Lost my wife to brain cancer 4 years, and 4 months ago. And I feel everything you are saying. Grief is most definitely not linear. It's not even random Kyle. It just comes when it comes, and you deal with it the best you can. And that, that's enough. Cry, scream, punch a tree, go on a long walk, eat a bucket of ice cream. Whatever you need to do to make it one more hour, then another hour, that's what you do. I've had you on my mind from long before she passed. God bless you brother.
I remember Jenny telling us that when you get sad like this, we are supposed to tell you to hug that big orange throw pillow. I love the Bible saying, "weeping endures for a night, but joy cometh in the morning." I pray your morning comes soon and that you are comforted in knowing Jenny is at peace now. No more pain and suffering. Also, I miss Jenny ,too. I sometimes watch your old RUclips videos. Beautiful Jenny. You made her life so much better.
When Jenny died I honestly cried for several days. My husband couldn’t understand it. She had a spirit about her..heavenly..angelic.. so soft. I know this is crazy but she was so excited to color in the Lisa Frank coloring book. I bought the same set and colored for her. I have since ordered many of the books and have used them for every little girl in our neighborhood .. to honor Jenny… to help spread her enthusiasm and love of life. She loved everything beautiful and she chose you. You. YOU will see her again. She was correct when she told you that it would be harder for you. Get on your knees.. you are stronger than you think. Carry on for those precious kids. You are in my prayers and thousands around the world . She chose you !!!! Be strong, ❤Omaha
Hai Kyle, I’m so sorry to see you in grief, but you had the most wonderful beautiful wife❤️ I think this grief will always be a part of your life but the edges will be less sharp in time. But take this time! Don’t fake anymore, it will take more time, let it out! Everyone will understand. We are all with you!
my husband also doesn’t understand my grieving the loss of people i have never met. It took me quite some time to process that Jenny was gone. It took me 3 years to process that my ex was gone. I never wanted to mention that to Kyle, I didn’t want him to know how long it takes.
Kyle im.so sorry.😢😢Were here for u.If u wanna cry hours and say how lonely u are without Jenny n that u miss her so much 😢u can....she was part of u n she still is.
Young widow and silent observer here. I miss and long for my love so much it is unbearable. The loneliness and isolation, the silence...it all keeps growing louder. C.S Lewis lost his wife and wrote, "Her absence is like the sky, spread over everything." I think of this quote often because it's true for me too. My world imploded when he died and I'll be forever trying to learn how to exist in this one without him next to me. Your video has helped me feel less alone tonight--another Saturday night on my own, alone --so thank you.
I drove past the hospital where I was watching my mom die from cancer 6 years ago today. Time goes by, it does not heal. I think it’s because Love never goes away. I was emotional today. And tomorrow is the day of her death. She was my person. God help us all.
I understand more than I would like to 😢🙁. I'm so sorry for us all. May you be strengthened by our heavenly Father. Godbless You and Your Precious Mother.
@@michellefrench6617 Thank you so much for your message Michelle. My Father passed this year (it's hard to even type it) and it's a loss that is indescribable so I understand (too 😢) much. Thinking of You and Your Precious Mom especially today. Strength and love.
I totally understand how you feel.. After losing my husband 5 years ago.. It's lonely for sure.. Knowing nothing in your life is going to be the same ever again..
You are so right, hugs from overseas to you Kyle, put all those hugs written in a jar or stuffed animal if you want to, or whatever suits you. So you feel you're NOT alone in your grief,in you want to throw in the towel of not want to do this anymore. But please keep talking to us or whom you absolutely trust and get it off your chest...please ❤ This is gonna eat you from within. And I assume your long term friends will listen if you tell them how you feel, so you don't have to fake anything at all, let them be there for you, I know a real friend will do that for you, wanting nothing in return ❤🫂
A lot of people, maybe even most people, will go through their whole lives never being as loved as Jenny was. Jenny was fulfilled in her life because of you, Kyle.
Kyle, I'm SO sorry for the pain that you are experiencing. Jenny was one in a million. Remember what Jenny said about getting a pillow and hugging it like it was her. My heart breaks for you 💔 I'm so glad that you have wonderful friends and family.
Not only have you had to go through missing your wife for the last 14 months, but you had to go through a few years before that fighting for her life. It has been a long long time since you’ve had normalcy in your life. I can’t imagine. Hugs to you Kyle.
I will be grieving for my partner. Very soon he’s dying from stages 4 prostate cancer that has spread to his bones . Please take care I feel for you . xxx
As a fellow widow, sending you a hug for his birthday. I know how difficult those special days, and your loss is so recent. I was still in complete shock for a long time after my husband passed suddenly. My husband's birthday is Feb 4, and he passed on Valentine's Day so this time of year is difficult for me and our children too. Be kind to yourself and give yourself patience and grace. Treating the woman he loved well is the best way to honor him. ❤❤
Leslie, my heart aches for you. 💔 I try to relieve my grief by talking to my loved one out loud. I know he is with me. Still hurts like hell. Sending you healing energy. 🙏😇✨🩵
Kyle, the hurt, pain, and love never goes away, it just gets folded a little each day, and tucked in your heart and the back of your brain; so it is not upfront everyday! So, in saying that, I will say it will come out less and less, but it will always be with you, just not so prevalent and not so hurting. But she's there!!! GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR TWO BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN!😮
I am also having the same feelings you are losing my wife of 26 years right before Thanksgiving in my arms. There is not a day that goes by where I do not cry and break down just being mad at god for taking such a beautiful person from me, our daughter, our dog and family. He also robbed her of becoming a grandma as our daughter is due in March and she was so excited to be a grandma and cried when we found out we were going to be grandparents because she always worried her lung cancer would prevent her from ever seeing that day. I am struggling with direction every day. If it wasnt for my dog needing me to wake up and feed him I do not feel I would have a purpose. I know exactly what you say being around people does not help the loneliness.
Sending love to you always, Kyle. I’ll be honest. When you said you were feeling sad today, the first thought in my mind was ‘it’s probably the combination of his and Ellis’ birthday.’ You are still turning a corner, Kyle. Just because you are feeling the grief wave today, doesn’t mean you aren’t turning a corner. You’re going to have those “moments” and that’s OK. God bless you and prayers to you!
Kyle, Everything you feel is normal. Grief washes over you in waves, a constant ebb and flow that can't be stopped; the only path is to accept its presence and that It will never go away. Jenny is alive in your heart.
