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Original Audio: Arrow, House, Arrow, Teen Wolf, One Tree Hill
Music: Sleeping At Last "Saturn"
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Sometime i feel sorry for my family for having me... They deserved better...
You where born for a reason, your family should love you for being you and everything you can give to them, I'm here for you, and you have a lot of worth, be grateful for what you have and don't be sad of what you don't have, because your family had you for a reason and they love you for that 💕
NOO!! Don’t be. I know life is hard but you know what life also is......short so try to live your life happy and not sad. I am sad to I try to get over it but...sometimes it’s better to be sad than happy🥺💔
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Wrong.
Your better than that
I understand how you feel I feel the same way
No one would hear me cry behind my bedroom door... no one would even care to notice. I've been stuck here in the dark for years. I'm just a waste of space....
Hey
Same here sis.. :'(
Diriliş. _ .Ertuğrul yes.
I promise you everything is going to get better, and you will get past those dark times, it may be difficult, but I'm here for you if you need someone, you have just as much worth as everyone else in the world and you deserve happiness 💕
Ya,isn't a little agony worth it
Sucks being alone in this world.
You're not the only one who's Alone
You are loved
@@Anjali-zu3sm your not alone either
Your not the only one too
I'm slowly letting the demons in.
Don't do that fight shoe then your ready to live and love ♡
That’s the only way some of us survive. Don’t do that if that’s not the case
God is with u no matter what. Just talk to him. This is just a part of the story, it's not the end. Be happy. Choose to live.
Mine are always fully in, don't let them its painful hell.
And I am even starting to like them...
'No one's gonna miss me.'
That's so accurate with how I'm feeling at the moment.
Edit: lmao I’m actually over it now. I just found this comment from 2 years ago. Sorry for everyone else. I was being a moron. You’re a strong person, you’re still here. You can do it. I know it. 222
Stay strong
Same
That is ture
Hang in there I can say im there rn I have been for a while but its ok
YOU MATTER
I shouldnt be going down this road of listening to these again but here i am
KnowMyGame same
Same
The hard thing is, I feel like sometimes I already overcome this, and yet one night, I’m back here
Julio Gordillo Yep
Same
Still here, still fighting... I'm weak, but I'm still here.
February 2023: I did it friends, I’m still here. xxx
Thank you to everyone and there support.
And to everyone that’s here, where ever you maybe in the world, I hope you’ve found happiness and peace xx
I dont know you
I dont think I ever will
I dont know anything about you
But
Thank you
Hey..still here babe?🥺
We will help you build an army
And we will win with you
Just hang on a while longer
NO YOUR NOT WEAK! I-i if I can't convince you then read this "
"If I'm weak. Then I can live I'd be dead or in a hospital but... I'm still here so I'm strong or at least strong from the inside out but... If I don't talk to someone then... It'll eat more slowly... Then I'll just pass it on. But I have to remember that there are more people like me."
You see even the strong feel weak. The smart feel dumb. But we have to remember that your not alone even in the darkest times. If your loved one are the cause then find people like you, who love you the way you are, who are there for you, but even then you feel useless, alone, weak, but in reality your beautiful, and there are people like you, Strong! So remember... I'm here for you most of the internet is here for you! Even I have my own depression sate, I can barely spell, thousands are like you! But... Thousands die of suicide and I hate to hear this so promise me, You. Will. Not. Kill. Yourself.
@@jessicaseaver6335 this was a really good read, thank you.
I'm getting better really slowly, its hard. But everyday gets better.
Thank you Jessica, take care.
I'm slowly losing grip of who I am and who I want to be. My demons get stronger and anger consumes me even more. I don't want to be angry, I want to be happy.
Yes be happy
@@pinklegree5532 it isn't that simple. It's a long and hard process i hope he or she has been able to start. He can do it if he actually fights the demons but it wont be easy.
I'm here if you need someone, I'll gladly listen and let you talk about anything you need to, you have just as much worth as everyone else in this world and you deserve happiness and I believe you can do it, you just have to find the right people and you can make it past that
I'm the same
Just love your mom and dad. Everything is fine
I’m trapped in my own hell and I’m ready to let go and give up. Just to be free, at peace..
