Enkay47 ft Sarah Cleary- In My Head

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  • Опубликовано: 20 окт 2024
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    Enkay47- In My Head (feat. Sarah Cleary)
    Shoutout to the following people for being a crucial part of my team. Without you guys I wouldn't be able to release this.
    Starring Madeleine Gates ⭐️
    Director- Tommy Jackson 🎥
    Shot & Edited- Tommy Jackson 👨‍💻
    Recording, mixing & mastering- Jason Carter 💽🖥
    Produced by Dylan Kusch 🚀
    Produced by Trunxks Beatz 🎶
    Produced by Kyle CE 🎼
    Written by Nathan Kawaguchi ✍️
    Written by Sarah Cleary 💎
    Enkay47 instagram @enkay47hiphop
    Sarah Cleary Instagram @ _sarahcleary
    Dylan Kusch instagram @dylankusch
    Tommy Jackson instagram @indieblackmagic
    Lyrics:
    If today was your last day
    And if this was your last breath
    Would you accept where you’ve gotten in life
    Or just be forgotten like past tense
    I feel like I’m on a bad stretch
    If I’m being honest I’m mad stressed
    I been looking for the answers
    I just wish I had the access
    Ever since I was a kid I knew that I was different
    Significant wasn’t significant
    I finished school and I got my certificate
    I learned to live with the shit that I’ve done
    And no I’ll never tell anybody right up
    Until the day I die and my body’s dried up and
    When I’m in the sky and I’m being judged
    By God or whatever, don’t know what the fuck
    Is after my death
    Am I dramatic? I guess
    I deal with manic depression
    It’s automatic I’m mad
    Maybe it’s all in my head
    Maybe it’s not, but again
    I’ve been looking for myself
    In some places that I swear to God that I’ve been
    I just forgot em again
    It’s probably trauma again
    It’s honestly
    Maybe it’s all in my head
    I’m caught on narcotics again
    I’m telling my mom that I’ve been
    Fine and I’m doing okay
    And the music I’m making is working
    And she’s telling me I deserve it
    My family’s proud until they pull the curtain
    Right off of my body exposing the surface
    I know for certain
    That my life is going in circles and
    Here we go again
    I feel like I’ve been here before
    I let a lot of people that’ll hurt me just
    Walk in my home like it’s missing the door
    I haven’t been in this position before
    I’m rich but I’m poor
    I do whatever I want for a living
    But there’s a whole lotta shit I can’t afford
    If I couldn’t record then I’d blow out my brains on the floor (wait)
    I’ve gotta switch the mind state
    Who the fuck are you to think that you define if I’m great
    If I create thoughts in my mind
    Then I make
    Everything you’re looking at right now
    How am I fake
    If I take
    Everything inside of my brain
    And put it on a plate right now with my steak
    Then I slayed all the bad thoughts in my way
    I’m the one that chooses the path that I take
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    Maybe it’s all in my
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my
    Maybe it’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    Maybe it’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    Maybe it’s all in my head
    When the light is gone
    Chose my wrong
    And I went all in
    Couldn’t change my mind
    Blame my pride
    Im still holding
    Onto wasted time
    Escape my mind
    I’m so cold inside
    When I close my eyes
    And I face inside
    I just know that I
    Am never going back to the way that I was
    Never going back to the way that I was
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    Maybe it’s all in my
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my
    Maybe it’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    Maybe it’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head

Комментарии • 241

  • @Enkay47
    @Enkay47  3 года назад +57

    What’s your favorite track from the album?

  • @Massofman
    @Massofman 3 года назад +49

    Eyy! keep killing it homie!

    • @yashkin6192
      @yashkin6192 3 года назад +1

      When are you coming out with a new album?

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 года назад +5

      Ayy thank you bro!

  • @therealagonee
    @therealagonee 3 года назад +8

    I’m here to formally request you two do a duet album together.... and whoever produced this needs to produce the whole thing! 🔥🔥🔥