Oh sweetie my heart breaks for you - the love you and Jenny had (you still have ) is one of a kind and such a gift . Prayers for God to touch your grieving heart ❤️. Sending prayers
I wanna tell you something.I have been feeling the grief today for some reason.I just started crying and feeling so lonely without my husband I think a lot of us are feeling that today you take care.I'm gonna watch a video now🙏🏻
You’re right- grief isn’t linear- progress is an upward sawtooth pattern. You’ll always have look-backs not set- backs, and it’s ok. Hang in there Kyle. We love you.
I still feel the same as if my husband died yesterday. He died 8 years ago February. I know how it feels. My heart breaks for all of us whom lost a spouse. 😢
He passed away March this fourth 2019 in my arms in the hospital, and I finally told him he needed. Go to be with the Lord, I miss him and you're right all of a sudden, feel him and. Do not with me.Sometimes I feel like he's coming through the door and I know he's not. It's not easy when you lose the part of you.Is my everything is my husband my friend, my lover, my confidant every. Thing
I don’t usually comment but have been watching. I lost my adult son 2020 my husband 4 months ago. Grief has no pattern. If you got somewhat of a break from it. It’s a good sign you’re learning to carry it. 2 years hard grief with my son at 4 months with my husband I’m learning to carry it. If grief is attacking me. I say it like that because that’s how it feels. It puts me to bed at night and wakes me up in the morning. For a split second I feel it was a dream then it hits. So I take take 15 minutes with good music and let it flow. Everyone is differnt. I’m not raising small children that are grieving to. That has to be so hard. I hope you find that elephany moment when you know you will be ok. Hugs
If you posted a video everyday of you grieving Jenny I would watch and sit with you through every single one. Please don’t feel like you have to fake it. Be sad as much as you want. And on the days where the show has to go on please lean on us. We are here for you because we also fell in love with her. I try to empathize with how you must feel going through this and I know it has to be so much worse. Grief is just love with no place to go. Keep pouring love into your kids. Keep posting. We love you! We miss you Jenny. ❤
Kyle, I lost my precious husband of almost 37 years 6 months ago. I, too, am worn out from putting on a fake smile. I lost my best friend. We did absolutely everything together. I feel your loneliness, pain, and sorrow. Know that you are not alone. May God give you comfort today.
Kyle, I just want to reassure you that these periods of intense grief are part of your grief journey and also an important part of your healing. For me, these periods of intense grief always came after a period of my feeling that I was doing better. I have a sense of why this happened, I think. It was the loss of my loved one, of course, and also the realization that I was moving on...that I had to move on. For me, it was realizing that I had to say "good bye" ...not "I don't love you"...not "I am forgetting you"...just "good bye.". And that represented, for me , that I had finally accepted that my life had changed forever.
I break down and cry because I miss my parents. I miss two of my best friends. As the years go by, the crying is less, but there are times you just wish they were still here. My heart goes out to you. Because you loved so deeply, the pain and sadness is also deep.
Crying is so healing, crying is a release to bring in the new, crying brings us closer to get a better understanding of WHO, what, why and when. Cry darling, let it out. I’m so glad you have this platform , this safe place, surrounded by friends who dearly love you, Jenny and your babies. #YouGotUs #WeGotYou BIG HUG 🫂 TO YOU ❣️ LisaMichele 🩷💪 Myrtle Beach 🏝️ SC
I stumbled upon you and Jenny about 3 months ago. Went through all the ups and downs from the beginning, initially not knowing she’d pass. I’ve cried with her many times and fell in love with her immediately which is why I kept going. She’s been like a friend, an inspiration and has helped me in my own struggles with addiction (I’m sober but still look at her videos when I’m down). I’ve watched your love story and your dedication to one another. Her humor, her resilience, her love of life and her family. An AMAZING love story that will never be over. I’ve felt guilt as a smoker that it was her and not me yet I know she would never admonish anyone. Not ONCE did I hear her comparing herself to people who smoke - simply that she took really good care of herself. She IS a beautiful woman in every way. I’ve been grieving her and CANNOT IMAGINE what it’s been like for you or your children. Now I’m watching you keeping her alive every day. I had a friend who mom died of cancer. Her father remarried and her mother’s name was never to be mentioned ever. You will always keep her alive and she will be forever present in her children. I’m Jewish and we say, “May her memory be a blessing.” Hers is and will be forever. My heart breaks for you and we see you and hear you and support you. God bless.
You were so brave when Jenny was going though her treatments. You were always so positive. It’s ok to be sad and to miss your wife, you are being brave now sharing your thoughts and feelings with us.
Jenny was such a happy person even thru all her pain. She is standing beside you cheering you and the kids on to be happy and find love again. I can't imagine Jenny wanting you to spend the rest of your life alone and sad. Finding happiness with someone else or just in life doesn't mean you have forgotten Jenny, or that you have to feel guilty for feeling happiness. Allow yourself to live life to it's fullest, you know tomorrow is not a promise, so please think about the future for yourself and your children.
Jenny said before she died in her last video she told us that she wants Kyle to find love again and wants the kids to have someone too, and for us to not be unhappy if that happens soon. But at this point it’s about Kyle and when he feels ready, and when he feels his kids will be ok with this. It’s all in Gods perfect timing.
It’s ok Kyle, you can’t be stoic and strong all the time. You are still doing an amazing job, including allowing yourself to breakdown and feel the overwhelming loss. Sending you a BIG hug. Hug the orange pillow.
My best friend lost his beloved wife on the 27th of November. 47 years, lung cancer. She wasn't even smoking FFS...you are NOT ALONE. We feel you and we stand for you my friend. Jenny wants you to be strong for your children. She is alive in your children's souls.
Thank you for coming here and so generously share this part of your life. Hope you can take this as your safe place and we will always hear you and send love as Jenny commanded us. Big hug
I lost my husband in 2021 and my youngest daughter 2023 2 years apart and I still get hit with moments of grief out of the blue. Even though you are in a room full of people you feel like you are still alone. Its okay to have bad days. Take care!
I’m so sorry. My son, 39, died 12-31-2023. So hard. I was sick for 4 weeks in Dec/Jan and I’m still sick. But on a different antibiotic so finally starting to feel better. I do think my grief made my illness worse. Just a sinus infection, but it just keeps hanging on. Anyway, my sincere condolences on your profound losses. ❤❤❤ Take care🥰♥️
I've entered the stormy part of grieving my mom. The shock and denial are gone. The tears come without any warning now. Jenny created this community for you and the kids. Little did I know It would serve me as well. We can't fix each other's pain, bur we can make a safe place for expressing it. My mom and Jenny would want us to do the work so we can get to better. Bless you.
