It's hard to rap about happy things, when happy things aren't happening, So how could I fathom them? How could I ever imagine having them? When I'm reaching and grasping grabbing for em but having nothing or no one, And no luck feeling fucked life sucks right? Why I'm amuck crying at night, But standing tall trying fight this brawl, calling for help but no one's hollering, someone yell, take me outta this hell.
my 7 month old baby girl loves this tune almost as much as me!chills her out every time she's wound up which as she's like her mum is a lot. sick job man
All these voices in my head Got me going so crazy Sometimes i wanna die Sometimes i feel amazing Now and then i wonder why Im still here Cause sometimes im still not seeing so clear All the damn anger So much rage in my veins Fuck these damn papers But probation aint game Nobody's gonna cater To a teen with no job I understand that But these problems gotta stop Im only 19 Been bullied all the time Nobody likes me I feel like reaching for my time But the last thing i want Is my name on a sign Cause I want all these kids To know how i died Stand up for yourself Nobody's gonna help Even if you're down Nobody's gonna be around
(Starts at 0:23) Tell me that I'm worth it Cause I barely tap the surface and I shiver in the cold to tell you, You are fucking perfect Yeah, I've slain a million demons Ca-cause years ago I seen 'em and I've bottled up my rage, but I know I ain't proceedin' FUCK what my mother said I'm living off the promise land I barely feel so guilty when I'm Holding my sweet daughter's hand You knew I could make it When I never knew I could I just wish that you could see me When I'm really doin' good Cause deep inside is where I hide Can't show my face after I've cried I promise that I hate to lie I love you, look me in the eye Don't turn away, I know you're shy Ambition is to see you smile The Angel that is super fly The bond we have will never die Yah! Aye! Aight! Oh! Yah! It's this! Aight! Aight! I dance around with new ideas Cause after all I'm always pissed To find the same old everyday Sitting right in front of me Jack in the backseat, The best drink, Never can defeat me I'm Holy but only when I'm Swiss cheese You say stop and I say go, Compromise to make our flow Aye! Yeah! That's it! Dwellz! Fuck shit! Yah! Yah! Yah! Everyday, everyday, everyday Everyday, everyday, everyday Everyday, everyday
yeah...uh...rockin it.... kickin' it.... start 0:22 yah my emotions got me feeling like im in an ocean/ my life has a led me to a ton of ambitions/ but my decisions has put me on a mission/ not follow the path they have chosen/ my mind and soul is frozen/ stuck in a time lapse of the good old days when I was straight cruisin'/ my whole life ive thought ive been losing/ so one day I be dozing in my class room/ but every once in a while the stress and pressure of life looms over me/ my old self tellin my new self "damn you're a sight to see, not everything is gonna be alright G. Especially if you dont get over this misery"/ got an arsenal weapons aimed at myself sometimes the thoughts get the best of me/ but once in a while I vibe to music, its so heavenly/ the little kid from the past wanted to say, "save me"/ ever since I was just a baby/ but now I got a lady to take care of/ she so beautiful and innocent like a dove/ what is this thing we call love?/ is it a kiss or a hug?/ I dont know and in the cold of the snow we get blue in the nose/ it hurts when you are empty and alone/ all you got is a phone and memories of what you used to call 'home'/ out in the streets where you used to roam/ but now there's the debt of a loan/ every morning you wake up and groan/ we all chasing money like a dog fetching a bone/ stitching our hearts back together like one day maybe it will get better/ but all you got in the mail was no check, just a letter from the one you used to love/ you read and it says "I cant do it anymore hun. so goodbye."/ thats when you sit back and cry like nothing else/ you think of the times when you were alone and daddy used to hit you with a belt/ when you get to her funeral you cant even see her face/ you gave your soul and this was still her fate/ what a shame/ like god dame! why is this all the same?!?/ why is it all we care about is fame??/ voices around you sayin 'sorry for your loss' but you cant even listen/ you were wishin you could take back that fight/ you are sorry for your own existence/ you see, there is no safety in this world/ we all one day will get the sword to our necks/ we all end up crying and bent/ but hopefully you find someway to vent/ use the history of your life to prevent the losses you are going to feel/ cause you only got one chance homie/ better use it wisely... BlueJ out. (rap created as non-profit) -rap made by BlueJ -Beat made by Contrary Beats Amazing beat as always Contrary. Keep killing it man, I loved this beat.
gotta have that perseverance and that passion get to action we're not lackin motivation we just stackin divination we got true grit as a nation yeah we do this no frustration how'd you do this take a seat so I can paint an illustration waitin patient with the future man I'm waitin can't come sooner there's a rumor if you're not a loser you'll have success sooner if you persevere year by year stop bein lazy get into gear not week by week or month by month destroying barriers that you confront if you want a brighter future bro you gotta take the hits willingness and passion homie these are all a part of grit take a hint this is it please don't quit man please don't quit don't listen and you'll grow up and realize you can't provide but it's your fault when you didn't take advice that was supplied now you're sitting all alone looking down and asking why well I'll tell you why you dropped out of high school like a fool cause you'd rather stay home and get high but yo I'm only 17 I'm a risk machine all I do is hang with homies and go home to buy supreme not doing anything to pursue my living dream get scared so often sometimes all I wanna do is scream can't seem to get my mind to not think that it's impossible everything I've done in my life in unremarkable probable probably, if I try hard honestly I could live a better life in this twisted economy you have so much potential please don't let it go to waste take 1 2 and 3 don't quit pick up the pace find what you love and pursue it without haste take action obtain grit in life before it's too late
Yeah I put my ambitions to the side, I don't know where life is taking me I just wanna cry on the inside, so confused & unsure about life, praying to a god asking him why, I got a family to take care of this shit ain't right, I'm doing all I can to make sure they sleep tight, things ain't easy at 19, watching all these other Youngs kids hustle & scheme while I make my money clean, living in a age where boys don't even make it to 17, getting caught up & lost in a dream, never waking up for you I spark a blunt, & this is when times get rough, but raised to keep all that shit hush hush, rappers forgetting where they came from, letting there bread turn to crumbs, alot of people out here soul searching I'm just tryna get my funds, tryna find home but I don't got a place to run, wish my homie was around but he had some shit he had to take care of up above, growing up ain't no fun, alot of life situations finding my self to love the feeling numb, life’s a mess going thru hell just to cash a check, always worked hard had to earn my respect, a lot expectations that will never be met I’m sorry dad I tried my best, just want people to be proud of me this I admit yes, never asking for less, got god on my shoulders climbing this mountain of pain & regret,
I'll be saving up for this beat, could be a while but ill be buying the unlimited package as soon as I can. Great beat. Is there anyway you can add an extra bar or two in between the end of the chorus and second verse? It's really difficult to flow into that.
