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    I have been away for the last few weeks due to a loss in our family. My sweet nephew passed away unexpectedly a few weeks ago, and I have been with my sister, supporting her as best I could. I am deeply grateful to all of you for your patience as I learn to navigate this new world without my nephew and return to making videos.
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  • @brianandtamiolson2330
    @brianandtamiolson2330 Год назад +11

    Never apologize to your viewers. Losing a family member will rocks your world and no words are going to comfort the pain. We all love you and appreciate you.

  • @tennagrover6140
    @tennagrover6140 Год назад +14

    I’m glad your back. Was worried about you and the fires. I lost my daughter at 1 years old. She would of graduated high school this year. No words can give you a miracle cure. Listen to your heart, it will tell you when to cry, when to laugh, and most importantly, when to be grateful. Prayers to you and your family

    • @LittleMountainRanch
      @LittleMountainRanch  Год назад +1

      Thank you so much for your kind words and I am so, so sorry for your loss.♥️

  • @jodiethane9359
    @jodiethane9359 Год назад +5

    I am so sorry for ur loss. A drunk driver took my 18yr old son 11 years ago. It is hard but over time you do find some peace. Hugs to to your sister and entire family.

  • @elizabethjocollins4313
    @elizabethjocollins4313 Год назад +1

    Welcome back... Missed You...O! My so sorry for your loss... GOD Bless you and your family! Praying for all of you.

  • @bettybradley8369
    @bettybradley8369 Год назад +10

    I'm so sorry for the loss in your family. I know this pain well. We lost our oldest daughter when she was 11 years old to a tragic accident. It's been 31 years ago, but I still think of her every day. A wise woman told me that you never get over it. You just learn to live with it.
    I have faith that I will see her again, and I believe you will see your nephew again. Have faith. My prayers are with you.❤

    • @LittleMountainRanch
      @LittleMountainRanch  Год назад +2

      I’m so deeply sorry. That must have been beyond hard. Lots of love to you.

  • @angelaguttormson6186
    @angelaguttormson6186 Год назад +3

    So sorry for your loss. It is so hard to lose a child. Our hearts go out to you all!

  • @simoneclarke5104
    @simoneclarke5104 Год назад +16

    I am just so sorry for the loss of your Sister’s child, my heart and prayers go out to your family ❤️

  • @deborahpullen9940
    @deborahpullen9940 Год назад +2

    When I was 19 my 15 year old brother was killed in a car crash that also killed 2 other boys. I had never seen such grief. I honestly thought both of my parents would die. At 71 years old it is still excruciating to think about. Your sister will continue to need you.

  • @robinashultz7662
    @robinashultz7662 Год назад

    I pray God gives you , your sister and her family peace. My mother lost two children. It is the hardest thing a mother ever endures. God bless you all.

  • @hollyu48
    @hollyu48 Год назад +17

    It is good to grieve and to cherish the memory and I am glad you are back

  • @clarkclarke
    @clarkclarke Год назад +13

    deepest condolences to you, your sister and your families 💕🙏🏾

  • @kayberk6983
    @kayberk6983 Год назад +3

    Prayers of comfort to you, your sister and husband and all of the family. We are starting our 4th year after the tragic and unexpected loss of our 14 yr old son. It honestly is a day to day ‘journey’. You are never healed you just learn how to navigate life with a huge hole inside of you!

  • @madelineferriter818
    @madelineferriter818 Год назад +1

    I'm so sorry for your loss. My family is heartbroken also due to a horrible loss . My niece lost her 15 month old daughter Harper Violet 3 years ago. She was my sister's first grandchild. There are two beautiful poems you can share with your sister Gods Loan and Just for Today - For Bereaved Parents. One line says Just for Today when my heart feels like breaking, I will stop and remember that grief is the price we pay for loving and the only reason I hurt is because I had the privilege of loving so much.

