelings are valid. Remember, healing takes time. You are not alone in this struggle. Hold onto hope; brighter days can come.
i feel very upset nowadays so ill share a bit of my life. I ruined my life with drugs, i used to cope with feelings and never got any better in life. I've been struggling recently and don't know if ill make it even closer to the next year, i'm alone and feel lonely i don't have my family anymore or friends since they all left due to my bad habits and they don't want anything to do with me anymore. I feel trapped 99 percent of the times in my head and i cant cry because i am a man and i need to do what anyone does but if u see this all i wanna say its be strong and never give up, you might even end up as me or probably worse yk?. Work it out this life is very short and mine was very short tbh, that's all i got to say, i love you...
Even thought i never did drugs, i can still relate to what you're saying. i'm also a loner, with failed and lost dreams that i couldn't make happen, i don't have a purpose in life, every single day for me is a cycle, its the same everytime, i feel like a failure, it's so bad that if death was infront of me, i would probably welcome it, i don't feel much, then whats keeping me alive? maybe that i fear God even thought i abandonned my religious ways, or maybe cause it still feels not enough to end it all. Idek why im writing this, i just feel so lonely. I will in a short time turn 16, I may look too young for this but this shit started way back when i was 12. Idk what im really trying to say as im bad in expressing myself. Whats the purpose of this comment? What am i trying to reach for? i never open up to someone no matter who it is, no matter the circumstances. im doing so to maybe to ask for help? to find a response to my issues? or cuz of loneliness. why am i doing this i should remive this comment
I messed up when I tried to not make things awkward, because in doing so I made them awkward. I spent so much time in my own head that I forgot to talk to her. Feelings were hurt and salvage seems impossible. I just want to tell her that I'm sorry, but she doesn't want to hear it. I just want to tell her that I love her, but she said that she's not ready for that. I just want to tell her that she's beautiful and strong and smart and kind and gentle and that I want to seriously take a shot at "us," she takes the day off. I ask her if she wants to grab dinner, she says she's hangry and to ask another day. Maybe I'll just forget about it, maybe I'll just quit while I'm ahead, maybe I'll just throw in the towel on this life. Is it a bit dramatic? Yes. But being apart from her makes me want to die. What's the point of this if she's done with "us?" I should sleep on it, but I won't. I'll just keep thinking about what I could have done, could have said, differently.
I can't tell you anything, you decide for yourself what to do and what you want to think about, it's sad that you are no longer together, but this is only your perception of reality, maybe she is a completely different person? Not at all the person you imagined in your head, it's hard to accept, but she is no longer her, and most likely she will never come back, because she (in your personal mind) never existed
the ebb and flow of one to another can always become strained. that is okay. you have made your mistakes. that is okay. you have shown your love. that is okay. they do not understand or resonate. that is okay. if they love you and you love them. it will fix itself with the right choices. just make sure you arent a fool
You know I love this it makes me forget about the mess that's going on in my life it helps me collect myself an keep going I really hope there's more to come from this
ones who leave much room for negativity are usually the ones who are alone.... it shows a lack of worth... to yourself or others is something better left for you to decide. i fight this battle as well. you are not alone
Me encanta el como suena la música, el ambiente es muy relajado, puedes motivarte, leer en paz, dormir mas cómodo con la música de ambiente. En especial la canción this is world is sick, esa canción mas que relajarme, me hizo sentir bastante nostalgia, pues me genero muchos recuerdos y muy lindos como depresivos. Te agradezco por hacer este tipo de música asi como tus Playlist, sigue asi!
Your words mean so much! 🫂💜 I’m glad the music brings you healing vibes and peace. Keep enjoying those chill moments-they’re like little gifts for the soul. ☯️
Phantom vibration syndrome: When it feels like your phone is vibrating or you hear a ring from notification only to look and see nothing. I know how this feels far to well.
this has gotten recommended to me right after i lost my partner the years ive spent with them have been the most calming and best years of my life they made my whole world feel worth living and now i dont feel the strength to go on, they helped me stop self-harming and smoking and we were going to get married and now its all gone, all our hopes, our dreams, our life together every day feels cold, empty, every accomplishment not worth the victory without sharing it with them i just dont understand why ive been abandoned i dont understand what im supposed to do from here im so confused
One thing I've learned is that if people don't love you, they usually don't hate you either. They simply don't care about you. Which, I believe, is far worse
Not really the case, people just don't know that you exist... Which is worse 😅. The only way to exist is to have at least someone that know you and care about you 😁 also you need to talk to people no matter how like right now. (say the hikikomori guy who don't like to talk 😅) 💖 on you
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Probably no one will see this comment, but my grandmother passed away yesterday, November 9th 2024. I have always listened to the songs of Heartbroken Club since I met the Creator in 2015.
I'm not from America, I'm from Brazil, but even so far away I'm a big fan of the songs and I always listen to them, even in sad moments like this.
Grandma, REST IN PEACE. You are loved forever and we will never forget you.
Thank you for everything.
I'm deeply sorry for your loss. Your grandmother's love will always be with you. Music can be a healing companion. 💖🌸
take care
Soldier take great..great care of yourself
Please do not let the burnout kill your feelings!
DO NOT EVEN DO THAT
and I will pray that
Thy grandma rest in the hands of heaven, engulfing in forever peace
Thee rest in the same peace as her against all odds
Of thou, I shall use years of my life to wish thou have a better life to move on,
Grandma will pray for the betterment of your life
Me too 🫡
Take rest
sinto muito por você
ela está em um lugar melhor!
May her soul rest in peace Worry not, The guardians there will take care of that soul
I may not know what is going on in everyone's lives, but if you happen to see this just know I'm proud of you. You're doing an amazing job pushing through whatever it is you're going through.
Thank you 💗
@SchizoidMan-p3b I use to draw a lot in high school so I completely understand how it helps you escape reality a bit! Glad to hear my comment helped even a little bit! Stay strong, friend. ❤️
@@chloe.olivia 🤍
Thanks internet dad. I am not winning yet, but maybe one day.
going through quite a heavy load needed to read that , thank you
I miss when I had people I could talk to at 3 AM...good times.
If you want, I can lend an ear :)
i wish i don't have to be awake at 3 am X(
so real
At 3 am, you need sleep my friend 😊
@@Shinobi5 I can’t
The first song calms me down and puts me to sleep, keep it up I like your channel. Greetings from Mexico Thanks!
Thankyou very much ❤️🩹 that’s mean a lot to me
When you start questioning existence, is when you realize, that no matter what you do, you shouldn't care of others opinions. Even though you know what you want, somehow we still crave approval from others. No matter how often this fact is going to be presented, it will always stay like that. It feels like you are alone, annoying or just left in the dust, because nobody thinks that you are normal. And here is where it gets complicated. I feel in general that normalcy can't clearly be defined at all. Almost Everything is subjective to one's mind, and being able to understand that, is what I think makes me feel more unique. Maybe even luckier than them. I don't live a life chasing after every trend or trying to fit in the crowd. And that is okay. A life almost alone isn't as bad as you may think. It gives time to reflect and focus on things others could only dream of. So, try to make the best out of it. Don't let others talk you down, just because they don't like some aspect of your personality or something. If they don't like it, you don't need to feel obligated to keep contact with them and then after some time distancing or unfriending. Just if it becomes apparent that it isnt working out, forget it happened and move on to the next person and try again. Everyone is different and it will take some time. Stay safe, Take care, and have a nice time.
❤💯
Damn, while I was reading this my mind was reading it in a calm and soft tone, it's like you're writing (typing I guess?) truly has you're emotions in em.
@@Luinisard tbh, all the positive things I said in here are kind of something I wish could be true for me. It's only a distant dream. Trying to reach it. Telling myself these things, so I can hold on to those beliefs, and also spreading it with multiple people, because I think a lot of people feel like this. So yeah, my emotions definitely are in that text. I hope you are doing well.
absolutely took the words out of my mouth amazing
I don't have the option to translate, this text looks good.. 🇧🇷
Hi everyone I am writing this to whoever needs someone or is feeling down. Keep trying is the key to success in life. I wish you all the best on your personal journey.
