“I’ll give you roses just hoping you don’t see the weeds in my garden” is such a powerful line. We all give everyone the best parts of us but hide our flaws. Never heard it out so eloquently. Absolutely love this song.
I need a group like this in my life. I don't have a goal to be a professional singer or songwriter, but being able to get together with a group and create in this way once in a while would be amazing. Everyone I've seen so far is absolutely amazing.
Every. Word. When I express that I'm hurting, I hear "You'll be ok. You're a very strong woman. A fighter." I'm telling you "I'm in the fire" and need someone to help. But nothing.....so I keep smiling, praying
I feel this 😢 every time I’m drowning I tell people through my tears that I’m not okay and I don’t got it…all I hear is but you’re the strongest woman I know. People never understand until it’s too late. I hate it. I hate hearing how strong I am. I’m literally telling you I need help 😭😭 sorry. Just wanted you to know you’re not alone
“ I tell you that I'm happy, but I'm grieving” Who else can relate to this. Thanks for the likes however I want y’all to know we will experience true happiness :) My condolences to those that have lost their loved one.🙏🫂🤍
So proud of you Kyndal, and extremely grateful to have gotten to write this song with you! You deserve every single great thing coming your way! Love you gal! Let’s goooo Song House! 🔥
Incredible lyrics. Some real mind bending poetry that reaches right into your heart and mind. ---"If I'm being honest, I'm not being honest." My god that is an entire class on human psychology and vulnerability. This version is lovely although the live version by Song House is even more incredible. Best of luck.
Im here thanks to Transformation Church. Powerful song!! “I’ll give you roses just hoping you don’t see the weeds in my garden” ??? WHAAT???? What a powerful line!
“If I’m being honest, I’m at my darkest, I’m standing here waiting and praying for someone to show me what love is” hits home so hard..it’s like the song is speaking for me in so many ways!! Every word in this song is EXACTLY how I’m feeling at this very moment and that scares me honestly!!! I love her for this, now I have a song that explain how I feel when I didn’t know how to say it..
Just came across this song on Facebook reels and I can’t even begin to explain how deeply this song resonates with me. I’ve been battling blood cancer for the last 4 years and although I have an incurable form I’m STILL here. I refuse to quit. I needed to hear this 🙌🏼
Watch "world without cancer" by G Edward Griffin. I did, I started grinding down apricot kernals (seeds), and saved myself from reoccurring cancer. It's been 7 years going on 8 now. I Put them in my cereals, I put them in shakes, I put them in gel capsules and swallow them however I can get it in me, I get it in. I take up to 10, 12, 13 aday. I've known of people taking up to 50 in a day with juice. They chew them too, I take them every day, its going on 8 years now. Anyway I'm not telling you to do it I'm just saying if I were you, I would.
I was today years old when I found this. Wow...we've all been through something(s) and you're performing each of our stories. For anyone seeing this comment and needing it (like I did), just know you're not alone, it's ok to heal and grieve, and to be honest about it. Thanks, @SongHouse and @KyndalInskeep 🙏
I cry every time I hear this song. Every. Damn. Time. Means so much to me, before and after coming out of the hardest time of my life; almost losing my middle school sweetheart, after 28 years of being together, building a family together, and planning our future together, for so long. We both almost just threw it all away, just to be stubborn, and unwilling to take ownership of our issues, after all this time, emotional neglect on both sides, as well as a lack of empathy or even trying to understand the other person, at all anymore. While in the midst of emotionally, mentally, and verbally battling each-other for the better part of 2 years now, this song was one thing that made us put everything on pause, through the entire ordeal, and really look inside our own heart and soul, as well as each other’s, to really try to understand the hurt. It’s so damn powerful. We got this, y’all! Don’t give up. Just #KeepPushing In conclusion, we just put the entire thing to rest LAST NIGHT, after finally having THE talk that I’ve needed to talk to her about, so badly, this whole time. It was avoided for quite a long time. That avoidance caused so much hurt, it’s not even funny. Communication is key! Hang in there. Keep your head up! #MuchLove
Not too many songs can bring tears to my eyes, but there’s something in that very first hook’s “if I’m being honest, I’m at my darkest,” that feels like a confession. Like a soul so unwilling to admit their deepest wound or their deepest need, at the point they can no longer deny it, surrenders that whispered truth into an empty room…to themselves as much as their higher power. This is absolutely brilliant 🥹 and gets better with every play!
I came across this song through Traders Pointe Church. And WOW. When I tell you tears were brought to my eyes when we watched this. We have a whole series based off of this song called Weeds in my Garden, its about mental health and I CANNOT WAIT to see where it leads. Mental health is something that is rarely talked about but it's something that needs to be talked about the most. Thank you for this lovely song🫶
I swear I can feel her pain😩 that’s what music is all about. To get your emotions out. The best music is when you can feel the tru pain behind the song
I have listened to this back to back about 13 times and cried each time. This is the most amazing song I've ever heard. And Kyndal's voice..oh my God. No one else couldve sang this like she has. She's amazing. Life long fan here. You're going places, girl!
