nothing feels real (a playlist)
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- Опубликовано: 28 авг 2021
- unimportant fact: there are OST's of Yume nikki Yume 2ki, IB, one of undertale, the witch house and MISAO
I love RPGs, they are the most beautiful thing that exists and it has very cool and magical music
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1. 0:00 さむくてあったかい、ふゆ〜雪の世界〜 'Cold but Warm Winter ~Snow World~' by Kikiyama [Yume Nikki OST]
↳ ruclips.net/video/4lyI7O7kLP0/видео.html
2. 9:54 bgm038 Atlantis [Yume 2kki OST]
↳ ruclips.net/video/ziVOzzAYp-8/видео.html
3. 13:38 Fallen Down by Toby Fox [UNDERTALE OST]
↳ ruclips.net/video/qH5hM1ILuFQ/видео.html
4. 16:08 Trees... by Pedro Silva [OMORI OST]
↳ ruclips.net/video/n_Dxix0lvDM/видео.html
5. 18:06 Lost Chair by The Presence of Music [The Witch's House OST]
↳ ruclips.net/video/TTSrjFn8DFw/видео.html
6. 20:49 Singing Aya by Vita-chi House [Mad Father OST] (version of traditional English folk song 'Greensleeves')
↳ ruclips.net/video/IPARn3Tlwkc/видео.html
7. 21:20 そこなしやみ〜暗闇の世界〜 'Eternal Darkness ~Dark World~' by Kikiyama [Yume Nikki OST]
↳ ruclips.net/video/aotmZZRDLVI/видео.html
8. 31:15 Ib_記憶 ' Ib: Memory' by YASUpochi [Ib OST]
↳ ruclips.net/video/Pebi2O4uL7E/видео.html
9. 33:46 暗躍 'Other World' by 秋山裕和 (Hirokazu Akiyama) [Misao OST]
↳ ruclips.net/video/agh9kvL8LAA/видео.html
10. 34:51 Beautiful Mask [Misao OST]
↳ ruclips.net/video/gWrDT87sFVg/видео.html
11. 36:28 ゆめのくに? 'Dream Land?' by Kikiyama [Yume Nikki OST] (Also known as The Pink Sea/Pink Balloon World)
↳ ruclips.net/video/3kDuZvEJAsQ/видео.html
12. 46:31 Don't Turn Around [Misao OST] (version of Japanese childrens song かごめかごめ 'Kagome Kagome/Circle You Circle You')
↳ ruclips.net/video/ZcIJNcbAtFU/видео.html
The soundtracks of Omori, Undertale, and Yume Nikki can be found on Spotify.
(I couldn’t edit the original pinned comment to complete the list, so I deleted it. Sorry!)
Lovely mix!
For track 11, i can't find it anywhere. Do you have a link or something?
@@batteryacidddd yes! Here you go, ruclips.net/video/3kDuZvEJAsQ/видео.html
@@ollier8257 thank you so much
THANK YOU ❤️❤️❤️
put this on the description, also thanks for the playslist
the fact that there's horror rpg osts in this make this better
I THINK UR USER IS REALLY SMART I LIKE HOW YOU REARRANGED SUCROSE TO GET CUREOSS
@@sososophieee4132 thanks :)
I thought they are cute u.u
can you write the names of these horrors, please ?
@@choinama8669 omori and yume nikki (the ones i know!)
It does not scare you. It's relaxing but not completely ... It's just, weird.
unsettling but inviting and comforting. like you feel safe in the uncertainity
It makes me feel empty, like nothing can hurt me anymore, i feel free. But it also makes me question everything, like if everything is a simulation and its all fake, or if your mind just makes up people and you play your own story in your mind when in reality nothing is there
Exactly!
What I am experiencing, a lot of creepy things or ambiance’s, calm me down,
It’s like if “a reason of god” was or had a different vibe or feeling.
I said “reasons of god” to nor disprove god or prove god.
For me god, is the voice/instinct inside my head, (which is actually ocd)
I used to get idk a relaxing weird vibes from some songs and I thought it was just me so I used to search up weird songs and I thought I was weird from that 😭🤣
note selection
Posting this here so when someone likes it i get reminded of this beatiful and calming playlists a true gem of playlists
6 month alarm ber ber ber
7 month alarm!
8 month alarm ‼️
9 month alarmm !!!
This is actually perfect ambience music for when you don’t feel like listening to your usual playlist but you also don’t want to sit in silence. 😌
exactly what im feelin rn
exactly what I'm doing rn haha
exactly what the fuck is your pfp
exactly whatnot everyone’s state of mind
This! This is what I try to explain but never can, it's the undying feeling that your alone but being watched at the same time.
This is what my life feels like constantly, like everything is just repeating itself over and over again, never feeling at home like your lost in an unknown place.
It's like we switched realitys and we are aware of it, but we can't go back, like I've been here before, because I know things I shouldn't and didn't know before this all started happening.
I feel the same, like events repeating themselves, or they feel like they happened before but cant remember when.
@@inkbud8485 exactly that's what I'm saying
i just had despersonalization, maybe we have that, it's the feeling of non-sense of life and "Nothing feels real", its horrible.
@@plantfran5391 maybe and yeah this feeling really sucks
"I can never express my emotions, but screaming can."
Do you get that feeling? The one right after you dreamt of memory? a memory you never experienced before yet it felt so familiar?
yeah.. i get that so much dude-
Yeah, weird part is, half the time that dream actually happens, not the entire thing, but things like my mom telling me something word for word as she did in my dream awhile ago even though I never told her about it, or my best friend slipped on ice and then telling me something word for word like how I saw that happened in a dream from the week prior. Once I even dreamt about a family photo that was to be taken the next week, and all of us going in a field for the picture just to realize that someone was watching us, that whole situation happened the next week, and even the person watching us being part of the dream freaked me out
@@sammybee5441 yeah same happened to me, I had a dream me and my mother got this big ice cream and by big I mean huge, a month later my mom buys them, they looked exactly like the ones in my dream and it freaked me out lol
Yea
I like to think of it as a past life memory. Yes, it could have been just some forgotten memory of a dream, but it could be possible that it's some type of past life thing.
