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A Psychologist's Journey of Transformation with Ayahuasca - Testimonial Review at Nimea Kaya

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  • Опубликовано: 7 мар 2017
  • www.nimeakaya....
    At the Nimea Kaya Healing Center, a psychologist shares how her experience with Ayahuasca helped her revolutionize her concept of self and find the self love she was seeking in her life.
    Nimea Kaya Healing Center - Peruvian Amazon
    Learn more about our 9 Day Ayahuasca Retreats: www.nimeakaya....

Комментарии • 277

  • @w.d.2154
    @w.d.2154 5 лет назад +81

    "Drop out of my head and into my heart" I really felt that.

  • @silver17s91
    @silver17s91 4 года назад +65

    That lovely steady rain in the background while listening to your story is perfection!

  • @jennsantanafitness
    @jennsantanafitness 3 года назад +13

    I’ve now had eight ceremonies, all different, yet all amazing and so informative and inspirational for my life. I couldn’t be more grateful to Ayahuasca and what it does to the human soul🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

  • @daisy7141
    @daisy7141 4 года назад +2

    It becomes a habit what we do to ourselves. This makes total sense! Break the habit...

  • @DrugTalkTV
    @DrugTalkTV 7 лет назад +84

    The emotions I felt listening to her experience brought a tear to my heart.

    • @ingat.1053
      @ingat.1053 6 лет назад +1

      same here. xD that was beautiful

  • @CocoaBeachLiving
    @CocoaBeachLiving 5 лет назад +37

    I hope to make my journey soon, I lost my love to cancer recently and it was traumatizing to an extent I never knew possible, yet I will wait for the grief process to become more clear. I'm not prepared for this yet, I think. But I need it so badly..

    • @pudnbunny
      @pudnbunny 5 лет назад +7

      Bill Seidel please don’t hesitate I have ignored the calling for two years but I have finally been accepted into the temple of the way of light in Peru this fall. Nothing is ever easy and there is never going to be the right moment. Peace be with you brother. I am sorry for your loss.

    • @CocoaBeachLiving
      @CocoaBeachLiving 5 лет назад +4

      @@pudnbunny thank you for your thoughts. I believe I too will seek out The Temple of light. I've been finding only great info about their ceremonies, pre and post integration. I wish you a healing and life transforming experience. 😊

    • @liquidfootballonline
      @liquidfootballonline 4 года назад +1

      @@pudnbunny have you gone yet? Would love to know about your experience!

    • @roninblax
      @roninblax 4 года назад +2

      ❤️ Love you Bill

    • @CocoaBeachLiving
      @CocoaBeachLiving 3 года назад +2

      @@chrisconnelly5907 Thank you for sharing your experience. I get what you said about losing your sister. And I get a lot of unsaid stuff... I have the two main components for the tea, and I can follow instructions on how to make it, but I have no sitter available and I feel like going to a reputable place like The Temple of Light. More productive, I think. Anyways, you said a lot of things I feel.. Thanks for the encouragement my friend. As they say, grief doesn't go away, it changes...

  • @Missy-Leigh
    @Missy-Leigh 5 лет назад +51

    I’ve heard that ayahuasca is not something you should seek out... it needs to call to you... you will know the call when it comes. Tremendous synchronicities related to the topic. Example: someone asked for a sign regarding ayahuasca and this comment you are reading right now is your sign. Seriously. I felt very guided to type this comment so that whoever it is asking for a sign will read it and know. 🦋 Don’t doubt yourself. You know better than anyone else what is best for you.

    • @Its-Swati24
      @Its-Swati24 4 года назад +3

      After watching and listening to this beautiful experience, I started scrolling down the comments..after reading few comments I pressed the exit button (while reading the words "I've heard" in your comment)
      I exited but I don't know why I came back just to read this comment... Now I feel like there truly is a calling... It's been an year or so now... These signs keep coming, it is only now that I have started noticing.

    • @IRAfallon
      @IRAfallon 4 года назад +2

      Holy smokes!! Now I know she's calling me! I just dont know what to do next. Going to Peru is not an option. Any suggestions?