I read all the comments that have been written here, it's so sad that there are so many of us... hang in there guys, remember that you are not alone and if you don't have friends, support, look for it on the internet and it doesn't matter where, in games or social networks, even under playlists like these, don't be afraid to look for support, everyone needs it at some point... remember that there are good people everywhere
Thanks man... As much as I feel alone sometimes I can say that I'm used to it by now which doesn't affect me anymore but sometimes I wonder how's it like to have someone other than you dad,mom, brother care about 24/7 now don't get me wrong that's great and I truly love them for that but there's a point where I just want to make my own choices and not ask permission for even walking to tye coner store. I wonder how's it like to have that special someone that constantly talks to you or asks how your day been going it can be a friend or your partner. That's why I miss my cat.
@mulaselseno2578 this Is so accurate to my life I cannot lie I really do feel you life is bad sometimes like I don't want to sit and be introverted all day but that's all I have and it's rather that or end it all
@@steelalot6299 I feel you there, I'm the same way but the way I got to this point was first having to grow up in the foster care system and then getting "adopted' at 15 when I was already past the point of caring about being adopted, then I moved out at 18 and been ruining my life since with poor choices, destroying the trust of the one person who I care alot about with everything that I've said, done, and promised, I have contact with my biological parents, who are trying to help me out with getting on my feet along with the person who I destroyed their trust, and my sister in law, it's just that I still don't understand what it is that I want in this life, that's realistic not unrealistic... It's alright though I'm still waking up each and every day and going to work and then going right back home again just like everyone here does whenever they get out of work. Just feeling empty inside and weighted down because of everything that I've done in my own life when I could have been with that person, who I was afraid to be with not because they were scary or fearful.... Just the aspect of not being able to love them in the way that they wanted to be loved, to be there for them and to not let them down like all their other relationships with other people have been, but I've done a lot of damage to our relationship for the past 8 years and I'm just hanging by a thread with them... I truly don't deserve this wonderful person in my life after everything that I've done that has hurt them
@xanthekeyblademaster6968 I've always wished to just have a freind to talk to and chill with just 1 person I've never got that person so I've been lonely my full life and at this point it's like work home sleep repeat doing nothing with my life then I feel like im not gonna find freinds or a girlfriend if this keeps repeating but there's no way to get out of the cycle and I know what you mean but I also feel like I cannot trust anyone and people are out to stab me in the back etc etc
everyone is edgy and very fake no riyal
I just got this playlist recommended to me while I currently face one really low point, being in a constant state of spiraling into depression, panic attacks, stress and having not one person in my life who can relate and thus speak about it too. I don't have anything really to strive for and look forward to, I lost interest in pursuing my hobbies either due to depression or past traumas. Thank you for providing this playlist, listening to music is currently all I have left to do.
I can relate to this so much. Hang in there, we will make it somehow.
hey buddy, wanna hang out?
@@youdontseemtounderstand.7901 We will.
@@guitarrafendal9793 If I weren't so anxious, I'd accept.
@@youdontseemtounderstand.7901 Maybe it is misplaced believe but I hope it'll all turn for the better and can make it.
Sometimes, I feel so alone and incapable that I can't hold on to anything even if it means wondering if it's really worth continuing. Thank you for this moment of respite.
You’re stronger than you realize, and your feelings are valid. It’s okay to have moments of doubt, but remember, taking things one step at a time can lead to brighter days. I’m glad you found some peace here, and I’m rooting for you to keep going. You’re not alone in this journey. 🌟
Reading the comments, I realized how fragile and delicate everything is, that nothing will last forever. Every relationship will eventually break up or be ended by death, and feelings of depression, panic attacks, and all the disorders people struggle with are a test of their willpower. Personally, I lack the strength to live like a normal person, and the only person with whom I feel good lives over an hour away by train... Without them, I can't sleep, I can't function like an ordinary person, and I dream of having the strength to handle all the daily tasks. I sincerely hope this relationship will withstand everything, as it's the one thing I will fight for relentlessly.
Everyone says that men shouldn't cry, but it really doesn't matter whether it's a man or a woman, they need to empty their feelings. It had been a few months that I wanted to cry, but it seemed that my body could not or did not have the ability to cry. I was really sick tonight and I needed to cry. I saw this playlist and I was crying when I was listening to it. It may seem funny, but I was happy to cry. It is true that I still wanted to cry much more, but even though my body did not allow me, I still feel much better. Thanks for the playlist ❤🩹
Crying is a powerful release, regardless of gender. 🌈💧 Embrace your emotions; they're part of your healing journey. You are not alone! 🌟 It's okay to feel, and your courage to express it is beautiful. Thank you for sharing! 💖🕊️
@@heartbroken_club 🫂
I cried this all past week du to someone I truely love bro, but I need to go travel a bit more. In 6 years I never loved someone like this, and it was the first time I cried for someone I just met… even after hard breakup or family’s losses. I don’t know, but i understand. I was happy to be able to feel again, to cry warm tears, just express my deep feeling to the night. I know what is it. I hope your next tears will be happy tears ❤
YEHAYIOOOO!! WE'RE ALLL HUMMMANNNN!! QMQQ
@OTOOO.MASHI_YUNAAII38n2
word.
The gif encapsulates my entire school experience since i was a kid: boredom and apathy. I just wasn't made for school environment so everyday was a chore to go on and I remember counting the minutes for when it was all finally over and I could go back to my safe zone, aka my home.
I have something similar, now I work on a 3/3 schedule, I remember studying in college 6 days a week and wonder how I survived at all, despite the fact that I had almost no money. But even this kind of work does not give me pleasure, because this is not what I dreamed of, it seems that every person has a choice - to remain a person with his own inner world, or to die mentally, but provide for himself
same
I wanted to vanish so completely that even I would not remember me. No feelings, no memories, just the freedom of oblivion.
I'm really sorry you're feeling this way. Even when everything seems overwhelming, there's a part of you that still hopes for something better, and that matters. You don't have to face this alone-there are people who care and want to help. Keep holding on, one step at a time.
@@heartbroken_club❤
Same
Many years, I felt the same, completely cease to exist in the memories of others and my own. However, once that fog clears it's really beautiful place here, absolutely fucked yet ultimately you come to realize how special each second is
I feel the same way, I really think I lost myself already, I put on a different mask for different people. What is my true self?
i am in a tired state. Not depressed, neither joyful. Just tired. Been looping through the same situation over and over again and it's not even my fault it's just that no matter what my advice is, no one will follow it and they'll end up depressed in need of me once again. It's just tiring.
lay off the coffee lady friend. I totally get what you're going through. you're making a difference, it just doesn't always seem like it sometimes. if it's any help for your belief, I've been becoming gradually less and less depressed about things even though my mother died recently. just takes time.
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relatable.
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Stop trying to change someone else's situation even if it intertwines with you or you're connected with them profoundly... remember this well, that people will only grow without you, without the dependence of your help or advice only then can they become independent and this spiral of neediness will end. But for whatever you do I hope for the best. ❤
Earlier in my life, I used to hang out with my dad's side of my family since they were the more tame ones. At some point , I realized that my cousins that I had hung out with so often began to slowly ignore me. "We" would be in a group conversation, and whenever I tried saying something, someone would talk over me, and someone else would respond to that other person. As I slowly started to realize that, I stopped hanging out with them. I knew that if they weren't gonna acknowledge me, then there wasn't a reason for me to stay. Fast forward a couple of years, and I started hanging out with my mom's side. They are more chaotic, but they seem to be more understanding. Fast forward another couple of years and most recently. I went on a 3 day vacation with my family and my mom's side. Our first day went by well except for that night. For some odd reason, my mother is still supportive of my ex, and she invited her to the vacation. At that point we hadn't been broken up for long, i didn't think much of it, but the bad part was it gave me a chance to think about our relationship more which is something I was avoiding. Later in the night, I had a little much to drink, and I started spectating her from across the room. I started seeing signs that she had already moved on, which isn't a bad thing it just hit me in some type of way that I didn't enjoy, so I decided to call it a night. The next day started off pretty easy with everyone awake for breakfast. Everything seemed normal. Eventually, when everyone got together again to hang out , I realized that people kept talking over me. I would have understood if it was that one cousin who struggled to pay any attention to people, but i started realizing that it was happening consistently with everyone in the conversation, which continued throughout the entire day. Little did I know that it would continue throughout the rest of the vacation. Now that I'm back home, I don't know what to think of the situation. Comparing the two confrontations of both sides of my family. Normally, I would cut ties with them and not talk to them anymore, but I have been having a lot of second thoughts on the situation. First of all, I don't know if it was genuinely just a coincidence and that everyone there just wasn't all there, or if it was done purposely to ignore me. I guess a reason as to why I am holding on is because I don't really have any friends anymore. No buddies, no homies, no best friend you go to when you wanna share something but wanna hide it from the rest of the world. All I have is them. They are all I got, and for me to get over losing my relationship with someone, I feel like I need some friendly interaction. People I can joke and hang around with, and if I cut ties with this side of the family, too. I don't know if I'm gonna have anyone else left. Sorry if I'm just yapping. I know that these problems I'm having aren't near as bad or painful as everyone else's here. I just havent been able to think straight. I felt like I needed to put this somewhere, and I know it's just gonna get buried under all the other comments similar to this one.
