Lyrics: If today was your last day And if this was your last breath Would you accept where you’ve gotten in life Or just be forgotten like past tense I feel like I’m on a bad stretch If I’m being honest I’m mad stressed I been looking for the answers I just wish I had the access Ever since I was a kid I knew that I was different Significant wasn’t significant I finished school and I got my certificate I learned to live with the shit that I’ve done And no I’ll never tell anybody right up Until the day I die and my body’s dried up and When I’m in the sky and I’m being judged By God or whatever, don’t know what the fuck Is after my death Am I dramatic? I guess I deal with manic depression It’s automatic I’m mad Maybe it’s all in my head Maybe it’s not, but again I’ve been looking for myself In some places that I swear to God that I’ve been I just forgot em again It’s probably trauma again It’s honestly Maybe it’s all in my head I’m caught on narcotics again I’m telling my mom that I’ve been Fine and I’m doing okay And the music I’m making is working And she’s telling me I deserve it My family’s proud until they pull the curtain Right off of my body exposing the surface I know for certain That my life is going in circles and Here we go again I feel like I’ve been here before I let a lot of people that’ll hurt me just Walk in my home like it’s missing the door I haven’t been in this position before I’m rich but I’m poor I do whatever I want for a living But there’s a whole lotta shit I can’t afford If I couldn’t record then I’d blow out my brains on the floor (wait) I’ve gotta switch the mind state Who the fuck are you to think that you define if I’m great If I create thoughts in my mind Then I make Everything you’re looking at right now How am I fake If I take Everything inside of my brain And put it on a plate right now with my steak Then I slayed all the bad thoughts in my way I’m the one that chooses the path that I take It’s all in my head It’s all in my head It’s all in my head Maybe it’s all in my It’s all in my head It’s all in my head It’s all in my Maybe it’s all in my head It’s all in my head It’s all in my head It’s all in my head Maybe it’s all in my head It’s all in my head It’s all in my head It’s all in my head Maybe it’s all in my head When the light is gone Chose my wrong And I went all in Couldn’t change my mind Blame my pride Im still holding Onto wasted time Escape my mind I’m so cold inside When I close my eyes And I face inside I just know that I Am never going back to the way that I was Never going back to the way that I was It’s all in my head It’s all in my head It’s all in my head Maybe it’s all in my It’s all in my head It’s all in my head It’s all in my Maybe it’s all in my head It’s all in my head It’s all in my head Maybe it’s all in my head It’s all in my head It’s all in my head It’s all in my head
First time ever hearing you. You NEED to be recognized for this true talent you undoubtedly captivate. I can really feel the passion put into this quite relatable song of lyrics. She holds a beautiful voice your featured artist. ~♡~
When your mind seems to be your reality, it is no joke to live with this kind of back-n-forth paradoxical tug-of-war. Thank you, once again for not holding back and letting your true self open up! You deserve so much more!!!!
This song kicks ass, they all do this is an album I don’t have a song that I don’t like , I like sober, and the end a lot but it’s hard to pick a favorite.
This is the first time I've listened to this guy. And wow just wow. I'm in a state of aww and i have a feeling that after i binge watch all his videos right now I'm gonna be hooked. This is the shit i love. Scrolling through different videos and finding a gem like this. Thanks for sharing ur raw amazing talent. I can feel how real u r through ur lyrics. Keep on being the amazing human u r. Xoxox
Appreciate the guitar in your music!! Youre very talented and mixed with the beats and rhythm of guitar and bass is next level! Youve been at the top of my playlist for months! Not getting sick of Enkay anytime soon!❤❤
So glad that you and Atlus did a collab I gave you a shout out in his comments as I am him on yours. Keep pumping all these songs bro you and others have so much potential 🙌💯🙏
Will the both of you please make a whole album together? This Is the best song put out from anyone period in a couple years and theres lots of "good music" nowdays but maybe not soo good actually... But this one is on Top!! Im going through extreme times rn idk how I have let myself live and its not over yet!! Most our generation really needs this song!! Damnit K.P. I cant beleive we gave up on eachother like this... I'd do anything to make the pain stop
AYYYYYE i remember commenting a long while back and said you had something i could feel it but you just needed to let loose and put more into it, and here you are man hell yes! i fux with it
I feel like every day that I feel some sort of way I come on youtube and theirs always rapers relating to me. I wanna say thank you so much you have been there when no one has been. You help me through the toughest times.