Just watched you video Kyle, I lost my mum 3 yrs ago pancreatic cancer, I still cry most days I miss her so much, but I see here on your feed how many people understand what you are going through wish I could give you a big hug. I also say to myself I want my mum back, most days, you have 2 great kids the love and the joy these 2 beautiful kids give you. It just comes in waves it will get less but keep strong. Sending love.
Dearest Kyle, the best is yet to come for you and Jenny. This life is temporary. The hereafter is eternal and forever. Sadness is completely understandable, but once you accept the concept that Jenny doesn't want you to be sad, focus on raising your children, work hard on your relationship with your creator. Grief is Bold and certainly not beautiful, but hold tight onto God's promise. We all return to Him. Lots of love and yes, choose to work hard on your pain and sadness. See Jenny for now in the eyes of your precious and beautiful children.
Remember to always hug a pillow every time you miss her. You are strong you are doing the best you can with the cards you were all dealt. My heart and prayers always go out to you. It’s okay not to be okay, let it out when you needed to that’s okay you don’t always have to be strong it okay not to be okay. We love you all ❤❤
My husband died 4 yars ago and I STILL miss him everyday!! And still cry sometimes. Its a new part of your life now and you'll have to learn to live with it.
It may help to leave social media for a few months. Our hearts hurt for you and you may need to breathe and grieve away from this loving group of people. Give yourself time. Honestly, your wife will never be from your memory. Take her with you. Do not fake it. Let it out and free yourself. Know she would want you to fill your life with fresh air and more happy moments. 🙏🙏🙏
Grief is so hard. Missing your best friend is so hard. Grief is like a roller coaster, up & down & around sharp corners then up & down again. Cry all you need to. Your heart is healing yet you have a long way to go. You are human, Kyle. Feel everything. That's the way to heal. Jenny was a very special human being. Losing such a powerful mate is bound to be very difficult. Do what you need to do to feel better. Let Ellis & Winnie know they are cherished & loved beyond measure. ❤❤❤
Kyle I know it hurts beyond words. Lost the love of my life of 51 years in Dec 2023 and I feel just like you described. Thank you for your honesty and openness. It does help me. I’m so blessed in many ways with 4 children, 6 grandchildren, my church family, and most importantly, the Lord, and I still feel alone.
I am so sorry Kyle. 😢 my heart goes out to you❤ and your sweet babies. I don’t think the pain of loss gets better as time passes we just get better at holding it. Give yourself grace, and love. You are such a great dad and husband! sending so many hugs and prayers for all of you❤
Hey, I'm crying with you! You are right...nothing is the same. I miss my husband.it's been 7 months. So when I watch you I can relate. I feel like I'm just going through the motions.
Grief shows and reminds us of how much we loved those we lost. Just know Kyle, all of your videos and with Jenny have literally saved me in my darkest times of grief. Every single day, I watch your videos for normalcy, family, kindness, and gratitude. Tears are cleansing. Your beautiful children have the sparkle in their eyes that Jenny had in hers. ❤
Kyle, I feel sorry for how much you are suffering about the loss of your wife. Grief can be very difficult and there is no timeline and end date for it. Grieving of a loved one can last for years.
It will get a tiny bit easier each day, grief is like the tides going up and down. You are a strong 💪 wonderful and amazing young man, and you and kiddies will get through this. You will see her again someday. ❤. It is all beautiful, life is full of challenges and our time here is short. I’m glad you can share how sad you are because you are alive and that is wonderful. Your children love you to the Moon too, you are everything to them.
My mom die of lung cancer (non smoker) in April 2023. I took care of her the best I could. But later she went into a hospice. As I watched her lay there dying, little did I know that the same demon that was about to take her life was lurking about in me as well. About 2 and half months after my mom died, that's when I found out I had cancer. My sole just drained out of my body. It was the same as what Jenny had. It was very hard with everything piling on me. The loss of my mom, having to move out and say good bye to the house I grew up in and knowing I have cancer. Someone once told me grief has no time limit. And it's also safe to say that everyone is different in dealing with grief. I think you said you want your life back. I too want my old life back. I was quite healthy, but now, I can only do 1 flight of stairs and have chronic cough and feel crappy some days. Time is the only answer my friend. As for my treatment, I'm going through immunotherapy. Fortunately, it's going quite successful for me. But still, I carry the unknown.
It breaks my heart to still see you so sad a year & 2 months later, but it also warms my heart so much to see you still carrying on her legacy in these videos (just like you promised you would)... I AM HUGGING YOU IN MY HEART SO TIGHTLY RIGHT NOW. 🫂
I didn’t even know Jenny personally but I still think of her. She was so special. I’m so happy the kids have you and her in them. Sending love my friend
I lost my grown daughter almost 5 years ago.. the first 2-3 years I was a mess. I couldn’t do a thing. Then I started to live again. I’m back at work now, and I have 5 other children and 2 grandchildren. But every now and then I give in and let the tears and grief flow.. and it comes without warning. I feel lonely because no one in my whole circle knows how I feel. They try but they don’t know. I’m thankful they don’t know. It does pass but can hit me again without warning.. a song, a birthday, an anniversary… anything can trigger me again. Love to you and your children. The healing journey is a rocky one.
Oh, Kyle. We grieve so deeply because we love so deeply. I don’t think you will ever be the same without Jenny, but you may find, over time, you just get used to the feeling of being without her. You will never “get over” losing her, that we know. You are an incredible husband and father, and that’s the greatest outcome Jenny could have ever wished for. Sending love to you all💝
I agree with Michelle. You aren't ranting. You are hurting and missing your bride. You are being HONEST with us. I wish I could give you a big hug right now. You have been doing so well raising Ellis and Winnie by yourself. I know Jenny is so proud of you!❤🫂🙏✝️
I call these grief tsunamis. I have days like this. Go with it. It's ok not to be ok. I'm still recovering from losing my Mum and lost my baby dog last week. I'm right back there again. This will pass. The grief is the pain we feel for love x
My husband passed away four years ago, and I still have days I cry for him. I miss him so very much! I don’t think it will ever change. When you lose your spouse, your world is never the same. It’s difficult to explain to people how you feel after losing a spouse.
