Why did this make me get out of bed and start organizing my closet/cleaning my room? Something about you is so inspirational. Thank you for the vulnerability. It’s the hard shit that teaches us the most about who we are and the strength we possess. Proud of you!
So intelligent and introspective and wise! Honest and open! Tears are healing! You go girl! You got this! Yay on acting classes! You are an inspiration!
I’m going to be honest here, you are doing better single and finding yourself and who you are. Don’t rush into another rs because everyone else is or because your lonely. Get your career started first and then everything else will fall into place. You got this ❤
I’m still healing after my 5 year relationship ended. Today has been so difficult for my healing and I relate to this video so much. Thank you so much for being open, I needed this today.
There's no timeline on grief. Also if you don't meet anyone special it's super easy to still think about the last person you loved too. I hope you heal 🙏
Currently trying to work on my self love and anxiety, so it’s really comforting to know that even somebody who comes off as the most confident has struggled with the same things I struggle with. Thank you for being so authentic and vulnerable. I’m really proud of you, and excited to support you during this next chapter of your life ❤
I’ve always said breakups are a blessing in disguise. You start to find yourself & see how fucking dope you are and work on things that you needed to work on b4 that you didn’t work on while in a relationship. I would love to see if you have picked up any hobbies that you did b4 the relationship now since being single.
Alissa I'm so proud of you!! Getting to watch as you share yourself on social media has been a joy and inspiration. I'm so glad you are continuing to use the platform you've created as you heal and grow. Love this new chapter and excited to follow along!!
Ngl this is bittersweet for me. I’ve watched you two since day 1. But seeing you being yourself away from drama and TT shows me that you are growing and finding who you are and I’m proud of you for that. Honestly I hope you stay single and focus on your career and yourself for awhile because it looks really good on you. Best wishes Alissa ❤
Holy sh.... ALISSA. I've been following you for the last 4 years and I have to say : You have grown more as a person the last 2 months than the previous 4 years. I'm so proud of you. Can't wait to follow the new vulnerable and honest Alissa in the future. Wish you all the best ❤️❤️
This is so much better than any break-up story. This is so much more constructive, genuine, and "raw". You're an amazing person Alissa and many people can already see that. As someone who has also (and is still) on that self-awakening journey, I'm so glad to see you here and that you found your way back here somehow. I cannot wait to see more of you and I'm cheering for you dear ❤❤❤ sending you so much love for what's ahead of you and all the best to all of us at this time of the year!!!!! Edit: you would A.C.E the show (the L word) if you star on it. Anyways, I'm excited for what you cast for. Keep it up!!!!
Alissa and Sam been together I forgot how long and it sucks they broke up they even had there own home together and Alissa wouldn't move on that quickly with another girl ok and she needs time to heal and stuff and I hope her and sam work on there self and get stronger for them self and hopefully get back together and be happy again and or be best friends and hangout again and I'll miss them botha nd there you tube channel they had and good luck Alissa and Sam also and I'll miss you both
So happy to see Alissa 2.0! I've been following along for a while and I can tell how much you've grown and the work you've had to put in to get to this point. I also love that you're speaking into the universe about the career and life you want, it's such a powerful tool! Can't wait to see a different side of your life and what's to come for you 😊
The growth you can see radiating off of you the last month is amazing Alissa. I have been following you since 2017 and you have Blossomedddd! I’m so happy you are working through these hard times.
as someone who is also struggling a lot with anxiety and going out alone and self love, this hits home. i’m so proud of you you’re so amazing and i look forward to following along with your new journey❤️
I’m so glad you’re back on RUclips! Sometimes good things fall apart so even better things can fall in place! I’m excited to watch this version of you and follow along to see you continuing to grow
Just opened my RUclips and this came first, thank you so much for being a strong and patience and allowing yourself to be happy person. Definitely want to be you when I grow up 🫶❤️
Dude, you genuinely have the sweetest soul. So happy to see you back on RUclips and thriving in your self-love journey 🤍 You truly deserve all of the love you give to others. I just know there are so many amazing things coming for you in this next chapter. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your story with us 🤗
I have been following you since 2018 and never EVER have seen a video of you where you seemed more yourself than in this one. You are growing and glowing my friend and I cannot wait to see where this chapter takes you. Killin it 🫶🏼🤘🏼
welcome back! we value you for YOU, not for the drama 💖 healing and self-love is a lifelong journey that’s different for everyone. prioritizing your own health and mind is #1, and i’m happy to hear that you’re feeling better overall! 🥰 looking forward to where you take this channel, however long it takes and whatever content you’re passionate about! have fun with it! alissa 2.0 ftw 💪😤
This video was so beautiful. Your vulnerability was immensely beautiful. I could see myself in so many things you said and it feels so good to know that you’re not alone in your struggles and feelings. I’m here to stay! So proud of you ❤
As someone who has followed you from your college days, your growth as a person is amazing. To see how you’ve handled yourself through this new chapter is inspiring. Thank you for being vulnerable and showing us a side of you many of us haven’t seen. I’ll tell you what, I couldn’t be more proud of you. To see you go after things you’ve always wanted, makes me want to do the same. Can’t wait to see what this next chapter holds for you. Sending you lots of love always. ❤
New here 👋🏼 Just wanted to say, coming from someone who isn’t aware of your past, you are so strong. & it’s all the more reason to be proud of yourself. Always remember, you had a purpose before anyone had an opinion 🤍 so keep going. & whether or not it’s support online or in person all around you, know that you have support from everywhere. Give yourself grace, you’re doing amazing.
