Im almost done setting up my life to never be around people anymore and live far away from home or at least far away from this place. I don't know what home is anymore 😞
my life has no sense. nobody loves me, i don't have friends or lover. i can't afford myself good education so now I'm just working for having money, nothing else. I hate this work, hate my life, hate everything. Please kill me somebody, im so tired...
I feel like I am standing in an empty road, staring at a fork. One way leading to death, the other, alcoholism. I feel empty inside, ive been hurt numerous times throughout my life. Im a selfless man who always looks to make others happy, be kind, Im the kind of guy that will stand and hold the door open for multiple people to go through. And yet, ive been taken advantage of, ive been hurt, ive been used. And now, I just feel empty. I wake up just wanting to sit around and drink myself away. I lost interest in things that once made me happy, I lost interest in hanging out with friends, I look at work as just an excsuse to be sober until I clock out. I dont know what to do with my life. Im afraid to love, im afraid to open up to anyone, I hope, one day I will pull myself out of this mental hell. The other night, i went off on a depressive bender so bad I pounded my head against the wall, Hiding the scar every day with a hat as it heals. Ive been at that point in my life before, and here I am again. I keep reminding myself how lucky we are to experience life. The feeling of the sun on your skin, the taste of a delicious brick oven pizza, the smell of Lavender, the sound of the chirping birds in the morning. There is an uncountable number of souls that never made it through life, but its what you do with life that truly matters. To anyone that reads this, and is hurting, count every blessing, and try to remember, just how lucky you are. Stay strong, to everyone who is hurting, everyone battling depression, anxiety, and who feel worthless, you matter.
2 years ago was a very low point for me. Lofi is what kept me going, I couldn't explain how, even now I still don't. I still come back to this Playlist. It reminds me if my old life. And what I don't want to be in the future.
Feel like im dying each day trying to forget the girl who left me for third person. Those moments turned into memories and memories into pain. I can do nothing but to lay and think about her.
Một ngày giống như bao ngày Nhưng hôm nay tớ muốn bản thân phải thật lỗ lực vì giờ đây gánh nặng đã tăng gấp đôi Tớ suy nghĩ nhiều Tớ sợ cậu đi mất Làm ơn yêu tớ
I listened to this a lot after my Dad died. I tucked it into a a playlist titled grief. I hadn’t opened this playlist until now, after my beloved cat passed. Sometimes you just need to feel it. Even the horrible, cavernous sadness.
Fuck life is tough And how our own bodies just... Want to self destruct How our minds alone can do so so much damage to one's self and others around them But. Its always good to come back to this video in particular when having massive swings If your reading this I wish you good luck And that there's always a solution to a problem A healthy solution I believe in you 💚🇮🇪🍀
Each day that passes i feel more empty and alone. The feeling of loneliness hurt me every fucking night, i just can't sleep and thinking about it kills me slowly. I just wanna to feel alive, cuz' i can't feel like i'm in this world.
Im content with my life, I just wish I could do more, see more, and share some experiences with someone special. But knowing im so far into life and haven't even begun to do these things just adds salt to the open wound, y'know
HEY YOU! Yes, you, sitting behind your screen reading this. I don't know you and you certainly don't know me. But I want to tell you something. Everyone has their own story. Yours might be filled with joy and happiness, or it might be clouded with pain and misfortune. I want you to know that you're a beautiful, wonderful, talented person. Even if your life isn't going the way you want it to right now, I know that you'll be able to make it out alright. I want you to do me a favor. I know I'm just a stranger, but just trust me, okay? Every time you see your reflection, be it in the mirror in the bathroom, in a window somewhere, or in a puddle on the street, I want you to look at yourself and give yourself a hug. Because even if you aren't the prettiest or the smartest or the funniest, you're something that no one else can be: you. And you are the greatest thing you can be. Smile at strangers. Be confident in yourself. Cry when you feel like crying, laugh when you feel like laughing. Treat yourself like a god/goddess because you deserve it. Hold your head up and keep your heart open. You're worth everything and then some. And always remember that no matter what, even if it doesn't seem like it, you're everything to someone~ lol i copy and pasted this cause its such a good message <3
I found my comment from a year ago, explaining how I wanted to escape from my life. But I'm so happy I stayed, maybe things can get better for you too. Allow time to take it's course, and live a life you can be proud off. Thank you for reading this, and have a great day, and a great life that lies ahead of you.