    • @robinarora8137
      @robinarora8137 4 года назад +1

      Any options in Melbourne or somewhere in Australia?

    • @ChristianAnden
      @ChristianAnden 3 года назад

      Make it yourself

    • @RH-sp9zd
      @RH-sp9zd 3 года назад

      @@IRAfallon do not make it yourself, I believe trusting experienced and dedicated people to do this ritual with you is way safer. I suppose there are some options in most countries, and it's probably best to ask people near you who have tried it and gather information from there.

  • @monicacollins8289
    @monicacollins8289 3 года назад +6

    I just watched this testimony for the third time in a year. In two weeks I'm going to my first aya experience, and I'm looking forward to it. I'm going with my daughter who's well acquainted with Mother Aya, and has achieved significant healing and enlightenment. I respect the process, and am a little shielded. Everyone so far has faced that which pains them, and all felt release from it. I appreciate those who have shared their profound and personal journey. Thank you.

  • @jonathanchampagne3882
    @jonathanchampagne3882 7 лет назад +60

    Wow. I want to thank, deeply thank you, whom ever you are, woman sharing your story. I am very touched by how genuinely open you were, not censoring any of your real thoughts and feelings... I actually cried and had to pause the video at 1:45 and go for a walk. Besides not being a psychologist, I can RELATE TO EVERYTHING SINGLE THING YOU DESCRIBED about your life situation. The rest of the testimony was bonus from that point onward.
    THANK YOU so much, who ever you are, to have shared with such honesty in your words, your voice, your body language about this experience of yours, as well as your personal background prior to the ceremonies... I REALLY needed to see and hear this testimony. It solidified my resolve to invest in myself, through the work of ayahuasca.
    Blessings to you.

  • @Boddissatva
    @Boddissatva 4 года назад +5

    I give you a life’s worth of credit for being so brave to commit to the experience. That in itself is your
    power to heal yourself.

  • @deejayintheuk2657
    @deejayintheuk2657 6 лет назад +32

    I would love to hear an update..

  • @savedfaves
    @savedfaves 7 лет назад +82

    It's great for depression. Expectations down; heart open; go when ready.

    • @47alfio60
      @47alfio60 7 лет назад +1

      how?

    • @DrNeb
      @DrNeb 7 лет назад +4

      It shows you things that you need to look at. Imagine that you took a medicine that made you frightened ill every time you had a negative thought. How much of your day do you think you would feel sick if that was the case? While on Aya, you are forced to come up with a strategy to keep from being ill. No negative thoughts kept the demons at bay for me, which is easier said than done. It was much deeper and more complex, but that is the short version of my experience.

    • @redmeghixtape410
      @redmeghixtape410 6 лет назад

      Lmao

    • @edstar83
      @edstar83 5 лет назад +4

      @@redmeghixtape410 Try it I'd like to see you laugh then.

    • @steenystuff1075
      @steenystuff1075 4 года назад +3

      @@DrNeb
      I'm planning on a trip. I'm ill with severe COPD (lung disease). Not sure if the experience will bring about healing or kill me! Lol. Hopefully the former! My son is planning on coming with me.

  • @Gazic
    @Gazic 7 лет назад +152

    This is quite moving. I hope the effects last for her. I need to try that stuff. And so do all politicians, by the sound of it.

    • @lemurianchick
      @lemurianchick 5 лет назад +6

      I think you should tend to your own garden. I am so grateful that America has Donald J. Trump in that office and I didn't even vote for him. No collusion and breaking up the satanic pedophile cabal that has been destroying our planet.

    • @gurumac8992
      @gurumac8992 5 лет назад +16

      @@lemurianchick..stop drinking the kool-aid! Donald is one of them & merely a puppet for the US congressional industrial military complex, which is a tyrannical force of evil.
      Eisenhower tried warning us, JFK tried stopping it, yet here we all are, waiting for another false flag, so the US can destroy another sovereign country for oil & profit... 😕

    • @JaiUneGuruDeja
      @JaiUneGuruDeja 4 года назад +5

      From my own Ayahuasca experience, not only do the effects last, the healing and growth that Ayahuasca inspires expands within you as time goes on. The truth goes viral inside you, just as it eventually does in politics.