This song hit me just when it needed to. To anybody that can relate to this song, remember that you are in this fire because you will reborn from the ashes. Keep fighting, you can do this.
This song says everything I want to say but still can't say. It really hits you differently and sticks with you. There's so much depth to the lyrics. So much room for interpretation.
꧁❀ 𝐋𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬 𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 : ❀꧂ Every time I walk out of the house Put on another face Just to blend in with the crowd So nobody sees me You would never believe me I tell you that I'm whole, but I'm still healing I tell you that I'm happy, but I'm grieving Thought I was a fighter I'm still in the fire (Fire) But if I'm being honest I'm not being honest I'll give you roses just hopin' you don't see the weeds in my garden If I'm being honest I'm at my darkest I'm sitting here waitin' and prayin' for someone to show me what love is I'm just being honest (I'm just being honest) I'm just being honest (I'm just being honest) Every time I'm past the hardest part Here comes another ghost just to pull me to the dark I thought it was over (thought it was over) God, let this be over 'Cause if I'm being honest I'm not being honest I'll give you roses just hopin' you don't see the weeds in my garden If I'm being honest I'm at my darkest I'm sitting here waitin' and prayin' for someone to show me what love is I'm just being honest I'm just being honest, mm, mm I tell you that I'm whole, but I'm still healing I tell you that I'm happy, but I'm grieving Thought I was a fighter (Thought I was a fighter) I'm still in the fire 'Cause if I'm being honest I'm not being honest I'll give you roses just hopin' you don't see the weeds in my garden (Don't see it, don't see it, no) If I'm being honest I'm at my darkest (I'm at my darkest) I'm sitting here waitin' and prayin' for someone to show me what love is I'm just being honest (honest)
I lost my grandparents who are my world… but also I have also been fighting not to lose myself since being diagnosed with MS… finding out after I was a mother to an 8 week old was hard. I was told that I had lymphoma and the thought of not seeing my daughter grow up haunt me everyday. I’m fighting hard for her, and she shows me what love is everyday!
@@elsievazquez8337just came across your comment and wanted to send love your way. I hope that you’re still fighting and prospering. I too have lymphoma, I’ve been fighting it for the last 4 years, please do not give up! ♥️
I don’t know if kyndal will ever see this but I just want to say thank you I followed your song since TikTok and it has given me a strength to keep going I gave up a year ago today and tried to leave it all and since I have fought my way back up everyday I struggle but knowing I can be honest to myself and keep pushing is what has got me through and this song shows that again thank you so very much
Oof. Just heard this for the first time, it came out 6 months ago. I lost my mom to leukemia 7 years ago. And I've never dealt with it. I still pay her phone bill so I am hear her voice, her voicemail is full, probably over a thousand text message on her phone, literally. This is more than the feelings that I feel, this is what everyone who has ever lost someone feels. My heart goes out to everyone who is grieving and I desperately hope you find peace. Light in the darkness and hope in the hardest days.
I just want to say thank you, followed this song since it’s inception and as a grown man going through a divorce and difficult time in my life….It captures a few moments of my reality that are hard to express and brings a feeling of relief watching and hearing the words being belted out with sincerity, pain and compassion in that voice. Thank you
I believe that this song shows that even the "happiest" of people are hiding there pain Which is why I absolutely love this song, thank you for this song
Every time I walk out of the house Put on another face just to blend in with the crowd So nobody sees me You would never believe me I tell you that I'm whole but I'm still healin' I tell you that I'm happy but I'm grievin' Thought I was a fighter I'm still in the fire But if I'm bein' honest, I'm not bein' honest I'll give you roses just hopin' you don't see the weeds in my garden If I'm bein' honest, I'm at my darkest I'm sitting here waitin' I'm praying for someone to show me what love is I'm just bein' honest I'm just bein' honest Every time I pass the hardest part Here comes another ghost just to pull me to the dark I thought it was over G-d let this be over Cuz if I'm bein' honest, I'm not bein' honest I'll give you roses just hopin' you don't see the weeds in my garden If I'm bein' honest, I'm at my darkest I'm sitting here waitin' I'm praying for someone to show me what love is I'm just bein' honest I'm just bein' honest Mmmmmm I tell you that I'm whole but I'm still healin' I tell you that I'm happy but I'm grievin' Thought I was a fighter (Thought I was a fighter) I'm still in the fire Cuz if I'm bein' honest(ohhh), I'm not bein' honest (ohhh) I'll give you roses just hopin' you don't see the weeds in my garden (don't see 'em, don't see 'em, no) If I'm bein' honest(ohhh), I'm at my darkest(oh, at my darkest) I'm sitting here waitin' I'm praying for someone to show me what love is (show me what love is) I'm just bein' honest
Whoever is reading this I pray that God will bless you and your family. Keep you safe and secure in your lives and to be able to do your best to make sure that your family has the best day ever ❤️
This song hits deep..Exactly how I have been feeling since April. There was this guy I was in love with for years, who never said once he loved me. One time in the beginning of the relationship I thought he whispered it to me laying next to him in bed. I got excited and said it back to him 😅 Come to find out I heard wrong and he wasn't over his ex wife yet. And yet years later I stayed in love with him because he was so charming and made me happy in other ways.. Up until he started seeing someone else, and apparently they got married and they only dated a few months yet he never told me he ever loved me in the years... I was so angry for months crying and drinking..I felt so lost and in a dark place, just wishing I could be loved by someone. I am getting better, but still hurts a little bit. I want to note it's not all his fault.. He moved for awhile, and then I built walls because I never thought I would be good enough for him to love since he never said it.. I know I could have put myself out there more, but at the same time how did he not feel the same for the years we knew each other? I know he did care about me, just not enough to love I guess is what really hurt..
