This gave me goosebumps... I went thru the same crap... Even tried ending my life so many times because I was told that if I even left the kids father and tried to take my kids with me, he'd kill me.. so I felt stuck.. Between the pills and the cuts, I don't know how I survived.. but I'm glad I did.. took me 14yrs for my kids and I to be free of him.. and now we are starting our lives over
I felt this track in my soul.... So much pain and confusion... Time ticks by and it changés a person.... The hurt turns to frustration and anger..,, thankyou for pouring yourself into your 🎵🎶🎵 music, 🔥💨 you're chànging lives! 💪🏾💯
The last 2 songs I've listened to are already the closest to home any songs have ever hit, and they are both yours. This and "Once in a Lifetime". Thank you man. I needed these, truly. It took me years to forgive the person I was with, and will never forgive myself. Its unexplainable how it feels to hear someone else sing it out to you. and you got damn good vocals and the "breathiness" sound I appreciate in other singers.
In 2000 Eminem came out with "The Marshall Mathers LP",his song "Stan" grew on me tremendously, & it was a song I would constantly listen to at the age of 12, and I just fell for the more heart felt related songs... 18 years later and you remind me of this music way back then... definitely appreciate your music and lyrics and the emotions you sing through. Keep on being awesome [:
Yo, Enkay I wanna just say Thank You for doing what you do the way you do it, keeping ya head, heart, and mouth in the lyrics and not worrying about what the other artists of your generation are on or what they be spitting in they shit. You true to yourself and true to your trade. No matter what anyone says about your work, nobody can change my mind. Im always hitting and watching my Enkay47 notifications right when I get em usually same day it drops for my area. I discovered you back in May of 2018 but instantly had to go back and catch up on you all the way!! I have been personally relating with your songs cause you been dropping lyrics spot on or pretty close to my own relationship struggles, etc. Just like they happening for me too. Imagine that. "Lesson Learned", " Answer", "Selfish", " Toxic", "My Own Lane", " Who I am", "Wake Up", " Hello remix" just to name a few are now tracks I can't go without more than a day or so and I gotta put em on and get lost in my thoughts, regrets, dreams, and rage. It has helped me get through things that I couldn't get over or let go of. "Crocodile Tears" is perfect timing cause just a couple weeks ago my ex, most recent babies mother, and the woman I considered to be that "one" had started speaking to me, letting me in again, neither of us are perfect, but I still think mine and her story isn't over yet. Life is funny sometimes. Happy Valentines Day fire spitter!! Keep up the the awesome art and It gives me strength to endure my tough times... Thank You Enkay47!! ~Jason D. Smith~ Asheboro, NC. Oh and the way I see it, it don't matter who you might sound like, yada yada yada. Point is I feel ya work, and I'm grateful for stumbling upon your music when I did. Sounding like other people is just kinda common thing nowadays, who cares hell I think ya sound in your melody parts better than Em's anyway. Lol. Your rymes are unique to you and for someone that listens to you enough you sound like you and I could definitely call your voice apart from a "similar sounding artist's voice" ( whatever that is. Lol ) without video only having sound. Stay with it as long as you can man. Others too worried bout what going on in the hip hop game. Let em play man, you put in serious work yo!! Thanks again.
In two days selfish will have the 1 year anniversary and i keep coming back. This song as got be by my hard times without enkay i dont know where ill be he as i know he is the best #TeamEnkay
I'm so in love with every part of this masterpiece.💯.... All your tracks stayyy on repeat 🎯🎧♥️🎶..... Love the video Nathan 😍 I love how you be rockin tha hoodies 🔥
Enkay. You want me to live. Thats how your music got to mee. You saved me. I lost my dad. I was lost until your music touched my soul. You make me want to kick my rare sickness in the ass hahha. Im living because of your music enkay 47. You my inspiration and best friend that woke me up from death. I swear i wont be living. Onced i heard your songs. Omg your my god. Enkay 47 you rock. Thanks im gonna beat my liver sickness for you. I matter in thw world now because of you. Rock on enkay love you always im a big fan. And can i purchace some cds off you again i can send you money any way
Everything you sing always seems to touch me and rip a piece of me out..rather its good or bad... Good shit man... Keep doing what you do.. Love your work!!!