We’re all so proud of you, Kyle. You have good people all over the world cradling you in their hearts & minds, praying for peace and strength. You will survive and be happy again, I promise! 🩷
What I will tell you it’s is normal what you are experiencing. It’s so okay to cry and let the anger out, then the next day seems brighter. Rant anytime you want, we are here for you and the kids. ❤❤❤❤
I lost my mother 3 years ago and. I miss her to this day. In my grief I realized that the hardest part of a passing is accepting the person is gone and you will never see them as long as you live. Once you accept that it feels like you start to heal. It can take many years to accept that I understand that especially in your situation with Jenny being the love of your life and not only hurting for you but hurting for your kids. Your kids are Jenny. She created them, anytime you miss her realize that a part of her is always with you. She has left you the most incredible gift she could ever give you and they part of represent your love for each other. So when you miss her hug your kids. Tell them how much you love them and remember she's not gone she's watching over you all. You might not see her but she is without a doubt always with you and forever ❤ . She is a caring mom and wife and always will be no matter what. Wishing you and your beautiful family many blessings ✝️
@@helenike132 it’s not to soon to ever tell anyone they have love to give, I think Kyle and the kids exude love….i never said today or tmw, or next year or 10 years….did I?
It’s really inappropriate to tell a man grieving the loss of his wife to “let yourself love again.” If you watched one of Kyle’s recent videos, you heard him say he still feels married. If Kyle desires to date and remarry again, God will put him on that path. But right now, Kyle is still in the grieving process and he still feels married. And that is OK. The love that he and Jenny shared (and continued to share) is beautiful and rare. And when he makes a video like this on a tough day where he’s missing Jenny even more than usual, it’s inappropriate to tell him about finding love again. If that is his heart’s desire and God’s plan for him, it will happen. But he doesn’t need a bunch of stranagers’ (us on social media) advice about this.
@@freelancerjourn you didn’t comprehend one word I said, and it’s “inappropriate “ to tell someone that they are saying something inappropriate. I wish him all the best and I wish you to be better at telling people what to say and how to say it.
You are probably the most authentic person I watch on RUclips. The reality of grief is horrible and does not end, just changes and ,most of the time , gets more manageable. It ambushes you occasional and knocks you over like a tsunami. You had such a special love. Wishing you all the very best.
Hi Kyle, it resonates with me so much, I'm in this "club", some people never experience it through their hole life, it's a different kind of grief when you loose someone really close and loved. I can't explain the emptiness I feel. I was the caregiver of my granny for ten years, she became like a daughter to me. She passed away last April, I miss her everyday. She was my favorite person. I'm alone.
Praying for you Kyle I too understand my husband fought cancer for a long time he was my life but went to heaven 15 months ago and every word you are saying rings true with my life may all if us grieving be given strengthen while we walk out this journey
It has been 4 months without my husband, and I am feeling much the same right now. This grief is so hard. I miss holding his hand and hearing his voice. I hope to find strength to manage my new life without him. I think it is amazing how you share your reality with loss and grief. She would be proud.
I’m listening. I’ve walked your journey. This love you shared hurts when you are lonely. God send the Holy Spirit to be with you at this time.sending you peace and hugs
Grief is the absolute worst thing imaginable...I lost my daughter in 2023. And I have lost my parents and brothers but this time the grief it me so hard. So days I do far but not a minute goes by she isn't on my mind. I tool care of her , she passed away from kidney and liver failure.. But the grief is so hard at times.. My heart is with you. Because I know exactly where your at. My daughters birthday is the 31st and I have her boys. It's hard to be strong all the time..Unless you experience it its so hard to explain..one minute your fine the next your crying your eyes out. I totally get it. So so hard.... God bless you. God is my confront...Much love to you. ❤
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Lost my wife to brain cancer 4 years, and 4 months ago. And I feel everything you are saying. Grief is most definitely not linear. It's not even random Kyle. It just comes when it comes, and you deal with it the best you can. And that, that's enough. Cry, scream, punch a tree, go on a long walk, eat a bucket of ice cream. Whatever you need to do to make it one more hour, then another hour, that's what you do. I've had you on my mind from long before she passed. God bless you brother.
Thank you man, I appreciate your words so much
😢No words. PRAYING 🙏
@@SophisticatedBob exactly
@@jennyapple4704 Dont worry the goverment has been deployed to Deal with Anger Sadness and Hatred.
@@VickiEngu what did that happen for the 179 people who died in a crash in korea
I remember Jenny telling us that when you get sad like this, we are supposed to tell you to hug that big orange throw pillow. I love the Bible saying, "weeping endures for a night, but joy cometh in the morning." I pray your morning comes soon and that you are comforted in knowing Jenny is at peace now. No more pain and suffering. Also, I miss Jenny ,too. I sometimes watch your old RUclips videos. Beautiful Jenny. You made her life so much better.
You are so right. Jenny was a wise woman.
Beautiful 🩷
She was so beautiful and was so Blessed to have you by her side ❤❤God Bless you all ... 🙏🕊️✝️
Perfect ❤
Sweet Kyle…..❤
When Jenny died I honestly cried for several days. My husband couldn’t understand it. She had a spirit about her..heavenly..angelic..
so soft. I know this is crazy but she was so excited to color in the Lisa Frank coloring book. I bought the same set and colored for her. I have since ordered many of the books and have used them for every little girl in our neighborhood .. to honor Jenny… to help spread her enthusiasm and love of life. She loved everything beautiful and she chose you. You. YOU will see her again. She was correct when she told you that it would be harder for you. Get on your knees.. you are stronger than you think. Carry on for those precious kids. You are in my prayers and thousands around the world . She chose you !!!!
Be strong,
❤Omaha
Hai Kyle, I’m so sorry to see you in grief, but you had the most wonderful beautiful wife❤️ I think this grief will always be a part of your life but the edges will be less sharp in time. But take this time! Don’t fake anymore, it will take more time, let it out! Everyone will understand. We are all with you!
my husband also doesn’t understand my grieving the loss of people i have never met. It took me quite some time to process that Jenny was gone. It took me 3 years to process that my ex was gone. I never wanted to mention that to Kyle, I didn’t want him to know how long it takes.
Kyle im.so sorry.😢😢Were here for u.If u wanna cry hours and say how lonely u are without Jenny n that u miss her so much 😢u can....she was part of u n she still is.
She really did ❤❤❤
This is so, so so so beautiful 🥰
Kyle, it comes in waves. My husband passed 13 years ago and I still have terribly sad days. You’ll be okay. One day at a time sweetheart.
Oh Kyle, I don't hear a man ranting. I hear a man whose heart is crying out. Prayers up for you, Kyle!