  • @heathernotzdaniels6350
    @heathernotzdaniels6350 Год назад +5

    Even with a sad heart, it was lovely to spend time with you today, Chelsea. I'm so sorry you are experiencing this grief. My thoughts are with you and your family. The garden is looking lovely and I am sure it will be a place of sanctuary and solitude and quiet over the next few months. Much love to you, lady!

  • @JD_homebody
    @JD_homebody Год назад +2

    I’m so sorry Chelsea. Can’t imagine how hard it’s been. Praying you continue to find peace on your homestead. 🙏🏽💕💕

  • @scsfulsarahr598
    @scsfulsarahr598 Год назад

    I lost my brother when he was 12 and I was 7. It's never easy and there's no right way to grieve. Really sorry for your loss.
    If you have a wood chipper with your free resources - put down 5(+/-) inches of wood chips and your weeds will disappear

  • @kellyhawes9293
    @kellyhawes9293 Год назад

    Grief has no time line, be gentle with yourself ❤
    So good to see you again❤❤

  • @cynthiafisher9907
    @cynthiafisher9907 Год назад +1

    Aww, Chelsea, I’m so sorry for the loss of your precious nephew. I know I can never assume to know what that feels like and all you and your family are trying to navigate. I am familiar with grief and I know it is different for everyone. I heard someone say once that each person’s grief is like their thumbprint, totally unique to each person. A long time ago a friend died in a car accident and I was driven to the site of the wreck and found a piece of the car. I took it home and I don’t know why it was meaningful to me, but it was. When my best friend died suddenly, I was responsible for pretty much everything, as her family lived out of state. I went to her home and found her nurse’s watch on the counter and put it on my wrist and wore it for a few days. Loss is a strange thing and we need to be kind to ourselves while we are processing it. My heart goes out to you and your family. Please take all the time you need. I will pray for you.
    I might have told you this already, but I bought some 60% shade cloth and put it on my broccoli and lettuce and it has worked beautifully to keep them from bolting in the heat.
    About the apple tree, I think apple trees will fruit prolifically every other year if they are not thinned enough on the abundant year. It is best to thin each cluster of five fruits down to the one king fruit, the one that is biggest. Also, leave the last 6” on the tip of the branch clear of fruit and thin the fruit to about every 6”. Hopefully this helps. I’m not an expert, but I have learned quite a bit from a horticulturist and nurseryman friend.

    • @LittleMountainRanch
      @LittleMountainRanch  Год назад +1

      I know exactly what you mean. I have been with several people as they passed on and each one left a different kind of mark on me. I think what's different about my nephew is that he was so young and watching my sister's grief almost did me in. She and I are really close and I could almost feel her pain just holding her. It was truly one of the hardest things I've ever done. Thank you for your kind words. Much love to you.

    • @cynthiafisher9907
      @cynthiafisher9907 Год назад

      @@LittleMountainRanchI’m so sorry. I’m sure you were a wonderful source of comfort for her during the worst grief of her life. I can’t imagine.

  • @seymour325
    @seymour325 Год назад

    My prayers for your family, especially your sister and her husband. Our son Michael passed away suddenly at the age of 22 in 2018. That has forever changed us and our lives.
    Love and prayers daily to you all.

  • @saundramorris5530
    @saundramorris5530 Год назад

    I too know and understand the brokenness of losing a child. At 19 my daughter Amanda was killed in a car wreck. Praying for each of you, but especially for his momma, because I know her heart is shattered into a million pieces, and now a piece is missing.

  • @roxannehensley71
    @roxannehensley71 Год назад +21

    We lost a child at 6 years old my family knows what It feels like we will keep y’all in our prayers

    • @joannak4640
      @joannak4640 Год назад +5

      I'm so sorry. The pain is indescribable 💔 I lost my daughter when she was 22

    • @donnanorman340
      @donnanorman340 Год назад +4

      It is a hard pain to deal with. My grandson was only 2 when he passed. The first time of meeting him was at his funeral 😢.
      Prayers too everyone who has lost a child.

