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I know nobody will read this, today is August 1st. I am 31 years old, unemployed, broke, hopeless, and just want to escape everything. I have a baby that will be born in a week and I have $50 to my name. I don't know how I will get out of this. I have been trying to dig myself out of this hole for months. Applying to jobs, doing side hustles, doing unpaid internships in hopes of working, but nothing prevailed. I really don't know how I will get out of this. I just want to escape everything. I pray that one day I return to this message when everything is better. When I am not living with constant stress. When I loose weight and stop stress eating. When I find happiness. I hope I can be a good role model for my child. I don't want my son to see me as a failure. I know no one will see this and my situation won't change, but it feels good for a man to complain. I can't do it in real life, so I can do it as I hide in a random comment section. Please, everyone who reads this, pray for me. I need it.
I was procrastinating sleep last night and found this video. I woke up with my headset on the floor and my phone off of my nightstand. I slept great though!
There are moments, where my anxiety overwhelms me. I can't control my heart. It skips beats or has irregular rythym. I listen to this. I breathe. I look at the trees. I think to myself, well... if this is my last moment, so be it. I'm content and happy. It calms those feelings. The rythym eventually comes back into place and I live another day. More grateful than the last.
For whoever is going through a hard time. Life is a gift from God. we living beings have a soul, and it is a mystery as to how we got a soul. No science can explain soul. Everyone in this world is always chasing money, fame, pleasures, that we forget to appreciate exactly how powerful we are, as living creatures and how POWERFUL our brain is. The human brain. How does an object as small as a ball, create such miracles? 'Emotions' itself is a miracle distinguishing us humans from EVERY other living creature. Life. You are born as YOU only once. We do not appreciate just HOW powerful human life is, and we should. In this world of constant competition and inferiority complex, the least we can do for ourselves is by appreciating life. Feel your body. This is you. You came into this world for a reason.
I'm middle child as the time goes by, I realize that I'm not recognize in my family even my age my school my favorite food they don't even know sometimes I feel not exist. I'm regretting being middle child. Is just so hard you know I feel sad. Thanks for calming my anxiety I really need to fight this. I will fight then!
reminds me off when i was 4-9 when i use to play minecraft with my siblings, we'd create houses and roleplay sometimes with my sister and that as i am now older with listening to these make me come back into the old times playing minecraft, time flies so use it wisely this helped alot tysm
Every circle begins with its end. Enjoy this loop... if you dare. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind’s journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul’s fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope’s strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe’s endless refrain, We must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ -- Diamond Dragons (book I)
Dans les méandres de ma solitude, le silence devient mon compagnon le plus fidèle. Chaque jour se déroule comme une répétition infinie, où les heures s'étirent sans but apparent. Les chemins que j'emprunte semblent se fondre dans l'oubli, comme si mes pas laissaient à peine une empreinte sur le monde qui m'entoure. Les histoires d'amour, autrefois source de douceur et de bonheur, se sont transformées en souvenirs douloureux, des éclats de passion brisés qui hantent mes nuits solitaires. Chaque nouvelle rencontre semble être un reflet pâle de ce qu'elle aurait pu être, laissant un goût amer de déception et de regrets. Pourtant, au cœur de cette obscurité, je sens parfois une étincelle fragile de résilience. C'est comme si chaque épreuve endurée renforçait ma détermination à trouver un sens, un but qui transcenderait cette solitude sans fin. Peut-être que dans cette quête incessante, je finirai par découvrir que le véritable amour réside en moi-même, dans ma capacité à trouver la paix et le bonheur malgré les tourments du passé.
I am a person who loves the night very much, at night my life is completely fresh and I find a lot of cool things including your music, it's a wonderful thing.....
It’s just hard sometimes, my mother always seems to be yelling at me, always looking for flaws in everything I do, it’s like she’ll never be pleased with anything I do, and it hurts I know she’s my mother but sometimes I wish she would just show some affection towards me. How is it that other parents support their kids shower them with love yet my mother never does, it hurts seeing other parents cheer on their kids because I know I’ll never receive that from my mother. But I understand her she had a rough childhood she’s trying her best I know it but sometimes I just wish she wouldn’t yell at me. instead provide to me the love a mother is supposed to give. I just want her to care about me, I want to feel safe with her because she’s my mother, but it’s hard to when she yells at me more than she speaks to me. I just want my mother’s warm embrace and love.
I'm so sorry, that sounds horrible. Please just remember that it isn't your fault. No matter what, you are not wrong to feel this way and you never will be. I know it's so hard, but you are so worthy and deserving of love. Take care mate. ❤
I remember when I was 7 I remember when i was happy I was don’t have a pain I remember this feeling I remember this juice Taste at morning when i was going to school i remember my mom’s face when she was show this pretty smile she was really kind and i remember this rainy day when i going back from school when i got completely result in exam i was really happy but now everything is changed I don’t know what happened , all this feelings suddenly disappeared I will no longer feel this feeling I don’t like day light , I don’t like light at all just i wanna stay in dark , my friends are disappeared I really tired I don’t wanna stay alone anymore .
i dont want to be asked whats wrong. yes, i dont smile and im quiet but i really dont know whats wrong. its just this feeling of numbness. i've lost interest for everything and i just want happiness i know i will never find....