So I’m newer here, but I just wanna say this video made me smile. I can relate to a lot of what you are saying, im also going through therapy and working on self love. So this was super nice to hear because it’s just a reflection of what im working on as well. We got this! Yay to self love!! 🤍🤍🤍🤍
you are so right about the process of healing ❤️ also im so glad you have your two best friends to help you in the process! i also broke up from a long relationship and im healing and i can relate to you so much about self love and identity. sending you love!
I have admired you for years. And I will continue to admire your strength, vulnerability, and the ability to be completely yourself. Thank you for giving me a space to find myself and live my life to the fullest.
you literally have the best energy and you have been such an insiration lately to just pick myself up and move on too from the situations that have been holding me back for so long. you are amazing and all we want from you is to see you happy and surrounded by people you love
I just wanted to say that you are my inspiration to start taking care of myself again. I’m done eating like crap, and started hitting the gym again. Can’t wait to see more of Alissa 2.0
Your vulnerability and honesty throughout this are so appreciated. your words related deeply and it’s beautiful to get to experience what you choose to share about your journey ❤️
So awesome to watch this . I go through the same issue of keeping all of my feelings in because I don’t want to be vulnerable, best feeling is being able to express them . You got this girl
This is the road of personal growth, mental health, self love and so much more in one video and I am here for it. So happy for you and can't wait to watch this new journey of yours! sending all the love in the world🤍
I’m proud of how much progress you’ve made in only 2 months. The universe will bring you everything in your favor & you’re honestly doing remarkably great. Keep continuing on your journey & continue to heal. We love you so much.
The internet really is such closed gate to the real world, when you think someone is feeling a certain way, the reality is literally the opposite. I love your "new version" as much as i loved the old one, we grow overtime but our roots remain the same and your roots are so, so special... Thank you for being raw and honest with us about your feelings, and for opening that gate that divides the internet version of people and their own reality, it means a lot
our lives and lifestyles are very different, but it’s so interesting to hear about your journey and how the details may be different but the end result is the same. Learning how to create your own identity, giving yourself grace, dealing with mental health struggles + being authentic throughout the process…. The things you are doing for yourself now will serve you in this moment so far beyond. I’m new to your channel but i really adore you’re energy. Wishing you nothing but the best in whatever direction life takes you!! ♥️
Hey Allisa! This was refreshing to see. It really hit when you said "who am I?". I would love to see more of these raw vlogs of you and what you do and who you are. I'm so excited to see where you take us from now on!
we’re literally the same person it’s crazy.. my friends even say i’m your twin with looks haha. but self love has been an extremely hard accomplishment for me. i’m my worst critic. but i’m now at a place in my life where i only have myself & i’m forced to work on these areas. i’m so proud of you & your progress. thank you for your vulnerability, it’s motivating.
The fact this is the first video I’ve watched of you on RUclips but followed you everywhere else. Tells me this is meant to be. I love the space you’re in and what a beautiful journey to be on. Knowing I too have and had the same struggles, makes me feel a lot more human. Thank you! Because you didn’t have to show us this side. Live for Alissa and we are here to cheer you on.
oh my god!!! i just recently found your account but thought you were the most confident person and i envied you, and compared my body to yours. as someone who struggles with body dysmorphia it is so good to hear that not everything you see on the internet is how it is and how people are not perfect. thank you so much for this and being so vulnerable and honest and i’m so excited to watch your growth!!
Thank you for sharing your growth and process and being so raw and honest, it means more than you’d ever know. It’s sometimes the one thing you need to be able to say “it is possible”, and this was so comforting for me, thank you
First…this video is truly going to help and resonate with so many people. 2nd your light and energy are so refreshing and pure that it feels easy to connect with you, so rare to find. 3rd you can feel the genuineness of your healing when you talk about it. All I have to say is keep going on this beautiful journey because you are making so much progress and it’s awesome to witness the transformation. ❤
Self growth and self love is SOO important! It took me a long time to get there as well. Once you see the light and realize that you control your own destiny and life everything will change for you. You will not only excel in your life but attract people with that same light in their soul that you have. You seem like you have a genuine soul and want to feel that deeper connection to life. I’m here for it ❤️😍
Cooking vids, vlog your day, sit down vlogs, grwm & just talk about current things that are going on. Pre audition thoughts & then post audition feelings on how things went. Vlog a day with miki. Later down maybe Sophia can teach you some dances.
also best of luck on your new journey. Continue to heal and grow as an individual. hope everything goes in the direction that you want. remember everything takes time so don’t rush anything you’re not ready for. continue being great & an inspiration to those who look up to you. with love🫶🏼
Love the video! This is the most defintely the age to find "yourself" and you seem to be making great progress! Looking forward to seeing great things happen for you! ❤
yes, parts of this got emotional butttt that's release and new life coming love! (and we love and welcome it!) the last few minutes (as you were talking about your next chapter/"...coming along your new journey") literally made me smile so hard---- just hearing and seeing the pure joy and excitement, and honestly trust in yourself, just made me happy; as someone who has been on a similar journey the past year of connecting back with self, loving themselves, and learning to trust my gut and intuition, i resonate, but it also always makes me 10x happier seeing someone else do so (and inspires me to keep going when I have those "dips" in the non-linear journey.) wishing you so much love, healing, peace, and new experiences (both wished for and pleasantly unexpected) in this new chapter of your life ! can't wait to see what's next 🤍
Ive been around for years, and am soo proud of you and your growth. I can't wait to see where this life takes you. Also, I needed this so much today. Self love has not been something I have ever experienced, but recently I have been trying. So thank you for being vulnerable and real
i love seeing how you’re growing and becoming your true self it’s really amazing to see truly from the beginning of your vlogs to the amazing person you are!! love ya buddy!!(:
Thank for being so vulnerable and sharing this. Working on yourself and going through the hard work of healing isn't fun and glamorous but it's worth it in the end.