My absolute thoughts and care to you Kyle. Love and hugs from Australia 🇦🇺
The deeper you love the deeper it hurts. Don’t fake it anymore. Your grief that is locked up needed to come out today. It’s ok. We are here for you.
Young widow and silent observer here. I miss and long for my love so much it is unbearable. The loneliness and isolation, the silence...it all keeps growing louder.
C.S Lewis lost his wife and wrote, "Her absence is like the sky, spread over everything." I think of this quote often because it's true for me too. My world imploded when he died and I'll be forever trying to learn how to exist in this one without him next to me.
Your video has helped me feel less alone tonight--another Saturday night on my own, alone --so thank you.
Thank you for sharing
May God wrap His arms around those whose hearts are broken.
@@susanhillard6190he does. He is close to the broken hearted
@@susanhillard6190Yes, Amen ❤️
@@leeliberation ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I drove past the hospital where I was watching my mom die from cancer 6 years ago today. Time goes by, it does not heal. I think it’s because Love never goes away. I was emotional today. And tomorrow is the day of her death. She was my person. God help us all.
I understand more than I would like to 😢🙁. I'm so sorry for us all. May you be strengthened by our heavenly Father. Godbless You and Your Precious Mother.
@@ttephi3667 Thank you for your beautiful message. You are such a comfort. My mom was a Christian and so I know she is with God.
Thinking about you and your loss as well. ❤️🦋 God will give both of us strength.
@@michellefrench6617 Thank you so much for your message Michelle. My Father passed this year (it's hard to even type it) and it's a loss that is indescribable so I understand (too 😢) much. Thinking of You and Your Precious Mom especially today. Strength and love.
I totally understand how you feel.. After losing my husband 5 years ago.. It's lonely for sure.. Knowing nothing in your life is going to be the same ever again..
Kyle, you are being hugged both from heaven and your RUclips family.
Absolutely he is being hugged and loved from afar. ❤
You are so right, hugs from overseas to you Kyle, put all those hugs written in a jar or stuffed animal if you want to, or whatever suits you. So you feel you're NOT alone in your grief,in you want to throw in the towel of not want to do this anymore. But please keep talking to us or whom you absolutely trust and get it off your chest...please ❤
This is gonna eat you from within. And I assume your long term friends will listen if you tell them how you feel, so you don't have to fake anything at all, let them be there for you, I know a real friend will do that for you, wanting nothing in return ❤🫂
Jenny is so proud of you so is your RUclips family cry when you have 2 scream if you have to God Bless
Your realness is a gift to all of us, Dear Sir.
You are not selfish. You are not ranting. You are REAL
Resonated. Thank you
Amen ❤️
Kyle, I am a 72 year old grandma, and I wish I could give you a big hug!
I’ve never been married but learning there are wonderful men out there who really love their wives like you do gives me hope.
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A lot of people, maybe even most people, will go through their whole lives never being as loved as Jenny was. Jenny was fulfilled in her life because of you, Kyle.
@@sicidamara7061 ❤️
I have never been loved that way. It’s a wonderful dream he gave her.
Kyle, I'm SO sorry for the pain that you are experiencing. Jenny was one in a million. Remember what Jenny said about getting a pillow and hugging it like it was her. My heart breaks for you 💔 I'm so glad that you have wonderful friends and family.
Not only have you had to go through missing your wife for the last 14 months, but you had to go through a few years before that fighting for her life. It has been a long long time since you’ve had normalcy in your life. I can’t imagine. Hugs to you Kyle.
It's alright to mourn. It comes when you don't expect it. I know that feeling. We love you, Kyle.
I hope you are well.
I have been a widow for 10 years and there are still moments out of the blue when I want to cry. I miss him so much.
I will be grieving for my partner. Very soon he’s dying from stages 4 prostate cancer that has spread to his bones . Please take care I feel for you . xxx
@@KathrynSelulic
Truly Sorry🙏🌠❤️...
I'm so sorry that you are suffering. My heart goes out to you.
I lost my husband two months ago from sepsis. And tomorrow is his birthday. I know exactly how you feel. Hardest thing I have ever gone through.
As a fellow widow, sending you a hug for his birthday. I know how difficult those special days, and your loss is so recent. I was still in complete shock for a long time after my husband passed suddenly. My husband's birthday is Feb 4, and he passed on Valentine's Day so this time of year is difficult for me and our children too. Be kind to yourself and give yourself patience and grace. Treating the woman he loved well is the best way to honor him. ❤❤
So sorry for your loss
Very sorry 🤗🙏
Leslie, my heart aches for you. 💔 I try to relieve my grief by talking to my loved one out loud. I know he is with me. Still hurts like hell. Sending you healing energy. 🙏😇✨🩵
Kyle, the hurt, pain, and love never goes away, it just gets folded a little each day, and tucked in your heart and the back of your brain; so it is not upfront everyday! So, in saying that, I will say it will come out less and less, but it will always be with you, just not so prevalent and not so hurting. But she's there!!! GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR TWO BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN!😮
Its ok not to be ok, Kyle. Don't fake being fine. Thinking and praying for you.
I am also having the same feelings you are losing my wife of 26 years right before Thanksgiving in my arms. There is not a day that goes by where I do not cry and break down just being mad at god for taking such a beautiful person from me, our daughter, our dog and family. He also robbed her of becoming a grandma as our daughter is due in March and she was so excited to be a grandma and cried when we found out we were going to be grandparents because she always worried her lung cancer would prevent her from ever seeing that day. I am struggling with direction every day. If it wasnt for my dog needing me to wake up and feed him I do not feel I would have a purpose. I know exactly what you say being around people does not help the loneliness.
Sending love to you always, Kyle. I’ll be honest. When you said you were feeling sad today, the first thought in my mind was ‘it’s probably the combination of his and Ellis’ birthday.’ You are still turning a corner, Kyle. Just because you are feeling the grief wave today, doesn’t mean you aren’t turning a corner. You’re going to have those “moments” and that’s OK. God bless you and prayers to you!
Kyle, Everything you feel is normal. Grief washes over you in waves, a constant ebb and flow that can't be stopped; the only path is to accept its presence and that It will never go away. Jenny is alive in your heart.
Oh sweetie my heart breaks for you - the love you and Jenny had (you still have ) is one of a kind and such a gift . Prayers for God to touch your grieving heart ❤️. Sending prayers
Greif a an unapologetic, ruthless monster. God bless you Kyle.