Believe in yourself, once you think of an action you're already doing half of it by just thinking about it. If you think it won't get better, you're setting yourself up for failure. I believe in you, Godbless you stranger:)
I love you all we’re here for you I promise your never alone through anything in this world even if it feels like it someone is going through the same thing I care about you I love you forever and always ❤️🫂
Ive met a person. Cannot describe what I’m feeling at the point but given that happiness wasn’t necessarily a part of my past time I can tell you it’s a positive. I can’t think properly and hear songs differently now. I see every beauty in her that I’ve known and this feeling is.. incomprehensible
Please don’t. Everyone, your family, your friends, they love you. You matter, you make this world better for those you love. Believe me when I say, that I also feel this way but I’ve learned that even though it’s getting really hard. Just keep chipping away at it, just keep going, never give up. If you do imagine how sad everyone will be when you’re gone, you don’t have to be happy, you don’t have to keep smiling. You can be sad, it’s ok to cry. But all I ask of you is to not give up. Try to live for someone you love. To keep living is one of the hardest things we all go through, look how far you’ve come. I know it seems pointless to keep going, but just go one day at a time, one step at a time and maybe, just maybe it might get better.
🌿✨ "It's okay, calm down" serves as a gentle reminder to take a deep breath and let go of the stresses weighing you down. The soothing tones and comforting atmosphere create a safe space for relaxation, allowing you to unwind and find peace in the moment. This experience invites you to embrace calmness and release any tension, reassuring you that everything will be okay. Thank you for providing such a comforting and supportive message that helps bring tranquility and ease to our minds and hearts.
I feel so overwhelmed, stressed and depressed bcz school starts from tmrw and im not ready to do this all over again, sacrificing my mental health and constantly dealing with workload. Im so scared to start highschool :(
Hey, I’m one of the highschoolers who left this year. You’ll be ok. You will make new friends even if your brain overthinks into telling you’ll be alone. You will have a lot of fun, the amount of pressure teachers put on you will be high but don’t always listen to them, I was once told “you are getting a grade 5 and are predicted a 6 but you got a 4 in your last mock exam, if this happens college will you see you and reject you” guess who’s in the college they wanted after all. Your grades will not determine the world’s fate, don’t stress over them because high grades don’t get you much more for college unless you want university. If you can get the grades you want then there’s no need to overachieve for straight A’s cause it’ll just be another pretty number sitting on the bench otherwise. You’ve got this.
@@GlowstickX157 REALLLL I'm also a high schooler, so just organise, sleep and eat well, exercise, prepare ahead, be kind to yourself and balance your life! Everything will be okay @aka.fabiha
The floor is covered with a light grey carpet. Large windows allow a view of a city skyline at night, with a snowing sky and lit buildings in the background .. I slept great though!
Solo estoy existiendo, ya no quiero que nada empiece o termine, no sufri demasiado para convertirme en lo mejor pero lo suficiente para saber que debo ezforzarme y segar toda negatividad, así me gustará mas el proceso que la misma meta, los sentimientos quiero dejar en blanco por que la mente así descansa en lo que yo se, no soy sabio, pero puedo asegurar a mi yo del pasado que los errores te cambiarán demasiado
i'm from Russia. My parents used to fight in front of me when I was 8-10. later they divorced, and I stayed with my father. but both he and my mother broke my psyche in their own way. I hate the two of them, and the most deceitful thing I've ever said to my father was, "I love you." my mother got drunk and lives with another man. I would live with her, but she won't be able to give me anything. I'm constantly anxious when I'm alone.
Привет брат, я надеюсь у тебя все хорошо. Я Английский не особо шарю но как понял твой родители ругались и в конце развелысь. У тебя наверное ощущение какой то пустоты и тд. Я от себя дам совет который думаю что поможет. Попробуй хорошо изучить какую то религию, и психологию. В теме психологии можешь просветится с помощью видео фраме тамера. Веселий, и понятный парень. Желаю всего хорошего, и не забывай что это просто испытание, а они будут у всех.
Geceleri uyurken dinliyorum yalnızlığıma iyi mi geliyor kötü mü çözemedim ama tuhaf ve tanıdık hisler anılar geçiyor gözlerimi kapatınca ruhum bedenimden çıkıyor sanki sigarayla acayip iyi oluyor ❤
Hope you are well. Listening to this draws me into a self reflection. Not necessarily depression but rather a cold , logical look back on all I have done. My failures ,my triumphs, and everything in between. Love and light from America.
I got betrayed by 25 ppl,my only true best friend died,almost everyone hates me and bullies me physically and verbally,my family hates me a bit,I don't have friends,I don't know what to do.
Aguanta hermano, lo mejor que puedes hacer es no rendirte, tendras que buscar paz en donde no la hay y asi mejorara todo poco a poco, eh pasado por cosas relativamente parecidas a las tuyas y te digo de corazon que todo va a mejorar, al final todo pasa para bien. !!!TU PUEDES¡¡¡
Look for Jesus Christ, who is God, and he will help you and liberate you from what you're going through. Only through him can you live, have faith and hope Amen.
@@Thenightisbeautiful The human spirit is stronger than you think the human spirit when is able to achieve great success in controlling no matter how hard life is is far stronger than you think the Spartans are a prime example of the human spirit at it finest
I finally did it! I got out of my comfort zone. I am now in the Grind. I aint ever givin up now. I will keep grinding hard to be successful. I will prove evryone that has put me down wrong, I will show them my true potential.
I miss the time we spent together and I’m sorry that I screwed up something that could’ve been greater, perhaps you’ve forgotten but I can’t let go, and only can Christ save me. It hurts everyday but I awake again everyday too.
Every time I get a friend, they’re forced to leave too quickly. I had “friends” in my childhood- who labelled all the bullying and making me feel dumb mad worthless as “ a joke” and “it’s just for fun” and making me cry then calling me a “crybaby”. She did things like tear up my Mother’s Day card that I spent half a day making for my mother. Of course I’m sensitive to cry abt it when I was like 7 years old. I’m in high school and I’ve still not healed.. and I just got a good best friend in a new school. She already had best friends who didn’t like be being with her. They said I stole her from them, when she willingly left them because they were toxic and didn’t treat her well. However, me and her were really good friends and I still cry missing her, She moved to a new school . I feel like she doesn’t miss me as much. It hurts.