I haven't been a fan of yours for long, but from the little while I have, I already admire your strength so much. You have a very down to Earth personality and I look forward to sticking around. I am proud of you for getting through the things that happened in your past and I wish you luck on the rest of your healing process, it's a messy yet beautiful journey. One thing I wanted to add is that people underestimate the power of journaling I swear! I feel so much more clear headed and I have stopped focusing on so many consuming thoughts just by writing them down. It validates my feelings and thoughts so much because when they're written down I am able to see that they are real, tangible feelings and I don't have to worry about if I am being dramatic or annoying because they are solely for my own purpose. Plus once it is written down I can stop thinking about it and do whatever I want with it. I personally think that even expressing yourself creatively in other forms such as making music or art can even be therapeutic.
I'm so thankful for you. I really see myself in you and I find it really reassuring to know that I am not the only one going through this kind of situation. I'm so proud of you ❤
You're doing amazing and such an inspiration. As someone that's struggling with my mental health, who I am and what I want out of life this was massively comforting to know someone like you knows how it feels. Thank you for being so raw and honest. You're smashing it love congratulations ✨️
Your growth is truly inspiring! Admiting your struggles with self love is very mature and brave of you. Feeling all the feels is raw and transforming; and I can see you've become a better advocate for yourself... putting your heart mind and soul first. I'll say it again YOU👏ARE👏AN👏INSPRATION👏...
You’re amazing, I love that we can follow along on your journey through life, glad I’m not the only one out there that just started to realize self worth is really important ❤️
Amen! Excellent start to Alissa 2.0! Therapy, Journaling and if you ever find time, adding a twice daily 20 mins of effortless meditation is definitely beneficial to overall well-being (the journaling and meditation were my life savers in my darkest moments). Well done young lady 👏👏🙌🧡
So proud of you! I’m on my own journey to self love at the moment and learning to love my life while single and using this time where I’m not in a relationship to really focus on myself and becoming the best version of me. It’s not easy but you’re doing great and I’m so excited for future content and this new channel!! ❤
New here and plan to stay! I have also had similar struggles with self confidence and self love. It’s always comforting to know that you’re not alone and other people struggle too, it makes it even more special when there’s progress because we get to celebrate it together ❤
But yea, youre totally right, i've been following you on tiktok for a while now. and have honestly found a lot of comfort in you videos, and getting clothing inspiration /feeling more comfortable dressing different in a way that makes me feel me. But i appreciate that you share how you've struggled too, but also how u work on it. much love
Feel like I went through a very similar thing not too long ago, so it's nice to hear you speak on it. Because I feel like I resonate a lot. Cheers to healing and growth!
This video is so good im proud of you that you could do this video and post it to everyone. Im seeing myself doing same things what u did (calling myself fat and telling im not good enough) i can`t let it go its on me for rest off my life like the scars on me. "You can be what the hell you want and no one should never tell that you cant do it"
I feel like I am watching myself in this video. I struggle with shelf love myself, I don’t like to talk about my feelings either , I am always talking down on myself. Watching this make me want to start therapy . I am excited to see where this new chapter takes you !
This is super relatable, I feel like I’m going through the same things at the moment. Watching this and listening to you talk about feeling alone and knowing that the hard times is required because its part of process to end up discovering who I am. I have codependency issues as well and have a tough time loving myself. It’s not easy expressing your feelings but it’s comforting to hear that there’s someone else going through similar experiences.
just watched this again , feels like a warm hug. ❤ truly inspiring and well articulated. May you be filled with loving kindness, may you be well, may you be peaceful and at ease, may you be happy. Sending good vibes your way! 🙌
Welcome back, you got this! I would love to hear more about how you manage to go from your biggest hater to your biggest cheerleader. I know it's a journey, I struggle with it myself and would love to hear your insight/tipps
Hey Alissa I don’t know if you gonna read this but anyway still sending love, I m so proud of you, I’m younger and I’m kinda in the same type of period of life right now .. healing from different types of stuffs, going to therapy, dealing with anxiety, trying to achieve stuffs on my own that I’m absolutely freaking out to do .. I totally understand also about the “trying to talk about feelings” thing .. totally recognizing myself in what you said.. so so so happy for you to have love and support and to walk step by step reaching the best version of you ❤️ Keep sharing all that with us, it’s making me feeling less alone struggling with life difficulties
Just goes to show you never really know how someone is feeling or what they’re going through behind the screen. I’ve been a silent follower since the early days and have loved watching you grow! So much of what you say resonates with me and so many others. Healing is such a beautiful journey. Thank you for sharing this with us and showing a whole new side of you. 🤍
One thing I started to do for my healing journey is take solo overnight trips. Highly recommend! Being on my own time schedule and doing things just because I want to do them has taught me to enjoy my own company 🙏 I also wanted to share a quote that resonated with me and I think it will for you too. “If you lost someone but found yourself, you won.” ❤ You’ve already come so far and the best is yet to come.
