I am sorry for your pain, I am listening to your story and thinking about your mother, what kind of mother would have children with such an a****** and let him abuse her kids??
Apparently my "mother" thought he was a good man even though she would tell me stories about how he tried to beat her up when we were kids, and my mom turned out to be an abusive towards us too. I don't know if it's that generational curse shit but apparently abuse runs in the family since both grannies on my mom and dads side were abusive people when they were both kids. My aunty (moms sister) was also abusive to her kids and now the majority of them our all batshit crazy. I don't know what it is with that, but people like to talk about bringing kids into this world to carry on some sort of legacy, I guess ours is verbal and psychical abuse. I also have an older bro who had a kid by this abusive narcissistic woman he met when he was homeless, our side of the family went through a world of hell do to that, so I guess the cycle is continuing with him.
@@strategicEnergies Yeah, that we shouldn't bring more people into this existence to potentially experience abuse, manipulation, and just in general suffering at the hands of a sick exploitative predatory society. A lesson that seems like your god did not quite learn too well :-)
I am sorry for your pain, I am listening to your story and thinking about your mother, what kind of mother would have children with such an a****** and let him abuse her kids??
Apparently my "mother" thought he was a good man even though she would tell me stories about how he tried to beat her up when we were kids, and my mom turned out to be an abusive towards us too. I don't know if it's that generational curse shit but apparently abuse runs in the family since both grannies on my mom and dads side were abusive people when they were both kids. My aunty (moms sister) was also abusive to her kids and now the majority of them our all batshit crazy. I don't know what it is with that, but people like to talk about bringing kids into this world to carry on some sort of legacy, I guess ours is verbal and psychical abuse. I also have an older bro who had a kid by this abusive narcissistic woman he met when he was homeless, our side of the family went through a world of hell do to that, so I guess the cycle is continuing with him.
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@@strategicEnergies Yeah, that we shouldn't bring more people into this existence to potentially experience abuse, manipulation, and just in general suffering at the hands of a sick exploitative predatory society. A lesson that seems like your god did not quite learn too well :-)