Crack Addict interview-Maria
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- Опубликовано: 10 фев 2025
- Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Maria, a crack addict on Skid Row.
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My name is MARIA and this woman could be me 😦 I’ve been sober for 5yrs now from Meth☹️ May she find soberity and live life SOBER 🤗
Good for you! 💖
MariaElena Chairez
Great Job Maria! God Bless you!
Keep it up, you got this!!!
When I see these interviews I see that most are defeated and really hopeless! My husband has been sober for 12 years off of Heroin he is a 43 year old man with two strikes we have been married 5 years and have a son who is 4. He has a great job and we were able to purchase our home not too long ago. He could not have done it with out Gods help. There is hope!
Well done keep going.
Congratulations and May God Continue to Bless You...😍
I cried, she is my childhood friend, and I am 35 and I survived skid row! This was me....my heart n prayers are with her!
@@LizMcNamara47 your point?
Hopefully she gets out before it’s too late ❤️ congratulations to u on getting out
Well she was trying really hard not to tell her age , and you just did :)
@@womeninprogressinc that she is 35.
@@bsalter.t7572 I guessed right.
I can see her being a drug recovery counselor in the future. She gets it.
facts
Lmfao sure sis...
I have a friend who counsels troubled middle school kids, and I think she does a shit job. She is very snobby and doesn’t seem to try to remotely understand the kids she’s “helping.” I can tell her USC degree made her snobbier and more high-minded because she loses patience with her kids. She doesn’t understand that pain can’t be erased. You need to slowly recover. I myself struggled with staying in college because of similar traumas, so I know what pain like this can do to someone. If she got off her high horse, she’d help those kids a lot more. By the way, my friend and I are both from Boyle Heights. I graduated college just because my sister didn’t let me fall. If it hadn’t been for her, I’d probably be in Maria’s shoes💔💔❤️
@@alexisa.2469 I wonder how your friend got the job
D. 1992 She has a way of persuading people, so I’m sure that’s how she got the job. 🤦🏻♀️
She’s someone you would see in Orange is the new black
Flacca is my Crush
If she clean and her self glowing. She's like your neighborhood med student.
You nailed that! 🤣
Yah Kno!!?
@@koffinkat666 tall and pretty
'Childhood Trauma and Abuse' seem to be a universal thread.....
It is! So much happens behind closed doors!
Ur right
Its a cop out. Everyone has been through something in childhood.
@@roshelltannen9698 Yeah, that's not true at all. Not everyone is abused, not everyone is neglected, not everyone grows up in poverty, etc. Be realistic. 😒
And not having both parents around
My goodness that head of beautiful hair.
Its so beautiful and healthy
SunshineBeauty Box It’s so beautiful.
I bet when it rains, a rainbow forms in it boss
@jiner666 lmfaoooo I'm screaming
I agree. I’m 39 losing my hair due to stress 😳😳😳
Maria is Beautiful & Broken. She owns up to her reality. The hurt in her eyes is deep. Much ❤ to her.
The eyes are the window to the soul.
Crack is a beast. My moms been clean for 11 years now.
She’s right about being ready. My mom said the same.
This woman has it in her to stop. She’s thought it through. It’s matter of time. You got this!
Congrats and much positive energy to your mother for overcoming!!!
I believe so too. She's owning her mistakes and how clear she speaks says a lot.
Lee Bee 🙏🏾 thanks!
I am living proof that you can get clean! 25 yrs from that mess! Thank GOD my family NEVER GAVE UP ON ME! GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR LIFE....YOU CAN DO THIS
If you see this "Maria" I just want to say I always thought you were a strong and beautiful person. You will get through this. I'm glad you were found safe.
- ❤ Sarah *ELA*
She's doing good now....
She has beautiful hair!!! That bounce and volume is everything. Its sad that she is so smart, but her choices are not so smart. Is easier said than done, but she has so much potential. Addiction is a disease. Mental illness is real, and we need to shine the light on it.