Hi I’m 19, im a complete shut in. More like I don’t get invited to any events such as birthday party’s I might be too old for this, also I’m single since day 1, but still I haven’t gotten the chance to experience my youth to the fullest going on my twenties there’s a lot I have to complain for but has a man I should keep these thoughts for myself, I need. Help. Help is all I need i don’t want to feel the way I’m feeling rn I want to grow be a better person I want to be successful so I can look at my mom with a smile that I’m proud of I want my younger siblings to be safe and healthy I want to take care of everything so that I can be at peace
u don't have to hold all these responsibilities on urself. ik u love ur family but i guess ur takin too hard on urself. and i feel u, I've spent my teenage years having depression and social anxiety, not being able too feel what is it like to just be "normal" and laugh stupidly like other people my age. but day by day, we have more chances to get to know ourselves, our minds, our souls. we will find ways for comin back to who we are.
Not going to lie this music makes me think about life and past life with my mom my mom was caring l'm now 12 year old without my mom all l could say is that l miss her she was everything to me and we had to move to my granny she was kind then she would make like why you walking like that look at you you like to wear things like that but she would hate when l cry she'll always say she is not in your life so still living with her she hates the l'm close with my dad so me and her are okay but life is life you cry you get used to it but mom passed away at 2021
For all the things i could've done differently, decisions i should've made with more wisdom, all the relationships i could've saved, things i wanted to say but i couldn't for some reason, the kind of person i always wanted to become, now i feel lost, i'm getting nowhere, what's gonna happen i have no idea, i just wish i would see the world without a sense of dread and resentment
I’m so tired and tired of feeling empty and nothing iv been through so much to the point my brain said hey if we don’t feel anything we won’t hurt anymore you know that pain in my chest I feel everyday cause I hate my life well I can’t feel emotionally and uh I’m scared kinda hard for me to even feel that but I know I am it’s so hard to feel even when I cry nothing just nothing but my eyes and how much they hurt even panic attacks I have thoughs a lot now anxiety attacks it’s been a solid 5 maybe more years and yea I don’t wanna continue I just wanna give up trust me iv tried so much but no one gives a shit about me and I hardly see family anymore I feel so dissociated and just like I’m not here maybe cause of how I hardly feel anymore I don’t know what to do or how to feel better i tried to tell my mom a long time ago mad recently how I can’t sleep and how my mom and step dads fights all the time and I mean every night and afternoon has affected me so bad but she simply forgot and said well get a therapist never did though so yea no friends to talk to or family and I only have like 3 friends at the moment well people I can trust hopefully 3 maybe 2 I don’t know I have a hard time trusting others cause all that my friends have ever done is leave me so yea anyway I’m not so good at the moment but just needed to talk or write this out goodnight everyone
you are, and yes you can. you are okay. you will be okay. take the time to appreciate the positives your life. close your eyes, breath in breath out. think about exactly what you want, be what you have to be to achieve it. i believe in you ❤
No you're not, u just fall in love with wrong person whom didn't deserve your love just reminder if he doesn't love u start to love yourself, even if he start to loving u will come one day , when he can leave u, but your love to yourself will never leave u, in the end after all no one will take care of u if u didn't do this for yourself🩷
its crazy how i was getting anexity when i had a dream my crush didnt like me but then i saw this titlle and my dream didnt make sense bcuz my crush does like me HE STARES AT ME
i know i should work in order to make my future and I'll try, while listening to this my mom tells me i shld study not watch movies and that's very right i shouldn't even tho I'm not watching anything but displayed in my own thoughts, if my parents know what i went, go and going thru they r gonna hate themselves...
I don't know anyone will read this or not, But I am currently 17 year old who is currently procrastinating and overthinking and having stress in my mind and I want help from you guys like I need to be focused in my studies and need to workout and chase my dreams I have dreams and I want to chase them I always fight with lust and corn and I want to be better and my life is good and I am grateful for it Thanks God I just need help from you guys I love you guys and Wants to do something better in my life 😭❤
I feel like I’m extremely alone. I went on this diet about almost a year ago. I was 200 pounds. My mother looked disgusted with me. She took me to see a doctor. I went on a very strict diet. No carbs, no fat. Chicken. Fish. Steak. Every day. Lost 50 pounds but my mom wants more from me. I give give and give and never receive. It isn’t , never has been, and never will be enough for her. I am the thinnest I’ve ever been, my body is begging, aching me to eat. I became ravenous. Shoveling food in my mouth I barely tasted because I never let 12 year old me eat. I deserve it. She deserved to eat. 17 year old me wants to be healed.
I'm sorry. But yeah, you deserve to eat. You shouldn't spend your life trying to please your mom. Just because she's you parent doesn't mean she's always right and I think that seems like one of those times if it's affecting your mental health so badly.