Song came out when I was at my darkest and helped me move on and heal. Unspoken feelings being sung out for me made it easier to take that first step to making ME whole again🤗 SELF LOVE🤗
This hits different, absolutely so talented. This song will be around for years. Your are so underrated! Its absolute magic! Just perfection, every time I hear it, I feel renewed. It so authentic, which we don't get a lot of, personally I love EDM, but this song is just so amazing! This is the future of music! Thanks for sharing this!
I am a music producer myself. When I heard this song it literally brought me to tears. What an amazing job you did writing this song. I have so much admiration for this group of musicians. Thank you for reminding me why we write music. You have touched and inspired my soul
This woman is gifted.. this song saved my life literally from suicide. .I want to thank God for her... 🙏🏽 This song is from God... pray for me .#mentor 🙏🏽
This song is the soundtrack that has been playing for 14 and a half years on repeat. Love how this song is raw and passionate. This song resonates with me and I feel it to my core.
Every time I walk out of the house put on another face just to blend in with the crowd so nobody see me‼️ 😢 found this song on Facebook & instantly RUclips it if she not in my head at this exact moment ❤
I have loved this song since the very first time I stumbled upon it ... love this version! i also so badly want the entire song with the Song House version (pretty sure it's the TikTok Version lol ) Either way I want a full of that one too! just beautiful and continously on repeat!!!♡♡♡
Absolutely love it ! This the kind of music that needs to be making top charts cuz this music nowadays is not music ! This was made to make you feel something! This cuts to the bone! 🔥🔥🔥 people don't make music like this anymore so thank you so much for this refreshment!🔥❤😍💯🙏
My husband and I just watched your video and your music to each other’s eyes and I understand everything is right for your face. Please continue with your journey through music. You’ve touched so many people you don’t even understand two people that listen to your artwork your music is like a sculpture, it’s massive engaging. Please don’t stop.
The way the song touches my soul is crazy! I’ve prolly played this back to back a million times already and it does something different everytime whew 🔥🔥🔥
My son walking in on my ugly crying on the bathroom floor in the weeee hours of the morning was my breaking point. I knew he deserved better. My life at that point forever changed. I'm still fighting to be better for him. Better for myself as well.
The 1st time I heard this song, when I was browsing through the Instagram reels and that short vid pops out and I got the goosebumps all over because of her powerful and strong voice and I got tears down my face realized that the lyrics is about me and maybe a lot of others out there too, thank you for this amazing song, keep on fighting 🤗❤️
The pain and repair in her voice makes my heart smile cause when you cry hearing a song, I believe you are being touched In a way only God can make you feel.
This song - breathes out life. Thank you @SongHouse for bringing this song to completion. And much thanks to the songwriter for sharing this beautiful piece ❤❤❤❤❤❤
It's so amazing for me to hear someone passionatly singing about subjects like this, and putting their heart on their sleeve. Amazing, please make more!
Thought I was a fighter but iam still in the fire I’ll give you roses just hoping you don’t see the weeds in my garden every time iam past the hardest part I thought it was over GOD let this be over so many of us are healing truly talented your words brought tears you get it if iam being honest
This came across one of my reels. Girl you give me chills and this is me. Right. Now. Thank you. You guys are amazing. I cannot get enough of this song.
This song opened up the flood gates. I'm a master at masking, and I don't always let myself feel things. As an addict in recovery it really hit home for me. Reminded me of the pain I felt going through that and covering it up. You my dear, and this song, are exceptional.
Just found this song, this morning. Exactly how I’ve felt for years. Just running around searching. Getting up every morning painting a smile on my face, but feeling so dead inside.
This music spoke to my soul ❤ when I've heard I just felt like someone else took all the feelings that were inside of me and put into words. So perfect, deep, a little bit sad and powerful. Thanks
1:12 Her cry of “god, let this be over!” gets me every time. I was told today that “grief is a greedy b*****”, and it so is. I thought I had gotten me feet under me after a friend died, but I was just gut punched about it again. To anyone else who is stuck in a loop, I’m sorry, and I hope this song lets you (like me) know you aren’t the only one.