So giving up is what peace looks like in your eyes? If it were that simple then everyone would just give up, but they don't, they keep trying, that means you all still have goals or something to live for, and the earlier you work on them, the more time you have to achieve them. My goal is to become rich or have a passive financial income, then my following goal is to adopt kids who have been given up on by their families, don't really wanna adopt a baby though I'm only 20 after all and it would be alot of work on my own, they'd end up growing up as a bigger psychopath that I am, I'd say that's one of my biggest goals, then if I don't succeed in that, which I may not, then I want to fight injustices, vigilante style, straight up psycho suicide mission attacking human trafficking, I think about the woman and children who are kidnapped everyday, it pains me to know how cruel people are, and it's why I'd have no hesitation ending them, if that makes me just as bad as they are, then I love be being the bad guy, see that's what motivates me, guess I'm not depressed so I guess I don't know what not wanting goals feels like, but I sure can't imagine myself wasting my life even if I was depressed, don't let depression take everything you have, you can say it already has, but it hasn't, I didn't have my adoption goal untill like 5 months ago, my vigilante goal, about a year ago, before that I was just the same but without goals I guess, point I'm tryna make is there are so many options in this world, you just gotta find the ones that you're compatible with, sorry, probably sounds like broken record, cause who hasn't said this already. I wanna try something new, I've only started commenting on comments like 3 days ago, and seeing all these depressed comments I want to try something, to anyone who sees this, comment one wholesome thing that was done to you by someone else in this world or more than one if there are many, I will start. When I was in 1st grade, my shoes came untied in class, and I couldn't tie my shoes, many students said "your shoes are untied" and I could only say " I know" I felt like this emoji 😶, but then without asking anyone, a girl comes up and says "here let me tie them for you" that just always stuck with me, I was hated most of my childhood, but still had wholesome moments, share a wholesome moment, anyone, and then realize that person is still out there, well hopefully atleast
Edit: gosh I'm a cringe, just didn't sound cringy until I reread it. Welp that's why I don't comment usually 😂
@@tommyb4732 i liked your comment a lot, the story kinda warms up the heart. When i was 8, i fell on my head in the playground and started crying, and an older (10) guy i didn't know helped me to the nurse office and stayed with me until i stopped crying, and he was really nice. I took some time to find this moment because i tend to focus on negative things, but we all have at least one great memory. Don't forget it.
@@ontpoftheworld3806 aww thats a very sweet story :) the minds of children can contain much kindness, as we age things become more complex, Im with ya on the fact that I too mostly focus on the negatives in life but still accept that there are positives... your story was adorable btw, youll probably remember that even for ever
If i *die* its just a day to be sad and then the next day, months and years *you'll never gonna miss or remember me*
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*right?*
I feel the same way
No... Not right...
If that how you're thinking.......you're very wrong
That's how it feels honestly if you felt how we did you would know. @Mek-Anne I feel you
You will probably be missed but i definitely wont
I feel like no one wants me here and no one really like me they all just play me. Everyone I care about leaves me and I'm left with just a void that no one can fill and no one can take away. I just wanna be happy again but I don't think I can. Everything I do I get judged for or made fun of. I'm not that strong person that everyone thinks I am. I'm weak but no one ever sees it.
I'm here for you if you ever need someone, I just want you to know that you have just as much worth as everyone else, and I believe you can fight it and become a better, happier person, don't let others tear you down, be you, be who you want to be, not what others want you to be.
I understand how you feel be brave you doing good
Watching these at night again just means it’s all coming back :(...
I find them to be calming, I used to watch these in a dark room every night for sometimes up to 4 hours at a time, I was sad but was ashamed of being sad, so I fought my mind everyday, calling myself pathetic until I couldn't let myself be pathetic anymore, just my personal standards, I don't think sad people are pathetic, that's just how I chose to see it so it could motivate me to not be anymore. Whatever makes you sad, find other things to combat it, mindsets are key, if it's people that make you sad, then think of people as nothing more than hollow shells, some are mean, some are wholesome, value the wholesome ones and not the hurtful ones, and if a hurtful person made their way into your life to tear you apart, remove them immediately and never hold contact with them, heck, don't even explain why to them, you see when someone sees your vulnerable side, they want to take advantage of it, but if you surprise them by not needing them anymore, not obsessiing anymore, then it'll just be lovely, breathe again, then maybe they'll be the one who becomes lost, and if they become lost, don't give them any reassurance, of course if it's your personality to always care for people even if they hurt you, then maybe don't change that, it's a wholesome way to be, but it won't get you anywhere, to be someone's punching bag, in the end do what's best for yourself because it's your life
That’s why I’m scared of being happy and I think I don’t want to get better because this monster can take it all away. But, if it’s a part of you... well... that’s peace... for me anyways. I stopped fighting and I’ve never felt more alive. Live for yourself. Be selfish when you’re depressed. Disappear. Go anywhere that makes you happy. That’s what I’m doing in a couple of days. Faking my death by going missing. My parents weren’t there for me when I was screaming for help earlier, now, I don’t care.