    • @JaiUneGuruDeja
      @JaiUneGuruDeja 4 года назад +5

      @@lemurianchick I guess you didn't see the video of Donald ogling cheerleaders with Jeffrey Epstein at Mara Lago. I guess you didn't notice all the women that he has abused or the wives he has cheated on. These are not the actions of someone who would champion the destruction of that evil pedophile ring. If he was, he would have harped on the Epstein case and expressed outrage when he was murdered in prison to make sure that he didn't talk.

    • @pedroz3891
      @pedroz3891 4 года назад +6

      The effects last if you make an effort. If you just drink it and go back to your life and keep repeating all the same destructive behaviours, soon enough your experience will be like a dream, almost forgotten. BUT, if you use ayahuasca as a motivation to start changing your habits, it can last your whole life

  • @dar_jada
    @dar_jada 7 лет назад +45

    Thank you so much for your words. My intention is to let go of my defensiveness and and stop holding on to fears that I thought protected me but really made me a prisoner of my constructs. Your words so sincerely and straightforwardly expressed are a healing gift of encouragement to all of us who are seeking to heal not only ourselves but our planet. Nature is my religion and the earth is my church.

    • @MasterSophiaChrist
      @MasterSophiaChrist 6 лет назад +3

      I learnt recently that what you are saying is true. Love is real. Fear is not. U r so in the right path.

  • @jennamercury7625
    @jennamercury7625 5 лет назад +33

    "I felt the call".... That. Only that!

  • @whenthemomentstrikes4953
    @whenthemomentstrikes4953 6 лет назад +67

    i wish this was easily accessible to everyone without the government getting involved and trying to ban it or make a hybrid and corrupting the experience.. ppl better take advantage of it as soon as they can .. because once the government gets its hands involved its a wrap 😔 thanks for sharing

    • @0ooTheMAXXoo0
      @0ooTheMAXXoo0 5 лет назад +3

      It is legal in most countries due to it being a religious sacrament. look for groups in your country...

    • @EvenStarLoveAnanda
      @EvenStarLoveAnanda 5 лет назад +8

      The Government has no power over this, anyone can have it in safety.
      Just call for the medicine!!! It will come to you.

    • @2016834
      @2016834 4 года назад

      whenthemomentstrikes needs to be our sovereign right. When we wake up we are see the lies

    • @SuperStargazer666
      @SuperStargazer666 4 года назад

      Look up Santo Daime

    • @Btouhy1
      @Btouhy1 3 года назад +1

      What is behind these medicines is infinitely more powerful than any so called government

  • @soniasantos8034
    @soniasantos8034 5 лет назад +11

    Amazing testament... just made me cry, because I’m going threw the same emotions and I’m going too do my first ayahuasca soon
    Sending all my love to you ❤️🙏🏼

    • @jameshillA2M
      @jameshillA2M 3 месяца назад

      Hope you took the leap of faith and had a transformative experience! Just did my first ceremony and will be forever changed ❤✨

  • @82566
    @82566 3 года назад +1

    Thank you so very much , first time viewer ,iam contemplating a holistic way to rid myself of the ptsd I live and lived with for far too long .Beautiful ,calming post ,ur energy is calming genuine I can feel the release ur carrying of that heavy burdening energy through the screen ,it gives me hope there's a way out of the inner hell I live within myself.

    • @jameshillA2M
      @jameshillA2M 3 месяца назад

      Hoping you made it out of your hell and found healing in the arms of Aya🙏🏼✨

  • @benjamindarlington3991
    @benjamindarlington3991 6 лет назад +5

    I have looked at a few reviews because my friend Laura and I are going to a retreat later this year. Your words are so eloquent but more than that you really conveyed the power of the whole experience. Both myself and Laura are excited about going on retreat but I know our own fears and doubts are also there and will probably increase the closer we get to the time. Just to say thank you so much for this review, you have said (and in a fashion) all I wanted to hear at this moment.