Such an amazing song! Heard on RUclips while at transformation church!! God bless you and this song !!! Love it became my instant fave. I’ve been thru a lot and thank you from the bottom of my heart for this
Just found out this song on Spotify and damn! The rawness and the brave and bold honesty of the lyrics, it just pulls ones deepest emotion and put it into words!
I am so happy that is out. I fell in love after only 30 seconds and wanted more. The lyrics and her tone 👌You all have a wonderful group of artists and I can't see what else comes from it. Much love and thank you for reaching into my soul to pull me out of my darkness. ❤
I had to find Song House immediately and was even more impressed when I found out exactly what it was. These people are amazing and this song is breathtaking.
Love this song. I hate the difference in the energy she has between how she sings in her tiktok reel and the music video. She be vibing with intense emotional energy in the tik tok short video at song house. Put that energy with with the music video
Wow. Just wow. This whole song and video hit me hard as felt every note 😢 now THIS is music. If a song gets to you like this one does.... much respect xxx
I wish you knew how beautiful those weeds are. I hope you see the beauty in chaos. I hope you allow the gardener to cultivate your garden. He's the one that can show you what love is.
WE JUST RELEASED PARACHUTE! Kyndal and Song House's next single! It's OUT NOW! Find the music video on our page!
Yessssssss
Does kyndall have more songs? She is amazing
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Exactly
It's like she just crawled inside my head and put my deepest feelings into words and music. ❤️
Thisss
My thoughts ❤️
Yes you took the words right out of mouth
My thoughts exactly
Yes 🫶🏾
“I’ll give you roses just hoping you don’t see the weeds in my garden” is such a powerful line. We all give everyone the best parts of us but hide our flaws. Never heard it out so eloquently. Absolutely love this song.
Yes!!! Feel the pain I know how she feels
Straight chills when the line comes everytime
Agreed
I fell her pain.
I agree with you it gives me
The chills
This. Right. Here.
What a gift to be part of this family.
wow.
I need a group like this in my life. I don't have a goal to be a professional singer or songwriter, but being able to get together with a group and create in this way once in a while would be amazing. Everyone I've seen so far is absolutely amazing.
She's super talented
This.
This is a beautiful song...and it's honest... Some people may miss the meaning of this song but that is the meaning of the song
Yes
Every. Word. When I express that I'm hurting, I hear "You'll be ok. You're a very strong woman. A fighter." I'm telling you "I'm in the fire" and need someone to help. But nothing.....so I keep smiling, praying
I feel the same way
I feel this 😢 every time I’m drowning I tell people through my tears that I’m not okay and I don’t got it…all I hear is but you’re the strongest woman I know. People never understand until it’s too late. I hate it. I hate hearing how strong I am. I’m literally telling you I need help 😭😭 sorry. Just wanted you to know you’re not alone
Right there with you
I feel this so hard. You have no idea. I'm sending you love.
People just don't understand that you get tired of being strong and brave. 😢
If anyone is reading this I want you to know THAT.... I LOVE YOU..!! And you make the biggest difference in the world..!!!❤️❤️❤️
“ I tell you that I'm happy, but I'm grieving”
Who else can relate to this.
Thanks for the likes however I want y’all to know we will experience true happiness :) My condolences to those that have lost their loved one.🙏🫂🤍
Grieving lost loved one and the life I thought I'd have. "I'm still in the fire."
Always 🤍
Me... Im speechless.
Me lost my Grandma.
This!
So proud of you Kyndal, and extremely grateful to have gotten to write this song with you! You deserve every single great thing coming your way! Love you gal! Let’s goooo Song House! 🔥
Get someone to make this in 8D, I’d personally listen to that every night and will blow up even more.
Incredible lyrics. Some real mind bending poetry that reaches right into your heart and mind.
---"If I'm being honest, I'm not being honest."
My god that is an entire class on human psychology and vulnerability.
This version is lovely although the live version by Song House is even more incredible.
Best of luck.
Great job
Your energy behind her...wow. l felt like, maan, they'd make a great couple! 🤩😍
Y’all both did such a good job will this song❤❤❤❤ this song is me right now❤❤❤❤
Im here thanks to Transformation Church. Powerful song!!
“I’ll give you roses just hoping you don’t see the weeds in my garden” ??? WHAAT???? What a powerful line!
I'm here for the same reason. That line blew my mind. Such an on time song for me!
Can’t believe I discovered this song while randomly browsing through reels on instagram. On repeat for weeks now 💕
same story
same here!
Exactly how this song found me
Was this one of those songs that was made in 1 minute then they recorded in a group?