True. I am jealous. Facing HS reunion with thinning hair.
Maria is captivating in her own way. Her rawness about the road she chose to take is heartbreaking.
I hope she is trying to do better for herself. Would like to see a follow-up on this beautiful lady. 🧡
I admire how she is taking responsibility for her actions. it’s not too late to get help Maria for you and your kids.
I cringed when she said she got herself into crack at 13.
I was pleasantly surprised by how intuitive and deep she was. I hope she decides to quit sooner than later. I think she could accomplish something meaningful with a clear head and healthier body.
I was also abused by my uncle and my aunt didn’t believe me. When I spoke up about it she did everything to help him and he was found not guilty in court, very unfairly to me. She lied to family members and made them testify in his favor. Over the years she still comes around and I’ve moved to a different city. Like Maria, I also try to avoid my maternal family because all of the emotional and mental damage they’ve caused me. I was once in a bad place and I was lucky enough to get out of it. I feel for her because it could have easily been me. Sending good and positive vibes Maria ✨ it’s taken me 5 long and hard years but I have slowly healed. When you’re ready you can do it. I have so much faith in you.
Amen 👪 will turn on you when you speak the thruth heal yourself get sober and move on you deserve better God has your back he's waiting on you dear Minnie House victory outreach!!
I'm sorry you were victimized all over again. Don't let them win.
I’m so sorry that happened. There will be justice one day. For him and those who sided with him.
Just heal your soul and live the rest of your life to the fullest.
Definitely in her 40s. I find it so interesting how some people are insecure of their high age number when there have been BILLIONS of people that would have loved to even make it to that age... odd how one person’s insecurities can be another person’s blessing.
He said he’s surprised by how old she looks for her age which means she’s probably in her twenties
She might be ashamed bc she knows she looks way older than her age, she might be in her late 20’s but looks like she in her early 40’s
Or probably because drugs, stress and unresolved trauma can age someone
Why do you all care about her age? Her story is WAY more important!!
@@alexisandbillclerico15 because it shows how emotions and drugs destroys the human bodies immune system hence heightened aging
She's too smart for her own good. She knows all the things to say, but the reality is that she is fooling herself.
There are better ways to deal with her trauma's then to relive them everyday. I hope she's allright.
So true
Hey Maria...it is not ok.
Just realize that there was nothing wrong with you, that/those lowlifes were sick.
Bottom line,
she should just say, She loves Crack, that's all to it
That‘s addiction. You loose choice. Have the luck to be sober for 22 years now, crack, alkohol. But still remember very lively the lesson i‘ve Learned then, trying a thousand times to stop and failed in all possible variations again and again. One day was the day I could stop. What was diffrent? I have no Idea. I just don‘t know. Others I knew could‘nt make it, although they tried as hard as I did. The woman is very right, she knows that „it is the time, or it is not“. It is not in our hands, you just can try, thats all.
Poor lady has a tortured soul.When you’re ready Maria I hope you find peace & May peace find you.🙏
What a powerful speaker and amazing educator. I can see her working with victims someday, helping them to heal. My experience in the life and the people I’ve known, plus a whole lot of studies and clinical experiences have found that sexual and other abuse and trafficking often come BEFORE the attempt to numb pain with drugs. A lot of people make the opposite assumption, that people turn out on the streets because they’re drug addicts. I know that HAS happened, but you never know what that person has been through first.
She has a sad story and is a good person. But she is absolutely not a powerful speaker or amazing educator lol she is not able to articulate her thoughts well at all and is super poorly spoken in this interview.
One of the most honest, wise women you've interviewed.
Thank you, Maria and Mark.
“I can’t do it for my babies...” Yes you actually can if you let them come before you. They deserve that for your better.
💯💯💯
Those are her true colors.