This beat gives me the ambition to listen to start scripting, non stop without any intermissions pissing on this keyboard, while my fingers are on a mission and while the mouse is ignored, my mental thoughts brawl, playing for keeps As my eyes sore through the screen watching the birth of Technics sink deep into this beat! StormTheArsonist
I sit within these four walls gripping to the edge so I don't fall the voices try to pull them off for a split second I wanna give up but no I won't let them get the best of me I won't let them win and take the victory I won't let them have the satisfaction that they pushed me off the edge to my end to my death no way am i letting that happen, im stronger than anyone thinks i am, no matter what you say nobody really fully understands, the things that go through my head when i lay it down to rest, i sink down in my bed, drowning in my blankets, and i just suffocate but no one hears my struggles my mumbles my sobs for help, im now more lonely than i ever felt, the life of me is squeezing out of me tied around me like a belt, inside my throat its surrounded by welts, for when i try to yell all that comes out is just an inaudible yelp, no matter what i do i just seem so helpless, whenever someone tries to help me it just seems so useless, like "i understand what youre going through" "it'll get better soon" "dont end your life cuz people love you , sincerely yours." like sure ive heard it all before, before you talk think about what youre gunna say or ima just walk out the door, theres nothing i havent been told, its all just the same ol same ol, but ive never really wanted to die old, I promise you ill be okay, i mean it im not going to end my days, i was here yesterday ill be here tomorrow and keep living today, get it? Eh you probably dont but its alright, not many people understand my mind, i mean my brain is whats mine, only i can really understand how i see and picture life, everyone has their own ways and this is mine, it seems pretty depressing and dont get me wrong i understand why, but its the only way ive really looked at life, im the kite up in the sky your the one holding the string making sure i fly, but as soon as you let go ill come plunging but either way i wouldnt really mind, either way i'll still be fine, either way the world will still keep track of time you see im not afraid to let go, its not that im suicidal, its not that im afraid to die i just wouldnt mind though, theres many times where ive came close, and that seems like anyone ever really knows, like its the only sign ive ever shown, they think im just this suicidal head case, cuz i got these marks on my face, marks that i intented to make, i didnt think id be here to explain, if he just waited a couple minutes itd be too late
I wake up in the morning soakin up the mood listen to my music it's all I really do I write these songs express my views nothin gonna change me it's who I am just the truthpull into the drive after a long day of work 10 hours straight can make your eyes hurt soon as I get in my room start making these tunes the kind we all vibe to3 am still working late the repetition follows me I can't escape messages are pure because I am awakeYeah I'm awake... I'm awake.. I'm awake.. I'm awake..I'm awake and I'm alive I feel different inside I can't run I can't hide but I feel the pride x2I follow my ambitions That's my ammunition Confidence is key it means so much to me striving for my goals travel to the unknown I come out on top of the throne can't get to my zone I've made it my home Even if I'm alone This life might kill me or make me cold but that's part of the show I am who I am That's how God made me If you can't accept that Hit the road babyI'm awake and I'm alive I feel different inside I can't run I can't hide but I feel the pride x2Hold my head up high wipe the tears from my eyes normally I don't cry but it's kinda hard when you feel dead inside.. I don't have a choice but I've got a voice Gotta make the noise To get the attention Of who's important
I lived a life full of sorrow but look at me when I arrive I always tried to survive I always tried to stay alive so am looking forward to arrive on the scene to be seen to be caught on a video tape or show on a flat screen I will scream if I never get my chance Just give me it and am gonna snatch Gonna go find the stach of lyrical thoughts I've hidden away from the world so it's time to behold what I've never ever told or sold So listen when I spit this fire Listen as I follow my heart's desire My life is like being in a car on a highway with a popped tire Always on edge to stay as balanced as possible but it's impossible to stay all the time on top of my game I never felt the same way towards anything in this rap game that I play to claim the fame so I don't care if you think I'm cool or lame I'm not doing it for cash Am not doing it for ass All am doing it for is not to feel like trash All am doing it for Is not to feel like trash I hate to admit it to the world but I'm shit I never improved except lyrically and it ain't even impressive I've always been very obsessive on trying to catch a flow or rap along some track or some song or speed it up Screaming whatsup headsup am about to arrive but it never worked out Tryina get my life sorted out Tryina get my redemption but it ain't allowed. Still, I ain't waiting for a fucking permission to go on a mission to redeem my old self I'm not doing it for cash Am not doing it for ass All am doing it for is not to feel like trash All am doing it for Is not to feel like trash I don't care what you say I don't fucking care how you play I only care that am following my dream and desire of making a not so bad track I ain't a tank am just a half-track Just tryina get through life with half-a-rack sack Tryina hold on to my ballsack, tryna have the courage Tryina not be a part of any burrage Tryina hold on to my self not roll into a bull rage as I clap my hands and feel the pain It's so plain Am gonna go insane So I use my music as an escape gate to get away to get away from all of it... to get away from all of it.... I'm not doing it for cash Am not doing it for ass All am doing it for is not to feel like trash All am doing it for Is not to feel like trash
Đã có bao giờ mày sống mà ko còn chút hi vọng nào vào ai Đã có bao giờ mày phải nghi ngờ hết mọi lời nói lọt vào tai Ở trong cuộc sống...ngoài mày ra mọi người mọi thứ đều là sai Đến mức mày không còn biết là mình thực ra đang sống hay tồn tại Niềm tin của tao...vốn đã mất từ lâu khi mà chính những người cùng cội quay lưng lúc đó tao đã biết phía trước là đoạn đường dài tao phải tự đi bằng đôi chân
You have a passion you have gift but people say money’s more important don’t miss your shift Night in and day out you do the same thing inching farther and farther from your own dream Just moving along and tagging carrying a heavy backpack that you keep on dragging always slacking you say its coming but motivation is what you're truly lacking But when is it really that we truly live breaking the walls and barriers instead of being stiff You just keep on talking and moving you don’t react you say your dream is coming but its not its an act You have so much dreams as young child you remember being happy playing out and going wild But you know that’s never going to happen so you have a new mission, earning as much money rather than the Ambitions
I woke up in a land of forever hell and fans yes it's sad I put my ambitions aside for a man for the love that he gave me took me hand by hand climbed this rope of death wonderful that everything is okay to you but to me we're screwed I could lie and say I'm satisfied but that would be one hell of a lie wonderland please call to me a world it's own where I can be happy where mad hatter can save me and Alice isn't crazy for wanting her own path I'm not sorry anymore I've gon through one hell of a war it's a sob story all its own but it's okay I'm prone to whatever you throw at me my ambitions
Ambitions yeah it really got me thinkin Effecting my mental Like it really got me switchin Yeah it really got me switchin We all have a dream a crazy goal We try to persue and then later it unfolds Yeah And thats the crazy thing about this life Its a game you gotta play until you kinda strive Then reach the goal of the ultimate heaven Depending on your ambitions and where you were headed Down the line During your path to the top dont stop Cause you can reach it if you wise up Cause i had a dream that of turned into a vision My ambition going crazy the plans in my head All my movements were made I was reaching for the stars but they fell on my face Ambitons they can lead you to too different ways Do you grab it Do you reach it Do you make it and slay Kill the game ambitions theyll take you away But even if they still take you away There you got backup plan invested it will take you through pain Just follow youf brain
This is so good beat...it reaaaaaaly fits to my song. Can i use it to make my own sonf and put it on the RUclips?? I do not want to make money with song,just to make some fresh and juicy raps...like in good old times...
I come in looking fly I have my wings out you see me soaring through the sky I'm rising above the rest like I'm a pigion I've been following my dream like a religion This dream here is golden Im never quittin on it I ain't foldin Stickin with this my dream I'm holdin Ima great person call me Anquan Boldin People hatin' on me actin like I've never felt it But i show no attention and spread love like Rondo with the Celtics I cant hear them haters cuz I'm like ab I make that call to god Coming up people called me a fraud Parents told me rap won't work and that i needed a real job Thought I believed them but rap is a passion Got tons of cash that I'm stashin' And the money don't lie I'm always cashin' Stuck at school while I'm tryna stay commited with rap Tight schedule to work with I have very little gap I don't take shit no more that's right I don't put up with crap Got a bad tempure like OBJ Quick to get pissed that's all I can say But I make up with them like Odell and the kicking net Putting money on me is the right bet And just like Cole Beasley I got the sauce I am a self made boss Betting against me that's your lose People tryna start beef well I'm cooking it up My bars are fire so it is burning up Coming with fire so won't be this years runner up I'm the greatest in the game like Muhammed Ali Even though he's dead I feel like he is alive and living inside me I can hear opportunity knocking on the door I'm so high up it's like a mountain is my floor Looking into the future success is what I see I'm going up stairway climbing above you whack ass rapper If people tell you you're good then the people telling you are a good actor People will get in my way of my success but I'm pretty good at overcoming obstacles Get around it with a quick audible Getting in my way and talk shit Ya that's such bullshit I'm standing far away and i can still smell it They say money is time, but time keeps taking money My flow be quick like a bee impressing the queen bringing back that honey Damn hip hop is whack flows be so slow it's like watching a damn tree grow In home studio all alone I'm like a one man show Im a glowstick all shaken up now I'm giving that bright glow I spend a lot of time writing this rap People are so stupid if you want them to use their brains you have to tell them it's an app Damn ain't that some crap hip hop is whack
I'ma be honest things haven't been alright, every single time i gotta wake to sun rise. My homies getting high how could i deny when you livin in this time upset at the state of mind how could i compare always had uh different out look on what really matters inside these people mad stare at just the problems we facing i know theres a time when you smiled it was my most fondest memory playing with the kids as a child in the street under the hot Texas heat im grateful for where im from and all my loved ones still with me thank god.. i do gotta admit things got intense between our arguments but momma it was all love I promise I cant pay you back for the naunsence i caused all you wanted for to see was for me grow im letting myself down but im tryna keep up i just can't let it go all those nights i got fucked up now i see where it went wrong
I'ma be honest things haven't been alright, every single time i gotta wake to sun rise. My homies getting high how could i deny when you livin in this time upset at the state of mind how could i compare always had uh different out look on what really matters inside these people mad stare at just the problems we facing i know theres a time when you smiled it was my most fondest memory playing with the kids as a child in the street under the hot Texas heat im grateful for where im from and all my loved ones still with me thank god.. i do gotta admit things got intense between our arguments but momma it was all love I promise I cant pay you back for the naunsence i caused all you wanted to see was for me grow im letting myself down but im tryna keep up i just can't let it go all those nights i got fucked up with my people now i see where it went wrong guess you could of said i was falling behind with the attitude of i dont give a fuck flow not amateur but of a level up above minimum wage salary a day slaving away im done if these fucks can make it why not
"that's 12 that's 12 at ya door... creeped up sleeped up no remorse... grabbed the henny grab the Remy off the floor get the heat get the heat an we back out the door"... repeat
mission transition always from the pressure position fire and ambition desire like fire live to inspire Might bump heads but life is full of confliction God convict Conviction
(Unfortunate Soul) Have you ever fealt looking out you window is this life worth still living for shall a get the rope to end my suffing and end tha pain then These haters still cant touch me no more feal lost like am unkown these voices in my head still watching me Grow hard pain this shit still real tho real friend till the end no fakes tho see feel like its a game shit a better roll that dice to come back to reality again cuz once is gone am afriad thats when we gotta move on we got to accept the struggles This vision sometimes doubles always try to be humble a collect tha pain everyday a always feel like a stumble why cant a rewind. them hours back to get my life back but the devils holded my down am like a Slave a got the ball to my ankle right now feel shivers try and close my eyes but it never misses still in this hell hole the devil just want let go of my soul.