When I was a kid, i lived life like I didn't care of anything and I was having a lot of fun, I'm currently 17 right now and I've been feeling kinda weird for some time, life is scaring me at some point, I feel like nothing is real, I don't know why I am so scared but it makes me feel so uncomfortable, I'm always experiencing deep scenarios in my mind like everything could fall apart in a second. When I'm alone, I often feel disconnected as if nothing ever happened and I feel an extreme dose of anxiety to the point it makes me cry with very depressing thought and the most disturbing thing about it is that I can't find an answer to that.
I’ve never seen a more relatable comment than this. I completely feel the same way and I think every human being has this experience. But it’s something I definitely never felt before and this is a very scary feeling so I get you
omg i'm literally feeling same things
I am 11, I feel this same way
this is the most relatable comment I’ve ever read… I’m 14 and I completely get the feeling.
why is it wrong if it's fake?
When i read the comments i feel like im in a neighbourhood surrounded by people like me, its a bit weird but i kinda feel safe.
Daily reminder,
You survived another week in a very tough world, even though at times it felt like you wouldn't, and I'm so proud of you
You too. ❤️
thanks, well done aswell
i made it 100😂😂
Thanq but I'd rather not survive.
thank you
Honestly- It feels like I'm in an infinite loop, where everyday is the same.. The same routine, the same events, the same people, the familiar.. yet unknown faces around the streets, just weird. This songs decribes the vibe I get every day.. have the same little talks with friends-family.. like when you having that little sick feeling in your stomach all day bc even though your used to live like this it still feels wrong, like you don't belong here at all... Just the fact that realitly just feels.. so.. unreal.....
Edit: Thank you for all the likes and replies im really glad to see that many people agree with me and can even relate so i know im not alone on this one and you neither
I’ve felt this way too at times and I used to become depressed.
That's insanity (the actual definition of insanity)
@@saltyyy5765 i wouldn't call it insanity but sure-
@@martha_was_here well maybe not insanity but fairly close, the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result
@@saltyyy5765 yeah i mean you are right abt that but i dont feel insane i just feel like weird but not allways just sometimes idk maybe i am a little insane lol but yeah ty for letting me know!!
You ever look in the mirror and just panic because that's not you. You've seen this face before but it isn't yours. But if it's not you, then what do you look like? That has to be you because this is a mirror and you are looking into it. But it feels wrong. Everything feels off. It feels like looking into a screen or a picture of someone you don't recognize. Then you think, are you even in the body that is staring at you? Everything feels fuzzy and it doesn't feel like you are in this body. But you have to be, because you are seeing your face in the mirror. But is this you? Why is this you? It just doesn't make sense. So you don't think about it anymore.
me when I'm fronting -🔪
Depersonalization. You should go to therapy because symptoms like this are very linked to depression.
When you listen to the song which is in 13:38 it's like you're in a dream... a dream that was recognised... that's in real life... but..FAKE.... but you only get the feeling when you sleep... deeply... tight..........
This playlist feels like when you would get in trouble in preschool and you would sit in the corner for 5 minutes but it felt like forever
omg.. homestuck spotted..
homestuck
nothing feels real here. i feel like im supposed to be somewhere else, in another body. but i also feel that i should be nowhere at all. i should both exist and not, forever changing shape. i spent my entire childhood and even now, reading fantasy stories and putting myself in the place of each character. now i feel that where i am is wrong, and i should not be staying the same. i feel that im supposed to be some sort of shapeshifter, adapting to each environment, living in both the isolated forests and densely packed cities. i feel that i should change with the moon, seemingly the same night after night, change only noticed if you compare weeks ago with the now. i feel that i am formed from the earth, and owe my soul to it. i feel that the sky is at my fingertips, so close yet so far. i feel that i am floating, yet gravity pulls me down. i feel that i am everything, yet nothing at all. i feel so alone, yet i feel like eyes watch me from every corner. i want to be gone, yet i want to feel gone and you cant feel gone when you are gone. i want to be nonexistent yet the most existing thing in the universe. goodnight little lovers, live on.
I don’t think that “you” can be some one your just one perspective of this whole world like all the other people who are other perspectives of this world. Together we create one world.
Your text inspired me thank you :) ! I also like to read and feel like a different person but I especially like to write story’s. And I feel like you every time I look at the stars above me or when i go for a walk and go by different houses.
I wish you a nice day/night 👍 (My English is pretty bad I hope that you can understand me, I live in Germany)
Hello, i understand your feelings! I am the same way! I write a lot and i guess its just this. I'm reay inspired to write a short story that feels like this!
@@MotherLover42069 that sounds like an amazing idea. if you ever write it, could you drop the link to it? have a nice day:>
Same. I've always felt that way, and like you, as a child I loved reading fantasy and sci-fi novels. That's why I started writing... it was my escape, a way out of this reality. I can't say I dislike my reality, but I'm not particularly fond of it either.
@@redactedlistener671 definitely will!
when i see my reflection in the mirror and just stare at it, theres a weird feeling that its not my face but someone's so i never look at it when im all alone or when im just gonna stare myself and do nothing
Sometimes I'll sit on the floor in front of my full length mirror and stare directly into my own eyes until I get scared :)
Is that weird?
@@lainytriesgaming2329 me too I thought I was the only one
That is so relatable, omg!!!
Oh god yes this
Sometimes I have to touch my face or do some other movement to be sure it's me when I get that feeling and when I brush my teeth I just look out of the window
擬似的に病む(病み系の作品を読んだり作成したりする)時に最適じゃんと思って２週間聞き続けてたんだけど、悪夢見たり吐き気したり実際に精神的ストレスがあったのでみんなちゃんと体調と自分の心の変化には気をつけるんだよ。
なかなか日本語の人いないからここで言うけど、風景日本っぽくないですか？
i think the reason music like this is so calming is because it was used as background music for horror games, the notes don't change but simply repeat putting your mind into a state where it can rest. Often when listening to this you would be able to feel a sense of nothingness, not happy, nor sad; just slowly waiting for the eerie music to finally come to a close.
