the awfulest feeling in the world ~ sad lofi hip hop mix
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- Опубликовано: 24 июл 2024
- A sad lofi hip hop mix for your melancholic and lonely days by InYourMix
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the awfulest feeling in the world - sad lofi hip hop mix
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🎧 TRACKLIST
00:00 - Never | acxle
03:04 - i lost myself losing you | Retro Aesthetic Boy
05:02 - loving you isn't easy | Retro Aesthetic Boy
07:07 - pain | Retro Aesthetic Boy
09:19 - caterpillar | Retro Aesthetic Boy
11:24 - sleeping in your arms | Retro Aesthetic Boy
13:35 - Blue Moment | TOFi
15:56 - why didn't you call me | AYEON
18:19 - we don't move on even after we say goodbye | Retro Aesthetic Boy
36:10 - minifraise - Fake Love
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Hello everyone. There are more and more people listening this lofi mix. I wanted to thank all of you!
You didn't even bother if was feeling okay. thanks.
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can i use one of the songs for my background video??
I really love this
You did wondful job
Thank you so muchhh 😭😭😭🤧💜💜💜💜💜
I wish i could use a song to sing to
dude, its been so long since i was actually happy, sometimes i wonder what happened to me, i used to be so happy
same :(
same
you grew up and thats the most crushing feeling for me
quarantine fcked me up so maybe same for u
Play video games. They congratulate you.
You ever feel like never wanting to let go but deep down in your heart you know you have to let it go
yeah :/ when there's nothing that can be done, it hurts but what choice do u have but to let it go... letting it encapsulate ur mind won't make things go the way u want it to
its hard to let go..but sometimes harder
to leave it there.., Believe me..,
you're already.. full of All of what makes you, you..This said.., the only thing better
than knowing is, the feeling of learning..,
And the world is a field filled with stuff
that can makes you reach higher feels,
..so distract yourself , not substrate,
look on how to search, then search for what you've maybe overlooked then, zone in and breath as slowly as life is short, Peace out.
Steve b.
Man is it hard..
dude that hit hard really hard in fact... thank you.
For me it's the opposite. I always let go but every not and then deep down I know I shouldn't
i feel like such a disappointment, like i don't do enough, i never am enough sometimes. to my parents always giving me what i want and i struggle to give them even the simplest things like good grades or shit like that, i jus wanna make them proud yet all i do is let everyone around me down while i walk around with a positive attitude in public but when i get home it's as the title says, "the awfulest feeling in the world"
buddy, i've been through the exact same feeling. I also suffered with grades but then, I got pissed off at myself, my parents did so much for me and i cant do a simple thing. Then i became the best of myself. You just gotta push through it. Be happy, and i hope you have a good day
hey Ik how u feel. ur not alone
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@@user-vg6ng4qg6n what
@@zarashaikh4187 i just said that his words are really deep and the problem he deal with is really serious nowadays
You don't understand how lonely the world gets until your stuck, waiting for someone to love you, heck, even somebody to like you or care about you.
I don't have anybody to say "I love you" to, or "you're my friend" or "I love to hang out with you" to. I'm literally just sitting here, waiting for the end of the school year and lock down so I can work and maybe meet somebody, anybody...
idk who you are but i love you
hey stranger, I luv u and I appreciate u, when ass this corona shit will end u will meet many amazing ppl, im manifesting that for u, wish u the best
if you want I can give you my Instagram @, we can talk about it there.
Do you have discord? I wanna be your friend...
I know the feeling, bro. I’ve tried so hard to push those feelings down, and now that I’ve been successful bedsides some weak points, I can’t help but yearn to be able to openly say what I want back.
i dont know if anyone will read this, but, im struggling too. im with you. i dont believe in fate but right now we need to believe that it gets better, as for me, i dont know. i love, and care for you. you will be okay
You will be okay too.
The comments are a better place than my mind
Thank u i really needed this :D
Aww thank you:) you made my day better, hope you're doing well, we care for you too!
no
See you space cowboy...
The photo alone made me sooo fucking sad... RIP Spike, Julia, Ed, and Ein.
Who?
Stop it every time I hear “see you space cowboy” I cream😂😂
@@franciscocasero4566 cream?
@@franciscocasero4566 Oop
It's been 8 years today when the light of my life was snuffed out 😔 losing your best friend and love of your life is never easy nor does it get easy as the days pass.
Omg i feel so sorry for you.
im so sorry ♡
im so sorry, all i can say is that i hope life will get better and that people are here for you
I wish I could cry.