I love your music all of it u have such a unique voice it's soothing I go to bed listening to your music and wake up listening to it and I can relate to alot of it just wanted to say thank you!
I got a lot of favorite songs on my list of all time favorite songs and a lot of them by Enkay47. But there was a point in this song were he went from his conventional Internal clarity of emotional connection and communication through therapeutic rage-n-rally VentRap to...........OhMyGawd, I can not stress enough, OMG His voice AMAZING!
This man has dropped yet another banger. Honestly how he isn’t up with the big boys I’m baffled, man defo has a bright future ahead. Keep it up mate, baller status is already achieved
Bro every sing dropped by you is fire. Been here for a very long time now and will always support you. I really hope in the near future you glide right up to the top and stay there. Much love as always and wish you everything possible to make you not just big but legendary 👑
I have manic depression n bpd bro I lost a good girl too I hope you get through this.my family worry for me too I don't wanna jump again n your music stops me trying again everyday 💛😎
Another amazing song!! Been listening to you for a lomg while now and you never disappoint!! Keep up the amazing work, cant wait to hear your next song!!!
love the songs keep it up, still remember the day i met a legend (you) at the ampa theater at grand junction colorado literally best day of my life kinda regret not getting a signature
What’s your favorite track from the album?
dont put me in that kind of position lol
Sober
I don't know yet 😅
All of em
The next one I haven’t heard yet :)
Eyy! keep killing it homie!
When are you coming out with a new album?
Ayy thank you bro!
Yes!! 🔥 🔥 🔥
Appreciate you bro!
Whole project is fire but this is amazing and the video is so epic bro 🙌
Lyrics:
If today was your last day
And if this was your last breath
Would you accept where you’ve gotten in life
Or just be forgotten like past tense
I feel like I’m on a bad stretch
If I’m being honest I’m mad stressed
I been looking for the answers
I just wish I had the access
Ever since I was a kid I knew that I was different
Significant wasn’t significant
I finished school and I got my certificate
I learned to live with the shit that I’ve done
And no I’ll never tell anybody right up
Until the day I die and my body’s dried up and
When I’m in the sky and I’m being judged
By God or whatever, don’t know what the fuck
Is after my death
Am I dramatic? I guess
I deal with manic depression
It’s automatic I’m mad
Maybe it’s all in my head
Maybe it’s not, but again
I’ve been looking for myself
In some places that I swear to God that I’ve been
I just forgot em again
It’s probably trauma again
It’s honestly
Maybe it’s all in my head
I’m caught on narcotics again
I’m telling my mom that I’ve been
Fine and I’m doing okay
And the music I’m making is working
And she’s telling me I deserve it
My family’s proud until they pull the curtain
Right off of my body exposing the surface
I know for certain
That my life is going in circles and
Here we go again
I feel like I’ve been here before
I let a lot of people that’ll hurt me just
Walk in my home like it’s missing the door
I haven’t been in this position before
I’m rich but I’m poor
I do whatever I want for a living
But there’s a whole lotta shit I can’t afford
If I couldn’t record then I’d blow out my brains on the floor (wait)
I’ve gotta switch the mind state
Who the fuck are you to think that you define if I’m great
If I create thoughts in my mind
Then I make
Everything you’re looking at right now
How am I fake
If I take
Everything inside of my brain
And put it on a plate right now with my steak
Then I slayed all the bad thoughts in my way
I’m the one that chooses the path that I take
It’s all in my head
It’s all in my head
It’s all in my head
Maybe it’s all in my
It’s all in my head
It’s all in my head
It’s all in my
Maybe it’s all in my head
It’s all in my head
It’s all in my head
It’s all in my head
Maybe it’s all in my head
It’s all in my head
It’s all in my head
It’s all in my head
Maybe it’s all in my head
When the light is gone
Chose my wrong
And I went all in
Couldn’t change my mind
Blame my pride
Im still holding
Onto wasted time
Escape my mind
I’m so cold inside
When I close my eyes
And I face inside
I just know that I
Am never going back to the way that I was
Never going back to the way that I was
It’s all in my head
It’s all in my head
It’s all in my head
Maybe it’s all in my
It’s all in my head
It’s all in my head
It’s all in my
Maybe it’s all in my head
It’s all in my head
It’s all in my head
Maybe it’s all in my head
It’s all in my head
It’s all in my head
It’s all in my head
This shit is dope bro.