If happy is a desion...-
-Why wasnt i given that desion-
I don't think anyone was
Please don't
"Sucide doesnt end suffering. It just passes it on to another"
hahahaha that qoute is bullshit
THAT quote sucks not gonna lie
But I've had enough of suffering, it's hurts
This quote is like- guilt tripping suicidal people. Which only makes us more suicidal sO like-
I would never want anyone to feel the way I and other people with depression feel but what about us when are we allowed to feel better because from where I stand it doesn't get better it get worse every single day so tell me when are we allowed to not suffer anymore
I have this feeling when I remember how my dad used to carry me to my bed every night, I was his baby girl, and he loved me. So much. Now my dad pretends I don't exist, he clearly sees me crying yet ignores me. I remember my mom wiping away my tears and wrapping her arms around me, surrounding me with warmth. Now I feel as if somebody pulled the plug in my hot bath, leaving me cold and helpless. I remember staying up all night giggling with my sister. Now my sister wants me dead. Those cold words nobody ever wants to hear. "I wish you were dead." You don't know how many times I've heard that. I wish I could turn back time. I always thought "how can someone seriously think nobody loved them?" But now I, without a doubt, feel like nobody loves me. It's a sinking feeling that physically hurts. Tears run down my cheeks like I run from my problems. Anxiety makes me dig my nails into my arms, my legs... because I am too afraid to hurt myself more than that. Anxiety is ruthless, careless, like the people around me. Sometimes I just want to disappear. But you wouldn't understand.
Lots of person down here understand you as it appears. Please do not forget that you are worth more than people make you feel. Even if your family is unloving, you will find someone who cares if you keep trying and loving
I would. I'm sorry. I've felt the same way. Keep holding on. Please.here's a cookie🍪
You can’t believe how much this relates to me, my family use to always give me warmth and care about my opinion, now i’m just like a waste of space and energy for them, everytime theyre doing something, they would never ask for my opinion, my dad and mom use to love me but now they dont care anymore...
I just wanna go far far away and leave everything behind nobody cares in the end it doesn't matter
I care, and I want you to know that you have just as much worth as everyone else in the world, I believe in you and I hope everything gets better and I'm here if you need someone 💕
Use that as motivation, the fact that you can go anywhere in this world and choose how to live, go to a freaking uninhabited island and live off the land, learn to be build shelter grow food ECT. Just an option you see but there are many options, and I think that's one very beautiful thing about life. My motivation in life is to become rich, or just wealthy, or just $1000 a week passive income, if I succeed at any of those then my following goal is to adopt young abandoned kids and give them a chance to have a family, only if be like a single foster father so I don't know if that's healthy for the children, guess it beats foster home, I'm only 20 so I'm don't think adopting toddlers and younger would be idealistic, too much work. But if I do not become either rich, wealthy, or $1000 a week passive income, then my goal is to become a vigilante, the specific criminals I have in mind are human traffickers, so I'd probably move close to the southern border, lots of human trafficking in and out of the US and Mexico every year, welp sorry for sharing that, just wanted to share the beauty of having many goals, heck I have even more, if I'm not cut out for tracking down human traffickers, then I want to move to a foreign country that is a war zone, and help refugees, not the refugees that hate people of course, but the ones forced to live a life of war when they don't want it, leave war for psychopaths like me ;) see, plenty of goal options, if I don't succeed at one, or I lose hope of becoming wealthy then I can resort to just going to a foreign land where I live off the land and help refugees, not an ideal life but lots of teens have given up on the idea of living, if life hurts, why not hurt bad people and help good people, an eye for an eye, or don't hurt anyone and just help those who deserve help, ah but just never hurt innocent people, they're so fragile
Honestly me too, you mind if I join you?
Anyone else just laugh when they don’t know what to do. But the laughter is pain. Cover for the suicidal intentions?