The fact that you can sing and rap is great Bro, it's a change from just rap, although I prefer more rapping, this song is definitely a breath of fresh air in that respect, your voice is very soothing
Enkay47 Official Yh man, I get you. You're an amazing singer and rapper that's for sure, I've been with you from the start, you know that, I love your music, all I listen to is you, whichever direction you go down, I'll follow bro, have a good one
You already know how much I love this song and listening to you sing because your voice is fucking beautiful!! Obviously I love all of your songs and clearly your rapping but something about your singing calls to me!! This video is amazing and I love that it has a story in it and I can’t wait to see what’s next ❤️
I have a feeling being Selfish is technically a bad thing, But what I grew up in i have to be selfish cause I’m all I Got, But this song is 🔥 I absolutely Love it, Great Job Bro.
Bro this is solid..Be going through some hard times with my girl of 10 years and your music just takes me to another place like there is others out there that feel the same way... Dope track my dude!!🔥🔥🔥
Man I watched this like 8 times man. I choke up cuz this is like a serious true part or scene that actually happen in my life. I have No doubt nate that you will make it shit to me u already have..
I can relate to so many of enkay47 songs I love this guy hes for sure in my top 5 fav rappers love this guy he helped me get through a rough patch in my life n alot of.what he says I can relate being into rwp n trying it n getting downed for my size n all the hate n the pain especially his songs fake friends and lesson learned
Dude on point! Idk on something I'm going threw cause I'm fighting for this girl. She wants out of a bad situation and I'm trying to help. Idk how rn but I'm figuring it out and this song is amazing. Its kinda helped me realize something thanks man!
I hope you guys enjoy it! I have a huge announcement coming at the end of this month (June, 2018). We're about to switch lanes 💯
Killen it as always man!
Enkay47 Official I have been waiting for this and you definitely didn’t disappoint!! ❤️❤️
Enkay47 Official fucking love the new music enkay47 this hits me hardest after wht my x put me through
a step up from safeway man!!!! a big step..congrats
Enkay47 Official I love all your music ur such an amazing inspiration love you
This gave me goosebumps... I went thru the same crap... Even tried ending my life so many times because I was told that if I even left the kids father and tried to take my kids with me, he'd kill me.. so I felt stuck.. Between the pills and the cuts, I don't know how I survived.. but I'm glad I did.. took me 14yrs for my kids and I to be free of him.. and now we are starting our lives over
nd How are you doing today now.....??
10 years down the drain damn why does this suck so damn bad single life it is I can't handle this ever again
Five months later and I still get goosebumps listening to your bars man. Seriously good shit.
This song hits home for me. Thank you knkay47 you've helped me alot
I don’t understand how I can relate to every song you have and how you haven’t blowin up keep that shit going 💯
I felt this track in my soul.... So much pain and confusion... Time ticks by and it changés a person.... The hurt turns to frustration and anger..,, thankyou for pouring yourself into your 🎵🎶🎵 music, 🔥💨 you're chànging
lives! 💪🏾💯
Enkay47
Hope you make it big !!!
Real fans will be there for you since day one
The last 2 songs I've listened to are already the closest to home any songs have ever hit, and they are both yours. This and "Once in a Lifetime". Thank you man. I needed these, truly. It took me years to forgive the person I was with, and will never forgive myself. Its unexplainable how it feels to hear someone else sing it out to you. and you got damn good vocals and the "breathiness" sound I appreciate in other singers.
Nah thank you. I feel inspired again.
@@Enkay47 your amazing enkay🖤
my x was so selfish. the abuse the cheating . after everything i did for him glad ive moved on your music gets through alot
Rlly enjoyed that one. The beat and slow melody was dope can't wait for more
In 2000 Eminem came out with "The Marshall Mathers LP",his song "Stan" grew on me tremendously, & it was a song I would constantly listen to at the age of 12, and I just fell for the more heart felt related songs... 18 years later and you remind me of this music way back then... definitely appreciate your music and lyrics and the emotions you sing through. Keep on being awesome [:
When you do the " aaahhh" thing..I LOVE THAT...I don't deserve the one that I love the most..aaahh
This some deep shit brotha I felt every word and the woman's voice and her in general are beautiful 😍
Oh man!! I love this! The music has been brought to life
Trunxks Beatz there's my favorite producer!!!!!
Facts....Cant wait to you here what I got coming
It's cuz you got that sauce bro.....!!