I love you❤️🤍💙💖❌⭕️❌⭕️🎚💫❣️
song is fire kid, listened through the project this morning
Thank you bro, let me know your opinion!
@@Enkay47 haha my opinion?!! its fire bro, incredible work every song
First time ever hearing you. You NEED to be recognized for this true talent you undoubtedly captivate. I can really feel the passion put into this quite relatable song of lyrics. She holds a beautiful voice your featured artist. ~♡~
Agreed
You relate to so many people and you save so many people opening up like this you great thank you 👃👃👃👃
When your mind seems to be your reality, it is no joke to live with this kind of back-n-forth paradoxical tug-of-war. Thank you, once again for not holding back and letting your true self open up! You deserve so much more!!!!
I’m here to formally request you two do a duet album together.... and whoever produced this needs to produce the whole thing! 🔥🔥🔥
Awesome my dude! Chicks got mad talent🔥 AZ love
I’ve been listening for 3 years 🔥🔥🔥please notic me for once at least you made my birthday awesome cause u made a song on it 🔥🔥🔥🔥
Thank you for the love bro
@@Enkay47 all good but I think you deleted the song, it was the one where your girl cheats and ummm she kinda dies
@@Enkay47 you encouraged me to keep rapping , a song coming from my channel soon
Man that's a very deep song I know exactly what you mean I can feel it and she has a super voice!
Bro keep up bro great song 🎵 🎤🔥👍don't give up bro you really good bro 💯 🙏 🎤🔥🎤🔥👍👍
This song kicks ass, they all do this is an album I don’t have a song that I don’t like , I like sober, and the end a lot but it’s hard to pick a favorite.
Damn amazing music video and song Nate!!!
This is the first time I've listened to this guy. And wow just wow. I'm in a state of aww and i have a feeling that after i binge watch all his videos right now I'm gonna be hooked. This is the shit i love. Scrolling through different videos and finding a gem like this.
Thanks for sharing ur raw amazing talent. I can feel how real u r through ur lyrics. Keep on being the amazing human u r. Xoxox
Appreciate the guitar in your music!! Youre very talented and mixed with the beats and rhythm of guitar and bass is next level! Youve been at the top of my playlist for months! Not getting sick of Enkay anytime soon!❤❤
Awesome song. Great collaboration Amazing video as well. Keep up the hard work.
Love it bro!!!
Thank you homie 🔥
Yes!!!! One of my favorite songs from the new album.
Dude the song is so dope I always putting out fire 🔥
Thank you 🙌
STANDARD MUSIC VIDEO
FROM NEW ARTISTS ✅💯🇺🇲🇨🇦
The first song I've ever heard of yours, it's great. I would have started bass hitting at 2:43 and slowly sped it up from there.
So sick 🔥🔥🔥
It's not an Enkay47 video if it's not shot in a forest.
Fr though Enkay always kills it!
Loved the whole album is 🔥 and this song is awesome 👌
I was just thinking about this song with a video man you killed it and her voice you guys need to do more songs together maybe a cd together??
So glad that you and Atlus did a collab I gave you a shout out in his comments as I am him on yours. Keep pumping all these songs bro you and others have so much potential 🙌💯🙏
Yo that album was dope, probably your best one yet
This song is really good your songs gets better and better after every song you keep killing it
I love the whole album man been listening for 3 years. Im trying to spread the word. Your music is awesome
This song is on repeat all in my head🔥🔥🔥
Fire 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 love you ❤️
Will the both of you please make a whole album together? This Is the best song put out from anyone period in a couple years and theres lots of "good music" nowdays but maybe not soo good actually... But this one is on Top!! Im going through extreme times rn idk how I have let myself live and its not over yet!! Most our generation really needs this song!! Damnit K.P. I cant beleive we gave up on eachother like this... I'd do anything to make the pain stop
Omg 🥰 this is amazing 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
You got me throw so much stuff i been trow in the Last couple of years
AYYYYYE i remember commenting a long while back and said you had something i could feel it but you just needed to let loose and put more into it, and here you are man hell yes! i fux with it
Wow, never hit like so quick🔥️🔥️🔥 lyrics hit just right
The Bars!!! The Bars!!! The Bars!!!! This song is FIRE!!!!!!!!
Made me cry absolutely amazing this is absolutely incredible beautiful singing and music ..You are amazing thanku much love and god bless x
I feel like every day that I feel some sort of way I come on youtube and theirs always rapers relating to me. I wanna say thank you so much you have been there when no one has been. You help me through the toughest times.