Well said lol... Word
Nobody can change you except for you people tend to forget children grow up move on with their life then what after that ? If you have no sense of identity self purpose or self love there is nothing in this world that will keep you or get you clean. Except for you wanting to be clean and stay clean. Doing drugs living a sketchy life being in an abusive relationship not tending to your mental illness all things that are a choice! No one can say I did this for a child for my loved ones no you just wake up one day and decide your either ready to die or your ready to change ! Most people never look at it in reality some people would rather die then live in the reality the created .
You can’t get sober for anyone but yourself and that’s truly the only way we stay sober. She knows that if she gets sober just for her kids & not bc she actually wants and is ready to get sober, it probably wouldn’t last long. Sobriety comes first meaning we have to choose ourselves first every day. It’s something most folks won’t understand unless they struggle w addiction or have been around it.
Mark's channel puts a face on humanity
She's a diamond in the rough. Very beautiful soul... Just lost.
Praying that God will help you.... To help yourself.
She said she wants to stop, but she’s not sure when. Wanting to stop and planting that seed is the first step! She’s getting there.
Marlene 🥺 it’s Kiki. I don’t know if you remember me, my brothers Alfie & Lalo, our mom Nancy and dad Elijah. I’m so sorry you’re not free from this 🥺 i was sad when I stopped seeing you. I don’t know what happened or why, I was just a kid. But you and your sister always hold a special place in my heart. I was also abused as a child by different people that my mom trusted to babysit us, so also fell into the habit of numbing myself for 10 years. Jesus is healing me now, Jesus Christ is healing me not numbing me. Healing feels way better than numbing. I will pray for you!!!! I hope God puts us in each other’s path very soon. I do NOT judge, I listen and don’t pressure. I’ve been there.
Matthew 11: 28-30
Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”
The lord loves her and god is waiting with open arm to receive when she is ready god wants to make her free of all pain and hurt in her life.. he wants to restore he her heart ❤️.. lord we pray for María in this day that you may revile yourself to her and for to except your love because as she said that you are with her and we know that you have a purpose in her life .you love her and you have keeper from death .. let he be willing to accept you lord and forgive this day amen .. 🙏🏻❤️✨
Yes bless her heart
Amennnn 😇
🙏
Amen bless you❤🙏
U better pray the prayer my sister. I DECLARE I DECREE AND I AGREE
Poor little angel. I really appreciated hearing from her and found her very genuine. I hope she realizes she is worth everything and finds security and happiness for herself. She's clearly intelligent and more self aware than most sober people I know. It seems like she was made to feel worthless from so early on that she still believes it.
Its always "not the time" for them to stop. If you think that way it'll always be "not the time".
Always the best true life story's .... Every one story is unique.... I my self did 10 years in prison... I pass my time now with art Drawing and Tattooing...
That's awesome! Congrats cuz I know it's hard no matter with prison life or not. 💪🤗
Sharpest Art TV that is so amazing!
what did u do
💪🏽😌💯
@@aniyawax5389 attempted murder along with a separate robbery
This guy's like the Vlad TV of addicts
OMG go back to sleep 🤣
It’s people of skid row telling there life stories for others
Lol facts @ least he pays the interviewees tho
wow comparing someone to vlad is insulting. i doubt any interviewer wants that comparison
BIG K N.F.L. Bro you trolling on a page like this???
What happened is you dissociated during the trauma to protect your heart and mind. Don't force yourself to remember. It will come when you're ready. I speak from experience 😉
Its true. This happened to me when I was 5 and I remember when it started but not how it ended sometimes I get flashbacks but it feels like a dream more then reality from the day it happened. If that makes sense. The human mind is amazing
caryn martin I agree 🙏🏾❤️
Facts
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I agree too, prayers...
I can’t. This literally broke my heart. I have known this girl for so long. She is 1 of many girls from our class who took this route. So much potential she had since middle school. She was & still has that amazing way to get people drawn to her. I wish her the best. I won’t say her age or her real name but please just be mindful & kind. We don’t know what everyone has gone through. What battles they have won or lost. ❤️❤️❤️
She's 32
Something about her is indeed very captivating so it's funny that you say this. I don't know why but I keep coming back to this interview to just hear her speak and tell her story. Beyond her beauty she has something special about her that I can't quite put my finger on. I really hope she has that moment of "knowing" sooner than later. Wishing the best for she and her family.
