I do have really good friends but they don't know about my problems. I try not to bother them too much. Deep down I feel lonely. I'm scared I'll lose my friends but I can't seem to do anything against the fact that I keep isolating myself from everyone. I guess crying it out and writing it down helps a little. Thank you for posting this playlist
such a Jinius I had the same problem that I didn’t let myself talk to my friends or anyone. I wasn’t brave enough, thought that they got there own problems to deal with and things only got worse. Friends should be there for you, help and support you so don’t think you aren’t worth there time or that you’re only a burden to them. Please talk to someone and I’m sure they’ll gladly help you. You don’t need to deal with this alone.
such a Jinius Hey...if you ever need someone to talk to, I’m all ears. I know it would be hard to trust me with anything and I understand that. But if you need someone...I’ll be here. I’ve gone through some really bad times, and I was afraid to tell even a really close friend...because I was afraid I’d burden them... But also keep in mind that we are both strangers to each other, so that means if something doesn’t go right it might not be as painful to lose our companionship. I also love your username and profile picture 💜. Our amazing Seokjin is quite le’jin’dary, if you ask me. And he purples you because you’re an ARMY and you support him and his friends. You are amazing. So don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. Sincerely, a stranger willing to listen.
Listened to this one year ago, when I was at my lowest point. A lot of good things happened throughout the last year since then. And now I'm listening to this again and think of how well my life improved since then
ive also listened to this a year ago at my lowest point, things have gotten worse but better in different ways. it hurts to even listen to this because it just reminds me of back then :/
Everything will get better, your time will come dont give up yet. You will keep pushing and fighting. I honestly never thought id make it to this age and im 21, did you ever think you'd live to be the age you're today?
I have read comments. So painful... Wanna hug you all guys. Depression is just so strong. I’m a funny person in real life, but my ED keeps hitting me everyday. I’m crying right now after another binge, but you guys seem to have more serious problems than me. Keep fighting.
everyone has problems and is fighting their own battle. don't minimize your own problems, they are just as important and meaningful as the next person's. i hope you find peace one day, and keep fighting your demons. i did it and you can do it, too
Helloo...I have decided to end it all now.......I'm tired...bye.... If your wondering I'm on top of a steel bridge .......a rope tied to the bridge and the other end on my neck...... It's been tough.......... Good thing I still have data to chat this.......bye world. .. Bye now I'm gonna jump now.. And I will leavey phone... Bye I'll jump now.
i want to give you a respond to this...but i dont know what... its ....its how i feel all the time, this pain with a crying heart...but there are no tears...i feel so lost ...
@@signe7884 same, but I actually cry again... just because of a person. A person can make you cry, of happiness. Signe, don't give up, there's still hope, I know i'm late to this comment, but never give up.
I kinda wish I was the only one in the world and I create robots and have deadly animals all extinct and I had super powers and I lived forever and made the animals have knowledge as if they were humans and ruled over them and I flew with my super powers everywhere and created an entire new world and land and was a god
I wanna be... living in an apartment with that view... watching the rain fall over the scene at 3:00 am on a Saturday night... holding someone... feeling empty... but in a good way...
I've spent the majority of my nights wanting to kill myself since middle school. Never had family that was there for me and was mentally/emotionally abused by my mother and physically and emotionally by my father. I've very rarely ever had a friend and spend every day trying to work to get to healthier spot in my life, but it seems like it'll never come and my desire for something better makes it all the more hurtful when I still find myself alone and tortured almost every night. I'm 21 now and don't envision myself making it anywhere since I don't have much direction or any support. I will always try, but as a human being, I can only try for so long. Thank you for anyone who read this, you're the first person in my life whose taken time to try to understand or care.
Hey.. I'm just a random person but I would like you to know that you're extremely strong for not giving up. I am really proud of you and I hope from the bottom of my heart that both you and I will eventually feel happy one day. Please keep going ❤️ We're all together in this.
@@user-ob6ep7uv2p Absolutely. Lately the thought of finding "the one" and building a happy home with friends and family has been what's keeping me going. Thank you so much for your kindness. I really do appreciate it. I hope you have a great day today
Man i feel you. I know your pain. I know how you feel but you know. You been strong to make it to this point in your life. Your strong even tho im a stranger and it has been a long time you commented so i just hope the best fr you and i love you bro ❤❤❤🔥🔥🔥
To that one soul reading this, I know you're tired. You're fed up. You're so close to breaking. But there's strength within you, even when you are weak. Keep fighting.
I love the lofi community guys. You all are so awesome and it's just nice reading all the comments and just know we all share something. I wanna share something too. I recently had a dream of me hugging someone I know in real life and it made me feel so safe and secure that It made me realize how lonely I really am. I haven't talked to anyone of my friends in months and only go to work and come back. That dream made me realize how much I need human contact and reassurance for my constant worry. I really need a hug or someone to have deep and meaningful conversations about this. It's lonely.
I have so many things on my mind listening to this. I truly feel like shit and idk what to do anymore. I start to lose my interest in everything, even in my friends, I start to think that nobody needs me, nobody thinks of me, nobody would notice if I was gone. Yes, I have a home and yes I have food, that's why I am feeling guilty that I don't appreciate life as I should but everything is so terrifying lately and i dont know what to do. I know, maybe no one will ever read this but if someone does and if you are going through a rough time just remember, you are not alone. We can go through everything together even if it doesn't seem so. We are going to work things out and we will have something good waiting for us at the end of this hell. Remember my words, I love everyone of you and you truly are so strong, I'm proud. (Sorry if there are mistakes, English isn't my first language)
I have read this. I appreciate you expressing how you feel. Its good to know people are opening up about their issues and feelings. At least we know we are not suffering alone and we know that people are aware of us-even if it's a complete stranger. I my self would like to help people who are in need nd I sometimes feel like going the extra mile for them and making them feel good and that someone acknowledges them. I hope you are reading this and know that people do care for one another. May Allah/God forgive us and grant us a blessed after-life. Take care ✌💖
I know I'm a total stranger but if you ever want to talk or just have another friend maybe on the other side of the world DM me with a screen shot of this comment insta is @stijnvantunen
Its all part of growing up....honestly but i hear ya...mine tho...my depression i deal with almost every night is because the fact that I cant find anyone to love me back...I kept getting shitted on everytime twice and they just played me....my last good ex i ever had cheated on me and now where im at i completely gave up on everything... Now i just sit and listen to music like this to either suppress the feeling of depression or I start to cry in the inside while it kills me.
Love has only caused pain. Its time to remove all that there once was. It's the only guarantee that I will survive. And honestly, being heartless brings a sense of power like no other.
without love we are nothing and to love means paying the price of that love, a price which i will pay over and over again willingly. your love story hasn't ended yet, whether it be with someone else or just yourself. never give up on love because it will never give up on you. you give up on you.
@@BurningSorrows I completely understand how you feel bro, I used to feel that same way, but I've been single for almost a year as well and honestly, I learned to love it, I'll just keep walking the path until I find that special someone ya feel?
Did anybody here not feeling suicidal but just like empty even everything get better it looks like its worse than some years before, like an empty nostalgic feeling like something that you needed is missing????😴😴🤕
That's also depression. Depression can be felt very differently by people, it isn't always about feeling on the verge of tears or even suicidal, sometimes it's just a vague but neverending feeling of emptiness.
I am in some point of life, where I don't know how to feel. I live alone in a apartment, in a new city, and I feel damn lonely. Can't sleep any night, crying every time I lay down. I just wish for someone in this town to spend time. I hope you all have a good night.
Im living for the first time alone in a city where I don't have any people that are close to me. My mum is everything to me and I miss her so much but don't want to show her.. Because I told her before I left that I'm afraid I will go backwards again and feel lonely and depressed.. I'm literally sitting on the couch crying all afternoon
Sometimes i dream about a dancer, out on stage while the hole world watches he smiles and everyones happy for him up there dancing so gracefully. Then the memorys of torment and pain flash before his eyes, hes still dancing. He remembers when his mother used to neglect him, he continues dancing, he remembers all the hurt his family and so called friends put him through and as he hold back his tears, he keeps on dancing. Then he finishes and bows, the crowd stands up and cheers and claps because of his preformance fighting back the tears he walks away and cries as they fail to realize his happiness was nothing but a preformance all along...