    • @roxannehensley71
      @roxannehensley71 Год назад +2

      It is always so sad to hear when a child passes away

    • @roxannehensley71
      @roxannehensley71 Год назад +1

      @@donnanorman340 that is so sad

    • @LittleMountainRanch
      @LittleMountainRanch  Год назад +5

      I’m so deeply sorry for your loss.❤

  • @j.b.5435
    @j.b.5435 Год назад

    I’m so so sorry for your loss. Take your time. Grief is too hard and makes the everyday-life difficult to deal.

  • @cassandras1688
    @cassandras1688 Год назад

    I am so sorry for your loss. It is incredibly hard to navigate grief especially when they’re young and it is completely unexpected. Prayers for your family.

  • @BethFerrier
    @BethFerrier Год назад +1

    There is a support group for parents who have lost children call The Compassionate Friends. It saved us when we lost our infant daughter. Grieving is hard work, bless you for supporting your sister, and remember to be gentle with yourself as well. Grandparents and other family members are also welcomed to the group. You're all in my prayers.

  • @sandi7262
    @sandi7262 Год назад +3

    Condolences on the loss of your nephew. Thanks for the tour of your garden and good on your family for taking the time to plant for you.

  • @joannecannella4948
    @joannecannella4948 Год назад +3

    I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m happy you’re back. I was worried. Thank you for updating us. Take as much time as your grief needs. We will be waiting here for you. ❤️

  • @bettyjorodgers8552
    @bettyjorodgers8552 Год назад +1

    So sorry for your loss. Will pray for you all.

  • @janscutter
    @janscutter Год назад

    I know loss. Not a young loss but, I’ve lost both of my parents, my father’s siblings and all my grandparents most at a young age. What I can tell anyone about loss is that the pain never leaves, it just gets easier to wake up in the morning.

  • @imjusthereforthecomments4920
    @imjusthereforthecomments4920 Год назад +2

    I know from personal experience there is no grief like the loss of a child. The pain will never leave you but at some point you will be able to enjoy the happy memories. Until then may your heart begin to heal❤

  • @melindawargowsky8176
    @melindawargowsky8176 Год назад

    Oh! If I was closer I’d be so tempted by that golden bunny!

  • @cedarcottagefarm2885
    @cedarcottagefarm2885 Год назад

    I’m so sorry for your family’s loss. It’s a hard time. It’s been 23 years ago for us.

  • @deborahdillon5298
    @deborahdillon5298 Год назад

    Praying for you and your family. We also know loss of precious, young loved ones. Taking time to rest, garden, heal with your family as you find comfort in the every day things.♥️

  • @elvatorres1485
    @elvatorres1485 Год назад

    My deepest condolences to you and your family on this tragic loss. May Jesus’ Love comfort everyone. We missed you and glad you are back. Prayers for healing.

  • @bonnieneufeldt1814
    @bonnieneufeldt1814 Год назад +10

    Oh Chelsea, I thank you so much for putting your garden tour video out in your time of loss!! God bless you, and your whole family, and a heartfelt condolence to your sister in this time!! In the words of Micheal Landon... "Remember me with joy & laughter, for that's the way I will remember you all". God speed my friend!

  • @denisestewart5947
    @denisestewart5947 Год назад

    My condolence to you, your sister and family🙏❤❤🙏

  • @lindajames4122
    @lindajames4122 Год назад

    I am so sorry for your loss Chelsea. May he rest in peace.

  • @davidm6553
    @davidm6553 Год назад +9

    Dear Chelsea, Our hearts hurt for you and your sister. We hope that sharing your veggies and animal friends with us has been good for you. Much love from Tennessee!

  • @patbeaudoin4237
    @patbeaudoin4237 Год назад

    So sorry for the loss of your nephew my prayers are with you & your sister's family my heart hurts for You all. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏❤

  • @carmancloud
    @carmancloud Год назад

    I am so sorry for your loss. Please just give yourself, and especially your sister, lots of grace to move forward in your own time. An incomprehensible loss like this is a struggle to absorb.

