Thank You for Sharing Your Experience Tatiana 😊 Hopeful That A Lot of Your Past Experiences Came To The Surface For You So You Can Be At Peace 😊 Do You See Yourself Taking Ayahuasca Again?
I’m convinced that nearly all of our world’s issues could be cured with psychedelics. They showed me that every action is a reflection of what someone is going through internally, which really allowed me to let go of a lot of hate that I had, they really are life changing
Well said my friend. I can say that psychedelics have helped me see that everything has consciousness or intelligence. And this intelligence or consciousness is able to emit its energy at different degrees of "intensity" based on the specific complexity and potential the form has. The atom reacts and vibrates and has energy and it groups with other atoms to become a more complex form, therefore it operates at a degree of this intelligence or consciousness and is alive. Minerals even though they seem to be unintelligent to a closed minded person actually do have a level of intelligence. Minerals react to the environment too and create amazing mineral, geological, and crystal structures that are a part of the earth's form. Plants do the same thing using their intelligence. Human beings are also a very specific and complex form that because of its specific complexity, we are able to awaken a very high degree of intensity of this consciousness or universal intelligence. I find that this view is a view that really shows the unifying understanding that you and me are expressions of our universal intelligence and we should trust ourselves and enjoy the marvels of our universe.
@@miastallard4592 actually humanity can and did over 12k years ago. Humanity was reset due to a catastrophic event. Don’t doubt humans we can totally live in peace. The lack of belief is why we haven’t yet
The more I watch the more I fall in love with you. You are such a humble, down to earth and wise women. You’re still very young and have a lottt of money but still soo kind.
I teared up listening. Thank you for sharing this! And the fact that you felt so much gratitude that it physically hurt, just goes to show how much gratitude your soul carries on a daily basis. You're SO lucky - gratitude is the key to happiness and I've had a hard time trying to hold a sense of gratitude long-term.
Oh my goodness, the tears were uncontrollable when I listened you open up about your father😭 Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing. This really pulled on my heart strings ❤
I'm so sad to hear about what you went through with your family, it's amazing how you're able to share your experiences and use your platform to let others relate to you even if it's hard to speak about at times.
I was getting emotional through this too! I only found out about Ayahuasca this weekend and I am super intrigued! I am in no way going to rush into it, I need to do my research but I feel this is something I need down the line!
This is beautiful! I lost my dad about 6 years ago. I have grown so much through the mourning process. Much like you I didn't allow myself to mourn his loss right away. It took my about 4 months to fully feel his loss. I haven't done the mother drink but I have used mushrooms and DMT. But what really allowed me to see him and communicate with him has been meditation. It's such an amazing experience to connect to higher sense of self. The amount of love and healing that I have experienced is more then profound. You are right in making the point of sitting with all your feelings and give bad and good feelings respect. It's completely changed the way I look at personal emotions and how I deal with them.
Mama Aya is a loving being who helped me grieve for my parents too. I also recommend trying it if you can, just follow the diet instructions very carefully. Blessings to you all!
Ayahuasca… she has answered me so many questions which bothered me for long before. She has also helped to mourn my grandparents and thought me a lot about the universe and myself. So grateful for this game changing experience. We are all one 🌟
Wow I honestly cried along with this video. I can sooo relate especially with the explosion of gratitude and appreciation you can end up feeling. I’ve just done Ayahuaca yesterday with a Shaman playing live indigenous acoustic for hours and hours and it was a mind blowing experience and it seriously changed my worldview. It’s going to take a long time to unfold the information but it was beautiful. Very terrifying at times cause it’s such a foreign sensation but when you lean into it and respect the plant, it just does what you need from it. I’m also happy you mentioned Facilitators.
It’s the first time I leave a comment on RUclips but this is so emotional and the way you explain everything and the sensitive you are it’s just amazing!! I can watch ur videos for hours!! Keep going❤️
Thank you for sharing your personal experience and being vulnerable with us! You're a true inspiration. I'm looking at you as a role model and working towards modelling my career path to be successful like you. You're changing people's lives, we need more people like you on this planet!
I´m so grateful to you for making this video and sharing your experience with everyone here. I haven´t even done ayahuasca yet but you literally opened my eyes with what you said and convinced me I absolutely need to experience it myself. Thank you Tatiana!
Thank you for sharing! I’m doing my first ceremony this month. I loved the part about your dad. I lost my mom in 2016 so I’m looking forward to reconnecting with her. 🙏🏼
Thank you so much for sharing your experience Tatiana. You are so eloquent and this video was exactly what I wanted to find out :) you’re so beautiful inside and out !!