  • @jeremymcneill7111
    @jeremymcneill7111 6 лет назад +4

    You sharing your experience causes tears to stream from my eyes and actually took my breath away a few times. So beautiful......your heart

  • @rameezh88
    @rameezh88 4 года назад +1

    The part about being stuck in the past and that really making you sick really hit home. It brought tears to my eyes because I'm stuck and confused as to how to move forward.

  • @triple3bullies404
    @triple3bullies404 4 года назад +1

    Jesus, I felt every word you spoke. My god. No words. It was a stress on my heart to listen but also left me with wanting.

  • @TheAngryHippie
    @TheAngryHippie 5 лет назад +4

    That smile at the end! She's glowing!

  • @mackenzierivercasey6752
    @mackenzierivercasey6752 7 лет назад +43

    You are insanely beautiful inside in out....I love listening to your growth...and your INCITE! It blows me away! Your neutral way about explaining your experience is powerful.

    • @newleft2254
      @newleft2254 7 лет назад

      What a great comment!

    • @davebrast626
      @davebrast626 5 лет назад

      It took me a seconds or two to realize that by INCITE you meant insight.

  • @nickbargas7352
    @nickbargas7352 5 лет назад +1

    When you release all the negative energy you get to see your true self. We come from the light and that is pure love.

  • @AgrippaPetronius1903
    @AgrippaPetronius1903 5 лет назад +5

    A good heart will inevitably locate itself in the presence of god......our beloved mother Shakti.....loved your testimony

  • @RoyalFalcon777
    @RoyalFalcon777 2 года назад

    Amazing journey! Happy for you and clearly visible and beautiful changes in you. My journey will be on September hopefully. God bless you

  • @stevevelazco4731
    @stevevelazco4731 4 года назад +1

    My heart weighs so heavy. Felt the call for years. I don't even know where to start. Don't have the resources to make the trip. Hopefully, the universe will provide an opportunity. Thank you for sharing. Beautiful!

    • @baalmetal6
      @baalmetal6 3 года назад

      www.ayahuascachurches.org/

  • @heatherremlin8607
    @heatherremlin8607 4 года назад +1

    Thank you for sharing all of that, I felt the power within you!
    I've been a student of a course in miracles 3yrs and this is what I know for sure, there is only one mind. We are all searching for a way back home. We are only love and nothing else we must forgive everything! There's a huge awakening going on in this world and I'm happy to be a part of it 💜💜☮️

  • @paddymush1
    @paddymush1 Год назад

    this is one of the most powerful videos ive seen , i can relate to this , bigtime, im going for my first ayahuasca ceremony in 12 days

    • @steverothmans5908
      @steverothmans5908 Год назад

      How was it? Did it solve all your life problems and elighten you?

  • @terrycrane6468
    @terrycrane6468 7 лет назад +3

    You discovered the plants and crystals are for healing...and you have all you need to heal yourself...we all just need to find it and be confident that it will work. Great video and thanks for sharing.

  • @billiamroberto2303
    @billiamroberto2303 4 года назад

    I can't stop watching this video. She is such beautiful person and her explanation of her experience is a masterpiece. I always tear up when I see this. It hits deep.

  • @garycook3791
    @garycook3791 2 года назад

    What a beautiful testimonial you have shared. Having just completed my 4th journey with Aya, I felt everyword and emotion she shared. 💞

  • @tubes-lut
    @tubes-lut 6 лет назад +3

    The thunder was timed perfectly

  • @texasryann
    @texasryann 3 года назад

    This is how we change the narrative. One person at a time! We are all worthy! Love yourself today and seek powerful allies to aide you in your journey! So be it.