This is a poem a wrote:
when the day is over come tuck me into bed
I'll say goodnight
As the storm prepares for me its worst
I like it, thank you for sharing and i really hope you are okay.
“Im just a waste no one will miss me” dang this hits so freaking hard💔
I'm scared, lonely. I tell myself dont give up keep trying but that's a lie. People ask are you okay and I say that IM FINE but that's a lie too. My anxiety locked me up not able to say anything, or even breathe it hurts so bad. It really does when the ones that's suppose to love you doesnt.
I know it can feel so alone, but i swear you are going to find people who care. The only way you can find them is talking about your feelings and seeing who is willing to help. It is really scary and so much more comforting to not say anything, but the path to get better is really worth it. Do not be afraid, at least one person will care and if not then find some other people ! I believe in you, don't give up please
I notice people use this quote “It doesn’t rain forever.” But when people say that to me... I just wish I’d say “Well, some places can’t be rebuilt after a hurricane.”
0:51 - „No one's gonna miss me, Im just a waste."
what film
When I heard this i felt tears spring in my eyes.
Tears of remembrance I want to cry because it makes me remember.
The pain in my life maybe not physically but inside my mind it's a battle field.
The pain I feel makes it hard to get out of bed not because I'm tiered because the pain controls me makes me want to stay and never want to move again.
The pain I feel makes me stay up at night just thinking about all of the reasons I should end it all.
The reasons no one would miss me at all they wopulden't cry or worry.
Nothing that's all I think even though people call me words like 'Beautiful' or 'smart' I feel so ugly and worthless.
This is wat I feel but I just didn't know how to explain it:(
I support you ♡
I’m here for you ,if you need anything
One more second
One more minute
One more hour
One more day
One more week
One more month
One more year
You are worth it, you are loved.
Fo
My mum says she’s always here to help and love me.
I “came out” and said I was chronically depressed and suicidal. Her reaction...
“It’s normal”
“Your not broken?”
“We are all going through a hard time”
So I don’t bother anymore... I don’t wanna waste her time, I don’t wanna waste anyone’s time with my problems.
I can’t rely on anyone, no one is there for me. They all say they are but they only say that because any decent person would say that!
They don’t care..? They will all fucking care once I die. And then they will be mad at *ME?!*
And question why I did it.
When they all know the answer...
Your mother will continue to love you even if she can't find the words or she doesn't understand yet. Please also remember you don't know what she's been through, maybe she has already been in depression before and you do not know it. Maybe also seek the help of a therapist ? It could help your mom understand and help you. And please, i know it is not easy but try believing some person when they say they are here. Try asking for help, and if it turns out they were not ready for it, reach for someone else. You will find someone who has your back
@@ontpoftheworld3806 hey, I’m still here, 4 years later. And life has got better. Me and mum are each others support and my life is worth it. I hope your still here to see this comment ❤
When demons and dark thoughts are your only friends in live and pain is your only feeling you feel like every day,every thing you do is so Worthless because noby cares about you and death becomes your new live 😔
I hope you're okay now. Please share your feelings, sometimes people can help but they won't know you need it until you say it
I am just tired of everything
My life is just filled with miseries I don’t know why am I here
Everyone here is just a big group of depressed people and yet we’re all here for each other because we understand what the others are going through
Tell me it’s okay... tell me it gets better... tell me I’m worth it... I KNOW is lies... I KNOW nothing will get better and I’m not okay. I know I’m not worth keeping alive and my existence is a burden on everything I touch. But I want to believe the lies. Please... not hearing those lies... makes it worse...
It won't stop hurting and i need help
I hope you're better now but if you need to talk just let me know !
i know we are just strangers but if u want to share anything i am here to listen and we will find a solution
I tried to crash my car into a tree a yr ago today
My family came to me on the side of the road where I had stopped my car
I was crying and screaming
Begging for them to let me go
I didn’t want to be here anymore
My sister sat with me the whole way home
She held my hand the whole way
She said “ if I hold ur hand, u can’t leave me because then you’ll take me with u ok? So u have to stay and hold my hand”
I just looked and her and nodded
It’s been a yr and each time we drive past that spot any one in my family will always reach for my hand and give it a squeeze and a smile and thanks me for still being here
I have never share my fellings in front of my family
Because they make a joke of it.
They ignore me when i tell them my emotions, problems and struggles😔
me too bud
Same for me.