If you fell like i am now, someday Like without friends or anything Remember, there is aways a time when we need to be alone, to think To fell the pain of all the things we did Its necessary to cry But we also have that especial one That is aways there for us Unfortunately I don't know where is that especial one, prehaps its not the time to find this one Its time to keep here..Thinking But remember You're loved, you may just haven't noticed yet Anyone who wants to talk about everything with me Fell free! Im aways at somewhere in RUclips. ❤
Hurts knowing that love is just an cicle of "falling in love", "all beautiful in the process" & ending in a "break up". Then people will tell you that "another one better will come" and stills the same shit everyday passing by anxiety, depression and stress.
Yeah. That's life. It's just endless journey full suffering that's repetitive to no end... unless you are getting used to your own suffering and "settling down" for someone, anyone really... and knowing that someone will never come because of your limiting time... man, I hate my life.
I got raped 2 years ago. I never told someone because I was ashamed ... Nobody was there for me so I took many drugs and got alcohol addicted. Idk why I am crying rn ... so many people telling me that i should change. And they wish that I wouldn’t be like that. I have no one but it’s my fault. I understand that... it’s just idk Nobody will read this comment ever it’s just good to write things down...idk.
Sebi Anonym dude that’s fuckin awful, having nobody there for you in situations like that is one of the worst feelings ever. remember that you shouldn’t be ashamed bc it’s not your fault any of that happened to you, whoever you choose to tell i’m sure will want to help you. there’s always help. you can change, it’s not over for you. i hope things turn out better for you in the future
Angry Dorito omg thanks ! Ur comment means a lot to me... I hope that someday my life will change and I guess I am ready for it... I’ll go to a hospital for addicted people next month. I hope it’ll work out for me ( sorry for my bad English I am German)
Sebi Anonym evil is everywhere in this world, but so is beauty. Moving past situations is one of the most difficult things to do in this world, but the more you focus on the positive the less negativity will get to you. Just know you are never alone, ever. There will always be someone there to hold your hand when times get tough. Even through this RUclips comment section. I hope you are still doing ok. Lots of love from Canada. 🙏
Master Link I tried so desperately to win her over and show her i cared. but she called me up one day to say she got a boyfriend and how she was so happy about it.
"I need to ask, What exactly were you trying to accomplish?." "I was trying to make a girl fall in love with me." "Did it work?." "No. You can't make anyone love you, that's not how it works. I know that now." "Does it make you feal better?." "No."
Joshua, if you really want to make someone love you, try to be funny, and don't be weird around them. I made someone love me, but it was hard, it took a year. Just don't give up. You should try again, even tho, this was a 9 months old. Just try.
Believe in your own future. You shouldn't rely on others to always lift you up. Look in the mirror and recognize how amazing you truly are. I promise that even when life throws obstacles at you, you have the strength to overcome them. You're on this earth for a reason. ily 😇
I can feel you.. Everyone says I am perfect, I have good grades, an amazing family and all of that stuff, they say I will have an amazing future but I can't even see myself finishing highschool.. I was going to athletics one year ago, it was painfull, mean people, they were allways laughing about me, I was so ashamed of me, I loosed all my happines, my confidence and strenght to keep going, I kept getting bullied there for 8 years, i never told someone what I was going thru, I wanna be alone but I hate loneliness.. Idk how to do and I am so lost..I am so stressed and I feel like I am going insane
I had the perfect partner. She was attractive to me, she was funny, she was kind, she was real. We had that connection that you could only get from a real soul mate. But... ...It’s just that transitory period where you are losing love for her, but the you that still loves her is screaming for you to hold on- Being left hurts, it hurts as much as the force of a thousand suns is crushing you without killing you. But leaving her? That hurts more than anything physical could possibly do to you. Because once you do it, all you see in the mirror is the source of all your hatred, all your sorrow, all your pain, and no matter what you have to experience every single day with the motherfucker who made her cry. And no matter what *You are the bad guy*
just think of the comment section for these videos to be that one friend readily listening to your problems, just type away your problems and feel better the next.
*TRACKLIST* 0:00 XXXTENTACION - I spoke to the devil in Miami (Instrumental) 3:26 Cold - existence 5:35 E e v e e - Wordless 7:20 Franck Gugiletta - Mounika Miss Winter 10:25 Idealism - Nagashi 12:16 Jasperino - Delta Waves 13:45 matador - 006 15:51 matissmo - together 18:10 d w y e r - pimiento_waterfalls 20:09 R00K1E - I fell in love with you one night in september 21:41 Jhfly - sheets 23:54 gin$eng - love illusion
I'm just having a rough time no one was there for me, and everybody at school hates me i always get bullied, and new students keep replacing me with my best friends my friends are spoiled i was left out like a trash bag like i'm nothing to them, i payed my money for them because they were my best buddies and it goes to waste like its nothing and now i got beaten up by them no teachers will help me because they don't trust me they believe that all students are good and caring, And it's still happening. To those who are reading this Thank you I Appreciate your time reading this. And You Guys Don't Deserve this and never will.
Vids like these are so important because random people who have bad thoughts or expirienses can just let it out to random people who will forever support them cause we relate and the world could always get a little bit less lonley everynow and then.
¿por qué este sentimiento no se va? ¿cuanto tiempo durará?¿mi vida llegará a su final...triste y solitario? No recuerdo cuando fue la última vez que mi alma sintió alegría, cuando fue la última vez que alguien me abrazó y ni de alguien que me haya dicho "te quiero". Pasan los días, meses y años y no lo entiendo. Tal vez esté en este mundo únicamente para dar amor...pero no para recibirlo.
chuy herre Entiendo como te sientes, que por más que pase el tiempo, por más que camines en todas las direcciones nunca existirá la persona que pueda y/o te brinde su amor. Es bastante agobiante...pero hay que ser fuerte.
A veces no es ni necesario estar deprimido para pensar esto. Lo vives, lo sientes en el aire, en el alma y está contigo todo el tiempo. Uno puede hacer sus cosas, trabajo, amigos, responsabilidades, pero siempre hay algo que falta y que muchos tienen y uno no. Pero debemos seguir, tal vez ese sea el destino de algunas personas...tal vez ese sea el mío.
De cualquier manera tenemos que seguir viviendo, le importe a alguien o No. He entendido que por más que trates y no logres...te hace un poco más fuerte, un poco menos sensible y al final después de tanto buscar y no encontrar aceptas que hay nada más para tí. Seguimos en el camino mientras...
Man this takes me back to my darker times. I used to listen to this all the time wishing I could feel anything and feeling hopeless and worthless. It was like that for a very long time. But then someone found me, and they cared for me, and loved me. Truly loved me. Now I am out of that dark place because of her. To everyone in the comments, it may look bleak right now, but you too will have someone find you :) .