Hi Tatiana, I had the same attitude that you had when my mum passed away. I am Brazilian and I did ayahuasca for the first in January. Thanks for sure your experience. 💚
You’re so beautiful, inside and out. I’ve always loved your energy but for to share this experience is so incredibly personal and strong. I will always look up to you ❤️
Thank you for telling us about this Tatiana. I discovered a lot of new things through you - amazon, juicing and now this. Very grateful for you. You are definitely impacting a lot of lives in a good way 🥰
It’s crazy because you are the one that got me on my journey to FBA and over that’s year I have been putting forth the effort of this business model however I have been haven’t this strong spiritual calling , something telling me to look within my self . And wow the enlightenment and truths that have opened up are crazy, then to see this video right in the middle of my spiritual journey really makes me feel like I have a companion, ❤️thank you for sharing . The earth is in a changing time into the 4th dimension and we feel it, it is God calling us to wake up and help others
Thank you for sharing this experience. I connect a lot with it, I lived the same at my 19's and in the path I connected with ayahuasca too, it was truly a healing experience and until now, transformation continues day by day. I send you the best vibes for this 2023, thanks for all the work you are doing. Much love and many blessings.
Thank you for sharing your experiences and emotions with us. I can imagine that it took you some overcome to upload the video and I respect this a lot.
I have gone through 3 ceremonies and this was the most profound experience of my life. NOT recreational for sure and people need to do their research. For me, and for others that I know, this has been life changing. Thank you for sharing.
Thank you :) I am so excited to try it as well one day, as soon as I am financially able to. Nature is literally holy. I am highly convinced that it is the best way to heal on all three levels - mind body and spirit. Not believing in those big pharmaceutical industries who profit of the sickness of man ... I am sure that your life will benefit immensely from this experience since you don’t carry that energy draining blocks anymore. Now this energy will be available for other life areas 🙏🏼 Thank you Tatiana 💚🌱
Thank you for sharing your story. You’re truly an inspiration. I’ve been wanting to do ayahuasca for so long but always have been fearful for what I might experience but in the end ayahuasca shows us what we need to experience to grow and heal as a person. You have rekindled my desire to try this magical plant medicine 🙏🥰
I had no idea what I wanted to watch I RUclips but when I found this video on your channel I knew it’s what I was going to watch! Love your videos. Thanks for all the knowledge!
Thank you Tatiana for sharing your experience here. I could relate to so much of what you experienced (doing breathwork and inner child healing meditations). I look forward to experiencing this medicine one day soon
I have done Aya 6 times and each time its incredible. You do fast and eat selected foods for a couple of weeks prior . I always set an intention yet Mother Aya always knows where I need to go. This medicine for me gives you more insight and guidance than years of therapy. You can't hide from Aya or choose what you want to address and how. Aya takes you there. The negative is that I hate returning to the matrix afterwards . As hard as you try not to with such an awaking you integrate back in. My retreat was in Mexico in the jungle was incredible with a Shaman and medicine woman.
if 1 time is so enlightening as mentioned, could you please share why does it takes you 6 times to go back? is it because of curiousity or is it keep bringin you the unknown things in life?
Its totally ok and perfectly normal to fall back into the ego, that's how it's supposed to be. Only a few Beings ever Reached Enlightenment. Beings such as Jesus or The Buddha etc.. Spiritual Awakening wakes you up to Deeper Truth's and the Deeper meaning of Life but the ego still remains. Those Beings who Reached Enlightenment have no ego and are in A Permanent State of Bliss. Spiritual Awakening eventually leads to Enlightenment. We will all find Enlightenment in the end!!
Tatiana James thank you greatly for sharing . You’ve helped ease my worried mind as I’m heading to Soltara in 2 months . Also lost my father at 17 yrs old and never felt there was anything to deal with. 😢 thanks again for your story. ❤️ all the best
Tatiana, this video is just everything I never knew I needed! So many important things said, I have to watch it over and over again. You're a special special soul. I appreciate so much about you.. alone in this video you showed the importance of vulnerability, courage and having the self-love and self-respect to actually be open and the most transparent with your viewers. I'm so excited because I was on their website and your info was amazing, I will do deeper research. I'm in Uni for health, so natural medicine is something I learn at school too! I don't want to get too personal, but I'm sorry for your loss and hope that you visit each other often. We have our loved ones always with us. ♡ Also I wanted to add: Past-traumas are so damn destructive if not healed. The effects are seen daily, it takes so much courage and honesty to sit with oneself. I have experienced that too: I was afraid for a longer time to sit with myself and journal honestly about how I spent my time. I didn't want to be disappointed with myself, but only I will get the rewards of it if I journal and be brutally honest. It's hard to live a life without self-reflection and it's also hard to live unhealed and to suffocate our souls with dissatisfaction. Choose your hard, I'd say to myself. Thanks Tatiana! Every video of yours is appreciate. ♡
Thank you so much for your comment! I couldn't agree with you more, we must heal from traumas or else they will stay with us indefinitely. I appreciate all of your kind words, thank you again
Tatiana, I could feel your pain through this, but mostly your growth. Thank you for sharing this with us, you have no idea how much this has opened my eyes. You are extremely strong and I sincerely appreciate everything you do and share with us. As cheesy as this sounds, the more you share, the more I feel like I grow because you have so many beautiful thoughts and experiences to share. You have a way with words that sits with me. I hope you're feeling grounded and happy and you know how you said that Jocelyn is an angel? I feel like that with you haha, truly, you're soo kind and out of this world :) I feel like I gotta do some inner work, starting today! I definitely want to try this to open my subconscious!