Man this takes me back to my darker times. I used to listen to this all the time wishing I could feel anything and feeling hopeless and worthless. It was like that for a very long time. But then someone found me, and they cared for me, and loved me. Truly loved me. Now I am out of that dark place because of her. To everyone in the comments, it may look bleak right now, but you too will have someone find you :) .
Such a strange feeling, I was once a kid with a smile yet i no longer feel as If it's me doing it. I remember watching anime haha such nostalgia from this! Also makes me curious. Wish I could rewind a little bit. I no longer feel emotions tho I pity the weak and mock the living and dead. Because my pride and anger are far above me. Ohh well I know someday I'll eventually realise what I'm doing is wrong but until then I hope I can use this fuel too accomplish what's needed anyways have a good night everyone
I get really anxious and pissed when people talk about their future. "In five year I'm going to do that" "in two year I going to be that..."... And there's me who is like "I hope I won't be here in a few years"
For me I have learned that loneliness is here to stay. The pain is here to stay and we shouldn’t get rid of it. We need to go through the pain and let the emptiness of the loneliness manifest you into you. A lonely you which there emotions are nothing but black and white. You learn that ppl don’t care about your feelings, you then learn to stop caring about anything in the world. It is hard to surcum these feelings but it’s worth it. Feeling nothing but emptiness in you can show you what you need in life. No one deserves to be happy without going through pain. You have everything you want and then go through the emptiness and sadness. Once you have felt it for long enough you get it be happy but then it starts over. Only this time you know the feeling already. It’s a penalty almost for being happy. Pain is here to stay. Get use to it now
Hey you! The person behind the screen reading this! I just want you to know your a beautiful, nice person. If some one says your not good, who even are they? You have the chance to make your story SHINE. So do it! Here is something to do time-to-time. Go hang out with a old friend.(on zoom or something obviously) Go do what you like. Eat a food that you enjoy. All of those little things can make you better and happier as a person! I know I’m just a stranger but you might be going through a though time, and I am not trying to get a lot of likes but I want people to see this and feel better about them self. And yes your a stranger but beautiful in someone’s eyes! Now at days we determine are-self by society, and how great someone is determined by their looks, not actions So I would like to make a change by making society different. Sorry for any grammar issues in this! And for the creator of this video, this is a master piece! It brightened my day! Credit to my therapist that told me some of these things lmao. My final message: YOU. ARE. WORTH. IT!!!
Im almost done setting up my life to never be around people anymore and live far away from home or at least far away from this place. I don't know what home is anymore 😞
que tal compadres? espero pronto mejoren, pronto mejoraremos pero por el momento permitamonos quebrarnos y sentirnos vulnerables, linda noche
my life has no sense. nobody loves me, i don't have friends or lover. i can't afford myself good education so now I'm just working for having money, nothing else. I hate this work, hate my life, hate everything. Please kill me somebody, im so tired...
шикарный плейлист, заставка и треки отлично сочетаются и в купе дают неповторимый вайб
shit mixing.
I feel like I am standing in an empty road, staring at a fork. One way leading to death, the other, alcoholism. I feel empty inside, ive been hurt numerous times throughout my life. Im a selfless man who always looks to make others happy, be kind, Im the kind of guy that will stand and hold the door open for multiple people to go through. And yet, ive been taken advantage of, ive been hurt, ive been used. And now, I just feel empty. I wake up just wanting to sit around and drink myself away. I lost interest in things that once made me happy, I lost interest in hanging out with friends, I look at work as just an excsuse to be sober until I clock out. I dont know what to do with my life. Im afraid to love, im afraid to open up to anyone, I hope, one day I will pull myself out of this mental hell. The other night, i went off on a depressive bender so bad I pounded my head against the wall, Hiding the scar every day with a hat as it heals. Ive been at that point in my life before, and here I am again. I keep reminding myself how lucky we are to experience life. The feeling of the sun on your skin, the taste of a delicious brick oven pizza, the smell of Lavender, the sound of the chirping birds in the morning. There is an uncountable number of souls that never made it through life, but its what you do with life that truly matters. To anyone that reads this, and is hurting, count every blessing, and try to remember, just how lucky you are. Stay strong, to everyone who is hurting, everyone battling depression, anxiety, and who feel worthless, you matter.