Hey guys, I’m gonna vent for a second you can pass by this comment if you want. I once met a girl when I was younger, she said she liked me and I liked her, one of our friends didn’t want us to date tho so we didn’t. I hung out with her and my friends, eventually we got to high school. At this point I thought I was in love with this girl, I asked her out, and we started dating. I tried not to think about the fact that she liked one of my other friends before me and her started dating. We lasted about three weeks before my other friend confessed to her that he liked her. She broke up with me two days later, and got right with him. My friends told me that it’d be okay, but it only got worse from there. Homecoming was coming up, and I was still trying to get over the girl who I’d known for about two years, my friends kept telling me to get over her but I just couldn’t. Even at homecoming I started realizing how boring, how pointless it all was, my friends were obsessed with their own little drama, it wasn’t fun I felt like it was work, if I tried to help and give advice they didn’t listen, they just kept toting me around until the night was over. Eventually I started being an asshole to my friends, (I still don’t know why I acted this way.) that’s when they started taking notice. They started asking me why I’d get so angry and I just didn’t know, I think they thought I was lying. I ended up getting into an argument with one of my best friends, we were in the middle of lunch, she screamed for me to leave so I did. Apparently it was my fault that she started crying, it was my fault that I left after they all told me to, everything felt like it was my fault so one day, finally I tell them. I’m done, I’m gone and I’m not coming back, they kept telling me we could work it out but I don’t think we could. I don’t talk as much as I used to, I sit next to a drug dealer at lunch, and I cry alone in my room sometimes, I don’t know how I got here, and I don’t feel like I have anything to be sad about. But I still feel empty, I feel like im missing something, I feel like a husk that’s simply going through the motions of life. My family doesn’t seem to take it seriously and I fight with them about the stupidest shit. I’m so fucking tired of everything, and music isn’t doing what it used to, it doesn’t block out all the sadness anymore, it just blocks out the voices of the people around me. I hope if you’re reading this, that you have a good night, and safe travels.
To EVERYONE Hello, I hope you are having a great day I hope life is treating you well I hope you are receiving help I hope you have loving parents and I hope you read this because you deserve more. Thank You
I was in a very depressed state and didn't have anything going for me but my art (if you want to see @ elite_hydra on insta, yes a shameless plug but now I feel like I'm worth something), but then I started to talk to someone randomly from the other side of the world and we have alot in common and support each other and that is the beauty of friendship, no matter how far apart you are the stronger the bond will get
The last time I heard this playlist was 2 years ago... I remember I just wanted to die, I was a 100% sure life had no purpose and that I would be so much better dead. I was really planning on dying. I really wanted to. And then, i just started feeling better and better. Slowly I had become happy again. No one was there to help me, and I did it all by myself. But now I’m always happy and full of joy. I don’t even look like the same person, and back then I thought I could never feel happy again. I just wrote this to make you all know that no matter what is going on in your life, everything will get better, and that’s no lie.
Every night I have the sad feeling inside of me. I couldn't analyze it for 2 years until yesterday. Listening to these dont make me more sad it just makes me kinda enjoy these while sad instead of being more sad... which will suck
"It can't rain all the time." "The sweet ain't as sweet with out the sour." And all that shit. The reality is, some times life won't get better. Some times happiness may NOT come, we may NOT find the peace we seek. But what we find is OURSELVES. Some go their entire life and they don't even know who they are or how they feel about certain things. Being able to feel on such a deep level is a gift. Just learn how to use it and apply it. Don't ask me how, I am still working on that last part.
Ironic how there are thousands of lights symbolizing a civilization of even more than thousand people in the Gif while it actually feels lonely living there.. :')
I listened to this a lot after my Dad died. I tucked it into a a playlist titled grief. I hadn’t opened this playlist until now, after my beloved cat passed. Sometimes you just need to feel it. Even the horrible, cavernous sadness.
I don't know what to do. I usually be full of energy and dreams, but now I'm just what's left of what I once was. I'm alone. I feel alone. Afraid. What is the point of existing if all my existence is just that? I'm not afraid to die, I'm afraid to live.
Kingdom this is how I feel all the time. It’s just the feeling of being lost. You are scared to get older and your scared of the future. I’m not suicidal but if god took me one night in my sleep, all I ask if everyone I loved has a great life.
Many complain of heart break.. Yea I've gotten my heart broken.. But what really hurts me is being lost in this world. Idec that I'm lonely. I just wish to find my passion.. My purpose.. Rn I'm so ready to just leave this world. Im so fucking done
There's still hope, I promise. You have a long, meaningful life ahead. Believe in yourself because you came here for a reason. I understand how you feel and I'm here to tell you that you do matter. Have a day as beautiful as you are.
i would like to live my life as i want to.... but im just.. being pressured by my family to be someone that im not, i someone can be o live the life as they want... do it.... You dont want to end up here....
One day, you’re gonna look around and you’re going to realize that everybody loves you, but nobody likes you. And that is the loneliest feeling in the world.-Bojack Horseman
I came to listen the music but all this coments are si sad, i think my problems are just anything and are not comparable to all of the problems i read, so i can just tell all of you to keep fighting and do not give up (sorry for my english)
Keep fighting people ... you all have been through rough times, maybe I cant understand what you all felt since the begining but I support you all, I feel for you all. All of this will pass just dont lose hope be hopeful and stay strong 🙏
I’m always sad it’s kinda annoying when I just cry out of nowhere for no reason I just have a lot of things going through my head sometimes I feel like killing my self but we all go trough this but I hope great days will come ur ways
I just feel empty. I want to feel like I'm worth something within myself, I know other people see it but no matter how many times they tell me that I matter, on the inside I don't. It's going to take me years to feel like I'm worth something and I may not ever feel completely confident that I am. I'm just waiting for the day to come where something finally clicks in me and goes "well, maybe I'm not so bad after all? Maybe I do deserve love and happiness?" You know what's even more sad? I've never liked myself once in my life, even as a little kid I felt like a floating, meaningless object. My emotions are so fucked up, it's so hard to cope with all of these drastic mood swings everyday, one minute I can be so happy that I'm almost manic, the next I'm having a depressive episode and become self destructive. I can't wait til I get the DBT... just 24 days left of having to get through this shit without help. Sorry for this vent guys and for those of you struggling, I promise this won't last forever and help will come
How are you doing now? I'm glad you're so strong and have found help for yourself. You deserve it, and I'm truly inspired by you for doing so. You're a light in so much darkness, and you deserve a beautiful day!!
Starting over: Starting over isnt all bad. starting over isnt forgetting the history you had, but knowing that you are stilling growing and you did alot of stupid, and foolish things when you were younger. starting over is just accepting your past and moving forword. the only person who know's what is best for you is yourself. Letting go is accepting that you are toxic for eachother and you need time to grow, and maybe when you are better and more mentally mature. You could reconnect? Right?
Then forget about the boulder and see the top of the mountain yourself. A beautiful horizon awaits once you let go of your boulder heavy worries and instead chose to redirect yourself.
I don't understand how i can be lonely my whole life.. The longest I've gone without being lonely must be a week because things were going well. But then I was still lonely at the end. With or without reason I always end up being lonely. I literally found out that I'm skin hungry.. I need touch but noone is giving it to me. Not even romantic.. Just a hug.
i have been in school for about 5 years now which means im in 5th grade and i never hanged out with anyone or had friends but to be honest it doesnt matter to me if im lonely or not anymore its like i already accepted the depression killing me and im ready to die
@@MANTH1NG I get how you feel. I also feel like there is no end to my depression and I am just conditioned to be depressed. People say that it gets better but it hasn't yet. However I decided that even if I don't overcome depression I will use it to help others so I can prevent people feeling the way I do. I don't want what I'm going through to have no reason so by helping others I'm giving it one. Get help from anyone if you can. And the Internet is honestly great for feeling less alone, it has saved me so many times. 🖤 And do the things you know you need to do to feel better and know that it is ok not to be ok. 🖤 Stay strong. We'll get through it together!