  • @TheRealYoungSwagg
    @TheRealYoungSwagg 3 года назад +2

    Whole project is fire but this is amazing and the video is so epic bro 🙌

  • @Enkay47
    @Enkay47  3 года назад +25

    Lyrics:
    If today was your last day
    And if this was your last breath
    Would you accept where you’ve gotten in life
    Or just be forgotten like past tense
    I feel like I’m on a bad stretch
    If I’m being honest I’m mad stressed
    I been looking for the answers
    I just wish I had the access
    Ever since I was a kid I knew that I was different
    Significant wasn’t significant
    I finished school and I got my certificate
    I learned to live with the shit that I’ve done
    And no I’ll never tell anybody right up
    Until the day I die and my body’s dried up and
    When I’m in the sky and I’m being judged
    By God or whatever, don’t know what the fuck
    Is after my death
    Am I dramatic? I guess
    I deal with manic depression
    It’s automatic I’m mad
    Maybe it’s all in my head
    Maybe it’s not, but again
    I’ve been looking for myself
    In some places that I swear to God that I’ve been
    I just forgot em again
    It’s probably trauma again
    It’s honestly
    Maybe it’s all in my head
    I’m caught on narcotics again
    I’m telling my mom that I’ve been
    Fine and I’m doing okay
    And the music I’m making is working
    And she’s telling me I deserve it
    My family’s proud until they pull the curtain
    Right off of my body exposing the surface
    I know for certain
    That my life is going in circles and
    Here we go again
    I feel like I’ve been here before
    I let a lot of people that’ll hurt me just
    Walk in my home like it’s missing the door
    I haven’t been in this position before
    I’m rich but I’m poor
    I do whatever I want for a living
    But there’s a whole lotta shit I can’t afford
    If I couldn’t record then I’d blow out my brains on the floor (wait)
    I’ve gotta switch the mind state
    Who the fuck are you to think that you define if I’m great
    If I create thoughts in my mind
    Then I make
    Everything you’re looking at right now
    How am I fake
    If I take
    Everything inside of my brain
    And put it on a plate right now with my steak
    Then I slayed all the bad thoughts in my way
    I’m the one that chooses the path that I take
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    Maybe it’s all in my
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my
    Maybe it’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    Maybe it’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    Maybe it’s all in my head
    When the light is gone
    Chose my wrong
    And I went all in
    Couldn’t change my mind
    Blame my pride
    Im still holding
    Onto wasted time
    Escape my mind
    I’m so cold inside
    When I close my eyes
    And I face inside
    I just know that I
    Am never going back to the way that I was
    Never going back to the way that I was
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    Maybe it’s all in my
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my
    Maybe it’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    Maybe it’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head
    It’s all in my head

  • @JacksonPierce
    @JacksonPierce 3 года назад +1

    Yes!! 🔥 🔥 🔥

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 года назад +1

      Appreciate you bro!

  • @timmumaw9962
    @timmumaw9962 3 года назад +1

    You relate to so many people and you save so many people opening up like this you great thank you 👃👃👃👃

  • @TheEd8u
    @TheEd8u 3 года назад +4

    When your mind seems to be your reality, it is no joke to live with this kind of back-n-forth paradoxical tug-of-war. Thank you, once again for not holding back and letting your true self open up! You deserve so much more!!!!

  • @coffskiwi32
    @coffskiwi32 3 года назад +25

    I’ve been listening for 3 years 🔥🔥🔥please notic me for once at least you made my birthday awesome cause u made a song on it 🔥🔥🔥🔥

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 года назад +8

      Thank you for the love bro

    • @coffskiwi32
      @coffskiwi32 3 года назад +1

      @@Enkay47 all good but I think you deleted the song, it was the one where your girl cheats and ummm she kinda dies

    • @coffskiwi32
      @coffskiwi32 3 года назад +1

      @@Enkay47 you encouraged me to keep rapping , a song coming from my channel soon

  • @janellej.8396
    @janellej.8396 3 года назад +10

    First time ever hearing you. You NEED to be recognized for this true talent you undoubtedly captivate. I can really feel the passion put into this quite relatable song of lyrics. She holds a beautiful voice your featured artist. ~♡~

  • @johnkusher12
    @johnkusher12 3 года назад +1

    Awesome my dude! Chicks got mad talent🔥 AZ love

  • @janel7273
    @janel7273 3 года назад +2

    Man that's a very deep song I know exactly what you mean I can feel it and she has a super voice!

  • @melmac3464
    @melmac3464 3 года назад +2

    This is the first time I've listened to this guy. And wow just wow. I'm in a state of aww and i have a feeling that after i binge watch all his videos right now I'm gonna be hooked. This is the shit i love. Scrolling through different videos and finding a gem like this.
    Thanks for sharing ur raw amazing talent. I can feel how real u r through ur lyrics. Keep on being the amazing human u r. Xoxox

  • @jamesgarcia7478
    @jamesgarcia7478 3 года назад

    Awesome song. Great collaboration Amazing video as well. Keep up the hard work.