Bars are you listening I will be forever ambitious, livin in a space so malicious , toxic paradise man life is so precious , they try and stomp on me but I am a king I have been here for centuries , you're now entering into the 5th dimension , open your eye , it's that time , no more pain let's rise
She got a mind thang Nothin but smokang She said she in pain But bby you chose this way I’ll still be here to hold you everyday Leave again I could never lean that way Just build no separate Sit back so we can think Brush teeth so my mouth ain’t stink Load a bowl of that mofokin dank Weed love an feelin so great Feelin like a three some with marry Jane I can tell we ain’t the same I feel like somethings changed But it’s my fault for doin these things You didn’t tell me a lot in the past but it’s okay Kuz now you tellin me everything Let yo mind spill out like bullet to a brain Don’t hold it in just drives you insane I use to lose memory on purpose mayne Trynna so hard to forget that shame How I was never there for the important things Should been there instead of lirkin damn Feel so bad for the man I am Lost so much I can’t believe my fam Trust lil too much I wanna just wanna do drugs Remember when I use to say I give 2 fucks Now I just look and say I wish I could fuck Shawty checkin out other woman with butts She the type of girl to say keep yo bucks Let’s go out and have sum fun Spend sum time wit chu in my mind Now it’s hard when it’s sleepy time Fallin off, yeah off my grind Everyone wish they could go back in time But I don’t know how to fix up mine Stitched it up 1 2 many times I hope this hold Kuz I might lose my sight Body malfunctioning like hospital time So many things I did not say goodbye Not wait I change my mind Door closed and there is no light Walked home on the darkest night Still screamin but only inside So afraid to take my life Test the blade to my own like Feel the pain and know it ain’t right No attention I don’t want to fight Can’t force sum you ain’t want right So I pray to the devil askin for a bike So I can come thru on a early bright Brought sum snacks 4u the ones I know you like I ain’t distant no I said I’m fine Said she actin different I can see it in yo eyes Don’t trip damn bby lookin fine That’s all mine so Divine Demoting all my caring time So glad I’m in yo mind Floating round sayin you alright Bby don’t feel that it just ain’t right Stop downin yourself Pull out that inner might Lay back your shoulders feelin tight She said there nothing better then me and you at night Nothin better then me gripin you close at night Best feelin breath filling hard missing Dreams Nha they a fuckin vision I can see that you finally fuckin listen Big smiles and a lot of kissin Your dad wit a lil grinin But he ain’t mind he fuckin grillin Fat nuggets lookin so delicious This is my dream Nha bby it’s a good vision Mabey a future that we will experience.
They tell me you can't rap, you're a white chick. I say, thanks for your hate but I know that I can make it. I can't even fake it, I'm growin' impatient, wanna be there now, Wanna be famous! I don't wanna be famous just to turn faces, I wanna make it to the top to make a change, uh, I don't even care if people know my name, what I do care about is makin' this world great. I'm kinda a perfectionist, I won't settle for less than, The goals that I've kept in my head since I was tri-ip-in. Wanna make this world a better place to live, So everyone can feel safe, The woman, men and chi-il-dren. We all need to work together, make a difference. We all have different passions and ambi-itions. Put em all together, we'd make a creation. A peaceful world, for us all to live in. Chorus: Yeah, we all have ambi-itions. Dreams, goals, hopes for the world we live. I know, that we can make it, we can never give up, despite the circumstances. We gotta, keep on takin' chances. Even if it means a few tears shed along the way, at least we know, the outcome will be great. So please just don't, give up today. Verse 2: When I was just a youngin', I mean I still am but- I used to think I had to take the easy route. Do what I could, to get outside the house. Even if it meant, my whole world was turned upside down. I couldn't see the positives, didn't have no hope. I used to take every chance that I could to smoke. I even tried, a line or 2 of coke. You can say that I didn't have the best way to cope. Those days aren't over, I'm still learnin'. But I'm happier now, don't feel like such a burden. I might do, a line from time to time, but that doesn't mean that, I'm the bad guy. All I want in this world, is pure love. Even if it means giving up on all the drugs. I could care less about a shot or a hit, if it means every one could be happy for a bit. .. You see, I know I made mistakes. We all make them on the day to day. But what really matters is our state of mind, if we care about our world, make sure everyone is fine Chorus: (look above) D-Lo xoxo much love
I’m feeling inspired fuck it I’mma neglect the fact that I just got fired I find it hilarious the way that everything is starting to feel so mindless People nowadays have a hard time being objective It’s like it’s in their DNA to be so subjective Degeneration of generations is the problem of this generation All of them are being so generic, this ain’t no diss but the fact that it’s happening is what causes me to feel so hysteric. People keep commenting about things they can’t begin to comprehend with Why is everyone so judgemental, so here I am, letting the ink flow out my pen yo Whatsup with this world we living in, I don’t mean to be negative but I see the world through a picture edited to be negative, I embodied my heart into this beat, it’s only through music I let my soul escape out of reality only then I can escape gravity. Please do me a favor and take a seat, let me explain to you why I’m feeling this heat I see people socializing, funny term for something to be an antonym. Social media is what connects us but never ever have I felt so disconnected. There was a time when we were all connected but somewhere along the line something happened Race separated us, religion divided us, mass opinion is now defining us. People keep telling me I live in the past, how could I not ? It’s the only place where I don’t feel like a guest, only there I can put my head to rest. In todays society the people forget about the rest. Egocentric, is what I’d describe this system we live in, Please understand where I’m coming from, we live in, a place that forces you to be a copy not an original We’re developing our personality by copy pasting people we don’t know but somehow we don’t realize the gravitude of this problem Man where is the gratitude when you complement someone for them being themselves It’s like an insult, like people are ashamed of themselves, no they have to be someone else Just be yourself, Be real, stay true to yourself, ,never let anyone define you or compare you with someone else.