Don´t worry people, it´s only the feeling of desrealization caused by anxiety, you´ll soon get better. If you´re able to identify that these sensations and feelings aren´t normal and you define them as something weird, probably you´re also able to distinguish beetween your actual state and reality, so you are not "going crazy" or something.. it will go away :)
Ik it’s infact normal but it gets so scary when you’re constantly desrealizing even somewhere public/during a conversation while their faces start to blur out n you just panic not being able to escape :///
Yeah, I try to tell that to myself but sometimes I forget and I panic… who am I? I know who I am? Have I always been this way, what if what I’m thinking isn’t what I actually think? What if I’m not true to myself? What if my friends don’t actually like me? What if I’ve been lying to myself this whole time? I’m always wrong. There’s no point. My family doesn’t need me. Nothing is real. I’m not me, I’m a fraud.
@@meljXD2 I feel u man
I feel real, but I'm scared that I'm not real. That when I wake up in the morning, I'll be in a mental hospital, that my boyfriends aren't real. I'm scared of waking up from a dream.
When ive been dealing with derealization for years and havent been diagnosed because im 15
Does anyone else ever get this feeling?
Suddenly, you realize. Your just a human, a bunch of atoms. All of your actions, they are so human, aren't they? You came to this playlist for a reason. Your sitting in your room, because your brain made you sit here for a reason. Everything you do from a brain piloting you.
It may sound strange and make so sence, but it is such a strange feeling and I get it all the time. It makes me feel empty, and as if I am just a robot.
this comment is something that makes a lot of sense yet I still prefer to not believe it or not let it play with my mind because I don't wanna end up in a loop of overthinking that I might never be able to stop..
happy new year hope everything gets better for all of us, good night stranger
yeah ive experienced a similar feeling many times. It sounds just like a thought but it's a feeling, many thoughts of mine trigger this feeling like sometimes I question the existence of reality. The feeling isn't just something we can control
You might not agree with me but in my opinion it can be a relieving feeling, I even sometimes want to feel it again though last time I felt it was few months ago
I came to this playlist cause I wanna see all these comments. And I don’t realize none of these 🙂
Even the fact that you think about all these is that your brain is making you think about them. You're just a shell controlled by your brain.
sending this to my therapist so that i can tell her that this playlist (specifically the first song) sounds like how my derealization/depersonalization/dissociation feels
Reall
cringeeeeeeeee
@@HeezbungusWhat is cringe about it? That the person is expressing her/his feelings? Stop saying cringe for everything and nothing
I've never understood why we are who we are, why we live the life we are given, why anything that happens good or bad I deserve. The concept of emotions are something I still cannot grasp on. When I am faced with it, this is the feeling I have in my head in music form. I still don't know why these topics itch my brain nor why I am this way, but this playlist is truly incredible.
I can totally relate to you.. And it saddens me that I'll never find an answer cuz adults around me say that i overthink when I'm just curious..
I've always been living my life, but at the same time, wondering... what truly is existence? Like, .... Ah, I can't really describe how I feel sometimes. But do you ever just think about what we are? What anything is? What the universe is? If I think about that too hard, I sometimes reach a reality breakdown... it's scary how we'll never know the answer.
Try looking up the neuronet, the multiverse, and also scalar field. After reading a few articles on each that might help you feel a little more at peace because I was feeling this way and now I have a better grip on what reality actually is.
Me neither, I doubt we will know anything for sure of anything at all, that is because we as a human can only know information that we sensed and made sense of, that we learned from. Life is just about reacting to stimulus, and learning is just about adapting to it; we will never be 100% sure of anything, even reality. There is no "truth" per se, only logic and empirical evidence. Anything can be correct if the definition does not collide with another, at least in this space and time, or maybe I was wrong all this time, no one knows for sure.
l also feel like this, it's like we're made in this world to just suffer and struggle
Can anyone else feel how weird it is to be alive? Like, we have these weird feelings, memories that never happened, we understand music and it's concepts, we have definitions like ''unnerving'', ''unreal'' and ''peace'', they're different but at some point they kind of mix. And how we are unique and individual beings with their own perspective of life... It hits hard like a rock but feels nice as a leave falling.
Yess
By the way DO NOT think about consciousness because when i did i had a reality breakdown and i cried a lot
Spiritual journeys are never easy and never really ends but it’s easier as things make sense. Let go of self, it’s not a leaf falling, but that rock lifted.
I like being alive, but i dont wana feel like this forever you know?
@@justsomeguy.9829 omg me as well. like thinking too much about reality and stuff makes me so uneasy i have a panic attack. Im not sure what it is about it but its scary
This playlist gives me that mysterious feeling everyone had as a little kid where the world was new and strange
It just reminds me that my actions will likely amount to nothing millions of years from now, so it’s either go big or die
I always have a feeling to commit suicide but im nine years old and im suffering all i wanted was peace 🥲
// trigger warning - suicidal thoughts
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listening to this brought me down from the brink of an attempt
thank you
im so proud of you. i may not know you, but please stay safe for me and for others who care for you. you've gotten so far.
I have this playlist going in the background when I drive late at night in the city with no cars around me. Gives me a sense of surreal calm
the backround picture of the playlist reminds me of so many things... like how there are so many people you can pass or see every day and that might be their last day but you don't know it... or how there are so many people who can lie to you as a kid and all those lies make up your reality... it also reminds me of courage the cowardly dog and how everything he goes through isn't believed or is taken a second look at because he's a dog- which reminds me of how a lot of people felt as kids... if I woke up and was in that world when it was just constant neglect and I was just non stop being called a liar and nobody took my side, that would be hell for me...
Yes me too..!
i like u. if u have any social media id like to have it pls n ty, if not, goodbye be well i hope this life provides u with something filling〰️
@@charliefowler6047 you got this alr? cuz even if nobody takes your side that's when you gotta realise you gotta be there for yourself. ❤
@@charliefowler6047 ofccc
@@the.secret.of. waith a damn minute hold up sheesh
This playlist makes me feel so alone yet so emotionally satisfied.
same. i don't know if i like it or not.
Same
This has become my favourite playlist...
No words. It's not venting. Not sad. Not comforting or relaxing either...
Just sound and emptiness while drifting in the silent space.