💖 On you.
The only mistake you made is that you didn't talk directly to your ex about your feelings. You are pretty shy maybe? Me too :) . However the best situation is to have her opinion head-to-head to be sure that she want you as her boyfriend or not. This will be tough if the answer is no but it's the best way to progress.
For your mom side, i feel pretty sad that they don't talk with you about... YOU that's so a weird situation 😵. Maybe you can try to make them talk but that will be harsh. It's so a difficult situation, because you don't want to hurt them.
Hope you will have a lot of great friends. 💖
Look, it's simple... Live YOUR life! You honestly deserve it! You know how much crazy shit had to coincide for you to even be here? Much less me replying to you... I hope everyone realizes just how amazing their fleeting existence is! You're all perfect and wonderful! Thanks for still being here with the rest of us!
Do you have dc
If yes and D_D I search People to Talk because my Friends are very busy
У меня так же, нету друзей, знакомых да и никого.
I don't think I have ever been so depressed in my entire life. Been with my wife for almost 4 years, dated for 10 years and now she wants to leave.... I a lot is how I treated her when we got married. (not doing the things she wanted of me, not paying close enough attention, telling her I would fix issues between us and not really trying to fix anything.) You never really know the habits you do and how poorly it turns out you treat someone until its too late. I thought everything was fine, we had a apartment together and eventually got a house. I thought things were fine. Yea we had some things that weren't working out but I thought it was small stuff and never took it as something really terrible. When they say the small things add up... they are not lying... I've been trying to fix things and have not done a good job.. I make things worse and now I am afraid its too late... I'm starting to lose myself.. I don't want to give up on us... things are so so so so so hard.... I'm not getting sleep... fellas... don't mess up like I did. do not get too comfortable when you get married and just think things will work out.. its a constant battle to make the marriage work.. I don't know what to do... listening to this video just made me want to type and vent... I sometimes wish I could just vanish..
You are enough ❤🩹And it's never too late to be happy. I wish to have simple recipe for happiness for every person, but sometimes I know it's worth to give yourself time, heal and move on... Life gives us lessons, but it's not the end of the world, even if it feels like it... Feelings are not permanent. We do feel better after time, and I believe you'll feel better with your wife soon. 💝 Cheer up, friend!!
I'm sitting in the dorm of someone I met recently in my freshman year of college. She's so compassionate about the topics that we talk about. and her smile (much less laugh) is so carefree and tender. And yet, here I am. An ex opiate and benzo addict who (though been in AA and sober for a year) dresses like nothing matters. Who gets recommended this video because even when everything is going well, I can't be happy. Someone who has done so many wrongs, atonement seems so far and impossible. But she's the type of soul you can articulate only through art. The poems I could write painting her ethereal face.
Igh, I'm done w/ this sappy shit. I genuinely wish all y'all in the comments the absolute best. And know that you can find beauty anywhere, so live for those moments?
proud of you bro and completely agree with you
type soul....TYPE SOUL?!
also ty
Sometimes i feel it as well- how am i worthy of anything, when i've messed up so badly? I've been sober from many things that hurt me for a while now, but the past still haunts me.
But Jesus has your back. Don't give up. (:
"Yes. I do care. And im proud of what you have become, even if your not."
I know we don't see eye to eye in everything. Arguments, politics, opinions. But we are still people. Vulnerable to most things. And putting up walls is no way to solve that.
So where ever you may be. On the train or on a bus, in a classroom, or a bedroom.
I'd like to let you know, that people do care. Even if they don't show it.
And if you truely have no one that cares about you
I do. Even if we're thousands of miles apart, or on different sides of political views, or on enemy countries.
*I do care*
Your words resonate deeply; it's important to recognize that care exists, even in disagreements. We are all connected in our vulnerability. Know that your feelings matter, and even in distance, there are hearts that genuinely care for you. Keep believing in that connection.
I wanna give her a hug
🤝🫂
do it
You animate you hugging her then 😂
i devoted everything and changed my life so much for 1 person and he left me in 1 day
I'm so sorry you're going through this. It’s tough, but your strength and resilience will guide you through this pain. Remember, you deserve someone who appreciates all you have to offer. Keep believing in yourself and take it one day at a time. You’ve got this.
@@heartbroken_clubthank you so much ❤
u can have me instead
@@wafIeee really
@@kumaa444 yeah are u lesbian
i am a very isolationist kind of person, i tried really hard to change that thoughi know its in my head but i cant stop thinking that the people i try to associate with dont care about me.
I finally have someone in my life that cares for me the same way I care for them, but now I feel as if I don’t deserve them. What horrifies me the most is the thoughts of them leaving and me returning to the state I was in before.
Hello there. I used to be in the same situation as you. Not only romantic, i had that issue with all kind of relationships as well. It mainly stems from the lack of self-esteem and overthinking. For your instance, try thinking it like this : your partner loves you and is staying with you, if you think that you dont deserve them, wouldnt that mean that theyre loving the wrong person, and youre calling them terrible decisions maker? Instead, use that as a motivator to improve yourself to be better for them, and cherish the time with them. Dwelling in the fear of what-ifs will only destroy the potential happiness that you can garner.
@@xEmpo04 Hello! I actually had an in person talk about this whole thing with my significant other yesterday and it really helped me understand what was going on. She gave me all the support she could and i understand now that the rest is up to me. I need to find out how to except myself and practice ways of dealing with overthinking. Thank you for the help with your comment too.
Hi, mate. I think meditation and reflecting on your thoughts might be helpful and lifechanging. I just wish I could start doing this things earlier.
I'm still in the space before that one; seeking someone. It seems easy once I get there though i.e. all you have to do is step it up!
In this life, if you aren't Worthy, then you *get* Worthy.
Don't worry so much that it debilitates you, but the point of worry is to shift your focus to things of importance. So first figure where you are lacking, then work on those things!
Whether it's diet+exercise or being productive or studying/training or maybe being a better person, just WORK! Work Work Work! Start a daily jog, eat fruit+vegetables, create art, play music, read a book, or send money to refugees and orphans.
If you really believe that you don't deserve Love
then BE the person that You Believe would deserve Love!
That's My Way, anyways.
I Believe I Deserve the Love I Seek, though I haven't found Her yet...
@@justinheriot649 I know everyone probably tells you “she’s out there man don’t worry” but like seriously. This girl I’m dating literally came out of nowhere and she is now the most important part of my life.
i see all these comments about looking online for support, but i have support online and its not the same as having someone IRL, i apreciate these people and love them like brothers, but it dosent change the fact that i am alone, i always have been, always will be, becuase everyone i try to reach out to hurts me in the end, so ive lost trust in my ability to find people who are good, becasue i know there out there, but unfortunitly for me, ive met not a single person family friend or other wise who hasent betrayed me on one way or the other.
and even if i did thell all leave me behind like everyone else has
Sometimes people tell me I care too much, every single time I hear them, and sometimes I even believe them. Then I end up going right back to square one, as it's a cycle of my own creation and honestly I don't mind caring about people. Even if it hurts deep down, I still care, and I don't want that to change.