It's 8 months later and the past 4 months I haven't been depressed. I found something that made me smile and be less lonely and that gave me something to look forward to and that made me feel emotions again. But today I finally feel depressed again. And it's scary to feel like this again because I kind forgot how it felt. I hope it's just today. But it probably won't be. Because there is a reason why I'm feeling like this. And it's because my anxiety makes me afraid to go out. I've gotten used to staying inside even more now than before that I don't even think of going outside. And when I have to go out I'm reminded of the anxiety that going out brings me which makes me want to stay inside even more. Anxiety trigger your fight or flight response and I've definitely been flying away like crazy. I don't know how to fix this. I wish it would just go away and let me live the life that I want. But it doesn't work that way. I just wish the next time I come back here it is because I wanted to see how I was and that my anxiety levels are lower than they are now. And that I've started to try to live the life that I want. (+ I hope covid has wrapped it up so I can finally go to the concerts that I want to. Or maybe I've already been to them. Going to those concerts could change my life completely and help me so much. So hope it happens soon 🤞💜) -22/6/20
i feel fine but i still feel an empty piece in my heart that was taken by someone who i thought i loved. my fault for not realizing he didnt actually love me
1 - Do you ever just reach a point, where you're not suicidal, but you don't take precautions to keep yourself safe anymore? Just to the point where you don't fear death? 2 - I'm in constant realization that I offer absolutely no benefit to my friends, other than my words and advice. My friends are great, and I know I'm a second choice, I just don't want to end up being a burden too.
Man look go outside when its rainin at midnight pop yo head phones in hit up lofi hip hop and just take a walk that shit is like smoking weed but good for you it clears your mind makes you forget every thing who you are what you are and what you did its perfect
I suffer from severe depression... You'd think after 2 years of having depression I would have been cured... That's where you're wrong... The reason why Depression still wirls around my head is because I have nobody to talk about it with... My friends don't understand... My teachers don't understand... My parents don't understand... The only person that understood my depression was my brother... But he's in college so I can't talk to him... I just want someone who understands what I'm going through... Someone who See's me as a person
including me and these people replying to you are here for you i mean idk about them but all im trying to say is im into the same situation you dont have to go through this alone keep fighting the depression you will beat through it one day
2 years ago was a very low point for me. Lofi is what kept me going, I couldn't explain how, even now I still don't. I still come back to this Playlist. It reminds me if my old life. And what I don't want to be in the future.
You know those type of songs that just bring back this feeling. It can be any kind of feeling. Happy, sad or nostalgia. Mine is neither one of those but just emotional pain. Brings back memories of sadness and loneliness. I remember the police and the blood filled sink. But its okay now, I'm okay now
Recently, like two weeks ago, i had a little argument with some friends, and discovered then how weak is my relationship with my friends. I realize now that i've always felt lonely, even when there are people i've been seeing since i was little. Actually one of those friends used to be my girlfriend, but sadly we broke up, because i have never found anything interesting in life, and lets say that i was never really "motivated" and i still am not. In other words, i feel like most of the things i know are actually lies and toxicity. I feel like when the more the time passes, everything has less sense for me. They say "appreciate every second, because you could die in 5 minutes, who knows?" I really don't care what happens to me, i sometimes wish to just dissappear, or have never existed. So then maybe a lot of things would be better. A bad relationship wouldn't have happened. A disgrateful person wouldn't have been born. Some people wouldn't have to be fake only to pretend they like me, I wouldn't have to be fake to pretend i'm fine. The only person that actually likes me is my dad, and he sees me two times per month, he lives in another city of my country.
stuck in the in between we don't talk like we used to we don't talk at all but it's okay and thank you because without you around i now have so much love to give to myself as an apology for all the times i should have put myself first.
today I have lost something important to me. it was something I held on and just cling into like it's my last hope in this cruel life. ah, where is it now? It's nowhere. nowhere to be found. I'm alone now, and that genuinely hurts me.
When you feel so empty and nothing then you hear this song. Then you just wanna lay in your bed and think all those good memories and ask yourself what happen? Why? 😢
For me I have learned that loneliness is here to stay. The pain is here to stay and we shouldn’t get rid of it. We need to go through the pain and let the emptiness of the loneliness manifest you into you. A lonely you which there emotions are nothing but black and white. You learn that ppl don’t care about your feelings, you then learn to stop caring about anything in the world. It is hard to surcum these feelings but it’s worth it. Feeling nothing but emptiness in you can show you what you need in life. No one deserves to be happy without going through pain. You have everything you want and then go through the emptiness and sadness. Once you have felt it for long enough you get it be happy but then it starts over. Only this time you know the feeling already. It’s a penalty almost for being happy. Pain is here to stay. Get use to it now
Thank you this music, with out music I dont know where I’ll be and this music really helps with my depression and really gets me to sit and think in peace. So thank you
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Anyone ever experienced that feeling when you’re not suicidal but would be okay with just randomly dying in their sleep?
Yup just I don't fear death anymore
yup
exactly how i feel, but i just dont want to die because i dont want to harm others around me
my mood right now
You feel that when you discover that the world sucks, but not trough feelings, but trough logic and observation.
ｓａｄ ａｎｄ ｌｏｎｅｌｙ lo fi hiphop mix
0:00 ●━━━━━━─────── 26:31
⇆ㅤㅤㅤㅤ◁ㅤㅤ❚❚ㅤㅤ▷ㅤㅤㅤㅤ↻
cute
Dude this is awesome
You don’t get to post that comment with Squidward’s face as your profile pic
Yes
Love it
Crying my eyes out, Perfect time for an ad.
I do have really good friends but they don't know about my problems. I try not to bother them too much. Deep down I feel lonely. I'm scared I'll lose my friends but I can't seem to do anything against the fact that I keep isolating myself from everyone. I guess crying it out and writing it down helps a little.
Thank you for posting this playlist
such a Jinius I had the same problem that I didn’t let myself talk to my friends or anyone. I wasn’t brave enough, thought that they got there own problems to deal with and things only got worse. Friends should be there for you, help and support you so don’t think you aren’t worth there time or that you’re only a burden to them. Please talk to someone and I’m sure they’ll gladly help you. You don’t need to deal with this alone.
such a Jinius Hey...if you ever need someone to talk to, I’m all ears. I know it would be hard to trust me with anything and I understand that. But if you need someone...I’ll be here. I’ve gone through some really bad times, and I was afraid to tell even a really close friend...because I was afraid I’d burden them... But also keep in mind that we are both strangers to each other, so that means if something doesn’t go right it might not be as painful to lose our companionship. I also love your username and profile picture 💜. Our amazing Seokjin is quite le’jin’dary, if you ask me. And he purples you because you’re an ARMY and you support him and his friends. You are amazing. So don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.
Sincerely,
a stranger willing to listen.
i couldn’t say that myself, thanks. never thought about it but that’s why I’ve going into a deeper state of depression.
I’m always here to listen...
nice profile picture bro
Listened to this one year ago, when I was at my lowest point.
A lot of good things happened throughout the last year since then. And now I'm listening to this again and think of how well my life improved since then
Great I hope you continue having joy and happiness in your life
weed smoker I'm happy to hear that^^
ive also listened to this a year ago at my lowest point, things have gotten worse but better in different ways. it hurts to even listen to this because it just reminds me of back then :/
I fell it, I hit the ground. Nothing can go worst than now.
Everything will get better, your time will come dont give up yet. You will keep pushing and fighting. I honestly never thought id make it to this age and im 21, did you ever think you'd live to be the age you're today?
I have read comments. So painful... Wanna hug you all guys.
Depression is just so strong. I’m a funny person in real life, but my ED keeps hitting me everyday. I’m crying right now after another binge, but you guys seem to have more serious problems than me.
Keep fighting.
Thank you, kind human! I’m already getting help, but sometimes it’s still hard to recover... Hope your friends will be fine!
everyone has problems and is fighting their own battle. don't minimize your own problems, they are just as important and meaningful as the next person's. i hope you find peace one day, and keep fighting your demons. i did it and you can do it, too
It's said funny people have the most pain inside. And that's me.
@@sashamil8325 glad to hear you are getting help I hope things have gotten better life is rough
Helloo...I have decided to end it all now.......I'm tired...bye....
If your wondering I'm on top of a steel bridge .......a rope tied to the bridge and the other end on my neck......
It's been tough..........
Good thing I still have data to chat this.......bye world.
..
Bye now I'm gonna jump now..
And I will leavey phone...
Bye I'll jump now.
I've been holding back the tears so long I forgot how to cry. I can't let it out. It's killing me. I don't know if I can keep doing this
i want to give you a respond to this...but i dont know what... its ....its how i feel all the time, this pain with a crying heart...but there are no tears...i feel so lost ...