It's hard to come out of your room smiling!!
This is so beautiful.
You are an amazing editor!!
i hope everyone watching this knows that they always have someone who cares about you. You will always have people who support you ❤
Depression is like being colorblind...and constantly being told how colorful the world is
I don’t deserve anyone, I’m nothing and just pathetic
How are you?
3 years and counting, still alone. the silent cry in bed, realizing that really no one gives a shit. 👊
Actually people are scared to give a shit, but deep down they want to. Don't give up!
I dont even feel human anymore I just want to be done im so done im tired of the pain so much pain im tired of living in this hell
It’s like a dark hallway with an entrance but no exit and no light anywhere.
This is so me...
DESTORYERandLOL Sup you are not alone brother...
EDGE
me 2
The fact that people are on here trying to cheer up other people just shows how many broken people their is..and it hurts even more just knowing..
You know some times I want to go to sleep and never wake up with out feeling nothing seeing nothing hearing nothing smelling nun just dead basically but then I want to feel something smell something hear sometime knowing taking a break from the world it no option 🥺
I’m most positive that if I was gone no one would even notice. Well people will notice eventually, but no one would really care. Pretty sure some people would prefer that I was gone. I hate life and I hate everyone and I hate everything. All these inspirational and motivational shit doesn’t mean a damn thing.
I get where your coming from trust me it dont work on me either
Please listen to this!! I know it may not work but you have to open your eyes and see how many people care for you, I'd miss you if you died and I promise you have just as much worth as everyone else, I'm here for you and I know it may not mean anything but I just can't see someone else so hurt..😭😭
"No one's gonna miss me"
That make me want to end it all so they would remember me forever
Every day, or in life , through every way possible, I'm being reminded of what I don't have, what I should have, but I dont have. It's like the world is making fun of me everyday, seeing people w their friends, seeing people laugh and have a good time, seeing couples, people that are comfortable with their sexuality..
I try.. but I'm reminded everyday of how shit I am ..n how there is no one like me. How to live in the world when everything spits out at you/points to you, that in reality, no one fucking loves you.
There's millions of reasons to end it , yet I don't have the guts to do it like I did.
I wish I could end it, before life ends me.
I wish I can help those in need but I agree life hurts but it doesn't mean you guys guit. Those who say that I'm nothing I just walk away those that lie will be told everybody can make a world a happy place if not this can effect others and others that care about you I..I'm a nobody but I try and I'm never giving up cuz those oh truly loves you gets hurt everyday if you guit they will guit I'm here saying be happy no matter wat happens there wulde be light to help you and the light is yourself
I can't without you
I'm sorry those who feel like they don't belong on this world or feel like they just don't want to be here anymore. You all do have people that care about you.. I lost a very close friend to suicide a few months ago.. there's no words to how much pain I am in from it.. I wish I would have done better about being there for him.. For a while I have been feeling like cutting and just offing myself but then I remember that I really do have someone that cares.. everyone has someone that cares about them. If you feel like no one around you cares about you then frick them. They don't deserve someone as amazing as you! Yes all of you are amazing! You just need to get out of that place. If you're under age then try hangingout with your true friends more often or go outside and enjoy the scenery. But if you can't do that then find something to do that doesn't cause harm to yourself for the time to go by until you can get out of there.
If anyone needs someone to talk to I am here for you. I know I wouldn't know you at first but I care about everyone.
I need you ....
you always in my heart...
Don't ever give up...
you are my BFF..
I miss U...💖
Yes I’m afraid of pain! Yes I’m afraid of being hurt.. but I deal with it and yet I won’t try to get rid of it because it always comes back worse than it was before! I... I am so alone.
This made me cry😭💔Especially when House said:"How many times I thought about ending it?"😭😭😭😭
All I want for everyone who is going through troubles is to know that whatever you may be dealing with, whatever it is is making you sad,
is happening then. It may be terrible in the moment but here's something you should know. Everything in the world happens for a
reason. Every little thing. It may suck really bad and trust me I've been in terrible episodes of depression before but trust me. You will have a day where you can wake up and see that everything will start slowly
getting better. It's a long process so if you're still fighting, just know that I'm personally proud of you for how strong you've been thus far. Keep on fighting! I believe in you!
even if i die.. they would miss me about one month and aftet one month they would forget about me.
