My Return to YouTube: Why I Took a Break and How I'm Doing Now

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  • Опубликовано: 27 окт 2024

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  • @boneitch
    @boneitch  Год назад +16

    This feels very weird. But also good. Anyways: Happy New Year everyone!!

  • @TiccingTogether
    @TiccingTogether Год назад +8

    Omg it’s SO GOOD to see you again!! I’ve missed you so much, friend!! Your presence on RUclips is so wonderful & I was SO HAPPY to see you on my feed!! I appreciate you sharing where you’ve been & I hope you’re doing a little better now ❤ Also - make the content that YOU love!! Don’t worry about the algorithm or pleasing people - your vibe and presence on camera is so captivating & wonderful no matter what kind of content you make!! I love your rants & I’m just smiling so big seeing you back. Take time for you, friend ❤❤ So so sooooo glad to see you back!!!

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  Год назад +1

      Omg thank you!! That means a lot! So happy to see you again as well 😭

  • @MrMerel
    @MrMerel Год назад +4

    *making a mental note to finish watching this video when I’m not exhausted and half falling asleep* ❤

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  Год назад +2

      Haha thank you ❤️. Hope you'll like it !

  • @susansmith5142
    @susansmith5142 Год назад +3

    It's good to see you back , sorry you've been through so much. You make videos about what you want when you want. I will always be watching, your such an honest open and funny person.
    I wish I had the bravery of showing myself, even though I have Dystonia and OCD not Tourettes . Happy new year to you. Take care.

  • @UndeadRed
    @UndeadRed Год назад +4

    It appears we're in similar situations and had similar not great 2022 :( I hope your therapy situation is better and that you're doing better mentally! I haven't been in a psych ward but am struggling with many similar problems to you (autistic, tics, agoraphobic, high anxiety, depression, trans, feel unreal/simulated, can't work etc.) Take your time and put out vids at your own pace, we will be here when you need us! Thank you for giving us an update and continue to put your mental health first, staying alive is more important than staying updated! Love from England ❤❤

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  Год назад +1

      I'm so sorry to hear you've been going through a similar thing this year. I know how absolutely exhausting that is.
      My therapy stuff is still a big mess. I'm def planning to make a video on it, even just to be able to rant on it ^^.
      Let's hope 2023 will be better for the both of us ❤️

  • @TheCMWProductions1
    @TheCMWProductions1 Год назад +4

    OMFG. I've missedcha! It's so nice to see your face and hear your voice.

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  Год назад +2

      Aaah so happy to see your comment! I hope you don't mind me mentioning you briefly :O!

    • @TheCMWProductions1
      @TheCMWProductions1 Год назад

      @@boneitch Not at all!

    • @TheCMWProductions1
      @TheCMWProductions1 Год назад

      And a Silent Hill live stream would be so fun! I'm so down, if you need any help don't be afraid to message me!

    • @TheCMWProductions1
      @TheCMWProductions1 Год назад

      Also, as I've said, if you need to ramble or talk to someone, I'm here.

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  Год назад +1

      @TheCMWProductions1 That's a relief!
      I think I should just bite the bullet and go live with something like an amateur SH2 speedrun. Cuz I'd really like to do that for the remake.
      And I'd also love to make real in depth stuff about the ARG components of the other SH announcements.
      Idk.. I'm just really happy to see you here again!!

  • @garyfarrell492
    @garyfarrell492 Год назад +2

    I was thinking about you lately, so glad to see you xxx

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  Год назад +1

      So happy to see you too!

  • @ryan_teal
    @ryan_teal Год назад +5

    glad you're back, this is the best gift for the new year! You've helped me so much

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  Год назад +1

      Thank you so much! Happy New year!

    • @ryan_teal
      @ryan_teal Год назад

      @@boneitch oh i also got a tic from you that sometimes comes back ahahah

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  Год назад

      @@ryan_teal haha o no! I hope it's not a very annoying one?

    • @ryan_teal
      @ryan_teal Год назад

      @@boneitch it's the p3n1s one haha don't worry tho you were one of the youtubers i thank the most because when my tics got worse and i discovered i have other neurodivergencies i started watching your videos and you made me feel undestood and less alone. I'll never forget you for this and I'm so happy you came back

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  Год назад +1

      @ryan_teal omg 😭 not that one! I'm sorryyy!
      But thank you so much! So happy you are all still here!

  • @roharider
    @roharider Год назад +1

    Sending positive energy. Thanks for sharing!

  • @lilperidot8783
    @lilperidot8783 Год назад +1

    Thanks for checking in with us, it's really good to hear from you. Best wishes for you, and I hope you find some healing in your journey with your mental health struggles

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  Год назад

      Thank you ❤️❤️

  • @kaylamarie5656
    @kaylamarie5656 Год назад +3

    Welcome back! We missed you!