Good work enkay47 i love this song keep up the good work enkay47
Yo, Enkay I wanna just say Thank You for doing what you do the way you do it, keeping ya head, heart, and mouth in the lyrics and not worrying about what the other artists of your generation are on or what they be spitting in they shit. You true to yourself and true to your trade. No matter what anyone says about your work, nobody can change my mind. Im always hitting and watching my Enkay47 notifications right when I get em usually same day it drops for my area. I discovered you back in May of 2018 but instantly had to go back and catch up on you all the way!! I have been personally relating with your songs cause you been dropping lyrics spot on or pretty close to my own relationship struggles, etc. Just like they happening for me too. Imagine that. "Lesson Learned", " Answer", "Selfish", " Toxic", "My Own Lane", " Who I am", "Wake Up", " Hello remix" just to name a few are now tracks I can't go without more than a day or so and I gotta put em on and get lost in my thoughts, regrets, dreams, and rage. It has helped me get through things that I couldn't get over or let go of. "Crocodile Tears" is perfect timing cause just a couple weeks ago my ex, most recent babies mother, and the woman I considered to be that "one" had started speaking to me, letting me in again, neither of us are perfect, but I still think mine and her story isn't over yet. Life is funny sometimes. Happy Valentines Day fire spitter!! Keep up the the awesome art and It gives me strength to endure my tough times... Thank You Enkay47!! ~Jason D. Smith~ Asheboro, NC. Oh and the way I see it, it don't matter who you might sound like, yada yada yada. Point is I feel ya work, and I'm grateful for stumbling upon your music when I did. Sounding like other people is just kinda common thing nowadays, who cares hell I think ya sound in your melody parts better than Em's anyway. Lol. Your rymes are unique to you and for someone that listens to you enough you sound like you and I could definitely call your voice apart from a "similar sounding artist's voice" ( whatever that is. Lol ) without video only having sound. Stay with it as long as you can man. Others too worried bout what going on in the hip hop game. Let em play man, you put in serious work yo!! Thanks again.
U still around fam.....?? How yuh doing now bro.....??
A Legendary Depressed Rapper that is also A legendary Depressed Singer!!! This is what we needed in the world ❤💙❤💙❤
In two days selfish will have the 1 year anniversary and i keep coming back. This song as got be by my hard times without enkay i dont know where ill be he as i know he is the best #TeamEnkay
you seriously need to tour to the UK, you really are phenomenal, never related to an artist so much 🤍🤍🤍
this track is on point as expected from this Lion
witnessing greatness all the way from the Republic of SouthAfrica
Sivumo Tshangela thank you Sivumo. Much respect
Your music is just what i need on a bad day, because it lets me know there are people who share the same pain as me.
This tune is so deep! Love it! New favourite track!
Can't wait to see you in Lewisburg. Your music is meds for the mind and soul man..
I cry everytime i hear this song, i know the feeling
I'm so in love with every part of this masterpiece.💯.... All your tracks stayyy on repeat 🎯🎧♥️🎶.....
Love the video Nathan 😍
I love how you be rockin tha hoodies 🔥
this song cuts so deep
Bro, I've been missing out! You spoke what I couldn't put in words for someone who was selfish when you dropped this 3 yard ago.
amazing work homie
Bro your music is dope man, you and Enkay gotta make more songs together. Losing my mind is the best song ever!
Ghost G I agree
Whoa man you know enkay his music also helps me
I hate that i dont like your music and you describe things in my life perfectly here. Good job
This sounds like realness your newer songs on RUclips keep getting better as I go through your catalog
Damn. Wasn't expecting such a heavy hit to my emotions. Freaking amazing.
The beat and the lyrics is 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Enkay. You want me to live. Thats how your music got to mee. You saved me. I lost my dad. I was lost until your music touched my soul. You make me want to kick my rare sickness in the ass hahha. Im living because of your music enkay 47. You my inspiration and best friend that woke me up from death. I swear i wont be living. Onced i heard your songs. Omg your my god. Enkay 47 you rock. Thanks im gonna beat my liver sickness for you. I matter in thw world now because of you. Rock on enkay love you always im a big fan. And can i purchace some cds off you again i can send you money any way
This should be a Hit!!
this song hits to close to home its unreal.
Omg nate I feel like you ripped this right out of my life
Love all your music this is a great song ❤ keep them coming enkay your awesome 😁
Everything you sing always seems to touch me and rip a piece of me out..rather its good or bad... Good shit man... Keep doing what you do.. Love your work!!!