I wanna tell you something.I have been feeling the grief today for some reason.I just started crying and feeling so lonely without my husband I think a lot of us are feeling that today you take care.I'm gonna watch a video now🙏🏻
You’re right- grief isn’t linear- progress is an upward sawtooth pattern. You’ll always have look-backs not set- backs, and it’s ok. Hang in there Kyle. We love you.
I still feel the same as if my husband died yesterday. He died 8 years ago February. I know how it feels. My heart breaks for all of us whom lost a spouse. 😢
He passed away March this fourth 2019 in my arms in the hospital, and I finally told him he needed. Go to be with the Lord, I miss him and you're right all of a sudden, feel him and. Do not with me.Sometimes I feel like he's coming through the door and I know he's not. It's not easy when you lose the part of you.Is my everything is my husband my friend, my lover, my confidant every.
Thing
Look at all the souls she has touched🐞🐞🐞🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋
I don’t usually comment but have been watching. I lost my adult son 2020 my husband 4 months ago. Grief has no pattern. If you got somewhat of a break from it. It’s a good sign you’re learning to carry it. 2 years hard grief with my son at 4 months with my husband I’m learning to carry it. If grief is attacking me. I say it like that because that’s how it feels. It puts me to bed at night and wakes me up in the morning. For a split second I feel it was a dream then it hits. So I take take 15 minutes with good music and let it flow. Everyone is differnt. I’m not raising small children that are grieving to. That has to be so hard. I hope you find that elephany moment when you know you will be ok. Hugs
So sorry for your loss.× 2.. Praying for you 🙏🙏🙏
If you posted a video everyday of you grieving Jenny I would watch and sit with you through every single one. Please don’t feel like you have to fake it. Be sad as much as you want. And on the days where the show has to go on please lean on us. We are here for you because we also fell in love with her. I try to empathize with how you must feel going through this and I know it has to be so much worse. Grief is just love with no place to go. Keep pouring love into your kids. Keep posting. We love you! We miss you Jenny. ❤
This...well worded
“Grief is the price we pay for love.” ❤️❤❤
Kyle, I lost my precious husband of almost 37 years 6 months ago. I, too, am worn out from putting on a fake smile. I lost my best friend. We did absolutely everything together. I feel your loneliness, pain, and sorrow. Know that you are not alone. May God give you comfort today.
Sorry for your loss. Hope you have a support system near you ❤
Sending love to you too
@@MaryAliceBean Thank you.
@@tonikimpel7891 Thank you. I am blessed with my family and friends for support.
My condolences
Kyle, I just want to reassure you that these periods of intense grief are part of your grief journey and also an important part of your healing. For me, these periods of intense grief always came after a period of my feeling that I was doing better. I have a sense of why this happened, I think. It was the loss of my loved one, of course, and also the realization that I was moving on...that I had to move on. For me, it was realizing that I had to say "good bye" ...not "I don't love you"...not "I am forgetting you"...just "good bye.". And that represented, for me , that I had finally accepted that my life had changed forever.
It hits like a ton of bricks. Cry, let it out, and move forward. God bless you Kyle❤
I break down and cry because I miss my parents. I miss two of my best friends. As the years go by, the crying is less, but there are times you just wish they were still here. My heart goes out to you. Because you loved so deeply, the pain and sadness is also deep.
Crying is so healing, crying is a release to bring in the new, crying brings us closer to get a better understanding of WHO, what, why and when.
Cry darling, let it out. I’m so glad you have this platform , this safe place, surrounded by friends who dearly love you, Jenny and your babies.
#YouGotUs
#WeGotYou
BIG HUG 🫂 TO YOU ❣️
LisaMichele 🩷💪
Myrtle Beach 🏝️ SC
I'm so sorry, Kyle. I felt the similar when my husband died from cancer13 years ago. I still miss him and my life has never been the same ❤
I stumbled upon you and Jenny about 3 months ago. Went through all the ups and downs from the beginning, initially not knowing she’d pass. I’ve cried with her many times and fell in love with her immediately which is why I kept going. She’s been like a friend, an inspiration and has helped me in my own struggles with addiction (I’m sober but still look at her videos when I’m down).
I’ve watched your love story and your dedication to one another. Her humor, her resilience, her love of life and her family. An AMAZING love story that will never be over.
I’ve felt guilt as a smoker that it was her and not me yet I know she would never admonish anyone. Not ONCE did I hear her comparing herself to people who smoke - simply that she took really good care of herself.
She IS a beautiful woman in every way. I’ve been grieving her and CANNOT IMAGINE what it’s been like for you or your children. Now I’m watching you keeping her alive every day. I had a friend who mom died of cancer. Her father remarried and her mother’s name was never to be mentioned ever. You will always keep her alive and she will be forever present in her children.
I’m Jewish and we say, “May her memory be a blessing.”
Hers is and will be forever.
My heart breaks for you and we see you and hear you and support you. God bless.
You were so brave when Jenny was going though her treatments. You were always so positive. It’s ok to be sad and to miss your wife, you are being brave now sharing your thoughts and feelings with us.
We are here for you Kyle. We miss Jenny and we know she is always by your side. Praying for you and your family always ❤️🙏
Jenny was such a happy person even thru all her pain. She is standing beside you cheering you and the kids on to be happy and find love again. I can't imagine Jenny wanting you to spend the rest of your life alone and sad. Finding happiness with someone else or just in life doesn't mean you have forgotten Jenny, or that you have to feel guilty for feeling happiness. Allow yourself to live life to it's fullest, you know tomorrow is not a promise, so please think about the future for yourself and your children.
Yes but later. The children are very fragile now.
Jenny said before she died in her last video she told us that she wants Kyle to find love again and wants the kids to have someone too, and for us to not be unhappy if that happens soon. But at this point it’s about Kyle and when he feels ready, and when he feels his kids will be ok with this. It’s all in Gods perfect timing.
It’s ok Kyle, you can’t be stoic and strong all the time. You are still doing an amazing job, including allowing yourself to breakdown and feel the overwhelming loss. Sending you a BIG hug. Hug the orange pillow.
My best friend lost his beloved wife on the 27th of November. 47 years, lung cancer. She wasn't even smoking FFS...you are NOT ALONE. We feel you and we stand for you my friend. Jenny wants you to be strong for your children. She is alive in your children's souls.
Thank you for coming here and so generously share this part of your life. Hope you can take this as your safe place and we will always hear you and send love as Jenny commanded us. Big hug
Poor Kyle, you and Jenny did not deserve this. Two wonderful people. Love you!