Same here 🥺
I lost my daughter 3 years ago. This song explains exactly how I feel/felt. Phew. Thank you for putting feelings that are so relatable into a song
😢💔❤
So sorry for your loss momma 🖤💜
So sorry for your loss 💜
So sorry for your loss
She is watching over you now just hold on
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“If I’m being honest, I’m at my darkest, I’m standing here waiting and praying for someone to show me what love is” hits home so hard..it’s like the song is speaking for me in so many ways!! Every word in this song is EXACTLY how I’m feeling at this very moment and that scares me honestly!!! I love her for this, now I have a song that explain how I feel when I didn’t know how to say it..
Facts
Jesus Will Show You what Love is?… 🤷♂️✝️💜 🙏?… please don’t hate ✌️
Me too Bonniee. This year has been a fkn shit show for me...😩
I understand but watch us make it he got us i promise
I hope you've found some peace
Just came across this song on Facebook reels and I can’t even begin to explain how deeply this song resonates with me. I’ve been battling blood cancer for the last 4 years and although I have an incurable form I’m STILL here. I refuse to quit. I needed to hear this 🙌🏼
I'll be Praying for you 🙏.
Prayers Renada
Hy, i'm 10 years cancer survivor leukemia, STAY STRONG AND FIGHT!!!!! Huge hugs from Tuscany Italy
Watch "world without cancer" by G Edward Griffin. I did, I started grinding down apricot kernals (seeds), and saved myself from reoccurring cancer. It's been 7 years going on 8 now. I Put them in my cereals, I put them in shakes, I put them in gel capsules and swallow them however I can get it in me, I get it in. I take up to 10, 12, 13 aday. I've known of people taking up to 50 in a day with juice. They chew them too, I take them every day, its going on 8 years now. Anyway I'm not telling you to do it I'm just saying if I were you, I would.
"I'll give you roses in hopes you don't see the weeds in my garden" whelp, that wrecks me.
I was today years old when I found this. Wow...we've all been through something(s) and you're performing each of our stories. For anyone seeing this comment and needing it (like I did), just know you're not alone, it's ok to heal and grieve, and to be honest about it. Thanks, @SongHouse and @KyndalInskeep 🙏
Yup through God you will find love. I don't believe most of us will find genuine love on earth.
I cry every time I hear this song. Every. Damn. Time.
Means so much to me, before and after coming out of the hardest time of my life; almost losing my middle school sweetheart, after 28 years of being together, building a family together, and planning our future together, for so long.
We both almost just threw it all away, just to be stubborn, and unwilling to take ownership of our issues, after all this time, emotional neglect on both sides, as well as a lack of empathy or even trying to understand the other person, at all anymore.
While in the midst of emotionally, mentally, and verbally battling each-other for the better part of 2 years now, this song was one thing that made us put everything on pause, through the entire ordeal, and really look inside our own heart and soul, as well as each other’s, to really try to understand the hurt.
It’s so damn powerful. We got this, y’all! Don’t give up. Just #KeepPushing
In conclusion, we just put the entire thing to rest LAST NIGHT, after finally having THE talk that I’ve needed to talk to her about, so badly, this whole time. It was avoided for quite a long time. That avoidance caused so much hurt, it’s not even funny. Communication is key! Hang in there. Keep your head up! #MuchLove
How did it end? Did you guys find your way together? I’m in the same boat as you right now…
this song just keeps getting better and better with each play, didn’t think that was possible! SO talented
Same!
Agreed !
I've had it on repeat for days.
This song is awesome
I felt that completely
Not too many songs can bring tears to my eyes, but there’s something in that very first hook’s “if I’m being honest, I’m at my darkest,” that feels like a confession. Like a soul so unwilling to admit their deepest wound or their deepest need, at the point they can no longer deny it, surrenders that whispered truth into an empty room…to themselves as much as their higher power. This is absolutely brilliant 🥹 and gets better with every play!
Yes 😢 tears
💯🎯
I love your words
This. ❤️
You are so right sister
I came across this song through Traders Pointe Church. And WOW. When I tell you tears were brought to my eyes when we watched this. We have a whole series based off of this song called Weeds in my Garden, its about mental health and I CANNOT WAIT to see where it leads. Mental health is something that is rarely talked about but it's something that needs to be talked about the most. Thank you for this lovely song🫶
Same, that sermon hit hard. Love that church!!!
To whoever reads this. If you never have before, I hope you experience what true love really feels like. ❤️
I swear I can feel her pain😩 that’s what music is all about. To get your emotions out. The best music is when you can feel the tru pain behind the song
I have listened to this back to back about 13 times and cried each time. This is the most amazing song I've ever heard. And Kyndal's voice..oh my God. No one else couldve sang this like she has. She's amazing. Life long fan here. You're going places, girl!
Sending hugs and love your way!!!
I'm still waiting......😢💔
This song articulated my pain better than my very own words. When I first heard it on TikTok it was like my world stopped
This song hit me just when it needed to. To anybody that can relate to this song, remember that you are in this fire because you will reborn from the ashes. Keep fighting, you can do this.
I hope and pray so
I Truly Agree 👍💯.
