Enkay47- Toxic
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- Enkay47- Toxic
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This is officially my second video to hit 500,000 views as of October, 2018 😎 THANK YOU!!!!!
This song helps me with my depression so thank you dude👏
Keep bangin out hits like this and they'll all break 500k
Bro u have no idea how much u help me, Your music stays on repeat daily. Daily life is such a struggle for me. A broken heart is never fixed and that 1 love i just cant get away from is my Baby Mom. No matter how bad she does me smacks me kicks me to street with no place to go.. I always run back to her and my friends be like ungo back this time dont cry to us we done we been tellimg u the last 10yrs let that bitch go i be tryna play it off like no its only for the kids.. lying to myself.. Its them too but damn i love this bitch..Now look at me we jus split up again here recently in july this was the worst tho and my banies seen it all. She jus wouldnt stop its horrible to actually be so mentally and physically abused over such a long period i dont even know how to love myself anymore
I'm probably 100k of the views on this video. It explains everything 🙁🙁... Keep pushing!
#UndergroundOverMainsream
#ChangeThisGeneration
Man it's almost as if you actually walked in my shoes for a few months
Wow. My man of 16 years just played this for me. Incredibly toxic on both ends it will never be the same like the beginning. Never! Its time to let go. So much easier said then done. We are both broken in so many ways. Very codependent. There has to be a time when enough really is enough. Thank you for making a song so relatable on so many levels.
Thanks for the thumbs up. I just sent him the lesson learned video and told him flip the script. Seriously your music is powerful. Thank you. The lyrics you speak say things we can't say face to face.
@@getout7339 My love , my sweetpea, the other half of happiness, the mother of my 3 wonderful children and I parted after 22 years. I played toxic to her and she couldn't stand to hear the truth. The pain after such a load is the same for everyone. Enka47 is the voice for the broken( me).
Hope you are well.
The problem both sides need to sit down with" real talk" 100%chance feelings will be hurt,however is needed alot of ppl get the label for wrong reson
Sadly true yet when is enough if it’s of heart from the very start
How ? As got for no where to go my way as so to true way this what’s hope is that of ? No guy as ever. NOT WANTED WHAT OF WHAT RIGHT OF WHO OF WHATS TO YOU DID WHAT
This guy is going to be BIG. This flow is phenomenal.. My mind is blow. My skin crawls at how powerful these lyrics are. I'm a die-hard fan. Please, rap on.
This is exactly how I've felt the past year after my best relationship went up in flames. I want her back, but I know it wouldn't be the same. If anything, it'd be toxic. Thank you for voicing the pain I've been feeling. Now I know I'm not alone.
This song helped me get out of a relationship with my abusive ex. The lyrics really resonated with everything I was going through and I finally got rid of his ass for good.
3 years later hope you're doing good and found love from yourself
Same, never related to a song so much
I’m not gonna act like I’ve been listening to enkay since he started but I can say that I’m gonna listen to him till he finishes music.🙏🏻
Hell yea!
I'm gonna say It..... I have lied about stupider shit 🤷♂️
@@KissingEmbers uhh ok lol
@@dominikdalton7177 fuck yeah okay.
@@dominikdalton7177 I have been listening since the beginning😏
I relate to your music so much; your music has kept me going at my lowest of lows. I can't tell you how much I appreciate you and your talent. Thank you so much!
Your songs give me chills... You're amazing. Please, keep making music. I LOVE it. 😊
Ok I am officially in love 😍 no joke I have never seen such raw talent since Marshall and god damn how handsome!
Still the greatest song ever! Then Lesson learned! Love the raw real ness of this. It’s sad but we all need to hear these down to the bone lyrics
Can't lie man. This hit me right in the feels. Hella relate.. "Im not tearing up you are".
This really hit home. You have a gift young sir. You speak the truth and I can hear your pain and how much feeling you put into your work. ♥️
This song OMG never gets old , such a Fckn awesome reminder of reality and what I’ve already been thru and what I can get thru! Thank you xxx
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so proud of that comment!