Someone i knew commited suicide 2 years ago, and i still think about it and how i should have kept talking to him, and how i could have helped better. Please talk to people, some might not care but if you keep asking then I'm sure at least one person will
i wont off myself because i feel like i deserve better than what ive gotten, but i will end this current miserable life i have and start a fresh one. im gonna put all my necessities in my car and just move out west and never look back. no one is gonna come looking for me, and thats ok. they never loved me and they never will and im tired of trying. im gonna go far away and start over and find a place i can call home. even if i do end up alone forever, its so much better than the way ive been treated with my sham of a family and the snakes i had for friends. im going to run away
I've been through some tough crap for the past 2 years and It sucks my grandma died of cancer she was my best friend and when she died 2 years ago I thought the world was crashing down I still feel like it is I never want to go to sleep I never want to wake up one of my best friends told me to go die and that no one cares about me I was told by bullies that I didn't matter and my best friend isn't talking to me now he is ignoring my texts and won't talk to me but atleast I am still alive
Abby Miller yes you are still alive, and I’m so proud of you for that, you mean something to people. Just wait, everything will turn out okay keep your head held high even though it’s hard💗❤️💕
Abby Miller they are not your friends they are fake friends who don’t deserve your happiness and don’t don’t have the right to make you sad!
my grandma passed of cancer 2 years ago aswell ever since then ive been depressed
Hwagnergaming when someone tells you to go die or bullies you tell them that your perfect the way you are and they are going to change you by one comment they think they are cool cause they say it but no they aren’t cool they are just a person who will never find true happiness in life cause they already messed up everyone else’s life but trust me I have felt the same way you have wanting to die I thought about ending it the other day but I thought of who I might hurt and that someone out there loves me I just haven’t found them yet
Hwagnergaming I know how that feels I feel like that right now I moved to a different school this year and none of my friends I had since second grade who promised to talk to me don’t talked to me they practically forgot about me but there is someone out there who will care about you just haven’t found them yet
I realized I’m not the only one ..💔🖤🦇 I wish everyone could give me all there pain and make me suffer through it all...And you could get out of bed and laugh and smile without feeling like U have to pretend ..
This made me cry. This is what I feel all the time.
I hope you're feeling better. Please remember you can always find great things in disasters.
You get those moments, where your on your last rope, and you feel yourself losing balance. Everyone around you has made it to the other side, and you’re stuck over the ravine. You fall. But you catch that rope. You hold on, you pull yourself back up, and continue to the other side. Many people have moved on from the cliff side, but those who care encourage you to move forward.
Made my favorite song seem sad :( good video though.
I hope everyone who is reading this knows that you deserve better than you think and your not nobody
I hope you know your important it may not feel like it now but you'll realize this soon we all feel like we're alone sometimes we all feel worthless sometimes just hang in there and you'll be okay
I'm re-watching this and I just figure out, that there was a fragment of the last episode of second season of Teen Wolf! What a shame, I love this series and I didn't realized it earlier
Yes, I'm the only person in this comments, who doesn't have a depression
If you read this, have a nice day/night
I'm slowly returning to the dark place i once fought to get out of
After years I am finally free. God was my way out.....allow him to be yours.
He truly is worthy to be praised
yeah its sometimes the "they wont miss me" that hurst the most when they in fact wont!
I'm 13 and I dont know what to do I'm hiding my depression and Anxiety my parents dont notice anything AM I GOOD ENOUGH?
I’m so sick of this struggle and I want to just end it all. I lost my car I’ve lost my place. My kid deserves a father that knows how to love her
I love you ❤️ infinity Don’t ever forget your my forever Love! 💋💑💋🎵🔐 I’m here for you always 😘👩🏼⚕️⚓️💌💕🎶
Guys,Life hits everybody...stand strong,never give up on your dreams... because we are humans we are strong and brave, and we have survived for millions and millions year's... everything has a reason,and we are here for a reason,and we are somebody,we have born somebody and we have born ready,we are the most beautiful creature that God has created....STAND STRONG AND NEVER GIVE UP,NO MATTER WHAT.
No one cares about me I'm just invisible I'm the demons of depression they say I'm just worthless and my friends think that this is a joke
Look, I believe in you and you have just as much worth as every other human being or living thing in this world, I'm here if you need someone, and I wish the best for you 💕
I don't think anyone not in my family would even notice if I died, not even curious to know why a girl that never missed a day of school hasn't shown up in weeks.