Hy, i'm 10 years cancer survivor leukemia, STAY STRONG AND FIGHT!!!!! Huge hugs from Tuscany Italy
This song says everything I want to say but still can't say. It really hits you differently and sticks with you. There's so much depth to the lyrics. So much room for interpretation.
꧁❀ 𝐋𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬 𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 : ❀꧂
Every time I walk out of the house
Put on another face
Just to blend in with the crowd
So nobody sees me
You would never believe me
I tell you that I'm whole, but I'm still healing
I tell you that I'm happy, but I'm grieving
Thought I was a fighter
I'm still in the fire (Fire)
But if I'm being honest
I'm not being honest
I'll give you roses just hopin' you don't see the weeds in my garden
If I'm being honest
I'm at my darkest
I'm sitting here waitin' and prayin' for someone to show me what love is
I'm just being honest (I'm just being honest)
I'm just being honest (I'm just being honest)
Every time I'm past the hardest part
Here comes another ghost just to pull me to the dark
I thought it was over (thought it was over)
God, let this be over
'Cause if I'm being honest
I'm not being honest
I'll give you roses just hopin' you don't see the weeds in my garden
If I'm being honest
I'm at my darkest
I'm sitting here waitin' and prayin' for someone to show me what love is
I'm just being honest
I'm just being honest, mm, mm
I tell you that I'm whole, but I'm still healing
I tell you that I'm happy, but I'm grieving
Thought I was a fighter
(Thought I was a fighter)
I'm still in the fire
'Cause if I'm being honest
I'm not being honest
I'll give you roses just hopin' you don't see the weeds in my garden
(Don't see it, don't see it, no)
If I'm being honest
I'm at my darkest
(I'm at my darkest)
I'm sitting here waitin' and prayin' for someone to show me what love is
I'm just being honest (honest)
Thank you! I love the people like you that take the time to write the lyrics ❤
I lost my grandparents who are my world… but also I have also been fighting not to lose myself since being diagnosed with MS… finding out after I was a mother to an 8 week old was hard. I was told that I had lymphoma and the thought of not seeing my daughter grow up haunt me everyday. I’m fighting hard for her, and she shows me what love is everyday!
Thank you love
Thanks ❤
@@elsievazquez8337just came across your comment and wanted to send love your way. I hope that you’re still fighting and prospering. I too have lymphoma, I’ve been fighting it for the last 4 years, please do not give up! ♥️
I love her for this song. When i first saw it on Instagram is when i knew i had to find this
I listen to this on repeat on almost every day. I wish she knew how much this song helps me heal
Honestly incredible. Such a moving performance too!!!
every time I hear Kyn sing “God let this be over” I get full chills throughout my whole body. EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.
It’s a profound feeling
I don’t know if kyndal will ever see this but I just want to say thank you I followed your song since TikTok and it has given me a strength to keep going I gave up a year ago today and tried to leave it all and since I have fought my way back up everyday I struggle but knowing I can be honest to myself and keep pushing is what has got me through and this song shows that again thank you so very much
Oof. Just heard this for the first time, it came out 6 months ago.
I lost my mom to leukemia 7 years ago. And I've never dealt with it. I still pay her phone bill so I am hear her voice, her voicemail is full, probably over a thousand text message on her phone, literally.
This is more than the feelings that I feel, this is what everyone who has ever lost someone feels. My heart goes out to everyone who is grieving and I desperately hope you find peace. Light in the darkness and hope in the hardest days.
I just want to say thank you, followed this song since it’s inception and as a grown man going through a divorce and difficult time in my life….It captures a few moments of my reality that are hard to express and brings a feeling of relief watching and hearing the words being belted out with sincerity, pain and compassion in that voice. Thank you
I believe that this song shows that even the "happiest" of people are hiding there pain
Which is why I absolutely love this song, thank you for this song
Every time I walk out of the house
Put on another face just to blend in with the crowd
So nobody sees me
You would never believe me
I tell you that I'm whole but I'm still healin'
I tell you that I'm happy but I'm grievin'
Thought I was a fighter
I'm still in the fire
But if I'm bein' honest, I'm not bein' honest
I'll give you roses just hopin' you don't see the weeds in my garden
If I'm bein' honest, I'm at my darkest
I'm sitting here waitin' I'm praying for someone to show me what love is
I'm just bein' honest
I'm just bein' honest
Every time I pass the hardest part
Here comes another ghost just to pull me to the dark
I thought it was over
G-d let this be over
Cuz if I'm bein' honest, I'm not bein' honest
I'll give you roses just hopin' you don't see the weeds in my garden
If I'm bein' honest, I'm at my darkest
I'm sitting here waitin' I'm praying for someone to show me what love is
I'm just bein' honest
I'm just bein' honest
Mmmmmm
I tell you that I'm whole but I'm still healin'
I tell you that I'm happy but I'm grievin'
Thought I was a fighter (Thought I was a fighter)
I'm still in the fire
Cuz if I'm bein' honest(ohhh), I'm not bein' honest (ohhh)
I'll give you roses just hopin' you don't see the weeds in my garden (don't see 'em, don't see 'em, no)
If I'm bein' honest(ohhh), I'm at my darkest(oh, at my darkest)
I'm sitting here waitin' I'm praying for someone to show me what love is (show me what love is)
I'm just bein' honest
Can you send the lyrics pleas
@@JoanesStJean these are the lyrics
Whoever is reading this I pray that God will bless you and your family. Keep you safe and secure in your lives and to be able to do your best to make sure that your family has the best day ever ❤️
Goosebumps!!!! Proud to call this gal and this team family ❤️ we are so proud of you Kyndal!!!!
