Bad Thoughts

With these girls i tried everything
Ive seen everything that i need to see with them
Ive seen everything that i need to see with them
I see you fall apart
We were done from the start
You can not give your heart
Your body’s a work of art
I am a workaholic and a alcoholic
Cant taste the weed
This cocaine and this ecstasy and this ketamine and this LSD
I might get canceled for the things I’m saying
Apologize, swear I apologize
Think I’m a asshole said the shit bout million times
I think i lied a million times
Cover my truth swallow my pride
Who i am now
Been making music for a long time
It’s been a long grind its been a slow minute
I change personality like every two minutes
My best friends are fucking jealous of me
Because they hate themselves
And when they hear this shit they probably they that this themselves
Well if you hear this song
And if you think its about you
Your subconscious will tell you things that you might do
My ex girlfriend used to fuck me just to tell me that they got a boyfriend
And they fucking him now and i guess i gotta deal with it
What the fuck is going on
My music get some fucking plays but these games are on
Why my fucking dad ask for my money
But i love it when he visits the kid
I love when he sees the kid
I love my mom and i wish her trauma ain’t effecting me
I wish my grandma ain’t have some trauma, this shit was amazing ok
And my cousins doing the same thing i was doing when i was a teenager
The fuck is going i thought y’all was just misbehaving i thought y’all cool
And then i grew up that Im just fucked up, and as of you
I just cant be ok, alright? Alright
Seen it out if spite
Girl i just might
Um, blow up this whole building candlelight
Blow up this whole building filled with dynamite
Uh uh, i hate that I’m shy
I hate that I’m awkward i barely like to say hi
I hate the conversation
I watch people get what i can get but I’m just fucked up
Because i got a barrier that I can’t seem to come from
And I can’t see to get enough of drugs and fill this stuff
Seen you with all your friends
Seen you with all your friends
You look so perfect in that dress and i just wanna take it off
Wanna tell you everything, everything you lost
All i see is you babe no one else beside ya
Believe it in all, seen this because
All i wanna do is get my face In between those thighs
My face in between those thighs
My face, my face
My face in between those thighs
Face in between those thigh
My face in between, my face in between those thighs
Those thighs, those thighs