  • @anta-zj3bw
    @anta-zj3bw 4 года назад +1

    totally fascinating.... I'm about 60% ready to fully commit to making this journey

  • @etpourtantelletourne9811
    @etpourtantelletourne9811 4 года назад

    What a profound , genuine , sincere and convincing feed back . You offered us such a beautiful expression of your « divine » soul.
    Touching . You moved me .
    I am on my way to my first ceremony. Like you I delve into human behavior reading . Humbled said not bad at it , I still look for my answers . Traumas are accurately identified but I am unable to free myself.
    Probably the first comment I leave on Ayahuesca testimony over the last hundreds I saw.
    Sincerely ,
    Pierre

  • @OfficialCharlieElla
    @OfficialCharlieElla 2 года назад

    Thank you for sharing this with such clear liquidity, You're making rainbows. Ha Beautiful.

  • @tblightningbolt8902
    @tblightningbolt8902 4 года назад

    Love her openness and humble view as a psychologist not to think she has the answer. Beautiful soul. And wise. Took me many ceremonies to learn some of these insights she picked up,right away.

  • @Robotooo
    @Robotooo 4 года назад +17

    I'm so curious to know what your opinion is NOW, after some time has passed. Was this a lasting effect, or did it fade?

    • @ctdali
      @ctdali 4 года назад +9

      The lessons and insights never go away, but it takes work integrating them into your day to day life.

    • @aha6500
      @aha6500 3 года назад +3

      Yes, it stays forever, but you have to work on it. If you neglect it, it's like neglecting your mother's advice. This lasting effect is not aya lingering in you, it's the power of understanding things, driving the change. But you have to cherish it and work on it.

    • @LexusFox
      @LexusFox 3 года назад +1

      @@aha6500 Exactly, it’s like once you really realize something it becomes part of your subconscious. Reason why a lot of people don’t make certain thoughts permanent is because they “think” that way but don’t fully believe it.

  • @littlemyz
    @littlemyz 7 лет назад +1

    I know that words cannot capture the power of exactly what they need to convey..but every ounce of your being conveys it perfectly in this video..thank you.

  • @francosalinas4459
    @francosalinas4459 4 года назад +3

    Dissolution of the ego. And the empathy and love that really connects us all.

  • @airmark02
    @airmark02 5 лет назад +4

    the rain ... sounds lovely

  • @Patrick_PD2ET
    @Patrick_PD2ET 6 лет назад +3

    You go girl!! Im so happy to see you found healing ..thank you so much for your love and share this video!! ♡♡♡

  • @richgreen3459
    @richgreen3459 2 года назад

    Thank you for sharing/offering such a based perspective 🙏

  • @stixnfeet7818
    @stixnfeet7818 4 года назад +2

    I’ve looked at a lot of testimonies and yours really stands out. I’ve watched it more than once. I’m going to Peru December 2019 for a two week intensive. First time. Looking forward to it!

    • @roninblax
      @roninblax 4 года назад

      I'm book for the 23 day retreat in January.

    • @nkinyori
      @nkinyori 4 года назад

      Yeah, her account seemed very sincere and from the heart. You can tell that she is not even able to fully describe the freedom/relief she feels but you can feel it from her voice, her energy. I am happy for her

    • @stixnfeet7818
      @stixnfeet7818 2 года назад

      @@matthewsugg9265 The whole experience was super great but the actual ceremonies, 5, were intense but ez as in no being eaten alive by leopards or snakes. Greater clarity and huge gratitude was the result so I’d say yes, it did really help me. Amazing that you responded to a 2+ yr old post while just last week I signed up for my second retreat with ceremony. Soul Quest Church Orlando July 29th. Just feel I’m due and willing to give it another go. Have you participated?

  • @Shivon26
    @Shivon26 7 лет назад +2

    What an absolutely beautiful speech, I felt your emotion, I'm so glad that you have reached this state of self love and consciousness.

  • @Bonobo3D
    @Bonobo3D 5 лет назад +4

    What a lovely well told story of her experience. Thank you for sharing this.

  • @yogeshyogsram1
    @yogeshyogsram1 6 лет назад +2

    Thank you for sharing this experience. You're words and honesty were touching. I feel everyone can relate to the emotions of self hate or putting oneself down. It showed that you were choosing your words carefully because of how profoundly life changing it was so thank you for giving insight into your personal journey

  • @MrRocksW
    @MrRocksW Год назад

    I moved to Spain a few months ago and found by chance that Ayahuesca is legal there. I booked a retreat for November of this year.