Man. “I give you roses just hoping you don’t see the weeds in my garden” whew. If ever a truer lyric was written, I haven’t heard it.
No matter how many times I listen to this song, the emotions are just as strong. Such a beautifully truthful song
This song hits deep..Exactly how I have been feeling since April.
There was this guy I was in love with for years, who never said once he loved me. One time in the beginning of the relationship I thought he whispered it to me laying next to him in bed. I got excited and said it back to him 😅 Come to find out I heard wrong and he wasn't over his ex wife yet. And yet years later I stayed in love with him because he was so charming and made me happy in other ways.. Up until he started seeing someone else, and apparently they got married and they only dated a few months yet he never told me he ever loved me in the years... I was so angry for months crying and drinking..I felt so lost and in a dark place, just wishing I could be loved by someone. I am getting better, but still hurts a little bit.
I want to note it's not all his fault.. He moved for awhile, and then I built walls because I never thought I would be good enough for him to love since he never said it..
I know I could have put myself out there more, but at the same time how did he not feel the same for the years we knew each other? I know he did care about me, just not enough to love I guess is what really hurt..
I cried listening to this song. This is exactly how I felt dealing with an abusive relationship for six years and removing myself from that situation.
“And I’ll give you roses just hoping you don’t see the weeds in my garden…” This is such a powerful lyric.
Song came out when I was at my darkest and helped me move on and heal. Unspoken feelings being sung out for me made it easier to take that first step to making ME whole again🤗 SELF LOVE🤗
If youre waiting for someone else to show you what love is you are looking in the wrong place.
This hits different, absolutely so talented. This song will be around for years. Your are so underrated! Its absolute magic! Just perfection, every time I hear it, I feel renewed. It so authentic, which we don't get a lot of, personally I love EDM, but this song is just so amazing! This is the future of music! Thanks for sharing this!
Fellow edm fan sucked into this by the levels of talent.
@@zombietheundeadone it's just worthy
I'll give you roses just hoping you dont see the weeds in my garden...what a line!!
I am a music producer myself. When I heard this song it literally brought me to tears. What an amazing job you did writing this song. I have so much admiration for this group of musicians. Thank you for reminding me why we write music. You have touched and inspired my soul
This song is my anthem. I can never hear it enough. She speaks my truth when I can't.
What a song!. Lyrics.. Feelings.. Beats..And her voice. 🙏💫 Will be listening over and over again. 🤍
This woman is gifted.. this song saved my life literally from suicide. .I want to thank God for her... 🙏🏽 This song is from God... pray for me .#mentor 🙏🏽
Didn’t realize how much I needed this song in my life. It’s so hard always wearing a smile. “If I’m being honest, I’m not being honest.”
I'll give you roses just hoping you don't see the weeds in my garden!!!
I'm sitting here, waiting and praying for someone to show me what "love" is
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if I'm being honest, I love this song! Thanks to all the love that brought this song to life!
I'm at my lowest point right now. And out of nowhere I find this song. I'm just crying alone feeling lost even though I'm in my own house.😓
This song is the soundtrack that has been playing for 14 and a half years on repeat. Love how this song is raw and passionate. This song resonates with me and I feel it to my core.
Every time I walk out of the house put on another face just to blend in with the crowd so nobody see me‼️ 😢 found this song on Facebook & instantly RUclips it if she not in my head at this exact moment ❤
I have loved this song since the very first time I stumbled upon it ...
love this version! i also so badly want the entire song with the Song House version (pretty sure it's the TikTok Version lol ) Either way I want a full of that one too!
just beautiful and continously on repeat!!!♡♡♡
Got those struggling with mental illness kee fighting through the fire 🔥
Absolutely love it ! This the kind of music that needs to be making top charts cuz this music nowadays is not music ! This was made to make you feel something! This cuts to the bone! 🔥🔥🔥 people don't make music like this anymore so thank you so much for this refreshment!🔥❤😍💯🙏
My husband and I just watched your video and your music to each other’s eyes and I understand everything is right for your face. Please continue with your journey through music. You’ve touched so many people you don’t even understand two people that listen to your artwork your music is like a sculpture, it’s massive engaging. Please don’t stop.