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  Год назад +2

      Yayyy! So happy you're still here ^^

    • @kaylamarie5656
      @kaylamarie5656 Год назад +1

      I can’t wait for whatever videos you make in the future! Happy new year!

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  Год назад +1

      @kaylamarie5656 happy new year!!

  • @geraldvanderveen8266
    @geraldvanderveen8266 Год назад +1

    Welcome back! Hope everything works out for good health!

  • @AdiShaktiKaur
    @AdiShaktiKaur Год назад +1

    It took me a few days to watch your video. I'm happy to see you again. Take care ❤️

  • @junenovae
    @junenovae Год назад +1

    OMG so happy to see your face !!! I was really worried.
    I'm so sorry you are struggling so much with your mental health and finding the right help.
    Hope you find joy in making videos again. I'd love to see your knitting, hearing about the dutch mental health system, or more simple things...whatever you want. Connecting with people is very important.
    Anyway, glad to see you and have a nice day/evening/night 🥰

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  Год назад +1

      Thank youuu! So happy to see you again :D !

  • @NeilBradleyMS
    @NeilBradleyMS Год назад +1

    It’s really nice to meet you Luca, and also to learn about your condition. I’m very interested to hear about your mental health, admittedly it’s something I have not and do not experience but I do find it very interesting. I think your extremely brave making videos about your condition, but not only that they are very educational as well.
    I don’t script my videos either, I can talk for England anyways lol.. I think you’re doing a great job, it’s more natural to just talk anyway.
    Looks like you’ve got a good computer setup there. Not sure what editing software you use, I use Davinci Resolve which is very powerful and completely free.
    Yes, RUclips videos can quickly feel like a chore if like you say you fall into the trap of an upload schedule, thumbnails etc.. I used to do all that but just don’t bother anymore. If people like my channel, they like it, simple as that.
    Please don’t feel guilty for not working.. As you know I make plenty of videos but now my health has become so poor it’s absolutely impossible to work (I recently had to give up my computer programming job of 30+ years, very upsetting), especially with the amount of pain and consequently lack of sleep. You still have to try and enjoy your life, and if making videos helps with that, then don’t worry about what others think.
    You say, you don’t know how to make a RUclips video, but you do.. This video is really good and very interesting. It’s actually insight into your life. Sorry about the length of this comment, I’m writing it as I’m watching your video, 20 mins in now.
    I really think you’re a fascinating person, and I’m pleased to hear you do want to continue making videos, no pressure of course (tomorrow will be fine lol 😊just kidding).
    All the best - Neil.

  • @user-op1ee7px1b
    @user-op1ee7px1b Год назад +1

    Your videos have been soooo helpful to me and relatable and I feel shy to comment but want you to know you are appreciated. My boyfriend has severe Tourette’s and I have OCD and ADHD. I am so grateful for the time and energy you put into this and for sharing your life with such realness. I adore your ramblings and I’d love to see your gaming content❤ .. silent hill speed run would be so cool. I’m so happy you are back. Sending love to you

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  Год назад +1

      Thank you, truly, that means a lot! I have a couple of video ideas cooking, really hope to have the energy to make one very soon!

    • @user-op1ee7px1b
      @user-op1ee7px1b Год назад

      @@boneitch thank you ❤

  • @addiephillips8791
    @addiephillips8791 Год назад +1

    i love how real your videos are ❤❤ please continue to update as I am looking forward to hearing how you’re doing

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  Год назад +1

      Thank you so much!

  • @BarbLoscoo-zl7ot
    @BarbLoscoo-zl7ot 7 месяцев назад

    Welcome back Luca I missed you!!! Stay strong luv

  • @flojomax7933
    @flojomax7933 Год назад

    So sorry you are going thru so many health issues. I don’t know your stance on God or prayer, but I will be praying for you. I have gone thru some mental health issues myself and I have found that I get strength and feel like He has brought me thru a lot of bad times. So I want that for you so I will pray for you every day…..I pray you will get much better…..and on your videos just do what helps you therapeutically and in that you will be helping others by helping yourself. God bless you…prayers are going up for you.❤️

  • @NeilBradleyMS
    @NeilBradleyMS Год назад

    Hey there, you have your own channel, nice! I’m just watching your video now, oh and I’ve subscribed. 👍🙏

  • @terynpitcher5293
    @terynpitcher5293 Год назад

    I’m glad you are doing better. I was wondering why I haven’t seen you anywhere haha, i hope you do take the time to heal correctly. We will be here for you when you come back. You are so important and you do matter.