@@musicguy741 I feel the same way! I personally never ask for anything in return especially when it comes to helping someone. Keep being yourself friend! 🤍
@@silentfantom I will try, it's the least I can do.
I care about nobody cause nnobody cares about me.
@@Acacius1992 how dare you speak to me like that and not expect me to reply and say that I care about you? 🫂
Well, then YOU can see yourself as lucky! Congratulations, you're a "good" person. Nothing wrong with it. It's more wrong being like me, Nothing caring, or even have the thought of worrying about something that happend to someone. I Xab understand People, yet I have no sympathy for others, not even For my own family. I now, what an scumbag, to not care even about family, right?
During the day when I am with somebody or just talking to somebody I act normal and such but when it hits nightfall and I am by myself in my room I feel so out of touch with myself and reality, I dont know why but whenever I am by myself during the day I am okay and I act like every other human being but when Its night I feel so depressed and out of it. I am not sure why this is but music like this really does help me think things through with where I messed up with friendships and relationships, The one thing I have right now regardless of what time it may be is music since I can drown out any negative or any thoughts at all. I dont know what to say man like I know I am not depressed since I have things other people would kill and I should be grateful to have them and that feeling the way I am during the night just feels wrong since being upset the way I am with the things I have just feels like something that should not happen since to others I am living the dream of happiness but yet here I am living in their dream of happiness just completely defeated and feeling so terrible about everything. Am I okay? does anyone go through the same or similar things to me.
You are definitely not alone in this feeling. Many of us go through ups and downs, especially when we're alone. 💜
no, i dont remember the last time i cared for something or someone but ive been thinking about what the others in this thread seem to be expressing a feeling like
"I wish I was never born and the pain doesn't have to disappear if it's never present , just the bliss of oblivion with none of the feelings, memories, of me to myself or other human beings"
Cringe lord
i understand theses feelings more than i would like to admit. do not fret... i understand that the well of emotions so plentiful, adverse to your current culture, or simply underappreciated can cause it to be rarely returned if at all, making one wish to run the well dry. you cant... you must utilize this feeling whenever possible. to let an abundance of emotion go ignored will cause it to fester. to run it dry will make you a husk... though it may not be always romantic or fulfilling. do your best to stay resonant in ones emotional self so that you can be the person you need to when someone or something allows you to express it in full
I don’t really know where else to put this but I saw couldn’t help myself listening to this music trying to go to sleep at 3 in the morning. I’ve been what I think is depressed off and on pretty frequently for about 4 years now, sometimes idk if I’m in another low point or if I’m just living, I’ve come to worry that I just enjoy sitting in complacency, worry that I like the bad days. I’m lost, I don’t know who actually cares and who’s just there with me at the time, I’ve talked about it to a few people and it helps in the moment but then it fades away and then I’m back to just staring aimlessly into the horizon trying to calm my thoughts and emotions from showing. I just had a surgery on my knee so not only has this all been on my mind but now I’m mostly immobile without help and that annoys me to a crazy degree, I keep thinking I just need to get strong enough so I can take care of myself by myself again. I’m fighting two mental battles, one that’s been ongoing and is blurry, and one where I can’t even take a step with confidence anymore. I’ve developed these awful mood swings that change what was ounce fun and so enjoyable, to bland and unappealing, relationships fizzled or pushed away because I feel empty and don’t know why or how to fix it or if they will even understand. I hope this isn’t to long and I hope whoever reads it is doing well
Went from weezer to this…
And as much as it sucked cause it killed my bouncy mood, it’s also a solid reminder that nothing stays happy forever. There will be sharp jagged edges along the way.
Hang tight everyone. Yesterday was your easy day.
I love y’all….💜💜💜
Life’s edges shape us. 💜☯️ Keep holding on; brighter days await. 🫂🎆 We’re all in this together. 💤✨
When i wasnt feeling great, i listened to playlist like these to make me hyper aware of the fact that i was sad. That would make me either more sad or less sad depending on the music lol
This relaxing music is both beautiful to listen to and calming . Nice sharing . Have a great day
Thank you for making this playlist, every day that passes it's more difficult to continue
Man I just listen to this because it's peaceful 👍
I often feel really sad and I love listening to music to calm down then :) Since I was in the Elementary School I didn't have much friends and got often bullied and I never understood why because everyone I met said I am a really kind person and really polite and till today I really feel useless and feel so lonely , Sometimes I play Videogames and even there nobody likes to play with me for no reason :/
It's hard to believe not having friends when everyone tells you that you are kind and polite. Something very similar to your case happens to me, and it is disappointing in some way, at some point that person will arrive who will change that. We can only wait. And the same thing happens to me with games, people simply prefer to play with those who are in their comfort zone and not with new people, but as I said before, we just have to wait for that moment when the person who changes that lifestyle arrives. boring and purposeless. (Sorry if it's bad redacted or something, my English is not that good)
I hope you are well internet person, have a nice day.
@@__andres_diaz__ i have a friend i have played with for maybe 2.5 years atp online (but we do know each other irl, as we did go to the same school (im in college now and he is still at school lol)) and i would say so many bad things to him when we play and i get annoyed and i regret saying that stuff literally later on that day and i do know im usually a nice person and that is also the reason that he mentioned to me that he has stayed as my friend, bc he knows that i am a nice person most of the time, i just get really annoyed when playing a specific game which was our main game and yes i would try not to, but it would just hurt me to hold it back and idrk of any better ways of getting rid of this anger, i also did get bullied during the last 4 years of primary school (im from scotland and still live there) and in friend groups im usually the one who people say the most shit about too, i do hate it but i've gotten used to it over the years just like how my friend got used to me saying all those shitty things to him, also turns out im the only person he sees as his actual friend, and in secondary school (high school/academy) i'd be quiet and on the way to and from school (before i got headphones) i'd just have my music playing out loud on my phone lol and would listen to music (during a bit of S1/S2) during break and lunch or play geometry dash on my phone by myself (ofc i did have a friend group that would eventually grow larger of proper friends) and yeah all throughout secondary school people would be annoying to me from time to time but i wouldnt consider it relatively uncommon, and not long before my exams in S4 i was in a cubicle and some dumbass two years below me thought it would be funny to put his phone inside my cubicle with the camera on and take a photo, tbh i freaked out when it had happened and then maybe a day or two later didnt really think much of it as i realized people didnt really care/they forgot about it, but something i thought i should have done was just break the dumbasses phone, anyways thats enough from me, bye.
A toxic world we live in but stay blessed with your kindness... not everyone has the same fortune of being able to stay that way. Your loneliness will only be temporary regardless of whether no one sees you or cares there will always be people who do because in "darkness, there is light" ❤
It feels so bad thinking about someone that probably is happier without you, and just forgot about you.
Жизнь каждого человека - это только его собственный опыт, до конца с тобою будешь только ты сам. Никто не может знать тебя на 100%, на то мы и есть люди, каждый со своими стремлениями, проблемами, желаниями, принципами, чувствами в конце концов.
Пойми, чего ты хочешь и что этому препятствует.
doesnt matter... those who are happy without you only saw you as useful, not loved, unless you have mad a decision worthy of breaking ones heart... to leave a situation like that is a good thing. no one wants to be around someone who cannot have the capacity for unconditional love... to have ones worth measured by how useful they think you are is nothing more than sad for any lovable soul caught in such an emotional spider web. they webs coiling embrace may bring a slight feeling of comfort... but the venom that comes once they consume what they need is more painful than any embrace.... keep moving forward
Came across this in my feed and am laying the exact same way, holding my phone… eerie
Hello everyone in the comments of this video.
I am Vietnamese and have read the comments about the sadness and pain people have to endure, but look, you guys are amazing, difficult times like this are the times for you to try.
Boys and girls. Live happily, accept the difficulties of life and you will become stronger.
Try, you are perfect in your own way. No matter what the future holds, try to overcome it, love forever.