I’m glad that you realize that you are the most important person to yourself. And don’t consider it selfish. To love someone else, it’s essential to love you first. From a side perspective not knowing you, I’m sure you are an amazing person. And if it helps, we are here to listen to you. Sending a big hug and lots of love!❤❤
I’m so happy for you feeling brave and doing things that help you love yourself more. The best chapter for you has just begun! 🥰 I don’t know if this is what you meant, but I can definitely relate to not knowing yourself outside of a relationship. I remember getting out of a relationship after 8.5 years and not knowing anything about myself. All I ever did was what the other person wanted because I wanted it to work so badly for some reason. Suddenly there I was - no hobbies, all the restaurants I thought were my favorite were actually his, all the places I went to “for fun” were because he wanted to, all the “friends” I supposedly had were just people I hung out with because of him. It was so healing to be free of that and to honestly be forced to start saying yes to whatever I wanted to do for me. I gained better friends and finally learned to love who I am as a person. I didn’t figure it out until I was almost 27, so if anyone is struggling out there, I hope you find hope in the fact that it’s really never too late to choose you, at 27, 57, 87 - never too late! On a side note - High school sweethearts are a cute idea, but don’t hold on to it too tight if the other person actually sucks. That’s my best advice. 😂 ❤️
Alissa I met you recently and loved you very much. You are very natural and friendly. I understand that you had a very difficult time, but despite all this, you are recovering with your loved ones and you are very lucky to have such good friends. I had many difficulties and I am still experiencing the effects. I saw that we have a lot in common. one of them is to talk about our feelings. I also have difficulties in this regard and most of the time I do not tell anyone and live inside myself. I'm proud of you for not giving up. we will be one big family here and i am very happy for that 💛💛
Hey Alissa, just wanted to let u know that l’m so proud of u and it is not easy to share all of these emotions and struggles u went through and I’m so happy of all the things u have accomplished so far and many more yet to come!! 😍😍 This is so brave 💪🏻💪🏻 🤩🤩 THANKS FOR BEING YOU 🤩🤩 I’m here for u and I can’t wait to share this amazing journey and growth path with u. I’m sending u all the LOVE and HAPPINESS all the way from EGYPT. ** POSITIVE VIBES ONLY ** 💙💙💙 I’m ur biggest fan in Egypt and no one can top me 😉😉😉
I'm new here but I know you will .be fine, time they said heal all wounds. Again don't be quick to jump into a new relationship take your time and everything will fall in place. Love you.
i honestly just found your tik tok recently, and have been watching you since. this popped up on my suggested videos for youtube and this was an amazing video to watch. i appreciated so much how you opened up through the struggles you have dealt with, and are still dealing with. this helped me a lot. keep doing your best, because you're doing an amazing job!!
Thank you for sharing your new journey with us, i've known you and watched you for awhile and you always strucked me as someone who is destined for greatness.. and i'm sure that will come to you very soon.. and when it happens please enjoy every second of it because you deserve it so much!
I have always wanted to get into modeling but I’m hard on myself especially with my body … I’m not a skinny girl 😩 but hearing you talk and just knowing that I’m going through a lot of what you’re conquering is so inspirational to me . Thank you for being you .
I have become more confident in my skin and with my identity because of you. So happy to see how far you've come and don't forget all the people you've positively affected along the way!
It must be hard starting RUclips over again but you have a lot of loyal fans (including me) so it won’t take long for it to grow! I’ve seen on other social media platforms that you’re happy now, which is great ❤ love from Ireland 🇮🇪 KJ Hauntings 👻
Watching you and soph with your new vlogs/sit-downs have really inspired me too. You guys are such amazing people together and separate. Thank you for sharing this new chapter
So proud of you, I'm happy you found your way to self-love and happiness. New chapters in life are not always easy but they're natural and the best way for us to figure out what we really want in life and how to accomplish things. Looking forward to what Alissa 2.0 has to share✨😎.
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Why did this make me get out of bed and start organizing my closet/cleaning my room? Something about you is so inspirational. Thank you for the vulnerability. It’s the hard shit that teaches us the most about who we are and the strength we possess. Proud of you!
So intelligent and introspective and wise! Honest and open! Tears are healing! You go girl! You got this! Yay on acting classes! You are an inspiration!
I’m going to be honest here, you are doing better single and finding yourself and who you are. Don’t rush into another rs because everyone else is or because your lonely. Get your career started first and then everything else will fall into place. You got this ❤
I’m still healing after my 5 year relationship ended. Today has been so difficult for my healing and I relate to this video so much. Thank you so much for being open, I needed this today.
There's no timeline on grief. Also if you don't meet anyone special it's super easy to still think about the last person you loved too. I hope you heal 🙏
Currently trying to work on my self love and anxiety, so it’s really comforting to know that even somebody who comes off as the most confident has struggled with the same things I struggle with. Thank you for being so authentic and vulnerable. I’m really proud of you, and excited to support you during this next chapter of your life ❤
I’ve always said breakups are a blessing in disguise. You start to find yourself & see how fucking dope you are and work on things that you needed to work on b4 that you didn’t work on while in a relationship. I would love to see if you have picked up any hobbies that you did b4 the relationship now since being single.