  • @dcknowledgeandentertainment
    @dcknowledgeandentertainment 2 года назад +1

    Will the both of you please make a whole album together? This Is the best song put out from anyone period in a couple years and theres lots of "good music" nowdays but maybe not soo good actually... But this one is on Top!! Im going through extreme times rn idk how I have let myself live and its not over yet!! Most our generation really needs this song!! Damnit K.P. I cant beleive we gave up on eachother like this... I'd do anything to make the pain stop

  • @ayok5277
    @ayok5277 3 года назад +10

    song is fire kid, listened through the project this morning

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 года назад +3

      Thank you bro, let me know your opinion!

    • @ayok5277
      @ayok5277 3 года назад +1

      @@Enkay47 haha my opinion?!! its fire bro, incredible work every song

  • @katekieras28
    @katekieras28 6 месяцев назад

    Appreciate the guitar in your music!! Youre very talented and mixed with the beats and rhythm of guitar and bass is next level! Youve been at the top of my playlist for months! Not getting sick of Enkay anytime soon!❤❤

  • @ERFAN_ZEX2
    @ERFAN_ZEX2 3 года назад

    STANDARD MUSIC VIDEO
    FROM NEW ARTISTS ✅💯🇺🇲🇨🇦

  • @heeeeeeeeeeyy5811
    @heeeeeeeeeeyy5811 3 года назад +3

    This song is on repeat all in my head🔥🔥🔥

  • @shawnpatten6498
    @shawnpatten6498 3 года назад +1

    This song kicks ass, they all do this is an album I don’t have a song that I don’t like , I like sober, and the end a lot but it’s hard to pick a favorite.

  • @timerchange9635
    @timerchange9635 3 года назад +1

    Yes!!!! One of my favorite songs from the new album.

  • @TheoneonlyDbc116
    @TheoneonlyDbc116 3 года назад +5

    Dude the song is so dope I always putting out fire 🔥

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 года назад +1

      Thank you 🙌

  • @wendyraymond1751
    @wendyraymond1751 3 года назад

    Made me cry absolutely amazing this is absolutely incredible beautiful singing and music ..You are amazing thanku much love and god bless x

  • @dawnpundsack483
    @dawnpundsack483 3 года назад

    Omg 🥰 this is amazing 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @chronics3311
    @chronics3311 6 месяцев назад

    Her voice gives me chills right down to my soul

  • @nibzmusic5423
    @nibzmusic5423 3 года назад +3

    Yup im glad I bought that 💿💛

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 года назад +1

      Thanks for supporting bro! You know I’m copping your next record too

  • @NyuKyung
    @NyuKyung 3 года назад +1

    Love it bro!!!

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 года назад

      Thank you homie 🔥

  • @beaugilbert8986
    @beaugilbert8986 3 года назад

    Dude you go hard for real . Every song is my fav cant say I have one favorite song bro . Please keep it up . Theres people that feel the same for real

  • @awesomeperson
    @awesomeperson 3 года назад

    Fire 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 love you ❤️

  • @jdam3131
    @jdam3131 3 года назад +1

    Damn amazing music video and song Nate!!!

  • @briandoman7086
    @briandoman7086 3 года назад

    So glad that you and Atlus did a collab I gave you a shout out in his comments as I am him on yours. Keep pumping all these songs bro you and others have so much potential 🙌💯🙏

  • @johnfranco9343
    @johnfranco9343 3 года назад +2

    Yes 🤘 enkay is back!

  • @eyepacr
    @eyepacr 3 года назад +6

    Bro that’s a sick melody and the singing just perfection saving this in my car soon 🔥🔥

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 года назад +2

      Appreciate you dude 💪🏼

  • @ickilla2009
    @ickilla2009 3 года назад

    Killed it as always

  • @29mcg
    @29mcg 3 года назад

    Since day one dog 💪🏼
    Shoutout to this guy for almost hooking me up to come to one of his shows 🤘🏼

  • @kurtdawggamez1045
    @kurtdawggamez1045 3 года назад

    Loved the whole album is 🔥 and this song is awesome 👌

  • @amandafaith3950
    @amandafaith3950 3 года назад

    Wow, never hit like so quick🔥️🔥️🔥 lyrics hit just right

  • @Infoslave2.0
    @Infoslave2.0 3 года назад

    The Bars!!! The Bars!!! The Bars!!!! This song is FIRE!!!!!!!!

  • @xavbrando
    @xavbrando 3 года назад

    You deserve everything. I love your music Enkay47! Music video production looking great as well. Thanks for sharing your voice with us.

  • @PookieOnYT
    @PookieOnYT 3 года назад +1

    bars on bars on bars my guy, keep it up lyrical genius!