  • @janeweldon8874
    @janeweldon8874 Год назад +5

    I’m so very sorry for your loss.❤️🙏

  • @kerrylennox7359
    @kerrylennox7359 Год назад

    My heart felt thoughts are with you, your sister and families for the tragic loss of your nephew.
    I am so sorry 🙏

  • @staceybert1975
    @staceybert1975 Год назад

    My heart goes out to your family.

  • @judywatkins9605
    @judywatkins9605 Год назад

    I'm so sorry for the loss of your nephew. My heart truly goes out to you,your sister, family and friends. I unexpectedly loss the death of my son at age 22 yr old. He was my only child. I've never experienced pain like I did when he passed. You will never be able to understand why and wonder how you can go on but in time you learn to adapt to different life. The pain never goes away but you learn new ways of trying to just get through each and every day. In May it has been 9 years since I lost my son and it seems like it was yesterday. It does help to talk about them. It helps the healing process. Big hugs to you and your sister and family. Keeping you all in my prayers. Oakley is so sweet. My parents raised Great Pyrenees and they are just such sweet,loving and great farm dogs. God bless you all. 🙏 ❤

  • @rachellepollock9877
    @rachellepollock9877 Год назад +1

    I am sorry for the loss of your nephew. Condolences to all family and friends. Welcome back and thanks for the video.

  • @dd3wc
    @dd3wc Год назад

    My condolences to your sister and her family and you and your’s … and all the other relatives! 🙌🙏

  • @snownurse
    @snownurse Год назад +7

    as a mother who lost her son at 16 to a car accident..you live to learn a parellel life which breaks down into before and after..my heart goes out to your sister...I feel her pain...she will struggle for ever..and she will never be the same

    • @LittleMountainRanch
      @LittleMountainRanch  Год назад +2

      I’m so deeply sorry for your loss.❤️

    • @chaparra71
      @chaparra71 Год назад

      @snownurse- no, life will never be the same when a parent loses a child. Finding the desire to even continue on with life is overwhelming.

  • @mysticdiana4402
    @mysticdiana4402 Год назад

    So happy to have you back and my most sincere condolences to you and your family. Take all the time you need, family is most important.

  • @Thegirtle63
    @Thegirtle63 Год назад

    So sorry for Your Family’s loss. RIP. 😢

  • @lucretiawrolstad3997
    @lucretiawrolstad3997 Год назад

    I am so sorry to hear about your family's loss. Loss is never easy for me and especially when it's a young person. I'm glad to see you're back, I've missed your posts and your positivity.

  • @roseannejacquette9347
    @roseannejacquette9347 Год назад +7

    I’m so sorry for the loss. It impacts everyone in a different ways. May loving arms surround you all. Blessings. Your family did a great job with the ranch.

  • @ritabaker3113
    @ritabaker3113 Год назад

    I’m so sorry. I lost a nephew also. It’s so hard. Surrounding your family in prayers

  • @greatdiscoveries2014
    @greatdiscoveries2014 Год назад

    My heart goes out to your family. ❤

  • @dpcsharr
    @dpcsharr Год назад

    So very sorry about your nephew. My heart hurts for all of you You, your family, and especially your sister will be in my prayers.

  • @cindycam9651
    @cindycam9651 Год назад

    My heart hurts to hear of your loss. My condolences to your family in this time of loss.

  • @ronniebrace2917
    @ronniebrace2917 Год назад

    Sincerest condolences to you and your family. God Bless.

  • @Catherine-zq1kb
    @Catherine-zq1kb Год назад +1

    Bless you Chelsea

  • @dawnrodney7032
    @dawnrodney7032 8 месяцев назад

    Chelsea I am so sorry for your family loss, God Bless your family in this difficult time❤

  • @melissaschneider8197
    @melissaschneider8197 Год назад

    Love and care to all. We understand.

  • @wizelbee
    @wizelbee Год назад

    I'm sorry for your loss. God Bless.