Alissa I'm so proud of you!! Getting to watch as you share yourself on social media has been a joy and inspiration. I'm so glad you are continuing to use the platform you've created as you heal and grow. Love this new chapter and excited to follow along!!
Ngl this is bittersweet for me. I’ve watched you two since day 1. But seeing you being yourself away from drama and TT shows me that you are growing and finding who you are and I’m proud of you for that. Honestly I hope you stay single and focus on your career and yourself for awhile because it looks really good on you. Best wishes Alissa ❤
I love u bff
You and Hope need to do a couples channel!!
You seem like one of the best friends someone could have.
You’ve got this 🖤👌🏻
Holy sh.... ALISSA. I've been following you for the last 4 years and I have to say : You have grown more as a person the last 2 months than the previous 4 years. I'm so proud of you. Can't wait to follow the new vulnerable and honest Alissa in the future.
Wish you all the best ❤️❤️
This is so much better than any break-up story. This is so much more constructive, genuine, and "raw". You're an amazing person Alissa and many people can already see that. As someone who has also (and is still) on that self-awakening journey, I'm so glad to see you here and that you found your way back here somehow. I cannot wait to see more of you and I'm cheering for you dear ❤❤❤ sending you so much love for what's ahead of you and all the best to all of us at this time of the year!!!!!
Edit: you would A.C.E the show (the L word) if you star on it. Anyways, I'm excited for what you cast for. Keep it up!!!!
So proud of you and can’t wait for this new chapter in your life
Alissa and Sam been together I forgot how long and it sucks they broke up they even had there own home together and Alissa wouldn't move on that quickly with another girl ok and she needs time to heal and stuff and I hope her and sam work on there self and get stronger for them self and hopefully get back together and be happy again and or be best friends and hangout again and I'll miss them botha nd there you tube channel they had and good luck Alissa and Sam also and I'll miss you both
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So happy to see Alissa 2.0! I've been following along for a while and I can tell how much you've grown and the work you've had to put in to get to this point. I also love that you're speaking into the universe about the career and life you want, it's such a powerful tool! Can't wait to see a different side of your life and what's to come for you 😊
The growth you can see radiating off of you the last month is amazing Alissa. I have been following you since 2017 and you have Blossomedddd!
I’m so happy you are working through these hard times.
as someone who is also struggling a lot with anxiety and going out alone and self love, this hits home. i’m so proud of you you’re so amazing and i look forward to following along with your new journey❤️
I’m so glad you’re back on RUclips! Sometimes good things fall apart so even better things can fall in place! I’m excited to watch this version of you and follow along to see you continuing to grow
Just opened my RUclips and this came first, thank you so much for being a strong and patience and allowing yourself to be happy person. Definitely want to be you when I grow up 🫶❤️
Dude, you genuinely have the sweetest soul. So happy to see you back on RUclips and thriving in your self-love journey 🤍 You truly deserve all of the love you give to others. I just know there are so many amazing things coming for you in this next chapter. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your story with us 🤗
I have been following you since 2018 and never EVER have seen a video of you where you seemed more yourself than in this one. You are growing and glowing my friend and I cannot wait to see where this chapter takes you. Killin it 🫶🏼🤘🏼
welcome back! we value you for YOU, not for the drama 💖 healing and self-love is a lifelong journey that’s different for everyone. prioritizing your own health and mind is #1, and i’m happy to hear that you’re feeling better overall! 🥰 looking forward to where you take this channel, however long it takes and whatever content you’re passionate about! have fun with it! alissa 2.0 ftw 💪😤
This video was so beautiful. Your vulnerability was immensely beautiful. I could see myself in so many things you said and it feels so good to know that you’re not alone in your struggles and feelings. I’m here to stay! So proud of you ❤
As someone who has followed you from your college days, your growth as a person is amazing. To see how you’ve handled yourself through this new chapter is inspiring. Thank you for being vulnerable and showing us a side of you many of us haven’t seen. I’ll tell you what, I couldn’t be more proud of you. To see you go after things you’ve always wanted, makes me want to do the same. Can’t wait to see what this next chapter holds for you. Sending you lots of love always. ❤
Same here, I’ve been watching her for so long the growth has been awesome to see!
Thank you for being so raw and real, you just showed so many people (myself included) that it's okay to be vulnerable.
New here 👋🏼 Just wanted to say, coming from someone who isn’t aware of your past, you are so strong. & it’s all the more reason to be proud of yourself. Always remember, you had a purpose before anyone had an opinion 🤍 so keep going. & whether or not it’s support online or in person all around you, know that you have support from everywhere. Give yourself grace, you’re doing amazing.
So I’m newer here, but I just wanna say this video made me smile. I can relate to a lot of what you are saying, im also going through therapy and working on self love. So this was super nice to hear because it’s just a reflection of what im working on as well. We got this! Yay to self love!! 🤍🤍🤍🤍
you are so right about the process of healing ❤️ also im so glad you have your two best friends to help you in the process! i also broke up from a long relationship and im healing and i can relate to you so much about self love and identity. sending you love!