What if I can't What if I don't What if I never taste it What if believe Sweat, grind, bleed And nothing changes So what if I hope My lady needs money But what if I'm broke What if I take all them chances Get all them hands But then again what if I choke Woah Breath, slow And forget those feelings Just be in my Zone And forget they're filming Then I go to my happiest place Where my past is erased And I find the passion it takes To mash on the gas And relax on the breaks Cause I ain't going back there Not that low And not that scared I'm not gonna sit and smoke While I live life broke And laughing Blowing in the air Yeah I'm sick of just running my gums A sucker that's waiting for something to come Pretending im stuntin But fronting no funds Keepin' it hundred in front of someones [?] Laying on the couch Brain full of drugs I don't want to talk I just came for the buzz They said it calm me down That ain't what it does I used to believe But it ate what I was Telling everybody here the thing I'm gonna do [?] A year went by I made no moves Waiting on luck When I know it ain't enough And it took rock bottom To finally wake me up Yeah, and now I'm feeling like the man (feeling like the man) Cause I'm doing my thing And I won't go back Even though I can Yeah, ambition is something I need Something I be Not what I do I needed to breath Needed to dream Yes I believe I got something to prove And that's why [Chorus: Abby Gundersen] I got this feeling inside Inside of my head, inside of my head And the Lord knows I've been up to no good Still haven't changed even though I should Dear Lord [Verse 2: Ryan Caraveo] I promise to break Before I drop to my knees If I can learn Before I pray Then it's a problem that God doesn't need It's more than just words More than a phrase More than advice I got it from me Back from the bottom With nothing to fear Easy to say Harder to be Ready to go, go Ready to jump, yeah I've been on that bridge Never know hope, hope Never know love That was the way that I lived Oh what a feeling to turn it around After my ceiling was burned to the ground Death was appealing I stood up to deal with it That is the feeling of earning a crown I am a king, I am a king Fuck all the stresses man That's not a thing Fuck the depression man I got dream If I want excellence That's what I bring I am the truth I am the lie I am the wall between me and the prize I am the difference between being dead while I'm living And living while I am alive And if I fail Then it's probly cause I don't have those great surroundings, right? Nah It's up to me to bring the great Out of everything that I am surrounded by, and I admit I made enough excuses The blame game That's just as useless The want that you have That's justice, use it [?] Ain't shit left Just fucking do it [Chorus: Abby Gundersen] I got this feeling inside Inside of my head Inside of my head And the Lord knows I've been up to no good Still haven't changed even though I should Dear Lord
dope beat, bro!! so much love in it and the drums are fucking sick and so smooth, so nice mixed. the reversed sample + drum fill is one of the best beginnings of all beats on RUclips haha lol :D but amazing work
Sitting here looking at the clock,thinking when time is goona stop,never take a notice that I cough,don’t have no time to worry bout a thought,Sitting here looking at the clock,thinking when time is goona stop,never take a notice that I cough,Don’t have no time to worry bout a thought,sitting here lookin in the mirror,Thinking all about the atmosphere,and how it’s so hard to just breath,because the earth breaks us like a stampede,interrupted when we have something to say,so we just store our ideas away,they say they,want to make America great,but the world just to really back away,someday in the long long future,will be even have to talk about the world,we have to zip it or we’re going to prison they don’t give us a chance they say we don’t have the right to advance,but if we advance will all of it go,the hope to make America great will roll out of your soul,no creative flow your just living like the rest you realize that you don’t need to put this all into the test,every body gave up a long time ago the hope and road that they regret that they chose,the notes of quotes are Broke corrupt with dope fucking,and dough,It’s all about the money not to care for many so,when will we wake up instead of living a game because the decade when we Were real is slowly starting to fade,don’t let nothing take place instead of flowers arrange because we need a rose more then ever all for today,not living all for today,we listen to the news don’t go our own paths to create,can’t tell your own story when your just reliving the same,when will America change and stop whining about bullshit that wasn’t a place,earth is scared it needs to have their chest grow some hairs or else be aware that the soul of my inspire is like the empire so get ready to live three hell and heaven,future predictions as president in 2027 and you’ll see me when you’ll see me and the hero who needs me,feed the world I don’t feed me,tell the world I don’t need me,brake my bones I don’t need them,cuz when I’m running for chef,I’ll be a legend for a reason,Yeah that’s my ambitions dreaming to make the world a paradise so strong like a rare condition.
Well this worked at putting my first child to sleep now it's working a treat putting baby no 2 to sleep. Not your target audience I know but your music seems to calm down pissed off babies and the bonus is I rather like it too, Winning! Top work dude
You'll probably get a content id claim from my network meaning you can't monetize it (which you can't anyway without buying a license). As long as you give credit it's fine.
My integration of ambition has me feeling un-nautish grateful for goodness conscience riding the wave through time has me feeling fine words to write down how could I see wrong the demons shadow the cement shadows my thoughts to see what I'm feeling anger anguish no goodness I should be seeing polar opposites turn the script upside down flip the back step on cracks, thinking I ain't getting off track write it down to get through things that I lack no, slack attack, man down no, man up own to your shit make life how you should feel it at a point to see a point it started when OK let the years keep counting running routeing on a good path my mental stack positive comes back bring me back to a time no slumping bass keep thumping rear view see me coming or hear it Ink smear it make paper tear it spill it out in the confides of the lines, ask me how I'm doing I'll say alright I'm doing just fine intertwine with the facts that there is a sometime when feeling fine wasn't signed signature move let it out on a college rule, scrap paper any ways, to get it out before my thoughts start to taper final hour no scour to see quick the face of God blasting on reeling in the right thoughts good catch like using a fishing rod open air like fishing on a lake thoughts not overtake, but a feeling of cool calm and collected even if one fish you never collected speeding through like no tomorrow well might be having fun, that's why one hour seemed like a minute a minute to win it, OK, habits squash nice taking no defeat death is uncertain, opportunity to be to be in that in that good obtaining happiness arranging in the mind away from a dark fog build upon happine' meticulously like Lincoln logs sneak these aspects into mind log, go no wrong anything can happen like picking up , something made from ashes to raising it up for the masses inspiration is around the corner see take not break it create it awaken it long swim across the sea of undefeated one step at a time keep repeating schematically draw up the seating of everlasting tracks along paths of intercepting paths of destruction to reconstruction of a billion floors washed upon it
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Really liking this, dope work bro!
Jurrivh Good to hear, thanks man!
id really like to see what you two can do together. the thought is exciting. yall should think bout it.
It's hard to rap about happy things, when happy things aren't happening,
So how could I fathom them? How could I ever imagine having them?
When I'm reaching and grasping grabbing for em but having nothing or no one,
And no luck feeling fucked life sucks right? Why I'm amuck crying at night,
But standing tall trying fight this brawl, calling for help but no one's hollering, someone yell, take me outta this hell.
My bro had made a rap to this in the past. This beat is a part of what I have left of him.
my 7 month old baby girl loves this tune almost as much as me!chills her out every time she's wound up which as she's like her mum is a lot. sick job man
That's awesome! Glad you both like it :)
All these voices in my head
Got me going so crazy
Sometimes i wanna die
Sometimes i feel amazing
Now and then i wonder why
Im still here
Cause sometimes im still not seeing so clear
All the damn anger
So much rage in my veins
Fuck these damn papers
But probation aint game
Nobody's gonna cater
To a teen with no job
I understand that
But these problems gotta stop
Im only 19
Been bullied all the time
Nobody likes me
I feel like reaching for my time
But the last thing i want
Is my name on a sign
Cause I want all these kids
To know how i died
Stand up for yourself
Nobody's gonna help
Even if you're down
Nobody's gonna be around
this is good man, feel like the beat alone is enough to bring someone up from dark days
Man this beat is unbelievable
drum and snare makes it pop specially that snare man well EQd love it !
Contrary you fuckin mad man, this beat is savage. Shout out from the UK, this beats gonna get merked.
Ayy thank you fam!
(Starts at 0:23)
Tell me that I'm worth it
Cause I barely tap the surface
and I shiver in the cold to tell you,
You are fucking perfect
Yeah, I've slain a million demons
Ca-cause years ago I seen 'em
and I've bottled up my rage,
but I know I ain't proceedin'
FUCK what my mother said
I'm living off the promise land
I barely feel so guilty when I'm
Holding my sweet daughter's hand
You knew I could make it
When I never knew I could
I just wish that you could see me
When I'm really doin' good
Cause deep inside is where I hide
Can't show my face after I've cried
I promise that I hate to lie
I love you, look me in the eye
Don't turn away, I know you're shy
Ambition is to see you smile
The Angel that is super fly
The bond we have will never die
Yah! Aye! Aight! Oh! Yah! It's this!
Aight! Aight!
I dance around with new ideas
Cause after all I'm always pissed
To find the same old everyday
Sitting right in front of me
Jack in the backseat,
The best drink,
Never can defeat me
I'm Holy but only when I'm
Swiss cheese
You say stop and I say go,
Compromise to make our flow
Aye! Yeah! That's it! Dwellz!
Fuck shit! Yah! Yah! Yah!