Many hugs and prayers for u and the kiddo's!❤
I lost my husband in 2021 and my youngest daughter 2023 2 years apart and I still get hit with moments of grief out of the blue. Even though you are in a room full of people you feel like you are still alone. Its okay to have bad days. Take care!
⛄️ What you said is so very true. You could be in a room full of people but you could still feel so very alone, and by yourself..
So sorry for your loss.
Terrible loss..life is really unfair !
My condolences
I’m so sorry.
My son, 39, died 12-31-2023. So hard. I was sick for 4 weeks in Dec/Jan and I’m still sick. But on a different antibiotic so finally starting to feel better. I do think my grief made my illness worse. Just a sinus infection, but it just keeps hanging on. Anyway, my sincere condolences on your profound losses. ❤❤❤
Take care🥰♥️
I've entered the stormy part of grieving my mom. The shock and denial are gone. The tears come without any warning now. Jenny created this community for you and the kids. Little did I know It would serve me as well. We can't fix each other's pain, bur we can make a safe place for expressing it. My mom and Jenny would want us to do the work so we can get to better. Bless you.
And remember jenny is in paradise...you'll see her again!!
Just watched you video Kyle, I lost my mum 3 yrs ago pancreatic cancer, I still cry most days I miss her so much, but I see here on your feed how many people understand what you are going through wish I could give you a big hug. I also say to myself I want my mum back, most days, you have 2 great kids the love and the joy these 2 beautiful kids give you. It just comes in waves it will get less but keep strong. Sending love.
I am so sorry!!! I pray that you find peace and comfort. Hang in there. 🙏🏼 ❤
Where there's a lot of grief there's a lot of love.
Dearest Kyle, the best is yet to come for you and Jenny. This life is temporary. The hereafter is eternal and forever. Sadness is completely understandable, but once you accept the concept that Jenny doesn't want you to be sad, focus on raising your children, work hard on your relationship with your creator. Grief is Bold and certainly not beautiful, but hold tight onto God's promise. We all return to Him. Lots of love and yes, choose to work hard on your pain and sadness. See Jenny for now in the eyes of your precious and beautiful children.
Remember to always hug a pillow every time you miss her. You are strong you are doing the best you can with the cards you were all dealt. My heart and prayers always go out to you. It’s okay not to be okay, let it out when you needed to that’s okay you don’t always have to be strong it okay not to be okay. We love you all ❤❤
My husband died 4 yars ago and I STILL miss him everyday!! And still cry sometimes. Its a new part of your life now and you'll have to learn to live with it.
Yes it’s exhausting. Give yourself downtime by doing what you’re doing. Take a break and allow yourself to fall apart. 🙏🏼♥️🕊️
It may help to leave social media for a few months. Our hearts hurt for you and you may need to breathe and grieve away from
this loving group of people.
Give yourself time. Honestly, your wife will never be from your memory. Take her with you. Do not fake it. Let it out and free yourself. Know she would want you to fill your life with fresh air and more happy moments. 🙏🙏🙏
My Condolences on losing Your Wife.
May our Lord Comfort You ❤🙏
Grief is so hard. Missing your best friend is so hard. Grief is like a roller coaster, up & down & around sharp corners then up & down again. Cry all you need to. Your heart is healing yet you have a long way to go. You are human, Kyle. Feel everything. That's the way to heal. Jenny was a very special human being. Losing such a powerful mate is bound to be very difficult. Do what you need to do to feel better. Let Ellis & Winnie know they are cherished & loved beyond measure. ❤❤❤
sending hugs. Jenny’s love and dedication to you and the wonderful family you share is eternal. ❤
So sorry for your loss. She was unlucky to have the cancer but so lucky to have such a supportive and loving husband in such difficult times.
Kyle I know it hurts beyond words. Lost the love of my life of 51 years in Dec 2023 and I feel just like you described. Thank you for your honesty and openness. It does help me. I’m so blessed in many ways with 4 children, 6 grandchildren, my church family, and most importantly, the Lord, and I still feel alone.
I am so sorry Kyle. 😢 my heart goes out to you❤ and your sweet babies. I don’t think the pain of loss gets better as time passes we just get better at holding it. Give yourself grace, and love. You are such a great dad and husband! sending so many hugs and prayers for all of you❤
Hey, I'm crying with you! You are right...nothing is the same. I miss my husband.it's been 7 months. So when I watch you I can relate. I feel like I'm just going through the motions.
Grief shows and reminds us of how much we loved those we lost. Just know Kyle, all of your videos and with Jenny have literally saved me in my darkest times of grief. Every single day, I watch your videos for normalcy, family, kindness, and gratitude. Tears are cleansing. Your beautiful children have the sparkle in their eyes that Jenny had in hers. ❤
I’m so sorry Kyle , you are doing so well ,and are right where you should be…
Kyle, I feel sorry for how much you are suffering about the loss of your wife. Grief can be very difficult and there is no timeline and end date for it. Grieving of a loved one can last for years.
It will get a tiny bit easier each day, grief is like the tides going up and down. You are a strong 💪 wonderful and amazing young man, and you and kiddies will get through this. You will see her again someday. ❤.
It is all beautiful, life is full of challenges and our time here is short. I’m glad you can share how sad you are because you are alive and that is wonderful. Your children love you to the Moon too, you are everything to them.
My mom die of lung cancer (non smoker) in April 2023. I took care of her the best I could. But later she went into a hospice. As I watched her lay there dying, little did I know that the same demon that was about to take her life was lurking about in me as well. About 2 and half months after my mom died, that's when I found out I had cancer. My sole just drained out of my body. It was the same as what Jenny had. It was very hard with everything piling on me. The loss of my mom, having to move out and say good bye to the house I grew up in and knowing I have cancer. Someone once told me grief has no time limit. And it's also safe to say that everyone is different in dealing with grief. I think you said you want your life back. I too want my old life back. I was quite healthy, but now, I can only do 1 flight of stairs and have chronic cough and feel crappy some days. Time is the only answer my friend.
As for my treatment, I'm going through immunotherapy. Fortunately, it's going quite successful for me. But still, I carry the unknown.
Praying for you to heal from this terrible disease 🙏🙏
Sending you love, light & healing energy!!! You are so very loved. 🙏😇✨
It breaks my heart to still see you so sad a year & 2 months later, but it also warms my heart so much to see you still carrying on her legacy in these videos (just like you promised you would)...