The way the song touches my soul is crazy! I’ve prolly played this back to back a million times already and it does something different everytime whew 🔥🔥🔥
Me too 🥺💛💛💛
My son walking in on my ugly crying on the bathroom floor in the weeee hours of the morning was my breaking point. I knew he deserved better. My life at that point forever changed. I'm still fighting to be better for him. Better for myself as well.
One of them songs you love as you soon as you hear it
Absolutely
I really like the way her name is spelled. It's beautiful the way it flows together so well.
The 1st time I heard this song, when I was browsing through the Instagram reels and that short vid pops out and I got the goosebumps all over because of her powerful and strong voice and I got tears down my face realized that the lyrics is about me and maybe a lot of others out there too, thank you for this amazing song, keep on fighting 🤗❤️
The pain and repair in her voice makes my heart smile cause when you cry hearing a song, I believe you are being touched In a way only God can make you feel.
This song - breathes out life.
Thank you @SongHouse for bringing this song to completion.
And much thanks to the songwriter for sharing this beautiful piece ❤❤❤❤❤❤
Brilliant! It's like s theme song for every human being living with ptsd...brilliant!
It's so amazing for me to hear someone passionatly singing about subjects like this, and putting their heart on their sleeve. Amazing, please make more!
This song is beautiful...
6 years on depression medication! Dealing with a drug addiction problem! Rape victim , survived 4 suicide attempt 😔
Healing process is not linear😔💔
Thought I was a fighter but iam still in the fire I’ll give you roses just hoping you don’t see the weeds in my garden every time iam past the hardest part I thought it was over GOD let this be over so many of us are healing truly talented your words brought tears you get it if iam being honest
This came across one of my reels. Girl you give me chills and this is me. Right. Now. Thank you. You guys are amazing. I cannot get enough of this song.
Songs gets better each time I listen to it.
Wow!! This song literally describes EVERY emotion that I’ve been feeling! 😭🙏🏽
This song opened up the flood gates. I'm a master at masking, and I don't always let myself feel things. As an addict in recovery it really hit home for me. Reminded me of the pain I felt going through that and covering it up. You my dear, and this song, are exceptional.
So good! I couldn't watch without crying it's such a moving song!
Just found this song, this morning. Exactly how I’ve felt for years. Just running around searching. Getting up every morning painting a smile on my face, but feeling so dead inside.
This music spoke to my soul ❤ when I've heard I just felt like someone else took all the feelings that were inside of me and put into words. So perfect, deep, a little bit sad and powerful. Thanks
1:12 Her cry of “god, let this be over!” gets me every time. I was told today that “grief is a greedy b*****”, and it so is. I thought I had gotten me feet under me after a friend died, but I was just gut punched about it again. To anyone else who is stuck in a loop, I’m sorry, and I hope this song lets you (like me) know you aren’t the only one.
Such an amazing song! Heard on RUclips while at transformation church!! God bless you and this song !!! Love it became my instant fave. I’ve been thru a lot and thank you from the bottom of my heart for this
Just found out this song on Spotify and damn! The rawness and the brave and bold honesty of the lyrics, it just pulls ones deepest emotion and put it into words!
I play this song every time I get in my car and it never gets old! Love the video ❤️❤️❤️🙌🙌🙌
Here from tc and this song just moves my soul
I am so happy that is out. I fell in love after only 30 seconds and wanted more. The lyrics and her tone 👌You all have a wonderful group of artists and I can't see what else comes from it. Much love and thank you for reaching into my soul to pull me out of my darkness. ❤
I had to find Song House immediately and was even more impressed when I found out exactly what it was. These people are amazing and this song is breathtaking.
Same
Thank you for writing this. Being in depression is difficult enough to try and explain with words.
Such a beautiful song and you all did a wonderful job on the music video…
Love this song. I hate the difference in the energy she has between how she sings in her tiktok reel and the music video. She be vibing with intense emotional energy in the tik tok short video at song house. Put that energy with with the music video
Here from TCs preaching 🙌🏼
Me, too! I love the TC mix they added to it at the end
Thank you for this amazing song.
Wow. Just wow. This whole song and video hit me hard as felt every note 😢 now THIS is music. If a song gets to you like this one does.... much respect xxx
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I wish you knew how beautiful those weeds are. I hope you see the beauty in chaos. I hope you allow the gardener to cultivate your garden. He's the one that can show you what love is.
SO good!!! Fell in love with the song when it was just a snippet! This video is perfect for it!!! 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
“Thought I was a fighter I’m still in the fire” Hits how I’m feeling infact every word in this song explains how I feel “God let this be over”🙏🏻
This song is so relatable. I absolutely love the song and the visuals only add to it. ♥️
You're so honest. This is sooooo beautiful, 😊and thank you❤
This is my favorite song ever!!!! I'm going thru and this song is helping me thru it. Love it Love it Love it ❤️
Swear this song always got me crying cause it speaks to me so much
This song speaks to my heart! Totally my feelings lately “I thought I was a fighter, I’m still in the fire”