I have admired you for years. And I will continue to admire your strength, vulnerability, and the ability to be completely yourself. Thank you for giving me a space to find myself and live my life to the fullest.
you literally have the best energy and you have been such an insiration lately to just pick myself up and move on too from the situations that have been holding me back for so long. you are amazing and all we want from you is to see you happy and surrounded by people you love
I just wanted to say that you are my inspiration to start taking care of myself again. I’m done eating like crap, and started hitting the gym again. Can’t wait to see more of Alissa 2.0
Your vulnerability and honesty throughout this are so appreciated. your words related deeply and it’s beautiful to get to experience what you choose to share about your journey ❤️
this was very much needed today
So awesome to watch this . I go through the same issue of keeping all of my feelings in because I don’t want to be vulnerable, best feeling is being able to express them . You got this girl
This is the road of personal growth, mental health, self love and so much more in one video and I am here for it. So happy for you and can't wait to watch this new journey of yours! sending all the love in the world🤍
I’m proud of how much progress you’ve made in only 2 months. The universe will bring you everything in your favor & you’re honestly doing remarkably great. Keep continuing on your journey & continue to heal. We love you so much.
The internet really is such closed gate to the real world, when you think someone is feeling a certain way, the reality is literally the opposite. I love your "new version" as much as i loved the old one, we grow overtime but our roots remain the same and your roots are so, so special... Thank you for being raw and honest with us about your feelings, and for opening that gate that divides the internet version of people and their own reality, it means a lot
This is amazing and you deserve all the happiness! Healing truly is a process and you are so strong !Will always have a supporter over here 🫶🏽
our lives and lifestyles are very different, but it’s so interesting to hear about your journey and how the details may be different but the end result is the same. Learning how to create your own identity, giving yourself grace, dealing with mental health struggles + being authentic throughout the process…. The things you are doing for yourself now will serve you in this moment so far beyond. I’m new to your channel but i really adore you’re energy. Wishing you nothing but the best in whatever direction life takes you!! ♥️
Hey Allisa! This was refreshing to see. It really hit when you said "who am I?". I would love to see more of these raw vlogs of you and what you do and who you are. I'm so excited to see where you take us from now on!
we’re literally the same person it’s crazy.. my friends even say i’m your twin with looks haha. but self love has been an extremely hard accomplishment for me. i’m my worst critic. but i’m now at a place in my life where i only have myself & i’m forced to work on these areas. i’m so proud of you & your progress. thank you for your vulnerability, it’s motivating.
The fact this is the first video I’ve watched of you on RUclips but followed you everywhere else. Tells me this is meant to be. I love the space you’re in and what a beautiful journey to be on.
Knowing I too have and had the same struggles, makes me feel a lot more human. Thank you! Because you didn’t have to show us this side.
Live for Alissa and we are here to cheer you on.
oh my god!!! i just recently found your account but thought you were the most confident person and i envied you, and compared my body to yours. as someone who struggles with body dysmorphia it is so good to hear that not everything you see on the internet is how it is and how people are not perfect. thank you so much for this and being so vulnerable and honest and i’m so excited to watch your growth!!
I also love how real and vulnerable you are. PLEASE dont lose that!! Welcome back to RUclips!!
Thank you for sharing your growth and process and being so raw and honest, it means more than you’d ever know. It’s sometimes the one thing you need to be able to say “it is possible”, and this was so comforting for me, thank you
Thank you for sharing, 2022 has definitely been the year of self love and self discovery for a lot of people❤️
First…this video is truly going to help and resonate with so many people. 2nd your light and energy are so refreshing and pure that it feels easy to connect with you, so rare to find. 3rd you can feel the genuineness of your healing when you talk about it. All I have to say is keep going on this beautiful journey because you are making so much progress and it’s awesome to witness the transformation. ❤
Self growth and self love is SOO important! It took me a long time to get there as well. Once you see the light and realize that you control your own destiny and life everything will change for you. You will not only excel in your life but attract people with that same light in their soul that you have. You seem like you have a genuine soul and want to feel that deeper connection to life. I’m here for it ❤️😍
Cooking vids, vlog your day, sit down vlogs, grwm & just talk about current things that are going on. Pre audition thoughts & then post audition feelings on how things went. Vlog a day with miki. Later down maybe Sophia can teach you some dances.
also best of luck on your new journey. Continue to heal and grow as an individual. hope everything goes in the direction that you want. remember everything takes time so don’t rush anything you’re not ready for. continue being great & an inspiration to those who look up to you. with love🫶🏼
I needed this today you don't know how much you are helping people you are an inspiration too all of us
Love the video! This is the most defintely the age to find "yourself" and you seem to be making great progress! Looking forward to seeing great things happen for you! ❤
Hope you find your new happiness Alissa!
Rooting for you!
yes, parts of this got emotional butttt that's release and new life coming love! (and we love and welcome it!)
the last few minutes (as you were talking about your next chapter/"...coming along your new journey") literally made me smile so hard---- just hearing and seeing the pure joy and excitement, and honestly trust in yourself, just made me happy; as someone who has been on a similar journey the past year of connecting back with self, loving themselves, and learning to trust my gut and intuition, i resonate, but it also always makes me 10x happier seeing someone else do so (and inspires me to keep going when I have those "dips" in the non-linear journey.)
wishing you so much love, healing, peace, and new experiences (both wished for and pleasantly unexpected) in this new chapter of your life ! can't wait to see what's next 🤍
Ive been around for years, and am soo proud of you and your growth. I can't wait to see where this life takes you. Also, I needed this so much today. Self love has not been something I have ever experienced, but recently I have been trying. So thank you for being vulnerable and real
i love seeing how you’re growing and becoming your true self it’s really amazing to see truly from the beginning of your vlogs to the amazing person you are!! love ya buddy!!(:
Thank for being so vulnerable and sharing this. Working on yourself and going through the hard work of healing isn't fun and glamorous but it's worth it in the end.