I feel like know one really appreciates me anymore and that I don’t belong here (My brothers hate me my mom hates me sometimes same with dad I just feel like it would be better without me in my family) I probably won’t be missed my family will just be like “Yessss she’s gone life is way better. I’m gonna go
I’m tired of the pain in my heart and if there’s so much love in the world why can’t I ever receive it or feel it 😔😢
Have y'all experienced imagining a person who you can talk with cause you have no one who you can talk.
Most of the time i feel like i deserve all this blame and guilt. I'm sorry for everyone. I don't even deserve to say sorry.
That's the worst part off it.. thinking and feeling it's all your fault.. and people can say it's not your fault and you know it's not your fault
1:08 I don't know why but I felt so much anger towards those words
LIFE IS SO MUCH PAIN! I don’t see anyone missing me anymore as I am just a burden and in convenience to everyone once again. They say here is different but they are going to the old behaviors that I am trying so hard to work through. I don’t feel I can trust anyone again. I can’t even express myself how I used to cause it just caused me to get in trouble and lose all my social media. Yet my little brother can have everything he wants. Yes, he here and there doesn’t get stuff but, he has everything with some exceptions of things.
Loving it🖤⏳🥀
Like they said,people are dead when they are forgotten.
the parasite that spills the ink in my own world, is me.
You are not a parasite. If you don't like the way you are i promise you can always change to be your better self, and it will be good enough. Just keep having faith in yourself, because i believe in you too.
I got into trouble today and my dad told me "I matured by the time I was your age, (I'm 15) he said he has had a rough life (he was much more involved in things, no mental issues) and that I don't know what that is because I've had an easy life. Truth is I've been numb since 5th grade. My family is torn apart with me and my parents having constant fights. I've been on the edge of death for so long that it's normal for me to want to try. They don't understand what's going on in my head because they never want to see my side of the story no matter how many times I try to explain. I'm so close to giving up but.. 1 promise keeps me from that. I'm going to keep going for as long as I can but.. everyone has a breaking point.
Good luck to you, it will get better one day even though it's been long and you almost lost hope, try hanging on and you will see some positive aspects of your life changing. Focus on them, stay healthy and it will be a bit more manageable. Also if you can maybe try to a psychologist ? Family issues can be really toughto handle, i wish you all the best
@@ontpoftheworld3806 The person I made the promise to is helping me rn, I'm terrified of talking to a doctor about this stuff but she's convinced me so next time I can, I'll open up and try my best to get help.
no one will notice you exist, until you're gone.
@@brayleighwilliams9706 you and me both. But suicide is no tool of revenge. You make a decision. Do you want to do the cowardly thing and kill your self. Or do you want to fight? Huh? I know you think that suicide will fix everything. But all it does is add some more pain in to this world. Think for a moment all the things you love. The things you will miss.
Don't be afraid to seek help. Talk in schools and stuff. It's really important.
@@panuteuttizulu4306 but the thing is that no one will care about me if i am gone
@@brayleighwilliams9706 people will be in pain if you go. You may not see it now. But some day you will. People do care.
You just have to find the right people
@@panuteuttizulu4306 believe me no one cares about me and that is facts
@@brayleighwilliams9706 well i cared enough to try to cheer you up and help you. I care if you live or die. I would ofcourse never know if you did it. But if i did, i would care.
As my dad said to me when i was fighting with suicidal thoughts, "get your head out of your ass and listen to me!". Thats when i learned.
You do matter, and even if the case would be that no one you know right now would care, then you start thinkin to the future.
Your work life, wife or husband if you want that, children if you so decide, and the friends people like you and me will get in the future.
And think about the fact that you could help people in the future because you have the experience.
If you want a person to talk to, find me on ig or snap and come and talk. I don't mind. You can find me by my username.
That's true... If I die no ones gonna miss me...😭😭😭
That aint true. I thought the same way for years. But i found out how many people actually loved me. And i was able to see how many people i love. I could never do such a thing to the people i love.
It would be selfish.
Its not true, you have so much worth in this works, if you died I would miss you because I believe in you, and I'm here for you if you ever need someone, because you deserve happiness and I bet your a wonderful person 💕
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I'm from seray
And every body bully me in my school but some times I cry but still strong
If you are bully you should stop
And everybody who get bullied stay strong
And youcare to every body on this plaint
STAY STRONG
I even cry
"WhOeVeR rEaDs It, YoU aRe LoVeD aNd I lOvE yOu As WeLl"
You're going to belive these blank words people posting in this comment section?