  • @Frankenstein-sc8rc
    @Frankenstein-sc8rc 6 лет назад +2

    explains it perfectly, I always have struggled to find the words. much love

  • @romeomsfg3109
    @romeomsfg3109 2 года назад

    This is really touching. I'm glad for you 💚

  • @amitpalve6089
    @amitpalve6089 4 года назад

    There is something so attractive about an understanding smart 🧠 female. She's beautiful in her own way

  • @MundoMiyabi
    @MundoMiyabi 7 лет назад +2

    I feel you and I am so happy for you. Thank you for the Testimonial. Mother Ayahuasca. I am so eager to meet her some day.

  • @angelparedes7127
    @angelparedes7127 6 лет назад +3

    Spectacular testimonial. Thank you for sharing..

  • @MsGnor
    @MsGnor 7 лет назад +1

    Beautiful testimony. Thanks for sharing. Your face says it all - start to finish. Best of luck. I'd love to hear back from you in a while to know how you're getting on. MsG xx

  • @leadingmindinstitute6399
    @leadingmindinstitute6399 2 года назад

    Thank you!! Thanks for sharing your experiences, I know that words are not enough to describe them, but they still help all of us, just by sharing!!

  • @angelparedes7127
    @angelparedes7127 4 года назад

    A beauthiful person and story. So happy for you. I first watched this probably over a year ago but now has even more meaning for me. I believe my journey is taking me to the same healing place soon.

  • @chrisa7672
    @chrisa7672 4 года назад

    I appreciated this testamonial and I'm happy she got so much out of the experience. I do have to respectfully disagree with her comment about not coming from a society that encourages self love. I think a lot of the problems Westerners have stems from our utter self absorption and our narcissism.

  • @jmseipp
    @jmseipp 7 лет назад +11

    Very cool. Thanks. Your sincerity really comes through! (-:

  • @veenadavidson
    @veenadavidson 3 года назад

    You've been brave and greatly rewarded. Well done. Thank you for your beautiful sharing. So valuable 💞

  • @EvenStarLoveAnanda
    @EvenStarLoveAnanda 5 лет назад +9

    Good for you sister......
    The LOVE of a true Mother, which we never had, growing up, nourishes ALL that we are.
    Ohm Namo Bagavate Ayahuascaji. :0)=

  • @patrickdoyle81
    @patrickdoyle81 Год назад

    What a beautiful expresssion!!!

  • @TaylorCayes
    @TaylorCayes 3 года назад

    Beautiful beautiful testimonial. Well described. Makes me anxious for the next journey.

  • @Willett155
    @Willett155 7 лет назад +4

    Thank-you for sharing your experience, I'm going to share it with my loved ones who need healing :-)

  • @marcelatalmazan4271
    @marcelatalmazan4271 5 лет назад +7

    From the first time I learned about this medicine wich was a couple months ago I felt so drawn to it.I know it is going to happen for me when I'm ready to allow it.

    • @TheSupermimi10
      @TheSupermimi10 4 года назад

      Marcela Talmazan hi there is a place in Orlando Florida!! It’s call soul Quest !! And it’s Amazing 😉 I just did last weekend!!

    • @imonmyway317
      @imonmyway317 4 года назад +1

      Me too. At the moment the call is not strong enough but I will know when it it time

    • @marcelatalmazan4271
      @marcelatalmazan4271 4 года назад

      @@TheSupermimi10 I had no idea that here in the states is allowed.I will check it out.This is so exiting,Thank you!

  • @eugenehvorostyanov2409
    @eugenehvorostyanov2409 5 лет назад +2

    May love be with you, sister. ♥️

  • @thegodpopper8934
    @thegodpopper8934 7 лет назад

    Ayahuasca talks to you, shows unbelievable beauty but also the effects of your own negative behaviour.