@@merrisss what's special? She seems like a normal crack head lady. No disrespect to her
Do u remember me??? M is doing good.
@@IVYGEEAQUI if I remember you? I’m glad to hear that she’s doing well.
Very good speaker, I hope there’s a part 2
Maria, you’re beautiful, I will pray for you to finally see the light. I hope you get clean soon & be in your children’s’ lives. I don’t know but I’m rooting for your sobriety. I will pray for you!!!
Her hands, her face and her neck look about 40s. But her voice, her hair & her arms look about mid-late 20s.
You said precisely what I was thinking
I think early 20s.
I think early 20s.
Karina Romero You have good eyes karina! What else do you see?
Kim Bradley she’s in her 30’s I grew up with her. She didn’t give her actual name either. My heart aches for her.
My guess is she never went to school past the age of 13. She’s extremely articulate and self aware. Once she decides to do it, I believe she has the will power to follow through. She needs to get sick of the street and realize she deserves a gentle life. Her children need stability and a good education. I hope history doesn’t repeat itself. The children need to be protected from the same perpetrators.
(First person I’ve ever seen that has my same hair)
'Time is the Master from which we learn'
Maria will have a short working life and realise this soon hopefully.
I agree with you that she has a strong will and this will allow her to leave the drugs behind her when she leaves the streets.
Yeah she did .. you don’t know her I grew up with her and her brother .. don’t comment if you don’t know ... smh clout chaser ..
Sean jr read the entire message again. That was “my guess” based on what she was comfortable sharing about her life. That wasn’t the main focus of my message either. I wish her great things in life - for her and her family. No need to get all bent out of shape for nothing. There was zero insults or looking down at her. Only best wishes.
@@iamfree2be I THOUGHT SHE SAID SHE HAD HER BACHELORS AT THE END
Notifysender90 she said she got her bachelor’s “out here on the street”.
I understand where she's coming from though. It's difficult for a Mom to play the roles of a Father and Mother at the same time without a significant other.
TheseKlownsKrazy AsFuq 4RealTho
Yes, then again, when children make their own decisions & they’re rebellious, what can a parent do? She’s beautiful, it’s a sad reality.
My mama was a single mother and did an awesome job. Just depends on the person. Some can handle it, some can’t.
@@jazmynbrown6820 Yeah " Some Mothers " actually have a game plan and some don't. I'm just speaking from experience ya know. 🤷🏿♂️
@TheseKlownsKrazy AsFuq 4RealTho They do because they have to, but it's not easy!
Exactly 🙏
Can't wait to hear your testimony when change comes to fruition. Prayers will be sent on your behalf. You are G-d's precious child.
This is sad I hope the best for her. I grew up gang banging in the streets and going to prison but never got into drugs so I don’t know what she is going through. She is beautiful and seems like a very caring person. Hopefully one day she can look back at all this and move forward in life.
I know looks have very little to do with anything......but she is hauntingly beautiful. Her hair her complexion her bone structure. My God she's drop dead beautiful. She's very smart as a whip. She has a PhD in the study of the streets. She's a keeper. I would love to see her in another video.
I just posted about her bone structure im glade someone eles can see what i see💪🙌
YOU SHOULD PUT HIM OUT THERE NOW. HE MAY BE DOING IT TO ANOTHER SMALL CHILD. HE NEEDS TO BE CHARGED FOR WHAT HE DID. IT DOESNT MATTER IF IT HAPPENED A LONG TIME AGO. HE NEEDS TO PAY. DONT MAKE IT EASY ON HIM .
He literally destroyed ur life.
Amen!
This is my friends sister.. we grow up together .. she was missing for a while .. this is heartbreaking ..
How old is she?