I LOVE this! I can relate to this 100%. I listen to this daily! 💖💖
Can't get enough of this... HAD to send it to my Ex (she wasn't happy about that)
Kieran Jones i done same thing she wont even answer me lol
My ex blocked me after I sent her this but oh well I'm happy
Love this i can relate
Kieran Jones sounds like gd idea lol 😆
Kieran Jones
PRODUCED BY ME!
CONGRATS ON 1MILL BROTHER! #ALLTHEWAYUP
I can relate to this in so many ways right now... Sorry you had to go through this. Shit ain't fun. *good vibes*
Ps- been listening to you nonstop the past couple of days ❤❤
same my girl just fucking left me yesterday
Kenny Ford not the comment to put that on dude
Literally i know how you feel literally what he says in this song is exactly how i feel not sure if this makes sense but its like all my thoughts in a song
Tim Carlile I totally know the feels mate.......we all experience that toxic relationship
I’m still so in love with this song it’s toxic 😅 but after 5 years I’m now in love with Enkay47 and not the toxic narcissistic Junkie that I was with lol.
To Enkay47 Thank you for all your music over the last several years 🙏
❤️love & respect from a grateful Aussie Mum & son
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Idk how your not on the radio yet like your amazing I love your music
Ouch. This shit is so true on both ends of what used to be us. I fucking love you😕
I’m a rock and heavy metal fan but damn bro I love this
Man, it's like we lived the same life. Crazy.
The lyrics are so intricate. Listening to this again gave me chillz
Love the fact in each one of his songs he put so much heart feelings into his words never been able to relate to a song as much as I do this one
He sings, he "rages" like old Marshall...he sings, his beats are 🔥🔥🔥🔥 dude's boutta BLOWWWW the top off the current "game". ✌
Again another great song to help through tough times. You work is absolutely amazing Enkay 47. Thank you for your music!!!!
I love all his songs, I wish he was single I would treat him right king 👑
Man still coming back to this song after 6 years so much to relate to this
2020 and still blaring it even sent it to my ex
Great artist kinda explains the realitionship im in but i love her and she loves me deep down we both deeply care its not necesserally toxic we just argue alot but we fix things 5 mins after
BUT ENKAY47 keep up the good work!
This is my favorite song right now.. Bought Welcome to my mind. This music relates so much to me. I hope he tours in Midwest
Still on constant replay in 2021 enkay on a scale from 1 to 40 your a 47 straight flame
Fucking raw and relatable.
Lost the love of my life because I was deep in the bottle, wasn't abusive, just a drunk.
3 months later I'm sober the whole time and relive my regret every day.
Me and this guy go back over 18 years,and without him I would be here. Enkay.... thank you..... for everything, ya know?😎😎😁✌👌🤘🤙🤟👓🕶
I’m really glad I was up at 3 am and discovered your music. This song has helped me put words to how I feel. But I have hope still. It’s silly I know... but it’s there man. I fear either path will kill me inside.
Feel this song so much!! This is how it was starting 5years ago😢
No words to Express how much I feel like you see through my eyes
I feel every single track you've put out so far. I love that you keep it 100% authentic and give zero fucks what anyone thinks. Express yourself the way you know how to, I envy you. ❤️💪 Keep being you. 😊
My god I can just listen to this all damn day
This song hits me so close to home. I was in a relationship like that for 2 years. Listening to this song makes me feel better about not taking her back. The relationship truely was toxic yet i stayed Because i thought she would change. Thank you enkay for opening my eyes to what she was doing to me.
Song really hits bro going through it on the daily been with her 10 yrs and have 2 kids with her been down with her since 20 I'm 30 now I just can't seem to make myself leave I go through the hell for my kids
Im in love with a narcissistic woman, she makes me feel everything is my fault, i ain't ever Guna let her win. I love her but i see now its her not me. Love your work. I feel like you already know me yet u obviously don't. Keep up the work man. Heart felt shit always.
♥️
I know the feeling. Been going through it for about 5 years now. Sucks but we go through stuff we shouldn't be for the people we love
hun sometimes work is tow way st u someone who can be more then c someone may feel that way it is a look at if u ever lie to her never being honest with them it heard some pep cant trust like other u se lie are backwards to some just in how u look at life u see art is rage in life pissed is honesty
Same dude, but in the end she will leave you making you feel you did wrong. It's best to end it now.
