This music takes me to the most vulnerable parts of my being. The only reason I live is to be here for my 3 year old daughter. Her love, her laugh, her joy means everything to me. She is my heart, she is my soul, she is everything I asked God for and more. She’s the greatest gift I’ve ever been given. And I want her to know that I will forever be with her. She is the love of my life, and she is the reason why I don’t give up each day, why I can’t give up.
It’s been 5 years since I died inside myself. It feels so awful walking in the city, watching all these people doing their own things. I really can’t find anything pleasant in this world anymore. I’m skipping eating because I don’t enjoy food anymore. Every morning I wake up wondering why even getting up from bed. Does it really matter to anyone? What difference does it make to the world? Is there even a point of doing what all these people out there are doing? I hate it. I hate people that tells me that I’m not trying hard enough. I hate when people are watching me strangely because I look dead and depressed all the time. And most importantly, I hate myself so much I can’t even look in the mirror anymore. This modern society making every aspect of life toxic and putting pressure on it. You either fit in or you be kicked out and called names. Too bad I got a chance to live in this sad time of this sad and rotten world. It is what it is I guess.
If u had a better mindset u wouldn't be depressed Do u have a reason for u to be depressed In this world nobody cares I know But that doesn't mean u should be so sad U can go back unlike me...
Hey brother, I was in a similar state last year. It was a really dark and deep hole to crawl out of. I started by finding someone to talk to, to kinda let them know how I’m feeling, so I didn’t fight the battle alone. This person/shoulder to lean on can come in many forms, even a therapist. With this added support I started to do things that made me happy, not because others wanted me to. I started going on hikes alone, I thought “if I’m going to be alone I might as well have fun doing it” I started new hobbies, I began to cook more difficult food, and eventually I found myself smiling again. I started hanging out with my friends more and more. Times get tough, I’m sure I’ll find myself in that hole again one day, but what matters is that it will get better, one day; you just need to believe that yourself to make it happen. Keep fighting dude, and know that people love you. I’m proud of you.
Hey bro. Whole last year was a pit for me. I thought I was alone and had no reason and no purpose in this world. I was struggling mentally very hard. I accepted everything that was happening and did nothing. I just felt very bad and just stayed with it. What I am trying to say is that it is okay to feel that way. To feel and to acknowledge those feelings. And at some point time just takes care of everything. Dont worry about it too much. Just be yourself, feel what you feel and fuck those who look at you differently because of it. You are being real at least, not like huge majority of people, ashamed of their feelings and what others think. I guess the important part for me was to start believing in something, whether it would be a person, a close one or an activity. It can help you start seeing a reason for being happy sometimes. And like @BigCrawdaddy said, try finding a person to talk to, it does really help and you may realize that you are not the only one struggling with the same problems and you are definitely not alone. I love you man, proud of you. Let me know how you’re doing at some point if you feel like it. ❤
@@TheHolder5 but there isn't a friend to talk to... And I can't find one And the thing is no matter how many times I tried I couldn't get better But I wish I countinued
Hey people who are in 3018... or whatever year it is. It's 2024. If you see this, you are very lucky. thanks for watching this comment. No matter what age, where you are, and what you're going through, just know that you are special. Think about this. 10 billion people on earth. And you, the one and only, is born. Isn't that crazy? Don't be sad, be happy. I'm always here for you. :)
Amo vídeos assim principalmente as músicas., são relaxantes, vazias, me lembra uma floresta solitária apenas esse toque e o silêncio da floresta..e pelo toque tristes.. é muito bom
2022......I remember the beginning of the Russian war..................................I was in a Ukrainian city where everything it has begun.........I understand that no one will care about this..........................I'm very sad that I had to say goodbye to my hometown and my grandparents.
You are the most perfect you there is. You are enough. We all have our own struggles we can't control. Forget the bad, appreciate what you have now while it lasts, it won't last forever.