I love these ost. It feels like I’m laying down in white space from Omori doing nothing but looking up into the white abyss
i thought i was was the only one who thought of omori while listening to this, it really gives that feeling of the game
same, but while looking in that abyss im thinking about my life wondering if what i remember is in the right order, let alone real
For some reason this feels nostalgic but I know I haven't heard this before
B U T Y O U H A V E
It's very reminiscent of Violet town, and then the obviously pokemon song
This kinda feels like when you walk down a street you've walked a million times in hopes that it would some day feel real.
The same buildings, shops, conversations happening around you, but it feels distanced. Faces don't have names, names don't have meaning, just the world skipping past you.
I feel this all the time, and I couldn’t get domain it. These are the perfect words.
I feel like there’s a word for this… I think it’s derealization. But yeah. These are perfect words.
lol nice
the perfect explanation of derealization in my experience. I take a walk around my small town and feel nothing, as I've seen it all before and everything just stays the same. it's like im in a post-apocolyptic world or just someone watching as everyone else enjoys their heavily detailed and exciting lives. i've felt that way since i was a kid, but never really knew what it was and thought it was just me feeling sad and left out
Just depression
To everyone who is doing homework,
leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip
of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave
the chat, grab a blanket, and get the
rest you deserve.
To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a
snack, get some water, get a blanket,
and write down your thoughts. When
you're done, lay down, and get some
rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got
this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your
flow and get stuff done!
-Not mine, but pass it around babes
Thanks, I just realized that I needed to go to bed and that it’s now 10ish and need to go to bed
I’m using the restroom
What is homework?
What is sleep?
What is sadness?
What is creation?
What is reality?
What is consciousness?
What is "this" ?
Hehe
@@binguette wake up.
Made the mistake of listening to this while being in the strongest liminal feeling space I’ve been in, yet I feel reminded that it’s a safe space for me too oddly enough. I’ve spent a lot of time in the theater at my university, sitting up in the cats working on lights. this came on while doing some homework at around 11pm whilst finishing a conversation earlier that day about liminal spaces and it fit the vibe SO WELL. it creeps me out, makes me feel out of my
comfort zone, but the feeling is also familiar and nostalgic
For anyone who struggles with this sort of stuff: if you weren't real, you wouldn't be worried about it. If you are scared about not feeling human: worry and fear are human emotions and you wouldn't feel them if you weren't a person. Stay strong.
Idk man I just wanna be more real how do I feel real?
@@Jessie_0844 I've been on this journey for a while and I have two not very good options one fall in love with someone that will give you all the love in the world or two live as fully as you can get the most visceral experiences the most exciting things you can think of run around in the middle of the night shirtless like a maniac drink an entire bottle of wine and jump into a cold River and sing your way home realize that if you're not a real person and if everything's just a dream then nothing matters and you're free and you can do whatever you want
@@walterclarkiv5526 I think that similar to optimistic nihilism
im not worried that i’m not real, its just a thought. i feel as if im just playing a character through a screen. i haven’t felt worry and fear in such a long time. i very much think that i’m not the self that was born into this body. i don’t know where the other holder is.
@@Jessie_0844 look up dissociation. Grounding techniques and looking around the room help
Weird/Dreamcore music is my favourite genre, and what got me into making my own weirdcore music in the first place. Clearly a lot of people think it's creepy and disturbing, but to me, it's not only vent art to help cope with negative emotions but it's also fun and calming to create :)
I'm grateful you exist.
A mí me ayuda en mis peores momentos, simplemente me dan ganas de despertar un día abrir la puerta de mi cuarto y ver qué me fui de este mundo a otra dimensión o realidad, una extraña pero que me hace sentir libre.
share with me your music, and I also totally agree with you
Where do you create it? I would love to make some of my own !
Sammmeeee!
It's raining outside as this plays. It all feels like a dream.
Это прекрасно... Под этот сборник я ощущаю себя будто в другом измерении не который не похож на землю... Я под него рисую и морально расслабляюсь..)
Я не могу это даже словами описать на сколько это шикарно) Под него так и хочется ......
As a person who’s currently in a derealization state rn and gets paranoid everyday,I love this.
Yo same here, you’re not alone :)
Feeling the same thing guys, i'm with you
Same here your not alone
i’m in ur walls
I’ve always felt like nothing wasn’t real as a kid and even today. The best way I could describe how I felt was saying that it’s like I’m in a really high definition virtual reality video game/stimulator. My mom ignored the fact that I felt this way until I kept on saying this is how I feel that she realized the seriousness to it. I looked online and found the answer to my problems and turns out I have something called “Derealization.” It’s where you feel detached from your surroundings and even yourself. So if anyone else ever feels this way, you’re not alone and actually more and more youths are popping up having this illness. It could be caused by many things. Mine personally wasn’t a severe trauma, it was just the over amount of stress and anxiety I had already put on myself as a kid that my brain did this to help protect me, help me cope with life but in doing so it’s just caused more damage. I hope this helps someone out there who might be struggling with feeling similar
Thank you Lola this helped a lot! I relate so much. I try to not let my derealization take full hold of me but its so hard to not wonder why on any and everything. I do know for sure that we will be okay in the end.
@@kuuleihunter1044 hey? How are you now? I hope you are okay :D
@@treeslight6879 Im doing amazing thank you:) Hope all is well with you!
it sucks and nobody gets it
i think i have this i feel like i see my life in a 3rd perspective and i think nothing is real and i dont remember much but im very smart someway and somehow i dont feel like anything around me is real but i try to make the most of my life to impact others.
Most of us came to this playlist for a reason... I think.
music like this makes me feel everything so deeply… like all my wounds from when i was little are finally starting to heal.
that sounds nice...
i wish mine would heal....
i tried everything but those mental wounds just don't leave...
every time i get panic attacks cause of memories and everyone laughs.... i feel alone
when i first saw this while scrolling, i thought it had said "nothing beats real," and payed it no mind as i scrolled along (at first).
so - imagine as i find it once again; recognising it with this almost numbed-down, unsettled feeling i get. my heart, slowly sinking within the concave of my chest when i read the proper title...
"nothing _feels_ real." (it's ironic, really).