You lost the ability too huh? Been 7 years for me
I'm 14 and that's deep
@@pathernn touch grass you filthy redditor
@@pathernn leave
@Jacob Patrick Wendorf I wanted to make bad jokes to humiliate you, but you already doing bad meme videos and playing on mobile
everything beautiful start with dirt on my friends. look at the flowers. we wouldn’t have those beautiful flowers without some dirt on it.
Let your sadness not define the rest of your life guys. Everything will be alright :)
great comment !
It s funny how just a comment makes me wanna live :) thank you stranger
@@irina.-.9242 aye idk u and ydl me but never give up fr. Life is shity a lot pf the time but if you keep going through it youll be better in the end. Life is shitty for everyone involved in one way or another at some point. But you will get through it keet someone that makes u forget what was making you sad. Youll makr it through this form one stranger to another i wish you good luck
Somehow this comment made me feel a bit better, thanks man.
@@xphoenixfire6362 keep going bro I believe in you, no one deserves an inside insanity. Everything that happens right now will make you stronger in the future never forget that! :)
Pain is your only friend... your only ally...
It tells you when you're badly wounded...
it tells you when you're not feeling well...
but the best part about pain... it tells you, you aren't dead.. it tells you you can keep fighting!
Thank you mate I’m going through hard times just those few words helped
The best part about pain that it does not lie.
@@abdelkaderahmed496 ever heard of phantom pain, referred pain .....
@@HassanAhmed-rn7ob not the right comment section to say this bud...
Broken dreams ✅
Unrequited love ✅
Lost time ✅
Welcome to the human condition.
Welcome to the Matrix
You ever feel like an asteroid in space? There’s trillions of other planetary bodies with a moon or a star to keep them warm. But there you are differing so far away that no one notices. Alone. No one to talk to no one to stay warm with, all because your not enough. In a universe with unlimited stars and things out there you’re all alone.
That’s me. Im all alone.
times will get better :) please check out my music!
To an extent. There are other planets like us,.cold and desolate. Alone and hopeless. With no real comfort but the hopes we.have. you can see them across the galaxy, just out of reach. So let's be lonely together...
I can understand being sad and theres is nothing wrong about it, we are human, sometimes we are happy, sometimes we are sad. i wish you can go through this dark and cold universe and find your solar system, it can be a long journey, but eventually you will find it dont worry. I really hope you have a happy life, take care friend!
Just remember, there are other asteroids out there too. Some people might understand. Other people see you, and call you a shooting star, and are in awe of the lovely light you give off
I do not ever feel like an asteroid in space. I do not even know what an asteroid is. I'm just an ogre! No need to add any more layers to the equation than are neccessary.
it feels almost like everything reminds me of her and it hurts.
you'll get through it king
bruh, be strong. I manage to get throught and leave my ex alone, even if she was begging me to stay with her. She destroys my heart and i needed a exit.
I feel you bro, but you will survive. Trust me
Hang in there . Its hard but you'll make it .
How are you doing friend?
We believe in you... stay strong.
Ever get the feeling of emptiness, it's insane how they many loved ones we know can betray us in a second and leave our side.
no because I have never been that close to someone to begin with and never will be
@@stoicsingh472 Um okay?
@Majid Osman Um majid osman stfu?
felt emptiness due to myself and no other person
Is it me or like when you're so mad or sad you don't know what you are saying and you end up regretting it and later on you feel guilty for that little thing
(2022) Edit: Yk it's so sad because I'm like this still except it's all gotten worse. Please if you are reading this, get help when you need it from the start.
same '-'
I think i habe anger issues so i really can relate to that
same...
"You were afraid they would abandon you, so you abandoned them." -Grencia Mars.
i dont wanna die, I just want relief
damn true
You'll find relief in Jesus Christ, trust me.
@@hello-pd5kh well i mean he isn't real, but believe Alex can find relief without death
@@shrub2476 How would you know that?
@@hello-pd5kh bc science, how do u know hes real?
The Comments Are A Better Place Tham My Mind
I feel ya man
Same bro
Bot
@@cohensmith6100 bro same
@Milano Don’t do that, rise above everyone and those that did you wrong.
I’m reading comments about letting go and shit. Cmon people, if it’s that important don’t let go. Keep the dream alive, even if it’s just for you. Don’t give up, anything is possible. If your heart wants it, go for it. The easiest way to live without regrets is leave it all on the table.
Shoot for moon, even if you miss you’ll land amongst the stars.