  • @bingolio
    @bingolio 13 дней назад

    Thank you for sharing.

  • @frankiemayes5899
    @frankiemayes5899 4 года назад

    I see you. I hear you. I feel you. So happy you have had this life changing experience. I am so keen to have my own lifechanging experience. Thanks you

  • @veronicachristopher9321
    @veronicachristopher9321 4 года назад +1

    All individuals in the mental health field need to do this. It'd help them see the root causes and help revolve those instead of shielding the pain with pharmaceuticals. In order to heal I personally had to face the demons. I'm glad you had this experience.

  • @benxamin13
    @benxamin13 2 года назад

    Thanks for sharing. Would love to have a follow up! Learning how you moved forward after this amazing healing and receiving of knowledge experience.

  • @Kendal0303
    @Kendal0303 4 года назад

    The best decision I made too, you explained it in a way I found hard, as you can imagine !
    This is mother medicine, showing, healing, there to guide and to feel.
    Disconnection is rife, she unapologetically shows you, what is up !

  • @bigguy386
    @bigguy386 4 года назад +2

    I wonder why people get "stuck" there, like they are in a time dilatation, an emotional groundhog day. Why do we need an experience to gather the strength to face that? I wonder.

  • @kenishahammond3935
    @kenishahammond3935 5 лет назад +1

    This is amazing! Thank you so much for sharing this information. I can't wait to do this with my family and friends.

  • @leslietylersmith430
    @leslietylersmith430 3 года назад

    Awesome testimony of your experience. Thankyou for sharing🌺❣🌺🌿🙏🕊

  • @msteaguer1908
    @msteaguer1908 6 лет назад

    Thank you, listening to you with my eyes closed, I could see when I started covering my pain, showing me when I realized those I love, leave without explanation- my 3-year-old self knows of the first person to leave without explanation and felt/saw that person. That's part of my concern/fear of having a safe place, safe person for me.

  • @TinyMaths
    @TinyMaths 2 года назад

    This 'struggle' to find the right words reminds me of those who have had or are living in the non-dual experience, i.e. the dissolution of self/ego (if you can even call it an experience).
    It's always amazing to see people at a loss for how to explain these 'spiritual' experiences. Some of them even admit that their explanations might sound INSANE to the average person.
    To be honest, people who come across as overly certain in their explanation of what the world is, they make me nervous;
    I don't even know why I'm talking about this here; perhaps it's because I've been watching either testimonials of the power of Ayahuasca or people who have had non-dual experiences, lots of it recently, and have noticed this common thread; the difficulty in explaining those things in the only available terminology we have. Maybe they're all giving off the idea that we are not the center of everything, or the world doesn't exist solely for us; I don't know, I can't even articulate this properly.

  • @Somiten
    @Somiten 4 года назад

    though she never reached those depths through meditation, reading or trying to understand herself those things certainly helped her to learn from experience

  • @pierrebalesi3115
    @pierrebalesi3115 6 лет назад

    What a beautiful energy, thank you very much for sharing your experience with us. i was hesitating to try Ayahuasca but you have lighthen up in me a desire to find out more about the experience of this medicine. Thank you!

  • @kristonmognett9306
    @kristonmognett9306 6 лет назад +1

    Thank you for sharing such a beautiful story. I wish you the best.

  • @aydachen8508
    @aydachen8508 3 года назад +1

    i am waiting for this COVID-19 to be gone, and praying for a trip to Peru for this medicine

  •  6 лет назад +1

    Thanks for sharing. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL, INSIDE AND OUT!

  • @mattslev
    @mattslev 5 лет назад

    Beautifully articulated account of your ayahuasca journey.