Incredible my guy - Incredible
Omg this is AMAZING dont stop doing this man your music is my life story shit hits hard for me your amazing!
Another song for my playlist
The fact that you can sing and rap is great Bro, it's a change from just rap, although I prefer more rapping, this song is definitely a breath of fresh air in that respect, your voice is very soothing
Thomas Davies thank you Thomas. I'm trying to find my own lane.
Enkay47 Official Yh man, I get you. You're an amazing singer and rapper that's for sure, I've been with you from the start, you know that, I love your music, all I listen to is you, whichever direction you go down, I'll follow bro, have a good one
@@thomasdavies4816 You still with the Enkay gang
Wow, this song demonstrates perfectly the unspoken questions I had. Thank you!
You already know how much I love this song and listening to you sing because your voice is fucking beautiful!! Obviously I love all of your songs and clearly your rapping but something about your singing calls to me!! This video is amazing and I love that it has a story in it and I can’t wait to see what’s next ❤️
This is my favorite...your voice is amazing
This is seriously powerful and moving. Really shows you're a multi-talented artist. Keep it up, bro! Love your work!
Killed another one brother
I can listen to this song over & over
Here before it blows up!
I have a feeling being Selfish is technically a bad thing, But what I grew up in i have to be selfish cause I’m all I Got, But this song is 🔥 I absolutely Love it, Great Job Bro.
This is dope bro great visuals and dope ass song 🔥🔥
Enkay47 me and my dad love to watch your music videos because they help us get faster at working together and I really love your songs
Great song. Your songs are so relateable and amazing.
Amazing track as always
Damn, i couldnt have found this at a more perfect time 💔
Bro this has to be my 200th time listening to this song and I love ur music I'll keep sharing til ur done with new songs
I love this song bro thanks for making it
Amazing work.
Wow that was pretty good, branching out got talent for more than just rap.
Every song is a HIT. I LOVE this. Thank you. ❤❤❤
Omg i freakin love it soooo much . I can relate to it alot . You are a legend Nathan . Much Love . XoXo . 💯🔥❤😍😘
Bro this is solid..Be going through some hard times with my girl of 10 years and your music just takes me to another place like there is others out there that feel the same way... Dope track my dude!!🔥🔥🔥
Your music is best on the tube thankyou for your time
Amazing as always. I need some of your music to jam to in my car 😊
One word man......LEGIT!!!
So good song but sad and true. Love from sweden 💙
Man I watched this like 8 times man. I choke up cuz this is like a serious true part or scene that actually happen in my life. I have No doubt nate that you will make it shit to me u already have..
Can't wait to see you live man 🙌
I can relate to so many of enkay47 songs I love this guy hes for sure in my top 5 fav rappers love this guy he helped me get through a rough patch in my life n alot of.what he says I can relate being into rwp n trying it n getting downed for my size n all the hate n the pain especially his songs fake friends and lesson learned
Love it, dude. Absolutely love it.
Solid. The homie Trunxks on this woooo
Love you Enkay!
for real feeling it. great work..
Nate what was so awesome❤️ I felt that. Keep doing what you do I love it can’t wait for more music to come out
Damn this is some real stuff.
Killing it again man I love this. Good job on the video I wanna see more
There needs to be more views. This is good music. Nate good job man. Keep it up.
instant classic
The last part is hard to watch but good video man keep it up!
Your sooooo awesome. Thanks for helping me through some hard times. I hope to rap or collab with you someday.
Dude on point! Idk on something I'm going threw cause I'm fighting for this girl. She wants out of a bad situation and I'm trying to help. Idk how rn but I'm figuring it out and this song is amazing. Its kinda helped me realize something thanks man!
Love it just like every other video keep it coming 💕 can totally relate to the video especially the ending
Damn keep up the good job I am a big fan
Very diverse for enkay love it
Man i love your music so fucking much. It helps in such hard times. I tell everyone to listen to you. Your so amazing. Keep up the good work bro💪💪
I love the music video. This song for all the Women out there who are selfish
Awesome song 💯❤️
I relate to this so much only started listening to ya
Hits hard 😊
This is amazing !!
Love this video keep it up man
I love it !!!👌👍✊🔥💯💯💯
i love it. great work,
Amazing job this was 10/10
Finally the official vid
Your music is super awesome bro.....
Pure fire🔥🔥🔥
Love this, I so can relate 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Wow i Never Heard so a good Song