I really do know how you feel but in my case ive cried so much this past time that i cant cry anymore..
@@signe7884 same, but I actually cry again... just because of a person. A person can make you cry, of happiness. Signe, don't give up, there's still hope, I know i'm late to this comment, but never give up.
Try to fake cry
Please do not give up. Life may seem like shit rn but please rember it will get better and you are not alone❤️
I wish I had someone who cares about me as much as I do for them
im questioning if that will ever happen to me
me too
I can relate
me too, that is what I want
ive been crying
cause im lonely
just for you
smiles have altered
into tears
Hey.. y'all still feeling bad?
Tears wont wash
away the fear
I feel u
I just wish i had someone
I wish that too
M.c jamalifi we all do 😹
It has changed for me.... i have a gf
@@_LIFI I'm in the FriendZone...
I kinda wish I was the only one in the world and I create robots and have deadly animals all extinct and I had super powers and I lived forever and made the animals have knowledge as if they were humans and ruled over them and I flew with my super powers everywhere and created an entire new world and land and was a god
I wanna be... living in an apartment with that view... watching the rain fall over the scene at 3:00 am on a Saturday night... holding someone... feeling empty... but in a good way...
feeling empty....
that's the phrase
That view is dope tho
Omg I love this phrase
Feel you bro.
Today is Saturday's night. And I'm just like that, but with a quarentine now. Nothing could be better.
I've spent the majority of my nights wanting to kill myself since middle school. Never had family that was there for me and was mentally/emotionally abused by my mother and physically and emotionally by my father. I've very rarely ever had a friend and spend every day trying to work to get to healthier spot in my life, but it seems like it'll never come and my desire for something better makes it all the more hurtful when I still find myself alone and tortured almost every night. I'm 21 now and don't envision myself making it anywhere since I don't have much direction or any support. I will always try, but as a human being, I can only try for so long. Thank you for anyone who read this, you're the first person in my life whose taken time to try to understand or care.
Hey.. I'm just a random person but I would like you to know that you're extremely strong for not giving up. I am really proud of you and I hope from the bottom of my heart that both you and I will eventually feel happy one day. Please keep going ❤️ We're all together in this.
@@user-ob6ep7uv2p Absolutely. Lately the thought of finding "the one" and building a happy home with friends and family has been what's keeping me going. Thank you so much for your kindness. I really do appreciate it. I hope you have a great day today
@@mr.antaeus5730 You too! ❤️
Man i feel you. I know your pain. I know how you feel but you know. You been strong to make it to this point in your life. Your strong even tho im a stranger and it has been a long time you commented so i just hope the best fr you and i love you bro ❤❤❤🔥🔥🔥
I have the same problem. Since 10 years old
To that one soul reading this, I know you're tired. You're fed up. You're so close to breaking. But there's strength within you, even when you are weak. Keep fighting.
I Will, Thanks...
Thank you....
I wanna hug ya now
really needed this. thanks
Thanks😪
I love the lofi community guys. You all are so awesome and it's just nice reading all the comments and just know we all share something. I wanna share something too. I recently had a dream of me hugging someone I know in real life and it made me feel so safe and secure that It made me realize how lonely I really am. I haven't talked to anyone of my friends in months and only go to work and come back. That dream made me realize how much I need human contact and reassurance for my constant worry. I really need a hug or someone to have deep and meaningful conversations about this. It's lonely.
I have so many things on my mind listening to this. I truly feel like shit and idk what to do anymore. I start to lose my interest in everything, even in my friends, I start to think that nobody needs me, nobody thinks of me, nobody would notice if I was gone. Yes, I have a home and yes I have food, that's why I am feeling guilty that I don't appreciate life as I should but everything is so terrifying lately and i dont know what to do. I know, maybe no one will ever read this but if someone does and if you are going through a rough time just remember, you are not alone. We can go through everything together even if it doesn't seem so. We are going to work things out and we will have something good waiting for us at the end of this hell. Remember my words, I love everyone of you and you truly are so strong, I'm proud.
(Sorry if there are mistakes, English isn't my first language)
I have read this.
I appreciate you expressing how you feel. Its good to know people are opening up about their issues and feelings. At least we know we are not suffering alone and we know that people are aware of us-even if it's a complete stranger. I my self would like to help people who are in need nd I sometimes feel like going the extra mile for them and making them feel good and that someone acknowledges them. I hope you are reading this and know that people do care for one another.
May Allah/God forgive us and grant us a blessed after-life. Take care ✌💖
snowy junior thank you so much for this 💕
I know I'm a total stranger but if you ever want to talk or just have another friend maybe on the other side of the world DM me with a screen shot of this comment insta is @stijnvantunen
Its all part of growing up....honestly but i hear ya...mine tho...my depression i deal with almost every night is because the fact that I cant find anyone to love me back...I kept getting shitted on everytime twice and they just played me....my last good ex i ever had cheated on me and now where im at i completely gave up on everything... Now i just sit and listen to music like this to either suppress the feeling of depression or I start to cry in the inside while it kills me.
Actually your English is better than most English speakers
Love has only caused pain. Its time to remove all that there once was. It's the only guarantee that I will survive. And honestly, being heartless brings a sense of power like no other.
without love we are nothing and to love means paying the price of that love, a price which i will pay over and over again willingly. your love story hasn't ended yet, whether it be with someone else or just yourself. never give up on love because it will never give up on you. you give up on you.
not for me..I been single for a long time i would say almost a year and it kills me man...constant depression eats me up alot.
@@BurningSorrows I completely understand how you feel bro, I used to feel that same way, but I've been single for almost a year as well and honestly, I learned to love it, I'll just keep walking the path until I find that special someone ya feel?
Did anybody here not feeling suicidal but just like empty even everything get better it looks like its worse than some years before, like an empty nostalgic feeling like something that you needed is missing????😴😴🤕
just cross out the "not feeling" then it'll fit me :p
That's also depression. Depression can be felt very differently by people, it isn't always about feeling on the verge of tears or even suicidal, sometimes it's just a vague but neverending feeling of emptiness.
@@tokyu7880 take care of yourself!!!
yea ify
me too
I am in some point of life, where I don't know how to feel. I live alone in a apartment, in a new city, and I feel damn lonely. Can't sleep any night, crying every time I lay down. I just wish for someone in this town to spend time.
I hope you all have a good night.
Search and you shall find.
Im living for the first time alone in a city where I don't have any people that are close to me. My mum is everything to me and I miss her so much but don't want to show her.. Because I told her before I left that I'm afraid I will go backwards again and feel lonely and depressed.. I'm literally sitting on the couch crying all afternoon
How are you today?;0
Who feels like "that" rn
Spade J fortnite boy
i got vac banned
I feel like “that” rn.
just like "that"
I feel like "that" right now, can't explain it though
might not mean much for normal people, but people like *us* this is important for us. this gives us strength
I refuse to love anymore
I love you
Love someone, if you ever need someone their the person to be there for you ❤️
ME TOO......I completely gave up...and its been almost a year in a half yet....the depression kills me..
IcedLxtte I gave it one more chance. If it fails this time, I’ll just give up on love too, like I did my life
same
Sometimes i dream about a dancer, out on stage while the hole world watches he smiles and everyones happy for him up there dancing so gracefully. Then the memorys of torment and pain flash before his eyes, hes still dancing. He remembers when his mother used to neglect him, he continues dancing, he remembers all the hurt his family and so called friends put him through and as he hold back his tears, he keeps on dancing. Then he finishes and bows, the crowd stands up and cheers and claps because of his preformance fighting back the tears he walks away and cries as they fail to realize his happiness was nothing but a preformance all along...
"Put your masks on and just go on stage! Now! Dance! Dance, my monkey!" said his owner before the stage performance.