I’m just listening because I like the music and miss my boyfriend. :(
He’s not dead or anything, just not here.
The most important thing i ever owned was my imagination. Now it has faded away. I cant imagine being happy anymore. So i just feel the way i feel. Cant put makeup on it. There was and there is still nothing. But the difference is that now its my only thought. Where are my feelings
that's true but keep looking if you get out of this you'll be invincible
@@ibelieveinjesusinmyspareti2861 thank you, you're helping me too
hello
Have a good morning/afternoon/night, wherever you are
hopefully your life will get better soon c:
Thank you 🙁
@@wesleyross8534 np :> You’re important, remember that
I needed that 😔❤
I hope it gets better too. Life these days for everyone is just... hard. Everything sucks, everyone's dying, the world is falling to pieces, there's covid, and global warming, and standards are just getting higher fir everything. Also, I hope things get better for you too, I know how it feels to say or do something encouraging others while dying on the inside, it's okay.
@@livingonneptune4109
I really hope you’re okay, if you need to vent you can always dm me on insta to vent ^-^
At this point, it's not even the hearthbreak that hurts, it's just the thought that I could somehow fix it, even if deep down I know I can't
sameeee app esti roman lol
I came here feeling it an tried to look through the comments for all the amazing warm things you guys say but there wasn’t anything there, that is the awfulest feeling in the world
Its ok. You know we love you.
Thanks it means a lot
Well maybe you should look elsewhere and get the hell out of my swamp!
Are you doing better?
I can’t cry anymore. That’s how much I’m used to the pain. That’s how long it’s been. I listen to this music for one reason. It makes me happy, I never felt happier. So I just wanted to say thank you for the vids you make. You’ve helped me and I’m sure many other people. Thank you so so much, I deeply appreciate you
sad
*smokes to numb the pain*
just sad and high afterwards
Same
i feel you
I feel you bro 💔f
Weed is for losers. Cigarettes and violence are the ultimate way to chase one's blues
lately i’ve just been so stressed, I feel like I annoy my friends, my parents and my boyfriend so much. At this point i’ve started to pick up an eating disorder because I feel like i don’t deserve food and just everytime I eat I feel like everyone’s watching and judging me and I just can’t stand the feeling so the closet thing to food that I eat is just gum to distract from it. I’ve been trying my hardest to make everyone happy and to do good in school but all my teachers tell me “it’s not good enough” or “you should have sorted that out yourself” and then my friends think i’m joking or doing it for attention so I don’t like to tell them. I also don’t feel like I should get help because I feel like i’m just going to make a scene and make everyone worried about me which I don’t want. the only thing really keeping me here is music, the music makes me feel better and like i’m safe and worry free
For anyone reading this right now, I love you. I am not just saying that to make you feel better either, I know a lot of people are hurting and it pains me as well. But I know that you have a soul and a heart, I know that you have what it takes to be what you want to be. I am here to support you even if it feels like no one is. I promise you that I will be there with you the entire time. I love you
bro if u have this account rn bro i just wanna say that u made my day bro
First time going home, after my deployment to iraq, it was like looking through eyes of grey, everything was still there and it all felt off, like I wasn't meant to be there anymore, it's been hard to shake that feeling and to find a way to relate to loved ones..
you ever spill your heart out on something like this and get no likes
it'll be okay chief
All the time man, everyone seems to get special attention for their promblems, online and irl, while the rest of us are left just as broken as we started and feeling more alone. It's okay, maybe someday they'll notice that we've always been here. Maybe someday...
it feels shitty but u cant depend on likes for your mood. it's unhealthy
its not about the likes...
@@OGNISTYSZKQAJDII well the likes just make you feel like someone understands you know? That's why I like getting likes on my comments, it shows me people understand and relate
I'm here to help me let all my tears out. Can't just cry dry. This helps me a lot. Thank you for this.
It hurts to be separated without a deep reason.
Everything in my room reminds me of her. She applied the wallpaper, her painting's still hanging, some of her stuff is still here.