KoolWorld Memphis 33 my age ,
No her age. Jus wondering
Fuck I jus understood what u were saying. U must excuse me. I'm high. You were saying she is 33 the same age as you. Got it
Wow she def looks mid 40s. Sad
I hope Maria's abuser doesn't still have access to children. He has to be stopped. I think forgetting exactly what happened is a form of self-protection.
I suspect she may have PTSD. I am not a psychologist/professional, could very well be wrong. Usually your mind forgets to protect you from the reality.
@@inmadesoko3428 I'd say you are right, probably self medicating. Imagine someone taking advantage of a five year old who had just lost her father, so depraved. If and when Maria moves on she will need intensive therapy. I hope that day comes soon.
@Jane Doe I didn't know that. I'm beginning to think that the best way forward is to promote the stay safe programs for children in schools. At the very least, it gives children the language to explain what's happening. Child sexual abuse features in almost all of the interviews here. It appears to be a major risk factor for addiction.
They usually do some how those sobs stay in the pictures to keep you quite about them but please speak out before more damage is done 🙏
I don’t have a father and a mother. I’ve been in very similar boat. Thank God I don’t like drugs, cigarette and alcohol. I love reading and I’m a very driven. I also love my son. I came close losing him. My son is my world. There is nothing I wouldn’t do for him. My best revenge making it and be a better person than the abusers. Don’t give up.
She’s right - you’re ready when you’re ready for recovery. I wish her the best out of the quicksand and on to a purpose.
“Children Learn What They Live” 😔 And Will Become What Was Created. History either repeats itself or mental health effects that child. I know because, I was that child.
🕉 I’m praying For you and your innocent children Maria, you are so much more then the physical life that was given to you. I pray that you see & feel my vibration and my God heals you from your past & present pain and suffering. Your future holds No More! Namaste Maria 🙏🏽
JetSet Jayyy in Jesus name I pray Amen 🙏🏾
I disagree with that statement. You can choose to break that cycle, just up to that person.
Maria I understand what you live through everyday,even while iside your own mind. But please please get better dont be the reason your daughter ends up in your shoes. I know your hurting and you feel like you tryna protect yours but it hurts them the most. You ARE BETTER THAN WHAT HURT YOU THERE IS LOVE, HAPPINESS AND LIFE AFTER XOXO
This woman has integrity - she is honest and real. She is wise beyond her years. I hope she achieves her sobriety - she deserves to be happy and to be loved.
She seems to really “get it” I think she’ll get there. 🥰
@@sisiscastle3573 YES! I agree with you 100%. I hope she decides to get help - I could totally see her as a counselor and teacher. She has so much to offer.
This is a woman I relate to 100 percent, she has spelled it out for exactly how I feel and what I’ve been through.. crazy. Freakin nailed it. Especially the part about not being able to remember fully and praying that you never do because it’s probably too much to deal with... I live with PTSD already and I’m scared that if I had to walk through the memories I would shatter. I really liked this woman’s integrity. She’s going to be ok. Prayers 🙏
No it's not "reality" to use crack. Is YOUR reality. You're the only one who stops. Be strong and good luck yall
I don’t believe she’s older than 40. This lifestyle has worn her down since she was 13 and it’s sad af.
Im thinking 29-30
I’m guessing she’s WAY younger than 40
Probably 23
I thought older than 40
I dont think shes older than 25 I have a sister who looked like this by the time she was 23 and now shes 31 and looks 50
she is fittttt... hope she finds it in herself to get clean ❤️ it’s good that she’s honest and self aware.
Went to Middle school with her and it's hard to see her pain and hear her story. I hope you get the help that you need to battle all those demons!!
She has had so much trauma. EMDR would be life changing for her. I hope she finds it and the 12 steps. God bless her and please watch over her 💜
Omg, this deserves an academy award 😭 So. Real. And she’s brilliant.
I understand how she could have fallen into this lifestyle, absolutely. Who wouldn’t? She didn’t have any other role model and her Mom made a shitty example. Good for her for speaking out. Let me know if she ever wants a pen pal.