Positivity cannot harm and the person posting this message probably genuinely thinks so. It may not have an impact on you but knowing that i could be understood by some helped me personally so i don't think spreading hope is negative. So yes i hope people do believe this comments because they were written only with positive vibes (and fingers)
That ending just messed me up. Dude I actually hurt for the one who had to hear that.
Can I use this for an Video?
I really like it.
yeah and thanks, just stick to the rules :)
Yee I already read them but I had to ask before using it, right?^-^
@ Can I see it when it is ready
Na was geht😂
The only reason I'm still here is for my dog Winston. I'm honestly gonna be a wreck when he passes. I cant stand myself.
I hope winston is okay. Please remember you are never alone, even when he will be gone he will always be watching and wishing for your best. If you need a motivation he can always be it and i'm sure he would be proud to be.
Feel this so so much x
who doesn't?
Dying is easy...living is harder. You fight a battle every single day but you keep going. You will survive this it’s something your going through that can be fixed by someone you trust and love. Find the person who is the key to the chains that drag you down...
Please tell me something?
What do you do when you feel empty.
What do you do when people whom you trusted the most hurt you?
What do you do when use your past against and bully you.
What do you do when you have razor scars on you.
What do you do when you can’t survive.
Is anyone here mine?
No.
Yes, friend!!! I know SOOo EXACTLY what you're saying! I've been there , done that , and I'm here again.. so alone, so miserable, optioning suicide, and wondering why those who want to die only get to live , not thrive- in spite if all the effort we put in, and those who want to live get to die.. WHY????!! I'm a believer in Jesus but the days look so dark, so hopeless.. trust me, I hear what you're saying!!
I have many traumatic experiences and sometimes they come back to hurt me... I can cry and scream and no one would hear me... ' I'm just a waste' - yea I feel u there... No one understands...
This song kills me...
I hope you are better ! I can advise you other songs if you need hope
I’ve lived a life of pain and regret and I finally find someone that really cared and all I see is them going through so much pain and hatred I can’t help but feel sorry and be upset that I can’t do anything but sit around and deal with it. My own step mom used to treat me like crap and hit me and stuff that a parent should never do and it all stopped once I stood up for myself and now my brother is dealing with it and all I can do is sit around and watch. It tears me up inside that I can’t do anything but watch and see the pain and misery he is going through. My girlfriend that made me believe and fight till I’m dead and it’s hard to just sit around while she feels like a slave and works her ass off just to be treated like shit for what she has done in her past. She’s literally made me love and made me feel whole before she came into my life I was close to ending it all but she came into my life and showed me someone cared. I never had anyone before I met her my own parents chose there relationship over their son and I always felt I was not meant to be anyone. I felt like a no body and felt worthless. When she made it clear that someone actually cared for me I couldn’t help but to love her with all my heart and to show her that she is my everything and more that she was my world. I couldn’t have done it without her. And when she came into my life I was about to end my life and say goodbye. The day I went to go end it all she asked me out which isn’t my ideal way to start a relationship but if it weren’t for her doing that I wouldn’t be alive today and I wouldn’t be able to say I’m loved.
I am glad you are loved, and i'm sorry for all that you've been through. If you need any advice i can always try to give some but i feel like you have an amazing person to help 😉 good luck with everything, and please always keep in mind that you have a place in this world.
This is amazing please could I use this ? I’ll give credit xx
if u’re here i know u’re in so much pain, i’ve been there and i tried to end my life too but believe u have a purpose & even though i might not know you but i WILL care. you are so loved & important. im always here if anyone needs to vent
who really loves me tho?
I’m fine 🙂
All life is suffering. Maybe past this veil, if there even is a thing, we can all find peace
Can I use this please?
I am so sorry, yes ... just stick to the rules .... :)
Whoops! Used it in my English class and said that i edited the video.
Peter McJackass 😠
Peter McJackass that's really mean!
EVERYONE PAY ATTENTION!!!!
YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!
I am here for you, and you do matter, you have just as much worth as everyone else, and I promise everything will get better eventually, you just have to find the right person, even though it may be hard, I believe in you and I promise you can get through it 💕
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