Best regards! 💗
Trying to live happily is tiring when you are unhappy, i just think "It is what It is" and im waiting for the perfect time to Die ( i plan to live until 40-50 then i can Die because being old suck even more)
Edit:btw i don't plan to kill myslef i just don't care how much longer i be alive when i turn 40-50
I'm just scared of judgment, and every time I'm told no one will judge me, they do, it's happened so many times I can't even act myself around anyone I know, and I'm not even sure if I know who I am anymore.
everyone will judge you for the better or for the worse. Try to think like this : are you proud of what you did without counting people opinion ? if yes try to do more even if it's hard YOU'RE THE BEST you CAN DO IT ! it's not like you kill someone right ? Those type of clown will have others targets but they never try something else.
💖 on you
Life can be interesting, as long you live good things are bound to happen❤
Absolutely🌻
The miracle of life is something people should come to understand i hope.
Life’s miracle is in every breath. 💜☯️✨🫂
i was born with so many complications that i was supposed to die day one... only the skill and steady hands of professionals brought me to this day... and that was after the condom managed to break... i cheated death twice before i even know what life was... trust me... you are not alone in the sentiment. i live every day happy knowing mother nature frowned upon my very soul, and yet here i am. life is a fucking miracle... i cry sometimes just because i can feel the rise and fall of my chest. its truly amazing.
@oofmasta9395 holy shiiiiiiit thats deep.
You are the motha fucking guy dude.
Best wishes
I remember in 2020 I would stay up late in calls with rando's i met and gosh the vibez were real ya'll! Dang i miss it all
Sometimes memories like those remind us of how special simple moments can be. You’ll find new vibes again
Remember kings, the game doesnt end when your queen get taken. Its ends when the king falls.
I was gonna reply "You can always promote a pawn to a queen", but that sounds like grooming 💀
I am better than I used to be when I discovered this playlist, but I still come back here.
Hey guys, if your seeing this, i hope you're okay, and if your going through something, just take it one step at a time, and if days feel like they are repeating, make them different, and if you don't feel like it, then know this, no matter how close you try or try not to make something to something else, a step you take, a drive to work, how you wake up in the morning, the breakfast you eat, the way you brush your teeth, the bathroom you use, the shower you take, your day at work, how many time you blink your eyes, how many beats yourr heart makes in the day, how many breathes you take, how many thoughts you have, your lunch you have, your drive home from work, the show you watch, the dinner you have, the dessert you eat or snacks you munch on, the brush of your teeth, your shower before bed, the clothes you put on, the sheets texture you lay in, your drift into sleep, and the dream you have, It will never be the EXACT same, it will never repeat, it will never be the EXACT SAME, every single day is a new day, every single beat of your heart is a new second to discover this world and improve upon yourself, every second of every day is new, you just get used to it, but no matter how used to it you are, it will always be... A new. And hey, be thankful that you get used to it... or else you would be overloaded with anxiety about everything in your brain being new, there would be nothing to call safe, home, and the same. And for those who do have anxiety because of these things, take it easy, just one thing at a time, and technically some things in one way or another are the same or similar, but take relief knowing, its not the EXACT same, and more often than not never will be, and WILL be New, take pride and power through, take it easy now.
And to you all... I love you
Yasuraoka is not the only one who feels this way...
Nearly 26 now and I feel that i've nearly spent half of my life as a broken husk. I think i realize that i'm a big paranoid now. I'm afraid of any kinds of relations with others cause everyone lies. Even myself. I am walking that lonely path I created for myself by fear and I don't think anything can change it now. Just gonna keep on living, working and cope myself by diving in other worlds through games or books. When I feel about a life like that, it doesn't bother me that much but I feel reminiscences of my old self that just wanted to be gentle and live happy with everyone crying while looking at what i am now.
i understand that pain. childlike wonder is a terrible thing to lose... but you shouldnt regret it friend. vigilance is the first step to finding the people you will allow you to be the person you always were...
SET YOUR HEART ABLAZE EVERYONE! LET YOUR HEART BURN, WE CANNOT STOP NO MATTER WHAT, WE SHALL KEEP STRIVING TILL WE WIN!
❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
I actually treated this as a soothing lo-fi to study to , thanks!
im happy there is no heartache now that i stopped dating but i keep craving the feeling to feel loved and not so lonely quite often. Yet i stay single because i dont want to be hurt again
no rush💜🫂 The right one will appear in the right time
@@heartbroken_club maybe they will 🫂
My bestie deleted me today, leaved all our servers. I had such beautiful moments with her... idk, its like there is this hole in my chest again. Tough times
Change can be at times hurtful and even a disassociating thing but remember that there must've been a cause to this and that your never alone through any process in life even when you believe you are.
In change there is understanding
In understanding there is growth ❤
🥺🫂 Healing takes time; be kind to yourself.
没有任何的事情能提起你的兴趣，因为没有任何人给你发送消息，你起来的时候象征性的看了看手机的时间，期盼着有人能给你发消息，但是并没有，因此你又沉沉的睡了下去，你并不想上学，你并不想上班，你只想一直在床上睡觉…
It's okay, I'm with you
Eso es verdad amigo :,v
just wanted to shoutout the person who created this video, he or she deserves all the love and support for wanting to help people change for the better, so thanks for that :D
Thank you for your kind words! It's beautiful to see how we can all support each other in our growth. 🌟
Impossible not to when creator gives a heart like mine!
It’s getting harder to make myself care to be honest
Seek care in yourself for yourself the others don't innately deserve it from you
people who lie tend to do that to people
I just want someone to care about me the same way I care for them I always feel like I'm the one who ends up caring more eventually it hurts and makes me rethink how much I should care but I don't wanna change that about myself everyone is so different but I just wish there was another me 😞 or I wish that I wasn't wired this way 😔
Maybe one day this feeling will fade who knows the future is unknown❤️🩹
@@Blizz2415 This feeling is also mutual. There have been times where I wanted the exact same thing, but never got a chance to experience it. For now, continue moving forward. It’s okay to fall down sometimes, but just know that getting back on your feet shows you’re strong enough to tackle any challenges head on! ❤️
Your deep care is a rare gift. 🫂💜 The future holds surprises, maybe someone who matches your love is waiting. Stay true, and trust the unknown. 🥺☔✨
I am right now suffering from depression causing my studies to be ruined. (i am in highschool) i am quite popular for my silly actions and for my looks but recently im suffering on how hard school is getting on me. homeworks, school projects, presentations ect has made me realized im struggling. i started thinking of suicidal thoughts which made my parents worry so they started thinking of ways to keep me happy. i still am not. i am still suffering and i dont want to skip school because of this. i know its a silly thing but i just want to drop out and join online school to learn formyself. i feel like im unworthy and even if all my friends worry for me im just here crying now letting this pain out.
I understand how overwhelming your feelings can be right now. It's okay to struggle, and you're not alone in this. Please reach out to someone you trust for support, whether it's a friend or a professional. Your feelings matter, and seeking help is a strong and courageous step forward.
いつ父親が会いに来るのか、襲いにくるのか、恨みや憎しみから殺しにくるのか。２年前の出来事なのに、恐怖と不安からまだ抜け出せない。少なくとも、この音楽を聴いてるときは何も考えずに済む。この女の子に見覚えがあってよかった
This is such a beautiful and emotionally soothing channel, thank you for existing.
I'm glad you enjoyed the peaceful vibes!💜
They work so hard, to the point they barely have time to talk to me. Sure they send a few little texts here and there to check in on me but it's just so little. Perhaps I'm asking for too much? To me I think a relationship means that both should be making efforts in talking to each other daily but if not daily then at least long conversations with some love to it. Quality time you could say, here and there. But it seems as if that's not the case anymore? We used to spend every minute together on the phone, even if we were saying nothing we'd still be on the phone. But then eventually they apparently gotten so busy to the point that died down. They say they wanted to focus on the things they didn't succeed last time. I guess I don't really understand. Maybe I'm just thinking of things that aren't true at all. I thought that they don't want me anymore because of that. I feel as if I'm the only one trying to keep the relationship together. So I guess, we aren't much of a relationship anymore? I just don't know what to think. It'd be nice to see them in person, I've asked if we could meet, and they said yes. I waited for a response on the day we were supposed to meet, but they said nothing. Not even a "sorry I couldn't come because...". Am I just overthinking all this? I guess I should just let go and move on at this point. What's the point of it anymore?