I'm really dumb and the most stupid person in our school, I'll never be honor and I'm so jealous to those people who are because I'll never be them.. I wish I was smart and my life was better, but no it's not. it's just the same worse every time:((
Hey, hey. Don't say that about yourself. I know how hard academic faliure is but grades don't really determine how smart you are. The school system sucks and is more designed so that people can get money rather than to actually help us learn. Plus there are so many factors that can cotibute to getting bad grades that don't have to do with how smart you are, like the environment you're working in is bad, the teachers just aren't right, the method doesn't work well with you, being overwhelmed, procrastination, learning disabilities, too much pressure, the pacing isn't right, external factors such as depression, anxiety, low self esteem, parental issues, bullying, isolation, stress and mental health issues in general, not getting enough sleep, not being organized, losing things easily, uhh more issues with personal life, the work isn't challenging enough, issues concentrating, whatever. My point is, don't hinge your entire self worth on your grades because that won't work oit for anyone. Did you know that Einstein did badly in school? And anyway, even if you are as "stupid" as you say you are, there's different types of intelligence. And that's not the only good quality that a person could have. You could be passionate about something else, like art or music or coding or writing or something that makes you happy. Or just be a nice person. Just stay strong and go easy on yourself because you're worth it. Take care.❤
Latly i have been very worried about my guinea pigs health my mom wont take them to the vet because she said that they are eating they are drinking and doing what they need to do. But i know in my heart that they might not have alot of time left one of them is 5 the other is 4 and i have been super scared lately but they are doing just fine. I can't stop over thinking but i know they will feel better i know it 😶❤
Ape yg salah dgn diri mu mawar? Tidak kah kau lupa janji mu pada kedua ibu bapa mu sayang? What are you doing now? mana semngat mu? Apa yg salah? Kau nk apa sayang?
Ihr wart schon lange auf dem sie das riesige Haus hat das mit dem Mahl aufwiesen ist nicht mehr leben kann ich mich für all das zu entschuldigen entschuldigen bitte entschuldigen und hoffe es geht mir wirklich gut um die Arbeitsbedingungen und das mein neues Profilbild zu lernen und ich hoffe das es einem anderen nicht geht es in der Hoffnung das es einem nicht mehr so geht und er hat es auch noch nicht geschafft und ich hoffe er ist nicht allzu sauer und ich hoffe er hat es dieses Jahr noch geschafft und die Mietkosten ist noch nicht fertig machen und zu lebenden Waffen kommen.
Im a 15 year old trans guy. Im too scared to come out at school. Im scared of school in general. We have summer break right now, 1 and a half more week to go. I wasnt in school the month before the break due to my mental health (my classmates told me to off myself on a daily basis, which did not help). Ive been sh clean for a bit over a month now. Thinking about going back to school genuinely scares me. So much. They are gonna be angry at me because i wasnt in school for a long time. Theyre gonna point out my scars. Make fun of me. Im tired. So tired. What did i do to them? Why do they hate me so much? I never wanted anything bad. I promise. Im just so goddamn tired of everything.
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I wish I had all of that but were broke and homeless rn I’m praying that good put me and sons and my wife and my daughter in a house
God*
I know nobody will read this, today is August 1st. I am 31 years old, unemployed, broke, hopeless, and just want to escape everything. I have a baby that will be born in a week and I have $50 to my name. I don't know how I will get out of this. I have been trying to dig myself out of this hole for months. Applying to jobs, doing side hustles, doing unpaid internships in hopes of working, but nothing prevailed. I really don't know how I will get out of this. I just want to escape everything.
I pray that one day I return to this message when everything is better. When I am not living with constant stress. When I loose weight and stop stress eating. When I find happiness. I hope I can be a good role model for my child. I don't want my son to see me as a failure. I know no one will see this and my situation won't change, but it feels good for a man to complain. I can't do it in real life, so I can do it as I hide in a random comment section.
Please, everyone who reads this, pray for me.
I need it.
Hi don't worry I did read this and I hope everything goes well for you
I really hope things go well for you man.
praying for you brother
Praying for you 🙏🏻 everything will be alright don't lose hope and Faith ❤️
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I was procrastinating sleep last night and found this video. I woke up with my headset on the floor and my phone off of my nightstand. I slept great though!
"procrastinating sleep" thats a nice way to say insomnia
@@theeskatelifeI sleep great most nights. I just have so much I want to do with so little time. Like VR Chat.
Que bueno que lograste dormir, debe ser dificil almenos en mi caso
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There are moments, where my anxiety overwhelms me. I can't control my heart. It skips beats or has irregular rythym.
I listen to this. I breathe. I look at the trees.
I think to myself, well... if this is my last moment, so be it. I'm content and happy.
It calms those feelings. The rythym eventually comes back into place and I live another day. More grateful than the last.
M experiencing this right now I can't sleep and m scared of my own body but m sure things will be fine eventually
You should be a poet
the voices gets calm w this video but they never sleep
For whoever is going through a hard time. Life is a gift from God. we living beings have a soul, and it is a mystery as to how we got a soul. No science can explain soul. Everyone in this world is always chasing money, fame, pleasures, that we forget to appreciate exactly how powerful we are, as living creatures and how POWERFUL our brain is. The human brain. How does an object as small as a ball, create such miracles? 'Emotions' itself is a miracle distinguishing us humans from EVERY other living creature. Life. You are born as YOU only once. We do not appreciate just HOW powerful human life is, and we should. In this world of constant competition and inferiority complex, the least we can do for ourselves is by appreciating life. Feel your body. This is you. You came into this world for a reason.
You may be a kind soul or maybe not. But regardless of that i just want to say Thank You.
were here for you stranger dont let it take over
Thanks I really needed this
Hope my mind can still stay clean, hope I don’t decide to hit myself again when am mad😀
Yes we are forever and always 🫂❤️
Does this make anyone else think about life ? Does this make anyone else cry or think about sad stuff? Is it just me ?
yes :c especially at midnight
nothin special to feel that
Oh absolutely am listening to it now I feel so close to breaking down 😢
It makes me feel both peace and emotion. It's a good way to relax and think about life whether it's good or bad at the moment
Makes me more philosophical than emotional.