  • @shelleyennis4489
    @shelleyennis4489 Год назад

    So sorry for your loss. It's never easy. 🇨🇦

  • @joanpettinelli224
    @joanpettinelli224 Год назад

    Chelsea, I'm so sorry for what your family and friends are going through. Losing a child at any age is the worst emotional pain in life. Hold on to each other tightly to stay together and heal. Sending my prayers up for your family!

  • @growingaHome
    @growingaHome Год назад

    I am so so sorry for your family's loss. Wishing you comfort in this difficult time.

  • @judychezik3681
    @judychezik3681 Год назад

    Prayers go out to you and all of your family. God bless you all.

  • @tamararobinson2069
    @tamararobinson2069 Год назад

    Chelsey - I am so deeply sorry for you & your family 💔 I hope you can feel and reap the love & prayers we all feel for & are sending to you all.

  • @minervabird1967
    @minervabird1967 Год назад

    So sorry to hear about your loss, Chelsea. I hope Oakley is giving you some joy in a difficult time.

  • @heatherlavender8236
    @heatherlavender8236 Год назад

    I am so sorry for you're loss and it doesn't fully go away. My daughter who was 10 just passed away last July so almost a year ago and I still cry often, but let it come because you feel better after and it's very healing. I will see her again and it really helps me to know that. I hope the best for you and I will be praying for you all! Gardening really does help to heal you too and having animals. You all will do good and it takes time so give yourself and sister awhile. Thanks and many blessings to you and you're family!

  • @dezlienimmo7085
    @dezlienimmo7085 Год назад +2

    I am SO glad to see you. I have worried about your family being threatened by the forest fires. My heart goes out to you and your family for your great loss.

  • @julietaylor4375
    @julietaylor4375 Год назад

    Prayers for all your family members. I'm so sorry. 💜

  • @theUcane
    @theUcane Год назад

    i am very sorry for your loss. Hugs to you all.

  • @ericanhorn811
    @ericanhorn811 Год назад

    Praying for your sister and your family as you go through this loss🙏❤

  • @franward6851
    @franward6851 Год назад

    Condolences to your family on the loss of your nephew. So hard to lose the young.

  • @amysano5424
    @amysano5424 Год назад

    Im so sorry for the loss of your nephew. Praying for your family

  • @karenmccleary7616
    @karenmccleary7616 Год назад +2

    We lost a nephew at two years of age. I don’t think we ever get over a loss like this we just have to learn to live with it. Love to you and your family.

  • @camicri4263
    @camicri4263 Год назад +2

    I am really sorry for your loss, may the Lord give you all comfort, peace and healing in this time of great sorrow. Hugs and prayers 🙏❤️🤗

  • @katehopkinsbrent5573
    @katehopkinsbrent5573 Год назад

    So very sorry for your loss 😪💔 It’s heartbreaking to lose a loved one and a child is just unimaginable… I’m praying for the entire family, my condolences to your sister and family. In Psalms it states that GOD is near the broken hearted. So that you know you’re all not in this alone.

  • @kristalongest7075
    @kristalongest7075 Год назад

    I am so sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my prayers and thoughts. I love watching you. I have learned a lot from you. Thank you for sharing your tips and family with all of us

  • @lisaburns235
    @lisaburns235 Год назад

    So so sorry for your family loss. It's never easy losing a child. I just don't have the words. 😢

  • @janecannon5567
    @janecannon5567 Год назад

    So very sorry for your families loss. Prayers and love your way.

  • @angievictory2332
    @angievictory2332 Год назад

    So sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing once again. ❤

  • @isidramares1193
    @isidramares1193 Год назад

    Sorry for your lost and hope May God Bless Your Family ! May God be with You .

  • @debihurd9801
    @debihurd9801 Год назад

    Blessings to you and your family as you navigate this time. 🙏

  • @lauragladden4396
    @lauragladden4396 Год назад

    I lost my oldest daughter at a young age, it’s a struggle , praying for your family

  • @stevie_jean1953
    @stevie_jean1953 Год назад

    I'm praying for your family's loss, I hope that you guys find understanding and love within the loss. It's so sad to hear horrible news, hugs for you all.