Thanks for this video. It showed up at the right time. I am heading to Soltara (Peru) tomorrow for a five night ceremony/journey. Thank you for reminding me that these are individual experiences and for reminding me that I am stronger than I think I am. God Bless 😌
I started to follow you to learn about amazon, but the more I know about you, the more I admire you.... thank you for sharing such a personal beautiful experience.... blessings!
Tatiana thank you so much for sharing and using your platform to share information about the medicine. This June it’s going to be my 3rd time trying the medicine, and you are right it’s no for everyone. But if anyone feels the call through you information by all means do your research before you go. Thank you so much sending love and light your way 😘
Your a true good women with an inspiring journey. Morning your mother and father’s relationship was a beautiful heart touching experience that you shared. Thank you for being transparent and open. God bless you 🙏
I just finished my ayahuasca experience at Soltara, thanks to you sharing about it. I remember watching your video about a year ago learning about this but never had the courage to go. One of my close friends mentioned it this year & asked me if I wanted to join her & I felt like I was meant to do it now. And I’m so glad I did, Tatiana it’s crazy because we had a similar experience, I didn’t really feel much the first 2 ceremonies and the 3rd one was life changing/intense and very much needed lol I feel so amazing, so light & also needed help getting through the last night as well & soltara truly is the best place to do ayahuasca for anyone doing it the first time. So grateful for ayahuasca & experiencing this beautiful force of nature.
I cried just after heard about your dad even without Ayahuasca lol. Take care, Tatiana. I know how it feels being silent about trauma and thinking that you can deal with it...and then it hits you every time. I'm going to try this Ayahausca experience one day.
Thank you Tatiana for sharing your experience and opening up about your dad. I lost my husband unexpectedly 3 years ago and then both my parents 10month after my husband passed. I also haven’t had the time to mourn or grieve, I went back to work the day after we laid my husband to rest. I used work as my way to block out what I was feeling. I’m looking into going to ayahuasca retreat soon I know it will help me. I need to help myself so I can continue be emotionally and mentally sane for my kids.
You are so sweet Tatiana, we are very lucky to have you ❤ Ayahuasca basically magnifies whatever emotions we have inside our mind which are suppressed and buried deep inside and didn't taken care of so it should be done under guidance of masters. Thanks for sharing your experience.
I'm glad you were able to see your Dad again and celebrate his life, may his soul have peace like my Dad who also passed. Thank you for sharing your deep and incredible experience. 😊 #namaste🙏
Thank you for sharing your journey with us . I have done the ceremony too. I believe what I saw, I knew that already . Everything is inside us . Just quit your mind .. I will never do the ceremony again .. I will try to go inside without any external help .. meditation can take you there ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Great review. Felt like i was there through your descriptions. I like your sharing about your personal issues. Took courage Sounds like a really good retreat. Regarding synthesized vs plant medicine. I mean just because it’s a plant doesn’t make it better then say something that is synthesized necessarily The atoms that are used to create a synthesized i medication come from stars that went supernova or were made of the birth of the universe. Also poison ivy is plant too :). I like your takeaways from your experience and your search for meaning. Amazing all that love inside of you and the ability to experience it. I can hear your love for your audience in your voice and you truly seem to embody it. 🎉 I think the pursuit of healing inside ourselves, with our connection in nature and through the community give me hope. Ty
I loved the way you explained it and it would certainly put anyone's mind at ease to take your advice and go to Soltara. Unfortunately I don't abide by covid as I believe it's a farce, so until humanity is free, I won't be going anywhere. It would be lovely to have the ayahuasca experience at this retreat in accompaniment with a special someone. Thank you Tatiana.
So happy for you Tati!! I have yet to do Aya, but I've had two DMT ceremonies within the span of 3 years, and they were honestly the most profound/life-changing experiences of my life. There truly are no words to explain or describe it, other than pure love.
I've been looking into Ayahuasca retreats and I'm grateful for your video because I've been watching your videos for about a year now and I trust your opinion. That retreat looks awesome because safety is my priority and I'd be doing it alone.
Hello Tatiana, thank you for sharing your experience even though it was personal. I know a few people that has done it, and most of them enjoy the experience.
Wow what a beautiful video Tatiana, thank you for sharing this. Your story about mourning your parents relationship and what it could have been is exactly how I feel about my parents ♥️ just hearing you speak about this experience brings me a sense of calmness 🌟
My pleasure! I'm not surprised to hear that I'm not the only one that feels this way about her parents. Knowing that over 50% of marriages end in divorce is a striking statistic and I'm sure many of those relationships could have been great had the economics or different life circumstances not gotten in the way. That's why self-development is SO important because life will always throw challenging situations at us but whether we can figure out how to navigate through the rough waters or not will determine our future. It's about equipping ourselves with the skills to succeed.