I really needed this today, so thank you. Also, proud of you. Healing is WORK, but the most important work we’ll ever do.
I haven't been a fan of yours for long, but from the little while I have, I already admire your strength so much. You have a very down to Earth personality and I look forward to sticking around. I am proud of you for getting through the things that happened in your past and I wish you luck on the rest of your healing process, it's a messy yet beautiful journey.
One thing I wanted to add is that people underestimate the power of journaling I swear! I feel so much more clear headed and I have stopped focusing on so many consuming thoughts just by writing them down. It validates my feelings and thoughts so much because when they're written down I am able to see that they are real, tangible feelings and I don't have to worry about if I am being dramatic or annoying because they are solely for my own purpose. Plus once it is written down I can stop thinking about it and do whatever I want with it. I personally think that even expressing yourself creatively in other forms such as making music or art can even be therapeutic.
I'm so thankful for you. I really see myself in you and I find it really reassuring to know that I am not the only one going through this kind of situation. I'm so proud of you ❤
You're doing amazing and such an inspiration. As someone that's struggling with my mental health, who I am and what I want out of life this was massively comforting to know someone like you knows how it feels. Thank you for being so raw and honest. You're smashing it love congratulations ✨️
Your growth is truly inspiring! Admiting your struggles with self love is very mature and brave of you. Feeling all the feels is raw and transforming; and I can see you've become a better advocate for yourself... putting your heart mind and soul first. I'll say it again YOU👏ARE👏AN👏INSPRATION👏...
You’re amazing, I love that we can follow along on your journey through life, glad I’m not the only one out there that just started to realize self worth is really important ❤️
This is such a beautiful video. You can really feel your rawness and openness and its amazing
Amen! Excellent start to Alissa 2.0! Therapy, Journaling and if you ever find time, adding a twice daily 20 mins of effortless meditation is definitely beneficial to overall well-being (the journaling and meditation were my life savers in my darkest moments). Well done young lady 👏👏🙌🧡
So proud of you! I’m on my own journey to self love at the moment and learning to love my life while single and using this time where I’m not in a relationship to really focus on myself and becoming the best version of me. It’s not easy but you’re doing great and I’m so excited for future content and this new channel!! ❤
New here and plan to stay! I have also had similar struggles with self confidence and self love. It’s always comforting to know that you’re not alone and other people struggle too, it makes it even more special when there’s progress because we get to celebrate it together ❤
But yea, youre totally right, i've been following you on tiktok for a while now. and have honestly found a lot of comfort in you videos, and getting clothing inspiration /feeling more comfortable dressing different in a way that makes me feel me.
But i appreciate that you share how you've struggled too, but also how u work on it. much love
Feel like I went through a very similar thing not too long ago, so it's nice to hear you speak on it. Because I feel like I resonate a lot. Cheers to healing and growth!
This video is so good im proud of you that you could do this video and post it to everyone. Im seeing myself doing same things what u did (calling myself fat and telling im not good enough) i can`t let it go its on me for rest off my life like the scars on me. "You can be what the hell you want and no one should never tell that you cant do it"
I have followed you since the very beginning and I’m proud of the person you’re becoming and the places you are going. Stay you 🤘🏼
I am so so proud of you. You show a huge amount of strength and maturity the way you have handled all of this.
You are an amazing person
I feel like I am watching myself in this video. I struggle with shelf love myself, I don’t like to talk about my feelings either , I am always talking down on myself. Watching this make me want to start therapy . I am excited to see where this new chapter takes you !
can't wait to see what will happen in this next chapter for you, it's good to see you back here ❤️
Thank you for being vulnerable, I know it’s not easy… but keep shining your light 💫 wishing you so many blessings & love ahead ❤️
This is super relatable, I feel like I’m going through the same things at the moment. Watching this and listening to you talk about feeling alone and knowing that the hard times is required because its part of process to end up discovering who I am. I have codependency issues as well and have a tough time loving myself. It’s not easy expressing your feelings but it’s comforting to hear that there’s someone else going through similar experiences.
just watched this again , feels like a warm hug. ❤ truly inspiring and well articulated. May you be filled with loving kindness, may you be well, may you be peaceful and at ease, may you be happy. Sending good vibes your way! 🙌
Welcome back, you got this! I would love to hear more about how you manage to go from your biggest hater to your biggest cheerleader. I know it's a journey, I struggle with it myself and would love to hear your insight/tipps
Hey Alissa I don’t know if you gonna read this but anyway still sending love, I m so proud of you, I’m younger and I’m kinda in the same type of period of life right now .. healing from different types of stuffs, going to therapy, dealing with anxiety, trying to achieve stuffs on my own that I’m absolutely freaking out to do .. I totally understand also about the “trying to talk about feelings” thing .. totally recognizing myself in what you said.. so so so happy for you to have love and support
and to walk step by step reaching the best version of you ❤️ Keep sharing all that with us, it’s making me feeling less alone struggling with life difficulties
Just goes to show you never really know how someone is feeling or what they’re going through behind the screen. I’ve been a silent follower since the early days and have loved watching you grow! So much of what you say resonates with me and so many others. Healing is such a beautiful journey. Thank you for sharing this with us and showing a whole new side of you. 🤍
Your vulnerability is beautiful! I admire you and am so excited to ride out this healing/self love journey with you 😇🥰❤️
thank you for being so vulnerable, bb!! we’re rooting for you and so so proud of you! keep going ❤️
Love seeing you working on yourself and maturing.
i'm so happy your back and really proud of you! can't wait for this new chapter in your life ❤
One thing I started to do for my healing journey is take solo overnight trips. Highly recommend! Being on my own time schedule and doing things just because I want to do them has taught me to enjoy my own company 🙏
I also wanted to share a quote that resonated with me and I think it will for you too. “If you lost someone but found yourself, you won.” ❤ You’ve already come so far and the best is yet to come.