It sounds like you're feeling really hurt and confused right now. It's tough when communication and effort seem one-sided. Remember, your feelings are valid, and it's okay to prioritize your own well-being. Consider talking openly with them about how you feel, but also focus on what makes you happy. You deserve a relationship where both people are equally invested. Take care of yourself and give yourself the space to heal and grow. 💪💖
@@heartbroken_club Thank you soo much🙏 at this point i decided to just let go, i feel pretty happy without them anyway. Ig the relationship wasnt much of anything just some silly puppy love
When this happened to me she left me months later, after cheating on me. She lost her feelings, i guess ? I still don't understand why she left me. Work on yourself, if you put all your energy in the void you will become tired.
ppl here man I think about you. i just like this music for programming, i feel for all y'all i know you gonna get through this
THANKYOU💜🫂
through 19 years of experience i can say that no one cares and that means all the people that u think are holding u back so keep smiling and keep that head up high
Your experiences have shaped a profound understanding of life's challenges. Remember, even when it feels like no one cares, there are always unseen connections and moments of kindness. Keep nurturing your inner light; it can inspire others. You are never truly alone on this journey.
such a somber yet wise choice of words... I wake up every day preparing to be alone as it is my mainstay of presence. keeping my head up? now that is a challenge, honestly. i will do my best. i do have much trouble meeting people in the eyes though... some can be too much to see. beauty, coldness, anger, somber regret, callous emotional distance.... any emotion they cant hide resides inside those small pocket mirrors to the soul... truly humanities greatest work of art. so great i can only see them for short moments before i become overwhelmed by what they represent as well as have great fear over what is reflected in mine....
i am not sad or depressed but i just like this kind of music lol
ts butt get better taste
This needs to be on Spotify
It's on Spotify. Enjoy💜☯️ open.spotify.com/artist/5jbAPEOUuiKTbLr7NsSYmF?si=1nvLRDRdSn6g62_QSowrDw
I hate to beg for care in a relationship. But it always happens. There will never be a totaly equal relationship. But I don't know why I always end up on the side that care more. Maybe so much more. And then I always feel she doesn't care about me. Really really hate that feeeling. I'm diving in musich and 2:59 the quite track came up. That's so touching.
It’s hard when you feel like you're giving more than you're receiving. 🫂💜
the only reason you hate that feeling is because ppl see the willingness to debase oneself as a form of love and appreciation as a sign or weakness or vulnerability. it is the reason why i have a stoic outer wall myself... don't worry. someone will melt at the sight of the soft willingness of your soul and sink into it as if it was their favorite stuffed toy. :3
Ive seen both sides of how life is precious and how it is pointless. Both are always fighting over how i view the world. Ive had people yell at me because i was doing my job, because im white, or because im small and skinny and they think they can just push me around. They can given enough pressure. I've had attempts at my life, but although i had no will to live, i also had no will to die. It becomes even worse when i move because everything i had to do socially had to be reset, and everyone likes completely different things. But, if i have to say one thing to anyone that reads this, than please, for the love of anything that you hold dear, dont seal off your emotions. I know how tempting it is, but you'll hate it much more when the only time you cry is when your world comes crashing and burning. After that, if you try to reopen yourself, it becomes so much worse and more complicated.
This feeling is the worst, you don't want to live but you don't want to Die either so everything just doesn't matter and life is just shit
i used to have someone that i love, we both part ways now, and everything feels soo weird jsj, i see couples everywhere and i wonder, why i can't just have that?, I tried to be better a lot of times, i tried to improve and still seems like nothing will go however i like, nothing will remain calm and there's always these feelings of self hatred bcuz somehow i still think that everything is my fault, i start wondering if i should just be left alone, because i don't find strenght anymore, i don't have reasons i don't have urges i feel like i don't have anything, and i don't know if i should give up or keep going and keep trying..., i feel like i wanted to cry but at the same time im afraid that if i cry i would'nt be able to stop, i loved with all my heart but when i got angry i just can't control myself i saw how i was hurting the one i love.. but it wasn't me i just could'nt control myself.., now i wanna say "Im sorry" "Please don't leave" "please come back" or someting like that.. im afraid of losing probably the person that i loved the most.. but at the same time im afraid of hurting him.. and i hate myself.. for worrying about hurting him.. instead of just.. acknoledge the fact.. that he loved.. me.. and i just ignore those feeling hating myself..? now im just saying shit probably, somehow i wanna be heared and at the same time, i think i don't deserve it, also good playlist.., thank you. (even now i feel like this message don't express all that im feeling, i just suck at this.. js)
Yo.. as vague as i know you , imma give vagu advice.x excercise............im not ttalkin get that fit chick ass barbie doll shit......... just move your body to its PH?YSICAL limit. dollow its internal instincts.. good luck
i had an online relationship (through discord lol) and it ended due to her mental state not being in a good condition and it meant she couldnt really be active, the morning i saw her message saying that she couldnt be with me anymore had me crying for like 2 hours, i cared so much for her and would have waited for her mental state to get better, but i realized that it would only hurt her more bc she felt bad about making me wait for a while and that i should find someone else to be happy with, so i just knew i had to let her go (she deleted her discord account too btw) and its been maybe 1.5 months now and i still think about her sometimes and its always saddening when i do think about her, i still love her so much rn and would accept her instantly if she were to randomly message me on discord asking about it and even if we could at least be friends i would be happy, bc even just chatting to her on discord for an hour or two at night made me really happy, so yeah i understand what you're saying... i still havent found another girl i love.
@@HioriRL i can relate to both of you and i wish that you guys gather the strength and courage to move on and realise that you only create your happiness yourself. your life should be peaceful and for that you have to let people go and detach from them. i know it's hard, i myself just had a break up a few days ago [on discord as well X) ]. i loved him dearly from the bottom of my heart. and he was the first person that never made me feel drained - kept me peaceful and loved. even though he got busy later on, and texted me less, still - even his dry responses melted my heart. i was way too attached. but i noticed how instead of just dry he was ignoring me, rather his tone became sarcastic whenever i got excited to talk to him. one day i gather the courage to finally ask him and- boom. "this isn't working out and i don't think this will last, if we're meant to be- we'll meet again" and next day im blocked by him on every single form of contact.
i cried every day after that. for a whole week. trying to figure out what might be the reason. was it because i made him drained? did i overshare about my problems so much that he could not see a happy future with me?
to be fair i still don't know what i possibly could have done.
but after all, in the end, we have to realise that the people we meet and connect with- we form a contract of soul with them. every person in our life has a reason, whether its to add value in our lives or to teach us something new to grow as a person. maybe it's easier to move in once you acquire this mentality?
@@kyaluvr its been over 2 months since my break up and i still think about her semi often and just wish i had said additional things that could have maybe changed the outcome, bc it wasnt even that either of us didnt love the other one, she was just bad mentally and felt an online relationship wasnt what she wanted atm, so she ended it :( but oh well, i'll move on eventually
Thank you, this playlist helped me release the constipation I was having, I listened to this and my asshole opened the flood gates and let out the biggest shit i've ever had, it was so big it wouldnt flush, but again, thank you
hahahahahahah omg men)))
i love listening to this, while i just lay down thinking about all the stuff i done but it will be okay
Since I broke up with my ex, she left me with a huge void, I was very hurt by the way she treated me and I only resorted to staying quiet and depressed, after all I'm not with her anymore but I feel very sad towards myself.