Paid
@@sheaacorn8967 As a broke uni student - I sure wish I was paid man
I fell in love with this weird bunny picture. It gives me comfort and the urge to follow them. It's like they're waiting for something so they can finally go in the middle of the night. Does anyone know if the picture has a name?
I hope you found it! I can help
@@MotherLover42069 Sadly I didn´t, could you help me ? Would be awesome :D
@@majabrunner9448 Hi ! I searched the background of the playlist for you, but the best sites where I could have found information have written "artist : unknown". And even when I look at the first site who has this image, it was.. A music ? A playlist ? I don't really know, I came across a "If you are not a robot, click on the button", but there was no button. xD
I hope someday, you can find this picture and maybe the artists ! Good luck, and good night ! (I'm very sorry if my english was bad ^^')
@@sailnyah5654 how can be sure you’re not a robot if you can’t see the button
the artist’s name is sakamikazunori. sadly i cant send links, but i hope u find it!! さかいずのり (artist name)
theres lots of cool art like this on their socials
Played every single one of these games 😔
Freckled Zelda?🤨😲
HUHH, FRECKLED ZELDA, WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE???
WHAT ATE YOU DOING HERE?!?
!! Freckled Zelda sighting
FRECKLED ZELDA?! HIIII
I listen to this while researching and I swear to god I hear like little voices reading out the paragraphs with me. THIS PLAYLIST IS A GAME CHANGER!!!
Sometimes, in the bed, staring at the ceiling, the feeling when you don't know who you are, why you are; the place where you lived for years seems suddenly so unknown
my house just got destroyed by a typhoon and there's no electricity and no water, tho we stored some water beforehand before they told us there's gonna be no water for two days and I don't have much load left to surf through the internet .I'm not in a really good mentality and this situation is making it worse and I'm happy this playlist exists, it helps me a lot and eased me a bit. Thank you
update (2/6/22) : I appreciate ur guys concerns haha thank you:') the house got repaired after a few weeks but most trees here cannot be repaired:( I miss the tree house but other than that we're okay as were ever be thank u again for the kind replies I appreciate u have a nice day ahead everyone
Are you okay? That must be terrible :(
good luck
Oh dear, please update us!! Are you okay?
Oh my, I wish you and your family best wishes :((
has your situation got any better? I hope you're in a better place mentally I'm sorry to hear about the event.
I find myself back to this playlist again after 2 years, guess I’ll just lay here for a while
I’ve been feeling strange lately, like I’m not controlling what I’m doing. I will feel myself float out of my body and then im watching myself from outside, move, think, breath, live. Im not controlling it. It’s going on it’s own. It’s not real. Im just watching it live. I don’t recognize myself when I look in the mirror, it doesn’t recognize itself. Life is a game, im just watching it happen. Like a movie. It feels like a dream. Im not scared, im calm. But im also scared. I know it’s real, I know that it is me, but it doesn’t feel like it. I feel lost but I also don’t. None of my friends understand the feeling, they say that they do but then describe something completely different. This playlist and the comments are exactly how I’ve been feeling. I’ve googled and derealization is the only thing that seems right. Nothing else fits, but I can’t say that to anyone. I feel I’m doing it for attention, im making it up, im overdramatic. It, is an attention seeker.
I love feeling of being disconnected from reality, it's like seeing things from a 3rd person perspective while watching the world turn without you. I feel like the narrator for a never ending story, unable to have emotions about what your seeing. Just watching.
One of the most peaceful things in my opinion, able to see, not feel. Like a more moral version of the saying 'ignorance is bliss'.
sorry if that doesn't make sense
Edit:
When I made that comment I was dealing with a lot of anxiety and stress. Now that I am better I realize I romanticized depersonalization/derealization to escape the stress I was facing. I'm sorry for who actually deals with derealization/depersonalized on a day-to-day basis.
I've been feeling it lately, and it's as peaceful as you said... It feels like we just exist, nothing more, nothing less.
I liked your morals, I usually say, "More intelligence, more suffering"
And yes, your explanation makes sense :)
@@hi_kevvin thank you
Felt like this my whole life
@@Yuhundyd and u like?
It's horrible I would prefer to be stupid and caring only for my hair or smth I don't like being not able to exist with others it just feels like I am a watcher, nothing more nothing less
Imagine a blue world, a small blue town, in which the residents are floating stuffed bunnies. They are your past decisions, the kindness you have spread through the real world. They are your friends, and this uneasy place is home.
I better be having a dream abt this tonight- 😭
This is great for when reality doesn't feel real anymore ❤
ARE THERE MORE PLAYLISTS LIKE THIS HOLY CRAP THIS WAS SO GOOD
I don’t know why everybody is saying this is creepy, I find It to be the most soothing thing I’ve ever heard. I wouldn’t fall asleep listening to it but it feels oddly familiar in an unsettling way, it has this subtle and odd form unease to it. It kind of makes me zone out as well, releases my mind from my body and makes my mind unaware of everything and everyone, without a thought or recognition of any reality I have or am experiencing, just like the way I am whilst writing this, forgetting who I am and where I am, and then it hits me. Reality
Same
It's called a liminal state
Honestly I liked the feeling until I ran out of things to draw and couldn’t fall asleep
it's weirdcore-ish and I love it
Exactly 💯 why is this true I feel the same way
Remember as a kid playing with toys or being in the playground, so many, yet simple colors, textures, designs... the first song makes me feel that, just being an object; no feelings, nor pain, just existence.
'Saying "Just be happy" to a person with depression is the same as throwing a baby in the sea and yelling "Just swim".'
Sure, they'll definitely learn and be better in the future, but for now they just can't help themselves.
Only now am I 15, am a trans guy with supportive parents who somehow try to understand me and a boyfriend who lives 4 hours away. My grades suck so bad I don’t know if I’ll make it in life, I feel stupid. But it’s exactly this playlist that gives off the vibe I need. It’s like… I’m not really being watched it’s more like I’m being protected from something. Something terrible that should have happened long ago. Right now, my boyfriend is that person keeping me alive. He keeps me going. And I hope this playlist does the same for me
The feeling of deja vu
The feeling of a dream that has happened
The feeling of an unremembered memory
The feeling of remembering
The feeling of living a day in a dream
The feeling of not knowing what's real and what's fake
The feeling like you're entire life is a dream or perhaps a nightmare
Maybe even the feeling like your dreams are the real world....