Descargado: 21 de Agosto 2019 17:01
Cuando sienta una gran mejora en mi vida voy a editar este comentario y dire lo logre
I tried one last time and i failed. No more
NO ES POR ASUSTARLOS, PERO ESTAMOS A POCAS HORAS DE PRECENSIAR ALGO QUE ESTÁ FUERA DE LA COMPRENSIÓN HUMANA, PREPARENSE LA ÉLITE QUIERE ESCLAVOS.
Bế tắc thật ấy. Tôi vẫn yêu cậu như ngày đầu
Không hiểu sao lần này tôi ko khóc nhiều nữa, dường như lần này chúng ta sẽ thực sự mất nhau
Haizzzz lần này thì khóc rất nhiều và cũng là lần cuối rồi. Tạm biệt anh chàng trai lớp 11 của em
2 years ago was a very low point for me. Lofi is what kept me going, I couldn't explain how, even now I still don't. I still come back to this Playlist. It reminds me if my old life. And what I don't want to be in the future.
Feel like im dying each day trying to forget the girl who left me for third person. Those moments turned into memories and memories into pain. I can do nothing but to lay and think about her.
This makes me feel a sadness which feels so good at the same time, I can't describe it..this is beautiful
Không giỏi làm cậu vui nhưng tình cảm của tôi là thật lòng
Monkel
Một ngày giống như bao ngày Nhưng hôm nay tớ muốn bản thân phải thật lỗ lực vì giờ đây gánh nặng đã tăng gấp đôi Tớ suy nghĩ nhiều Tớ sợ cậu đi mất Làm ơn yêu tớ
I listened to this a lot after my Dad died. I tucked it into a a playlist titled grief. I hadn’t opened this playlist until now, after my beloved cat passed. Sometimes you just need to feel it. Even the horrible, cavernous sadness.
앞부분
Has anyone time stamped each trac
Fuck life is tough And how our own bodies just... Want to self destruct How our minds alone can do so so much damage to one's self and others around them But. Its always good to come back to this video in particular when having massive swings If your reading this I wish you good luck And that there's always a solution to a problem A healthy solution I believe in you 💚🇮🇪🍀
Each day that passes i feel more empty and alone. The feeling of loneliness hurt me every fucking night, i just can't sleep and thinking about it kills me slowly. I just wanna to feel alive, cuz' i can't feel like i'm in this world.
I just wanted free robux😞
Just got cheated on...... Feels horrible
Im sorry to hear that :<
Im content with my life, I just wish I could do more, see more, and share some experiences with someone special. But knowing im so far into life and haven't even begun to do these things just adds salt to the open wound, y'know
7:20 name?
Mounika Miss Winter
@@MaryJoan24 Thank you🖤
@@lucifergarrido8530 your welcome :))
I hate myself i wanna die
I’m here if you wanna talk
Do i ever gonna be happy again?
Yes 🖤
Eu vim aqui para dormir, mas se vc veio pq está triste... um abraço enorme (>^-^)>
i just cant
🖤 I’m here if you wanna talk
I’m just here to find out what the name of the first song is. It’s driving me nuts
@salad ass you went above and beyond when you didn’t need to my dude. A true Good Samaritan 🤙🏻
@salad ass my man 🤙🏻
3:22 ❤️
🖤
this along many other mixes helped get through my excessive self harm phase. thank you.
🖤
it’s fun to pain others. but i am only craving what i have been given.
I hate my life and my self. I wish I was never born so I wouldn’t have to feel this pain constantly that I’m feeling.
I'm in the same boat as you, i hope we go to where we need to....
I’ve been there.