She broke up with me to save me, to free me from her unpredictable emotions. But that's what I signed up for, to be with her, to grow with her. She's an amazing girl, no doubts. I just can't accept it. I really love her. But now, she ended our story.
reading all these comments makes me wanna share something of mine. I used to be such a happy kid, not a thought in the world about anything ever going wrong or how I'd end up how I am right now. I think about a girl I cared way too much about, knowing that she doesn't think of me in the same way, or ever would. I feel like an imposter among my friends, like i'm always the odd one out in the group. That i don't belong here with them, or even in this world. The feeling of love and how drastically it can alter your brains sources of happiness is truly astounding to me. I used to have so many outlets to be happy, but they feel like they're slipping further and further away each day I live. Whats the point of anything, ill be dead eventually so why care about this world and its people. I regret so much how i feel like ive closed myself off of what it even means to be alive. All i hope for now is just the next time im high, when my brain focuses on the beauty of the world instead of the ugliness of myself. I loathe how badly ive conditioned my brain. But maybe sharing this can result in something better. I dont know what better looks like, but as long as im apathetic towards my life, i dont think ill ever escape from this thinking. These songs and comments make me see that im not the only one thats so very lost in this cruel world. Maybe there's a path somewhere to something better
That brokenness you feel isn’t because you’re sub-human or lesser than anyone else. We all have it in our own way, and we also all have our own beauty. We can’t outrun our brokenness but we can acknowledge and let it changes us. I don’t know how to fix myself either, but I know that beyond this world there is a world where we can be fixed, not by ourselves but by someone who is truly perfect. There we can finally find our true purpose and rejoice in the one being that is strong in our weakness. I don’t know if you could tell this, but I’m talking about Jesus Christ. Well you may not believe in Him, I can tell you that while I still stumble, nothing is better than knowing that He still loves me.
If you read all of this, I just have to say, while I may not be perfect and kind enough to love you, Jesus does.
I can’t heal your wounds even though I want to...I’m trying to heal mine. Wherever you are right now, what ever you’re thinking, grow. That’s all I want for you. Love yourself. Maybe we’ll meet again, someday, somehow....
if i could give an example of how i carry myself and helping others it'd be this comment. so for that. thank you!
Life is meant to be lived...
Everyone has ups and downs, be it big or small things. Sadness and depression is a big part of what makes us humans... Or rather People
@Dark Times Good Times then i guess you wouldnt be a human
"Right now, there are people all over the world who are just like you. They're either lonely, they're missing somebody, they're depressed, they're hurt, they're scarred from the past, they're having personal issues no one knows about, they have secrets you wouldn't believe. They wish, they dream and they hope. And right now, they are sitting here reading these words, and I'm writing this for you so you don't feel alone anymore. Always remember, don't be depressed about the past, don't worry about the future, and just focus on today. If today's not so great don't worry! Tomorrow's a new chance. If you are reading this, be sure to share this around to make others feel better. Have a nice day!"
the awfulest feeling in the world :(
Is the way I feel each night when I'm finally alone
realizing you’re hurting everyone by uncontrollably hurting yourself so you find no solution anymore and give up
Most of the time I feel depressed,
And sometimes emptiness takes over.... Laughs for no reason, People around me wonders.
I want to get away from everything.
Just want to be alone and be with myself...
(Wanted to cry but ended up screaming inside.)
The feelings or energy I get from this playlist is accepting defeat. That feeling of letting go, having that mentality of it is what it is. Whether your going through a break up, you lost connection with someone, or lost someone due to death, you accept that things had to end that way and begin a new chapter without them. You wish things ended differently, but theirs no turning back. Taking it slow, being able to recover. Getting back on your feet to see what the world has to offer after losing you thought would be forever. That “Last Goodbye” you didn't want. You wanted a “This Is Forever”. Rethinking life decisions. Maybe in another lifetime, It can be forever.
P.S. Please stay strong.
Hey, I love you. Keep your chin up. We love you, we're here for you, if you need to cry you can cry on my shoulder. I love you so much, you are beautiful, don't let anyone take that statement away. Nothing can change how beautiful you are. Nothing.
How can I cry on your shoulder? I do not even know where you are or what this is. Can you kindly direct me back to Far Far Away?
and the loneliest feeling in the world? wao this is amazing, after one year
I'm trying to understand people so that I can write about something really great. maybe if I write good enough I can help people hurting like you. thank you to everybody who has commented and shared their awful feelings. I'm sorry you have to go through this. my heart feels elevated. this pain you feel, I think, will scar you but will mend you too. mend you to be something, at the very least, better. time does not stop. this will fade, but you have to try in order to do so. thanks, guys.
when someone gives you "cheesy advice" they actually do mean it! I used to dismiss these words as I thought it was just mock concern for me but as I got out of my depression I recognized how much power these words and phrases had truly held, what I'm saying is please try to take those words to heart. I'm rooting for you all! ❤️
These lo-fi channels are coming out of nowhere with these awesome playlists and great thumbnails...damn makes my nights a whole lot better.