😳😳😳
*there's nothing more addicting than your smile..*
Stuart vs Jefferson Pans yes
If you fell like i am now, someday
Like without friends or anything
Remember, there is aways a time when we need to be alone, to think
To fell the pain of all the things we did
Its necessary to cry
But we also have that especial one
That is aways there for us
Unfortunately
I don't know where is that especial one, prehaps its not the time to find this one
Its time to keep here..Thinking
But remember
You're loved, you may just haven't noticed yet
Anyone who wants to talk about everything with me
Fell free!
Im aways at somewhere in RUclips. ❤
true thank you very much ♥
Hurts knowing that love is just an cicle of "falling in love", "all beautiful in the process" & ending in a "break up". Then people will tell you that "another one better will come" and stills the same shit everyday passing by anxiety, depression and stress.
Yeah. That's life. It's just endless journey full suffering that's repetitive to no end... unless you are getting used to your own suffering and "settling down" for someone, anyone really... and knowing that someone will never come because of your limiting time... man, I hate my life.
I got raped 2 years ago. I never told someone because I was ashamed ... Nobody was there for me so I took many drugs and got alcohol addicted. Idk why I am crying rn ... so many people telling me that i should change. And they wish that I wouldn’t be like that. I have no one but it’s my fault. I understand that... it’s just idk Nobody will read this comment ever it’s just good to write things down...idk.
Sebi Anonym dude that’s fuckin awful, having nobody there for you in situations like that is one of the worst feelings ever. remember that you shouldn’t be ashamed bc it’s not your fault any of that happened to you, whoever you choose to tell i’m sure will want to help you. there’s always help. you can change, it’s not over for you. i hope things turn out better for you in the future
Angry Dorito omg thanks ! Ur comment means a lot to me... I hope that someday my life will change and I guess I am ready for it... I’ll go to a hospital for addicted people next month. I hope it’ll work out for me ( sorry for my bad English I am German)
Sebi Anonym evil is everywhere in this world, but so is beauty. Moving past situations is one of the most difficult things to do in this world, but the more you focus on the positive the less negativity will get to you. Just know you are never alone, ever. There will always be someone there to hold your hand when times get tough. Even through this RUclips comment section. I hope you are still doing ok. Lots of love from Canada. 🙏
Thanks so much! Yea i am getting quite better... I didn`t hear so nice words in a long time. You guys are amazing! So thankful
I really hope you're not kidding, that's some serious shit there.
I waited for her, but she never saw.
Master Link i wanted her, liked her, loved her only to find her getting married with someone else :(
Master Link I tried so desperately to win her over and show her i cared. but she called me up one day to say she got a boyfriend and how she was so happy about it.
I loved her. And she told me she loved me. But she liked someone else more..
We love each other,we went our separate ways when we were younger. We both regret it.
You deserve better
"I need to ask, What exactly were you trying to accomplish?."
"I was trying to make a girl fall in love with me."
"Did it work?."
"No. You can't make anyone love you, that's not how it works. I know that now."
"Does it make you feal better?."
"No."
Joshua, if you really want to make someone love you, try to be funny, and don't be weird around them. I made someone love me, but it was hard, it took a year. Just don't give up. You should try again, even tho, this was a 9 months old. Just try.
Everyone sees something in me but I can't see a future
Believe in your own future. You shouldn't rely on others to always lift you up. Look in the mirror and recognize how amazing you truly are. I promise that even when life throws obstacles at you, you have the strength to overcome them. You're on this earth for a reason. ily 😇
I can feel you.. Everyone says I am perfect, I have good grades, an amazing family and all of that stuff, they say I will have an amazing future but I can't even see myself finishing highschool.. I was going to athletics one year ago, it was painfull, mean people, they were allways laughing about me, I was so ashamed of me, I loosed all my happines, my confidence and strenght to keep going, I kept getting bullied there for 8 years, i never told someone what I was going thru, I wanna be alone but I hate loneliness.. Idk how to do and I am so lost..I am so stressed and I feel like I am going insane
I had the perfect partner. She was attractive to me, she was funny, she was kind, she was real. We had that connection that you could only get from a real soul mate.
But...
...It’s just that transitory period where you are losing love for her, but the you that still loves her is screaming for you to hold on-
Being left hurts, it hurts as much as the force of a thousand suns is crushing you without killing you.
But leaving her? That hurts more than anything physical could possibly do to you. Because once you do it, all you see in the mirror is the source of all your hatred, all your sorrow, all your pain, and no matter what you have to experience every single day with the motherfucker who made her cry.
And no matter what
*You are the bad guy*
Thanks man
It’s ok to be alone
I honestly just know im never gonna be happy again. Im inbetween two feelings now. Fear and acceptance. I just wanna end it but im so afraid.
i too..
same..
noo ;-; i hope you re alive
just think of the comment section for these videos to be that one friend readily listening to your problems, just type away your problems and feel better the next.
*TRACKLIST*
0:00 XXXTENTACION - I spoke to the devil in Miami (Instrumental)
3:26 Cold - existence
5:35 E e v e e - Wordless
7:20 Franck Gugiletta - Mounika Miss Winter
10:25 Idealism - Nagashi
12:16 Jasperino - Delta Waves
13:45 matador - 006
15:51 matissmo - together
18:10 d w y e r - pimiento_waterfalls
20:09 R00K1E - I fell in love with you one night in september
21:41 Jhfly - sheets
23:54 gin$eng - love illusion
Tnks bro
I'm just having a rough time no one was there for me, and everybody at school hates me i always get bullied, and new students keep replacing me with my best friends my friends are spoiled i was left out like a trash bag like i'm nothing to them, i payed my money for them because they were my best buddies and it goes to waste like its nothing and now i got beaten up by them no teachers will help me because they don't trust me they believe that all students are good and caring, And it's still happening.
To those who are reading this Thank you I Appreciate your time reading this.
And You Guys Don't Deserve this and never will.
_i spoke to the devil in Miami, he said everything would be fine_
By the one and only X🖤
Vids like these are so important because random people who have bad thoughts or expirienses can just let it out to random people who will forever support them cause we relate and the world could always get a little bit less lonley everynow and then.
¿por qué este sentimiento no se va? ¿cuanto tiempo durará?¿mi vida llegará a su final...triste y solitario? No recuerdo cuando fue la última vez que mi alma sintió alegría, cuando fue la última vez que alguien me abrazó y ni de alguien que me haya dicho "te quiero". Pasan los días, meses y años y no lo entiendo. Tal vez esté en este mundo únicamente para dar amor...pero no para recibirlo.
chuy herre Entiendo como te sientes, que por más que pase el tiempo, por más que camines en todas las direcciones nunca existirá la persona que pueda y/o te brinde su amor. Es bastante agobiante...pero hay que ser fuerte.
chuy herre ....alparecer staremos asi por siempre 😞😞
A veces no es ni necesario estar deprimido para pensar esto. Lo vives, lo sientes en el aire, en el alma y está contigo todo el tiempo. Uno puede hacer sus cosas, trabajo, amigos, responsabilidades, pero siempre hay algo que falta y que muchos tienen y uno no. Pero debemos seguir, tal vez ese sea el destino de algunas personas...tal vez ese sea el mío.
@@chuyherreraherrera Es lo único que nos queda, después de todo sólo se vive una vez. Fuerzas!!
De cualquier manera tenemos que seguir viviendo, le importe a alguien o No. He entendido que por más que trates y no logres...te hace un poco más fuerte, un poco menos sensible y al final después de tanto buscar y no encontrar aceptas que hay nada más para tí. Seguimos en el camino mientras...
Man this takes me back to my darker times. I used to listen to this all the time wishing I could feel anything and feeling hopeless and worthless. It was like that for a very long time. But then someone found me, and they cared for me, and loved me. Truly loved me. Now I am out of that dark place because of her. To everyone in the comments, it may look bleak right now, but you too will have someone find you :) .