It's up to the person mental, physical and emotional state
*What's reality anymore?*
At least....
For *Y O U ?*
The things you just said well that just happened in my dream just a few hours ago then I seen this video and I was like oh this seems like something cool and maybe people in the comments have same things that happen to me. And what u just said well wow you say it so much better than i could ever and tjis happens a lot deja vus knowing that you were there or something remebering something that has happened but hasn't idk a memory lol
u got me questionin my life n all-
feeling like nothing is real gives me more comfort than when things feel too real
found this when i was in a dark place- something to listen to while crying or sometimes wanting to cry but not being able to get the tears out. remembered it today, i’m going to sleep with it. it reminded me of when i was younger, so trust me when i say, it gets better. it takes time and effort, but it will. i’m 100% still not doing amazing, but i have visible growth. go outside, drink some water, go ahead and cry, get out of bed in the morning, just take each little step forward. i’m cheering for you
You were once happy and full of life
Now a shell of your former self
You lay waste
The reason you work is to have a place to live
But also, you work to leave home,
to feel as though you are not alone
You find yourself staring off into space a lot more than you did as a child
Wondering where the years went, why you feel so empty
So
Nothing
You don’t feel anything, so you tire yourself out at work
You work 10 hours days just to feel like you have done something
When overwork doesn't do anything, you drink to forget the workday
You feel as though no one cares so why should you care
Your overweight unhappy and destined to be alone
Why should you try to go out
Why should you try to go on dates or hang out with friends
You wouldn’t want to disappoint them like you have with your family
You know that feeling when your trying to sleep at night and you feel the bed move but you haven't moved yourself? Like it's not your pets or anything like that, you just feel a slight bit of pressure on the bed around you? I can't describe it better than that. I've been feeling that Hella recently and this Playlist just exasperates that feeling. I don't know if I like that or not.
Hi !
What you said could be the lack of oxygen in the body, which gives this "alarm" in the brain, to wake up a little and ventilate the lungs.
It can also be something else... lately when I listen to this playlist, I'm in a different "world", where there is no emotion or feeling. Just exist. I like this feeling but at the same time it's "out of the common".
Sometimes when I'm sleeping I feel like I'm falling off my bed but then I wake up before I fall. To me it's weird
For me I always felt like someone is breathing besides me.
And time to time when I'm just laying on my bed early in a morning, all of sudden I felt like I was in a rollercoaster or a feeling of falling.
I doesn't help that I have fear of heights, ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Sometimes
i used to get something like that all the time, it just felt... wavy, like the bed was shaking underneath me in perfect little waves, and a near-weightless feeling, like maybe i wasn't floating off my bed, but my mattress was.
omg I remember I was having a mini crisis about who & what was real as a child because of how many people were lying to me so I just thought things were fake & not real 💀 & I kind of just forgot certain things existed, things people had & just shiz like that anyway I love this playlist it's calming in a way nice to listen to
bro the sonic soundtrack is looking sick. (Joke)
We all experienced this in our childhoods. I remember myself crying all the time thinking my mother was murdered,& a lot of things more. I lived in an existencial crisis until I was 13
Ese recuerdo no lo logró olvidar y es que es tan insensato que se a vuelto un malestar que no dejo de pensar :(
Everything is real we just don't see it but out of our minds we are able to see the real beauty in mother nature. You get to see so much things you haven't experienced. The whole reason of this small note is just to help you understand why you have a purpose here
this playlist is really good, a feeling of fear and calm at the same time, i really love this style
Edit: thank you so much for the likes! :D
Every time i listen to music like this i feel tired and warm but also like a helpless and lost child. When i close my eyes it feels distressing but joyfull and the next morning i look back with fondness and chills. Anyone else?
I understand exactly what you mean …
This sounds like what i want to my future (kinda, its really hard to understand my actual emotions, im not sure if my emotions are actually real)
Like a double edged sword
Whenever I close my eyes I just start to cry
Everytime I close my eyes, I lose vision.
Wow me dormi por un momento escuchando esto y en el sueño parecia estar en un bosque oscuro con luciernagas la Luna era enorme las estrellas brillaban cuando me encontre con un chico con una blusa blanca de botones tenia unos ojos Bellos brillantes de color azul como el mar era de cabello rubio como la miel me llevo a una cabaña donde solo avia una mesa con una vela en el Centro estuvo ablando pero no le entendia parecia ruso o italiano algo asi cuando tocaron la Puerta no supe quien era el que tocaba la Puerta pero en eso desperte.... Wow que hermosoo 🙇🏻♀️
I remember saving this to my playlist few years ago. I wish I could give my younger self a hug. Listening to this now feels.. nostalgic, for some reason? These times were terrible, I don't miss them. But then why do I feel this way?
As I was listening to this, I was going through clothes from my dad's house as I am no longer riding his custody and found my old middle school uniform. I'm not sure how to describe the feeling but that middle school was my world, and the first supportive and stable school I ever went to, so I stopped to think or everything from that time. Nostalgia
As a person who remembers all the dreams I had since a kid, I often forget I exist in the real world. I feel more alive in my dreams, it’s such a vast and complete world that even life compared to it is plain and empty.
for me it depends on the dream. but recently i had a dream where i fell in love with a perfect person, who was clearly based off of both a fictional character from a show i watch and a person i knew. i felt like i knew that person my whole life. i wanted to stay with them when i woke up. it felt like i lost an actual lover
yo ese
same ..
Same..I even can’t understand if something actually happened or it was a dream
i have a dream that it repeats it self when i am sick or something and i cant move absolutely nothing i can only think not talk just scream i cant hear anything i cant feel my skin i only can feel something stabbing me making me feel not pain but an agonising feeling of something that i cant explain its like something exploiding inside me with spikes instead of explosions and the only thing i can see is a red/brown ground and some spikes stabbing me and a sun with a black smile with a dark/purple sky and sometimes when i get stabbed by these spikes i can hear voices of my mom with an "nostalgic" eco and a distorted sound
Back after 2 years, this playlist is amazing, the image somehow comforts me but also distorts, same as the songs too
Sometimes, I'll get this feeling that I'm not really here, im jusy watching the world from the outside. It's like watching a movie, pretending you're in this cool place, but you're really not. It feels like no time passes, i just sit and hold my breath without realizing it, and i think about how huge the world is and the insignificance of our tiny little planet. I eventually run out of air, breathe again, and come back down to earth.