Помню ту зиму когда слушала этот трек нон стоп, эта музыка идеально описывает мое внутреннее состояние Мне печально, мне грустно , все о чем я мечтала так медленно рушилось
Jesus sees all your pain and wants to save you and give you new life. Come to him, he loves you may the Lord bless you all my dear brothers and sisters AMEN ❤️✝️🙏
If someone is suicidal please help them any thing helps. 101 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favourite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it 101. Jesus loves you Ps: IM PROUD OF YOU YOU ARE A WARRIOR YOU IM PROUD THAT YOU ARE HERE! Also i am the original writer of all of these if anyone post anything similar to this they copied and if you want to use it use credits. Thank you have a good life and never let anything push you down. if you are suicidal, please reach a suicidal number or text them thank you for staying here keep your head up. Your doing great.
i had a dream that i was dating somebody, i was having fun, having a good time hanging out with them, we went to the movies, went snowboarding, and then i woke up, never been so sad ever before, i feel like its a reminder that nobody will ever love me 😔
Jesus loves you all❤️, Matthew 5:2 and he opened his mouth and taught them saying: 3blessed are the poor In spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. 4 “blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted. 5”blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit earth. 6”blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied. 7”blessed are the merciful, for they shall receive mercy. 8”blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God. 9”Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called sons (children) of God.❤
All i have in common with uncontrollable and insane Vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I've caused and my utter difference toward it I have now surpassed My pain is constant and sharp
There's a saying that there is sadness at the back of life which some people do not attempt to mitigate that they are Entirely aware of their own standing in their own shadow and yet alive in every tremor and gleam of existence there they endure -unknown
@-somebody_ I was also in this kind of situation I didn’t solve all the confusion but did lil bit so I will share my findings .i was in this situation because idk what to rely on for my action and thinking beliefs etc . And for me just faking up things is like cheating to yourself ( also the structure of society is also based on fake ideas and concepts ) that’s why we have existential crisis ( which is not depression but an important problem to be solved not by creating fake meanings but asking why am I asking the question of existence) to deal with this problem you have draw your conclusions based on facts not some superficial concepts or ideas and then clarity will come slowly I will suggest you audio’s and books of j Krishnamurti .and cinema of Andrei tarkovsky
Christ is waiting for every single one of you, when the time is right and your mind is ripe you will seek and find the truth brothers good luck in your endeavours.
@@truereality5873 It makes me truly happy to offer even a single smile , Jesus loves you and every one going through a hard time deserves his guidance and nurture. I pray and hope that you will be able to overcome those hard times, god bless you.
Ava ia not comeing back just stop:mom:me i know she is she cant be dead i love her...she is my soul SHE IS MY LIFE SHE IS MY BEST..FREIND AND UR NOT GUNNA TAKE THAT AWAY FROM ME SHE WASS EVREYTHINGGG😭😡i cant live..u know without her she was the world to me. And i hope she is playing soccer up in heaven with the ppl she loves up there and mom. U can ground me its not gunna change anything ur just mad u dint HAVE A BFF LIKE I DID!!
@peyotefinder69 há 4 meses This music takes me to the most vulnerable parts of my being. The only reason I live is to be here for my 3 year old daughter. Her love, her laugh, her joy means everything to me. She is my heart, she is my soul, she is everything I asked God for and more. She’s the greatest gift I’ve ever been given. And I want her to know that I will forever be with her. She is the love of my life, and she is the reason why I don’t give up each day, why I can’t give up. 30 Responder
This music takes me to the most vulnerable parts of my being. The only reason I live is to be here for my 3 year old daughter. Her love, her laugh, her joy means everything to me. She is my heart, she is my soul, she is everything I asked God for and more. She’s the greatest gift I’ve ever been given. And I want her to know that I will forever be with her. She is the love of my life, and she is the reason why I don’t give up each day, why I can’t give up.
See your comment, i'm wanna crying, your mean its mom? (if i wrong i'm sorry)
AWWW IM CRYING😭❤
keep going dont give up
Все будет хорошо ❤
It’s been 5 years since I died inside myself. It feels so awful walking in the city, watching all these people doing their own things. I really can’t find anything pleasant in this world anymore. I’m skipping eating because I don’t enjoy food anymore. Every morning I wake up wondering why even getting up from bed. Does it really matter to anyone? What difference does it make to the world? Is there even a point of doing what all these people out there are doing? I hate it. I hate people that tells me that I’m not trying hard enough. I hate when people are watching me strangely because I look dead and depressed all the time. And most importantly, I hate myself so much I can’t even look in the mirror anymore. This modern society making every aspect of life toxic and putting pressure on it. You either fit in or you be kicked out and called names. Too bad I got a chance to live in this sad time of this sad and rotten world. It is what it is I guess.
Well. God doesn’t do things for no reason
Just think?
If u had a better mindset u wouldn't be depressed
Do u have a reason for u to be depressed
In this world nobody cares I know
But that doesn't mean u should be so sad
U can go back unlike me...