HEY YOU! Yes, you, sitting behind your screen reading this. I don't know you and you certainly don't know me. But I want to tell you something. Everyone has their own story. Yours might be filled with joy and happiness, or it might be clouded with pain and misfortune. I want you to know that you're a beautiful, wonderful, talented person. Even if your life isn't going the way you want it to right now, I know that you'll be able to make it out alright. I want you to do me a favor. I know I'm just a stranger, but just trust me, okay? Every time you see your reflection, be it in the mirror in the bathroom, in a window somewhere, or in a puddle on the street, I want you to look at yourself and give yourself a hug. Because even if you aren't the prettiest or the smartest or the funniest, you're something that no one else can be: you. And you are the greatest thing you can be. Smile at strangers. Be confident in yourself. Cry when you feel like crying, laugh when you feel like laughing. Treat yourself like a god/goddess because you deserve it. Hold your head up and keep your heart open. You're worth everything and then some. And always remember that no matter what, even if it doesn't seem like it, you're everything to someone~ lol i copy and pasted this cause its such a good message <3
Thanks for this but, humans can only take so much.
I found my comment from a year ago, explaining how I wanted to escape from my life. But I'm so happy I stayed, maybe things can get better for you too. Allow time to take it's course, and live a life you can be proud off. Thank you for reading this, and have a great day, and a great life that lies ahead of you.
@Za Taiyō Dying is good for you but, it is the people around you that also matter.
solo espero algún día poder encontrar esa paz y tranquilidad que he anhelado por tantos años.
Man this takes me back to my darker times. I used to listen to this all the time wishing I could feel anything and feeling hopeless and worthless. It was like that for a very long time. But then someone found me, and they cared for me, and loved me. Truly loved me. Now I am out of that dark place because of her. To everyone in the comments, it may look bleak right now, but you too will have someone find you :) .
I wanna die.. but what about my family and my friend?, I just wanna die. Just a simple things.
Such a strange feeling, I was once a kid with a smile yet i no longer feel as If it's me doing it. I remember watching anime haha such nostalgia from this! Also makes me curious. Wish I could rewind a little bit. I no longer feel emotions tho I pity the weak and mock the living and dead. Because my pride and anger are far above me. Ohh well I know someday I'll eventually realise what I'm doing is wrong but until then I hope I can use this fuel too accomplish what's needed anyways have a good night everyone
stop sad quoting and someone write down the track list
I get really anxious and pissed when people talk about their future. "In five year I'm going to do that" "in two year I going to be that..."... And there's me who is like "I hope I won't be here in a few years"
For me I have learned that loneliness is here to stay. The pain is here to stay and we shouldn’t get rid of it. We need to go through the pain and let the emptiness of the loneliness manifest you into you. A lonely you which there emotions are nothing but black and white. You learn that ppl don’t care about your feelings, you then learn to stop caring about anything in the world. It is hard to surcum these feelings but it’s worth it. Feeling nothing but emptiness in you can show you what you need in life. No one deserves to be happy without going through pain. You have everything you want and then go through the emptiness and sadness. Once you have felt it for long enough you get it be happy but then it starts over. Only this time you know the feeling already. It’s a penalty almost for being happy. Pain is here to stay. Get use to it now
when you want to cry but there´s no tears left （＞人＜）
He escuchado está belleza tantas veces ❤
I am just gonna kill my self every single time the PERSON just LEAVES it FOR THEM
Solamente estoy cansado de todo
Este lofi me hace recordar lo solo que estoy
Hey you! The person behind the screen reading this! I just want you to know your a beautiful, nice person. If some one says your not good, who even are they? You have the chance to make your story SHINE. So do it! Here is something to do time-to-time. Go hang out with a old friend.(on zoom or something obviously) Go do what you like. Eat a food that you enjoy. All of those little things can make you better and happier as a person! I know I’m just a stranger but you might be going through a though time, and I am not trying to get a lot of likes but I want people to see this and feel better about them self. And yes your a stranger but beautiful in someone’s eyes! Now at days we determine are-self by society, and how great someone is determined by their looks, not actions So I would like to make a change by making society different. Sorry for any grammar issues in this! And for the creator of this video, this is a master piece! It brightened my day! Credit to my therapist that told me some of these things lmao. My final message: YOU. ARE. WORTH. IT!!!