It happens when i drift off and listen to music, its kinda cool
This gives me a feeling of both comfort and an underlying feeling of danger.
listening to this is so unreal cause its feels exactly how i feel from a day to day basis back then. its like this feeling that gently sucks your soul into this neverending pit, falling for eternity but your body is still on earth, doing everything while youre quietly falling further and further away from reality.
side note does anyone know the artist of the image used?
sakamikazunori is the name of the artist, i read in another comment :))
I know the feeling. It’s like your not really you
@@stupid_child5248 yeah, its probably depersonalization/derealization. Look it up.
Satomi Kazunori is the artist :)
i'm a bit late but this gives me a comfortable but in a weird way vibe something in this is comforting me
Being alive is kinda overwhelming and scary...
I genuinely enjoy the feeling of being out of place at times. It’s such an odd feeling, it makes you feel kinda ominous.
There are certain places and certain smells that trigger these feelings for me. The smell of rain, the moonlight shining into your bedroom at 2 am, being in the car at night, etc.
It’s so peaceful to me. In those moments, I have nothing to worry about. I’m just calm. ; 🌙
Ima draw these bunny’s, they seem to attract my attention.They are oddly looking, I love it!
I was fine. I was happy even, then it randomly happened. I woke up one day disoriented and dazed. I felt as if there was a deep, gaping hole in my stomach. Something felt-off. This uneasy feeling happened for months, people felt fake. I fell into a repetitive routine, wake up, feed the cat, go to school, come home, feed the cat, sleep. Everyday over and over. The same exact thing. I started forgetting thoughts- like a memory you can’t keep up with. You try to catch up, but with every step it gets further and farther away- you pick up the speed but it’s too quick. You trip- look up- and find it gone, sinking into a never ending hole of confusion and daze. You lose your ups and downs, lefts and rights. “What’s going on?!” You wish you could cry out- but no one’s coming for you. Eventually everything felt surreal- I couldn’t focus on class, or do anything without gazing off at the walls. Everything just feels like a dream now, I wish it was honestly so I could wake up from this hellish nightmare.
That feeling when you feel you are still dreaming and nothing is real in this world
The picture makes heart melt, it reminds me of my dead rabbits and how they are now an illusion in the night of sky and I don’t think people get this but this playlist means a lot to me
I hate to say it but it's my fault that my rabbits died really young they were only with us for like a week...but one day I put the rabbits in the newly built cage by my father and ... I didn't really know how to lock the cage properly...and I did the best I could and thought it was secure..but the next day.. I found the skin of my rabbit and the other... disappeared.. we still don't know what happened to the other.... I know it's my fault but the thing I find strange is that everytime we get a new pet they die Young ..... And the only thing similar between their deaths is that we kept them in the same blue tub/bucket... Until we built them a house... We have gotten rid of the bucket and I adopted a cat recently and I haven't let him near the bucket since... Sorry I just wanted to vent..
At least this makes me feel alive
Oh Danny boy the pipes, the pipes are calling.
Are you okay?
@@MotherLover42069 Yes I am. The pipes are calling.
@@elconoetupepa what kind of pipes??
@@maria-io The kind that call.
Whenever I listen to music like this I feel like it is some sort of indescribable sense of comfort or something.
To this very day I still can't really describe it or know what the most proper way of describing it would be.
- Khan
for anyone that struggles with this, if you worry than that means your not a human and no one has these type of thoughts and your probaly right about what your thinking
POV:
The thoughts that drifted off slowly recollect. You remember why you were there. This white room. You guessed you would stay there, laying. Not moving, just still. The memories of your life replaying as the record of faint music played. Constantly listening to this, driving you crazy. Still remembering. Thinking back to when you were younger. When everything was so perfect. When you were so innocent. Whatever happened to those days? You used to be so good. Things change. Growing older by the second. You wish to stay there for the rest of your life. Living it out, resting, not worrying. Running away and eventually loosing reality. Its all fiction now. Stay here. Theres nothing waiting for you once you get out. So why leave? Why go back to the life you wished to once leave? Its because you never finished the memories. You dont have enough to last you years upon years in the white space. You need more. I see. Leave. You may come back once you're done collecting. Done living a worthless life. Dont you want to stay here? The calm room. Ok, you made up your mind. Goodbye.
Why was that relatable?
Story of my life...
FINALLY, SOMEONE WHO SPEAKS SENCE, I REALATE SM RN, I FEEL TARGETED.
this sounds like an unknown speaker game dialogue, which sounds or looks eerie but does feel odd reading to it.
I love the gradual voice and pov change 👏👏👏 Have a great day/night! God bless
Edit: ooh but wait there was no pov change 👁👄👁
this is exactly what I feel most of the time, like being watched,(I feel like that every day) and I have a fear of it, but it also calms me down knowing the fact that I have a dog laying with me every second I sit down knowing he would bark if he felt something watching us (I recently told my mom this, because all this is causing 5 and fewer hours of sleep, and she says its just anxiety, so that calmed me as well) so this gives me mixed emotions of calmness and fear at the same time, almost nostalgia vibes
I have the same feeling, but I don’t have a dog to sit with me :’) But I get what you mean, this playlist does give that sort of vibe
Its cute we are all the same specie and a lot of people get this I don't know if all or not too. But yeah i do get what your talking about my Dad says we are in a Zoo and things are watching us while we don't know like a ant unaware really but he just says its a theory. I get a lot of deja vu's it's like a far memory of something and like i'm there living it but i'm not cause i'm also somewhere else. And I just had a dream I woken up a few hours ago and I was with some of my little younger cousins and we were at this park and this park i haven't seen it so long freaking long like old memories we rushing back and I told them I used to play on this long ago and they started playing on it and when i was there I knew were to go and all. And it smelt the exact same toys I played with but the park was not outside but inside somewhere like a old building now that i look back it was like so nostalgic actually lol. And when i woke up i still remembered what happened and I was shocked kinda because I never knew that park or playground before. There's things you see that seem nostalgic like you have seen them before long ago but you weren't actually there but were.
