I LOST MY COOL!!! Blind Reaction to LEDGER My Arms
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- Опубликовано: 15 июл 2024
- My 4-year short story. 2017 is when my life came crashing face-first and everything came to a halt. My dreams, my goals, my studies. All of it was just stopped. I made mistakes trying to figure things out. I was broke and on a very tight-end budget. My sister would send me some money on occasion. I had to make that money last 2 months. I ate once a day (every night -- 2 scoops of rice, an egg, and a hotdog with alotta ketchup). There was one night where my girlfriend invited me over to eat and I almost bursted into tears while eating with them.
With no money, I was expected to pay the electricity and water and other essentials. I hopped between my house and work place at the time to save money. And messed things up. Like, really messed up. I went a few months jobless until I landed a stable one. I became alienated and labelled a joke for no absolute reason. I lived on the day-to-day alone. My girlfriend was my only source of help and strength. She'd chat me whenever we had the chance to. Failed taking my own life in 2018. Come 2019 through 2020, I pondered and wanted to end my life and plotted how to make it happen as painless to me and my family and love ones as possible. Until I heard this song playing from my girlfriend's phone. I watched the video and it helped me realize that I wasn't truly alone. I felt alone, but I was just lonely. I just had to turn around and let God catch me.
My friends, viewers, subsies.....you are not alone. You can call on a fellow to help you fight your battles. Come to realize that God has given you people to fight alongside you. Be strong. Stay strong, warrior. God bless you!
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Whst a song. Beautiful
Thank you. I am ok with you using my story in this. But this song is like my comfort song. If I ever feel any way(bad or good) I put this on and it helps make the mood better. Recently I had a day at work that started out bad. I put this song on and literally listened to it for the whole 7 hours left in my shift. Not a single thing bothered me. This song was one of the reason I cried for the first time in like 20 years. I didn't cry for my own father's and grandfather's deaths. But LEDGER's music is what helped open my heart, mind and emotions and God knew that is what I needed. I get teased at times do to my love, respect and support I show to Jen(mostly called a simp or they think it's just because she's beautiful that i like her. That isn't even close to what makes Jen special to me. But if respecting and supporting a woman like Jen makes me a simp. Then damn straight I am. I don't consider that a insult. Jen is a hero to me. Since their are no tours I bought all of her shirts over a few months along with some of her artwork too. To give her and the band a little support how I can in these times). Last month they had a At Home concert and since that day I have truly felt nothing but straight up joy. Even when I feel sad or mad i think of it and feel better. But Jen and all of her music is so relatable to anyone Christian and non Christian alike. Everything she does though is for the Lord and that is admirable. Her story on how she joined Skillet and how God influenced her is touching. If you check out other stuff from her I definitely think you should do Not Dead Yet. It is the song she wrote about overcoming anxiety she got from performing even after years of doing it after a conversation with her Skillet band mate Korey. That is THE song that saved my life and helped me decide not to kill myself. It is my anthem and heart song now. When I get a chance to i plan on getting the lyrics that saved me tattooed on my arm to always remind myself.
This enlightens my heart to know that you are so open to sharing your story. I thank the LORD for giving you the strength. And we both shall thank the LORD for creating and molding Jen to who she is and what she is doing for all sorts of people. What's most amazing to me right now is I met someone online who is watching my content and relates so much to it. I truly appreciate you, Robert. And I thank God the most that I'm part of someone's life with what I'm doing.
And NO. You are not a simp. You are a strong individual righting for what's yours and you're simply showing gratitude to the person who helped stand you up. 2 is greater than one. So you may be called a simp, but those people are the real simps since they feel the need to belittle someone else to feel above someone else.
You do you, Robert. Stay strong in Jesus. Stay faithful to the LORD. And press on, warrior.
@@Haiburidu If my story can either help someone out personally or at least get them to check out LEDGER so maybe they can find a song from them that they can connect with like I have then I am glad. I am just someone little compared to someone like Jen and how she is someone little compared to God. I do not really have any talents. So if it's my story that helps even 1 person then I know at least I did something to help the Lord. My best friend from high school has come back in my life in a big way and she is helping me not only stay on track with the Lord. But also get my personal life in order as well.
Thank you. Like I said. Even if they do call me one. I'll take it as a compliment. Jen is a wonderful, caring, modest and pure God loving/fearing woman. Anyone who thinks it's an insult to support someone like that is not someone whose opinion matters to me.
I plan on it. My life has not been this good abd positive in so long. My mind i think is a bit confused because of it. I often doubt my own happiness or if it's ok that a little 2 hour online concert a month ago brought me so much joy I still think back to it with joy. Lime my mind is used to happiness maybe lasting 1 or 2 days max. Not like 5 months straight with last month being the happiest between seeing Jen perform live online and my birthday a week after it then Easter after that then spending the day yesterday with my best friend. My mind is just waiting for something to ruin it. But I don't plan on letting that happen.
Speaking on my Spiritual life 🙏
Also you should watch the end to the My Arms video like a second after you paused it at the end. She put Isaiah 41:10 right after it.
"So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand"
Thank you! I'll screenshot it now
@@Haiburidu i love that she put the bible quote that inspired the song at the end.
Amen 🙏 from Australia. We’ll done young man. Come Lord Jesus, come
It's cool repent get up and learn from your mistakes and keep going forward hallelujah ✝️
I'm not sure if you have run across this version of the song, but I think I like it better than the produced version.
ruclips.net/video/KzobvltRzaQ/видео.html
Thank you so much! This was something needed for this weekend. God bless you.