" Your own kind can betray you' She has gone through so much, takes full responsibility for her choices. Does not blame anyone, ( although I think she was not given a chance to experience what most of us take for granted)... I hope she.knows she is more than.a survivor, She deserves.to have a good life where she can begin to heal, and experience unconditional love. 🙏🙏
Karen Campuzano I’m not an addict but I understand how she feels😘
@@justred5164 Unfortunately i do too.
The whole time all I keep thinking about is how intelligent & fluent she sounds when she speaks. She makes it easy to respect her being. It breaks my heart to see someone so special have to feel the hurt she does. The world is such a cruel place. I see so many of these people self medicating just to try to feel a piece of happiness if just for a moment, when most chase that feeling because of something done to them by another selfish humans wants or needs. She seems as if she could be such a positive contribution to the world & she spends her nights in one of the worst places 🤔😤😔🙏
The cut, the color. Her hair is BEAUTIFUL.
She should be protected by our system if she is having to identify her rapist in court. She’s living in fear, numbing herself with drugs.❤️🙏🏽 Beautiful lady, beautiful soul!
Maria got better arms than me 😩
Im saying ! she looks toned 😩
And her hair too. She has ALOT.
Working out in Jail
jay rose Crackheads are cut. Because they constantly move.
@@LadyAngela678 all the hand jobs.. That neck too
love when we get true genuine, no prompts needed story. She is honest and I admire that in a person. She accepts responsibility for herself & her decisions. Thats rare to come by these days.. in anyone. Best of luck with everything :)
She's so honest and intelligent, with amazingly beautiful hair!
She’s super cute. Head full of beautiful hair. I agree with her about not judging people. Everyone chooses their way in life due to their experiences.
Crack is such a demon.... There is NEVER ENOUGH. I've seen successful, professional friends turn into fiends. I hope she eventually wants help, because she can be so much more than just an addict. She has to WANT to get help. She can beat this, but she has to be ready. She already takes responsibility for her addiction, so she's half way there!!!
Everybody does this, everybody is in search of peace and tries to avoid of pain. So human.
She is absolutely beautiful, I’m going to be praying for her.
Seriously Maria shared a lot of wisdom even though it was cloaked in sadness. Given that she shared that just the other night she was drugged and probably raped, she chose to focus on the bright side that she woke up on the steps of a church. She has faith that God is looking out for her. There's a certain freedom that drugs, alcohol, sex, food or any other addiction offers people who seek to escape suffering, sorrow and pain. Although those addicts who find the courage deep down within themselves to seek treatment and stay in recovery will gain a tremendous amount of self esteem from their journey towards sobriety. To not hide from woe but rather to face it head on by bearing the pain is a journey only those with inner strength and a belief in a higher power can usually overcome. The painful memories of the past will be like shadows of Heaven once a person reaches their goal of kicking their addiction. Plus it's an awesome story to pass on to their children that they could look pain in the eye and not be so scared that they need to numb themselves, but instead learn of be in control of their own emotions, drug-free. I send Maria all the blessings to find her inner strength, not just for her loved ones, but for herself as the best accomplishment she can ever do in her life.
You like that life. And telling your self you ain’t ready is just all in your head.
I agree the desire to quit doesn't just appear. You have to conjure it up.
Most are scared of the unknown
Some people aren't ready yet. You have to be sick and tired of it to stop. Believe me, i know.
lol you realize she was upfront about that right
Got me in tears... aw Maria. God bless you. Thank you!
"like every other mother..." nope.
Noooo! Definitely not like my mother. She would have beat my ass, if I just up and disappeared at the age of 10! She probably would have hunted me down and dragged me home by my hair lol! My mom wasn’t having any of that. Be home by the time the street lights come on💯 and I’m forever grateful for her!
Thank you! I was looking for this comment hoping I wasn't the only one thinking that.