I'm middle child as the time goes by, I realize that I'm not recognize in my family even my age my school my favorite food they don't even know sometimes I feel not exist. I'm regretting being middle child. Is just so hard you know I feel sad. Thanks for calming my anxiety I really need to fight this. I will fight then!
reminds me off when i was 4-9 when i use to play minecraft with my siblings, we'd create houses and roleplay sometimes with my sister and that as i am now older with listening to these make me come back into the old times playing minecraft, time flies so use it wisely this helped alot tysm
Every circle begins with its end. Enjoy this loop... if you dare.
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
"Before I start, I must see my end.
Destination known, my mind’s journey now begins.
Upon my chariot, heart and soul’s fate revealed.
In time, all points converge, hope’s strength resteeled.
But to earn final peace at the universe’s endless refrain,
We must see all in nothingness... before we start again."
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
-- Diamond Dragons (book I)
Dans les méandres de ma solitude, le silence devient mon compagnon le plus fidèle. Chaque jour se déroule comme une répétition infinie, où les heures s'étirent sans but apparent. Les chemins que j'emprunte semblent se fondre dans l'oubli, comme si mes pas laissaient à peine une empreinte sur le monde qui m'entoure.
Les histoires d'amour, autrefois source de douceur et de bonheur, se sont transformées en souvenirs douloureux, des éclats de passion brisés qui hantent mes nuits solitaires. Chaque nouvelle rencontre semble être un reflet pâle de ce qu'elle aurait pu être, laissant un goût amer de déception et de regrets.
Pourtant, au cœur de cette obscurité, je sens parfois une étincelle fragile de résilience. C'est comme si chaque épreuve endurée renforçait ma détermination à trouver un sens, un but qui transcenderait cette solitude sans fin. Peut-être que dans cette quête incessante, je finirai par découvrir que le véritable amour réside en moi-même, dans ma capacité à trouver la paix et le bonheur malgré les tourments du passé.
Je comprends ce sentiment, c'est beau ce que tu as écrit ❤
I am a person who loves the night very much, at night my life is completely fresh and I find a lot of cool things including your music, it's a wonderful thing.....
How do you find joy in the night Time? Like whats your routine, i'm curious
It’s just hard sometimes, my mother always seems to be yelling at me, always looking for flaws in everything I do, it’s like she’ll never be pleased with anything I do, and it hurts I know she’s my mother but sometimes I wish she would just show some affection towards me. How is it that other parents support their kids shower them with love yet my mother never does, it hurts seeing other parents cheer on their kids because I know I’ll never receive that from my mother. But I understand her she had a rough childhood she’s trying her best I know it but sometimes I just wish she wouldn’t yell at me. instead provide to me the love a mother is supposed to give. I just want her to care about me, I want to feel safe with her because she’s my mother, but it’s hard to when she yells at me more than she speaks to me. I just want my mother’s warm embrace and love.
I'm so sorry, that sounds horrible. Please just remember that it isn't your fault. No matter what, you are not wrong to feel this way and you never will be. I know it's so hard, but you are so worthy and deserving of love. Take care mate. ❤
I remember when I was 7 I remember when i was happy I was don’t have a pain I remember this feeling I remember this juice Taste at morning when i was going to school i remember my mom’s face when she was show this pretty smile she was really kind and i remember this rainy day when i going back from school when i got completely result in exam i was really happy but now everything is changed I don’t know what happened , all this feelings suddenly disappeared I will no longer feel this feeling I don’t like day light , I don’t like light at all just i wanna stay in dark , my friends are disappeared I really tired I don’t wanna stay alone anymore .
everthing will be alright
Part of the life when you grow 😢😢
@@SkyKid-0
I hope so ✨🎶
I can be your friend!
I can be with you
It's okay don't worry about everything
Everything will be alright ✨
@@lo.is.00
oh thank you so much you're so kind and i wish that all the people like you💖👑
Thanks for your creation
having this ambient makes me feel far away from those little nothings from my life..
been so stressed lately needed this
i dont want to be asked whats wrong. yes, i dont smile and im quiet but i really dont know whats wrong. its just this feeling of numbness. i've lost interest for everything and i just want happiness i know i will never find....
Believe in yourself, once you think of an action you're already doing half of it by just thinking about it. If you think it won't get better, you're setting yourself up for failure. I believe in you, Godbless you stranger:)
I feel you. Fuck it though we gotta fight it’s what we’re made for
@@SegCas-jq1zj type shi
keep on going, I pray that this will all be resolved soon enough and that you will instead come to know true peace and joy
I was crying when I saw this, when I tell u this made my week, this made my week.
I love you all we’re here for you I promise your never alone through anything in this world even if it feels like it someone is going through the same thing I care about you I love you forever and always ❤️🫂
Ive met a person. Cannot describe what I’m feeling at the point but given that happiness wasn’t necessarily a part of my past time I can tell you it’s a positive. I can’t think properly and hear songs differently now. I see every beauty in her that I’ve known and this feeling is.. incomprehensible
you're in love friendddd
I love that music so much about green and blue
I miss them
Me too…
I really calmed down listening to your music, thank you
El dolor no deja de doler. Solo te acostubras.
I have no will left to live. Everyday just keeps getting worse
REAL
You'll be fine.
Please don’t. Everyone, your family, your friends, they love you. You matter, you make this world better for those you love. Believe me when I say, that I also feel this way but I’ve learned that even though it’s getting really hard. Just keep chipping away at it, just keep going, never give up. If you do imagine how sad everyone will be when you’re gone, you don’t have to be happy, you don’t have to keep smiling. You can be sad, it’s ok to cry. But all I ask of you is to not give up. Try to live for someone you love. To keep living is one of the hardest things we all go through, look how far you’ve come. I know it seems pointless to keep going, but just go one day at a time, one step at a time and maybe, just maybe it might get better.