Everyday, everyday, everyday
Everyday, everyday, everyday
Everyday, everyday
killer beat my man!! spent the last two hours just Vibing out and writing to this masterpiece.
yeah...uh...rockin it.... kickin' it.... start 0:22 yah my emotions got me feeling like im in an ocean/ my life has a led me to a ton of ambitions/ but my decisions has put me on a mission/ not follow the path they have chosen/ my mind and soul is frozen/ stuck in a time lapse of the good old days when I was straight cruisin'/ my whole life ive thought ive been losing/ so one day I be dozing in my class room/ but every once in a while the stress and pressure of life looms over me/ my old self tellin my new self "damn you're a sight to see, not everything is gonna be alright G. Especially if you dont get over this misery"/ got an arsenal weapons aimed at myself sometimes the thoughts get the best of me/ but once in a while I vibe to music, its so heavenly/ the little kid from the past wanted to say, "save me"/ ever since I was just a baby/ but now I got a lady to take care of/ she so beautiful and innocent like a dove/ what is this thing we call love?/ is it a kiss or a hug?/ I dont know and in the cold of the snow we get blue in the nose/ it hurts when you are empty and alone/ all you got is a phone and memories of what you used to call 'home'/ out in the streets where you used to roam/ but now there's the debt of a loan/ every morning you wake up and groan/ we all chasing money like a dog fetching a bone/ stitching our hearts back together like one day maybe it will get better/ but all you got in the mail was no check, just a letter from the one you used to love/ you read and it says "I cant do it anymore hun. so goodbye."/ thats when you sit back and cry like nothing else/ you think of the times when you were alone and daddy used to hit you with a belt/ when you get to her funeral you cant even see her face/ you gave your soul and this was still her fate/ what a shame/ like god dame! why is this all the same?!?/ why is it all we care about is fame??/ voices around you sayin 'sorry for your loss' but you cant even listen/ you were wishin you could take back that fight/ you are sorry for your own existence/ you see, there is no safety in this world/ we all one day will get the sword to our necks/ we all end up crying and bent/ but hopefully you find someway to vent/ use the history of your life to prevent the losses you are going to feel/ cause you only got one chance homie/ better use it wisely... BlueJ out.
(rap created as non-profit)
-rap made by BlueJ
-Beat made by Contrary Beats
Amazing beat as always Contrary. Keep killing it man, I loved this beat.
+bluejcube94 Thank you sir!
sorry mate, im planning on using my raps eventually. If I change my mind I'll let you know though. Have a good one bro.
gotta have that perseverance and that passion get to action
we're not lackin motivation
we just stackin divination
we got true grit as a nation
yeah we do this no frustration
how'd you do this take a seat so I can paint an illustration
waitin patient with the future man I'm waitin can't come sooner
there's a rumor if you're not a loser you'll have success sooner
if you persevere year by year
stop bein lazy get into gear
not week by week or month by month
destroying barriers that you confront
if you want a brighter future bro you gotta take the hits
willingness and passion homie these are all a part of grit take a hint this is it please don't quit man please don't quit
don't listen and you'll grow up and realize you can't provide
but it's your fault when you didn't take advice that was supplied
now you're sitting all alone looking down and asking why
well I'll tell you why you dropped out of high school like a fool cause you'd rather stay home and get high
but yo I'm only 17 I'm a risk machine
all I do is hang with homies and go home to buy supreme
not doing anything to pursue my living dream
get scared so often sometimes all I wanna do is scream
can't seem to get my mind to not think that it's impossible
everything I've done in my life in unremarkable probable
probably, if I try hard honestly
I could live a better life in this twisted economy
you have so much potential please don't let it go to waste
take 1 2 and 3 don't quit pick up the pace
find what you love and pursue it without haste
take action obtain grit in life before it's too late
this is the finest beat I have ever heard. I really mean it. this is totally sick. I wanna rap on this beat. dayum. it's really gave me goosebump.
This is Amazing bro ! awesome drums!
Thanks bro!
which drum samples are these? Can u share brother?
it's So Crazy.
I Can't Stop To Replay it. ..
hypersolid :)
Yeah I put my ambitions to the side, I don't know where life is taking me I just wanna cry on the inside, so confused & unsure about life, praying to a god asking him why, I got a family to take care of this shit ain't right, I'm doing all I can to make sure they sleep tight, things ain't easy at 19, watching all these other Youngs kids hustle & scheme while I make my money clean, living in a age where boys don't even make it to 17, getting caught up & lost in a dream, never waking up for you I spark a blunt, & this is when times get rough, but raised to keep all that shit hush hush, rappers forgetting where they came from, letting there bread turn to crumbs, alot of people out here soul searching I'm just tryna get my funds, tryna find home but I don't got a place to run, wish my homie was around but he had some shit he had to take care of up above, growing up ain't no fun, alot of life situations finding my self to love the feeling numb, life’s a mess going thru hell just to cash a check, always worked hard had to earn my respect, a lot expectations that will never be met I’m sorry dad I tried my best, just want people to be proud of me this I admit yes, never asking for less, got god on my shoulders climbing this mountain of pain & regret,
This is the best beat I've ever heard.
Glad you like it!
Omg Contrary thank you for answering my request!! Youre the best
Hope it's what you were looking to hear ;)
Contrary Beats yes it was thank you
Reminds me of the Beats on my channel... Great One!
I'll be saving up for this beat, could be a while but ill be buying the unlimited package as soon as I can. Great beat. Is there anyway you can add an extra bar or two in between the end of the chorus and second verse? It's really difficult to flow into that.
Become Fann of your beats...! Great Job....!
Contrary definitely doin it different, beat is too sick 👌🏽
Thank you fam
This beat gives me the ambition to listen
to start scripting, non stop without any intermissions
pissing on this keyboard, while my fingers are on a mission
and while the mouse is ignored, my mental thoughts brawl, playing for keeps
As my eyes sore through the screen watching the birth of Technics sink deep into this beat!
StormTheArsonist
I sit within these four walls gripping to the edge so I don't fall the voices try to pull them off for a split second I wanna give up but no I won't let them get the best of me I won't let them win and take the victory I won't let them have the satisfaction that they pushed me off the edge to my end to my death no way am i letting that happen, im stronger than anyone thinks i am, no matter what you say nobody really fully understands, the things that go through my head when i lay it down to rest, i sink down in my bed, drowning in my blankets, and i just suffocate but no one hears my struggles my mumbles my sobs for help, im now more lonely than i ever felt, the life of me is squeezing out of me tied around me like a belt, inside my throat its surrounded by welts, for when i try to yell all that comes out is just an inaudible yelp, no matter what i do i just seem so helpless, whenever someone tries to help me it just seems so useless, like "i understand what youre going through" "it'll get better soon" "dont end your life cuz people love you , sincerely yours." like sure ive heard it all before, before you talk think about what youre gunna say or ima just walk out the door, theres nothing i havent been told, its all just the same ol same ol, but ive never really wanted to die old,
I promise you ill be okay, i mean it im not going to end my days, i was here yesterday ill be here tomorrow and keep living today, get it? Eh you probably dont but its alright, not many people understand my mind, i mean my brain is whats mine, only i can really understand how i see and picture life, everyone has their own ways and this is mine, it seems pretty depressing and dont get me wrong i understand why, but its the only way ive really looked at life, im the kite up in the sky your the one holding the string making sure i fly, but as soon as you let go ill come plunging but either way i wouldnt really mind, either way i'll still be fine, either way the world will still keep track of time you see im not afraid to let go, its not that im suicidal, its not that im afraid to die i just wouldnt mind though, theres many times where ive came close, and that seems like anyone ever really knows, like its the only sign ive ever shown, they think im just this suicidal head case, cuz i got these marks on my face, marks that i intented to make, i didnt think id be here to explain, if he just waited a couple minutes itd be too late
Sarah Banos Can I use these lyrics for a non profit video ?
Taylor Campbell sure just give credit
Sarah Banos Thank you nd I will. 😇I love these lyrics nd it exactly explains me too so mad dope rhymes man propz to you
Taylor Campbell haha thank you 😊🔥
Taylor Campbell follow me on ig @realestyj
Dope work Contrary! Liking that snare!
Blue Mist Beats Thanks dude!
I wake up in the morning
soakin up the mood
listen to my music
it's all I really do
I write these songs
express my views
nothin gonna change me it's who I am just the truthpull into the drive after a long day of work
10 hours straight can make your eyes hurt
soon as I get in my room
start making these tunes
the kind we all vibe to3 am still working late
the repetition follows me I can't escape
messages are pure
because I am awakeYeah I'm awake... I'm awake.. I'm awake.. I'm awake..I'm awake and I'm alive I feel different inside
I can't run I can't hide but I feel the pride x2I follow my ambitions
That's my ammunition
Confidence is key
it means so much to me
striving for my goals
travel to the unknown
I come out on top of the throne
can't get to my zone
I've made it my home
Even if I'm alone
This life might kill me or make me cold
but that's part of the show
I am who I am
That's how God made me
If you can't accept that
Hit the road babyI'm awake and I'm alive I feel different inside
I can't run I can't hide but I feel the pride x2Hold my head up high
wipe the tears from my eyes
normally I don't cry
but it's kinda hard when you feel dead inside..