Y'all losers if you dis like
Damn that's deep
Nathan Enkay47 man I just love your music everyone is going through some type of hurt and I always find my excape in listening to your misic
This song is amazing! Glad I found you!
I love this shit! thank you for being real! Im an aspiring lyricist myself and i love hearing hearing amazing works of art that touch your feels! Mad respect bro, love what your doing keep touching the hearts of those who listen!
This song I can relate to it after wasting 4 years of my life with a chick I was in love with but that was so toxic like she is
Yea u think it was a waste of 4 years....but think of it as a learning curve....lol
I relate to your music in many ways, whenever I'm upset your music makes me feel better. You really are a blessing🤞💕
This song broke my heart because... 17 years... and now I am in a camper in the woods. This song made me see how bad things where and how far gone I was. Thank you for the painful look at my life... 😢
I love your songs! They are from the ♡ and relatable. This song is epic! You're killin' it, keep it up!
Just came across this song n I felt this shit hard. Thanks for sharing your feelings for us to relate to❤️
Seriously obsessed with this song👽
Feels like your speaking about my life, so talented
SO TOXIC ! i can relate to this a lot. Music that people can relate to is the best. i made quite a bit of music similar. I stumbled upon this and now i cant stop playing it. keep it up man, wherever you are from.
Lyrics-
Congratulations, you made me hate myself, You isolated me from my friends and made me feel
Like you're the best that I can do so i'm afraid to build
On myself
What the hell, you think that you can take advantage of me
And treat me like a lost puppy
Go ahead a throw me out, bitch you don't want me
And yeah i fucking care, I can't pretend I don't
But even id I wanted to I swear to god I won't
Everything I've sacrificed, to make you happy
You took my friends, my self-respect, even my family
Now you ask me if i'm depressed, nah i'm fucking happy
I love the way that you treated me, yeah come on and smack me,
Come on and trap me, come in and tack me, It's almost as if I feel happy to be treated badly
But actually, I'm just madly in love with you
I tell people i'm done with you but we know that ain't fucking true.
I used to tell myself that you would change,
I used to cry myself to sleep be depressed for days
But hey, I stay with you if you can stay with me
You can say that i'm insane but I know that you'd change for me
I want you to love me like you used to, in the first month (ha ha)
I wish we felt the same love for each other that we used to,
When we first begun
Our relationship
Every time I fell against you, I feel so broke,
Down
Every time i see you smile, I'm still hoping,
That we can try again
This is so toxic, I feel like a monster,
Even after all that I've done to you
Broke my back for you, so attached to you
And I just wanna say sorry, it's so toxic
I was your Romeo you were my Juliet
I told myself that one day that we would be newly-wed
Whoops, there we go again, there goes another fight
IT's like another fucking shoving match
the other night
And i'm just fucking sick of this, I'm fucking sick of you
And every fucking argument we have has turned it physical
Bitch, are you retarded, can't you tell we
fucking miserable,
But yet you stayed because you selfish and it's pitiful
And all the shit you ritual,
Traditional this ridicule is tearing us
Apart but yet i'm stuck because I live with you
And now I don't know what to do because I feel like
I'm trapped inside of a cage, I'm always pissed at you
And not to mention I'm ashamed,
Because I feel like a broken record yet I'm
always saying I can change
I never wanna be the one to blame
I swear to god that if you try to
Leave then imma put you up in flames
I want you to love me like you used to,
in the first month (ha ha)
I wish we felt the same love for each
other that we used to
when we first begun
Our relationship
Every time I fell against you, I feel so
broken,
Down
Every time I see you smile, I'm still
hoping,
That we can try again
This is so toxic, I feel like a monster,
Even after all that I've done to you
Broke my back for you, so attached to you
And I still just wanna say sorry, it's so toxic
This is so toxic, I feel like a monster
Even after all I've done to you,
Broke my back for you, so attached to you
And i just wanna say sorry, it's so toxic
I don't care what people say, I be with
you anyway
I just want you to be in my life, for me
to be in your life
And i mean of course I,
Just miss all the old days, and now we
just both fight
You warm i'm cold right,
I swear to you I'll stay,
This moment a fortnight, emotion is so right
But swear that one day, The week will
be alright,
I'm about to heal the poison, I'm, about
to find an antidote
The reason that I made this track is to
make a message,
For everybody staring at me with this
blank expression
For everybody that's telling me this is
fake affection,
For everybody that's dealing with this
be safe assessment
It's till you get the fuck out and safe yourself,
I know it's hard, but if yo stay then
you'll get torn apart
I've got a broken heart, and now a tear
drop is in the page,
Mock, make the chorus start
This is so toxic, I feel like a monster, Even after all I've done to you,
Broke my back for you, so attached to you
And I just wanna say sorry, it's so toxic
This is so toxic, I feel like a monster
Even after all that I've done to you
Broke my back for you, so attached to you
And i just wanna say sorry, it's so toxic
Man I feel him im a big fan of his music he's so truthful
I love that artist like you keep it real. Cos it truly does give alot of us hope and also comfort . Thank you and I can't wait to hear more.