It not about how hard life hits it about how much you can take and keep moving forward
I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.
🌿✨ "It's okay, calm down" serves as a gentle reminder to take a deep breath and let go of the stresses weighing you down. The soothing tones and comforting atmosphere create a safe space for relaxation, allowing you to unwind and find peace in the moment. This experience invites you to embrace calmness and release any tension, reassuring you that everything will be okay. Thank you for providing such a comforting and supportive message that helps bring tranquility and ease to our minds and hearts.
I feel so overwhelmed, stressed and depressed bcz school starts from tmrw and im not ready to do this all over again, sacrificing my mental health and constantly dealing with workload. Im so scared to start highschool :(
Hey, I’m one of the highschoolers who left this year. You’ll be ok.
You will make new friends even if your brain overthinks into telling you’ll be alone.
You will have a lot of fun, the amount of pressure teachers put on you will be high but don’t always listen to them, I was once told “you are getting a grade 5 and are predicted a 6 but you got a 4 in your last mock exam, if this happens college will you see you and reject you” guess who’s in the college they wanted after all.
Your grades will not determine the world’s fate, don’t stress over them because high grades don’t get you much more for college unless you want university. If you can get the grades you want then there’s no need to overachieve for straight A’s cause it’ll just be another pretty number sitting on the bench otherwise.
You’ve got this.
@@GlowstickX157 REALLLL I'm also a high schooler, so just organise, sleep and eat well, exercise, prepare ahead, be kind to yourself and balance your life! Everything will be okay @aka.fabiha
The floor is covered with a light grey carpet. Large windows allow a view of a city skyline at night, with a snowing sky and lit buildings in the background .. I slept great though!
2 am late night drive with her listening to this, thanks
Solo estoy existiendo, ya no quiero que nada empiece o termine, no sufri demasiado para convertirme en lo mejor pero lo suficiente para saber que debo ezforzarme y segar toda negatividad, así me gustará mas el proceso que la misma meta, los sentimientos quiero dejar en blanco por que la mente así descansa en lo que yo se, no soy sabio, pero puedo asegurar a mi yo del pasado que los errores te cambiarán demasiado
i'm from Russia. My parents used to fight in front of me when I was 8-10. later they divorced, and I stayed with my father. but both he and my mother broke my psyche in their own way. I hate the two of them, and the most deceitful thing I've ever said to my father was, "I love you." my mother got drunk and lives with another man. I would live with her, but she won't be able to give me anything. I'm constantly anxious when I'm alone.
I hope everything will be alright. Sending you a big hug 🤗❤
Привет брат, я надеюсь у тебя все хорошо. Я Английский не особо шарю но как понял твой родители ругались и в конце развелысь. У тебя наверное ощущение какой то пустоты и тд. Я от себя дам совет который думаю что поможет. Попробуй хорошо изучить какую то религию, и психологию. В теме психологии можешь просветится с помощью видео фраме тамера. Веселий, и понятный парень. Желаю всего хорошего, и не забывай что это просто испытание, а они будут у всех.
I hope you’re ok.
Geceleri uyurken dinliyorum yalnızlığıma iyi mi geliyor kötü mü çözemedim ama tuhaf ve tanıdık hisler anılar geçiyor gözlerimi kapatınca ruhum bedenimden çıkıyor sanki sigarayla acayip iyi oluyor ❤
Hope you are well. Listening to this draws me into a self reflection. Not necessarily depression but rather a cold , logical look back on all I have done. My failures ,my triumphs, and everything in between. Love and light from America.
I am 40,i have a wife that loves me,and 3 beautifull daughters.And we all worship THE LIVING GOD.Thank you Lord.What more can i ask for?
Now, wake up
Blessed
Its my birthday can u buy me ps5
A boy
@@centum-780how about u
I got betrayed by 25 ppl,my only true best friend died,almost everyone hates me and bullies me physically and verbally,my family hates me a bit,I don't have friends,I don't know what to do.
Aguanta hermano, lo mejor que puedes hacer es no rendirte, tendras que buscar paz en donde no la hay y asi mejorara todo poco a poco, eh pasado por cosas relativamente parecidas a las tuyas y te digo de corazon que todo va a mejorar, al final todo pasa para bien. !!!TU PUEDES¡¡¡
Look for Jesus Christ, who is God, and he will help you and liberate you from what you're going through. Only through him can you live, have faith and hope Amen.
@@Thenightisbeautiful The human spirit is stronger than you think the human spirit when is able to achieve great success in controlling no matter how hard life is is far stronger than you think the Spartans are a prime example of the human spirit at it finest
The second music
They have a account on insta named we love you
And they use this music
And MANNNNNN THEY HIT DIFFERENT💓
I finally did it! I got out of my comfort zone. I am now in the Grind. I aint ever givin up now. I will keep grinding hard to be successful. I will prove evryone that has put me down wrong, I will show them my true potential.
Good for you! I feel like I'll never be able to do that...
Yes! You can do it! Ans do can you to the other person in the replies. It's hard but I know you can.
Lost myself into the night sky while listening to this 🌃
I miss the time we spent together and I’m sorry that I screwed up something that could’ve been greater, perhaps you’ve forgotten but I can’t let go, and only can Christ save me. It hurts everyday but I awake again everyday too.
the first song is so nostalgic to me 💙💙💙
this playlist is great
Tomorrow I will pass the most important test of my life and I am very afraid, I really want it and I worked so hard for it and I hope I will pass
Did you pass?