I don't have a choice
but I've got a voice
Gotta make the noise
To get the attention
Of who's important
I lived a life full of sorrow but look at me when I arrive
I always tried to survive
I always tried to stay alive so am looking forward to arrive on the scene to be seen to be caught on a video tape or show on a flat screen
I will scream if I never get my chance
Just give me it and am gonna snatch
Gonna go find the stach of lyrical thoughts I've hidden away from the world so it's time to behold what I've never ever told or sold
So listen when I spit this fire
Listen as I follow my heart's desire
My life is like being in a car on a highway with a popped tire
Always on edge to stay as balanced as possible but it's impossible to stay all the time on top of my game
I never felt the same way towards anything in this rap game that I play to claim the fame so I don't care if you think I'm cool or lame
I'm not doing it for cash
Am not doing it for ass
All am doing it for is not to feel like trash
All am doing it for
Is not to feel like trash
I hate to admit it to the world but I'm shit I never improved except lyrically and it ain't even impressive
I've always been very obsessive on trying to catch a flow or rap along some track or some song or speed it up
Screaming whatsup headsup am about to arrive but it never worked out
Tryina get my life sorted out
Tryina get my redemption but it ain't allowed.
Still, I ain't waiting for a fucking permission to go on a mission to redeem my old self
I'm not doing it for cash
Am not doing it for ass
All am doing it for is not to feel like trash
All am doing it for
Is not to feel like trash
I don't care what you say
I don't fucking care how you play
I only care that am following my dream and desire of making a not so bad track
I ain't a tank am just a half-track
Just tryina get through life with half-a-rack sack
Tryina hold on to my ballsack, tryna have the courage
Tryina not be a part of any burrage
Tryina hold on to my self not roll into a bull rage as I clap my hands and feel the pain
It's so plain
Am gonna go insane
So I use my music as an escape gate to get away
to get away from all of it...
to get away from all of it....
I'm not doing it for cash
Am not doing it for ass
All am doing it for is not to feel like trash
All am doing it for
Is not to feel like trash
This is freaking lit bro! No Dislikes so far to, you're going places.
Late upload, had to be lit :3
Many thanks!
Dope beat man!
Thanks man!
off the hook homie, mad props
Đã có bao giờ mày sống mà ko còn chút hi vọng nào vào ai
Đã có bao giờ mày phải nghi ngờ hết mọi lời nói lọt vào tai
Ở trong cuộc sống...ngoài mày ra mọi người mọi thứ đều là sai
Đến mức mày không còn biết là mình thực ra đang sống hay tồn tại
Niềm tin của tao...vốn đã mất từ lâu khi mà chính những người cùng cội quay lưng lúc đó tao đã biết phía trước là đoạn đường dài tao phải tự đi bằng đôi chân
this is too smooth bro! i can hear eminem on this beat to
Ah man I'd love to hear em on this, thanks bro!
You have a passion you have gift but people say money’s more important don’t miss your shift
Night in and day out you do the same thing inching farther and farther from your own dream
Just moving along and tagging carrying a heavy backpack that you keep on dragging always slacking you say its coming but motivation is what you're truly lacking
But when is it really that we truly live breaking the walls and barriers instead of being stiff
You just keep on talking and moving you don’t react you say your dream is coming but its not its an act
You have so much dreams as young child you remember being happy playing out and going wild
But you know that’s never going to happen so you have a new mission, earning as much money rather than
the Ambitions
Awesome brother
Thank you brotha!
I woke up in a land
of forever hell and fans
yes it's sad
I put my ambitions aside for a man
for the love that he gave me
took me hand by hand
climbed this rope of death
wonderful
that everything is okay to you
but to me we're screwed
I could lie and say I'm satisfied
but that would be
one
hell
of a lie
wonderland
please call to me
a world it's own where I can be happy
where mad hatter can save me and Alice isn't crazy
for wanting her own path
I'm not sorry anymore
I've gon through one hell of a war
it's a sob story all its own
but it's okay I'm prone
to whatever you throw at me
my ambitions
awesome
Oh shit, bars
ehhh
This is the only rap comment that I have ever fucked with. Salute to you baby girllll
Dope
You are talented .
Amazing beat bro!
Thanks man!
Them drums thumpin, phenomenal work once again bro!
#DoinItDifferent
Thanks bro, much respect!
Nice work contrary! Love those drums :p
Zens Beats Thanks broski!
Just sung 'pain' by tupac to this and i swear i wouldnt be able to remember all the lyrics if i t wasnt for the beat 🙏🏼🙏🏿 good job bro
You can feel the pain behind this.
Ambitions yeah it really got me thinkin
Effecting my mental
Like it really got me switchin
Yeah it really got me switchin
We all have a dream a crazy goal
We try to persue and then later it unfolds
Yeah
And thats the crazy thing about this life
Its a game you gotta play until you kinda strive
Then reach the goal of the ultimate heaven
Depending on your ambitions and where you were headed
Down the line
During your path to the top dont stop
Cause you can reach it if you wise up
Cause i had a dream that of turned into a vision
My ambition going crazy the plans in my head
All my movements were made
I was reaching for the stars but they fell on my face
Ambitons they can lead you to too different ways
Do you grab it
Do you reach it
Do you make it and slay
Kill the game ambitions theyll take you away
But even if they still take you away
There you got backup plan invested it will take you through pain
Just follow youf brain
Dope ass beat love that drum fill you got going
Thanks dude, definitely came out nicely.
back then, was back when i use to let it all get to me,
now im havin PTSD & its been mentally affecting me,
This is so good beat...it reaaaaaaly fits to my song.
Can i use it to make my own sonf and put it on the RUclips??
I do not want to make money with song,just to make some fresh and juicy raps...like in good old times...
real smooth
your going places. this is really good man. :)
Some day I hope D:
Thanks dude :)
ooow this song is soow chill, love it
yeaaahhh nice....
i love it bro....
I come in looking fly
I have my wings out you see me soaring through the sky
I'm rising above the rest like I'm a pigion
I've been following my dream like a religion
This dream here is golden
Im never quittin on it I ain't foldin
Stickin with this my dream I'm holdin
Ima great person call me Anquan Boldin
People hatin' on me actin like I've never felt it
But i show no attention and spread love like Rondo with the Celtics
I cant hear them haters cuz I'm like ab I make that call to god
Coming up people called me a fraud
Parents told me rap won't work and that i needed a real job
Thought I believed them but rap is a passion
Got tons of cash that I'm stashin'
And the money don't lie I'm always cashin'
Stuck at school while I'm tryna stay commited with rap
Tight schedule to work with I have very little gap
I don't take shit no more that's right I don't put up with crap
Got a bad tempure like OBJ
Quick to get pissed that's all I can say
But I make up with them like Odell and the kicking net
Putting money on me is the right bet
And just like Cole Beasley I got the sauce
I am a self made boss
Betting against me that's your lose
People tryna start beef well I'm cooking it up
My bars are fire so it is burning up
Coming with fire so won't be this years runner up
I'm the greatest in the game like Muhammed Ali
Even though he's dead I feel like he is alive and living inside me
I can hear opportunity knocking on the door
I'm so high up it's like a mountain is my floor
Looking into the future success is what I see
I'm going up stairway climbing above you whack ass rapper
If people tell you you're good then the people telling you are a good actor
People will get in my way of my success but I'm pretty good at overcoming obstacles
Get around it with a quick audible
Getting in my way and talk shit
Ya that's such bullshit I'm standing far away and i can still smell it
They say money is time, but time keeps taking money
My flow be quick like a bee impressing the queen bringing back that honey
Damn hip hop is whack flows be so slow it's like watching a damn tree grow
In home studio all alone I'm like a one man show
Im a glowstick all shaken up now I'm giving that bright glow
I spend a lot of time writing this rap
People are so stupid if you want them to use their brains you have to tell them it's an app
Damn ain't that some crap hip hop is whack
It is perfect, I can use it personally, but clearly not for commercial purposes? With your credits
Gracias
Love the vibe bro
Thanks bro, much love
I'ma be honest things haven't been alright, every single time i gotta wake to sun rise. My homies getting high how could i deny when you livin in this time upset at the state of mind how could i compare always had uh different out look on what really matters inside these people mad stare at just the problems we facing i know theres a time when you smiled it was my most fondest memory playing with the kids as a child in the street under the hot Texas heat im grateful for where im from and all my loved ones still with me thank god.. i do gotta admit things got intense between our arguments but momma it was all love I promise I cant pay you back for the naunsence i caused all you wanted for to see was for me grow im letting myself down but im tryna keep up i just can't let it go all those nights i got fucked up now i see where it went wrong
I'ma be honest things haven't been alright, every single time i gotta wake to sun rise. My homies getting high how could i deny when you livin in this time upset at the state of mind how could i compare always had uh different out look on what really matters inside these people mad stare at just the problems we facing i know theres a time when you smiled it was my most fondest memory playing with the kids as a child in the street under the hot Texas heat im grateful for where im from and all my loved ones still with me thank god.. i do gotta admit things got intense between our arguments but momma it was all love I promise I cant pay you back for the naunsence i caused all you wanted to see was for me grow im letting myself down but im tryna keep up i just can't let it go all those nights i got fucked up with my people now i see where it went wrong guess you could of said i was falling behind with the attitude of i dont give a fuck flow not amateur but of a level up above minimum wage salary a day slaving away im done if these fucks can make it why not
"that's 12 that's 12 at ya door... creeped up sleeped up no remorse... grabbed the henny grab the Remy off the floor get the heat get the heat an we back out the door"...
repeat
mission transition
always from the pressure
position
fire and ambition
desire like fire live to inspire
Might bump heads but life
is full of confliction
God convict
Conviction
yo contrary, im really feelin dis beat, straight uhp!. Mad respect bro!. but i wuz curious, wats da pryce on it cuz i would love to work wid it.