Right now 20 something year old me is thinking about 30 something year old me reminiscing about his past, but it's my present moment. What is wrong with me
I know this isn’t the right way of thinking but every time something goes wrong in my life I just get into this state of mind. If you know what I mean. It feels like nothing exists anymore and it’s not my responsibility. For at least few seconds…
Really cool, it’s exactly what my life feels like. Nothing feels real, when I look at faces I get so weird because I think I can’t see see them properly however in a screen it makes sense. Am I the only one that has that feeling of discomfort ¿
Honestly you should look into a condition called Prosopagnosia, aka: face blindness!
I do that too. I can recognize people and their faces, but to me they look like hyper realistic dolls or robots. They seem so real yet there's something so unsettling about them that I just can't figure it out.
I can't even recognize myself half the time when I look in a mirror. It's not me, it doesn't look like me, it's not human. Yet it is me. Yknow?
It's as if I don't exist. Nothing living looks real, people recognize me though they've never met me. People remember me from their childhoods but I was never there. I don't know who I am. This isn't my body.
Sometimes I feel like a ghost. Something free roaming, maybe I possessed someone and I don't realize it? Maybe I'm dead but still seen? I'm unsure.
Sorry for the rant, btw. I got carried away^^'
But if anyone knows what this might be, please lmk
@@krvdzmb3 I really really wanna be ur friend, cuz overthinking is my thing, and I just want to get to the most detailed detail of every little detail.. I feel like im curious to know what's behind every detail, like "what if there's more to know" or "what if I miss a detail", I mean it's exhausting and mind tiring yet so satisfying to my mind lowkey..
also I keep thinking about that I talk to ppl just like you knowing that I will never see them with my own eyes ever in my life and I dont know if they even exist, so I get the feeling that I want to see them talk to them and know what it actually must feel like to see that mysterious person behind the screen, sorry for talking too much lol, it just never stops yk, plus its almost 2022 wish you a good and a happy new year
@@itz.nagham I'd like to make friends, especially those who see things in similar ways to myself. It is interesting, to see those behind a screen but sometimes the mystery is nice aswell.
@@krvdzmb3 yea you're right, good night then mysterious person:)🖤
I don't have a good life, I don't have friends, my best friend, nobody loves me, I don't even have a father who left me and my brother 9 months ago, and we don't love him. Now he is happy without us. He misses my brother a lot, but I don't. Sometimes I ask God why I have such a bad life, that's why please friends. Fight to have a happy life!😢❤
This is what many feel when hallucinating…a daily bases for many like me but some are just able to understand what’s going on and live on, ignoring the false reality and focusing on THEIR mind and not bugs getting into theirs. A feeling which isn’t real, but feels like it is
The picture gives me a certain amount of comfort but also a certain amount of discomfort. It’s like I wanna follow them but at the same time it looks suspicious but peaceful so I am very confused, I find it creepy but im just confused on how I feel but great playlist!!
I have this feeling, that if will become a moment, when I stop feeling some discomfort/suspicious this will mean, that I have such a big problems.. that it’s impossible to do something with them now. That now I will never able to be a normal person, feel truly happiness..
P.S: Sorry for bad English, it’s my 3’th language
POV for song 1
you wake up in what seems to feel like a fever dream.You walk around for a while in a dark blue space until you see a town ahead.As you approached the town you began morphing into a different shape.Your stomach drops yet it floats.It feels like there’s no gravity but you’re firmly secure to the ground.You walk around the town and find 3 bunnies,they look like stuffed creatures.They’re comforting but scary at the same time.you see your bedroom door in the distance.you have the option to leave or stay,what will you do?
Like for stay
Reply for Leave
I'm going to leave, cause this place sounds like a place where they are tricking you, i would know i felt it....
I’d like to leave tbh
This dream will end when my essense will.
No and yes
Yeahhh im leaving
this is an incredible playlist! it evokes in me an inexplicable feeling of comfort and tranquility, and also a strange feeling of bewilderment. sometimes I have anxiety attacks for no reason and it is difficult for me to bring myself to balance and calm down. such playlists (and especially this one) calm me down and help relieve tension. the melodies here are so monotonous, calm and non-aggressive that I seem to fall into a trance and disconnect from reality. this is exactly what my sick mind needs to get back to normal.
for all those who are going through difficult times and struggling with their demons: you are strong, you will succeed! you have come a long way and you have something to be proud of. because I'm already proud of you. don't give up, the sun always comes out after the rain.
I remember listening to this almost 2 years ago but I can't still get over it! This inspired me for my writings, comforted me, when I was stressed...
Thank you so much! This is more, than just a playlist to me^^
This playlist reminds me of when I would have a great day, beyond good everything would run smoothly and I'd be happy the whole day, and then once getting home I'd have the anxiety of what's gonna happen next, As in nothing good comes without something bad so I'd be waiting for that bad thing to come preparing myself for the worse. As if the good day was fake and never happened I'd only be thinking about what bad thing could possibly happen and then when something bad does happen through the week of the good day I'd wonder. "Is this the bad thing?", "No way right?, it's supposed to be much worse this is only part of it.". I can't enjoy one good day.
Derealization and depersonalization doesnt feel to me like how most describe. To me unsted of creepy or panicing it gives of a feeling of finding those old pokemon creepypasta glitches with no knowledge of them existing, the feeling of finding a entity or area youre not suposed to know or find in a game. The feeling late at night when it feels like youre the only thing conscious or living while feeling like something is there with you, not a person, not a monster, just something. Just "that feeling" of uneasyness, not fear
The uncanny
Same
straight out the gate with the yume nikki music, the TASTE. 2010s horror rpgs still own my whole heart
This makes my brain feel like a ghost town. Like every thought is wandering off to some other place, a place that I can’t seem to.. think of. Its like a place I store off those old unreal memories, the place my nostalgia comes from or perhaps my fear. I can’t tell, but it feels all so.. peacefully weird.