@@LordTravisBruh i failed
@@MAROUANEMOUTAWAKKILWhat was the test about?
Every time I get a friend, they’re forced to leave too quickly. I had “friends” in my childhood- who labelled all the bullying and making me feel dumb mad worthless as “ a joke” and “it’s just for fun” and making me cry then calling me a “crybaby”. She did things like tear up my Mother’s Day card that I spent half a day making for my mother. Of course I’m sensitive to cry abt it when I was like 7 years old. I’m in high school and I’ve still not healed.. and I just got a good best friend in a new school. She already had best friends who didn’t like be being with her. They said I stole her from them, when she willingly left them because they were toxic and didn’t treat her well. However, me and her were really good friends and I still cry missing her, She moved to a new school . I feel like she doesn’t miss me as much. It hurts.
Does anyone else suddenly thinks that everything will be ok in the end when listening to this or is it just me(e)
ОЧЕНЬ КРАСИВО И ДУШЕВНО
This sounds like relapsing every day
Wonderful playlist
This music opens up your inner 3rd eye it is the reason bells were removed
Listening to this while my partner sleeps besides me, life is good ❤
Hi I’m 19, im a complete shut in. More like I don’t get invited to any events such as birthday party’s I might be too old for this, also I’m single since day 1, but still I haven’t gotten the chance to experience my youth to the fullest going on my twenties there’s a lot I have to complain for but has a man I should keep these thoughts for myself, I need. Help. Help is all I need i don’t want to feel the way I’m feeling rn I want to grow be a better person I want to be successful so I can look at my mom with a smile that I’m proud of I want my younger siblings to be safe and healthy I want to take care of everything so that I can be at peace
Your defriend
u don't have to hold all these responsibilities on urself. ik u love ur family but i guess ur takin too hard on urself. and i feel u, I've spent my teenage years having depression and social anxiety, not being able too feel what is it like to just be "normal" and laugh stupidly like other people my age. but day by day, we have more chances to get to know ourselves, our minds, our souls. we will find ways for comin back to who we are.
I didn’t know I needed this until now. The perfect background for my work day. Keep up the amazing content 💻🎷
Not going to lie this music makes me think about life and past life with my mom my mom was caring l'm now 12 year old without my mom all l could say is that l miss her she was everything to me and we had to move to my granny she was kind then she would make like why you walking like that look at you you like to wear things like that but she would hate when l cry she'll always say she is not in your life so still living with her she hates the l'm close with my dad so me and her are okay but life is life you cry you get used to it but mom passed away at 2021
This sounds like the Music of the universe🦋❤ Awesom
For all the things i could've done differently, decisions i should've made with more wisdom, all the relationships i could've saved, things i wanted to say but i couldn't for some reason, the kind of person i always wanted to become, now i feel lost, i'm getting nowhere, what's gonna happen i have no idea, i just wish i would see the world without a sense of dread and resentment
Strange , how people living a different life but with same struggle
I’m so tired and tired of feeling empty and nothing iv been through so much to the point my brain said hey if we don’t feel anything we won’t hurt anymore you know that pain in my chest I feel everyday cause I hate my life well I can’t feel emotionally and uh I’m scared kinda hard for me to even feel that but I know I am it’s so hard to feel even when I cry nothing just nothing but my eyes and how much they hurt even panic attacks I have thoughs a lot now anxiety attacks it’s been a solid 5 maybe more years and yea I don’t wanna continue I just wanna give up trust me iv tried so much but no one gives a shit about me and I hardly see family anymore I feel so dissociated and just like I’m not here maybe cause of how I hardly feel anymore I don’t know what to do or how to feel better i tried to tell my mom a long time ago mad recently how I can’t sleep and how my mom and step dads fights all the time and I mean every night and afternoon has affected me so bad but she simply forgot and said well get a therapist never did though so yea no friends to talk to or family and I only have like 3 friends at the moment well people I can trust hopefully 3 maybe 2 I don’t know I have a hard time trusting others cause all that my friends have ever done is leave me so yea anyway I’m not so good at the moment but just needed to talk or write this out goodnight everyone
Everything will be okay buddy I can feel you your emotions totally valid just hang in there ❤❤sending u lots of love and hugs 🫂
Im here if you want to vent or want advice.
да, жанр за последние лет десять сильно развился и поменялся…
I was only temporary
soooo good 🥲
Had a fight with my bf..He just was kinda Toxic,Now I feel calmed thx!!
Im here if you want to vent or want advice
@@Spakester we broke up-
@@Choi.y.2 You wanna talk abt it?
Дзякуй...
No, it's not okay🙆😭
Se não está agora, algum dia vai ficar. Você está se saindo bem...Não desista, ok?😊
😞it’s true.
Im here if you want to vent or want advice.
may God bless you all
Can someone tell me I’m okay, I can’t handle this
you are, and yes you can. you are okay. you will be okay. take the time to appreciate the positives your life. close your eyes, breath in breath out. think about exactly what you want, be what you have to be to achieve it. i believe in you ❤
Insomnia
amazing
I shouldn’t even be crying over a boy I’m so stupid..
No you're not, u just fall in love with wrong person whom didn't deserve your love just reminder if he doesn't love u start to love yourself, even if he start to loving u will come one day , when he can leave u, but your love to yourself will never leave u, in the end after all no one will take care of u if u didn't do this for yourself🩷
Before I start, I must see my end.
beautiful
its crazy how i was getting anexity when i had a dream my crush didnt like me but then i saw this titlle and my dream didnt make sense bcuz my crush does like me HE STARES AT ME
Anybody who is reading this....