Here's a thought..why not lace all the drugs with birth control.
Lord, I am praying for you to provide Maria with the strength the she needs to reach out to you for help. I pray that you lead her to first steps of recovery, bless her with the persistence to persevere in the fight to be free! Maria you are beautiful, intelligent and have a purpose....😥😥😥💔💔
She's gorgeous
I have mad respect for her honesty! At least she isn’t exposing her children to this life. Not taking up for her al all she needs to get help period. She knew that she was a drug addict from a young age so why procreate? I pray she gets clean and breaks the cycle.
Never judge till you have walked a mile in drug attics shoes....It’s not a walk in the park😚😚😚
*addicts
@@Lorena-vq7jy - All that yammering, but you couldn't fix your illiterate error?
@@declamatory Drug attics is waaaay cooler than Drug addicts, have some fun with Waller, think about it, climbing up into the attic and finding loads of drugs of different types, wooohoo! we are both Walls but I am ace and you are er, er, er, er...
Addiction is a monster!!any kind 🙏 🙏
@@ethelbentancourt4251 the trippiest part of it for me was how long I was in denial, self deception is craaazy!
She knows she has to stop when she wants to and not for anyone but herself. God Bless her.
Not even for her kids huh
@@mexinica8455 no. Not even for the kids. It’s an addicts harsh truth. Doesn’t mean we don’t love our family who are affected it’s just how sobriety successfully works.
She's so young she can be reached God protect all of your goodhearted people ✌💛
Respect her honesty. Just 2 years clean (used 11) and I know her struggle. Stay strong girl ✊🏽
Just hope you get clean and can return to your children . You are very honest which is admirable.
Eres una mujer muy inteligente y autentica y vas a conseguir dejar esta vida en las calles, porque tienes mucho que vivir y mucho amor por recibir ,keep strong, te mando todo mi amor y fuerza maria,desde españa.
Maria is such a gorgeous woman.what a courageous girl & another genuine survivor. It’s almost like she has accepted this lifestyle. Crack cocaine is really difficult to quit~and that’s an understatement. In my own experiences Heroin/fentanyl addiction is at least there is medication assistant treatment.
Methadone & Suboxone is there for opiate addiction. But crack was so much harder for me to quit then opiate cuz there is no medication to assist w/ quitting crack. U just have to do it. It ruins lives~most of all the addicts life. Maria when u are ready just think of the life you can have w/your kids. It can happen. It seems impossible, I know, I thought there’s no way I can go one day, one week, never mind one month w/out crack- here I am- coming up on ✨14 month clean✨ off crack & heroin & fentanyl. There is light it’s so hard to get to it- and once u get to it/ it’s still a struggle but it’s alot easier.
Life is already difficult ~drug addiction just makes it more painful; which is kind of strange since addicts do it to numb their pain ~but in the end all drugs do is cuz more pain. Maria I wish nothing but happiness & health for you. 💗
As if her age was rellay that important to us / she needs to stop having kids regardless of if she's in her 30s 40s or whatever
Went to hollenbeck middle school truly hope that you and ur loved ones are good keep that head up
Addiction is no excuse...it's a way of life...hope you get "well" soon sister..
This is 2 years later. Maria I hope you’ve found your way out to be happy. There was so many interesting special compelling things about you. I wish I could touch your heart to make you better xx
She's so smart. I like her.
🤔 She is smoking crack on skid row.
God has kept Maria. She’s a lot stronger than she realizes. I pray every stronghold is broken in her life.
This is what I believe. I can understand and respect someone who knows the position they’re in and is trying to seek help. But, I will not respect someone who is consciously choosing to stay in the situation they are in, denying help, especially when that decision affects the lively hood of these innocent children.
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You deserve to be sober. Your wisdom is amazing. You're so beautiful ❤️ and so smart. Please take care of yourself.