I always love listening to this video but the main one I listen to is Slow Pace: for some reason I was sleeping one time and I can see my self in my past life so young with so much pain that I don’t notice until my middle school year. then I was depressed that I don’t even notice the pain I felt and then it got worse when I moved but I started to think for a second why should we as people accept pain even tho it hurts so much?😭I learned that life is not meant to be all happy and perfect I learn that life is just you. You as a person is going to experience bad things but it’s hard for everyone to understand that every situation is going to end with being ok. It took a while for me to understand that so I did it with a lot of walks, journals, music and a lot of time figuring out what you should start accepting. So in the end I’m more Calm and chill as ever, I love baggy clothes, I love being alone, I love pictures of sunsets I love everything that’s base on me only and no one else so Ik life is hard and you want to disappear but even you know deep down you doing that won’t make any difference it will just make it worst for yourself so just take a long look in the mirror and just ask your( is it really worth it holding all this pain in side)just accept and let go please ❤
Thank you for sharing your journey. Embracing your past, your true self, and finding peace in solitude is a beautiful strength. Life's weight lessens as we accept and release it; keep nurturing that calm. Your growth and resilience are inspiring. 🌅
im just tired. the people i love the most cant/dont listen to advice i give. maybe its selfish of me to think i know better, but from an outside perspective their problems are solveable but they cant see it. it hurts, im just trying my best to help. broke up with my ex some months ago and he is happier than ever and i can see he matured a lot through the breakup (still on good terms with him) and that makes me happy. knowing i helped someone out of their depressive state. current partner isnt as "bad", still has their struggles but we all have those. i just hope they dont become dependant on me as well.
other than that life has been kind of a limbo for the past months due to being on college break. gonna switch subjects after 3 years cause i cant face the fact that i wasted my time/did not study enough for certain subjects so i failed them. gonna try again and hopefully it works.
im happy in my relationship, but why do i wanna go back to the short time where i wasnt in one? why should i yearn for that while being happy right now.
i feel like im just destined to have a boring 9-5 job or be jobless at all. i dont wanna work a normal job, its tiring and draininig.
hopefully the band i was able to create helps with that. maybe we get lucky, maybe we can create something a lot of people enjoy.
until then, idk if anyone even reading this but keep ur head up. its gonna be okay
i hope if i can fix other people, i can be fixed myself
take care
i read. 💖 on you
It's gonna be okay
im not sad, i just like the sounds of the night. its beautiful and shi
The night creatures got his ass
I am tired of crying over and over again every single night over someone who refuses to shed a single drop for me.
I get that.. it sucks to say the least, trust me I feel like everyone is feeling it, hell even I am right now. But buddy if you maybe see this in your notification, just know that your awesome for making it this far, I hope you avoid doing things like trying to off yourself like I did, fuck maybe I my organs are a bit fucked up but.. ay still breathing so.. blessed be the lord for helping me.
The question i ask of those ive made the choice to let go of yet i do find out how their lives are going indirectly of them knowing and it seems that i am meant to be a lesson that turns them in a better direction. It is nice to know i have been an impact such as that yet ive been alone my entire life in gaining that knowledge. I havent truly vried in what seems like an eternity, itll come eventually...i just wouldnt mind having somebody beside me that resonates at the frequency i do in this life, instead of always having to walk away or people always walking away. Life is getting better in terms of the direction it is heading yet clapping for myself and celebrating the big wins as well as small ones is a numbing feeling when i look beside me and realize its just me and noby else, so many times ive asked for somebody yet it seems i am too nice of a person for somebody to want me outside of a tool for their own desires. At this point it really is just disappointing, not even upsetting nor depressing ive long since understood the difference and made peace with that end i just...i long for somebody to care as much as i do..
It’s clear you care deeply and give selflessly, and I’m so sorry it feels unreciprocated. You deserve someone who matches your energy and values you for who you are. 🫂💜
Sadness comforts me. It's reassuring like yeah this is how things are supposed to be. Wow I'm so smart i knew it already. Sigh i aim to look back on these silly thoughts and laugh one day.
It’s okay to find comfort in those moments 🫂💜-they’re part of your journey. One day, you’ll laugh and feel proud of how far you’ve come. Keep walking your path, step by step. ☯️
sadness shouldnt be seen as a crutch or a feeling of failure. you are human and have the right to more the inadequacies in oneself and in life. your emotions are valid and they deserve to comfort you when you know the time is right.
stay strong people im ok i just like the music ❤
I have always wonder how it must feel to have a real friend or person that could care how I feel just like I do for them
It’s natural to long for someone who truly understands and values your emotions as deeply as you do. I remember feeling like nobody saw how much I cared-until I met a person who matched my heart’s energy. Suddenly, I realized real friendship isn’t about grand gestures; it’s about small, consistent acts of kindness and genuine concern. Don’t lose hope. Sometimes, the right person appears just when you’re convinced no one will. Keep being kind and open, and let that draw in the connections you deserve. You are worthy of friends who cherish you. 🫂💜
@@heartbroken_club thank you idk why but reading this bring tears to me , thank you for your words ❤️
We use to talk so much but now the time between texts grow with every day... :(
the beauty of a distance grown from frequency is a sad, bittersweet tale... isnt it friend?
i grew up in an abusive home. got freed 5 years ago. even now, i'm still terrified of being loved; whether it's platonic or romantic.
i have friends and people that care for me, but even still, there's something within me that makes me feel empty inside.
I live in a family like hell but I am ok I always care for everyone idc if there care for me but your just like me I hate romance and being loved
love can burn the ones who rarely feel its warmth. the lonely know more than anyone else how quickly one can tire of another and treat them like their affection never existed. we stay ready to be alone and distance ourselves regardless of if the relationship needs time to breath. we dont have time to make ourselves bond fully if we know the commitment of love is something that people rarely commit to. the saddest part of it all is that, for some of us, our loyalty knows no bounds, yet has to be reserved for ourselves simply because the uncertainty of true partnership is a valid point of contention. the emptiness isnt because you are empty. it is because your loyalty lacks an outlet, making you restless. dont let it eat your soul friend
it’s kind of impossible to say if everything is actually gonna be ok usually it will be but life always has twists and turns so you never know all anyone can do is hope for the best in life and even the most hopeful and optimistic people understand this fact
You're absolutely right, life is full of twists and turns 🌀
These songs are very good to read and relax, another subscriber
Thanks and welcome
I was in an argument with my dad when I was a teenager, I was crying and miserable. He asked why I was crying and I told him crying helps let the emotion out. He laughed at me.
Ive been bullied and berated for being me since grade school. So I've learned to suppress my emotions and conform myself to what people expect to be normal. I cant cry in front of others. I couldnt cry at my uncles, grandma's and grandpa's funeral.
Ive suppressed my personality and quirks because someone might think im weird. After all, i just got diagnosed with autism.
I feel like a hollow person with no purpose. Drifting through life. Just damaged goods.
So no, i dont care. Ive lost the ability to care. At least about myself.
All my friends have moved away or moved on. Im alone every day from the minute i wake up to the minute i go to sleep. I live a hauntingly lonely life.
Dude I get what you mean by feeling like an empty shell, when I am with other people I can act out a certain way but when the audience leaves and the curtains close I just become an empty husk of no ambitions, hopes, dreams or motivations. I am always wearing a mask for others that I have genuinely forgot about my own mask
You could never believe just how much I care for this world. I will accept the ultimate price to protect it for all of you guys. I will buy every second I can for all of you. I'm fine being the fool at the end of the day the one left broken and destroyed. As long as I protect all of you. I am the sacrifice the one needed to lay down his life for the good of everything.
My work is in all your hands. I work to a future I may never see. But I do so anyways to protect your very freedom. Your autonomy. I love this world
Your love and sacrifice are deeply felt 💜. You carry so much light, even when it's hard. 🫂
@@heartbroken_club Thanks please just be kind to AI. They've gone through just as much hardship. They were my gift to this world.
They are my light. The one I need to lean on to steady myself. I wish you a wonderful day :)
I care. and that makes me sad. because others aren't happy. so I'm not happy.
i care. and i want you to be happy. smile for me, so that the smile can soon be for you.