Life just hurts man. Being lonely really hurts
Stay strong brother
If ya want to talk I’m quite happy to dm me on Instagram @ joshua_bayford
Hey guys, I’m gonna vent for a second you can pass by this comment if you want.
I once met a girl when I was younger, she said she liked me and I liked her, one of our friends didn’t want us to date tho so we didn’t. I hung out with her and my friends, eventually we got to high school. At this point I thought I was in love with this girl, I asked her out, and we started dating. I tried not to think about the fact that she liked one of my other friends before me and her started dating.
We lasted about three weeks before my other friend confessed to her that he liked her. She broke up with me two days later, and got right with him. My friends told me that it’d be okay, but it only got worse from there.
Homecoming was coming up, and I was still trying to get over the girl who I’d known for about two years, my friends kept telling me to get over her but I just couldn’t.
Even at homecoming I started realizing how boring, how pointless it all was, my friends were obsessed with their own little drama, it wasn’t fun I felt like it was work, if I tried to help and give advice they didn’t listen, they just kept toting me around until the night was over.
Eventually I started being an asshole to my friends, (I still don’t know why I acted this way.) that’s when they started taking notice. They started asking me why I’d get so angry and I just didn’t know, I think they thought I was lying.
I ended up getting into an argument with one of my best friends, we were in the middle of lunch, she screamed for me to leave so I did.
Apparently it was my fault that she started crying, it was my fault that I left after they all told me to, everything felt like it was my fault so one day, finally I tell them. I’m done, I’m gone and I’m not coming back, they kept telling me we could work it out but I don’t think we could.
I don’t talk as much as I used to, I sit next to a drug dealer at lunch, and I cry alone in my room sometimes, I don’t know how I got here, and I don’t feel like I have anything to be sad about.
But I still feel empty, I feel like im missing something, I feel like a husk that’s simply going through the motions of life. My family doesn’t seem to take it seriously and I fight with them about the stupidest shit.
I’m so fucking tired of everything, and music isn’t doing what it used to, it doesn’t block out all the sadness anymore, it just blocks out the voices of the people around me.
I hope if you’re reading this, that you have a good night, and safe travels.
To EVERYONE
Hello, I hope you are having a great day
I hope life is treating you well
I hope you are receiving help
I hope you have loving parents
and I hope you read this because you deserve more.
Thank You
Sorry to say but life has been treating me like shit from when i was 6 so yea...
: )
@@flijoker9604 no you're not
lov u
Parent* my dad died:)
I was in a very depressed state and didn't have anything going for me but my art (if you want to see @ elite_hydra on insta, yes a shameless plug but now I feel like I'm worth something), but then I started to talk to someone randomly from the other side of the world and we have alot in common and support each other and that is the beauty of friendship, no matter how far apart you are the stronger the bond will get
The last time I heard this playlist was 2 years ago... I remember I just wanted to die, I was a 100% sure life had no purpose and that I would be so much better dead. I was really planning on dying. I really wanted to. And then, i just started feeling better and better. Slowly I had become happy again. No one was there to help me, and I did it all by myself. But now I’m always happy and full of joy. I don’t even look like the same person, and back then I thought I could never feel happy again. I just wrote this to make you all know that no matter what is going on in your life, everything will get better, and that’s no lie.
This makes me feel a sadness which feels so good at the same time, I can't describe it..this is beautiful
Drinking apple juice and listing to this and looking outside at the night sky thing about life is the best
Every night I have the sad feeling inside of me. I couldn't analyze it for 2 years until yesterday. Listening to these dont make me more sad it just makes me kinda enjoy these while sad instead of being more sad... which will suck
Everyday that passes, I'm losing the very few friends I've got. And it will get worse. I fear myself
"It can't rain all the time." "The sweet ain't as sweet with out the sour." And all that shit. The reality is, some times life won't get better. Some times happiness may NOT come, we may NOT find the peace we seek. But what we find is OURSELVES. Some go their entire life and they don't even know who they are or how they feel about certain things. Being able to feel on such a deep level is a gift. Just learn how to use it and apply it. Don't ask me how, I am still working on that last part.
Rain fall
Tears fall
My Heart is b r o k e n
For you
y-y
My mom just passed away this week and when i hear this i think of her...i hope yall have a good time with your mom and please enjoy the time♥️
Atleast we have eachother guys. So keep going
I don't remember a time when I was genuinely happy
Ironic how there are thousands of lights symbolizing a civilization of even more than thousand people in the Gif while it actually feels lonely living there.. :')
I listened to this a lot after my Dad died. I tucked it into a a playlist titled grief. I hadn’t opened this playlist until now, after my beloved cat passed. Sometimes you just need to feel it. Even the horrible, cavernous sadness.
I don't know what to do. I usually be full of energy and dreams, but now I'm just what's left of what I once was. I'm alone. I feel alone. Afraid. What is the point of existing if all my existence is just that? I'm not afraid to die, I'm afraid to live.
Kingdom this is how I feel all the time. It’s just the feeling of being lost. You are scared to get older and your scared of the future. I’m not suicidal but if god took me one night in my sleep, all I ask if everyone I loved has a great life.
Many complain of heart break.. Yea I've gotten my heart broken.. But what really hurts me is being lost in this world. Idec that I'm lonely. I just wish to find my passion.. My purpose.. Rn I'm so ready to just leave this world. Im so fucking done
Best lo-fi mix for real.... thanks for reupload.. nights are waiting:)
I'm 42 and I feel like Life passed me by...
There's still hope, I promise. You have a long, meaningful life ahead. Believe in yourself because you came here for a reason. I understand how you feel and I'm here to tell you that you do matter. Have a day as beautiful as you are.
i would like to live my life as i want to.... but im just.. being pressured by my family to be someone that im not, i someone can be o live the life as they want... do it.... You dont want to end up here....
thank you so much for the Re-upload ! looked for it for days now !
everybody putting deep comments but I just like the music lol
😂
oh wow LOL well i hear ya
s a h e r fr 😂these comments are dark too 😔 God bless everyone
Ikr
hehe and now you have 69 likes (even deeper)
One day, you’re gonna look around and you’re going to realize that everybody loves you, but nobody likes you. And that is the loneliest feeling in the world.-Bojack Horseman
I came to listen the music but all this coments are si sad, i think my problems are just anything and are not comparable to all of the problems i read, so i can just tell all of you to keep fighting and do not give up (sorry for my english)
It's not because some people have worst than you than your problem are not important
Keep fighting people ... you all have been through rough times, maybe I cant understand what you all felt since the begining but I support you all, I feel for you all. All of this will pass just dont lose hope be hopeful and stay strong 🙏
I’m always sad it’s kinda annoying when I just cry out of nowhere for no reason I just have a lot of things going through my head sometimes I feel like killing my self but we all go trough this but I hope great days will come ur ways
I just feel empty. I want to feel like I'm worth something within myself, I know other people see it but no matter how many times they tell me that I matter, on the inside I don't. It's going to take me years to feel like I'm worth something and I may not ever feel completely confident that I am. I'm just waiting for the day to come where something finally clicks in me and goes "well, maybe I'm not so bad after all? Maybe I do deserve love and happiness?" You know what's even more sad? I've never liked myself once in my life, even as a little kid I felt like a floating, meaningless object. My emotions are so fucked up, it's so hard to cope with all of these drastic mood swings everyday, one minute I can be so happy that I'm almost manic, the next I'm having a depressive episode and become self destructive. I can't wait til I get the DBT... just 24 days left of having to get through this shit without help. Sorry for this vent guys and for those of you struggling, I promise this won't last forever and help will come
How are you doing now? I'm glad you're so strong and have found help for yourself. You deserve it, and I'm truly inspired by you for doing so. You're a light in so much darkness, and you deserve a beautiful day!!
I wish I could live in a Anime world~♡
Man... that's more depressing than this compilation...
this along many other mixes helped get through my excessive self harm phase. thank you.