I’m glad that you realize that you are the most important person to yourself. And don’t consider it selfish. To love someone else, it’s essential to love you first. From a side perspective not knowing you, I’m sure you are an amazing person. And if it helps, we are here to listen to you. Sending a big hug and lots of love!❤❤
never a disappointment you do you boo! ♥ can't wait to see what coming for you! MANIFESTING BIG DREAMS!
“I have a better sense of who I am”, that’s already such a huge step of progress. Good luck Alissa, the journey only gets harder/better 🙏🏽❤️
I’m so happy for you feeling brave and doing things that help you love yourself more. The best chapter for you has just begun! 🥰 I don’t know if this is what you meant, but I can definitely relate to not knowing yourself outside of a relationship. I remember getting out of a relationship after 8.5 years and not knowing anything about myself. All I ever did was what the other person wanted because I wanted it to work so badly for some reason. Suddenly there I was - no hobbies, all the restaurants I thought were my favorite were actually his, all the places I went to “for fun” were because he wanted to, all the “friends” I supposedly had were just people I hung out with because of him. It was so healing to be free of that and to honestly be forced to start saying yes to whatever I wanted to do for me. I gained better friends and finally learned to love who I am as a person. I didn’t figure it out until I was almost 27, so if anyone is struggling out there, I hope you find hope in the fact that it’s really never too late to choose you, at 27, 57, 87 - never too late! On a side note - High school sweethearts are a cute idea, but don’t hold on to it too tight if the other person actually sucks. That’s my best advice. 😂 ❤️
yayyy! We missed u♥️
I already want to see an update of your actual morning routine
Alissa I met you recently and loved you very much.
You are very natural and friendly.
I understand that you had a very difficult time, but despite all this, you are recovering with your loved ones and you are very lucky to have such good friends.
I had many difficulties and I am still experiencing the effects. I saw that we have a lot in common.
one of them is to talk about our feelings.
I also have difficulties in this regard and most of the time I do not tell anyone and live inside myself.
I'm proud of you for not giving up. we will be one big family here and i am very happy for that 💛💛
Hey Alissa, just wanted to let u know that l’m so proud of u and it is not easy to share all of these emotions and struggles u went through and I’m so happy of all the things u have accomplished so far and many more yet to come!! 😍😍
This is so brave 💪🏻💪🏻
🤩🤩 THANKS FOR BEING YOU 🤩🤩
I’m here for u and I can’t wait to share this amazing journey and growth path with u.
I’m sending u all the LOVE and HAPPINESS all the way from EGYPT.
** POSITIVE VIBES ONLY ** 💙💙💙
I’m ur biggest fan in Egypt and no one can top me 😉😉😉
I'm new here but I know you will .be fine, time they said heal all wounds. Again don't be quick to jump into a new relationship take your time and everything will fall in place. Love you.
i honestly just found your tik tok recently, and have been watching you since. this popped up on my suggested videos for youtube and this was an amazing video to watch. i appreciated so much how you opened up through the struggles you have dealt with, and are still dealing with. this helped me a lot. keep doing your best, because you're doing an amazing job!!
I love that I get to be here for a time like this! I can’t wait to see how your new journey unfolds and also get to learn things along the way.
Thank you for sharing your new journey with us, i've known you and watched you for awhile and you always strucked me as someone who is destined for greatness.. and i'm sure that will come to you very soon.. and when it happens please enjoy every second of it because you deserve it so much!
I’m so proud of you and I’m excited to see all of the things you accomplish. You can do anything!! Alissa 2.0 is amazing! 🥰
I have always wanted to get into modeling but I’m hard on myself especially with my body … I’m not a skinny girl 😩 but hearing you talk and just knowing that I’m going through a lot of what you’re conquering is so inspirational to me . Thank you for being you .
I have become more confident in my skin and with my identity because of you. So happy to see how far you've come and don't forget all the people you've positively affected along the way!
It must be hard starting RUclips over again but you have a lot of loyal fans (including me) so it won’t take long for it to grow! I’ve seen on other social media platforms that you’re happy now, which is great ❤ love from Ireland 🇮🇪
KJ Hauntings 👻
i love this, thank you for being so vulnerable, you are amazing!! i’m so happy for you!❤❤
Watching you and soph with your new vlogs/sit-downs have really inspired me too. You guys are such amazing people together and separate. Thank you for sharing this new chapter
So proud of you, I'm happy you found your way to self-love and happiness. New chapters in life are not always easy but they're natural and the best way for us to figure out what we really want in life and how to accomplish things. Looking forward to what Alissa 2.0 has to share✨😎.