dammmm. now this hits home
Yes Dennis you absolute weapon
It is one of those "Speak from the soul" songs , Enkay 47 And Cryptic Wisdom have so many songs that hit close to home for damn sure ! C-mob and Sekond Chaynce both give me the same vibes as well . 🤘🔥🤟
Speechless, I've struggled to explain to my ex who left how I feel about her, along with having 3 kids together, it's been a struggle, but this one will be played on repeat
You got this man. Just be a good dad and take good care of your children there gonna need both mom and dad. I been in multiple toxic relationships and it tough to pick up all the piece and still hurting
fire loving these hits u released🔥🔥
I love your music so much... I can relate to this in every way.
finally a new rapper i can listen to. you are 100x better than the crap on the radio these day. keep this shit up bro, you gonna be big one day and hopefully soon. i like to see a song with Enkay47 and Ben Sommers. two rappers that need to be bigger than youtube.
i second that rather listen to someone real than some crap eminem or drake pump out any day
lil420fresh naw he wont. Cause the world rejects talent... which is why the radio music is garbage these days.
lil420fresh lol this is real hip hop not rap rap and hip hop are totally different sounds
listen to NF
or wit lowery
This was amazing. Going through this right now. Thank you.
Love your account name lmao 🤣
This one!!! My heart is here from start to finish
I always come back to this song 💙
I just found this guy after a break up where I got cheated on and kicked out of the place I was paying half for but this shit cheers me up and inspires me to fix my shit and prove everyone im better than anyone can think
Wow 👏music 🎶from the depth of the broken heart 💔
I have been showing so meany people your music i have proply got like 30 people by now listening to you keep it up man
Mr. fackum that's amazing man, thank you
Enkay47 Hip Hop I dont know why but people who also like rap, dont even like the rappers I listen to, so if I shared your music with other people they won't give a fuck, but I dont give a fuck, I like those rappers, you're the one I listen to the most.
You are awesome. You are so real. Love ut.
Right
Absolutely one of the best up and coming artists I have heard in real real long time.
I feel every word u sing...many times almost took my life to it...if it weren't for some form of hope I would of already
Keep up the music bro, I ain't gone lie but you kinda remind me of a mix between hopsin, eminem, and tech n9ne
I literally love this so fucking much.. And just discovered you on accident on Spotify. I was listening to this while in the room with my boyfriend.. and I was struggling so hard to not cry because your words are so relateable.. it hit me hard. You definitely have a new fan and I think I'm going to be listening to you a lot. Keep doing what you are doing, you are incredible.
- Love, Your newest fan. :)
Your music is so deep I love hearing you sing your are boss I got my friends playing your music so keep up the hard work
Fist time I heard this song it hit home hard an bring tears eyes to my eyes. Had to play this song in front of my friends an everyone asked "what's this song called" . Here we goo now Enkay47 is finally known where I live.
Killin it... You are going to make it to the top!