Thanks for that!
Finally a song I can use to cope with my depression
i only ask that you remember this comment, not for any reason except that i’m here to tell you it’s ok to cry and it’s ok to hurt
we all get like that, just because someone is happy doesn’t mean they’re not affected by deep sadness from the past or in the future
life is like that so please, keep getting up out of bed and do those things you need to do because the only person that can help you is yourself
be independent and pick yourself up, drag yourself even
one day at a time 💗
Being alone doesn't make me sad, It's just giving me peace in mind and heart,
Life is honestly going pretty well, I have a bunch of people around me with mutual love, my music is doing pretty good, I'm about to turn 18 in 15 days, I'm graduating in 3 months, I'm moving to California in August, and I have a girl that I'm vibing with very well. Despite all of this I can't shake this feeling of emptiness. It's as if something small but crucial is missing. I can be perfectly fine and then a wave of depression hits me. It happens frequently and I cannot figure out why. I thought my battle with depression ended last year but I guess it hasn't. It's the worse feeling in the world to fake your happiness to cover up how you really feel because you don't know why you feel that way. I want to speak about it so bad but I know they won't understand. Even I don't understand why I feel like this. There's days where I don't want to move or even speak to anybody and I feel like I'm drifting away from everybody. It's like I'm falling into an abyss but everybody around me is oblivious to it. I feel like my life isn't mine. I feel like a bystander in my own life.
Edit: I’m currently 19 goin on 20 in march, and I’ve gotta say, it’s been a hell of a ride these past 2 years. Still searching for my purpose but doin so in a much better headspace
That situation is hard, and confusing. Many have been in your shoes both famous people and silent heroes. The thing that saved me was growing a relationship and knowledge of Jesus Christ and Heavenly Father. It's something I would recommend because it helped me every day of my life, as well, I've become a happier and brighter person.
Hey man, just want to let you know that a lot of people feel this way, you’re normal. I felt this way for a long time until i found my faith in jesus. I know it may sound silly but you are loved. Have a good day for me.
I couldn't have explained this feeling better than you have. It's been 2 years since you last wrote this, I hope you have created a better mindset and have a safe place to reach out too when you feel those downs. I hope you have people that, even if they may not understand why you feel what you do, understand how to be there for you when you do feel it. And i hope, even if you still don't understand why you may feel what you feel as you get those downs, that you understand you are and have people and places you can lead yourself too for comfort understanding and just love. You've got this!! We all do :)
Sometimes we have bad days but we jus gotta realize that flowers need rainy days to grow, and it’s the same for us... So don’t worry, just look forward to the future. You’ll realize how much you’ve grown since then.
How much rain do i need to grow before it stops raining?
Eventually, most plants will drown from too much water. It's been raining for 20 years. There are no flowers anymore. Its just a swamp here.
@@NobodyAwsum the rain will always stop. Even if it’s been 20 years it will stop. Once it is over you will realize how strong you really were. Stay strong g
Cowboy bebop
Why I'm crying?
Suicidal thoughts, crippling depression, and no one who understands... sometimes I wish I did pull that trigger.. but I couldn’t do it, so I lived on with this pain.. born with a heart that aches, a soul that’s broken, and a mind that imprisons me. Love is what keeps people alive.. but sometimes I can’t feel anything at all, I’m left wondering if I am even alive at all.. my heart still beats, my lungs takes breaths, I’m still here.. but why. Why do I feel so worthless, I remember yelling up to the heavens at God saying “Why! God! Why!” As I hold a blade to my heart, I never died that day.. I feel like pain makes the strongest people.. maybe that’s why I feel the way I do. The pain is here to teach me, to be patient, to be kind even to others who wronged me. Pain is one of the best teachers, but always one of the harshest. If you read all this. I love you... and God bless your beautiful soul. Let the storm pass, it if often said the brightest stars come at the darkest nights......
not even sure what im feeling rn i just know that i wish i didnt feel this way
It'll get better
Find something to do
N jus chill i guess
I miss being happy I don’t even know what happened 💀
Reality slapped you across the face just like the rest of us. Some of us were hit hard, and others not so much...
@@weedsegull3271 Exactly how I feel. But the thing is, I can't remember ever being truly happy for anything or anyone. I just don't care and probably never really will..
this is a safe place, where nobody will judge you so feel free to comment whats on your mind/ keeping you up and maybe we can help each other out :)
I met a really really really cool girl, I can’t stop thinking if she will cheat, hate me, judge me, leave me, or if I will mess something up. I just wanna be happy.