I AM HUGGING YOU IN MY HEART SO TIGHTLY RIGHT NOW. 🫂
I didn’t even know Jenny personally but I still think of her. She was so special. I’m so happy the kids have you and her in them. Sending love my friend
Hi Kyle. Sending love. Grief will hit you at any time. We are always here for you ♥️♥️
Live life
I lost my grown daughter almost 5 years ago.. the first 2-3 years I was a mess. I couldn’t do a thing. Then I started to live again. I’m back at work now, and I have 5 other children and 2 grandchildren. But every now and then I give in and let the tears and grief flow.. and it comes without warning. I feel lonely because no one in my whole circle knows how I feel. They try but they don’t know. I’m thankful they don’t know. It does pass but can hit me again without warning.. a song, a birthday, an anniversary… anything can trigger me again. Love to you and your children. The healing journey is a rocky one.
My heart breaks for you Kyle! I am so sorry!
Oh, Kyle. We grieve so deeply because we love so deeply. I don’t think you will ever be the same without Jenny, but you may find, over time, you just get used to the feeling of being without her. You will never “get over” losing her, that we know. You are an incredible husband and father, and that’s the greatest outcome Jenny could have ever wished for. Sending love to you all💝
I’m so sorry that you are so upset! 😢 ❤
I agree with Michelle. You aren't ranting. You are hurting and missing your bride. You are being HONEST with us. I wish I could give you a big hug right now. You have been doing so well raising Ellis and Winnie by yourself. I know Jenny is so proud of you!❤🫂🙏✝️
My husband passed away a year and six months ago. I went in his room this morning and it absolutely put me in a state.
It doesn’t sound selfish at all to want your life back. ♥️🙏🏻
God bless this man, stay strong brother 💪
I call these grief tsunamis. I have days like this. Go with it. It's ok not to be ok. I'm still recovering from losing my Mum and lost my baby dog last week. I'm right back there again. This will pass. The grief is the pain we feel for love x
I just filled a bucket with tears😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Me too I miss my hubby also
My husband passed away four years ago, and I still have days I cry for him. I miss him so very much! I don’t think it will ever change.
When you lose your spouse, your world is never the same. It’s difficult to explain to people how you feel after losing a spouse.
We’re all so proud of you, Kyle. You have good people all over the world cradling you in their hearts & minds, praying for peace and strength. You will survive and be happy again, I promise! 🩷
What I will tell you it’s is normal what you are experiencing. It’s so okay to cry and let the anger out, then the next day seems brighter. Rant anytime you want, we are here for you and the kids. ❤❤❤❤
What a blessing to have such love from sweet Jenny! I’m so sorry Kyle, continued prayers for you 🙏🏻😇
I lost my mother 3 years ago and. I miss her to this day. In my grief I realized that the hardest part of a passing is accepting the person is gone and you will never see them as long as you live. Once you accept that it feels like you start to heal. It can take many years to accept that I understand that especially in your situation with Jenny being the love of your life and not only hurting for you but hurting for your kids. Your kids are Jenny. She created them, anytime you miss her realize that a part of her is always with you. She has left you the most incredible gift she could ever give you and they part of represent your love for each other. So when you miss her hug your kids. Tell them how much you love them and remember she's not gone she's watching over you all. You might not see her but she is without a doubt always with you and forever ❤ . She is a caring mom and wife and always will be no matter what. Wishing you and your beautiful family many blessings ✝️
You and the kids are so young….let yourself love again….you all have so much to give. 💜
sometimes its just too soon to even suggest that, for that person who is missing the love of their life, its the last thing they want to hear.
@@helenike132 it’s not to soon to ever tell anyone they have love to give, I think Kyle and the kids exude love….i never said today or tmw, or next year or 10 years….did I?
I agree❤
It’s really inappropriate to tell a man grieving the loss of his wife to “let yourself love again.” If you watched one of Kyle’s recent videos, you heard him say he still feels married. If Kyle desires to date and remarry again, God will put him on that path. But right now, Kyle is still in the grieving process and he still feels married. And that is OK. The love that he and Jenny shared (and continued to share) is beautiful and rare. And when he makes a video like this on a tough day where he’s missing Jenny even more than usual, it’s inappropriate to tell him about finding love again. If that is his heart’s desire and God’s plan for him, it will happen. But he doesn’t need a bunch of stranagers’ (us on social media) advice about this.
@@freelancerjourn you didn’t comprehend one word I said, and it’s “inappropriate “ to tell someone that they are saying something inappropriate. I wish him all the best and I wish you to be better at telling people what to say and how to say it.
You are probably the most authentic person I watch on RUclips. The reality of grief is horrible and does not end, just changes and ,most of the time , gets more manageable. It ambushes you occasional and knocks you over like a tsunami. You had such a special love. Wishing you all the very best.
It is ok K. Feel it, hug it. It's love. ❤
Hi Kyle, it resonates with me so much, I'm in this "club", some people never experience it through their hole life, it's a different kind of grief when you loose someone really close and loved. I can't explain the emptiness I feel. I was the caregiver of my granny for ten years, she became like a daughter to me. She passed away last April, I miss her everyday. She was my favorite person. I'm alone.
Praying for you Kyle I too understand my husband fought cancer for a long time he was my life but went to heaven 15 months ago and every word you are saying rings true with my life may all if us grieving be given strengthen while we walk out this journey
It has been 4 months without my husband, and I am feeling much the same right now. This grief is so hard. I miss holding his hand and hearing his voice. I hope to find strength to manage my new life without him. I think it is amazing how you share your reality with loss and grief. She would be proud.
I’m listening. I’ve walked your journey. This love you shared hurts when you are lonely. God send the Holy Spirit to be with you at this time.sending you peace and hugs
Hey. Kyle ❤️
I don't think you ever stop grieving someone you love.
I am one who deals w these same emotions.. been 1yr for me as well....its a forever loss that brings me so much sadness for rest of my life
I lost a baby girl the beginning of last year . I am still grieving so strongly even as I am 7 months pregnant with a healthy baby boy now.
Sorry for your loss. Hugs to you.
So sorry for your loss
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Grief is the absolute worst thing imaginable...I lost my daughter in 2023. And I have lost my parents and brothers but this time the grief it me so hard. So days I do far but not a minute goes by she isn't on my mind. I tool care of her , she passed away from kidney and liver failure.. But the grief is so hard at times.. My heart is with you. Because I know exactly where your at. My daughters birthday is the 31st and I have her boys. It's hard to be strong all the time..Unless you experience it its so hard to explain..one minute your fine the next your crying your eyes out. I totally get it. So so hard.... God bless you. God is my confront...Much love to you. ❤