I tried Aya in Costa Rica in 2019, 2 ceremonies. I went up for more after the same struggle with my mind about not feeling it. I had more than anyone else and never had it fully come on. I had a blissful waking dreamscape and overall a nice clear energy feeling though. I'm experienced in plant medicines and I've heard plant medicines described as kind of like spiritual pre-school or training wheels. And consider fasting, breathwork as spiritual maturity (less reliance on external things). I'm sure you've felt it after juice fasts!!
I've been preparing for this for a year. I head to Costa Rica this week. I chose Soltara for these same reasons. I'm a little nervous, but I'm prepared for my journey.
I did 5 years of ayahuasca as a spiritual practice, mostly twice a month, with some 4 day retreats. Between ayahuasca, huachuma (San Pedro), psybociliam (magic mushrooms), and cacao (sacred chocolate), I've probably done at least 100 journeys. I prepared for aya, with a YEAR on full time lightwork healing from a powerfully trained by kahuna healer, 4X a week (full time healing). That made ayahuasca journeys much easier for me than most. The plantista saw that I was a powerful healer from my first experience, and invited me to be the designated healer and co-facilitator for those 4 1/2 years. I also traveled to Peru and did San Pedro (Huachuma/cactus medicine) and ayahuasca down in the jungle off of the Amazon, and also traveled twice to Costa Rica to do ayahuasca with Rythmia. I wouldn't trade my experiences and healing for anything in the world, and I learned to be a multidimensional healer on aya, who was my teacher.
Tatiana, I cried with you. Thank you for sharing your experience. I am so interested in such topics, everything spiritual, meditations... You are such a pure kind soul. I follow you for years and it feels like you are my friend already🤗 sending you hugs, positive energy and much love❤
20:57 It was never "the money"... it was the beliefs and meanings each person held and defended during those times... but everything happens for some purpose. Thank you for sharing your experience 🙏
Great video! I am new to your channel! I only found out about Ayahuasca this weekend! I need to do my research but I do feel this is something I need to go through! I am a chronic migraine sufferer so need to find out if this would be safe for me!
Both my parents have moved on and I do talk to them. They are still with us. My father moved on in 2017 and my mother moved on in 2021. After she passed, I have felt their energy since, each time I think of them, and talk to them.
I hope you enjoyed me sharing my Ayahausca experience. Have you tried it before or would you want to? Let me know down below!
Tatiana you are most gorgeous lady on YT ♥ thanx for sharing your experience
Thank You for Sharing Your Experience Tatiana 😊
Hopeful That A Lot of Your Past Experiences Came To The Surface For You So You Can Be At Peace 😊
Do You See Yourself Taking Ayahuasca Again?
Thanks you for sharing this🙏🏻✨ you inspired me 😊❤️🙏🏻✨
Thank you so much for sharing your experience. This was so beautiful and inspirational.
I would definitely love to do it. I have to get financially able to afford it though.
I’m convinced that nearly all of our world’s issues could be cured with psychedelics. They showed me that every action is a reflection of what someone is going through internally, which really allowed me to let go of a lot of hate that I had, they really are life changing
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Well said my friend. I can say that psychedelics have helped me see that everything has consciousness or intelligence. And this intelligence or consciousness is able to emit its energy at different degrees of "intensity" based on the specific complexity and potential the form has. The atom reacts and vibrates and has energy and it groups with other atoms to become a more complex form, therefore it operates at a degree of this intelligence or consciousness and is alive. Minerals even though they seem to be unintelligent to a closed minded person actually do have a level of intelligence. Minerals react to the environment too and create amazing mineral, geological, and crystal structures that are a part of the earth's form. Plants do the same thing using their intelligence. Human beings are also a very specific and complex form that because of its specific complexity, we are able to awaken a very high degree of intensity of this consciousness or universal intelligence. I find that this view is a view that really shows the unifying understanding that you and me are expressions of our universal intelligence and we should trust ourselves and enjoy the marvels of our universe.
no matter how awakened people become, humanity cannot exist without hierarchy and that is why we have the issues we do.
@@miastallard4592 actually humanity can and did over 12k years ago. Humanity was reset due to a catastrophic event. Don’t doubt humans we can totally live in peace. The lack of belief is why we haven’t yet
@@miastallard4592 study the 100th monkey theory and that may change your mind about evolution.
The more I watch the more I fall in love with you. You are such a humble, down to earth and wise women. You’re still very young and have a lottt of money but still soo kind.
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Thank you
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I teared up listening. Thank you for sharing this! And the fact that you felt so much gratitude that it physically hurt, just goes to show how much gratitude your soul carries on a daily basis. You're SO lucky - gratitude is the key to happiness and I've had a hard time trying to hold a sense of gratitude long-term.