💯💯💯🙌🙌🙌 allll fucking day! Enkay!
Hits me so hard I'm pretty sure I felt my heart break a little more. Literally.
This song has literally helped me through some of the bs that has been happening for a while now
I Love EVERY ONE of your songs on the real man, I could listen to you 24/7 just know you have my support... I love you Enkay47
bro your music is dope.
I wanna see you and Merkules do a song together
TarzanX91 omfg yasss
I agree!
PeskyTarzan OMG YES!!! Merkules and him would really run this world. if they would team up, that would be a sick ass combo. they would definitely start climbing to the top faster. just imagine the things Merkules would add to this. just thinking ab it makes me fired up. i really wanna bear one if they would make one. it would be so freaking sweet🤘
I legit support this dude so much. Dead ass. Ima start sharing all his shit cause I genuinely want him to blow tf uppp. 💕💕💕
Dam just like my life right now thanks a billion. Broke my back for you.
Story of my life.. I feel you.. I'm stuck in the same situation.. I don't know what to do.. this so hits me so hard I relate to everything in your song... Amazing song
Def did after a 10 year relationship she cheated for about a year gave her everything I could but as usual it's never enough the line I want you to love me like you used to in the first month hahahahahaha 💯 and your chorus is on point dood,, and yo you have a Facebook
Bee Rizzle yes, look up "Enkay47" and "Nathan Kawaguchi" for my personal
same thing here...11 years and she left me for my "best friend" of 15+ years. I literally took the shirt off my back for him when he got out from behind bars for him to me me so fucking dirty a year later I had to fall hard to get back up better than ever
Check out lesson learned by him bro, this dude never spits anything but fire, and its all relatable, certainly he has found his demographic.
Enkay47 Official hey, do you mind if I add those up too, rather ask even though it’s public
Dude I so feel like he's singing my story fr...
My favorite song about Enkay 47 is lesson learned
i absolutely love this song im literally listening to it on repeat it has a good beat to it keep up the good work
i usually don't listen rap, but hey man, this is lit🔥 keep it up. greetings from estonia🤘
Est 🤘
Lol one of my best friends lives in Estonia =D
6 years with my gf after the shit we been through. I think this song almost explains exactly what I'm going through but it's a bit worse.
Love this, every word is soo relatable
Son you just gave me hope for rap thank you
I know this pain my man, i just found out about you today and this song is amazing, i write shit like this all the time
That one dislike is toxic
Problematic it was me
Enkay47 Hip Hop too funny 😂
Even u are a good rap
Never change your style be real like you are now bro
I need you ma favb song 😍
Me
It's amazing how much I can relate. It honestly hits deep inside
Omg you and Problematic are my two new best artist I’ve found by accident and I am glad I found it because I can relate to every one of your songs I lost my wife two years ago and she was 28 years old and now I’m raising our two year old IT can relate to your music and I love it
Still jamming this along with others 🔥🔥 is all I've ever heard you put out. Glad you still gripping the mic. Don't let it go man we appreciate you.
This needs more views and likes. You need more subscribers! I am going to post this everywhere! Keep going man!
You on your way to the top an I hope you make it your lyrically a genius an about every song of yours I can relate to in some way or another. love you brother
This music is all I listen to now... it's defiantly helping me remind me I need to move on ...
#Leason Learned .. .#Enkay47
Ayo my dude ✌ thank you......
Bee Rizzle you're welcome. I hope this helped you.
Ty it does! Yo lol what up Bee Rizzle? I LOVE that name kinda reminds of someone in my fam that calls his cousin almost that 😂
You,NF,Logic,Joyner lucas,Tech N9ne, and Eminem should do a song together. It would be the DOPEST song of all time. Because their all dope rappers and are great rappers.
You forgot Mac Lethal, he is dope aswell :P
But yeah a collab woudl have been awesome, they drop a verse each ;)
life as a pancake and Sik world too
lmao you love white people
Sentinel haha we have hopsin, k.a.a.n, nas, kendrick and J.cole that are dope aswell :D
U forgot Tom MacDonald
100% feel 😢 thank you for this track❤
Man every word I FELT THAT💯👀