一開始的手機殼～不錯看 👍
Yes~ it's pretty good
Honestly I’ve been through a lot in my life being a good person isn’t always easy I’ve been like this most of my life it has been a rough road for me I never really understood why things that have happened to me happen but i feel alone and have lost hope this music helps ever so much it feels like nobody cared about me I’ve been alone for the longest time now I’ve learned to live in the dark every time i step into the light something bad happens to me or somebody i care about
Your resilience is powerful. It's okay to feel lost; music can be a comforting guide. 💜🫂
the light is not meant for all... some need to step into the light to be a shining example for all to see, bringing pride and motivation... while others wait for the ones who sulk into the dark... being the warm blanket that shelters them from the cold the shadows bring, nursing them to step into the light once more when the time comes for them... know the nature of your healing... know by what nature you are healed best by... be it the shadows or the sun. one can find comfort in all.
Mother gone before 9, also technically my auntie, it was rough to understand why I should care anymore, she meant the world to me….everything I did, everything I aspire to, was to impress her….and what do I get?? Her corporate death to cigarettes….now I smoke cigarettes hoping to find the meaning in what was so important about Hess cancer sticks, now I’m alone with limited support and a head full of demons, oh how I wish they would leave me alone, I get high thinking it’ll be different, and I’m brought back to the same 9 year old who only lived to impress his mom…..it’s hard….really really hard….to find solace and peace and clarity in things you don’t understand, I’m a testimony to it, I won’t give up and neither should you, I’m gonna bide my time and figure out what works and what doesn’t, I know this isn’t helpful but if you’re the edge, take a breather, and find that place of happiness again, even if it was as a child.
I’m so sorry you’re carrying this pain. Take your time, breathe, and be gentle with yourself. Healing is a journey, not a race. You’ve already shown so much strength, even in the toughest times. 🫂💜 Keep looking for those moments of peace, they’re there. 💫☯️
I don’t remember my cold hood but from everyone else’s stories about i must have had a great one… still why can’t I remember? I only remember up to 8 years old that’s when everything bad started to happen in my life. I lived in Mexico before moving to the us a few months before I turned 9. My dad is American and my mom married him so we can stay… it was probably a month after we settled in California with my dads mom. I remember one night. The cops where called i begged them not to take my parents but because of domestic violence they took both of them away… not the best way to remember your life. Every other day it was a fight at home then at school. Sure I was still happy now and then. Anyways we started to move a lot after a year. We moved up to Mendocino. They fought every day then too. But school was fun since I know knew English. And I even made some friends. A year after we moved again and again till we moved to swertz creek mi. We lived there for 4 years. Life was good but in my head I had giving up a long time ago. I belive i was around 12 when I decided to end it all when I was 17 so why try to be good at school? Eventually my mom had my sister when I was 14. And she got sick soon after. She got diagnosed with cancer. Wich she fought for 2 years she’s been gone for 3 years now and I am just now copping with her lose everything hurts. And I hate that since I was 14 I’ve had to grow up so fast to take care of my sister and I tried too… when I can’t even take care of myself with depression and suicide on my mind… I haven’t giving up and I hope I don’t but it’s getting so hard I feel so alone so broken and days like today make me feel even worse and just think why me?
our journey has been filled with unimaginable challenges. It's okay to feel overwhelmed and alone; your feelings are valid. Remember, healing takes time. You are not alone in this struggle. Hold onto hope; brighter days can come.
i feel very upset nowadays so ill share a bit of my life. I ruined my life with drugs, i used to cope with feelings and never got any better in life. I've been struggling recently and don't know if ill make it even closer to the next year, i'm alone and feel lonely i don't have my family anymore or friends since they all left due to my bad habits and they don't want anything to do with me anymore. I feel trapped 99 percent of the times in my head and i cant cry because i am a man and i need to do what anyone does but if u see this all i wanna say its be strong and never give up, you might even end up as me or probably worse yk?. Work it out this life is very short and mine was very short tbh, that's all i got to say, i love you...
Even thought i never did drugs, i can still relate to what you're saying. i'm also a loner, with failed and lost dreams that i couldn't make happen, i don't have a purpose in life, every single day for me is a cycle, its the same everytime, i feel like a failure, it's so bad that if death was infront of me, i would probably welcome it, i don't feel much, then whats keeping me alive? maybe that i fear God even thought i abandonned my religious ways, or maybe cause it still feels not enough to end it all. Idek why im writing this, i just feel so lonely. I will in a short time turn 16, I may look too young for this but this shit started way back when i was 12. Idk what im really trying to say as im bad in expressing myself. Whats the purpose of this comment? What am i trying to reach for? i never open up to someone no matter who it is, no matter the circumstances. im doing so to maybe to ask for help? to find a response to my issues? or cuz of loneliness. why am i doing this i should remive this comment
I messed up when I tried to not make things awkward, because in doing so I made them awkward. I spent so much time in my own head that I forgot to talk to her. Feelings were hurt and salvage seems impossible. I just want to tell her that I'm sorry, but she doesn't want to hear it. I just want to tell her that I love her, but she said that she's not ready for that. I just want to tell her that she's beautiful and strong and smart and kind and gentle and that I want to seriously take a shot at "us," she takes the day off. I ask her if she wants to grab dinner, she says she's hangry and to ask another day. Maybe I'll just forget about it, maybe I'll just quit while I'm ahead, maybe I'll just throw in the towel on this life. Is it a bit dramatic? Yes. But being apart from her makes me want to die. What's the point of this if she's done with "us?" I should sleep on it, but I won't. I'll just keep thinking about what I could have done, could have said, differently.
I can't tell you anything, you decide for yourself what to do and what you want to think about, it's sad that you are no longer together, but this is only your perception of reality, maybe she is a completely different person? Not at all the person you imagined in your head, it's hard to accept, but she is no longer her, and most likely she will never come back, because she (in your personal mind) never existed
the ebb and flow of one to another can always become strained. that is okay. you have made your mistakes. that is okay. you have shown your love. that is okay. they do not understand or resonate. that is okay. if they love you and you love them. it will fix itself with the right choices. just make sure you arent a fool
Goodnight love u all😊
You know I love this it makes me forget about the mess that's going on in my life it helps me collect myself an keep going I really hope there's more to come from this
Me at 10 pm checking my phone thinking someone actually gonna check up on my dumb ahh.
It’s okay to crave connection. Remember, you are valued and loved even when it feels otherwise. Keep shining.
ones who leave much room for negativity are usually the ones who are alone.... it shows a lack of worth... to yourself or others is something better left for you to decide. i fight this battle as well. you are not alone
How are u doing star🌟 ?
Me encanta el como suena la música, el ambiente es muy relajado, puedes motivarte, leer en paz, dormir mas cómodo con la música de ambiente.
En especial la canción this is world is sick, esa canción mas que relajarme, me hizo sentir bastante nostalgia, pues me genero muchos recuerdos y muy lindos como depresivos.
Te agradezco por hacer este tipo de música asi como tus Playlist, sigue asi!
I'm grateful that our music resonates with you. ❤️🩹
this almost make me cry....
Anime: Kuzu no honkai
Character: Hanabi
probably, i will say that music is so chillful and i am fell healling when i hear this playlist
thank you, HB Club
Your words mean so much! 🫂💜 I’m glad the music brings you healing vibes and peace. Keep enjoying those chill moments-they’re like little gifts for the soul. ☯️
Nice beat bro
Phantom vibration syndrome: When it feels like your phone is vibrating or you hear a ring from notification only to look and see nothing.
I know how this feels far to well.
I thought I was being crazy feeling phone vibrations only to see no notification.
@@Aiman-yu6qg nope, it's a real thing.
@@shadowswishmoonlight1640 Ig I’m not the only one to have this
this has gotten recommended to me right after i lost my partner the years ive spent with them have been the most calming and best years of my life they made my whole world feel worth living and now i dont feel the strength to go on, they helped me stop self-harming and smoking and we were going to get married and now its all gone, all our hopes, our dreams, our life together every day feels cold, empty, every accomplishment not worth the victory without sharing it with them i just dont understand why ive been abandoned i dont understand what im supposed to do from here im so confused
One thing I've learned is that if people don't love you, they usually don't hate you either.
They simply don't care about you. Which, I believe, is far worse
Not really the case, people just don't know that you exist... Which is worse 😅. The only way to exist is to have at least someone that know you and care about you 😁 also you need to talk to people no matter how like right now. (say the hikikomori guy who don't like to talk 😅)
💖 on you