Oh my goodness, the tears were uncontrollable when I listened you open up about your father😭 Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing.
This really pulled on my heart strings ❤
Thanks for watching and I appreciate your kind words ❤
I'm so sad to hear about what you went through with your family, it's amazing how you're able to share your experiences and use your platform to let others relate to you even if it's hard to speak about at times.
This video made me cry, it takes great strength to willingly experience this. I respect you so much and wish you immense joy and love.
Thank you, Afsaneh
I was getting emotional through this too! I only found out about Ayahuasca this weekend and I am super intrigued! I am in no way going to rush into it, I need to do my research but I feel this is something I need down the line!
This is beautiful! I lost my dad about 6 years ago. I have grown so much through the mourning process. Much like you I didn't allow myself to mourn his loss right away. It took my about 4 months to fully feel his loss. I haven't done the mother drink but I have used mushrooms and DMT. But what really allowed me to see him and communicate with him has been meditation. It's such an amazing experience to connect to higher sense of self. The amount of love and healing that I have experienced is more then profound. You are right in making the point of sitting with all your feelings and give bad and good feelings respect. It's completely changed the way I look at personal emotions and how I deal with them.
This made me cry! You are such a beautiful human and soul 💗 Thank you for sharing this with us all!
I just love how you talk, could listen to your voice for hours... and your content is just awesome ❤️
So beautiful how you talked about mourning and loving your father 💕 thank you for this
I was crying 😭🥺
Thank you
Mama Aya is a loving being who helped me grieve for my parents too. I also recommend trying it if you can, just follow the diet instructions very carefully. Blessings to you all!
Ayahuasca… she has answered me so many questions which bothered me for long before. She has also helped to mourn my grandparents and thought me a lot about the universe and myself. So grateful for this game changing experience. We are all one 🌟
Wow I honestly cried along with this video. I can sooo relate especially with the explosion of gratitude and appreciation you can end up feeling. I’ve just done Ayahuaca yesterday with a Shaman playing live indigenous acoustic for hours and hours and it was a mind blowing experience and it seriously changed my worldview. It’s going to take a long time to unfold the information but it was beautiful. Very terrifying at times cause it’s such a foreign sensation but when you lean into it and respect the plant, it just does what you need from it. I’m also happy you mentioned Facilitators.
It’s the first time I leave a comment on RUclips but this is so emotional and the way you explain everything and the sensitive you are it’s just amazing!! I can watch ur videos for hours!! Keep going❤️
Thank you for sharing your personal experience and being vulnerable with us! You're a true inspiration. I'm looking at you as a role model and working towards modelling my career path to be successful like you. You're changing people's lives, we need more people like you on this planet!
I´m so grateful to you for making this video and sharing your experience with everyone here. I haven´t even done ayahuasca yet but you literally opened my eyes with what you said and convinced me I absolutely need to experience it myself. Thank you Tatiana!
Thank you for sharing! I’m doing my first ceremony this month. I loved the part about your dad. I lost my mom in 2016 so I’m looking forward to reconnecting with her. 🙏🏼
Thank you so much for sharing your experience Tatiana. You are so eloquent and this video was exactly what I wanted to find out :) you’re so beautiful inside and out !!
Hi Tatiana, I had the same attitude that you had when my mum passed away. I am Brazilian and I did ayahuasca for the first in January. Thanks for sure your experience. 💚
Very open real share. Really happy for you that the experience was a positive one over all. Here's to continued success on your life's journey. :)
You’re so beautiful, inside and out. I’ve always loved your energy but for to share this experience is so incredibly personal and strong. I will always look up to you ❤️
Thank you for telling us about this Tatiana. I discovered a lot of new things through you - amazon, juicing and now this. Very grateful for you. You are definitely impacting a lot of lives in a good way 🥰
It’s crazy because you are the one that got me on my journey to FBA and over that’s year I have been putting forth the effort of this business model however I have been haven’t this strong spiritual calling , something telling me to look within my self . And wow the enlightenment and truths that have opened up are crazy, then to see this video right in the middle of my spiritual journey really makes me feel like I have a companion, ❤️thank you for sharing . The earth is in a changing time into the 4th dimension and we feel it, it is God calling us to wake up and help others
Amazing! Glad to hear this :) It sounds like you are being led on a journey.
Thank you for sharing this experience. I connect a lot with it, I lived the same at my 19's and in the path I connected with ayahuasca too, it was truly a healing experience and until now, transformation continues day by day. I send you the best vibes for this 2023, thanks for all the work you are doing. Much love and many blessings.
Thank you for sharing your experiences and emotions with us. I can imagine that it took you some overcome to upload the video and I respect this a lot.
I have gone through 3 ceremonies and this was the most profound experience of my life. NOT recreational for sure and people need to do their research. For me, and for others that I know, this has been life changing. Thank you for sharing.
Thank you, Tatiana, for sharing your experience and being vulnerable. You are such an inspiration!