D'Anthony Standard lease is $29
aight dat sounds good but see idk watchu mean wen u say standard?. is der anotha version or wats good? .
+D'Anthony Check out the Licensing section on my website, that should clear things up.
aight man i appreciate da advyce, ima go ahead n check it outt to see watchu mean
(Unfortunate Soul)
Have you ever fealt looking out you window is this life worth still living for shall a get the rope to end my suffing and end tha pain then
These haters still cant touch me no more feal lost like am unkown these voices in my head still watching me Grow hard pain this shit still real tho real friend till the end no fakes tho see feel like its a game shit a better roll that dice to come back to reality again cuz once is gone am afriad thats when we gotta move on we got to accept the struggles
This vision sometimes doubles always try to be humble a collect tha pain everyday a always feel like a stumble why cant a rewind.
them hours back to get my life back but the devils holded my down am like a Slave a got the ball to my ankle right now feel shivers try and close my eyes but it never misses still in this hell hole the devil just want let go of my soul.
Yo man, really dope beat 👌 Question: when i do a track with this beat just for youtube, is it non-profit then ?
this beat is fucking inspiring brother! :D
Feelo Thanks man :D
Bars are you listening I will be forever ambitious, livin in a space so malicious , toxic paradise man life is so precious , they try and stomp on me but I am a king I have been here for centuries , you're now entering into the 5th dimension , open your eye , it's that time , no more pain let's rise
She got a mind thang
Nothin but smokang
She said she in pain
But bby you chose this way
I’ll still be here to hold you everyday
Leave again I could never lean that way
Just build no separate
Sit back so we can think
Brush teeth so my mouth ain’t stink
Load a bowl of that mofokin dank
Weed love an feelin so great
Feelin like a three some with marry Jane
I can tell we ain’t the same
I feel like somethings changed
But it’s my fault for doin these things
You didn’t tell me a lot in the past but it’s okay
Kuz now you tellin me everything
Let yo mind spill out like bullet to a brain
Don’t hold it in just drives you insane
I use to lose memory on purpose mayne
Trynna so hard to forget that shame
How I was never there for the important things
Should been there instead of lirkin damn
Feel so bad for the man I am
Lost so much I can’t believe my fam
Trust lil too much I wanna just wanna do drugs
Remember when I use to say I give 2 fucks
Now I just look and say I wish I could fuck
Shawty checkin out other woman with butts
She the type of girl to say keep yo bucks
Let’s go out and have sum fun
Spend sum time wit chu in my mind
Now it’s hard when it’s sleepy time
Fallin off, yeah off my grind
Everyone wish they could go back in time
But I don’t know how to fix up mine
Stitched it up 1 2 many times
I hope this hold Kuz I might lose my sight
Body malfunctioning like hospital time
So many things I did not say goodbye
Not wait I change my mind
Door closed and there is no light
Walked home on the darkest night
Still screamin but only inside
So afraid to take my life
Test the blade to my own like
Feel the pain and know it ain’t right
No attention I don’t want to fight
Can’t force sum you ain’t want right
So I pray to the devil askin for a bike
So I can come thru on a early bright
Brought sum snacks 4u the ones I know you like
I ain’t distant no I said I’m fine
Said she actin different I can see it in yo eyes
Don’t trip damn bby lookin fine
That’s all mine so Divine
Demoting all my caring time
So glad I’m in yo mind
Floating round sayin you alright
Bby don’t feel that it just ain’t right
Stop downin yourself
Pull out that inner might
Lay back your shoulders feelin tight
She said there nothing better then me and you at night
Nothin better then me gripin you close at night
Best feelin breath filling hard missing
Dreams Nha they a fuckin vision
I can see that you finally fuckin listen
Big smiles and a lot of kissin
Your dad wit a lil grinin
But he ain’t mind he fuckin grillin
Fat nuggets lookin so delicious
This is my dream Nha bby it’s a good vision
Mabey a future that we will experience.
1:32
They tell me you can't rap, you're a white chick.
I say, thanks for your hate but I know that I can make it.
I can't even fake it, I'm growin' impatient, wanna be there now,
Wanna be famous!
I don't wanna be famous just to turn faces,
I wanna make it to the top to make a change, uh,
I don't even care if people know my name, what I do care about is makin' this world great.
I'm kinda a perfectionist, I won't settle for less than,
The goals that I've kept in my head since I was tri-ip-in.
Wanna make this world a better place to live,
So everyone can feel safe,
The woman, men and chi-il-dren.
We all need to work together, make a difference.
We all have different passions and ambi-itions.
Put em all together, we'd make a creation.
A peaceful world, for us all to live in.
Chorus:
Yeah, we all have ambi-itions.
Dreams, goals, hopes for the world we live.
I know, that we can make it, we can never give up, despite the circumstances.
We gotta, keep on takin' chances.
Even if it means a few tears shed along the way, at least we know, the outcome will be great.
So please just don't, give up today.
Verse 2:
When I was just a youngin', I mean I still am but-
I used to think I had to take the easy route.
Do what I could, to get outside the house.
Even if it meant, my whole world was turned upside down.
I couldn't see the positives, didn't have no hope.
I used to take every chance that I could to smoke.
I even tried, a line or 2 of coke.
You can say that I didn't have the best way to cope.
Those days aren't over, I'm still learnin'.
But I'm happier now, don't feel like such a burden.
I might do, a line from time to time, but that doesn't mean that,
I'm the bad guy.
All I want in this world, is pure love.
Even if it means giving up on all the drugs.
I could care less about a shot or a hit, if it means every one could be happy for a bit.
..
You see, I know I made mistakes.
We all make them on the day to day.
But what really matters is our state of mind, if we care about our world, make sure everyone is fine
Chorus: (look above)
D-Lo xoxo much love
Mind If I use this I will give you credits in the description because I'm working on my first album thanks!
I’m feeling inspired fuck it I’mma neglect the fact that I just got fired
I find it hilarious the way that everything is starting to feel so mindless
People nowadays have a hard time being objective
It’s like it’s in their DNA to be so subjective
Degeneration of generations is the problem of this generation
All of them are being so generic, this ain’t no diss but the fact that it’s happening is what causes me to feel so hysteric.
People keep commenting about things they can’t begin to comprehend with
Why is everyone so judgemental, so here I am, letting the ink flow out my pen yo
Whatsup with this world we living in, I don’t mean to be negative but I see the world through a picture edited to be negative,
I embodied my heart into this beat, it’s only through music I let my soul escape out of reality
only then I can escape gravity.
Please do me a favor and take a seat, let me explain to you why I’m feeling this heat
I see people socializing, funny term for something to be an antonym.
Social media is what connects us but never ever have I felt so disconnected.
There was a time when we were all connected but somewhere along the line something happened
Race separated us, religion divided us, mass opinion is now defining us.
People keep telling me I live in the past, how could I not ?
It’s the only place where I don’t feel like a guest, only there I can put my head to rest.
In todays society the people forget about the rest.