Damn I feel bad for her kids, id be mad if my mom said “ it is what it is”
Absolutely
@Kenny ,as messed up as it is mine wouldn't admit even that to the last day ! I'm an old man whose been through the s*** too . Shot dope for decades . But never had children because of warped , vicious stuff I saw . Born in 60 . Whole different generation , still same warped game ?
Randy Beeman yeah but imagine just wanting your mom to come to a basketball game or recital , and she won’t cause she high all the time . And you ask why and she says “it is what it is” that sucks
@@randybeeman7823 very sad, I hope life is better for you now🙏
Right? That part hurt me 😳
Those of you telling everyone this girls age and real are fucked up she doesn’t want people to know respect to her. As for her daughter that is in the comments stop telling her what she “needs” to do for and with her mother! She doesn’t have to forgive her or talk to her
Always killing the interviews, Mark
May this young lady stumble into Jesus
Best comment ever
thank you.. best response ever!!!!
@Makeup Minion Dear, you need to learn how to spell
Amen
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I feel when she said "your own kind" can betray you💯😢 ive been thru similar situations like this girl except the hard drug addiction. 💔
She speaks volumes 🙏
Maria Maria Maria!!!! You are very educated!!! I have heard that some people have book sense an no common sense or vise versa No book sense an extreme common sense. It sounds like you have that extra common sense!! I am sure that you have touched a lot of people by making this video. Just let me say this. I watch these videos everyday an have never responded to anyone until today. When you did your interview it made me want to hear more an more. You captured my attention an had me sitting on the edge of my chair!!! In closing with comments "You are BLESSED" an people cant even see it. Your life testimony will touch people beyond your imagination!!! When you decide that you have had enough an when you decide that you want to be clean an go into rehab please communicate with us!!! I see a bright future for you as a life coach or a mentor for addicts. My husband is a Substance Abuse Counselor/Mental Health Counselor so I do have some insight of the addiction. I hope to hear from you soon. Take care an most of all stay safe!!
"It is what it is"...hate that selfish expression
5P me too , it means nothing .
@@maggiefisker994 It's mostly used as a dismissive expression, as a means for the interlocutor to distance themselves from an especially personal / traumatic memory.
Y bcus it is what it is?
Me too, it means nothing but has a passive agressive undertone.....
People tend to say it when they're wrong but won't admit it or just don't care either way and just accepts the hands that were dealt.
I went through the same thing that your children are going through. Please stay in your kids life no matter what life and time is short praying for you. I commend you for your truth. It’s sad to see that this drug has so much power. I wish you nothing but the best.
Wow tells the most intimate parts of her life but not her age ??? SMH you know?
Sometimes, a lady doesn't want to tell
She probably won't tell her age because she is ashamed of how old she looks...id say late 20's very early 30's
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@@MB-jn3dc a great guess. I think she's early 30s but looks 10 or 15yrs older. She's smart but not that smart to know she's still bs-ing yourself which most learn at 40ish lol
Very good point. I guess she remains somewhat vain in that sense. That could actually be transformed to help her.
this interview reminds me of how important these videos are, esp for the children of these folks to see them, and shes right, one day her daughter will understand. This woman is hurt and in pain. Shes doing the best she can. Shes been traumatized and uses to numb her pain. Poor woman, I hope she finds healing.
life is cool for right now, bc shes high. so heartbreaking to think of her as a defensless little child with no one on her side. not a single person in her family believed her. as a child, what recourse do you have? so unfair.
Hope she can get clean
Very intelligent lady.⚘❤
Beautiful soul. Strength and perseverance .... living with pain - surviving. My heart to your heart.
Please be safe. You deserve to be safe, sober, and loved.
Lovingly,
Nicole
I honestly believe that when you tell someone that someone has been abusing you and they say they dont believe you they do they just don't want to accept it.
100% inexcusable not to protecting your child - it should be punishable by law
Unbelievable that's something a child can hardly make up when their soul is taken karma will strike child get help you're a beautiful lost child of THE MOST HIGH GOD
That's the homegirl my homie baby mama she's good my respect for her talking