Thank you :) I am so excited to try it as well one day, as soon as I am financially able to. Nature is literally holy. I am highly convinced that it is the best way to heal on all three levels - mind body and spirit. Not believing in those big pharmaceutical industries who profit of the sickness of man ... I am sure that your life will benefit immensely from this experience since you don’t carry that energy draining blocks anymore. Now this energy will be available for other life areas 🙏🏼 Thank you Tatiana 💚🌱
Amazing testimony. Thank you for opening up Tatiana x
Thank you for sharing your story. You’re truly an inspiration. I’ve been wanting to do ayahuasca for so long but always have been fearful for what I might experience but in the end ayahuasca shows us what we need to experience to grow and heal as a person. You have rekindled my desire to try this magical plant medicine 🙏🥰
I had no idea what I wanted to watch I RUclips but when I found this video on your channel I knew it’s what I was going to watch! Love your videos. Thanks for all the knowledge!
Thank you Tatiana for sharing your experience here. I could relate to so much of what you experienced (doing breathwork and inner child healing meditations). I look forward to experiencing this medicine one day soon
I have done Aya 6 times and each time its incredible. You do fast and eat selected foods for a couple of weeks prior . I always set an intention yet Mother Aya always knows where I need to go. This medicine for me gives you more insight and guidance than years of therapy. You can't hide from Aya or choose what you want to address and how. Aya takes you there. The negative is that I hate returning to the matrix afterwards . As hard as you try not to with such an awaking you integrate back in.
My retreat was in Mexico in the jungle was incredible with a Shaman and medicine woman.
can you share info of where in MX? it's hard to find a place within budget😬
if 1 time is so enlightening as mentioned, could you please share why does it takes you 6 times to go back? is it because of curiousity or is it keep bringin you the unknown things in life?
Its totally ok and perfectly normal to fall back into the ego, that's how it's supposed to be. Only a few Beings ever Reached Enlightenment. Beings such as Jesus or The Buddha etc.. Spiritual Awakening wakes you up to Deeper Truth's and the Deeper meaning of Life but the ego still remains. Those Beings who Reached Enlightenment have no ego and are in A Permanent State of Bliss. Spiritual Awakening eventually leads to Enlightenment. We will all find Enlightenment in the end!!
@@Bren.r300 you don't need to travel far or pay for A Spiritual Awakening and Spiritual Insight. Just Be Still and look Within and Surrender..
Tatiana James thank you greatly for sharing . You’ve helped ease my worried mind as I’m heading to Soltara in 2 months . Also lost my father at 17 yrs old and never felt there was anything to deal with. 😢 thanks again for your story. ❤️ all the best
im tearing up what a great video tatiana appreciate you so much❤
Tatiana, this video is just everything I never knew I needed! So many important things said, I have to watch it over and over again. You're a special special soul. I appreciate so much about you.. alone in this video you showed the importance of vulnerability, courage and having the self-love and self-respect to actually be open and the most transparent with your viewers.
I'm so excited because I was on their website and your info was amazing, I will do deeper research. I'm in Uni for health, so natural medicine is something I learn at school too!
I don't want to get too personal, but I'm sorry for your loss and hope that you visit each other often. We have our loved ones always with us. ♡
Also I wanted to add:
Past-traumas are so damn destructive if not healed. The effects are seen daily, it takes so much courage and honesty to sit with oneself. I have experienced that too: I was afraid for a longer time to sit with myself and journal honestly about how I spent my time. I didn't want to be disappointed with myself, but only I will get the rewards of it if I journal and be brutally honest.
It's hard to live a life without self-reflection and it's also hard to live unhealed and to suffocate our souls with dissatisfaction.
Choose your hard, I'd say to myself.
Thanks Tatiana! Every video of yours is appreciate. ♡
Thank You! ✨😃
Thank you so much for your comment! I couldn't agree with you more, we must heal from traumas or else they will stay with us indefinitely. I appreciate all of your kind words, thank you again
I was born and live in Costa Rica, I didn't even know about this place until now.
Happy for you! Thank you for sharing this. 💕
Tatiana, I could feel your pain through this, but mostly your growth. Thank you for sharing this with us, you have no idea how much this has opened my eyes. You are extremely strong and I sincerely appreciate everything you do and share with us. As cheesy as this sounds, the more you share, the more I feel like I grow because you have so many beautiful thoughts and experiences to share.
You have a way with words that sits with me. I hope you're feeling grounded and happy and you know how you said that Jocelyn is an angel? I feel like that with you haha, truly, you're soo kind and out of this world :) I feel like I gotta do some inner work, starting today! I definitely want to try this to open my subconscious!
I feel the same about Tatiana!! Love how you put it into words :)
I'm so happy to hear this
Thank you! I have been to Soltara twice and can vouch for everything described.
Thanks for this video. It showed up at the right time. I am heading to Soltara (Peru) tomorrow for a five night ceremony/journey. Thank you for reminding me that these are individual experiences and for reminding me that I am stronger than I think I am. God Bless 😌
I started to follow you to learn about amazon, but the more I know about you, the more I admire you.... thank you for sharing such a personal beautiful experience.... blessings!