Hey brother, I was in a similar state last year. It was a really dark and deep hole to crawl out of. I started by finding someone to talk to, to kinda let them know how I’m feeling, so I didn’t fight the battle alone. This person/shoulder to lean on can come in many forms, even a therapist. With this added support I started to do things that made me happy, not because others wanted me to. I started going on hikes alone, I thought “if I’m going to be alone I might as well have fun doing it” I started new hobbies, I began to cook more difficult food, and eventually I found myself smiling again. I started hanging out with my friends more and more. Times get tough, I’m sure I’ll find myself in that hole again one day, but what matters is that it will get better, one day; you just need to believe that yourself to make it happen. Keep fighting dude, and know that people love you. I’m proud of you.
Hey bro. Whole last year was a pit for me. I thought I was alone and had no reason and no purpose in this world. I was struggling mentally very hard. I accepted everything that was happening and did nothing. I just felt very bad and just stayed with it. What I am trying to say is that it is okay to feel that way. To feel and to acknowledge those feelings. And at some point time just takes care of everything. Dont worry about it too much. Just be yourself, feel what you feel and fuck those who look at you differently because of it. You are being real at least, not like huge majority of people, ashamed of their feelings and what others think. I guess the important part for me was to start believing in something, whether it would be a person, a close one or an activity. It can help you start seeing a reason for being happy sometimes. And like @BigCrawdaddy said, try finding a person to talk to, it does really help and you may realize that you are not the only one struggling with the same problems and you are definitely not alone. I love you man, proud of you. Let me know how you’re doing at some point if you feel like it. ❤
@@TheHolder5 but there isn't a friend to talk to...
And I can't find one
And the thing is no matter how many times I tried I couldn't get better
But I wish I countinued
Hey people who are in 3018... or whatever year it is. It's 2024. If you see this, you are very lucky. thanks for watching this comment. No matter what age, where you are, and what you're going through, just know that you are special. Think about this. 10 billion people on earth. And you, the one and only, is born. Isn't that crazy? Don't be sad, be happy. I'm always here for you. :)
Thanks
Amo vídeos assim principalmente as músicas., são relaxantes, vazias, me lembra uma floresta solitária apenas esse toque e o silêncio da floresta..e pelo toque tristes.. é muito bom
Eu amo essa música por causa dessa melodia!❤
esta musica me iso volver a tras en donde era feliz
🥺
2022......I remember the beginning of the Russian war..................................I was in a Ukrainian city where everything it has begun.........I understand that no one will care about this..........................I'm very sad that I had to say goodbye to my hometown and my grandparents.
Dam, stay strong brother
Praying for you and your grandparents. Stay strong bro, we love you 🙏
I am a Turk and I feel your pain in my bones right now. Stay strong brother, souls like you are all over the world, we are a family. 🫂
Happiness is not our destination point, it is the way of traveling.🤗
Don't forget others brother, we pray for you, your family, and everyone who suffers these tragedies..
Fills me with a pleasant melancholy.
Imagine being immortal and you go back to see your childhood places before the earth will begin to die.
this just made me wanna write so much my hand will be dead by the end of it i cant explain why
You are the most perfect you there is. You are enough. We all have our own struggles we can't control. Forget the bad, appreciate what you have now while it lasts, it won't last forever.
the reason I love underrated things
You really nailed mixing this 2 amazing songs tohether
Je repense à mon enfance à chaque fois que j'écoute cette chanson 😢...
This track takes me back to my childhood. I wish i could go back in time. I don't like seeing my parents grow old.
Помню ту зиму когда слушала этот трек нон стоп, эта музыка идеально описывает мое внутреннее состояние
Мне печально, мне грустно , все о чем я мечтала так медленно рушилось
Jesus sees all your pain and wants to save you and give you new life. Come to him, he loves you may the Lord bless you all my dear brothers and sisters AMEN ❤️✝️🙏
Ojalá en otra vida mi familia y yo vivamos feliz y cada uno cumpla sus metas ❤️🩹
Remember that you always have to chase your dreams
Oh well my dream is to have friends and no one wants to be my friend so 😅 yeah
When you realize that that time will never come back again
It has a feeling of sadness but with lots of Hope that something positive will happen ❤
People you know can hurt you the most…
Pov this song is what gives me peace when I am broke the most and when life is taking some tough turns! 💔
Real. Meu coração arde como o inferno..
If someone is suicidal please help them any thing helps.
101 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favourite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Someone’s skin against yours.