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  Год назад

      Thank you so much! That means a lot ❤️

  • @xandavidson1845
    @xandavidson1845 6 месяцев назад

    Take care of yourself !❤❤
    Regardless of if you “come back”
    I will always appreciate the content that you’re made here.
    Do what feels right for you

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  6 месяцев назад

      Thank you so much ❤️

  • @twentypaphøniess
    @twentypaphøniess 3 месяца назад

    hi i know i'm kinda doing exactly what you were talking about and it sounded like it really atressed you out and i don't want that, but i just found your channel and i love you and your honesty and it's very cathartic to listen to you talk because i can relate a lot (even tho i'm not trans, don't have tourettes and am not officially diagnosed with adhd).
    i really hope you're ok and i hope you get the (physical and mental) strength to make the content that makes you feel happy or good about it because that's all that matters! you said yourself that just doing the same thing that's already being done is like...why even bother? and i loove feeling the passion people have for topics through their videos!

  • @imbeemaxine
    @imbeemaxine Год назад

    i just seen this video and realized i watched it on my other account. it’s really good to see you back! hopefully everything turns out good for you 😊

  • @Brandy69Fine
    @Brandy69Fine Год назад

    I just found your channel looking forward to new content whenever you come back. I’m don’t have Tourette’s by I’m educating my children and myself. We are allies of both communities. ❤❤

  • @christiedawn7663
    @christiedawn7663 Год назад +3

    I'm so happy you made it back I think about you from time to time. Pretty much anyone with tourettes like myself will always be a piece of my heart. It's like our pains of our disability sing on the same frequency. So after you said trans I looked to see what you're talking about because from my perspective I only see a guy. I'm a little confused were you a girl that became a guy? Hope you don't mind me asking, write back if you can. Happy New year, Hugs 🤗

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  Год назад

      So happy to see you here! Happy New year!

  • @5hatz
    @5hatz Год назад

    I would watch a livestream, nice to see you back

  • @creepypasta_systmes5661
    @creepypasta_systmes5661 8 месяцев назад

    i think it cool that you share all this

  • @judeisnotcool
    @judeisnotcool Год назад +2

    IVE MISSED YOUR VIDEOS SO MUCH OMFG HI HI HI

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  Год назад

      AAAAH omg! So happy to see you again!

  • @notaperson6357
    @notaperson6357 2 месяца назад

    Hey man always loved your content and wondering if you're doing OK as haven't seen you post in a while. From one ticcy friend to another, I know MH struggles can be a tough part of the ride so I'm just sending out some positive vibes and well wishes :))

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  2 месяца назад

      Thank you so much!
      I have been better tbh, but Im alright. And hopefully in the future I can upload some more videos again :)

  • @ohmegaaa2623
    @ohmegaaa2623 Год назад

    leuk dat je terug bent, ik kijk je nog maar net en ik vind je videos echt nice. deze video is nu wel al 3 maanden geleden, maar ik hoop dat je het goed stelt. zo niet ik hoop dat je erdoor komt.

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  Год назад +1

      Dank je ❤️! Ik kan niet beloven wannéer, maar d'r komen sws weer videos ^^

    • @ohmegaaa2623
      @ohmegaaa2623 Год назад

      @@boneitch je kan dit, we kennen elkaar niet ma ik ben er voor je ❤️ je kan me altijd sturen🥰

  • @ImAnnu78
    @ImAnnu78 Месяц назад

    Hi. Please make some more videos

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  Месяц назад +1

      @ImAnnu78 thank you so much ❤️. I really want to. Hopefully soon !

    • @ImAnnu78
      @ImAnnu78 Месяц назад

      @@boneitch ♥ Waiting for next one 😉🙃

  • @alisonharlos9906
    @alisonharlos9906 Год назад

    Luca, yes. Love you

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  Год назад

      Love you too Alison!

  • @caseyslifewithcp3727
    @caseyslifewithcp3727 22 часа назад

    New subscriber, hi Luka

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  10 часов назад

      Yay thank you! Hi Casey, happy to have you here

  • @Rika23772
    @Rika23772 2 месяца назад

    يلهوي بجد ده جوجو بجد شبهوا اوي 😭😭😭

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  2 месяца назад

      Im not sure if the auto translate was correct. It says "He's having fun, Jojo really looks like them". I don't know who Jojo is. But I do have fun xD

    • @Rika23772
      @Rika23772 2 месяца назад

      @@boneitch Wrong translation😭😭😭😭😭

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  2 месяца назад

      @@Rika23772 o no, what did you mean to say?

    • @Rika23772
      @Rika23772 2 месяца назад

      @@boneitch I was saying that you look like a character in an anime jujutsu kaisen

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  2 месяца назад +1

      @@Rika23772 ooh ok, that makes way more sense 😅. Thank you ❤️

  • @phoenixwingz-k8r
    @phoenixwingz-k8r Год назад

    I'm new to the channel! But I love your content! I am apart of LGBTQ+ (he/they pronouns) and I have tics (yet I do not know what I have yet). And I think your super cool!

    • @boneitch
      @boneitch  Год назад +1

      That's awesome! Welcome ❤️

  • @rainbowelve
    @rainbowelve Год назад +1

    Dikke kibbeling knuffel

  • @willardhollington2631
    @willardhollington2631 Год назад

    🤷 Promo sm