@@purl2303 its gonna be okay bud,u just gotta try to trust her a lil bit more,if she's nice she's not gonna hate or judge you i promise,talk to her ab this,mayba ask her about what she thinks,u can do this,i belive in you!have a good day/night fren
@@theo3358 thank you man
@@purl2303 you got this bro
Been thinkin about that person for 5 months straight... I know I should let go but my mind just doesn’t wanna accept that if she wanted to talk to me she would’ve done so long ago. Just sad of how it ended tbh cuz I did a lot... tried to open myself up a lot... i found myself deeply in love before even knowing... and even faster than that... she was gone.. she ran away from me without an explanation... I just dunno why it’s still in my head after all this time... I hate myself for making me suffer like that for someone who obviously doesn’t give a...
Crying is the best worst feeling in the world.
i used to listen to the loneliest feeling in the world to go to sleep (cause that’s the thing that has been able to make me go to sleep) and decided to change it up a bit :) thank youa
I’ve found this community of us through a heartbreak myself. It’s a horrible feeling. I’m not alone, but I mentally feel alone. It was my fault for my struggles with depression. I’d give everything up to have that back. Sometimes things just don’t go that route. I’m struggling to get by on a day to day basis. If you are too, don’t feel afraid to reach out. If anyone can relate to the pain it’s me.
Much love my brothers & sisters of sadness 😪💔
This has been hitting lately, its been on repeat for awhile now
This music hurts and helps so much. Reading the comments and understanding so many other people go through such silent, unique and different understandings of pain. Like the music itself, reading all of your comments gives me such a bittersweet relief. And I thank you all for sharing your thoughts. Even if it seems like you're just venting or ranting on and on while no one cares, realise you are giving feeling to others. who may have lacked emotions lately.
14:00 I heard the theme elsewhere, then suddenly I remembered. Same Chords only an octave higher is Good Charlotte - I don't Wanna be in love... Now I cannot unhear it.
9 months passed still can’t let go. I see her face and relive the memories in my head every morning, and I’m numb. I wish I had someone who wanted me but I don’t think that would make me happy anymore.
"there's a reason I stopped smiling"
I hope you find one to start again
I don’t even know how to smile anymore
Is it cause your ugly? That's not too much of worry of mine. My teeth are fantastic! And my mighty roar more than makes up for a cheap smile.
@@shrektheogre5007 bro, u literally just made that account, and ur already calling me out lol
I'm so done.
My heart has been broke a million times. I'm sick of getting hurt and let down. I just want for once to quit fighting, to finally be at peace.
You said I was the one.
You said we were going to get married one day, that you would love me forever and protect me at all costs.
You promised I was all you ever wanted, that you would never do anything to hurt me.
You promised...
You told me that my eyes were the color of the ocean
You told me I was calm like the sea
That you loved every depth of me
But as soon as I let you in, as soon as I let you see all of my feelings, suddenly I was too much for you.
You said you were ready to love me, and I trusted you, but I think in truth, you were never ready to commit.
As soon as you said goodbye, you walked into anothers arms
You promised me she was nothing, you promised me I was all you would ever need
but you traded me out for her, while loving her the entire time behind my back.
Why? Why did you have to do it?
I thought we were forever....you told me we were
thats deep...
Im so sorry for you
Reality
I can still hear your voice in my dreams it feels so real.
But I know it's just an illusion, just a dream.
You are so far away yet I can still feel you.
I try to forget but when I close my eyes I still see you.
Your sweet smell, your gentle touch, such a beautiful memory.
Yet you would not believe how much it haunts me.
It enveloped in the air just like an invisible mist as I remember our first kiss and how it felt surreal.
Could it be that it was all for me? No, it's not real we were never meant to be.
Time slowed down, I could not hear a sound.
Our heart beat was the only thing moving around.
We were together and nothing else matter. You were mine and I was yours. Together we did say forever.
But yet you buried me like I did not matter.
To you I became worthless, useless, a nobody.
I want to say thank you because I finally became free.
I held you and sheltered you from life.
Yet you turned around and stabbed me in the back with your knife.
It is the beginning I remember the most.
You were real now you're just a ghost.
I remember that smile and your beautiful eyes.
They are now engraved in my mind just like a bad lie.
I will forever be grateful for the lesson you thought me.
Because of you I became the man I always was meant to be.
I have to go to sleep now and I want to tell you that I am sorry.