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it
101. Jesus loves you
Ps: IM PROUD OF YOU YOU ARE A WARRIOR YOU IM PROUD THAT YOU ARE HERE!
Also i am the original writer of all of these if anyone post anything similar to this they copied and if you want to use it use credits. Thank you have a good life and never let anything push you down. if you are suicidal, please reach a suicidal number or text them thank you for staying here keep your head up. Your doing great.
i had a dream that i was dating somebody, i was having fun, having a good time hanging out with them, we went to the movies, went snowboarding, and then i woke up, never been so sad ever before, i feel like its a reminder that nobody will ever love me 😔
Jesus loves you all❤️, Matthew 5:2 and he opened his mouth and taught them saying: 3blessed are the poor In spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
4 “blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted.
5”blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit earth.
6”blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied.
7”blessed are the merciful, for they shall receive mercy.
8”blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.
9”Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called sons (children) of God.❤
La extraño demasiado , volveré la buscaré , es el amor de mi vida, nunca me avía enamorado así...
Have faith.
this makes me feel about the girl that I literally love but she literally hates me for no reason
All i have in common with uncontrollable and insane
Vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I've caused and my utter difference toward it
I have now surpassed
My pain is constant and sharp
Im so lost without you
I dont know just what to do
I havent moved since youve been gone, i wont go cruise, i always lose everything i choose,
❤ 0:08 ❤ 0:11 ❤ 0:13
Скучаю по себе прежней 😢
❤
I tried so hard to get her back....end the end she didn't want to work things out
Even When Everything Is Falling Back Away From Me I Still Try To Love Why Can’t I be The One Who doesn’t Give Af 😢 I Don’t Know how to let people go 😔
I'm coming from jail yesterday and I'm listening sad moment of my life is end
There's a saying that there is sadness at the back of life which some people do not attempt to mitigate that they are Entirely aware of their own standing in their own shadow and yet alive in every tremor and gleam of existence there they endure
-unknown
NYC 😢😢
Amazing well done!
Thanks for the visit
@-somebody_ I was also in this kind of situation I didn’t solve all the confusion but did lil bit so I will share my findings .i was in this situation because idk what to rely on for my action and thinking beliefs etc . And for me just faking up things is like cheating to yourself ( also the structure of society is also based on fake ideas and concepts ) that’s why we have existential crisis ( which is not depression but an important problem to be solved not by creating fake meanings but asking why am I asking the question of existence) to deal with this problem you have draw your conclusions based on facts not some superficial concepts or ideas and then clarity will come slowly I will suggest you audio’s and books of j Krishnamurti .and cinema of Andrei tarkovsky
I dont going to go back….
My pet dog died 1 hr ago so ......
moon boots light at night.
Am I loveable?
Yes
Good mix❤
Thanks for listening
Christ is waiting for every single one of you, when the time is right and your mind is ripe you will seek and find the truth brothers good luck in your endeavours.
I needed to see this more than you know. I’m broken.
@@truereality5873 It makes me truly happy to offer even a single smile , Jesus loves you and every one going through a hard time deserves his guidance and nurture.
I pray and hope that you will be able to overcome those hard times, god bless you.
I hope see you fine in 2040 dear if we won't I'm sure we will meet in garden one day
Bruh im cry you no have notting.
فلاش باااك💔💔
💔
У меня есть музыка которую я люблю и буду слушать её всегда ваша музыка меня не интересует
27/11/2023
2:52 night
Ava ia not comeing back just stop:mom:me i know she is she cant be dead i love her...she is my soul SHE IS MY LIFE SHE IS MY BEST..FREIND AND UR NOT GUNNA TAKE THAT AWAY FROM ME SHE WASS EVREYTHINGGG😭😡i cant live..u know without her she was the world to me. And i hope she is playing soccer up in heaven with the ppl she loves up there and mom. U can ground me its not gunna change anything ur just mad u dint HAVE A BFF LIKE I DID!!
hey, is everything alright?
Real
I don't feel anything
Я хочу умереть
Hall George Lopez Linda Taylor Margaret
🤔
@peyotefinder69
há 4 meses
This music takes me to the most vulnerable parts of my being. The only reason I live is to be here for my 3 year old daughter. Her love, her laugh, her joy means everything to me. She is my heart, she is my soul, she is everything I asked God for and more. She’s the greatest gift I’ve ever been given. And I want her to know that I will forever be with her. She is the love of my life, and she is the reason why I don’t give up each day, why I can’t give up.
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