You are reading this.
i know i should work in order to make my future and I'll try, while listening to this my mom tells me i shld study not watch movies and that's very right i shouldn't even tho I'm not watching anything but displayed in my own thoughts, if my parents know what i went, go and going thru they r gonna hate themselves...
I don't know anyone will read this or not, But I am currently 17 year old who is currently procrastinating and overthinking and having stress in my mind and I want help from you guys like I need to be focused in my studies and need to workout and chase my dreams I have dreams and I want to chase them I always fight with lust and corn and I want to be better and my life is good and I am grateful for it Thanks God I just need help from you guys I love you guys and Wants to do something better in my life 😭❤
@@ZeparOP remember life only keeps you down if you let it
Mother
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صمت ، تأمل ، هدوء ،
حزن،شوق،أمل
Sick of bullshit, in love with life.
It's my birthday today 🥳
Belated happy birthday buddy ❤❤
I feel like I’m extremely alone.
I went on this diet about almost a year ago. I was 200 pounds. My mother looked disgusted with me. She took me to see a doctor. I went on a very strict diet. No carbs, no fat. Chicken. Fish. Steak. Every day. Lost 50 pounds but my mom wants more from me. I give give and give and never receive. It isn’t , never has been, and never will be enough for her. I am the thinnest I’ve ever been, my body is begging, aching me to eat. I became ravenous. Shoveling food in my mouth I barely tasted because I never let 12 year old me eat. I deserve it. She deserved to eat. 17 year old me wants to be healed.
I'm sorry. But yeah, you deserve to eat. You shouldn't spend your life trying to please your mom. Just because she's you parent doesn't mean she's always right and I think that seems like one of those times if it's affecting your mental health so badly.
Im here if you want to vent or want advice
Just the title was enough. Wish someone would say it to me though
Its okay, calm down
It's okay, calm down ❤
Bruhh I can't find eldexx's Last Dream!! Send help!
I'm really dumb and the most stupid person in our school, I'll never be honor and I'm so jealous to those people who are because I'll never be them.. I wish I was smart and my life was better, but no it's not. it's just the same worse every time:((
Hey, hey. Don't say that about yourself. I know how hard academic faliure is but grades don't really determine how smart you are. The school system sucks and is more designed so that people can get money rather than to actually help us learn. Plus there are so many factors that can cotibute to getting bad grades that don't have to do with how smart you are, like the environment you're working in is bad, the teachers just aren't right, the method doesn't work well with you, being overwhelmed, procrastination, learning disabilities, too much pressure, the pacing isn't right, external factors such as depression, anxiety, low self esteem, parental issues, bullying, isolation, stress and mental health issues in general, not getting enough sleep, not being organized, losing things easily, uhh more issues with personal life, the work isn't challenging enough, issues concentrating, whatever.
My point is, don't hinge your entire self worth on your grades because that won't work oit for anyone. Did you know that Einstein did badly in school? And anyway, even if you are as "stupid" as you say you are, there's different types of intelligence. And that's not the only good quality that a person could have. You could be passionate about something else, like art or music or coding or writing or something that makes you happy. Or just be a nice person.
Just stay strong and go easy on yourself because you're worth it. Take care.❤
i wasnt meant to live this life
Im here if you want to vent or want advice.
Its not okay.
That's ok. Wanna talk about it or nah?
Latly i have been very worried about my guinea pigs health my mom wont take them to the vet because she said that they are eating they are drinking and doing what they need to do. But i know in my heart that they might not have alot of time left one of them is 5 the other is 4 and i have been super scared lately but they are doing just fine. I can't stop over thinking but i know they will feel better i know it 😶❤
Can someone just say they care
Nah
@@HaianGg-qs6uf real
God bless you
I care friend I always will I hope your doing okay I love you friend 🫂❤️
Ape yg salah dgn diri mu mawar? Tidak kah kau lupa janji mu pada kedua ibu bapa mu sayang? What are you doing now? mana semngat mu? Apa yg salah? Kau nk apa sayang?
I feel like.. my friends don't like me.. I feel like I need to talk to them but I am to shy..
i just hope she loves me the same
why heart always choose wrong people ? 🙂
Pray to God and you will find true love, Godbless you.
😢😢😢😢😢l'm sad
🥰💤🥱🛏️😴
Okay
😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
My heart 💔 to ❤️🩹
Song name?
Ihr wart schon lange auf dem sie das riesige Haus hat das mit dem Mahl aufwiesen ist nicht mehr leben kann ich mich für all das zu entschuldigen entschuldigen bitte entschuldigen und hoffe es geht mir wirklich gut um die Arbeitsbedingungen und das mein neues Profilbild zu lernen und ich hoffe das es einem anderen nicht geht es in der Hoffnung das es einem nicht mehr so geht und er hat es auch noch nicht geschafft und ich hoffe er ist nicht allzu sauer und ich hoffe er hat es dieses Jahr noch geschafft und die Mietkosten ist noch nicht fertig machen und zu lebenden Waffen kommen.
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Im a 15 year old trans guy. Im too scared to come out at school. Im scared of school in general. We have summer break right now, 1 and a half more week to go. I wasnt in school the month before the break due to my mental health (my classmates told me to off myself on a daily basis, which did not help). Ive been sh clean for a bit over a month now. Thinking about going back to school genuinely scares me. So much. They are gonna be angry at me because i wasnt in school for a long time. Theyre gonna point out my scars. Make fun of me. Im tired. So tired.
What did i do to them? Why do they hate me so much? I never wanted anything bad. I promise.
Im just so goddamn tired of everything.
😏
Im here if you want to vent or want advice
Dont tell me what to do 😠