  • @itsSoullessMusic
    @itsSoullessMusic 3 года назад +1

    One of my favorites right here 🔥

  • @blainecagle8899
    @blainecagle8899 3 года назад +1

    I love the whole album man been listening for 3 years. Im trying to spread the word. Your music is awesome

  • @robertprosser1664
    @robertprosser1664 3 года назад

    Bro keep up bro great song 🎵 🎤🔥👍don't give up bro you really good bro 💯 🙏 🎤🔥🎤🔥👍👍

  • @Bliss-n5h
    @Bliss-n5h 2 года назад +1

    Amazing brother !

  • @azrenthammered6939
    @azrenthammered6939 3 года назад

    My man can spit. Been telling people for years. Fuck with him or not you can't deny that talent.

  • @Pharaohdefowl
    @Pharaohdefowl 3 года назад

    This song is really good your songs gets better and better after every song you keep killing it

  • @sheilacaldwell1432
    @sheilacaldwell1432 2 года назад

    I love your music all of it u have such a unique voice it's soothing I go to bed listening to your music and wake up listening to it and I can relate to alot of it just wanted to say thank you!

  • @anthonymorris285
    @anthonymorris285 3 года назад +1

    I swear every song you make relates to me so much 😥 thankyou for your amazing content

  • @RapFanMan1
    @RapFanMan1 3 года назад +1

    This is immortality

  • @gdorsey974
    @gdorsey974 3 года назад +1

    I was just thinking about this song with a video man you killed it and her voice you guys need to do more songs together maybe a cd together??

  • @mitchumsmitchums9707
    @mitchumsmitchums9707 Год назад

    🔥🔥 she has a Beautiful voice

  • @briceslusher4818
    @briceslusher4818 3 года назад

    AYYYYYE i remember commenting a long while back and said you had something i could feel it but you just needed to let loose and put more into it, and here you are man hell yes! i fux with it

  • @therealtroublequeen
    @therealtroublequeen 3 года назад

    I feel like every day that I feel some sort of way I come on youtube and theirs always rapers relating to me. I wanna say thank you so much you have been there when no one has been. You help me through the toughest times.

  • @tapesone2
    @tapesone2 3 года назад

    So sick 🔥🔥🔥

  • @Glyphic302King
    @Glyphic302King 3 года назад

    Yessirrrrrr 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @richardhulslander2905
    @richardhulslander2905 3 года назад

    I got a lot of favorite songs on my list of all time favorite songs and a lot of them by Enkay47. But there was a point in this song were he went from his conventional
    Internal clarity of emotional connection and
    communication through
    therapeutic rage-n-rally VentRap to...........OhMyGawd, I can not stress enough, OMG His voice
    AMAZING!

  • @ghostsociety97
    @ghostsociety97 3 года назад

    Enkay, you saved my life from a terrible place. Thank you for making such teriffic songs brother.
    I hope one day I'll get to meet you.

  • @Offroadwithtom
    @Offroadwithtom 3 года назад

    Enkay ♥️❤️💕💖♥️❤️💕💖♥️❤️💕💖

  • @raylokh88
    @raylokh88 3 года назад

    Love it, keep at it bro.

  • @killajohndonald669
    @killajohndonald669 3 года назад

    Plz never quit you dont know how much you help

  • @patrickstrauss9800
    @patrickstrauss9800 3 года назад

    I only found you in January, but i haven't been disappointed by anything. Still have more to listen to. Don't stop this fire. 🙏

  • @jasonallen5913
    @jasonallen5913 3 года назад

    Great song,keep up the good work bro

  • @brad2959
    @brad2959 3 года назад +2

    simply great my friend

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 года назад +2

      Thank you 🙌

  • @robbiiee420
    @robbiiee420 3 года назад

    Fireeeeeeeeeeeee bro DR STRANGE IS DOPEEEEEEEEEEEEE
    🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯

  • @Tom-eh9ov
    @Tom-eh9ov 3 года назад +1

    This man has dropped yet another banger. Honestly how he isn’t up with the big boys I’m baffled, man defo has a bright future ahead.
    Keep it up mate, baller status is already achieved

  • @allenburrows6786
    @allenburrows6786 3 года назад

    You got me throw so much stuff i been trow in the Last couple of years

  • @icephoenixreaper4378
    @icephoenixreaper4378 3 года назад

    EPIC 🔥🔥

  • @Cryptony9
    @Cryptony9 3 года назад

    Keep doin you 💯FaM!!!!