  • @lisaanderson7909
    @lisaanderson7909 Год назад

    I am so very sorry for your loss, Prayers to you and your family

  • @nancyrichter3016
    @nancyrichter3016 Год назад

    I'm so sorry for your family's tragic loss.
    My sister's only child died in a car accident when he was 17. That was in 1995, and we have largely healed as a family, but we think about Wesley and talk about him often. It is helpful to know everyone still thinks about the one who left this earth too soon, and it's okay and comforting to talk about what you are feeling.
    May God's peace return to you all, and know there's no time limit on grief. It's a process. Please lean on and into one another. Family support is so very important.

  • @mikekastner8046
    @mikekastner8046 Год назад

    I missed you in the kitchen, Sorry to hear about the family. Prayers to all.

  • @peggymajerus7531
    @peggymajerus7531 Год назад

    You have my sympathy, May our Lord continue to comfort all of you 😊

  • @jacquelinerWQ
    @jacquelinerWQ Год назад

    Hugs… just hugs ❤️❤️🥰🥰

  • @debsenritchedrefuge603
    @debsenritchedrefuge603 Год назад +3

    My heart goes out to you and your family in regards to your loss of your nephew! Prayers for comfort through this time!
    It's nice to have you back in Your Garden that is looking so beautiful and plentiful!! You are all doing a wonderful job sharing it with us! Thanks for being open & sincere about your situation, as we all are here together to support you & each other!
    Blessings from North Central WA ❤️ 🙌 🙏 💐

    • @lindasewell1810
      @lindasewell1810 Год назад

      So sorry for the loss of your nephew. My heart goes out to all of you. Loved seeing your gardens and Oakley.

  • @normamccomas9272
    @normamccomas9272 Год назад

    So very sorry for your loss. Prayers for you and the whole family.❤❤🙏🏼🙏🏼xxoo

  • @shazzabirduk8500
    @shazzabirduk8500 Год назад

    Thinking of you and your family xxx

  • @Christine84080
    @Christine84080 Год назад +1

    Hello Chelsea, living in Az, we have citrus trees. My lemon and grapefruit trees are always heavy with fruit each year but my orange tree only blooms and bears fruit every other year. I had no idea when it was planted that it was typical for this specific type of orange tree.
    May I send my heart felt sympathy to your sister, you and your family. My heart breaks for you. My brother lost his 2 sons tragically at ages 2 and 4. There are no words to express the deep sorrow you feel for the lost of a child. You all are in my prayers

  • @savedbyjesus2145
    @savedbyjesus2145 Год назад

    I'm so sorry for your loss!! I prayed for you and your family!! 🙏
    Your garden looks beautiful!!

  • @kenjordan5164
    @kenjordan5164 Год назад

    I m so sorry to hear of your familys loss. I will say prayers for you and all of your family to help you get through this difficult time.

  • @Jess_Warfield
    @Jess_Warfield Год назад

    I hate to hear about the loss. I am so sorry. I know words don't really ease that type of pain, but I'm sending much love to your sister and family. My heart goes out to you, your sister, and family.

  • @zevab3178
    @zevab3178 Год назад

    My condolences to you and your family.

  • @sarahcourtney1658
    @sarahcourtney1658 Год назад +2

    May God continue to keep His loving arms around your sister, you, & the entire family as you go thru this grieving process.

  • @kittyrichards9915
    @kittyrichards9915 Год назад

    My family has gone through the loss of infants. Very painful. So sorry for your family's loss.

  • @tressanallenmartin9336
    @tressanallenmartin9336 Год назад

    So sorry about your lost .. we never get over the list of a loved one the grieving process is forever on going it’s just that some days are a little more bearable than others.. my heart goes out to you and your family.. quick tip when you pull up /out your weeds try not to shake the dirt/soil into the bed because you are sprinkling weed seeds all over in your bed again..

  • @etet4536
    @etet4536 Год назад +5

    So sorry for your loss, Chelsea. It's great to see you back, we've missed you. Your gardens are looking beautiful.