Dude you go hard for real . Every song is my fav cant say I have one favorite song bro . Please keep it up . Theres people that feel the same for real
I love your music all of it u have such a unique voice it's soothing I go to bed listening to your music and wake up listening to it and I can relate to alot of it just wanted to say thank you!
Her voice gives me chills right down to my soul
I got a lot of favorite songs on my list of all time favorite songs and a lot of them by Enkay47. But there was a point in this song were he went from his conventional
Internal clarity of emotional connection and
communication through
therapeutic rage-n-rally VentRap to...........OhMyGawd, I can not stress enough, OMG His voice
AMAZING!
bars on bars on bars my guy, keep it up lyrical genius!
Since day one dog 💪🏼
Shoutout to this guy for almost hooking me up to come to one of his shows 🤘🏼
Great song,keep up the good work bro
You deserve everything. I love your music Enkay47! Music video production looking great as well. Thanks for sharing your voice with us.
This man has dropped yet another banger. Honestly how he isn’t up with the big boys I’m baffled, man defo has a bright future ahead.
Keep it up mate, baller status is already achieved
Bro that’s a sick melody and the singing just perfection saving this in my car soon 🔥🔥
Appreciate you dude 💪🏼
I swear every song you make relates to me so much 😥 thankyou for your amazing content
Hella underrated dawg, you a big inspiration for me and my music man!! Keep doing you, killing these damn tracks bro!! 🔥💯
Fireeeeeeeeeeeee bro DR STRANGE IS DOPEEEEEEEEEEEEE
🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯
Killed it as always
Enkay, you saved my life from a terrible place. Thank you for making such teriffic songs brother.
I hope one day I'll get to meet you.
My man can spit. Been telling people for years. Fuck with him or not you can't deny that talent.
Love it, keep at it bro.
New listener here but DANG now I'm a huge fan. Your style is something that the whole music scene has been needing.
Amazing brother !
Thank you
simply great my friend
Thank you 🙌
🔥🔥 she has a Beautiful voice
FIRE
~ Joe K
Bro every sing dropped by you is fire. Been here for a very long time now and will always support you. I really hope in the near future you glide right up to the top and stay there. Much love as always and wish you everything possible to make you not just big but legendary 👑
love the music man hope you make it big one day. :)
My new favorite song. I've been a fan of you for some time now, and I can see why.
Dope keep up the good work bro
Banga g put this on before a set and was like this better be good 🤣
brooo!!! this is the kind of music the world needs more of💯 i just discovered your music and goddamn this shit hit different🔥✊
This is immortality
Yes 🤘 enkay is back!
Keep doin you 💯FaM!!!!
Yup im glad I bought that 💿💛
Thanks for supporting bro! You know I’m copping your next record too
Love it , I so can relate 😢 "maybe it's all in my head " 🎶 🎧
Ayy! slaying it still
Loving the sling ring shit. Not sure I get it but I love it anway.
Love the music
One of my favorites right here 🔥
This shit is so fire, love the visual 🔥🤘🏻
I have manic depression n bpd bro I lost a good girl too I hope you get through this.my family worry for me too I don't wanna jump again n your music stops me trying again everyday 💛😎
With that portal at the end is this a prequel to rainfall? I listen to your music daily on Spotify. Keep it up!
Good job my man
This is fire 🔥 just like every song u drop bro , keep your head up you good son
Beautiful song bro keep going
EPIC 🔥🔥
This song gave me Goosebumps
BEST TALENTED WHTE RAPPER🤠🤟🎧🙏🇨🇦🇺🇲💯✅🤩💖💙🤟
Great great song
Another amazing song!! Been listening to you for a lomg while now and you never disappoint!! Keep up the amazing work, cant wait to hear your next song!!!
Great song
love the songs keep it up, still remember the day i met a legend (you) at the ampa theater at grand junction colorado literally best day of my life kinda regret not getting a signature
🙌🙌🔥🔥🔥
MAN THESE LYRICS ARE FIREEEEE BTW I JUST SUBSCRIBED TO YOU
Yessirrrrrr 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@Enkay this is honestly one of my new favorite song from you, it’s just sooo good.👏🏼🔥💯
epic man love it !
ANOTHER sick track Nathan
Been down since 2018 dropped. Keep pushing bruh.
Keep up the good work bro 🖤🔥