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Starting over: Starting over isnt all bad. starting over isnt forgetting the history you had, but knowing that you are stilling growing and you did alot of stupid, and foolish things when you were younger. starting over is just accepting your past and moving forword. the only person who know's what is best for you is yourself. Letting go is accepting that you are toxic for eachother and you need time to grow, and maybe when you are better and more mentally mature. You could reconnect? Right?
ive lost connection to world im just a withering soul
i wanna die
I dont wanna push this rock up this mountain anymore, I'm tired of it always rolling back down...
Then forget about the boulder and see the top of the mountain yourself. A beautiful horizon awaits once you let go of your boulder heavy worries and instead chose to redirect yourself.
I'm about to fall in that darkness feeling.
I don't wanna die alone, but alone I'll die, I know.
Boy are you wrong. I doubt it. You're going to find someone waiting for you somewhere and im going to say 'I told you so' 😄
This makes me feel like I can sit in the rain no matter what and look up just to feel...
having an existential crisis right now. waiting for the music to hit me hard so i can have a good cry
I don't understand how i can be lonely my whole life.. The longest I've gone without being lonely must be a week because things were going well. But then I was still lonely at the end. With or without reason I always end up being lonely. I literally found out that I'm skin hungry.. I need touch but noone is giving it to me. Not even romantic.. Just a hug.
i have been in school for about 5 years now which means im in 5th grade
and i never hanged out with anyone or had friends
but to be honest it doesnt matter to me if im lonely or not anymore
its like i already accepted the depression killing me and im ready to die
@@MANTH1NG I get how you feel. I also feel like there is no end to my depression and I am just conditioned to be depressed. People say that it gets better but it hasn't yet. However I decided that even if I don't overcome depression I will use it to help others so I can prevent people feeling the way I do. I don't want what I'm going through to have no reason so by helping others I'm giving it one. Get help from anyone if you can. And the Internet is honestly great for feeling less alone, it has saved me so many times. 🖤 And do the things you know you need to do to feel better and know that it is ok not to be ok. 🖤 Stay strong. We'll get through it together!
It's 8 months later and the past 4 months I haven't been depressed. I found something that made me smile and be less lonely and that gave me something to look forward to and that made me feel emotions again. But today I finally feel depressed again. And it's scary to feel like this again because I kind forgot how it felt. I hope it's just today. But it probably won't be. Because there is a reason why I'm feeling like this. And it's because my anxiety makes me afraid to go out. I've gotten used to staying inside even more now than before that I don't even think of going outside. And when I have to go out I'm reminded of the anxiety that going out brings me which makes me want to stay inside even more. Anxiety trigger your fight or flight response and I've definitely been flying away like crazy. I don't know how to fix this. I wish it would just go away and let me live the life that I want. But it doesn't work that way.
I just wish the next time I come back here it is because I wanted to see how I was and that my anxiety levels are lower than they are now. And that I've started to try to live the life that I want.
(+ I hope covid has wrapped it up so I can finally go to the concerts that I want to. Or maybe I've already been to them. Going to those concerts could change my life completely and help me so much. So hope it happens soon 🤞💜)
-22/6/20
i feel fine but i still feel an empty piece in my heart that was taken by someone who i thought i loved. my fault for not realizing he didnt actually love me
1 - Do you ever just reach a point, where you're not suicidal, but you don't take precautions to keep yourself safe anymore? Just to the point where you don't fear death?
2 - I'm in constant realization that I offer absolutely no benefit to my friends, other than my words and advice. My friends are great, and I know I'm a second choice, I just don't want to end up being a burden too.
tell me how it feels to be loved..
it feels great with all the butterflies until you get heartbroken, then it feels horrible
Damn Goku, you too?
Man look go outside when its rainin at midnight pop yo head phones in hit up lofi hip hop and just take a walk that shit is like smoking weed but good for you it clears your mind makes you forget every thing who you are what you are and what you did its perfect
I suffer from severe depression...
You'd think after 2 years of having depression I would have been cured...
That's where you're wrong...
The reason why Depression still wirls around my head is because I have nobody to talk about it with...
My friends don't understand...
My teachers don't understand...
My parents don't understand...
The only person that understood my depression was my brother...
But he's in college so I can't talk to him...
I just want someone who understands what I'm going through... Someone who See's me as a person
I see you as a person!!
including me and these people replying to you are here for you
i mean idk about them but
all im trying to say is im into the same situation
you dont have to go through this alone
keep fighting the depression
you will beat through it one day
Man I think I heard this mix 5 times a row I love and I love the comments and people here
I like vaporwave but im sad while listen.
2 years ago was a very low point for me. Lofi is what kept me going, I couldn't explain how, even now I still don't. I still come back to this Playlist. It reminds me if my old life. And what I don't want to be in the future.
damn music is everything,
You know those type of songs that just bring back this feeling. It can be any kind of feeling. Happy, sad or nostalgia. Mine is neither one of those but just emotional pain. Brings back memories of sadness and loneliness. I remember the police and the blood filled sink. But its okay now, I'm okay now
Every late night I get sad and start thinking about how i've done in life, but I just don't have any more tears left to drift
the vibes are real in this one for sure
Recently, like two weeks ago, i had a little argument with some friends, and discovered then how weak is my relationship with my friends. I realize now that i've always felt lonely, even when there are people i've been seeing since i was little. Actually one of those friends used to be my girlfriend, but sadly we broke up, because i have never found anything interesting in life, and lets say that i was never really "motivated" and i still am not.
In other words, i feel like most of the things i know are actually lies and toxicity.
I feel like when the more the time passes, everything has less sense for me. They say "appreciate every second, because you could die in 5 minutes, who knows?"
I really don't care what happens to me, i sometimes wish to just dissappear, or have never existed.
So then maybe a lot of things would be better.
A bad relationship wouldn't have happened.
A disgrateful person wouldn't have been born.
Some people wouldn't have to be fake only to pretend they like me,
I wouldn't have to be fake to pretend i'm fine.
The only person that actually likes me is my dad, and he sees me two times per month, he lives in another city of my country.
Know I’m a bit late but if you need to vent I’m here to listen:)
Hope you’re feeling at least some better
i'm so, so tired. this sends me to sleep on bad nights. thank you
stuck in the in between
we don't talk like we used to
we don't talk at all
but it's okay
and thank you
because without you around
i now have so much love to give
to myself
as an apology
for all the times i should have
put myself
first.
Damn everyone has somebody to miss. Yall i dont even have a friend
today I have lost something important to me. it was something I held on and just cling into like it's my last hope in this cruel life.
ah, where is it now? It's nowhere. nowhere to be found.
I'm alone now, and that genuinely hurts me.
Same situation, hang in there
thanks a bunch love, you too. take care.
It's very difficult thing life...
I'll never think it would be so hard
When you feel so empty and nothing then you hear this song. Then you just wanna lay in your bed and think all those good memories and ask yourself what happen? Why? 😢
For me I have learned that loneliness is here to stay. The pain is here to stay and we shouldn’t get rid of it. We need to go through the pain and let the emptiness of the loneliness manifest you into you. A lonely you which there emotions are nothing but black and white. You learn that ppl don’t care about your feelings, you then learn to stop caring about anything in the world. It is hard to surcum these feelings but it’s worth it. Feeling nothing but emptiness in you can show you what you need in life. No one deserves to be happy without going through pain. You have everything you want and then go through the emptiness and sadness. Once you have felt it for long enough you get it be happy but then it starts over. Only this time you know the feeling already. It’s a penalty almost for being happy. Pain is here to stay. Get use to it now
I want to die right now because I can't believe my life without her promise of loving forever
Robert Kovács please don’t give up it will get better and Ik that’s what everyone says but it truly will
Finally I found this mix, it's been a year that I search it . I remember when I listened to this at summer nights.
What happened to the original upload? I can't find it
same here
The post got removed bc of copyright
The channel too
Thank you this music, with out music I dont know where I’ll be and this music really helps with my depression and really gets me to sit and think in peace. So thank you
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