Because when you became a memory, it meant you will never get to lay beside me.
Perfect to cry for an hour
I don't know how to put my feelings into words. I guess that's something I learned from you. I want to scream and cry but right before I do I forget why.
I feel so stuck just reliving the same day of not being happy and feeling more pain as time goes on as I slowly grow older everyday
We are all broken, that's how the light gets in. And some souls are too beautiful for this world, and so they leave. Your soul is so beautiful and yes you may be broken but this world needs some light and it sure needs some beauty, don't stay for others stay because YOU deserve another chance.
Thank you
this is actually insanely good
darkness and light
one without the other
and we’d lose our sight
I suffer from depression as well as some others in this comment section. most of us want to just get away but accepting the darker parts of ourselves I feel is part of the process of understanding how to make things better. sadness hurts but it’s also a good teacher, take what you can from the pain and forge a better road for yourself. i hope that life treats everybody kindly.
Who els loves a sad lofi with random sad quotes about love.....well.... i do
for some reason this feels very comforting
it's sad when I think about it i don't remember genuinely feeling happy anymore.
Oh. i was trying to make myself cry because i haven't in a while and i really needed to. this helped me cry so thank you.
thank you
idk what to do anymore, everytime i try to get my life back together i just end up with more problems.
Just live life as a background character, focus on making yourself content and work to stay that way
@@bryce_hello no
estamos todos no mesmo barco.. sim estamos...
@@OnePassingMoon Sorry, not everyone can be a main character. But don't worry, if they ever make another movie about my life I can include you as a background character. The pay isn't great, and you can't unionize.
that first one was so good
Lately things have been going well, I recently got promoted, moved out as I saved up to get my own place, changing my diet and hitting the gym but... it's not enough for me to feel happy, I don't know if it's the lack of love or the constant thought of being good enough. I don't know where to go in life but the only thing that keeps me from ending it all is the thought of my own mother being sad.
goated playlist
I was so happy, I’m not even supposed to be sad I’m supposed to be happy. It hurts to think of happy memories when I realize I havnt even made a new happy memory in 5 years. I’m hurting and I tell myself it’s ok and other people have it worse and I shouldn’t complain. I tell myself I don’t need help when I know I do. I don’t want to die, I don’t want to think about dying my life isn’t over yet but still, I convince myself it is. I miss her, I miss my brothers, I miss my friends and my family. I know things change, but I’m tired of change. I just want to crawl in a ball and stay in bed forever I want to cry and bawl my eyes out, I want to let it all out and tell myself everything is ok. But I don’t have time for that. Sure everyone says to take time for yourself and how important self care is but I don’t have time for self care. I know I’m just a stupid high schooler I’ve got everything going good except for my grades. It hurts to realize that, what I’ve done is nobody’s fault and that it’s mine when I tell myself I’m in this mess because of my own doing it hurts to know I’m right. I would say “I want someone to hold me” or “ I want someone to tell me it’s going to be ok” but I know that’s not what I want I don’t want somebody else I don’t want help but deep down I know I need it. I don’t even care when I start to cry in public because nobody really cares they see me cry and do nothing. Some days I’m full of life and others I’m an empty shell and a disappointment. I’m too tired and exhausted to do anything but I tell myself I’m being lazy and nothing is wrong with me. I want so badly to speak out and say I’m not okay, I’m tired and I can’t stand it anymore I want to be happy, I want to be ok but , that’ll never happen. Sorry for the vent hope nobody sees this
Aha! Too late, I have, indeed, seen your comment!
Okay, now for the seriousness. Don't apologize, it's okay to vent. Sometimes we just need to let it all out and it's actually good to release whatever's on our chest.
It's okay to be sad. We can't be happy all the time, and we won't be happy all the time. We don't know when we'll be happy again, we don't when things will get better, but we must wait patiently and be ready for whatever comes our way. Yes, things do change, and looking too far into the future can become a frightening habit. Instead, we must take one step at a time. We can't eat a big piece of cake all at once or else we'd feel sick. We have to work at it, one bite at a time. The future will come when it comes, change will come when it comes, but our job is to live one day at a time, slowly and steadily, focusing on what's in front of us instead of what's in the distance.
The mind is sometimes the fiercest, deadliest battleground. We know the truth, but we feel the lies.
It's good that you're acknowledging that taking care of yourself is important, that's the first step. The next is figuring out how to put that into action. I know you know this, but it is urgent to figure out how to care for ourselves because we can only bend so far before we break. So, perhaps now you simply can't do that yet. But keep self care in the back of your head so you don't forget the importance of it. That way, when you find the right opportunity, you'll be able to focus on your wellbeing when you can.