Tatiana thank you so much for sharing and using your platform to share information about the medicine. This June it’s going to be my 3rd time trying the medicine, and you are right it’s no for everyone. But if anyone feels the call through you information by all means do your research before you go. Thank you so much sending love and light your way 😘
Your a true good women with an inspiring journey. Morning your mother and father’s relationship was a beautiful heart touching experience that you shared. Thank you for being transparent and open. God bless you 🙏
Thank you
I just finished my ayahuasca experience at Soltara, thanks to you sharing about it. I remember watching your video about a year ago learning about this but never had the courage to go. One of my close friends mentioned it this year & asked me if I wanted to join her & I felt like I was meant to do it now. And I’m so glad I did, Tatiana it’s crazy because we had a similar experience, I didn’t really feel much the first 2 ceremonies and the 3rd one was life changing/intense and very much needed lol I feel so amazing, so light & also needed help getting through the last night as well & soltara truly is the best place to do ayahuasca for anyone doing it the first time. So grateful for ayahuasca & experiencing this beautiful force of nature.
I cried just after heard about your dad even without Ayahuasca lol. Take care, Tatiana. I know how it feels being silent about trauma and thinking that you can deal with it...and then it hits you every time. I'm going to try this Ayahausca experience one day.
Thank you Tatiana for sharing your experience and opening up about your dad. I lost my husband unexpectedly 3 years ago and then both my parents 10month after my husband passed. I also haven’t had the time to mourn or grieve, I went back to work the day after we laid my husband to rest. I used work as my way to block out what I was feeling. I’m looking into going to ayahuasca retreat soon I know it will help me. I need to help myself so I can continue be emotionally and mentally sane for my kids.
I'm so sorry 😢 if you need a mommy friend hit me up 💕
thank you so much for sharing ♥️ it's beautiful to see how much this experience has facilitated your growth:)
You are so welcome!
Great explanation, thank you for sharing your experience. I'd love to go through a healing experience like this myself.
You are so sweet Tatiana, we are very lucky to have you ❤
Ayahuasca basically magnifies whatever emotions we have inside our mind which are suppressed and buried deep inside and didn't taken care of so it should be done under guidance of masters. Thanks for sharing your experience.
Thank you
Always an experience watching this type of content
Glad you enjoy it!
I'm glad you were able to see your Dad again and celebrate his life, may his soul have peace like my Dad who also passed. Thank you for sharing your deep and incredible experience. 😊 #namaste🙏
This made me cry and I thank you for the insight ! I been wanting to do this because of personal issues and reason and I thank you for this
You're welcome Benny, let me know how your experience goes if you go for it.
Thank you for sharing! I’ve always been interested in Ayahuasca ever since I first heard about it.
Love your closing statement on nature.
Thank you for being so real ❤️
Thank you for sharing your journey with us . I have done the ceremony too. I believe what I saw, I knew that already . Everything is inside us . Just quit your mind .. I will never do the ceremony again .. I will try to go inside without any external help ..
meditation can take you there ❤️❤️❤️❤️
You are a beautiful person. Thank you for sharing your experience. So insightful xx
I CRYED AT THE END, WHAT A BEAUTIFUL STORY
Great review. Felt like i was there through your descriptions.
I like your sharing about your personal issues. Took courage
Sounds like a really good retreat.
Regarding synthesized vs plant medicine. I mean just because it’s a plant doesn’t make it better then say something that is synthesized necessarily The atoms that are used to create a synthesized i medication come from stars that went supernova or were made of the birth of the universe. Also poison ivy is plant too :).
I like your takeaways from your experience and your search for meaning.
Amazing all that love inside of you and the ability to experience it. I can hear your love for your audience in your voice and you truly seem to embody it. 🎉
I think the pursuit of healing inside ourselves, with our connection in nature and through the community give me hope. Ty
This was so beautiful. Thank you for sharing.
This made me cry 🥺😭❤️ it is so beautiful
I loved the way you explained it and it would certainly put anyone's mind at ease to take your advice and go to Soltara. Unfortunately I don't abide by covid as I believe it's a farce, so until humanity is free, I won't be going anywhere. It would be lovely to have the ayahuasca experience at this retreat in accompaniment with a special someone. Thank you Tatiana.
Thank you for sharing! 💕 you are so inspiring!
Thanks for sharing!!! Never have tried Ayuhuasca but have been wanting to. Going to check out Soltara!
So happy for you Tati!! I have yet to do Aya, but I've had two DMT ceremonies within the span of 3 years, and they were honestly the most profound/life-changing experiences of my life. There truly are no words to explain or describe it, other than pure love.
Thanks for this. Trying to prepare for number 1. This is a well illustrated presentation.
Thank you for sharing your experience!! I dont know you…never met you, but I can tell you are at peace.