  • @anitacastelli1321
    @anitacastelli1321 3 года назад

    I was gifted retreat . Best thing I've experienced

  • @yuriination
    @yuriination 5 лет назад +3

    I need to do this so much... I'm so stuck... I dont know how to get myself there... I feel so hopeless.. There's this wonderful thing out there that i know will help me and i can't get to it. 😭

    • @yuriination
      @yuriination 5 лет назад

      @Trev Bubbles yes, I have been microdosing for over a year now, and that has helped me TREMENDOUSLY. I can now leave the house and I do motivate much more than I did before. But, it's not a strong enough kick in the spiritual pants to create the shift in perception I need. And part of the thing I need is that guide. Aya ceremonies have singing that the shaman do that are specifically intended to help, amongst other things. Set and setting are extremely important, as I'm sure you know. But, especially with medicine like ayahuasca. Part of the process is a purge. The act of vomiting, while on the medicine is deeply symbolic. I feel like this is needed to rid myself of whatever curse I'm under. I look at it like a quest... I have to journey to a place within myself to find the grail to heal myself. Mushrooms get me through the day.. and I dont want to take an heroic dose by myself. That could potentially be disastrous. I have nobody to take care of me, should I start having a problem. Before I developed severe depression and CPTSD, I was fine tripping by myself. In fact, I preferred it. I'd always wander away from the group. But, trauma fucked me up, but GOOD. I didnt even realize how I was being effected for so many years. ... anyway... ayahuasca is calling me. I plan to visit a local sweat lodge for the first time, ever, in about a month. They dont offer ayahuasca, it's just a straight up night of prayer. But, I consider it a step in preparation for when I eventually find my way to ayahuasca, I'll be ready. It's the only thing I can think of to do.. I'm completely broke. I can't work. I made so much progress but I'm slipping backwards... I have NO safety net, anymore. My previous plan was sabotaged by a selfish "friend"...so, I'm out thousands of dollars and living in a van that's riddled with mechanical gremlins. If I don't figure something out soon... I can't see myself surviving the year.

    • @mailys012
      @mailys012 4 года назад

      yuriination you’ll find a way. There are more and more cheaper deals for Ayahuasca out there, so less excuses. If you can’t see yourself get to the end of the year, what have you got to lose?

  • @keekeewaleriasadd2165
    @keekeewaleriasadd2165 5 лет назад +1

    I Will try find this center i need go there Thank you for this video ....!

  • @leonidalisov2177
    @leonidalisov2177 6 лет назад +1

    thank you for sharing this, sister. your words are encoraging. much love

  • @benlogan100
    @benlogan100 6 лет назад +1

    Super honesty. Thanks for your courage.

  • @ScottMaclaren
    @ScottMaclaren 6 лет назад +4

    this is really beautiful, well done

  • @TheJohhel
    @TheJohhel 5 лет назад

    Just joy to listen!

  • @MasterSophiaChrist
    @MasterSophiaChrist 6 лет назад +2

    The next level up could be seeing Alba Weinman to find out your powers and remove all blockages with the help of higger self, ascended masters, archangels and herself. She has her own youtube chanel. Absolutely amazing.

  • @jf4764
    @jf4764 4 года назад

    Thank you for sharing that. Im about to do my first Huachuma ceremony in a few weeks for depression. I hope i get even a fraction of what you're feeling.

  • @Lipbeat
    @Lipbeat 6 лет назад +1

    I think i know exactly what you meant at the end with 'we all looked different, people LOOKED different'. To me it seems that its possible to see if someone is actually connected to his/her own emotions. People that are depressed or feel very bad always seem to have the complete opposite of that 'different look'. what do you think?

  • @ikehelly
    @ikehelly Год назад

    I want to do this in 2023. Letting go.

  • @poeticposturing3850
    @poeticposturing3850 5 лет назад

    I am in tears. You explain it well. Thank you. I have been wondering what it might mean to meet her.

  • @raisingconsciousness777
    @raisingconsciousness777 7 лет назад +8

    Curious to hear her update now

  • @michaelcumes590
    @michaelcumes590 3 года назад

    Beautiful. Thanks for sharing.

  • @michellezito5542
    @michellezito5542 5 лет назад

    Such a wonderful, heartfelt testimony! (Thank you!) I had spent some time in Peru and missed an opportunity years ago...perhaps I shall have to return!

  • @erikjamison5284
    @erikjamison5284 4 года назад

    Really beautiful, thank you for sharing