Day 833: 11th April 2024 | Today's psychology session 🫣

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I need time to process this and what was said off camera.
Right now I am going to go back to checking other health insurance providers as it appears that I can get better cover for less than what I am currently paying.
I want and need help. I feel like I have done all that I can alone and it's not working.
I know I am so lucky in so many ways which is making me feel so much worse for not being able to pull myself out of this state and get on with my life.
I am sad because I truly do believe I am agood, fun, friendly and easy person to get along with and yet I spend all of my time alone.
I like my own company thankfully, but I am an extrovert through and through and am not coping with not seeing anyone ever.
My Psychologist helped me see a different perspective when it comes to my sister which has helped a little but still makes me want to cry every time I think about.
I have spoken to my friend Sammie and let her know that I will be starting my road trip after graduation so that I am not rushed to get back for it. I no longer think I want to live in Melbourne so am excited to have a place to go where I will get to spend time with my friend.
I am at the point where I believe astsy in hospital is what I need to help me. Time to go sort out my health insurance.
4:36 pm