And even though, sure, others have things worse, everyone struggles. Everyone suffers one way or another, and we all suffer in different ways. But just because people are different doesn't make them any less human, nor does it make feelings any less important or real. It's perfectly all right to feel upset or frustrated or unhappy. You're not a stupid high schooler, you're a maturing young person who is going through some hardships.
And we all make mistakes, we all do things that we regret, but all we can do is learn from them, forgive ourselves for it, and then move on, ready to do our best.
We go through highs and lows, we don't understand what we're feeling, and that's all right. We have to adjust to whatever we're given and sometimes questioning what we feel doesn't help much. We won't solve everything in one day, and things won't improve in just one day. We must sit and wait patiently for whatever comes.
Keep fighting, I believe in you!
Love it.
As my mental state has gotten worse, I've considered more and more just taking all my... sadness, anxiety, negativity, whatever the hell it is at this point, and hiding it from everyone I know, just throwing it into drawings or characters or games so I don't burden and worry them anymore. They're all too wonderful to deserve dealing with my shitty low points, and they have their own problems, anyway.
this is just what i needed
The beginnings of a lot of these songs sound like Jon Brion pieces that could be in Eternal Sunshine, I had brief moments of surprise and joy. That's not to say the other songs they turned out to be weren't good. This is a very beautiful playlist.
i edited this comment so my teachers or parents dont find what i just wrote 0_0
Right now buddie , expect that I'm in bed
Doing that same thing
All the time man. I always say to myself I’m doing my best guess with what i have
too often
just dont use your real name, internet should be a place where you can share anything without fear
these songs make you think about what you're doing with your life...
I've been feeling so bad lately that depression and crying have become my comfort zone, as long as I'm just crying I feel at peace
I wish I could cry but I have dry eyes
I felt nostalgia at 18 years old for the first time and man it is so weird! I remember asking my parent how it felt and they never really put precise word on how it felt and i understand why
this hit
Some times you just really want to sleep till things get fixed... it doesn't matter if you sleep a month or two hell maybe a year... But it doesn't happen you just wake up a couple of hours later dealing with the same old shit and nothing has changed...
I don’t deserve to feel happy
dont say that.!
ur a human. and its rare being a human be pround.
don't say awful like that....you deserve to feel happy everyone too you just have to find it
I think that too sometimes. But look, we'll be alright. You do deserve it. You do deserve to be happy, you just don't know it yet...
yes u do.
🔫 Hey! No saying that! You're under arrest for that negativity. You deserve to be happy, things might not be ok right now, but they will be soon. Now a hug *hugs u*
Everybody feels sad sometimes and everyone has the right to. There is no right or wrong feelings someone can have they're just emotions. If you are having trouble in life just know after the rain there is always a rainbow. Take these quotes I learned from Disney to heart.
` ` Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. But today is a gift. That is why they call it the present. ` ` - Oogway
` ` When it gets hard you know what you gotta do? Just keep swimming, just keep swimming. ` `
If you don't travel through the dark tunnel then you won't see the light on the other side.
You have to endure or try to fix the problems you are having or you won't be able to see the beauty this world contains.
Oogway is from DreamWorks but good quote :)
thanks, man today I learn something hehe
The spike and Faye pictures make it even sadder
The cello that comes in around the 1 minute mark sounds great
your lofi mixes are the only sad ones
i dont even know myself anymore
I miss waking up in the morning and feeling excited. Now all I feel is disappointment that I have to live through another day.
Your not alone, I feel just like you do. Everything reminds me of her…and every day that passes the pain just gets worst and worst..holding on and never giving up but I still her…life isn’t easy…I hope everyone here finds what there looking for..I’m sorry who ever hurt you…
In case no one told you today. You're beautiful. You're loved. You're needed. You're alive for a reason. You're stronger than you think. You're gonna get through this. I'm glad you're alive. And don't ever give up!
You, random person I will never meet. I wish you success. Everything's gonna be ok.
♥
you'll probably never see me ever again because I'm only 1 of the billions people out there,
but all I wanted to say was, I hope you have a wonderful day.
Don't let anyone or anything bring you down.
You're special in your own way and don't let anyone or anything take the feeling of being special away from you.
Thanks man, i needed this-
@@caffeinecup6997 ❤️
Sometimes holding on hurts more than letting go.🧡