Egocentric, is what I’d describe this system we live in,
Please understand where I’m coming from, we live in, a place that forces you to be a copy not an original
We’re developing our personality by copy pasting people we don’t know but somehow we don’t realize the gravitude of this problem
Man where is the gratitude when you complement someone for them being themselves
It’s like an insult, like people are ashamed of themselves, no they have to be someone else
Just be yourself,
Be real, stay true to yourself, ,never let anyone define you or compare you with someone else.
how do I buy this beat.? U a bad ass dj..1 love
Thanks! Links are all in the description 👍
Nice !
dude I love this are you selling it
just here to encourage you - Yessir, look for the links! 👆🏼
Contrary Beats is there a way you can lower the pice
just here to encourage you - You can hit the negotiate button here www.beatstars.com/beat/ambitions-364649/
I'll accept it if it's reasonable
What if I can't
What if I don't
What if I never taste it
What if believe
Sweat, grind, bleed
And nothing changes
So what if I hope
My lady needs money
But what if I'm broke
What if I take all them chances
Get all them hands
But then again what if I choke
Woah
Breath, slow
And forget those feelings
Just be in my
Zone
And forget they're filming
Then I go to my happiest place
Where my past is erased
And I find the passion it takes
To mash on the gas
And relax on the breaks
Cause I ain't going back there
Not that low
And not that scared
I'm not gonna sit and smoke
While I live life broke
And laughing
Blowing in the air
Yeah
I'm sick of just running my gums
A sucker that's waiting for something to come
Pretending im stuntin
But fronting no funds
Keepin' it hundred in front of someones [?]
Laying on the couch
Brain full of drugs
I don't want to talk I just came for the buzz
They said it calm me down
That ain't what it does
I used to believe
But it ate what I was
Telling everybody here the thing I'm gonna do [?]
A year went by
I made no moves
Waiting on luck
When I know it ain't enough
And it took rock bottom
To finally wake me up
Yeah, and now I'm feeling like the man (feeling like the man)
Cause I'm doing my thing
And I won't go back
Even though I can
Yeah, ambition is something I need
Something I be
Not what I do
I needed to breath
Needed to dream
Yes I believe I got something to prove
And that's why
[Chorus: Abby Gundersen]
I got this feeling inside
Inside of my head, inside of my head
And the Lord knows I've been up to no good
Still haven't changed even though I should
Dear Lord
[Verse 2: Ryan Caraveo]
I promise to break
Before I drop to my knees
If I can learn
Before I pray
Then it's a problem that God doesn't need
It's more than just words
More than a phrase
More than advice
I got it from me
Back from the bottom
With nothing to fear
Easy to say
Harder to be
Ready to go, go
Ready to jump, yeah
I've been on that bridge
Never know hope, hope
Never know love
That was the way that I lived
Oh what a feeling to turn it around
After my ceiling was burned to the ground
Death was appealing
I stood up to deal with it
That is the feeling of earning a crown
I am a king, I am a king
Fuck all the stresses man
That's not a thing
Fuck the depression man
I got dream
If I want excellence
That's what I bring
I am the truth
I am the lie
I am the wall between me and the prize
I am the difference between being dead while I'm living
And living while I am alive
And if I fail
Then it's probly cause I don't have those great surroundings, right?
Nah
It's up to me to bring the great
Out of everything that I am surrounded by, and
I admit I made enough excuses
The blame game
That's just as useless
The want that you have
That's justice, use it [?]
Ain't shit left
Just fucking do it
[Chorus: Abby Gundersen]
I got this feeling inside
Inside of my head
Inside of my head
And the Lord knows I've been up to no good
Still haven't changed even though I should
Dear Lord
Another amazing beat man! What software do you use to make these beats?
Thanks man! I use FL 12
dope beat, bro!! so much love in it and the drums are fucking sick and so smooth, so nice mixed. the reversed sample + drum fill is one of the best beginnings of all beats on RUclips haha lol :D but amazing work
Nyrex Wow, thank you bro :D
Sitting here looking at the clock,thinking when time is goona stop,never take a notice that I cough,don’t have no time to worry bout a thought,Sitting here looking at the clock,thinking when time is goona stop,never take a notice that I cough,Don’t have no time to worry bout a thought,sitting here lookin in the mirror,Thinking all about the atmosphere,and how it’s so hard to just breath,because the earth breaks us like a stampede,interrupted when we have something to say,so we just store our ideas away,they say they,want to make America great,but the world just to really back away,someday in the long long future,will be even have to talk about the world,we have to zip it or we’re going to prison they don’t give us a chance they say we don’t have the right to advance,but if we advance will all of it go,the hope to make America great will roll out of your soul,no creative flow your just living like the rest you realize that you don’t need to put this all into the test,every body gave up a long time ago the hope and road that they regret that they chose,the notes of quotes are Broke corrupt with dope fucking,and dough,It’s all about the money not to care for many so,when will we wake up instead of living a game because the decade when we Were real is slowly starting to fade,don’t let nothing take place instead of flowers arrange because we need a rose more then ever all for today,not living all for today,we listen to the news don’t go our own paths to create,can’t tell your own story when your just reliving the same,when will America change and stop whining about bullshit that wasn’t a place,earth is scared it needs to have their chest grow some hairs or else be aware that the soul of my inspire is like the empire so get ready to live three hell and heaven,future predictions as president in 2027 and you’ll see me when you’ll see me and the hero who needs me,feed the world I don’t feed me,tell the world I don’t need me,brake my bones I don’t need them,cuz when I’m running for chef,I’ll be a legend for a reason,Yeah that’s my ambitions dreaming to make the world a paradise so strong like a rare condition.
this one 🔥🔥🔥
Thanks fam
Hey! Can I use this for non-profit use only? I will put the link in description
Beautiful! I wrote a rap from this but my question is why is this for 30$?
If we use thsi song for non-profit use can we jst tag the creators links and info?
Please make it 1 hour and give me a link Please. Thanks!
dope one
Thanks, appreciate that!
JUst wanna let you know "U THE MAAAAAANNNN!!!!!
Nice
0:20
Well this worked at putting my first child to sleep now it's working a treat putting baby no 2 to sleep. Not your target audience I know but your music seems to calm down pissed off babies and the bonus is I rather like it too, Winning! Top work dude
that’s awesome, thank you!
Can i get it to my Song?
Can your beats be used for non profit if credit is given
am I gonna get charged if I make a song post it on RUclips? I will obliously give you credit for your work
You'll probably get a content id claim from my network meaning you can't monetize it (which you can't anyway without buying a license). As long as you give credit it's fine.
is it not wrong to use this beat for our own song
Can I use this for a class project.It’s a non-profitable project.
hey man can i use this beat for a track plz?
Doppeee🔥
Can i use this to rap on non profit
love it :)
Tiller Cheers bro!
My integration of ambition
has me feeling un-nautish
grateful for goodness conscience
riding the wave through time
has me feeling fine
words to write down
how could I see wrong
the demons shadow the cement
shadows my thoughts to see
what I'm feeling
anger anguish no
goodness I should be seeing
polar opposites
turn the script upside down
flip the back
step on cracks, thinking
I ain't getting off track
write it down to get through
things that I lack
no, slack attack, man down
no, man up own to your shit
make life how you should feel it
at a point to see a point
it started when OK let
the years keep counting
running routeing on a good path
my mental stack positive comes back
bring me back to a time no slumping
bass keep thumping rear view
see me coming or hear it
Ink smear it make paper tear it
spill it out in the confides
of the lines, ask me how I'm doing
I'll say alright I'm doing just fine
intertwine with the facts
that there is a sometime
when feeling fine wasn't signed
signature move let it out
on a college rule, scrap paper
any ways, to get it out before
my thoughts start to taper
final hour no scour to see quick
the face of God blasting on reeling
in the right thoughts good catch
like using a fishing rod
open air like fishing on a lake
thoughts not overtake, but a feeling
of cool calm and collected
even if one fish you never collected
speeding through like no tomorrow
well might be having fun, that's why
one hour seemed like a minute
a minute to win it, OK,
habits squash nice
taking no defeat
death is uncertain, opportunity to be
to be in that in that good obtaining
happiness arranging in the mind
away from a dark fog
build upon happine' meticulously like
Lincoln logs sneak these aspects
into mind log, go no wrong
anything can happen
like picking up , something made from ashes
to raising it up for the masses
inspiration is around the corner
see take not break it
create it awaken it
long swim across the sea of undefeated
one step at a time keep repeating
schematically draw up the seating
of everlasting tracks along paths
of intercepting paths of destruction
to reconstruction of a billion floors
washed upon it
I've written a good song on this beat,I'd like to know if it's free for a non-profit video...anyway, that's fucking dope,man!
shout out from france lourd
Big up!
Can I use it for free if I use the tagged version?
sir can i use this beat for my rap song
Y’all need to look up dre1st class cuz he got the beat and made a dope song