  • @JustafiedMusic
    @JustafiedMusic 3 года назад

    Yo that album was dope, probably your best one yet

  • @toddobrien2932
    @toddobrien2932 3 года назад

    The first song I've ever heard of yours, it's great. I would have started bass hitting at 2:43 and slowly sped it up from there.

  • @buzzbuzzreal
    @buzzbuzzreal 3 года назад

    My new favorite song. I've been a fan of you for some time now, and I can see why.

  • @nishiacardenas23
    @nishiacardenas23 3 года назад

    Love it , I so can relate 😢 "maybe it's all in my head " 🎶 🎧

  • @jacobkelley7523
    @jacobkelley7523 2 года назад

    This song gave me Goosebumps

  • @bildo73
    @bildo73 3 года назад

    New listener here but DANG now I'm a huge fan. Your style is something that the whole music scene has been needing.

  • @2true112
    @2true112 3 года назад

    Beautiful song bro keep going

  • @dcknowledgeandentertainment
    @dcknowledgeandentertainment Год назад +1

    Still to this day this has to be the best song ever

  • @05assahse
    @05assahse 3 года назад

    Ayy! slaying it still

  • @Rv3TRIPS
    @Rv3TRIPS 3 года назад

    Bro every sing dropped by you is fire. Been here for a very long time now and will always support you. I really hope in the near future you glide right up to the top and stay there. Much love as always and wish you everything possible to make you not just big but legendary 👑

  • @susequi1583
    @susequi1583 3 года назад

    Keep up the good work bro 🖤🔥

  • @mam4845
    @mam4845 3 года назад

    Dope keep up the good work bro

  • @krueger_official
    @krueger_official 3 года назад

    epic man love it !

  • @metalearth4380
    @metalearth4380 3 года назад

    Love the music

  • @toxicwreckedu964
    @toxicwreckedu964 3 года назад

    Good job my man

  • @jenniehunt9510
    @jenniehunt9510 3 года назад

    🙌🙌🔥🔥🔥

  • @FXIrvine
    @FXIrvine 3 года назад

    ANOTHER sick track Nathan

  • @8thLife
    @8thLife 3 года назад +1

    It's not an Enkay47 video if it's not shot in a forest.
    Fr though Enkay always kills it!

  • @smokeyyraps
    @smokeyyraps 3 года назад

    @Enkay this is honestly one of my new favorite song from you, it’s just sooo good.👏🏼🔥💯

  • @Chrisimplayer
    @Chrisimplayer 3 года назад

    love the music man hope you make it big one day. :)

  • @jeremysabourin7232
    @jeremysabourin7232 3 года назад

    This is fire 🔥 just like every song u drop bro , keep your head up you good son

  • @comefindme7464
    @comefindme7464 3 года назад

    I have manic depression n bpd bro I lost a good girl too I hope you get through this.my family worry for me too I don't wanna jump again n your music stops me trying again everyday 💛😎

  • @rjjones2318
    @rjjones2318 3 года назад

    Great great song

  • @OM-97
    @OM-97 3 года назад

    Banga g put this on before a set and was like this better be good 🤣

  • @shawnarenee6803
    @shawnarenee6803 3 года назад

    Great song

  • @kryptiqhiphop
    @kryptiqhiphop 3 года назад

    Bro Your music 😭😭😭

  • @deathlyrose3411
    @deathlyrose3411 3 года назад

    Like dad ♥️ n this song

  • @OfficialJ_Cmusic
    @OfficialJ_Cmusic 3 года назад

    Hella underrated dawg, you a big inspiration for me and my music man!! Keep doing you, killing these damn tracks bro!! 🔥💯

  • @ERFAN_ZEX2
    @ERFAN_ZEX2 3 года назад

    BEST TALENTED WHTE RAPPER🤠🤟🎧🙏🇨🇦🇺🇲💯✅🤩💖💙🤟

  • @FlyAwayOrange
    @FlyAwayOrange 3 года назад +1

    BEST ALBUM YOU EVER MADE MY FAVORITE SONGS:
    The End,In My Head,Only Oone,Tryna Be,I Hope You're Good,Dad,Is this what you wanted?
    LOVE YOU ENKAY!

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  3 года назад +1

      I’m glad you like the album g!

    • @FlyAwayOrange
      @FlyAwayOrange 3 года назад

      @@Enkay47 I LOVED it

  • @jessicaevans7847
    @jessicaevans7847 3 года назад

    Loving the sling ring shit. Not sure I get it but I love it anway.

  • @theethanimagetheethanimage656
    @theethanimagetheethanimage656 3 года назад +1

    Iv never heard a more relatable song in my life