Your story is what I needed to hear. Thank you ❤
Tatiana, this is SO beautiful. God bless your beautiful heart and soul
I've been looking into Ayahuasca retreats and I'm grateful for your video because I've been watching your videos for about a year now and I trust your opinion. That retreat looks awesome because safety is my priority and I'd be doing it alone.
Wonderful! Let me know about your experience if you do decided to do it 🙌
Hello Tatiana, thank you for sharing your experience even though it was personal. I know a few people that has done it, and most of them enjoy the experience.
Cheering for vomiting sounds fun.
I really like what you said about your dad. I too suppress emotions in this way and I just want to thank you for sharing this personal revelation.
I'm very thankful for you! you motivate me a lot! :)
Wow what a beautiful video Tatiana, thank you for sharing this. Your story about mourning your parents relationship and what it could have been is exactly how I feel about my parents ♥️ just hearing you speak about this experience brings me a sense of calmness 🌟
My pleasure! I'm not surprised to hear that I'm not the only one that feels this way about her parents. Knowing that over 50% of marriages end in divorce is a striking statistic and I'm sure many of those relationships could have been great had the economics or different life circumstances not gotten in the way. That's why self-development is SO important because life will always throw challenging situations at us but whether we can figure out how to navigate through the rough waters or not will determine our future. It's about equipping ourselves with the skills to succeed.
She is a very nice person at heart. gotten a living heart, that's the greatest blessing. may she be blessed in both lives.
Excellent advice regarding experiencing the full CYCLE of emotions so u can release it
Currently in brasil, was hoping to find somewhere offering experience though with covid wasnt available. Very insightful video, thank you
Interesting. Thanx for sharing. Never heard of it until now...🙂😘
Thank you for telling us where you got treatment. God love you. Would you tell us how much this coat?
Thk u for sharing the specifics of ur journey. It helps. I'm actually going to Solrara Peru soon.
tati this was so beautiful it even made me cry, i really needed it. thank u for sharing ur experience
Wow, just beautiful. I enjoyed this video.
I appreciate how well spoken you are 😘
😊 thank you
I never knew about this. Thank you 😘🙏🏼
You the most authentic 💯👍
thank you for this video, i’ve been thinking about doing Ayahuasca for 2 years now. i hope one day i will do it
Thanks for sharing Tatiana! I am being called to Mama Aya! 💜
Wow sounds like such an amazing experience. Definitely something I would love to do. I know I have past trauma that interfere with my growth
Let me know how it goes if you try it. Thanks for watching
I tried Aya in Costa Rica in 2019, 2 ceremonies. I went up for more after the same struggle with my mind about not feeling it. I had more than anyone else and never had it fully come on. I had a blissful waking dreamscape and overall a nice clear energy feeling though. I'm experienced in plant medicines and I've heard plant medicines described as kind of like spiritual pre-school or training wheels. And consider fasting, breathwork as spiritual maturity (less reliance on external things). I'm sure you've felt it after juice fasts!!
Thank you for sharing this story 😍
I've been preparing for this for a year. I head to Costa Rica this week. I chose Soltara for these same reasons. I'm a little nervous, but I'm prepared for my journey.
I did 5 years of ayahuasca as a spiritual practice, mostly twice a month, with some 4 day retreats. Between ayahuasca, huachuma (San Pedro), psybociliam (magic mushrooms), and cacao (sacred chocolate), I've probably done at least 100 journeys. I prepared for aya, with a YEAR on full time lightwork healing from a powerfully trained by kahuna healer, 4X a week (full time healing). That made ayahuasca journeys much easier for me than most. The plantista saw that I was a powerful healer from my first experience, and invited me to be the designated healer and co-facilitator for those 4 1/2 years. I also traveled to Peru and did San Pedro (Huachuma/cactus medicine) and ayahuasca down in the jungle off of the Amazon, and also traveled twice to Costa Rica to do ayahuasca with Rythmia. I wouldn't trade my experiences and healing for anything in the world, and I learned to be a multidimensional healer on aya, who was my teacher.
Tatiana, I cried with you. Thank you for sharing your experience. I am so interested in such topics, everything spiritual, meditations... You are such a pure kind soul. I follow you for years and it feels like you are my friend already🤗 sending you hugs, positive energy and much love❤
Thank you, Mary
We appreciate you ! ✨
wow you had an amazing experience. I am happy for you. You are beautiful inside out.
20:57 It was never "the money"... it was the beliefs and meanings each person held and defended during those times... but everything happens for some purpose. Thank you for sharing your experience 🙏
Great video! I am new to your channel! I only found out about Ayahuasca this weekend! I need to do my research but I do feel this is something I need to go through! I am a chronic migraine sufferer so need to find out if this would be safe for me!
Both my parents have moved on and I do talk to them. They are still with us. My father moved on in 2017 and my mother moved on in 2021. After she passed, I have felt their energy since, each time I think of them, and talk to them.
Sorry for your loss 🌻💛